Man this energy is intense!! It seems many feel nothing and life for them I assume is progressing relatively normally. However for those of us that are sensitive...it’s a wild ride!
I have never felt energy like what I have felt in the last little while. I have never been a really anxious person, but in the last few days there is an acute sense of anxiety around my heart chakra. When I have the time to go inside connect with my heart and the Earth, it dissipates and I feel good. But if I have to be engaging in the physical world...I feel challenged. (Today I nearly took out two cars as I drove and had to go to find a spot to cry...I’m a menace to society!)
At first I was finding my mind wanting to attach this anxiety to something...finances etc, but the other night I saw clearly that it has a lot more to do with my body’s reaction to this new type of energy circulating the planet.
Up until a few weeks ago this energy felt simply beautiful to me and it was amazing to see how my body/nervous system responded to it. Sometimes just sitting there in a meditative state my whole body feels electric and my body hair stands on end. I was getting used to a beautiful tingle/flutter around my chakras, that makes me feel excited and more deeply alive. But now my body’s reaction seems to be have more anxiety...I guess as the energies become more powerful and intense. There is part of me that feels that we are heading into unknown territory and that is always a bit scary.
Now I know that everything will unfold as it should, and that the key is to trust and allow this process to blossom within me. I just feel SOOOOO raw and tender at the moment. I know that this is what I need to be at this time. And I also know I am not alone.
We all have our unique processes, but there seem to be many aspects we share with others. I have noticed that luckily there seems to be a nice balance in terms of what people are feeling. There is always some experiencing the yummy side who can help reassure those experiencing the less pleasant aspects of this process.
I know many sensitive people are finding things pretty intense at the moment. I know it can really help at this time to connect with others and share our experiences.
How do the energies feel to you at the moment?