What Is Happening To Us?

[Mandala]

Guys not sure why I'm feeling what I'm feeling but decided to share. I feel an immense feeling of negative or questionable energy. I can't offer proof, but I can say it doesn't feel normal.

At this present point in my life, I feel excited by nothing, I am looking forward to nothing, I can't even think of anything I want to eat.

I feel confused, I feel sad, but I feel like something is going to happen. At this point I feel as if I'm existing.

I have had the strangest physical symptoms I've ever had in my life. Tonight I feel very unhappy. Headaches, eye problems, intestinal symptoms; I feel as if I'm falling apart. Is this the energy coming in?

What I don't get is there is a proponent for dimensional change and symptoms, and then there is this we get what we sowed. Nothing strange, or unexplainable. What do you think?

I know there is a strong camp for no "ascension", however, I believe at this point I would say "evolution",possibly to a higher dimension.

I have never in my life had so many people who have gone to doctors and gotten no answers for what is going on, only to find symptoms disappear after awhile.

Is this simply energy coming in as the Russians have reported?

[Rocky_Shorz]

we are in a powerful new moon cycle right now, all of your symptoms match what most experience, starts 3 days before, ends 3 days after the new moon...

I've seen a few snappy tension moments in people that are normally calm today...

it'll pass, rest easy, my guides haven't warned of anything out of the ordinary in the near future...

people are starting to feel the energy from sunflares, so maybe we are changing, becoming much more in tune with all the energies around us...

if that is part of it, who knows, there is no one to ask that's ever been through it before...

every so called expert are just guessing...


but I can say I've heard of more self healing miracles than ever before lately...

[Bright Garlick]

Mandala sometimes I think we all get out of touch with the reality of Earth and overcome by the human experience. I don't think we should believe something overly negative is happening. Whenever that happens to me I go back to Earth literally - gardening, walking, camping, isolating myself in the remote outdoors, connecting with people, places and things that lift my spirit.


Honour whatever is ! May your spirit soar.

Bright.

[Violet]

THANK yOu, thank you, thank you all so much for sharing!! You're not the first one mentioning it. Some other Avalonians have been signalling this since a couple of weeks from what I can remember. Even my doctor recently asked me if I had a clue why everybody's so full of hate nowadays...So, whatever it is, I am also very eager to know.

[enfoldedblue]

Hi
There is also an eclipse today and aparently astrologicaly things are off the charts. So many people speak of having the feeling that something big is aproaching. Myself i don't know. I am doing my best to remain in the present and heart focused. My body is certainlybeing challenged though. I agree with Bright Garlic ...nature and simple, real things are good places to put our energy.

[Sunny-side-up]

We/our Earth/our area in the Galaxy e.t.c are in great fluctuation as we move into new energie areas.

So with every change like this we have up and downs, we tune in and out until things settle down again and we find our new levels.

This goes with emotions as well.

Last week even me 'Sunny-Side-Up' (Hehe) has had times of doubt and heavy glume, I've also had short little moments of hi Love and overall calm and fulfilment feelings but, the general feel I'm getting is of flat, neutral but constant input!
Also having moments of greater insight, which is very good but even this can be greater insights of negative things in and around us! US, we are in this together

Also been having quite heavy Pressure Headaches at the top of my head, maybe to much coming in OR going out?

As Bright Garlick says

Mandala sometimes I think we all get out of touch with the reality of Earth and overcome by the human experience. I don't think we should believe something overly negative is happening. Whenever that happens to me I go back to Earth literally - gardening, walking, camping, isolating myself in the remote outdoors, connecting with people, places and things that lift my spirit.

We should never forget to do plenty of that, it will see us through!

Friendship, Love and Hugs and have a Sunny-One

[Limor Wolf]

Hi Mandala, Thanks for sharing your senses and feelings, It is good to know that we are not alone. Yes, the energies are quite something nowdays. A ride in the grand cosmic Luna Park. Everything is intensifying. James Bartley, A researcher who's work I truely appreciate finished his last radio interview with these words, and I think it is apt to what you yourself express here:

"I would say to everybody that the frequencies are intensifying, the energy streaming in from the cosmic center is intensifying and we have all those other issues like comets.. and I believe an extra mini-solar system is coming into our solar system, We are undergoing through a lot of energetic changes, it's a difficult transition time for even well grounded people, it's manifesting as irratibility, forgetfulness, absent mindedness. So, I encourage everybody to try to stay grounded as much as possible, get around trees, get around nature, just ignore the chemtrails above you.. just catch a break from the chem sky for a while and reconnect with all that's good in life because that is what we are striving to protect and restore, and all that's good, and all the elementals and all the spirit guides in all different place of existance, their on our side and their help is very subtle oftentimes. So, let's really stay grounded and really do this internal work on ourselves and we will see this through and WE WILL raise this planet, this vibe and this race of people to the pedestal of love."

