Project Camelot Website's New Look ... WTF?

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by David Trd1 (here)
But nonetheless to suggest she's in it for the money is quite comical to the point of obscenity [which im sure is nobody's intention here].

Kerry is certainly "not in it for the money" -- no-one in the alternative media is. (There is very little money! )

[DevilPigeon]

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I don't understand what all the fuss and hooha is about quite frankly...

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by DevilPigeon (here)
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I don't understand what all the fuss and hooha is about quite frankly...

I think I do... seriously.

In 2006-2008 Kerry and I became, quite by accident, folk heroes of the alternative media. We were grassroots, unfunded, apparently came from nowhere, and had a highly intelligent and perceptive grasp of the big picture that comparatively few others have (or have had, since -- it has to be said).

Many longer-established members of the alternative media, who had been holding the fort for far longer than us, were very suspicious (e.g. George Noory and Jeff Rense: and they still both keep us at a skeptical and self-protective distance).

Our style was unpretentious, human and appealing, and we were transparently honest: our videos were sometimes quickly edited, and not always smooth and slick. We sought simply to include all viewers and visitors in our personal journey.

Kerry was always the driving powerhouse. Going to Moscow to track down Boriska (the first people who did), to Tokyo to film Fulford (the first people who did), and to Oslo to film Zagami (the first people who did) -- were all Kerry's suggestions. I immediately agreed with all her ideas -- and she agreed with mine, and I had a LOT of input -- including a firm NO to some of Kerry's ideas. And some of those stands I took led to more than a few nuclear behind-the-scenes firefights.

As is quite well-documented, our differences in style and personality -- like John and Paul, as many have compared us to -- led to a parting of the ways at the end of 2009. Throughout that previous year we had been under heavy attack, including by psychic and electronic means. We had just upset way too many people and groups. One of the few who understood this was David Wilcock, who at that time was very close to us both. He tried to broker peace, as did Doodah and Mozart (both posting here), but it was hopeless. It was like trying to break up a fight between two very angry big cats.

I always felt that less was more (too much information and too many interviews dilute the message - quality is more important than quantity), and that all facts reported in good faith, should be checked as fully as possible. I was the researcher, joining dots and digging out information: Kerry was the intuitive. It was a good combination. It was when intuition clashed with the facts that we began to clash with one another. Despite the fact that we agreed far more than we disagreed (and continue to do so!), our differences were used by our enemies to split the log. Neither of us were fully able to see that at the time.

The 'drama' about Kerry-and-Bill is really an echo of many people still wanting us to work together. They miss the balance I provided -- and I did provide that balance. Meanwhile, while I originally intended Avalon to be a kind of alternative Camelot, I became involved in a lot of other activities -- and still am) -- working behind the scenes to resolve situations in ways that are not at all public.

There are many times when I have despaired of the nonsense proliferating in the alternative media -- last year it was Elenin and 11-11-11, and this year it's Drake and all the hysteria about 'Ascension' and 21 December 2012 (nothing will happen, folks). I receive intelligent and articulate e-mails every other day from concerned people -- some of who have been following Kerry's and my work since the beginning -- urging me to get back on the horse and make a significant contribution.

I sometimes reflect deeply about this. My wider and more prominent contribution is needed, and I would be disingenuous and dishonest not to state that as a probable fact. And regarding the website, my feelings about the original site (and how it changed into the cluttered mess the 'Portal' site became), which I put together myself without recourse to any Joomla templates, were rather like the lamenting refrain "Look what they did to my song."

In Kerry's defense, she did not know how to handle my position. She really did try. We worked together very closely on the Camelot TV show (filmed in July 2010, though it now looks like it will never be aired) -- and tried again to start working together again a little over 12 months ago. Both times, she gave it her honest best, but there were a number of reasons why this was impractical: there were way too may barriers, and between February and May 2011 we almost immediately came under attack again, with 'Charles' and Inelia entering the mix this time.

