I would feel it in the morning when I woke up. For brief moment before I opened my eyes I'd feel allright with the world. Then it felt like thick black ink being poured over my heart, HEAVY. It was like carrying a brick in the chest cavity. And that black ink was thoughts, emotions, density and I'd have this brief moment of clarity and being clear and it would seep in making me feel heavy.
I have episodes where I wake up in the morning and its whispering to me. Your late for work. You slept through work. That's what you get for not having an alarm clock and a regimented life . Then I realize its Saturday and tell it to eff off. Foiled again.
Before we got off tangent with the manifestations of their mind I want Rahkyt to say some more about the hive mind and it's queen. Care to go into that a little more?