Bill Ryan's personal Question-and-Answer thread. Pile it on. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Dear All:

I figured it might be interesting (and useful) for me to open up a specific thread for questions and answers addressed to myself. I might have done this years ago (possibly! I can't actually remember), but if so, it's been buried under thousands of threads and I definitely can't find it. :)

I'll undertake to answer every question with full transparency, the only exceptions being if it involves stating something sensitive about another person without their consent, or if for any other reason something was previously agreed to be off-record.

Profound and difficult questions are welcome, as are trivial ones. There'll be absolutely no criticism of anyone for any question asked, as long as the sincere intention is to know the answer. Take it away.

:happy dog:

[ramus]

This isn't the first time I've noticed this, but as an example today a Monsanto's thread , there are many on this subject over a period of years, can they all be put together, or, which i suspect is to hard to collate?

[Sunny-side-up]

Bill you might want to include 'only so many questions per post' there might be a lot ;)






From Bill: All good. We'll see how it goes. :)

[TomKat]

Bill, what do you think of Capt Mark Richards?

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, what do you think of Capt Mark Richards?

I never met him personally. I never even once discussed him with Kerry. From what I can gather (and I have the same information you do), the work done by Geoff Reed and Kevin Moore, presented here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?103447-Problems-with-Mark-Richards-SSP-testimony-to-Kerry-Cassidy), is rock solid.

[Houman]

Hi Bill,
How is life in Ecuador? Does it feel like home? If you were to do it again, would you settle down there?
Houman

[samildamach]

Hi bill
And thx for opening not just this thread,but yourself for questions.i have a note pad a spotlight and a sound proof room Waiting for you.
Do you think that the Avalon forums have been the subject of attempts at infiltration from groups with there own agenda,for there own purposes,not neccesarily good?

[Innocent Warrior]

If you could make just one book mandatory reading for everyone, what would it be?

[RunningDeer]

Recently you mentioned there are days that go by where you talk with no one, so I was pleasantly surprised that you turned the camera on yourself in the latest expedition video (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93672-Another-vicarious-adventure-and-another-Avalon-Cairn--for-the-Wawa-Grande-this-time-&p=1255581&viewfull=1#post1255581).

I have a feeling that you’re preparing to make yourself available for guest spots on other platforms such as Joe from the Carolinas, Dark Journalists and/or join up with other panel guests. Or perhaps invite others to join in the conversation with you?
Yes? https://i.imgur.com/3x9om0z.gif

[OopsWrongPlanet?]

Hi Bill,

Thanks so much for this invitation.

1. What do you think is the single most significant whistleblower/contactee testimony that has been presented to you in your career so far, and why?

2. And what do you think is the biggest red-herring testimony so far (even if it had you wondering)?

3. And which testimony (if any) still has you (most) wondering/perplexed?

Thanks so much for all you do here, Bill. And especially for, rather than aggrandising yourself and your own reputation as many seem to prefer to do, instead growing a community with the encouragement to everyone to 'think for yourself', 'study the evidence' etc.

Respect and gratitude.

x

M

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,
How is life in Ecuador? Does it feel like home? If you were to do it again, would you settle down there?
Houman


How is life in Ecuador?
There are many advantages. It's super-cheap, super-healthy (organic fruit and veg everywhere, raw milk, fresh spring water from my kitchen tap, no chemtrails), and I'm surrounded by greenery and mountains. No mosquitoes, either: absolutely nothing that bites... go figure.
For many reading this, they'd find it near-idyllic. But I know almost nobody here (Avalon member Warren Light (wnlight (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?22770-wnlight)) lives 25 miles away, and we connect periodically, but he's almost the only person here I can call a friend), and it's like being on a very pleasant desert island. I regularly spend periods of several days at a time when I never talk — literally speak a word — to any human (only my dog :) ). I'm very used to it, but it's kinda strange.
See this thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93672-Another-vicarious-adventure-and-another-Avalon-Cairn--for-the-Wawa-Grande-this-time-), maybe starting here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93672-Another-vicarious-adventure-and-another-Avalon-Cairn--for-the-Wawa-Grande-this-time-&p=1252518&viewfull=1#post1252518), for my mountain explorations — also solo — which are adventurous, interesting, and hugely enjoyable. Photogenic, too. :)



Does it feel like home?
Great question. It does, now. It took a while.



If you were to do it again, would you settle down there?
No. I'd have stayed in Switzerland, where I was living really happily for several years until 2011. Leaving Switzerland was an enormous, life-changing, personal mistake.

[Praxis]

Bill thanks for the thread and the chance.

Have you ever had an extraordinary experience? Can you tell us this story?

[RunningDeer]

Bill, what do you think of Capt Mark Richards?

I never met him personally. I never even once discussed him with Kerry. From what I can gather (and I have the same information you do), the work done by Geoff Reed and Kevin Moore, presented here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?103447-Problems-with-Mark-Richards-SSP-testimony-to-Kerry-Cassidy), is rock solid.
You may not have seen the latest video (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?103447-Problems-with-Mark-Richards-SSP-testimony-to-Kerry-Cassidy&p=1256177&viewfull=1#post1256177) out last evening. A few minutes into it is a clip of Kevin Moore interviewing Richard Dolan at his home. There's a partial transcript of Richard Dolan.
Bill, you are welcome tohttps://i.imgur.com/wTlYXrZ.gifthis off topic post.

♡

[Bill Ryan]

If you could make just one book mandatory reading for everyone, what would it be?

I'm going to cheat, and quote two. :)


Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance (http://projectavalon.net/Zen_and_the_Art_of_Motorcycle_Maintenance_Robert_Pirsig.pdf), by Robert Pirsig.
The Holographic Universe (http://projectavalon.net/The_Holographic_Universe_Michael_Talbot.pdf), by Michael Talbot.

If pressed for just one, it would be the first.

[NX.P]

Back in the 80s a gentleman named John Algeo posed the following hypothetical, but by no means impossible, situations intended for the individual to decide how they would respond in each situation, given a very limited range of possible responses. Place yourself imaginatively in these circumstances and answer honestly:



FIRST, let’s suppose that you are walking down the street in a big city late at night. You are alone. Suddenly out of the shadows steps a very large man who shoves you against the wall of a building and says with a threatening tone of voice, “Give me your money. All of it.” You instinctively take a few steps to the right to get away, but he follows and pulls a knife, saying, “Now!” As you are fumbling for your wallet, suddenly you realize that now directly behind the man is an uncovered manhole. If you quickly give him a push, he will fall into it, and quite likely be badly hurt.What do you do? (A) Do you give the mugger your money? (B) Or do you push him into the manhole?

SECOND, suppose you are a policeman walking down that same city street at midday when you see a chimpanzee that has escaped from a local pet shop. The street is full of pedestrians, and the chimpanzee—obviously in a state of intense agitation—is attacking some of the people. It has already bitten several of them. What do you do? (A) Do you get on your walkie-talkie and call for the animal detail to come with tranquilizer darts? (B) Or do you pull out your revolver and shoot the chimp?

THIRD, suppose you are a physician. One of your patients is a young woman who is pregnant, in her fifth month. Earlier in her pregnancy you prescribed a drug which she took for some time. Now you have discovered that the drug has side effects, hitherto unknown, that can damage a fetus. Tests reveal that the fetus is indeed malformed. The woman requests an abortion. What do you do? (A) Do you refuse to perform the abortion? (B) Or do you perform the abortion?

FOURTH, you are still a physician. A woman in her mid-twenties and in excellent health comes to you. She is in her fifth month of pregnancy, but unmarried. She says that she is unwilling to have a child and requests you to abort the pregnancy. She is sexually active, uses birth control only sporadically, and has had abortions before. What do you do? (A) Do you refuse to perform the abortion? (B) Or do you perform the abortion?

FIFTH, you are driving your automobile in very heavy traffic. You are stopped at an intersection by a red light. There is a long line of cars behind you. Another car from the rear of the line drives forward on the shoulder of the road and pulls up on your right. That car edges forward, and the driver clearly intends to cut in ahead of you. The light turns green. What do you do? (A) Do you let the other driver cut in ahead? (B) Or do you step on the gas in your car to prevent the other car from cutting in?

SIXTH, you are the President of the United States. The Island of Guam has been attacked and captured by a Far Eastern power which claims it has rightful title to that island on historical grounds. The present inhabitants of the island overwhelmingly want it to remain an American protectorate, but the Far Eastern power is on the island and in military command of it. They have also rejected any discussion of the sovereignty of the island and have declared that the only issue they will discuss is how to evacuate those islanders who want to leave. What do you do? (A) Do you begin setting up evacuation procedures? (B) Or do you order the U.S. military forces to prepare for an invasion of the island?

SEVENTH, you are Director of the FBI. A terrorist has hidden an atomic bomb on the island of Manhattan. It is set to detonate within a few days unless he is paid several million dollars, ten friends of his who are in jail for terrorism are released, and safe passage to Libya is arranged for all of them. The FBI has the terrorist in custody, but has no leads on the location of the bomb. One of your subordinates suggests that there is only one way to discover the location of the bomb: subject the terrorist to physical torture. What do you do? (A) Do you wait, hoping that the terrorist will have a change of heart? (B) Or do you tell your subordinate to try physical torture?

EIGHTH, you are the mother of a newborn child. Your child has been kidnapped by a terrorist group and is being held hostage for the release of political prisoners—other terrorists in jail. The leader of the terrorist group has been caught, but refuses to reveal the whereabouts of the others or of the baby. The FBI tells you that they have no clues, but are considering the use of “pressure”—that is, physical torture—to discover where the kidnappers have the baby. What do you do? (A) Do you ask them not to use physical violence on the kidnapper? (B) Or do you tell them you hope they will do whatever is necessary?

FINALLY, you are a member of a jury that must sentence a convicted murderer. This is his fifth conviction of murder. Twice he killed during the course of armed robberies. Once he was a hired killer. Once he killed a fellow inmate in prison. This time he murdered a kidnap victim. Your choice is to vote for life imprisonment, with automatic review for parole in ten years, or for the death penalty. What do you do? (A) Do you vote for life imprisonment with possibility of parole? (B) Or do you vote for the death penalty?

[Bill Ryan]

Bill thanks for the thread and the chance.

Have you ever had an extraordinary experience? Can you tell us this story?

I've had a few. :)

The obvious one, which many readers may already know about, was when I had an ET appear in my room, back in 1984, when I was 100% wide awake and fully alert.

It suddenly materialized like something out of a Star Trek beam-me-up-Scottie device, looked at me silently for about 45-60 seconds (hard to estimate time when something like that is happening!), and then disappeared (faded out) again. It looked like a bald-headed 12-year old child, with near human features but quite large (not almond-shaped) eyes.

If I'd had a camera, I could have taken its portrait. It was about 10 feet away, in full, well-lit, clear view. Not a illusion, a dream, a hallucination, or an invention. One might say I was a little shocked. :) It's the only time that has happened.

[Ernie Nemeth]

If you could make just one book mandatory reading for everyone, what would it be?

I'm going to cheat, and quote two. :)


Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance (sftp://bill_sftp:@projectavalon.net/Zen_and_the_Art_of_Motorcycle_Maintenance_Robert_Pirsig.pdf), by Robert Pirsig.
The Holographic Universe (http://projectavalon.net/The_Holographic_Universe_Michael_Talbot.pdf), by Michael Talbot.

If pressed for just one, it would be the first.

both on my book shelf...

[waves]

After all these years I still don't have one reliable answer to the biggest Q and am always astounded that interviewers rarely ask it - like no one asked Bob Dean.

Sorry, this one question is not one question by nature. I know it's unanswerable without possibly a lot adjoining explanations, but simple is OK. I'm very curious what you've decided is the most likely answer after so many years of cutting edge data gathering.

IF it even exists, how would you describe the nature of the human soul?

One, where does it start? Has Bill Ryan always existed, is he billions of years into travel?

Do you agree with Tom Campbell who calls it an 'individuated unit of consciousness' - and our temporary earth personality (of which there are many other offshoots in the universe at a time) dissolves into it's greater self at birth and the sum of data once called Bill Ryan doesn't continue, but other individuations of the greater soul continue to manifest as others, in a long quest to reduce entropy?

Or, does Bill Ryan stay Bill Ryan through many sequential lifetimes, possibly creating repeating soul families, learning, growing and eventually evolving/dissolving (back?) into a greater self.

Or, are we temporary and/or loosh generating constructs in an advanced beings'... or rogue AI's desperate to stay in existence.... virtual reality game?

Or?

What especially throws me about the 'nature of soul' at all are the reports of advanced alien's ability to create souls and/or capture souls, store souls for future use, and put them into bodies. It scares me that possibly you can advance in a universe to the point of the ability to 'make' souls. What would that imply about a 'soul'?

My personal view at this time is that this answer is way more fantastical and unimaginable than our minds can fathom, and especially has nothing to do with any easy to swallow/follow religious explanation.

Thank you very much in advance!

[Houman]

If you were to do it again, would you settle down there?
No. I'd have stayed in Switzerland, where I was living really happily for several years until 2011. Leaving Switzerland was an enormous, life-changing, personal mistake.


Thanks. I also sometimes feel like this about leaving Marseille for Los Angeles...

Sometimes I have the feeling that these "new countries" are missing a soul compared to old ones...

JgvjC1k0raM




"Only a nation of unenlightened half-wits could have taken this beautiful place and turned it into what it is today – a shopping mall. A big ****ing shopping mall. You know that, that’s all you’ve got here, folks. Mile after mile after mile of malls after malls. Many, many malls. Major malls and mini malls. They put the mini malls in between the major malls, and in between the mini malls, they put the mini marts. And in between the mini marts, you got the car lots, gas stations, muffler shops, laundry mats, cheap motels, fast food joints, strip clubs and dirty bookstores. America the beautiful. One big transcontinental commercial cesspool. And how do the people feel about all this? How do people feel about living in a coast to coast shopping mall? Well they think it’s JUST ****ING DANDY!They think it is as cool as can be, because Americans love the mall. That’s where they get to satisfy their two most prominent addictions, at the same time – shopping and eating. Millions of semi-conscious Americans, day after day, shuffling through the malls, shopping and eating."

George Carlin on America being a big shopping mall

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,

Thanks so much for this invitation.

1. What do you think is the single most significant whistleblower/contactee testimony that has been presented to you in your career so far, and why?

2. And what do you think is the biggest red-herring testimony so far (even if it had you wondering)?

3. And which testimony (if any) still has you (most) wondering/perplexed?

Thanks so much for all you do here, Bill. And especially for, rather than aggrandising yourself and your own reputation as many seem to prefer to do, instead growing a community with the encouragement to everyone to 'think for yourself', 'study the evidence' etc.

Respect and gratitude.

x

M


What do you think is the single most significant whistleblower/contactee testimony that has been presented to you in your career so far, and why?
'Henry Deacon' / Arthur Neumann (his real name). He was 100% authentic. I was convinced then, and I'm convinced now. He really did go to Mars (for short periods), and he really did get there via a device that I called a 'Jumproom' but which he said was called 'The Corridor'.
It was also Henry who confirmed the codename 'Solar Warden', which most researchers wrongly attribute to Gary McKinnon. I wrote about it on the Camelot blog back in 2007, and then it very gradually went viral from there.



And what do you think is the biggest red-herring testimony so far (even if it had you wondering)?
Pete Peterson. We were all fooled by him. He was certainly a military scientist (or technician) of some kind, but was principally a Walter Mitty character with a really convincing storyline that Kerry Cassidy, David Wilcock and I all fell for.



And which testimony (if any) still has you (most) wondering/perplexed?
Michael Relfe in The Mars Records (http://themarsrecords.com). Relfe was the originator, way back in 2000, of what is now known as the '20-and-back' thing. The two books of his testimony (featuring detailed transcripts of regression sessions) are free and written by his counselor wife Stephanie, he's never once sought publicity or any payment for anything, and has never spoken at any conference.
As much as I'm certain that Corey Goode is an asset, delusional, or a pathological liar, Relfe's bewildering and VERY detailed testimony — which Corey Goode and others have unashamedly plagiarized — needs to be considered on its own merits and in my opinion can't easily be dismissed.

[Bill Ryan]

Recently you mentioned there are days that go by where you talk with no one, so I was pleasantly surprised that you turned the camera on yourself in the latest expedition video (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93672-Another-vicarious-adventure-and-another-Avalon-Cairn--for-the-Wawa-Grande-this-time-&p=1255581&viewfull=1#post1255581).

I have a feeling that you’re preparing to make yourself available for guest spots on other platforms such as Joe from the Carolinas, Dark Journalists and/or join up with other panel guests. Or perhaps invite others to join in the conversation with you?
Yes? https://i.imgur.com/3x9om0z.gif
I'd absolutely love to do a thing with Joe. I've been invited on a number of radio shows recently, but the only one I've accepted was with Daniel Liszt (the Dark Journalist) last year — and of course Kerry Cassidy's recent livestream tribute to Bob Dean.

I have to say, if I may, I really dislike the time-limited, often very haphazard/chaotic, and sometimes rather unprofessional live radio show format. I'd far rather do something 'properly', as it were. Ever since the start of Project Camelot, I've always regarded quality as far more important than quantity. I feel strongly there's WAY too much 'quantity' of people's voices at the moment. It's a real cacophony sometimes.

Many important signals get utterly drowned in the noise — which is increasing steadily all the time as everyone with a computer and a microphone clamors, often narcissistically, to be heard. It's a major problem that not that many people are talking about.

[ExomatrixTV]

Bill, Am a long-time big fan of you the day that you started Project Camelot with Kerry Cassidy and also when you continued your separate ways ... I know you may get tired and/or irritated if anyone ask questions about your connection to Scientology. (I have my own experiences with them last 3 decades).

But love to read simple answers to some basic questions:

01. How, when & why did you become connected to Scientology?
02. Did you become an official member or you had indirect contacts (like me).
03. Do you see your (former) connection to Scientology as a burden maybe not wanting to be associated with them anymore? Or do you see them as just a phase in your live and you grew beyond them?
04. How much has Scientology (maybe just temporarily) influenced you?
05. Have you ever done, or would you want to make a (critical) "Special" about Scientology's Role in Mass media, Hollywood, Politics, Ufology, Conspiracy Research etc.
06. I know personally ex-Scientology members that joined Ronsorg(dot)com they claim to be different (better?) ... How do you see the new spinoff?
07. I sincerely hope I did not offend or insult your intelligence & integrity ... am just really curious! Maybe you can make a Special Vlog about that!

Keep Up The Good Work :)

Sincerely & cheers,
John Kuhles

[Bill Ryan]

After all these years I still don't have one reliable answer to the biggest Q and am always astounded that interviewers rarely ask it - like no one asked Bob Dean.

Sorry, this one question is not one question by nature. I know it's unanswerable without possibly a lot adjoining explanations, but simple is OK. I'm very curious what you've decided is the most likely answer after so many years of cutting edge data gathering.

IF it even exists, how would you describe the nature of the human soul?

One, where does it start? Has Bill Ryan always existed, is he billions of years into travel?

Do you agree with Tom Campbell who calls it an 'individuated unit of consciousness' - and our temporary earth personality (of which there are many other offshoots in the universe at a time) dissolves into it's greater self at birth and the sum of data once called Bill Ryan doesn't continue, but other individuations of the greater soul continue to manifest as others, in a long quest to reduce entropy?

Or, does Bill Ryan stay Bill Ryan through many sequential lifetimes, possibly creating repeating soul families, learning, growing and eventually evolving/dissolving (back?) into a greater self.

Or, are we temporary and/or loosh generating constructs in an advanced beings'... or rogue AI's desperate to stay in existence.... virtual reality game?

Or?

What especially throws me about the 'nature of soul' at all are the reports of advanced alien's ability to create souls and/or capture souls, store souls for future use, and put them into bodies. It scares me that possibly you can advance in a universe to the point of the ability to 'make' souls. What would that imply about a 'soul'?

My personal view at this time is that this answer is way more fantastical and unimaginable than our minds can fathom, and especially has nothing to do with any easy to swallow/follow religious explanation.

Thank you very much in advance!

Well, the soul (or one's one core spirit, or fundamental essence — we have a semantic problem here, in part!) is


Eternal
Indestructible
Not invulnerable (bad things can happen to it)
A potential source of knowledge, creation and manifestation — of anything.

It also has a core personality (somewhat influenced by different 'body personalities' each lifetime, culture, socialization, and much else, but the core is there) — and a core personal mission. The latter is why we humans have a sense of purpose... even though it's sometimes elusive and unclear, and can be non-obvious to tap into. We carry it with us across lifetimes.

I've never experienced the 'soul families' thing — though we all have 'old friends' (and opponents!) that we continually meet up with over and over again. That's not to dismiss the concept, but I have no personal knowledge of it.

[ichingcarpenter]

Thanks for allowing me on your site I enjoy the intellectual level of many here and your sense of balanced reasoning

Question: Do you have any children that you know about?

Does Kerry have any?

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, Am a big fan of you the day that you started Project Camelot with Kerry Cassidy and also when you continued separate ways ... I know you may get tired and/or irritated of anyone ask questions about your connection to Scientology. (I have my own experience with them last 3 decades).

But love to read simple answers to some basic questions:

01. How, when & why did you become connected to Scientology?
02. Did you become an official member or you had indirect contacts (like me).
03. Do you see your (former) connection to Scientology as a burden maybe not wanting to be associated with them anymore? Or do you see it as just a phase in your live and you grew beyond them?
04. Have you ever done or would you want to make a (critical) "Special" about Scientology's Role in Mass media, Hollywood, Politics, Ufology etc.
05. I know personally ex-Scientology people that joined Ronsorg(dot)com they claim to be different (better) ... how do you see them?
06. I sincerely hope I did not offend or insult your intelligence & integrity ... am just really curious! Maybe you can make a Vlog about that!

Keep Up The Good Work :)

Sincerely & cheers,

John Kuhles

01. How, when & why did you become connected to Scientology?

Back in 1984, I did Werner Erhard's est training in London. I got a huge amount of benefit from it, was pretty astounded at how well it worked, and immediately wanted to know where on earth all these techniques and processes came from. It was like a huge magic box that I'd never suspected existed.

I immersed myself in Werner Erhard's biography (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Werner_Erhard_(book)), and realized it was really all repackaged Scientology — certainly all the parts that were powerful and effective.

(Aside: my then-partner Angi was on est staff at the time, and was the personal assistant to Erhard's sister; so indirectly, I got to know the organization pretty well.)

02. Did you become an official member or you had indirect contacts (like me).

So I started reading one or two of Hubbard's basic books, and everything I read made total sense. I discussed it with another person who I'd shared the est experience with, who was a former Church of Scientology member, and they strongly advised me not to go ANYWHERE NEAR the 'Church' — but instead find a 'Free Zone' auditor (counselor). So that's what I did. I was never a member of the 'Church'.

I'd give the same very strong advice to anyone now. (In fact, if any friend of mine had an intention to do anything at all with the official Church of Scientology, I'd probably do whatever I could to physically restrain them. Not a joke. :) )

03. Do you see your (former) connection to Scientology as a burden maybe not wanting to be associated with them anymore? Or do you see it as just a phase in your live and you grew beyond them?

No burden at all. And nothing to hide. I've always been open about it. I don't proselytize (promote), but at the same time it's no secret. I'm happy to talk about it for as long as anyone else wants me to. It's a bit like talking about being a Buddhist. :)

It's not a 'former' connection, either. But rather like learning meditation or yoga (these are analogies), once one's learned the skills and techniques one can apply them to oneself in one's own time, unless one's fallen into a hole and needs another experienced person to lend a hand. (This does happen!)

When I was in Switzerland, I was on the Ron's Org Committee for a while. ('Ron's Org' is the premier 'Free Zone' organization, unconnected with the Church of Scientology, that continues to offer both Hubbard's original untampered-with work, and the significant development of it that was pioneered by his colleague and protégé Bill Robertson.)

But on my desert island here in Ecuador, I keep connected with one or two well-trained friends over the internet, and the rest if the time I fly solo if I ever need to. The last formal 'level' I completed is called SOL 1, just last month. I did that on my own.

04. Have you ever done or would you want to make a (critical) "Special" about Scientology's Role in Mass media, Hollywood, Politics, Ufology etc.

Never. :)

05. I know personally ex-Scientology people that joined Ronsorg(dot)com they claim to be different (better) ... how do you see them?

They're the highest quality people: solid, sane, highly aware, pleasant, very able, and utterly ethical. Some of them are remarkable human beings by any standards. Many of them I still count as friends. See my #03 above.

06. I sincerely hope I did not offend or insult your intelligence & integrity ... am just really curious! Maybe you can make a Vlog about that!

Not at all. I could write (or say) far more. It's a huge subject... the above is the tip of an extremely large and interesting iceberg.

[Bill Ryan]

Thanks for allowing me on your site I enjoy the intellectual level of many here and your sense of balanced reasoning

Question: Do you have any children that you know about?

Does Kerry have any?

No, and no.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi bill
And thx for opening not just this thread,but yourself for questions.i have a note pad a spotlight and a sound proof room Waiting for you.
Do you think that the Avalon forums have been the subject of attempts at infiltration from groups with there own agenda,for there own purposes,not neccesarily good?

What a fascinating question. Actually, no, I don't. We do know that one or two individuals have managed to gain entry who we think were up to no good, one of them for sure. But on the whole, I actually think that the forum is pretty untainted. When we get periodic bouts of full moon craziness, as best I know and can tell, it's just normal human craziness (you know what I mean! :) ), and nothing stirred up directly by any malevolent group.

The firewalls, fire sprinklers, and intruder detection systems we have (for almost all of which we have Paul (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?2030-Paul) to be deeply grateful for) really do work highly effectively.

[Builder]

What is you opinion on:

* David Icke's shape shifting theory
* Star seeds, ET soul migrations, hybrid souls
* Advice for people who have been down the rabbit hole and are struggling to integrate that with RL

[Bill Ryan]

Back in the 80s a gentleman named John Algeo posed the following hypothetical, but by no means impossible, situations intended for the individual to decide how they would respond in each situation, given a very limited range of possible responses. Place yourself imaginatively in these circumstances and answer honestly:



FIRST, let’s suppose that you are walking down the street in a big city late at night. You are alone. Suddenly out of the shadows steps a very large man who shoves you against the wall of a building and says with a threatening tone of voice, “Give me your money. All of it.” You instinctively take a few steps to the right to get away, but he follows and pulls a knife, saying, “Now!” As you are fumbling for your wallet, suddenly you realize that now directly behind the man is an uncovered manhole. If you quickly give him a push, he will fall into it, and quite likely be badly hurt.What do you do? (A) Do you give the mugger your money? (B) Or do you push him into the manhole?






Push him into the manhole.

An interesting supplementary question would be if I was potentially protecting or taking responsibility for someone else who was maybe more vulnerable, like a woman, an elderly person, or a child.





I'd probably act even faster, and I'd not care what happened to him. I'd have no sympathy. He has to deal with the consequences of his own life choices and actions. That's just the way it works.


SECOND, suppose you are a policeman walking down that same city street at midday when you see a chimpanzee that has escaped from a local pet shop. The street is full of pedestrians, and the chimpanzee—obviously in a state of intense agitation—is attacking some of the people. It has already bitten several of them. What do you do? (A) Do you get on your walkie-talkie and call for the animal detail to come with tranquilizer darts? (B) Or do you pull out your revolver and shoot the chimp?






I'd NEVER shoot the chimp. (Or any other animal, unless there was absolutely no alternative to saving a human life.) I have a profound respect and sense of value for all animal life.


THIRD, suppose you are a physician. One of your patients is a young woman who is pregnant, in her fifth month. Earlier in her pregnancy you prescribed a drug which she took for some time. Now you have discovered that the drug has side effects, hitherto unknown, that can damage a fetus. Tests reveal that the fetus is indeed malformed. The woman requests an abortion. What do you do? (A) Do you refuse to perform the abortion? (B) Or do you perform the abortion?






I'd do exactly as the woman wished.


FOURTH, you are still a physician. A woman in her mid-twenties and in excellent health comes to you. She is in her fifth month of pregnancy, but unmarried. She says that she is unwilling to have a child and requests you to abort the pregnancy. She is sexually active, uses birth control only sporadically, and has had abortions before. What do you do? (A) Do you refuse to perform the abortion? (B) Or do you perform the abortion?






I'd decline to perform the abortion — but I'd be fully aware that she could always go to another physician the very next day, and almost certainly would.


FIFTH, you are driving your automobile in very heavy traffic. You are stopped at an intersection by a red light. There is a long line of cars behind you. Another car from the rear of the line drives forward on the shoulder of the road and pulls up on your right. That car edges forward, and the driver clearly intends to cut in ahead of you. The light turns green. What do you do? (A) Do you let the other driver cut in ahead? (B) Or do you step on the gas in your car to prevent the other car from cutting in?






I'd always let the other driver in ahead of me. (Why not? :) )


SIXTH, you are the President of the United States. The Island of Guam has been attacked and captured by a Far Eastern power which claims it has rightful title to that island on historical grounds. The present inhabitants of the island overwhelmingly want it to remain an American protectorate, but the Far Eastern power is on the island and in military command of it. They have also rejected any discussion of the sovereignty of the island and have declared that the only issue they will discuss is how to evacuate those islanders who want to leave. What do you do? (A) Do you begin setting up evacuation procedures? (B) Or do you order the U.S. military forces to prepare for an invasion of the island?






