What have we become? My ability to cope has forsaken me.

[Craig]

I subscribe to the David Icke facebook page, today there was a picture of a middle eastern child with their head actually blown off being cradled by their father with a caption about the world cup result, I strongly suggest you don’t look for it, it has sickened me tremendously and has rocked me to my core, what is even worse is some of the comments made by others, at the time I saw it, there was approx. 3K of comments I only looked a few dozen but they have left me doubting our species role on this planet, I feel ashamed to be reading what they were, I am in a state of mind I haven’t experienced for quite a while, I can’t look at anything in a normal fashion anymore, I feel worse knowing this feeling will subside over time as well as memory disappears like dust in the wind.

I had been reading posts here about disclosure and the like, but now I can’t see that ever ever happening with atrocities like this happening I can’t see anything positive happening either and the comments forgive me please for being a human.

I don’t know what to do ATM, 5 mins prior to seeing this I was joking with a work colleague and now I am a crying wreck inside but wearing an emotionless façade to finish off the day, what have we done wrong? How can I get rid of this picture from my head and yet not forget the reason why it was there? Is it all hopeless? Honestly is it all really hopeless?

I am sorry for this post, but my ability to handle it has fallen from me.

[Sidney]

Dear Craig, Thank you so much for being human. And thank you for not being so numb that you didn't feel the reality of that image. You responded appropriately as a human should at an image such as that. It is those with no reaction, or an absurd reaction that should be worried about themselves. Time will heal the would that was created by seeing that, but you can also for some reason, now be aware of the reality that is happening on the other side of the world. Say a prayer for the innocent children and familes that are victims of these wars, and I will do likewise.
Hugs to you. Sidney

[Becky]

Craig, you are in shock, it is a natural reaction. Your feelings will change and you will get your power back. Sometimes it is horrific images like these that do motivate people to change their way of being and behaving. What you could do is imaging a big cauldron of golden healing energy right in front of you. Make the cauldron huge, and see the lovely golden healing energy in it. Then in your mind place the father and his dead child in the cauldron for healing. Ask for their souls to be healed, and ask for the perpetrators to be healed too. In fact you can place the whole world in the cauldron for healing - place everything you want to have in it within the cauldron of healing energy and trust that the healing which needs to take place will do so according to divine will.
I learnt this yesterday at a healing course i went on. I believe it can really help, but it will also help you too, and you need to be healed from this trauma.
Big hugs x

Edited to add, this is a form of remote healing but it's easier to bring what you want to be healed close to you rather than dissipating your energy and thoughts as you try to imagine where the people/things are that you ask to be healed. I was taught that it can make the healing stronger.

[dim]

This is what it's like when a species prepares to depart for the stars.
You don't depart for the stars under calm and orderly conditions.
It's a fire in a madhouse.
And that's what we have – the fire in the madhouse at the end of time.

Terence Mckenna

[Sabrina]

Craig, I really feel for you on this. Although, you probably feel you are alone in this agony, I suspect there are millions of others who have finally hit the wall on seeing that complete lunacy the human race is engaged in at the moment. Perhaps some of those Facebook comments are from people not brave enough, or awake enough, to face today's reality. Cognitive dissonance and all of that. Putting on that smug hard facade because they don't know how to face any of it. And that probably relates to their personal lives as well. Do we have to fix ourselves first to fix the world? Plus those comments will no doubt be full of paid trolls and the nature of the story will attract some very unpleasant opposition from some very inhuman types.

I suppose the spiritual perspective would be that the child and father where playing their roles, and they broke open some people's hearts in the process to catapult them forward on in their journeys. And that they had chosen their roles. Sounds mad on one level doesn't it, and perhaps makes a little more sense on another. I woke up this morning to chemtrail crosses gone mad overhead. I have to think this will change one day for my own sanity (!) and that they no longer affect us in the way they are designed to, through the frequencies of the earth rising. I don't know. I don't have any more answers than you. But I suspect things are changing, and if you trawl through the alternative media, even Facebook and some of the main stream papers, there is evidence of huge amounts of people campaigning for change - anti fracking, anti GMO, saving the bees and whales, Jews (including orthodox) coming out to stand up for the rights of the Palestinians, austerity marches, legal campaigns against historic child abuse, financial corruption, Brazilians highlighting the poverty of their country while the world cup plays out etc. etc... In the US and UK, I've noticed a shift in the courts pushing difficult cases through, which in the past may have been buried. In the UK, some police are standing up to the intimidation themselves on pursing abuse cases. On Facebook, there's actually lots of good campaigning nowadays amidst the fluffy kittens. Hang on in there. I'm crap at science but quantum physics and all that stuff works. Where we put our intention affects the world. Let's really see, feel and think what we want for the world. Let's keep out of the vibration of fear and hopelessness and put the energy out for what we want. It is changing, but 'they' don't want us to see it. And bring on that damn disclosure while we're at it!

