CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! - Page 2

EYES WIDE OPEN · 09-11-2008, 07:25 PM

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Originally Posted by firehorse10

Hi there

I decided to set up this thread as it is likely that there maybe many members/visitors who have had direct fully conscious experience of interraction with the visitors/entities....

I would guess there is a great many of you who have had unexplained things happen...foggy memories...strange dreams which left obvious evidence that something other than a standard dream had occurred?

Maybe you have never spoken out or talked about your experiences and you still feel very confused and traumatised about what has occurred?
This is your chance to share with others and see how many people out there can relate and identify!!

This thread is intended for sharing experiences/stories that have happened...it is NOT for debate or debunking..

it is just a space to explain how it has been for you!

as an introduction..here is someone in UK talking about his direct contact..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DaQzofJ0kXM

the second video is a guy from USA who has had immense direct contact and is coming out publicly to tell what happened...he has disguised his voice and face ...and there are a few parts to this...please be patient while it loads up!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHl2-3r39wE

This piece of footage was captured of what appears to be an entity...does this look familiar with anyone?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQzCwrrXKsU

and now its over to you...........!!!

thas just bad CGI im afraid.

Carol · 09-11-2008, 09:18 PM

I'm a psychotherapist and had an ET telepathic contact experience. I've also had client's who were taken.

eagle · 09-12-2008, 03:48 AM

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Originally Posted by Makani

I'm a psychotherapist and had an ET telepathic contact experience. I've also had client's who were taken.

I did not know that.

Care to tell us more?

Kate · 09-12-2008, 07:23 AM

Maybe you have never spoken out or talked about your experiences and you still feel very confused and traumatised about what has occurred?
This is your chance to share with others and see how many people out there can relate and identify!!

This thread is intended for sharing experiences/stories that have happened...it is NOT for debate or debunking..

it is just a space to explain how it has been for you!

Kate · 09-12-2008, 07:36 AM

hi everyone. thanks for all contributions and postings so far....!!

I would really appreciate us all trying to keep this thread as straight forward as possible.
just a space/place for sharing thoughts/feelings or stories directly connected to any contactee experience...whether its conscious memories or 'intuition' that something has taken place....

Some people could have suffered silently for a long time with things that may have happened to them..... and it was my intention they could come here for identification and support.

It is easy for a thread to become weakened if the postings start to digres (have i spelt that right? LOL)

namaste
firehorse

macrostheblack · 09-12-2008, 11:35 AM

I read Openeyes addition and felt similar things have happened to me but they always leave mystery in their wake.

When i was around 8 or 9 years old i was on holday with parents and felt down and unhappy, my father wasnt very loving and this made me feel off balance. As we where walking together it was getting dark and i looked at other people with their children and felt inadequate. Suddenly, a mans voice in my head spoke softly to me saying, "you have as much right to be here as everyone else". I took this in like it was from someone i knew. It then puzzled me but left me feeling alot better.

On another occasion in my late teens, i awoke one morning not looking forward to going to work. The job involved working with some really difficult people and the public. As i thought about this the mans voice came again saying, your life and work are as needed for you to learn about and understand different kinds of people. This made sense to me and i think i thought, - oh, right. I then thought - old on a minute! where did that come from?

My last expereince of this kind that i can recall occurred one day when i was awaking from a nap one weekend afternoon. This voice was male but sounded robotic and had a minor echo to it. This one caught my attention - again, li i felt i knew its owner but cannot remember clearly what it said. The more i awoke, the fainter was the voice. Years later i came across a recording of the so called Ashta command and that carried a similar tone to this voice i heard.

hope this has been interesting for you all

Kate · 09-12-2008, 12:24 PM

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Originally Posted by macrostheblack

I read Openeyes addition and felt similar things have happened to me but they always leave mystery in their wake.

My last expereince of this kind that i can recall occurred one day when i was awaking from a nap one weekend afternoon. This voice was male but sounded robotic and had a minor echo to it. This one caught my attention - again, li i felt i knew its owner but cannot remember clearly what it said. The more i awoke, the fainter was the voice. Years later i came across a recording of the so called Ashta command and that carried a similar tone to this voice i heard.

hope this has been interesting for you all

hiya! I do identify with the voices that appear out of the blue!

over the years I have had some very matter of fact messages ..for me, there doesnt appear to be a 'sound' or 'tone' attached to them...however i always have the impression its 'male' but it isnt my own inner voice i listen to all the time..this is very different, and makes me stop in my tracks!!

I think i have mentioned before, that this is was the same voice that practically threw me off the sofa from lying down..to switching on the pc and re-start my research into UFO's...from that day on, my world turned inside out as i turned over myriad of evidence that seems to be there....and here I am now..in this forum, surrounded by thousands of like minded people....

To be honest, these messages have always been correct or positively guiding me in some way....for example...I was 'told' who the father of my baby was going to be..even though i didnt know the person...another time, I was sheilded from being attacked by a gang in London....and another example was I have twice been 'saved' from suicide in my early years when I was very overwhelmed with the isolation of feeling so 'disconnected' and isolated from the world at large.

I KNOW for some people this will sound very surreal...but I know without a shadow of doubt, when i hear that voice ..i have to respond straight away and act on it.... !!

virtute · 09-12-2008, 02:10 PM

hullo everyone!

firehorse gave me the hint to post a few questions regarding contactees in here in order to get some answers

so, i'll just self-quote and hope you can help me and share some knowledge

[quote=virtute;8551]mi first post on this forum, so be kind

anyone here, who believes to have been abducted, or actually has been abducted in a clear state of mind?

what i`m wondering about is:

have "they" ever told you, for what purpose they were taking you, and why you in particullar?

Have you been taken against your own will, or were you left a choice wether not to come with them?

Do you have an idea, what this whole abduction thing is all about? what's the goal of it all, or is it even real i am wondering.

the thing is, i very often have dreams about that, sometimes i feel very afraid, other times it's a feeling of relief to know we're not alone, but i can`t remeber of any time something actually hapened for real to me except one time i went to bed at 11 pm or so, woke up 2 hours later from a light sleep and was wondering why it was already 8 am.. but i think tha was most likely nothing special at all.

regards, virtute

zaina · 12-21-2009, 12:45 AM

I have posted on other posts about my experience ,but not all .so here is my story what i can fit i
n ..
As a child I Had men visit me 2 .a few times they were not ghosts they were people looked human like paler and 6 feet both were the same heights .I dont remember what they told me ..but will work on tha
t .