I'd order the military to defend the island. The determining factor is the wish of the inhabitants.


SEVENTH, you are Director of the FBI. A terrorist has hidden an atomic bomb on the island of Manhattan. It is set to detonate within a few days unless he is paid several million dollars, ten friends of his who are in jail for terrorism are released, and safe passage to Libya is arranged for all of them. The FBI has the terrorist in custody, but has no leads on the location of the bomb. One of your subordinates suggests that there is only one way to discover the location of the bomb: subject the terrorist to physical torture. What do you do? (A) Do you wait, hoping that the terrorist will have a change of heart? (B) Or do you tell your subordinate to try physical torture?






Interesting. Shades of Kiefer Sutherland (a) as Jack Bauer in 24, and (b) as Tom Kirkman in Designated Survivor — a very opposite character. The scripts would be 100% different. :)

In Designated Survivor, Kirkman would refuse to hurt a soul despite all his generals insisting on a violent solution, and instead would think of something fantastically clever (likely involving magnanimous diplomacy with a third party) to retrieve the entire situation AND also bring the terrorists to justice. But the problem is, that doesn't always work out so magically in real life.

I have to say that if the choice was between causing the injury or death of one person, and allowing the injury of death of millions, for me it would be a straightforward equation to give the necessary order. And I have a keen sense of justice, so I would NOT be happy letting genuine terrorists go free just to recreate the same scenario later, here or in another country. (Where these things happen makes no difference.)

I would like to think, though, that rather like Kirkman, I'd explore every other creative option, and I'd be sure there would definitely be some.


EIGHTH, you are the mother of a newborn child. Your child has been kidnapped by a terrorist group and is being held hostage for the release of political prisoners—other terrorists in jail. The leader of the terrorist group has been caught, but refuses to reveal the whereabouts of the others or of the baby. The FBI tells you that they have no clues, but are considering the use of “pressure”—that is, physical torture—to discover where the kidnappers have the baby. What do you do? (A) Do you ask them not to use physical violence on the kidnapper? (B) Or do you tell them you hope they will do whatever is necessary?






Whatever's necessary. In particular, to protect or rescue a child. That would be very clear.


FINALLY, you are a member of a jury that must sentence a convicted murderer. This is his fifth conviction of murder. Twice he killed during the course of armed robberies. Once he was a hired killer. Once he killed a fellow inmate in prison. This time he murdered a kidnap victim. Your choice is to vote for life imprisonment, with automatic review for parole in ten years, or for the death penalty. What do you do? (A) Do you vote for life imprisonment with possibility of parole? (B) Or do you vote for the death penalty?






The death penalty. A man with that history has forfeited his right to be a living member of the human race.

[Bluegreen]

What is your favorite music? :biggrin:

[RunningDeer]

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How do you deal with the BS and/or negative PR on the internet about yourself?

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[Bill Ryan]

What is you opinion on:

* David Icke's shape shifting theory
* Star seeds, ET soul migrations, hybrid souls
* Advice for people who have been down the rabbit hole and are struggling to integrate that with RL



David Icke's shape shifting theory.

I'm 100% convinced it happens. Exactly WHAT is happening, I'm not sure.



Star seeds, ET soul migrations, hybrid souls.

Well, those are all 'New Age' terms, which I'm wary of. Simply because they're easily misunderstood, or understood in different ways. They also have quite a lot of baggage (implications, connotations) attached, some of which might be rather ungrounded.
— Star Seeds (if that means souls/spirits who have incarnated from other systems/planets): Yes, of course. All of us reading this, we've not been on Planet Earth forever. ('Forever' is a long time!)
— ET soul migrations (if that means an ET walking into a human body and taking over): Yes. I'm convinced this can sometimes happen, too.
— Hybrid souls: I'm afraid I don't know what that means at all. Delighted to offer a response if you can clarify.



Advice for people who have been down the rabbit hole and are struggling to integrate that with Real Life.

Once you've taken the 'red pill', you can't go back. It's like deciding to move house, completing the sale, and then the removal truck comes to start taking all your stuff to a new home. You can't change your mind then, even though it's highly stressful and you're surrounded by an enormous unholy chaotic mess that suddenly feels like a really bad idea. There's no reversing out of it. You're committed.

The circle of friends you have makes a big difference, and also (of course) your life partner. The real trouble often kicks in when those closest to you start to think you're crazy.

Sometimes, you have to change your friends, and maybe change your partner. Really. It all depends how tolerant (or INtolerant) they are to your new worldview. If I had a partner who thought I'd suddenly become unhinged, and was being pretty unpleasant about it, I might not stay with them for very long — depending on where the unpleasantness was coming from.

Sometimes, when someone close to you is upset or even angry at a change they see in you, they're really processing their OWN discomfort, and externalizing it all. If so, then you have to support THEM, and not expect the support to flow the other way to you. They may be having a harder time than you are. They may be frightened they'll lose you.

In practice then, that means not arguing, defending, or counter-attacking. Don't get into 9/11 fights (or UFO fights, or 'Q' fights. :) ) Or even Trump fights. Don't get into any fights at all.

Just show those closest to you that you're exactly the same person, with the same priorities and personal values, that you still love them, and you're still happy to take care of the kids, do the washing up, and anything else which you did before. Think of it that those around you simply need reassurance that you've not gone somehow renegade on them. Then that'll help a very great deal.

[Bill Ryan]

What is your favorite music? :biggrin:

Rock, from a few decades ago. :muscle: :Music: :muscle: Zeppelin, Creedence, Hendrix, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Pink Floyd, Emerson Lake and Palmer, Crosby, Stills and Nash.

Almost anything that Alex Jones plays as his bumper music. :) (But I also love instrumental and classical guitar. And John Lennon.)

[angelfire]

Are you an optimist or a pessimist in terms of the future, both in the short and long term, of humanity? Can you explain your reasons?


This is a fantastically interesting thread, Bill. Thank you for being willing to give so much of your time and energy.

[Nick Matkin]

Hi Bill,

How have you got on with your amateur radio set up? A few of us offered advice with antennas, feeder, etc.

Have you got to grips with all the controls of the Yaesu 857D?

[Bill Ryan]

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Oh boy. :)

Well, here's a true story. Joe from the Carolinas was asking me just the same thing a few weeks ago. He's just starting to have all the slings and arrows aimed in his direction. They can hurt if one doesn't have one's shields up.

I explained to Joe that over the years I've developed quite a rhino hide. I really have. Two compact pieces of advice there are:


Don't read the stuff.
There's no need to get upset about anything that's just plain untrue.

Pretty much the next day, I fell on my nose. I even joked to Joe that I'd had my come-uppance for stupidly boasting about my super-thick skin. Even Achilles had his Heel.

My own Achilles' Heel is what happens when there's a kind of betrayal. In my case, that means a sudden turnaround from someone I'd simply never expected it from. Like someone I thought was a friend, or an ally, or someone who had at least a good grasp of the truth and whom I respected, even if they weren't a close friend.

When THEY suddenly turn, that does hurt. That's happened a few times now in the last couple of months (here on the forum), and I still have the bruises. I'm expecting I'll always have that particular sensitivity, and it's no fun.

[Baby Steps]

Thanks so much!

Awakening: clearly there is an information/internet/leak driven 'wake up' going on, but is there something subtler happening, and, if so what?

Cosmic Law: is there any, and what might it consist of?

What are the chances that Earth accommodates some much more advanced civilisations than us?

Dimensions: these beings and objects that phase in and out: are there physical dimensions occupying the same space?

thanks for all you do.

[happyuk]

I've got a few questions. I would love to know more about the following:

1. What made you leave the teaching profession (a career I once contemplated) in the mid-seventies?

2. During your previous life as a management consultant you must have picked up a great deal of experience and know-how in getting teams to interact more effectively in the work place that I think would be of much interest and benefit to other Avalon members.

Specifically: how did you used to tackle the common problems associated with dysfunctional work environments?

Examples could possibly include (but not necessarily restricted to) to individuals cherry-picking tasks to the detriment of others, knowledge not spread effectively through the organisation thereby leading to personal fiefdoms , people monopolising information thereby causing the company real skill shortages if these people leave, and so on. I am sure that there are countless other examples, but these few in my opinion do the most damage. These are issues I have had to tackle in the past and I would love to hear your take on them.

[Bill Ryan]

Are you an optimist or a pessimist in terms of the future, both in the short and long term, of humanity? Can you explain your reasons?

This is a fantastically interesting thread, Bill. Thank you for being willing to give so much of your time and energy.

I'm a realist, but also very much an optimist. If I wasn't, I'd have incarnated somewhere else last time I had the chance. (Not a joke!)

I'll condense my expansion on that as much as possible. (If that doesn't sound too Irish. :) )


I don't think the good outcome is certain. I just think it's probable. It's worth fighting for. (And coming back for.)
The influx of remarkable children (starseeds, indigos, call them what you will) tells us that others, too, think it's worth coming here to lend a hand because the game is still on, and wide open. If it was all a stacked hand, a fixed game, with no chance against the rigged NWO casino, they'd not be coming here at all. There'd be no point.
I do think there's a rising wave of consciousness, awareness, responsibility and ability across the planet. It's a VERY wide bell curve, of course, with all extremes in each direction. But I think the entire bell curve is gradually moving, and has been for a while.
Things may get more challenging before they get better. The NWO/globalists may be like a cornered tiger. That's where things may get most dangerous.
I do think we may be getting subtle help from all kinds of invisible sources.
I do think that some of our enemies or opponents are unseen, as well.
It's primarily a spiritual war, and Planet Earth is at least one battleground. That's been said many times, but it's 100% true.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,

How have you got on with your amateur radio set up? A few of us offered advice with antennas, feeder, etc.

Have you got to grips with all the controls of the Yaesu 857D?

Ha !!! :P

No.

But that sounds too brutal an answer just on its own. :)

It became less of a priority to get to grips with it all when I began to realize that there was no imminent need-to-be-off-the-grid-right-now cataclysm coming any time soon. But I'm pleased I have the equipment, and I'd be confident I can make it all work if I needed to. (E.g. if the grid went down, and stayed down.) But being a radio ham just for its own sake — other than for practice — isn't that high on my long list of priorities.

[Bill Ryan]

Thanks so much!

Awakening: clearly there is an information/internet/leak driven 'wake up' going on, but is there something subtler happening, and, if so what?

Cosmic Law: is there any, and what might it consist of?

What are the chances that Earth accommodates some much more advanced civilisations than us?

Dimensions: these beings and objects that phase in and out: are there physical dimensions occupying the same space?

thanks for all you do.

I may have answered some of this in my post #39 above (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256333&viewfull=1#post1256333).

I think part of the 'wake up' is a Morphic Field thing. We're all drawing from and learning from the collective past experience of the human race, and it's gradually accelerating.

I'm not sure what 'Cosmic Law' is. There's certainly no external arbiter of the law. We're all our own judges and juries, witnesses and suspects. All for our own cases. No-one else need ever be involved. :)

There's no "Hollow Earth". But there may be very technologically advanced (and maybe very old) ET bases in the Earth's crust, and (even more likely) on the ocean floor.

There's every likelihood, it seems to me, that other civilizations would have set up encampments here, for their own purposes — whatever they may be. But those encampments would be very, very well hidden. (And paradoxically, that's really not too hard to do.)

Are there physical dimensions occupying the same space? Yes, I think so. There's every evidence emerging now that the DIA is taking this kind of thing very seriously, for reasons of National Security, with significant interest (and investment) in (e.g.) the Skinwalker Ranch. That tells us a LOT.

I do now think that interdimensional phenomena (for lack of a better term) may be a larger part of what's previously been known as the UFO/ET topic (and the generally paranormal, as well, right back across the centuries), than we might have ever expected.

[Wansen]

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[Bill Ryan]

I've got a few questions. I would love to know more about the following:


1. What made you leave the teaching profession (a career I once contemplated) in the mid-seventies?




I only taught for two years: my first job was at Millfield School, the most expensive private school in England. There, I saw immediately and clearly what a manipulative, conforming-pressurizing, indoctrination process mainstream education was.

I also became fully aware that almost everything I was teaching (math) was quite useless for almost all the kids, except the tiny minority who might go on to become architects, engineers or research scientists. Everyone else was ONLY learning their math so that they could pass the needed exams, and then give it all up as soon as possible, never ever to use any of it, ever.

It was a huge, time-wasting futility. I felt there had to be a better way.

But I was bothered, because I also had this clear idea that I should be a teacher. At that time, though (aged 23) teaching in schools was all I knew of. And I knew that was all wrong.

Years later, of course, I realized that most REAL teachers have nothing to do with the formal education system at all. Teachers in schools are [mostly] enforcers of socialization, normalization and obedience that's in the interest of the controlling state.

My second teaching job was in Canada, in a tiny school with 17 kids, way up in the Laurentian mountains an hour north of Montreal. (@Flash! :waving: This was in St-Agathe-des-Monts. :sun: ) It was an extension, like an international annex, of another English private school, and we all lived together in a large house and went skiing all winter. It was more like a big family, all 100% informal. But I still wasn't doing what I wanted to be doing.

After that, I got a job at Brathay Hall (https://www.brathay.org.uk/what-we-do/our-programmes/residential-centres/brathay-hall) in the English Lake District, which was all about team-building, leadership training, and personal development. That's when I fell on my feet, and never looked back.

Coaching and inspiring delegates how to be better people was what that job was all about. I never cared about the bottom line of the corporations that sponsored their employees. I did care about whether these people could be better sons, daughters, fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters, neighbors, citizens. The corporate sponsorship was just a vehicle for me to access these folks personally. I always worked kind of subversively. :)

And after leaving Brathay I set up my own little company, and did the same thing from there on out, for years. I only retired from that formally in 2006, when I started Project Camelot with Kerry Cassidy, and I knew I had to devote myself to that full-time.

2. During your previous life as a management consultant you must have picked up a great deal of experience and know-how in getting teams to interact more effectively in the work place that I think would be of much interest and benefit to other Avalon members.

Specifically: how did you used to tackle the common problems associated with dysfunctional work environments?

Examples could possibly include (but not necessarily restricted to) to individuals cherry-picking tasks to the detriment of others, knowledge not spread effectively through the organisation thereby leading to personal fiefdoms , people monopolising information thereby causing the company real skill shortages if these people leave, and so on. I am sure that there are countless other examples, but these few in my opinion do the most damage. These are issues I have had to tackle in the past and I would love to hear your take on them.




Wow. Huge topic. Well, I was only ever a 'people person', not a systems person. I did a lot of conflict resolution work: optimizing a team environment, for instance. And also setting up new teams to be as effective as possible, as fast as possible. (There was never any shortage of clients!)

So in the work I did, this would sometimes touch on the kinds of issues you mentioned. But I'd not go in to fix the systems: I'd counsel the team members to talk openly and honestly about the system problems they were crashing into, or which they felt weren't supporting them. After all, they knew a LOT more about those systems than I did. They had to cope with them every day.

In situations when I was working with a 'flat team' (i.e. just one level of a hierarchy, NOT including their superiors), I'd sometimes represent their issues to their managers later. That depersonalized it all, and I was able to offer recommendations so that everyone would benefit. I was really just being a messenger, trying to be as smart as possible.

That's always the privilege of a consultant, when they can come into a boardroom and say: "A lot of people think and feel this. Maybe such-and-such a change would really improve morale and productivity. And it'd be easy to implement." It's very hard to do that if one's IN the structure as an employee, even a senior one.

Then some teams I'd work with would be 'vertical slice' teams, where there was the department head ('vice president', in the US), as well as the office tea-maker and the intern — and everyone in between. :)

I always got a huge kick when we were doing a complex, active problem-solving exercise and it was the intern (or the tea-maker!) who came up with all the bright ideas, not the senior guy. And if the senior guy goofed up big time, and then laughed at himself openly, everyone really would win. He, or she, really would win respect for that.

That was the kind of environment where if it all went right, a LOT of huge changes could roll out. It was always a bit of a risk (the senior guy NOT laughing at himself and feeling publicly humiliated is not a good thing!) — but it often paid off.

[snoman]

It's a perennial motif in the theories of so many exponents of varying perspectives on which 'whos' and 'whats' hide above the architecture of world systems,
so what is your take on the notion of BLOODLINES?

[Bill Ryan]

Bill,

First, thank you very much for allowing these questions. Sharing your insights is quite generous.

May I ask what you think of Charles James Hall and his tale of interactions with the ‘Tall Whites’?

I had a chance to listen to an intimate lecture he gave on his history with them and simply put, I was gobsmacked by his tales.

My honest answer may be disappointing: I really don't know. I'm aware that Charles Hall comes over [to many] as largely authentic and believable. But the content of what he claims seems way off-the-charts outrageous in many ways.

A red flag, potentially, is that as best I know his story, though detailed and containing no flat-out impossibilities, stands very much alone inasmuch as no-one's ever come along to corroborate it. (If I'm wrong, I apologize for being unaware.)

That kind of places it closer to the unsubstiantiatable (and unfalsifiable, as Richard Dolan points out) Corey Goode category, as it were, than the Bob Lazar category, whose fundamental core testimony has gradually been supported in bits and pieces by many others.

[Bill Ryan]

It's a perennial motif in the theories of so many exponents of varying perspectives on which 'whos' and 'whats' hide above the architecture of world systems,
so what is your take on the notion of BLOODLINES?

I believe they're a real phenomenon. And, for reasons we may not fully understand, they're of great importance to those families involved.

The 'inbreeding'/ intermarriage behavior of many European (and now American) families does just on its own seem to point to that. But I don't know what the true significance is of the bloodline thing.

Rather wildly speculating here, it may be that (literally) human blood itself is very important in ways we don't understand.

[Baby Steps]

sorry, coming back for another bite of the apple.

We read about the gang stalking phenomenon, the idea of electronic probably DNA targetting 'torture' or remote influencing. But to what extent is this a global phenomenon, and how to Chem trails fit in? Is our morphic field subject to manipulation?

Human 'Gods' mythology: is there a (possibly in-built) potential in our myths for these beings to drop in and say hi? How many of us would fall for it?

Technological mind control versus demons- is it one phenomenon, and what does it amount to?

thanks again.

[Bill Ryan]

sorry, coming back for another bite of the apple.

We read about the gang stalking phenomenon, the idea of electronic probably DNA targetting 'torture' or remote influencing. But to what extent is this a global phenomenon, and how to Chem trails fit in? Is our morphic field subject to manipulation?

Human 'Gods' mythology: is there a (possibly in-built) potential in our myths for these beings to drop in and say hi? How many of us would fall for it?

Technological mind control versus demons- is it one phenomenon, and what does it amount to?

thanks again.

Gang stalking is real, for sure. But I doubt if it's a global phenomenon. Unless agencies from other countries are also experimenting with this stuff — Russia? China?

I don't think chemtrails are a part of that, unless in some way chemtrails, or their residues, act as a carrier for some kind of remote influence. I just don't know enough about that.

The idea of a manipulated Morphic Field: wow, that's a new concept. It's hard to think how that could be accessible for manipulation. It's a fascinating theoretical idea.

'Gods' as Human-looking ETs: absolutely, in the past. Would they return? Well, it has to be possible. But visitors to our planet 10,000 years ago would feel FAR more secure then than they would do now.

Technological mind control versus 'demons': both kinds exist. By 'demons', that's meaning black magic influences, such as djinns and the like. They're every bit as real, under certain conditions, as the technological influences.

[Saracatt]

Hi Bill.

Thanks for being so generous with your time.

Three questions:

1. You always seem to have a very grounded and balanced take on complex or controversial issues. What is your personal criteria for vetting information and sources given that there is so much nonsense and disinformation targeting the alternative research community at this time?

2. So much that is discussed here is so dark. What is the most hopeful thing you see happening in the world right now?

3. How do you stay grounded?

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill.

Thanks for being so generous with your time.

Three questions:



1. You always seem to have a very grounded and balanced take on complex or controversial issues. What is your personal criteria for vetting information and sources given that there is so much nonsense and disinformation targeting the alternative research community at this time?

Well, my stance is very similar to that of Richard Dolan. (And Walter Bosley, Joseph Farrell, Daniel Liszt). Claims really do need to be evidence-based, if at all possible.

Richard says it well: "You gotta give us SOMETHING to work with."

Project Camelot's Henry Deacon (real name Arthur Neumann) is a good example. His claims were extreme by any standards.

But the very first thing he did when he met us the first time was show us his documentation. It didn't prove he'd been to Mars — presumably he wasn't able to take a camera! — but it did show he'd worked in the places and for the agencies he said he had, and he was who he said he was.

Some so-called whistleblowers haven't even done that. As I mentioned in my post #20 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256291&viewfull=1#post1256291), Kerry Cassidy, David Wilcock and I were completely fooled by Pete Peterson. He talked a spectacular talk, for many hours... but we never saw a single piece of paper, not a single device, never visited his 'lab'. It later emerged (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?99679-The-Truth-about-Pete-Peterson-David-Wilcock-the-foreclosure-the-dead-cats-and-GoFundMe) all too clearly that he was yet another Walter Mitty character, like Emery Smith. (Smith was probably the most extreme of the lot.)

Maybe some of what Peterson claimed was grounded in something. He was some kind of scientist or technician, for sure. But what was true and what was fantasy? We had (and now have) no way of knowing. Like a meal, some of which has gone bad in the fridge, it ALL has to be discarded.

Another criterion is how much a witness's testimony morphs, creeps and changes over time. With 'Henry', nothing ever changed. And there was a lot he admitted he didn't know. (Always a healthy sign! BEWARE of the 'insider' who knows everything or who keeps coming up with new information in the next interview, or the next conference they speak at. That's humanly and organizationally impossible.)

I spent literally hundreds of hours with him. He was rock-solid consistent all the time.

And — of course — beware of the witness who welcomes publicity. That's not a hanging offense on its own, because some witnesses (think William Binney, from the NSA) are genuinely very courageous — but most genuine insiders coming forward are nervous, tentative, cagey and often blow hot and cold to some extent. Understandably, if they could be hauled off to Leavenworth for 20 years for violating a security clearance.

The final important thing is cross-referencing. For instance, Richard Dolan freely admits that he's heard personal stories from experiencers (of highly strange things), none of whom can prove a thing. But when he's heard a very similar story a number of times from separate individuals who've clearly never met, or even heard one another's claims, it starts to count for something. David Jacobs (who regresses abductees) would say exactly the same thing.

2. So much that is discussed here is so dark. What is the most hopeful thing you see happening in the world right now?


The steady increase in awareness globally.
The continuing influx of the gifted children.

3. How do you stay grounded?


I work very conscientiously to be and stay healthy. I eat well, never take any weird substances (not even alcohol), and keep myself in good shape. I take care of my spiritual well-being, too, as best I can. That's all pretty important. If one's body is wobbling, one's mind, spirit and emotions start to wobble too.
I go on big mountain hikes with my dog. :sun: (See my videos here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93672-Another-vicarious-adventure-and-another-Avalon-Cairn--for-the-Wawa-Grande-this-time-&p=1252518&viewfull=1#post1252518) and here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93672-Another-vicarious-adventure-and-another-Avalon-Cairn--for-the-Wawa-Grande-this-time-&p=1255581&viewfull=1#post1255581). :) )

[avatar]

Has Avalon fulfilled your expectations for it or has it been more trouble than it is worth? I, for one, am so glad to have this forum to turn to, especially among the craziness of the last few years. Thank You!

[Bill Ryan]

Has Avalon fulfilled your expectations for it or has it been more trouble than it is worth? I, for one, am so glad to have this forum to turn to, especially among the craziness of the last few years. Thank You!

Absolutely. I'm totally proud of it.

And of everyone who's made it what it is, over the years, including all the moderators and admins. Many members may have no idea how much time they spend, and the care they take behind the scenes, doing all they can to make it all work for everyone.

[Caliban]

Bill,

I don't see all these "gifted children" or "indigo children" you've mentioned. I see a whole generation locked into their technology and hypnotized by it. Maybe there are some kids here and there who've come into the earth with star dust but I think they're few and far between.

Anyway, here's a question for you, or a little cluster:

Do you think that every thing that happens to a person, "good" or "bad" is his/her responsibility? I mean that in the vast sense, of the soul or higher self, whichever words you prefer. I mean that we create our entire life from within, from our thoughts, emotions and envisionings, whether conscious or unconscious. And therefore we cannot blame something "out there" for what happens to us.

Somewhat connected, how much do you think we pre-script our life before we descend once again into a body? If so, are some things like character traits, hard to change because of such pre-incarnational commitment?

Lastly, what is one thing that you feel people either have forgotten or should know about life ?

Thanks brother

[Bill Ryan]

Bill,

I don't see all these "gifted children" or "indigo children" you've mentioned. I see a whole generation locked into their technology and hypnotized by it. Maybe there are some kids here and there who've come into the earth with star dust but I think they're few and far between.

Anyway, here's a question for you, or a little cluster:

Do you think that every thing that happens to a person, "good" or "bad" is his/her responsibility? I mean that in the vast sense, of the soul or higher self, whichever words you prefer. I mean that we create our entire life from within, from our thoughts, emotions and envisionings, whether conscious or unconscious. And therefore we cannot blame something "out there" for what happens to us.

Somewhat connected, how much do you think we pre-script our life before we descend once again into a body? If so, are some things like character traits, hard to change because of such pre-incarnational commitment?

Lastly, what is one thing that you feel people either have forgotten or should know about life ?

Thanks brother

Yes. Many kids are hypnotized. They're going to be passengers, or bewildered spectators, in whatever happens on Planet Earth in the next 50 years.

But some of them are coming through. We have a few here on the forum who are WAY more knowledgeable, smart, bright and aware than I ever was when I was in my early 20s. That has to be a sign of something changing, and it's encouraging. These people are our future.

If you're reading this, and you're under 25, I'm talking about you. Personally. :star: :)

You're inheriting this planetary mess. We apologize: your parents and forefathers dropped the ball. But you gotta fix it. As soon as we can, we'll be back to give you a hand.

~~~

Are we responsible for everything that happens to us? No, of course not. Not directly. But here's how it works.

We ARE responsible to committing to playing a game. Use the American NFL as an example. Or the British Premier Soccer League. Or even Aussie Rules Football. :)

We sign up for a team, and train hard, and end up on the playing field, going all out for a trophy. Playing 100% hard to win. We use all our strength and ability and training and instincts and intelligence to help us out. We're responsible for ALL that.

But there are opponents in the game. We're not responsible for them. They're using their strength and ability and training and instincts and intelligence to counter ours.

So it's our responsibility we're on the field. It's our responsibility we're there. Every decision we take, each split-second action, is our full responsibility.

But when we're tackled hard, because we don't quite make the optimum split-second decision, and we break a leg or crush our knee (or, God forbid, very occasionally worse), that's NOT our responsibility.... because we didn't CAUSE that.

But we were there, to allow the possibility for the injury to occur. That never happened, or could happen, to the folks watching it all on TV at home.

I used the analogy above of a ball game. But it's the same with committing to a marriage, committing to a job, or committing to drive in your car to the grocery store. You make all those decisions with full responsibility, based on the information available. But how the marriage goes, how the job goes, and whether you ever reach the grocery store, may not be up to you at all.

That's the degree to which we expose ourselves to risk, which is an integral part of any game, trivial or serious.

~~~

We all come into life with a plan, a strategy, a set of goals and targets. But our very amnesia makes things difficult. It's like finding ourselves at the start of the ball game, and there are all these people running around, and someone throws you the ball, and you have NO idea what to do next. :)

We're constrained by our bodies, too. No matter how good a driver you are (think Formula 1, or Nascar), if you're driving an old jalopy, you won't be able to get it to do much.

And a poor driver with a souped-up car might be able to make themselves look good, at least for a little while.

But we do tend to choose bodies (and the circumstances for our bodies, such as upbringing, social environment, nationality, etc) to support our purposes — or, in some cases, to support our learning. (Because we may have learning goals, as well as achievement goals.)

