Posted by Sam Hunter
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Warning - monster post... but I make odds good you won't be bored.
Posted by Ewan
(here)
I might spend the next 24 hrs searching for posts with '
venemous energy' behind them.
Second thoughts, I'll go and cut the grass.
Hi Ewan, not only do I understand this post of yours, a part of me wishes to go cut grass too.
I don't know if any of my posts in this thread (where I recall that in my first post I suggested I would rise above all this and then did not) could have been any of many that may have stimulated your reply, but I feel compelled to share a tiny glimpse as to why I loathe what I believe both Wilcock and Goode are consciously participating in - a scam.
Here's why and perhaps you may know some of this about me. I am 59, bipolar and have had ten serious psychotic episodes where the last event was 5 years ago. Each and every one of these episodes was brought on by long term, large dosages use of high quality marijuana usage. After about my third or forth event, I knew that my condition was such and that using weed would eventually trigger another event.
So though I have known and do still know that I can completely control whether or not I experience a serious and life threatening psychosis by simply never using marijuana (and never using any mood altering, mind altering, emotion altering drug - legal or not as I have also learned that when I do so, I become weak and eventually go back to the weed, my favorite) what is a fact that I cannot change is that I am bipolar.
Still, this is a simple no-brainer... don't use any drugs and I never get psychotic and I finally get the message (and accept my reality in this lifetime).
Now let me share another bit of information regarding this condition. Though it has yet to be definitively proven, the data strongly suggests this condition is hereditary. I not only believe the odds are high that this speculation is likely true, I have real life experience in this regard as well. My father displayed many of the same symptoms as I experienced but my father never smoked weed and thus, perhaps he avoided experiencing a serious psychotic episode. But also, because so much less was known about this condition as of 1979, my father was never diagnosed as such and thus was never treated. Why I single out 1979 is because my Dad was 44 years old in 1979 when he committed suicide. After the event, "the doctors" concluded that my Dad likely suffered from schizophrenia which is a close relative to the bipolar condition. My conclusion is that these two conditions are simply expressions of what may one day be proven to be the same underlying cause where the form this condition manifests could be viewed as either schizophrenic (based on observed symptoms) or bipolar (based on observed symptoms). What I do know is that when either a schizophrenic or someone bipolar goes psychotic, psychosis is psychosis.
So let me add one more data point regarding my own, personal experience. My oldest son (aged 26) has just experienced his third serious psychosis. Just as in my case, the data facts are that each of his psychoses were preceded by long term, high dosage use of high quality marijuana. Each of his three events involved hospitalization in a mental health facility. Sadly it appears he is still in the midst of his third event and despite being in two different psych facilities over the last three or so weeks, he was released to an environment where he has access to marijuana. I make odds poor that this current event subsides.
All the above was to prepare the reader for a specific example of what can happen with folks like this when they have been exposed to conspiracy information. Two weeks ago yesterday, this son of mine called me from his mother's cellphone at around 4 PM. He had been staying with her since his release from that first psyche facility (which held him for only 24 hours even though he had been brought there by police executing a mental health order). Note that he had returned to usage of marijuana right after his release and so when he called me, his psychosis was at about a level 9 on a 1 to 10 scale.
So he told me that his Mom was taking him to his probation appointment. I could clearly hear in his voice he was terribly fearful (paranoid) and terribly irrational. We spoke for about five minutes when he asked me point blank - "Dad? Are they going to execute me?" Shocked I replied, "What? Why would you even think that?"
And the whole reason why I wrote everything above was to state the answer he gave me.
"Well Dad, I don't know if you are aware of this, but the Illuminati has a hit out on me." I said... "Dude, why the heck do you think that the Illuminati even knows of you much less is worried about you?" "Dad... its the stuff I posted on Facebook," and he went on to tell me of all the crazy stuff he posted that any serious student of the matter knows is the same type of BS one reads when exposed to the megalomaniacal, self aggrandizing fantacists and not the information gleaned from for more grounded and likely far more informed sources.