Alittle old lady visited me often .and talked and talked late in to the night ,I remember being tired ..when she left the high pitched noises would come which i didnt like ,thats all i rememver of that .but the lady i can still see her face now ..
i have many many dreams of end times events but thats another story ..
i have been taken i believe possibly 2 times .one from a tall grey looking long fingers very tall 8 feet i would say .he zapped me with his index finger as i saw him .and then i remember being put at the bottom of the bed and climbed back up to the top he zapped me again .i remember nothing in between on the before and after .

the next time i remember waking up and having blood taken and i was being held ,the nurse was saying ,we have to do this ,now i had been asleep continue on next

zaina · 12-21-2009, 01:04 AM

I really did think it was a dream till i looked at my arm and it had the needle mark and a small bruise .so i new it was real ,plus it was the same arm as i had seen the nurse put the needle in the nurse had a nurses hat on .black hair ,foriegn look englsih spoken .the place smelt musty and old ..
another time i was at my friends house i had lying on her bed with a headache and starting feeling hands pull me through the matress ,this was very scary ,and the only time had been scared' totially different from the other two times ..i have had dreams of being on a ship with computer looking screeens in the room .and greys id say working these screens watching us .
the latest is i had 2 circles on my arm joined to gether looking like the figure 8 just above my wrist ..stayed about 2 days .my sister is physic and my mother each have there own gifts ...I have had many many strange occurances like my mum coming in to my room smiling but her teeth were black then 2 minuites after my mum would come in to the room say the same thing smile and her teeth were normal .this kind of thing has happened at least 10 times to me with different people different events ..Ihave has high piched sounds in my head like harmonic tuning them self and like a air blowing trying to clear the channel .also one time i heard a man say hello hello when i held the energy of loving moments in my life ..i am left handed blue eyes and blonde i have a little very small lump in my knee and one behind my ear .the one behind my ear i found 2 years ago ...I will say i am no longer scares the event as the person before said was the unknown of why me and for what reason . i have one autistic boy ..and a daughter that has been told she indigo by a few light workers .. i have many more which i may put in later ..

David · 12-21-2009, 01:39 AM

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Originally Posted by zaina

another time i was at my friends house i had lying on her bed with a headache and starting feeling hands pull me through the matress

Thank you for sharing zaina. I too have been what felt like being pulled down through the bed and when returned pushed up through the bed. These were different from the others because I was most often pulled up through the roof of the house. Do you ever remember being returned back to bed and if you do, do you have an uncontrollable urge to sleep but wake up some time later in the night remembering the whole episode but role back over realizing there is nothing you can do but to get some sleep before work?

Please share more with us.

Take care friend,

Dave

zaina · 12-21-2009, 04:50 PM

sorry ,un sure how to work this forum so it takes me a while to get back to answers .
I have some sort of thing every night or every other I stopped going to sleep before 3 am as most happens before then ..
After what it is they do with me I am exhausted and drained of energy and flop out .i do remember when i wait exactly what has happened ,you get to a stage where you know you cant do anything .
last week was a strange one this [thing
was little and lying on my chest very heavy ,I woke up and called jesus 3 times and felt this thing fly off me ,god knows what it was doing i can only guess [disgusting ]
when i was on holiday i was just lying on the bed and this noise can in my head so loud ,any louder and my head would of burst .i heard like what souded like an alarm .then i felt a plug in sensation in the back of my neck to the side ,i was totially paralized at the time .after the plug in the alarm stopped and i came back to normalcy ..i have gone through the ceiling on 2 ocassions one was towards the light and the other was i went through the roof of my house ,straight through all the floors .the one going to the light i was in water and being lifted to the top that was 5 years ago.there is so many many i try to remember all i may repeat my self in places ..
the end of time events are always the same ..flooded waste land calm sea but whilte sulfar looking covered everywhere no buildings just rocks and water ..even the sea has this white foam sulfar like substances all over it could be linked to past or present i dont know ..

as a child i saw a reptillian in a mirror in a dream he scrached my hand as i woke up long stcratches were on my hands and i bite my nails in those days so wasnt me ...
as i said on a other forum i do have nice gifts of reading people etc
my friend describes me as light coming in to the room when i arrive ..which is so comforting ater my experiences ....i have many more and will post soon
thank you for responding ....and i know om not alone in this brings me comfort ,love and light .

Carrie1971 · 09-12-2008, 04:50 PM

I am not very good at writing.. So bear with me..

I wanted to share with you all I know that "UFO's" are real.

I was very old before I found another person who told that often our contact will be masked.
My first contact was masked with an elephant. Since I grew up in a rural area of the State of Washington there are not any there. At least not out running around in the woods.

I still recall the fear I had of the elephant memory as I was a very young child, the idea was that I had a bad dream but the fear was with me for many days of the thing I remembered as a dream.

Long before I was born my parents were set up on a blind date. The wife of that couple who set up their first date worked at an air base which had a "visit" the thing is that many people in the small town "saw" the craft. I have my own ideas of why the craft was there at that place you see just after this visit the people in the U.S. became aware that our government had built an inter continental missile system, and one of the bases was just to the east of this air strip. The boys from Project Blue Book (Or maybe the project before blue book I am not sure) however men from "Washington D.C." showed up in a couple days and after that event from that point on the wife would never speak of it.... Since they could not shut up the whole town I was raised with "ufo's" and other world craft as an common subject in my house. With that all being said....

Living life... I have seen a huge craft at tree top level. I now wonder if it was other world or our own? That was very strange as we saw it and that was it.

Time passed....

Weeks later many people were speaking of the thing and a neighbor who had heard about it being seen by many the next valley over was talking about it. I said.. Oh we saw it. She said really you never said anything about that and you tell me everything.. My answer was.
"We do not talk about it.".... Now here is the very strange part, if my answer to her was not strange enough. Some 19 years later we are having a family get together and our older daughter started to speak of "us" seeing it. I looked at her and said "You were not there" and it turns out she in fact was and I had been blocking out that she was with us. I still to this day can not recall her being with us.

I just wanted to post I know we are not alone.. I also understand how upset a person can get over the human race and the nut house the school of planet earth can be.

One other thing was at a point in life when I was "searching" for the WHY.... With life and the up's and down's of living it. All the "stuff" the small joys with hours of just doing and the heart break of lost love... What was the whole reason for life???

I was told.... "Life is a gift".. So I guess the message is be glad your soul has been given the gift again to be here on Earth.. At this time.. What a joy is to see others who also understand this is a time like no other.

Well folks that is my thinking to share today. I can see this place has taken off like wild fire and there is no way I can read all the posts.

