Posted by Carmody
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the dream, this morning, was of a chase through undergrounds and wreckage, and also a set of twin towers that fell (no 9/11 connotations, just largish buildings near each other). while we were in them, chasing someone. And in the end, after the chase seemed to reach some indefinable conclusion, we were underground again, in a complex landscape, above and below, with many portals to move into the upper surfaces, from the below area. Basically almost as many or as many portals as there where inhabitants in this underground. One just had to find one, and rise. (in awareness, is the conclusion--there are many doors to awakening--choose one, find one) (when you see through time on some level, what grammatical sense does where and were mean? Not much... so I tend to have a problem with that one.)
And in one situation, at the end.. I was on a platform, with another..we where rising..and rising..and rising....one, whom I was amazed to see, someone akin to the one I've been looking for all this time. I asked that one, if we could have that thing I'd been looking for, all this time.
They said that there was no reason for that, as they.... where me. (as in unrecognized as such)(find and know the difference between male and female as an avatar being occupied with it's associated filters...and then you can express the balance point in between)
Then this exact post this morning:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post555246
thus, precognition, does indeed work, but how it forms in you, what it is shaped as, is the real question.
Back to the story of the two sleep periods people had, before the industrial age. Where we had a chance to interpret our dreams between sleeps, dreams which do indeed have and echo our real world timeline, then it goes back to vortex and dimensional mechanical and how dark matter expresses itself within our 3d reality and our connection to all of that. ascendants, planetary umbras and van Allen belts ,astrology , looking glass, yellowbook, pyramids, I could go on forever here on the exact design, wiring, construction and so on of the mechanics of dimensional connection.
If any of you might recall the story of the scientist who worked with some aliens and he knew their time of working together was coming to an and. he asked their honest opinion of him and humans. And the aliens said the biggest problem was the dimensional or psychic stench that came off of humans, was horrible to deal with, in close proximity, and in general.
Thus, people might ask me why I might want to smoke the odd bit of weed and blunt my sensitivities. Well, maybe you might then see why. It's like having to live in the core of a never ending horrific accident. Standing there and seeing a fairly large part of the picture (as compared to the awareness of others) can be quite difficult, and the comparison is valid, regarding what one has to deal with.
That which is evil (if we can call it that), will seemingly not care, and take advantage, with no concern of outcome. That which cares (if we can call it that), will try to aid in raising awareness. If you think of the idea of dark bardos being near the earth, dimensionally and that humans, when dead, move through or past them, on their way to the light or they remain trapped in the bardos for some time..well..I hope that becomes a bit more clear. No judgement, just a simple reality of a cumulative vibrational outcome in the given life on the planet earth, as we call it.
This this thing of other being me, could be that I'm to seek comfort in the idea and expression of helping others. That the essence of what helps others survive this space, the idea of having partners, that this is not available to me in this life...that this would be an aspect of hiding for this one, this time around. That I might use that comfort zone as a method and way of hiding from the world, regarding fully blown interaction.
For in the progressions of a given being, regarding incarnations, there finally comes a time when the partners of lives past are not available, as one is on their own, doing work on their own, that does not involve the self, regarding comforts. And that the place that peace exists for those ones, is in the act of the repair or forwarding of this world/space, and nowhere else.
To a large extent that has been my conclusion from the beginning*, but the body always holds out hope, as that is it's basic design, it's basic drive and directive.
*I was asked this as a question, when I was 6.5-7 years old or so, under hypnosis. I was asked what my future was, that I saw. I saw then, what is in front of me now. (in the overall sense)
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I am rooting for her...she told me this morning she wanted to ask the teacher, "What about Goddess? Everything else has male and female..."
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