Dear Shadowself,
I hope you know that the log that you put on the fire was a tree. But impressive just the same and if you don't mind I will attempt to trim this tree just a little bit so we can make some logs out of it.
First off, WELL DONE! Your transition that is. You took a piece of second hand information and proved it out into the first hand for yourself. That piece of information resonated with you, connected or plugged you in to an inner understanding of your unique self. That is why everyone has their own way of getting there. And that transition led to your transformation of self. Where your self remembered. Almost like a rebirth of the soul because now the soul can step out from what divided itself from this dense reality. You are now awake with full access to your soul life, and the walls of separation that have partitioned your soul life have melted away to where you see yourself in your Divine glory as having one soul life. You know you have done this when you remember your first waking moment of soul birth, when you realize, "I AM!" I am most honored to hear of your transition. It is truly the Holy Grail we find ourselves seeking. And that will also anchor to this Planet and spread like a wonderful cold and here you are right under the radar at this forum. WoW!
It was very early when I read your post and I thought I would have to be juggling chainsaws to wrap my head around a paper done way back in the day. Imagine my surprise to be reading something very old with the intelligence to deliver such a profound subject in the first place.
I can only handle one tree a day so go easy on me and in the meantime, you have brought music to our camp fire and enough wood to be stocked up for awhile. What more could I ask for?
Shadowself, I now see you and I love you!