I do try and check here so leave a personal message if you wish.

I close with a question. How often do you look up? Has anyone seen orbs that appear as if they could be a sliver balloon? Just asking an open question.

I know that Kerry was able to see a craft much the size of the one we saw as a family back in the late 70's But again I wonder if some are not our own that have been copied from other crashed craft.

Kate · 09-12-2008, 06:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Carrie1971

I am not very good at writing.. So bear with me..

I wanted to share with you all I know that "UFO's" are real.

I was told.... "Life is a gift".. So I guess the message is be glad your soul has been given the gift again to be here on Earth.. At this time.. What a joy is to see others who also understand this is a time like no other.

I close with a question. How often do you look up? Has anyone seen orbs that appear as if they could be a sliver balloon? Just asking an open question.

I know that Kerry was able to see a craft much the size of the one we saw as a family back in the late 70's But again I wonder if some are not our own that have been copied from other crashed craft.

hi carrie ..I think your quote is so accurate regarding our soul has been given a gift...and i agree about this site being a gift!!
In answer to your question....I am sky watching all the time!!!

take care, and stay safe
namaste
fire

Carrie1971 · 02-02-2009, 02:19 AM

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Originally Posted by Carrie1971

I am not very good at writing.. So bear with me..

I wanted to share with you all I know that "UFO's" are real.

I close with a question. How often do you look up? Has anyone seen orbs that appear as if they could be a sliver balloon? Just asking an open question.

I know that Kerry was able to see a craft much the size of the one we saw as a family back in the late 70's But again I wonder if some are not our own that have been copied from other crashed craft.

Here is an UPDATE.....

The daughter who I had "blocked out" being with us when we saw the huge craft in the 1970's called

me just before Christmas she was all excited. The SAME craft had come back to her again. Only this

time she was in the wild area of Northern California and with a gal she knows. They thought other

people must have seen this but no other reports came out.

HERE is another twist. She said I know it is the same one as the lights were the same. I asked what

are you talking about lights there were not any on the one we saw. She then said "No the one we saw

had a triangle on the bottom and the lights were the same." After hubby came home I asked did he

remember anything of lights? No he has no memory but since I still cannot remember that she was with

us that day I'm sure both our memorys can be blocked.

Now here is the Real Twist.. Hubby's Mom and I were talking and I asked her if our daughter had been

in contact since she saw the UFO Again in the past couple months. Turns out she had seen one when

she was with her Dad back in Ohio in the 60's First time the rig stopped running her Dad started to

curse then they saw it. She felt they were "scanning" them both.. After a while the truck started and

it was gone in a nanosecond. So a year went by she was back at her own life and again she got time

to go see her Dad.. Again in the Very same spot of the road the same thing. Rig stopped only this time

her Dad said something like I think they must be back and at the second there it was right in front of

his rig.

She said it was huge wonder color that there is nothing on earth to compare it with how it

glimmers and changed hue.. Then after "They" were done (she felt they were looking into her eyes in

order to read her soul).. The rig started only this time everything turned on.. The heater was going full

blast and even the window washers were going when they had not been on when it stopped them..

So now I wonder if hubby's Mom is a member of the blood line of ET's? She is blond as is our daughter,

hubby just doesn't want to talk about any of this. HE is NOT awake at ALL..... He will not listen to

what I say.. Just still doing the whole "head in the sand" type thing.. I however am still trying to stay

in tune and be the best I can.. On all levels..
(I have some major health issues but I still try and will not give up.)

Remember no matter who we are or what "blood line" we are from we each have been given a Gift.

Life is a Gift

waitinginthewings · 02-02-2009, 05:23 AM

This is a very interesting and useful thread. However, I am having trouble trying to read the longer posts on this dark background.

The text is small and the lines close together, so it becomes a blur to me, & I have to give up trying to read after the 2nd line, which is too bad. I am very interested in reading the whole story.

Perhaps those who have a long story to share, could do it in short 4-5 line paragraphs, single spaced. Double spaced between paragraphs. I find this style much easier to read. (btw...am I the only one having trouble reading on this dark background. I wounder why this background color was chosen.

thks for reading this.

Carrie1971 · 02-02-2009, 05:36 AM

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Originally Posted by waitinginthewings

This is a very interesting and useful thread. However, I am having trouble trying to read the longer posts on this dark background.

The text is small and the lines close together, so it becomes a blur to me, & I have to give up trying to read after the 2nd line, which is too bad. I am very interested in reading the whole story.

Perhaps those who have a long story to share, could do it in short 4-5 line paragraphs, single spaced. Double spaced between paragraphs. I find this style much easier to read. (btw...am I the only one having trouble reading on this dark background. I wounder why this background color was chosen.

thks for reading this.

I tried to make some Changes.. Hope it helps.

waitinginthewings · 02-02-2009, 06:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Carrie1971

I tried to make some Changes.. Hope it helps.

Thank you Carrie.....I will go back and have a read.