I support and honor Kerry and all her work. Everything I have always said about her is true: she is one of the most honest and courageous people I have ever met. I've never known her to lie even about the tiniest, most trivial thing. Let me leave it at that.

This post has been useful... I am left thinking that I should sit down and write an e-book called THE PROJECT CAMELOT STORY. It'd probably take me about a week.

[Cidersomerset]

I was listening to a recording of the Revelation seeries earlier with Bob Nevritt & Ion which i recommend but right at the
end Bob gives project Camelot and you and Kerry a compliment.....I've listened to this recording several times but not
noticed it because its right at the end.....Normally Bob takes the mick out of the alternate community including us
at Avalon as I have emailed him and asked him many questions on James Martinez cash flow which is fun.....

http://halkinnaman.com/ed/audio_rr/2...analysis_2.mp3

Right at the end 108mins Ion says to Bob if you behave yourself you may be able to get
on project Camelot....they have a bit rep arte then ion says there audiance has been increased
because of Camelots work....Just funny i never noticed before, must have switched off before
the end because they had finnished analysing chapter 3 of the book of revelations and were just chatting...


http://informationfarm.blogspot.co.u...f-st-john.html

Well I just realised why I had not heard Ions Camelot refence on the above interview !!
Its because today I listened to the unedited version by mistake and should have listened
to this one , thats spooky ...LOL...

http://informationfarm.blogspot.co.u...n-of-john.html

[M6*]

Hi Mozart!

With DUE RESPECT to Kerry Cassidy I, too, noticed all of the above.
Also, to me, it is harder to read, and I enjoyed the quick access back to Project AVALON.

Keep the Light ON for all concerned! M6*

[Wantsthetruth74]

Posted by Vitalux (here)

Posted by Mozart (here)
Avalonians ~


Have you seen the new, totally-overhauled Project Camelot site?


It's a nice look. Very clean. But it's loaded with advertisements -- I can understand that, as it's expensive to run a site, let alone to make a living with any conspiracy site.


But no reference to Bill's Project Avalon? No reference to Bill Ryan, who was VERY MUCH part of the building the foundation of Project Camelot?


WTF?


Bill -- did you agree to be basically zeroed out like this from the current, revamped Project Camelot site?


~Mozart

She did this to test your faith.
If you really believe in her you should dig deep, very deep into your pockets and send her money.

One thing about being old is you remember things and you learn.

I see Kerry as just another Tammy Faye

Who likes to put on a dog and pony show if she thinks she can make a buck.

Oh she has some good intention initially, but the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Oh some will see it, some will not.
The mouse and the eagle both have eyes, but see things from a different perspective.

That dog and pony show comment is just plain mean. Camelot re-did their website, and that is open invitation for frivolous name-calling and insult???????.

You know, my mom and dad always fought, never got along total disfunctional household. As a kid, I always wished they would divorce, so that I could at least have a relationship with one of them. To this date, they are still married (over 60 years), they still fight, and I still can't have a relationship with either one of them. Whats my point?

Just because 2 people came together and did great things, does not mean that they should remain that way. Sometime, division, benefits not only those two, but everyone they are connected with. I believe this is the case with Kerry and Bill. They are both loving caring creative smart people, who have done worlds of good, together and apart. Trying to get them to be any way other than how "they" choose is simply co-dependent. Let them conduct their life, and everybody else conduct your own life. Like I said, let the dog sleep.

[Limor]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)
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Posted by limor (here)
from paulo coelho's book : "warrior of the light - a manual"

"warrior of light identifies the road as soon as he starts to walk
every stone, every curve, congratulats him on his arrival,
he identifies with the mountains and rivers, he sees some of his soul in plants, animals and birds in the field
then, at the time that he recieves the help of god and its signs, he lets his destiny to lead him through life.
There are nights that he has nowhere to sleep, and nights when he can not sleep: "it's part of the deal," think the warrior, i was the one who decided to walk this path.
In this statement exists all his power: He chose the path that he takes now, and has nothing to complain."