Love to you,

Limor

[ghostrider]

my dear , you are never ALONE in your struggles with energies causing you problems, there is a word that the japanese use for this , it means silently endure , I think they say the word GAMA ... sometimes we must just silentlly endure ... the unseen microwave weapons used on the world affect masses differently , according to ones own vibrations , lifting your vibrations can nulify the symptoms, when I feel down , I do something nice for a complete stranger , or go and feed a wild animal or something that makes me care more about something or someone else than myself , it is a great medicine for negative impulses ... stay strong , we are in the final battle for the mind ... hugs

[outerheaven]

I don't know if it's because I'm a scorpio, but I am LOVIN' this energy gate we're in. The past few days I have been buzzing like a madman and getting a lot of good research done, a lot of good energy work done, and my ability to focus my intent into real results has been astounding.

Any other scorpios out there with similar experiences?

[sygh]

I wrote a long reply to you, Mandala because I know you are feeling over-whelmed but it was destroyed. I guess I spent too much time trying to find the right words because after I was done, the site had kicked me off. LOL! Well, this ended up long too, and I don't think it is as good as the first but I hope it makes all of us feel better.

You have every right to feel over-whelmed and discouraged; we are being attacked and oppressed by eugenicists and megalomaniacs. The President had the power to unite us; instead he has further divided and confused us; the President supports the controllers. We already know this is the NWO and that they want to cull the human family. They give you a choice, join them or take your chances in the lotto. They want you to believe you are powerless and that these are the only choices available to you. The CDC tells us antibiotics no longer work and super strains are on the rise. They have convinced themselves that they are doing us a favor by making us move into cities and die by natural causes; thus, promoting natural selection and survival of the fittest. They tip the tables by destroying our food sources and numbing our higher senses by killing millions of birds and fish at a time. No, these killing are not normal. They want us dependent upon them for the food in our mouths.

They want us to go to war with them. They want total control. Their thinking is flawed. They cannot help it, even if their intentions are good; the world turns, and we all have a responsibility for our own destinies, united or divided. Ultimately, they want to survive on top.

The worst of it? We've been told that God doesn't exist. I am here to tell you that is not the case. All existence knows this innately. The earth, the galaxy, the universe all acknowledge the highest source. YOU have a direct connection with the source but they would have you believe it doesn't exist.

Consider the fact that the elite on all sides of the isle believe themselves to be the keepers of the earth. Now, look at the mess we are in and consider their solutions: they lead blindly but we have followed blindly. Fact is, we have been following the wrong thing. The controllers and powerful may have high I.Q.s but remember a couple of things, the first of which is very obvious: if you write the test...? Enough said? Also know, they consider themselves to be above the masses but they cannot see themselves because they have disconnected themselves from the true source and exist at the lower levels of the energy realm. This basically makes them the lowest energy creature on the earth, they feed on your energy to create their energy.

Now, remember we voted them into power; we have openly given them our power. We also give them power by lusting after trivial things, and material thrills, and false security! And we do this even when we don't vote them in! We support their infrastructures but they don't actually belong to them. The only reason they have power over us in the physical is because they have their fingers on the kill button.

Did two 747s have the ability to turn the twin towers to dust right before your very eyes? In eons past (and now), leaders would sacrifice maidens, or the young and pure (innocents) to the Gods by throwing them into the mouth of a volcano. Is that correct? Is that really what they were doing? No, it was not. This is how the leaders secured their power and control over the masses. Back then, they too gave the people a choice, join them or be the enemy. In this day, either you are with us or you are a terrorist. You heard the words, I don't think Bush stuttered when he pronounced that decree to the world, including Americans, you see, the war is really on us but bigger than that, the war is on the working class, the poor and what they consider to be human trash the world over. Remember, Obama went to sleep while our people were getting killed in Benghazi. Obama, or those who rule over him, and they do, gave the order to "stand down." They let these people die without a fight. It served several purposes, one was political, the other was the message that human life is no longer important, the third was a message of total despair, we have fought the enemy and the enemy is us.