mystiq · 09-12-2008, 05:29 PM

There were a few sightings in my childhood and young adult years. When I was 5 I saw a grey, an advisor type (by that I mean a biological looking being rather than an android) who examined me coldly. I managed to get away and tell my mother and had no idea what it was until recently with images on the internet. My childhood was spent sleeping with the light on, waking to feeling someone was in my room, climbing into bed with my parents and brother. My brother had 2 hours missing time, driving truck for the family produce store. He and his partner saw a ufo dart behind a cloud. A moment later it exited and departed in a sharp sudden turn. That moment behind the cloud was a 2 hour missing time segment and they were driving ahead 2 hours on the road, flawlessly.
My children and I moved to the coast just over a year ago, and now we have had so many sightings that my 7 year old is now frightened. He asscociates ufos with being taken in the night through windows, though he doesn't remember his dreams about it. He won't even come out if my 17 year old spots something, as he did last night again. And a helicopter that looked like it was following it. The first sighting we had at the coast was April 12, and it involved me, on the computer researching nwo, and having an internal rant in my head. I actually thought the exact words: : "they don't represent the human race (Bush and the cartel). Women and children do! (in vast numbers, and I was picturing the majority citizen of this world as poor and struggling to feed their children). I stood up and was frozen to the spot. A weird energy built quickly around me and the words, with emphasis came to me: "WE represent the human race!" It freaked me out and I grabbed a smoke and headed out back. There it was. It hovered for 4-6 minutes, and my 4 children ran outside. They waved, and one climbed the shed while I imagined that they were going to be kidnapped and kept trying to get them inside.
The psi portion of the contact really creeped me out, because it means every one of our thoughts is monitored. And, due to the nature of the message I believed there must have been hybrids onboard, or they were connected to this program.
One of my memories, which involved a vivid clear one, and the rest more as impressions. When I was 5, (the age I determined by the age of my brothers frightened face) I remember walking in a tube or see-through tunnel, clinging to a man in an old fashioned beige or taupe uniform, his blond hair very clipped. He looked like a nazi. We were on either side of him, and a grey was walking with us. The landscape was dark and forbidding and I know there is no breathable atmosphere on the moon. The impressions were of a room where there were many children, perhaps some were hybrids, some were taken like us, and there is a face of a female grey that I feel strong warmth towards, I believe she must have worked with the children, and was good with them. There was an elder grey/praying mantis? type male that was cooler, but I do believe he was gentle with us. I believe there were images of nordic looking people who I think weren't human, though in looks the woman with dark blond hair could have been. Maybe she used telepathy or something that made me feel otherwise because I very strongly do. This is more vague like I said. I also have dreamt all my life of a water treatment plant, that I never could place around our home town. This dream repeated often, and I'm thinking its connected to the base on the moon.
My whole search is for agendas. I can't remember anything in full and really don't feel comfortable with the idea of hypnosis because I don't want to remember something that is too scary. I don't know what they were doing with all the children but it seemed to be groups and activities.
Now, my 17 year old has told me twice he dreamt, recently, that he was aboard a space craft. The first time, just over a week ago, it looked like men in black type guys to him. And he was shown dates on a calendar, for October. He said it was as if something was written (such as names, and descriptions in sentences) every other day. He doesn't get to remember any of it. We are going to be reading the news to see anything, from the big to more obscure things next month, that might ring a bell for him.
His second dream was hard for him to tell me. Everytime he thought about sharing, he had a bad headache. Finally at night he told me that he was put before a viewing screen and shown images that looked like a space ship crashing or being shot down and wounded greys, but whatever else was being
shown and the whole purpose was forgotten.
Then, 3 nights ago, he was up late. He often falls asleep on the couch. The cat was growling at something at the door. It kept looking up in the right hand corner. He checked everything out, opened the curtains a bit. The cat growled at him, for going near the door. He settled down with all the lights inside and outside off, and noticed a glowing light in the sliding doors. He kept trying to focus and then saw the grey, that was light colored and glowing like the moon, floating in the upper right hand corner of the door where the cat was growling and looking. He stopped being afraid, felt that it was admonishing him for being awake. And promptly went to sleep.

This is exactly the scenario I wanted to avoid at all costs with my children! I am a spiritual person. I have meditated and prayed and asked for help. I awoke to a strong feeling (that still comes and goes but unlike a siting can't be shared and therefore I ignore often) of contact with a federation that is here and is on top of things, and an image of a blond haired man frequently in my head. When I ignore this and the positive feeling of hope (and I do!) I am immediately finding a video or long thread or information of similar things, positive accounts, one right after the other. I have sort of given up on the refusing to buy into this hype, because praying for help for our family and our planet to be protected from greys immediately brought this. In the end I'm glad because theres only so much negativity i can stand without getting depressed. But thats not without knowledge that these psi visitors could possibly induce positive feelings in a sort of pacification program. In otherwords I'm torn between this and sceptism of their agendas. I've read some bad ones.
The point is for the months since this began, I felt that our family was protected from the greys. Now I understand due to my son's recent experiences that this is not so, and that no amount of seeking spiritual protection, or from your guardian (angel) or claiming universal law, or from claiming the protection of Creator's light and energy to prevent any being from touching you mind, body, soul or spirit works. It doesn't work! if someone thinks it has, the situation has changed a little for you thats all.
I have suspected I have an implant in my right forhead or head area, probably inserted through the sinuses. I get cold feelings and numbness down my face at times. And I get shocks and headaches and of strong aversions to pursuing certain things at times. Now my son is getting headaches and aversion treatment.

To be fair, we have never been hurt. I've had small marks much like punch biopsies, but nothing severe. He has a very small mark. He feels they're his friends and that they are nice. I had what I thought was a pregnancy when I was a young adult that terminated without a fetus when I was 2 1/2 months along (this is from looking back after many children and knowing my system). It was regular no matter what stress we went through except for pregnancies.
I've given up on finding a way to end this. There doesn't seem to be one. Now my 17 year old and I are more concerned with discovering if we can find ways to help change the situations in this world and awaken others. Robert Miles interviews with Coast to coast on youtube, as well the video fastwalkers is extremely good. I am reaching the conclusion that while bad agendas are occurring, that there is a federation and some from that which wish to help us, because they sense the goodness and the tragedies within this primitive race trapped by greed and violence. I feel that even if we can only start, but quickly, with baby steps and find ways to waken others to the truth, as well start demonstrations against the governments (I keep thinking of a huge, dancing happy, face painting hippy type rally that continues and draws crowds and educates with books, videos, speakers, presentations and petitions and ready made letters to sign) if we could make the whole world dance together and get informed maybe, we could stop preaching to the choir and wake up others, if we take those steps they will then help us, or have something to give to their supervisors that could prevent a tragedy, such as them being ordered to push the reset button on the human race.

Kate · 09-12-2008, 06:09 PM

Hiya Mysiq!

Thankyou so very much in sharing this information and coming forward with your story! As a mother I cant even imagine how it must feel to know your children are experiencing contact and u aparently have no control in protecting your kids!! You appear to be dealing with this very well...and i really pray you get comfort from sites like these and the community that is developing here..!!

I dont have any conscious recall of contact...but i have missing memory...images in my mind of things happening that dont add up....since the age of 13 been deeply into esoterical research and always believed there were aliens among us.

I remeber when my daughter was born, I went into a seemingly 'irrational' phase of being paranoid my baby was going to be 'taken in the night' ...so she slept in my bed for the first 8 months and then when I got the courage to transfer her to a cot in her own room..i awoke at least 5 times a night just to check she was there!!

I left lights on..double checked windows and doors like i was a person with OCD!! Basically, I had no idea why i felt like this and i felt very isolated, anxious and paranoid!!

I tried everything from writing affirmations all over my home..smudge sticks...other energy cleansers...throwing salt in all coeners of room...doing spells from books to ward off 'negative energy' etc etc....
Right now, I still do believe there is much lighter positive realms/vibrations/dimensions where a soul cant be touched by these parasite negative forces..... however, on this 3D place ..it does appear that we are the prey and the hunted....so all we can do is try to act/think/visualize to our highest intentions what we want to individually and collectively happen ....and i think thats our only main 'protection' out there.....