"the warrior of light carefully study the position he wishes to conquer.
However difficult his goal, there's always a way to overcome the obstacles. He examines alternative ways, sharpening his sword, trying to constantly fill his heart with the diligence needed to confront the challenge.
However, as he advances, the warrior realized that there are difficulties that he did not consider.
If he waits for the ideal moment he would never move, he needs a touch of madness to take the next step.
The warrior uses a touch of madness and that is because in war and love it is impossible to predict everything in advance."


"every warrior of light has already been afraid to go into battle
every warrior of light has already betrayed or lied in the past
every warrior of light has already walked a way that was not his
every warrior of light has already thought that he is not a warrior of light
every warrior of light has failed his spiritual duties
every warrior of light has already said "yes" when he wanted to say "no"
every warrior of light has already hurt someone he loved
so this is why he is a warrior of the light: Because he passed all those and not lost the hope to be better than he was"


"the warrior of light is not delaying his decisions.
He thinks before he acts; he considers the training he had undergone, the responsibility, and his duty as a teacher. He tries to keep his cool and analyzes each step as if it were the most important one.
When he reaches a decision, he goes on: He has no more doubts about his choice.
He does not change his way if the circumstances are different from what he thought.
If his decision was correct, he will win the battle even if it goes beyond what he had predicted.
If his decision was wrong, he shall inherit a failure and would have to start all over again, more wisely.

However the warrior of the light, if he has started, is going all the way."


"the light warrior often loses hope.
It seemes to him as if nothing can arouse the excitement that he had hoped for.
Many evenings and nights he had to stay in the position that he achieved.
With no new event that would restore his excitement.
His friends comment: "perhaps his struggle is over now."
the warrior feels pain and confusion at these comments, because he knew that he did not arrive to where he wanted to.
But he's stubborn, and does not neglect that he decided to do.
Then when least expected it,a new door opens .

"for a warrior of light, an impossible love does not exist.
He did not flinch from the silence, indifference or rejection
he knows that behind the icy mask that people wear on their faces there is a heart of fire.
So the warrior risks more than others. He is constantly looking for the love of others, even if it means to hear many times the word "no",
go home defeated, feel the rejection in his flesh and soul.

The warrior is not frightened when he searches for what he needs. Without love he is nothing"



you might think this has nothing to do with this thread and bill. But it does. It has everything.


~^&*~^&*

limor

Wow.

Is there anything In this Coelho's description that you remotely disagree with, Bill ?

I think that all of us here have something of that 'warrior of light' tributes.

Originally posted by Bill Ryan: "we were transparently honest'

That was one of the main attractions that made Camelot what it is. Together with the quality of the interviews. As Wade Frazier say "Integrity is the scracest commodity on earth'. Back than It was a refreshing change.

[billyji]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)

I honor Kerry and all her work. Everything I have always said about her is true: she is one of the most honest and courageous people I have ever met. Let me leave it at that. This post has been useful... I am left thinking that I should sit down and write an e-book called THE PROJECT CAMELOT STORY. It'd probably take me about a week.

Sounds like a good idea Bill, your comment brought to mind the song " express yourself " The Psychic attacks seem to inhibit expressing. This is my experience anyways. I am still struggling with this one.

Give it a try Bill.

Peace

[Eram]

Thank you Bill,

For this Looking back on the events of that period.
I know (as a new member of Avalon) I've been searching for an explanation like this one, for hours and hours here and never found it until now.
Good to see that you can look back at it with peace in your heart.

write that book! It'll be a hit!

When you write in a novel/thriller style, you'll make a million pounds!

[Cidersomerset]

I honor Kerry and all her work. Everything I have always said about her is true: she is one of the most honest and courageous people I have ever met. Let me leave it at that. This post has been useful... I am left thinking that I should sit down and write an e-book called THE PROJECT CAMELOT STORY. It'd probably take me about a week.

