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    Hi!

    This is my first post and I feel a little embarrassed


    Actually, I just wanted to ask you if anybody is feeling down this past few days/weeks?

    I mean, we all know that the whole planet is in some kind of transition and with that all human race. The big changes are right ahead of us, the planet is ascending, we are ascending etc. It's normal to feel negative energies from time to time or in some "special" events but what I'm feeling and some people who are awakened, that includes me, I think , is something different. Ok I live in a small city in Croatia, with beautiful scenery and intact nature. That's one side of the coin, the other is that in Croatia like in most of countries the whole system is corrupt and worse. Believe it or not it could be worst.... Ok but I digress....

    I have a lot of problems myself, I'm unemployed, I live almost at the edge...but that's not the problem, the problem is that I see so many crazy stuff around me. I was always different and until today I cannot fit in. I know that every one of us has a mission to complete, that we are immortal souls on our journey, that love is all there is etc., but I think I'm loosing myself in this life....


    Every day I wake up thankful for this day and for the people around me, for my cat... I think I give positive energy to people, as I have been told and I'm trying too but I think that people are closed and I mean really closed for that energy. They are in some kind of stasis, they don't see the nature around them, they don't fell the sun or the rain...they are in a rush to get somewhere but when they get there they really aren't there, let alone help someone. Ok there are good people there but most of them are like they do not recognizes that goodness inside of them... I want to make this world a better place but I have a feeling that I just can't. I'm trying and trying and not seeing any result of that...in fact the things are getting more complicated, more heavier in my life and I can't tell why. I mean, if we do good and are the person we want to be to help this planet and its inhabitants shouldn't things become easier or what?

    Instead of seeing this world becoming a better place we see how its falls apart. And I,m feeling so hopeless...

    I would like to hear if anyone else is having these strange feelings like I do?

    And I'm sorry for my bad English

    And thank you for reading my post
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    Default Re: Some strange feelings I had lately

    Hi Avi, welcome to the forum and your English is great! Yes I feel very much like you do.

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    Hi Avi, I and everyone I know who has been through this fire, had a **** time during their awakening. My life fell apart on every level.
    All I can say is hang in there, it will get better, much better. Keep giving the love even if the response is not what you hope for. We are all connected and it does make a difference.
    Bless your heart.

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    Welcome Avi :D

    Yes I agree things have felt unusually heavy very recently.

    I'm a big believer in thinking positive, the law's of attraction, treating others how I would like to be treated etc...
    But despite this I seem to be getting hit with nothing but knives in the back, adversity at every turn and general negativity all around me.

    It's as though I'm being forced from externally to 'reboot' my whole life in general.

    A lot of the people around me just don't seem like they're on the same wave length any more and their morals and motives are beyond questionable.

    Maybe its the storm before the calm? Maybe its a temporary fault in our stars...but hopefully it will settle down real soon?
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    Avi, I am seeing the same thing here on the East Coast of the US. There are those who are caring and present, and then there are those who are rushing around desperately grabbing for things they don't even need! My friends and I have been wondering what it is and came up with:

    1. Physical exhaustion from Wave-X
    2. Problems with real world or 3D interactions because our brain is processing a lot of material we are not conscious of, so we have little bandwidth
    3. We are in a stage of utter chaos
    4. There is a dividing going on of the power freaks from the love bugs and the power freaks are panicking because nothing they are doing is working. Nothing I'm doing is working either but since I don't want power, it doesn't bug me as much (except the eighth black SUV that cut me off yesterday did get a peace (sic) of my mind - Namaste this!)

    I have total faith that all will be well. This chaos is just a great natural cycle and is actually a very powerful time of creativity. From this great swirling mess of possibilities, you can grab whatever you want. You want good things for everyone, and you will be creating that, maybe not as fast as we would like. And the not fitting in thing is because we are still effected by those in power and since they are nervous they are acting out more. I think things will settle out and you will naturally find where you fit in better. I hope soon for you and for me!

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    Quote Posted by Sérénité (here)
    Welcome Avi :D

    Yes I agree things have felt unusually heavy very recently.

    I'm a big believer in thinking positive, the law's of attraction, treating others how I would like to be treated etc...
    But despite this I seem to be getting hit with nothing but knives in the back, adversity at every turn and general negativity all around me.