I really got alot out of your share, and once again thankyou....
stay safe and peace love and light to you and your family!

namaste
fire

mystiq · 09-12-2008, 06:22 PM

Dealing with this seems to be easier with memory loss. I really feel that piecing things together, connecting obvious dots, from a basic overall feeling of safety helps. I've always been spiritual and a little psi myself so the feeling of safety is kind of an inner knowing that is well, even if disaster should strike. I really believe we are different lessons or things to do while here. If Robert Miles (and I've read this from another person's account) is right and this is a prison planet of sorts, or if they're lying but doing so to try and make us see how urgent it is for us to make those first steps so they can see outer signs of the inner goodness they do see in us, then theres a lot going on here. In the end its all about our growth. I would probably fall to pieces if remembering some harsh experiences involving rape and control like a few cases out there! Without in any way trying to make the overall picture rosy, because there are many differing elements to ufology, ours doesn't seem to be done in a way so as to harm or traumatize us, but its not appreciated. Nothing is allowed near my children!

That being said, theres no easy out.

Jacqui D · 09-12-2008, 10:31 PM

These varied experiences seem to have something similiar we all have a knowing that we are different to those around us, family, friends.
Even those of us who have children that have been through the same ordeal.
We feel alone and are waiting i have been waiting all my life.
Now what it is i could never say but now i feel i am finally realising that i have never been alone because there has always been someone there encouraging me on when times are bad and they have been REALLY!!! bad of late.
It has been hard trying to live this different life, my family do not understand although i feel eventually they will i think, because what ever is about to happen will be the biggest experience for all mankind.
We have all sensed this that is why we are here on this site now talking of these experiences.
I have had a voice telling me in the past things which i hold dear to my heart i was shown a beautiful world much more colourful than this one.
This is no spirituality trip i feel this is my future, i have always said and continue to say that i have only recarnated on this earth once.
I have felt alien to this earth since a child, the love i brought with me has been like a candle gradually waning and now that candle has nearly gone out.
I know my life is somewhere else and i feel it calling to me, death is not the answer you will only carry on the cycle of incarnation trapped once again by those that have this planet enslaved.

Antaletriangle · 09-12-2008, 10:35 PM

Definitely photoshopped i can see it all over from clone tools, dodge loads of stuff if you know what yer looking for!

mystiq · 09-13-2008, 11:37 PM

It seems there is a strong family connection with these experiences for many. For example, when I showed images of greys online to my mother when visiting her this summer, she nearly jumped out of her skin. She sees these often while dreaming at night. She is of the view that most or all ets are evil spirits, however. Then talking to my grandmother she told me she had awoken in the night, very frightened knowing someone was in her room. She instinctively knew they had come through her window. But she was paralyzed and drifted back to sleep.
It also seems very common. My ex's common in law wife shared with me that both her son and her had exchanged ideas about alien abduction. They had both been aware of being dropped off back in their beds after a possible experience. Its very common now.

GenerationIke · 09-14-2008, 03:50 AM

Had alot of dreams about UFOs when I was younger. And my sister saw one. And I saw a few in the night, but I don't know if I was ever contacted. If I was, I don't recall or remember it. I just remember waking up one morning exhausted and remembering screaming alot all night long in a dream.

09-11-2008, 09:18 PM	#2
Carol Project Avalon Hero Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Big Island, Hawaii Posts: 2,008	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! I'm a psychotherapist and had an ET telepathic contact experience. I've also had client's who were taken.

09-12-2008, 07:23 AM	#4
Kate Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: currently UK, searching for a safe relocation in next year Posts: 319	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! Maybe you have never spoken out or talked about your experiences and you still feel very confused and traumatised about what has occurred? This is your chance to share with others and see how many people out there can relate and identify!! This thread is intended for sharing experiences/stories that have happened...it is NOT for debate or debunking.. it is just a space to explain how it has been for you!

09-12-2008, 07:36 AM	#5
Kate Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: currently UK, searching for a safe relocation in next year Posts: 319	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! hi everyone. thanks for all contributions and postings so far....!! I would really appreciate us all trying to keep this thread as straight forward as possible. just a space/place for sharing thoughts/feelings or stories directly connected to any contactee experience...whether its conscious memories or 'intuition' that something has taken place.... Some people could have suffered silently for a long time with things that may have happened to them..... and it was my intention they could come here for identification and support. It is easy for a thread to become weakened if the postings start to digres (have i spelt that right? LOL) namaste firehorse

09-12-2008, 11:35 AM	#6
macrostheblack Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 386	Re: CONTACTEES! msg for OPENEYES - comforting voices I read Openeyes addition and felt similar things have happened to me but they always leave mystery in their wake. When i was around 8 or 9 years old i was on holday with parents and felt down and unhappy, my father wasnt very loving and this made me feel off balance. As we where walking together it was getting dark and i looked at other people with their children and felt inadequate. Suddenly, a mans voice in my head spoke softly to me saying, "you have as much right to be here as everyone else". I took this in like it was from someone i knew. It then puzzled me but left me feeling alot better. On another occasion in my late teens, i awoke one morning not looking forward to going to work. The job involved working with some really difficult people and the public. As i thought about this the mans voice came again saying, your life and work are as needed for you to learn about and understand different kinds of people. This made sense to me and i think i thought, - oh, right. I then thought - old on a minute! where did that come from? My last expereince of this kind that i can recall occurred one day when i was awaking from a nap one weekend afternoon. This voice was male but sounded robotic and had a minor echo to it. This one caught my attention - again, li i felt i knew its owner but cannot remember clearly what it said. The more i awoke, the fainter was the voice. Years later i came across a recording of the so called Ashta command and that carried a similar tone to this voice i heard. hope this has been interesting for you all

09-12-2008, 02:10 PM	#8
virtute Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Austria Posts: 6	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! hullo everyone! firehorse gave me the hint to post a few questions regarding contactees in here in order to get some answers so, i'll just self-quote and hope you can help me and share some knowledge [quote=virtute;8551]mi first post on this forum, so be kind anyone here, who believes to have been abducted, or actually has been abducted in a clear state of mind? what i`m wondering about is: have "they" ever told you, for what purpose they were taking you, and why you in particullar? Have you been taken against your own will, or were you left a choice wether not to come with them? Do you have an idea, what this whole abduction thing is all about? what's the goal of it all, or is it even real i am wondering. the thing is, i very often have dreams about that, sometimes i feel very afraid, other times it's a feeling of relief to know we're not alone, but i can`t remeber of any time something actually hapened for real to me except one time i went to bed at 11 pm or so, woke up 2 hours later from a light sleep and was wondering why it was already 8 am.. but i think tha was most likely nothing special at all. regards, virtute Last edited by virtute; 09-12-2008 at 02:29 PM.

