Are human spirits the only beings capable of 'true' chaos?
Okay, this is a big question for me.
Let me start out: my degree was science based, but not physics, philosophy or mathematics.
My current (partial) knowledge: chaos theory, fractals behind chaos, 'sacred' geometry, mathematics being this 'cosmos' rule book of creation/ manifestation
My current 'working model' (not committed to, just seems to 'gel' with my head ATM): gnosticism - we are infinite spirits, facets of source, living in Sophia's one sided finite dream bubble manufactured by the beautifully crafted mathematics of Yadabaoth.
Also woud like to state my once sharp and quick mental qualities have been diminished, so now I get fugues, not strictly in the defined medical sense, but worth a look up on google for those unfamiliar with the term.
Reason for post: A thought popped in my head - if I draw a squiggle, is it truely non-random. (I am somewhat aware of the computing problem to 'seed' random number generators etc).
So immediately, (my science mind) fractals and chaos theory and geometry etc bombarded me saying no.
Then my 'esoteric mind' said: 'if you are an internal spirit in Sophia's bubble then maybe'. i.e. beyond chaos.
I love etymology so used a favourite of mine:
http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?...0&search=chaos
This , to me is a massive and fascinating subject, I can not 'resolve' it ATM so thought I would ask possibly the best lager in the world = PA.
(I did a search but coud not find anything relevant on PA).
Your thoughts deeply appreciated.
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