Saving people from suicide is instinctual

[RunningDeer]

My heart goes out to you, Sandy. xo

Posted by sandy (here)
I just lost my younger brother to suicide 3 weeks ago so this is a very raw topic for me. It seems that the synchronicity of the topic of this thread at this sad time in my life is meant to be and to be spoken out loud.

I believe in free will including the choice to live on this earth or move onto another realm. Can`t say I am happy about his choice as I will and do miss him tremendously already. He was my main side kick for over 10 years, coming to play cards and have a meal at least 3 times a week. He left a big mess for his old sister to clean up so there are swings of resentment too, including when I have to communicate with the insensitivities of the debtors and some do gooders who really are getting their needs met under their `caring rhetoric`.

Anyway to make a long story short, I do honour his right to his own choices and know that he was in deep internal pain that he wasn`t able to face in this life time. In the end, his coping to shut out his demons, through drinking and gambling, deepened his self loathing and increased his pain. I think it is more instinctual to want to help someone who is in pain versus suicidal.

My Brother is no longer caught in a cycle of agony and for that I am happy............I love you now and always my Baby Brother

[Sierra]

Sandy,

I am so sorry for your loss. My father committed suicide as well.

I know your brother will be fine, I know you will be fine... But I know it hurts right now.

Love and support for you.

Sierra

[sandy]

Thank you for your love, understanding and compassion Sierra.

Thank you also for much care and concern through the PM's and loving vibes here at Avalon, as the healing energy is truly felt and more than appreciated, accepted and welcomed. 's are abundant it seems