This past Sunday, I had the strongest meditative experience of my life. I believe I might have made contact with the 4th density. I have never channeled, nor attempted to, so this was a huge shock -- though a very pleasant one!
I am a technical writer. My expertise is working with people with advanced/specialty knowledge, gleaning information/understanding from them, and then writing that information in such a way that the layperson could understand it.
So, although my experience here is admittedly quite small, I feel a natural desire and duty to bring this information to you. I hope the information can serve your understanding in some way. If not, please, feel free to leave it!
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I have had a regular meditation practice since my awakening approximately two years ago. But I don't claim to be good at it! Some meditations feel productive, some don't. Sometimes I can clear my mind, sometimes I can't.
One thing that has frustrated me is choosing an intent or topic to meditate on (if any). I never felt like I could choose a worthy one. Meditating for, say, justice ... well, that felt problematic, as the result of my meditation could result in violence. More than anything, I've always felt a desire to "lighten the planetary vibration," but simply didn't know how to go about that without unintentionally creating problems elsewhere.
But Sunday night I felt like there was no better, no more pure, intention to meditate on, than the one that suddenly came to me. It was so clear and obvious and pure, that I remember being almost instantly overjoyed that I had finally discovered a worthy intention to meditate on.
It was simply a strong desire for all of humanity to share in a single moment of experiencing and truly knowing that we are all one, if they so freely chose. And so I envisioned this. Within a few moments, I felt that I had suddenly burst into a new level of consciousness.
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Allow me to first try to illustrate this sensation with a phenomenon that you might be familiar with.
Have you ever woken from a dream knowing something, or being inspired to create something, and feeling it was incredibly important or beautiful?
I have woken up with entire novels already written in my mind -- the setting, the characters, all their development, plot twists, etc., everything already written -- and I'm thinking, oh boy, I got it, the next great American novel! This is gonna change the world, even!
And then I go back to sleep -- because really, I'm tired, and besides, how could I ever forget THAT story? -- and yet, when I wake up, it's gone. Maybe a few elements are remembered, but the total scope, and all the emotional and other complexities that the story had, are completely gone.
In talking with people from all wakes of life -- spiritual or not -- I can only conclude that this is a pretty normal human thing to experience. One friend, for example, claims that he has written beautiful symphonies in his dreams ... despite not being a musician. I feel like this is a common one to experience, too.
So what the heck is this? Is it just whacked-out, delusional brainwaves, on the precipice of sleep? Or is there something more to it?
Well, what I think is happening is that we've unknowingly poked through the veil that separates our conscious and unconscious minds.
When we contact the other side of the veil, we feel it as this incredible wellspring of human inspiration, truth, beauty, art ... and when we descend back through the veil, we lose that connection. Some parts might still be there, but disconnected from the greater whole, you have no idea how to obtain the all-encompassing truth/beauty that previously had you in total awe. You're left with the depressing shell of an idea that had simply humbled you before.
What if you could maintain contact with that source of inspiration?
And is it any coincidence that many of our great thinkers, artists, etc. feel that they obtained information from a source beyond them?
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That is where I found myself. I immediately became aware that I was at a new level of consciousness. I was aware of thoughts that were not my own. I could sense them, feel them, hone in on a specific group or individual's thoughts if I wanted to. And it was like entire novels' worth of communication could be instantly communicated to me all at once.
You can simply be in this information, and as it flows in you, through you, it feels amazingly euphoric. You can also sift through it for specific knowledge, or make a query, and have the resulting answer be imparted to you.
(I keep picturing a fiber optic cable when I think of this experience. A bundle of light, containing all of our consciousness, awareness, love, memories, etc. The collective experiences of a single entity, and one we are all connected to via love.)
I was imprinted with the knowledge that at this density, love is the language, and communication happens at the "speed of love/light." (I was not clear if it is either the speed of love, or speed of light, or if there is a discernible difference in concepts. And I was too "green" to ask for clarification on this rather specific point, so I left it.)
Imagine how much information you can receive when it's traveling at the speed of love/light! Like I said, entire novels' worth of communication, accessed instantly. Probably immeasurably far more data, actually.
Well, there's an inherent problem with this: on this side of the veil, we can't quite process such huge amounts of information. To continue the technology metaphor, in 3D, we're handicapped by a much slower bit rate. So we have to "compress" information to retrieve it through the veil. And just like how compressing a song file will result in the loss of the richness and texture of the music, you lose a lot of the integrity of the information you compress.
In other words, in trying to distill the pure love/information of a higher density down into third density, much love/information is lost.
I was intuitively aware that there was a process for information that I wanted to keep and take back to my side of the veil. First, I repeated the "essence" of the information over and over, until it formed coherent thoughts in English, that I could clearly "hear."
Now please understand that there is a danger here. In trying to form thoughts in your native language, for easier "download" to your conscious mind, there is a risk that your ego can "step in" and taint the information you are receiving. (Possibly other entities, too?) You know, a hear-what-you-want-to-hear kind of scenario.
Thus, the very act of trying to bring information through the veil, opens the information to corruption. This is where I assume the individual's intentions, balance/lifestyle, discipline etc., factor in greatly to the integrity of the message received.
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I think the important thing to take away here is that I received what I had intended: the distinct knowing, the feeling, that we are all indeed one entity. As a faithful student of the Law of One, I always attempt to "seek, see, and serve" the Creator in all. Still, I grappled with the idea that we are "all one," and worried that I would not be able to truly grasp it in this lifetime.
I feel I have a much greater understanding now how it works. Here in 3D, we have to fight and wrestle for truth/information; in 4D, it is not just available to all -- it is a necessary component of that density.
The effect of instant access to all of our social memory complex's thoughts, is one of pure, heart-felt love and bliss. Total acceptance, total forgiveness.
It is easy to see from that vantage point that we are all connected. We are connected (via love) on a level that we don't get to see from 3rd density. At the 4D level, it is expected that our 3D selves will have individual preferences, disagreements, and so on -- it is just the nature of that level of reality. And that is totally okay. Because we are all connected in a deeper way, and those differences help create the incredible tapestry of human emotion, knowing, beauty, etc. that makes up the 4th density.
What I understood here, what was imparted to me, is that this is available to all of us right now. The access key is holding pure love for others in your heart. Easier said than done, I know; but again, as I understand it, we are all quite capable of this and unknowingly poke through the veil a lot more than we realize.
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Over the course of three hours, I gathered as much information as I could, and then ran to my desk to write down as much as I could remember. Then I went back to meditating, and was able to easily re-enter this state a total of four times.
I could share some specific insights I picked up if there is an interest in hearing it. But like I said, especially since I'm new to this, there is a danger that the information could be corrupted or slanted by my ego (and/or other entities possibly). I left out specific insights from this post because I wanted this information to be only what I could tell was the "purest" insight, and needed the least amount of "translation" between densities to understand.
Apologies for the long post. As this experience was totally new to me, I wanted to make sure I described it as clearly and accurately as I could. Maybe it's old hat for many of you -- but if I have helped one person, then I will happily consider it a success!
With Love,
Outerheaven/Dyne
A New Level of Consciousness - A Glimpse at 4D?
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