It doesn't matter if our genetic code has been tampered with; we have a direct connection to the highest power that exists. Yes, the sun rises at the same place in December for three days, and then begins the trip anew. When you were a child that thrilled you, every breath of air thrilled you. As an adult, you no longer see this as the incredible phenomenon it really is. You are alive in this vessel, and you possess a direct connection to the highest power that exists.

Even if you can no longer communicate through the pineal, the link is still there. Nothing surpasses what I personally call God (the highest power), this "being" is yours to commune with, yours to be. God does not take offerings. Good and evil exist. Not even the extra terrestrials or aliens can place a finger on what the highest power is. So, do not fear evil, evil is ignorance of the source. See it for what it is - and confront it. Set the example. Even if you stand alone in the dark, God, the highest power stands with you against that which is seeks to do harm, and none shall pass.

This is my message to you, this is what I am here to convey to all, I am just the messenger, don't bother with me. The Lord, God is my savior, and none shall pass. Not one word of that sentence offends or belittles me. Do not give them your power. Do not despair, this power is yours. You know it innately. It cannot be tarnished. Let this light shine in the darkness like a beacon so all can gather to it and bring light.

These are not words of false hope, we are speaking of the "Word." We have searched for the answers over the world but the answer was with us all the time.

Openly acknowledge what you have been told does not exist. We have been told many things do not exist, remember that and then forget it! In this body or out, the highest power never ceases to exist, you do not cease to exist.

[Limor Wolf]

Sygh, You have moved me to tears with this post of yours, thank you.
I really hope more members will read it.

[RunningDeer]

Whew, thanks, Mandala! I'm not feeling all lovey-lighty. I feel like there’s two Paula’s in overlap. (not as in multi-personality)

One’s been out of whack for a couple of months. Eating chocolate chip cookies and french fries, while the other eats walnuts, flax and chi seeds and drinks carrot juice, almond and coconut milk.

I consciously stay away from everyone because I don’t want to wig any one. (Wig: to cause another to go into a wig-spin. Wig: an action that engages another to create a counter action. Wig: curtail the uncontrollable.)

I’ve accepted that Wolfie, my 16 year old dog, was not going to make it to Thanksgiving (end on November). We’ve got this contract that when it’s time, he’ll pass in his sleep. But in the last forty-eight hours, he’s like a puppy all high energy play. His hips seemed to have gain strength, and sees and hears a bit better.

His tooth was loose for over nine months. His doctor says he’s too old to put him under. I decided to take my own healing advice and just “see it not there”. Sure enough not 24 hours later, it was in his bed blankets. So whether healing skills kicked in or it’s the solar-flare, astro, blanketidy-blank, it’s hard to say.

Some other things I notice:

Books I’ve purchased are mostly left brain. I’m taking a pistol training course and target shooting. These activities are in part because I seem to be reinventing myself without much conscious effort. I’m following what comes up through synchronicities; that and because I don’t like the voice that gives up on life at least twice a day.

I spent the last couple of week visiting with family. It gave me a chance to see it’s too late to turn back nor would I want too. But this holding pattern is like the compass needle going all haywire. I’ve lost time and at times physically have to check to see what year it is. I’m already in 2014 and have been for a while. March-April-May by my internal-calendar.

Even though I’ve accomplished three times more learning each day than most sleepy-heads, I’m annoyed that my body says bedtime. In sleep, I work and am aware of a lot of new and old faces. Their voices come in clearer than ever. I wake up to remember what they said. Nothing big that I recall. Inner knowing says it’s preparation phase.

I still have heart and feeling, but there’s also a different kind of centeredness. I’ve chosen not to actively pursue these changes only watch for the next couple of weeks, while I finish up on some calendar commitments.

Weird aches and pains come and go. Same with dark...very dark...thoughts that I’ve decided to just ask where did that come from? And then let it be. Awareness, acknowledgement, and then it all goes poof! Which tells me, it’s energy looking to set-down on an unsuspecting volunteer.

Peace,
Paula

[Anchor]

Posted by Mandala (here)
I have never in my life had so many people who have gone to doctors and gotten no answers for what is going on, only to find symptoms disappear after awhile.

The Doctor is within.

Book an appointment.

[sygh]

That is very kind of you, Limor; I can actually feel that you mean what you said. Isn't that something.

It is good to be here with you and Avalon. Thank goodness Avalon and Camelot actually exist.

[skamandar]

Posted by outerheaven (here)
I don't know if it's because I'm a scorpio, but I am LOVIN' this energy gate we're in. The past few days I have been buzzing like a madman and getting a lot of good research done, a lot of good energy work done, and my ability to focus my intent into real results has been astounding.

Any other scorpios out there with similar experiences?

Aries buzzing .
I don't think it's the sign is important here. But I see people struggling, sick, not feeling good, angry. And I ask myself why do I feel so good?
I have a theory, pls give me feedback if you relate to it.
In 2010 I basically have done some things, myself, and with help of others to cleans myself, like trapped feelings and emotions and my body as well. At the beginning this gave me huge relief, but it also put me in "the dark night of the soul" mode. I was in such a state of mind, I don't have words to express how muh hate and fear came out of me for about a year. I was also very sick sometimes. So I think I am almost done with all that cleansing self torture and that's why I am able to enjoy the energies. Maybe this energies are designed in such a way, that no matter if you want or not - you will be put in a "dark night of the soul" mode.

[Mandala]

What a wonderful group of people here at Avalon. I felt better after reading each post. I do need to get back to nature and embrace what you reminded me is the truth.

The best part is being able to discuss this with like minds, people who understand. Skymandar, cleansing sounds good. Letting go of not only the physical but letting go of old emotional baggage and past programming.

Sygh, a great post which I read several times. Thank you.

Anchor is an anchor, Limor Bright, Outer, Ghost , Sunny, Enfolded, Violet, Rocky, I appreciate your heartfelt posts and words of wisdom.

Dear Paula, you always get to me, especially with the two Paula's. Lol

At least I know I'm not alone, even though some days it is lonely on this journey.

Everyone I know has a headache or migraine and the rest are plain exhausted all the time.

On a side note I'm seeing 44, 4:44 all the time.

[scanner]

Talk off your shoes and socks and go ground yourself on a lawn or in the woods and connect . Do this for a couple of hours a day , or for as long as you can . You will feel rejuvenated .

[outerheaven]

Posted by skamandar (here)
Aries buzzing .
I don't think it's the sign is important here. But I see people struggling, sick, not feeling good, angry. And I ask myself why do I feel so good?
I have a theory, pls give me feedback if you relate to it.
In 2010 I basically have done some things, myself, and with help of others to cleans myself, like trapped feelings and emotions and my body as well. At the beginning this gave me huge relief, but it also put me in "the dark night of the soul" mode. I was in such a state of mind, I don't have words to express how muh hate and fear came out of me for about a year. I was also very sick sometimes. So I think I am almost done with all that cleansing self torture and that's why I am able to enjoy the energies. Maybe this energies are designed in such a way, that no matter if you want or not - you will be put in a "dark night of the soul" mode.

Only reason I brought up my sign is because Sun is in Scorpio and my horoscopes lately have all been about how I'm thriving off of the chaotic energy, while others struggle with it! I have a lot to learn about astrology, though, I know next to nothing.

As for your theory ... it could very well be. By nature I am a very idealistic, hard-working, systematic, thorough person. I find the "best way" to do things, and then I'm angered when other people have their own "less than perfect" ways of doing things. (I can be a pain, but I'm working on these negative traits!)

So as a result, before I awoke I was really struggling with understanding why the world seemed so backwards and unable to function properly at all. We're talking as recently as this summer, too -- look at my join date. That's about a week after my awakening.

Finding out what is *truly* going on in the world has been an incredible release for all my dark energies. I stopped drinking alcohol, stopped using marijuana, stopped eating meat -- all very suddenly, all without real understanding why I was giving these things up, only knowing that it felt right. As a result my sensitivity to energy has skyrocketed, and I feel so invigorated every day and excited to learn more. Before, my life consisted of going to work, coming home, having a beer, and wondering, "so, this is the next few decades of my life til I retire, eh?"

Perhaps during this time, I'm purging some of the left-over dark energies that have been buried deep within?

Not sure if that's along the lines you were thinking, but that's my experience!

[jackovesk]

Posted by Mandala (here)
Guys not sure why I'm feeling what I'm feeling but decided to share. I feel an immense feeling of negative or questionable energy. I can't offer proof, but I can say it doesn't feel normal.

At this present point in my life, I feel excited by nothing, I am looking forward to nothing, I can't even think of anything I want to eat.

I feel confused, I feel sad, but I feel like something is going to happen. At this point I feel as if I'm existing.

I have had the strangest physical symptoms I've ever had in my life. Tonight I feel very unhappy. Headaches, eye problems, intestinal symptoms; I feel as if I'm falling apart. Is this the energy coming in?

What I don't get is there is a proponent for dimensional change and symptoms, and then there is this we get what we sowed. Nothing strange, or unexplainable. What do you think?

I know there is a strong camp for no "ascension", however, I believe at this point I would say "evolution",possibly to a higher dimension.

I have never in my life had so many people who have gone to doctors and gotten no answers for what is going on, only to find symptoms disappear after awhile.

Is this simply energy coming in as the Russians have reported?

Yes, many humans are feeling exactly the same way Mandala...

But don't know how or what to do about the Awareness Manifestation..?

You see, we are all connected to the Earth's/Universes (Mass Consciousness) Energy Cycle - (The Awakening)

Now the problem for many is - What to do about it? - How to Tap into it? - How to use the worrying Energy in a positive way?



What people are experiencing now is what is termed...(The Knowing)

Can I suggest Mandala, in order to (Tap Into) Awareness. Do a little (1 Second - Remote Viewing) exercise that is set out below...

Its extremely (Easy) takes just a split-second & with a little practice you'll have a far better understanding of what is really transpiring (World-Wide) both within and existentially...

Next time you feel these energies manifesting within the Psyche transposing those feelings into Aches & Pains within the body

1. Be Aware
2. Acknowledge & Feel the (Aches & Pains)
3. Then 'Ask Yourself' the simple question - "What really is causing my body to feel this way?"

Note: To start with, its probably best to do this (exercise) 1st thing upon waking in the morning. Why? Because you are in a natural & open state of Awareness whilst experiencing an (Alpha Brainwave State) upon awakening...

Brainwave (Alpha) frequency (8hz - 12hz)

Awake but relaxed and not processing much information. When you get up in the morning and just before sleep, you are naturally in this state. When you close your eyes your brain automatically starts producing more alpha waves.

Alpha is usually the goal of experienced meditators, but to enter it using NP3 is incredibly easy. Since alpha is a very receptive, absorbent mental state, you can also use it for effective self-hypnosis, mental re-programming and more.

Click here to Alpha (Brainwave) Chart & How to work with it...

http://www.transparentcorp.com/resea...rain-waves.php

The 'Question' to ask...

"What really is causing my body to feel this way?"

e.g. Ask yourself this Question to yourself just before you got to bed of a nighttime & again in the morning as soon as you Awaken - (Remember) to let the 'Answer' come to you naturally, keeping your 'Consciousness' well out of the way..!

Now here's the (Important Part)...

Shutup (Listen) - Turn off your Conscious Mind and (Take Note) of the (1st Thought) that comes to mind & Viola you generally will have the purest 'Answer' as close to the TRUTH as your going to get...

Its such a (Simple) process, the way our (Creator) intended to allow us to (Tap-Into) our natural connection with (Self) & (Earthly/Universal Consciousness)...

Try it - Practice it - Remove yourself from the (Answer to your Question) & allow it happen naturally without your Consciousness interfering...

I have been doing this (Simple Exercise) for decades, so far it has Saved my life - Improved my health - Improved my overall Well being - Help me (Get Out of the Way) of Choosing the Right decisions in life that normally would have you worrying unnecessarily to find the Answers to the Questions you already innately (Know the Answers to)...

Hope this helps...

Jack

PS -

I feel as if I'm falling apart

Solution

Pay 'NO' attention to it... Why?

Because this is the (Very-State-of-Mind) the PTW/MSM have been working (extremely Hard) to get you and everyone else in for what seems like an eternity...

Which enables them to (Absorb-Control & Disperse) this (Energy) and continue to (Manifest) it on a (Worldwide) scale...

[sygh]

Peace be with you, jackovesk.