23rd June 2012 06:36
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Baal Is Not My Master
This body has taken me through some pretty difficult times and I thank it and bathe it in healing energies.
I have a few ongoing 'difficulties' when it comes to my body and healing. All through my childhood and into my adulthood my mother worked as a receptionist first at a hospital and then for a number of doctors. She would look to these doctors like gods, and follow their advice as though it was gospel. There was no other way of viewing our health, and our healing, than through the misted glass of medical mediocrity, the slash and burn of the butchers of human body and soul.
From early on I had illnesses that showed me, upon being operated on unsuccessfully and advised unwisely, that these doctors simply had no way of helping me. This sparked a struggle throughout my life to seek alternative cures and remedies to my health issues. I have taken the herbs and advice of Joao de Deus, and so wished to go and see him, but it didn't come off. I also would have booked a trip to the Philippines, but the energy was not right for that trip, either. I have tried reconnective healing, reiki, colour healing, MMS, black salve in tablet form, naturopathy and many other forms of healing but still there remain issues that simply will not go away, after decades. I simply refuse to try mainstream medical routes for this as I sense a tremendous lesson in what these illnesses have to share with me, and if I do not learn from them and understand them, then they will simply reappear in another form at another time.
I will call one illness...hmmm.. Baal. Baal has been with me for many years. I have spoken to him, asked why he is here, and what he has to show me. I observe as he sends me messages, and have tried in so many ways to dislodge him from my body. But no matter what I try, he stubbornly resists, and refuses to either communicate with me or to depart from my body. The breakthrough that I am looking for when it comes to Baal simply hasn't happened. Many, many times over the years he has reduced me to tears, yet he is so stubborn and aloof and disdains from interacting with me or responding to my requests or many searches for healing. How can he continue to be so separate from me, so impervious to my requests and techniques?
The Lord never gives us anything we cannot handle, and there must be a way I can once again feel happy and healthy. It has been so long that I have had these illnesses of the body that I simply have forgotten what it is like to be without them. Oh, just imagine how easy my life would be without Baal and his cohorts!
And so I throw this open to all of you. I humbly ask for your insights and your healing thoughts. I open my physical body, my etheric and other energy fields to any benevolent efforts at healing that any of you might have for any and all of my illnesses.
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23rd June 2012 13:39
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