nice to catch some truth around here. I don't se much in the way of building communities here. just some conversations and some support and bickering. and I have to admit. Im addicted to the fear I guess. I cant stop looking , listening , ect.. I find these subjects so entertaining. but the more I look and listen. the more I don't like the world Im living in. cant trust the government, and who know who else.
this thing worth steven greer is strange. and I not sure how I feel about what went down. I don't like the way karrie dealt with it. kind of like a child. like she had to be right, and stuffing it down his throat. greer was cool and calm. and just that alone made his points come out on top.
everything in this field that we have seen with the whistle blowers,,, ect.. its all stories at this point. and I have to keep reminding myself not to take it all in with such conviction. yes its true. there world is falling apart. and I feel an urgency to help. look for the truth. ect... but come on.. as you would say in vermont... show me.... or live free or die. I think the show me is penn...
there is money to be made in this field. just like anything alse. humans are suffering from the human condition. that's for sure. I want off the marry go round... I want off this planet.. out of my skin... out of my head... there is a lot of fear... being tossed around... and I to wonder what is the goal here... really... truth.. who's truth... the truth.. in who's eyes..
I think kerry could have made her point without bashing greer. despite her personal truths. I have seen here bash bill in interviews in a child like way. speak into the mic dam it. or ill have a tizzy.... I look past it... because I support the work...
I have seen this room fall apart before... differences in opinion.. and what not. people getting kicked out. B + K leaving. ect...
B + K I love you guys. I hope for the best.. but after spending time with you all.. all I want to do is burn my credit cards and sell my belongings. and check out... I don't want to pay taxes to the keepers, ect.. and after listening to the web bot and gerald celente, Im in so mush fear inside I cant stop trying to convince my friends and family that the world as we know it is about to crumble and die. and of coarse there is the rebirth. LOL... OOh my god. I would like to make moves in life and I find myself not making plans in my life based on information Im getting off the net. and not my life exp. I believe despite the small bits of hope. most of it is fear based control. it has affected my mind. and my decisions. Im not so sure that's a good thing.. yea know....
any how I just winging this out there so don't pick apart my spelling of grammar...
again I support B + K.. I do. I just want them to see my prospective. and the ripples its causing. I want to join the resistance.. and now...is that healthy??? you tell me...
and I know what some of what's being said is true. my grandfather was cornel in the air force. and wrote the pilots manual for training. ect. he was in charge of safety. I believe what I heard from family. he could be a whistle blower. but wont. and I know what I saw. but I just about had it with the fear mongering with the PTB...
did you guys catch coast last night about the family. if this place is about building communities and such.. I don't know what Im saying... why arnt we burning down there houses..... why are we taking this??? why I ask.. is it just pie in the sky to keep us coming back... Im drawing a line... or would like to.
