Sorry for the length of this, but if you follow tales of human/alien interaction and experience, this may be of interest.
I’ve been involved with a series of in-depth discussions in the Bible thread over in general discussion, regarding this topic, and I decided to share the same stories here with regards to my experience of extra-terrestrial abduction by, namely, the ‘Greys’.
I have seen many UFOs – unknown aerial craft (some have been mind-boggling) from blatant flying saucer type vehicles in the daytime, to a host of night time sightings also. And from about 1989 through to the late 90’s, I saw and interacted with the ‘visitors’ themselves who occupied them…
Of course I know I could never make anyone believe that reality who already holds an established paradigm contrary to a belief in UFOs and alien reality. I’ve been there and done that, and there’s often nothing you can really say. But I know it was real, and no-one could possibly claim otherwise.
I will say straight off the bat that I do not believe these Grey beings are ‘evil’, just highly self-interested. But their methods, and the very nature of what they were doing, convinced me long ago that they do unto Human beings what Human beings do unto animals in a laboratory. I was neither contactee, nor guest, but… ‘specimen’. That is all. I was ‘shown’ the very product of my ‘function’ in a very real, very disturbing way, and the image sticks fast in my mind, and will for the rest of my life. I saw ‘babies’, if that’s what you want to call them. Living beings that had been genetically created, and they were half us, half them. In a tall tank of bluish water I saw them floating, bobbing up and down. Their eyes were not human. I remember screaming at that point. But nothing thereafter in that particular encounter.
It is my understanding that they were attempting to blend certain genetic attributes with their own, to create an offshoot race in effect. That is certainly true, I saw it with my own eyes. But is it for our benefit as well as theirs, such as they claim? I do not know. I have my doubts. For with them there is never a straight answer, and the very fact that they would take me against my will, with physical force implies to me that all they were doing was not for our benefit.
What did they look like? This is a reasonable representation:
Most were short, shorter than me, almost like kids. I saw others that were taller, my height with wrap-around eyes that were more lozenge-shaped than the common tear shape, and horizontally orientated. And another type of being that seemed to be praying-mantis like in appearance. I saw grey-skinned creatures, an almost light-blue coloured grey-type (but it may have been the lighting that gave that impression), and another type which I can only describe as ‘wrinkled’, and brownish, but it was dark, and hell, I didn’t want to see them…
As to their nature, their origin? I never learned where they were from first hand. Some say ‘Orion’, or Zeta-Reticuli or whatever. I don’t know, I never found out. But they were not sprites or elves or ‘demons’ in the way mythology or theology would understand it. There were of biology, of physicality, and had technology. Incredible technology. They were extra-terrestrial. Absolutely alien. That much was certain.
The following might be an example of how and why there is confusion concerning a possible ‘extra-dimensional’ origin, instead of extra-terrestrial. They, quite simply, have the ability to completely circumvent physical matter, and phase in and out of what we can observe and perceive in our material surroundings. This is the most insane and uncanny thing I ever experienced, but I did experience this first hand. On one abduction I was lifted out of bed ‘somehow’ by three beings that had presented themselves at the foot of my bed. Next, a bright swirling light appeared in the wall next to me on my right side, almost like a vortex of coloured light turning around and around, and I was floated – directed – into that, and passed through. I literally went through the wall! as if I were a damn ghost of something. It was absolutely terrifying. My heart was like a jackhammer. What was on the other side? I don't remember. So much I don’t remember.
As for any recollection of communication in these encounters (which was always telepathic in nature), there is nothing concrete that I can offer. Nothing very useful anyway. Usually it was in the shape of 'Don't worry, we will not harm you… all is well,”etc. Yeh right. Thanks.
No they didn’t harm me. But only if you call being pulled out of bed against your will and whisked away to God knows where, ‘not harmful’. I was always returned safe and sound though. Sometimes I’d be sitting on my bed, as if I’d just ‘appeared’ there, having no recollection of what had just happened. Other times… well, I knew well enough. Their technology is not infallible, for in fact one of my clearest memories of these interactions came one night in ’96 when I ‘awoke’ right in the middle of the abduction process. This was not (and never is, I feel) their intention. They do not want you awake. But human Will… it is formidable.
So I woke up, paralysed, and on the verge of breaking that paralysis. The being who was conducting this, I saw him very plainly on the other side of the room. There was bluish light in the room – for where it was sourced I could not tell. There was also a sound… a deep, rumbling, ‘buzzing’ sound, like a profound and continuous ‘twang’ like you’d hear if you struck the bottom note of a guitar. The being began to panic! Come on then you bastard what you gonna do now! I thought. I soon discovered. He produced a long metallic device, like a thick pen with a light at the end. He came over to me, right over the bed so he was looking down into my eyes. In fact I felt a discernible sense of concerned interest on his part, as if he were thinking: ‘Oh darn, he woke up, and he’ll remember this!’ Damn right I will, mate! Anyway next thing I know he put this device into my right ear. Blackout. Absolutely instantaneous Light’s Out. Next thing I know – the very next immediate thing I know, as if I had instantly travelled forward in time, like this was the next consecutive second – it was daylight, I’m sitting up in bed and it’s 8am and the birds are singing, and traffic is moving on the road outside.