I have no problem honouring Kerrys work and I regularly post her interviews on here if I like them or feel they need a second airing.....She is a wonderfull human being....

You are both wonderfull human beings experiancing this reality with the rest of us , and you have certainly got a book or two inside you waiting to jump out !!.....Steve

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Limor (here)

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)
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Posted by limor (here)
from paulo coelho's book : "warrior of the light - a manual"

"warrior of light identifies the road as soon as he starts to walk
every stone, every curve, congratulats him on his arrival,
he identifies with the mountains and rivers, he sees some of his soul in plants, animals and birds in the field
then, at the time that he recieves the help of god and its signs, he lets his destiny to lead him through life.
There are nights that he has nowhere to sleep, and nights when he can not sleep: "it's part of the deal," think the warrior, i was the one who decided to walk this path.
In this statement exists all his power: He chose the path that he takes now, and has nothing to complain."

"the warrior of light carefully study the position he wishes to conquer.
However difficult his goal, there's always a way to overcome the obstacles. He examines alternative ways, sharpening his sword, trying to constantly fill his heart with the diligence needed to confront the challenge.
However, as he advances, the warrior realized that there are difficulties that he did not consider.
If he waits for the ideal moment he would never move, he needs a touch of madness to take the next step.
The warrior uses a touch of madness and that is because in war and love it is impossible to predict everything in advance."


"every warrior of light has already been afraid to go into battle
every warrior of light has already betrayed or lied in the past
every warrior of light has already walked a way that was not his
every warrior of light has already thought that he is not a warrior of light
every warrior of light has failed his spiritual duties
every warrior of light has already said "yes" when he wanted to say "no"
every warrior of light has already hurt someone he loved
so this is why he is a warrior of the light: Because he passed all those and not lost the hope to be better than he was"


"the warrior of light is not delaying his decisions.
He thinks before he acts; he considers the training he had undergone, the responsibility, and his duty as a teacher. He tries to keep his cool and analyzes each step as if it were the most important one.
When he reaches a decision, he goes on: He has no more doubts about his choice.
He does not change his way if the circumstances are different from what he thought.
If his decision was correct, he will win the battle even if it goes beyond what he had predicted.
If his decision was wrong, he shall inherit a failure and would have to start all over again, more wisely.

However the warrior of the light, if he has started, is going all the way."


"the light warrior often loses hope.
It seemes to him as if nothing can arouse the excitement that he had hoped for.
Many evenings and nights he had to stay in the position that he achieved.
With no new event that would restore his excitement.
His friends comment: "perhaps his struggle is over now."
the warrior feels pain and confusion at these comments, because he knew that he did not arrive to where he wanted to.
But he's stubborn, and does not neglect that he decided to do.
Then when least expected it,a new door opens .

"for a warrior of light, an impossible love does not exist.
He did not flinch from the silence, indifference or rejection
he knows that behind the icy mask that people wear on their faces there is a heart of fire.
So the warrior risks more than others. He is constantly looking for the love of others, even if it means to hear many times the word "no",
go home defeated, feel the rejection in his flesh and soul.

The warrior is not frightened when he searches for what he needs. Without love he is nothing"



you might think this has nothing to do with this thread and bill. But it does. It has everything.


~^&*~^&*

limor

Wow.

Is there anything In this Coelho's description that you remotely disagree with, Bill ?

I think that all of us here have something of that 'warrior of light' tributes.

Originally posted by Bill Ryan: "we were transparently honest'

That was one of the main attractions that made Camelot what it is. Together with the quality of the interviews. As Wade Frazier say "Integrity is the scracest commodity on earth'. Back than It was a refreshing change.

Is there anything In this Coelho's description that you remotely disagree with, Bill ?

Absolutely nothing at all. Thank you so much for sharing that. It really moved me.

[seeingterra]

This thread has taken a very good turn, considering how it started (from my point of view). And I guess that is the keyword in many senses here, "my point of view".