[Anchor]

Apparently Don Elkins (one of the three behind the Law Of One material) had a saying:

"The world is an insane asylum, the best you can hope for is a private room".

It seems to me, that each of us carry that private room within us.

Sometimes its worth retreating into that silence.

Trust me, I am a Cancerian! I know about this!

If I could encourage you? You can meet all the challenges. The strength is within you. The truth is within you. All this madness outside is something that makes you eventually seek away from the outside.

These days, I find that the only way I know for sure to help the "outside" is to sort out the "inside". All the while, let whatever light, love and compassion that can flow through you, flow.

[Arak]

DISCLAMER: the following text is based on my beliefs and experiences and is not ment to offend anyone.

I feel your pain as I used to struggle with the human stupidity a lot in the past. And occasionally I still do, it comes and goes in waves. But what really helped me was to deeply understand that "you can't blame a sapling for not being a tree" - most of our kin are still way too young souls to understand their divinity and act according to it. And there is nothing you or I can do about it. We can try to preach and pray, meditate for world peace and yes, it does change the things little, but it wont change the world. Not to mention the fact that he Archons/Demiurge/Big Bad Bosses served by Cabal try their best to keep people in sleep and fear.

Usully at this point the subject who is listening me is feeling bad becouse why then even try?

Answer is simple: becouse it is your purpose. You are here to learn and to feel. Does it hurt; hell yes it does. Why does it hurt? Because the more you resist the more it hurts. Accept that everyone is what it is and you shall receive peace. But it doesnt mean that you dont need to care. I care. I feel empathy. I feel sad. But I dont try to be Creator but only in my own life. I shape the world better around me and in me. And one day maybe enough people do the same and the world changes for the better.

Ps. For me it was the turning point in my attitude when I was able to collect and remember information from my past lives. I deeply understood that this life is just a short chapter in a very long story of my soul.

[mahalall]

"as-salamu alaykum"
(peace be upon you)

[Craig]

thanks for your replies guys, I was hoping for a breathe of compassion from you all, I know that those responsible should be forgiven but I find that really hard to do currently, also the souls and life journeys - who would embark on this kind of journey? why can't we have journeys involving positive outcomes - unless this is a prison planet? What happens on the other side afterwards? I hope there is lots of healing

I am slowly coming out of my mind fuzz and i thank you for your replies and support.

[Arak]

Posted by Craig (here)
why can't we have journeys involving positive outcomes - unless this is a prison planet? What happens on the other side afterwards?

This is not a prison planet, but a hard class where souls come volunteerly to study consequences of actions. And you will stay here as long as you have learnt all worth learning. Although it is also possible that this planet is soon to advance to next density and young souls will be taken somewhere else in the universe to keep studying. Hard to tell for sure.

[yelik]

Unfortunately the world is full of ignorance, greed, selfishness and complacency where many revel in seeing the demise of others because they are glad it is not them.

This bad human trait has been genetically imprinted into mans behavior which needs to be overcome through knowledge and education about the truth otherwise they will never be liberated.

This is largely fueled by the corrupt state and media to promote the military industrial complex to distract us from the truth and reality. We then support further violence to protect us from atrocities they have instigated.

Until people search for the truth and expose the evil deeds largely instigated by the elite’s people will remain enslaved and cannot be liberated.

Nevertheless I agree what hope do we have when a stupid video on YouTube showing Justin Bieber being arrested will attract millions of views where as one offering the truth and exposing the woes of man will barely get a hit. Ignorance and complacency are terrible enemies to all mankind

[Libico]

Craig - I saw the photo before it was taken down and it was truly heart breaking. It affected me pretty deeply as well and looking at a picture of my son who is around the same age as the Palestinian child brought me close to tears... I had to take a 20 min break outside to collect myself and quell the anger and frustration at the atrocities we commit against each other. I too realize that these souls chose their life and life lessons, but it was beyond me to remain unmoved by the pain I witnessed in that picture.