And we also choose our parents... or, at least ONE of them. (Many people choose one parent, and then put up with the other. That's because the parent they choose is an old friend or ally, while the other is a stranger, or even sometimes an enemy. I'm betting may of you will be able to identify with this.)

~~~

One thing that I feel people either have forgotten or should know about life? Well, it doesn't affect 99%+ of people likely to be reading this. But for the general population, know that you're an eternal being temporarily here, and that you're indestructible, immortal, and wondrous in every way. It does us ALL no harm to remember that, every day.

:sun:

[Elandiel BernElve]

Hi Bill,

First of all thank you for your work and devotion. Yes humble you are, though I do not know you personnally but in the 10+ years I've connected to you onscreen or read your writings I always felt a soft and caring energy and I wonder if you have an idea of how much you've been a catalyst in the awakening of this planet.
You're the proof that the simple act of going out and asking hard questions can create ripple effects in conscience for years following. There are young people rediscovering project camelot interviews from over 10 years ago. Bob Dean will live forever because You and Kerry had the right auras to let him speak from the heart for 2 hours+ straight.

Anyway, in short, Thank you old soul!

A few questions:
- Would you ever be interested in making interviews again as compared to 10 years ago there's a whole new generation of whistleblowers?
- Are their current remarkable people you'd like to have a shot at (for interviewing ofc)?
- What are your thoughts on Elon Musk and did you see his interview with Joe Roegan where Joe explicitly hints at ET and AI influence
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycPr5-27vSI
- According to you what are the hard facts concerning Nibiru ATM? (there's so much noise around the subject, much disinfo but also genuine honest people with valid questions about hard to debunk sky anomalies, satellite feeds and observatories being shut down, sunlight changes, bizarre sunsets, insane weather anomalies etc)

- Do you feel akin to native american energy or what realm do you consider to be carrying most heritage of at the moment?

thank you for your answers and feel free to redirect to other posts if you've already answerd any of this before.

Bless

[Elandiel BernElve]

Aaaahh Bill actually I have two more ^^

- Trump's Space force - Are we going to see US fleet of triangle shaped TR-3B decloaked and declassed and a tilt back to Kennedyesque WhiteHat spacefaring ambitions and disclosure? What do you think/know/hope? Can we see this as a positive landmark for humanity?
Even Q hinted at this past month


A more essential question maybe

I consider the project camelot and avalon data as crucial information for mankind, the kind of information you would want to store in a Earth Archive, in a library of Alexandria, sa it contains testimony of our secret history.
Have you got a backup/ hard copy of all your material, have you copied the digital video library on analog tapes to avoid EMP wipeout (put an analog camera in front of a tv screen filming the digital vid) ?

My biggest concern is that if a negative event might ever happen that would cause a planetary wide EMP strike, all whistleblower. secret intel and ET related findings like the ProjCam library might be wiped off servers forever if no 'analog' backup exists

Blessings again

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,

First of all thank you for your work and devotion. Yes humble you are, though I do not know you personnally but in the 10+ years I've connected to you onscreen or read your writings I always felt a soft and caring energy and I wonder if you have an idea of how much you've been a catalyst in the awakening of this planet.
You're the proof that the simple act of going out and asking hard questions can create ripple effects in conscience for years following. There are young people rediscovering project camelot interviews from over 10 years ago. Bob Dean will live forever because You and Kerry had the right auras to let him speak from the heart for 2 hours+ straight.

Anyway, in short, Thank you old soul!
Thank you for the kind words!

A few questions:

- Would you ever be interested in making interviews again as compared to 10 years ago there's a whole new generation of whistleblowers?





I don't think so. A couple of reasons, but there are just thoughts in progress.

When Kerry and I started Project Camelot, sometimes a new Camelot interview was the one thing that would be published in this arena in a week. We had a huge audience, and it was, quite accidentally, the right thing at exactly the right time.

Now, there are 10 interviews published per day. Maybe 40 or 50. Could be more! The 'noise' is enormous out there. I described it in my post #21 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256294&viewfull=1#post1256294) as a cacaphony.

I don't feel like competing (and never have!), and I'm also kind of disappointed by the very low quality of many of the videos and radio shows that pass for interviews. Someone who has a radio show and who talks to someone on air is NOT doing an interview. Interviewing is a specialist art.

The best interviewer there is? Joe Rogan. By a country mile. He's exceptional, and sets a standard achieved by no-one else in the alternative media. (I can enlarge on this later if anyone's interested.)

I know I can still do a good job. I know I was one of the best, back then. That's because I could usually 'tune in to' the person I was talking to, quite well. It was just something I could do.

But it's quite a lot of work to do the whole thing well, especially on my own. The most professional-quality interviewers all have quite a team behind them, administratively and technically. My current thinking is that on balance it's not worth it, and there are some others who can pick up the mantle and do a pretty good job.

- Are their current remarkable people you'd like to have a shot at (for interviewing ofc)?





Well, here's an impossible wish list. :) It's also a way of dodging the question, slightly. But there's no-one in the current arena I'd be busting a gut to talk to.


I'd like to interview Michael Relfe, of The Mars Records (http://TheMarsRecords.com), and the very first (in 2000) to come out with the 20-and-back story. I think he may be authentic. But as best I know, he's never given an interview yet.
I always wanted to interview Bob Lazar. He would never respond to Kerry Cassidy and myself. But now Jeremy Corbell has his documentary coming out, that's likely to be definitive. Nothing more will be needed.
I also always wanted to interview Ingo Swann and Zecharia Sitchin (who both also turned us down). They are no longer with us, of course.
And many might not know this: we DID have an interview scheduled in Sri Lanka with Arthur C. Clarke (who Camelot witness Henry Deacon always told us 'knew everything') — but he passed a couple of weeks before we could get there. It never happened. We just missed him.
Equally impossible, I'd like to interview Dan Burisch again, who I always counted as a friend, who was sincere and heart-centered, and whose entourage turned violently against us. I'd want to ask him what happened, and why.
Finally, just as impossible: I'd like to sit down with David Wilcock in a locked room for about 4 hours and ask him just about everything anyone reading this could think of. He has a lot to answer for. I'd like to know those answers. I'd not be aggressive. But I might push a few points. I know him well enough that he'd not be able to run rings round me with his articulacy. But, that will never happen.


- What are your thoughts on Elon Musk and did you see his interview with Joe Rogan where Joe explicitly hints at ET and AI influence
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycPr5-27vSI





I confess I've not seen the interview. I certainly should.

- According to you what are the hard facts concerning Nibiru ATM? (there's so much noise around the subject, much disinfo but also genuine honest people with valid questions about hard to debunk sky anomalies, satellite feeds and observatories being shut down, sunlight changes, bizarre sunsets, insane weather anomalies etc)





I genuinely don't know any more. If it's out there, it's certainly nowhere close.

Luca Scantamburlo (http://projectcamelot.org/luca_scantamburlo.html) offered compelling evidence (including a video of the thing) that it was real. And Henry Deacon told us that he'd heard about 'a second sun' (his words) when he was working in a classified project within NOAA. He said it was being carefully tracked and monitored. But that's all he knew.

- Do you feel akin to native american energy or what realm do you consider to be carrying most heritage of at the moment?





Not Native American energy, personally. I have no connection with that lineage, bodily or spiritually.

But Tibetan, yes. (Not through my DNA, but through previous incarnations.)

Which indigenous peoples are carrying the most important or significant heritage? Great question... I really don't know for sure. I'm prompted to say the Tibetans, but they're not that many lamas left, and many have now reincarnated into Western bodies. The spiritual lineage is there, for sure, but they're scattered far and wide in every way.

[Violet3]

Hi Bill
why did you move to Ecuador?
What do you think of Dr.J Farrell's speculation on the nazi international operating out of south america post WW2, particularly Argentina?

[TomKat]

Aaaahh Bill actually I have two more ^^

- Trump's Space force - Are we going to see US fleet of triangle shaped TR-3B decloaked and declassed and a tilt back to Kennedyesque WhiteHat spacefaring ambitions and disclosure?

Blessings again

FYI: Whitley Strieber says he invented the TR3B name for a FICTION book he wrote called The Grays in 2007. Since then "whistleblowers" have spoken of it as a factual name for the triangle craft.






Note from Bill: interesting, and may deserve its own thread to discuss. As best I know, the TR3B was first mentioned by Edgar Fouché in his book Alien Rapture, published in 1998, and in presentations he gave in the same year. This should be easily searchable to check.

[Bill Ryan]

Aaaahh Bill actually I have two more ^^



- Trump's Space force - Are we going to see US fleet of triangle shaped TR-3B decloaked and declassed and a tilt back to Kennedyesque WhiteHat spacefaring ambitions and disclosure? What do you think/know/hope? Can we see this as a positive landmark for humanity?
Even Q hinted at this past month





I don't think so. It'll be a long time, I suspect, before we get to see any of these craft in public view. We're likely to be told, in general terms, of their existence, long before they appear at the Paris Air Show. :)

I [personally] discount what 'Q' says, btw. Meaning, we should note it, of course, as we all do many things, but maybe not set too much store by it, and certainly not hang on his every cryptic word.

It's worth bearing in mind that the version that mentioned the Secret Space Program last month may have been the 4th 'Q' there's been. There have been several variations and versions, and now (as many will be fully aware) he's totally disappeared for almost three weeks. That in itself might mean nothing, but he may not be doing a very good job of being an inspiring leader if he takes time out at crucial times like this.

I consider the project camelot and avalon data as crucial information for mankind, the kind of information you would want to store in a Earth Archive, in a library of Alexandria, sa it contains testimony of our secret history.
Have you got a backup/ hard copy of all your material, have you copied the digital video library on analog tapes to avoid EMP wipeout (put an analog camera in front of a tv screen filming the digital vid) ?
My biggest concern is that if a negative event might ever happen that would cause a planetary wide EMP strike, all whistleblower. secret intel and ET related findings like the ProjCam library might be wiped off servers forever if no 'analog' backup exists




Yes, it's multiply backed up. Paul, who is some kind of hero, makes fresh backups every hour, day and night, 24/7/365.

Regarding the [old] 2006-2009 Camelot data, I have it all backed up too, and always kept offline.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill
why did you move to Ecuador?
What do you think of Dr.J Farrell's speculation on the nazi international operating out of south america post WW2, particularly Argentina?

I ended up here entirely by accident. It was never a plan. (Rather like my football game analogy in my post #54. (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256375&viewfull=1#post1256375) :) I made some bad decisions, and was tackled very hard.)

I think Joseph Farrell's work on the post-war Nazis in Argentina (and the work of many others, too), is rock solid and extremely likely to be accurate.

[Elandiel BernElve]

Thank you Bill,

You really put in effort and thought which made your answers a great read:)
I can fully imagine the frustration of being left with unanswered questions, especially from people once so close.

The fact Arthur C Clarke was about to be interviewed gives me goosebumbs, that would have been gold. May he be in peace.

You're absolutely right about the art of interviewing, I remember the praise you got from the Steven Greer interview for really pushing the questions, whilst also knowing how to let a whistleblower tell his/her story with patience.
Most interviewers nowadays are egotrippers and lack the true mpathy and will to try and listen , how to make someone (un)comfortable at the right time.

If I might add to your list of impossible's, I would have loved to see you interview
- Nassim Haramein
- Drunvalo Melchizedek
- Alex Collier

3 big names (whether one likes them or not) which honestly needed to be and would have made great interviews with tough questions, especially Drunvalo who claims to have had a substantial role in all kinds of behind the scenes archeological/inter dimensional stuff.

And maybe if we crowdfund the 4hours session with David he will actually do it! No just teasin, like you, I have the same questions but I will not forget nor disrespect the part he did in the awakening of many people.

On the Tr part, thanks for the source, I will investigate that some further as to when and where this designation was introduced.

What Q concerns, I'm not a follower nor do I consider Q a leader, I consider myself an observer of the phenomenon and can only conclude Q is a tool of mass awakening to the rampant world corruption. Who ever pulls its strings, it is having that effect.
Coincidentally it had a QandA session as well recently, this was asked, and answered. Purely considering the fact I can establish the effect of Q is it draws millions of curious people to broader horizons of thinking. The effect of what's mentioned below is possibly going to create a ripple effect as big as one of camelot's

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Anyway this is maybe more suitable for a separate thread.

I want to conclude by expressing my relief and joy to hear you guys have actually proactively taken care of saving the archives to that extend. Ofcourse there will always be books, but the power of live testimony is beyond measure.

Thank you for your time Bill and be well, healthy and happy :)
Untill the next sparring session:)

Blessings

Elandiel

[Mike]

Bill you're really on a roll here man! Good stuff:thumbsup:

More than once I've heard you refer to some 'out there' type of experiences you've had over the years..but were a little reluctant to share because they were so strange. Any way you'd be willing to share one of those experiences on this thread?

[Wansen]

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[Mike Gorman]

If you could make just one book mandatory reading for everyone, what would it be?

I'm going to cheat, and quote two. :)


Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance (http://projectavalon.net/Zen_and_the_Art_of_Motorcycle_Maintenance_Robert_Pirsig.pdf), by Robert Pirsig.
The Holographic Universe (http://projectavalon.net/The_Holographic_Universe_Michael_Talbot.pdf), by Michael Talbot.

If pressed for just one, it would be the first.

Snap, I knew there was a reason I was attracted to this project of yours Bill, that also is one of my very favorite books, and An Inquiry into Values and Lila also is magnificent-the concept of 'Quality' is one that our current age is wrestling with.
Are you planning to do anything with Richard Dolan, appear on one of his live streams for example-I think that would be a terrific way to promote your work, and promote the truth cause?

[Spellbound]

Oh my....I've been waiting for this opportunity for a quite a few years now. Thank you so much for opening yourself up to questions, Bill.

1) What do you think is the main reasoning behind the Missing 411 disappearances??

2) What are your thoughts on the moon?? Is it artificial and was it purposely moved into place?? Is it hollow?? Are there ET bases on the dark side?? Did we really go there??

3) What do you think happened at Dyatlov Pass??

4) Do you believe in human mutilations at the hands of ET?? Do some ET's use humans as a food source?? Do you think Linda Howe may have been warned off the subject (hence her position that human mutilations by ET is not a real phenomena even though they share many of the same characteristics)??

5) Is Bigfoot a distant human relative of earth origin or is he ET or is he interdimensional??

Apologies for all the questions (I've been wanting to pick your brain for a long long time...lol).

I feel like I'm sitting in a garden about to take a bite from an apple for the first time and eagerly anticipating it.

Dave - Toronto

[lunaflare]

Hi Bill

Big media focus on transgender issues and sexual fluidity at this time.
What are your views regarding this?

If you believe in the system of patriarchy, where and how did it arise? Is this a template from another planet/dimension? A social experiment?

Are there distinct differences between the sexes (male/female) --apart from biological.
Do you believe we reincarnate male then female then male then female etc

Are we moving collectively towards a more androgynous way of being or towards a more matrilineal focus where women are stepping forward to lead and men are stepping back?

Do you choose to be single and if so, why.

(am going back to edit as I meant to include, thank you)

[Tam]

Hey, Bill. Glad to see you're still alive and kicking ;)

I have a few questions for you.

Anyways, here they are:

1) What do you think the future holds for humanity? This question was sort of already asked, but what I mean with this one is, do you think that the near future (<20 years) of humanity is bleak, or are you less concerned?

For me, I've had his weird, constant, unignorable sense of dread for about 2 years now that keeps getting stronger and stronger, that all of this obscene decadence, this order and convenience, is about to go away, permanently. It's difficult to explain. It's an ever-present...vibration, I suppose you could say. A hunch. A literal gut feeling that something...big....is imminent. Something probably catastrophic (at least initially).

Does any of this seem like it has merit? Or do you think that's just the normal thing to feel when one is coming of age in a world as messy and chaotic as this one?

It's so scary nowadays. Between climate change, the political landscape globally, rampant unchecked consumerism, and all of the other crap, I can't help but feel like it's all going to **** and things are only going to get a whole lot worse. What do you think?

And since that was like 30 questions in one, I'm going to keep the other 2 quick and simple:

2) If you could somehow broadcast a message to the entire millennial population at once (so basically everyone 30 and under), what would you say? Do you have any important advice?

3) How old are you? :)

This one might be gauche or insensitive, so let me know if I stepped a line. I've always had an issue with lines/filtration, and tend to (inadvertently) rub people the wrong way, so if I'm being rude, don't hesitate to tell me so to my face.

But I am just purely curious.

[OmeyocaN777]

Hi Bill
I remember back then you had some interviews with this weird guy Charles (assassin?).
What happened with him?
I also remember that you shared at the beginning of one of these interviews that you met in a cafeteria Saint Germain or someone that he was immortal (2000 years old?) and he was looking like 35.
Can you tell us again about this experience?
Forgive me if I'm wrong and my memory fails me...

[sijohn]

Hi Bill

Thank you for this opportunity, like many others I have far to many questions for you but one that has puzzled me for years and though at the time I followed it very closely but I never seemed to get to the bottom of it and its fall out re project camelot and your relationship with Kerry.

I am refering to the "Charles affair".

At the time and afterwards there were hints, gaurded or vague comments and rumours from various sources but I could never get a satisfactory answer, I have searched a few times for the truth but have never found any thing that rings true , credible or clear.

I do hope this is not to personal a question if so sincere apologise and ignore

Thank you for all you have done and continue to do

Sijohn

[Star Tsar]

Dearest Bill,

Do you like rice pudding? And I'd like you to know I used to watch this as a kid...

PG9E419OIE0

:bearhug:

[Eagle Eye]

Project Avalon is a jewel on this endless sea and this alone is a great archievement. Huge respect to you Bill

Questions: What did you expect to accomplish when you first created PA ? Have you thought since the beginning that it would become so popular ?

[Yoda]

Bill, thank you, thank you, thank you for your sincere and vulnerable exposure of yourself to public scrutiny. You bring hope and elevation to this human experience.
Pierre

[Limor Wolf]

Dear All:

I'll undertake to answer every question with full transparency

Profound and difficult questions are welcome, as are trivial ones. There'll be absolutely no criticism of anyone for any question asked, as long as the sincere intention is to know the answer.



My question from heart would be -

What is it like in your limitless original version, expression, perception, vibration and intention?


Love,

Limor

[Hazelfern]

Good morning Bill, is the coffee on?
Have you learned any critical information that you have been told not to reveal?

[Builder]

If I may pile on another one:

When considering doing hypnotic regressions, what should one check first about the facilitator, method etc? What do you recommend for getting good results that help resolve delusions instead of deepening them?

[Pam]

Bill, do you believe we are being influenced by archons (Jinn, demons ect) as indicated in so many ancient writings? If so, how?


Just wanted to add that I am really enjoying this thread. I'm kind of blown away by your depth of integrity.

[Lefty Dave]

Greetings Bill,
Thanks for this opportunity to ask you directly...
I once posted a audiobook of Lawrence Spencers' Alien Interview...which you declared to be a hoax...please elaborate on your position...as I can not know whether the book is a hoax...or the information gleaned from the interview (if it even took place!) is or is not valid.
I only know that after processing the information...it felt more believable than anything I believed thus far in life.
Thanks for all you've done...and all you do...
Blessings
Dave

[Bill Ryan]

Bill you're really on a roll here man! Good stuff:thumbsup:

More than once I've heard you refer to some 'out there' type of experiences you've had over the years..but were a little reluctant to share because they were so strange. Any way you'd be willing to share one of those experiences on this thread?

Thanks, Mike. :highfive:

Yes, let me approach this super-carefully and slowly. There's thin ice all around. :)

I have a personal story that's extremely complex, extends over two lifetimes, is more highly strange than (literally) any other I've ever heard — but is supported by over a dozen hours of recorded expert regression. I'm personally 99% convinced that it's real. But it also seems close to impossible, and definitely close to impossible for anyone to believe.

I'm not ready to go public with that yet... regardless of the believability, it's 100% impossible to substantiate. And I've never heard another story like it, so it's not as if there are any cross-references to be made. So I'm sitting tight on it for now. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Are you planning to do anything with Richard Dolan, appear on one of his live streams for example-I think that would be a terrific way to promote your work, and promote the truth cause?

No plans. But always happy to talk with Richard at any time.

[Bill Ryan]

Oh my....I've been waiting for this opportunity for a quite a few years now. Thank you so much for opening yourself up to questions, Bill.



1) What do you think is the main reasoning behind the Missing 411 disappearances??




I think (in fact, I feel sure) it's a Skinwalker Ranch-type interdimensional predator — or rather, an organization of predators. I'd also be sure that the DIA (or similar agencies) are taking it very seriously, but are unlikely to be able to do a thing about it.

2) What are your thoughts on the moon?? Is it artificial and was it purposely moved into place?? Is it hollow?? Are there ET bases on the dark side?? Did we really go there??




It seems hard to believe it's artificial (what would be the engineering involved?!) — but the coincidences about its size, orientation and position are compelling to consider. 'Henry Deacon', the Camelot witness whose cautious and careful word I always believed, told us it had indeed been moved into place from elsewhere.

I don't know if it's 'hollow' (like a basketball!), but the density calculations do show anomalies, and it may well be honeycombed.

ET bases on the dark side, 100% for sure. And yes, I'm sure we did go there (and are still there), but that program has gone dark ever since Apollo 11 and what they stumbled on, causing the backup film and photos directed by Stanley Kubrick to be triggered and then rolled out ever since.

3) What do you think happened at Dyatlov Pass??




I'm not sure. The last video I saw (posted (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?33864-The-Dyatlov-Pass-Incident&p=1245251&viewfull=1#post1245251) by yourself) seemed to offer credible prosaic explanations.

4) Do you believe in human mutilations at the hands of ET?? Do some ET's use humans as a food source?? Do you think Linda Howe may have been warned off the subject (hence her position that human mutilations by ET is not a real phenomena even though they share many of the same characteristics)??




Yes, I think human mutilations might sometimes happen. (Look at David Paulides' work: what's happening there?!)

And ETs using humans as a food source... I do keep on quoting Henry Deacon, but he recounted to us how he had been told in a briefing that some ETs really did eat humans, and he was so disgusted and appalled he just walked out of the room.

He said that no-one stopped him, but that what really amazed him was that all the others in the briefing just accepted it and didn't even seem to react much to the information. The way he told the story really seemed to indicate that that really happened, and his story wasn't some fiction. All I can do is relay what he reported.




I can't know if Linda has been warned off the subject. But of course, she may well have chosen to sideline it simply because it's just so unpalatable and horrific.

5) Is Bigfoot a distant human relative of earth origin or is he ET or is he interdimensional??




Great question. I'd always thought the former, but in the last few months I've had second thoughts... the solid, sober research of investigator Stan Gordon, interviewed twice by Linda Howe and John Burroughs, caused me to start this new thread.


Is Bigfoot at least partly interdimensional? (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?103237-Is-Bigfoot-at-least-partly-interdimensional)

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill

Big media focus on transgender issues and sexual fluidity at this time.
What are your views regarding this?




Maybe I can answer the question this way. :)

I confess, I totally loved this clever image. (Posted by Hervé on the Transgender discussion thread, here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?101557-The-Transgender-push&p=1205287&viewfull=1#post1205287).)


http://dxczjjuegupb.cloudfront.net/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/Ladies-in-the-EU-the-USA-and-Russia-1024x649.jpg
Translation: Ladies in Europe, the USA and Russia (borrowed form The Saker (http://thesaker.is/the-war-on-men-and-women-and-kids-and-families-and-nature-and-even-god-imnsho/))


:)

Of course, some personal transgender issues (and the associated agonizing dilemmas) are all too real for the individuals involved. But the whole thing is being pushed by the Dark State (or whomever!) and the controlled mainstream media for agendas of their own.

I think it's very, very dangerous. Especially the way some children are being indoctrinated. No WAY is that healthy or okay.

Throughout history, it's been a delicate but totally minority issue, affecting a tiny proportion of people. And I'd contend it still should be regarded as such.



If you believe in the system of patriarchy, where and how did it arise? Is this a template from another planet/dimension? A social experiment?





I think it might be part of some interference that's affected the human race for the last several thousand years (but maybe not earlier).

Are there distinct differences between the sexes (male/female) --apart from biological.
Do you believe we reincarnate male then female then male then female etc




As best I know (and certainly from my own past life regression experience), we choose our gender when we reincarnate, just as we choose a bunch of other circumstances (family, environment, nationality, and so on). I've never recalled ever being a woman. I just like being a man. :)

If someone reincarnating wants to be a man, is used to being a man, and then they slip up when they incarnate and end up accidentally in a female body — then yes, inner conflict will result.

Are we moving collectively towards a more androgynous way of being or towards a more matrilineal focus where women are stepping forward to lead and men are stepping back?





I'm for genuine equality of social opportunity in every way. But one danger I see is that many men are now confused, and are sometimes cowed into feeling that they can't be (or act as) men any more. I think it's all very simple — in theory:


Women should be women.
Men should be men.


Do you choose to be single and if so, why.





No. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Hey, Bill. Glad to see you're still alive and kicking ;)




Always! :)

1) What do you think the future holds for humanity? This question was sort of already asked, but what I mean with this one is, do you think that the near future (<20 years) of humanity is bleak, or are you less concerned?

For me, I've had his weird, constant, unignorable sense of dread for about 2 years now that keeps getting stronger and stronger, that all of this obscene decadence, this order and convenience, is about to go away, permanently. It's difficult to explain. It's an ever-present...vibration, I suppose you could say. A hunch. A literal gut feeling that something...big....is imminent. Something probably catastrophic (at least initially).

Does any of this seem like it has merit? Or do you think that's just the normal thing to feel when one is coming of age in a world as messy and chaotic as this one?

It's so scary nowadays. Between climate change, the political landscape globally, rampant unchecked consumerism, and all of the other crap, I can't help but feel like it's all going to **** and things are only going to get a whole lot worse. What do you think?




I think it's going to get better (probably! Though it's NOT a slam-dunk, surefire outcome) — but it'll get worse first. The 'getting worse' bit is what you (and many others) may be sensing.

2) If you could somehow broadcast a message to the entire millennial population at once (so basically everyone 30 and under), what would you say? Do you have any important advice?




Get off trivial social media. Stop sleeping with your smartphones. Don't take drugs. Connect with nature.

Take good long-term care of your bodies, because they're not immortal. Start investing in that RIGHT NOW.

3) How old are you?




If you can't really tell, that's fine with me. :P


Older than Richard Dolan, and younger than Linda Howe.
I often feel about 25. (Not a joke!)
I absolutely know that I do things in the mountains that 99% of people half my age couldn't manage. That also keeps me feeling pretty young in every way.

[Limor Wolf]

Take it away.



Our spirits love to play in spontaneity

What will inspire you to change 'The project Avalon' to 'The spirit of Avalon'?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcQJ9tlwUPg

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill
I remember back then you had some interviews with this weird guy Charles (assassin?).
What happened with him?





I don't know. I actually sent him an e-mail (a friendly one) a couple of months ago, but he didn't reply.

I also remember that you shared at the beginning of one of these interviews that you met in a cafeteria Saint Germain or someone that he was immortal (2000 years old?) and he was looking like 35.
Can you tell us again about this experience?





That was a strange experience, at a conference in Switzerland. I never knew who the man was. I dabbled with the idea at the time (and 'Charles' seemed to confirm it to me), but I don't believe he was Saint Germain.

[TomKat]

Bill,
What do you think of the direction Camelot has gone the last year? Is Cassidy purposely sabotaging Camelot, or is it just a matter of running out of credible interviewees?

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill

Thank you for this opportunity, like many others I have far to many questions for you but one that has puzzled me for years and though at the time I followed it very closely but I never seemed to get to the bottom of it and its fall out re project camelot and your relationship with Kerry.

I am refering to the "Charles affair".

At the time and afterwards there were hints, gaurded or vague comments and rumours from various sources but I could never get a satisfactory answer, I have searched a few times for the truth but have never found any thing that rings true , credible or clear.

I do hope this is not to personal a question if so sincere apologise and ignore

Thank you for all you have done and continue to do

Sijohn


Thank you! But I'm unclear quite what the question is. Can you make it a little more precise?

[Bill Ryan]

Dearest Bill,

Do you like rice pudding?

No, I really hate it. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Project Avalon is a jewel on this endless sea and this alone is a great archievement. Huge respect to you Bill

Questions: What did you expect to accomplish when you first created PA ? Have you thought since the beginning that it would become so popular ?

It was originally (August 2008 — OMG, we missed the 10th anniversary!) intended to be primarily a resource index for personal and spiritual growth, sustainability, optimal self-health, and so on. The forum was conceived as an adjunct to that.

But the forum took off like a wild rocket. We had 7,000 fully active and enthusiastic members within 3 weeks, and a moderators team who had zero experience and didn't even know each other. It was chaos. :)

Things have settled down since then, of course. Sometimes the forum doesn't seem that large, but we frequently have 10-15x as many guests as members. We know we have quite an influence.

My personal watchword since early Camelot days has been quality rather than quantity. It's NOT reaching the maximum audience that matters. I'm not at all interested in social media advertising and promotion. It's reaching the right individuals. And they do find us.

[Bill Ryan]

My question from heart would be -

What is it like in your limitless original version, expression, perception, vibration and intention?

Love,

Limor

I'd be happy to answer that, but I confess I have no idea what the question means!

[Bill Ryan]

Good morning Bill, is the coffee on?
Have you learned any critical information that you have been told not to reveal?

Yes. Just once, and I don't know for sure if it was accurate information or not. But there was some evidence that it was for real.

It was about intelligent reptilians having been introduced to Planet Earth alongside mammalian modern humans, but who have since left the planet. A fascinating and highly-charged issue. It's impossible to corroborate, and has to stay in the realm of speculation.

[Rawhide68]

Hi Bill
I have a question for you.
Ive heard all kind of strange theories about what happens when your physical body dies. Some say go to the light in the end of the tunnel, and some people say NO don't go there?
Whats your take on that?

And what your dogs name, and brand?

[Bill Ryan]

When considering doing hypnotic regressions, what should one check first about the facilitator, method etc? What do you recommend for getting good results that help resolve delusions instead of deepening them?

Well, first, don't use hypnosis per se. That's not necessary. There's an interesting thread that discusses that, and you may find it useful.


Past Lives: The Basics (and, Regression do's and don'ts) (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?100417-Past-Lives-The-Basics--and-Regression-do-s-and-don-ts-/page3)

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, do you believe we are being influenced by archons (Jinn, demons ect) as indicated in so many ancient writings? If so, how?

Just wanted to add that I am really enjoying this thread. I'm kind of blown away by your depth of integrity.

Thank you! :heart: And yes, re archons, the human race is being influenced by something, and I'd argue it has been for several thousand years.

Whatever my personal differences may be with Jay Weidner about the Corey Goode affair, his take on this here is really clear and I think very enlightening and revealing.


http://jayweidner.com/rise-of-the-archons-an-interview-with-jay-weidner-on-rense-radio

The archontic influence is all about falsehood, fakery, and imitation. We have fake


Beauty
Music
Aesthetics
Justice
Nutrition
Healthcare
Education
Information
Politics and governance
Spirituality, religion and metaphysics
Sex and romance
.... and the list goes on and on and ON.

Cue Substitute, by The Who.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eswQl-hcvU0

[Bill Ryan]

Greetings Bill,
Thanks for this opportunity to ask you directly...
I once posted a audiobook of Lawrence Spencers' Alien Interview...which you declared to be a hoax...please elaborate on your position...as I can not know whether the book is a hoax...or the information gleaned from the interview (if it even took place!) is or is not valid.
I only know that after processing the information...it felt more believable than anything I believed thus far in life.
Thanks for all you've done...and all you do...
Blessings
Dave

100% definitely, categorically, slam-dunk demonstrably fiction. It grew to be a hoax.

But it never started out as one. It was an allegorical story through which Spencer wanted to present some ideas and concepts from Scientology. But when his readers started to take the book seriously, he painted himself into a corner by not explaining clearly it was just a story, and then couldn't get out of it.

The thread discussing and explaining it is here.


HOAX: Lawrence Spencer's 'ALIEN INTERVIEW' (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?6865-HOAX-Lawrence-Spencer-s-ALIEN-INTERVIEW)

[sijohn]

Hi Bill

Me again , I will try to be more specific

In your opinion who was Charles, was he genuine , if so who did he " work for / answer to " and what was he, and what was the effect of the encounter on your life, relationships and future direction.

At the time my impression was that this seemed to be an important / significant happening /event re camelot and avalon evolutions

Hope this is clearer this time

Thank you

Sijohn

[Bill Ryan]

Our spirits love to play in spontaneity

What will inspire you to change 'The project Avalon' to 'The spirit of Avalon'?


Well, we might yet amend the name (or the tagline) in some small way. The mods were discussing just yesterday how we might draw more attention to the value and importance of Avalon as a research resource.

As an aside, I should share this visual joke. I'd thought of changing the central part of the banner ^^ to look like this for a few days, merely to see what might be the response from the SSP™ camp. Fortunately, it's no longer necessary. :)

http://projectavalon.net/SSP_Avalon_banner.jpg

[Bill Ryan]

Bill,
What do you think of the direction Camelot has gone the last year? Is Cassidy purposely sabotaging Camelot, or is it just a matter of running out of credible interviewees?

Ooooof.

Maybe not just the last year.

No purposeful sabotage. Kerry is not capable of that. She always means well.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill
I have a question for you.
Ive heard all kind of strange theories about what happens when your physical body dies. Some say go to the light in the end of the tunnel, and some people say NO don't go there?
Whats your take on that?

And what your dogs name, and brand?



DON'T go into the light.
Mara. She's a Black-nosed Andean Mountain Dog. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill

Me again , I will try to be more specific

In your opinion who was Charles, was he genuine , if so who did he " work for / answer to " and what was he, and what was the effect of the encounter on your life, relationships and future direction.

At the time my impression was that this seemed to be an important / significant happening /event re camelot and avalon evolutions

Hope this is clearer this time

Thank you

Sijohn

Thanks. :)

Yes, he was genuine (NOT a 'con man'). Though not everything he said was 100% true, and I know that, and he knows that I know that. :)

I think his account of [what I called] the 'Rulers of the World' was pretty much accurate.

You ask a very important question about the effect on my life.

In February 2011, he warned me about Inelia. He almost pleaded with me to listen to him. And I didn't.

That dishonored him. It was a serious offense in his world.

And he proved to be 100% right. There were booby-traps there which I was quite unaware of, but which he somehow knew about. That's how come I ended up in Ecuador, and I'm still here.

The [very rough] analogy is that if you happen to know the Mafia Godfather, and he offers you some personal advice that's well-intended, and you disregard that, he's likely to take offense. And it's not very smart (or wise!) to offend the Mafia Godfather. He may have a long memory.

Somewhere in there, Charles knows all this. And I know that he knows. If I had a time machine, and could go back and do some things differently, I most certainly would.

I made some bad decisions (and he knows that, too), but the way life works is that you have to live with those and use the opportunity to contemplate them deeply.

[onawah]

Human menstrual blood has many very powerful healing properties, and there are stories from ancient times about the Annunaki using it for healing for the "lulus", and monatamic gold, which has similar properties, such as recounted here: Enki’s Ormus for Ruling Line http://www.weekendpost.co.bw/wp-column-details.php?col_id=594



It's a perennial motif in the theories of so many exponents of varying perspectives on which 'whos' and 'whats' hide above the architecture of world systems,
so what is your take on the notion of BLOODLINES?

I believe they're a real phenomenon. And, for reasons we may not fully understand, they're of great importance to those families involved.

The 'inbreeding'/ intermarriage behavior of many European (and now American) families does just on its own seem to point to that. But I don't know what the true significance is of the bloodline thing.

Rather wildly speculating here, it may be that (literally) human blood itself is very important in ways we don't understand.

[Arak]

Great thread! Loving it! My two questions are:



Hi Bill
Some say go to the light in the end of the tunnel, and some people say NO don't go there?
Whats your take on that?




DON'T go into the light.

1. Why not?

2. Any tips how to start doing astral projection voyages? (Carol Clarke told me few years ago that I should be able to astral project any time soon but didn't find away to do it...)
2b. Have you done them?

[OmeyocaN777]

From your sayings (and I deeply respect those), we must take seriously Charles info.
So my question is about this AI he said that he was connecting sometimes....can you elaborate on that? (maybe from there he knew many things in advance)
Thank you, Bill, I really appreciated the hard work and effort that you put into "teaching" us.....:heart:

[Bill Ryan]

Great thread! Loving it! My two questions are:



Hi Bill
Some say go to the light in the end of the tunnel, and some people say NO don't go there?
Whats your take on that?




DON'T go into the light.


1. Why not?

2. Any tips how to start doing astral projection voyages? (Carol Clarke told me few years ago that I should be able to astral project any time soon but didn't find away to do it...)
2b. Have you done them?


1. As best I know (and I'm pretty sure of it), it's a trap. A graphic visual representation might be

https://www.geek.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/07/anglerfish-pixardisney-625x352.jpg

This is from Finding Nemo. (Not a real photo! :) But you may get the idea.)

