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janelle12 · 04-10-2009, 03:14 AM

Hi y'all. I am new to the board and indeed the whole idea of what this site outlines.

I watched a couple documentaries and somehow ended up on project camelot website. I read a couple articles and was steered to the Handbook for the New Paradigm. After reading the first thirty or so pages of the ebook, I ordered the whole set. I read them over the last three weeks.

I feel like I've been awakened but I am still shackled, so to speak. I feel like someone else said, I am in kindergarten and I have so much to learn. I feel like a grounded bird. Like I've fallen out of the nest. Ha, as I write this I recall and auditing incident where indeed I 'fell out' and was in despair that I couldn't get 'back up' and I was going to die.

But I digress.

On the subject of telepathic communication, I sometimes feel, at night, just before sleep, that I am going to 'pop out' of my body. However, when I get this feeling, I fight it strongly. I am desirous of learning a higher state but at the same time 'too comfortable' in this physical plane and in fact fearful of spiritual encounters, the spiritual domain or higher dimensions. Sort of like I am 'afraid to lose my footing' or afraid of 'not feeling grounded.' I don't know the origins of these fears or how to overcome them.

I also have very many questions about the handbook/paradigm series. Having just finished 'Messages for the Ground Crew' I am wondering which of the messages are still 'in effect,' so to speak. So, my being new, if anyone knows of threads that are relevant to what I may be needing, I ask that you direct me.

Thanks so much, so nice to be here, and nice to see everyone's expressions in words and avatars. Some are quite beautiful and inspiring.

04-10-2009, 03:14 AM	#31
janelle12 Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Apr 2009 Posts: 4	Re: Spiritual Telepathic Communication Hi y'all. I am new to the board and indeed the whole idea of what this site outlines. I watched a couple documentaries and somehow ended up on project camelot website. I read a couple articles and was steered to the Handbook for the New Paradigm. After reading the first thirty or so pages of the ebook, I ordered the whole set. I read them over the last three weeks. I feel like I've been awakened but I am still shackled, so to speak. I feel like someone else said, I am in kindergarten and I have so much to learn. I feel like a grounded bird. Like I've fallen out of the nest. Ha, as I write this I recall and auditing incident where indeed I 'fell out' and was in despair that I couldn't get 'back up' and I was going to die. But I digress. On the subject of telepathic communication, I sometimes feel, at night, just before sleep, that I am going to 'pop out' of my body. However, when I get this feeling, I fight it strongly. I am desirous of learning a higher state but at the same time 'too comfortable' in this physical plane and in fact fearful of spiritual encounters, the spiritual domain or higher dimensions. Sort of like I am 'afraid to lose my footing' or afraid of 'not feeling grounded.' I don't know the origins of these fears or how to overcome them. I also have very many questions about the handbook/paradigm series. Having just finished 'Messages for the Ground Crew' I am wondering which of the messages are still 'in effect,' so to speak. So, my being new, if anyone knows of threads that are relevant to what I may be needing, I ask that you direct me. Thanks so much, so nice to be here, and nice to see everyone's expressions in words and avatars. Some are quite beautiful and inspiring.