12-21-2009, 12:45 AM	#9
zaina Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: uk Posts: 99	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! I have posted on other posts about my experience ,but not all .so here is my story what i can fit i n .. As a child I Had men visit me 2 .a few times they were not ghosts they were people looked human like paler and 6 feet both were the same heights .I dont remember what they told me ..but will work on tha t . Alittle old lady visited me often .and talked and talked late in to the night ,I remember being tired ..when she left the high pitched noises would come which i didnt like ,thats all i rememver of that .but the lady i can still see her face now .. i have many many dreams of end times events but thats another story .. i have been taken i believe possibly 2 times .one from a tall grey looking long fingers very tall 8 feet i would say .he zapped me with his index finger as i saw him .and then i remember being put at the bottom of the bed and climbed back up to the top he zapped me again .i remember nothing in between on the before and after . the next time i remember waking up and having blood taken and i was being held ,the nurse was saying ,we have to do this ,now i had been asleep continue on next

12-21-2009, 01:04 AM	#10
zaina Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: uk Posts: 99	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! I really did think it was a dream till i looked at my arm and it had the needle mark and a small bruise .so i new it was real ,plus it was the same arm as i had seen the nurse put the needle in the nurse had a nurses hat on .black hair ,foriegn look englsih spoken .the place smelt musty and old .. another time i was at my friends house i had lying on her bed with a headache and starting feeling hands pull me through the matress ,this was very scary ,and the only time had been scared' totially different from the other two times ..i have had dreams of being on a ship with computer looking screeens in the room .and greys id say working these screens watching us . the latest is i had 2 circles on my arm joined to gether looking like the figure 8 just above my wrist ..stayed about 2 days .my sister is physic and my mother each have there own gifts ...I have had many many strange occurances like my mum coming in to my room smiling but her teeth were black then 2 minuites after my mum would come in to the room say the same thing smile and her teeth were normal .this kind of thing has happened at least 10 times to me with different people different events ..Ihave has high piched sounds in my head like harmonic tuning them self and like a air blowing trying to clear the channel .also one time i heard a man say hello hello when i held the energy of loving moments in my life ..i am left handed blue eyes and blonde i have a little very small lump in my knee and one behind my ear .the one behind my ear i found 2 years ago ...I will say i am no longer scares the event as the person before said was the unknown of why me and for what reason . i have one autistic boy ..and a daughter that has been told she indigo by a few light workers .. i have many more which i may put in later ..

12-21-2009, 04:50 PM	#12
zaina Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: uk Posts: 99	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! sorry ,un sure how to work this forum so it takes me a while to get back to answers . I have some sort of thing every night or every other I stopped going to sleep before 3 am as most happens before then .. After what it is they do with me I am exhausted and drained of energy and flop out .i do remember when i wait exactly what has happened ,you get to a stage where you know you cant do anything . last week was a strange one this [thing was little and lying on my chest very heavy ,I woke up and called jesus 3 times and felt this thing fly off me ,god knows what it was doing i can only guess [disgusting ] when i was on holiday i was just lying on the bed and this noise can in my head so loud ,any louder and my head would of burst .i heard like what souded like an alarm .then i felt a plug in sensation in the back of my neck to the side ,i was totially paralized at the time .after the plug in the alarm stopped and i came back to normalcy ..i have gone through the ceiling on 2 ocassions one was towards the light and the other was i went through the roof of my house ,straight through all the floors .the one going to the light i was in water and being lifted to the top that was 5 years ago.there is so many many i try to remember all i may repeat my self in places .. the end of time events are always the same ..flooded waste land calm sea but whilte sulfar looking covered everywhere no buildings just rocks and water ..even the sea has this white foam sulfar like substances all over it could be linked to past or present i dont know .. as a child i saw a reptillian in a mirror in a dream he scrached my hand as i woke up long stcratches were on my hands and i bite my nails in those days so wasnt me ... as i said on a other forum i do have nice gifts of reading people etc my friend describes me as light coming in to the room when i arrive ..which is so comforting ater my experiences ....i have many more and will post soon thank you for responding ....and i know om not alone in this brings me comfort ,love and light .

09-12-2008, 04:50 PM	#13
Carrie1971 Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Northwoods Posts: 151	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! I am not very good at writing.. So bear with me.. I wanted to share with you all I know that "UFO's" are real. I was very old before I found another person who told that often our contact will be masked. My first contact was masked with an elephant. Since I grew up in a rural area of the State of Washington there are not any there. At least not out running around in the woods. I still recall the fear I had of the elephant memory as I was a very young child, the idea was that I had a bad dream but the fear was with me for many days of the thing I remembered as a dream. Long before I was born my parents were set up on a blind date. The wife of that couple who set up their first date worked at an air base which had a "visit" the thing is that many people in the small town "saw" the craft. I have my own ideas of why the craft was there at that place you see just after this visit the people in the U.S. became aware that our government had built an inter continental missile system, and one of the bases was just to the east of this air strip. The boys from Project Blue Book (Or maybe the project before blue book I am not sure) however men from "Washington D.C." showed up in a couple days and after that event from that point on the wife would never speak of it.... Since they could not shut up the whole town I was raised with "ufo's" and other world craft as an common subject in my house. With that all being said.... Living life... I have seen a huge craft at tree top level. I now wonder if it was other world or our own? That was very strange as we saw it and that was it. Time passed.... Weeks later many people were speaking of the thing and a neighbor who had heard about it being seen by many the next valley over was talking about it. I said.. Oh we saw it. She said really you never said anything about that and you tell me everything.. My answer was. "We do not talk about it.".... Now here is the very strange part, if my answer to her was not strange enough. Some 19 years later we are having a family get together and our older daughter started to speak of "us" seeing it. I looked at her and said "You were not there" and it turns out she in fact was and I had been blocking out that she was with us. I still to this day can not recall her being with us. I just wanted to post I know we are not alone.. I also understand how upset a person can get over the human race and the nut house the school of planet earth can be. One other thing was at a point in life when I was "searching" for the WHY.... With life and the up's and down's of living it. All the "stuff" the small joys with hours of just doing and the heart break of lost love... What was the whole reason for life??? I was told.... "Life is a gift".. So I guess the message is be glad your soul has been given the gift again to be here on Earth.. At this time.. What a joy is to see others who also understand this is a time like no other. Well folks that is my thinking to share today. I can see this place has taken off like wild fire and there is no way I can read all the posts. I do try and check here so leave a personal message if you wish. I close with a question. How often do you look up? Has anyone seen orbs that appear as if they could be a sliver balloon? Just asking an open question. I know that Kerry was able to see a craft much the size of the one we saw as a family back in the late 70's But again I wonder if some are not our own that have been copied from other crashed craft.

