[Genevieve]

Thankyou for your reply Anchor. I hear what you are saying. And I do feel i have guardians and watchers and i do feel the love - but me being me i have to ask the question "by whom"? lol the old existential question!!

Thank you also Alexandra particularly your comment on the word ascension - i also share that dislike of the word as not being quite the right term for the experience it is meant to denote.

I am interested that you said some aliens have compassion. I am looking for confirmation of this since my only personal experience with such has been totally devoid of compassion or maybe i was/am in denial. And no i am not proclaiming to have been given any warnings or messages or anything of the like. Its not something I ever talk about a lot (again maybe i am in denial). My experience actually resulted in the birth of a much wanted and much loved child but also in the death of another unborn child (stillborn). I myself am not aware or conscious of any other episodes in my life but my child is - and this troubles me. Like i said this is not something i have been able to share very often and this is why i have decided to bring it up on here among people who are open minded and may be able to help.

I feel certain i am at some sort of turning point right now and questioning everything i think feel and do. Am i trying to ground myself too much? Should my lesson be to love the very things i intuitively distrust? Do i take it as a gift or a dilemma or a lesson to be learnt??

I KNOW i have something very important to do - i just dont know what it is yet - but i am sure i am on the road to discovering that very thing and that rambling my thoughts out loud on here is someway going to help towards that .

Thank you again for listening to me and your kind replies.

Before I got to post this reply - I am yet again reminded of where my feet are - had to go and clean up after a kitten that missed the kitty litter tray!!!! lol you have to laugh