    It's as though I'm being forced from externally to 'reboot' my whole life in general.

    A lot of the people around me just don't seem like they're on the same wave length any more and their morals and motives are beyond questionable.

    Maybe its the storm before the calm? Maybe its a temporary fault in our stars...but hopefully it will settle down real soon?
    Me too Serenite, lately I feel like I've had a very tough time of things and it's been hard staying positive. Recently it has felt like an onslaught. I've had major issues with work (being pressurised into working far more hours than my contract hours, not being paid properly/correctly, being contacted constantly on my rare days off. Makes me sound like I have a very important job...actually I do...I'm a carer, and am paid very close to minimum wage) and finances and not been in the best of health, and things being so seemingly tough and unfair that I've slipped into victim mode when I'm normally much more positive and upbeat. An then I worry/think this is a dangerous mood / mode to be in at this present time as we in general need to keep our wits about us and not be exhausted, distracted and downtrodden, with feelings of apathy and hopelessness. Not a good place to be coming from if things get even tougher which they well could before they get better. I'm working on standing up for myself more, as well as trying hard to find time to get into nature which always makes me feel better and stronger, physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.
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    Avi 30 years ago I had a supervisor who always told me the word CAN"T doesn't exist. He drove that home to me for over 4 years while I worked there. So I will forward that message indeed , the word CAN'T does not exist . I like many other of the Avalon Family have been feeling very different ever since this last Blood Moon. Oh man , talk about heavy and then there are those around me that are short fused. So there is something going on for sure.

    My message to you is redirect your thoughts when you feel that heaviness, force yourself to break out of it. Or when you see angelic numbers such as 111, 222, 333, or 444. These are signs that angels are around you and are reminding you doors are opening for you to redirect your thoughts at what you want to see happen and where you want to go, envision at those moments where you want to go in your life, job, family, career or just envision peace on earth. I will tell you that your energy will be absorbed and not wasted . Just believe and your path will take you there, just always be ready for that opportunity when it happens.

    By you expressing yourself and reaching out , you are already half way there because YOU KNOW the path at this moment and that is forward with doors soon to be opened in front of you . And that is a place that some people never get to or realize. So keep going and yes you can energy from me to you all the way across the ocean .

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    Becky , hang in there , yeah I absorbed all that you said an NO you are not alone, this has been a ride like no other since that moon. Remember what I said above to Avi, use that as a tool to push out of this crap that is around us. And yes you are right about nature or a quiet place to get back to center for the moments you need to. Just wanted to convey your not alone in what your feeling.

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    I have felt much of what you express. Although I felt worse last year than this year overall. The ups and downs are still there. Moments of doubt are often but so are moments of clarity and personal peace coming through. Thank you for your thoughts and feelings.
    It's time to change this.

    Be cautious of placing oneself in a category it may serve to box you in and not even be correct.

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    It is my belief that those who are "Awake" carry a certain energy with them. You go through the fire, all the fear and programming gets cleared and love fills the void. Once this has occurred there is no switching it off. An awake person can be in a room, not say much at all, and the energy they carry will trigger people into love or expose their fear and programming. This fiercely loving energy is very powerful and right now it is much much stronger than it has been in the past imho. People are getting triggered left right and centre and they are suffering. It is all a part of the cleansing process/transition/healing we are in. It's tough to be a part of sometimes but there is always something that expands you if you let it.
    I feel so much gratitude to be a part of this incredible process. Other times I just want to go to bed with a blanket over my head... Lol x

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    Wow I didn't expect so much feedback :D


    I was a little afraid people wouldn't understand what I wanted to say but now I'm positively surprised. You are all great and I'm feeling your positive energy right know
    Yes, it's flowing :D

    Nobody said it would be easy on this road we choose to take I'm aware of that and maybe this strange feelings from time to time is just another rock we have to climb or move to reach the final destination. If everything would go easy, maybe we would be bored

    Many, many thanks to all of you, you are great and I'm happy knowing there are more people like me, maybe I found my soul group :D

    I'm sending much love to you all
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    Quote Posted by Avi (here)
    Wow I didn't expect so much feedback :D


    I was a little afraid people wouldn't understand what I wanted to say but now I'm positively surprised.:
    We understand because we been to where you are and believe me its just fine. allow yourself to have more fun though. We are here to experience this density not to save the planet. If saving the planet is the experience you want to have then fine but its foolishness to make sacrifice for that. Have fun while saving the planet if its no longer fun find a new enjoyable adventure. welcome

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    Hi!

