Good for you Chris, but there comes a point where you have to drop all beliefs, including the belief in enlightenment. Because this is always a concept of a state that can be reached in time - a future that the mind projects, it is this projection of a future that has to be dropped, at least for a moment (if you check my signature it says it right there).
You believe in these gurus...who gave them the authority on truth?
As another bob said, your real guru is your higher self...whether this is true or not I don't know, but it is something to consider.
You can't learn if you already have your mind made up and fixed....brings me to a nice quote from the Course:
Those who remember always that they know nothing,
and who have become willing to learn everything, will learn it.
Think not you understand anything until you pass the test of perfect peace,
for peace and understanding go together and never can be found alone.