I had a frighteningly vivid dream last night.
I was sitting on a patio with some friends eating. We noticed, to my left about 20 football fields off in the distance what looked like transformers (from the movies) landing and getting up and running away. Nobody seemed to make a big deal about it, and we went on with our meal.
Later, a miraculously horrifying red sky opened up out in the distance in front of me, about the same distance the transformers were. An amazing thunderstorm raged, and the red sky seemed to grow. While I was transfixed on the red sky, my buddy kept bugging me to go inside and watch a sports game on TV. I declined and said something about how beautiful it was outside.
Then it happened. In an instant. So vivid I could tell you every detail. Not like most dreams, where I forget most of the information within minutes of waking up. This time was different.
While gazing at the multitude of lightning bolts dash through the red sky, the growing sky looked as if it leaked off some red color, blood red, and in less than 5 seconds, the leak poured throughout a section to my right in the sky. I pointed and shouted for the others to look up. At the instant when everyone was looking up, the blood red sky leaking it's color into other parts of the sky froze, the power went out, the entire sky was engulfed with a blood red glow and thousands of rockets could be seen shot straight up into the air near where the transformers were. A cataclysmic event had just been triggered, and it's energy could be felt.
A wave of fear broke over me that was so intense I could relive this moment again right now and bring it back. While watching the rocket fire, my friends were running around shocked and confused, I was not. I was not confused, I just felt guilty. Guilty for not preparing like I should have knowing that something catastrophic could happen in the near future, and it did. I don't remember what happened after this wave of guilt hit me.
Irrespective of what exactly happened, or who perpetrated it, the only thing that matters is that I am the only one responsible for myself, and I must use the great information power that I receive with great responsibility. Not out of fear, but out of love. I'm not shutting out others in this effort. One must start within, to then be able to expand the circle outwards to properly help others.
What does this mean?