    This is my first post and I feel a little embarrassed


    Actually, I just wanted to ask you if anybody is feeling down this past few days/weeks?

    I mean, we all know that the whole planet is in some kind of transition and with that all human race. The big changes are right ahead of us, the planet is ascending, we are ascending etc. It's normal to feel negative energies from time to time or in some "special" events but what I'm feeling and some people who are awakened, that includes me, I think , is something different. Ok I live in a small city in Croatia, with beautiful scenery and intact nature. That's one side of the coin, the other is that in Croatia like in most of countries the whole system is corrupt and worse. Believe it or not it could be worst.... Ok but I digress....

    I have a lot of problems myself, I'm unemployed, I live almost at the edge...but that's not the problem, the problem is that I see so many crazy stuff around me. I was always different and until today I cannot fit in. I know that every one of us has a mission to complete, that we are immortal souls on our journey, that love is all there is etc., but I think I'm loosing myself in this life....


    Every day I wake up thankful for this day and for the people around me, for my cat... I think I give positive energy to people, as I have been told and I'm trying too but I think that people are closed and I mean really closed for that energy. They are in some kind of stasis, they don't see the nature around them, they don't fell the sun or the rain...they are in a rush to get somewhere but when they get there they really aren't there, let alone help someone. Ok there are good people there but most of them are like they do not recognizes that goodness inside of them... I want to make this world a better place but I have a feeling that I just can't. I'm trying and trying and not seeing any result of that...in fact the things are getting more complicated, more heavier in my life and I can't tell why. I mean, if we do good and are the person we want to be to help this planet and its inhabitants shouldn't things become easier or what?

    Instead of seeing this world becoming a better place we see how its falls apart. And I,m feeling so hopeless...

    I would like to hear if anyone else is having these strange feelings like I do?

    And I'm sorry for my bad English

    And thank you for reading my post
    From time to time I experience mass amounts of depression or low self worth, I would only look at the negatives about myself and lead myself to making decisions that I would not normally want to make. For some reason I had almost led myself to believe that I should just stick with one kind of material instead of looking at all of it and discerning the truth from the potential fiction. And besides all that I just wouldn't care about any of it no matter how awakened I really was I just did not really care, I guess this was just a small little phase in my life but I am okay now I think. Just never stick to one kind of spiritual information or it will leave you stuck , think outside of the box and look at all of it and see how it all connects with one another and that will be your truth.

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    Welcome to the awakening... level 2

    in level 1 we think we are here to help the world transition to a better one
    expressed in the need to help other people overcome their problems
    healing them and the environment
    being a positive main atractor of change in this world

    and that's all fine up to a point
    where we reach a dead end in which nothing of the above seems to work anymore
    and despite all our best intentions and work all those years
    an all growing dysfunction and chaos around is overwhelming us .
    At the same time many negative feelings start to arise
    a sense of helplessness, a despondency, unworthiness and eventually depression
    a moment of internal crisis and the first disillusionment
    at which we slowly realize that we can't help the world unless we help ourselves first.

    We, ourselves, then become our main focus of healing
    and we see that coming to terms with our own darkness within
    is the only way to bring true change in the world

    Take courage, you are in the right place at the right time
    and although isn't going to be easy is the only way out.

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    Becky , hang in there , yeah I absorbed all that you said an NO you are not alone, this has been a ride like no other since that moon. Remember what I said above to Avi, use that as a tool to push out of this crap that is around us. And yes you are right about nature or a quiet place to get back to center for the moments you need to. Just wanted to convey your not alone in what your feeling.
    Thank you Pyrangello I think you're right. We all need to find our inner strength to deal with life here on planet Earth at the moment, wherever we live.

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    Avi,

    I've a few thoughts sparked by your posting thought I'd share, hopefully worthy your reflection.

