Daniel...no matter what the initiation for your thoughts was/is...please reconsider one:
YOU are the creator and the creation.
YOU created what you
created,
the creation created YOU as you are.
As creator, why destroying the created? Do our creator destroyed us? Well, we're still here, all of us, including YOU.
All the reasons you stated in your post about doing what you did/what you're up to do, are just an excuses about what your mind, but not YOU as a creator created.
Therefore, I ask you to forgive yourself, if you haven't done that yet.
Please reconsider this too: YOU are one of us, you're ME and I'm YOU. I need you as we all need YOU, as you're here for purpose.
Your purpose is almost fulfulled, as your posts and your writings confirm that you indeed understand the significance of what's going on.
But you're still not finnished here...not yet.
I'll be glad if you just come back again and share your wisdom with us...
...until the final fullfilment!!!
with much
and respect
malletzky
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Originally Posted by 12DnAHelix
I am personally going through a pretty rough patch. I have wiped my posts from this thread and wiped out my facebook network.
I am, and have always been nothing more than a failed visionary who fell through the cracks of society and civilization, damaged goods as well.
A white trash loser who isn't employed, lives on the streets and eats at a soup kitchen doesn't have anything to offer you enlightened souls.
I will keep my 12 dna strand heart-soul-star cosmic mandala, multi-universal cosmosphere and 144000 thousand faceted core crystal delusions to myself.
That's probably where they are best off, to be taken to my grave with me.
Here after my birthday on the 23, I am going out into the desert up through at least the equinox.
My computer is also on the verge of collapsing ...
My life is the story of hopes and dreams that never become manifest, no matter what; my awareness and the mandala has been nothing more than a curse on my existence.
I wish you all well with this endeavor ...
I will not be contributing anything further, nor will I be returning.
I apologize for having intruded and interfered in what you all had going on.
-Daniel
AstralWalker will just have to accept that my word is no good, and if my word is no good; what part of me could be any good - no part.
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