02-02-2009, 05:23 AM	#16
waitinginthewings Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: BC. Canada Posts: 1,340	Re: CONTACTEES! DIFFICULTY IN READING LONG POSTS This is a very interesting and useful thread. However, I am having trouble trying to read the longer posts on this dark background. The text is small and the lines close together, so it becomes a blur to me, & I have to give up trying to read after the 2nd line, which is too bad. I am very interested in reading the whole story. Perhaps those who have a long story to share, could do it in short 4-5 line paragraphs, single spaced. Double spaced between paragraphs. I find this style much easier to read. (btw...am I the only one having trouble reading on this dark background. I wounder why this background color was chosen. thks for reading this.

09-12-2008, 05:29 PM	#19
mystiq Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Chilliwack, BC Posts: 23	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! There were a few sightings in my childhood and young adult years. When I was 5 I saw a grey, an advisor type (by that I mean a biological looking being rather than an android) who examined me coldly. I managed to get away and tell my mother and had no idea what it was until recently with images on the internet. My childhood was spent sleeping with the light on, waking to feeling someone was in my room, climbing into bed with my parents and brother. My brother had 2 hours missing time, driving truck for the family produce store. He and his partner saw a ufo dart behind a cloud. A moment later it exited and departed in a sharp sudden turn. That moment behind the cloud was a 2 hour missing time segment and they were driving ahead 2 hours on the road, flawlessly. My children and I moved to the coast just over a year ago, and now we have had so many sightings that my 7 year old is now frightened. He asscociates ufos with being taken in the night through windows, though he doesn't remember his dreams about it. He won't even come out if my 17 year old spots something, as he did last night again. And a helicopter that looked like it was following it. The first sighting we had at the coast was April 12, and it involved me, on the computer researching nwo, and having an internal rant in my head. I actually thought the exact words: : "they don't represent the human race (Bush and the cartel). Women and children do! (in vast numbers, and I was picturing the majority citizen of this world as poor and struggling to feed their children). I stood up and was frozen to the spot. A weird energy built quickly around me and the words, with emphasis came to me: "WE represent the human race!" It freaked me out and I grabbed a smoke and headed out back. There it was. It hovered for 4-6 minutes, and my 4 children ran outside. They waved, and one climbed the shed while I imagined that they were going to be kidnapped and kept trying to get them inside. The psi portion of the contact really creeped me out, because it means every one of our thoughts is monitored. And, due to the nature of the message I believed there must have been hybrids onboard, or they were connected to this program. One of my memories, which involved a vivid clear one, and the rest more as impressions. When I was 5, (the age I determined by the age of my brothers frightened face) I remember walking in a tube or see-through tunnel, clinging to a man in an old fashioned beige or taupe uniform, his blond hair very clipped. He looked like a nazi. We were on either side of him, and a grey was walking with us. The landscape was dark and forbidding and I know there is no breathable atmosphere on the moon. The impressions were of a room where there were many children, perhaps some were hybrids, some were taken like us, and there is a face of a female grey that I feel strong warmth towards, I believe she must have worked with the children, and was good with them. There was an elder grey/praying mantis? type male that was cooler, but I do believe he was gentle with us. I believe there were images of nordic looking people who I think weren't human, though in looks the woman with dark blond hair could have been. Maybe she used telepathy or something that made me feel otherwise because I very strongly do. This is more vague like I said. I also have dreamt all my life of a water treatment plant, that I never could place around our home town. This dream repeated often, and I'm thinking its connected to the base on the moon. My whole search is for agendas. I can't remember anything in full and really don't feel comfortable with the idea of hypnosis because I don't want to remember something that is too scary. I don't know what they were doing with all the children but it seemed to be groups and activities. Now, my 17 year old has told me twice he dreamt, recently, that he was aboard a space craft. The first time, just over a week ago, it looked like men in black type guys to him. And he was shown dates on a calendar, for October. He said it was as if something was written (such as names, and descriptions in sentences) every other day. He doesn't get to remember any of it. We are going to be reading the news to see anything, from the big to more obscure things next month, that might ring a bell for him. His second dream was hard for him to tell me. Everytime he thought about sharing, he had a bad headache. Finally at night he told me that he was put before a viewing screen and shown images that looked like a space ship crashing or being shot down and wounded greys, but whatever else was being shown and the whole purpose was forgotten. Then, 3 nights ago, he was up late. He often falls asleep on the couch. The cat was growling at something at the door. It kept looking up in the right hand corner. He checked everything out, opened the curtains a bit. The cat growled at him, for going near the door. He settled down with all the lights inside and outside off, and noticed a glowing light in the sliding doors. He kept trying to focus and then saw the grey, that was light colored and glowing like the moon, floating in the upper right hand corner of the door where the cat was growling and looking. He stopped being afraid, felt that it was admonishing him for being awake. And promptly went to sleep. This is exactly the scenario I wanted to avoid at all costs with my children! I am a spiritual person. I have meditated and prayed and asked for help. I awoke to a strong feeling (that still comes and goes but unlike a siting can't be shared and therefore I ignore often) of contact with a federation that is here and is on top of things, and an image of a blond haired man frequently in my head. When I ignore this and the positive feeling of hope (and I do!) I am immediately finding a video or long thread or information of similar things, positive accounts, one right after the other. I have sort of given up on the refusing to buy into this hype, because praying for help for our family and our planet to be protected from greys immediately brought this. In the end I'm glad because theres only so much negativity i can stand without getting depressed. But thats not without knowledge that these psi visitors could possibly induce positive feelings in a sort of pacification program. In otherwords I'm torn between this and sceptism of their agendas. I've read some bad ones. The point is for the months since this began, I felt that our family was protected from the greys. Now I understand due to my son's recent experiences that this is not so, and that no amount of seeking spiritual protection, or from your guardian (angel) or claiming universal law, or from claiming the protection of Creator's light and energy to prevent any being from touching you mind, body, soul or spirit works. It doesn't work! if someone thinks it has, the situation has changed a little for you thats all. I have suspected I have an implant in my right forhead or head area, probably inserted through the sinuses. I get cold feelings and numbness down my face at times. And I get shocks and headaches and of strong aversions to pursuing certain things at times. Now my son is getting headaches and aversion treatment. To be fair, we have never been hurt. I've had small marks much like punch biopsies, but nothing severe. He has a very small mark. He feels they're his friends and that they are nice. I had what I thought was a pregnancy when I was a young adult that terminated without a fetus when I was 2 1/2 months along (this is from looking back after many children and knowing my system). It was regular no matter what stress we went through except for pregnancies. I've given up on finding a way to end this. There doesn't seem to be one. Now my 17 year old and I are more concerned with discovering if we can find ways to help change the situations in this world and awaken others. Robert Miles interviews with Coast to coast on youtube, as well the video fastwalkers is extremely good. I am reaching the conclusion that while bad agendas are occurring, that there is a federation and some from that which wish to help us, because they sense the goodness and the tragedies within this primitive race trapped by greed and violence. I feel that even if we can only start, but quickly, with baby steps and find ways to waken others to the truth, as well start demonstrations against the governments (I keep thinking of a huge, dancing happy, face painting hippy type rally that continues and draws crowds and educates with books, videos, speakers, presentations and petitions and ready made letters to sign) if we could make the whole world dance together and get informed maybe, we could stop preaching to the choir and wake up others, if we take those steps they will then help us, or have something to give to their supervisors that could prevent a tragedy, such as them being ordered to push the reset button on the human race. Last edited by mystiq; 09-12-2008 at 06:12 PM.