I believe we've all experienced similar lessons in our past lives but it is the indifference that can make my blood boil

[Orion142]

I know how you feel Craig, It hit me the same. What the hell are we humans about, hate death and fear? NO we are not, the dark side are for that, just so that they can feed off the negative emotions created by these evil deeds. The bottom line is that we stay positive and do not think bad thoughts (Which is the immediate thought) because bad thoughts only feed the negative entities, archons, reptilians, more. we have to live in love and without fear. that is the only way we will defeat the negatives, dark forces, etc. And yes, it is very hard. Namaste!

[Violet]

Craig, I had a similar experience as a young adolescent and newbie interneteer when I landed on a (still) popular site to do with pictures purportedly leaked by police and medics of deceased people (all ages). I'm not mentioning the name and I would appreciate if others didn't either.

I remember I felt very unsafe knowing that humans can do these things to each other. Of course I knew of wars and people murdering each other but seeing the direct result of those actions...It makes the words war and murder feel like euphemisms. There aren't yet words that can describe what is pictured in such imagery as also you were confronted with.

And I also remember objectifying my own existence. "So, this is all I am", I thought, "Flesh and blood". Of course, meanwhile I learned a few things along the road, but...it's not a pleasant experience and though I understand the despair of the people in the situation, I don't like it when people outside of the situation confront others (without a warning) with those graphics. Like some television stations known for reporting on war areas. These people should always start with saying that there is a gruesome situation going on, perhaps they can give a short graphic description and then ask if you would also like it visualised which I don't think many people would/should say yes too.

We can't help those people more by being afflicted mentally. We need a sane mind to come up with sane solutions. The reality however is also that people are not seeing those things and at the same time also don't feel they should because...they probably have more urgent things to do.

Don't do this to yourself. If you let yourself get over it then you have not done a bad thing, you will not have ignored the victims. When you get well again, which no doubt you will, you can think of something practical to benefit those victims and the pain you're feeling now will not have been in vain.

[Carmody]

Only when the ability to cope forsakes one, does the internal change come.

The issue is one of being slightly out of control, internally. Not in control, or not ok. Those are the problems, in the end.

It's that old saw about change. We all want change, except for the change part.

The trick is allowing the internal shift to come but to realize consciously, what is going on. To let it happen but to not be dominated by the shift, or to give the moment to another. To not reach for control of self to soon, but also, importantly...to not reach for a false log in the spinning waters to cling to.

To be in charge of the change, at the same time being responsible to the self, and what is trying to fade and what is trying to emerge.

This is the danger moment, in the self, that controlling groups try to inspire in others, where they insert their control scheme.

It's the same shift as tying someone to a chair for 3-4-5-x days...and brainwashing them. To realize these moments and then understand what they are and keep to our honest self, which will emerge different, eventually, but not quickly, for the most part. The deeper parts of self take time to shift, as it is electrochemical and neural, so our entire base of existence undergoes a change, a shift and re-calibration of self origin.

[Lifebringer]

This is exactly why after Vietnam lie, WE the people said never again. Then Cheney/Bush1 and Bush2, came. Bush1 declared NWO in 1991, Cheney, Wolfowitz, and Armitage knew about the planes and allowed or sent the hijackers because they had them on camera, upon arrival, and w/face recognition since the 70's they knew it all to profit off it.

So if there's a bunch of faux terror attacks here and there and people are killed, so what, that's their MO and motto. So what.

Dicgusting and we need to send them to the farthest regions of prison that's possible, and throw the key away. Feed them on napkins and let them recycle them to wipe their butt. I'm so sick of this murderous game of control, I can do nothing but pray and spread the word, message or information. Sometimes something like that, has to hit people like us, square in the face, like a cold slap! Breathe and pray and talk to your guide. You were led there for a reason, and your circle of friends in your "facade material world," are probably the ones you have to talk to about this, but tread carefully. Seek out a female that uses both sides of the brain first. You know we can't keep secrets, so just wait until someone asks. Someone in the facade, is also tired of the facade, while others cheer it on.

Truth is, the enemies of Bush/Cheney/Cabal, are not looking individually, they are looking at the whole nest of vipers poisoning and destroying the world. I'm glad the internet is here, to show the displeasure at the crimes committed in our names by them, but eventually that's gonna wear thin, and some lone wolf from overseas, will be the one to deliver the justice to the cabal at their doors. But their anger is vast and the area they would do harm to just as vast as their anger. I feel it. Someone that has gotten violently mental because of loss of life in their family because of that lie. Loss of property because of the crime of the century, and because they don't want it for their grandchildren's future, if they have an heir to give them grandchildren left.