~~~

2. No, I've never Astrally Projected. But Noelle (who's on sabbatical at the moment) knows a great deal about it, and is an experienced OBE-er.

[Bill Ryan]

From your sayings (and I deeply respect those), we must take seriously Charles info.
So my question is about this AI he said that he was connecting sometimes....can you elaborate on that? (maybe from there he knew many things in advance)
Thank you, Bill, I really appreciated the hard work and effort that you put into "teaching" us.....:heart:

No, I really can't elaborate on Charles' personal AI story.

But over the years I've heard from several other sources that large, underground AI installations do exist.

Dr Bill Deagle talked of one, extensively, which he had personally visited, in his epic and important December 2006 Granada Forum Lecture.

My understanding is that these supercomputers — and my working hypothesis is that there are four: in Colorado, New Mexico, London, and Pine Gap (Australia) — are (a) connected, and (b) use highly advanced predictive modeling software to 'game' various potential societal scenarios and assist the globalists to make decisions and implement policies that will best further their agendas.

[avatar]

Back up. What is wrong with Inelia? Just curious, because she supposedly healed contactee Sherry Wilde. All I know of her is your interview.
And I thought your being in Equador was about extradition - just kidding. I am stunned that you are opening yourself up to questions in this manner.
Wow

[Bill Ryan]

Back up. What is wrong with Inelia? Just curious, because she supposedly healed contactee Sherry Wilde. All I know of her is your interview.
And I thought your being in Equador was about extradition - just kidding. I am stunned that you are opening yourself up to questions in this manner.
Wow

Yes, Inelia had some dramatic, impressive, very real psychic abilities, even more so when she was a teenager. She was extremely talented, and some of the things she's done would put Uri Geller into a shadow.

In our May 2011 interview (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feZqzZUV19w), we deliberately edited out some of her more extraordinary anecdotes of psi abilities, because we didn't want it to be all about a magic show. :)

All I can really say here, I think, is that whole situation was heavily booby-trapped in ways Inelia had no control over. There's no blame on her. I walked straight into an impossible cul-de-sac straight out of a Jason Bourne movie.

That combined with my having offended Charles (see above (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256573&viewfull=1#post1256573)). The result was that I was not 'extradited' (your joke :) )... but kind of exiled. That might be a good word to use.

[Elandiel BernElve]

1. As best I know (and I'm pretty sure of it), it's a trap. A graphic visual representation might be

From what I've gathered you're right it's a soultrap, it might be the memory wipeout instigator after which you're send back to Earth.
It's an utter crime against humanity and life itself to keep souls trapped in a reincarnation loop and having lifetime memories wiped over and over again.

The best thing you can do when you die is to ask/order your Higher Self to join your starfamily , source, or simply 'bring me home'
Some even claim when you confront the light to make a 180 degrees turn with your consciousness .

In my honest opinion, if true, this is among the most crucial things to learn in life on Earth if your soul is old and in need for some R&R

[Soda]

Hi Bill! What is your take now on Leo Zagami and Bill Brockbrader? Thanks in advance.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill! What is your take now on Leo Zagami and Bill Brockbrader? Thanks in advance.

I'd avoid them both, and disregard them both. :)

[angelfire]

Hi Bill
I have a question for you.
Ive heard all kind of strange theories about what happens when your physical body dies. Some say go to the light in the end of the tunnel, and some people say NO don't go there?
Whats your take on that?

And what your dogs name, and brand?



DON'T go into the light.
Mara. She's a Black-nosed Andean Mountain Dog. :)


Hi again, Bill,

Can you expand on your advice NOT to go into the light?

[Bill Ryan]

Hi again, Bill,

Can you expand on your advice NOT to go into the light?

Sure, and I'll be a little more circumspect. :)

I believe (but do not know for sure) that it's a New Age myth, exactly as Omni (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?3906-Omni) might contend. In fact, he might go further, and argue that it's a dangerous misdirect, like an alluring signpost turned to point 180º the wrong way. I'd not disagree.



In all my regressions and recalls, some of which include between-lives episodes, I've never once recalled going into the light. And here I am, arguably in reasonably good shape as a grounded, aware human with (I hope! :) ) many positive attributes. It doesn't appear to be a prerequisite for healthy reincarnation.



Everyone has free will, of course, including after we've all left our bodies. My advice for myself is that at the end of this lifetime, I won't go into the light before I return. (We return anyway, and just maybe the better for having avoided the light. That may be really all I can say.)

[Magnus]

A few questions for you Bill, even though I'm a little uneasy about digging too deep in your personal private issues.

• At one point the unedited version of the "rulers of the world" video was uploaded to Youtube by someone who must have stolen it from you somehow, who did that and how did it happen?

• Charles must have been offended by the unedited video escaping your hands, offended not only by your dismissal of his advice regarding Inelia, is this correct?

• In case your "exile" wasn't officially issued, did Charles personally "exile" you from Europe altogether or just from Switzerland?

• Charles stated he had cancer and that his days were numbered, if Charles is now deceased, would it be safe for you to return to Europe?

• What's the status of the gold that were stolen from you, is it forever lost? (I imagine you must find it hard to let a woman into your life again, after such a bitter betrayal.)

[WhiteFeather]

Bill, What is your take on Jimmy Church.

[pyrangello]

Bill, Thank You , Thank You Sir for this opportunity! I found you way back in the Camelot days with Kerry, was searching for answers to questions on a connect the dot mission so to speak. I could just feel that what we were taught in growing up was so limited to what has really happened on this earth/universe and life mission. That history wasn't in a box that was taught to us with finite beginnings and ends, That we are so much more capable within ourselves ,energy and spirit than we actually know and realize. You sir are in a place of peace, almost like the indigenous people were before all of these distractions of living in a system of economics , competiveness , and eating unhealthy because its easier to stay in the race and not lose time. I hope to extract myself one day from this system and I do time to time by going further north not so much connected to this fast pace. That being said I as I am sure many on this forum which I call the Avalon Family feel a kindred connection to a soul of a lifetime and much more , which is you !, Thank You for that and for being here. My question :

1) Whatever happened to Arthur Newman ? He seems like another genuine good old soul.

2) On the topic of Angels , I have witnessed so many miracles that the only good explanation was there was intervention as a guardian angel , I'm not talking about religion or any type of religion . Do you have an opinion on that and have you ever felt that you were protected from an incident that something should have happened but didn't? And I know nothing of scientology , but is there a link to angels with scientology ?

3) Finally, if any of us want to send you a Christmas card or a present is there a main post office or something where we can ? :) Its ok to give your xmas list now to us, lol.

[Bill Ryan]

A few questions for you Bill, even though I'm a little uneasy about digging too deep in your personal private issues.

• At one point the unedited version of the "rulers of the world" video was uploaded to Youtube by someone who must have stolen it from you somehow, who did that and how did it happen?



The former Avalon senior admin Richard Hertzog (username Richard, whose wife was Celine) uploaded it, after he'd been asked to step down from his role at Avalon in March 2011. A couple months previously, I'd entrusted the raw video to him for safekeeping. The video was taken down by YouTube immediately I filed a complaint that it endangered my own safety (which was true).
• Charles must have been offended by the unedited video escaping your hands, offended not only by your dissmissal of his advice regarding Inelia, is this correct?



I can't be sure I remember exactly what happened. Either he was furious, or he would certainly have been furious had he known at the time.
• In case your "exile" wasn't officially issued, did Charles personally "exile" you from Europe altogether or just from Switzerland?



For now, this is just about the one question here that I'll decline to answer in detail. What I will say (again) is that I was fully responsible for what happened, inasmuch as I made a handful of very bad calls that I fully acknowledge.

I was in an extremely difficult situation, I thought I could handle it, but I blew it. ('Blew it' is exactly the right word. I ****ed up completely. :) )
• Charles stated he had cancer and that his days were numbered, if Charles is now deceased, would it be safe for you to return to Europe?



He told me in (I think early 2011) that his cancer was in remission. He said that after a check-up, it had apparently totally disappeared. I believe that at one point he also shared that on Avalon, when he was a member.
• What's the status of the gold that were stolen from you, is it forever lost? (I imagine you must find it hard to let a woman into your life again, after such a bitter betrayal.



It's not yet been returned.

I don't have any problems trusting others. I'm actually the most trusting person I know. I've just learned that if anything like this were to ever happen again, I'd change the locks early rather than continuing to be naive — which I was. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, What is your take on Jimmy Church.

As posted here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?101752-Cosmic-Disclosure-s-EMERY-SMITH-is-a-hoaxer.&p=1218192&viewfull=1#post1218192):

~~~
Bill if you read this, what is your assessment on Jimmy Church...?





Arrogant
Self-aggrandizing
Narcissistic
Ambitious
Unwilling to face to up to genuinely difficult issues.

[Spellbound]

1) Whatever happened to Arthur Newman ? He seems like another genuine good old soul.

I think he was a member here at Avalon sometime in the last 2 years. I'm unsure of his member name at that time, but I think it was confirmed that he was in fact Arthur / Henry. He didn't stay long though. He threw me a "thanks" on one of my posts where I accused Simon Parkes, Kerry Cassidy, and George Green of fear porn when they said there was a huge earthquake coming on the west coast N. America and that many lives would be lost.

Dave - Toronto

[Spellbound]

Bill, what is your personal take on 9/11?? Was it entirely an inside job (USA doing it against themselves as a false flag)?? Was it radical Muslim terrorists as we were lead to believe?? A combination between the two where the US knew it was coming but did nothing to stop it?? Were the twin towers (and 7) the result of direct energy (which I assume would be USA controlled)?? Was it a missile that hit the Pentagon (again, USA controlled)?? Was Flt 93 shot down (you once interviewed a woman who was inside the bunker that day and heard the order being given to shoot it down, as I recall).

Dave - Toronto

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Richard Dolan took Jimmy Church to school last week, imo.

Dave - Toronto

[Sadieblue]

Hi Bill
I have a question for you.
Ive heard all kind of strange theories about what happens when your physical body dies. Some say go to the light in the end of the tunnel, and some people say NO don't go there?
Whats your take on that?

And what your dogs name, and brand?



DON'T go into the light.
Mara. She's a Black-nosed Andean Mountain Dog. :)


Hi Bill, I am really enjoying this post and learning more and more.
You are a very wise man, so I have a Question.

Would you mind giving more info on "Don't go into the light"
I haven't read anything on that here on Avalon yet, I am still a newbe. Thank you.

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, Thank You , Thank You Sir for this opportunity!
[ ...]
My question :

1) Whatever happened to Arthur Neumann ? He seems like another genuine good old soul.




I'm afraid I have no idea where he is right now, or how he's doing. He [re-]joined Avalon as a member a couple of years ago, but was gently retired after a very strange series of exchanges that can be read here. (Yes, that was the thread title.)


[From Henry Deacon] Re: Welcome to Avalon! txoj kev hauv tsev (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?92785-From-Henry-Deacon-Re-Welcome-to-Avalon--txoj-kev-hauv-tsev)


2) On the topic of Angels , I have witnessed so many miracles that the only good explanation was there was intervention as a guardian angel , I'm not talking about religion or any type of religion . Do you have an opinion on that and have you ever felt that you were protected from an incident that something should have happened but didn't? And I know nothing of scientology , but is there a link to angels with scientology ?





My best answer to that is to recount the following true story — shared with me by a personal close friend who's been an active and extremely able Ron's Org ('Free Zone') scientologist for many years.

Read carefully. (Maybe twice!) This is quite something else.




My friend told me that in [regression] session she had recalled/recovered the memory that between lives (her previous life and her current one), she had spent several years during WWII 'taking care' of the safety and welfare of refugees. She was being their guardian angel.

She told one story of how she had taken great care (as a kind of angel/spirit guide) of one Jewish refugee, a well-known artist, who had fled Poland and over a period of several months had eventually safely made it on foot across Europe to a new life in Spain. She had invisibly been by his side all the way.

Then, after her session, purely by 'synchronicity' (go figure!), she came across this man's biography. It was the same person, who recounted his extraordinary escape and long trek to freedom across occupied Europe — exactly as she had herself recalled.

In his book, he described passionately and poignantly, with a great deal of wonder and appreciation, how throughout his journey, from beginning to end, he had always felt he was being assisted and protected by an angelic, unseen hand.

:star:

3) If any of us want to send you a Christmas card or a present is there a main post office or something where we can ? Its ok to give your xmas list now to us, lol.




Ha! I have no mailing address, no mailbox, and the internet would have to suffice. I'm known locally as the gringo who barely speaks any Spanish but always smiles and waves and has a nice dog and an old truck who lives half a mile down that dirt road there. :)

* Note, however: I do have a maildrop address in the US, though, where a traveling friend does bring things back for me sometimes.

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, what is your personal take on 9/11?? Was it entirely an inside job (USA doing it against themselves as a false flag)?? Was it radical Muslim terrorists as we were lead to believe?? A combination between the two where the US knew it was coming but did nothing to stop it?? Were the twin towers (and 7) the result of direct energy (which I assume would be USA controlled)?? Was it a missile that hit the Pentagon (again, USA controlled)?? Was Flt 93 shot down (you once interviewed a woman who was inside the bunker that day and heard the order being given to shoot it down, as I recall).


My provisional answers. Just the best I've got right now.


An inside job, engineered by the US Deep State and carefully planned for a couple of years, with Israel as a complicit part of the [very complex] scenario.
Direct Energy weapons, I do think (on the Twin Towers). Other conventional ordnance may have been involved as well, of course.
I'm increasingly given now to think that the planes were holograms, though when I'd first heard the idea (from John Lear in our April 2008 interview here (http://projectcamelot.org/john_lear.html)) I dismissed it. I'm not nearly so sure now.
The actual passenger planes (not the substitute bogies) were all rerouted to the nearby Wendover Air Force Base, as Rebekah Roth presents in compelling detail. Those passengers who were an innocent part of all this were all murdered.
A missile hit the Pentagon. Something far smaller than a Boeing 757.
Flight 93 was shot down (and would have exploded/disintegrated in midair), according to this first-hand witness testimony (http://projectcamelot.org/elizabeth_nelson_flight_93.html) from 'Elizabeth Nelson' (pseudonym) whom I'd known as a personal friend in Switzerland: a young ex-military American woman who was now with her Swiss husband. I'm completely certain that what she reported in detail that she observed and heard was 100% authentic.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill
I have a question for you.
Ive heard all kind of strange theories about what happens when your physical body dies. Some say go to the light in the end of the tunnel, and some people say NO don't go there?
Whats your take on that?

And what your dogs name, and brand?


DON'T go into the light.
Mara. She's a Black-nosed Andean Mountain Dog. :)



Hi Bill, I am really enjoying this post and learning more and more.
You are a very wise man, so I have a Question.

Would you mind giving more info on "Don't go into the light"
I haven't read anything on that here on Avalon yet, I am still a newbe. Thank you.

Sadieblue, welcome! :sun:

I enlarged on this just a little more in my post #112 above (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256599&viewfull=1#post1256599).

For quite a bit of discussion, there's also this Avalon thread, which you may find interesting.


"Don't go into the light" - Discussion thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?68916-Don-t-go-into-the-light-Discussion-thread)

[Spellbound]

Bill, in your opinion, what was the single tipping point in the decision to have JFK taken out?? Do you believe that Kennedy had the truth about ET and him wanting to bring disclosure had anything to do with his assassination?? Do you believe LBJ was involved in any way?

Great thread, btw. Thx again...

Dave - Toronto

[snoman]

That combined with my having offended Charles (see above (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256573&viewfull=1#post1256573)). The result was that I was not 'extradited' (your joke :) )... but kind of exiled. That might be a good word to use.

After many days spent with the man in 2012, Charles/Atticus/Stephen or (?) was also evidently pretty much in 'exile' too from the same point on. Worth pointing this out seeing
as there will always be a fugged remnant of interest still in his stories. He was an intriguing individual for sure, but was it ever finite or tangible enough to evolve beyond what he carried around with him, an A4 sized black bound book of some complete (others incomplete) reflections of what he had witnessed or picked up from meetings and conversations with various remarkable individuals along with certain diagrams and symbols that pointed to some level of immersion in magickal arenas.

You have to hand it to him, he still casts a spell in these spheres. He still reverberates, that Spider.

[AriG]

Bill,

So many questions, so little resolution....

1. Are you lonely?

2. Why do you continue to stay in Ecuador?

3. What question that remains unasked, do you want us to ask? What are we missing?

4. Do you want to confess something?

5. How can we help you get to the next level?

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, in your opinion, what was the single tipping point in the decision to have JFK taken out?? Do you believe that Kennedy had the truth about ET and him wanting to bring disclosure had anything to do with his assassination?? Do you believe LBJ was involved in any way?



LBJ, absolutely. He was at the center of it all.

To ask about a 'tipping point' is the perfect question. Because the scales had been gradually weighted for some time, issue after issue, enemy after enemy, interest after interest.

There are many valid points of view. One strong possibility it seems to me is that the last straw was his insistence that space program technology be shared with the Russians. (And that may have meant, implied, or included, classified ET technology.)

Missing from your questions was one about the shooter(s). The fatal head shot was from Mafia hitman Johnny Roselli, positioned in the storm drain.

[Bill Ryan]

Bill,

So many questions, so little resolution....

Sorry!! :bigsmile:

1. Are you lonely?




No, not at all! I'm alone (almost totally), but never lonely. The two are entirely different. I'm happy, productive, active and self-sufficient almost all of the time. I'd like to think that comes over and can be sensed in my couple of recent mountain videos.

2. Why do you continue to stay in Ecuador?




I have nowhere else to [easily] go. If I had a million dollars (or maybe half that!), I'd return to Switzerland. (Or maybe go to Canada.) But it's crazy-expensive in Switzerland, and really pretty cheap here. Even a bunch of $$ wouldn't last that long there without a real income. There are actually many logistical advantages to this being my home.

3. What question that remains unasked, do you want us to ask? What are we missing?





Well, thanks for that question! :bearhug: I'm not fishing for questions at all, just letting things flow.

The thread was actually inspired by my thinking I really should offer a platform for clearing up misunderstandings about my views on political issues as pertaining to Avalon and certain actions taken collectively by the mods team — perceptions about which have caused some divisiveness recently, and some of which kind of turned a little nasty.

And that really surprised me. Among a few people there seemed to be expressed a kind of simmering, unexpressed suspicion about me that was 100% unwarranted. And it still is.

I found that tough personally, so I kind of wanted to clear things up if anyone was interested. But then rather than make some kind of statement, I figured it'd be better to have an open Q-and-A thread and then see what happened. It's been interesting that members grabbed the opportunity to ask about a bunch of other things... all of which is fine by me. (Even if it's about rice pudding! :) )

4. Do you want to confess something?





No, no. :)

5. How can we help you get to the next level?





Well, thank you again! Not asking for 'help'. This isn't a red-flare thread of any kind. Taking the above into account (the idea of a venue to answer all and any questions to clear up misunderstandings), I'm realizing it's a good opportunity to just be transparent and add to the value of the Avalon experience — if that doesn't sound too much like corporate-speak.

As soon as I started it, a bunch of people thanked me very sincerely, and many visitors are reading, with apparent interest... and all of that is also fine by me. So I'm happy just to ride the snowboard and see where it all goes. :)

[AriG]

Bill,

So many questions, so little resolution....

Sorry!! :bigsmile:

1. Are you lonely?




No, not at all! I'm alone (almost totally), but never lonely. The two are entirely different. I'm happy, productive, active and self-sufficient almost all of the time. I'd like to think that comes over and can be sensed in my couple of recent mountain videos.

2. Why do you continue to stay in Ecuador?




I have nowhere else to [easily] go. If I had a million dollars (or maybe half that!), I'd return to Switzerland. (Or maybe go to Canada.) But it's crazy-expensive in Switzerland, and really pretty cheap here. Even a bunch of $$ wouldn't last that long there without a real income. There are actually many logistical advantages to this being my home.

3. What question that remains unasked, do you want us to ask? What are we missing?





Well, thanks for that question! :bearhug: I'm not fishing for questions at all, just letting things flow.

The thread was actually inspired by my thinking I really should offer a platform for clearing up misunderstandings about my views on political issues as pertaining to Avalon and certain actions taken collectively by the mods team — perceptions about which have caused some divisiveness recently, and some of which kind of turned a little nasty.

And that really surprised me. Among a few people there seemed to be expressed a kind of simmering, unexpressed suspicion about me that was 100% unwarranted. And it still is.

I found that tough personally, so I kind of wanted to clear things up if anyone was interested. But then rather than make some kind of statement, I figured it'd be better to have an open Q-and-A thread and then see what happened. It's been interesting that members grabbed the opportunity to ask about a bunch of other things... all of which is fine by me. (Even if it's about rice pudding! :) )

4. Do you want to confess something?





No, no. :)

5. How can we help you get to the next level?





Well, thank you again! Not asking for 'help'. This isn't a red-flare thread of any kind. Taking the above into account (the idea of a venue to answer all and any questions to clear up misunderstandings), I'm realizing it's a good opportunity to just be transparent and add to the value of the Avalon experience — if that doesn't sound too much like corporate-speak.

As soon as I started it, a bunch of people thanked me very sincerely, and many visitors are reading, with apparent interest... and all of that is also fine by me. So I'm happy just to ride the snowboard and see where it all goes. :)


Very sorry to have read in to your intent. :( This is why I have moved to the country. I can't process all the incoming messages... Sorry again....

[Bill Ryan]

Very sorry to have read in to your intent. :( This is why I have moved to the country. I can't process all the incoming messages... Sorry again....

Hey! :heart: It's 100% totally okay. I started the thread without knowing what would happen. I've been enjoying it (and surprised by it!) as much as anyone reading this. Let it all continue.

:star: :Party: :star:

[Spellbound]

What are your thoughts on organized religion?? Do you believe in God and the whole Jesus story?? Or is it possible that religion was developed as a means to control the masses?? Would ET disclosure call religion into question??

Do you believe in the ancient astronaut theory that mankind has had it's DNA tinkered with many times over throughout the ages by ET's??

Btw... Canada is a great place to live. I'm very proud to be Canadian.

Dave - Toronto

[Bill Ryan]

What are your thoughts on organized religion?? Do you believe in God and the whole Jesus story?? Or is it possible that religion was developed as a means to control the masses?? Would ET disclosure call religion into question??

Do you believe in the ancient astronaut theory that mankind has had it's DNA tinkered with many times over throughout the ages by ET's??



I wrote extensively about Jesus (and who he was, and what might have been happening back then) at the start of this thread.


The real Jesus, the real Mary, Gnosis, the Archons, and the world's first major smear campaign (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?61859-The-real-Jesus-the-real-Mary-Gnosis-the-Archons-and-the-world-s-first-major-smear-campaign)

'The whole Jesus story' was of course extensively re-written (many times!) and edited/censored according to the convenience and agenda of the early Roman Church, who wanted to co-opt and mold the early stories to their own purposes.

I doubt if even Emperor Constantine I, who called the first Council of Nicaea in 325 AD, could have in his wildest dreams foreseen how adulterated and distorted the original history would become a millennium and a half later.

One of the best books on this is The Jesus Papers, by Michael Baigent, in the Avalon Library. In my strong personal opinion and evaluation, Jesus


Was 100% human.
Was an exceptionally gifted, inspired, and inspiring spiritual teacher.
Was also a political freedom fighter, dangerous to the Roman authorities.
Married Mary Magdalene (another inspired teacher and leader), and was the father of her children.
Survived the crucifixion, with the tacit consent and approval of Pontius Pilate.

Religion as a control system? Absolutely. Applying to one degree or another to all organized religions, with the possible exception of Buddhism.

Would ET disclosure call religion into question? Yes. That's one of the major problems.

Do I believe in the ancient astronaut theory that mankind has had its DNA tinkered with many times over throughout the ages by ETs? Yes, absolutely. I think it's very highly likely.

[Flash]

What are your thoughts on organized religion?? Do you believe in God and the whole Jesus story?? Or is it possible that religion was developed as a means to control the masses?? Would ET disclosure call religion into question??

Do you believe in the ancient astronaut theory that mankind has had it's DNA tinkered with many times over throughout the ages by ET's??

Btw... Canada is a great place to live. I'm very proud to be Canadian.

Dave - Toronto

I agree with Dave about Canada, although my daughter, who is attached to Canada somehow, tells me Switzerland is better.

[Star Tsar]

Dearest Bill,

This question comes via way of Mrs/Ms Valerie Vickers, I made a statement & This question arose which I admit I am still trying to formulate an answer that I am satisifed with.
And so I would love your answer/opinion.

What is the ultimate purpose of the human experiment?

:bearhug:

[Patient]

Hi Bill. I really think it is very cool of you to open yourself up to inviting questions from everyone in one thread. Also, (IMHO) I feel that it is strengthening the feeling of a respectful community here in Avalon. So, well done! (whether intentional or not)

So a couple questions;

The Mandela Effect. As I see it there are 2 camps - those that see it, and those that have no different memories. I have experience with a physical item that I have in my possession that changed. My family recalls "The Berenstien Bears" book. I watched the cartoon on TV with my kids, and I have a book that I read to them. We all recall it as the Berenstien Bears, but now the book reads "Berenstain Bears". It is the same book as it has my childs' name written inside it. Some priests claim to have a similar experience with a Bible that they have had all their lives - and inside it has changed. I have other things that I see as having changed, but the book is something in my possession that changed. Without that book, I would be questioning my own memories.

I am wondering, where are you in this Mandela affect? Do you have anything similar that has affected you? Or do you not have any memories affected? If you believe that there really was a change, do you have any info on what caused it? What are your thoughts?

Second question (and forgive me as I try to turn this train of thought into a question). I have had dreams that have come to be a real life experience - so i have had a couple dreams that played out in real life - down to the items in a room. I have had experience with a family member in a coma at their time of death and they some how communicated to me (in my mind) a piece of my future. And it came to pass. So what are your thoughts on "time" - is it set? Has this all happened before? Do we have free will or is that an illusion?
Or are we somehow connected to the "whole" when we are ready to pass on to the next. I realize this is a huge topic, just wondering if you could provide some of your thoughts and feelings. Have you experienced anything along these lines?

All the best to you!

[OmeyocaN777]

I really like this "interview" from all avalonians towards you. It's a much better style, helps to go deeper by any means to the core, far more informative and impressive.
It helps a lot your personality/wisdom for answering these questions, clearly, straight to the point...
You are in a big trouble, there are so many things I want to ask you...but I want to be kind and leave space for everybody and don't overwhelm you:bigsmile:
I would change my question as Patient had almost the same (dreams)...
So I would like your opinion about Harald Kautz Vella and Black Goo and his statement about 2 different kinds, one of mother earth and one of alien (trinary/binary).

For those who aren't familiar with the subject, they can take a brief look here...
https://truthscrambler.com/2016/10/08/harald-kautz-vella-alien-a-i-and-black-goo-technology/
or here after 8 min

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wylFn4wY-4M

[Bill Ryan]

What is the ultimate purpose of the human experiment?


I really don't know.

There are two kinds of scientific experiment (basically).


To attempt to achieve a desired result (e.g. making a new alloy or chemical compound with certain specific properties).
Just to see what happens if you do X, Y, or Z.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill. I really think it is very cool of you to open yourself up to inviting questions from everyone in one thread. Also, (IMHO) I feel that it is strengthening the feeling of a respectful community here in Avalon. So, well done! (whether intentional or not)

So a couple questions;

The Mandela Effect. As I see it there are 2 camps - those that see it, and those that have no different memories. I have experience with a physical item that I have in my possession that changed. My family recalls "The Berenstien Bears" book. I watched the cartoon on TV with my kids, and I have a book that I read to them. We all recall it as the Berenstien Bears, but now the book reads "Berenstain Bears". It is the same book as it has my childs' name written inside it. Some priests claim to have a similar experience with a Bible that they have had all their lives - and inside it has changed. I have other things that I see as having changed, but the book is something in my possession that changed. Without that book, I would be questioning my own memories.

I am wondering, where are you in this Mandela affect? Do you have anything similar that has affected you? Or do you not have any memories affected? If you believe that there really was a change, do you have any info on what caused it? What are your thoughts?

Second question (and forgive me as I try to turn this train of thought into a question). I have had dreams that have come to be a real life experience - so i have had a couple dreams that played out in real life - down to the items in a room. I have had experience with a family member in a coma at their time of death and they some how communicated to me (in my mind) a piece of my future. And it came to pass. So what are your thoughts on "time" - is it set? Has this all happened before? Do we have free will or is that an illusion?
Or are we somehow connected to the "whole" when we are ready to pass on to the next. I realize this is a huge topic, just wondering if you could provide some of your thoughts and feelings. Have you experienced anything along these lines?

All the best to you!

1. The Mandela Effect.

As I wrote here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?95399-The-Mandela-Effect-Poll&p=1126918&viewfull=1#post1126918) in January 2017, I was astonished (and a little shocked!) to experience the Mandela Effect at first hand. I'm 100.00% certain of what happened, and of my VERY clear personal memory.

