Re: Validation
Back in 1993 I was feeling kind of bad, we were living in England at the time - so I went upstairs to just have a little rest. It was in the afternoon in the spring. The windows were open and the breeze was blowing the light weight sheer drapes back and forth. As I relaxed, I drifted into what I can only describe as a trance like state, or the alpha state, a vision began to come into my inner sight. It was a man, a pure man of enormous size and beauty. He was sitting on a golden throne in what looked like a smoke fogged area. There were no indication of walls or a floor, though the throne was not floating. If he were to have stood up he could have easily been almost 8' tall but perfectly proportioned. He had below shoulder length very light auburn wavy hair and very broad shoulders with flawless skin.
Anyway, he was unclothed but there was no sense of shame or nudity. I was unclothed and I was in my purest form/state.... with a perfect beautifully proportioned petite youthful body (maybe 5'1-3") with flowing brunette hair. His arms were at his side but outstretched from the elbows. He was holding me like a mother would hold a new baby but there was no flesh contact. It was as though we were in zero gravity and I was floating in his embrace. As I was floating there I was moving within his embrace like an underwater ballet. Emotions overcame me when, eminating from him, I felt a parental type love like I have never felt before. It was extremely powerful but also in a sense reserved. At this point, with the deepest emotions possible, I telepathically conveyed these words to him, "all I ever wanted was to be loved". At that moment I regained an aware state and found myself weeping uncontrollably. I don't know why or what this was all about - I just know that it was just about one of the most moving experiences in my life.
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