[conjuredUp]

I am totally addicted to this forum.
Have been since day 1.
My kids have gotten to play more Playstation and watch more PBS in the last week than they did all summer.

I was THRILLED when I felt the connection logging in.
And I was truly shocked at the rabid division (us vs. them) and ego immersion.
But I accept it.
For while we are all still mostly human ego is a cross we must all bear.
The cross that steals our now.

This week has been more than enlightening. And something's been activated, for as connected as I was prior to September 6th? It has doubled now. I can't even place my hands on my husband's flesh when I Reiki him because they are too hot. Kicked up a notch, indeed.

I've seen what you have seen, OpenEyes. I know that I will not be part of any stationary tribe. I am a gypsy. A traveling healer. I soothe.

Fear kills love.
I only wish there wasn't so much fear here.
But I suppose fear and living in ego are easier to handle for some than the absolute truth (so sayth most religions, most of the "Witnesses" here and just about every spiritual teacher in some way or another) that were all ONE at one time or another. We come from the same "source".

Even the PTB.
Even the grays.
Everything.
So fighting against them is self destructive.

As they are US too.
I can deal with that. I know I have a dark side.
I just CHOOSE not to exercise it.
I choose LOVE at every juncture.

LOVELOVELOVE