[Gnosis5]

Two days ago I discovered and processed out a fixed and limited polarity of "worshiper/warrior", one I chose eons ago. I had had so much trauma and loss as both of these identities that I was trying not to have them anymore, but what we resist we seem to attract or have mirrored to us.

after about 20 minutes I regained the joy of these identities and a much fuller range of expression. For example, before I could only see myself as the propitiative fearful worshiper, but after processing it I could also co-commune with the One in joy and aesthetic adoration -- and every conceivable expression in between. A lot of negative energies out of my space.