~~~



In my own case, I absolutely, definitively, slam-dunk certainly, saw Dolly with her braces (in Moonraker) in October 2014. It was the first time I'd ever seen the movie.

Two days ago, I watched it again to check, and they were gone. It was the exact same video file on an external hard disk, that was stored privately and securely and was detached from my computer, unconnected to the internet. The disk lived in a drawer in my house. Go figure.

2. Precognitive dreams.





I'm convinced they happen. There's overwhelming anecdotal evidence.

I don't think future reality is set in rock-solid stone. But it has to be possible that we may have a little less free will than we may feel comfortable believing.

Here's something, though, to think about. (Maybe for a long time! :) ) Dr Bruce Goldberg (http://www.drbrucegoldberg.com) has done a lot of work with Hypnotic PROgression (not regression). That means that under hypnosis, his clients view their own future.

But that's not set in stone. It's just probable. In other words, they're driving down the highway (an analogy), and if they don't turn the wheel, this is what they're definitely going to crash into.

So Bruce Goldberg then counsels his client what changes they might make in the direction they're heading. Another analogy (a real one) might be that the client is having an affair. In the future, the session reveals that it'll end up in a messy divorce, the loss of their children, and bad, sad times all round.

So the client then ends the affair, confesses to their spouse, wipes the whole slate clean, and resets their direction.

Next week, they have another progression session. And their future will have changed.

[Bill Ryan]

I would like your opinion about Harald Kautz Vella and Black Goo and his statement about 2 different kinds, one of mother earth and one of alien (trinary/binary).

I don't believe a single word of anything that Dr Kautz-Vella claims.

[OmeyocaN777]

I would like your opinion about Harald Kautz Vella and Black Goo and his statement about 2 different kinds, one of mother earth and one of alien (trinary/binary).

I don't believe a single word of anything that Dr Kautz-Vella claims.

I respect your opinion but at least can you explain to us as to what happened or how so you came up with this decision/conclusion in an emphatic manner...?
I'm sure you have your reasons and good ones too but this guy for me have a lot of info that corresponds with my 'observations' or conclusions (until now) of my research so is important for me to see if and why I was so wrong in my judgement.

[Bill Ryan]

I would like your opinion about Harald Kautz Vella and Black Goo and his statement about 2 different kinds, one of mother earth and one of alien (trinary/binary).

I don't believe a single word of anything that Dr Kautz-Vella claims.

I respect your opinion but at least can you explain to us as to what happened or how so you came up with this decision/conclusion in an emphatic manner...?
I'm sure you have your reasons and good ones too but this guy for me have a lot of info that corresponds with my 'observations' or conclusions of my research so is important for me to see if and why I was so wrong in my judgement.

Well, I'm not saying that you're wrong, like pushing back at you unpleasantly. :)

I'm just saying that I personally don't believe him. As best I can know and see, the story doesn't correlate or cross-reference with anything I've ever heard elsewhere, and is unsupported by anything that a researcher would class as evidence.

That doesn't mean that I'm right. But it does mean that personally I'd need a LOT more to take the claims seriously.

[lightwalker]

YOU WROTE(in one of your reply's):

"Know that you're an eternal being temporarily here, and that you're indestructible, immortal, and wondrous in every way. It does us ALL no harm to remember that, every day."

Thank you so much for that statement.

And i'd like to add: We are awesome, courageous, powerful, loving Beings on a journey of such magnitude that we will be talked about and remembered through out the cosmos for our time here on planet Earth.

Great thread

lightwalker

[Wansen]

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[Bill Ryan]

Bill, what do you think of Billy Meier? Contactee or charlatan or?

I believe he started off (back in the pre-digital 1970s) as the real deal: a genuine experiencer and contactee.

But then he started to exaggerate and wildly invent more claims, and grossly fake his photos. The latter unfortunately discredits the former... everyone loses.

[Bill Ryan]

You are a member of a jury that must sentence a convicted murderer. This is his fifth conviction of murder. Twice he killed during the course of armed robberies. Once he was a hired killer. Once he killed a fellow inmate in prison. This time he murdered a kidnap victim. Your choice is to vote for life imprisonment, with automatic review for parole in ten years, or for the death penalty. What do you do? (A) Do you vote for life imprisonment with possibility of parole? (B) Or do you vote for the death penalty?
[/LIST]






The death penalty. A man with that history has forfeited his right to be a living member of the human race.

I had this follow-up question sent to me by a regular non-member correspondent whom I know well.

~~~



Dear Bill:

Thank you for being willing to take questions!

You say you would vote for the death penalty based on the (hypothetical) killer’s history.

What would be the basis for arriving at that decision? How many killings would the killer have to do to justify execution?

And, would you be willing to personally perform the execution? If not, isn’t that being hypocritical?

I would not be able to make that judgment (either way) without second guessing myself. Nor would I be able to pull the switch. At the same time there is an underlying doubt that maybe this is a cop-out.

Can you can give me something to chew on that I have not yet considered?

Mahalo!
~~~

My response:

When a convict is executed, you're not ending their spiritual existence. They still come back. You're killing their body, but you're not killing THEM.

Of course, this never ends the often 'vicious' circle. They may be bitter or vengeful. (Or if they were bitter and vengeful this time round, they may well return even more so.)

They may be in worse shape than before. Because in almost all cases, no real help, counseling or repair is being offered. In no country does the criminal justice system consider reincarnation.

You're just removing that person from society. Temporarily. (As I said: in my view, they no longer deserve to belong there.)

It's a little like deporting someone. They can still sneak back in across the border and continue everything they were doing before, and maybe they'll be even more determined.

Would I 'execute someone'? I'd not want to cause hurt or pain or suffering of any kind. That's not needed. Some traditional methods of execution are nothing other than throwbacks to medieval sadistic vengeful barbarism.

But to press a button to give a lethal injection, maybe after the person was sedated (or to order one), yes, I do feel could do that.

Why execute someone in the first place? It's a deterrent to others. But I do also understand that the statistics are controversial and disputed.

IDEALLY — one would counsel someone on death row. Well, thoroughly, professionally, genuinely and properly — to be genuinely repentant, fully responsible, and fully understanding of what they'd done and the bad decisions they'd made. But that's a very major undertaking, maybe taking scores or even hundreds of 1:1 hours.

Assuming that could be done, though, then you'd send them off, after they understood that they'd come back and make a much better job of their next lifetime.

If I was in ANY kind of executive position to administer that, then I certainly would. But unfortunately that's never going to happen in any system which we currently have, anywhere. So the only options practically available are all compromises.

***

And more.

Here's an analogy that I do think is relevant. But there are acres of thin ice here, and so I do also need to tread very carefully. :)

When the moderators end someone's existence at Avalon by permanently unsubscribing them (a ban, in crude terms), we're doing exactly the same thing. We're ending their life here.

And quite often, those people are also more vengeful and bitter as a result. (And occasionally, so are their friends.)

But our priority is to optimize the quality (and 'safety') of the Avalon community. It's the same kind of thing — really.

And the deterrent principle applies, as well. We have many carrots, as mods; but we also need a few sticks. It's the same when one's a parent, a business owner, a teacher, or a Tribal Elder.

When someone's unsubscribed, it often hurts them emotionally. Sometimes kind of like a firing squad. It's a traumatic shock to them, or can be. We do know this.

We almost always try to 'counsel' someone (I use that word advisedly, but you'll know what I mean) before going to the last resort and 'pulling the switch'. Rarely is anyone unsubscribed (assassinated!) without any previous dialog and exchange.

In some cases, an unsubscribed member is subsequently genuinely apologetic, and writes to us privately later, sometimes in depth. We can tell when it's sincere, and in almost all cases that person is welcomed back. No-one is ever 100% permanently excluded — in theory.

[norman]

Page 8. waw. This thread has got away from me and I can't face the amount of reading to catch up.

I suppose you've been asked questions about Charles here. You may have already been asked this one, and if so I'm sorry to be so . . err . . "ignorant".

I remember Charles saying that "it was the machine that caused the population explosion".

Bill, do you have any idea what he meant by "The Machine" ?

[Bill Ryan]

I suppose you've been asked questions about Charles here. You may have already been asked this one, and if so I'm sorry to be so . . err . . "ignorant".

I remember Charles saying that "it was the machine that caused the population explosion".

Bill, do you have any idea what he meant by "The Machine" ?

No, I don't! :)


Page 8. waw. This thread has got away from me and I can't face the amount of reading to catch up.

Keep going... it may be worth it! :P

[Elandiel BernElve]

Hi Bill

First of all this thread a true gift! And thank you everybody for the spirit and how the great questions keep coming

We talked about interviews before and you mention you won't see yourself doing real interviews with people anymore for fair reasons.
However to get a periodical income boost you could do perhaps some vlogs like your hiking, or just facing the cam to give your thoughts on certain themes even for 5 or 10 mins or do a q&a sessions like this.
low budget easy stuff
I have no clue about the revenue that is generated by (ten)thousands of views on youtube nowadays but it could help you out from time to time

No question^^ just an empathic thought about how to support you

[happyuk]

Another question on the "Charles" interview, an interview that seemed to raise as many questions as it gave answers.

In the interview Charles revealed that he was once told what the purpose of the Egyptian pyramids were, in a way that made "absolute sense" to him.

Did he reveal to you what the actual function and purpose of the pyramids were?

Most Avalonians would agree they are not the result of a bunch of megalomaniac pharaohs that wanted an impressive place to be buried when they die. Were they used as a means of energy generation, or an astronomical device perhaps?

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill

First of all this thread a true gift! And thank you everybody for the spirit and how the great questions keep coming

We talked about interviews before and you mention you won't see yourself doing real interviews with people anymore for fair reasons.
However to get a periodical income boost you could do perhaps some vlogs like your hiking, or just facing the cam to give your thoughts on certain themes even for 5 or 10 mins or do a q&a sessions like this.
low budget easy stuff
I have no clue about the revenue that is generated by (ten)thousands of views on youtube nowadays but it could help you out from time to time

No question^^ just an empathic thought about how to support you


I've never monetized any of my videos, and feel quite some distaste about ever doing so.

I really, really dislike the steadily growing commercial and self-promotional environment within the alternative media. It seems to me to be a bit like the Stockholm Syndrome.

We become more and more like the very system we claim to oppose.

[Baby Steps]

hi,

1. What would you say does the work of Graham Hancock point to?

2. What would you say does the work of Nassim Haramein point to?

3. How much credibility do you give to the idea of A Nazi German break away group in Antarctica and/or on the moon?

4. As the creator and guardian of Avalon, would you agree that gently distancing yourself from certain strands of argument can occasionally be necessary , without accusations of 'deplatforming' being justified?

many thanks

[Bill Ryan]

Another question on the "Charles" interview, an interview that seemed to raise as many questions as it gave answers.

In the interview Charles revealed that he was once told what the purpose of the Egyptian pyramids were, in a way that made "absolute sense" to him.

Did he reveal to you what the actual function and purpose of the pyramids were?

No, he didn't.

[Kryztian]

Thanks you for opening yourself up here to all these questions. This thread is better than watching a 2-hour Youtube interview by you. I especially appreciate how many of your answers refer to threads here on Avalon.

Here are my questions

1) What do you think really happened in New Mexico in 1947 in Roswell and other locations? Were there real alien crash landings taking place? Was there secret experimental testing on Nazi acquired technology? Were there human experiements involved in these tests?

2) The documents sents to Jaime Shandera in the 1980s regarding "Operation Majestic Twelve", are these authentic or hoaxed? If the latter, whom do you suspect the author is?

3) Are there human beings in goverment (either public visible government or secretive anonymous behind-the-curtain government pulling the strings according to their own laws) that have contact with extraterrestrial (or interdimensionals or non human intelligeces) with whom they are working with?

4) Regardless of who is actually pulling the strings, we see our politics, military, media, medicine and institutions of learning, finance, religion and justice all corrupted. If this is being done intentionally, it is probably a very small group of people who are fully conscious of a greater agenda. How could so many large institutions be subverted by so few people?

5) You've done a great job of finding the flaws in the Corey Goode story and relating his story here at Avalon and with you as well. Do you think that there might still be a kernel of truth in his story? Was he involved in secret government programs that would have played with his memory and given him certain experiences? Also, whom do you suspect is writing his current script?

Okay, I would like to ask a whole lot more but don't want to over extend my welcome!

[Bill Ryan]

I was asked these questions in an e-mail from a former member, who asked for their name to be withheld.

~~~



Hi Bill,

Yes, only if you feel like answering. Now that I see you take email questions.

Please leave me anonymous.

Did you really destroy a Planet? Was that your memory or more like an archetypal memory you tapped into?

Do you feel you have karma consequences from that event?

Are you sure that is a past event? Considering how time flows is it possible to be a future event?

Do you think we incarnate always on a timeline that goes from past to future?

You remember leaving your friend on the mountain to freeze was his request and decision?

Do you think you can be smug and arrogant sometimes even if you mean well?
~~~

No, I never destroyed a planet. I did once make a huge, terrible mistake that resulted in a whole planet's population being enslaved.

Yes, it was a real past event. A long time ago: something like 63 million years. (I have the exact date noted down somewhere.) It was very heavily charged. I worked on that for quite a long time before it all dissipated and I was able to sit easily with my responsibility for what happened.

No 'karma consequences' for that [very] bad call. (I was essentially tricked, misjudged the situation, and made a fatally wrong response.) Karma is entirely created by ourselves. We self-limit and self-punish (sometimes), but no-one or nothing else does it. It's all internal, and never external.

We also always strive to complete all unfinished business, whether it's a promise, an agreement, a commitment, a purpose or a goal, a debt, resolving a dispute, or (inappropriately and unwisely) trying to get revenge.

That's all 'karma' is. Like immortal Energizer Bunnies, we all just keep on going. :)

As best I know, we always incarnate in a steadily progressing one-way timeline. I've never experienced or recalled anything different.

I've never left any friend to freeze on a mountain. You may be thinking of this incident, where my climbing partner rappelled (abseiled) off the end of the rope, and I was [just!] able to save him before he fell to his death.


A day in the mountains: a tale of forgiveness (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?14409-A-day-in-the-mountains-a-tale-of-forgiveness)

If anyone else is telling you these things ^^, their memory may be failing about me. :)

Smug and arrogant? I try not to be, and whenever possible tell jokes and stories against myself. But I'm very confident in what I believe is my knowledge and understanding about some things, and while I usually try not to come over too strongly, I can see how my own sense of certainty might be irritating to some others sometimes.

It's never intentional, and I always try to be aware of how I present myself. It's very important.

[WhiteFeather]

On the topic of Chemtrails here Bill. Do you believe they are terraforming the Earth and also utilizing this nanotechnology from the fallout of the Chemtrails, thus to control us via the grid with the latest technology of 5G? And are there means or an antidote to reverse it, such as detoxing.

Can you elaborate on what 5G may have in store for us Terrans.

And yes, a big thanks to you Bill for such awesome extensive posts, If I may.

[Bill Ryan]

On the topic of Chemtrails here Bill. Do you believe they are terraforming the Earth and also utilizing this nanotechnology from the fallout of the Chemtrails, thus to control us via the grid with the latest technology of 5G. And are there means or an antidote to reverse it, such as detoxing.

That's a great question. I don't have an easy answer.

I really don't know for sure what the purpose of chemtrails is, apart from [probably] being a means to mess with large-scale weather patterns and [maybe] try to avert what someone in a position of authority falsely but possibly genuinely thinks is global warming.

It has to be conceivable that there's a secondary benefit, such as adding an enhancement 'carrier' function to certain signals. Those might include HAARP (or the equivalent), or even certain kinds of microwave or ELF frequencies used to target and control certain groups, certain areas, or maybe even picking out certain individuals. (I just can't say that's flat-out impossible.) But these are just my best, and maybe rather inadequate, guesses.

[Flash]

I was asked these questions in an e-mail from a former member, who asked for their name to be withheld.

~~~
You remember leaving your friend on the mountain to freeze was his request and decision?

~~~

I think your friend here mixed the timelines but meant in a previous lifetime, if I remember, you found you friend dead or were yourself left to die of cold in the mountain. Well, my memory is not that strong.

Thanks for this openness, Bill, very interesting. I am reading the questions and do not have any for the moment, although I may later on if nobody ask some of the remaining questions I may have. But they are doing a good job up to now.

Thanks again

[Bill Ryan]

hi,
[ ... ]
many thanks

1. What would you say does the work of Graham Hancock point to?





As he eloquently says himself, we're a race with amnesia.

I think without any reasonable doubt there was a global civilization prior to the great wipeout of the Younger-Dryas event (almost certainly a comet or asteroid impact in what is now Canada 12,800 years ago, resulting in catastrophic firestorms and flooding), and that civilization had some kinds of esoteric technology that we've not yet rediscovered.

2. What would you say does the work of Nassim Haramein point to?





I can't say for sure.

3. How much credibility do you give to the idea of a Nazi German break away group in Antarctica and/or on the moon?





Very little. (But some credibility, to Antarctica. It's not 100% flat-out impossible.) But Nazis going to the moon or Mars after the war? No.

That's too much of a stretch. That kind of spacefaring technology (which would have had to have been extensive, and not just one or two small craft that somehow left the atmosphere) just didn't exist. It would have needed a major, tightly organized armada of very large ships.

The computers didn't exist to navigate and control them, even if they did have some kind of antigravity technology. You can't just go to the moon like you're flying a small plane or driving a car. :)

But I am certain that many Nazis escaped and relocated to Argentina. The detailed historical evidence is overwhelming.

4. As the creator and guardian of Avalon, would you agree that gently distancing yourself from certain strands of argument can occasionally be necessary, without accusations of 'deplatforming' being justified?





Yes.

[abmqa]

Hi Bill!

Thanks so much for extending yourself in this manner. You are very brave. :) :thumbsup:

I have two easy questions:

1. The "Skinny Bob" video, real or fake? (This video has always unnerved me for some reason. Might have something to do with a strange incident that I had with a missing time event.) See video link below:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQToaAqPMvY


2. What videos of aliens, if any, do you consider legitimate?

Thanks in advance for your answers!!

[WhiteFeather]

Bill, What is your take on the integrity of the late William Mills Tompkins and living Tom Delonge.

[Wockey]

Hi Bill,

Keep up the good work.

What are your thoughts on the terra papers - hidden history of planet earth and Robert Morning Sky?

I've read them a few times and found them quite intriguing.

Paul

[Bill Ryan]

Thanks you for opening yourself up here to all these questions. This thread is better than watching a 2-hour Youtube interview by you. I especially appreciate how many of your answers refer to threads here on Avalon.

Here are my questions
1) What do you think really happened in New Mexico in 1947 in Roswell and other locations? Were there real alien crash landings taking place? Was there secret experimental testing on Nazi acquired technology? Were there human experiments involved in these tests?




It was the real crash of probably two advanced craft (with debris in two or maybe even three different locations) piloted by small beings that were nothing like humans.

It was categorically nothing to do with Nazis. I've never understood any of the claimed arguments to that effect. The multiple witness evidence that the beings involved were clearly non-human is overwhelming.

Disregarding what Philip Corso Junior says (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?63189-Philip-Corso-Jr-Presentations-on-Roswell-and-the-time-travel-craft) (which seems to me to be confused, confusing, very woolly, and sometimes illogical), both Dan Burisch and Camelot witness Henry Deacon stated that the Roswell beings were returning, time-traveling future humans. I state this just out of interest. (And it is interesting!)

Importantly, Henry told us that before he ever knew who Dan Burisch was. The only difference was the future dates. (As best I recall, Dan said they came from 18,000 years in the future, and I think Henry said 6,000.) That's all unprovable, as so much is, but the fact that they both gave us that VERY strange information 100% independently seems worth noting. Henry, in particular (and as always) was particularly compelling.

2) The documents sent to Jaime Shandera in the 1980s regarding "Operation Majestic Twelve", are these authentic or hoaxed? If the latter, whom do you suspect the author is?




I really don't know. My stance, I think, is what I believe Richard Dolan's and Linda Howe's is, which is that regardless of whether they were fake documents or not, the contents are very much real regarding the 'core story' of what happened in 1947 and the years after.

And as I believe Richard Dolan has also stated, if Majestic Twelve didn't actually exist (either as per those documents, or by that exact name), some group operating to a very similar mandate certainly must have, and probably still does.

3) Are there human beings in government (either public visible government or secretive anonymous behind-the-curtain government pulling the strings according to their own laws) that have contact with extraterrestrial (or interdimensionals or non human intelligences) whom they are working with?





Yes, I feel sure of it. I strongly suspect that there's a malevolent ET (or non-human) influence at the highest reaches of global control, and maybe has been for thousands of years. See my post #94 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256559&viewfull=1#post1256559) in response to a question about Archons.

4) Regardless of who is actually pulling the strings, we see our politics, military, media, medicine and institutions of learning, finance, religion and justice all corrupted. If this is being done intentionally, it is probably a very small group of people who are fully conscious of a greater agenda. How could so many large institutions be subverted by so few people?




It's a very good question: how so many could be corrupted and controlled by so few.

But think of a large global corporation, a regular one. This is an analogy. The entire international workforce of maybe hundreds of thousands of people, together with all the organizational and administrative systems, communication systems, control systems, and so on, might also be controlled, really very tightly, by only a dozen people sitting round one boardroom table. Many of the same principles apply.

Moreover, in the control system of planet earth, there's a lot of accumulated testimony and evidence that individuals are additionally controlled via compromising situations that they've been entrapped into (sexual, criminal, satanic, and all kinds of other unpleasant and immoral activities) — and after that, like a fly in a flytrap, there's just no exit.

It's the same as a Mafia hitman trying to leave the mob to start a new life. They can't.

5) You've done a great job of finding the flaws in the Corey Goode story and relating his story here at Avalon and with you as well. Do you think that there might still be a kernel of truth in his story? Was he involved in secret government programs that would have played with his memory and given him certain experiences? Also, whom do you suspect is writing his current script?




Corey's been messed with in some way. He might have been in some kind of program. But he's a deeply flawed, broken, dysfunctional person.

I think many of these claimed 'whistleblowers' were in programs of some kind, and almost all of those are rejects. That's important to understand.

And when being routed out, they have hypnotic failsafe implants installed that then guarantee that (a) they'll never tell the truth (because they no longer know it), and (b) will instead present a ridiculous story, if they ever feel like talking, that will act as a safe camouflage for whatever was REALLY going on.