    Firstly, there is the word “awakened”. I hear it often here on this forum and it's connotation at times expresses a perspective, a viewpoint, or outlook of having “arrived” somewhere. Like in a destination reached, the expectations of those of us having been transported to this newness of view, can struggle with the Reality of the Journey we have set upon. We are surprised, and at times disappointed, that others, both intimates and total strangers, have not yet the muscles to see changings now present, and in the wonder, and in the gifts awaiting of our new environment. I feel the angst felt is due in large part to our forgetting of the Journey having not ended, and in the very personal nature of the Ride we all collectively, yet individually are upon. All shall unfold in their own time, at a pace, and in a place unique and truly their own. We alone have not “arrived”, yet we ALL are awakening and for each in our own way with a rhythm truly only ours alone. Awakening is a process, a privilege, a Gift and we each experience this Treasure in our own time and space.

    Secondly, my thoughts spring to the Journey itself. I believe this Living we all are a part, essentially and by its nature has no completion only a Path. And as we are our own Heroes in this procession of Souls, in this Great Curiosity, we each shall discover the lightness and the Divine alone and in due time, though the Wonder is in the collective ascendancy of us ALL. We each enter the darkest part of the forest alone and on our own, and in there we, amongst the heaviness and the shadows do find our Path, and if in these spiritual travelings we come across the pathways of another, do not follow it, for that is their journey; yours is for you to discover on your own.

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    Quote Posted by dim (here)
    Welcome to the awakening... level 2

    in level 1 we think we are here to help the world transition to a better one
    expressed in the need to help other people overcome their problems
    healing them and the environment
    being a positive main atractor of change in this world

    and that's all fine up to a point
    where we reach a dead end in which nothing of the above seems to work anymore
    and despite all our best intentions and work all those years
    an all growing dysfunction and chaos around is overwhelming us .
    At the same time many negative feelings start to arise
    a sense of helplessness, a despondency, unworthiness and eventually depression
    a moment of internal crisis and the first disillusionment
    at which we slowly realize that we can't help the world unless we help ourselves first.

    We, ourselves, then become our main focus of healing
    and we see that coming to terms with our own darkness within
    is the only way to bring true change in the world

    Take courage, you are in the right place at the right time
    and although isn't going to be easy is the only way out.
    These words are some of the most clarifying words I have read on the forum. I wish I have found this explanation myself but it never came to mind.

    I am sorry to hear that there are so many that feel the same at the moment. As you see, Avi, you are not alone and I thank you for posting your feelings.

    *EDIT* I wrote a longer, just cut it out, no idea to write too long posts.
    Last edited by Aurvandil; 17th October 2015 at 13:28.
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    "The only easy day was yesterday."

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    Hi Avi,

    What you posted really rang bells with me. It's been difficult for a few months. The signs of the impact I have on others are very minor whereas my bad feelings seem to drag me down so often .. it's hard to balance it all out. I've been spending more time alone trying to dig into this stuff, but it doesn't seem to matter what I do the most impact I have on my feelings is to dull them down so that they don't make me feel quite as bad. I'm doing my best not to take it out on others but I don't always succeed.

    It's comforting that someone else is also feeling this way so thankyou very much for sharing. I don't know where it's all going but it must be going somewhere.

    Kindly.

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    Default Re: Some strange feelings I had lately

    the good vibes you're feeling is probably the ones I'm sending right this moment, wiiiiiiii, Hang in there Avi, we all feel the same, we all feel that the world has given up and that there's no way we could fix it, but we can! As Pyrangello said, the word can't must not be even used at all, we all can achieve whatever we want and believe me I've done many things in my life that people told me over and over that I would never do or I wasn't supposed to! And after I shown them all... Here's what you said I couldn't do, they changed....
    This is a puzzle, a big puzzle, we're just moving the pieces and in the end it will all fit right in!!
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    Very thoughtful 1st post, so I'll add what I feel I've learned through experience and hope it helps.
    I believe we all feel this way and there are highs and lows to the evolving of humanity, a sort of birth to choose love over "the other." When that majority reaches critical mass, things will happen for that good and changes happen. Whenever I feel that way, I have to look to the long term plan for humanity, that doesn't include extinction. WE when aware of the very things you mention, just see and hear our cross to bare. Today is my sabbaath and things are left by the riverside and given over to this creator of all that is good in the Universe. It's his/her plan, and I'm just doing my part to shine light on the darkness through truthful links or thoughtful compassion. What I feel I can't do, I have to put to the higher powers than pwt.

    Just my opinion to your post, take it with love from me.
    Peace
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