Sorry to hear that but there are many alternative cures connected to this link...
http://www.cancure.org/hoxsey_clinic.htm... I watched a documentary on the Hoxsey Clinic which has been running since early 1900's with an 80% cure rate... Here's a video on them you should watch...
http://video.google.ca/videoplay?doc...47372206&hl=en. Please keep us posted