I looked at his Facebook page where it was clear he had been reading all sorts of stuff on the internet
where much of what he told me is likely all the same baloney you get from the Wilcock/Goode BSfest, the Simon Parkes BSfest and a good several dozen others who are mostly if not completely making all their crap up.
And what is a fact about all the BS is that it is so sensationalized and sadly, this is perhaps the biggest reason it is so attractive,
especially to the vulnerable.
And so when we have the likely actual reality of a world where organizations
do conspire to "manage" the masses who probably
do implement plans to dumb the masses down, to cull off large chunks of "the herd," foment wars and economic collapses... how can anyone possibly justify the activities of consciously disseminating false, fantastical and wholly or mostly made up information along these lines? The likely truth is bad enough... but why can't we expect far more the truth than self aggrandizing fantasy promotion? In fact, I think we should demand it.
Isn't this what folks like Bill are calling for here?
We very likely do have some sort of hidden "secret space program(s)" but how can anyone justify organizing the mass media lie promoting outfits?
And so then now... add in the wild card - "third party undetectable mind management technology." I would never deny this doesn't exist. And I have studied enough about it to form my current operational assumption that it does exist. How advanced is it? How prolifically is it being used? How successful is its usage if it is being used? I wouldn't dare to guess.
But what I am as certain about as anything I might ever state, is that if individuals do not take personal responsibility
no matter how compromised they are then how will this current and likely dynamic/reality ever be transcended? And just as important as my last question is - For those who have any reasonable grip upon their own actions and who also have awareness that their actions are promoting false paradigms such as the Blue Avian nonsense, then they should stop the BS and come clean and help this community get (back) on track and reach to where it could be... grounded exploration of what the controlled media will never touch.
Individuals must do everything they can to see that they are responsible at the individual level, take that responsibility seriously and act upon it. This is the only way an individual can overcome third party influence.
Individuals who are in any way consciously telling lies or are aware consciously of massive over-embellishment of actual truths should realize how they are harming us all including the generations they leave behind. And stop and then do us a bigger favor and come clean.
So again... why did I share all this personal information? Because though my case and the case of my father and my son are extremes, there are many other types of conditions people suffer from who place them in a greater risk pool than perhaps most of the rest of the human population. But then there are other forms of vulnerability that when we look at each type, we start to see that the human species as it is today is quite compromised in this regard. So I ask the obvious question... "How does BSing us all help?"
Bottom line -
Sharing of testimony
must be the truth and only the truth.
In addition, the more honest sharers of "other worldly experiences" must remain vigilant against overly interpreting their experiences that invariably leads to forming conclusions whereby they then impose paradigmatic "truths" upon the rest of us. Religions get started this way by the way. And note - "truths" which are in reality nothing but their own speculations and in many cases, speculations they hope to be true or speculations they may, in a dark way, want to be true.
This last statement covers the likes of Goode (and the Wilcock tag team effect) and Parkes in a nutshell... and make sure you, the reader, knows that the only reason I point these two out is because of lengthy personal experiences with both, especially the former. There are dozens and dozens of these types that have overwhelmed the alternative community the past several years and we all suffer from this sad development.
One last statement I must make. Some readers may falsely conclude that I am against marijuana or that I am suggesting marijuana causes what I shared about above in a more universal way.
Not at all though I do not promote its use either. What is clear to me is that my specific adverse reaction is in part based on a genetically inherited condition which is then triggered by long term, high dosage heavy use of marijuana.
Marijuana for me (and probably my son and probably a tiny percentage of others) is much the same as the well known "peanut allergy." Allergic reactions to peanuts can be deadly. Yet it is a fact that a quite large percentage of humanity does not experience adverse reactions to eating peanuts. And thus it makes far more sense to implore those who have peanut allergies to eat mindfully in a way they avoid peanuts and peanut products. I look upon marijuana the same way. So make sure anyone who may have become upset and conclude that I am against marijuana understands I cannot hold that position and thus don't.
Sam continues his comments with regards to marijuana
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