Cheney and Bushes, don't know the brush fire they created for themselves, and it puts me to mind of the "Eraser" movie w/Arnold and Vanessa. People are simply tired of their sh*te and all the harm they've caused around the world. I think that even if their lawyers got them off the death penalty, they would not make it to club fed to serve it out. That's what I feel, not what I've created. Came in, as I was typing so...therein lies the reason I wrote it.

[Robin]

I understand the feeling. There is not a day that goes by when I don't fall into a pit of despair. But there IS hope.

I have posted these two videos on Avalon before, but they are full of great wisdom. They deserve to be posted again and again. These two scenes from the Lord of the Rings are full of hope and wisdom that have always empowered me to keep going. Tolkien knew a thing or two about the true history of humanity, and he communicated the plight of humanity very eloquently. There IS some good in this world, and it is worth fighting for. I hope that these videos help a bit!

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=UxQgiTY-0LQ

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=Soe8ayi3ScE

[Lifebringer]

Posted by Orion142 (here)
I know how you feel Craig, It hit me the same. What the hell are we humans about, hate death and fear? NO we are not, the dark side are for that, just so that they can feed off the negative emotions created by these evil deeds. The bottom line is that we stay positive and do not think bad thoughts (Which is the immediate thought) because bad thoughts only feed the negative entities, archons, reptilians, more. we have to live in love and without fear. that is the only way we will defeat the negatives, dark forces, etc. And yes, it is very hard. Namaste!

This is why I feel we are coming 'out" of the dark ages, because all they did was hidden and would have been prevented, had enough of us known in time when it started. NOW we are alert and aware of the who, when and why they did it. Greed and power, plain and simple. Heartless people know those who've been mothers, fathers, and grandparents will stop them in their driveway and beat the hell out of them before press conference and just take the jail time, assured that they got that one good sock to the face for what they've done. Can you see a granny walking up to Cheney and hauling a behind the hip uppercut?LOL
I'd pay to see that one.

Listen, we have to balance our emotional selves so we don't lose ourself. The heineious crimes of these villains will come to light and we will as the public, put them to the same sentence under our public law, they would have us serve if we did it. Now that's karma if it's applied equally as it is to us. By them changing the rules/laws for themselves, they've called karma even more, with twice the force.

PS, in the Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth texts, they say these people were given a time of 6,000 years reign. Well...according to our calculations, that time is over now. T'won't be long now. Patience is a virtue and remember to buckle up. Gets a little twisty before the light at the end of the long, dark tunnel of the cabal's. Sorta like that Stephen King Gunslinger book. Charlie the Choo Choo's tunnel before the END. Good always defeats evil.

Always!!

[sirdipswitch]

I felt the very same, when I saw a video of a Vulture that was sitting, waiting for its' Prey, to die. The camera backed away to reveal a child, skin and bones, curled up on the ground, dieing. That video won the young man who captured it, world wide acclaim. A year later, he commited suicide.

I could have sunk into a very deep hole on that one. But I chose not to. I "chose" NOT, to let Them, beat me. I "Chose", to stand strong. I "Chose" to become ALL that "I" could be. For only by becoming ALL that I could be, could "I" help "Others" become ALL that they can be. Hence my joining Project Avalon.

Crawling into a hole feeling sorry for yourself, and the world, will help no-one... and is "Precisely" how THEY, want us to feel.

Source, does NOT want us crawling Home on our knees in gratitude, asking for forgiveness. Source is looking for Warriors comming Home in Victory, after "Winning" their battles.

Source... has placed Billions of pieces of ITs' self here to fight the battles. And YOU my friends are those little pieces of Source. And that is "THEE" big secret, that THEY do NOT want you to know. That is why THEY keep putting this stuff in our face.

And ANYONE... that tries to tell you differently, is just another part of the problem. Unknowing "Shills", designed by a lifetime of missinformation to "KEEP" us from learning who we really are!!!

Certainly I have a thread explaining how to return to Spirit.

[sirdipswitch]

Hope my A**. All you need to do is just Stand Up And Do. FOR YOURSELF.

Only by Helping Yourself... FIRST... will you be able to Help Others. yep.