09-12-2008, 06:09 PM	#20
Kate Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: currently UK, searching for a safe relocation in next year Posts: 319	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! Hiya Mysiq! Thankyou so very much in sharing this information and coming forward with your story! As a mother I cant even imagine how it must feel to know your children are experiencing contact and u aparently have no control in protecting your kids!! You appear to be dealing with this very well...and i really pray you get comfort from sites like these and the community that is developing here..!! I dont have any conscious recall of contact...but i have missing memory...images in my mind of things happening that dont add up....since the age of 13 been deeply into esoterical research and always believed there were aliens among us. I remeber when my daughter was born, I went into a seemingly 'irrational' phase of being paranoid my baby was going to be 'taken in the night' ...so she slept in my bed for the first 8 months and then when I got the courage to transfer her to a cot in her own room..i awoke at least 5 times a night just to check she was there!! I left lights on..double checked windows and doors like i was a person with OCD!! Basically, I had no idea why i felt like this and i felt very isolated, anxious and paranoid!! I tried everything from writing affirmations all over my home..smudge sticks...other energy cleansers...throwing salt in all coeners of room...doing spells from books to ward off 'negative energy' etc etc.... Right now, I still do believe there is much lighter positive realms/vibrations/dimensions where a soul cant be touched by these parasite negative forces..... however, on this 3D place ..it does appear that we are the prey and the hunted....so all we can do is try to act/think/visualize to our highest intentions what we want to individually and collectively happen ....and i think thats our only main 'protection' out there..... I really got alot out of your share, and once again thankyou.... stay safe and peace love and light to you and your family! namaste fire

09-12-2008, 06:22 PM	#21
mystiq Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Chilliwack, BC Posts: 23	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! Dealing with this seems to be easier with memory loss. I really feel that piecing things together, connecting obvious dots, from a basic overall feeling of safety helps. I've always been spiritual and a little psi myself so the feeling of safety is kind of an inner knowing that is well, even if disaster should strike. I really believe we are different lessons or things to do while here. If Robert Miles (and I've read this from another person's account) is right and this is a prison planet of sorts, or if they're lying but doing so to try and make us see how urgent it is for us to make those first steps so they can see outer signs of the inner goodness they do see in us, then theres a lot going on here. In the end its all about our growth. I would probably fall to pieces if remembering some harsh experiences involving rape and control like a few cases out there! Without in any way trying to make the overall picture rosy, because there are many differing elements to ufology, ours doesn't seem to be done in a way so as to harm or traumatize us, but its not appreciated. Nothing is allowed near my children! That being said, theres no easy out.

09-12-2008, 10:31 PM	#22
Jacqui D Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Kent,England Posts: 1,267	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! These varied experiences seem to have something similiar we all have a knowing that we are different to those around us, family, friends. Even those of us who have children that have been through the same ordeal. We feel alone and are waiting i have been waiting all my life. Now what it is i could never say but now i feel i am finally realising that i have never been alone because there has always been someone there encouraging me on when times are bad and they have been REALLY!!! bad of late. It has been hard trying to live this different life, my family do not understand although i feel eventually they will i think, because what ever is about to happen will be the biggest experience for all mankind. We have all sensed this that is why we are here on this site now talking of these experiences. I have had a voice telling me in the past things which i hold dear to my heart i was shown a beautiful world much more colourful than this one. This is no spirituality trip i feel this is my future, i have always said and continue to say that i have only recarnated on this earth once. I have felt alien to this earth since a child, the love i brought with me has been like a candle gradually waning and now that candle has nearly gone out. I know my life is somewhere else and i feel it calling to me, death is not the answer you will only carry on the cycle of incarnation trapped once again by those that have this planet enslaved.

09-12-2008, 10:35 PM	#23
Antaletriangle Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: U.K. Posts: 3,380	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! Definitely photoshopped i can see it all over from clone tools, dodge loads of stuff if you know what yer looking for!

09-13-2008, 11:37 PM	#24
mystiq Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Chilliwack, BC Posts: 23	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! It seems there is a strong family connection with these experiences for many. For example, when I showed images of greys online to my mother when visiting her this summer, she nearly jumped out of her skin. She sees these often while dreaming at night. She is of the view that most or all ets are evil spirits, however. Then talking to my grandmother she told me she had awoken in the night, very frightened knowing someone was in her room. She instinctively knew they had come through her window. But she was paralyzed and drifted back to sleep. It also seems very common. My ex's common in law wife shared with me that both her son and her had exchanged ideas about alien abduction. They had both been aware of being dropped off back in their beds after a possible experience. Its very common now.

09-14-2008, 03:50 AM	#25
GenerationIke Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Geneva, NY Posts: 156	Re: CONTACTEES! a place for anyone who has been affected! Had alot of dreams about UFOs when I was younger. And my sister saw one. And I saw a few in the night, but I don't know if I was ever contacted. If I was, I don't recall or remember it. I just remember waking up one morning exhausted and remembering screaming alot all night long in a dream.