That's how come these people are never punished, or hauled off to Leavenworth for 20 years. They're doing exactly what they were programmed to do. It's all working fine.

Regarding any kernel of truth: well, there's a secret space program. As I was told in 2006:


We have a space fleet, which is codenamed "Solar Warden.” There were, as of 2005, eight ships, an equivalent to aircraft carriers and forty-three “protectors,” which are space planes.

That was the first ever mention of "Solar Warden". It was NOT Gary McKinnon. He never saw that.

As recently as a couple of weeks ago, I heard from someone in detail who'd had a personal 1:1 conversation with a very senior NASA official, who'd said that the SSP was military, and that NASA had to put up with 'hand-me-downs' that might be as much as 30 years old. It all fits.

And the '20-and-back' thing might have some truth to it as well. Michael Relfe, as many reading this will know, was the first to report this in his wife Stephanie's two books The Mars Records, both freely available at http://TheMarsRecords.com.

Michael barely believed his own recovered testimony, was troubled by it, has I think only once given an interview, and has never appeared at a conference or sought any celebrity or money. (Rather, like many authentic experiencers or witnesses, he shuns all publicity.)

The compelling aspect to Michael's testimony is that the two books are detailed transcripts of regression sessions, in which one can read, day by day, Michael struggling to understand what was happening and what was surfacing. (An aside: Stephanie was trained in many of the techniques she used by someone who was a friend of mine... entirely a coincidence.)

HOW the 20-and-back thing can possibly work, I have absolutely no idea. It defies all logic, or anything close to it, and seems shot through with impossible holes that, like shooting fish in a barrel, are easy to see.

A Corey advocate might contend that then of course, Corey experienced the same thing, as it was an entire program surely involving many people. But Corey's flat (and apparently angry) refusal to do a regression or take a polygraph test are large, bright red flags.

There's every strong probability that Corey plagiarized (copied) the entire thing, or, see above, was hypnotically implanted to claim the story. (That kind of programming would also explain his refusal to submit to regression or a polygraph, as there'd be a built-in command NOT ever to do that, as the truth might be exposed.)

Okay, I would like to ask a whole lot more but don't want to over extend my welcome!




Ask away! :)

[WhiteFeather]

William M Tompkins did have one helluva hairpiece Bill, you agree? :p :ROFL:

[Bill Ryan]

I was asked these questions in an e-mail from a former member, who asked for their name to be withheld.

~~~
You remember leaving your friend on the mountain to freeze was his request and decision?

~~~

I think your friend here mixed the timelines but meant in a previous lifetime, if I remember, you found you friend dead or were yourself left to die of cold in the mountain. Well, my memory is not that strong.

Thanks for this openness, Bill, very interesting. I am reading the questions and do not have any for the moment, although I may later on if nobody ask some of the remaining questions I may have. But they are doing a good job up to now.

Thanks again

Yes, I'd wondered if it was that, an incident that happened two lifetimes ago. I recounted the story here.


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?88271-Bill-s-1924-Everest-expedition-photograph&p=1039294&viewfull=1#post1039294

But I (as Sandy Irvine in 1924) never left my friend and mentor George Mallory to die. He died in my arms, from a fatal head injury, after he'd fallen and slid a long way down the North Face of Everest.

The story is intricate and has a monumental twist in the tail. I (as Sandy) thought at the time that I was responsible for George's fall and death, and was distraught. For that very reason, I never tried to make it back to the camp, which I thought was [relatively] close.

I sat down in the freezing night to die, believing that the little camera in my jacket pocket would be found the next morning by the rescue party, and that it would soon be known worldwide that George had climbed 'his' mountain. (This was the first ascent of Everest, in 1924, 29 years before Hillary and Tenzing.)

But I was in the wrong place, nowhere near the camp, and my body (with the camera) has never been found. The handful of modern search expeditions (which are difficult, expensive and dangerous) have all been looking in the wrong place.

My realization about what had actually happened occurred when I was writing about the incident years later, and I was explaining to a friend how I'd jerked George off his feet with the rope, causing in his fall down the mountainside when the thin cord broke.

I got hold of a washing line, and was re-enacting it so my friend could understand it visually. While I was doing that, It dawned on me what had actually occurred... that George had stepped on the loose rope first (that was trailing between us as we staggered down the mountain at night), that had in turn jerked me off my feet, and then that had jerked George off his feet, and he fell.

That fascinating epiphany occurred in 2005, and I was finally absolved of my guilt — 81 years and two lifetimes later.

:flower:

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill!

Thanks so much for extending yourself in this manner. You are very brave. :) :thumbsup:

I have two easy questions

Thanks in advance for your answers!!

1. The "Skinny Bob" video, real or fake? (This video has always unnerved me for some reason. Might have something to do with a strange incident that I had with a missing time event.) See video link below:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQToaAqPMvY[/url]




I don't know, but I have to say, it sure looks real to me. :)

If anyone's ever 'fessed up, or claimed they created the CGI, I'm unaware of it. And yes, it somehow feels unnervingly authentic.

2. What videos of aliens, if any, do you consider legitimate?





I do believe this is real.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tOXanql0k78

I believe at least parts of the infamous Alien Autopsy video are real. (I knew someone who had exchanged detailed personal communications with the elderly cameraman Jack (http://www.sacred-texts.com/ufo/aautopsy.htm) before he died.)

I believe this is probably a real photo. My understanding of the provenance is that it was given to Bob Dean in the 1990s at a conference by a delegate.




http://www.extraterrestrials.com.au/alien/2082042_f520.jpg

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, What is your take on the integrity of the late William Mills Tompkins and living Tom DeLonge.

I read about 100 pages of Tompkins' book, and just could go no further. I really understand why Richard Dolan declined to publish it. It's an amateurish (sometimes even childish) mess. And that's being rather kind. Richard said that he'd have been embarrassed to have been professionally associated with it.

The extensive anecdotal silliness (and, I have to say, narcissism) in the book just self-sabotages his entire story.

Clearly, he was a skilled draftsman. He drew things, and drew things well, before CAD (Computer Aided Design). He made engineering drawings. They're needed in any factory or theoretical design project.

But it's a lowly, specialized skill. That doesn't make one (literally) a rocket scientist.

Just like being a good portrait artist doesn't make one a world-class dentist, eye doctor or plastic surgeon. It's totally, totally different.

And even the drawings in his book prove nothing. They're simple sketches. You or I could duplicate those with a fine-point pen in 15 minutes or less. And we're not working for any classified project.

He did work for Douglas Aircraft Company. But the idea of him being an integral part of the small design team that created aircraft-carrier sized interplanetary ships in the early 1950s... I can't buy it.

It's way too early on the SSP timeline, and he never had the skills or education to meaningfully contribute to that kind of engineering design. There was never even the means to get those kinds of things off the ground, let alone into orbit and beyond.

~~~

Tom DeLonge? I think, as Walter Bosley states, he's sincere, but is naive (very!) and is being played.

He's useful, the right person at just the right time as a front for something that's far cleverer than he realizes, involving control and steerage over the community. The military-intel guys have fed his ego (as is apparent from the stories of meetings that he recounts), and he's swallowed it all. He actually thinks he's doing something important. That's fine with the Pentagon, who are in full control.

I agree with Richard Dolan that Hal Puthoff is maybe the one person in TTSA who has integrity and all good personal intentions. I know Hal too, have spent personal time with him, and my high opinion of him is the same as Richard's.

Meanwhile, Luis Elizondo is a caricature of a stumbling, intel buffoon. I'd not trust him farther than I could throw a white elephant. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,

Keep up the good work.

What are your thoughts on the terra papers - hidden history of planet earth and Robert Morning Sky?

I've read them a few times and found them quite intriguing.

Paul

It's been a very long time (maybe 12 years) since I've read them. So I'm not well-qualified to comment in detail.

I do absolutely believe that Native Americans (and many other indigenous peoples) have had contact over the generations with ETs ('Star People'), and that the accounts are preserved, maybe with a few embellishments and fill-ins, in oral tradition.

What I remember thinking from from Robert Morning Sky's book, though I can't right now recall any of the detail, is that I did not buy all the claims, which seemed to me too sophisticated, detailed, and also unlikely. But I do acknowledge this may not be a very helpful answer. :)

[abmqa]

Bill,

Thanks for your answers. I had seen the video and picture you presented and agree that they appear authentic.

My analysis of them is the "Skinny Bob" alien appears the most human looking of the three and one could hypothesize they could be humans from the future? Or a race of alien beings somehow related to humans by a progenitor race of aliens that were responsible for also developing the human race?

The other two aliens are from two different lineages, with the alien in the picture appearing somewhat reptilian in nature.

The "area 51" alien appears to be a "grey" which are in my opinion, either alien clones or extremely sophisticated alien androids.

Best regards

[Spellbound]

Tom DeLonge never should have went on Joe Rogan (that interview did a lot of damage, imo). That being said, Richard Dolan has referenced his interest in going on Joe Rogan....for which I would eagerly anticipate it because Richard could hold his own, much better than DeLonge ever could.

Bill, you are blowing my mind with these answers. Good stuff, man!!

Dave - Toronto

[TomKat]

1. As best I know (and I'm pretty sure of it), it's a trap. A graphic visual representation might be

From what I've gathered you're right it's a soultrap, it might be the memory wipeout instigator after which you're send back to Earth.
It's an utter crime against humanity and life itself to keep souls trapped in a reincarnation loop and having lifetime memories wiped over and over again.

The best thing you can do when you die is to ask/order your Higher Self to join your starfamily , source, or simply 'bring me home'
Some even claim when you confront the light to make a 180 degrees turn with your consciousness .

In my honest opinion, if true, this is among the most crucial things to learn in life on Earth if your soul is old and in need for some R&R

Best explanation I've heard of "the light" is that it is one's own light body. Yes, light bodies have implants too, so your mileage may vary.

[TomKat]

What are your thoughts on organized religion?? Do you believe in God and the whole Jesus story?? Or is it possible that religion was developed as a means to control the masses?? Would ET disclosure call religion into question??

Do you believe in the ancient astronaut theory that mankind has had it's DNA tinkered with many times over throughout the ages by ET's??



I wrote extensively about Jesus (and who he was, and what might have been happening back then) at the start of this thread.


The real Jesus, the real Mary, Gnosis, the Archons, and the world's first major smear campaign (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?61859-The-real-Jesus-the-real-Mary-Gnosis-the-Archons-and-the-world-s-first-major-smear-campaign)

'The whole Jesus story' was of course extensively re-written (many times!) and edited/censored according to the convenience and agenda of the early Roman Church, who wanted to co-opt and mold the early stories to their own purposes.

I doubt if even Emperor Constantine I, who called the first Council of Nicaea in 325 AD, could have in his wildest dreams foreseen how adulterated and distorted the original history would become a millennium and a half later.

One of the best books on this is The Jesus Papers, by Michael Baigent, in the Avalon Library. In my strong personal opinion and evaluation, Jesus


Was 100% human.
Was an exceptionally gifted, inspired, and inspiring spiritual teacher.
Was also a political freedom fighter, dangerous to the Roman authorities.
Married Mary Magdalene (another inspired teacher and leader), and was the father of her children.
Survived the crucifixion, with the tacit consent and approval of Pontius Pilate.

Religion as a control system? Absolutely. Applying to one degree or another to all organized religions, with the possible exception of Buddhism.

Would ET disclosure call religion into question? Yes. That's one of the major problems.

Do I believe in the ancient astronaut theory that mankind has had its DNA tinkered with many times over throughout the ages by ETs? Yes, absolutely. I think it's very highly likely.

I think it most likely that Jesus was a confluence of two different people. One was a political figure promising a grand jubilee/forgiveness of debt (debt=sin in original Hebrew), the other was an Essene mystic. On top of that was a lot of fiction thrown in for good measure.

[abmqa]

Tom DeLonge never should have went on Joe Rogan (that interview did a lot of damage, imo). That being said, Richard Dolan has referenced his interest in going on Joe Rogan....for which I would eagerly anticipate it because Richard could hold his own, much better than DeLonge ever could.

Bill, you are blowing my mind with these answers. Good stuff, man!!

Dave - Toronto

I agree with you. I like Joe Rogan, however ever since he did that show "Joe Rogan Questions Everything". He has had the appearance of a "shill". In most of the episodes of the aforementioned show he sought out the wackiest and some of the most ludicrous people in the alt research field most of which I've never heard of. He did an awesome job of interviewing Graham Hancock.


He definitely needs to interview:

Richard Dolan.
Linda Moulton Howe.
Timothy Goode.
David Icke (but hush about the lizards. Though I'm a firm believer that reptilian shape-shifters exist, the general populace just aren't ready.)
Richard D Hall
Stanton Friedman
Daniel Liszt
Nick Redfern
George Knapp
and of course Bill Ryan. just to name a few on my wish list

[Chanie]

Thanks for creating this thread, Bill. I don’t have any questions, but am having great fun reading everything. I suspect I’ll go back to re-read the posts at some point; right now, I’m racing to keep up because people are asking so many great questions.

[Hazelfern]

Can you sing in key? Crosby, Stills, Nash - Southern Cross :flower:

Any word on dear Foxie who loved to use emotos :bearhug:;):flower::ROFL:

[Justplain]

It's great reading this thread with all the thoughtful questions, and Bill's great answers. So Bill, here's my question:

In one thread that delved into reincarnation, Bill, you mentioned that you could recall, like it was yesterday, a life of approximately 60 million years ago when you were living on a space faring planet (not Earth, I believe) and that they were human, like us. Can you describe for us what that civilization was like, what you were like and your role there? What happened to that civilization, do you think?

Thanks in advance.
Alex

[Bill Ryan]

Can you sing in key? Crosby, Stills, Nash - Southern Cross :flower:

Any word on dear Foxie who loved to use emotos :bearhug:;):flower::ROFL:

No, re Crosby, Stills and Nash's Southern Cross. But I can offer this. :)

http://projectavalon.net/Bill_on_the_'Leader'_sm.jpg

~~~

Re Foxie Loxie, not personally. But there's a new thread for Loxie here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104864-How-is-Foxie-Loxie-doing). RunningDeer (Paula) is in close personal touch. I'm one of the many who deeply values her and earnestly hopes she's okay right now.

:flower:

[Hazelfern]

Great pic!!! Thanks!

(you look like John Denver in that photo)

[Bill Ryan]

It's great reading this thread with all the thoughtful questions, and Bill's great answers. So Bill, here's my question:

In one thread that delved into reincarnation, Bill, you mentioned that you could recall, like it was yesterday, a life of approximately 60 million years ago when you were living on a space faring planet (not Earth, I believe) and that they were human, like us. Can you describe for us what that civilization was like, what you were like and your role there? What happened to that civilization, do you think?

Thanks in advance.
Alex

I think that might have been the same event/planet as I referred to in my post #154 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256786&viewfull=1#post1256786).

Human, yes, very similar to ourselves. The people there could pass 100% for humans here with nothing more than an appropriate present-day set of clothes.

As best as I've ever been able to recall, the human form is indeed one of the regular templates for intelligent life on many planets. Not the only template, but one of the principal ones.

My role in that lifetime was like like a general (or maybe admiral! Cue Star Wars: "It's a Trap!!!" :) ) in a kind of space force, which had the role of protecting the planet. It was exactly like the role of a seagoing naval vessel, or a fleet of them, patrolling to protect a large island or continent.

It was a purely defensive, guardian responsibility. But it was a military environment. I had a very senior, decision-making, executive role. Not ultimately senior in that service, but I was the local acting senior commander at that time and/or in that region.

The level of technology was higher than on present-day Earth, but not unidentifiably so. Maybe a few thousand years ahead. With things like that, it's always hard to measure.

There was a complex series of events, and I was tricked into [basically] sending all the available resources in quite the wrong direction. I know little about the NFL, but it was like allowing an opposing player to openly run to a touchdown after a messed-up defense. (The same happens in Rugby!)

From that planet's viewpoint, the result was basically a mass alien landing and invasion. I do NOT know for sure why it was impossible to stop it once they got to the point of being able to land, but I'm guessing maybe most or all our defenses were in space.

It was a huge, catastrophic, terrible deal. What happened was entirely my fault. I made the wrong call, under considerable pressure of circumstances and time, without adequate information at my disposal. But I still made the wrong call. I might have made the right one. It wouldn't have been impossible.

I believe after that lifetime I incarnated elsewhere. I couldn't bear to return. I believe that planet was basically enslaved for thousands of years, but I don't know what eventually happened there. It was kind of similar to the Spanish conquering the Aztecs or the Incas, or the Europeans colonizing North America, or the Brits colonizing Australia and New Zealand. The original population became lower caste 'inferior' citizens, and their population dwindled as everyone just gave up all hope after the occupation.

[Rhogar]

Thank you for starting this thread dear Bill,great questions and great answers.

Please give us your insight about the work of dolores cannon and jordan maxwell.

thank you brother.

[Wansen]

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[Jantje]

Great thread this is ! Thanks Bill

Have you always been aware of previous lives or did you find out through regression and if so, how did you get into regression ?

I also wonder what "woke you up" during this lifetime and how do you see project Avalon in let's say the year 2068 ?

ps This thread is very informative. I personally got a lot of new info. Hope you would consider doing a Q & A once a year or something

[Pam]

I know this is going to seem like a weird question. I have always felt extreme discomfort with the fact that we have to consume other living things to live ourselves. I do not for a moment believe that this planet we are living on is random happenstance. I believe that it was created. Assuming this is true, why do you think the prime creator set up a predator-prey scenario for continuance of life? Was a different way of living altered, like the "bad copy" scenario described by Icke? I don't believe that it had to be this way.

[OmeyocaN777]

Here are some more...
1) What is your opinion about psychedelics as a medicine tool, exploring dimensions, connecting with spirits/entities, getting info...
and if psychedelics played a big role in the expansion of human consciousness.
What do you know about ayahuasca and ayamama or pachamama? (leaving in Equador you can get a lot of info about that)
2) Tell us 1-2 profound or prophetic dreams that you had.
3) What do you think really mora is...did ever happened to you or someone that you know?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mare_(folklore)
4) What can you tell us about giants or elongated skulls in the process of time here on earth?
Because we have proofs that going millions of years back.
Giant Foot Print 200 Million Yrs Old - South Africa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRuxw-nZoJw

5) Did you ever have a kundalini activation or a third eye opening?
6) Did you ever 'tune' in the frequency (theta) connection with the source (holy spirit?) about feeling this connectedness with everything (akasha records)? (in real or dream time or in a meditation state)
7) What is the ultimate key, solution or purpose, we must succeed in order to break the matrix?
[You said that we live in a prison planet and maybe we are food energy source for some entities (totally agree), how that came up? Have you ever considered the
possibility that we are something like galactic criminals in a soul energy prison planet having the archons like guardians, 'eating' our nasty heavy thoughts, protecting the galaxy from destruction? (quarantine)(I do not believe that but it came to my mind as a possibility)
Or that place in the universe (as a living being) is a problematic/ sicked one and we are the 'cure' sending from the source?
Or in a more extreme way, we came up here for bringing back the archons/reptilians (brothers that lost their way) to the source?]

Again THANK YOU Bill, you are awesome....:highfive:

[petra]

Smug and arrogant? I try not to be, and whenever possible tell jokes and stories against myself. But I'm very confident in what I believe is my knowledge and understanding about some things, and while I usually try not to come over too strongly, I can see how my own sense of certainty might be irritating to some others sometimes.

It's never intentional, and I always try to be aware of how I present myself. It's very important.

Oh my GOD (Excuse me) LOL
That's too funny, Bill... I can relate a LOT. Sometimes you "have to be an asshole" and I mean that in the nicest possible way.

Someone once said to me "be firm in your decision making", and that was some of the best advice I have ever gotten.

"Different people see things differently"... is my stupid quote of the day :)

We can take that one literally too, for example color blind people. They actually SEE things differently. So with that in consideration, I choose to believe that my own truth might not necessarily be the same as other people's, and act accordingly.

You think like a captain. I try to think like a captain too. "What would captain Picard do?" ha ha. Nothing wrong with it.

I certainly don't envy the question onslaught. I had an episode of interrogation in my head (imaginary but still real), and it made me realize something - some questions I refuse to answer. Maybe you'll come across one eventually, but doesn't really seem likely, does it :)

"Pile it on" is funny too btw!

[aoibhghaire]

An Avalon member ‘Agape’ or Eva Zemonova provided a fascinating encounter experience she had that became a time travel event with far reaching implications, if true, for mankind.

I read Barry King’s report of the event of 2010, called ‘The Bodhgaya Event’ which is a complex story. Unlike most contact experiences, this group of beings appear to have been our ancestors that is, angelic human lineage... from the stars, most likely our higher dimensional selves who came to the Earth far back in the distant past. There is no doubt that a great deal of research and investigation needs still to be done on this fascinating case. She does provide the location of the event and the follow up required for scientists to analyse the data in a wide range of categories. She later provides references to an Indian scientist, a scholar in Vedic physics and mathematics to understand the quantum nature of the dynamics of the space craft.

Bill, what are your thoughts on this case and Eva as a person. She presents herself as an ET from the ET group that landed, but now in human body. She was interviewed by Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnson.

[Flash]

Hi Bill,

I may have one question - maybe more later

I the midst of high strangeness, paranoid fields or inquiry as the UFO fields are, skinwalker ranch kind of stuff, how did you keep your sanity? I do you remain grounded and mentally sane? How do you manage your emotions?

I can tell you that it took me a good 15 years to come to term with some sanity and grounded enough to remain stable emotionally and mentally. However, how do have PTSD throw back at times, quite aware of it, so not too disorganizing anymore.

One of the main thing I did was to get away from emotionally/mentally challenged people even if they are still thrown in my path at times, and absolutely, firmly reject darkness in any form. A total no to it (djinns, dark people, dark thoughts, absence of love, destructive emotions in me or in others) while keeping aware of what is going on. Being aware of my own emotional traps.

Rejecting darkness while accepting and wanting love and compassion for all, at their own levels and needs. Accepting one's soul contact which are absolutely not on the emotional level nor on mind curiosity/thinking levels. Being aware that I am a human baby, needing support at times, with an omniscient all encompassing love filled powerful soul.

What about you? What do you do?

[Chanie]

Upon reflection, I do have a question. Do you know what happened to Kerrie Lea? She was the Avalon member who needed money to have surgery back in 2016-2017. I am wondering whether she ever had the surgery and why we haven’t had any news of her? See: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?94871-Our-Friend-Kerrie-Lea-is-hanging-on-for-dear-life-please-do-help

[petra]

I have a question I hope no one's already asked yet.

Bill, how about categorizing your answers on a page? I see you're able to have html pages, like (http://projectavalon.net/lang/en/interviews.html). I realize it'd be a fair bit of work, but at least you won't lose it anymore ;-) Plus the rest of us would have an easily searchable/printable reference. I am only a few days late to this thread and I know for certain I'll never fully catch up on it.

[norman]

Hi again Bill. I still have not read through this thread.

If I do, will I find out I don't like you :)

A daft impossible question, I know, but it's the one that forms in my mind when I approach this thread.


Just the thought of a profoundly confessional thread stirs up my instinctive reverence for privacy. It throws a loop, for me.

I'm suddenly doing a "on the one hand, and then on the hand" sort of bat and ball in my head.

It's a fascinating dichotomy of the power of transparency and the grace of privacy.

I suppose the ultimate complete person is the person who can maintain complete privacy while being full spectrum totally honest in their sharing with others. Wouldn't that be full transparency anyway? My gut says they are very different and valuable things that we must respect as such.

Anyway, I'm torn, of course. I can't quite get my head around the distinctions in that dichotomy, but know at my deepest sense, that they are important.

[waves]

Thanks in advance for a few more questions.

Did Bob Dean ever provide any proof of any of his claims in your meetings - meaning over and above that he really was in the military position he said he was?

Maybe a more comprehensive second question would be, what is the list of people who have shown you actual physical proof of their claims - objects, photos or documentation? Any added a note of what was provided would also be appreciated.

And third, what has been the most impressive actual evidence you've been exposed to?

[Red Skywalker]

Hello Bill,

I am following you on the net from the very first Camelot interviews, I found your Camelot interview with Ralph Ring about the OTC-1 decades ago back then by some search engine. Don't know which one that was. My mean interest is the alternative physics and how ufo's could work with star travel capabilities and no need for big gastanks. I had a question for you:

What do you know about the TR3B, the Flux liner and US solar Command?

But part of it you already previously answered:


It'll be a long time, I suspect, before we get to see any of these craft in public view. We're likely to be told, in general terms, of their existence, long before they appear at the Paris Air Show.

I think so too, but maybe the technology drips in from the east, thus Russia, from Alexey Chekurkov:

(no translation available)

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2JrkOfqm6eY

(This will be a topic in itself. If I get more convinced, I may try to replicate this. It looks already good, the schematics are normal understandable electronics.)

- So, how valuable are claims around the TR3B, the Flux liner and US solar Command in your opinion?
- Are you aware of any scientist wishtleblowers on this issue who still don't / cannot come out of the closet, yet?


Thanks Bill for all the work you do, you're like a lighthouse beacon in the information ocean.

Cheers :beer:

Hans

[Bassplayer1]

Hi Bill,
What a beautiful man you are and thank you for your open generosity with us. This is one of my favorite threads and I realize I've been following it on my phone and wasn't logged in to thank you and everyone for the wonderful contributions. I'm finding the content and thoughts shared here really helpful.

Bill, despite all the knowledge and understanding you have gained about the human condition, the soul etc as well as the lies and conditioning we've had heaped upon us, are you afraid of death? And if not, how have you managed to reach the inner balance and perspective.

I'm sending you a big hug xx

[KingJamesCorona]

XeMVMGVSEyA

Mr. Ryan, is this a fair shake on history regarding you and the project Avalon forum?

[onawah]

Hi Bill,
My questions mainly have to do with the origins of the human race on planet Earth.
It seems from "forbidden archeology" findings that there may have been civilizations going back not just thousands of years ago, but much further back, perhaps even a million or more years.
That being so, it seems likely to me that the DNA of the current human race may actually be much more diverse than just that of primitive homo sapiens as we know it, but that many ET races may have left their genes here, and may be discovered when the mysteries of "junk DNA" are unraveled.
(Certainly more than just the Annunaki, though if some of the stories are true, it seems they ( if they really exist) wanted to take sole credit for creating the present human race, which I think is very unlikely. )
I think Bob Dean is among those who have described Earth as being very unusual in that there are lineages here from many ET races, as well as other creatures and plant life; that Earth has been an experiment and a galactic depository of lifeforms, making it a kind of treasure house from one perspective.
What is your take on that? If true, do you think it makes for a more difficult "school" than worlds that are more uniform and less diverse?

Do you think that the diversity of characteristics among Earth's Black, Caucasian, Asian, Aboriginal etc. races, has anything to do with differing genetic ET heritage?

What can you tell us about hidden, isolated ET communities that have reportedly been on Earth for a long time, but have not intermingled with common humanity--what their purposes might be for being here, what role they might play in our evolution?

What do you think about the prophecies that have come down to us from various sources about these times, such as the Mayan Calendar, the various Christian mystics, the Native Americans and others--that there will be a great struggle first but that gradually there will be a dawning of a much more Light-filled Age?

Thanks for stepping out on a limb and creating this thread.
It seems like good timing for the forum for such an endeavor, and should give us all a psychological boost. :happy dog::flower::sun:
And hopefully bring in some great new contributors. :grouphug:

[Dom1noe]

Dear Bill,

what do you consider to be the best way/method/system of spiritual development for a modern person? Do you consider it possible for an average person in the bell curve to achieve significant results?

Thank you in advance for your answers.

[Michi]

Hi Bill

This is an awesome thread and the questions and answers are a goldmine!
Likewise I want to thank the many Avalon members for questioning the spiritual realms.

I have a somewhat specialized question for you Bill:
In your personal regression work, do you use a Theta-Meter or E-Meter or no technical aid at all?
How would you consider a spiritual being without body could administer personal regression?
And as spiritual being would there be any need for regression because a being would shed off all accumulated karma (or charge)?

Thanks again Bill - you rock!!:dancing:

[Baby Steps]

Hi,
Putting aside possible counter narratives , and considering the possibility that we are occupying a prison planet:

Why do Humans confine Humans?

• To keep undesirables out of society
• Cheap or forced labour
• Silencing opponents, neutralising enemies
• Rehabilitation of dysfunctional people
• Placate victims by exerting retribution

Why do Humans confine other animals?

• Food source
• Breeding/genetic manipulation
• Zoological observation/entertainment/study
• Preservation of genetic assets
• Supply of animals for work including for wars
• Materials, such as wool & leather

Is our confinement/farming/enforced limitation motivated by a combination of the above , or is there more to it. Are we confined? This word can be expanded from geographical confinement to include genetic,spiritual , information, or communication black outs.

[Bill Ryan]

Thank you for starting this thread dear Bill,great questions and great answers.

Please give us your insight about the work of dolores cannon and jordan maxwell.

thank you brother.

I confess the only book of Dolores Cannon's that I've read is Jesus and the Essenes. I found it plausible as a detailed account of his early years (as recounted by someone who had recalled they knew the young Jesus back then, who had been regressed), but it seemed harder to believe some of the in-between lives claims that were also presented in the small book.

