I've had three NDE's in my life, as if one wasn't enough. My first NDE was in 1994, second was in 2004, and third was in 2014. (Just realized I have one every 10 years.)
Prior to each of them, I had a period of severe anxiety and panic attacks. I always seem to have a panic attack directly before something bad is going to happen. I seem to pick up on my surroundings very well. I feel like my condition has more to do with having "heightened sense of self-awareness." I always over-think and over-analyze everything, which leads to me having anxiety and panic attacks. I also have a very sharp, photographic-type memory. I can run through a specific conversation from a couple of years ago, in my mind, as if I was watching a recorded video of it. I should also mention that each of these events were out of my control.
After my first one, in 1994, my aunt was a completely different person than I had remembered her, even at my young age (10). In fact, after the NDE she was a severe crack addict who lived on the streets, prostituting. I don't recall her being this way prior to the NDE (drowning). My NDE was very unexplainable, too.
Here's the thing. In reality, I didn't drown. The strangest part was, I remember drowning; gasping for air, fighting with all that I had in me to push my face above the surface of the water, I quickly got worn out began sinking to the bottom of the pool. I had fallen into the deep end and didn't know how to swim, my mom wasn't paying attention, she was talking to the neighbor lady.
I remember struggling, no longer able to hold my breath, the water coming into my mouth then bam just like that it was like time had reset to immediately right before I had fallen into the deep end. I was completely dry, that's what has messed with my mind all these years. Needless to say, I flipped the **** out, was crying and hysterical. I told my mom and she just brushed it off, saying they hadn't seen or heard anything, that I hadn't even been in the water, I would have been wet if I did. She said it was just my imagination or probably my "guardian angel" that saved me from nearly drowning, just to quiet me, I'm guessing.
Though, it wasn't, I swear to you. I could never find an explanation for the mind-****ery that happened to me. Until I came here & began reading into this type of NDE glitch happening to others. How common it is for time to simply "reset" to before the event that killed you even happened. I never heard of Quantum Immortality until this past year, though it's the only explanation I have found so for what I experienced.
I'm absolutely terrified of water now, it was such a silent death, there was no way I could even make noise or call out for help. That experience was so life-altering, in the sense that I began to question everything around me. It's as if I had become more self-aware of my surroundings following that event.
The second one I discussed here, where a person who I had never met came into existence.
My last one, a person had completely changed in appearances directly before the NDE. I also had a foreshadowing phenomenon, which predicted the event which caused my NDE, which was odd, in itself. I don't know if it would be significant, or not. Though, I feel like I was warned before it happened. I don't know by who/what. Also, before the event, my neighbor had a buzzed haircut and was from Russia. One day, I saw him and he suddenly had long hair and he was from Mexico and had the Mexican variant of his Russian name. I was thrown back, I saw him the day before when he didn't look like this and had an entirely different accent. I asked others and they said, No, he had always been this person. He was barely recognizable and acted very different. It looked like him, but at the same time it didn't, which was very unnerving. Shortly after this is when I had my last NDE.
I know for sure that it was The BerenSTEIN Bears before the 1994 NDE. It was my favorite book. I remember even watching the cartoon, which is how I learned how to pronounce it (beren-STEEN). If it was anything different, the cartoon would have most definitely corrected my error. It was also most definitely The Interview with A Vampire before the 2014 NDE. I even had the book as a teenager, so I don't know how to explain either of those, or what exactly happened to me.
Edit: Sorry for the wall of text, will elaborate more if you'd like.
The Mandela Effect and alternative timelines
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