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11th May 2014 12:07
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Advice Sought - Emotional and Legal
I’m not very good at asking for help, nor at standing up for myself, which is why I’m in the situation I’m in now.
To cut a long story short, when I lived in Peru, I found out my girlfriend was pregnant from an encounter she’d had before we met. Instead of ending the relationship, I forgave her and decided to raise the child as my own. The pregnancy was fine, our relationship was great and I felt a real bond with the baby. The night she was in labour, I had a powerful dream in which I met the baby and he told me he was here to teach me unconditional love.
Then when he appeared, I felt absolutely nothing, but I still signed his birth certificate. It hurts me to write this now, remembering my feelings, and lack of them. The following months were like torture – I knew I was being completely unauthentic, yet how to explain the dream ? How to explain the bonding in-utero ? Since this time, I’ve known self-loathing like never before.
Life eventually gave me a kick – I was extremely ill and had to return to the UK to get help. From then I’ve been working in Asia, never feeling right, never really happy, never in touch with my intuition.
If you’ve got this far, thanks. Now to the crux of the matter.
Last year, my ex-girlfriend decided to pursue me for child-maintenance, and accompanied the claim with some false accusations. I was advised by a British consular official to legally settle the matter of paternity. I said I wasn’t keen to do that, as the child would be the one to get hurt. After a lot of soul searching, I decided that it would be OK to help her financially (there are enough hungry, homeless children in Peru, what did my need for authenticity matter ?) and we agreed on an amount. But, predictably, things have got out of hand, and her demands are getting more frequent and more outrageous. Sooooooo ….. I’ve decided I need to get the paternity issue sorted out, but I don’t like the fact I have to hurt someone in order to be true to myself.
There are a lot of savvy people here and a lot of wordly-wise people too, so I’m asking for some advice.
Am I doing the right thing ? I believe I am, but there is a horribly strong voice telling me what a bastard I am.
Secondly, for someone with legal knowledge – what’s the best way to go about it ? Do I :1. Stop paying her, wait for her to denounce me, then defend the case ? Or
2. Initiate a paternity suit ?
If the latter, can I do it under UK law, from China, or would I need to do it under Peruvian law ?
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
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11th May 2014 12:50
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