I have a very good friend, a qualified therapist, who trained in Dolores Cannon's QHHT techniques (that I'm not personally familiar with), and she reports MANY impressive and sometimes dramatic successes.

Jordan Maxwell has done a huge, huge amount for the alternative community. But some of his claims of interpretations of terms and concepts, using his understanding of etymology (the origin of the meanings and use of words), are very flawed.

It's dead easy to check that some of his statements are just plain wrong. (Like the birth of a child = the berth of a ship, to quote one of dozens of misunderstandings and mischaracterizations of his that one can look up in minutes.)

[Bill Ryan]

Bill,

I’d love to read your thoughts about what is [or maybe] going on at the far side of the moon.

Do you feel Ingo Swann and [the recently departed] Sgt. Karl Wolf (as well as our dear friend Bob Dean) were accurate in their ‘recollections’ of massively tall structures, etc.?

If so, what could this all mean? A human-looking society living on [or perhaps in] the moon? If so, and given the fact that apparent great lengths have been undertaken to keep them hidden, does this seem to have possibly sinister undertones?

Yes, I think Ingo Swann and Karl Wolfe were both totally correct (and honest).

The far side of the moon is the perfect location for any kind of ET base at all, rather like a colonial outpost that's always concealed from human sight until very recently, and which has been well-established for millennia.

There's enough room there, of course (7 million square miles that we can't see) for any number of bases, outposts, or even huge cities — for all we know. It's twice the size as the land area of the US, and a little more than the area of Russia. Think about that. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Great thread this is ! Thanks Bill

Have you always been aware of previous lives or did you find out through regression and if so, how did you get into regression ?

I also wonder what "woke you up" during this lifetime and how do you see project Avalon in let's say the year 2068 ?

ps This thread is very informative. I personally got a lot of new info. Hope you would consider doing a Q & A once a year or something

For how I got into regression, see my post #25 here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256309&viewfull=1#post1256309).

I never 'woke up' (in the way that quite a lot of other people use the term). A lot of things were crystal clear to me since childhood. I recount some of that in my interview here, where I talk about my earlier years.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFP5hOux4UY

How I see Avalon in 2068? OMG :bigsmile:

This is a parody. (I hope!)


Instant notification of new posts beamed directly into people's heads. (But that subscription can be turned off: it'd be a hassle when sleeping.)
A special recognition of reincarnating members.
A major celebration of the 100 millionth new post.

:)

[Bill Ryan]

I know this is going to seem like a weird question. I have always felt extreme discomfort with the fact that we have to consume other living things to live ourselves. I do not for a moment believe that this planet we are living on is random happenstance. I believe that it was created. Assuming this is true, why do you think the prime creator set up a predator-prey scenario for continuance of life? Was a different way of living altered, like the "bad copy" scenario described by Icke? I don't believe that it had to be this way.

Well, we're spiritual beings in animal bodies, that evolved (manipulated or not) to consume other living things, whether they're cows or carrots.

That can sometimes lead to problems and dilemmas! (Sexual instincts, and the ethical dilemmas and conflicts associated with those, are a parallel.)

[petra]

2. So much that is discussed here is so dark. What is the most hopeful thing you see happening in the world right now?


The steady increase in awareness globally.
The continuing influx of the gifted children.



That's really nice, Bill. Thanks for this one. I'll never forget the little kid who shot me a peace sign for no apparent reason. He gave me hope. In my mind, that was a sign from God.

I have a dark question with two parts that comes with a request - Please don't answer publicly unless you feel you can speak 100% freely without withholding anything.

Q: What do you make of all the reports of "black eyed children" ? (Note: I've never actually seen one myself, but there are so many reports that I take notice)

Q: Do you think there's any such thing as an "evil child" ?

PS: Making my way along, slowly but surely :)

[Bill Ryan]

Here are some more...

1) What is your opinion about psychedelics as a medicine tool, exploring dimensions, connecting with spirits/entities, getting info...
and if psychedelics played a big role in the expansion of human consciousness.
What do you know about ayahuasca and ayamama or pachamama? (leaving in Equador you can get a lot of info about that)





I don't believe this is the way to go. In the classic book The Master Game, Robert S de Ropp argues that psychedelic experiences can be very useful to START someone on a path of inner inquiry.




But then, after illuminating the end goal, then one has to do the WORK. And that might take years. I'd fully agree with him that continuing dependence on psychedelics, as a kind of imagined shortcut, will only lead to diminishing returns — and may never get one to the goal at all.





http://projectavalon.net/THE_MASTER_GAME_Robert_S_de_Ropp.pdf


2) Tell us 1-2 profound or prophetic dreams that you had.





When I was young(er), I had recurring dreams of standing on a coastal short watching enormous tsunami waves coming in, hundreds of feet high. Somehow, I was just watching, and was never afraid.




Last week, Linda Howe in this video (https://youtube.com/watch?v=RSygVnPtSmc) (for 10 minutes, starting at 07:50), reports many others having similar dreams, now.

3) What do you think really Mare is...did ever happened to you or someone that you know?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mare_(folklore)





I have no idea... I'm afraid I don't know a thing about it. :)

4) What can you tell us about giants or elongated skulls in the process of time here on earth?





Many of the reported elongated skulls are real. They're not the result of cranial deformation, and have a cranial capacity notably larger than ours (bigger brains, in other words). They also different subtle cranial features.

Some very complete giant skeletons (8-10 feet high, or sometimes more) have definitely been excavated, over the last 150 years, in many locations. For reasons that I do NOT understand they really do seem to have been concealed or covered up.

These giants seem to have been alive relatively recently in archeological history. There exists a fascinating report (http://www.sacred-texts.com/pac/ei/ei14.htm)from early visitors to Easter Island of 12 foot tall giants just a few hundred years ago.

But they do NOT seem to be around now. I have no idea why. One would think that large, powerful hominids like that, arguably maybe [even] more intelligent than us, should have survived well.

Because we have proofs that going millions of years back.
Giant Foot Print 200 Million Yrs Old - South Africa
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRuxw-nZoJw





That looks like an enormous footprint, but it can't be. This is simply because a biped that size could NOT support its own weight.

That's how come mosquitoes can have super-thin legs, while elephants and rhinos have to have super-thick ones. It's a matter of height-to-weight ratio. (If height doubles, weight increases by the CUBE — because it's volume, not length — and so 2x height = 8x weight.)

It's easy to do the math. If that 'footprint' is four feet long (as Tellinger states), that means the body it was attached to would be something like 24 feet high. If a one-foot footprint belongs to a person weighing 160 lbs, then that giant would weigh 4 x 4 x 4 x 160 lbs = 10,240 lbs. That's 4.6 tons. It'd never be able to get out of bed. :)

5) Did you ever have a kundalini activation or a third eye opening?





No.

6) Did you ever 'tune' in the frequency (theta) connection with the source (holy spirit?) about feeling this connectedness with everything (akasha records)? (in real or dream time or in a meditation state)





No.

7) What is the ultimate key, solution or purpose, we must succeed in order to break the matrix?





My best answer is to collectively increase our awareness, and with that, our personal power. For each one of us.

You said that we live in a prison planet and maybe we are food energy source for some entities (totally agree), how that came up?




I don't believe I ever I said that. I don't think we ARE a prison planet (in the way that many use the term, like Alcatraz, or early Australia, full of British convicts. :) ) But we may (partially) be an energy source for something, yes.

[Bill Ryan]

An Avalon member ‘Agape’ or Eva Zemonova provided a fascinating encounter experience she had that became a time travel event with far reaching implications, if true, for mankind.

I read Barry King’s report of the event of 2010, called ‘The Bodhgaya Event’ which is a complex story. Unlike most contact experiences, this group of beings appear to have been our ancestors that is, angelic human lineage... from the stars, most likely our higher dimensional selves who came to the Earth far back in the distant past. There is no doubt that a great deal of research and investigation needs still to be done on this fascinating case. She does provide the location of the event and the follow up required for scientists to analyse the data in a wide range of categories. She later provides references to an Indian scientist, a scholar in Vedic physics and mathematics to understand the quantum nature of the dynamics of the space craft.

Bill, what are your thoughts on this case and Eva as a person. She presents herself as an ET from the ET group that landed, but now in human body. She was interviewed by Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnson.

Yes. Eva has always been passionate (sometimes almost frantic) about showcasing her story. But it's far from unique. I know MANY people who've been regressed to have clear memories of coming to Earth on missions as ETs adopting human form, or often pretty much being humans already.

I did a regression session just earlier this month with a new Avalon member who clearly recalled coming to Earth on a mission like this. We recovered a lot of detail. It's actually quite commonly recalled.

That adds credibility to Eva's story, but the point here is this has probably happened many, many times across vast tracts of time, and many present-day humans were involved back then. So it has its importance as one account among a large number of broadly similar ones.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,

I may have one question - maybe more later

I the midst of high strangeness, paranoid fields or inquiry as the UFO fields are, skinwalker ranch kind of stuff, how did you keep your sanity? I do you remain grounded and mentally sane? How do you manage your emotions?

I can tell you that it took me a good 15 years to come to term with some sanity and grounded enough to remain stable emotionally and mentally. However, how do have PTSD throw back at times, quite aware of it, so not too disorganizing anymore.

One of the main thing I did was to get away from emotionally/mentally challenged people even if they are still thrown in my path at times, and absolutely, firmly reject darkness in any form. A total no to it (djinns, dark people, dark thoughts, absence of love, destructive emotions in me or in others) while keeping aware of what is going on. Being aware of my own emotional traps.

Rejecting darkness while accepting and wanting love and compassion for all, at their own levels and needs. Accepting one's soul contact which are absolutely not on the emotional level nor on mind curiosity/thinking levels. Being aware that I am a human baby, needing support at times, with an omniscient all encompassing love filled powerful soul.

What about you? What do you do?

I go for long hikes high into the mountains (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93672-Another-vicarious-adventure-and-another-Avalon-Cairn--for-the-Wawa-Grande-this-time-&p=1252518&viewfull=1#post1252518) with my dog. :)

(That's a serious and accurate answer! :sun: )

[Bill Ryan]

Upon reflection, I do have a question. Do you know what happened to Kerrie Lea? She was the Avalon member who needed money to have surgery back in 2016-2017. I am wondering whether she ever had the surgery and why we haven’t had any news of her? See: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?94871-Our-Friend-Kerrie-Lea-is-hanging-on-for-dear-life-please-do-help

I'm not in touch with her, but I believe she had her operation and that all is well — or much better.

Her GoFundMe page is here, which seems to be still open. I assume that one can get messages (or post questions) to her there, or via there.


https://gofundme.com/kerrielea

[Bill Ryan]

Hi again Bill. I still have not read through this thread.

If I do, will I find out I don't like you? :)



I hope not! http://projectavalon.net/forum4/images/smilies/0705%20Heart.gif :)

[Bill Ryan]

Thanks in advance for a few more questions.

Did Bob Dean ever provide any proof of any of his claims in your meetings - meaning over and above that he really was in the military position he said he was?

Maybe a more comprehensive second question would be, what is the list of people who have shown you actual physical proof of their claims - objects, photos or documentation? Any added a note of what was provided would also be appreciated.

And third, what has been the most impressive actual evidence you've been exposed to?

Important question, and thanks.

No, Bob Dean never did. He always freely acknowledged that he could never substantiate his detailed account of having access to the classified document known as 'The Assessment' when he was at S.H.A.P.E. in the early 1960s. But of course, it's 100% known that he was there then and would have had access to the safe. His military history is on full record.

I've said this earlier, but it's worth repeating that the very first time we met Camelot Witness Henry Deacon (real name Arthur Neumann), he showed us all his personal documentation. (Later, we even went to sit quietly in a corner of the English pub in the village near to the base where he said he'd worked. We watched his former colleagues come in the door one by one after work and greet him in surprise.)

When we met Dan Burisch for the first time, he also showed us all his documentation.

With Pete Peterson, he never showed us a thing — and we never asked for it. OMG. :facepalm:

When Christine Anderson first interviewed Corey Goode (over two visits to his home in Dallas in Sept-Oct 2014), she was new to interviewing, and the whole thing was impromptu. So, much can be excused. But she was right there in the living room of his house, and Corey never showed her anything, either.

[Bill Ryan]

Hello Bill,

I am following you on the net from the very first Camelot interviews, I found your Camelot interview with Ralph Ring about the OTC-1 decades ago back then by some search engine. Don't know which one that was. My mean interest is the alternative physics and how ufo's could work with star travel capabilities and no need for big gastanks. I had a question for you:

What do you know about the TR3B, the Flux liner and US solar Command?

But part of it you already previously answered:


It'll be a long time, I suspect, before we get to see any of these craft in public view. We're likely to be told, in general terms, of their existence, long before they appear at the Paris Air Show.I think so too, but maybe the technology drips in from the east, thus Russia, from Alexey Chekurkov:


(no translation available)

https://youtu.be/1JeeaZlYonc

https://youtu.be/2JrkOfqm6eY




- How valuable are claims around the TR3B, the Flux liner and US Solar Command in your opinion?





There have been MANY reports of TR-3B type craft (large, slow-moving triangles that are practically silent but can accelerate to huge speeds almost instantly. They all seem to have light sources (or something) at the triangle apexes, and also a large one in the center.

The 'Flux Liner' is the nickname apparently given to the 3 ARVs seen by Brad Sorenson in a hangar at a Norton AFB display in Nov 1988, and then reported in detail to aerospace illustrator Mark McCandlish, who was a close colleague.

McCandlish made it public, recreated the ARV in a detailed cutaway drawing (http://i.imgur.com/gVpZUHm.jpg), and has given many presentations about it. Every UFO researcher I'm aware of fully credits the account.

'US Solar Command' is a term I've not heard, but you may be referring to 'Solar Warden', which is now well known.

The first time this ever surfaced was in this archived thread in 2006 (http://projectavalon.net/Seinu_disclosure_thread.pdf), from the old Open Minds forum. The start of it states:


We have a space fleet, which is codenamed "Solar Warden.” There were, as of 2005, eight ships, an equivalent to aircraft carriers and forty-three “protectors,” which are space planes.


- Are you aware of any scientist whistleblowers on this issue who still don't / cannot come out of the closet, yet?





Here's an interesting story. Back in early 2008, Kerry and I were super-busy, traveling, and I also had 'flu. It was a tough month, and I was way behind on all our e-mails (which were a LOT).

A little later, in a rare window of time, I was searching through my inbox for a reference. To my horror, I found this message which I'd completely missed a few weeks previously.

OMG. :facepalm:

I replied straight away, with profuse apologies, but was never able to regain contact.

Read this carefully. Maybe several times. This is the first time I've ever published this. It really needs its own thread. Some of this information I've never seen anywhere else.

~~~



I find your site interesting. I am familiar with some of the past contributors including: Richard Hoagland, Dan Burisch, John Lear, Bill Hamilton and others.

I have been associated with Civil Service, and Government Contractors for over 40 years. Was working at projects for Martin Marietta, Honeywell, and Hughes pertaining to Gravity Wave Measurements, and antigravity.

I also was for a time working as a part of MJ-12 (these details should remain confidential at this time!). My bio is found in Marquis Who's Who in the World (2004,5), Marquis Who's Who in America (2005,6). I agree with many ideas from the above researchers, as well as Erich von Däniken, and Zecharia Sitchin. Also I know about "Star Children", and have seen the bodies of ET/EBEs from various crashes.

I know that Col. Corso gave a lot of thought behind his book "The Day after Roswell". There has been a lot of "back" or "reverse engineering" by our Government, and other governments.

There are several conflicting conspiracies with different agendas. There have been many other crashes proceeding Roswell such as: Czech Republic (1938), Bavaria (1941), Cape Girardeau Missouri etc. Ryan and Bob Wood have looked into some of these matters also.

Stanton Friedman always tries to get into the mix, but he has been a good disinformation agent.

Are you truly aware of the experiences of Jim Irwin and other astronauts who traveled to the Moon on the Apollo Missions? Are you aware that Projects Lunix and Horizon were not actually canceled, but were changed into "Black Projects"?

NASA tried in 1993 to establish a base on our Moon, and ran into difficulties. How were they rescued, and by whom? What is truly behind Bush's proposing our returning to the Moon by approximately 2020? What about the findings of the ruins on the Moon, and Mars which Hoagland and others recently have mentioned? What is behind all of this? In the MJ-12 "Briefing Document", what was contained in the "Contingency" Document mentioned as an Appendix!

Cecil B. DeMille helped write that document for the MJ-12 Committee. Is there going to be an "Official Announcement" soon?

Is there any truth behind "Alternative Three"? What about Dr. Fox's work in Salt Lake City and Captain Helena? Are you aware of the Bob White UFO Fragment?

There are many opinions and proposed answers for the foregoing questions. Perhaps I also can be of help in answering some of these matters. Best wishes in your continued research.

Regards, Dr. [ name given ]


OMG, again. We missed that one. It might have been one of the most important interviews in the history of the subject.

[Bill Ryan]

XeMVMGVSEyA

Mr. Ryan, is this a fair shake on history regarding you and the project Avalon forum?

~~~

I've not listened to it yet. Do I have to? :)

(That's actually a serious question.)

Maybe you could summarize a few concise questions for me, and then I'll be very happy to respond.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,
What a beautiful man you are and thank you for your open generosity with us. This is one of my favorite threads and I realize I've been following it on my phone and wasn't logged in to thank you and everyone for the wonderful contributions. I'm finding the content and thoughts shared here really helpful.

Bill, despite all the knowledge and understanding you have gained about the human condition, the soul etc as well as the lies and conditioning we've had heaped upon us, are you afraid of death? And if not, how have you managed to reach the inner balance and perspective.

I'm sending you a big hug xx

Thank you! :heart:

No, I'm not afraid of death. It's a part of life.

Balance and perspective? Well, it's hard-won. Four answers:


I take very good conscious care of my health and my body, if I possibly can. I eat well, work out daily, and never take any substances: not even alcohol.
I've always invested in my own spiritual well-being. That's critically essential. It's a long-term project. For all younger people reading this: start now.
I go for long hikes in the mountains, regularly connecting with nature, and DISconnecting from the matrix.
I don't have a smartphone, haven't watched TV in decades, don't have any Wifi in my bedroom, and (happily!) have no cellphone signal in the little valley where I live. I'm not on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram, and all those things (though it sounds like a kind of joke!) I do think are important to maintain balance.

[Valerie Villars]

Do you pray?

[OmeyocaN777]

Thank you so much again Bill for all your answers....priceless!
Let's move on...shall we?
What is your view of Robert Stanley, James Gilliland and...Max Spiers (also about his mysterious death).

I want to share also that, I couldn't resist.

http://projectavalon.net/You_are_humans.jpg

[Chanie]

2) Tell us 1-2 profound or prophetic dreams that you had.[/B]





When I was young(er), I had recurring dreams of standing on a coastal short watching enormous tsunami waves coming in, hundreds of feet high. Somehow, I was just watching, and was never afraid.
[INDENT][INDENT][INDENT][INDENT]Last week, Linda Howe in this video (https://youtube.com/watch?v=RSygVnPtSmc) (for 10 minutes, starting at 07:50), reports many others having similar dreams, now.

I’m wondering if this is a common dream theme with people? Years ago, I dreamt of a giant tidal/tsunami wave coming towards me. I turned to run and suddenly saw a second wave rushing towards me from the opposite direction. I bolted straight up in bed to an upright sitting position; my heart was pounding in my chest and I thought, “It’s going to destroy everything!”

Two days later, the towers fell in what we now know as 9/11. When I saw the giant plumes of smoke/debris on the television screen, I realized that was what I’d seen in my dream.

[Strat]

1 Are you aware of any places that would resemble a toned down Bohemian Grove like place? Somewhere for the aristocrats to vacation but perhaps less vulgar? I've stumbled onto one that existed in North FL but its long gone.

2 What do you make of Thomas Costellos Dulce info?

[KingJamesCorona]

http://youtube.com/watch?v=XeMVMGVSEyA

Mr. Ryan, is this a fair shake on history regarding you and the project Avalon forum?

~~~

I've not listened to it yet. Do I have to? :)

(That's actually a serious question.)

Maybe you could summarize a few concise questions for me, and then I'll be very happy to respond.

No please don’t, it’s unpleasant to the ears.

Basically Kerry states you were GIVEN project Avalon, to take care of yourself. My question is; Where you in-fact given project Avalon? Kerry also states project Avalon was created together as a sister site. Initially the site was for ’preppers’. Kerry states you became a prepper.

Was Project Avalon given to you? Was project Avalon initially a ‘prepper’ site and social platform for people to socialize?

She states she needed to teach you how to work a camera. Did she teach you filmmaking? She states you failed your mission and she carried it on from there. Do you know what mission she may be referring to? Something in regards to failing the mission in this life. Kerry states you may have been King Arthur, and you don’t like that story very much. Kerry and another (Clairvoyant maybe) through past life recall believe you maybe King Arthur... Do you believe yourself to be King Arthur? Your key witnesses believed they were Knights of the Round Table?

Did you have a girlfriend wanting you to be the lead interviewer during your time with Kerry? Behind the scenes this alleged girlfriend wanted you to get rid of Kerry?

Kerry says you made a big mistake and she hopes you’ll “Pull the sword from the stone again?” That may be an inference as to a return to project Camelot. Seeing as you were a guest on the monetized [In Honor of Bib Dean] video, are you considering a return to Camelot?

Apologies for the format.

Sincerely Mr. Ryan, thank you for taking the time.

[RunningDeer]

1 Are you aware of any places that would resemble a toned down Bohemian Grove like place? Somewhere for the aristocrats to vacation but perhaps less vulgar? I've stumbled onto one that existed in North FL but its long gone.

2 What do you make of Thomas Costellos Dulce info?
Welcome back, Strat. https://i.imgur.com/NcwNuGS.gif

[ArtyCarl]

Hi Bill, if you throw your mind back to the Project Serpo days, do you regret any of the directions or choices you have made?

It would seem to me that you have laid the groundwork that others have built upon and so allowed them to enjoy the financial rewards (for what they are) of the current "alternative" space.

Are there days when you think, 'I could have settled into a steady teaching job in the UK and lived a quiet life'.

[Limor Wolf]

I ended up here entirely by accident. It was never a plan. (Rather like my football game analogy in my post #54. I made some bad decisions, and was tackled very hard.)




Our spirits love to play in spontaneity

What will inspire you to change 'The project Avalon' to 'The spirit of Avalon'?


Well, we might yet amend the name (or the tagline) in some small way. The mods were discussing just yesterday how we might draw more attention to the value and importance of Avalon as a research resource.



a James Mahu April 2013 telephone excerpt -

".. look at it this way, Source-God creator universe, however you think about it, our outcasts it's an intelligent energy to 'all there is', a source intelligence or spirit..the spirit is everywhere, it streams through us, it is dynamic, it is ever changing, it has abilities to respond to us just as we can respond to it, in other words, it's interactive. When we play an interactive game, a Nintendo or computer or smartphone, we are interacting with the game design, hoping to make it to check points and to higher levels of challenge and to complete the game, and get a high score.

Interaction with source intelligence is different, it is not about high scores or completing the game, it's about finding the way to arouse awareness within yourself in such a way that you can create and express the heart virtues in your life unconditionally, you can modulate them or control, you can combine in sequence in a meaningful expression that relates to a specific situations as they occur. You can bring your higher mind and deepest part into align within service to source intelligence and you do this consciously, willingly, with care and genuineness "


I've never experienced the 'soul families' thing — though we all have 'old friends' (and opponents!) that we continually meet up with over and over again. That's not to dismiss the concept, but I have no personal knowledge of it.

Yet, they speak with you all the time.

[Baby Steps]

Greetings

Would you see any validity in characterising Earth as a prison planet?

Thanks again

[David Trd1]

Hi Bill,

This thread is one of the reasons Avalon is so great! I really do love this place! It's great

Just a few questions:

1. What is something you have learned personally in your own journey over the course of the forums lifetime so far?

2. Which members imput from the past that are no longer here do you personally miss the most?

3. (Gear switch)you mentioned before that it will get worse before it gets better here on the planet what Amount of time do you feel will pass before we collectively "come out of the woods" as it were, around 2030 has been mentioned before by others, what's your take on this?

4. What is your take/feelings on Dark journalists x-series and the places it leads re the history/rational behind our current situation?

5. If there was one(or two) :) historical figure(s)you could sit down and spend an evening with , who would it be?

Many thanks bill :waving:

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,
My questions mainly have to do with the origins of the human race on planet Earth.
It seems from "forbidden archeology" findings that there may have been civilizations going back not just thousands of years ago, but much further back, perhaps even a million or more years.
That being so, it seems likely to me that the DNA of the current human race may actually be much more diverse than just that of primitive homo sapiens as we know it, but that many ET races may have left their genes here, and may be discovered when the mysteries of "junk DNA" are unraveled.
(Certainly more than just the Annunaki, though if some of the stories are true, it seems they ( if they really exist) wanted to take sole credit for creating the present human race, which I think is very unlikely. )
I think Bob Dean is among those who have described Earth as being very unusual in that there are lineages here from many ET races, as well as other creatures and plant life; that Earth has been an experiment and a galactic depository of lifeforms, making it a kind of treasure house from one perspective.
What is your take on that? If true, do you think it makes for a more difficult "school" than worlds that are more uniform and less diverse?

Do you think that the diversity of characteristics among Earth's Black, Caucasian, Asian, Aboriginal etc. races, has anything to do with differing genetic ET heritage?

What can you tell us about hidden, isolated ET communities that have reportedly been on Earth for a long time, but have not intermingled with common humanity--what their purposes might be for being here, what role they might play in our evolution?

What do you think about the prophecies that have come down to us from various sources about these times, such as the Mayan Calendar, the various Christian mystics, the Native Americans and others--that there will be a great struggle first but that gradually there will be a dawning of a much more Light-filled Age?

Thanks for stepping out on a limb and creating this thread.
It seems like good timing for the forum for such an endeavor, and should give us all a psychological boost. :happy dog::flower::sun:
And hopefully bring in some great new contributors. :grouphug:

~~~

Yes, I do think we may all be someone's science experiment. Maybe a bunch of races have been experimenting, at different times (spread over hundreds of thousands or even millions of years), and/or in different places or on different continents.

I'm no geneticist, and this might be nonsense: but it does seem to me worth asking if the different races might have been 'influenced' in different ways.

Hidden, isolated ET communities? If they exist, they'd be underground (within the Earth's crust, in their own deep underground bases), in Antarctica (as has been credibly reported (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlOPsidcBfo) by Linda Howe), or under the oceans (pretty much anywhere at all).

Maybe in other remote areas as well. It makes perfect sense that there would be ET outposts here. There's a LOT of Planet Earth, right under our noses, that remains hard or practically impossible to access, and definitely hard or impossible to know whether anyone else might be hanging out there.

Lastly, prophecies? I'm not sure... but I don't discount them.

[Bill Ryan]

Dear Bill,

what do you consider to be the best way/method/system of spiritual development for a modern person? Do you consider it possible for an average person in the bell curve to achieve significant results?

Thank you in advance for your answers.

I think there are many that work. But NOT via drugs. See my post #203, here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1257270&viewfull=1#post1257270), in which I said this:




I don't believe this [psychedelics] is the way to go. In the classic book The Master Game, Robert S. de Ropp argues that psychedelic experiences can be very useful to START someone on a path of inner inquiry.

But then, after illuminating the end goal, then one has to do the WORK. And that might take years. I'd fully agree with him that continuing dependence on psychedelics, as a kind of imagined shortcut, will only lead to diminishing returns — and may never get one to the goal at all.


http://projectavalon.net/THE_MASTER_GAME_Robert_S_de_Ropp.pdf

(http://projectavalon.net/THE_MASTER_GAME_Robert_S_de_Ropp.pdf)

One of the principles, I'd strongly contend, is to stick with one discipline/practice, and then do that properly and thoroughly. If you're going to meditate, don't just dabble and switch over to something else after a month or two. Give it 5-10 years. Same with Yoga. Or Buddhism. Or anything else at all. (As many know. I've used Free Zone scientology techniques — see my post #25, here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256309&viewfull=1#post1256309) — to clear out the junk and recover my past life memories. In good hands, it works fantastically well, but also is a long-term journey with no instant fixes.)

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill

This is an awesome thread and the questions and answers are a goldmine!
Likewise I want to thank the many Avalon members for questioning the spiritual realms.

I have a somewhat specialized question for you Bill:
In your personal regression work, do you use a Theta-Meter or E-Meter or no technical aid at all?
How would you consider a spiritual being without body could administer personal regression?
And as spiritual being would there be any need for regression because a being would shed off all accumulated karma (or charge)?

Thanks again Bill - you rock!!:dancing:

I have a Mark 3a Ability Meter (http://www.abilitymeters.com), and also a Theta Meter (https://theta-meter.com/products) (which replicates an Ability Meter virtually on a computer screen).
An anecdote: I've had my Ability Meter for 25 years. I'm on my second pair of AA batteries. Go figure. (I finally had to change the first pair about 5 years ago.)
The Theta Meter is a lot cheaper, because it's just software, and it works perfectly. The advantage of that is that another person can be remotely connected to your computer via an application like TeamViewer (http://teamviewer.com), and then they can see your onscreen meter as well.