During those years I had examinations and consultation with numerous doctors, psychologists, counsellors, you name it. Clueless every one. No one in our society can help, support, understand (much less believe) any of these things except other people who have experienced them – or an interested and very conscientious therapist perhaps, (Budd Hopkins et al) but they are thin on the ground. I had doctors tell me that it was ‘sleep paralysis’ – a natural somnambulistic anomaly of the mind that can produce hallucinations etc etc. Bull….S**t! Sorry for the profanity but this ignorance gets to me. The doctor in question very swiftly shut up when I told him of another experience: ’But I wasn’t even in bed this time doc.’ I said (or words to that effect). ‘I wasn’t even undressed yet. I was getting ready for bed but still wide awake, aware, and actually had just watched a movie on TV – I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and lo and behold, standing there on the upstairs landing was this ‘being’ (see picture, a close enough representation), just standing there, staring at me! And plain as could be! – physical, real. Real.’
It really gets to me today, even now, how utterly unbelievable that was…
Anyway I just walked right past it into the bathroom, a little alarmed, but also mildly curious. Because I felt a strange, pacifying force emanating from it – not ‘love’ per se, but intense calm. Calmness. That is all. And so I went about my business and brushed my teeth, continued with my nightly routine as if everything was normal! I didn’t think much more about it until the next day, when I discovered my dog was in great distress. He was paralysed in all of his limbs, but in all other ways fine it seemed. He just couldn’t move, the poor thing, thought he was dying, but the vet could do nothing. Bam! Connection made. I myself had no recollection of what transpired after I went to bed the night before, even if anything did. But I considered my dog. If that being – an intruder – was swanning around my upstairs landing last night where was my dog?! Dogs hear, and intuitively sense, more than we give them credit for. So it stands to reason that when these beings come they incapacitate them poste-haste. Just so you know my dog was fine the day after that, and with no subsequent ill-effects. He was paralysed for that one night, and the following day, only.
So Mr Doctor man, dream, hallucination, a figment of my sleeping mind? Hahaha!
That is the gist of it, and just some of the recollections of my experiences. Am I bitter about it, now, these many years later? No, not any more. For a long while I suffered a great deal (alone) with all these things that were happening. It almost sent me over the edge. Spent years sitting up awake at night until the light of dawn came in the window. Only then did I feel safe enough to go to sleep. It was madness.
Instinctively I believe I was not ultimately a ‘cooperative’ subject for them. I did not acquiesce. In fact, on one occasion I actually ‘hit one’, smacked him right in the chops. I am not proud of it, but when you’re dragged out of bed in the middle of the night by real, genuine, in-your-face, extra-terrestrial creatures, what the hell are you supposed to do!!?
Some form of intervention stopped it all, sent them packing. Call it ‘Spirit’, God, or positive ETs protecting me, I don’t know. But I have not seen them since 1997.
There was another experience which was highly interesting at the time, and pertinent to mention here… One night I took a long walk in heavy snow, near to where I live, and in the middle of the night. Don't ask me why, but I was depressed at this time and could hardly ever sleep – this was after all in about ’97, and I can’t remember for sure if it came after my final ‘remembered’ encounter or before. But when I think about it I feel it was significant in ‘sending them packing’.
So there I was, knee deep in snow, trudging across a field in the middle of winter, in the middle nowhere. A perfect analogy of my life at that time. The stars were magnificent, the air bitterly cold, yet sweet somehow. Clean. Then suddenly, dead ahead – I can still see it now – a dazzling light ‘appeared’ from absolutely nowhere. It was brilliant, pink, almost salmon in colour, and about the size of a pea held at arm’s length. I was indifferent to it, because this was not a UFO to me, or some interesting and unknown phenomenon, I knew exactly what it was. And it knew exactly what I was, who I was, and aaaaall about me.
I began to speak to it. I greeted it, I acknowledged it, and I came to terms with it. And then I released it. I said: No more! Leave me alone! I want a normal life, surrounded by normal people and normal experiences. I finished with a loud and resounding, ’JUST F**K OFF!!! AND LEAVE ME, OK?’
I can’t remember exactly what words I spoke, but do clearly recall the expletive at the end lol. And what happened next is still like a little movie in my mind, a memory as if from yesterday: the object just vanished. Poof! Gone. Just blinked out like a light bulb.
I’d have to check my notes to see if this did indeed spell the very end of my interaction, or if it came near to the end. But it corresponded very closely with the end.. well a sort of end.
Because there have been other things that have happened, other experiences, other things shown to me. But not from ‘them’. They’re gone. This time it is from a ‘positive’ source, a spiritual one. But I don't know what, and I don’t know from where. It’s mental, no physical interaction. And I know its not negative, because the good guys do not impose their reality on to you physically, like the Greys, and they are certainly not involved with abductions in any way, or any type of visitation that would cause one to fear or to doubt.
I am convinced that where there are negative ET influences on earth at this time, manipulating many things behind the scenes, there are positive ET influences working against them on our behalf. To what end, I don’t know. We shall see.