As Bill was alluding to, there was a lot of difference between them at this time (still is to a certain extent), and I had only been on board for a few months and got totally mesmerized about what was going on.
I personally took my stand with Kerry, and now after almost three years of working close with her "behind the scenes" and sometimes "in front of house" I still have my stance well set.

However, this does not mean I don't respect Bill for what he is doing, as a prominent individual in this arena, I mean, why wouldn't I ?

The main difference is approach at this point in time. Camelot is now what we see as a important practicing tool of discernment, and on that note Kerry (and myself) don't always agree with what the interviewee is saying or proclaiming, but we will fight to the bitter end to serve the people with the right to get their message across, especially if they already have a "following" in the alternative arena.

We are usually very careful to make public stances as we don't wan't to attempt to "control" the peoples perception of reality, cause in our common view, if people can't them-self learn to discern truth from lies, fact from fiction, etc, what hope is there really for the majority of humanity to get through these times ahead?, and then even further ahead in time like say in space, where diplomacy will be full of new kinds of deceit and unknown factors.. We don't expect anyone to take anything for granted, in fact we wan't to be a "launching pad" for personal development, encouraging research and finding your own truth.

So in a sense this will describe to most of you the main difference between the respective projects, and as you know, in order for the plus factor to exist you need the minus factor as well (+ = -, - = +), both rely on each-other.
Just so there are no misunderstandings, I do not use + and - as terms for "good and evil", just as a metaphorical illustration of how most humans perceive the concepts and foundations of the 3D universe we currently live in.

Talking for myself only, I will probably never be fully on the same page as Bill, but I will always defend his rights (and others) to speak their truth.

Thanks everyone

[Cidersomerset]

Thanks Tommy for your work in support of Kerry and on your own journey.....I found the original project Camelot as I have said on several threads
by a set of circumstances....We never had a computor in the house and my partner at the time got hold of a second hand one in about 2005 as
she was computor literate thru her job.( I was not) We got the internet and as I have been into Ufo's and mysteries since a boy that was one of the
first interrests I looked for although at first I only went on for short periods as I was learning....

Anyway I don't know how I found project Camelot but it was near the begining and I thought the interviews great and the John Lear ones were
incredible and I thought he was nuts , but now, it forms part of the bigger picture presented to us ...It feels like I've been on a open univercity
course for the past five years and enjoyed every minute of it.....

I feel the two forums compliment each other and although I'm a member of this forum only , mainly because I am not a rapid typer and is
the reason I did not join the forum when it was first set up.I was a guest virtually everyday and I regurlarly go onto the Camelot site...
I have watched virtually every vid at least once and many more and most of Kerrys shows and interviews and they stand up with the best
in the alternate community imho........Well thats enough praise we have plenty of info to find keep up the great work Steve...

[gripreaper]

I'm going to chime in here. Before "Project Camelot" there really was nothing that could be loosely called "The Alternative Media." Sure, there were web sites and radio shows such as William Cooper, and UFO groups and the seminar circuit, but the mass consciousness had not reached a level where there was a recognized alternative.

I will say, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that Project Camelot was the catalyst which catapulted the Alternative Media into a cultural phenomenon, and it came on the radar at a time when people were really wanting a truthful alternative, as people were realizing the mainstream was obviously lying to us. The elite and opposing powers, as Bill has indicated, wanted nothing more than to squash and mitigate this major phenomenon as it reached it's flash point.

Not Jeff Rense, or Alex Jones, or ANY of the alternative media internet blogs, or internet radio shows, can be attributed to being the most auspiciously synergistic and catalytic as Project Camelot.

This is the tragedy of the whole thing. Twenty years from now when my grandson asks me how the "Alternative Media" began and evolved, I'm going to tell him..."It was Project Camelot, my son, which was the most energetic coalescent to the whole phenomenon."

And this is absolutely true.

[Anchor]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)
I am left thinking that I should sit down and write an e-book called THE PROJECT CAMELOT STORY. It'd probably take me about a week.

That is a really, really, good idea.