That's then like being in the same room, even if they're other side of the world. That was developed a few years ago by Mikhail Fedorov in Russia. (Another anecdote: The Russians are leading the field in this kind of thing. But don't tell the US Democrats. :) )

How a spiritual being WITHOUT a body can do this kind of thing is a great question. They can, 100% for sure, but they wouldn't have a biofeedback meter (which is what these devices are) to help guide them. (And it's definitely a significant help.)

And that's another great question whether a spiritual being without a body would have the same kind of amnesia as humans have — which I think is what you're asking. My best answer is that I think the amnesia that affects us is a by-product of the body (or, maybe, the human body). I do believe that a discarnate spiritual being would NOT have amnesia. But I don't know for certain.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi,
Putting aside possible counter narratives , and considering the possibility that we are occupying a prison planet:

Why do Humans confine Humans?

• To keep undesirables out of society
• Cheap or forced labour
• Silencing opponents, neutralising enemies
• Rehabilitation of dysfunctional people
• Placate victims by exerting retribution

Why do Humans confine other animals?

• Food source
• Breeding/genetic manipulation
• Zoological observation/entertainment/study
• Preservation of genetic assets
• Supply of animals for work including for wars
• Materials, such as wool & leather

Is our confinement/farming/enforced limitation motivated by a combination of the above , or is there more to it. Are we confined? This word can be expanded from geographical confinement to include genetic,spiritual , information, or communication black outs.

Well, my simplest answer (and the most complicated answer might be an entire book!) is that we're spiritual beings in animal bodies.

So the animal in us (that wants to eat other animals, and maybe fight, control, subjugate or exploit other animals, like other humans) quite often takes over and calls the shots.

But some discarnate beings (i.e. without bodies) want to control others, too. So it's not JUST an animal-body thing. In part, down here on Planet Earth we're one of the front lines of a major spiritual war, and that's also why some humans are plain evil. And there's no other word for it. 'Evil' is precise.

[Bill Ryan]

2. So much that is discussed here is so dark. What is the most hopeful thing you see happening in the world right now?


The steady increase in awareness globally.
The continuing influx of the gifted children.



That's really nice, Bill. Thanks for this one. I'll never forget the little kid who shot me a peace sign for no apparent reason. He gave me hope. In my mind, that was a sign from God.

I have a dark question with two parts that comes with a request - Please don't answer publicly unless you feel you can speak 100% freely without withholding anything.

Q: What do you make of all the reports of "black eyed children" ? (Note: I've never actually seen one myself, but there are so many reports that I take notice)

Q: Do you think there's any such thing as an "evil child" ?

PS: Making my way along, slowly but surely :)

~~~

I don't know what the black-eyed children are.

Yes, a child can be evil. That's simply an evil being that's incarnated in a human body.

[Bill Ryan]

Do you pray?

No, I don't. I have never felt the need to.

[Bill Ryan]

Thank you so much again Bill for all your answers....priceless!

What is your view of Robert Stanley, James Gilliland and...Max Spiers (also about his mysterious death).



I don't know anything about Robert Stanley (sorry!), and I don't feel I know enough about Max Spiers to comment with any authority.

I've spent a little time with James Gilliland, and I like him a lot (as most people do). I can't quite get behind some of his opinions and views, though.

His ECETI ranch at Trout Lake, Washington is a truly extraordinary place. On both evenings I was there (two separate visits, 4 years apart), I just saw things zipping all over the sky which were absolutely not meteorites, satellites, or conventional aircraft.

Everyone who visits there sees them, every night. It's a regular show. Off-duty military officers, scientists, and intelligence officers often come to take a look, too, just to satisfy their own personal curiosity because they've heard all the reports and stories. I have no explanation for what's happening there, but it's real.

[Valerie Villars]

Do you pray?

No, I don't. I have never felt the need to.

I guess what I really meant was do you ever express gratitude for being alive, to some force or thing out there?

[Bill Ryan]

1 Are you aware of any places that would resemble a toned down Bohemian Grove like place? Somewhere for the aristocrats to vacation but perhaps less vulgar? I've stumbled onto one that existed in North FL but its long gone.

2 What do you make of Thomas Costello's Dulce info?

1. No.

2. I believe it's very real. See this thread, by Avalon member Mystery (Cherry Hinkle), who knew him personally.


The Dulce Base, and Cherry Hinkle's testimony (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?8393-The-Dulce-Base-and-Cherry-Hinkle-s-testimony)

[Bassplayer1]

Hi Bill,
What a beautiful man you are and thank you for your open generosity with us. This is one of my favorite threads and I realize I've been following it on my phone and wasn't logged in to thank you and everyone for the wonderful contributions. I'm finding the content and thoughts shared here really helpful.

Bill, despite all the knowledge and understanding you have gained about the human condition, the soul etc as well as the lies and conditioning we've had heaped upon us, are you afraid of death? And if not, how have you managed to reach the inner balance and perspective.

I'm sending you a big hug xx

Thank you! :heart:

No, I'm not afraid of death. It's a part of life.

Balance and perspective? Well, it's hard-won. Four answers:


I take very good conscious care of my health and my body, if I possibly can. I eat well, work out daily, and never take any substances: not even alcohol.
I've always invested in my own spiritual well-being. That's critically essential. It's a long-term project. For all younger people reading this: start now.
I go for long hikes in the mountains, regularly connecting with nature, and DISconnecting from the matrix.
I don't have a smartphone, haven't watched TV in decades, don't have any Wifi in my bedroom, and (happily!) have no cellphone signal in the little valley where I live. I'm not on Facebook, Twitter or Instagram, and all those things (though it sounds like a kind of joke!) I do think are important to maintain balance.


Thank you Bill :flower:

[Bill Ryan]

http://youtube.com/watch?v=XeMVMGVSEyA

Mr. Ryan, is this a fair shake on history regarding you and the project Avalon forum?

~~~

I've not listened to it yet. Do I have to? :)

(That's actually a serious question.)

Maybe you could summarize a few concise questions for me, and then I'll be very happy to respond.

No please don’t, it’s unpleasant to the ears.

Basically Kerry states you were GIVEN project Avalon, to take care of yourself. My question is; Where you in-fact given project Avalon? Kerry also states project Avalon was created together as a sister site. Initially the site was for ’preppers’. Kerry states you became a prepper.

Was Project Avalon given to you? Was project Avalon initially a ‘prepper’ site and social platform for people to socialize?

She states she needed to teach you how to work a camera. Did she teach you filmmaking? She states you failed your mission and she carried it on from there. Do you know what mission she may be referring to? Something in regards to failing the mission in this life. Kerry states you may have been King Arthur, and you don’t like that story very much. Kerry and another (Clairvoyant maybe) through past life recall believe you maybe King Arthur... Do you believe yourself to be King Arthur? Your key witnesses believed they were Knights of the Round Table?

Did you have a girlfriend wanting you to be the lead interviewer during your time with Kerry? Behind the scenes this alleged girlfriend wanted you to get rid of Kerry?

Kerry says you made a big mistake and she hopes you’ll “Pull the sword from the stone again?” That may be an inference as to a return to project Camelot. Seeing as you were a guest on the monetized video, are you considering a return to Camelot?

Apologies for the format.

Sincerely Mr. Ryan, thank you for taking the time.

Well a couple of riders, at the very start of my reply, may be helpful to add some read-between-the-lines context.


I've been answering these question in sequence, as I think you will see. My protocol is to thank the post, then respond. (If I've not thanked it yet, it means I've not reached it yet. If I seem to miss something completely, then just bump (repeat) the question, as it will definitely only mean I've been diverted or interrupted, and accidentally lost the place.)

I came upon this question, and decided to take Mara, my dog, for a walk — in the pouring rain. I now feel a little better able to respond. :)



Kerry is like the impossible sister I never had. Richard Dolan said it perfectly (and brilliantly), referring (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?50532-Gordon-Novel-has-passed-away--3-October-2012-&p=1252972&viewfull=1#post1252972) a few weeks ago to the late Gordon Novel (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?50532-Gordon-Novel-has-passed-away).




[I]"Gordon, of all the people I love, I hate you the most, and of all the people I hate, I love you the most."


So there are others in the community who are very flawed, and my criticism of them has been fair, honest, straight, but sometimes relatively unforgiving. In Kerry's case, I can't bear ill-will against her. She's my sister. But with that in mind, read the following answers to your questions.
~~~

We started Avalon together, in August 2008. It was originally a resource index for personal and spiritual growth, sustainability, optimal self-health, and so on. The forum was conceived as an adjunct to that.

But as I wrote here in my post #89 here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256551&viewfull=1#post1256551), the forum took off like a wild rocket. We had 7,000 fully active and enthusiastic members within 3 weeks, and a moderators team who had zero experience and didn't even know each other. It was chaos. :) But that told us that the forum really was the heart and soul of the project.

Kerry didn't 'give' me Avalon. I remember a nuclear firefight we had at one point (we had a few), in late 2008 or early 2009, when we were literally yelling at each other. The neighbors probably heard it half a mile away. I told her that she could take Camelot, and I'd take Avalon. That was kind of burned in my memory.

But the separation didn't actually happen until late 2009. It was crystal clear that we could no longer work together, and I already had the perfect lifeboat. (Not so much a 'lifeboat'. More a ship-to-ship transfer. :) )

I wasn't ever a member of the so-called 'prepper' community. But after I arrived in Ecuador, in 2011, I set about creating a community which (the plan was!) could withstand anything. (I still have my ham radio, ready to go.)

Two things happened:


The community failed, dramatically and catastrophically.
The 'prepping' was never needed.

Yes, she taught me how to use a video camera (then, they worked with DVC tapes: no digital memory), and to edit using Final Cut Pro.

I did not fail in my mission. :)

Here's an interesting anecdote. A young Avalon member came to visit me in July last year, passing through Ecuador. I'd met her a number of times before. She was 25, and one of those delightful, featherlight, sparkling-bright young people who is staggeringly spiritually aware, able and mature for her age.

She told me she had a message for me, that she'd received suddenly and clearly during meditation, and it was important. Of course, I was intrigued.

We went for a walk, and she told me that my mission was complete, and that I no longer needed to worry or fret about always having to do more. She said the battle had been won, that Camelot had been a major part of that tipping point, and that while I could continue to work if I wanted to, there was actually no need to. Because now, everything was going to work out.

That was so astonishing to hear, that I couldn't really make any comment at the time, and can't now. :) But I've never forgotten it.

I don't think I was King Arthur. However, a couple of people (or maybe 3) have all told me that in the last few years, entirely independently of each other. But I've never recalled that myself. Even if I was King Arthur, it doesn't matter.

The girlfriend that Kerry was referring to is Ruth Huber, in Switzerland. She can be seen translating on stage in the conference we hosted in 2009, and my keystone presentation can be seen here (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExZZ4mqv3T4). Ruth is there, too.

Ruth was well aware that my meeting her might be a problem for Kerry, and the very first thing that she did was send Camelot a $300 donation to show Kerry that she meant well. But the moment Kerry met her, which was quite soon after, she (Kerry) was unrelentingly hostile. That never abated. After a short while, Ruth (who is very perceptive, and a spiritual teacher and counselor) grew to dislike Kerry intensely.

Finally, I made no 'mistakes'. :)

And regarding a 'return to Camelot', every now and then the thought crosses my mind. It'd be a little like Steve Jobs returning to Apple in 1997 to fix the company and turn everything around.

But that would be impossible. Three weeks ago, when Bob Dean passed, and Kerry (very kindly) brought me on to the tribute livestream broadcast, we did a reasonable job together, especially as it was the first time we'd done any kind of show jointly since 2012. Some people who've heard the show (http://youtu.be/vEwPxiBmqYc) were generous enough to say that they think I kept it all together, and I'd not disagree.

Despite Bob's sad passing, it was a kind of feel-good moment. It was a privilege to be able to say a few things on air to honor him. After the show, she and I had a few words on Skype to close off.

Then Kerry, with every good intention and with zero malice of any kind, said something (about me/to me) that was so inaccurate, inappropriate, and utterly divorced from reality that I was literally stopped in my tracks and had no idea how to respond.

I wasn't even upset. Just floored. I made some pleasant remark, and excused myself. Enough. It would be impossible for us to ever work together again.

:flower:

[RunningDeer]

Then Kerry, with every good intention and with zero malice of any kind, said something (about me/to me) that was so inaccurate, inappropriate, and utterly divorced from reality that I was literally stopped in my tracks and had no idea how to respond.

I wasn't even upset. Just floored. I made some pleasant remark, and excused myself. Enough. It would be impossible for us to ever work together again.

:flower:

Enough

How freeing… Cool… http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/smilies/flower-rainbow.gif

♡

(No response needed.)

[Tangri]

"13th october 2017"

My Qs;

1- When you did interview Dan Burisch, did you give any Non disclosure agreement to any subject to him?(if any was given, is it overdue since Dan got out of area of truth)- Is there anything not revealed that time but can be revealed now?


2-Did Dan mention about origin country of yellow book which is borrowed from, that time being?

3- What is your impression on that, recent guardian country of the yellow book? Is it much powerful than American military complex , which reason they can not regain of control of that item?

4- Did Dan mention any time, when he was working with J- Rod , J Rod was not aware of yellow book's origin?

"16 november 2017"

Q- Any thought on Solomon's ring?

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill, if you throw your mind back to the Project Serpo days, do you regret any of the directions or choices you have made?
[ ...]
Are there days when you think, 'I could have settled into a steady teaching job in the UK and lived a quiet life'.

Re Serpo, absolutely no 'regrets' of any kind. I think I got a lot of things right, even way back then, and (as I've explained since) the story most definitely had some considerable foundation in actual events. It was NOT just someone's wild fantastic invention.

Are there days when I think, 'I could have settled into a steady teaching job in the UK and lived a quiet life'?

No days like that, ever, at ALL. :)

[Bill Ryan]

Greetings

Would you see any validity in characterising Earth as a prison planet?

Thanks again

I wrote in my post #203, here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1257270&viewfull=1#post1257270):

~~~

You said that we live in a prison planet and maybe we are food energy source for some entities (totally agree), how that came up?




I don't believe I ever I said that. I don't think we ARE a prison planet (in the way that many use the term, like Alcatraz, or early Australia, full of British convicts. :) ) But we may (partially) be an energy source for something, yes.
~~~

I could add a little more, maybe. Souls/spirits, as best I know, aren't force-contained here (but it MAY be difficult to disconnect, or to resist the compulsion to return) — nor are they prevented from incarnating here if they want to.

[The Moss Trooper]

Hi Bill,

whatever happened to the Avalon News Letter?

Regards.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,

This thread is one of the reasons Avalon is so great! I really do love this place! It's great

Just a few questions:
[ ...]
Many thanks bill :waving:


1. What is something you have learned personally in your own journey over the course of the forums lifetime so far?





Be kind. Pay attention to little things. Always keep the high ground. Avoid some topics. Take the best possible care of the moderators. When one's having a tough day, things get better.

2. Which members input from the past that are no longer here do you personally miss the most?






Of those who are no longer active members or on sabbatical, I personally miss jackovesk and Whiskey_Mystic. Those two come to mind, but there really are many others.
Of moderators on sabbatical, I very much miss Shannon (formerly Saint Theresa :) ), Jake, Marianne, and Harley.
Shadowself.
Foxie Loxie.


3. (Gear switch)you mentioned before that it will get worse before it gets better here on the planet what Amount of time do you feel will pass before we collectively "come out of the woods" as it were, around 2030 has been mentioned before by others, what's your take on this?





Such a hard question. I put my finger in the wind just now, and I 'got' 2045. (I was surprised! I thought it might be sooner. Maybe it was 2035, and I misheard it. :) )

4. What is your take/feelings on Dark Journalist's X-series and the places it leads re the history/rational behind our current situation?





I've not seen all the [many!] episodes. I think his research is fascinating and of high quality.

5. If there was one (or two) historical figure(s)you could sit down and spend an evening with, who would it be?






Nikola Tesla.
Mary Magdalene.
Neil Armstrong.
JFK.
Plato.
Pierre de Fermat (1607-1665), the French mathematician who enigmatically wrote a brief note in the margin of one of his books saying that he had a most marvelous proof of his famous theorem... which wasn't finally publicly proved until 1995 by Andrew Wiles, in a dense paper (https://www.math.wisc.edu/%7Eboston/869.pdf) that was 140 pages long. I'd want to ask him to please share what his own (much shorter and cleverer!) proof was.
:)

[Bill Ryan]

Do you pray?

No, I don't. I have never felt the need to.

I guess what I really meant was do you ever express gratitude for being alive, to some force or thing out there?

For sure, and always. But not addressed/focused to anyone or anything in particular.

Each day, I go on a mile-long round-trip hike up a hill and then round and back down through a large open field surrounded by forest, finally boulder-hopping across a small creek to get back to the house.

It takes about half an hour, and I pass by the same plants, flowers, trees, bushes and views each time. Occasionally I see a deer (and if Mara sees it first, she's off across the horizon. :) ). I notice all the tiny changes in the ever-alive environment.

That's all very small and local (I go for larger and not-so-local mountain hikes, too), but the local hikes remind me daily of everything that's important, in a myriad miniature ways, in the utterly alive world we're tenants and caretakers of.

:flower:

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill,

whatever happened to the Avalon News Letter?

Regards.

Wow. Ouch. :bigsmile:

I got to the point back in October 2015 (the last one had been the previous month) when I could no longer afford the newsletter service monthly subscription. So I had to cancel my account.

But that means that I lost all my stored database, templates, and so on. Once I had the whole thing started, it was easy to keep it rolling just by taking the previous newsletter and editing it with new content.

In theory, I believe, I could re-start it, and I believe the newsletter service may well still have everything archived. It's really a momentum issue. It was always a lot of work (each time I did it, it was a focused, straight, non-stop, intensive 12 hour day), but I was always mighty pleased with what I'd done. The 'Ouch' above ^^ was my recognition that I really should step up to that plate again. I appreciate the question.

[onawah]

Bill, why Mary Magdalene and not Jesus?
Thanks.


If there was one (or two) historical figure(s)you could sit down and spend an evening with, who would it be?


Nikola Tesla.
Mary Magdalene.
Neil Armstrong.
JFK.
Plato.
Pierre de Fermat (1607-1665)

[Bill Ryan]

Bill, why Mary Magdalene and not Jesus?
Thanks.


If there was one (or two) historical figure(s)you could sit down and spend an evening with, who would it be?


Nikola Tesla.
Mary Magdalene.
Neil Armstrong.
JFK.
Plato.
Pierre de Fermat (1607-1665)

Well, of course I'd love to sit down and have coffee with them both together. :)

I think Mary Magdalene is the more enigmatic and much less understood historical figure. Jesus' real history has been extensively covered up and/or distorted, but Mary's even more so.

And she knew everything that he knew, she was a very powerful and respected teacher and leader in her own right — and (I'm certain) then went to the South of France, very probably with her children, to continue teaching there in a small community at Rennes-les-Bains. There are major chunks of important missing history there.

[The Moss Trooper]

Hi Bill,

whatever happened to the Avalon News Letter?

Regards.

Wow. Ouch. :bigsmile:

I got to the point back in October 2015 (the last one had been the previous month) when I could no longer afford the newsletter service monthly subscription. So I had to cancel my account.

But that means that I lost all my stored database, templates, and so on. Once I had the whole thing started, it was easy to keep it rolling just by taking the previous newsletter and editing it with new content.

In theory, I believe, I could re-start it, and I believe the newsletter service may well still have everything archived. It's really a momentum issue. It was always a lot of work (each time I did it, it was a focused, straight, non-stop, intensive 12 hour day), but I was always mighty pleased with what I'd done. The 'Ouch' above ^^ was my recognition that I really should step up to that plate again. I appreciate the question.

It was always eagerly anticipated, and gratefully received.

Thanks.

[ArtyCarl]

Hi Bill, are the original Serpo documents still archived anywhere. I read every word at the time and was absolutely convinced it was too detailed to be a hoax. But I did notice a change in grammar along the way and suspected bogus information was introduced in order to discredit it further down the line.

My opinion now is as it was then....this should be required reading for anyone interested in the UFO field.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi Bill, are the original Serpo documents still archived anywhere. I read every word at the time and was absolutely convinced it was too detailed to be a hoax. But I did notice a change in grammar along the way and suspected bogus information was introduced in order to discredit it further down the line.

My opinion now is as it was then....this should be required reading for anyone interested in the UFO field.

Yes, it's all right there on http://serpo.org.

And yes, the change in grammar was at least partly because Victor Martinez (who is an English teacher, obsessive about grammar and presentation), and who was receiving the material, started to edit it himself to make it read better.

I pleaded with him to leave everything exactly as it was, because the originals were really important for research purposes — including semantic analysis of small syntactic fingerprints, typos, etc etc. But he just couldn't do that. :)

[Bill Ryan]

I received this heavily anonymized e-mail message an hour ago. I'll copy and paste it here in full. :o

Thank you, whoever you are. :)

~~~



Dear Mr. Ryan,

I am not a member of Avalon, but I am a watcher/reader from the dawn of your journey. It may take quite some time to explain my full story, but for now, I was hoping you received this message and would consider answering a couple of questions in your Q&A thread - a couple of things I have never forgotten about since the moment I read them.

[1] Please can you elaborate more on a story you once made about ‘walking with Jesus’ or being in a garden with Jesus or being one of the disciples. (I read this years ago on a post in the Forum, and if I recall correctly it was you who said it, but I’m not absolutely certain of that so my apologies if I am incorrect in my recollection).

[2] Please can you elaborate more on a story you once told to a time around Christmas as a younger man when you had guests over to your house but you were physically unable to get out of bed due to the pain of a recent relationship end, until an ET appeared and touched you on the chest and you were longer in pain. (Again if this was not you, I apologies for recall, but I always found it fascinating, as if that was a truly pivotal moment in human history: an "ET" had to “break all protocol” if needs be and intervene right there and then or Avalon and all it has done -and all it will do- may never exist).

and [3] - if you have time, please can you elaborate more on a story you once told about a time (either in this life or a previous life) you were atop a mountain (possibly Everest?) and you were abducted/taken aboard a spacecraft (Grey, I think?) right out of your tent. Again, I don’t recall all the details of this particular story, but I think it was you on your Forum.

I hope you find this message. I hope it makes it through. I could talk with you for centuries. (Perhaps one day we will). THANK YOU for all that you do and all that you are. What you brought together reverberates greater than you know. You are a truly great being, sir. My best wishes, eternally.

-Anon

1. I believe that was Bob Dean. In fact, I felt sure it was, but right now I can't find the reference. It wasn't me!

2. That's exactly right. It was some 6 months after the incident when an ET appeared, 100% physically and visibly, in my room. I recounted that in my post #16 here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256285&viewfull=1#post1256285).

At this time, my girlfriend Angi had left, pretty much with the words (how's this for a break-up line): "My purpose in your life is complete."

I was distraught and bewildered. I had no idea what was going on. It was Christmas, and I had friends to stay in the house, who were all downstairs. It was late morning, or maybe mid-day, and I was simply unable to get out of bed.

Then, an invisible being came up to my bed. I sensed strongly it was the same, or the same kind of, being that had visited me before in full view. A remarkable thing happened, as it extended its finger to my heart chakra, very similar to the famous scene with the glowing finger in Steven Spielberg's 'ET'.

https://av.watch.impress.co.jp/img/avw/docs/536/735/et003.jpg

I couldn't see it. But I sensed very clearly that that's what had happened. I immediately felt infinitely better, all the heavy emotion I was swimming around in vanished instantly, and I got up straight away to join my friends downstairs.

The incident was significant. While of course I can't prove (even to myself!) that's what had happened — that I'd been visited by a compassionate, healing ET — the potential implications are that at least these particular beings are indeed compassionate, and far from the robotic, clinical, dispassionate creatures they often tend to be depicted as.

(But note: this was NOT a 'Grey'. It was something else, though it was a little smaller than normal human size. As I described in my earlier answer, it was rather like a 12-year old human child.)

3. Yes, that happened in December 1981, when I was on an expedition to Makalu, a very high mountain in Nepal. I claim the record for the world's highest abduction, from a tent on a glacier at about 20,000 ft. :)

Before the incident, I was going very strongly, the joint-strongest member of our little 6-man team. I was full of energy and optimism. The next morning, I was smashed, though I had no idea why. I was suddenly exhausted, and unaccountably completely discouraged. I just quit — something that was utterly uncharacteristic — and packed up all my equipment to make the long journey right back down to base camp.

That was the beginning of a long chain of events which are too complex to recount here (though I could certainly write it all up, in theory). They included my meeting Angi a few months later (who was not entirely human: I sincerely think she was an ET soul in a [small!] human body), the appearance of the ET in my room 3 years later, the healing incident I just described, and actually quite a bit more.

I recalled the abduction itself in a regression session in 1989. I was 'floated' out of my tent across the glacier in the middle of the night, under a crystal clear starry sky in December at 20,000 ft in a temperature that must easily have been -40 (ºC or ºF!). Maybe –50. I was not cold. I was subjected to a procedure in a landed craft, about 30 feet across, on the glacier about 70-80 yards away, that took about an hour and 20 mins. I was then returned to my tent.... and woke up the next morning feeling VERY strange, and drained of all energy.

It took decades for me to understand the entire thing. The whole thing could be a movie, except that the plot might be too unbelievable. I referred to this, obliquely, in my post #79 here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?104824-Bill-Ryan-s-personal-Question-and-Answer-thread.-Pile-it-on.--&p=1256519&viewfull=1#post1256519).

~~~



Let me approach this super-carefully and slowly. There's thin ice all around.

I have a personal story that's extremely complex, extends over two lifetimes, is more highly strange than (literally) any other I've ever heard — but is supported by over a dozen hours of recorded expert regression. I'm personally 99% convinced that it's real. But it also seems close to impossible, and definitely close to impossible for anyone to believe.

I'm not ready to go public with that yet... regardless of the believability, it's 100% impossible to substantiate. And I've never heard another story like it, so it's not as if there are any cross-references to be made. So I'm sitting tight on it for now. :)

[Spellbound]

I received this heavily anonymized e-mail message an hour ago. I'll copy and paste it here in full. :o

Thank you, whoever you are. :)

~~~



Dear Mr. Ryan,

I am not a member of Avalon, but I am a watcher/reader from the dawn of your journey. It may take quite some time to explain my full story, but for now, I was hoping you received this message and would consider answering a couple of questions in your Q&A thread - a couple of things I have never forgotten about since the moment I read them.

[1] Please can you elaborate more on a story you once made about ‘walking with Jesus’ or being in a garden with Jesus or being one of the disciples. (I read this years ago on a post in the Forum, and if I recall correctly it was you who said it, but I’m not absolutely certain of that so my apologies if I am incorrect in my recollection).

1. I believe that was Bob Dean. In fact, I felt sure it was, but right now I can't find the reference. It wasn't me!

[/INDENT][/INDENT][/INDENT][/INDENT]

Yes, that was Bob Dean. This may not be good timing, with his recent death, but I've always taken issue with Bob Dean for saying that. For years and years he mentioned nothing of this ilk, and then suddenly during one of his final interviews he threw it out there in passing as if it was nothing a few years ago. Highly suspicious imo. Certainly gave me reason for pause.

Dave - Toronto

[Spellbound]

Hi Bill,

I attended a Christian school from grades 2-8 with bible study every day and everything taught from a biblical standpoint. I'd always put up my arm in class when told of God did this and God said that or miracles being performed or God created the universe (and everything in it) in 6 days as I simply could not see or understand how all these things could happen back then yet no actual proof in modern age. Admittedly, I'm not a religious person (religion = control, profit, war...imo).

You mention that you believe Jesus was a real person, yet you agree that religion was developed as a means to control the masses. Do you believe in God?? Do you take the bible verbatim?? Was Jesus the son of God?? Are you a religious person??

Dave - Toronto

[onawah]

Dave Allen's funny take on going to Catholic School
jxo81Ok9Urk

[onawah]

Bill, would you be comfortable going into more detail about your following remarks?
Thanks.


And regarding a 'return to Camelot', every now and then the thought crosses my mind. It'd be a little like Steve Jobs returning to Apple in 1997 to fix the company and turn everything around.

But that would be impossible. Three weeks ago, when Bob Dean passed, and Kerry (very kindly) brought me on to the tribute livestream broadcast, we did a reasonable job together, especially as it was the first time we'd done any kind of show jointly since 2012. Some people who've heard the show (http://youtu.be/vEwPxiBmqYc) were generous enough to say that they think I kept it all together, and I'd not disagree.

Despite Bob's sad passing, it was a kind of feel-good moment. It was a privilege to be able to say a few things on air to honor him. After the show, she and I had a few words on Skype to close off.

Then Kerry, with every good intention and with zero malice of any kind, said something (about me/to me) that was so inaccurate, inappropriate, and utterly divorced from reality that I was literally stopped in my tracks and had no idea how to respond.

I wasn't even upset. Just floored. I made some pleasant remark, and excused myself. Enough. It would be impossible for us to ever work together again.

:flower: