WADE FRAZIER : A Healed Planet

[wolf_rt]

It occurs to me that the 'release' of free energy is going to be very difficult, unless EVERYBODY has access to local food supplies. With the introduction of FE all 'work' would basically cease until it was determined what work actually needs to be performed...

I believe a good 80% of all 'work' that is now performed, is not productive, and is only done to keep more and more people off the streets doing the smaller and smaller amounts of work that is actually required... OH&S is a classic example.
The only reason to have this 'work' done, is to determine who gets 'money' and hence who eats...

No work=no money=No food, unless other arrangements are in place...

There's really no debate.. theres free energy... why cant we have it? because society would collapse (good) and everybody would starve (bad), so what can we do to bring about the widespread use of FE tech? plant veggies i guess :-)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Wolf_Rt:

In most discussions about the ramifications of FE, this kind of question comes up. Sparky Sweet was afraid that his device would collapse the stock market. While some concern is understandable, what I have found is that everybody looks at the financial economy and the “exchange” aspect of the real economy, and thinks that that is what is important. It only means something in a world of scarcity. With a world of abundance, it ceases to mean anything. Money is not real. It is only an accounting game. Exchange is just who gets what. Energy runs the real economy and always has. That just might be the primary point of my upcoming essay:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

It even looks like that Thrive movie is focusing on the bankers as the root of the problem. I hope it doesn’t. It really won’t take much thinking, if FE makes its appearance, for people to begin to realize that the engine of abundance is here. If we project all of our scarcity-based thinking on the situation, we can come up with all sorts of fearful outcomes, but we sure will be terminally stupid if it goes that way. FE will quickly make it clear that people will not be dependent on “the man” anymore. That is why the lid is kept so tightly on FE.

The whole ballgame will change, radically, if FE makes it past the organized suppression, and all of our ways of viewing civilization will become obsolete almost overnight. What I am trying to do is show how different it could look, so people stop projecting their scarcity-based assumptions onto a situation of abundance. Cities quickly become obsolete with FE, so there won’t be people on the streets, because there won’t be many.

So, to answer your question, FE makes materials available that are currently not feasible to make (due to energy scarcity), and that material abundance can almost first be used for building indoor farms, and all food will be locally supplied, and it will all be alive, not dead, preserved, and processed. That will quickly be seen as the way to go. Food shortages would be about the first thing to go, as well as water shortages. Anti-gravity also comes with FE, so transportation of anything, anywhere, becomes child’s play. The relief organizations can easily manage any short-term dislocations, but there probably won’t be many. I doubt that humanity is that stupid, that all of the worst-case scenarios will come to pass, not when it could easily become Heaven on Earth.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#abundance

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#advanced

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#can1

Hi Robert. Thanks. Go granny! :)

Best,

Wade

[CdnSirian]

A scenario I heard a few years ago comes to mind--in relation to the stretch of imagination required, and a little faith in human ingenuity. A friend of mine went to see Stephen Greer speak at an invitation only "secret" meeting for some chosen few group. This is at least over ten years ago. This person later related to me that S.G. had basically outlined how much chaos COULD ensue if those groups controlling the distribution of fossil fuels became obsolete by FE and the picture painted (to this person) was that of the highly populated countries overrunning the rest of the planet any which way, and basically destroying "us".

And yet--with a little stretch of the imagination, it would seem logical that they would be preoccupied managing their own changes, re-localizing their food supplies etc., and that all would be well.

And having just viewed the KGB footage on how easy subversion is to accomplish, my thoughts reflect to the recent situation of a person being arrested for growing food in her yard. Neighbors complained it was decreasing their real estate values. Which is a joke right now anyway. And, whatever subtle organized subversion took place to get someone arrested for gardening. Amazing.

I appreciate the repetition from Wade and all who can present a picture of what abundance can look like. It is not easy.

Sorry about the topic jumping--every post here is so thought provoking, thanks all.:)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi all:

Thanks CdnSirian. One dynamic that I have encountered innumerable times over the years is that projected negative outcomes of FE are often based on a negative view of “human nature.” I see this quite a bit with environmentalists. In my studies over the past few years for my upcoming essay, I have been reading a fair bit on anthropology and “human nature,” which has been the focus of a great deal of scientific research. As I read the findings, I often smile and shake my head at how scientists have eliminated the soul and treat consciousness as the byproduct of chemical reactions. While they do that, they will be playing a small game. I don’t disregard their findings, but I also realize their limitations. That said, there is a lot to “human nature” that has yet to be discovered, even at the materialistic level.

But slavery is not “human nature,” nor are many other “hallowed institutions” that have fallen by the wayside, particularly during the industrial era. Warfare may be part of our past, but is it our “nature”? And if it is, our nature can change, like the bonobos’ nature changed:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#bonobo

When I see negative projections of how FE will play out, I can usually detect a negative assumption about human nature, which I suspect is more about the human condition. I think that human nature is one of love and bliss, and that we will one day return to that condition. Even these people:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roadsblade

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#hell

will eventually return to love and bliss, but maybe after a very rocky journey that will see them learn a lot about living without love is not much fun, in the end.

Going to bed now.

Best,

Wade

[wolf_rt]

Thanks for your reply Wade. Free energy, to produce Free food, is available NOW to everybody who has access to dirt.

There is no need to grow food centrally, and have it distributed by anti gravity machines, i know efficiency isn't important with FE availability, however managing the logistics of food distribution would still require time and energy (the human type)... there is no need...

I believe that many 'controllers' now admit the game is lost, and are now willing to unselfishly help humanity survive. I believe these people would introduce FE themselves if they could see a way to implement the transition without destroying humanity in the process.

your efforts here to create a vision have been... well visionary...lol
I have no doubt FE is available, and being used right now. Your efforts here and on your site, have helped me to understand what FE will mean for humanity, its awesome stuff!

the transition seems to be the sticking point though, how can we help create an environment where the introduction of FE will not cause any short term harm?

[Wade Frazier]

Hi wolf_rt:

The food issue is quite multifaceted. The human diet today is atrocious. We are ideally designed to digest fruit, which is the ultimate symbiosis with plants. Seed and root crops are new innovations, on the evolutionary scale. Dead food and preserved food is bad stuff for people to eat. We have been doing it for a long time, but it is not “normal.” Only indoor farms could provide year-round live food. Also, I am trying to aim one heck of a lot higher than turning Earth’s ecosphere into a servant for humanity.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#advanced

We are already responsible for a mass extinction event:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#megafauna

and expanding farming over more of the ecosphere is not what I am aiming for. My post advocated locally-grown food for humanity, not centralized production. I was responding to your concerns of starving people under an FE-based economy, which I think won’t happen. But relief efforts would be easy to do, with anti-gravity, etc.

For about twenty years, I have been hearing that FE is being kept from us out of benevolent intent. I don’t buy it. It is all about maintaining control. The Big Boys don’t really care about humanity, not really, not enough of them. If they really were, the world would look nothing like it does today. I am aware of the secret so-called “white hats”

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

and I’ll believe in their benevolent intent when I see it demonstrated. It is all about the level of caring that people manifest. If enough can be found who care and can understand and sing the abundance song, the transition could be pretty easy. That is what I am aiming for. Grand plans don’t really mean much at this stage.

Best,

Wade

[wolf_rt]

I was speaking of 'black hats' who have recently realised there is no way for them to win...

I KNOW people wont starve under a FE based system.. it is the transition that concerns me... there will be no 'anti-grav trucks' one week after free energy is 'announced'

So you would like to see a 'grass roots', 100th monkey, type introduction of FE?
that would certainly be the most 'natural' harm free way for FE to be released. Will it be fast enough to save 6 billion people though?

since the global economic system is about to crash anyway, perhaps FE could be introduced at the same time, with few destructive consequences.

(reading my post, that last sentence sounds like a contradiction, but i believe the GC's have in the large part, realised there plans have failed. Leaving us with the 'middle ranks' who are all working at cross purposes)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi wolf_rt:

There is a thread for transitional musings:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32475-Free-Energy-Transition-plans-for-Earth

Here is a grand plan, not related to FE:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/trucking.htm

I came up with that more than fifteen years ago, and millions of Americans still live in trucks. The plans really don’t mean much. It is the will to do something that matters, and we don’t have that yet in this world, not enough to overcome humanity’s inertia and the organized suppression. So, transitional plans are just fantasy games.

I have presented the principles for mounting an FE effort with a chance:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#pursuing

it is the principles for doing it which are important, not some detailed plan. I can think of a million ways to make an easy transition to an FE-based world, but they are not important. What is important right now is getting enough people to just understand where we can go.

Dennis always had great plans, but it is like that saying that all battle plans look great until the first shot is fired. I saw so many people planning where their mansions were going to go, before we ever got going.

There are way too many variables, way too many people who are going to have their own ideas, to think that it will be a predictable transition. That does not mean that everybody is going to starve. All wars are ultimately resource wars, and FE and related suppressed technologies make all resources abundant. As long as FE remains un-weaponized, the transition will be easy. The Big Boys can already tell if FE is being used, and they can prevent anybody making weapons from it. And weaponization will quickly be seen as stupid by everybody. The USA's military is the greatest force of evil on the planet today, and dismantling it would be one of the first jobs.

Quickly, also, using FE to strip mine the planet will be seen as stupid. There would be no good reason for it, other than scarcity-based thinking, which will quickly be seen as obsolete.

I am not so sure that the “black hats” think the game is over. They are still quite active. They are not really the problem. Humanity’s inertia is.

Best,

Wade

[zebowho]

Hi Wade,

You're welcome, I think its too easy for people to just give things away like "guru" to others and that seems to have been part of the programming IMO, applied to different areas, this has also allowed the controllers to control. Plus I can see where it could be a useful tool for the trolls to derail something with unwanted momentum.

Thanks for that account with Greer, I seem to remember hearing about it somewhere but can't quite place it. Yes, I do believe there is technology that far surpasses our imagination in black projects. All one has to do is remember that stealth came from the late 40's, early 50's and was touted in the 90's as "new tech" for desert shield. As just one simple example of "things don't add up" on the surface. I know you know this, I guess its more for others coming in.

[Wade Frazier]

Whoops, wrong thread!

[Wade Frazier]

The action today is over here:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=342933&viewfull=1#post342933

I am working all weekend, and when I am not, I am doing chores and working on my Brian essay.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

The posts I was making on Ilie’s thread were drifting a little off topic,

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=344406&viewfull=1#post344406

so I am bringing it back here. Of all the personal disasters that have accompanied people like Dennis, Adam, Brian, Greer, and so on, if they were not primarily focused on the goal, which is planetary healing, none of them would have walked very far along the path. Even at that, the path is littered with innumerable pitfalls, which I have seen swallow up many contenders and pretenders:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#pitfalls

The pretenders never get going to make it to the pitfalls or they disappear into the first one that they encounter, and contenders have to have navigated past or through several pitfalls, and the pitfalls become more challenging the further they go.

Working the long hours, dealing with the crisis of the year at my day job, and still plunking along on my Brian essay when I have the chance.

Best,

Wade

[David Hughes]

Hey,

I remember reading a book called Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance in my early 20's, and there's a character in there called Phaedrus who is driven demented by the state of society that i very much identified with at the time. The book basically highlights the importance of using both your right and left brain to enhance your experience of this reality. The western world is obviously largely governed by the left brain.

As I ponder my next move I will pay heed to that link above with the list of all the pitfalls and unproductive paths that await.

I know how you feel about usernames so here's my given name: David Hughes; born and raised in Ireland.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Tyler:

Yes, David, I know that Tyler is not your given name. Kind of like Dirk Diggler, and so on. I once encountered a UPS delivery man who used Dirk Diggler as his AKA, believe it or not. Fight Club definitely has its moments, like selling fat back to the people it came from. Diabolically brilliant. :)

Yes, we are left-brain heavy in the West. I am finishing Wilson’s Consilience right now. Boy, does that guy need some mystical experiences! :)

The Irish have a soft spot in my heart. I am part Irish, and my screensavers have some pictures of the Irish landscape, and I write a bit about their troubles, as you know:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#english

The Scots-Irish heritage in the USA, so perceptively written about by people like Joe Bageant, is partly mine, too. I have a bunch of “redneck” relatives and ancestors who were only too happy to get that free land that the Indians “sold”:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#kansas

As long as you keep FE and planetary healing in your mind, Tyler, you will find your role in it. One thing that I know for sure; the cosmos will give you opportunities to chase after it, if you want it badly enough, but you may not necessarily thank them later. :)

Time is short on this planet. That much is certain, but there is also a timing thing happening. As I have stated, impatience is my Achilles heel:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#reading

and I have ever gotten to work on it for nearly the past forty years on this energy journey. I know the feeling of wanting to go out and do something, believe me, but choose your spots. The energy issue is not going away anytime soon. :)

Going to bed now.

Best,

Wade

[David Hughes]

The Irish are an interesting bunch. It amused me during the summer to see Obama down in rural Offaly supping a pint of Guinness. Apparently he has a great great great grand father who came from Ireland:

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I often think that this FE conundrum is a lot like a computer game - lots of different levels of varying degrees of difficulty that you have to navigate before you finally are faced with the end game 'baddie'. This computer game is so difficult and 'cleverly' designed that the big 'boss man'/'baddie' is almost impossible to defeat, but, as it is with all end of game 'baddies', there is always a way, because that's the way the game was programmed. All manner of folk have racked their minds for many years, trying almost every conceivable way to defeat the 'baddie', but as of yet they have all come up short. Makes more sense to me to learn how the game is programmed first rather than rushing gung ho into things.

Its strange living in a country like Korea that is apparently very technologically advanced, and knowing about FE and what it's capable of. All around me begins to feel primitive. Oddly, its not making me angry. Its like being let in on a joke that almost no-one else knows about.

A little off topic but do you know anything about lucid dreaming Wade? I've been able to lucid dream and astral travel for as long as I can remember. I have the ability to fly while lucid, and i've been to Mars, the Moon, and many other planets. I've seen supernova type cosmic light shows while lucid that words cant do justice to.

[Wade Frazier]

Well, no surprise that you are here, Tyler. :) No, that is not off-topic, not at all.

It is kind of funny to read your “confession.” Sandy was openly wondering how to get some mystical experiences, and sometime later she said that she goes out of body a lot. Geez! What I would give to go out of body (consciously). Never done it. Lucid dreaming is a cousin to it, and I rarely recall my dreams. Oh, I have had far more than my fair share of mystical experiences:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#my

and a lot of that stuff is available whenever I really need it, although I often turn my back on it. But that is quite a blessing to go out of body, astral travel, lucid dream, and so on. An alleged archangel once told me that I had blocked those abilities for nearly every lifetime since I helped melt down Atlantis, and that it was time that I let go of my guilt for it. We will see. When I can do those things, it may mean that I have finally forgiven myself.

On knowing about FE, well, that is nice to be able to smile about it. You don’t have any “skin in the game” right now. Enjoy it. :)

For many of my fellow travelers, such knowledge can be a great burden. People have drunk themselves to death, and some of the “suicides” really were suicides. I know people whose psyches have been shattered for many years, who will probably never recover in this lifetime. The FE issue is dangerous on many fronts.

Yes, on the computer game analogy, almost nobody even knows there is a game to play, and almost all who try it out get fried in level 1 and quit, and nurse their wounds for a long time. Getting to level 2 takes a willingness to get repeatedly fried and start over a few times. You don’t really get to encounter the impressive baddies until you have been up to level 10 or so. Until then, it is just the local thugs and mundane obstacles. To mix my metaphors, virtually nobody ever gets to where they can even see Oz in the distance. When you start getting close, it can get surreal, with the wicked witch and her flying monkeys appearing from nowhere, but the good witch is also in evidence, although her influence can be pretty subtle. Anybody making it to the front gates has been through quite an odyssey. But once you get in front of the wizard, you find him to be human, all too human. He is not so great and powerful, after all.

But to take the metaphor where it really needs to go, when we really enter that final chamber and meet the big baddie, we discover that the greatest adversary that we will ever face is ourselves. And I don’t want to come off like some new agey dude. That understanding came from playing spear carrier, scaling the ramparts, getting the hot oil poured on me, and watching others try. The biggest problem, by far, lies with us, not the “baddies.” That should be good news, because we can all do something about ourselves. But those playing the victim of malevolent forces don’t want to hear it.

Truly if enough of us could overcome our own inertia and foibles, and keep our eye on the ball, the stampede of the lambs approach would be easy. I am not kidding.

Going to bed now.

Best,

Wade

[David Hughes]

Well, you're missing out! What the hell were you thinking burning down Atlantis? :)

I much prefer the realities that I encounter in my dreams because this waking one falls well well short of them most of the time. I spend way to much time sleeping because of it. As anexample, one time i became lucid and i was on stage playing the guitar with Pink Floyd at Wembley stadium to 10's of thousands of people. In this waking reality I cant play any instruments, yet there i was on stage noodling away in perfect harmony. How does that work? The time that I became lucid on the moon I got a strong feeling that I wasn't supposed to be there with a very unwelcoming energy lingering in the air. There were a bunch of guys mining something at some kind of processing plant as i flew around overhead. I didn't hang around to find out what it was.

Why do you think there are not more women involved with FE? Generally speaking, from my experience women are far more in tune with things like love and intuition than men are. Most of the males I encounter seem far more occupied with machoism and the like.

The irony of all this for me is that we ourselves are the 'baddie' that we need to defeat. Once we do that, the baddie guarding FE vanishes.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Tyler:

Along with the “you helped blow up Atlantis” talk was other stuff that was eerily prescient, like once in a lifetime prescient. I was also given that “lofty soul role” stuff that people can’t take too seriously, or their egos get all puffed up. But I think the idea was that helping blow up Atlantis was one of those big pitfalls on the road to learning how to handle energy. Having your soul work off a hundred lifetimes of penance is probably one of the bigger FE pitfalls. :) I always had the sense that I was female in that lifetime, and I hope that I learned my lesson.

On women and FE, it likely has something to do with the fact that very few women have scientific training, and you almost never find them in inventors’ workshops, etc. The lack of women in the milieu is a big part of the problem, and my upcoming essay may be aimed at them more than any other single group. It is intended to be a kind of scientific/political/economic primer on energy and the human journey. Until people have some idea of how the world really works, in a nuts-and-bolts way, they really can’t understand the problems and possible solutions. That is one of the ways that FE is kept under wraps; 95% of the population is scientifically illiterate, and the other 5% are scientistically indoctrinated. Both are severe limitations for understanding the FE milieu.

Yeah, all of that macho stuff is part of the problem. Michael once said that all men have a macho side because of their hormones, but if that was all that they were, it was a pretty small way of being. That macho stuff is one of the pitfalls of being male. But from the soul’s perspective, it is probably a great way to rack up huge amount of negative karma in a hurry. :)

Have fun rocking out in the ethers, and if you run into Freddie Mercury, say hi for me. :)

Yes, if we overcome our own failings, making FE happen would be a cakewalk. I have seen people become less gung-ho on the FE front, when they begin to understand the issues around it. The technological part is really not the important part. The technology has been developed to the thirtieth generation. There is plenty of technology out there, although the good stuff is deeply under wraps.

Paul, I am reading LaViolette’s electrogravity propulsion book right now. I have a bunch of stuff like it, but his is pretty good for laymen (I have some really old Townsend Brown tapes stored away, etc.). I ordered his sub-quantum book.

I’ll give that stuff some nod in my upcoming writings, but won’t need to jump down the rabbit hole to make my points.

Best,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

Some good news :)

It may be just my awareness shifting, but it looks to me that the Free Energy issue is popping up more often lately!

I can hardly wait for Thrive! :biggrin:

[sandy]

Well I've been quiet for quite some time even though I never stopped reading the good stuff here : ) however being a women I have to respond to the latest posts due to understanding and having a light bulb moment.

Thank you Tyler and Wade for your comments about Macho mentality :) I have pretty well been immersed with two brothers for the past 2 and a half months who think the same and are still very much asleep :( They are good men but so stuck in their maleness that standing my ground without turning aggressive to be heard has been taxing when all I really want is a loving, mutual, and respectful connection with them and all those I communicate with. So compound this with all the GC's
macho BS happening around the world, I have been withdrawing to conserve strength of heart for loving actions that I am focusing on and maintaining. Not innocent though as have had some momentary thoughts of wanting to verbally rip a few peoples masks off : )

The problem is I feel everything first ( very sensitive ) and then intellectualize so this process is baffling to most and scares the s&*t out of many, women included, as sharing my deeper emotions leaves them vulnerable. Too bad that the world at large didn't have as much faith and trust in their emotions as they do their head. We then could communicate with one another on a basis that is common to all. There is no diversity, power tripping, ego, competitiveness, etc; only love, as hurt is hurt, joy is joy and so on and when we can share from the heart it is quite easy to safely lay our heads on each others sholders .

I wish I had a halogram machine as I would facilitate group training in the sky for all to see. Their would be real members for others to watch, learn from and relate to.

Courage and strength would be gained as we learned to listen and speak from the heart before sharing our insights, knowledge, dreams and visions. Like a soap opera, people would tune in nightly to watch what was happening with the members, many tears, anger, laughter, joy, loving, supportive and nurturing events happen during the training and even the "watchers are connected" and are eager to learn, as this is the missing part to the emptiness most of humanity feels and their hearts are beginning to fill up as a result.

Thus my best tip for more women to join the FE band wagon is more feelings with the intellectualizing and then you may be talking in a language that is understandable to all and readily accepted and responded too by "more women". Who knows maybe more men too??

At least that is how it is for me!! Love you Guys : )

P.S. Thank you for the being here for me, I truly hung onto your kind and loving support and messages while wading through this last revelation. You are all just the best and do add so much love to my world.

[Tahi]

I've noticed as well Illie. At first thought it was because thats where my focus is.

But more and more info seems to be coming through, and it brings a smile.

But the conversation I'm waiting for is when someone in person (not involved with Project Avalon/ Camelot) tells me that FE is a reality.

And I hope that is soon :)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ilie and Tahi:

These are the change times. The changes that we want to see likely won’t be feasible without FE, so it is probably about time for more to become aware of it. I hope that we are only slightly ahead of our time. As one of my pals said, he is cautiously optimistic about Thrive. Will the message be ultimately about self-empowerment for humanity to get over the hump? I have my fingers crossed, but I am not sure if I have seen a movie that deals with this subject matter that does not ultimately wallow in the victim’s perspective and inspire people to get ticked off about the baddies.

Hi Sandy:

That can’t be easy to be around all that male strutting. The Spanish picked up machismo and the practice of having harems from the Moors, and imported all that to the New World.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#first

In some Hispanic cultures, being “Arrogante” is actually a complement. In a world of scarcity, people use their “stuff” to get what they want, and using emotions as a weapon or tool is too common, I am afraid. When people are not just trying to survive, a lot can change on the emotions front.

Almost anybody who encounters my work has a strong emotional reaction to it. So, I hope to engender strong positive reactions to my upcoming essay, but we will see. :)

Best,

Wade

[CdnSirian]

Good to hear from you Sandy. You express so well what I have also experienced- and still do. I didn't grow up with brothers but hit the male-dominated competitive system and dealt with shock and awe emotionally which is very draining. I understood better later when I had to deal with public school and watch the boys and girls I knew shredded in the same way - only maybe better! Boys will be boys as it is demanded of them, or they will be accused of being girls, the worst name to be called. Sounds like a plot doesn't it?

Feminism sounded like a good idea - equal work equal pay being the bottom line. That movement got hijacked quickly--and I find it surreal today to see the scenario playing out. I grew up in a bubble, fortunate in some ways, yet had absolutely no sophistication politically. I was a bowling pin in the corporate world, and do better in smaller arenas.

I have been blessed with men friends who watched the process of gender-shaping as they grew up, and most of these men had sisters whom they saw wilt, or fight hard in pursuing their ambitions, shelving their emotional sides. It is wonderful to be in a mixed gender (all of them) group who relate to each other without that social gender programming. A real treat. A big topic, with tomes written about it, which we live out every day.

I'll be dropping in to view your holographic encounters in the sky, and encourage young mothers I know to send their children to Wade's School of Whales. :)

Power to you in your encounters of the Malien kind!

[CdnSirian]

Wade, I remember the floating transports and quiet energy machines in Atlantis. I remember genetic experiments I worked in. Many suffered, in the name of science. Now genetic experimentation is covert, so others must remember on some level too. Yet, we catch on.

Sometimes it feels like I made all that up, but what is important as you and many other current writers repeat, it is truly important what we make up now. To direct our imagination productively, and keep loving life and this planet.

Thanks all above today-- I'm out of forum time--running!:)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi CdnSirian:

Some people have library shelves full of Atlantean tales. I am not an Atlantean scholar. I have read up a little on it, partly after I was told about my role in its demise. I apparently had some kind of spear-carrier role, perhaps not too different than my role in this lifetime. What I have read about the dark phase of Atlantis at its end seems like it was heading towards this world:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roadsblade

Boy, if I had anything to do with it, I think I learned my lesson. When I was told about my Atlantean lifetime(s?), I was given some perspective, too. The world was in immensely better shape when Atlantis was around than it is today. Those who ran the show when Atlantis blew have not been allowed to come back to Earth.

The standard mystical story today is that the USA is full of former Atlanteans who are trying to get it right this time. I don’t know about that, but what I do know is that the power is in the present. I have heard of misguided attempts by some in my soul group to reclaim the power of Atlantis. The power is in the here and now, not in some distant time and place.

Part of me does not care about what happened in Atlantis. I can’t remember it, perhaps because of an “Atlantean block,” and I suppose that I could learn something from remembering those days, but if the end of Atlantis was marked with a materialistic age when life forms were abused/manipulated/corrupted for the “advance” of scientific “knowledge,” then I learned my lesson long ago, and don’t need to recall those days in this life.

Most of today’s animal experiments are spiritually degenerate:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#vivisection

and could indeed be echoes of Atlantis. If those practices are relics from Atlantis, the cure is love. We have no right to abuse other life forms in the service of our lifestyles. If we come from a loving and respectful place, it can be a far different experience:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

As Seth said, when a scientist robs a frog of its life to study the mechanics of how it lived, he knows less of life, not more, when the experiment is finished. The materialistic perspective simply cannot understand, but I suppose that it is a great way for younger souls to rack up huge amounts of negative karma in a hurry. That might have been my soul’s path, I am sorry to say. Well, if it was, it is behind me now, which is probably about all the good that I can say about it.

Best,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

Here is energy running the show (I can't take credit for the image):

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[wolf_rt]

Some good news :)

It may be just my awareness shifting, but it looks to me that the Free Energy issue is popping up more often lately!

I can hardly wait for Thrive! :biggrin:

I have been talking to my friends about FE lately.... I have been pleasantly surprised at how the conversation almost immediately turns to how FE would change our lives... not how cool it would be not to have to pay for petrol... people are gaining insight as to what FE will mean for us all!

I just found this encouraging, and thought I'd share.

[CdnSirian]

Wade, I completely agree that Love is the force that is with us and that Atlantis is mostly relevant for - 'let's not rinse and repeat'. I appreciate everything you have written both here and on your site and the many references you have given (a few of which I have read for years) and especially, because it is new to me, Michael Roads. :)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi All:

Ilie, that was more timely than you might think. I am working the craziest hours of my eight years at my day job, because of the U.S. government. Half of Wall Street should be in jail, but my company ends up suffering because of government action to “clean up” the mess. It is kind of funny, that my companies keep getting clobbered by the government and media. Capitalism is a rapacious and doomed system, but the government is evil, too. Capitalism has cornered the talent, but their game is one of scarcity. Government at least is supposed to have an allegiance to the common good, but they usually just try to only appear that way as they pursue their self-serving and scarcity-based agendas, and usually gorge at the capitalist trough.

My reading style, especially when I am so busy, is to read several books at once, while reading the Internet every day, and I go into the bookstore next to my office nearly every day, and buy something frequently, as well as order books at Amazon every few weeks, and I have to make some trips to the local university and public libraries to do research, some on Brian’s life.

I just finished reading Wilson’s Consilience, while simultaneously reading a few other science books, including one of LaViolette’s. I am coming to the conclusion that I am reading too much White Science these days. Man, is it limited!

Wilson is kind of a Renaissance Man, but White Science rests on some highly limiting false premises, premises that are fairly easily exposed as false. Younger souls have more trouble achieving it, as they are more outwardly focused, but with a little training and one Edgar-Cayce-style remote viewing:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#brown

the chemical model of consciousness collapses into oblivion. When Brian O had his:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#oleary

that was the beginning of the end of his days in the scientific establishment. But when White Scientists, even relatively enlightened ones like Wilson, see consciousness as some sort of byproduct of a chemical reaction, they almost effortlessly sacrifice the “lesser” life forms in their quest for scientific knowledge, such as ants, for instance, which Wilson killed in his experiments, as they don’t have the large brains of humans, and are just organic machines anyway, so killing them to see what chemicals they secrete to communicate is just good science. Such White Scientists are on their way to this reality:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roadsblade

With less than forty hours of training, they can easily see the false god that they worship. It is astounding to see how blinkered they are, for being such intellectually developed people.

Another huge limitation is that the White Scientists do not even suspect that there is another type of science practiced, in the above-top-secret world, which uses technology that was reverse-engineered from extra-terrestrial craft and “captured” inventors and their inventions, which operate on principles that render their sacred science texts something akin to cave drawings:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

And they have fantasies about how capitalism really works, and the way that the energy racket maintains its grip over humanity:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#make

they dismiss as a “conspiracy theory,” even though they have zero experience in bringing disruptive energy technologies to market, which is when you discover how the energy industry’s immune system really works. It took me a long time to realize the corner that their ideological conceptions painted them into:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#conspiracism

But reading the finale of Wilson’s tour de force really hit me with how oblivious they really are. I have read a bunch of books like Wilson’s that end with a survey of the seemingly intractable problems that humanity has, with the mass extinctions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#_edn5

global warming induced by burning hydrocarbons, mass poverty, erosion, the environment’s dwindling carrying capacity, resource wars, and so on. They usually end their bleak survey with an observation that if humanity extricates itself from this pickle, it will be a miracle. But what I see them fail to do, virtually every time, is show that all of those problems are rooted in energy scarcity, and free energy could make all of those problems disappear almost overnight. But free energy is not even in their universe of the possible, because their textbooks told them so.

I have some more White Science to study before I write that energy essay, but it can really be tough sledding when I see how imprisoned their minds and spirits are.

Hi wolf_rt: Maybe the hundredth-monkey effect is beginning to happen. We will see.

Hi CdnSirian:

There are some nice clips of Roads here:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=309392&viewfull=1#post309392

I became aware of him in 1985, and met him many years ago. Great guy.

Gotta run of to work.

Best,

Wade

[Robert J. Niewiadomski]

Hi

My Better Half (Thank You Dear! :) ) and me have just plastered these bumper stickers (warning: e-store behind the link):

http://rlv.zcache.co.uk/free_up_bumper_sticker-p128781915725100624z74sk_400.jpg (http://www.zazzle.co.uk/cr/design/pt-bumpersticker/?customize_it=true&pd=128781915725100624&qty=1&get_started_dialog=false)
on our two cars (30 mpg diesel & 40 mpg petrol)...

Yes i know... cars are damn polluters not to be proud off... :(

Hope these contraptions will get free energy+antigrav upgrade very soon :)

[Mad Hatter]

Just a suggestion for those wanting to help bring about the needed paradigm shift. In my own plodding approach to this I have always attempted to play Johny Appleseed and if possible plant the idea in the minds of those who might listen. Always a difficult task if one is seen not to be walking the talk, however these days that has become a lot easier.

By that I mean you can now leave a splinter in their heads by simply showing them one of Bedini's little kits in action. The small ones don't cost much and to be able to show someone a device in action presents a huge opportunity to set them off down the path of it really is possible. Leastways they won't be so quick in agreeing to the conspiracy theory meme in future conversations with others.

100th monkey here we come !!

[travellor]

Hi Wade
Energy will not come from with in but with out, from the universe its self. I travelled through space healing planets and we came across a dark energy which we tried to heal, losing two crew members in the process. I believe this is the energy known as the DARK RIFT believed by the mayans and scientists to be were all energy/life springs from. I shall be writing a full thread. Thank you for joining use. One point Science only goes so far but is blinked from the real truth especially physcists!

[Wade Frazier]

Hi all:

I am working insanely long hours these days. I have worked every day for the past three weeks or so, and am about to leave the house for another fourteen-hour day. I need to write another post that centers my Avalon effort on my intentions again. What I am trying to do I have never seen attempted before, and it is obvious that not many people understand my approach, so I will keep repeating myself, in variations, until I can get that essay written and start a forum to discuss it.

Briefly, inventors are not the answer. Technology is not the answer. Movies are not the answer, or the many ways that people try to interest their families and friends in this subject matter. More than 99% of humanity will wake up to FE when it is delivered to their homes, like Machiavelli observed:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#machiavelli

I have played the technology game, the business game, the mass movement game, the “bring your family and friends into it” game, and so on. I have seen slogans and T-shirts – I even have some of that lying around the house. I have seen innumerable inventor aspirants, and I have been to the largest gatherings there have ever been on the FE subject. I have been around all the big names of FE, sometimes working closely with them, and at other times just meeting them after studying their work, or hearing their war stories from them or from people who worked with them. I have been stepped on by Godzilla, and lived to try another day.

I have no interest in those avenues anymore. That almost none of my readers have done those things does not mean that I am trying to get them to. There are other places on the Internet and the world to go to play those games.

I am trying to do something different. I am trying to form a nucleus of heart-centered awareness that an effort can be mounted around. In order for that to happen, I need to gather people who pretty much do not exist on the planet today. The people I am looking for are less than one-in-a-thousand in the general population. Ilie is one of them, and I found some others here at Avalon. It is a good start.

I am not looking for heroes. I am just looking for people who are willing and able to just imagine abundance, who can lay aside their scarcity-based indoctrination long enough so that we can join our minds and spirits in a way that has never been done before. I don’t kid myself that those kinds of people are on every street corner. I know how rare they are.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#pursuing

In order to initiate and sustain that conversation, I am going to need to raise my game, and I am going to do my best. I am seeking quality, not quantity, for that conversation. If I can get it going in the right way, maybe we will create some harmonic effects. That is my intention, and we will see how it goes. That it looks like that this conversation will likely get going in 2012 is just a “coincidence,” as if there really are any. :)

Best,

Wade

[Ernie Nemeth]

And the day you start that conversation, I will come back to contribute.

Thanks Wade, for all you do. With those such as you, humanity still has a chance for building a world on trust and integrity, in peace and in freedom.

Bless you, Wade. You give me hope.

Ernie

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks for the nugget on the visions thread, Ernie. A little light reading. :)

Stay tuned, my friend,

Wade

[Dawn]

Hi Wade, I am responding to your post above. I have been reading this post from time to time but have not contributed until today. I hold the vision of total abundance here. I have been holding this vision for many years. And I KNOW that FE exists, I have not the slightest doubt. I offer you my conscious support. I see you.

I am trying to do something different. I am trying to form a nucleus of heart-centered awareness that an effort can be mounted around. In order for that to happen, I need to gather people who pretty much do not exist on the planet today. The people I am looking for are less than one-in-a-thousand in the general population. Ilie is one of them, and I found some others here at Avalon. It is a good start.

I am not looking for heroes. I am just looking for people who are willing and able to just imagine abundance, who can lay aside their scarcity-based indoctrination long enough so that we can join our minds and spirits in a way that has never been done before. I don’t kid myself that those kinds of people are on every street corner. I know how rare they are.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#pursuing

In order to initiate and sustain that conversation, I am going to need to raise my game, and I am going to do my best. I am seeking quality, not quantity, for that conversation. If I can get it going in the right way, maybe we will create some harmonic effects. That is my intention, and we will see how it goes. That it looks like that this conversation will likely get going in 2012 is just a “coincidence,” as if there really are any.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks for the support, Dawn. I appreciate it.

Wade

[eaglespirit]

I'm sure many of You that visit Wade's thread have seen this...just prompted to post because the "Thrive" documentary came out today!
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http://www.thrivemovement.com/home

http://www.thrivemovement.com/the_movie

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks eaglespirit:

I have gotten home past midnight most nights in the past week, and literally pulled an all-nighter last night, which I have not done for many years. I am getting too old for that, but watching Thrive is pretty high on my list of things to do. While I am cautious about movies like Thrive (I have seen so many aspirants fail or fall on their swords over the years that I will always be cautious of efforts like that), Gamble is hitting the right notes with the presentations that I have seen so far. That was a beautiful little clip.

Best,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

I've watched Thrive, pretty much the hour it was released.

It was an interesting overview of what is going on, the energy racket, the medical racket, the economy racket and so on. It is a good introductory movie for someone new to all this.

It does approach the issue from more of a "creator" perspective rather that "victim". It did remind me of Wade's work quite a lot and of a document that our friend here Dennis Leahy wrote (The Reset Button (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?24637-The-Reset-Button&p=257886&viewfull=1#post257886))

There is a more to say, but I hope this is enough to get others into having a look!

(Their player had a problem that prevented you to create an account, but that seems to have been solved now. So if that stopped you before, try again.)

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks for the review, Ilie. As you know, no movie can go deep on this subject matter. It takes a lifetime to gain the proper perspective for this stuff. All that a movie can do in this realm, as powerful as the medium can be, is to spark a desire to explore and learn. The pupil has to do the work, and it may be the hardest work on Earth, which is changing the way we think, or to be more accurate, to unlearn the many lies that we have been taught is the truth, and the many ways of “thinking” that are anything but, and to then pursue the truth. Almost everybody on Earth today is trapped by comforting lies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

and such lies only work in a world of scarcity, and is a key part of the FE conundrum. About all that I really could hope for in a movie like Thrive is for it to take the high road of what is possible, without wallowing in victim-hood, and fingering the “bad guys” as the source of our problems. That is how victims think, and it is time to begin thinking and acting like creators. We all own this situation.

I am also cautious because Gamble is a blueblood, and the bluebloods are extremely handicapped in a pursuit of the truth and planetary healing by all that comes with being a blueblood. They have almost never been through the meat grinder, and with subject matter like this, being through the meat grinder can be incredibly valuable for learning how to see through all the BS, and a great deal of it is very subtle, with invisible assumptions and other pitfalls, which are usually egocentric. But sometimes a blueblood takes Buddha’s journey, like John Robbins did.

Having people like Brian, Adam and Greer on Thrive gave me hope that Gamble understood, but it is a very difficult trick to acknowledge the organized suppression and to then place it in its proper perspective, without going all cowboy movie about it. Almost nobody can really do that.

Well, I have a long weekend of work ahead of me, and I have to work on that Brian essay, so I may be fairly quiet until the end of the year, but we will see.

Best,

Wade

[Scott]

I watched Thrive today and fully enjoyed it :)

Scott

[Calz]

Perhaps a bit different for this thread ... but I think worthwhile in noting that "the word" is spreading.

Take a few short minutes to appreciate the message seeping into society.

(distributed by James Gilliland)


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[ulli]

I'm only dropping by to show everyone how my signature is evolving.
The first inspiration came to me suddenly one day, to use the words FREE ENERGY in our signatures, and when I made that suggestion I was amazed how many people have followed my example. I'm seeing it all over Avalon now.
Then about a week ago, that addition arrived, like a voice said it in my head....the word FREE became a command, it had a new meaning all of a sudden. Free energy was trapped and we are told to free it. Or else....

[ksehra]

Hi Wade,
I've just delved deep into your material and all I can say is that you are ON TIME and ON PURPOSE! I will definitely be spreading the message near and far, as well as following the emergence of your work closely...
Thank you, thank you, thank you,
KSehra

[Wade Frazier]

OK, Thrive plugs from two of my favorite people. I’ll try to see it soon. I just got done with a hundred-hour week, but don’t have to do another one of those this year, I hope.

FE in the popular media, even if it is rap, is interesting. Stuff from James is not off topic, not here.

Hi Ulli:

Free free energy? Cute. FE is certainly the biggest house arrest on Earth.

Hi KSehra:

Thanks for lending your awareness to this issue.

Best,

Wade

[Robert J. Niewiadomski]

Hi :)

Spoiler WARNING!


My wife and me watched two thirds of Thrive on Friday and finished watching it on Saturday. Had to restart web browser couple of times because of video stream freeze.

The opening theme of universal toroidal pattern of the universe with references to ancient temples and crop circles was fascinating to watch and eyeopening. But the "victim part" was too dark and too long for me. It was really depressing :( I felt same way after watching "End Game" by Alex Jones. The difference is Thrive gives the viewer some hope and propositions of concrete solutions. And this solutions part was too short IMO. And i was left with the impression of the movie being too quick and too shallow trying to cover many issues in short time. However two hours movie is not so short. And the spiritual part of the problem/solution was not underlined strongly enough. I see this movie as an introduction/advertisement to the accompanying website. Mr Gamble is quite clear about that.

I am digging into the Thrive website now...

Wade i hope your job will give you some time to rest... Have you considered this load of work being coincidental to your FE quest? Maybe the matrix is trying to distract you... I get such "incentives" from time to time... But sometimes i wonder if it is not me who generates subconsciously such events (law of attraction)...

[CdnSirian]

I definitely understand those "distracting incentives" - they are - distracting!
Wade, your schedule sounds horrendous. But you know you're not alone now.

[David Hughes]

I watched the Thrive movie last night. I was left wanting. For me they tried to cover too many topics in too short a time frame, barely scratching the surface on a whole range of subjects that included UFO's, crop circles, sacred geometry, elite families, fractional reserve banking, big pharma, population control, free energy etc - and all within the space of 2 hours!

[transiten]

Hi!

Isn't it funny how of all the fruits the APPLE is the one that most resembles this torsion image, is this the image of the "fruit of knowledge" in the bible that we were not supposed to know? And the serpent an image of spiriling DNA and the symbol of healing right?

Playing with the symbols here just before catching a train. Here comes the Sun!

[CdnSirian]

I agree it is a lot of info - if a person who is new to some or all of the topics discussed is inspired to look further, then it is a good intro. I think that the negativity, or dark aspects are relative. If a person has not been introduced to the possible positive outcomes, that dark aspect is normal, whereas to us it is perhaps what used to feel normal, and now would appear bleak. So for some it presents a peek at a whole new world, a whole new future.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I just ordered the Thrive DVD, and won’t be posting my reaction to watching it until the weekend. As I stated earlier, any two-hour movie can only be an introduction to this sort of material. I do not know whom they are aiming the movie at, and I’ll have more to say after I watch it.

On the observation that I am being distracted by the Matrix, I think that my writings make it clear that from my early training, to the voice in my head, to the preposterous events that the voice led me to, to all the “tests” that I was given along the way, I have no doubt that my entire life has been an orchestrated test and challenge, and that there is always more than meets the eye. That is probably true of all of us, but some of us get the extra-special treatment. Be careful what you wish for. :)

This is the third company that I have worked for that received the government’s sledgehammer over the head. I was able to help save our bacon this time. With Dennis, I worked the crazily long hours, at an insanely high stress level, to only see us still get slaughtered in the end. So, yes, there is a theme here that I am not oblivious to, but whoever sent me on this suicide mission never lets me in on the joke. :)

I just worked every day for the past month, and have today and Friday off, to get caught up on the household chores. I’ll be making some posts at Avalon in the coming week, maybe some substantial ones. I am working on the Brian essay, too.

Best,

Wade

[modwiz]

Hi:

I just ordered the Thrive DVD, and won’t be posting my reaction to watching it until the weekend. As I stated earlier, any two-hour movie can only be an introduction to this sort of material. I do not know whom they are aiming the movie at, and I’ll have more to say after I watch it.

On the observation that I am being distracted by the Matrix, I think that my writings make it clear that from my early training, to the voice in my head, to the preposterous events that the voice led me to, to all the “tests” that I was given along the way, I have no doubt that my entire life has been an orchestrated test and challenge, and that there is always more than meets the eye. That is probably true of all of us, but some of us get the extra-special treatment. Be careful what you wish for. :)

This is the third company that I have worked for that received the government’s sledgehammer over the head. I was able to help save our bacon this time. With Dennis, I worked the crazily long hours, at an insanely high stress level, to only see us still get slaughtered in the end. So, yes, there is a theme here that I am not oblivious to, but whoever sent me on this suicide mission never lets me in on the joke. :)

I just worked every day for the past month, and have today and Friday off, to get caught up on the household chores. I’ll be making some posts at Avalon in the coming week, maybe some substantial ones. I am working on the Brian essay, too.

Best,

Wade

Wade, I have to tell you that each and every time you link to your website it has always been like a trip to an oasis of reason and spirituality. You and your website are a gift. There is a great depth of both thought and actual material to read and, most importantly, to ponder. So much of what you have offered there will take a person to an area in themselves that has rarely been visited, if visited at all.

I know you have been looking for people to stand in integrity with you. I have no problem revealing my full name. Modwiz is short for a description of an aspect of my being and works in the casual setting of a forum where lack of a personal, in the flesh, interaction, seems to make a short descriptor work. I applaud and support what you are doing, Wade, and share a vision that looks like yours.

If there is a function I can perform, please let me know.

[13th Warrior]

Hello Wade,


I have no doubt that my entire life has been an orchestrated test and challenge, and that there is always more than meets the eye. That is probably true of all of us, but some of us get the extra-special treatment. Be careful what you wish for.

Upon reflection of my incarnation in this life i have come to the same conclusion. From my birth to this day has been preparing me for what the future will hold; although my trials have yet to/or have just begun...

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Modwiz:

Thanks for your appreciation of my writings and your kind offer. Simply lending your awareness to this issue is plenty for now, believe me. One day, I may ask you to sing. :)

Hi 13th Warrior:

Yes, the Big Test and possible matriculation is coming soon, I think.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

The action is over here today:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32467-Free-Energy---No-way-in-hell-&p=356855&viewfull=1#post356855

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi all:

I have been seeing a lot of inventor-itis on the Wade-related threads lately, and I think that I need to provide some examples of the tinkerer route’s problems. I grew up in an inventor’s workshop:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

and helped build some of his contraptions. While I was with Dennis, we had three inventors’ sanctuaries, and all were criminally violated, with the one in Ventura most spectacularly:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

Inventors flocked to our facilities before they were wiped out. I have been around everything from ex-black ops guys to a kid inventing an FE prototype in the basement of a nuclear facility:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#traveler

to FE scientists tinkering in shacks in the boonies, to a $35 million windmill facility being stolen via a death threat:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#windmill

to a guy mailing off working FE prototypes to the big energy institutions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#sweet

to high MPG-carburetor types being made the offer they could not refuse:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#carb

and much more. Somebody close to me was given the Big Show of what the Big Boys have under wraps:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

I have seen and heard of so many inventors and their inventions, business plans and how they go about it, what their attitudes and goals are, that I can generalize about what I have seen, which I hope helps sober up those with FE inventor-itis. Some inventors actually try to reproduce technologies that they worked with as part of their black ops duties. I never worked with the fools trying that, but have heard the stories. The smarter ones tread near the line, trying to never cross it, where they demonstrate some of the principles they learned, without actually making a working model. If they cross that line, they know that their lives are in jeopardy. I think that they will usually get at least one very pointed warning if they try to play that game. Even then, it is a highly dangerous game.

The biggest strike against FE inventors is their attitude. I never met an altruistic inventor. I have heard of a couple, and the open-source way of going about it is probably the only one with a prayer, but nobody has delivered anything yet. It is all very well to say that “I am going to do this,” or “I am going to do that,” but in this field, about 99.99% of the talk is idle boasts made by people who literally have no idea of what they are getting into, and they never do anything except blow a bunch of hot air, so they can’t get into much trouble. Tinkerer-itis can be a severe affliction. I have been a part of operations where we tinkered long into the night, but in the end, it was all a waste of time, because the end results were not really going to have any real-world practical and economically-productive impact, like electric fences for worms (yes, I helped build those).

FE, however, would have the biggest economic impact of all time, by far, so when a tinkerer begins going down that path, innumerable pitfalls beckon. One of the first is that tinkerers often have long-suffering wives who hope the tinkerer does not burn the house down or lose a limb. The wives are rarely enthusiastic supporters, but they put up with, at best, their husband’s tinkerer ways, because instead of bringing in money for the household, it instead becomes a permanent cash drain. Probably somewhere around 0.0001% of garage tinkerers make money off of their tinkering. If they ever come up with something good, they are a long, long way from having something market-ready, and it will almost invariably get stolen along the way to market, if it is not suppressed instead. I have been in the capitalistic world for nearly my entire career, and it is a shark tank. Some large, household-name corporations used to have an “inventor’s lair” where they would invite inventors to show off their wares (they still may, but I don't keep up on it). If there was anything good, the corporations would copy and steal it, usually by changing something about it to get past any potential infringement claims. I knew an inventor who did exactly that for General Motors:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#inventor

I could provide quite a litany of inventors whose stuff you use today, who had it stolen by a major corporation, and the inventor received zero recognition or money. It is the standard story, for any invention. For FE inventing, amp up the dynamics by about a thousand times, and you get some idea of what the lone FE inventor is up against. Inventors’ clubs don’t work because every inventor is trying to commandeer the others into supporting his invention. No inventor really supports the others much that I have seen. They are all vying to be the alpha inventor, if you get a bunch of them in a room together. I have heard of some efforts to weed out those types of inventors, but the efforts still never got anything close to the market, as they could not successfully navigate the shark tank.

But let’s say that you are a Sparky Sweet type, who miraculously developed a working, solid-state FE prototype in your garage. What next? Well, the first thing to know is that if you thought that you were doing it secretly, you very likely weren’t. The only prayer of doing it secretly is not telling anybody else about it while you were on your project. Not your wife, not your son, not your friends. FE is so monumental that anybody who gets a whiff of it is quickly carried away by dreams of riches, delusions of grandeur, and so on. It is one of the standard pitfalls, and one that I fell into early in my journey, and I have seen others disappear into it, to never emerge:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#grandeur

So, let’s say that you don’t tell anybody what you are doing. Well, that is virtually impossible, unless you can mine your own metal, smelt it, and create the exotic components in your workshop, because they all have exotic components. It seems that the parts houses for the components that tinkerers use to go after FE are part of the surveillance apparatus. That is how one fellow traveler thinks they found him, as he hid in somebody’s house, about to try to make his FE prototype again after the first one was seized:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#traveler

So, the chances of doing it truly in secret are about zero. Then, let’s say that you actually get one running. If you are tapping the ZPF, the Big Boys and others have detectors, some satellite-based, that can tell when anybody in the world is tapping it. So, if you were somehow able to “secretly” get one running, you would immediately come onto the radar. Almost no tinkerer ever gets that far, as they fall prey to their foibles, or those of their allies, run out of money, etc., before they really get anywhere. Because they can’t stay quiet about it and really can’t do it by themselves, those around them find out and often get infected by delusions of grandeur, and The Treasure of the Sierra Madre effect takes over and everybody slaughters everybody else, because insane greed takes over. It is really crazy greed, but I have lived through a few episodes of watching that disease infect everybody. Oh, does it get bloody. And when everybody has slaughtered everybody else and the smoke clears, there is nothing left but wreckage, corpses and scavengers. I have seen the orgy of greed initiated and orchestrated by a bona fide agent provocateur:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm

and another time by one who very likely was:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#texas

and it was amazing to watch how easily people fell under their spell, and people who should have known better:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=305681&viewfull=1#post305681

Let’s assume that you are one of the three FE tinkerers on Earth who is not in it for the money or fame, and you get an FE prototype working with parts that you found at your local hardware store, and not even your wife knew what you were doing. The minute you get that FE prototype going, you are on Godzilla’s radar. Usually, he just watches, waiting for the greed-initiated slaughter-fest or other implosion. He rarely even needs to nudge it over the cliff, as it is heading there anyway.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/risk.htm#graphic

And if Godzilla ever really needs to roll out of bed, his resources are prodigious. Depending on the result of the analysis of your efforts, Godzilla might lure people toward your operation with a particular talent for wrecking ventures out of their ego defects. Heck, the wreckers are probably not even on the payroll or know how they are being used. Godzilla can be very efficient. Most who Godzilla messes with do not even know that they were messed with. They never suspected that the implosion of their effort was helped along by unseen claws. Godzilla is like Garry Kasparov, and the typical tinkerer who gets very far along is like somebody who is still learning how to avoid Scholar’s Mate, and almost none of the tinkerers even know that the match is being played. And if they do, paranoia can quickly take over, and the tinkerer effectively commits suicide by lashing out at all the imagined assailants, and they often take out their family members and friends in their frenzy. I have been on the receiving end of that one, too, more than once, and have seen others taken out that way.

If the inventor survives that far, then it starts to get interesting. First comes the friendly buyout offer. I have seen as little as $500K, but that was long ago. I heard of a recent friendly buyout for $2 million, so that is probably around the going rate these days for the initial offer. Most who took the money had no idea that it was from Godzilla’s petty cash fund. They were in it for the money anyway, so they happily sold the rights to their technology (I have even seen where it was nothing more than a bright idea, just like when we got our first friendly buyout offer in Boston: http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten ). The deal is that the inventor is finished. I have not seen what those contracts look like, but I am sure that they are legally enforceable against the inventor, if he thinks that he can keep tinkering along on something similar. And the paid off inventor can suddenly find all of his money missing from his bank accounts, if that message needs to be sent. The contract will be enforced, legally or not. And that is all before Godzilla begins playing rough.

Some may scoff at this point and say, “Wade, I am not talking about lone inventors, but my lifelong friends who would never betray each other and we can form a united front that can do it!” Or, others may say,” Wade, I have a network of underground inventors, and we are just waiting for the opportunity to make FE happen!” My responses will be along the lines of, “So, how many millions of dollars have you and your friends been offered to betray each other? How many of you did jail time when you refused to betray your pals? How many in your network are really Godzilla’s informants?” Those are not rhetorical questions. I have seen all of them happen, and almost nobody has passed those tests yet. Until such talk is put to the test, it is nothing more than idle boasting.

I could go on for another fifty pages on this subject, but don’t have the time. I have started an FE inventor’s thread, where people who just have to go build something can have their conversation.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35034-Free-energy-inventors&p=358844&viewfull=1#post358844

Be warned, however, I already began a FE physics thread that went nowhere.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?14129-Free-Energy-Physics&p=138564&viewfull=1#post138564

An FE inventor’s thread will likely share the same fate. There should be a place for them to play at Avalon that is not on these Wade-related threads, and there it is.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am still coming down from a hectic month, and am working on my Brian essay, always reading for my energy essay, and so forth. Some days are better than others. Being so close to Dennis and Brian keeps me busy with all the people who attack them and lie about them.

A Wikipedia editor just inserted a bunch of stuff about Brian that tries to water down his later work, and even outright lies about it:

http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Brian_O%27Leary&diff=461336783&oldid=459451445

I am going to need do some more homework to show that Brian’s later work was not “beliefs,” but what is termed “fringe science.” That “editor” is trying to make the case, and not so subtly, that if it is not in the peer-reviewed literature, it is not science. That is the standard establishment position, and Wikipedia is a bastion of the establishment, so I may end up losing that battle, but not without a fight. I saw this coming when Brian asked me to write his NASA and Wikipedia bios.

Also, a famous essay that libels Dennis is making the rounds again:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#libel

being promoted by people who should know better. I may not stay relatively quiet about that libel for much longer. Again, personal integrity is the world’s scarcest commodity,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

and it comes out in the FE field, in spades, partly because the promise and peril is so great.

Slogging along,

Wade

[Ernie Nemeth]

Wade, is there any way I can help? Do some legwork, write some letters, do some research. These topics concern me too.

In any case, love and my deepest regards to you, my friend.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ernie:

Thanks for the kind offer. With what I am doing on that front, I don’t really need help. I have the facts, and I present them. They don’t need to be repeated ad infinitum. I have to do a little digging on some of Brian’s stuff, but I dug it up before. That Wikipedia editor’s performance on Brian’s essay is pretty standard for establishment defenders. It reminds me of Dan Drasin’s parody of the skeptics, where the most egregious violations of the scientific method are acceptable to defend “science” against heretics like Brian.

What I end up doing regarding situations like that libel of Dennis, for instance, is challenge the libelers to present any facts that support their assertions. They never do. In the instance of Mr. Skeptic, once his lies are exposed,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

he abandons those lies to tell new lies. What is disheartening is that naïve individuals in the FE community continue to give the guy a platform to spew his disinformation:

http://peswiki.com/index.php/Directory:Dennis_Lee#Skeptics

as if getting on national TV to tell his lies is not enough. These are not insignificant reasons why FE does not get any traction, and are symptomatic of the overall situation.

I’ll let you know privately some of what is up.

Best,

Wade

[Hughe]

Justin Hall-Tipping presentation.
8wHGh2eRbLE

They come up with the nano technologies, which I disagree. But they concern about humanity.

So much waste of human resources.

[Elly]

Hi Wade,

I have been thinking... One of the issues you want people to understand is that energy abundance is here, suppressed, but a reality. On this issue, you wrote:


(... ) So, far, only a tiny, tiny fraction of humanity has demonstrated the ability to sing the abundance song. If you can do that, even just in the quietness of your heart, you are doing plenty, believe me. If an abundance chorus ever got going, that might do the trick. Then again, it might not, but since almost nobody on the planet today can even imagine abundance, just thinking about it is one heck of a start. (...)

So, how will "singing the abundance song" help bring change to this world? I can imagine abundance but how will that influence our reality? What is it about an "abundance chorus" that will make it happen?

Thanks.

[Robert J. Niewiadomski]

Think i know the answer to your question Cara but i am not the person being asked. Beside it is Wade's thread. That "singing" WILL work... Sorry for cutting in between...

[Ilie Pandia]

Hello Cara,

I'm sure Wade will give you his own answer, but I'd like to share my understanding of this.

You say: "I can imagine abundance". That right there makes you very very rare :). The vast majority of humans cannot imagine abundance, and they are not even willing to try it! They are so utterly convinced that "this cannot be" that they don't even try it. "It's a waste of time or useless wishful thinking... After all it has been scientifically proven this is not possible".

A big part of the of the "abundance choir" is to get humans out of this inertia that "it cannot be done", to awaken the "dreamer" in us. Hopefully the abundance choir will cause others to at least dream about abundance.

Another aspect of the choir is how our consciousness affects reality, but that is a subject I am not yet ready to write about :).

[David Hughes]

Nice question Cara :)

There isn't an easy answer to this one. It has a lot to do with our understanding of how our consciousness effects reality, information fields, the infinite number of potential future time lines, combined intention, the 100th monkey phenomenon, oneness, and a lot more besides. The answer to this question has filled many books and is still poorly understood. It's a kind of magic.

I'll leave it to Wade to provide you with his own take on it.

[CdnSirian]

It IS easy. Yet difficult. Know what I mean?

[modwiz]

Abundance consciousness changes how the world looks and how you react to it. It also changes what you expect from it. Jesus, if he was real, mentions it in the NT by stating that the birds of the field are given all that they need then how much more can Man expect. Lack, and the consciousness around it has been carefully cultivated and engineered.

Singing the abundance song, acknowledging this simple natural state of the Universe, will change everything. Look at the resistance to the concept to begin to understand how insidious the 'lack' programming is. This programming affects how you interact with the world and what you will allow into it.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I will sometimes make general replies to what I read on the other Wade-related threads on this one, because they are general statements that I have about my work and what I am attempting.

One of the most common favorable responses to my work is people trying to use it to wake the sleeping, such as their friends, family, and co-workers. I strongly discourage that. I am definitely not trying to wake the sleeping, not now. I seek the awake and the awakening. Those who shy away from FE because of the "conspiratorial" aspect of it (Level 3s and below http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level3) have a visceral reaction to "conspiracy theories," but the conspiracists also have fear-oriented responses:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#conspiracism

and those are not productive reactions. I learned many hard lessons about waking the sleeping during my years with Dennis, and have no interest in it. Those who want to play those games are advised to play them someplace else. They are not always futile and dangerous games (it works less than one one-in-a-hundred times), but it is not what I am about. I am trying to do something different. It is natural for people to want to help those they know, but my work is not the material to begin them with. It is advanced training, not for beginners, and class has yet to begin. Very few people can handle my work for long. My "peers" can only handle a few pages of my site before blowing a fuse (such as this essay http://www.ahealedplanet.net/intro.htm).

The "hip" ones can even be more resistant than the Limbaugh fans, as my work blows their "progressive" conceits out of the water. Average Americans are fully in thrall to their conditioning (and members of the other industrialized societies also suffer from their particular flavor of scarcity-based conditioning, to one degree or another), and work like mine is the last thing on Earth that they want to encounter, and I leave them to their slumbers. They will begin to wake up when an FE machine is delivered to their home, or the ETs land on the White House lawn, or the Ascended Masters come into the open:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#machiavelli

Until that day comes, I let them sleep. That does not mean that I want them to sleep forever. Nobody sleeps forever. I found Ilie and a few others at Avalon who only needed a little help to learn how to sing the abundance tune. That is whom I seek.

Another subject that I need to deal with is the subject of an essay that Brian O wanted to write with me, about the darkness. He produced some of my writings on that subject in his last book.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=277825&highlight=structuralism+chomskies#post277825

A big problem with people starting in this field is getting wrapped up in the conspiratorial aspects of it, thinking that the dark pathers are their adversaries, and that they need to understand what they are doing, what their plans are, and so on. A fair amount of what came out of Project Camelot was likely disinformation, and not because Bill and Kerry did not care, but because it is the nature of the beast. Camelot's objective was getting to insiders, getting their stories, or those who claimed to be insiders or claimed that they had an inside track on what was happening, through black ops people who befriended them, or secret societies, and what have you. Brian O and I were some of the relatively few Camelot witnesses who did not claim to be insiders or connected to them.

Be very wary when people claim to be insiders, or claim lofty prior incarnations, or have black ops pals who give them the "scoop," and so forth. There is a ton of disinformation purveyed by such people. Some is intentional, and some is being fed disinformation and not knowing it, and so on. They tend to see every global event as orchestrated by the Big Boys, with exotic technology creating earthquakes, 9/11, fake UFO sightings, and so forth. While some such events may well be orchestrated, most are not. The Big Boys do not have to micromanage the global situation; they only need to watch certain levers of power very carefully, such as FE. The rest is of lesser importance, and the slumbering masses do most of their dirty work for them, unprompted, as they play the scarcity game. The enemy is us, not the Big Boys. I prefer to ignore them to the extent that I am able.

People with a fascination regarding the dark side are almost always playing the victim game. It is time to play the creator game. When people tell me what the Big Boys are up to or how they play their game, I am really not too interested. A fascination with the dark arts, or the belief that the dark pathers can be beaten at their game, often leads to Saruman's fate. I have crossed swords with the dark pathers and have borne the brunt of their actions more than once (but "prevailed" when I sacrificed my life (http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it) while almost everybody else cowered, fled, or joined the dark team), and I have little interest in them. If I don't have much interest, almost nobody who wants to really help heal Earth and humanity probably should either, unless they are playing the game at Dennis's or Adam's level, and there aren't any of those at Avalon. Trying to get the scoop from Godzilla's halls is a seductive trap, in a number of ways.

Just as mobsters say that they can't readily cheat honest people with their scams, the principles for living an honorable life are the same ones that will allow people to survive encounters with Godzilla’s minions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/intro.htm#forgetting

The basics never change. It really is pretty simple stuff. Secret ingredients or tactics usually either don't work or backfire.


Hi Cara:

Good question, and Ilie and friends did fine with their responses. When I began my energy journey in 1974:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#introduction

I was just thinking in terms of getting more energy out of a gallon of gasoline. At the same time, Brian O was thinking about windmills and the like, playing the Washington D.C. game with Mo Udall and others:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brian_O'Leary#Political_activities

We had never heard of FE at that time. When I was with Dennis, we stumbled into the idea in 1986, and were blissfully unaware of the fates of Tesla, Gray and others. In 2001, after five years of playing the Paul Revere of FE, Brian O openly wondered if we were a sentient species,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#governor

and I sadly understood. We found that FE and abundance is simply unimaginable to the masses. As Modwiz said, the scarcity mindset is deeply baked and is currently maintained on a global level, very consciously, by those pulling the big strings. If you can't even imagine it, you can't pursue it. The rich irony for me with all of that denial is that FE, anti-gravity and related technologies have been around for longer than I have been alive.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

I began independently trying to attract various groups to the idea of FE since 1992, beginning with people like Noam Chomsky, and I have looked high and low across the world. Brian O banged on about all the doors that he could, across the globe, and found no takers, and many of the slammed doors were at places where he used to work and teach. I watched Brian bang, Dennis bang, Greer bang, and so forth. They all survived murder attempts for their trouble. So did Adam, Mallove did not survive the experience,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#mallove

and so on. It was pretty surreal to see the nearly universal denial on one hand, while the FE heroes are crucified by the system as the very people they are trying to help are cheering at their execution inflicted by the very people who have FE under wraps. Dostoevsky’s parable of The Grand Inquisitor is not all that fictional.

It took long years for me to really begin to understand what I was seeing, and what all those crazy reactions had in common; the deniers were all addicted to scarcity-based ideologies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

and the social managers kept those believers in the dark. I came to realize that the greatest triumph that the Big Boys had over the common people was keeping FE, abundance and Heaven on Earth unimaginable, or to only bring it up to dismiss it with ridicule as a "conspiracy theory" or other fantasy. Some social management techniques are diabolically effective. My fellow travelers came to FE from diverse directions. But once people get past the denial hurdle, which is the big one, they usually disappear into the innumerable pitfalls that await, as they learn their lessons the hard way, which are usually life-ruining, if not fatal. They include inventor-itis, delusions of grandeur, etc.:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#pitfalls

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level6

When I have seen people try to form FE movements, the naïveté that I have seen, and other deficiencies, can be scary. That is why Brian O said that the path to FE would be paved by people fresh to the field:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#new

I have seen too many lambs obliviously waltz to their slaughter. Getting worldly regarding the FE scene is life-risking behavior on several levels, and I am not seeking people who want to play those games. They can go see Dennis, Adam, Greer, etc.

Ilie may have achieved Level 12 status:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12

he did not have to risk his life to get there, and I have not even begun the conversation that I plan to mount, next year, I hope. If Ilie can get there, others can, too, but I am not kidding myself that they are on every street corner. If enough people can attain the high vision (I am shooting for 8-10 thousand, and it won't be easy, that is for sure), it could become infectious, in 100th Monkey-style. Also, if that nugget of heart-centered sentience can be amassed, it might accomplish far more than any of us thinks it can. That nugget has never been seen before on Earth, so amassing it would be a truly historical event, and it could be the catalyst for making FE happen, and more. I am trying to see if the enlightenment path to FE will work. I hope to see humanity at least begin to head in this direction in my lifetime:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

Getting that choir going will be a start.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

"Getting a choir going will be a start".

I believe the choir is an event and thanks to you and others Wade it is happening! It is created and growth becomes the process and is ongoing>>>>patience and perserverence comes with integrity.

The FE Choir is manifesting, as doing what is right through Love, creates the highest frequency that can make mountains sing'

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

Your song to God’s ears. :)

Best,

Wade

[Unified Serenity]

Hi Wade, I hope your day is going well! I was wondering how difficult it would be for people to just start setting up FE stuff (obviously with guidance) on the QT. Don't make waves, just start using it. I mean is there really some dark side that knows whenever an FE device is turned on and they go attack it or destroy who built it?

I'm just thinking if we get enough set up or a network that can turn em all on at the same time, then the cat is out of the bag so to speak.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Unified Serenity:

I don’t joke about what the Big Boys have up their sleeve. They have a truly global reach, and people have tried to sneak below their radar, to no avail:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#radar

Not too many years ago, Dennis told me something like, “People have tried to sneak up on them.” Nobody has ever succeeded, and sneaking creates its own pitfalls. Most sneaks never get to where Godzilla has to do anything, as they defeat themselves.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#develop

Making a working FE device is a lot harder than it looks, and Godzilla and some lower-level predators have ground-based and satellite-based surveillance to detect people tapping the ZPF. You won’t ever discover that Godzilla exists, on a personal level, until you do something where he needs to intervene, and few people ever get to that level, but when they do, they quickly find out how the land lies, if they survive the experience. As I have stated in my interviews with Scott,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#interviews

most who were taken out by Godzilla never even figured out that they were taken out. Godzilla plays a subtle game.

I am not writing from a theoretical standpoint.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#make

Secrecy does not work.

I remember, very clearly, in 1987, thinking that we could start a stampede of people making FE devices, and then the Big Boys would race ahead of us, hawking their wares, and we could then sit back and say, “You won!” Wink, nudge. It was a naïve dream. A nice dream, but a beginner’s dream nevertheless, which does not account for the reality on the ground. And the problem is not Godzilla’s vigilance, but the lack of people in the general public with the right stuff. A hundred heroes could easily bring FE to the planet.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#done

but those hundred do not exist. Only one person I know of could successfully complete this application:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany

The enemy truly is us, not Godzilla. I am trying to get thousands of lambs to stampede, but they will be loving, sentient lambs, who do not need a shepherd to direct their efforts. And for now, I only want them to bleat in chorus and in tune. Baaaa. :)

Best,

Wade

[Hughe]

Ah, the invisible Godzilla power. They can make inventors fight each other in FE field. How they do it? I have no idea.
I've been monitoring one lone inventor's progress for about an year. It's sad to read his frustration once in a while. Why fellow FE inventors supposedly who are fighting for humanity, do back stabbing an inventor who put it out life-long invention for public domain?

Another one I want to share is the absurd, rubbish patents. There are hundreds FE technology patents. Most of them relatively simply, convince capable individuals to build prototype. Most tinkerers begin to build one of those for years and finally fed up. Because all of them is damn hard to scale up due to complete absence of real formulas and principals. All the patents make sense in general, scientifically sounding.

Five hundred years ago Leonardo Da Vinci, designed aircraft, helicopter. Modern inventors who built real airplane - the Wright Brothers - did 1,000 experimentation and many test flights that risked their lives. A flight machine vs a free energy device, which is more superior? When the Wright Brothers discovered the secret force of flight, the followers take it granted. Nowadays a kid can build a toy airplane that flies like big jumbo jet.

The lone inventor must have extremely luck or ingenious. 'It might work, make sense' is just a prop. The inventor needs to figure out how and why, all the factors that affect the FE machine to perfect it. Applying mainstream sciences won't work. The laws say so. It's dead end. New theories that explain FE phenomena have been existed on the net. These asks for through understanding of physics and mathematics.

Okay, let's say the lone inventor finally figure it out. Next stage is to build real FE generator. Right? power generator is lovely one, convincing. Now the engineering aspect kicks in: efficiency of machine, building and operation cost, material side. If the precision requirement goes below 0.01 mm, it's out of game for the inventor. Most machine shops can't make such parts I learned. If the rotational part runs at high speed, bearings will limit its operation.

Assuming she achieves it, the machine is scalable, easy-to-install, can be mass produced. What's next waiting for the lone inventor? Applying patent or find investors? The national security will drag her. If not there are regulations and laws written for the big energy companies. All the nations consider national security as first priority. The influence of mighty U.S is far beyond in geopolitical world. I bet the dumb leaders will send or even silence the inventor by one phone call from U.S government agency.

She needs to make final decision to have a deal or become a real criminal by the authority. Just thing about such FE device's potential who's gonna welcome it and curse it? She will erase her identity to spread the pandora's boxes under ground hoping more and more people will wake up, building devices as many as she can for people in poverty, also teaching the secret knowledge to few people who can understand.

What stage am I? I think I figured it out one FE technology, which is just beginning. Good thing is I can run cutting-edge simulator to analyze the real machine on computer, which saves me time and money for now. Depending on the data I'll collect, I'll choose my next move. Laws of physics, mathematics won't produce illusion. Knowledge is neutral. Humans put color on it. It makes me keep from being a lunatic.

My geeky blog has one follower, which is the local cyber crime unit. It made me think about the mighty Godzilla as Wade said. They probably know what I'm up to. I thought should I back off and be dumb again? No thanks. Everybody is part of the grandeur game on Earth. Resistance is futile? Let's see.

I love this phrase "Even they squeeze the chicken's throat, the dawn comes.":bounce:

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks Hughe:

That is the best thing that I have seen you write. You are wrestling with the conundrum, and that is a good thing. Yes, you have drawn attention, and probably from somebody in the FE food chain. There are plenty of FE predators that live below Godzilla’s level, and his minions are many.

FE physics is part of the problem. Yes, conventional physics will not work for FE devices. After knowing about Sparky Sweet’s device for more than twenty years,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#sweet

I recently watched Bearden’s video of some demonstrations of Sparky’s solid-state device that I bought several months ago (that is an indicator of the “free time” that I have). It looks pretty simple, basically two conditioned magnets, but Sparky kept the particulars fairly secret, as usual. In fact, when you watch the video, several times a screen comes on that says something like “proprietary technology,” which is partly how Sparky failed, playing the “this is my technology” game.

Even though Sparky had an understanding of the physics behind his device (it looks like the device that Adam demonstrated in Manhattan about twenty years ago was built similarly), there was still plenty of mystery about how it worked. That comes with the territory. Nobody really knows exactly how Brown’s Gas works:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#yull

and nobody really knows exactly how Naessens’s and Rife’s microscopes works/worked:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#rife

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#naessens

The theories are incomplete, partly because not enough “white science” resources are devoted to the discoveries/technologies (not to mention that those technologies blow the orthodox theories out of the water, so there is great resistance for that reason alone), and those technologies are usually suppressed by the “black science” people (Godzilla and company). Yes, the USA’s patent office is where thousands of disruptive technologies have been swallowed up.

The issue of “primitive” technological stages in other nations we have discussed before, and that is also part of the problem. Tewari’s device was a crude version of Adam’s homopolar generator, and the technological level in India was too primitive to get the tolerances needed to get to the RPMs that Adam’s device did.

And all of that is just for a working prototype. Brian O wrote a lot during his FE days about how there is a huge gulf between an inventor with a prototype and something that is production-ready. Brian estimated the cost at more than $100 million. I have seen $200 million thrown around, and I’ll buy that. No capitalist wants to explore that no-man’s land:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#oleary

and nobody can sneak across that territory, which is partly how Godzilla has that game well in hand.

And all of that is before you even really join the game. Not only are most FE tinkerers oblivious to the reality that I describe above, they think that if by some miracle they get to the market-stage unmolested (which has never happened before), then the magic of capitalism will see them sail to the Promised Land of fame and fortune as their gizmo goes into every home. That is so naïve that it is hard to maintain a straight face when I hear that kind of fantasizing.

I periodically put up posts:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=358845&viewfull=1#post358845

that are intended to sober up the eager would-be FE tinkerers. Virtually none of them have any idea of what they are getting into. And until I get that invitation-only forum going, I will probably have to make those kinds of posts regularly.

Nobody has ever put disruptive energy technology on the market like Dennis has:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

and he was not even playing the FE game yet. When he started making FE noise, then they started playing rough, but that was after offering him a billion dollars to go away:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

For many years, almost all that I have received when describing that offer is denial. The mainstream naturally dismisses my story as a “conspiracy theory,” but what is really disheartening are all the FE newbies who deny it too. I get people saying stuff like they have not heard of an offer that large. Well, all they knew were the offers that garage tinkerers get. FE garage tinkerers are a dime a dozen. Nobody else has ever done what Dennis has. When I see that denial from newbies, it tells me that they have no idea how the world really works, when they equate an FE tinkerer in his garage with somebody who is actually putting disruptive energy technology on the market.

This is approximately how the Big Boys perform their risk analysis for disruptive technologies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/risk.htm#graph

it is all about the probability of market disruption, and disrupting the energy market is the Big One. All other markets pale in comparison, even the medical racket.

So, when would-be FE tinkerers begin to grasp the big picture, it can get discouraging, to say the least (although many secretly hope for the friendly buy-out offer). The only people who should be dreaming of playing the tinkerer-capitalist route to FE are people like Dennis, and he is one-of-a-kind. I am trying to do something very different than encourage people to risk their lives going that route.

We will see how the lamb's route goes.

Best,

Wade

[Bo Atkinson]

Yes Wade, even at a young age long ago, after studying electronics tech for 30 months, my sculptural interests seemed far more rational, despite my panning out a generalized poverty with installation arts. The mountain people's culture comforted my own "back to the land" efforts, despite my amazement of how they kept life afloat...

Fast forward, Wade, i really love your website content and plan to keep up my reading there... I hope you don't mind my converting your text into computer-read mp3 files. These are played upon my mp3 player, attached to my collar, while at manual labor. (I prefer my speaker-player, hating those ear buds). I'm finally able to absorb countless blogs and free-books, hoping authors don't mind this form of 'reading' their material.

Take care bro, more power to you!

[Wade Frazier]

Hi wavydome:

My work is free to the world, and you can use it however you wish. See my site's introduction here:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/home.htm

I do not like it when I am plagiarized or impersonated. If you let others have what you are creating, all I ask is that you say where you got it from.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As you all know, I rarely name names, to protect both the innocent and the guilty, but from time-to-time, I will provide some information that helps enhance the picture.

I mentioned earlier that the sheriff’s deputy who led the “investigation” of us in Ventura recently retired to a hero’s farewell.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=305681&viewfull=1#post305681

Working for the dark side can pay extremely well, at least for a while. Ventura County has long been known as one of the most corrupt counties in the USA, but the information that becomes publicly available can still be shocking. Mr. Deputy has also become famous in his retirement, as his pension is more than $200K per year:

http://www.vcta.org/647/300000-pensions-here-we-come-2/

Not only was he compensated handsomely for performing his evil deeds (under-the-table money was probably also involved), but his meteoric promotion and awe-inspiring retirement package shows just how well it all pays. He is obviously far from alone in milking the taxpayer, and that kind of situation contributes to the bankrupt position that California finds itself in today.

Another thing that I discovered about agents for the dark side is that the “best” of them work hard at developing reputations for being honest, liberal, pillars of the community. It makes for a great cover story when they perform their wet work. And they don’t always have to make it up themselves, but their hagiographers do it for them, such as extolling George Washington’s honesty with fabricated tales:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#weems

when his greatest contribution to building the American Empire was a dishonest and genocidal subterfuge:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#blueprint

which, of course, the standard history books have somehow failed to mention.

I have found that contract agents like Bill the Hit Man:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm

usually have to fend for themselves when their utility expires, but the official government hit men and hit ladies can usually count on having fabled and lucrative careers that keep on paying for the rest of their earthy lives. We all eventually take our last breaths, and when we do, we end up surrounded with beings just like us:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#hell

But for people like Mr. Deputy, it will not as fun as it is for him today, because in his initial afterlife world, everybody gets to take their turn playing the chump, and there are some real experts playing in Mr. Deputy’s “heaven,” at levels that Mr. Deputy, Bill the Hit Man and company cannot begin to compete with. We all eventually figure it out and complete our spiritual journeys back to The Source, but some just take more scenic journeys. I wonder if I am going to have to one day help lead Mr. Deputy out of his hell, or if Dennis or Mr. Professor will. I am sure the string of people who suffered at his hands is a long one, and at some level, we all “deserved” it. We all get what we have coming, or so I am told.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I was asked some questions here:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?35034-Free-energy-inventors&p=361320&viewfull=1#post361320

and my response is off-topic for that thread, so my answer is here.

Hi Mad Hatter:

I do not make “remarkable” statements without backing them up, and I hope that you read why I made that statement about Mr. Mentor’s engine:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#study

Anything that Tesla may or may not have done is not relevant to the point I was making.

The only prayer that I see for making FE happen via the inventor route is for an inventor with the goods to give it to a worthy group. I have never met that inventor, and my efforts can be seen as trying to help form that worthy group, which has never yet existed on the planet that I know of, and I have looked, as have others.

I made some posts recently that I think address your observations:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=358845&viewfull=1#post358845

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=368395&viewfull=1#post368395

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=370567&viewfull=1#post370567

I am writing from experience, not some theory. I agree that open-source is the only way for the tinkerer route to work (and is why I doubt that efforts like Rossi’s have a prayer – not only have I seen that movie before, but I have starred in it, and it was a horror movie), but while that improves the odds a little, it is just a little. The technology is not the problem, which I repeat all the time, seemingly to no avail. I am getting plenty of patience training at Avalon. :)

I am simply not interested in the tinkerer route, and am trying to do something different, something that nobody has yet tried. As you can see on my threads, I am continually besieged by people who seemingly heard about FE for the first time when they hit my thread, and their first suggestion is to go play secret tinkerer and sneak past Godzilla. That is deadly naïveté, and when I get those kinds of responses (when I get that invitation-only forum going, I won’t have to put up with that anymore), I feel a duty to help dispel those potentially fatal delusions. I have too many dead pals and fellow travelers whose lives were wrecked, and do not want any more on my conscience.

Hi CdnSirian:

Thanks, and what you stated is indeed part of my thrust, but I also am trying to make it clear that only inventors who want to risk their lives should play the FE tinkerer game right now. It is anything but safe, and on a personal level, I do not want any more dead people or wrecked lives on my conscience. Naïve FE tinkerers are a danger to themselves and others, in ways that almost none that I have ever encountered really appreciated, until it was too late. If they are “lucky,” they will never do anything productive or they will take the friendly buy-out offer. Many thousands have gone that route and wear golden handcuffs today. All the others were not so “lucky.” Yes, one day, the garage tinkerer can make an FE device from parts that he/she gets from the local store, but that day is not here yet.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#build

Enough said.

Best,

Wade

[Butangeld]

A reply to post #1312 from Cara:

So, how will "singing the abundance song" help bring change to this world? I can imagine abundance but how will that influence our reality? What is it about an "abundance chorus" that will make it happen?
I was just working away as usual here and the answer to this question popped into my head - and Cara's question was the first new post on this thread since I was last here! So I hadn't even read your post Cara. You got to love synchronicity :)

Since present day, normal science, through the work done in the quantum field, is coming to terms with the fact that consciousness does affect material reality, the very real presence of ideas that are thought comes into view. I am currently reading the Source Field investigations by David Wilcock and he has reminded me of some things I read some time before to do with parallel discoveries and parallel inventions. Such as the invention of radio (Lodge and Marconi) and the discovery of the "...law of the conservation of energy" formulated independently "in 1847, by Joule, Thomson, Colding and Helmholz" - it is almost as if the idea itself was already present in the ether or pre-formed in the source-field, waiting to be received by a mind - or many minds.

I think the point here is that ideas, when thought, actually alter the reality we all share. Once an idea is thought by enough people, it is as if it is now being broadcast to more and more minds. To actually anticipate the emergence of FE will in fact make it more possible. If enough lambs think and actively imagine abundance then FE, and the thoughts about actual methods to make it, will naturally fit and if the manifestation of this process is reality, then abundance and FE will become reality.

Hope this helps
Daryl

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Butangeld:

Yes, there is the idea that awareness of an idea precedes its manifestation, and that awareness actually helps create the manifestation. I like that idea, and it has merit, I believe (something about creating our own realities, I believe :) ). But I have also seen the idea abused by New Agers for nearly forty years, with The Secret being a good example of it.

If the FE and abundance dream is not based in love and selflessness, it likely will not manifest, for the many reasons that I have written about on my threads.

There is a highly practical part of this situation, however, which I think is more important and less mystical. I know that FE exists, and the unawareness (level 0 - http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level0) and denial of the masses (levels 1 to 3 - http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level1 ) is what keeps it under wraps. If you cannot imagine it, you certainly cannot pursue it. The greatest triumph of the global social managers is keeping stuff like FE and heaven on earth unimaginable.

And there is another layer of this, which informs my efforts, and you can see it all over my threads, of all the FE newbies who are in levels 5 to 11 (http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level5), and I get queried/challenged all the time about why the tinkerer route will not work, or the secrecy route, or the capitalist route, and so on. Nobody can say that my layers of the FE Onion are theoretical. :)

It really is an issue of sentience and integrity, not technology. I think that the mystic can understand it in that way. There is a tendency for “mystics” to get too airy-fairy about all of this, and not stay grounded. There are deep economic, environmental, technical, political, social and spiritual aspects of the FE conundrum. That is why we call it a conundrum! :)

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm

Nobody has ever cracked the nut yet, and the opposition is indeed impressive, but ten thousand lambs can not only create a 100th-monkey effect, but on a practical level, when an enlightened awareness takes root on these issues, it will, in very real-world terms, help catalyze an effort that can go over the top, and the reasons for that are several, and one of the aspects is that when a Rossi, for instance, gets the snuff job, there will be enough awareness in the public that Godzilla will either have to refine his game to new levels or come into the open (or disappear :)). I am not advocating that kind of approach (which I have mentioned before, and that attached Larson cartoon was used to depict Dennis and Godzilla in our movement, before they lowered the boom on us)… I am trying something different, so that kind of confrontation is not necessary. That might be a pipe dream, but even if it comes to a confrontation like that, without The Lambs, somebody like Dennis or Rossi does not have a prayer.

Best,

Wade

[Butangeld]

Wade, you certainly do give me a lot to think about :)

I think the trouble you mention with 'new-agers' is important. It is no good only imagining, when what must follow is real actions. I imagine that the trouble with so much of the mystic efforts is a lack of action. When the one imagining does not place themselves in that imaginary narrative then action seems unlikely.

Also, I take your point that imagining abundance is somewhat more difficult than imagining something selfish. It's easy to place oneself in ones own fantasy, but much more of a challenge to place yourself in a much wider fantasy, and even more so to keep ones own ego out of the picture.

I don't know what is down the road with your approach, but I'll walk that road with you because you are a man of integrity and I'm willing to believe, for now, that this road, the lambs path, actually leads back home.

with love,
Daryl

[zebowho]

Thanks for the post #1339 Butengeld. When I was reading it on my phone this morning, I started thinking about the Higgs-Boson sub-particle and how it seems relate to this choir. In a very real sense! When I jumped on to post I saw this thread here (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?36201-Could-a-Higgs-Boson-Announcement-Be-Imminent-From-the-LHC&p=372571&viewfull=1#post372571) and decided to post, synchronicity can be blaring sometimes!

I've seen many articles about particle physics lately that mention 2012 being the year for particle physics. I think it will be true but not because of the exotic discoveries, but of the simplest of them;


11756

Science as a whole Needs to get rid of its collective leg cramps and stretch.

Back to the Higgs-Boson, I think what we're seeing there is that intent directly controls attraction at some point. The evidence is at the sub-particle level and with this choir, the right intent is necessary to align and effect all those particles we call reality. This is how the choir sings in unison. This is how that choir gathers other voices to add to the music! Kind of like, one plug for a string of 100 Christmas lights but we do not need to necessarily know the wiring of those separate particles (or sub-particles), they know themselves. All we need to do is "intend" to align/connect (sing the lambs song) and those sub-particles may just acquiesce!

Chad

[David Hughes]

There is something very comforting about knowing that loving intent and personal integrity are at the heart of this FE conundrum.

[Wade Frazier]

Beautiful posts, guys. What a pleasure it is to see posts like those.

Hi Butangeld:

Yes, balancing the spiritual with the physical is part of the trick of mastering life here, and very few achieve that state. Yes, if the dream includes everybody, and honors their highest and best, then it has a better chance of manifesting, I think. If I was a creator, I would want a “system” like that. I do not know if this Lamb’s Path stuff will get us where I hope we can go, but it is the path that I want to try out. I tried several other ways, and witnessed others. All were bloody disasters. Don Shimoda said that he did not know if his perspective was the “right” one, but it was a fun one to have. :)

The virtue of this lamb’s path is that I am not asking you or anybody else to really hang it out there. I am not asking for money or life-risking behavior – just singing, when the time is right (after the song is learned, but people like Ilie came here already knowing most of the tune). Also, the means become the ends, as I discovered long ago. Seth was right:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#idealist

As far as being a man of integrity, the greatest people I have known always were keenly aware of their human frailty, and were always vigilant of it. They never assumed that they would always do the right thing, and knew that failure was always hovering over them, especially as they tried walking the razor’s edge. Gandhi was plagued by doubts and feelings of failure, right until the end. I always know that I can do better, and my conscience is always nagging me. I have met a few saints in my life, but it was only a few, and I don’t include myself in their company. I am a spear carrier.

Hi zebowho:

Yes, the synchronicity can get pretty blatant at times. We’ll see how the Higgs boson game plays out. Yes, what we call “science,” has a long ways to go. Once it sheds its materialism and moves beyond its scarcity-based orientation, it might really go somewhere that we want to see. Yes, intention is everything.

The Aquarian Gospel was my bedtime reading companion for a couple of years when I was a teenager, and sometimes I confuse whether the Jesus anecdote that I have is from that or the NT. In one or both of them, Jesus said that when we knew the song of love, the mountains would dance for us. It is a similar idea to the harmonic lamb’s song that you refer to.

Hi Tyler:

I am happy that you are comforted. Sometimes I do not know if stuff like that that comes out of me is just the idealist talking or my experience. Let me say that the people who acted with integrity, who acted with love and consideration of others were always the people that I respected the most in the FE (or any) field, and they were always the people whom I aligned my efforts with. The greatest honor of my life was working alongside Dennis, Mr. Professor, Brian O, and so on.

On other approaches working instead of the bleating lambs, I am open to other ways working, too. The Indiana Jones path may get there, but I already had enough of that for my next few lifetimes. But, what was always missing in every effort that I ever saw was an aware and engaged public. They would tune in as Dennis threatened to pull a rabbit out of his hat, but when he didn’t, they turned on NASCAR or a soap opera. I am trying to amass a nugget of heart-centered sentience that can keep its eye on the ball, and bleat in tune and in unison. Will it work? I hope so, but nobody has made me a guarantee. :)

Yes, I believe that the dark side cannot ever really “prevail,” although it has sure had its “day in the sun,” so to speak.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#love

Ho, ho, ho and happy holidays,

Wade

[sandy]

We must not only be `bleating` our intent but we must be genuinely walking our talk or intent. Easeir said than done, however I`m gaining strength through the practice, practice, practice of my actions toward myself and fellow beings. It is getting easier with each opportunity that presents itself but by no means do I have it mastered :)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

Walking the talk is when you really get to see what you are made out of, but singing is a form of action, too. I think the hardest act for anybody on Earth is to keep love in their heart 24/7, especially when they see what is happening on Earth. To go through what Dennis has survived, to still keep trying, and to do it with love and good cheer, is the most amazing feat that I ever witnessed.

Best,

Wade

[modwiz]

Hi Sandy:

Walking the talk is when you really get to see what you are made out of, but singing is a form of action, too. I think the hardest act for anybody on Earth is to keep love in their heart 24/7, especially when they see what is happening on Earth. To go through what Dennis has survived, to still keep trying, and to do it with love and good cheer, is the most amazing feat that I ever witnessed.

Best,

Wade

Keeping the love going can be a challenge, for sure. Fortunately, it not only feels better, and right, it is the greatest 'here and now' act we can do to counteract the dark dream that has been cast upon us. That in itself is empowering and supports us to keep growing and glowing.

The abundance of our love is completely in our control. No excuses otherwise.

[Wade Frazier]

Amen, Modwiz.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I think it is time again for a little post to make it clear that I am not really operating on “faith” with my lamb’s strategy. From time-to-time, I am privately sent doubts about this Lamb’s Path strategy, and if I know it will work. It may not, but nobody should suffer for trying it out, and the upside could be extraordinary. But, I am also keenly aware that I was prepared and launched on my journey, and it is not yet finished. That voice in my head led me on my odyssey:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

and I got pretty angry with it, the last time it piped up:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice3

Was it divinely intended? I think so, but that was one hell of a rough ride that it sent me on, even if I was groomed for it almost from the cradle:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#_edn4

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#_edn2

Be careful what you ask for is all that I can say. But, if I had not survived those experiences with my sanity intact, I would never have written my site, and I would not be here at Avalon, playing the lamb’s game.

As I have stated before, my first year with Dennis was the happiest year of my life, as I was chasing my dream, even if I was fasting because it was cheaper than eating. I often think back to that winter in Boston:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

living with Dennis and his family, hearing Dennis tell his life’s story while the snow was piling up outside and we were not sure how we were going to pay the rent. We went from trying to survive what happened in Seattle to becoming Godzilla’s special project in less than two years. I have lived through going from the basement to the penthouse and back again. The biggest part of that was Dennis, but a big part is what I improbably and almost unwittingly brought to the table, even though I was not yet thirty. When Mr. Professor and I busted Dennis out of jail:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it

I had had enough of those fun and games for a lifetime, but Dennis still lured me back into it in 1996, and I nearly went to prison for my troubles:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#darker

I wish for a boring life from here on out, but playing the Avalon game, etc., is probably going to guarantee me that I won’t get my wish. I have ambivalent feelings about that, but it looks like I am being called back to the game. However, I am insisting that I play on my terms, not being drug around the continent, dodging bullets, starving, and the rest.

This is a long way of saying that I am not really operating on faith, especially the blind kind, but my radar has told me when something was up, even though they never let me in on the joke, and something is up today. Just what it is, I am not sure, but I think that there will be plenty of change coming for humanity, change that I hope that most of us survive, and I am going to see if what I envision can help. I know that stampeding lambs have never been seen before on the FE front. It won’t be a Children’s Crusade, if I can help it. I don’t want any sacrificed martyrs to grace the effort. We already have plenty of those. Love is the answer and always has been, and a sufficient nugget of heart-centered sentience may help take humanity over the hump.

We will see how it goes.

Best,

Wade

[Hughe]

some things I read some time before to do with parallel discoveries and parallel inventions. Such as the invention of radio (Lodge and Marconi) and the discovery of the "...law of the conservation of energy" formulated independently "in 1847, by Joule, Thomson, Colding and Helmholz" - it is almost as if the idea itself was already present in the ether or pre-formed in the source-field, waiting to be received by a mind - or many minds.

Oh please! Marconi never invented Radio. He was a copy cat of Nicola Tesla's patents. U.S patent office reverted Nicola Tesla's Radio patents right after he demonstrated wireless power transmission, other FE related technologies. After 80 some years U.S patent office reclaimed that Nicola Tesla was the original Radio inventor. The longest patent dispute was dismissed. Why they gave Novel prize to dirty Marconi? The fabricated truth survives long time. David Wilcox could have looked into such content. It's a shame.

Early 1900s were flourished more advanced technologies and ideas than we have nowadays. Because there were less control under governments and academic authority. The first turbine engine was used in Greek 2000 years ago. A quick googling will bring up related sites. Flying machines - South America, Middle East, Asia all have ancient records - had been used long before the Wright Brothers did first motorized flight.

History always written by the rulers. Half of records are faked or filtered when it is written on the paper.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Hughe:

Yes, the Tesla/Marconi issue is well known. Even PBS discussed the conflicts of interest that were likely behind giving Marconi the precedence, and then taking it away from him.

http://www.pbs.org/tesla/ll/ll_whoradio.html

But, as with those situations, quite a few people made the contributions that led to the radio.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Invention_of_radio#Radio_developer_comparison

The precedence issue is typical in a world of scarcity, where the winners become rich and famous, while the losers often die penniless and in obscurity. Inventors virtually never get rich and famous by pure inventing. It was only when the invention was integrated into a business effort that the inventor got the rich and famous deal. As you know, many, famous “inventors” of history really did not do the inventing. The real inventor remains obscure to this day. It is the standard story.

Even at places like the Smithsonian, inventions such Eli Whitney’s cotton gin come under fire.

http://invention.smithsonian.org/centerpieces/whole_cloth/u2ei/u2materials/eipac1.html

In a world of scarcity, theft is a common means of “commerce,” and stealing ideas is a lot less bloody than stealing land and physical wealth. :)

When abundance reigns, the “this is my idea” stuff will fade away, as will patents, etc.

Best,

Wade

[Bo Atkinson]

I would suggest that the hundred monkeys face a dilemma of disciplines apparently required. An unbridled intuition, perhaps heavenly in flavor, is prone to victimizations, as with buzz words like new age. Unbridled centralization has destabilized the globe. Balancing intuitive inspirations with analytic-mechanics is apparently a very hard sell on earth. The lures of either extreme keep humanity prone to deceptions or addictions. I'm left wondering. What sort of life-pastures will the lambs comfortably range? How will the ram guide the lambs, to balance intuition with analytics? Some lambs need more texts, others more visuals, others more meditations, others more mechanics, others cartoons, others manual skill. What system(s) will guide each monkey to their individualized balance needed, to get the total human awareness, up to the minimum threshold required?

I'll get back to reading more of your essays Wade. While at the same time wonder about this human threshold of awareness, required. Thanks for this focussed thread, to mutually ponder this together, synchronistically.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi wavydome:

Great questions. As far as I can tell, all addictive behaviors are fear-based (scarcity-based). Basically, people seek escapes, however briefly, from their miserable conditions. That easily explains all drug addictions. The “intermittent reinforcement” that gambling provides is a very temporary high that feeds the casinos. All competitive games and sports seek the same, and always at the expense of another (there is that scarcity-based dynamic once again). That is standard Young Soul behavior:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#age1

So, many of the pitfalls would be “cured” by FE and abundance, but yes, getting there is the hard part. That is why this is called a conundrum.

As a brief aside, those two future Earths that Roads visited:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roadsblade

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

are treated by many as fantasy, but I don’t. I have thought long and hard about the aspects of those civilizations, and went a long ways down the path of what likely led them to their states that Roads observed. As you can see that in the Bladerunner-ish world, the rich can buy drug-addled, illusory existences, to try to briefly escape their agony, but they never really do. At the highest levels, they have incredibly expensive genetic manipulation and other tricks to buy some kind of grace, but again, they never really achieve it.

The only difference between those worlds, in the end, is that one consciously chose love, while the other did not.

In our Camelot interview, Brian used the word “sentience” in a similar way that I do, as he described the attributes that the people who can help this along will have:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#sentience

We both came to that conclusion from many long years of trying to get people to at least think about FE and what it can mean. I eventually became a little more paradigmatic about it, and said that those people who had yet to achieve the level of required sentience have usually abdicated it, quite willingly, to get fed. I call them addictions to scarcity-based ideologies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

It was reading that essay that really brought Brian back into my orbit after several years of having little contact. He said that it was the best thing that he had seen in a long time. Just before he died, he was planning on promoting my plan for making FE happen:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#stage1

The private version of that essay was written for Brian, and it took me about a year to write it.

In my interviews with Scott:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#interviews

I said that the main purpose of my public work was helping people think comprehensively. That is closely related to the sentience that Brian described. Every person on Earth has had scarcity-based conditioning, and only those who have escaped that conditioning, or recognize it for what it is and are working on overcoming it, are candidates for achieving that abundance-based, comprehensive perspective that can help make FE happen. Everything else is a dead-end, as far as I have seen. When I have seen people try to harness the herd with those scarcity-based ideologies (especially nationalism (or other tribalisms), capitalism, or organized religion), it always turned into a disaster, partly because people adhering to those ideologies are operating from fear, and Godzilla easily manipulates them. He is the master of fear, and cannot be beaten at his game.

That is why I refer to the people that I am trying to connect with as “The Lambs,” and not because they will be “meek,” but because they will be loving. The coercive warrior way to FE will not work, because it is fear-based, operating from the negative, delusionary pole of the warrior awareness:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#warriors

when I state that the FE movement has to be loving before all else:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#stage1

I am not stating it because it is a nice thing to say. Anything less than love will be fear, and a fear-based effort does not have a prayer.

So, it always starts in the heart, but that is not the end, either. The head needs to follow, and what I noticed was that most people are scientifically illiterate, so newbies to the “alternatives” tend to disappear into a million rabbit holes that are really not very important (you can see that phenomenon all over the Avalon threads and all “alternative” forums). My upcoming essay will be my most comprehensive one yet, and the energy situation will be front and center. Previews of its themes are here:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

Once enough people with the right stuff (who have their hearts in the right place and have overcome their scarcity-based conditioning or are working hard at it) begin to think comprehensively (in Bucky style http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#fuller), then the choir will begin to form (they will be Level 12s http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12). We are a long ways from getting there, but when I see people like Ilie begin to sing, it gives me confidence that the choir can be formed, even if it starts with only five of us.

And that choir will not be some one-trick pony. Let’s say that Godzilla dies in his sleep and FE comes out tomorrow, that choir will be critical in helping FE manifest in its most benevolent way, and can even help preempt the stupid wars that the delusional Young Warriors would want to use it for (which my envisioned global peacekeeping force of grandmothers would help prevent).

Again, you asked some of the best questions that I have seen in a while, and I hoped that this response answered some of them. Off to work now.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

One of my long-time pals disagreed that addictive behaviors are rooted in misery. Instead, people seek “highs” for chemical reasons. I don’t have the time to get into it this morning in detail, but back when I was about twenty, and had never gotten drunk, had never had a drug, had never had sex, and was quite the mystical student, I did not “get” all of those addictive behaviors that I saw those around me engage in. Well, a few years later, I had been exposed to innumerable “vices” during my “descent” into the real world (the first of nine posts on that subject are here):

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=319133&viewfull=1#post319133

I kept my eyes open and radar up, trying to understand what I was seeing. In the end, all addictive behaviors that I could see were rooted in the fear that comes with economic scarcity. I will get more into it this weekend. It is kind of a companion to my upcoming energy essay, where when you develop eyes to see it, you can see that human civilization rides atop the energy situation and always has. Love is the highest of all possible feelings, and is the greatest “drug” of all, and those operating from love don’t engage in addictive behaviors. I have heard it said that love and fear are mutually exclusive feelings. I’ll buy that. And when we live with a constant underlying hum of fear (like Frank felt http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32399-A-Future-Earth&p=330505&viewfull=1#post330505), achieving a loving state and maintaining it is no easy trick. Love is the energy of creation, and love and FE are joined at the hip.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

To my previous posts on addictions, I have plenty to say on the subject, and I’ll say some of it today. This will be a theme in my energy essay, too. Anybody who has had dogs, cats or many other types of pets knows of their emotional nature, their personalities, etc. Great ape studies have discovered many human-like emotions. Researchers have begun to conclude that perhaps all animals have emotional states, and they all seem to seek “positive” ones, and they all use their “tools” to get there, which includes their intelligence. Because we all need to eat, and there are food chains (which some mystical material says is not a universal situation in planets that host biological life), every animal on Earth is also battling for survival, although it turns out that none of the great apes are very vulnerable to predation. Their greatest threats are each other, except that the greatest threat to all of the great apes is humanity.

So, all animals, as far as we can tell, seek positive emotional states, while trying to get fed and avoid becoming food. Humans do not appear to be different, and like the great apes, the only predators of note for humans are other humans. Anthropologists have determined that all humans have an instinctual fear of strangers, men especially, for obvious reasons. This goes back a long, long way, almost baked into our DNA. Also, there has never been a golden age of humanity that anthropologists have ever discovered. All civilizations have Eden-like states in their mythologies, and there is plenty of speculation on the fringes that maybe there was some golden age that has been only recalled in myth, but if it was places like Atlantis, those golden times sure did not last forever, and humans seem to be marked far more by the trauma of the distant past than primeval memories of a golden age.

When studying either the few remaining hunter-gatherer civilizations or the primitive agricultural ones, or studying the remains of ancient ones, it appears that around a third of the adult males in those societies have died violently, such as the Yanomamö of South America. Their violent fatality rate mirrors that of chimpanzee bands that have been studied. The bonobos are the only great apes to have escaped the male penchant for violence, and they did it because of economics that allowed for a different social organization:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#bonobo

As far as that word love goes, just about all of the mystical material that I ever encountered states that the reason why an ensouled species like humans exists is for our souls to learn free will in a physical body. Being physical provides lessons that can’t be learned anyplace else, and the purpose is to evolve our awareness, and the greatest accomplishment while here is to achieve the love state, which is the highest of all emotional states. It is even said that all emotional states have their root in love, as love is the energy of creation. Mystical material like Michael’s revolves nearly entirely around the love/fear issue. Michael says that agape, which is the unconditional love of others, is the great goal of all sentient species:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#michael

Ra essentially says the same thing:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#ra

and they are two of the best bodies of channeled work that I ever encountered, and I have encountered just about all of them.

Who can argue against love? It is obviously the best of all possible feelings; the summit of the human condition. Those who mastered it often became religious figures. Of course, in a world of scarcity, all religions became a way to wealth and power for the priesthood, but for all of the grotesque distortions, omissions and fabrications of Christianity, for instance, the message of love in the Jesus story comes through pretty clearly.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#jesus

So, humans have no natural predators except each other, and we, like probably all animals, seek positive emotional states, with love being our zenith. However, in a world of fear (all fears are rooted in not feeling in control of what happens to our bodies) and scarcity, achieving that feeling is not easy. That is the great challenge of being a human on Earth.

However, in a world of abundance, Bucky Fuller:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#fuller

believed that humans would rise above the survival games that humans have always played, and that the primary interest for humanity would be self-realization instead of survival, essentially climbing up Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs.

While agape is the great goal of all sentient species, all ensouled species have a physical pathway to “essence” or the soul, where a brief touch helps keep the physically-bound creature tethered to its source (that is also why we need to sleep). In some ensouled species, that physical connection is made through a vocalization, in others it is through a motion, and so on. For humans, it is through the orgasm attained during sex. As long as there has been civilization, the issue of Eros and Agape, to borrow from the Greeks, has been explored. The sex act that brings another soul through is a deeply profound one, and akin to the highest state that humans can achieve, but there is more angst, joy and other emotions invested in human sexual relations than in any other interaction.

Getting at higher emotional states through physical means is the predilection of all of humanity. While some do it through sex, meditation, prayer, exercise, and other “natural” means, many do it through “artificial” stimulants, such as TV, movies and other entertainment (on the sexual side of it, women tend to read romance novels and men consume pornography), but many do it through drugs and other stimulants, such as comfort food. Some of us get off on pursing truth or beauty.

When a person has achieved agape, all other ways of attaining higher emotional states pale to insignificance. But, as long as there has been humanity, people have glimpsed the higher emotional states through those other stimulatory ways, getting those endorphins and other “feel good” chemicals circulating. All addictive behaviors are based on chasing those higher emotional states, but they are all fleeting and eventually damaging to the organism. When they are achieved at the expense of others, that is how rich karmic entanglements are created, which can create the “friction” for the soul’s growth, but there have to be better ways than that. And groups of people can play that karmic game, such as a nation (or nations) slaughtering millions of people to steal the resources (all resources are energy-based) that make their industrialized lifestyles possible:

https://sites.google.com/site/iraqiholocaustiraqigenocide/polya-gideon

https://sites.google.com/site/afghanholocaustafghangenocide/polya-gideon-afghan-holocaust-afghan-genocide

In a world of scarcity, where predatory behaviors abound, achieving those higher emotional states is far from easy. When I descended into hell in Los Angeles:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=319133&viewfull=1#post319133

I brought my youthful idealism and naïveté into a world of great misery, where everybody was trying to use everybody else, where being a sober, non-materialistic vegetarian was not acceptable, and where everybody was trying to achieve those higher emotional states, usually in very dysfunctional ways. And what was doubly bizarre about my LA days were all the people who had come from all over the world to be there, who considered LA infinitely better than where they had come from.

What I found was that nearly everybody accepted the hellish nature of LA, and pretty much ignored the bad stuff, like walking past a dead body on the way to lunch. LA was steeped in entertainment (TV, music, films, porn), but the glitz and glamour of LA was belied by its dark underbelly, the underbelly that was best ignored, and I have seen that ignoring throughout my lifetime, especially during my career that has pretty much been confined to big cities.

Working 12-hour days is not healthy, even if sitting at a desk. But the USA is filled with that kind of “lifestyle” today. And that underlying fear is with everybody, and it can come out in subtle ways. I work in downtown Bellevue, which is one of the most pleasant urban environments on Earth, where I can run into the world’s richest man at the movie theater:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#gates

But in my office and on the first floor of my building, caffeine is readily available, to get people revved up to play the corporate game. I probably am not more than a hundred yards from coffee, anywhere within a quarter-mile of my office. Maybe it is because I have never had coffee in my life that the dynamic was clear to me, while it seemed invisible to those around me. One day I told a co-worker how corporate America gets drugged up the first thing in the morning and throughout the day on caffeine, and finishes the day with alcohol, going from one drugged state to another, and then probably flipping on the tube to achieve another addled state. He said that he never thought of it that way, and he was older than I was.

As Scott said in my interviews with him:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#interviews

he has been asking people in recent years what they would do if all of their needs were provided for. The most common answer has been “I don’t know.” They are so sucked into the rat race that they cannot even imagine what it is like to leave it. It is a close cousin to not being even able to imagine FE and abundance, as the social managers and the quest for stimulants have been so successful at keeping people completely enslaved.

So, most people are in thrall to their conditioning so deeply that it is fair to question if they are actually manifesting sentience.

But, when people begin to awaken, and see a viable alternative to what they have been sold since the cradle, I think that most would sign up in a heartbeat. Heaven on Earth sure looks like a lot more fun than what I am seeing in the world, and achieving those higher emotional states sure would be easier to achieve if people were not always riding the ragged edge of survival even if they have convinced themselves that they aren’t.

I could be wrong, however, and souls come here to play kill-or-be-killed, and do not want their game of numbed-up survival and cheap thrills to stop. If that is the case, then I want another assignment next time. But, I have a higher opinion of the creator and our reason for being here, all obvious evidence seemingly to the contrary, and even the “mystical” journey that I took and that damned voice in my head:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice3

was a mixed bag.

I am doing what I can to help people raise their eyes from the muck, and simply imagine a world based on abundance.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#abundance

I have been at it so long, however, that it has been incredible to continually witness people’s intractable resistance to the idea, as they learned early on to play the sorry game that promised them food, egocentric strokes and stimulants/comforts for their allegiance to scarcity-based ways of thinking and being:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

and when people get a glimpse of what I am talking about, they almost always chase down the rabbit holes of Levels 5 to 11:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level5

I am here to help people reach Level 12 without wasting their lives on the earlier levels. While one of the earlier levels might work, the odds are insanely long against all of them, and I am trying to see if the Level 12 approach can work.

We will see how it goes.

Best,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

Excellent post Wade :)

I can barely wait for the essay to come out!

Chop, chop! :p

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ilie:

I am not the only person who will get some patience training in the near future. :)

The Brian O essay will come first, and I am going to try hard to get it finished this month. Great man. Great message, and it will be an honor to publish it.

Then we will see how it goes in that mythical 2012. I am optimistic, although I already have tasks lined up in 2012 that will take my time and energy.

Ho, ho, ho,

Wade

[Robert J. Niewiadomski]

Wade i really like when you strike mystical strings :) Could you play them more often for us? :) The C.P.A strings make me feel lonely and cold... But it is just me...

I wish you find time, peace and positive energy in abundance to complete your FE tasks :) And may your day job give you a moment to breathe...

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Robert:

Yes, I play a few different instruments, and they don’t always make a symphony. The thread of my mystical understanding runs throughout my work, as does my CPA and scientist’s understanding. Every essay on my site is somebody’s favorite, and those essays run the gamut, from dry historian to airy-fairy mystic. Yes, the CPA-ish parts can seem more sterile, and for that you have my apologies. Hiding out in corporate America I am sure is part of it, as is my tendency to want to stick to the facts, which a mystical orientation makes more challenging.

I can see myself becoming less CPA-ish and more mystical as I grow old, but, really, the CPA-ish, scientist part is the one that makes things happen. The mystical part is the part that helps guide the tools. The CPA-ish part is what keeps the mystical part rooted in this reality. It probably comes to the fore when I see half-cocked New Agers think they are going to scale the FE ramparts, with The Secret tucked under one arm, about five minutes after they heard of FE for the first time. Once I am in a forum where I am not dealing with those delusions continually, you may see me wax mystically a little more often.

As I grow older, I wonder if those various aspects will find a greater harmony, at least for readers like you. I sure hope so. We will see how it goes.

Best,

Wade

[CdnSirian]

Hi Robert:

Yes, I play a few different instruments, and they don’t always make a symphony. The thread of my mystical understanding runs throughout my work, as does my CPA and scientist’s understanding. Every essay on my site is somebody’s favorite, and those essays run the gamut, from dry historian to airy-fairy mystic. Yes, the CPA-ish parts can seem more sterile, and for that you have my apologies. Hiding out in corporate America I am sure is part of it, as is my tendency to want to stick to the facts, which a mystical orientation makes more challenging.

I can see myself becoming less CPA-ish and more mystical as I grow old, but, really, the CPA-ish, scientist part is the one that makes things happen. The mystical part is the part that helps guide the tools. The CPA-ish part is what keeps the mystical part rooted in this reality. It probably comes to the fore when I see half-cocked New Agers think they are going to scale the FE ramparts, with The Secret tucked under one arm, about five minutes after they heard of FE for the first time. Once I am in a forum where I am not dealing with those delusions continually, you may see me wax mystically a little more often.

As I grow older, I wonder if those various aspects will find a greater harmony, at least for readers like you. I sure hope so. We will see how it goes.

Best,

Wade

I love your airy-fairy mystic side (I am of the extreme airy-fairy Swan Lake and Giselle-ish ilk myself). And your other sides too. Dry historian posts are enlightening and CPA-ish posts also have given much to my inquiring mind. Your post #1345 transcended even the writings on your site, for me, an admitted airy-fairy type. I do appreciate the more "grounded" real life issues. For while dancers are very airy-fairy, it is only gravity that gives them their thrust into the loftier currents. I am sure you will find the harmony. Regards.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi CdnSirian:

I come from a family of writers, and had writing pretensions when I was young, writing science fiction and fantasy. I eventually let those youthful dreams go as I began my journey in the real world. Then I had my wild ride with Dennis. More than twenty years ago, I wrote as therapy, trying to make sense of what I survived. Then I began my research effort, which continues. After several years of reading everything that I could get my hands on, I created my first site in 1996, which came down the next year. Then in 1999, after two years of full-time research and writing, I put up the second version. It was long-winded, even more than my writings today ( :) ). That writing stuff sure was not easy, as I discovered.

Then a cyberpal that I encountered in a forum offered to edit my site. She was a professional editor, and I hired her. That process helped my writing dramatically. One professional writer friend had read my earlier work, and the changes after digesting my editor’s lessons were so marked that my writer friend began to doubt that I was really doing the writing, as if I had hired a ghost writer.

Then I spent another year-and-a-half, between full-time consulting gigs, doing more research and writing. That effort coincided with my midlife crisis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#crisis

and it was a monster. In 2003, I resumed my career, and have been writing technical business documents ever since, which took my writing skillset to another level. My day job helped make my web writings more precise. Of course, it is on the CPA-ish side of the fence, so my writings are less airy-fairy than ever. There are upsides and downsides to that. But as I look back, it is ironic that I came from a family of writers, had dreams of writing fiction when young, to abandon it as a boyish fantasy, to eventually do the kind of writing that I do, because I have a mission. And almost none of it was really planned, or it has turned out radically different than planned.

By about 1994, I planned to take two years off after I put my wife through graduate school and write a book. Dennis came calling in the meantime, and I did my second stint with him:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#darker

and nearly went to prison for my efforts. When I finally came home to Seattle, I began the writing that became my second site. Then I hired that editor, and the third version was produced, with me finishing it in September 2002, when I was in the second, agonizing stage of my midlife crisis. I was unemployed and had a front-row seat for the invasion of Iraq, which was one of the greatest nightmares of my life:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#invading

Until 2001, I still had notions of writing a book, with my site being a companion to it. I eventually came to realize that with my writing style, with all the interlinks, it was not suitable for becoming a book, and I felt that a three-hundred-page distillation of my writings would be pretty weak. I also had many friends who had written books, and the book-publishing path looked like no fun. It bankrupted Brian O. Also, publishing a book seemed like part of the devil’s flypaper, where I would have my name and face on a book, promoting it, and trying to get paid. People were encouraging me to parlay my site into an advanced degree or other prize. I realized that I had to publish my work in the spirit in which I was doing it, so I determined that I would always give away my writings (“be the change you want to see,” and all that).

It was not until after I completed the 2002 version of my site that a cyberpal who was Bucky’s pupil told me that I was a comprehensivist:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#fuller

Then I read a couple of Fuller’s books and said to myself, “Oh, that is what I have been doing.” I was a seat-of-the-britches comprehensivist, not understanding that that was what I had been doing. Reading Fuller helped crystallize my thinking, and all of those short essays that I have written since 2002:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/home.htm#activist

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/home.htm#comprehensive

were more consciously comprehensive than my 2002 site’s writings. As I was finishing the 2002 version of my site, I realized that that writing stuff was hard, and that I was not very good at it. It was really an effort, and still is.

Several years later, after writing technical business documents the entire time, I find that I accept my limitations as a writer and actually enjoy the process, but what a long time it took. I still have a long ways to go, both technically and structurally, as a writer, but wanting to become a better writer can be a trap, too. Today, I do not strive for writerly eloquence, but just getting my ideas and information across in the clearest way that I can.

Also, the subject matter that I tackle is anything but tame. Writing about the Jewish Holocaust nearly wrecked my marriage:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#anti

Writing that part of my site was the final straw for my drinking days, as I became a sad drunk instead of a happy drunk. I quit drinking in 2000, and thank God that I did. I quit drinking just as my midlife crisis was beginning. If I had been drinking during my midlife crisis, I might not be alive today.

As it is, I did not “extinguish” my chief feature, impatience:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#reading

during my midlife crisis, and wrestle with it today, which can be seen in my forum writings, as I am continually inundated with people with inventor-itis, sneaky agendas, New Age-itis and so on, and this is the nice forum. :)

I am a frail human, like the rest of us. Having a dream and chasing it sure was educational, and it definitely made me a better person, if wounded. But, I look at my essays, the long ones that comprise the bulk of my 2002 site:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#use

and want to take a year or two to rewrite all of them. I think that they all hold up pretty well, ten years later, but I could make them so much better. But, at my age, if I take any time off, it would mean the end of my career, so I have to keep up this juggling act as long as I can.

My Avalon experience was not planned. When I began coming out of my midlife crisis in late 2006, after receiving professional help, I began reengaging the public again, little by little, and eventually found that Internet forums had degenerated far more than I supposed in the five years that I had been away from them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/critics.htm#_edn1

My banning at ATS, after having numerous dismaying experiences in other forums, told me that all-comer forums were dead ends for the subject matter that I tackle. Last year, I decided that when I finished my energy essay, I would have to begin an invitation-only forum, to get the conversation going at a high level, to begin to form that choir. I was not looking forward to doing it, but it was the only way that I saw to get the conversation going that I envisioned.

So, it was a very pleasant surprise to see that Bill had come to the same conclusion that I did, and started this Avalon forum. Making my 656 posts at Avalon since January has definitely delayed the completion of my energy essay, but I also got to meet Ilie and gang. Watching Ilie quickly progress through the Levels to Level 12:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12

showed me that what I was trying to do was feasible (Ilie was probably in Levels 6 to 8 when I started at Avalon). So, this has not been time wasted, not by any means.

Also, what has been happening in recent years is that I am growing old. As Indiana Jones said, it is not the years, but the miles. My high-stress life is catching up with me, and I have been burying quite a few friends and family members in recent years, and I can tell that my brain is not as nimble as it used to be (it could be some of my recent health issues, but it could just be getting old). I probably have between ten and fifteen good years ahead of me, before I enter my dotage, and I need to make them count, both on the career and writing fronts, as well as playing husband, helpful relative, and so forth.

In finishing, I feel a lot of pressure to get that energy essay written, after I get that Brian O essay written (this month, I hope), while juggling my intense job, my duties as husband, friend and patriarch of my family (which happened when I was not looking – I never signed up for it, but here I am, the family patriarch, who never had children, irony of ironies).

We will see how it goes.

Best,

Wade

[Dennis Leahy]

Well, it will take a while to completely digest your last post (mostly because of the linked references, and my inability to always stay on-track and not follow tangents once I enter your site.)

However, it does prompt me to just stop and say, "I love you, Wade!"

I want you to know you're loved and appreciated for genuinely being who you are and for your dedication to humanity. You are one in a trillion!

Dennis

[Mike]

Wade, wow, what an awesome post. i too harbor(ed?) illusions of being a writer, so i can completely relate to your situation. being a Hemingway guy, i do appreciate short, declaritive statements; and for the record, i find your writing to be refreshingly clear and lucid and enjoyable. the info is tough enough to tackle without any sort of Joycean pretensions;)

thanks for sharing such personal info here;) i personally find your journey to be very uplifting, and your courage inspiring. thanks for everything you do!

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks Dennis and Chinaski:

Your kind words are appreciated. I am burying a household member this evening, and dealing with a lot of grief at the moment. I might be relatively quiet for a few days.

Best,

Wade

[eaglespirit]

Thanks Dennis and Chinaski:

Your kind words are appreciated. I am burying a household member this evening, and dealing with a lot of grief at the moment. I might be relatively quiet for a few days.

Best,

Wade

Condolences, Wade!

[CdnSirian]

Thanks Dennis and Chinaski:

Your kind words are appreciated. I am burying a household member this evening, and dealing with a lot of grief at the moment. I might be relatively quiet for a few days.

Best,

Wade

Deepest condolences Wade. Burying friends and relatives has become a too oft event for me and I empathize.

[sandy]

Sorry to hear about your loss Wade, my condolences to you and your loved ones. Soft, gentle long Hugs to all.

Just wanted to say what I love about you the most is your 'genuine being'. After 4 months with my troubled brother 24/7 and resulting other family members coming to visit, I have wearied to say the least and your thread and sharing have been the most support and help to keep to me from falling back to far. Maybe I need to put an ad in the paper and start an awake and aware support group as I have yet to meet anyone in the last 2 1/2 years since I landed here. :)

Coming here to read and grow refreshes me, inspires me and gently reminds me when I'm on the pity pot from lack of true understanding or sharing, to get up and keep going>>>>>>>>>thank you and all the great posters for IMO this is the most genuine and heartfelt thread for me on the Avalon forum.

Take Care

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks for all the kind thoughts. It was not a person we lost, but our last cat. My wife has had cats almost continuously for thirty years, and we have had cats continually for twenty-one years. Our other cat died four years ago. They are buried under the same apple tree.

In recent years, I have lost favorite uncles, a college roommate, Brian O, and several others. I shed a tear whenever I get the news (I don’t know about you, but I end up hearing about a lot of them via email or the Internet anymore), but the loss of our pets has hit us harder. After our other cat died (she lived to be almost eighteen), we looked into that pet-related grief, and found that we were far from alone. I have heard various theories for that dynamic, but all I know is that we miss them terribly. We look forward to seeing them again on “the other side.” Attached is our last cat “reading” with me when she was a kitten. That picture is nearly seventeen years old. She had cancer for the better part of a year, so we knew the end was near. We will likely be cat-less for some time.

I will be dealing with the aftermath today, and will be pretty busy at work in the coming week and working on Brian’s essay. Sorry to hear about your loneliness Sandy, but know you are not alone! :) Finding the awake and awakening these days is like looking for needles in haystacks. In some channelings of the future, the awake may well congregate someplace on Earth eventually and form a true Utopia, to show humanity how it is done. There is nothing on Earth like it yet, but we will see how it goes. Maybe we will find ourselves there one day. A sufficient gathering of truly enlightened beings could make FE happen in a snap.

Best,

Wade

[Ernie Nemeth]

So sorry to hear of your loss, my condolances, Wade.
Love the picture of the kitty.
And, I think even you will be surprised to learn how many of us there are.

When the time is ripe they will appear as if by magic!

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks Ernie:

I’ll take The Muppet Movie:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pvAKPM3gCs&feature=related

or It’s a Wonderful Life ending any day. :)

Best,

Wade

[CdnSirian]

Pets are people too - always gut wrenching to say so long to them. I love the way they visit us after their physical deaths. They continue to make us laugh..

[Simonm]

Being a newbie to all of this and a recent awakee (?) I am utterly overwhelmed with all this inforamtion. My head is about to explode. I thank you all, especially you Wade for my ongoing education.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi SimonM:

Welcome, and please take it slowly if you can. There is plenty to digest.

Best,

Wade

[ulli]

Wade.
It does feel awful...burying a pet is so horrible.
My cat was nearly 18 when he decided to shed his body, on January 2nd this year.
The thought crossed my mind that another stray might show up but then I thought...no, not here, where we live out in the sticks.
Costa Rica is not a cat country anyway, so even in the city stray kittens are hard to come by.
Then I traveled, and didn't return until after Easter week. That's when the stray appeared, timing was excellent; any sooner or I wouldn't have been around.
Kittie was very, very young and hungry. All the siblings had starved to death as someone had poisoned their mother who was looking for food outside a restaurant.
The kitten was extremely wild, and took me one whole month to tame enough to enter the house.

Now nearly 9 months old it has completely taken over, and strangely enough, displays all the same habits of our other cat who died in January.
Cat reincarnation is a fact...no one can tell me otherwise.
Kittie looks quite a bit like your cat, by the way. But Kittie will be the last as in 17 years I will be nearly 80.
Don't want to leave behind any orphaned cats.
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=9521&thumb=1&d=1314112038

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks Ulli:

A friend wrote this weekend:

“I doubt you will be without a cat for very long. Cats in need have an acute sense for knowing which door to scratch on...”

You may be able to relate. :)

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

The action has been on another thread lately, which began with this post:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=377563&viewfull=1#post377563

[Robert J. Niewiadomski]

Hi :)

I will be away for a while. Will keep on humming :) See you later :)

[Scott]

Hey Wade :)

Just a heads up, i have posted the interview with Foster Gamble about Thrive documentary, we covered a lot of areas.
Archives : Foster Gamble - Thrive - What Would It Be Like? (http://www.spectrumradionetwork.com/Archive/foster-gamble-thrive-what-would-it-be-like.html)

Foster is a big fan of Buckminster Fuller and comprehensive thinking, I think the interview reflects that. He even thanked me at the end of the interview as from what he says he usually is interviewed about specific area's only.

Having talked to Adam Trombly and yourself so many times now, speaking about multiple subjects in one conversation is becoming the norm :)

P.S when this interview went live Tuesday @ 8pm pacific 11pm eastern it crashed the server the website is hosted on after about the first 10 minutes.

Scott

[David Hughes]

I see mention of that Irish company STEORN over on Ilies thread. I first heard of them on an Irish news website a couple of years ago. After I finished Brian O' Leary's book, I wrote him an email thanking him for writing it, and also sent him a link to the news article. Brian responded mentioning that he had heard about STEORN and actually called in to them while he was in Dublin the previous week, and how it was a shame that they were closed at the time he arrived. He then posted me a link to Wade's ahealedplanet.net and suggested i read the material on it.

Funny the way things work out. No shortage of coincidences and synchronicities.

Edit: Here's a STEORN update as of 2018....
http://dispatchesfromthefuture.com/

Seoul isn't too different to LA in many ways - plenty of concrete and lots of air pollution.

Here is one of the images of the earth that i have on rotation on my desktop at work. I look at it and I try and imagine what it would be like with FE. I find it much easier for me to imagine things this way:

11935

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Tyler:

I have stated it plenty on the threads, but in the circles that I run around in, and used to run around in, I can’t help but be aware of efforts like Steorn’s; I have been bombarded with emails about them over the years. When I first heard of them, I had two primary reactions. The first was that they were lambs to the slaughter, trying some PR route while playing a quasi-secret, capitalist game. That was my overriding reaction, because I had seen stuff like that so many times before. The second reaction was that Godzilla was either allowing it to happen, to either let them be the people to bring it out, or he would help them fall on their swords when the time was right, to further muddy the FE waters. I doubt that they are scammers, but well-intended and highly naïve.

I really do not follow them much, or anybody else, either, like Rossi. It only takes a moment to see their approaches to realize how they are trying to play the game. They might have risen to the nuisance level where some action is being taken, either through subtle means or more direct (there is speculation that Steorn was made a direct threat, which led to all that egg on their faces those few years ago). If their stuff works as advertised, they are probably around intervention levels 3-to-5:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/risk.htm#graphic

Again, I have no interest in watching more aspirants get munched, especially the naïve ones who just have to sally forth, either thinking the dragon either does not exist or died, or can be reasoned with or taken out with a crafty blow. I really don’t like to watch.

I was reading some recent stuff that repeats a theme that I have encountered for more than twenty-five years. When people get past denial that the GCs exist, and begin to acknowledge that maybe they are out there, one of the more common responses is to attribute benevolent motivation to the GCs. In that worldview, the GCs are immensely wise elites, and they know best what humanity can and cannot handle, and Star Trek and other works are designed to slowly wake the slumbering beast, so that humans can eventually handle FE and abundance. GC insiders also say those things. I don’t buy it.

In the big picture, we are all children of the creator, but that does not mean that everybody’s actions arise from benevolent intent. Heck, nobody I know of always acts out of benevolent intent. We all have to deal with conflicted motivation in our world of scarcity. But if the GCs were really trying to bring us along, we would not be subject to toxic waste in our water (and called medicine, of all things http://www.ahealedplanet.net/fluoride.htm ), all manner of mind-numbing indoctrination, the suppression of medical treatments that work and are cheap and harmless (http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm), endless resource wars, and so on.

It is tempting to think that the people we have given our power away to are responsibly handing it. Well, if screwing us over with our own power is being responsible, then maybe they are really the good guys. :)

The key to making FE and abundance happen is to take back our power, but gently and lovingly, and realizing that this entire dance has been a co-created experience, and that there are no victims here. Now, that is perhaps the most difficult feat on Earth, to act like a creator instead of a victim, but it is the only way out that I see, and the only way out that I want to try.

Gotta go to bed now.

Best,

Wade

P.S. You have probably heard it before, but when astronauts were coming and going from the moon and they saw that view of Earth that you put up, it changed them all, at times profoundly. It is our home, and we need to take vastly better care of it. That has probably been the overriding motivation behind my journey.

[David Hughes]

Wade,

Based on everything that you have previously written in your posts here and on your website, it would very difficult to argue against you. Impossible i'd say :) And as you say, the only way an inventor like STEORN or whoever is going to make it is only if they are allowed to.

[Ol' Roy]

Hey Scott, Excellent interview with Foster Gamble! I have seen the movie Thrive before. There is so much info there. Your interview just contributed some more to my education. Thanks

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Tyler:

The hardest trick when you begin to understand is to still love humanity where it is today, to see beneath the layers of our frightened personalities to the divinity within. You probably cannot achieve it without finding it in yourself, first. I have written before that everybody who has played at the FE Game’s high levels has had to deal with their disgust with humanity. It can get ugly, especially when the stakes become insanely high.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#disgust

If those playing at the high levels cannot overcome that reaction, they will then lose their effectiveness. Only love can overcome it; with a full heart, the eyes can see more clearly and deeply.

I was recently asked about my levels of the free energy onion:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#peeling

and where it came from, why I use it, etc. I will give a little background on it and why I use it.

I wrote the essay a few years ago:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm

I think I wrote it because some progressive activists had contacted me, but did not appear to see the big picture around FE, so that essay was another attempt to broaden their perspective so that we could have productive exchanges (they still did not understand when it was all over, sigh). As I was finishing the first draft of that essay, I was seeing responses that told me that I really had my work cut out for me, if we were going to have productive exchanges. In fact, I think that those exchanges helped inspire me to make that upcoming energy essay into something that I have not written since I finished the most recent version of my site in 2002. That energy essay will be paradigmatic, in a way that none of my other essays have aspired to. The reason is that very few people have a comprehensive perspective and see where energy fits into the picture, and how abundant energy could shift the entire human journey in ways that can be hard to imagine:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#advanced

To people without comprehensive perspectives, it looks like FE and the money system and vaccinations and elite skullduggery and fluoridation are all at the same level of importance, so they hack at the first branch that they see and often disappear down that rabbit hole. When Godzilla sees that, he knows that the game is well in hand, because almost nobody has their eye on the ball. Godzilla knows very keenly where the leverage points are, and nothing has more of Godzilla’s attention than potentially disruptive energy technologies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#make

and Dennis was putting disruptive energy technology on the market in a way that nobody had done before, which made him very dangerous, and we were treated accordingly:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

I have been regularly challenged about Dennis’s billion dollar offer:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

by people who had very little understanding of how the world really works, especially when we begin to talk about the business world, barriers of entry, sunk costs, raising money, cornering markets, how the government intervenes, and so on. They don’t have a framework to distinguish what Dennis was doing versus some garage tinkerer or FE theoretician. I made some other essays to make my point on that score, such as this one:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/risk.htm

So, a great deal of my effort, especially in the past several years, has been to help people see the big picture. So, on to that FE Onion chart.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#chart

In one of Brian O’s books, he used an onion analogy when discussing what happens when you begin to snoop into the FE situation. He wrote that there were many layers that you had to uncover to get at the truth. It can be a bewildering experience, but for those who ardently pursue it, we usually come to the same general vicinity of understanding.

That section and table of the FE Onion layers was an afterthought to that essay, as I could see that those progressives weren’t seeing the picture. I would get a Level 3 response, then a Level 7, then a Level 10, with each thinking that they had some new, unusual, and helpful perspective that would solve the riddle. I then decided to put the innumerable reactions that I had seen over the years into a framework where the dynamic was more easily understood.

As I have written before, that essay brought Brian back into my orbit, and we did that Camelot interview the next year:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm

Brian said that it was the best essay that he had seen in a long time, and he began talking about the FE Onion’s layers in his interviews. He understood, even though he had not really been through the meat grinder. Brian’s perspective was the closest to mine that I have encountered, but we came to our perspectives through different paths, although there were plenty of overlaps:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#oleary

When you play at the high levels in anything, it does not take long to tell where somebody is on the path. You can’t spin the BS for long, if the conversation becomes involved. I became one of Brian’s fans in 1996, when he published Miracle in the Void (I bought 35 copies of it and handed them out to family and friends). I had strong doubts that his “Paul Revere of FE” effort would pan out as he hoped it would, but he honestly did the work, and it was educational to hear him talk about the experience after he rode the world for five years, knocking on all the doors that he could:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#governor

I will write about our encounters and relationship in my upcoming Brian essay.

Anyway, the FE Onion was intended as a tutorial device that could organize the many reactions to FE that I had seen over the years. As I stated earlier, anybody who reads my Avalon threads can see that they are not theoretical, as many of those layers are evident in the responses that Avalon members have posted to my threads (or look at my ATS threads http://www.ahealedplanet.net/critics.htm#_edn1). The purpose was to help people understand what layer they were in, and to recognize where others were. Not knowing can be fatal in this field. My progression was from 0 to 10 to 12.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=138804&viewfull=1#post138804

But I have watched people waste their lives or prematurely die in the other layers. People in levels 6, 7, 9, and 10 usually scare me. Those are the potentially deadly levels where people can encounter Godzilla and other predators in the FE jungle (or, more commonly, your "allies" do you in). When I see gung-ho-ers who are obviously in those levels, I do what I can to sober them up. Many lives have been wasted down those rabbit holes, and I do not want any more premature deaths or wrecked lives on my conscience.

So, to make it clear, that chart of the FE Onion’s layers is only an organizing device that I developed (partly so I could use shorthand to refer to them, without spending pages and pages repeating myself) and, truly, no layer is “better” than any other. As they say, it is about the journey, not the destination. But because I am here at Avalon and have yet to be silenced, I see a false sense of security at Avalon at times. I play a potentially deadly game, but I am trying to play it in a way where nobody is risking their lives. That is not an easy trick in this field, but I am trying.

But, some observations about the layers I think can be useful. Every level below level 12 is partly or wholly rooted in ignorance or fear. Level 12 is love-based, as are the lofty layers at 16, 18, 19, 20, and 21. I am trying to amass enough Level 12s so we can help catalyze humanity’s shift to Level 16. That is my hope. But, if FE came out tomorrow because Godzilla allowed it or the ETs or Ascended Masters decreed that it was time for the fear and scarcity game to end, Level 12s will be extremely useful for the transition period, and it can be one heck of a lot of fun to be a Level 12. I have only met a few Level 12s in my life, and I am trying to help more people get there. Ilie and some others at Avalon seem to have, and that is really all that I can ask for.

For the frustration and impatience that can come through in my Avalon posts, know that meeting Ilie and friends at Avalon has been one of the more rewarding experiences of my life. This happened before I planned it to, but to not even put up my energy essay and have people reach Level 12 anyway is a blessing that I was not counting on.

We will see where this all goes.

Ho, ho, ho,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Ho, ho, ho Robert. Have fun.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As I am writing my Brian essay, I am thinking about how my paradigm shifted over the years, especially relating to the energy situation. Brian, Dennis, and quite a few others in the alternative energy field have traced their interest to America’s first energy crisis in 1973. After generations of unprecedented increases in energy consumption per capita and a lifestyle bubble that history had never seen before, America’s energy consumption per capita has been stagnant since 1973. I just made a chart of it from publicly-available information, and energy per-capita consumption in the USA doubled between 1880 and 1920. The vagaries of the Great Depression saw the number slightly decline by 1940. Between World War II and 1973, it nearly doubled again. That near-century was history’s most spectacular increase in a people’s standard of living.

Since 1973, the per-capita consumption number has been stagnant, and today’s number is actually slightly lower than 1973’s.

Not coincidentally, American real wages per hour peaked in 1973:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/simon.htm#decline

and have declined since then. Energy runs the real economy and always has. The financial economy is only the accounting game, and is often used to manipulate the real economy. Wall Street and the big banks are pretty much huge parasites. There are many stark reminders of how America’s standard of living has declined since 1973, such as how stay-at-home parents vanished, such as how the cost of college has skyrocketed (my college degree earned in 1981 was virtually free), and so on. It has been amazing to see those changes in my lifetime.

My mentor invented his engine more than a year before the oil crisis hit:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

but my awareness of the stir that his engine created coincided with the oil crisis, with its gas lines, at the same time as my mystical awakening:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#my

I clearly recall thinking that alternative energy could transform the world in many ways, but I also thought that shadowy interests would oppose it, and I thought that I would take them on, in my boyish fantasy. What I could do about it at age sixteen, I had no idea, but I nursed that dream for many years, until I met Dennis in 1986:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#hitting

Be careful what you wish for. :)

The voice that led me from studying science to business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

obviously set me up for my ride with Dennis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

Being manipulated in that way is a mixed blessing, let me tell you.

My business background came in very handy for my ride with Dennis and afterward, and my initial orientation with Dennis was the business end of it. We all knew that the transformative potential of alternative energy was immense, but when I met Dennis, none of us were thinking of free energy.

Dennis had just engaged in the greatest run that anybody ever had to bring alternative energy to the American marketplace, and his operation was wiped out with extreme prejudice:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

with my business background, what impressed me most of all were Dennis’s ingenious marketing plans:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#sfs

The free energy stuff came later. Our first inkling of FE came when the Seattle company was dying and Dennis heard of Joe Newman. I consider Joe an FE casualty, as he eventually went off the deep end, such are the perils of the FE path. When Dennis got his FE idea several months later in Boston:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

that was when we seriously began thinking about FE. However, most of our effort was devoted to navigating the shark tank, getting something going, and then when the sledgehammer came down:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

we were just trying to survive the death blows that were raining down on us. We did not have much time to think about what a world based on FE would look like, although we knew even than that we could barely imagine what that would look like. Even though I was a “big picture” guy, it was a while before I really began to think about the situation as I do today. As I staggered out of Ventura in 1990, I realized that whatever I had been taught about how the world worked was probably wrong, and began my studies. The alternative media was one of my first areas of study:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm

which quickly led me to versions of history that could not be found in my textbooks:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#more

people like Ralph McGehee:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/mcgehee.htm

Noam Chomsky:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#chomsky

etc. I muddled through thermodynamics textbooks, studied patents, spent many days rifling through the stacks and reading microfilm in universities in several states, in public library systems, and so on.

Perhaps it was my business background, and perhaps it was because of what I saw with Dennis, but it quickly became evident that what we call history, particularly in the past five hundred years, is a series of events where those with the technological upper hand exploited those with less “advanced” technology, and the exploitation was always primarily economic. In the days before industrialization, arable land was the primary source of real wealth (energy-based, of course), so controlling distant lands and peoples became the predilection of Europe for hundreds of years as they conquered the world. To the extent that such history was taught at all to schoolboys like me, it was a tale of glory. From the perspective of the conquered and exploited, however, it was a tale of disaster, slavery, and extinction. I particularly focused on Europe’s conquest of the Western Hemisphere:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#colonialism

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#before

Perhaps ironically, I have relatives who are directly descended from Christopher Columbus and other European conquerors:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/columbus.htm#introduction

and I have had to sit and listen to the chest-beating over the years, and I let my relatives wallow in their “noble” lineages.

I have stated it plenty in my interviews and on my site, that I was a seat-of-the-pants comprehensivist who did not know what being a comprehensivist was. It was not until I finished the 2002 version of my site that I was introduced to Bucky Fuller’s work:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#fuller

and then I understood a lot better what I had been groping toward. I wrote my original energy essay:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm

before encountering Fuller. As I look back at that essay, I can see the path I was on, but my upcoming essay will take it to a new level. After reading Fuller, I then encountered the Peak Oilers and studied their work:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hooked.htm

and my readings spidered into many related areas. For the past nine years, I have been performing my studies, in my “spare” time, with a comprehensive perspective firmly in place. Being consciously comprehensive has been a great boon. I began encountering openly-Marxian analytics, and realized that, Adam Smith and friends aside, economics-based analyses had been around for a while. I encountered some truly brilliant ones, and it made me wonder why Marx has been so reviled in the West. I eventually began reading some of Marx’s work:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#_edn6

and saw another professional ancestor, but one who had to get over his Young Warrior delusions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#warriors

and Messiah Complex before he began advocating peaceful change later in his life (which the Communists obviously rejected, needing to break some eggs to make those omelettes – the means become the ends, guys: http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#idealist).

And I also began seeing how the materialism of the Marxists and the scientific establishment really hampered their perspective:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#subtle

The Radical Left is big into Marxian analytics, and it eventually became clear to me how blinkered their perspective was, even though their hearts are largely in the right place and many of them are highly intelligent. I have not given up hope on them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/radleft.htm

but their structuralist perspective really limits their awareness:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#conspiracism

I have been aware of the Free Software movement and its open-source ideals for a long time:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/freesoft.htm

and interacted with about the biggest name in the field, but he was trapped by his scientism, alas. Materialism, rationalism and scientism are the traps of the “intelligent” in today’s world. Ironically, the greatest physicists were all a bunch of mystics, to one degree or another:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#mystical

I see the scientism of the Sagans and “skeptics”:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#sagan

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#friends

as a close cousin to the priesthoods that corrupted and co-opted the teachings of the masters. It is the hacks who wreck it, as they betray the spirit of the great ones for personal gain, and in a world of scarcity, that gain is always primarily economic.

So, my perspective continues to evolve, but the events that really launched me were my years with Dennis. It is not until you try out your bright ideas in the real world that your education truly begins. As I look at my life, I separate my journey into two parts: before Dennis, and after Dennis. Without that ride with Dennis, I probably would have little to say of importance. I constantly encounter “intellectuals” and “activists” who propose this or that solution, but their inexperience and naïveté shouts at me. I have encountered them countless times in the FE milieu, as they play in all of those levels below Level 12:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#chart

Trying to raise FE awareness has been very educational, and comparing notes with people like Brian O was fruitful.

I am not fit to play Indiana Jones’s sidekick anymore, and I do not want to do it. I am sure that I would learn more if I did, but I also might not survive the experience. Lately, I have encountered and engaged some of the biggest names in the field who have been at this for a very long time. They described the primary lessons of their journeys, and as I listened, they all basically confirmed the understanding that I gained over the years. It really is not that hard to understand, from an intellectual level. The hard part is to stop thinking like a victim and start thinking like a creator, and that begins in the heart. When people do that, entire new worlds of awareness open up. When people shed their scarcity-based conditioning:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

they begin to truly think for the first time, and lay claim to that sentience that is our birthright but has been abdicated by nearly everybody in the name of security.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#naive

A full belly is a nice feeling, but being sentient means a whole lot more than worshipping comfort and temporarily sating our addictions.

When enough of us can achieve it, to form an FE critical mass, the true adventure will only be beginning.

Best,

Wade

[David Hughes]

Wade,

It’s a whole mixture of emotions for me – shame, wonder, and excitement would be the main ones. I have felt anger and disgust about the situation in the past but those are not emotions that I like to pursue or dwell on.

I've decided to spend the next few months re-reading your website. Can't do any harm having a second read through...

I wonder where Kim Jong Il will end up?

[sandy]

Hi Tyler,

Don't you think he will end up in the same place as you ? :)

Have a great Holiday Season everyone. Holding you all in my heart and sending you lots of love and harmony. Don't forget to share and bank the wonderful moments of joy, peace and love along the way.

[David Hughes]

Hey Sandy,

Yes, different routes to the same place. :)

Have a good one yourself!

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Tyler:

Well, we do end up in the same place, but the experience is different. We go to where we are attracted:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#monroe

Kim may currently be in megalomania “heaven,” and will be there as long as he wants to be. That “heaven” has its particular challenges, such as it is running out of room for the statues that its members want to erect to themselves. :) That is not the “heaven” that you will be attracted to, but you may meet him in “The Park” (Monroe’s Focus 27) when you both move a little further from the Earth experience and meet up with your souls. Kim may be in his “heaven” for a while, though. Maybe you can help him leave it, if he is still there when you pass through.

Releasing judgment of others is one of the hardest tricks there is. We are such experts at judging each other. As Sandy knows, releasing judgment can only be done through love.

Lately, I have been thinking about a way that I can get that year to redo my site. I would like two years, but one will have to be enough for now. I might get to do it before I get too much older. If I get to rewrite my site, it will be more comprehensive, better written, but probably longer, too. :) I would add plenty of new material to it. I am constantly reading, and would like to spend time studying various aspects of my site and revising them (I doubt that any of my conclusions will change much, but I would improve the depth of the studies). Most of the areas where I would really like to do a makeover are the more scientific aspects.

For instance, I would like to spend time on the chemistry of fluorine more (toxic waste and brain-damaging enzyme poison becomes a tooth’s best friend http://www.ahealedplanet.net/fluoride.htm), the science behind vaccinations (see some of Tenpenny’s work http://drtenpenny.com/default.aspx - they are certainly not safe and effective http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#vaccination), studies on the Taino (http://www.ahealedplanet.net/columbus.htm#note). I would probably spend more time on pleomorphism. In maybe no other area can we see the flimsy foundation of Western medicine, when those microscopes clearly point to subcellular dynamics that have been suppressed by the mainstream since the 1800s, beginning with Pasteur http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#pasteur). The surviving micrographs of Rife’s scopes, and the things that can be seen through Naessens’s scopes today, pretty much overturn the foundations of modern medicine, and Rife’s scopes are nearly a hundred years old. There are not many situations more incredible than that.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=232094&highlight=rife#post232094

Of course, orthodox optical theory cannot explain how the Rife and Naessens scopes attain their resolutions, so it is better not to look through their lenses. :)

I may not have the stomach to revise my war essay much (http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm), but I would like to make it a little more paradigmatic.

Gotta run off to work now.

Ho, ho, ho,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

While reading Wade's post I recalled the arguments "pro-specialization" that we had in school.

One teacher used to say that you need to specialize and become an expert and know very very much about a tiny niche. The opposite of that is a person that is "all over the place" and lacks "focus" without a deep understanding of any one field, a "superficial person".

Fortunately I did not buy into that (very much :becky:). And I noticed something very interesting. All though my passion has been technology and computers, I did study other things too, not in dept but enough to understand them. And this overall view helped me a lot in solving "IT issues". I could draw on things and ideas I had from other fields and apply in the computer science one. And to me, over specialized people always looked like they are locked inside a box... if only they would take one step back and look at the "bigger picture" a ton of their problems would go away, or new creative solutions would pop up.

Not to mention that overspecialization can render you obsolete in a matter of very very short years, especially in IT where the changes are so rapid :). So, yes is cool to be an expert in something, especially if you have passion for that "thing", but do look at other things, will make your experience so much richer.

I believe it was awesome in the past when you were learning how to fence, how to dance, how to act, how to ride a horse, how to swim, how to paint or write poetry, how to play an instrument and so on. Today it looks almost impossible for one man/woman to know to do all that, but I believe that such a colorful life is the "natural way to grow".

[David Hughes]

Wade,

The following quote from that link stood out for me:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#monroe

"We go to whatever we are attracted to, and how we live our lives on earth determines where we go on the other side. What we think is important while we are here, but more important is what we say, and what we do is the most important, and the motivation behind our actions is all-important.....Living by Jesus’ Golden Rule - treating others how we would wish to be treated - is the best prescription for raising one’s awareness and having a joyous transition to the other side. Love is the only answer."

I still have plenty of work to do regarding non-judgement of others. A tricky one to master....

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ilie:

As Fuller said, specialization in science was designed to keep scientists from seeing the big picture:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#slave

There is good news to report, however, which is that in science and academics, inter-disciplinary efforts are far more common than they used to be, and there is an ideal of uniting the macro and micro in science, like the quest for the unified field. Unfortunately, they are still trapped by their materialism, and ascribe consciousness to a byproduct of chemical reactions. That false assumption is baked deeply, and it leads to most of science’s evils. We need more Renaissance Men and Women, not the narrowly-focused specialists. Your broader perspective is why you are here at Avalon. I respect a lot of what specialists do, but without the broader perspective, which includes the spiritual aspect, they tend to paint themselves into corners and go down dark alleys. The greatest science is the science of consciousness, and the West has barely begun that study. Yes, I think that the comprehensive one is the “normal” one. The average child in this reality:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

knows more about the universe, at the macro and micro levels, than the most brilliant minds on Earth do today. Those kids see both the big picture and the little one.

Hi Tyler:

We all are working on that judgment thing. You are in good company. It really is just another aspect of the love/fear dichotomy that we are exploring here. Impatience is my Achilles heel:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#reading

and I get to work on it every day, so I can relate. :)

Sorry to help deflate your biological training! :) I have written it before, but the spiritual-ethical aspect of the Béchamp/Pasteur or Rife/Fishbein issue speaks perhaps more clearly than the pure science aspects of the controversies. Pasteur advocated human experiments, and was known to be cruel to his experimental animal subjects. Rife actually performed his experiments on his pets. They all died of old age, not his experiments. Fishbein had the compassion of a shark (I hope I did not offend any sharks with that statement). Out of the great spirits of those men came great discoveries, and the famous ones (Pasteur/Fishbein, etc.) either stole their work or wiped them out (or both). In a world of scarcity, it is the standard outcome, I am sorry to say.

Enjoy your time off,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Ilie made a great post over here:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=385095&viewfull=1#post385095

that I responsed to.

[Wade Frazier]

The other threads are more active at the moment.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=385708&viewfull=1#post385708

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am optimistic that I can get my Brian essay’s first draft done before the new year. We will see when I publish it, but I hope it is soon.

As I take a little break from writing about Brian, I would like to address another one of the denial angles that I have regularly seen over the years. One of my essays defined abundance, partly because I had seen FE deniers confuse exuberance with abundance:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#exuberance

and I also have seen “sustainable” confused with abundant. Sustainable means that you can keep on exploiting resources, especially living ones, virtually forever, if the yield is kept low enough. Abundance means not exploiting the living resources in the first place, like a forest:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#sustainable

The denial angle that I would like to address today is the one that says that those advocating for FE to make it past the organized suppression are arguing for “technological Utopia,” as if technology would magically solve all of humanity’s problems. I consider that a straw man fallacy at best:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/critics.htm#straw

I keep saying over and over that the problems of FE are not technological in nature. FE technology has been around longer than I have been alive. The problems are social/political, and ultimately spiritual, IMO, not technological. But very few people understand, or seem to want to. You don’t find that out until you have been on the high road to FE for a while. So, not only is the FE issue not really one of technology, but portraying all FE advocates as ignorant of human “nature” is widely missing the mark. Nobody that I respect in the field thinks that the FE issue is all about technology. The human factor is why we do not have FE today.

But to deny technology’s and energy’s central roles in the human journey is also misguided. All epochs of the human journey have been defined by humanity achieving the social organization and technological prowess to tap into previously unavailable energy sources:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#succinct

There are no exceptions. Life itself is energy-obtaining/preserving technology above all else, and evolution was driven by the energy issue:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

All physical anthropologists acknowledge that our tools are what made humanity.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#cooking

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#africa

So, humanity’s biggest leap in energy availability will obviously have the biggest impact on the human journey, and FE is one of a plethora of technologies kept under wraps today:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

As I have made clear many times, I believe that humanity’s future (if we do not wipe ourselves out) is going to be technologically advanced. The difference between the Utopian and Dystopian visions is if people choose love or not:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads

That is the key and always will be. Love is the energy of creation, and love and FE are joined at the hip:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#greatest

and at least partly because the ZPF is likely divine in nature, and only loving civilizations will get to experience FE for long.

In finishing, this is a thorny conundrum like no other that I have ever heard of, and the innumerable knee-jerk rejections and irrational arguments against FE that I have seen over the years have always been rooted in fear. Only loving hearts can lead their brains to the light.

Ho, ho, ho,

Wade

[Elly]

Hi Wade,

My questioning of this world started very young, while regularly going to Sunday mass (4-8 years old), listening to the priest and thinking about Church and its belief system (God, paradise, priest's authority, etc). At this point of my journey, I have to say that the energy scarcity paradigm is the one thing that helped me understand where all the nonsense of this world comes from. It's quite disturbing to see all the ramifications, but I feel this helps to focus on what's important. My wish would be to remove all layers of crust over my heart and everyone else's. Love is unequivocally the way to go forward.

Thank you for your work, and happy holidays!

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Cara:

Once the economic underpinning of all of that “nonsense” is understood, which is always rooted in the energy situation, a lot becomes clear that may have seemed unrelated. And that, young lady, is what the GCs hope that people like you do not realize, but you are doing it. Achieving the understanding is “free,” but as you know, it is anything but easy to get there, when all we are fed from all directions is scarcity, in its many clothes.

Most of my fellow travelers ate up our early indoctrination, however, in our Boy-Scout-ness:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#scouts

People like you had a head start on us.

You are just the kind of choir member that I am looking for.

Thanks for being out there,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Ho, ho, ho:

As I have been writing my Brian essay, I reread the prologue of his last book yesterday, and his prologue is germane to helping the gung-ho-ers understand the FE terrain. The gung-ho-ers scare me the most of all, as they think that they can sneak past Godzilla, defeat him in battle, etc., which are boyish fantasies. I have heard so many stories over the years of inventor-types, most often about those who initially worked either in aerospace or the military in California, who began tinkering and reaching out for funding, visibility, and so on. Brian’s prologue is titled, “Confessions of a Naïve Scientific Heretic: The Story of the Carrot and the Stick.”

Brian’s prologue is about a friend he called Ted. Ted was a pillar of the establishment and an accomplished academic. Brian did not say so, but I am certain that Ted is an American. Ted eventually went public with some radical ideas for world healing. Just as he did, he was approached by highly-placed governmental agents who dangled some big carrots to have Ted join a secret project. Ted did not know it, but it was one of those offers that he could not refuse:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#make

Nevertheless, with the healthy carrots danged before him, it did not feel quite right and Ted refused the offer. Ted almost did not live to tell about it. He survived the usual murder attempt, and the many other traumas that come your way when you get onto that playing field. Ted survived it all, and became more worldly and wary of the “friendly” offers that would come his way. As Brian absorbed Ted’s tale, he reflected on all the stories that he heard from those around him. At 27 minutes into this show:

http://www.naturalnews.com/podcasts/Brian-Oleary-2008.mp3

you can hear Brian talk about the 25 dead FE inventor/promoter stories that he knew. As I said in my interviews with Scott:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#interviews

I don’t really keep up on the scene; I learned enough through my direct personal experiences to see how that land lies. Brian did not make it a point to collect stories, either. Hearing them just comes with the territory.

Brian then reflected on the situation; the message that Ted was essentially delivered was, “If you live, civilization and nature will die. But if you become too effective in saving civilization and nature, then you die.” Brian then proposed what he called one of the most radical conspiracy theories of all, but one that is likely true: “If we do our healing work well, someone will either point a gun at our heads (and maybe shoot us) or give us a bribe to keep quiet, to cease doing our work if we want to stay alive. Sometimes they can even order us to help them do their dirty work.”

Brian then wrote: “The logic of this book clearly points to such an extreme possibility. The facts I present, alongside Ted’s story, painfully revealing as they may be, forced me out of my own naïveté and into understanding some basic principles of the revolutionary work on free energy and other perceived threats to the status quo:

1. Most scientific heretics can be offered bribes, threatened, attacked or assassinated almost anywhere, any time. There are hundreds of ways to murder someone and make it appear as a suicide, accident, natural death or isolated assault. We are all very vulnerable.

2. Elements of the ruling class often commit these acts when they feel their control is being challenged. The homicides go unpunished almost every time.

3. The perpetrators take their orders from a shadowy cabal that is organized like the Mafia. Their motive is consolidation of power feeding off vested interests controlling the world’s resources, energy, military, drug trade, big agribusiness, economy and banking infrastructure.

4. Distracted by the bread and circuses, most people are ignorant or fearful of these truths and thus deny or do not support the possibility of breakthrough solutions such as free energy. ‘Most people,’ write Shaun Saunders, ‘prefer to cling to the belief that the “state” will only do what is best for everyone – a childlike frame of mind, that encourages turning a blind eye to many evils…to think outside of this comforting box is too frightening for them, and would require that they take responsibility for what happens in their lives and the events that transpire around them.’ In this regard, democracy is dead.

5. Only by strength-in-numbers will we be able to overcome this tyranny and build a world of peace and abundance. That means we shouldn’t expect to wait for mainstream scientists or commercial interests to bless and deliver finished products to us.”

Brian was very much an advocate of my lamb’s path to FE. He was planning on promoting my plan:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#stage1

before he died. His life was shortened by a murder attempt that he survived; some of the details of which I plan to publish soon.

The trick to playing this game is to acknowledge Godzilla without falling into the many fear-based traps, such as Levels 7 to 10.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level7

I want to make clear the difference between what I am trying and the typical Level 10 approach. I have been a part of Level 10 attempts with Dennis, and have watched from afar as Dennis continues to try. I have seen Dennis mount Level 10 attempts around capitalism, religion, and American nationalism, which comprise the triune faith of America:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

All of those scarcity-based ideologies are fear-based and attract the semi-sentient. I consider such attempts as trying to maneuver the herd, but there is no way that Godzilla can be outmaneuvered on that front. He is the master of herd management, and I bow to his magnificence. I seek the awake and awakening – those who can lay aside those pre-sentient herd behaviors and begin to think for themselves. As Seth once said, people coming together out of unity of purpose, with their individuality intact and not subsumed to herd-survival dynamics, is the most potent force that humanity is capable of mustering. Also, today’s activists are almost all scientifically illiterate and have either tunnel vision or a severe lack of focus, so they invariably hack at branches if they hack at all, like the environmentalists do:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#environmentalists

Only comprehensive thinkers can see the root and get beyond hacking at branches, and my goal is to help the awake and awakening think comprehensively:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#developing

I am going to try what I have called the enlightenment path to FE (we will see just how enlightened it really ends up being :) ) , but I won’t really get it in gear until I publish my energy essay and form that invitation-only forum, where people use real names and stand up. Not to stand up against Godzilla or against anything, but to stand up for a positive future. Brian called it the potential of combined positive intention. Only people with loving hearts, who have shed their scarcity-based indoctrination, are going to be able to do that, and I do not kid myself that many of those people exist today. But, I am going to try to help train those who are on that path, and all I ask is that they think, do the work, and eventually sing. I am going to do what I can to help as many people reach Level 12 without getting lost in the earlier levels, or worse, become a Level 13 casualty:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level13

There are more than enough FE martyrs to inform the awake of how the FE land lies, and FE is the big one. All the other global rackets are sideshows compared to the energy racket, because energy runs life on Earth and the real economy, and always has:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

Energy runs the world, and love is the energy of creation. We can’t get to FE by playing the fear game.

Peace on Earth, and goodwill to all, even Godzilla,

Wade

[kudzy]

Hi Wade;
When you get a chance would you expand on the difference between Level 10 and Level 12? I see they are similar yet critically different. I find examples helpful. Thank You.

Happy Holy Days;
Darren Geffert

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Kudzy:

Great question. Oh boy, big subject that I will only scratch the surface of in this post, but here goes.

In short, Level 10 is fear-based, and Level 12 is love-based. The distinction can seem subtle on its face, but when you develop a trained eye, the differences are obvious.

The longer answer is below.

This will be a little bit of a historical narrative, as it goes through the phases that I saw with Dennis.

As Dennis tried to crack the alternative energy nut, playing the business game, he quickly realized that for selling his equipment, he had to remove the risk to the customer. People were not going to pay $10K for an exotic piece of equipment that they did not know would work. So, instead of thousands of customers believing, he only had to find one rich party that knew it worked, and that party would provide the only “faith” that was needed. That was when Dennis invented his shared savings plan:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#sfs

He had been getting baptized in the business world for several years by that time, and had his companies wiped out or stolen a few times by then, had survived several murder attempts, etc. When he took the customer’s risk away, sales skyrocketed. However, the customers’ attraction to what Dennis was doing was purely saving money. Their motivation was entirely self-serving. I saw some customers get wind of the bigger game that Dennis was playing, and they got involved with the business, but never really to help along Dennis’s goal, which was Heaven on Earth. They came for self-serving opportunity above all else.

When Dennis convinced the CEO of a household-name corporation to put up a billion dollars to carpet America with his heat pump with his shared savings plan, the CEO was not doing it from humanitarian motives, but he saw a chance to make a killing:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#billion

A few company thefts later and other mayhem, Dennis once again started a company from scratch (which is incredibly hard to do), and had little more than a year to take advantage of the tax credit that made his shared savings plan so explosive. Even though some shadowy interests were trying to scuttle his company from the beginning (it later turned out to be the local electric companies http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#seattle1), he finally got it going, and it was every bit as explosive as you could imagine.

When customers bought the system, nearly half of them put money down (which they would get back when they filed their income tax return). The rest took literally no risk. They just waited for the heat pump to show up, made their tax-refundable down payment, and then only paid what it was proven to save. The program was unstoppable, at least honestly. Dennis sold a thousand systems in a few months, had a program so unstoppable that the sales force could have been chimpanzees, and it scared the hell out of the BPA:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bpa

so they began coming into the open, beginning with the public accusation that Dennis’s company was a scam.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#scam

Until that time, Dennis had no idea who was trying to kill his company, and he believed that the electric companies would give him a ticker-tape parade for bringing the conservation that they publicly stated they so desperately needed. For all that Dennis had already been through, he still had plenty of naïveté to shed.

When they escalated the tactics to a carefully-aimed deathblow, using the Attorney General and the media in a coordinated attack:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#lawsuit

while their hit man on the inside tried to incite a mutiny:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm

all of Dennis’s customers who did not put up any money canceled their orders. Only those who put money down hung in there (and they all came out OK, but only after extreme heroism on the part of Dennis and his company).

Dennis had a different financier in the Seattle days, and he lost his company before it was all over:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#theft

but he was also in it for the money. When the dust finally settled in Seattle, Dennis had his company stolen in a theft engineered by my boss, the employees cheered the theft (they were in it for the money, too), the local officials were not letting up, and Dennis was run out of the state. Before the year was out, only one person from the Seattle experience left the state to help Dennis rebuild; an idealistic young man whose voice in his head led him to Dennis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

Everybody else fell by the wayside. Dennis always talked about the bigger goals of what he was doing (building an industry around that heat pump, bringing real energy savings to America, even that Heaven on Earth stuff, to some), and everybody gave it lip service when convenient, but when the going got hard, everybody either fled or made their play (or supported it) to steal Dennis’s company (and other dishonorable actions). A couple bowed out with honor, and then I found myself as the only one left.

Long before I met him, Dennis the New Christian had tried surrounding his Utopian effort with Christians, and that was a disaster. Dennis’s awakening began when he realized that the American nationalism fed to him since his cradle was a myth:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#voice

but he eventually joined the Patriot Movement, and was attacked by the other “patriot” leaders, Bo Gritz most prominently, who Dennis thinks was on a special assignment.

When Dennis got his first FE idea in Boston:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

he played up the American Revolution mythology, with us having our first Greatest Energy Show on Earth in the facility where the Boston Tea Party was planned:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#ltpc

In Ventura, when we really started flying high, Dennis was selling educational materials and business opportunities around his heat pump:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

While the Seattle and Boston events were the beginning of my real education and awakening to how the world really works, Ventura was the advanced class. I staggered out of Ventura in 1990 (and have never been back), and realized that whatever I had been taught about the world was likely wrong, and then spent all of my “spare” time since then figuring it out.

Dennis kept at it after I bowed out. I watched him mount an advertising campaign:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#steal

play the Patriot Movement game:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#libel

and then when he got out of prison, I watched him mount a volunteer effort that was hard to believe, and I joined back up with him for a few months, to nearly go to prison as the target of a sophisticated sting effort:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#darker

In Boston, Dennis still believed that Americans really wanted to make the world a better place, but did not have anything to help them do it. They cared, but did not have something to believe in. Ten years later in New Jersey, Dennis admitted that almost nobody really cared, but he still sifted through the mine tailings of humanity, looking for gold nuggets. I have never met another like him.

I began a quest similar to Dennis’s, soon after I left home. I originally believed that maybe one-in-three people would act honorably, even if there was no obvious Earthly reward for doing so. When I left Ventura, I had it drilled into my head that the real number was more like one-in-thousands:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

That was the primary lesson of my journey. That was not a pleasant realization, but it was reality. Then I began studying the alternative media:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#big

alternative versions of history:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#more

the history of capitalism that I was not taught in business school:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#colonialism

and so on. I came to learn that almost my entire “education” was a pack of lies, and I eventually realized that those lies were designed to shape my mind in a way so that I could be controlled, and I understood that the strategy is to “get them when they are young”:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/intro.htm#paradigms

As I kept watching Dennis go after it, with movements oriented around Christianity, “patriotism,” business opportunities, and watched how he got daggers in the back every time, I thought long and hard about what he was trying to do, what the outcomes were, and squaring it with what I was seeing in my research. But, it was not until I discovered Bucky Fuller’s work:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#fuller

that I really developed a more paradigmatic way of viewing what I had encountered. I came to realize that all of those population management ideologies, especially organized religion, capitalism and nationalism, were egocentric in that they were exclusive, and playing the game provided material and “self-esteem” benefits. So-called Christian love was to be given to other Christians, and those who bought the belief system were promised to go to heaven (no matter what their Earthly crimes were), and those who did not buy it would be consigned to hell and oblivion. Dennis even prayed for my benighted soul. Capitalism is a great game, if you own the capital. I saw Bill Gates treated like royalty, because he was able to amass a fortune by playing dirty and building monopolies primarily by wiping out the competition, which is really the essence of capitalism.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#smith2

American nationalism is something to behold. People can wave flags as their military murders millions of people to steal their resources:

http://www.countercurrents.org/polya190310.htm

http://www.rawa.org/temp/runews/2010/10/15/afghan-war-afghan-holocaust-and-afghan-genocide-9th-anniversary-4-9-million-dead-3-2-million-refugees-report.html

while the flag-wavers do not even acknowledge the slaughter. Living in the USA for the past ten years feels to me like what I imagine it must have been like for awake Germans during the 1930s and early 1940s.

So, the Christian is promised heaven and threatened with hell (all organized religions have similar carrots and sticks). The capitalist is primarily motivated by greed:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/intro.htm#greed

and the victims of the capitalists get swept under the carpet, and American nationalists believe that their nation has unique virtue because they were born there, and all other nations can bow to our magnificence.

So, what those ideologies all had in common was that they were scarcity-based, egocentric, and used carrots and sticks to achieve social conformity. The people “united” by such ideologies were really united by fear and pre-sentient herd consciousness.

As I watched Dennis try to unite people around those ideologies, I saw how easily those people were manipulated. A bribe here, a little officious intimidation there, a provocateur or two unleashed into their midst, and the efforts collapsed in a self-inflicted bloodbath.

And at the beginning, we reached out to other groups of activists, looking for those who could unite with us in a unity of purpose. I saw my first fake activist organization in Boston, bankrolled by the electric companies to ram nuclear power down the public’s throat:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#coalition

That was educational, but what was more dismaying was finding out that the “environmental” organization that opposed that nuclear plant had corrupt motivation, too:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#protest

Those were my early days of Diogenes’s quest for an honest man. I found a few, as with Dennis, his wife, and Mr. Professor, but there weren’t many others. As I eventually traded notes with Brian O and other fellow FE travelers, we found that the group most hostile to the idea of FE were arguably environmentalists:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#environmentalists

It initially blew me away when I saw it, but I after I saw it many times, and heard it from my fellow travelers, I got it. If you ask an environmentalist about FE, if they do not react by calling it “impossible” and label tales of suppression “conspiracy theories”:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level3

they will say that FE would be the worst possible “innovation” for humanity, because we would quickly strip-mine the planet with FE. They do not even want to think about the possible upside. You really have to see their crazy reactions to believe it. I consider almost all of their arguments marginally valid, but you can’t even engage in rational discussion with them on the subject. I eventually came to suspect that I was seeing something different than just fear of misuse. FE could make Heaven on Earth happen in short order, and the environmentalists would lose their jobs. If the problem went away, so would the need for people raging against abusive corporations. That may seem an uncharitable view of the environmentalists, but from what I have seen, that seems to be underlying their violent denial of FE, more violent than in any other group that I have yet seen.

I tried to engage the Peak Oilers, beginning with Richard Heinberg, back in 2003:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hooked.htm

and they, too, were in violent denial of FE. What was more dismaying was that the so-called progressives have treated Heinberg like a prophet ever since, as he beats his drums of doom. It was a mind-bender to witness, and I eventually came to the opinion that I was seeing an addiction to scarcity, and a kind of hair-shirt mentality.

Not long after that, I engaged the free software movement and one of its biggest names, and I found them to be stuck in Level 3, too:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level3

During my journey, I also began seeing how the subtler ideologies of the “smart” were also scarcity-based and egocentric. Scientism, materialism and rationalism have their own seductions, and most of the technically-trained have been trapped by them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#subtle

Brian O found it out in spades when he tried to play the Paul Revere of FE, from 1996 to 2001. When we hung out in 2001:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#governor

Brian openly wondered if humanity was a sentient species. I sympathized:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#naive

Today, we see the Occupy Movement making news, but they are basically the same people who were called beatniks in the 1950s, hippies in the 1960s, and other terms. They are against corporate malfeasance, so their agenda is actually set by the corporations and Wall Street. There is no combined positive intention there that I can see; any positive intention is scattered into save the whales, hug a tree, support the Palestinians (and those issues are all rooted in energy scarcity, BTW), and so on. People are trying to wake them up to FE as I write this, and I wish them the best, but the Occupy Movement is comprised of branch-hackers, as usual, IMO. They won’t see the root, and probably don’t want to, although I am always willing to be pleasantly surprised.

So, the organizing principles of Level 10 efforts that I have seen and been a part of, on the FE front, were all scarcity-based ideologies such as organized religion, nationalism, and capitalism. Other movements that you might think could become Level 12 efforts, such as the environmentalists, Occupy Movement, and other challenges to the “powerful,” are really organized around scarcity and fear (they are mainly "complaint-based" efforts), if you look deeply enough. Is there some love there? Yes, to some degree, but that nearly-invisible substrate of fear is what really holds them together. And when people are operating from fear, they are easily manipulated by Godzilla, because he is the master of fear, such is the curriculum of the dark path:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#serving

I found that when money changed hands, the game amped up by an order of magnitude or three. You think that you know people, and then you get involved in something with them where our livelihoods are at stake. You then find out that you did not know them at all, especially your family and friends. I learned that one the hard way.

So, trying to unite people with a unity of purpose, where I am just trying to get them to imagine abundance, can seem like a fool’s errand. They don’t seem to be risking anything, but that is not accurate. Giving up our scarcity-based security blankets has proven to be about the scariest undertaking on Earth, and I have almost never seen anybody do it. It is the path to true sentience, however. If enough people can let go of all of that scarcity-based baggage for long enough to sing the abundance song, maybe it will create some “harmonic” effects. One thing is for sure: that choir has never been amassed before and has certainly never been heard. That is partly because people who are even willing to let go of those security blankets, even if just in their minds, are like finding needles in haystacks, but the Internet can make the search for them far easier. I am trying to build a campfire that such people can warm themselves at. When enough gather, maybe we will be able to do something worthwhile. We are a long, long way from making that happen. I found Ilie and a few others at Avalon who are learning to sing. That is really all that I ask for. That is the Level 12 game, at least at this stage. If we ever amassed several thousand singers, FE could easily happen, IMO. If awareness is ever raised that high in enough people, the effects will be profound, and nobody needs to risk their lives to get there.

As you can tell on my Avalon threads, almost every respondent who wants to “do something” on the FE front hails from Levels 7 to 10, and an early poster was even advocating the Level 11 game. Those are all dead-ends in the current environment. People are certainly free to play those games, but I don’t want to watch. I have seen too many lives wrecked and prematurely ended by people playing in those levels. Those are potentially fatal levels to play in, and you see me trying to dissuade newbies from playing those games all over my threads.

I have to go to work today, so I am signing off for now, but I hoped that I helped make the distinction between Level 10 and Level 12 a little clearer. I could write for days on the subject, but I have other fish to fry.

Happy 2012,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I have been doing some housekeeping tasks today, getting ready for my crazy-busy 2012 coming up. Among my chores were clearing out the bookshelves of my CD collection (now that I have gone iPod) and taking the stacks of books off of my office floor and organizing them in the newly-empty shelves. That is partly in preparation for really going at it on my energy essay next year. I just took stock of what I have been reading for the past few years in preparation for that essay. I read about a dozen books on geophysics, biochemistry, molecular biology, and evolution, about a dozen on anthropology, and about another dozen on energy and humanity. I studied them pretty deeply; those books generally have note pages inserted in each of them, as I took notes while reading, which sometimes led to obtaining more books and studying them. I also have read, less intensely, books on biology, economics, astrophysics and cosmology, and various historical accounts.

The books that I studied were generally multi-disciplinary works, sometimes by generalists (like Brian Fagan), and others were written when a few specialists got together and wrote synthetic works (like Ward and Brownlee), and some by science writers who picked the brains of specialists in several disciplines, and they sometimes even arrived at original science (Ridley, Lane, Beerling, Morton). Those kinds of efforts herald the new trends in science and scholarship, and they are long overdue.

I sometimes sit back and wonder how I could ever think that I could digest those works and come up with something worth saying. But, I have a unique purpose in mind, which is to help my readers develop a comprehensive perspective of the human journey and today’s world, where the energy situation fits, and what the potential of FE can be. I have not seen anybody really do that yet, not like I am planning to.

There will not be any startling scientific pronouncements or anything that will blaze new trails. It will be written in my inimitable style, and I will also be drawing on spirituality, economics, and the various other subjects that my work addresses. I also plan to have some graphics; actually, there might end up being a fair number of graphics. Presenting some of the information visually will help get the information across. I doubt that anybody will need to know college physics to understand the points I will be making.

I will, as usual, state that I know that highly advanced technologies have been kept under wraps, but I won’t venture too far into how they work, partly because I don’t know myself (there is theory out there, and I will direct readers to some of it, like I have in the past). I just know that they exist:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

and I have a pretty good idea of why they are kept under wraps, and I am not sure how white the hats of the “white hats” are. :)

When I finally lay that egg, then we will see what happens next, but my intentions have been and will continue to be clear.

Back to my Brian essay…

Best,

Wade

[write4change]

Dear Wade,

I am back after almost a year. Catching up with you will be a herculean task but then again I love challenges. Hope you will find time to read my story of where and how I have been.

Cheers, Jai

[Mike]

Dear Wade,

I am back after almost a year. Catching up with you will be a herculean task but then again I love challenges. Hope you will find time to read my story of where and how I have been.

Cheers, Jai

good to have you back Jai!

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Jai:

I read your story. Welcome back. Nobody has it easy these days, young lady, especially you. :)

I don’t know if my thread is really worth reading over the past several months of posts. It is a lot of repetition. I tell you what, hold off on reading it for a week, and I will update my summary of the thread that I began here:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#avalon

and you can pick what interests you.

My pals here also began some related threads, and these two are my favorites:

http://www.projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32399-A-Future-Earth

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy

But the others are also worthwhile:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32475-Free-Energy-Transition-plans-for-Earth

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32467-Free-Energy---No-way-in-hell

May 2012 be good to you,

Wade

[write4change]

Lovely Wade communication. Specifics are grounding. I reread my post and it still sounds giddy which I am about being back but I need to stay grounded and centered. This has always been the place for that when all others were losing their heads and blaming it on everybody but..... LOL I will wait because I have forgotten so much.

I don't think I have edited a post before because I am usually very careful about what I do. Last night I wrote you an open letter and just let it flow not thinking about it did not do what your thread intentions are. I am still sensitive to you and I got how you felt about that. I am glad I was able to remove it.

I will try to get the person who copied it down to help me remove that also. I always remain in respect of your wisdom. J.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Jai:

Good luck with all of your adventures.

Best,

Wade

[CdnSirian]

Lovely Wade communication. Specifics are grounding. I reread my post and it still sounds giddy which I am about being back but I need to stay grounded and centered. This has always been the place for that when all others were losing their heads and blaming it on everybody but..... LOL I will wait because I have forgotten so much. I have written Bill Ryan a more detailed explanation by replying to him. I owe him that at the very least. I can see the story sounds so bizarre that no one has anything to say. It is interesting to me that you are the one person who just takes the whole flow in. I will start some of the other threads you rec. Tonight I can't spell at all and I still remain leary of clicking on anything. I don't think I remember these icons above the reply before. Are they new? Simple, straightforward what they seem to be? LOL

I cannot remember how to PM here. My box says it has over 500 and I cannot remember how to remove stuff. I now have a laptop which has pros and cons for me. Everything in the old computer has to be retreived and I have not been willing to go back yet. Going forward seems more important. Much is lost to my memory like all the emails I had just set up to deal with stuff. I now have both a netbook, not in my possession but on loan, I tried a cheap tablet but could never get that to work for me well and gave it away, I have a kindle that I still do not know how to work, and I have this laptop. Now all on wireless. I keep everything off line as much as possible and I post as randomly as possible. I use public wireless as much as possible. I have my first cell phone---a virgin. LOL I still do not know how to use it well. Somehow my contact page disappeared and I have to use messaging. I have another Samsung one I am supposed to be getting back.

I spent over two thousand dollars at Occupy LA. Sort of in for a penny in for a pound. And my belief that you only really understand some thing by doing it. I was the oldest resident most of the time and the oldest female resident all of the time. I had two attempted rapes by men twenty years my junior. I handled it personally both times. The last time, he got in my tent around 5 AM claiming cold and then "needing" to get in bed with me. He looked like LAPD and many people gave him a hard time about it. So he was big. I have a very big voice, a teacher's voice when needed. I am saying out and absolutely not. Interesting from all the tents near by you here the chant no means no. I got him off and got up and went to Starbucks. At 9 AM, I returned to find him gone but he had peed all over my bed.

I never got arrested and would not do a lot of things I considered absolutely stupid. At the end it got down to 48 degrees in the Tent and I got a really bad cough I am still dealing with to some extent. The only person I may have seriously helped was a young man from Minnisota who had his glasses trashed and I bought him new ones. The rest was money down a rat hole but I know that rat hole. LOL

I had not spoken in front of a group for over ten years, I had no idea how that would work. The third night I could stand it no longer and I got up and spoke about the misogeny being displayed and the lack of women in any prominent positions. I said 40 years ago women ultimately up and walked away because it became obvious without discussion that women did all the work and men did all the talking. I said I was amazed at the lack of progress since women were no longer 30% of the college population but 60%. Got a lot of applause. A lot of young women came up and kissed me after. That was a little startling and I am not a big toucher with strangers. As usual, I learned more about myself and who I am becoming than anything else. Even though I was not on the internet, I thought long and hard about this community, and I came to express the desire that I wanted to manifest the Divine Feminine if at all possible.

I became a vocie both for women and maturity. There was definite ageism even against the men. I would say mostly that there were a lot of forces out and about determined to keep stirring divide and conquer. It is we are one and the 99% that really scares them. That has to be the number one focus of everything. I learned that while I often could not move the young, I still had the power to get them to listen at least for a little while. My hope is they think about it privately.

One of the good things is that I lost ten pounds--now if I can keep it off. I feel in love with red velvet hush puppies at Denny's. LOL I have eaten out a lot lately to make up for my last ten years of not. Since I could die at any moment I have decided to just enjoy some of the money I have gotten. You could say I have blown thru 18,000 in six months but there is always more than one way of looking at it. More details in time.

I have rented an office in downtown LA--still have a few days to think about that. Next on my list is to get totally legal which I have been working on. I at least now have legal ID which for me is a big wow. LOL

I am determined to get technically proficient. I have spent a lot of money trying to get there. What I find is that young men say a lot and deliver very little. Or worse, they set up a system to control me rather than teach me. I paid someone to set up a website and what I got was the ability to blog on my website which he is maintaining control of. So I need to start over on that. I do not know the right questions to ask. I spent a 1000 on a netbook etc at best buy after describing exactly what I had and what my problems were. The netbook was always anchored to the display so I could not really see it. I even spent 35 bucks buying an ethernet cord so I could lie in bed and keep my feet up as then I still could not walk much. I get home to find netbooks have no ethernet cord outlet. I go back and say I cannot use this and they are like it will take 15% off to rrestock and we have to charge for removing stuff like the geeksquad etc. I am appalled. So I say I will keep everything and have to learn how to useit eventually. I will never use best buy again. Then I go to Fry's and spend another 1000 on a notebook and a roter? whatever to go wireless and I am still learning.......such as it is.

It is on this thread that I know I will eventually get the advice about now how to proceed. I will get at least 5,000 every quarter as dividends--while I see what I can collect from the past. Having lived ten years on 200 a month descretionary spending -- it seems like a fortune. Of the money I spent about ten thousand on doctors--also a learning experience.

So I will sign off for a while and see what occurs over the next couple of days. I still plan my work and work my plan and I want all the old stuff dealt with before the new year begins.

Much love and appreciation, Wade. Smiles from Jai

What I am really pleased to see here is that the Good Feminine is much more highly present on the sight. And women are much more into creating differently. I am loving it.

Jai what a story! Thanks for sharing. I am newer here so I didn't know you from before. (I'm not aware of what kind of site you want, but you can create them for free if they are not commercial. Wordpress. You can have pages etc. and do pretty well what you want. I abhor the web masters who won't hand over control. What is up with that?) Sounds like you're getting there, cheers.

[sandy]

Hey what can I say Jai!!

What a woman, what courage, what a role model>>>>>>>>>>>glad you are back!! Women Rock, but then again so do men as after all we raised them :)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I have been hard at work on my Brian essay, and like all of my essays, the tales grow with the telling. I am not going to get it done in 2011 like I had hoped, but I am getting close. Now that I can see that I won’t get it done in 2011, I am taking my foot off the gas a little. I’ll publish it in January, most likely.

I am dealing with plenty of intense subject matter in writing Brian’s essay, and it is coinciding with being bombarded, once again, with that libelous essay that was written about Dennis long ago.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#libel

As usual, I do not name names, but that essay is easy to find on the Internet, especially as it has been promoted in some prominent corners recently. With all the people promoting that essay, I am reminded of that saying, “I used to be disgusted, but now I am just amused.” Because I was Dennis’s accountant, I know how much money he really took in. I recently heard that the FTC went deep on Dennis,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#ftc

following the money trail all the way back to Ventura, and they confirmed what I already knew; Dennis never got his hands on all that much money. He is the master of doing it on a shoestring. But that has not prevented people from lying about Dennis on the money issue ever since I met him. Everybody has the right to make up crazy numbers out of the thin air, but for a scientist to do it is particularly egregious, especially when his wild inflation of the real number defames somebody. In the USA, what that scientist did is called criminal libel. When I first read his libel tract in 2001, I just set it over in the Big Lie stack about Dennis, which is a large stack, let me tell you.

Ironically, that libelous essay has allowed me to quickly tell if somebody in the field has the right stuff or not. I have been able to use it to winnow out the chaff pretty quickly. Everybody who promotes that essay is an accomplice to that scientist, wittingly or not, and it has been particularly telling when promoters of that essay claim that they do careful fact-checking of what they publicize, and when informed of their “error,” I receive silence in return, while they continue to promote the libel as astute commentary.

However, I am not writing this post about all the people who promote that essay as the premier commentary on the free energy milieu. They damage themselves and others by doing it, and we all face “the man” one day for our activities while alive (“the man” is our conscience, and we all get to face it one day, even for those whose conscience seems to be dead, such as Max http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#hell). What I find more amazing are the people who admit to me, “OK, he is lying about Dennis, but what about the other parts of his essay? The rest of it looks like insightful commentary.” Dishonestly, especially the libelous kind, is the greatest crime for any writer, and anybody who does that does not deserve to be read anymore, especially by seekers of the truth. They deserve jail instead.

I have seen similar situations in the business world. Once, long ago in my career, my company was looking at doing a business deal. During the due diligence phase, it was discovered that the other party made a fraudulent misrepresentation. It was not a minor misrepresentation; the consequence of that misrepresentation was going to cost my company about $50 million if we had not discovered it. When the $50 million lie was discovered, our side kept pursuing the deal, but with $50 million knocked off the price tag. I was dumbfounded. When you uncover fraud, the natural question is what else are you being lied to about? It is like sitting down to a feast and finding that the wine was poisoned and you were its intended victim. A sane person would leave ASAP, and maybe assail the host on the way out the door. How crazy is it to sit back down and hope that the meat and bread were not similarly poisoned, because they smelled nice and you were hungry?

The best disinformation has nuggets of truth amongst the rubbish, maybe even good nuggets. Making it tasty and aromatic is how the poisoners are able to serve up their deadly dishes.

Getting to the gold on the FE subject is like walking the razor’s edge. The purpose of disinformation is not to lead people to the truth, but away from it. I have seen variations of this phenomenon many times over the years, and the prime culprit is the human ego. Too many people think that they are clever enough or lucky enough or they have some other virtue that will allow them to choose what dish is not poisoned. There are plenty of other meals to eat. That is a close cousin to trying to tell an eighteen-year-old boy what a battlefield is like:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#business

There is a similar problem with “conspiratorial” musings, and it is a big reason why I stay away from such material as much as I can. Whether it is Icke or Fulford or Wilcock, etc., they claim to have inside information, but nobody can really confirm most of it; you are taking it on faith that they are right. Having some inside information is understandable, but when I see their stuff, almost all of it is inside stuff that nobody can really verify. That kind of “information” certainly cannot be a guide to action in any way, and is one of the big downsides to the “conspiracy” crowd.

People like that who supposedly have the inside scoop, even if they are genuine, are often being fed disinformation along with whatever nuggets of truth might be there. Nobody in the public eye has a clear view of what happens in Godzilla’s lair. There is a certain seduction to wanting to have the inside scoop, but for the few people who are sincere and have the right stuff to go after it, it is insanely dangerous. When all of those prominent people associated with the Disclosure Project came down with strange and advanced forms of cancer back around 1997, it was no big surprise, unfortunately, to those of us who have played at those levels.

People who knowingly digest disinformation, thinking that they can winnow the wheat from the chaff, possess a certain arrogant naïveté, which is not very different from those eighteen-year-old boys thinking that they are immortal.

Facts matter. The truth matters. When I see people trying to solve the biggest conundrum of all time, and they have disinformation in their arsenal of “facts,” disinformation that is not just little white lies, but big, libelous disinformation that forms the centerpiece of their awareness… to be polite, they don’t have a prayer. They have defeated themselves before they started, and will disappear down the many yawning pitfalls that await them, if they have not already, and there many of them, some of which are fatal:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#pitfalls

I have seen so many FE newbies over the years think that they are going to play Bard of Dale and take down Godzilla:

http://www.shmoop.com/hobbit/bard.html

with the shot that nobody suspected could be made, and they can save humanity on their lunch hour.

Getting to the point of enlightenment with this stuff is like walking the razor’s edge, and people won’t get there by filling their quivers with disinformation. That that libelous essay keeps getting promoted is kind of a parable for why we don’t have FE today. Personal integrity is the world’s scarcest commodity:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

on many fronts, but it becomes painfully obvious when you begin to play ball on the most important issue on the planet. There are vastly more pretenders than contenders.

Virtually none of the inside information that I have I received was because I was trying to obtain it. I really don’t like hearing it much, because the information can personally be dangerous to have, or it can put others in jeopardy. I have heard it because it comes with the territory, as people tell me what they survived, because they have a need to tell it, not because I have a need to hear it.

Happy New Year, and may 2012 be “memorable” in a good way,

Wade

[sandy]

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TO WADE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL and may each day be one of abundance in all your experience :)

I hear you about conspiracy stuff Wade and agree>>>>>>>I think they keep one circling and distracted from our own inner work and thus I'm guilty and really need to accept there is nothing there of a factual nature that makes any real difference in my life. Only I can do that :)

Can hardly wait for Brian's essay and continue to enjoy and learn from your posts as well as others. Thank you for all the great learning this last year>Although some of it has been a harsh reality as to the depth and length of deception we have been in compliance with but knowing allows for choices. I now have more choices and I am grateful.

[David Hughes]

Happy new year :)

Many thanks for taking the time to share your knowledge on this forum throughout 2011....very much appreciated.

[eaglespirit]

Happy New Year Wade!

Happy New Year to ALL You 'Planet Healers' and 'Abundance Announcers' Living It !!!

Love! Love! Love!

http://geniussquared.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/Abundance1.jpg

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks folks. Well, that year is here. Michael Roads said that something had better happen in 2012, or we are in a lot of trouble:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=309392&viewfull=1#post309392

I’ll buy that. Going along at the status quo means hitting the brick wall that is dead ahead, at about Mach 1.

I would rather do something else, like help make Heaven on Earth manifest. :)

Best,

Wade

[CdnSirian]

Regards and Happy 2012 Wade, and all Avalonians here.

[eaglespirit]

Powerful Talk by Brandon Adams with My Friends at ECETI...
It is in 'sync' , imho, with Wade and Those that are a part of this " A Healed Planet" thread:

wKhd614IqZo

[WhiteFeather]

Hey wade what do you think of the cold fusion technology that may just be getting done soon. Keep us posted bro. Link below.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?38024-Cold-Fusion-at-Home-Depot

[sandy]

Wow Eaglespirit,

What a great transitional video to Free Energy implementation. The synchronicity of what I was saying today about the system collapsing if everyone would get prepared for 6 months of no income and implement non-compliance to all the corporate systems including government is uncanny with you posting this audio interview.

Brandon Adams has many of the answers the masses need to hear in how we can peacefully disengage from this old paradigm that doesn't work to a new paradigm that will work and facilitate Free Energy. I'm going to check out the six month course he is offering as who knows, teaching this system may be just something I can do to help move us closer to a Free Energy world of abundance for all.

Love it:) Thank you so much!!

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As I have been writing my Brian essay, I have been listening to his interviews, reading his books, and thinking about whom he was and our relationship. What a great man, and what a blessing it was to have known him. I miss his voice. In listening to Brian’s interviews and rereading his books, it has made me reflective about my own efforts. Also, I have been having, quite aside from any Avalon posts, pals fail to understand my strategy and message, and they are smart people who want to understand. This is going to be more difficult than I thought, but I was expecting it, to some degree. It is never as easy as it seems.

In our Camelot interview, Brian said that I helped him see a bigger FE picture than it being just some technological challenge.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#broaden

It is indeed far more than that. Probably because I went through the FE meat grinder before Brian got his feet very wet in the FE world, I began coming to the perspective earlier than he did, but his journey was also quite the trip, and I learned from him, too.

But Brian was still focused on the technological aspect of it until the end, and he tried to get me to participate with some scientists and inventors a few years ago, and I declined Brian’s kind invitation. I later encountered some of those people, and from what I saw, they were stuck in the old paradigm, playing the inventor’s-rights game, trying to scale the ramparts without any armor, and so on.

I honor the technological side of it, but the technology is truly a small part of the FE conundrum, and that concept is really throwing people for a loop. I think it is largely because they have never played the disruptive technology game, and also have a hard time accepting that FE, anti-gravity and other exotic technologies have already been developed in the above-top-secret world to the level where they appear to be magic, like Arthur C. Clarke said:

http://www.quotationspage.com/quote/776.html

There is no teacher like experience, but I think that I can conceptually get my message across, but it needs to “seat” somehow with the people who are going to reach Level 12:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12

I have presented some homework that people can do short of having an FE machine delivered to their homes:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#developing

but it is possible that I can’t get enough people to Level 12, as too many get trapped in the earlier layers, with inventor-itis, Young Warrior delusions, and so on. Impatience is my Achilles heel:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#reading

and I think that what I have experienced playing in forums so far is going to only be a warm-up for me. That stated, while it has been a great blessing to meet Ilie and others at Avalon, I really need to get quieter at Avalon and work on my energy essay. Writing my Brian essay is reorienting my approach a little.

Best,

Wade

P.S. Thanks for today’s posts. I might not get to responding to them until this weekend.

[Dennis Leahy]

Hi Wade,

I know that when I'm immersed in anything, it can seem that it is waning or waxing depending on my own mood and my own attempted sense of third person or omniscient perception. So, this may be skewed, but it sure seems like there is a growing buzz over free energy. At least, the concept is being broached with what seems like a greater frequency.

Maybe it's the residual effect of focusing on it - that every instance where free energy is mentioned is now being underscored and highlighted in my mind and simply appears to be becoming more prominent and more frequent.


Whether or not this is simply creating a herd of Level 10s (http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level10) is a possibility, but I would think that to find level 12s we still have to start by at least getting the curiosity of hundreds of thousands of people tickled.

Dennis

[Ernie Nemeth]

Ah, Wade, it's all good.
You have already served us well. Personally, I have learned a lot from you on this thread and on your website.

I know you are real busy this time of year anyway, add to that all your other endeavors, so focus, and get your rest. Most of all, don't stress bud, everything is right on schedule.

Wishing you a peaceful and positive New Year.
Ernie

[sandy]

Hi Wade,

Sounds like your journey of writing Brian's Essay is one of fond and growing memories at the same time. A mixture of joy and grieving sounds like just the right emotions to present a very heartfelt Essay.

Sometimes I think you worry too much about not finding enough level 12's to realize your goal. As Ernie says, your work has aroused many a soul to thinking about FE, talking about FE, espousing FE benefits as well as becoming more of a generalist with the ability to see a bigger picture. Maybe not the whole picture yet, but definitely a more comprehensive look at what makes the world go around these days.

I agree with Dennis that there is something askew happening as I travel all over the net often and I see more and more about FE type energies being brought into discussions and papers on what the world needs to combat all it's woes. Maybe these new energies they say are on the move in our planet are bringing conscious awareness more than we know and not just sh&t is happening but greater awareness also :rockon:

I'm again alone and transiting to the quiet and free time again, although I could hardly wait, I now miss my house mate >>>go figure?? Life is full of contradictions and maybe your lack of patience is really speeding up the process. Maybe it is happening despite you not acknowledging it and your efforts of constant mindful intent to create a window for FE to emerge!!

Stay the course as you do and please have patience with YOURSELF as you are doing all you can with the time you have and after all, as much as I think you are an ANGEL, 'you are human' and working to your best each and every day.:clap2:

[Wade Frazier]

OK pals. I am fasting, even though I am beginning to work the long hours again, and have a little time that I can take from my Brian essay.

Hi Eaglespirit. A two-hour video! I almost can never find the time to listen to one of those, but I can try.

Kind of funny, but I have been getting some of LaViolette’s work into some other hands, and one is a relative in aerospace, and he thought that the antigravity part of the B-2 was a bit speculative. He also asked about getting good footage at the Ranch of the craft. My reply is below.

On LaViolette, yes, he is speculating plenty on the B-2, etc. What I found interesting is that the anti-gravity work was pretty public before the whole field went black before we were born. It coincides with downed ET craft cover-ups, etc. I could tell a story or two about Eisenhower’s meeting at Edwards Air Force Base (called China Lake back then) with an ET-craft open house in 1954. Jackie Gleason was there, because he was tight with Dwight. Gleason followed us when we were in Boston, and when I heard it, I thought that it was a little strange, but when I heard the Gleason story recently, his interest became clearer. Gleason took a lot to his grave.

That is a long story on the Ranch. There is lots of video footage. One is kind of funny, with the “flash on the cliffs” phenomenon. I watched the flashes one night for a couple of hours – several dozen flashes. James climbed the mountain once and tried to reproduce the flash to where the Ranch could see it (nothing but ice and cliffs up there), and they could not even see it from the Ranch. It is a big flash. Once, the flash started and was going for a while, and around the mountain comes a jet fighter, going right after it. The “light” then moved off the mountain, just ahead of the fighter. It kept going off to the side, with the fighter hot in its trail. After it had moved several miles away, with the fighter on its tail, it disappeared, and instantly reappeared on the mountain where it had been. They then left it alone.

Another time a craft flew pretty low over the Ranch and headed towards the mountain, and when it passed over a hill between the Ranch and the mountain, ground fire hit it. One of the black ops guys at the Ranch witnessed it, and said it was a plasma weapon and a laser cannon. They scored direct hits, and it did not even faze the craft.

One of the Ranch regulars was a frequency guy, and was able to pick up the frequency that the craft emitted. It was an otherworldly frequency, and he detected them underground, and the speculation is that they travel in the lava tubes. He also could tune into the military and spook agency communication frequencies. One clear night, they tuned into those frequencies, and the “watchers” were talking. They were lying in wait for a craft to come by so they could attack it. The frequency guy was kind of nutty, and after they heard the crosstalk for a while, the guy gets on the horn and says something like, “Good evening, Gentlemen! Nice night to watch the skies.” There was a startled silence, and after a moment, one of the talkers said something like, “This is a secured government frequency, and it is illegal for you to use it,” and some other threats.

The military threatens people all the time over the issue, and I could tell some funny stories, like one about the black helicopters, some local Indians and the county sheriff, in a standoff, after the ETs came down and talked to the tribal elders about what was coming and how to prepare for it. Or the time that a colonel called James and threatened him over spreading ET “disinformation.” James asked what his rank was, and he said colonel, and James said that for a colonel, he was sure out of the loop, because James talked to colonels all the time, and none of them denied that the UFOs were real. The colonel then went into tantrum, cursing that if he ever got his hands on the ETs, they would regret it. A UFO pal whom I met in the last year said that he got a threatening call from a high-ranking military official once, over his UFO work. That stuff comes with the territory. Bottom line: unless the ETs want to be photographed up close, you ain’t gonna get a shot. They can make film and digital images disappear from your camera. As Arthur C. Clarke, said, any sufficiently-advanced technology is going to look like magic, and they are way, way ahead of us humans. They best respond to a joyful human desire to see one. There was an Air Force captain standing next to me and my Boeing pals when the big one went off. It knocked them all on their butts. My Boeing pals were never the same.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/ufo.htm#visit2005

Hi WhiteFeather:

I try to not say too much about current efforts, other than they are usually lambs to the slaughter. I have been hearing about Rossi for a long time. I don’t follow it much, but was surprised at how little energy it really produces. Dennis’s heat pump saved a lot more energy than Rossi’s thing does, although Dennis’s energy source was not “exotic.”

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#new

With secret sauce components and patent applications, I don’t hold much hope for Rossi’s approach. We have seen plenty of those before. We’ll see. Maybe they will let him do it, but if they wanted to take him out, he would last mere minutes.

Hi Dennis, Sandy and Ernie:

Thanks for the kind words, and you may be right. Maybe stuff is happening, and some kind of Level 10 effort (the kind that Dennis has tried many times now, as have others), will help fertilize the ground for more Level 12s to grow. Maybe so, but I will not be approaching the Level 10s with my Level 12 game. We will see how that plays out.

Gotta run.

Best,

Wade

[eaglespirit]

HeHeHe Wade...great Personal Ranch stories...gotta love it.

Once again, expressing open gratitude for ALL the work You are doing : )

...and that current interview I posted of Brandon Adams by James and Nate and the Crew at ECETI is a telling tale of the now!
I emailed ECETI thanking them all and let them know I feel I will be directly involved somehow here on the East Coast with Brandon and Others doing the 'now' work of clarity and adjustments for the future...James emails me back and says I am ALREADY directly involved, HaHa!

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Here is a little addendum on Rossi and friends. First, God bless them. Although I have never met an altruistic inventor, and have only heard of a few, people like Rossi usually do not get very far if they don’t at least have some benevolent motivation.

However, we can go clear back to Tesla, when he worked with J.P. Morgan, and see how the inventor with the bright idea and wherewithal to pull it off, even with world-class credentials, gets deep-sixed by the money people. FDR ordered the REA to work with Moray, to get his device out there, back in the 1930s. BTW, Tesla’s Tower and Moray’s device I think were indirectly farming the sun’s energy, not tapping the ZPF. Those are very different animals.

I have watched alternative energy folks bang on corporate America’s doors, and have been a part of such efforts, and some of them are household names I cannot name publicly, but some I can, such as Ford, General Motors, and Chrysler. I know of inventors jumping into bed with all of them, trying to get their pig to market, which was usually about some high-MPG technology, usually related to vapor injection carburetors, but Sparky Sweet was apparently working with GM when the final boom was lowered on him, and he died soon thereafter.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#sweet

and I have plenty of GM tales.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#inventor

There will be some more of Sparky’s story when I publish my Brian essay, but most of it has been told on this thread already since Brian died.

I have been a part of, or a successor to, efforts that beseeched the DOE, Wall Street, and so on.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#yull

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#billion

Adam Trombly got a big grant (more than $20 million, I believe), made a working FE prototype, that may have been not very different than Sparky’s, that he demonstrated in Manhattan, spoke at the UN about it, and so on. It was all seized, or had a “national-security” clamp put on it, and Adam survives a murder attempt per year these days, and he is not even as high-profile and going at it like he used to. The numbers as I know them from Scuttlebutt Alley are a few thousand efforts were wiped out by national-security squashes (that is only in the USA, mind you), another ten thousand or so got the buyout, with the carrots and sticks, and I am sure that the stick only had to be sparingly used, to get them to take the carrot. And I’ll bet that less than a thousand needed to have the big stick applied, and those are the stories that we hear of. I would not be surprised if the number is less than a hundred that needed that level of intervention. Brian O knew of about twenty-five dead inventor/promoter stories, and he was not trying to collect them. A much larger number than that total of less than 15K efforts never got to the stage where Godzilla had to get that active. I am sure that many thousands fell on their own swords due to their efforts’ internal foibles, while somewhat less fell on their swords through the efforts of local interests playing Godzilla Junior, usually on their own initiative, or Godzilla’s subtle efforts.

I am guessing, but I would imagine that the number is around 50K efforts with potential have failed or been suppressed in my lifetime. The public is about 0-for-50,000 in that game (or we could be highly optimistic and say that it is only 0-for-10,000). This is not a good batting average. So, I am trying to do something very different, so different that almost nobody has really understood it yet, even when they have tried to. And I am particularly sympathetic to those who do not yet understand and would like to, and will help all that I can. For those who do not understand what I am trying to do, don’t want to, and want to play troll (and some of my troll-ish assailants are professionals), I am not too interested in debating them or subjecting myself to the ATS-style experience. Been there, done that:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/critics.htm#_edn1

Today, the assailants can’t get into Avalon and play those games. For those who understand but want to challenge the workability of my approach, I am also not too interested in debating it. This is a “free world,” supposedly, where we each can do what we can, and if anybody has a better idea, they are welcome to go out and try it. Heck, I would gladly watch a Level 19 effort get mounted:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level19

and all who don’t need to eat can sign up. But I am trying to mount a more modest effort, and the sooner I can make myself redundant, where others can carry on if I am taken out, the better.

I am trying something that I have never seen tried before, and I want to make a good attempt at it. Ilie’s response to my efforts is the gold standard of the kind of reaction that I am looking for. He spent some time asking me about the other Level approaches,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level6

and I let him know what I thought about them. I never shot any down because I just did not like them, but I showed him how I have seen those Levels pan out, and what they all had in common (fear). It did not take Ilie long to come around, and he did his homework. I am not expecting to find many Ilies, but I am fine with people who try to get to Level 12 a little more leisurely, as long as they want to eventually get to Level 12, along the way to the higher levels. As Dennis Leahy said recently, maybe there will have to be more Level 10 blood spilled, so more Level 10 survivors can begin to think in terms of Level 12. I am one of those, and not many survive the Level 10 bloodbaths with their lives and sanity intact, let me tell you. Maybe it has to be that way, but I hope not. With enlightenment, there does not need to be any “struggle,” which the “left” is so fond of advocating.

As far as I have seen, nobody has a prayer with the tinkerer-capitalist route. When they try to get patents, play proprietary secret sauce games, raise money and so on, I shake my head and really don’t want to watch, but I am constantly besieged by news of some contender who is storming the ramparts, trying the exact same approach that has led to slaughter and wrecked lives so many, many, many times. The “lucky” ones took the quiet money and are never heard from again. Seeing the same approach over and over and over, with people watching the horseraces, thinking that maybe this time that approach will work, is a popular definition of insanity. To see Rossi admit his tunnel-vision regarding his goal is sad to witness, but I understand. I have been there, too. If it follows the here-to-fore invariable pattern, Rossi will get his WTF moments, and I hope that he survives them.

Again, I am trying to do something very different than scale the ramparts or cheer on the latest aspirant as he sallies forth with a squire or two. The only prayer that the tinkerer route has, IMO, is for the inventor with the goods to give it to a worthy group, and then the fun will only be beginning, and I don’t care how much money they have. I have never met that inventor, or heard of that worthy group. Until that day happens, I have zero interest in a tinkerer playing the capitalist game to get it out there. Maybe the Big Boys will allow a small one to make it through, and maybe Rossi is the one they will let through, kind of in a limited hangout fashion, but I’ll believe it when I see it. Then I will be wondering what the agenda is, because the last I heard, Godzilla is still kicking.

Am I making myself clear? :)

Best,

Wade

[Dennis Leahy]

... Although I have never met an altruistic inventor, and have only heard of a few, ...

Wade

Hi Wade,

Randy Powell and Marco Rodin seem to be going at free energy, and going at it altruistically. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1hLzQPio_8

Sounds like they want to open source the technology. They also seem to need funding to put together prototypes, and could probably use some R&R, but they do have me intrigued. If you have commented on Marco and Randy, I just haven't made it to that yet, Wade. I'd love to hear your take on these guys. (And I'm sending all the good vibes their way that I can muster, so that maybe, just maybe, by these guys spilling the beans on the technology and open-sourcing it, they can avoid defeat by Godzilla by not fighting Godzilla.)

Dennis

[modwiz]

Hello Wade. One of the reasons I rarely comment here is because of how overwhelming, and sometimes frustrated, my thoughts get with regard to the FE subject. My frustration mostly has to do with consciousness of people. That is enough said there. It seems to me, if we have heard of a device or the people doing it, then it is already too late, the radar has a lock and the 'target' will be watched. If we know, so does Godzilla.

You may have already said this, but getting a patent also would appear to be sending up a flare to Godzilla. So, I get how we basically have to 'call' this one into existence by being ready for it. Like the Ring in the LOTR, free energy might drive some to craziness. This should not be the case, but emotional and spiritual infancy has some pitfalls associated with it. The poison of materialist capitalism puts strange thoughts into heads with regards to wants, as needs. I am fortunate to like my life even now, so any and all improvement, however incremental, would be a welcome boon. Lower energy costs would be extra money in my pocket. If money stays an issue.

I am basically happy as I write this despite dealing with the the challenges of our times. What we do with the time we have is important, as Gandalf tells Frodo in Moria.

I see the absolute need for the level 12 mentality to make FE a reality, but feel I belong to a 12A type. That would be a level 13 'reaction' with a level 12 'awareness'.

So, I am in the choir, just in the back. At 6'3'' tall, it is a position familiar to me,LOL.

That is my story, and I am sticking to it. :thumb:

[David Hughes]

I watched 2 hours of "The fellowship of the ring" with my students this morning. This quote from the female narrator at the start stood out:

"The hearts of men are easily corrupted..."

Back to personal integrity again..........

[modwiz]

i watched 2 hours of 'the fellowship of the ring' with my students this morning.....this quote from the female narrator at the start stood out for me......

"the hearts of men are easily corrupted..."

back to personal integrity again........

I believe that is the voice of Galadriel. One of the bearers of the 3 rings for the Elves. She bore Nenya, which lost all of its power after the One ring was destroyed.

It is ironic, that the LOTR applies so well to the situation we find ourselves in today, except we may have four or more Towers instead of just two. Still, it is that the hearts of men are so easily corrupted that we find ourselves in mess we are in today. So many would seize the Ring to benefit all of mankind, after they bought themselves, family and friends a few 'things'. Everybody 'needs' a yacht, don't they? :confused:

Now, :focus:

[Ilie Pandia]

For me personally the biggest realization was that energy runs every thing, followed closely be the huge impact of abundant energy.

In my view, these two issues need to be understood or at least "meditated upon" until you see them clearly. W/o understanding that energy runs everything we will keep hacking at the branches and Godzilla will watch and perhaps help cheerfully as long as no one is even thinking of the roots. W/o envisioning (as much as we can) the impact of free energy, we will be tempted to play the capitalist game going after money, or personal gain. If only we would look a bit further than that we could see that we actually stand to gain much much more than simply money or personal profit/power...

For new comers have a look at those threads to get a glimpse of the impact of free energy:

- http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32399-A-Future-Earth
- http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Dennis:

This may well be the guy that Jeane Manning said she met. If so, he is one of the few that I have heard of. So, yes, it looks like a beautiful motivation, but as you saw, it is all on the drawing board. There is lots of theory on the ZPF out there, and vortices are common to all of them, I think. But, it is a lot harder to do than people think. There is a huge gulf between theory and working devices, and there is a huge gulf between working prototypes and something that can power a home. You can’t make a Pentium chip in your garage, and that is around the technical level that it takes to make them for a home. The hard part is taking our bright ideas into the world.

When I see what he is doing, I can see some of the parallels with what I am doing. But, my emphasis is different (I won’t be playing the math game much), and I come from the view of somebody who has been on the battlefield and know that FE technology exists.

So, his rap is good. I hope that he can live up to it, and is given the chance to.

Great posts, guys. This may not surprise you at all, and I have written about it some on my threads; only twice did my father give me a book and say, “Read this, son.” The first one was The Hobbit at age 14, and the second was Bach’s Illusions when I was 19. Before The Hobbit, I did not read fiction. It was all newspapers, encyclopedias, textbooks, science books. I bought a Blue Ray player recently, and of course, the first thing I did was buy The Lord of the Rings on Blue Ray. I always watch The Shire opening scenes. That is my favorite part. I want to live there, and I actually live in one of the closest places to that on Earth, in the Pacific Northwest.

I have been reading epic fantasy ever since The Hobbit. They are usually archetypal journeys, and deal with the hero’s journey that is involved with some kind of unearthly power. Robert Jordan’s books have been next to my bed for more than twenty years. I reward the completion of hard essay work with fantasy.

So, in short, I am highly familiar with the link between the allegory of epic fantasy and the FE journey, and it is nice to see this kicked around on this thread. There is the challenge of staying grounded with all of it. I have several science fiction series on DVD, with Star Trek - TNG dominant. I don’t do conventions or dress up (that staying grounded stuff), but I get the gist of the thrust, and people who understand the crux of those works of “fiction” can more easily grok the FE conundrum, IMO.

My mystical awakening came between The Hobbit and Illusions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#my

and the same year that I was handed Illusions that voice in my head changed my studies from science to business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#introduction

I recognize the connections, believe me. :)

I tried my hand at fiction when I was younger, but living those ideas in the real world is a different level of the game. While I highly appreciate fiction, it will probably always be non-fiction for me as a writer.

Your singing is fine, Modwiz. :)

Thanks Ilie. Yes, energy runs the show and always has. I doubt that I will ever get on stage with presentations like those guys in the videos that Dennis links to, but the point of my upcoming essay is just what Ilie states, that energy runs everything and always has. Also, the epochal stages of the human journey were all attained and sustained by tapping a new energy source:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

and the level of energy availability shapes human society, in all ways:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

and, I know that free energy technology has been around for a long time, longer than I have been alive, most likely:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

When you realize that energy runs the show, you can begin to see the world in a new, comprehensive light. Having a business background, along with my other training, allowed me to see that the various problems I was seeing around the world were all ultimately rooted in economic scarcity, and that in turn rested on energy scarcity. I don’t care if it is wars (all wars are ultimately resource wars, and all resources are energy-based), environmental degradation (as we wrench energy out of the ecosystems, soils, oceans, and pollute the air, water and land with the results of our practices), hunger (that is completely about energy), they are all rooted in energy scarcity, and with FE, there would no longer be any reason to create polluting wastes, zero-sum-game exploitation, and so on.

Energy is the engine of life on Earth and the human journey, and always has been. What would happen if everybody had abundant, clean energy at their disposal? That is where I am trying to get people’s heads to, without them disappearing into Levels 6, 10, etc.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level6

As you can tell by just seeing this thread, it is not easy to get it, even when people glimpse FE and what it can do. One of the greatest ironies is that people like me have long been voices in the wilderness, with the masses oblivious, but Godzilla listens very carefully. He knows the game, and he knows the “threat” to his dominance that FE presents. People waking up, and waking up in a Level 12 way, is the greatest threat that he faces, and I think he knows it, which is mainly why we get indoctrinated with scarcity-based ideologies from our cradles:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

We are our own prison guards, by and large, so we do most of Godzilla’s work for him. I am asking us all to quit playing Godzilla’s enabler. :)

Gotta run.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

One note before I run of to work. Today is my one-year anniversary at Avalon. The Wade-related threads have garnered more than 100,000 page views, which is about what my site gets a year, but few people stay at my site for long (I have a few thousand regular readers, as far as I can tell, and a few hundred regular viewers of this thread, it seems).

Joining Avalon was unexpected, and it definitely slowed up the completion of my energy essay (as did Brian’s death), but I trust the timing of it all. Just finding Ilie made it worth it, and I hauled in far more than that. :)

May 2012 be good to all.

Best,

Wade

[Hughe]

Cold Fusion is another subtle form of dirty fossil fuel.
Burning water is the same. Some folks just blindly chase for cheap energy.

@Wade

You woke up number of people.
More and more people talks about Free Energy technologies for the solution of better world, which is a good sign. This will release pressure from lone inventors, tinkerers like me. ;)
Will Alex Johns handle FE technologies thoroughly for his viewers?

It's time for us moving forward.

[CD7]

Imagine abundance--CHECK!

imagine the unimaginable--CHECK! Done yesterday, in the present, and invisioned for tomorrow...great to hear the possibilities in others!

[onawah]

Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit were a source for spiritual awakening for many, myself included.
As I stated on another thread, what I want to know is, will the ECat be sold at Home Depot in a year or so for under $2K?
That would be a dream come true, and how appropriate if it happens before 2012 is over.
It has to happen sooner or later, so why not?

[Tahi]

Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit were a source for spiritual awakening for many, myself included.
As I stated on another thread, what I want to know is, will the ECat be sold at Home Depot in a year or so for under $2K?
That would be a dream come true, and how appropriate if it happens before 2012 is over.
It has to happen sooner or later, so why not?

I would like it delivered to me free of charge, with child proof instructions.... Just a thought.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am now submitting my first cut at my Brian essay to his family. I hope to publish it soon.

Hi onowah:

I certainly cannot answer your Home Depot question and am not too interested in Rossi’s approach, as I think I make it clear on this thread. Been there, done that.

Hi Hughe:

Do you mean Alex Jones? I don’t follow him too much, so don’t know.

Hi Christinedream7:

Welcome,

Wade

Hi Tahi:

Yes, child-proof is best, but the early adopters are usually tinkerers. When Dennis got involved with his heat pump:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#new

fully half of the installed base was installed by the buyers themselves. You can’t go after the mass market that way, and Rossi probably figured out that part, but Home Depot is a do-it-your-selfer place, so it might be a tinkerer market for now.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Thanks Wade,

Waiting with excitement!! Brian's family I'm sure are reading with joy and sadness as many memories flood their minds and hearts.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi: I have a little “down time,” writing-wise, while I wait on other matters. I am going to follow through on my threat from a few months ago to consolidate some posts to make it easier on future readers. I will consolidate my Godzilla and LA Days posts, and I will also add some new material. Avalon is making me break this into two posts, for size reasons.

The original Godzilla posts, at least where that was the primary theme, are here:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=300436&viewfull=1#post300436

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=301107&viewfull=1#post301107

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=305681&viewfull=1#post305681

One reason why I am consolidating them is I am doing something right now that might attract a little Godzilla-ish attention, more than there is already, and it might not be too friendly.

So, here goes.

That recent event with that scientist on Scott’s show several months ago:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=290867&viewfull=1#post290867

came closer to me than is evident. Also, right after that happened, somebody came to give me an otherworldly warning they said they received from Brian, for me to be careful, who did not know about that recent incident. That source has given me similar warnings in the past that were accurate, so I am paying attention.

These posts may seem paradoxical, because I am going to strongly encourage people to stop being so Godzilla-centric on the FE issue. Godzilla is a symptom, not a cause, and focusing on Godzilla as the problem is partly why all efforts so far have fallen off the rails. Denying Godzilla’s existence is also part of the problem, as is thinking that we can sneak past him, defeat him with guerilla warfare, and other approaches that all have the victim’s perspective in common. I am trying to mount a creator-oriented attempt, not a victim-oriented attempt. The enemy is us, not Godzilla. If we can stop being our own worst enemies, making FE happen would be easy.

I have been saying all along that Godzilla is watching, and that just comes from experience in situations where we thought that Godzilla was watching or being mischievous, and it turned out that he was. Sometimes, it can be like you are in shark-infested waters, and you say to yourself, “If I go swimming, I am probably going to be eaten.” And you might feel something bump against the boat before a hole gets poked in the hull. I have seen many posts at Avalon that show that the posters have no experience with Godzilla and think that they are clever or nimble enough to avoid him while playing around on his turf, or that maybe he is asleep.

I have seen incredible naïveté on my journey, where people supposedly a lot worldlier and smarter than I was waltzed right into Godzilla’s lair, thinking that they were walking in to get their reward. Even as I warned them in no uncertain terms, they scoffed at me as they danced in. It was incredible to witness, and I turned away when they disappeared into Godzilla’s lair. It also reflected their lack of integrity, because they were usually betraying somebody as they approached Godzilla. Some did not live to tell about it, but some fools eventually staggered out, perhaps missing a limb.

There is nothing like being there, but posts like this will be educational for those who plan to be a part of what I am trying to mount. Again, I am trying to do something where Godzilla only watches, but I could be wrong. If he starts sending emissaries to begin sowing their seeds, I feel a responsibility to those witnessing and participating in these exchanges. People can’t say that they were not warned. This is no time for paranoia, denial, naïveté, or Young Warrior delusions, but an understanding of how the land lies.

I wrote earlier of my mother’s “my son the crook” scrapbook tour.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=249110&viewfull=1#post249110

With her dementia, she will not suffer from being identified as one of my attackers during my Ventura days, and as her home has been getting downsized, a relative sent me an image from my mother’s “treasure trove,” and the image is below,

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with one paragraph of it enlarged, because I am going to discuss that paragraph as an example of how the media and the power-and-control system operate. I could write something like the below for almost every paragraph in that article.

That article was published in the local newspaper the day after the raid:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#raid

During the raid, as several of us were standing in front of our building, as the sheriff’s deputies were inside illegally ransacking our building, up walked the newspaper reporter who wrote that article. We were in a lively conversation, and some of us had already witnessed the deputies photographing the blueprints in Mr. Researcher’s office:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

That was the big crime of the day, but the reporter quickly fled when she heard what we were talking about. I addressed her, and she quickly turned her head down and walked away. Even though I was about to lose a great deal of innocence in the next year, it was obvious to me that the paper was not going to write a flattering article the next day, or even repeat our allegations that the sheriff’s deputies had already been witnessed performing espionage.

The day that I met Dennis, he spoke that evening at the Seattle Center, in front of hundreds of people with several camera crews recording it.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#hitting

The local media did not report the event, but a Canadian TV show aired it, and it was the only time that I ever saw or heard of a positive TV account of Dennis’s efforts. A couple of weeks later, a local TV station aired an “investigation” of Dennis which was a hack piece, so I began to see how the media really worked. While we had some positive local coverage in Boston, the big media shut us out, while the big players in the New England electric market had secret meetings to decide what to do about us:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

I called my mother the night of the raid and told her to keep her head low at work and to not try to defend me to her employer, that local paper. I did not have to worry. She attacked me on that phone call, and I did not talk to her for several years after that, after she pointedly ignored me a month later when we accidentally met at a relative’s house. When I heard years later that she had made a scrap book of all the lying articles and took it on tour to my friends and family, I was not surprised. Our relationship was never the same.

The paragraph that I reproduced in the attached image reads:

“Yet authorities in Washington, Massachusetts and now Ventura County have become suspicious Allen’s business practices.
“Anyone can buy a heat pump for a lot less,” said XXX, assistant attorney general for the state of Washington. Lee was forced out of business in Washington in 1986 after the Attorney General’s Office there received a raft of complaints against his company, Conserve Financial Services.
“Lee’s business practices are currently under investigation in Boston, Massachusetts, which he left in late 1987, said XXX of the Boston Secretary of State’s office.”

When I was recently sent that article, I could not stomach reading the entire thing, so I just picked out a randomly selected paragraph. As I recall, there was not an accurate paragraph in the entire article, so I knew that just randomly selecting a paragraph would get me a sample that I could deconstruct, to show how the media operates. When I had my first interview with Scott and Tom, and Tom openly wondered how the media would let the legal system get away with jailing Dennis because he did not file a form, I said that they are a part of the power-and-control system, and they can make it up as they go (listen to this clip):

http://www.youtube.com/user/SpectrumRadioNetwork#p/c/BACC03E294B890CD/4/ZI39RzWxCOQ

Here is the deconstruction of that newspaper article section, to give you a hint of what I could write about all of it.

The “Allen” in that first sentence was a salesman whom we hired a few months earlier in Ventura. He may have also bought our materials, so one could say that he was one of our customers, but what we were doing in Ventura was nothing like what we did in Seattle or Boston. We were selling educational materials. In Seattle, Dennis was building, selling and installing equipment, and in Boston we were trying to make FE noise by getting salesmen, dealers and others involved. There was some connection between the Boston and Ventura efforts, as we put on some of those “Greatest Energy Shows on Earth” events in LA, but the business that took off in Ventura had little relationship to the Boston effort, and none at all with the Seattle effort. Since Allen was not with us in Boston or Seattle, nobody in Seattle or Boston had any awareness or interest in Allen’s “business practices.” He was our Ventura employee, along with his wife.

That second paragraph is the rich one, and that will take some time to explain.

“Anyone can buy a heat pump for a lot less,” is like saying that anybody can buy a bicycle for a lot less than a car. Dennis’s heat pump outperformed the crappy air-to-air heat pump by so much that you really can’t compare them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#new

The woman making that statement is called “Ms. Pinch Hitter” in my writings:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#pinch

and her story takes some telling. Back when Dennis was just getting going in Seattle, his lead generation technique is the only thing that he did in Seattle that anybody could accuse him of being “underhanded” with. His telemarketers cold-called homeowners in Seattle to make a survey. They called themselves the Seattle Utility Network (SUN – Dennis was fond of making up corny acronyms for his businesses), and they asked people about their concern regarding high energy bills. When people said that they were, they were asked if they would be interested in a no-risk method of dramatically reducing their energy bills. If they said that they were (who would say that they were not?), the caller asked if a representative could visit their home with a video presentation. At that moment, the home owner knew that it was a sales presentation that they were about to hear, so Dennis’s “ruse” was about as benign as it gets (the electric companies accused SUN of pretending that it was affiliated with the electric companies, thereby deceiving its customers). As I recall, after watching the tape (the rep would bring a portable VCR and TV to play the clip, which featured Dennis), if the homeowner was interested, the rep would set up a visit from a salesman.

Dennis’s pitch with his Systems for Savings program was simply unstoppable.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#sfs

His salesmen had something like an 80% closing rate, and few of them had really done much sales work before. That kind of closing ratio was unheard of, especially for a $10,000 piece of equipment sold to a homeowner, but when Dennis removed all of the customer’s risk, they all went for it.

Dennis was finally going to make some hay before the tax credit expired at the end of 1985. He quickly sold a thousand systems, and finally found somebody who understood the potential: Mr. Financier:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#finance

If he could get thousands of systems installed before the year was out, Dennis was finally going to realize his dream of creating an industry around his heat pump. At that time, Dennis naively believed the full page ads that the electric companies were publishing about conservation. The conservation programs of the electric companies were very high profile at the time:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#weather

and Dennis reckoned that they would be ecstatic if he could bring 85% electricity savings for heating. He reckoned incorrectly. They had more like 20% in mind, mostly as a PR stunt to keep their customers from fleeing to gas heating. Dennis knew that somebody was working behind the scenes to destroy his effort in Seattle, but he did not know who it was:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#seattle1

When Mr. Financier came on board, the assailant unmasked himself. After nearly a year of trying to attract the electric companies’ attention for his energy conservation equipment, he finally heard from them, when they attacked him in the press:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#scam

Then he knew who had been out to get him. When he began hearing rumors that the Attorney General’s office was investigating him (as the electric companies publicly called for), he called them, asking them what they wanted to know. The AG’s office told the first of many lies that day, saying that they did not know who Dennis was. Dennis still tried to get the electric companies to work with him, and that was about the same time that Bill the BPA Hit Man appeared:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm

Bill was definitely a paid provocateur on the BPA’s payroll, although his subsequent activities provided evidence that he was also Godzilla’s asset:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#global

But if he was, I think that he was more on loan, or picked up by Godzilla after his Seattle performance, but his history before Seattle gave evidence that like Lee Harvey Oswald,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#tower

his grooming to be what he became started early. In his pre- and post-Seattle days, as well as what he did in Seattle, his signature move has been to use the legal system as a weapon, with phony lawsuits and other stratagems. I can’t help but think that it was part of his training.

So, just as the electric companies attacked through the media and Bill the Hit Man appeared, some “college students” appeared at Dennis’s company, acting like idealistic kids who were discovering energy conservation. They attended a meeting that Dennis held for the electric companies, where the only other attendees were Bill and an electric company representative who attended because Mr. Engineer:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#carpet

knew him. Mr. Engineer was once the plant superintendent of Boeing’s 747 facility – the world’s largest building – so he knew everybody.

When the Attorney General’s office finally stopped lying about their “investigation” of Dennis’s company, those “students” took off their masks: they were really investigators for the Attorney General’s office. They acted so immaturely that Dennis finally had to complain about their behavior:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#meeting

That was when Ms. Deputy Attorney General got involved. She led the investigation from that time forward, and her confrontations with Dennis ended her career. She worked hand-in-hand with the BPA Hit Man:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#hit

and when caught with documents that Bill had stolen from Dennis’s company and Dennis threatened an FBI probe, she hastily returned them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#stolen

Dennis’s investigators over the years had a knack of accepting documents stolen from Dennis, either encouraging others to steal them for them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#promotion

or stealing them directly:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#espionage

The more “benign” crime committed by the Ventura County officials was encouraging document theft. When Mr. Big Time Attorney found that out, he began rubbing his hands together, as the year before he fried a bunch of IRS agents in the U.S. Supreme Court for committing that exact crime:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#supreme

While he whipped the IRS in the U.S. Supreme Court, he was threatened with disbarment in the California federal courts for suing the Ventura County officials for the very same crime:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#disbar

Defending Dennis became the education of his career. Interested readers really need to read my account of Dennis’s Seattle days to get an idea of the evil that Ms. Deputy Attorney General was involved in:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

A couple of weeks after her final confrontation with Dennis, when he made her sit on the hot seat and answer questions from her victims, and after a former boyfriend called the proud “crime fighter” for her gangster activities against Dennis’s company, and told her about all of the innocent lives that she wrecked:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#hatchet

she quit and then taught law school in Seattle, where she is now an emeritus faculty, after more than twenty years of teaching people how to become lawyers. She later admitted to Dennis that her conscience finally woke up. When she quit, she handed Dennis’s case to Ms. Pinch Hitter, who is the person quoted in that article about people being better off buying a heat pump. A primary reason why I am blanking out her name in the attached file is that she is still around, working for the state as a “crime fighter,” and teaches law school at the same place where Ms. Deputy Attorney General works. They are comrades in arms, “protecting” the public and teaching our best and brightest.

In a funny side note, I talked to Dennis for the first time in several years not long ago, and I told him what many of his assailants were up to these days (in prison like Mr. Texas http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#texas, or teaching college, like Ms. Deputy Attorney General and her pinch hitter), and Dennis said that always liked Ms. Deputy Attorney General. She was not as enthusiastic a thug as the others were.

As unprofessionally and criminally as Ms. Deputy Attorney General acted, she was a paragon of virtue compared to Ms. Pinch Hitter. When Dennis hastily left Washington after his company was stolen, Ms. Pinch Hitter dogged his every step, calling the local authorities to be on the lookout for the criminal of the century in their back yard. In Boston, an “investigator” who got a call from Ms. Pinch Hitter swaggered into Dennis’s office, making open threats about how he would put Dennis behind bars. In the wake of the Ventura nightmare, one of the more telling documents of Dennis’s journey surfaced. That Boston investigator admitted in a letter that he was attempting to prosecute Dennis, but could never find a violation of the law:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#pinch

Given enough time, I am sure that he would have found something, like they did in Ventura. His efforts were paralleled by the Massachusetts Secretary of State’s office, which began playing the same game that the Attorney General’s office did in Washington, but we left the state before they could strike. Part of what we saw was just the general sickness of mind and spirit that are found in almost all law-enforcement personnel:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#arrest

During my days with Dennis, it was pretty much a constant that the representatives of the legal system, whether they were at the state or federal level in Washington, the county or state level in Massachusetts, or the county or federal level in California, could be expected to act unprofessionally at the very minimum, and criminal behavior was quite common. I quickly lost all respect for the USA’s legal system, but I still hear extremely naïve talk, all the time, about how the USA has the world’s best legal system, and how truth is proven in a “court of law.” What I saw was that the legal/media combination is devastating, and amounts to: “I will lie, and you will broadcast it,” and they stampede the herd wherever they want them to go.

But of all the statements made by legal system members against Dennis that I saw, the quotes that Ms. Pinch Hitter made were by far the most unprofessional. Pretty much everything that I saw her say was a lie. If anybody contacted her, she would Federal Express an “investigative” package on Dennis to them, which was filled with lies and half-truths.

I never had the pleasure, but others around me did, of talking with her on the phone. She quickly descended into hysterical shrieks when Dennis’s name came up. It is possible that she believed what she was saying, but I doubt it. That quote in that attached image was one of her more benign comments.

That newspaper article did not directly quote her, but that statement,

“Lee was forced out of business in Washington in 1986 after the Attorney General’s Office there received a raft of complaints against his company, Conserve Financial Services”

is in the Big Lie category. There were never any complaints from the public, and especially from Dennis’s customers (it was the same in Ventura – the public never complained). The only complaints came from the electric companies. The way that Ms. Deputy Attorney General got Dennis to settle her lawsuit can provide some insight into how they play the game. When Dennis finally realized that the electric companies were behind the assaults that his company was receiving, he made another tape for his salesmen to play.

His Systems for Savings plan was simply unstoppable, at least honestly. How could you attack a program where the customers risked none of their money? In the tape that Dennis made, he said something like, “Because you only pay what the system is proven to save, you might say that your energy supplier is paying for this conservation.”

In the subsequent media blitz that followed the electric company attacks on Dennis’s company (and it was not Conserve Financial Services that was attacked in Seattle, so that article could not even get the name of the company right – such small details may seem minor, but such little errors were in virtually every sentence, interspersed with the Big Lies, making the effort laughable if its intention was not evil), a man who watched that pitch tape in his home, who did not buy a system, wrote to the Attorney General’s office. He said that after watching that tape, he had the impression that Dennis said that the electric companies were going to write him a check every month if he bought Dennis’s system. That may have merely been an indication of the customer’s level of intelligence, but Ms. Deputy Attorney General used that letter to force Dennis to settle the lawsuit, after she took his customers hostage. Her logic was this: Because one person in the state misunderstood one thing that Dennis said, she got him, dead to rights.

As anybody with an IQ over seventy who watched Dennis’s clip should have known, the electric companies were not going to write a check to the customer if they bought Dennis’s heat pump. But one person in the state misunderstood what Dennis said. According to the consumer protection laws that Ms. Deputy Attorney General was waging against Dennis’s company, the fact that Dennis did not intend to deceive anybody was irrelevant. That one person in the state misunderstood one thing that Dennis said was all that she needed to hang his company out to dry. And that literally was what she hung her entire case on:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#case

She sent him a copy of man’s that letter, with the statement circled in green ink, accompanied by some kind of “case closed” comment. So, the Washington prosecution was fraudulent from the beginning, as they did the electric companies’ bidding to wipe out their competition. But that bogus lawsuit and settlement was not even good enough for the media; some of the more disreputable ones eventually inflated the charges into “fraud,” (which meant that Dennis was intentionally deceiving people) which anybody familiar with the case knew to be a lie, but people like Mr. Skeptic made his skeptical career out of knowingly repeating such lies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

In almost everything that I referred to above, Godzilla himself had little or nothing to do with it. Those were the lower-level predators at play. Bill the BPA Hit Man definitely worked for Godzilla eventually, and may have from the beginning of his “alternative energy” career, but I am not sure. When the deputies stole all of our technical information in the raid:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#espionage

it was definitely to give somebody an inside peek into what we were doing. I believe that it was done for Godzilla, but I could be wrong. The billion dollar offer that Dennis received a few months later was definitely delivered from Godzilla, as one of his “benign” tactics:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

and I am sure that the $10 million offer in Boston also came from Godzilla:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten

But, for all of Godzilla’s evil deeds, what was most dismaying was how almost everybody in the establishment eagerly did his bidding, from corrupt cops, prosecutors and judges, to newspaper reporters who were stenographers to those gangsters. Then my mother eagerly believed the lies, never even asked her son for his side of the story, and eventually took those newspaper articles (that attached article was the first of many, with the most amazing being an LA Times “investigative” report that was about two or three entire newspaper pages, that was a string of lies from one end to the other, and prominently quoted the glib Ms. Pinch Hitter, whom I never saw utter one accurate sentence about Dennis) on tour to my friends and family, telling the story of her son the crook.

If anybody thinks that they are going to play the FE game at any meaningful level, they need to begin to understand how the system really works. Your friends and allies will hurt you more than Godzilla will, as I discovered the hard way, over and over. When I talked to Dennis recently, I said that his “allies” hurt him more than Godzilla did, and he agreed with me. Many times, I initially refused to believe what my friends and family were doing, to eventually have them demonstrate to my face what they were all about. That was the big surprise of my journey, not that Godzilla exists and is vigilant.

I vividly remember Dennis’s naïve belief in the American legal system before Ventura, where he had seen corrupt cops and lawyers before, but he thought that once you got in front of the judge, justice could happen. He was rudely disabused of that notion during our days together. I wish I had a dollar for every time that I heard one of Dennis’s lawyers say, “He can’t do that!” as the judge said with a grin, “Well, I just did, and what are you going to do about it?”

I think that Dennis first got a hint of what was coming when Bill the BPA Hit Man filed that phony bankruptcy lawsuit in Seattle.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#bk

The lawsuit was obviously fraudulent, but the judge illegally accepted the petition, and here I will need to get into some technicalities, so people can see how this stuff works. The bankruptcy law that Bill used was only for bona fide creditors with undisputed claims. It was for a company that could no longer pay its bills, and if five bona fide creditors jointly filed a lawsuit, they could force a company into the bankruptcy courts. This happens in the USA with some regularity, and is called an involuntary bankruptcy, where the creditors force the company into bankruptcy.

Bill’s lawsuit was nothing of the sort. He found four employee dupes to file with him, and they all made up their creditor “claims” out of the thin air. The judge should have never accepted their petition. But he did, and the local PTB also obviously got to Dennis’s attorney, who suddenly could not utter a rational word in the courtroom. In Ventura, Dennis got to see that one, too, where they got to his lawyer, who suddenly was unable to make a coherent argument, and was suddenly seeing things the prosecution’s way every time. After the Seattle company was destroyed and Dennis was taken out the picture, the judge suddenly saw the light. He not only threw out the petition, but he also recommended countersuing the petitioners.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#_edn24

Bill’s dupes were left holding the bag. Once Dennis was removed from the scene, Bill had a “falling out” with his dupes, as they waged the phony lawsuit on their own. The dark side can be very good at what it does, and there are times when its brilliance impresses me. Bill worked his evil, which resulted, in others things, a woman’s death:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#death

and when his mission was accomplished he slinked away, with his idiotic dupes left holding the bag. That took some talent. But, if the judge was not in on it, that particular angle could not have worked. Bill had a lot of help.

In Ventura, Dennis got to find out how the judges worked, in spades. I got to see Kangaroo Court in action:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#jail

It was my first experience in a courtroom, and it was a doozy. I came to my radicalizing moment in the courtroom,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#faces

so I probably have to thank all of those corrupt people and their evil ways for helping me wake me up. My site covers the legal machinations that were used to force Dennis into a plea bargain:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bargain

The judge made it clear that Dennis did not file that form and pay $50, and he was definitely guilty of that “crime,” and if Dennis demanded a trial, the judge would see that he was found guilty (the judge ruled on matters of law, the jury on matters of fact, and Dennis long ago admitted that he did not file the form, so the judge had him dead to rights on the “crime”) and was given the maximum possible prison sentence. And that came from the “fair” judge. :)

When I talked with Dennis in late 2011, he said that the FTC had just settled their case against him:

http://www.ftc.gov/opa/2011/12/dutchman.shtm

and as with Seattle, they never obtained any “conviction,” no admission that anything Dennis did was dishonest, and like with Seattle and Ventura, they purposely avoided actually testing the technology to see if it worked or not. The only succeed in putting Dennis out of business, and if the pattern holds, they and Dennis’s assailants will lie about what they “got” Dennis on.

So, in Ventura Dennis pled guilty to not filing the form and ended up in prison with murderers, even though the judge and prosecution both admitted in open court that Dennis did not commit a “crime” in the popular understanding of that word:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#judge

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#plea

What they admitted they “got” Dennis on was a parking ticket, but it was also a parking ticket given for parking where a hundred thousand other cars were parked, there was nothing that marked the parking lot as a no-parking zone, and Dennis was the only person given a ticket. And somehow, that parking ticket merited prison, not a five-dollar-fine. If that was the end of it, it would be bad enough, but the higher courts, to this day, have intentionally misrepresented the conviction, and they have gone on the record with their artful deceptions. I recently saw it with the FTC’s charges against Dennis couple of years ago:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#ftc

but I also saw it with the California courts, as they denied Dennis’s appeal. Here it is:

http://law.justia.com/cases/federal/appellate-courts/F2/959/240/220419/

One thing that people should know is that if you are prosecuted in the USA, you lose even if you “win.” Even the most frivolous lawsuit or prosecution destroys lives. Royal Rife never recovered from the AMA-sponsored lawsuit that was intended to stop his company in its tracks:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#rife

The system also is rigged to favor the prosecution. All that stuff about “innocent until proven guilty” is a nice idea, but in practice it does not work that way. When the DA’s investigator said that he did not care if Dennis was innocent or not:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#care

and that he would do however much lying that he needed in order to secure a conviction:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#lie

he was merely voicing aloud what virtually all prosecutors privately think, but it is impolite to publicly admit it. But securing Dennis’s “conviction” was not enough for the legal system. The other courts have had to artfully misrepresent what Dennis was convicted for, which you can see with the FTC’s charges and that federal court appeal ruling. It bears quoting them directly. The appeal courts wrote:

“On June 22, 1988, Lee was arrested and charged with violating sections of California Civil Code 1812.201 through 1812.221, the Seller's Assisted Marketing Plan Act (SAMP). He was also charged with several counts of common law fraud, all charges stemming from his marketing of a heat pump which was purported to generate electricity. On May 31, 1990, Lee pled guilty to eight of the charged felony counts in the Superior Court of Ventura County, California.”

The first sentence presented the charges that he was convicted for. They don’t say it in their legalese, but the “crime” was not filing the form and paying $50. The second sentence outlines the charges that were thrown on top of the civil law charges, as life in prison for failing to file a form would be a stretch, even for Ventura County. They had to convict Dennis for fraud to have any chance to put him away forever, but they had no evidence of fraud, even after months of trying to manufacture victims. The only way they could pull it off was to have Dennis defenseless and hogtied, hence his million dollar bail, solitary confinement, reading all of his mail, and so on. When they could not help themselves and repeatedly violated his civil rights in jail, and his supporters were not rolling over and playing dead like they hoped (including that mysterious benefactor who put up $50K to defend Dennis), the judge reduced Dennis’s bail to zero.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it

Once Dennis was out and could defend himself, the prosecution almost immediately dropped all of the fraud charges,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#plea

and the only “crime” left to prosecute was failing to file the form. I apologize for making the following analogy, but I have found that many readers need it to better understand what happened. Instead of the civil law “violation” and fraud charges, let’s make them more common, like a parking ticket and bank robbery. And remember, the parking ticket was for parking in a no-parking zone that was not marked as such, and there were a hundred thousand other cars parked there, but only Dennis’s car got a ticket.

So, imagine that you got that ticket on your windshield one day, but instead of just mailing in a check, you got arrested with a million dollar bail. Why the excessive bail, you asked? You also saw the same cops who arrested you break into your car and strip it before you got your ticket, so you knew that something smelled pretty bad about the entire matter. The thieving cops also decided to charge you with bank robbery. Never mind that no bank reported a robbery, the cops were going to get you for bank robbery and not just a parking ticket, but the only way that they could make the bank robbery charges stick was to fabricate the appearance of bank robbery, so they canvassed all the banks in the area, asking them if they ever noticed any missing money. A couple banks said that, in fact, one day they did notice a dollar or two missing from their teller’s drawer, the day after you cashed a check there, so theoretically, maybe you robbed them. That being good enough for the cops and the prosecutor, they also charged you with bank robbery, gave you a million dollar bail, and away you went. Also, upon arresting you, all the cops involved got big promotions, with the ringleader cop being put in charge of the jail so he could look to your comfort, as you were the catch of his career:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#promotion

But when he kept violating your civil rights, in his zeal to break you for trial, so you would plead guilty to anything just to get out of his clutches, he went too far, even in Kangaroo Court, and the judge let you out of jail. As soon as you were freed from jail and could defend yourself, the bank robbery charges were dropped, because there literally was nothing to support those charges, other than a bank teller’s window coming up a few dollars short one day. The banks never even complained, but only joined the charges after the cops campaigned to them to press charges (and even threatened some banks that if they did not press charges, they could be found guilty as a co-conspirator in bank robbery, believe it or not).

So, all that was left to prosecute you for was the parking ticket, and the judge said that he nailed you. You definitely parked there, which you even admitted. That the no-parking zone was unmarked, and a hundred thousand other cars were parked there made no difference, the judge said. “Ignorance of the law is no excuse,” and of all that happy tripe. But everybody agreed that the ludicrous bank robbery charges had been dropped. Nevertheless, the judge used a novel interpretation of the parking ticket charge. He came up with a ruling that was never made before or since: a parking ticket was an offense that merited prison time, and not minimum security easy time, but they put you in with murderers and were going to see if you survived the experience.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#violate

Also, right after sending you off to prison for that parking ticket violation, the judge and the prosecutor were promoted, with the prosecutor becoming a judge herself:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#promotions

Good times for being a lawyer, for sure. Of course, you protested being given prison time for a parking ticket, and you also saw all the crimes that the prosecution committed in its pursuit of you, and you even had the joy of a misconduct hearing, where at least some of their crimes came into the open,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#witness

even if it did not affect their ability to put you into prison. When it came time for the appeals court to rule on your case, they artfully presented your charges and “conviction” by stating:

“The defendant was charged with a parking ticket and bank robbery, and eventually pled guilty to the charges and was sent to prison.”

They artfully conjoined the bank robbery charge with the parking ticket in their brief, hoping that the reader would be duped into thinking that you pled guilty to bank robbery as well as the parking ticket. Take a look at those FC charges:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#ftc

as well as that appeal ruling:

http://law.justia.com/cases/federal/appellate-courts/F2/959/240/220419/

That is exactly what they did. It is also more egregious than that, as the appeal ruling stated:

“He was also charged with several counts of common law fraud, all charges stemming from his marketing of a heat pump which was purported to generate electricity.”

Dennis never marketed a heat pump that he said generated electricity. So, they can’t even get the facts straight.

Of course, unsaid in all of that is that the entire prosecution was inspired by the energy industry, as they wiped out an upstart competitor, and the corrupt cops and court were only too happy to do their bidding. It is also certain that bribes were passed along, never mind the promotions that were handed out all around.

So, the cops, prosecutors and courts committed many crimes during their prosecution, and got you for the parking ticket, but that was not good enough. They made numerous lurid statements that the press uncritically reproduced, and your mother saved the newspaper clippings and took them on tour to your friends and family, telling them the story of what a horrible bank robber and baby killer you are.

And even though the courts had to use artful deception to try to fool its readers, when they conjoined the dropped charges with what they got you on, people based careers on misrepresenting even that, telling everybody who would listen that you were convicted of bank robbery, and they also knew that you killed babies, but could not get you on that charge – maybe someday they will, “If justice prevails.” To this day, they go on national TV, saying that you pled guilty to bank robbery:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

That is how our vaunted system works, in the good ol’ USA. That is a big reason why we do not have FE today. And, as you can see, Godzilla had little to do with the above narrative. Yes, the deputies probably stole all of the technical material in the raid for Godzilla’s benefit:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

and the billion dollar bribe:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

was certainly offered by Godzilla, who simply added a couple of zeroes to the offer of a year previously:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten

but it sure did not take much under-the-table money to get the cops, prosecutors and judges in the hangin’ mood. They love hangings, and they really get their kicks when they hang innocent people. So, the opportunity to hang a Christ-like figure was an opportunity that rarely comes around, and like the events of two thousand years ago, getting the mob to yell, “Give us Barabbas!” is a triumph of herd management that they are ecstatic when they accomplish it. Getting the masses to cherish their own enslavement, as their saviors are martyred while mob’s cheers, is the dark shepherd’s greatest triumph.

End of part 1.

[Wade Frazier]

Godzilla, part 2

It may be obvious that in Dennis’s adventures, Godzilla barely needed to lift a claw. Many eagerly did his bidding, unwittingly or not. Mr. Deputy and his cronies were definitely dangled promotion carrots and probably straight bribes, but in Ventura County, really, what happened there was not too unusual for them. They rigged the Rodney King beating trial:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rodney_King#Trial_of_the_officers

and the trial was likely moved there because their trial-rigging skills were needed. The people who run Ventura County have often resorted to murder:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#wean

I could go on for a long time on all the murders, disappearances, frame jobs and other festivities that the people running Ventura County regularly engage in. It is no different today. Mr. Deputy:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#deputy

recently retired to a hero’s farewell, after his long and glorious career as a protector of the public. His pension weighs in at more than $200K per year:

http://www.vcta.org/647/300000-pensions-here-we-come-2/

He probably does not know much about Godzilla or even care. He just chased carrots, and destroying innocent lives, and possibly contributing in a significant way to humanity’s destruction, was just a day at the office for him, one that gave him a great deal of pleasure. When he made it clear to me how much fun he was having:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#faces

rubbing my face in evil, that was my radicalizing moment, but Godzilla looked on from afar. Mr. Deputy was simply a gun for hire.

But, others were on Godzilla’s payroll more directly than Mr. Deputy was, and some may have been. You will see that if they were doing it as Godzilla’s employee or were free-lancing, in the end, it did not make much difference.

Dennis had to survive the capitalistic jungle filled with the lower-level predators before Godzilla ever took notice, and here is a partial list of those on the lower rungs who were either involved or aware.

Before Dennis became paralyzed:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#va

he tried to transform the insulation business,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#cook

using many of the same strategies that he later used with his heat pump business. His programs were so explosively successful that the sharks always came swarming, and on the East Coast, that often meant the mob, but also his business associates got gold fever and betrayed Dennis in countless ways. Also, the local robber barons saw the threat that Dennis posed to their fiefdoms, and their vassals in the media obliged them. In one Maryland newspaper, they named Dennis “The Con Man of the Year” or some such label. As I discovered the hard way years later, the media can simply make it up as they go, but it was just the state media that time, not the national media. Dennis had not yet attracted national attention (except that he was once Pat Robertson’s partner, and that is a long story that I don’t have time for right now – the brief version is here

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#ucs ) .

When Dennis got involved with the heat pump, he again was the biggest thing to ever hit the industry, and he made huge waves. As with before, his business associates betrayed him repeatedly, the mob got involved, he survived murder attempts, and the rest of that fun:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#lamco2

When Dennis’s son died of crib death when he was visiting his family in Washington right after his company was stolen again:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

and the WHOOPS disaster made a market for his heat pump in his home state:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#whoops

Dennis stayed and eventually made a run at it. What he did in 1984-1985 stands today as the greatest attempt yet made to bring alternative energy to the American marketplace. And the local energy interests pulled out all the stops to wipe him out. It worked. Bill the BPA Hit Man:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm

was certainly a paid provocateur, and the evidence points to him being a Godzilla asset, but who knows for sure? At the federal level, Dennis attended hearings in Washington DC on Carter’s energy tax credit, and was even assigned to his own subcommittee, to write some performance requirements for energy saving equipment. Almost the entire solar industry was a scam in those days, and Dennis was actually trying to help clean it up, which led to endless attacks from the solar industry people. When the snuff job in Seattle became high profile, a U.S. Senator went to Dennis’s house to try to warn him (it was chicken-hearted advice, but politicians are not noted for their courage).

The first time that we were undoubtedly approached by Godzilla was the friendly buyout offer in Boston:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten

When we were flying high in Ventura, before they lowered the boom on us, Ed Meese, the USA’s Attorney General, knew Dennis by name, and said that Dennis was “squeaky clean:”

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#squeaky

So, we knew that the feds were highly aware of us, but it was hard to say what all they knew. When Mr. Big Time Attorney asked his FBI pals to give him the scoop on Dennis, they replied that their files on him were huge, as were the CIA’s.

But, none of that was at the Godzilla level. It was just the national level stuff. Bill Clinton and Al Gore knew Dennis by name, and Clinton hated Dennis (this was when Dennis put five thousand people into a sports stadium to talk about FE):

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#yull

I read the letter that Gore (AKA “Mr. Environment” – or at least the politician’s version of it :) ) wrote to us a few months after the meeting with Yull, and he wanted to make clear why he backed off of further involvement: he did not deny that Brown’s Gas produced transmutational effects; he felt that it was too dangerous to try, end of story.

The Bush II administration probably knew Dennis better than any other administration since Reagan’s, and they surprisingly were far from hostile, at least for a while, unlike how the Obama administration seems to be:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#ftc

As strange as all of that White House attention was, it was all below the Godzilla level. Godzilla uses the government when he needs to, but people like the sitting president are out of the loop on the big stuff. From what I have seen, Greer is right about that:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#presidents

So, all of the above events had little influence from Godzilla, IMO. But below is where Godzilla’s claw seemed to show, but it is often difficult to know exactly what is happening, because Godzilla plays a subtle game. When Godzilla’s agents appear, or free-lance criminals, they never hand you their card, saying that they are a bad guy. In fact, they do the opposite, trying to appear to be affable, overgrown Boy Scouts, like we were. They eventually remove their masks:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#darkness

but it is usually as they are sinking their daggers into your back. And here is where today’s class begins. I am going to provide some specifics on how I saw them operate.

Bill the BPA Hit Man approached Dennis as the snuff job in Seattle was underway:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#scam

He posed as somebody who wanted to help.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#ag

Dennis had been around the block many times by then, and did not believe that Bill was whom he presented himself as, and neither did Dennis’s wife, but Dennis said that he wanted his enemy close to him, to watch him. That was a big mistake. When Bill came in, he tried to befriend all the company’s key employees. Dennis deceptively told Bill that his confidante was an unbalanced Vietnam Vet named Harlow, and Bill suddenly became Harlow’s best friend. Their partnership led to a woman’s death:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#death

But that was only one of numerous activities that Bill engaged in. Before they killed that woman, they engaged in a great deal of mischief, but it was done on the outside. Bill initially bided his time, waiting for the attack by his friends at the Attorney General’s office, orchestrated when Dennis was out of town on a business trip, looking for a way to escape Washington:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#relocate

When the company was most vulnerable, and the AG attacked with a media smear and fraudulent lawsuit, Bill then tried to incite mutiny on the inside. It did not work as intended, but Bill’s ten-week tenure at the company gave him enough access to find more dupes like Harlow. He found four to file that phony lawsuit with him:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#bk

but that was after a string of burglaries and sabotage of the factory:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#sabotage

When Dennis allowed “shoot to kill” authority to his security service, with a reward for catching the criminals in the act, the break-ins stopped. Then, about every regulatory agency in the USA descended on the company, including the fire department, OSHA, the IRS and so on.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#sabotage1

And here is where I begin an example of somebody who should have known better. Mr. Engineer was a World War II veteran. The military sent him to MIT for training, but he also saw action in the Philippines. He played in the Big Time. He knew Frank Lloyd Wright:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frank_Lloyd_Wright

and other luminaries. He eventually became the first plant superintendent for Boeing’s 747 manufacturing facility in Everett, which is the world’s largest building. Mr. Engineer was not a genius, but was a highly competent, old-school engineer. But at about age sixty, he developed bladder cancer and Boeing forced him into retirement. Back in the 1980s, a sixty-plus engineer with cancer was unemployable, no matter how high a level he used to play the game.

When Dennis was in Yakima, rebuilding for about the tenth time, the local robber baron courted Dennis and became his partner. Mr. Engineer worked for the robber baron, almost as a gofer. When Dennis had had enough of Mr. Rich and moved to Seattle on that fateful day:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#seattle

He soon sent for Mr. Engineer, and he eventually built Dennis’s factory. After building the world’s biggest factory, one could say that Dennis’s factory did not present much of a problem for Mr. Engineer. But, that did not prevent Bill from siccing all the dogs on the factory that he could, once he was prevented from performing any more sabotage. But Mr. Engineer was a legend and knew everybody, and when OSHA showed up for a surprise inspection, the inspector knew Mr. Engineer, so it became a friendly inspection real quickly, and the factory passed with flying colors.

I came in during the Seattle catastrophe’s final days, but I saw its death throes. While Bill’s phony bankruptcy helped strangle the company, the major damage was the Attorney General’s phony lawsuit and media blitz. Every customer who had not put down money on the heat pump (to be refunded by the federal government when they field their tax return – that was how Carter’s tax credit worked) cancelled their order. From more than a thousand orders to four hundred overnight, and with zero ability to sell even a pencil in Seattle after that, the company was doomed.

But the inside-outside job of Bill and the Attorney General, assisted by the corrupt courts and media, was what Dennis’s “allies” needed, as they saw their opportunity to steal the business. My boss, the controller, engineered the theft, assisted by our general counsel:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#theft

My boss purposely kept me away from the area where he engineered the theft. Dennis hired the man to ensure that he properly completed the stock deal with a shell company, which immediately took the company public. My boss purposely did not get the deal properly executed so that he could later steal the company by using the half-complete stock-deal, with his own negligence presenting the opportunity. I do not know if he thought that way when he came in the door, or when the Mormon grifters showed up, but his criminal neglect of his duties is what allowed him the steal the company. And this is where Godzilla might have also been involved.

Steve Greer has long said that the Mormon financial empire was one of Big Boys’ biggest players:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#mormon

I take Greer’s reporting very seriously. Dennis had about four hundred employees in Seattle at the end of 1985, as they rushed to get those four hundred systems installed before the tax credit expired at the end of 1985. Not long after Dennis began building his staff, he found himself surrounded by Mormons. In the Western USA, Mormonism is the religion of the ambitious. I know of people who became Mormons because of the business opportunities that membership provided. I don’t know how much Godzilla had to do with it, but Mormons stole both the Seattle and Ventura companies, after inveigling their way inside the company.

But my education in Seattle was not so much about how the media operated, or the corrupt judicial system, or even people like Bill the BPA Hit Man. My big surprise was how almost everybody played along, enticed by the carrots waved under their noses. I think that my boss, the general counsel, their many accomplices and all of those employees who cheered the thieves (it was my first “Give us Barabbas!” moment, but far from my last):

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient1

were merely being opportunistic. And Dennis’s business associates also got into the act, and another salient moment that summer was watching the feeding frenzy over the carcass of Dennis’s company, as everybody was ripping and tearing for all they could get:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient2

That woman who died worked for Mr. Engineer, and he totally agreed with Dennis’s version of events in that incident (Mr. Engineer and I talked about it one day):

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#death

He saw all the evil plays made as the Seattle company was dying, but it was also evident from the beginning of our relationship that while Mr. Engineer was a nice guy, he was in it for the money. He was unemployable, and Dennis was the only person who would hire him. When Dennis fled the state and tried to rebuild, and the “loyalists” were sitting around, waiting for Dennis to make something happen, Dennis sent a thousand dollars to the loyalists, to help them, and Mr. Engineer got half of it. The loyalists soon fell apart, with only two of them bowing our honorably (about half of them tried to extort money from us in Ventura http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#extortion ), and it was not long before I just decided to chase Dennis across the continent:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

Mr. Engineer did not drop out, precisely. He said that if Dennis ever got going again, then he was available for hire. When I raised the money in Boston, Mr. Engineer was the first person that we hired, and he lived with us for five months before we moved to Ventura. I loved the old guy, but he regularly made comments that told me that he was in it for the money.

In the wake of the raid and Dennis’s arrest, and when Mr. Texas made his move:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#texas

it was a move that I had seen before, and so had Mr. Engineer. So when I pulled up to our offices that fateful day, and saw Mr. Engineer standing with Mr. Texas and a guy who wanted to be Dennis’s protégé with me taking time off (Mr. Stooge):

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient3

and Mr. Engineer said that he and Mr. Researcher were going to go work for Mr. Texas, my heart not only sank regarding Mr. Engineer’s obvious betrayal of Dennis, but I initially could not believe that Mr. Researcher would act so dishonorably. Mr. Texas had not totally removed his mask for everybody to see, but the smell of brimstone and that pointy tail sticking out of his pants were painfully obvious to me, and it had to be for Mr. Engineer. He could not have been that stupid to not see what was happening. He later called himself naïve, but I think that is a handy excuse for less-than-sterling integrity. A year later, Dennis told me that Mr. Texas had already unmasked himself to Dennis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#performance

but when I heard it, it was no surprise at all. Mr. Texas was far more polished than Bill the Hit Man was. When the sledgehammer was coming down in Ventura, and Dennis was desperately maneuvering to avoid the next blow, Mr. Texas gave such a polished performance as he auditioned for a national-level dealer position that we gave him a round of applause. But when I saw the move that he made when Dennis was arrested, I had no doubt of his intentions. I had already seen about a dozen attempts to steal Dennis’s companies by that time, but the only successful plays were when Dennis was in a headlock.

When we had the Seattle factory, Mr. Engineer got it certified by ARL (a competitor of UL http://www.osha.gov/dts/otpca/nrtl/arl.html ). The certification sticker was placed on every heat pump that they made in Seattle, but the sticker was specific to the factory. Nevertheless, Mr. Engineer had a roll of leftover stickers, and he treated them as valuable, as did Dennis. It was part of Dennis’s “magic act,” and when Mr. Texas made his play, he offered Mr. Engineer employment, and the promise of money was all it took to get Mr. Engineer to instantly abandon Dennis for Mr. Texas. Not only was it a low-integrity move, it was obvious that Mr. Texas was a cutthroat. Watching Mr. Engineer join up with Mr. Texas and Mr. Stooge was like watching a child get lured into a car as a stranger dangled a candy bar from the window.

Mr. Researcher played the engineering game at a lot higher level than Mr. Engineer ever did, taking his game onto the global stage more than once. He and Mr. Engineer were buddies, but I could not believe that Mr. Researcher would be stupid enough to get in bed with Mr. Texas as he made his play. I refused to believe it, but heard that day that he had. It was mind-boggling to me. I went to Mr. Researcher’s home to talk to him. Once he made it clear that he was planning on going to work for Mr. Texas, I gave him a strong warning, and said that Mr. Texas and crew were “slime,” and very dangerous slime. He scoffed at me. He was going to get in that car with the candy-bearing stranger, too, and I could do nothing but watch.

Right after that, Mr. Researcher was on his knees in Mr. Deputy’s office, begging for his mercy. I eventually heard the tape (at least the part that the prosecution produced – they “lost” the rest of it, when Mr. Deputy began making threats to Mr. Researcher:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#_ednref36 )

On the tape, Mr. Researcher openly made fun of my warning about Mr. Texas, chuckling that I called Mr. Texas “slime.”

Right after his interrogation session, Mr. Researcher called to advise me to get on my knees in Mr. Deputy’s office and beg for my life, too. My relationship with Mr. Researcher is closer than is disclosed on my site, but let me say that I could not believe what I was hearing. Within weeks, everybody had either abandoned or betrayed Dennis, and Mr. Professor and I were virtually his only supporters. What I saw in Ventura made the Seattle events pale into insignificance.

Mr. Engineer indeed drove out to Texas to work for Mr. Texas’s operation. He had been there for only a day or so when Mr. Texas used Mr. Engineer’s relationship with Mr. Stooge to get those ARL stickers out of his hands. A few minutes after Mr. Engineer parted with those ARL stickers, Mr. Texas not only fired him, but Mr. Engineer was left to somehow make it back home to Ellensburg, penniless. Mr. Engineer was nothing more than a roll of ARL stickers to Mr. Texas, but Mr. Engineer got off easy. Mr. Texas eventually used his dagger on all the fools who supported his play. People were forced to go into hiding (and made death threats to Mr. Texas from their hiding places), as Mr. Texas screwed over many, many people.

Dennis thinks that Mr. Texas worked for Godzilla. I don’t know about that – I did not see all the evidence that Dennis did – but the inside-outside job that Mr. Texas, Mr. Deputy and friends pulled off looked just like what Bill the Hit Man and the Washington Attorney General, except at a far higher level of the game. At this time, I think that Mr. Texas worked for Godzilla in our Ventura days, but I could be wrong. Instead of some civil act “violation” in Washington, in Ventura they were trying to put Dennis away for life. It was only due to the efforts of four of us – Dennis, his wife, Mr. Professor and I – that we thwarted their efforts. We “won,” if having our lives wrecked and Dennis “only” spending two years behind bars can be considered a “victory.”

The Ventura events led to Mr. Professor’s early death:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#journey

and I will be recovering from them for the rest of my life. And like Jesus said, those with crime in their hearts are the quickest to accuse others of crimes, the people who acted the most dishonorably during the Ventura days still blame me for what happened, still accuse me of committing crimes, and some have even engaged in criminal behavior against me, people whom were once among my closest friends. People like Mr. Professor became sainted through the Ventura events, and I saw the angels with him when I bid his body goodbye:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#journey

and I am sure that they were lined up ten deep when he passed over. Other friends stood by me in all that mayhem, and they are like gold nuggets to me today, so I had compensation on my journey that few ever enjoy. It was not all bad. I received the education of my life in those days. If I had not lived those three years with Dennis, I doubt that I would have much worthwhile to say today.

After I staggered out of Ventura, I then hit the books for the next several years, trying to make sense of what I lived through.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#books

Ever since he got out of jail the first time, Dennis kept trying to get me back in the saddle with him. I was very leery of revisiting Hurricane Dennis, but he finally wore me down as the rocket began taking off in 1996. I could go into a great deal detail of what I saw during my brief stint back with Dennis in 1996-1997, but I will just relate two possible Godzilla incidents. The first was that we were being set up in a very elaborate sting operation. The Big Boys took the game to a new level:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#darker

When Dennis rejected their billion dollar offer in 1988:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

and somehow survived the prison experience (he “only” got some fingers broken and teeth knocked out after the guards put him in position to get murdered), Godzilla knew that the next effort had to be more subtle, and that sting operation (the Justice Department was almost certainly involved, but they did not hatch the scheme, they were Godzilla’s willing muscle for the operation) was relatively subtle.

I have no doubt that the sting operation was Godzilla-inspired, especially after I heard Tom Bearden talk about almost being taken out in a very similar operation:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bearden

At the same time that the sting operation was being mounted, up popped Dennis’s most persistent assailant, Mr. Skeptic:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#friends

Like with Bill, Mr. Texas and Mr. Deputy, he initially came on as the affable, friendly, “skeptic.” He even got a lot of my time, before he took his mask off. I never let him get close enough to do much damage, and he is a low level Godzilla asset, if he is an asset – I have some doubt about him, but today it is a relatively small doubt – but his performance with that libelous Skeptical Inquirer article:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

removed all doubt about his motivation. He is as dishonest as Bill the Hit Man, Mr. Deputy, and Mr. Texas, and unlike the other three, he took his mask off for the entire world to see. He can’t be stupid enough to have honestly made his “mistake” about Dennis’s “criminal” record, and his behavior since then only reinforces that impression. He just keeps telling the same lies over and over, in the British propaganda style:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/skeptic.htm#goebbels

I must again apologize for the following analogy, but it has blown me away that leading names in the FE field are gulled by Mr. Skeptic’s “affable skeptic” act, long after he took off his mask. If there is anybody who is the world expert on Dennis’s adventures, I must vie for the title. I could be called a connoisseur of FE efforts, but I stopped paying attention to them long ago, but back then I had kind of written the book on Dennis’s adventures and my part in them. Dennis had already written a few books, mostly from his cells, and Mr. Skeptic appeared on the scene, playing “investigator.” He got a lot of my time as I tried to educate him, but his agenda soon became clear to me.

A few months after I stopped interacting him, he finally made the Big Time with an article published in the flagship publication of the “skeptical” movement. To use a piano analogy, after nearly a year of lessons and practice, here was his first public recital. Except that it was the kind of recital that Mozart gave of a Salieri piece, replete with the flatulent blast at the end ( 3:45 into this clip http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9A0a7QCLTcE ). As the blast and its fragrance graced the air, he had unmasked himself to anybody with eyes to see. But to the media, a star was born. He has been on several national TV shows since his initial blast, repeating his performance on the national stage, and the media treats him like a virtuoso. But, treating flatulent blasts as virtuoso performances is the media’s specialty, so I don’t partake of Mr. Skeptic’s performances – once was enough – although he has stalked me on the Internet since 1997:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#warning

blasting his way across the Internet. I don’t begrudge him his blasts – we all have to make a living somehow ( :) ), but it has never ceased to amaze me how easily people are gulled by his affable skeptic act. Mr. Skeptic befriended one of the names of FE, and long after I exposed Mr. Skeptic to that name:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/skeptic.htm

he still pals around with Mr. Skeptic, interviews him on his radio show, and so forth, and the guy is on the NEM board, of all places. That is potentially fatal naïveté, and is just one more example of why FE aspirants are usually their own worst enemies.

There are many like Mr. Skeptic out there. Not only did Brian survive a murder attempt during his conference-speaking days, but there was a high-profile “skeptic” that dogged Brian’s steps when he spoke at the big conferences. Brian once told me how much trepidation he had when he knew that “skeptic” was going to show up. Mr. Skeptic showed up at least one of Dennis’s events, and Bill the Hit Man wrecked one of Dennis’s conference appearances:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#global

The CIA crawls at events like those, as well as people like Bill the BPA Hit Man. I do not plan to subject myself to that stuff. I just write and do the occasional interview. People are going to have to make a little effort to see the big picture than meet me in the flesh. Conferences are dead ends for this stuff, and hazardous to one’s health.

I have written at Avalon previously that one of my few supporters during my Ventura nightmare:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=249110&viewfull=1#post249110

tried to compete with me in understanding how the system works, and talking with him was like talking a five-year-old whose notion of justice was cowboy movies. When I would not play with him anymore, I became his target ever since.

All the above is to just show where humanity is these days. Believe it or not, the above is actually pretty normal for people who play at the high levels. The club is not very large, but we all look at each other in recognition. In the end, experience is the greatest, perhaps only, teacher, but I am trying to help reorient people away from all the failed paths to FE, paths that are not only dead ends, but hazardous to the aspirant’s health. Inventor-itis, mass movement herding under ideological banners, playing the Level 11 game:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level11

and the rest of those paths I have no interest in. I am trying to play the Level 12 game, and see if I can get enough of us to lay aside our scarcity-based baggage long enough:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

to simply imagine abundance. It might not help at all, but since an Abundance Choir has never been heard on Earth before, who is to say that it won’t help?

Mr. Big Time Attorney dug into many areas of Dennis’s treatment in Ventura. His digging led him to suspect that the CEO of the local electric company (and one of the USA’s largest), ordered the hit on us. We knew that they were highly aware of us when we hit town:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#inside

Just like they were in Seattle:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bpa

and Boston:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#carpet

Just what the connection was between the CIA man who offered the billion dollar bribe:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

and the CEO of that electric utility, we will likely never know, but it might have been a subtle one, if one at all (although the CIA man meeting with the CEO the day after he took Dennis to dinner in Ventura would be no great surprise). Godzilla and the local energy moguls have convergent interests, which are primarily about keeping the racket intact. But Godzilla plays the game at a vastly higher level than the CEO of an electric company does. I heard that Mr. Big Time Attorney found evidence of bribes being given to the Ventura County legal folks, but I never heard that directly and regard it as a rumor, and I don’t like spreading rumors if I can help it (but here I am doing it :) ). I have no doubt that the Ventura County goons were compensated somehow for their efforts, compensation that far exceeded the many promotions that were handed out like candy. But, I will likely never know just what all of those bribes were, and it really does not matter much, not in the big picture.

It can be seductive to want to know just who did what, and when, but it really is not very important. What is important is to learn how to be immune from the manipulations. The bottom line is that the basics never change, and they are more important than ever for bringing something like FE to the world. Truly, the lessons that we are taught at age five are about all that we really need to know:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/intro.htm#forgetting

People on the dark path reject all of those lessons, and Godzilla prevails by convincing people to abandon those lessons, too. He does that by playing to people’s self-interest, with his carrots and sticks, but most people succumb to their own foibles, the foibles of their “allies,” or become a meal for the lower-level predators long before Godzilla needs to lift a claw. He is the master of the game that almost all humans play, at one level or another. The only solution that I see is to stop playing that game, but in a world of scarcity and fear, that is far easier said than done, and the ground is bloodied by all of those overgrown Boy Scouts who have been sacrificed on the altar and burned at the stake.

The FE conundrum is like no other on Earth:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#summary

The realization that personal integrity is the world’s scarcest commodity is the one that I resisted the longest:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

but it is the reason why we do not have FE today. People who think that Godzilla can be defeated in battle, or snuck by, or deceived, or doubt that he exists (I think that all Avalonians acknowledge his existence, at one level or another, which is partly why I post here – I don’t have to try to break through that particular wall of denial), do not yet understand. As soon as you think that you can defeat Godzilla, you have already lost. Everybody’s greatest adversary is themselves. The lessons that I learned on my journey were hard won:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm

The private version of that essay was originally written for Brian O, and it took me nearly a year to write it. At the end of it, I give my prescription for how we can have FE and Heaven on Earth:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#pursuing

While it may seem nonsensical and unworkable to some, it is the path with the best chance that I know of. Not only is it the “nice” way to go about it, it may be the only one that will work.

I keep rejecting offers to be on TV. There are several reasons why I have no interest in being on TV, but the most important is that there is no way that today’s TV medium can ever hope to dive deeply enough so that the right people can begin to “get it.” At this stage, the only people with any prayer of making a difference have to shed their scarcity-based indoctrination (or be actively working on achieving it):

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

and TV caters to those mind-traps. If you are an American, imagine a TV show that covers the subject matter of my American Empire essay:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm

The standard biographies of George Washington uniformly fail to mention his genocidal plan to swindle the Indians out of their land:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#blueprint

If I ever did a TV show on my site’s subject matter, the torches and pitchforks would soon appear at my home. I live in Washington state, of all places.

Right now, the TV shows and most of my radio interviews are focused on the “conspiratorial” aspect of my journey and how the Big Boys play. That is far from the most important part of it, but it can make for great ratings as it titillates the masses, or inspires rage and paranoia, none of which are productive perspectives.

Overcoming our scarcity-based indoctrination is far easier said than done, but people working on that are the only ones that I have any interest in, at least for the FE project. The rest are effortlessly herded by Godzilla and his minions. Dennis has played the FE mass movement game at a higher level than anybody else ever has, and I wish him the best, but I am doing something different. TV is for the Level 10 game:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level10

and those interested in playing the Level 10 game should go see Dennis. With Brian O gone and Greer compromised by his über-warrior approach, Dennis is about the only one left that I respect on the “scale the ramparts” approach, and he is fast becoming an old man himself. Trombly is not as active as he once was, understandably, and it not playing the “scale the ramparts” game, as far as I know.

I’ll finish with a cartoon from one of Dennis’s books. As I recall, before they lowered the boom on us in Ventura, somebody sent cartoon to Dennis with captions on two of the figures. One was labeled something like “The Big Energy Guys” and the other one was labeled “Dennis.” Dennis reproduced that captioned cartoon someplace in hit literature, but the version I attached here is from his The Alternative, facing page 38. Dennis never lost his sense of humor about it all.

Next, I will consolidate my LA Days posts.

Best,

Wade

[Dennis Leahy]

Have I mentioned lately what a treasure you are, Wade? :~)

I know what I'll be doing with my late-night reading time tonight!

Dennis

[Wade Frazier]

Heck Dennis, that is just recycled stuff! :) Praise for cleaning out my closet. :) The next one will be my LA Days posts put into a couple, like those Godzilla posts, and then I will update that summary of the thread part of my site:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#avalon

and have to add stuff for Ilie’s, Telosian’s and Robert’s threads.

I hope to get that done soon, and then back to working on my energy essay, now that my Brian project is about done for now.

Best,

Wade

P.S. I recently received a PM from somebody who played the energy saving game long ago and got chewed on by the usual suspects. My story is not that unusual, when playing the energy game.

[David Hughes]

Those 4 guys - Bill, Mr. Deputy, Mr. Texas, and Mr. Skeptic all sound like some pieces of work. How do they sleep at night?

The thing that amazes me the most about all of this is that Dennis is STILL at it!

Here's a short video clip of Dennis in action that I came across - filmed in Ventura just before you were raided? Is that you appearing 4m 06s in??

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[Wade Frazier]

Hi Tyler:

They sleep fine, just like Max slept fine:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#hell

It is just that your idea of fun and their idea of fun is different. :)

Yes, I have never met anybody, or heard of anybody, like Dennis. When I did my first interview with Scott and Tom, Scott put up a link to that clip:

http://www.spectrumradionetwork.com/Archive/wade-frazier-scaling-the-ramparts-of-the-free-energy-paradigm.html

and I watched it. That was done in early 1996, I believe, when Dennis made another run at it:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#_edn21

That video was recorded in his New Jersey facility. No, that was not me behind him fiddling with the gear, but I used to be that guy. :)

When I watched that clip, it took me back. Believe it or not, when I think back on those days, my memories are mostly fond ones. I was pursuing my life’s work back then, being where the action was, and being assailed from all sides….

Dennis knew that in the audiences were agents for various interests, but he kept on engaging the public, as you can see in that video. He still did that stuff until the FTC shut him down, and I am sure that he plans to rebuild from scratch again and keep going. That is the incredible part, for me. The Establishment goons wreck so many lives when they bring the sledgehammer down. I have lived through it more than once. And as people are groaning over their injuries and moaning over their losses, Dennis is dusting himself off and going right back at it. I said it in my interviews with Scott and Tom (beginning 7:30 into this clip):

http://www.youtube.com/user/SpectrumRadioNetwork#p/c/BACC03E294B890CD/4/ZI39RzWxCOQ

that I met with Dennis both times, immediately after got out of year-long stints behind bars (ten months the first time, and fourteen months the second), and his first response was that it really did not hurt too much and was educational, and it gave him a chance to rest up for the next phase. He wrote his two most-published books from those two stints behind bars, as he was slowed down enough to write about it (My Quest and The Alternative).

OK, Tyler, here is my goodie for the day. I have thought about doing this before, but it never fit in. When Dennis was in prison, I lived in Ohio. I paid for his plane ticket out of prison to New Jersey, where his family lived. His wife penetrated the bureaucracy with her unflagging efforts. Mr. Deputy and friends tried hard to make sure that Dennis never lived to leave California again, but with his wife’s help, Dennis slipped through their fingers. I had his plane stop over in Columbus, and I met him at the airport for a few hours.

We sat down in an airport lounge, and Dennis started talking about his prison experience. Now, remember, he only got out of prison the day before. The first thing he said to me was, “I have now been in the Big House. It wasn’t so bad.” It was good to see him, and I was just listening to what he had to say, and he began talking about what happened to him in prison.

I have written about all the “mistakes” in his file that got him out into medium security prison with murderers.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#violate

That apparently is not too unusual for America’s political prisoners. America officially does not have any political prisoners, in the Land of the Free, such are the illusions in my flag-saluting nation:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#flag

In some ways, Dennis was a celebrity inmate. When he got to that prison, some of the guards actually recruited him to be in one of their crews as an engineer, because they knew who he was and had heard him in radio interviews (Dennis did hundreds of radio interviews back then). His first cellmate was a murderer, and was the baddest inmate in the yard. Maybe somebody stuck Dennis there to get him killed, but the guy looked up to Dennis: he was a businessman and wrote books. The lower classes are in American prisons (the rich can buy enough “justice” to escape such fates, like Wall Street has), and a California medium security prison is one of the worst places to be. There are white, black, and Mexican gangs in prison, with each carving out their own turf. The inmates self-segregated along racial lines. Dennis refused to play the racist game, and it would have cost him, but his inmate protected him. Dennis also took some Biblical oath and grew his hair long, and with his beard, he looked like a Hell’s Angel. That was part of how he tried to survive. He was an old man, especially for a medium security prison, and they called him “Pops.”

A medium security prison was about the safest place for a guard (and as with Mr. Deputy’s pension, the prison system is awesomely corrupt, with the prison officials making huge sums of money, which has helped bankrupt California). If a medium-security inmate murdered another inmate, they only added a year or two to his sentence, but if an inmate even talked back to a guard, it was a one-way ticket to Pelican Bay:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pelican_Bay_State_Prison

which is almost as notorious at Gitmo. That day, Dennis told me that the Pelican Bay guards would put rival gang members in the same cell and have betting pools on who survived the longest. He told me that in 1994, and years later, that began to come out into public awareness:

http://www.pelicanbayprisonproject.org/history.htm

http://americanradioworks.publicradio.org/features/prisongangs/transcript.html

http://www.oocities.org/three_strikes_legal/pelican_bay.html

Dennis said that a Baywatch Babe guard could have strolled through the medium security yard in a bikini, through hundreds of horny men, and not one inmate would utter a word. One wolf whistle, and it was Pelican Bay.

Dennis was crippled by his paralysis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#va

and was always too hot. So, he got put into a prison near Bakersfield, in one of the hottest places in California. His wife kept trying to help him, and her efforts eventually got him transferred into minimum security where he “belonged:”

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bizarre

but before he was rescued, he had to swim with the sharks. One cellblock had air conditioning, and it was the “luxury” cellblock, with a water fountain in it. Dennis’s wife petitioned the system enough, and used his medical condition to get him transferred to the air conditioned building. Hours after being transferred into that building, the guards staged their biggest contraband raid in years on that cellblock. The “brotherhood” decided that Dennis's being transferred to the cellblock mere hours before the raid was no coincidence (it may not have been, but the guards were setting Dennis up), and they said that Dennis had to move out of the cellblock or he would pay the price (be murdered).

Given that ultimatum, he took the cart of his belongings and went to the guard’s building, and said that he could no longer stay in that cellblock because of the threats. One thing that needs to be understood is that the guards are scarier than the inmates. They are some really sick people. The Stanford Prison experiment was performed on “normal” people,

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stanford_prison_experiment

and the people who go into prison work are often not “normal.” The prison policy was that Dennis could not be moved unless he ratted on the inmates who threatened him, believe it or not. That would guarantee that he would be murdered. He refused to play snitch, and they actually sent him back to the cellblock, and here is the scene that Dennis told me that day at the airport…

A guard escorted Dennis right back into the cellblock where he fled from. The “luxury” cellblock was a dorm setting like you see in the military, with rows of bunk beds in a big room. The guard took Dennis to the end of the row of beds, where his bed was, left the building and then turned out the lights (they put him there just when it was “lights out”). There Dennis was, in the dark, alone with forty inmates or so, who had just threatened him if he stayed. Dennis said into the darkness something like, “They forced me to come back because I would not snitch. All I ask is that you let me walk out of here. Believe me, I won’t come back if I can help it.” Dennis then walked out of the cell bock, past all the beds, in the dark. He said it was the longest walk of his life. He literally had to sit outside for a couple of days at the guard house, to get transferred to another cell block, which he eventually got.

However, the inmates made their pronouncement, Dennis “came back,” and they let him go. That was not a good thing for their credibility in the prison. So, a few months later, Dennis was in the law library, where inmates from all the yards were. Some inmates from that air conditioned cell block were there one day and one said something like, “Hey, you were that snitch from our cell block.” Before Dennis could say anything, the inmate slammed a door on his hand, which broke his fingers, and the inmate and his buddies drug Dennis into the back room and beat him up. Dennis has almost never had the money to afford proper dental care, and so when teeth went bad, he would just have them yanked out. He lost a couple more teeth in that beating, and a couple of years later got the remaining teeth removed and got dentures (one of the many prices of the journey). After they knocked some teeth out and bloodied him pretty good, the lead inmate in the assault said something like, “That is good enough.” They had re-established their credibility by making Dennis “pay” for his “snitching.”

Of course, in the prison’s administrative culture, the last thing that Dennis could do was report the assault, so he got by over the next weeks with his broken fingers, and he had to tell the guards something, so he said that he had a weightlifting accident.

That was the direction that he took the discussion in the airport, and I sat and listened. Dennis told the tales in his inimitable style. He did not quite tell it as a funny story, but he had a sense of humor about it.

As Dennis’s wife rescued him from being paroled in Ventura (where he would have never left, most likely, and neither Dennis nor I ever want to see Ventura again), she also rescued him from that medium security prison, when she got the attention of California's prison reform commissioner. That Dennis was in a medium security prison for failing to file a form was so bizarre that the commissioner herself drove several hours and arrived at the prison, unannounced, to interview Dennis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bizarre

Her arrival spooked the prison officials, and Dennis was transferred to a minimum security prison the next week, where he served the rest of his sentence near San Luis Obispo, where I went to college.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/San_Luis_Obispo,_California

I have never really told that story publicly. Dennis eventually wrote about it in his The Alternative, pp. 140.-142.

Of all of the incredible adventures in Dennis’s life, that prison stint might rank in the top ten most memorable, but maybe not. He will keep on with his mission until his dying breath. That much is clear to me. I talked to him not long ago, for the first time in several years, and he is going as hard as ever. It really is incredible to witness, but all that people like Mr. Skeptic can do is lie about it all:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

and when his lies are found out, he just makes up new lies:

http://peswiki.com/index.php/Directory:Dennis_Lee#Skeptics

and has become famous by lying about Dennis on national TV. He sleeps fine, too. :)

That one of Mr. Skeptic’s “buddies” is a leading figure in the free energy community is partly why I don’t like being in the free energy “community.” Almost none of them have the right stuff, and they are mostly a bunch of pretenders who think they are contenders. That is why Brian said that it would not be people in today’s FE community who would bring FE to the world:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#new

Gotta run off to my twelve-hour day.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Hi Wade,

Thanks for sharing this story about Dennis. He is a man with no malice in his heart. Even though I don't know him personally I can certainly understand your admiration of who he is, what he has been through, continues to go through today (have seen other videos of slamming and damning his person and what he has to offer the world) and all he represents as a conscious human being.

We would all do well to follow his integral and determined lead to move the world to a better place, starting right where we are at. His journey may seem different than yours but in essence it is the same.

What does he think of your approach? I would like to think he believes in it but recognizes it is your path and not his. :)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

It is a big subject that I cannot cover in a day or a week. To be a major character in Dennis’s books is kind of strange. Being a key part of what became famous events (and events that gave Godzilla an interesting day at the office) makes it difficult to remove myself to a distance and play historian. I could not have done it twenty years ago. I was too close to it all, which makes Dennis’s feats of writing those books from his cells all the more amazing.

In ways, Dennis understands me better than anybody else. I have never met a more perceptive student of the human condition. He calls me “Brother Wade,” and not in the casual way that people call each other brother. He has a pretty good idea of what I have been through, and I have at least some dim understanding of what he has been through. He was the 800-pound gorilla of my life’s journey, and he told me that I was one of the most influential people of his journey. Dennis has always been highly appreciative, believe me, of Mr. Professor and I pulling him out of that dark hole in the Ventura County jail. He doubted that he would live to see this side of the bars again. He knows what we did and what it cost us. I had to give up “frills” like having a family, and it ended up shortening Mr. Professor’s life. Going bankrupt was the easy part for us.

Dennis calls that voice in my head that led me to him, God:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

while I just call it the voice in my head. I know that I was guided, and maybe the guidance was divine, but when I was suffering though what I was guided to and through, I sure wished at times that “God” would find somebody worthier of his guidance. :) Those events were so much larger than life that people close to me kind of live in denial of it. It seems too overwhelming for them to grok, or they want to live “normally” around me, so they try to act like that part of my life was not real. But Dennis doesn’t. They were the most “real” days of my life.

Dennis and I both offered Mr. Professor our organs:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#_edn56

and like the saint that he was, he refused our offers. Those kinds of events create bonds that are closer than family. I don’t know when I will see Dennis again, or even talk to him again, but for us, it is not that important. We each know what the other is made of, and are doing what we can.

Yes, my path is different than Dennis’s, and we both respect what the other is doing, although Dennis is too busy to read about Wade’s World, and I don’t blame him. Those who can, do, and those who can’t, write. :) He does not even know that I am trying to round up the sentient lambs. On the scale of Indiana Jones-ness, rounding up lambs is down there a ways; quite a ways. :) Dennis understands quite well that there are other roles to play. When we last talked, he said that it was like he was the prizefighter getting pounded in the ring, and his wife, Mr. Professor and I were in his corner with the stool, water, and bandages. He knows that those people are needed, and that one man can’t do it alone. Heck, I have not paid much attention to what he has been doing since about 2001, so I sure can’t expect him to pay attention to my work when he is in the heat of the battle.

There are many ways to help get humanity over the hump, but energy is the big leverage point, which Godzilla knows all too well. We do not all have to be Indiana Jones types. Dennis has accepted his role. Part of what I am doing is because I can’t afford to play at his level anymore, and don’t want to. It is like living in a hurricane.

On a little sidelight, one consistent misperception that I see with outsiders looking into the FE situation is thinking that those playing the FE game have formed a close-knit community, or that those of us who have been through the meat grinder want to form a club or sit around the campfire telling our stories, or that people like me want to hang out with FE tinkerers and scientists or go mount some FE effort with them. I don’t, and turn down invitations regularly.

It is kind of like soldiers who have really been in battle:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#sledge

don’t want to sit with other soldiers and tell war stories. They would rather forget about them, and if they tell them, it is to help get over them. When I see people play boy-general in the FE field, I really don’t want to engage them. Again, there are many pretenders out there and many low-level casualties. One common issue is the people who get a splinter in their finger and act like they went through the meat grinder, or those who say all the great things they are going to do, as they sit in their easy chairs, or the half-cocked newbies who think they can dance across the minefield as they rush out and “do something.” I don’t want to play those games anymore, or encourage others to. I am trying to do something different. Long ago, I walked the path with Dennis, and we have different paths today, but we are heading toward the same vicinity, and we both understand that. Maybe Indiana Jones will make it to the mountaintop just as the stampeding lambs reach the top from the other side. :)

Best,

Wade

P.S. Another little anecdote is about Dennis growing where he is planted. Years after he escaped the county jail, his former inmates called Mr. Professor (that was Dennis’s only phone number for years), looking for Dennis. They wanted him to know that they lived their life on the straight-and-narrow after they got out, and called to thank the man who changed their lives.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#calls

In the medium security prison, however, Dennis was trying to survive in the shark tank. He saw many bloody fights in prison. I am not sure if he saw a murder in there or not, but they happened regularly. But, he still was who he was, and he kept in touch with his first cellmate, who was in there for murder. A week before he was paroled, he had a chance to kill a child molester, so he did. Again, that only added a couple of years to his sentence. Also, it may have been a way to be able to stay where he was the top dog. Prison is such a horrible place, especially medium and high security, that the adaptive behaviors can become rather extreme, kind of like American imperial troops who are no longer fit for civilian life when they get back. California has the highest recidivism rate in the USA. Those prisons aren’t places of rehabilitation.

[sandy]

Thanks Wade,

I do understand not wanting to sit around the circle discussing old war stories unless it is of benefit to healing heart wounds of sorts.

I also understand the sickness of the penal system as I worked as a Behavior Counselor for 4 years in the Womens' Maximum Security Unit and these gals had the same mindset and con code I experienced while working with Men in another such Institution. Even the juvenile system, where I facilitated a group training, had the same mindset and teachings amongst themselves and many aspired to reach the Big House one day!! The admin system also has the basic mindset and as I have been know to say to a number of them "it is a good thing you are on this side of the bars, as if not, you would be on the other" Many laughed, and almost with a sense of pride. agreed. As I mentioned it is a sick system to say the least.

It is that need for power that destroys the hearts message. Sad to say some don't seem to even have a message let alone hear it!! Others hear it but don't heed it, thus "needles are hard to find", as you say.

However, as you mentioned, you have found a few to date so things are looking up and maybe one day the top of the mountain will emerge as when your in the forest it is hard to see anything but the trees. :)

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

Why am I not surprised that you have a counselor’s background? :)

Yes, it is a sick system, and that “aspiring to go the Big House” mentality is very sad to witness, I don’t have to tell you. Being imprisoned has been a kind of rite of passage for black American men for a long time. It is part of that scarcity-based reality. What a niche of hell to carve out for one’s self! Oh, do I want to abolish hell. Seth said some astute things about the cops and robbers game, and how they “need” each other. One of my college roomies said that the a**holes that he knew growing up either became criminals or cops. Oh, why do we have to play those games? Economic scarcity is at its root, every time. Enough on the prisons for one day.

On another note, I am besieged these days with Rossi news. It is just the latest onslaught. I think that I have made myself clear, but it looks like I need to try again.

If people want to buy an e-Cat if they ever get on the market, I won’t be stopping anybody, but I am not really paying much attention to the situation, either. We will see if it ever really makes it to market, and see what happens then. I have played the disruptive energy technology game before, and am not interested in it anymore.

Maybe Rossi is playing the “if I save only 1/6th of the household’s energy, maybe they will let me play” game, but I have heard that Rossi is kind of oblivious to that stuff, but he is seeking patents, playing the proprietary technology game, and so on. Those have all proven to be dead ends, and I mean dead. That he got as far as he has says more about what is happening at Godzilla’s level than anything that he is particularly doing right.

I wish him the best, but don’t want to watch. Will he be the first-out-of-50,000 that have tried that makes it? I don’t know, and really don’t want to look a whole lot further into what he is doing. I am trying to do something else. As I mentioned in today’s post, I don’t really follow what Dennis is doing, and if I am not following him, I am not following anybody in the disruptive energy technology field. Only so much time in a life.

Best,

Wade

[ponda]

Hi Wade,

I don't know if you have covered "Andrea Rossi's E-CAT Energy Catalyzer Technology" on your thread but it appears to be gaining some momentum and acceptance in the mainstream.Any opinions ? It says in the article that the US military has purchased 13 units at $2,600,000 a piece.

Here's a link: http://pesn.com/2011/12/30/9601995_One_Full_Year_of_Andrea_Rossis_E-Cat/



One Full Year of Andrea Rossi's E-Cat

Since the start of 2011, PESN has been covering the emergence, testing, and commercialization of Andrea Rossi's E-Cat (Energy Catalyzer) technology. As 2012 approaches, it is clear that nickel-hydrogen cold fusion technology is going to change the world, as the production of a million E-Cat home units is planned.

As far as I am concerned, the year 2011 proved that we do not only live in interesting times, but a truly exciting age in which game-changing technological breakthroughs may allow us to overcome the challenges facing our civilization. A number of technologies made this year exciting, but some stand out more than others.

A prime example of a radical breakthrough that has emerged this year is Andrea Rossi's E-Cat (Energy Catalyzer) technology. The characteristics of the technology are so phenomenal they could be considered almost too good to be true by some people who are not familiar with all the evidence in support of it. In short, by exposing nickel powder to pressurized hydrogen gas, along with a proprietary catalyst, cold fusion nuclear processes are induced, and a huge output of energy is released in the form of heat. Unlike conventional nuclear power, no radioactive materials are used, and no radioactive waste is produced in the process. The heat can then be used directly, or converted into electricity via a number of different methods.

To expand on the benefits of the E-Cat technology a bit further, it also emits no pollution into the environment, consumes only tiny amounts of cheap fuel (nickel powder and hydrogen gas), and has a huge power density. For example, in one test a reactor core with a volume of one liter produced a constant 130 kilowatts for a period of time. Andrea Rossi has also stated on his blog (The Journal of Nuclear Physics) that one previous model of E-Cat could produce a safe maximum output of 10 kilowatts from a reactor core only fifty centimeters in volume. In reality, the only limit to the output of the E-Cat is the melting temperature of the nickel powder (which is around 1600C). If the nickel starts to melt, the reaction sites where the energy producing processes take place are destroyed, and the nuclear reactions cease. Even only a few minutes later, an individual could open the reactor and detect no radioactivity. Actually, this aspect of the technology serves as a fundamental safety mechanism, because it prevents any type of conventional nuclear run away effect from taking place. Simply put, the technology cannot be weaponized to make nuclear bombs.

Nearly every aspect of the E-Cat technology makes it the "Holy Grail" of what cold fusion researchers have been seeking ever since Pons and Fleischmann revealed their technology to the world in 1989 and were quickly attacked by the mainstream academic world. Some of the earliest, precedent-setting attacks against them are described in our recent PESN article, "The History of MIT's Blatant Suppression of Cold Fusion." However, it is important to distinguish the E-Cat technology that is now in the market place, to the far less developed technology that Pons and Fleischmann announced to the world.

The most obvious difference is that the E-Cat technology produces, at a minimum, kilowatts of power. This is a thousand times greater than the few watts (or less) Pons and Fleischmann's system produced. In my view, the two technologies are as different as low grade heavy crude oil, and ultra refined jet fuel. Another difference is the fact that Pons and Fleischmann used precious (expensive) metals and expensive "heavy" hydrogen gas in their reactor. Instead, Rossi uses cheap nickel, a cheap catalyst (that only adds 10% to the cost of the nickel), and ordinary "light" hydrogen gas. This difference is critical, because it makes the E-Cat technology not only powerful, but very economical.

Over the years, there have been many cold fusion (sometimes called LENR) systems experimented with, and there have been thousands of successful tests. But none of these other systems comes close to having all the characteristics of the E-Cat technology, such as....

Massive power production in the kilowatt range, sometimes into the hundreds of kilowatts from very small reactor cores.

The use of the cheap and abundant metal nickel, instead of expensive precious metals such as palladium, platinum, etc.

The use of light hydrogen instead of heavy hydrogen (deuterium) that is much more expensive and less common.

The lack of any radioactive elements being used.

The lack of any nuclear waste being produced (some other cold fusion systems produce tritium).

The minimal amount of radiation produced while the system is turned on, that can be blocked by a few millimeters of shielding.

If the hot fusion scientists at MIT were terrified of Pons and Fleischmann's primitive cold fusion technology over twenty years ago, they would have had a heart attack over Andrea Rossi's technology. Introducing the E-

Cat to the world back then would have been the equivalent of dropping a modern cell phone in the hands of Alexander Graham Bell.



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cheers

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ponda:

Please read my previous post.

Thanks,

Wade

[ponda]

Sorry Wade, i didn't notice that post as i was making mine.

Looks like it might be integrated into the current control system if it gets that far

cheers

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks Ponda. There is infinitely more than meets the eye happening with the Rossi situation, and I am not too interested in speculating on all the plays being made in that game. Been there, done that.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am about to go work my thirteenth day in a row, such is my life at this time of year, but this morning I polished off a little project which has been in my stack for some time. I increased my documentation around George Washington’s greatest feat: becoming America’s richest man by “surveying” and stealing Indian land, and creating America’s criminal Indian policy, which set the table for what became history’s greatest swindle:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#blueprint

Several years ago, while citing that section of my site, somebody observed at Wikipedia that Washington’s greatest achievement was notably absent from the Wikipedia article.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Talk%3AGeorge_Washington/Archive_4#Native_American_land_treaties

It probably always will be. I never encountered a mainstream biography of Washington that deals with that little tidbit. :)

Best,

Wade

[eaglespirit]

Thank You Wade,
My birthday is as his, February 22nd....I'll send that snippet from Your writings to family and friends in honor of truth celebration : )

[modwiz]

Hi Sandy:

Why am I not surprised that you have a counselor’s background? :)

Yes, it is a sick system, and that “aspiring to go the Big House” mentality is very sad to witness, I don’t have to tell you. Being imprisoned has been a kind of rite of passage for black American men for a long time. It is part of that scarcity-based reality. What a niche of hell to carve out for one’s self! Oh, do I want to abolish hell. Seth said some astute things about the cops and robbers game, and how they “need” each other. One of my college roomies said that the a**holes that he knew growing up either became criminals or cops. Oh, why do we have to play those games? Economic scarcity is at its root, every time. Enough on the prisons for one day.

On another note, I am besieged these days with Rossi news. It is just the latest onslaught. I think that I have made myself clear, but it looks like I need to try again.

If people want to buy an e-Cat if they ever get on the market, I won’t be stopping anybody, but I am not really paying much attention to the situation, either. We will see if it ever really makes it to market, and see what happens then. I have played the disruptive energy technology game before, and am not interested in it anymore.

Maybe Rossi is playing the “if I save only 1/6th of the household’s energy, maybe they will let me play” game, but I have heard that Rossi is kind of oblivious to that stuff, but he is seeking patents, playing the proprietary technology game, and so on. Those have all proven to be dead ends, and I mean dead. That he got as far as he has says more about what is happening at Godzilla’s level than anything that he is particularly doing right.

I wish him the best, but don’t want to watch. Will he be the first-out-of-50,000 that have tried that makes it? I don’t know, and really don’t want to look a whole lot further into what he is doing. I am trying to do something else. As I mentioned in today’s post, I don’t really follow what Dennis is doing, and if I am not following him, I am not following anybody in the disruptive energy technology field. Only so much time in a life.

Best,

Wade

I think FE and patents are not good dancing partners. Seeking a patent for FE seems wrong headed and missing the point, to me.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi eaglespirit. Such a great honor your name day is! :) Not many Americans enjoy learning the truth about good ol’ George W, who could not tell a lie…

Hi Modwiz:

Not only is patenting not in the spirit that FE needs to come forward in, but that entire tinkerer/capitalist path is one of unending disaster. Godzilla has that avenue so locked up that it amazes me to see tinkerers keep walking into that lion’s den. Even when they hear all the tales, they shrug it off, thinking that they will slay that dragon. What fools.

I had to help reorient Brian O on that issue in his last year, when I heard all the Rossi and related talk, about protecting inventors' rights and such. Brian looked long and hard for rich altruists to help fund FE projects (there aren’t any :) ), but he was slow to get that the inventors have to be altruists, too. Otherwise, they are easily taken out. Only saintly motivation can get to the FE finish line that I have seen, and for humanity’s sake, you want saints in that position, not the capitalist-types. But that is far easier said than done. Virtually every FE inventor does it to get rich and famous. No surprise there, unfortunately. I myself had to spend quite a few years being rudely disabused of the notion that inventors somehow had more personal integrity than the general population. They don’t, and that is part of the conundrum.

The only prayer that I see for the inventor route is for an inventor with the goods to give it to a worthy group. I never met that inventor, and never heard of that worthy group. Rossi has a self-admitted blindness of the milieu that he is operating in. What a suicidal attitude. I am standing way back from that one. Again, there is vastly more than meets the eye with that situation, and I am not interested in that approach anymore. Others can watch the horserace and cheer or boo; I have better things to do.

Gotta run to work.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Today was Founding Fathers Day, site-wise. I also updated the part where Jefferson was implementing Washington’s grand scheme, as he instructed another future president on swindling the natives.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#harrison3

I provided another direct link to the letter in question:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/links.htm#jefferson

Makes me proud. :)

America’s rivals were not in the dark about American intentions, either:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#hammond

Best,

Wade

[Dennis Leahy]

Today was Founding Father Day, site-wise....

Makes me proud. :)

...

Best,

Wade

"...when these debts get beyond what the individuals can pay, they become willing to lop them off by a cession of lands.”"
Jefferson's skullduggery is especially disturbing, because on first blush (for those of us who never dug deeply enough to know who these 'founding fathers' really were) he seemed like the most noble statesman of that era. Just another f*ing thief.

No wonder Carnegie hired history revisionists to, (among other things), perpetuate the mythical notion of decency and nobility of the 'founding fathers.'

Dennis

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Dennis:

Chomsky said that in folk tales the world over are stories of the virtues of the powerful. They are in the folk tales all right, but it is damned hard to find them in the historical record. :)

Hagiography as history is pretty standard (and I am sure that Carnegie refined the practice):

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#saint

I lived in towns with statues of Washington and Serra, and Columbus had a lovingly-reproduced replica of the Santa Maria:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/columbus.htm#introduction

and there was literally talk of erecting a 300-foot statue of Columbus in Columbus. A buddy that worked for me there said that if that plan had gone through, he might have had to move away. :)

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

One thing that I learned during my researches is that the big picture of the human journey has always been an energy-driven one:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

and that all civilizations rode atop their energy situation:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

and their energy surplus defined them. Lots of surplus equals lots of freedom. Energy is choice.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#_edn5

When civilizations clashed, the low energy civilization lost to the high energy civilization. Always. We saw it with Europe’s conquest of the world, with America’s imperial slaughters for hundreds of years, and so on. But every culture had great indoctrination systems that also justified the slaughters, and this goes back to the dawn of civilization.

When the Domestication Revolution created large and stable energy supplies, people became sedentary, and professions and social hierarchies developed. There is no “golden age” that anthropologists can find in the human past. Violent death was more prevalent in hunter-gatherer civilizations, percentage-wise, than domesticated ones. There was a brief village interlude that seemed peaceful, but that is relative. Pre-industrial village life was no picnic, but it sure has been idealized in many corners, as people seek that golden age in our past.

When people became domesticated, those who clawed to the top became “royalty,” and that was when organized religion began, and tales were concocted that attributed divine status to royalty, to justify their hierarchical position. That was true for all stratified early civilizations. In the early days of civilization, the top dog was always a man, and he always had a huge harem as befit his position, and the day's ideology made it all right, by invoking divine sanction.

Slavery began with early civilization and ended with early industrialization. Because we are descended from chimpanzees, that male-dominated social organization is still with us, with its attendant violence, and it gets justified, in all cultures. We can see the vestiges of that past in our civilizations today. The bonobos avoided that fate:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#bonobo

so male-based gangsterism is not necessarily human “nature.”

When a high energy civilization wants to rape and plunder a low energy civilization, it does it. Maybe on Pandora, the lower-energy-level society can defeat the higher-energy-level society (at least until the next movie :) ), but it has never worked that way on this planet. And the commissar class can be counted on to concoct all manner of logically-strained rationalization to transform the murders and plunder into righteous deeds. The greatest offender is the world’s richest and most powerful nation. Because it was founded during the early days of industrialization, and organized religion is really about justifying steeply-hierarchical social stratification, organized religion, at least the sky-god kind, was not going to work, so instead of folk tales written up in books like the Bible, a secular religion was created, so instead of royalty getting divine sanction for their harems, we get raised on tales of the Founding Fathers, those great men who established our wondrous nation. The stories have as much fidelity to the facts and truth as those folk tales did that made royalty divine. I am an American. I was trained to worship a flag when I was five:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#flag

Americans are force-fed the red, white and blue Kool-Aid from their cradles. It is simply a different kind of religious indoctrination. All dominant ideologies are scarcity-based:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

which means energy-scarcity, at its root.

The so-called New Age religions are just another flavor of the day, with its male leaders all trying to get laid and abusing their positions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#mystical

and when you see that energy underlies it all, and you know that free energy is kept under wraps as a way to keep the current societal structure intact, and you find out that virtually nobody wants to hear it, or if they do, they run off in a million unproductive directions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level6

you begin to ask yourself if you really belong to a sentient species:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#sentience

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#naive

It is a fair question. Brian O asked it, and anybody who plays at the high levels of the FE game ends up eventually asking it.

I think that all humans possess potential sentience, but achieving it is the trick, and it begins in the heart. Fear keeps people in a pre-sentient state, as their survival mechanisms kick in, and that is part of the conundrum.

I am trying to see if I can help enough people achieve a high level of heart-centered sentience, one that is comprehensive in nature and distinguishes the forest from the trees, and sees the root of the issue and can leave the branches for others to hack at. Nobody has ever tried that route before that I can see. Will it work? Is humanity worth saving? Stay tuned.

Best,

Wade

[Patrikas]

Hi Dennis:

Chomsky said that in folk tales the world over are stories of the virtues of the powerful. They are in the folk tales all right, but it is damned hard to find them in the historical record. :)


and there was literally talk of erecting a 300-foot statue of Columbus in Columbus. A buddy that worked for me there said that if that plan had gone through, he might have had to move away. :)

Best,

Wade

Perhaps it would have been an entirely different outcome if Plymouth rock had landed on him instead of him on it ....;)

[Wade Frazier]

It is kind of funny, but Columbus never set foot on any land that became the USA:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/columbus.htm#first

[Scott]

Hail all

Just a heads up that I have finally completed the YouTube version of our 4 1/2 hour interview with free energy inventor Adam Trombly, I may have gone a bit overboard as it took close to a week to complete and used 500 images but hey it was fun :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_CZHaIUiNI


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nnd1Wuu-NuI

P.S We have another interview with a free energy inventor in the works at the moment, stay tuned.

Scott

[Wade Frazier]

Scott, the subject matter that you are dealing with, with Adam, is very likely the world’s most important. If we survive this era, the institutional denial of FE, along with its organized suppression and the public’s obliviousness, will be one of history’s greatest scandals (especially as it is conjoined with the ET issue). You can’t overdo it. :)

When the Wright brothers were flying between 1903 and 1908, the world’s media ignored them when they weren’t ridiculing them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#wright

The only media to cover their flights during those early years was a beekeeping magazine:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amos_Root

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wright_Brothers#cite_ref-56

Up the denial and scandal factor by about three orders of magnitude or so, and we have the situation around FE today.

Good work,

Wade

[sandy]

Thank you Scott,

Pretty darn powerful when you listen to it back to back>>>>>>>makes me want to literally scream at others sometimes in hopes to wake them up to what is happening here on the planet, to civilization and to Mother Earth!! But then fear becomes the motivator me thinks :)

However that only works if you have people or the masses cornered with no way out and then immerse them in a new indoctrination and conditioning of information with no access to the old thinking methodologies. Sounds like the tactics used to date in our world, albeit it works as one can see and experience.

It all boils down to Free Will. When a discussion ensues about the many non-existent avenues of true free will (stop paying taxes, drive without a license, be different, etc. ) people even then acquiesce to no true free will/slavery as they don't want to take responsibility and or feel powerless to change their lifestyle, their beliefs, or the way of being that is known and comfortable.It is a long walk up to the top of the mountain from where most people stand today and so they give up before they even get started.

I wish it could be as simple as just walking into the forest, keep walking and enjoy the journey "knowing" one is on the right path.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

I know the frustration. :) Yes, the fear game is the path of disaster, and the Big Boys are the masters of those games. I got it loud and clear when I saw Dennis plays his “godly deception” games to try to get people to save themselves. What a catastrophe. We can’t hope to compete with the societal controllers in the herd management department. They have that one locked up, and it is pointless to try, especially for something that, if successful, makes their rule completely obsolete.

The problem, as I came to learn it, is that humans are an egocentric species that egocentric indoctrination works on, although we paradoxically are also herd animals. There are payoffs of “self-esteem” and material rewards for those acquiescing to the scarcity-based indoctrination:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

But, a spoonful of sugar helps the BS go down, so there was always a noble veneer sold along with the “what’s in it for me?” end game. Fools like me and my fellow overgrown Boy Scouts:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#scouts

bought the positive-aspect of the pitches and were true believers. When we all got our noses rubbed in the Big Lie of our indoctrination, with those finally admitting the deception saying, “Now you know; shut the f**k up,” we could not stay quiet, and we all paid dearly for our unwillingness to shut up and keep playing the game. Almost nobody even wants to reach that state of awakening, much less make noise after finding out that awful truth. That is why I say that I am looking for needles in haystacks.

However, and this is the big however; if enough people can lay aside their egocentric conditioning and manifest true, soul-based sentience, it could be enough to crack the nut (“when two or more of you are gathered in my name,” and so on). That is my quixotic quest. More ego games will not make a dent, but people pretend that they do, and that dynamic is in every so-called progressive movement that I have yet seen. In all of them, they are still holding onto some kind of security blanket (I call them mind-crutches) that prevents true comprehension, whether it is organized religion, capitalism, nationalism, scientism, and so on. Often, that security blanket is even the organizing principle of the effort.

Love dissolves the illusions, brings down the barriers, heals the ego, etc. But in a world of scarcity, attaining that state is probably the hardest trick on Earth. It is not an easy game, not by any means. Enjoying this journey on Earth, young lady, has to be one of the harder tests that the Creator invented, and I totally understand being angry with whoever set up a reality like this one, but we asked for it, or so I am told. :)

Those non-paths that you mention are egocentric strategies that people use to “beat the system.” I know people who play all of those games, and it is sad to witness. They do it for self-serving gain, as far as I have seen, trying to chisel out their niche in hell, or live on its outskirts and pretend it is heaven. Walking in forests and meadows is as close as I get to heaven on the planet, right now.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/pics.htm

It ain’t too bad, and if more could do it, we might be closer to being on our way.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Amen Wade,

I couldn't agree more. One thing I do often wonder about though>>>>>if we came for the lessons and evolution of our world, then why is it, there are so few willingly to truly take on the challenge???

[Ernie Nemeth]

Darn, lost my post somewhere in the internet ether.

Thanks Scott, for the interview. Great work and very interesting interviewee.

I liked Adam's comment about the brain digesting information and rejecting false info. The first postulate in my philosophy is exactly that: That the human mind can discern truth. It is the very reason I decided to not go on to higher education because without any reference to other philosophers, without knowing anything about philosophy at all, I managed to put together my philosophy completely on my own and it does not conflict and includes many points made by other philosophers. Which proved my point: that schooling is an indoctrination to societal standards and has little to do with truth. After formulating my theories I began a, well not comprehensive, but certainly more than cursory study of other philosophers. It turns out my philosophy is very much like Emmanuel Kant's (I formulated this philosophy of mine back in my mid-teens - it has evolved considerably since then.)

Wish my other post was not lost, it was better.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

Well, if the mystical material that I am familiar with is to be believed, physical reality is a bitch, and just surviving here is learning the lessons that we came to learn. We all get to forget who we are and why we came, as part of the price of admission, oh joy of joys. Our early lives are spent figuring out the game, and we do great damage to each other as we gain experience. At those early stages, killing people who are non-tribe is normal, fun even. Later on, burning heretics at the stake is entertaining. Later on, winning is all that matters. When a soul reaches that stage, it racks up its largest amounts of negative karma. When an ensouled species is in that phase, that is when it can destroy its planet. Apparently, from the perspective of the entity that sent us here, in its greed for experience, it has a good old time racking it all up. There is no judgment of good and bad experience, it is all just experience. Yeah, I want to have a little talk with the “manager,” too.

But when the Young Soul has won all there is to win, and its civilization is on the brink of self-annihilation, something is missing. Winning does not feel as good as it should. The soul begins to look inside, becomes introspective, begins to become familiar with those pesky emotions. If the species survives its Young Soul stage, it decides that conquering and winning is not only a pretty empty way of being, but life can become a soap opera as extreme emotional states predominate, and the preservation of nature becomes a paramount consideration. The negative karma can also get paid back pretty quickly, as the souls can become prominent and touch many others in a positive way.

Eventually, the soul gets all of that behind it, and it realizes that love is the only state really worth being in, but it also learns to accept that the path to getting there is also worthy, and that those in the earlier stages of the game are on their divine path, too. Important lessons can be learned through the kill-or-be-killed game. That game cannot be played anyplace else in Creation. The “solidity” of physical reality and taking care of our bodies allows for the lessons of physical reality to be learned, just by being here.

Is that the real story? I don’t know. It makes sense, and Michael:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#michael

among others, teaches it. I can remember snippets from other lifetimes. I was never much of an ass-kicker, being an artisan:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#reading

so I will never be much of a hero, either. We live in a world where Young Souls have dominated, where power and winning are everything, and the goal is to die with the most toys. That is changing, but far too slowly for many of us. :)

Also, there is not just one reality on Earth, so each of us chooses our future. Some are heading toward this reality:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roadsblade

and some are heading for this one:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

but most are heading toward a reality where George Bush the Eighth will be president. For some reason, I don’t want to sign up for that one. :)

Our actions in this lifetime set the course for our future ones. The power is in the present, and the decisions that we make each day of our lives are important. Important for what? If you believe in a just Creator, then you likely believe that there is a good reason for setting up a game like this. Many bodies of mystical material say that this is a mistake, that it was not intended to be like this (A Course in Miracles, among others). Some say that the Creator is coming to set things to rights, to get humanity over the hump, and waves of heavenly beings have been sent here to right the ship, and the big show is just ahead.

I don’t know what to make of all of that. Eventually, the student will say, “I am here, now. What do I choose to do? The rest of Creation can take care of itself; I am here to live this life, and what am I going to do with it?”

Do we want to make it better? Do we want to make it worse? Do we want to just enjoy the ride?

I know that free energy technology exists:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

I have some idea of what it can do:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#advanced

I know that it would be history’s biggest event, by far:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

and that the energy game has always been the game of life on Earth:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

and that energy scarcity has always been the underlying assumption of all dominant ideologies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

I also learned that the free energy game is the love and sentience game:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#greatest

Most not only don’t want to play the game; they don’t even know that the game is being played, as they are fascinated with the “I win, you lose” game. I leave them to their games. If enough people begin to play that other game, that game that has never really been seen on Earth before, then there may be a curiosity generated, and creating Heaven on Earth could even become the new fun. Some who set up this game might get cranky, because kill-or-be-killed would become obsolete, and those free energy pioneers that I respect have suffered the most because the free energy game would threaten to make all other games obsolete, and I see it all the time. People have devoted their life’s energies to carving out their niche in hell, and all they can see with Heaven on Earth is losing their niche. They are going to have to see Heaven on Earth before they begin to understand.

Some bodies of mystical material say that Utopia will be founded by those who have the love part down pat (old souls, most likely), who form a state where there is only love, no violence or other violations. It will be a showcase for what is possible with love and high sentience. Then humanity can decide if it wants to live that way, or keep playing “I win, you lose.” That opportunity might not be far off. The so-called New Age gets glimmers of it, but it is largely an Old Age paradigm that we still see, with New Age charlatanry predominant:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#mystical

I am going to keep doing what I do, for as long as I can. You will, too. We will see where it takes us.

Best,

Wade

[zenith]

Yeah, I want to have a little talk with the “manager,” too.
Hi Wade,

Problem is when we get there we are the manager. :)

I'm curious, a hypothetical for you. If today you could be your own (past) guiding voice
would you say the same thing?


Peace

[sandy]

Thanks Again Wade,

Your experience, writings and resultant wisdom helps me in my self reflection and today I find I'm working on Tolerance and Acceptance!

I've also had another insight of late and it had to do with competition or winning and losing. As mentioned before I was raised in poverty and the one entertainment we had was often made up games, cards. Having myself and 4 siblings plus parents in many of the games it became one of being the top dog or winner>>>>>>>to cut this story short, the one brother who lives close to me often comes for cards and for the last two years has won almost every game we play, over and over again. I found I didn't get any joy out of our games anymore but still played because he loves it and had to really work on my attitude about being a constant "loser".

Well needless to say I finally had the Epiphany about competition and now can have fun again with the interactions between us with no malice. One more lesson I'm being shown by the Universe, to love what is :)

Yes I will keep doing what I do for as long as I can. Your support is sooooooo appreciated Wade, along with all the posters on this the best Thread on the internet !

[Amaterasu]

Wade,

Long time conspiracy aware, very recently aware of Your work (I am wholly impressed!).

As One who has studied economics thoroughly (though "casually" - no degree) for the last 50ish years, I came to a conclusion, that was subsequent confirmed by My belated reading of Jeremy Rifkin's Entropy, that all money represents is meaningful energy expended.

(One can grasp this most easily by considering the first hunter, gatherer, farmer, miner. The stuff They gained/used was free: critters, fruits, vegetables, nuts, seed, sun, soil, rain, ores. It was the meaningful energy expended that gave "value" to the stuff: the killing, picking, tilling, weeding, harvesting, mining, transporting.)

Clearly, then, adding abundantly what money represents, via free energy for external uses and robots for Human energy in jobs no One wants to do, will eliminate the need for money entirely.

Because of My early childhood experiences, I am fully aware that free energy production on this planet has been obtainable for well over 50 years, and looking at the present level of robotics, I have concluded that We Humans now have what it would take to eliminate poverty, hunger, war, and the control the power elite presently have over Us.

I also am aware that principles, a code, a fractal seed for society, should be put in place to accommodate a chaos-driven free emergence of positive nature. Driven by a very strong Betterment Ethic, I have attempted to construct such a seed and would appreciate Your thoughts on what I have constructed.

I have it posted on a very small forum (and in an older incarnation on ATS), the link to which is: http://www.openlounge.org/forum/freedom-forum/the-ethical-planetarian-party-platform/#p629

The childhood experiences I speak of - and which move Me to consider You a "kindred spirit" - stem from the fact that My father was a CalTech graduate who worked for Convair on electrogravitics through the 1950's (and likely well beyond) in San Diego.

His excitement for His work defined My very early years. My memories start at about the age of one, and I have a very clear memory of Him beaming at Me for saying, at the age of about two, "electrogravitics." He would come home from work eager to share with His first-born toddler what His work entailed. He would try to explain the principles of electrogravitics, and how it all worked - though I admit to being baffled by these finer details.

He also would describe the experimental successes on days when the rigs were tested, describing flying disks and overunity. I had better success in grasping these descriptions.

But most of all I easily could see the world He told Me I would be growing up in: cars would fly, cities would float, "jet" pack (sans jet) would be available, and...We would have all the energy We could use.

Then one night He came home late from work and woke Me up to tell Me We couldn't talk about the flying cars, the cities and "jet" packs, the free energy. We couldn't even say the word, "electrogravitics," because, "They want it secret for now." That was when I was around three years old. I presume He was late at work being briefed and taking an oath relative to the fact that the work was going into black ops.

After that night He never talked about His work again. I do have a memory from some time later, when I saw The Jetsons for the first time, insisting to My cousin, whose house My family was at, that We could make the jet packs. My father scowled at Me and said, "Remember what We talked about?"

I do know that He worked closely at times with the military...and reading Your story from So.Ca. (though Ventura and not San Diego) with military connection, I felt a connection form and felt that I would love to communicate with You.

I thank You so much for the plethora of work You have provided Us all with on www.ahealedplanet.net. Though I had come to the same conclusions as You have, being conspiracy aware, it is nice to have such well-documented detail to fill in the picture I had constructed.

[Gardener]

Wade I think that your post # 458 is your best yet.
Thx
g

Edit: Thats actually post 1458, sorry folks for error.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Zenith:

Yeah, when we get there. But who is the manager when we aren’t? Somebody runs the Sun, and it ain’t me. I think I understand your hypothetical question, but am not sure. I am not too keen on guiding voices these days:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice3

so, my advice to some past self might be, “If you hear a guiding voice, beware!” :)

Hi Sandy:

You are doing better than I am. I have refused to play competitive games ever since college. I can’t do it.

Well met, Amaterasu:

Awesome little platform. I am cool with it. I also have some stars to steer by, such as this little visit to a future Earth:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

there, everybody is a vegetarian (for those who aren’t Level 19s)

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level19

and no animals are killed or abused in that reality, and they have genetic engineering, but I agree that under a capitalistic, national-security paradigm, it is evil. On the miscreants, I see us eventually getting to their “treatment” being to heal them, not punish them or outcast them. Those are pretty high marks to hit, and I doubt that we can get there in my lifetime, but it would be nice to try.

Of course, your aerospace, anti-gravity tale is very familiar. It reads like a passage out of LaViolette’s book. I see more stories like yours from California than anyplace else, by far. You are in good company.

On energy and money; money only buys human effort, but energy leverages it. That is why a human in the USA, where the energy consumption is a nearly hundred times larger than the world’s poorest countries, the American makes a hundred times as much money. Yes, under an FE economy, money would begin to become meaningless.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#trek

Hi Gardner:

Thanks. It is often surprising to me which of my writings people like. I wish that my comprehensive/energy writings were the most popular part ones on my site, but no, it is the American Empire, Columbus, Paul Bragg, and conspiracy essays. :)

Best,

Wade

[CdnSirian]

Felt like bumping this thread before I move on from the forum today...regards all.

[Wade Frazier]

Bye CdnSirian.

It was nice to have you stay a while.

Wade

[Amaterasu]

I can't seem to reply with quote - I get the "loading" spinny thing and it just sits there (My machine is old and decrepit) - so I will copy and paste and tag here:


On energy and money; money only buys human effort, but energy leverages it.

Money is not needed for positive Human effort: witness Linux. What the programmers get is recognition, appreciation, status, lauds, and Self-satisfaction. Once money is removed via free energy and robotics, these are the "coin" We will use. And with the Betterment Ethic promoted, People who better the planet will be "rich." And it is because the programmers are in Their bliss programming that They take the time to better things with Their efforts.

EDIT to add: You may be interested in the future I have visited... I present it in a science "fiction" novella I wrote. It is available here: http://files.abovetopsecret.com/files/aad67f70b7b43ddc.pdf

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Amaterasu:

My point is that money only buys human effort. It does not buy anything else. We are the only animals on Earth motivated by money, or at least I think so:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/simon.htm#dolphins

:)

I am highly familiar with the free software movement,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/freesoft.htm

and had lengthy exchanges with one of the field’s biggest names, and he was a deeply-entrenched Level 3 guy:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level3

You can’t wave money at a plant and inspire it to grow, or get ore to mine itself. Energy is what leveraged human ability into what we call the industrialized world. Humans have not changed, anatomically, in two hundred thousand years. An American is not biologically different than an Ethiopian. It is the level of energy that they have access to, and what comes with it, which makes their lives so starkly different.

The human journey has always been defined by the energy issue:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#succinct

and that won’t change when free energy makes its appearance, but it can leverage the human journey in ways that are hard to presently imagine. And, yes, money becomes obsolete in an abundance-based society. Material gain stops being a motivator in a world of material abundance. I see it in high tech, where I work around rich people all day. Many never need to work again, but there they are, doing it. They moved up Maslow’s hierarchy a level or two from the rest of us.

Best,

Wade

[Amaterasu]

Seems We're saying the same thing. [smile] I hope You have time to read My book. Though it is less "futuristic" than the future experience You linked to in Your first reply, still, it illustrates that things will get done, but in bliss and harmony, love and respect, in abundance.

Thanks for Your replies.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As threatened, I am consolidating my LA Days posts. I am playing editor a little, and adding a little new material, too. As with the Godzilla posts, I have to split the entries to fit them into Avalon.

This will be an auto-biographical post that will highlight some early experiences that set me on my path. I could not escape living in the Big City when I got out of college. Avalon is the first place that I have written about these experiences, and I can see that those experiences primed me, so to speak, to be inspired to not only join up with Dennis, but chase him across the USA:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

So, here goes.

Although born in Seattle, I was raised in Southern California because my parents discovered sunshine when my father was in the Marines. My parents will die in the sunshine, while I love living among the lakes, trees and flowers of the Pacific Northwest. I was raised in Ventura, which is about an hour from LA, but is in another universe. Ventura is a beach town, and the local surf spots are in Beach Boys songs, and my brother surfed them. LA is another matter altogether.

While growing up, the only time I went to LA was to go to a Dodgers game, the museums, the airport, and one of my childhood friends went to UCLA and I visited him there. When we went to the natural history museum when I was about 14, when we entered the San Fernando Valley I got a tremendous headache from the air pollution, and it lasted all day until we came back out of the Valley.

I chased my girlfriend to Cal Poly San Luis Obispo.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cal_Poly_San_Luis_Obispo

I did not even know if they had a business school when I chased her there. She ended the relationship the week after we got there. I got lucky in that Cal Poly had a reputable business school. I went from being the science prodigy to the accounting prodigy when that voice told me to study business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

I got the highest test score in the university’s history on the national accounting exam, and when I graduated in 1981, the Big Eight (today the Big Four) accounting firms in LA rolled out the red carpet for me, but I did not want to live in LA. My uncle introduced me to the mountains, with my first backpack at age 17, and I was hooked:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/pics.htm

I began inquiring with the Big Eight firms in Seattle a year before graduation. In 1980, the Seattle economy was all about Boeing and the timber industry. Nobody had heard of Bill Gates yet. I picked the worst recession in forty years to graduate from college, and the Big Eight firms in Seattle were not hiring. Given the choice of career or lifestyle, I chose lifestyle, and moved in with my grandparents in Seattle, determined to make a go of it in Seattle. After a sobering tax season in early 1982, where they fired me soon after April 15th, the tax filing deadline for individuals, I was crawling back to Ventura, and hired on with a Big Eight firm in LA, beginning in January 1983.

While Seattle was an urban environment and my grandparents lived on Queen Anne Hill that overlooked downtown, LA was an entirely different experience. I first lived in Culver City, which is about ten miles from downtown LA. It was where many of LA’s black professionals lived. About the only greenery in town was the lawn at the cemetery across the street from my apartment complex. My office was in downtown Los Angeles. I spent three years living in Los Angeles, and my average commute was an hour each way. As an auditor, I did not spend much time in our downtown office, but worked at clients. I spent weeks sleeping on friends’ floors when I worked in the San Fernando Valley or Orange Country, so my commute would not be two hours each way.

During my first year, however, I worked in Skid Row Los Angeles:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skid_Row,_Los_Angeles,_California

auditing the redevelopment agency, which rehabbed the slums, or at least tried to. It was only about a half mile from my office, but it was a hellish half mile. The Greyhound Bus station was about a block from where I worked at the redevelopment agency. I worked in Skid Row for about six months altogether, on various clients. When I first began working there, it was the summer of 1983, during “smog season.” In the summer, the air pollution was so bad in downtown Los Angeles that my office skyscraper was not visible until I was less than a mile from it. I recall days looking out of my skyscraper’s windows during smog season, and I could not even see streets a quarter of a mile away. The air pollution was even worse in Skid Row, with the buses and other diesel vehicles. I had sneezing fits for months when I worked in Skid Row. When I walked outside for a five minutes and came back in and blew my nose, there was soot on the tissue paper. In public accounting back then, bringing your lunch from home was forbidden. We were expected to eat at restaurants for every lunch, and I had to relinquish my vegetarian ways in those days:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/veggie.htm

Something happened after my first month in Skid Row that I have never been able to explain. Driving into the downtown labyrinth, where it was invisible in the smog bank until I was within a mile of it, was part of the tableau. I also drove a 1973 Pinto with no air conditioning, so I had the window down. As I got off the freeway and drove into Skid Row, the businesses had not yet opened, and they all had bars on the windows and doors like fortresses. Some homeless were still sleeping on the ground, while some others were moving as they prepared for the day’s bustle. The experience was like driving into Hell. One day, after a month of doing that every day, I started to lose it. I burst into tears as I was driving, almost in a panic, as I drove into Hell once again. I couldn’t do it anymore. But something happened during the event: it never bothered me again. I worked in Skid Row for several more months in the next year, and it did not trouble me again. I have theories about what changed in my mind that day, but I will probably never really know what happened. It may have been some kind of survival mechanism that kicked in. The things that I saw in the next couple of years will follow, but I was never overwhelmed by them. But, it was about then that my drinking problems began; a habit that I did not give up until I was forty-two.

Several events from my Skid Row days will give an idea of what that world was like, and how it influenced my subsequent free energy efforts. The audit itself was brutal. The redevelopment agency was not computerized, but there was an army of accountants maintaining manual records. They had multi-million-dollar unreconciled amounts, which made it a nightmare to audit. Examining the offering documents relating to the bonds that they sold to the public were ambiguous as to the redevelopment agency’s legal obligations. When we talked to the attorneys who created the documents, we were informed that the documents were intentionally ambiguous, so the agency could slip off the hook if necessary, with their obligations decided in the courtroom (basically, lawyers intentionally created documents that would give lawyers more work in the future – that kind of institutional dishonesty I later found was standard operating procedure).

Because it was a government job, there were laws that stated that our Big Eight firm could not perform the audit by itself, but had to hire a minority-owned auditing firm to assist with the audit; a sweet black woman from a minority firm was assigned to our team, and she performed the most mundane tasks. She was about my age. She had been on the audit for a few years. The poor woman believed that working with a Big Eight firm on the audit was going to enhance her career. Her employer was not going to tell her any differently. Our company was not going to tell her any differently. We were forced to eat out at lunch every day; lunch was intended to be a social event. At lunch she asked me one day about that very issue, of how much her career would be helped by working with us on that audit. In a preview, I suppose, of what my life’s work would become, I told her the truth. She was devastated. Would I do something like that again? I think so.

During those months, on another day, she and I walked to lunch, about a block from our office. As we rounded the corner, a dead Mexican-American man laid on the sidewalk, right in front of us. He had just died. I think that it was the first time that I had seen a dead body. He died traumatically – probably not by crime, but by suicide or accident. About ten feet away stood a policewoman. Nobody stood around the body, and maybe the policewoman was standing there so that nobody would (or loot the body), but we just kept walking, passing a few feet from the body. About fifty meters later we entered the eating establishment for lunch. I don’t recall us talking about the body. By that time, it was just one of the many nightmarish sights that attended life in Skid Row. A half-hour later, we walked out of the establishment to go back to work, and the body was gone. There was no trace left of him.

I read the daily paper from about age nine to thirty, thinking that I was getting the news. Reading all the lying stories about Dennis beat that out of me:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=300436&viewfull=1#post300436

My alternative media studies began soon after that:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#big

But in my LA days, I read the Los Angeles Times for an hour each morning before going to work. The A-section was the first one and the largest, and had the most “news” in it, so I read it first. Near the back of that section was miscellaneous news, including the “police blotter,” which briefly noted some of the noteworthy police-involved events of the day. On a morning when I was working in Skid Row, at about 6:30 AM I read about an event that happened several hours earlier, at about 1:00 AM. At the street corner where the redevelopment agency was, kitty corner from where we encountered that dead body, the police arrested a white man who seemed like he was on PCP. The cops handcuffed him and put him in the back seat of their police car. Somehow, the man was able to get into the driver’s seat of the police car and began driving it away. He ran over one cop, and the other cop leapt onto the roof of the car, holding onto the siren-light on the roof as the car sped away, and emptied his revolver though the roof, with enough bullets hitting the driver so that he was unable to continue driving. The account did not say if the driver or cop who was run over died in the incident, but I remember reading that account, thinking that it was an interesting night in Skid Row. If that event had happened in Seattle or many other big cities in the USA, it would have been one of the stories of the year. In LA, it made page 17 of the newspaper, with about a column-inch or two of coverage.

There were homeless everywhere in Skid Row. I would be walking briskly down the sidewalk in my suit, and the homeless would be using the gutters as toilets as I walked by. I once walked around a corner near my office, to see a woman in business attire leap over an arcing urine stream as she walked down the street, which spewed from some drugged out man, relieving himself in a stupor, who didn’t “put it away” when finished. The homeless situation was part of Reagan’s Revolution. While he was the California governor, Reagan began defunding the social safety net, and when he was president, it was more of the same. While spending billions on Star Wars:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brian_O%27Leary#The_frontiers_of_science

he threw people onto the street. I studied the homeless situation, and periodically there were articles on the homeless in the LA Times. One article was about a homeless man who lost his legs in WWII, and was an alcoholic. He reminisced about how back in the “good old days,” the homeless men in Skid Row were alcoholics, often men who got cleaned out in a divorce. But he lamented that in the present day, most of the homeless talked to themselves. The warm weather of LA led to a phenomenon known as “Greyhound Therapy.” Mental health clinics in America’s urban Northeast and Midwest that were strapped for funding would buy patients a one-way Greyhound bus ticket to LA, and ten minutes after getting off the bus, the patient was a denizen of Skid Row. While Hitler euthanized them, Reagan threw them onto the streets:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#reagan

My accounting firm not only audited the redevelopment agency, but while I was there, we got the Head Start account. Head Start is a program to help inner-city children:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Head_Start_program

So, its offices were in the worst parts of LA, and its LA headquarters was in Watts. I wore a suit and tie every day for the first twelve years of my career, until the corporate world went casual. A guy that I worked with was assigned to the Head Start job. On his first day, as he got out of his nice car in his suit, he was the only white guy within miles; he did not get fifty feet from his car before he was mugged. He got “lucky” and only had to give up his wallet. After that, my accounting firm allowed the dress code to be relaxed for the Head Start job, so that the white auditors would blend in a little.

Meanwhile, at my gig at the redevelopment agency, a freshly-minted college graduate was assigned to the job. I was a few years older, due to my adventures so far. She was the valedictorian from a Christian college in Southern California. Her business attire was even more wholesome than most, with some lacey frill on her blouse on most days. For the next few months, I watched her transformation as she got her “welcome” to the profession and LA. Although I was a coveted recruit when I was in college, that did not mean anything once I began my career, especially in downtown LA. I was treated pretty brutally in one of my first reviews, a review that I did not think was fair, and it just about scuttled my career there before it began. I think it was just a product of the shark tank. That woman went through similar cognitive dissonance. She continually talked to me about her academic achievements. She did not come right out and say it, but she was thinking, “I was valedictorian! What the hell am I doing here?” I really felt badly for her, but did not say, “Welcome to Hell!”

She was also engaged to her college sweetheart who graduated at the same time and was in our audit group. He was assigned to the Head Start job while she was at the redevelopment agency. She said that every day that her fiancée was on the job, his clothes got rattier and rattier, as he tried to blend in. By the end of the job, he looked like he was homeless. The Head Start job was one of the “hot potato” jobs in the office that nobody wanted. The next spring was promotion time, and the senior on the Head Start job was promoted to manager, so they assigned the Head Start senior slot to an attractive white woman. She quit the next day, deciding to enroll in graduate school.

One day, that former valedictorian and I were walking back from lunch to the redevelopment agency, at the same intersection where that handcuffed guy tried driving away in the cop car. As we crossed the street, coming toward us was a homeless black man. He was mumbling something to somebody behind us. Just as he was right in front of us, a few feet away, he exposed himself, in that well-endowed African way, nearly hitting that woman with me. It seemed to be his way of making a point with whomever he was mumbling at. We kept walking and I did not react to that display, but wondered what the effect on her would be. At we reached the sidewalk, we stood there. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her roll her eyes and shake her head. It may have been her moment when she resigned herself to Hell. She stopped talking about her academic credentials after that.

The redevelopment agency was my first “big job” of my Big Eight career. I have typical horrible “doctor’s” handwriting, it is related to my position in the “autism spectrum” – and on that job my supervisor made me write in block capitals, which I have done ever since, but thank God for keyboards, if I had to write for a living, I would have found a way out of it. I also had to figure out how the audit was supposed to work, which meant studying the work papers. I ended up “eating time” on that job, which means working and not recording the hours – working without pay. I went into the redevelopment agency office on some weekends, and saw what Skid Row was like on the weekend. I also was there at night a few times, and that was a truly scary experience.

On one of my weekend visits to the office, I walked to get lunch and I walked into a street event. I don’t know what the Mexicans call it, but some streets were closed, on a Sunday, I believe, and the streets were lined with street vendors and their portable tables. Each table sold trinkets and other wares. The street was packed with Mexicans, and it extended down one street as far as I could see – it may have run for miles. It was kind of a festival atmosphere, with families of parents and children. It was kind of like a Disneyland experience for them. It was about 100 degrees, under a smog blanket, with people packed in like sardines, buying trinkets, without a green, living thing to be seen. And they were having a good time! These were the Mexicans who had escaped to the USA. They “made it.” It was one of the saddest sights that I saw in LA.

My career with the Big Eight was not a good one. I did not do well in the shark tank. I became kind of a lost waif in the office and got the worst jobs. One of them was that I became the inventory king. Businesses that had made goods had to have inventories performed once a year as part of the audit. I performed dozens of inventories during my LA days. Some were of tightly-run Japanese conglomerates with spotless warehouses, while others were industrial wasteland companies making heavy industry parts. I also inventoried a sweatshop. It was in the garment district, close to my office. It was a leather-making factory where they made leather purses and similar articles. On inventory day, the facilities shut down so the inventory can be performed and audited. When I inventoried the leather-making facility, I eventually entered a room where most of the manufacturing took place. The room was on the facility’s top floor. The building was about a hundred years old, and I can’t recall if the rest of the building had air conditioning, but that room definitely did not. I performed that inventory in February, so that I did not get to see it in its 100-degree glory, but I could only imagine it. That room was perhaps sixty meters long, and there were three rows of sewing machines, with about fifty machines in each row. At the end of the room was a fan, with blades about ten feet long.

As I walked through that room, my mind conjured what it must have looked like in August, with the factory in full swing: 150 Mexican women, feverishly working in the 100 degree heat, with that fan blowing the leatherworking fumes into the outside air and cooling the sweating women. It looked hellish.

About a year later, I inventoried the sweatshop version for men. One of my audits was of a company that made a world-famous accoutrement for Mexican low-rider cars. It was privately-owned. It turned out later that they were trying to deceive the auditors, so we resigned from the engagement, but not before I audited their inventories at a few facilities on the same day. As with the leather sweatshop, the facilities were closed for inventory day. While the leather factory had a largely women’s workforce, this heavy industrial business had a male labor force. As the scion of the business’s owner drove me to one of their factories, not far from where I lived in Redondo Beach (a few miles behind the fun beach towns were industrial wastelands where the Mexicans and blacks lived), we drove through a barrio. Poor Mexican children played in the streets. The scion was the manager of the factory that we visited. As we parked and approached the building, he pointed out an item of interest: a bullet hole in the front door. As we walked into the building and through the offices, he showed me how the bullet passed through successive office walls, to eventually lodge in the wall right above his desk. I recall that the shooting happened at night, so it did not endanger anybody, but the scion told it as a funny story. He planned to excavate that bullet and keep it as a souvenir. Then I went about my inventory duties.

While seeing the sewing room in the leather sweatshop was a sobering moment, it paled beside what this heavy industrial factory’s conditions were like, where the Mexican men worked. Again, it was closed, so I could only imagine what it must have looked like when running, but it was a version of Hell that I saw in my mind’s eye. While inventorying that facility, I had to use the restroom. Then I got a better glimpse of what the workers’ lives were like. It was the most disgusting restroom that I ever saw. The floor around the urinals was coated with the industrial gunk on the bottom of the workers’ shoes. The restroom looked like it had not been cleaned in years. I used the urinal from about ten feet away from it.

I was in the audit department, and auditor experience is required for becoming a California CPA. So, people from the other departments, such as the tax department, would be assigned to audits to get the auditing experience needed to earn their CPA certificate. Performing an inventory audit was one of the required tasks, so I supervised accountants from other departments who needed to get that experience. The most memorable was an inventory that I did in West LA. A man from the tax department was assigned to me for the audit. But he lived east of LA, near Riverside. It would have more than two hours to drive to the client’s warehouse. He slept on my couch the night before, and we talked about life in LA. He had been a university professor in Tennessee, and was recruited to LA to play in the Big Leagues for a while, before going back to teaching. He had never seen LA before he moved there. He lived in one of those smoggy, industrial wasteland areas east of LA, where he could afford to live with his family. He heard the usual Hollywood tales of fun and sun, and figured that LA must be something like Florida. He felt so deceived. He said that as soon as he put in his two years, he was getting as far from LA as he could. I said that I was putting in my LA Days time, too, and would be right behind him. Over the years, I have periodically encountered accountants who began their careers in downtown LA, particularly in the 1980s, while living in places like La Verne, and all we can talk about is how happy we are that we aren’t living in LA. :)

During my Big Eight days I not only did inventories, but I also did one of the other disagreeable jobs in the office – branch auditing. Our firm audited a business in New York City, for instance, but it had a satellite office in LA. Our LA office would farm out a staff auditor to audit the branch. If you did a great job or a horrible job, it really did not have any impact on your career, because the people running the engagement were in New York. When you did branch audits, you were effectively removed from your home office. It certainly did not assist your career. I had many dead-end audit experiences like that. But, I was often very friendly with our clients, and that was probably the only saving grace of what I did. I recall being on one of those branch audits, and got to know the secretary. I am not sure how the subject came up, but she related her own sweatshop tale. She went to work as a secretary for an industrial company. Most factories have offices in the front, with the factory in the back. She went to work as a secretary for a family-owned business, but it turned out to be more like a mob family. She said the front office was opulent, where the owner/managers worked. At the back of the office was the door to the factory, which was off limits to her. The factory was full of Mexicans, and most were illegal aliens, as it turned out. Illegal immigrants had almost no rights. Every Monday morning, the factory manager would walk out onto the factory floor and fire somebody, randomly. That was their managerial style, keeping the employees in a state of terror. The woman was only there a week when it began smelling like a mob operation to her. One day, she was asked to do something that seemed unethical, or she saw something that looked unethical. She spoke up. The manager said something like, “Are you giving me some lip, Broad?!” She lowered her head and shut up. At lunch time, she said that she needed to get something from her car. She got in her car and drove away, and never returned.

While that may seem like a harsh way to manage people, especially people with no legal recourse, one of my college roommates had a similar experience with mob-like companies and their managerial style. He became the CFO of several companies. One of them was an industrial company in Orange County. Right after he started, the CEO took him to New York, to meet their money guys. It was a boiler-room operation on Long Island. As they met the owner of the operation, he showed them around. They had a big bullpen of young, twenty-something young men who cold-called America’s rich, trying to get them to invest their money. In my career, I have been a corporate officer, and when your equity awards are reported to the SEC, you start getting calls from those young men, trying to get you to invest your money. I was new to the executive game back then (this is nearly twenty years ago), and at first, I had no idea how they knew to call me. I eventually figured it out.

On the day that my roomie got his tour of that boiler-room facility, the owner told him how he managed the bullpen. Every Monday morning, he would walk out onto the bullpen floor and randomly fire somebody. Like that mob-like factory, that bullpen operation, and the company that my friend had just hired onto, smelled mob-like. He quit a few weeks later. When he told the CEO that he was resigning, the CEO said, “So, you are f***ing me, eh?” My roomie got out of there as fast as he could. The operation turned out to be mob-like, and my roomie eventually testified at the trial of that CEO and his company. It seems that they were engaged in illegal securities activity, and my roomie was subpoenaed to testify.

As Dennis discovered, the mob and capitalism are happy bedfellows. Dennis has survived several mob hit attempts, and had his companies stolen by them on the East Coast. He eventually discovered that the mob acts with more integrity than the government does.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#lawsuit

As Smedley Butler eventually discovered, people like Al Capone are small fry compared to the hyper-capitalists:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#butler

As I mentioned, I began studying the homeless during my LA days, partly because it was thrust in my face. The homeless, beggars, the mentally ill left to fend for themselves - it was my daily reality. On the streets of Skid Row, short spindly trees were planted in the sidewalks. The trees had trunks a few inches across and grew ten feet high or so. There was metal grating, maybe a meter square, which “exposed” some soil around the roots. They were some of Earth’s more bedraggled trees. One day, as I walked down a Skid Row street, I walked past a woman lying in a pile of plastic trash bags, at the base of one of those trees. Over the next few weeks, I had to walk down that street several times, and that woman was always there. She was an old Mexican woman. During those weeks, I once had to drive down that street. Not only was she lying there, but she had probably just “used the bathroom,” because her bare butt was sticking out, facing traffic, almost like a street sign, as I drove down the street.

As fate would have it, a couple of weeks later, there was another LA Times story on the homeless, and the article was about that woman. She was in her sixties and had lived under that tree for the previous eighteen months. She was a Mexican national. Across the street was a take-out chicken window. The reporter’s investigation revealed that the woman somehow had money, and the only place she ever ate was at that chicken window, and the chicken window and her trash bag home under that tree were the only places that she had been in the previous eighteen months. When it rained, she took shelter under the eaves of the building next to the tree.

The plastic trash bags were her toilet, I believe. And she apparently could have lived in a sheltered situation. She did not have to be homeless, but preferred living under that tree over her other options. I thought for a long time about her situation, and sometimes still do.

I sometimes saw crime in Skid Row, but it was relatively rare in the daylight. I once saw the distressed aftermath of an Asian woman who had her necklace ripped from her neck by somebody running past her.

Those days in LA were “transformative” in that I saw Hell and wanted to abolish it. I was so idealistic and naïve:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#believing

in those days. What also bothered me greatly, and contributed to my underachieving career in public accounting, was the nagging suspicion that what I was doing for living provided no net benefit to society. It became clear years later that that was indeed the case:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#getting

Those were by far the unhappiest years of my life. I had subsequent years that were more nightmarish:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

or emotionally agonizing:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#journey

but those years were my unhappiest, as I received a healthy dose of the real world.

Being raised in Ventura, and wishing I was in Seattle, I moved as soon as I could to where the air was a little cleaner, and that was the beach. I moved to Redondo Beach and spent my last years living in LA there. The prevailing sea breeze blew the smog east of LA, to places such as Riverside and San Bernardino. It was rarely smoggy in Redondo Beach; the thick kind that hurt your lungs to breathe (ozone does that).

I also escaped to friends in Bishop whenever I could, and hiked and cross-country skied in the Sierras. I hiked in the Santa Monica Mountains whenever I could, too, but long hikes meant hiking through housing tracts. It was a far cry from the Cascades, but it got me a breather from the crush of people in LA. I was once dead stopped on the freeway at midnight. “Rush hour” was a misnomer in LA. The “rush” lasted all day and into the night.

I lived there when the 1984 Olympics were held. I attended the trials (I was a javelin thrower in college, and watched a bunch of the guys that I used to compete against at the trials), but there was so much fear of how bad the traffic and congestion would be that pretty much the entire city went on vacation during the Olympics, and my office shut down for the entire two weeks, and I hiked in the mountains for a week of it. Traffic was lighter than ever during the Olympics, to everybody’s surprise. Near Skid Row was about a square city block of wiry grass called Pershing Square. It had an underground parking lot, and the ground level was grass, where legions of homeless people could be found. Pershing Square was about the only patch of lawn in or near downtown Los Angeles, but it was deeply tainted by its environment, like those bedraggled trees growing out of the sidewalks. People walked briskly past Pershing Square.

About two weeks before the Olympics, I walked past Pershing Square and was stunned. Flowerbeds had been planted, and there was a popcorn vendor in a shiny new stand (there were a few new stands like that dotting Pershing Square’s perimeter), and the homeless had disappeared. I later discovered what had happened. I had already read some stories about how the City of LA built an internment camp for the homeless east of downtown, to put on LA’s best face during the Olympics. That was where the homeless had disappeared to when I saw the makeover that Pershing Square received. A few days later, Martin Luther King Jr.’s widow presided over the grand opening of the new Pershing Square. I read her speech, and she said that the new Pershing Square would be a “wonderful place for a family to spend the afternoon.” I was flabbergasted. They put a fresh coat of paint on Hell, temporarily removed its denizens, and they acted like it was a new Disneyland. It was a Potemkin Park.

Of all the disheartening aspects of my life in LA, the air pollution was one of the worst. My mentor’s engine:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

would have eliminated almost all urban air pollution (carbon dioxide would have been almost its sole pollutant), and I had yet to hear about free energy, but the desire to end air pollution became very strong in me during my LA days. A few air pollution anecdotes should make it clearer, if it is not already. I had a friend in Riverside from my trip to Europe:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#europe

whom I regularly visited, and we would hike at Idyllwild, which was on a plateau on the far east end of the LA basin. On the drive out of the basin up to Idyllwild one summer’s day, there was a scenic viewpoint at around a thousand meters elevation or so, where you could look out across the LA basin. That was before I had a camera, and I wish I had a picture from that day. The view from that spot stretched across the entire LA basin and beyond, with more than fifty miles of visibility that day. Part of the reason for LA’s intense air pollution is because it is ringed by mountains and an inversion layer can form, locking the pollution in the basin. It was that way that day. As I looked out across the LA basin, it was like looking out at the ocean, but the ocean was black. The entire LA basin was an impenetrable sea of black air, but my viewpoint was above it. And dotting the basin like islands in the ocean were the tops of the mountains around the LA basin, poking through the black air. I remember thinking, “I live down there in that blackness.”

During my LA days, I also traveled a lot. In those three years working in the Big Eight, I was out of town on engagements for about six months. I burned out on business travel during those days. One day, I was on a plane that was coming in for landing at LA International airport (LAX), in Inglewood. While we were high in the air and looking down, the lights of LA looked pretty normal. But as the plane came in for landing, it flew through the smog layer. Suddenly, there was a mass of brown air flowing past our windows, kind of like a sludge. It looked like we were a submarine sailing through a sewer. The passengers all shrieked in disgust and horror. And LAX is on the ocean, where the smog was tame compared to the inland areas.

I’ll tell one last smog story. In Seattle, today at my office, it has been sunny for the past few days, and the distant air over the Cascades looks tinged with brown. It is air pollution (nitrous oxide), but it takes several days of sunny weather for the air pollution to become obvious. Once in a great while, an inversion layer forms in the summer, and once I almost smelled ozone, in fourteen years of living here for this stint. That is how Seattle’s air pollution is – not much of an issue. The rain saves us, although Puget Sound does not appreciate it.

LA is ringed with mountain ranges, but when I lived there, you virtually never saw them. I am not kidding – the San Gabriel Mountains behind LA were visible for maybe twenty days a year. The rest of the time, the smog hid them. Once every few years, we would get a storm that would provide the kind of backdrop for the skyscrapers that are at this link:

https://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/la-me-rain-storm-snow-coming-20190220-story.html

That kind of scene is often on LA postcards, but in my years in LA I saw it about once, and it is a vivid memory. I visited my parents in Ventura often during my LA days, and one Sunday I drove back to Redondo, right after a rain, and as I drove down the San Fernando Valley, I was amazed to see the downtown skyscrapers from twenty miles away or so, with the snowy mountains behind them. I saw that calendar shot. The next morning, I had to drive back into the San Fernando Valley. At about 8:30 AM, I drove over Sepulveda Pass, which separates the beach cities and West LA from the San Fernando Valley:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sepulveda_Pass

I was wondering what kind of view I would get, about fourteen hours after I saw that calendar shot scene the evening before. I could not even see across the Valley. The mountains were completely obscured by the smog bank. It took the smog bank less than one rush hour to recover to its mountain-hiding best. It was awesome.

I am going to lighten up the LA Days a little at this stage of the story. It was not all bad by any means. I met some of my best friends in LA. While I was precocious and a prodigy:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#_edn4

my childhood was pretty normal. I was an athlete, was given music lessons until it became obvious that I had no musical ability, and had a pretty normal baby-boomer, tract home existence while growing up. I was placed in organized baseball in the second grade, and my father took my brother and me to our first Dodgers game when I was about ten. I became a pitcher, and eventually a collegiate javelin thrower and high jumper. I got “imprinted” on sports, especially baseball, basketball and eventually, golf. Jerry West was my hero growing up, and I encountered him in the Lakers’s back office one day, and in an instant of eye contact, I could tell how much of a people person he was, in a good way.

Mr. Professor:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

was raised on a North Dakotan farm, and when he was about twelve years old he saw his first basketball game, when the Lakers (when they were the Minneapolis Lakers) played an exhibition game at a local gymnasium. He moved to California at about the same time that the Lakers did. He was a javelin thrower and discus thrower in college who won the state discuss throw, and I almost had my junior college school record in the javelin throw (I missed it by less than a foot). So, we had plenty in common besides accounting and Dennis.

The last time that I saw him alive was in the late 1990s in New Jersey, as we helped out Dennis in the accounting area. Mr. Professor’s diabetes complications got so bad that he could no longer sleep lying down, and slept in a chair in the building’s TV room, and as fate would have it, the Lakers were in the playoffs (the Kobe and Shaq days, before they started winning championships), and we watched the Lakers games together. Because that was the last thing that we did together while he was alive, I doubt that I can ever totally shake being a Lakers fan. I once was able to watch a Lakers game from a couple of rows behind Jack Nicholson, during Magic Johnson’s Showtime era, and being a basketball player myself when younger, it was an awesome experience to watch those giants playing at such a high level up close. It was a lot different than seeing it on TV.

Because I was a pitcher and Dodgers fan, Sandy Koufax was a god to me, even though he retired before I became interested in baseball. It is ironic to me today that I follow sports at all. I have refused to participate in any kind of competitive activity for nearly fifteen years, but I still follow sports. I wonder if I will finally lose interest in this lifetime, or if FE happens and competitive anything becomes an obsolete idea. My wife likes that I follow sports, as it makes me more “normal.” :)

When I lived in Culver City, during the first year of my Big Eight career, I was not working the long hours quite yet, and I was quite the movie buff when growing up. I watched Star Wars nine times in the theaters, and Raiders of the Lost Ark about twelve times. At night, my apartment in Culver City was only a ten minute drive from Westwood, which was next to UCLA and Beverly Hills. It was about the only place in the entire LA basin where walking at night was not only safe but fun. I went to movies constantly, in Westwood and in Beverly Hills. I saw plenty of art and foreign films. Academy Award nominee movies played at those venues, and Academy members attended such showings for free. I was constantly running into movie stars. I never approached any of them, but they were as thick as flies in Westwood, Century City and Beverly Hills.

Being raised in Ventura, encountering movie stars was not unusual, and you quickly realized that they were just people. My brother attended school with Marlon Brando’s son and once played soccer with Marlon, but their lives were disasters. Marlon’s son killed somebody:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christian_Brando

and Marlon’s son and daughter:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cheyenne_Brand

both led unhappy lives before their early deaths. I heard many sad stories of famous actors and actresses during my years in Southern California. All that fame and money is a double-edged sword.

Sometimes I worked out of our Century City office and parked in Beverly Hills neighborhoods for free and walked into the office. In Beverly Hills, the rich tried to recreate the yards and gardens of the Pacific Northwest, with their imported water and Mexican gardeners, but they could never quite pull it off. And in those more innocent days, somebody could park a beat-up Pinto in front of their house for the day for free, as he worked at the Century Plaza. :) I gave pals from out-of-town tours sometimes, and if they wanted to see a movie star, I would take them to my haunts, and it would not be long until we ran into one. Nobody approached the movie stars that I ever saw. People left them alone to live their lives. I often found myself in social situations with movie stars and other celebrities, and they were often kind of invisible, not seeking attention. I think that they got enough of it already, and wanted to just be treated normally when they were not playing the celebrity game.

If you had enough money, LA was livable, as you paid others to do the dirty work. But for the rest of us who had to drive during “Rush Hour,” audit sweatshops and work in Skid Row, it was not so pleasant. I escaped LA whenever I could. If somebody offered me a million dollars a year to work in LA, I would tell them that it was not enough money. I never want to see the place again.

About half of my friends during my LA days were either in the entertainment business, were trying to break into it, or used to be in it. My friends and even family members were actors, musicians, writers, directors, producers, managers, support staff, and so on. Just as a kid raised in fishing village probably became a fisherman, kids raised around LA often went into entertainment. I acted on stage, to audiences of a thousand sometimes, while growing up. I did some Hollywood auditions when young. I had some talent (due to my artisan soul role, most likely http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#michael). So, I grew up around aspiring actors and actresses, athletes, musicians, etc. Some made it, but most didn’t. Or they had their brief moments in the sun, but their careers soon ended. Those fields are insanely competitive. For every Tom Cruise, thousands never make it, but end up waiting on tables, driving cabs, and so on. I helped support some of my aspiring pals at times, as they would go years between paychecks. They would get a $250K payday, and then nothing for years. That kind of feast-or-famine aspect is endemic in the business.

I once knew a guy who was a porn flick producer. He was an aspiring screenwriter, but producing porn flicks paid the bills until he got his break (which never came). One of the cute girls in my high school classes became a porn magazine model a few years out of high school, which was quite the event at the local liquor store when that issue came out. That was just part of the terrain. I had my fair share of babe girlfriends while growing up in a Southern California beach town. One became a model, and others could have.

So, because of my close association with the entertainment business and the media, it was doubly shocking to see how the media treated Dennis and our efforts:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=300436&viewfull=1#post300436

That was a brutal way to wake up to the dark side of all of that stuff.

In LA, if people were friendly toward me, especially if we just met, it was usually because they were trying to get something from me. Some wanted me to be their boy toy, both heterosexual and homosexual, and others wanted to get me into their Amway network as their down-line, and so on. I was such an innocent from the sticks in those days. Those Skid Row days were part of my baptism in the jungle, and it took me about a year before I learned to keep my eyes in front of me and to be wary of the friendly approach, in numerous and diverse social settings.

During my day in LA in the Big Eight, I was such a fish out of water. We are assigned counseling managers and partners. I liked them and they were trying to help me, but I was hopeless. In one session, after about a year at the firm, my counseling manager and I had a very frank lunchtime conversation in our session. He told me that I wasn’t playing the game the right way. My shoes were not shiny enough, I did not look like I was having a good time at the endless parties, and that I needed to “play the game” if I wanted to get ahead (that was his literal advice – I am not taking poetic license here). I then told him about my dreams of changing the energy industry and the other things that I had been groomed for. He understood, and wished me the best in achieving my dreams, which obviously did not have much to do with auditing corporations. We had an understanding after that, an understanding that I sure did not have much of a career ahead of me in public accounting. :)


End of LA Days, Part 1

[Wade Frazier]

LA Days, Part 2:

At work, the expectation was that we had to work hard and play hard. But, the lives of those around me were disasters. That dynamic will be seen soon, but here is a preview. I was expected to eat meat and drink alcohol. If I did not, it was considered a “career-limiting move.” I gave up being a vegetarian during those years and developed a drinking problem that I did not kick until I was forty-two, just in time for my midlife crisis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#crisis

If I drank during my monster of a midlife crisis, I may not be alive today. Not only were we expected to eat meat and drink but, at least one night a week, we were supposed to attend cocktail parties. It was not really voluntary, like the United Way “charity” that we were supposed to give to, or all of the “charitable” activities that we were supposed to engage in. That so-called “charitable” activity was intended to create business opportunities. The captains of business were expected to join charities and run them. It was intended to put a smiley face on capitalism, as I later learned. Charity is a poor substitute for justice, but capitalism throwing a few public crumbs to its victims was part of the act.

The ideal cocktail party experience was about ninety minutes long, where you talked to thirty people for three minutes each. It was all about “mingling” and creating social arrangements that could be exploited for business opportunities. Like so many things, they rarely openly admitted what it was really all about, but sometimes they did. After a couple of years of endless phony cocktail parties, a manager told me that they kept lists of those who did not attend the parties. Failing to attend was indeed a “career-limiting move.” I eventually developed a social phobia, being endlessly forced into those phony social situations. There were several reasons why they were phony. Being semi-voluntary was one of them. Also, the very people I was socializing with were the bodies that I would have to crawl over to the top. I wanted no part of crawling to the top (you had to work there two years to get your CPA license, and some people quit on their second anniversary date), but one partner who counseled me said it bluntly: if I wanted to advance in the company, I had to crawl over the bodies of my peers. It created a shark-tank environment, and I saw such highly dysfunctional lives that it blew me away. I don’t have time this morning to describe all of it, but here is an example.

One of my college roomies ended up in the Big Eight in Costa Mesa, which was the other end of the world compared to downtown LA. It was like comparing frolicking on the beach with surviving in Blade Runner’s Los Angeles. But even in Costa Mesa, his counseling partner (you were assigned a manager and partner to mentor you) said that he blew through three marriages on his way to making partner, and it was a price that he was happy to pay. You rarely heard it admitted aloud like that, but most partners thought that way, I believe.

I attended Cal Poly in San Luis Obispo, which was an entirely different universe than LA, kind of like comparing Bonanza to Blade Runner. It was fairly common to see people who either got some degree in the humanities or joined the military upon high school graduation, or they just worked for a living after high school. They eventually figured out that if they wanted to be able to comfortably retire before they were seventy, they had better get a marketable skill. Many of those older students, about ten years older than the rest of us, were pretty common; they were usually great students who had no interest in learning how to drink and have sex. They knew what they were there for, and studied hard. One of my fellow students was about ten years older than me. She was also at the top of the class, she was married, and her husband also attended Cal Poly. She graduated about a year ahead of him, and she moved to the San Fernando Valley upon graduation, while he finished up in San Luis Obispo. When I went back with Dennis in 1996-1997 in New Jersey, my wife lived in the Bay Area, playing nanny to her sister’s infant children. I saw my wife once a month for about six months, and the entire experience was like a bad dream. I highly sympathize with couples who are separated like that. It can be hard on the marriage.

Well, my older pal wanted no part of the Big Eight shark tank when she graduated, and hired on with a small, regional firm in The Valley. Even so, she still worked the long hours during tax season (such as 70-80 hour weeks), and it put a strain on her marriage. She made an appointment to meet with her counseling manager, and told her what the workload was doing to her marriage. The response from her counseling manager was essentially, “Then you should get a divorce. What do you need him for?” That was not the dog-eat-dog Big Eight, but the kinder, gentler existence at a small regional firm in The Valley.

I will get to some of the dysfunction that I saw in the lives around me soon, but I want to give some idea of what life was like in LA, to help illuminate maybe why their lives were so dysfunctional.

LA’s denizens did their best to ignore the air pollution. Almost everybody that I knew was not from LA, but had migrated there, often from the East Coast or Midwest; from New York, Philadelphia, Chicago, and so on. I had some pals from Chicago, and every year, when the Rose Bowl would be on TV during New Year’s Day, when it was usually sunny and 70 degrees, and the Midwest and East Coast would be having snow, another spurt of migration to LA would begin. There are literally stats on dynamics like that. I lived in Boston, Ohio and New Jersey, so am no stranger to winter, but I’ll take snow over killer smog any day. But it was not that way for my weather-phobic friends from out east. During my first year in LA, in about February, I was visiting friends in The Valley and it was a first degree smog alert. If you were outside for long, especially if you did any exercise, your lungs would burn and you could not get a full lung of air, because of the ozone. Usually the summer was smog season, but on this day, it was February, and we had a first degree alert, because it was sunny and about 85 degrees. As I was visiting my friend from Chicago, his mother was visiting and another woman friend from Chicago was there.

The woman said to my friend’s mother how wonderful it was to have 85 degree and sunny weather in February, and I replied that I could not breathe. It literally did not matter to them. All that mattered was that it was 85 and sunny in February, smog be damned. I had yet to experience the snowy winters out east, but I had a hard time imaging that people would choose strangling air pollution over more extreme temperatures. But they did.

During my first year in LA, I had new tires put on my Pinto, at the local Sears store. I had not performed much maintenance on my car yet. A few days later, I was pulling into the REI parking lot to get some outdoor gear, and heard a sound come from my tire. As I parked, I resolved to investigate the sound, but promptly forgot to as I got out of the car. A couple of days later I was driving home on the 405 freeway, going about sixty miles per hour, when I heard a horrible rattling sound coming from my tire, and I quickly moved to the right lane and headed toward an off-ramp. Just as I got to the off-ramp, my tire fell off and it began rolling down the off-ramp as my axle skidded on the pavement. The Sears store did not properly tighten my tires’ lug nuts.

If that tire had fallen off when I was in the fast lane, I might be here to write this today. So, there I was in my suit and tie, running after my tire. I retrieved it and somehow got the jack under the axle and lift the car so I could get the tire on. I had to bend back some sheet metal that was bent as the car collapsed onto its axle, and I robbed a lug nut from the other tires and was able to limp home. I went to the Sears store and told them what had happened. I did not know what to expect. The guy (whom I bought the tires from a few days earlier) went into the back, and I heard him yelling in Spanish, and he came out with a lug nut to give me, and that was it. I vividly remember as I got home thinking, “That was no big deal, just another day in LA.” After that, I became my own mechanic and stopped trusting the “professionals.” The hellish commutes, working in Skid Row, working in a shark tank – this was just how life was, and the tire incident did not really bother me.

About a year later, I was driving to work, stopped in traffic about a mile from downtown, in the “fast” lane closest to the median. My car window was down as it usually was, as it was my “air conditioning.” Sitting in traffic became kind of a meditation for me. The traffic going the other way – away from downtown – was moving at normal speed. A big truck (which turned out to be hauling liquor - not an 18-wheeler, but what is called a “straight truck”

http://safetycollege.ca/programs/straight-truck-driver ) made a loud braking noise in the outbound lanes and caught my attention. As it passed by me, within ten feet or so, on the other side of the median, it began to flip. After it passed me, I watched in my mirror, and I saw cars fly into the air, hit by the flipping truck. The entire event lasted maybe fifteen seconds. When it was over, the truck was upside down, with its tires pointing at the sky. I remember how quiet everything seemed after that truck came to a halt on its back. It became the traffic story of the morning, as traffic became backed up for miles as they cleared the accident. It was just another morning on the LA freeways. I once tried to help in the bloody aftermath of an accident on the freeway, using my Silva training to try to psychically stabilize a bleeding and partially comatose victim. Those kinds of events were memorable, but not really remarkable, not in the context of working and commuting in LA. My drinking problems began around the same time, and they may well have been related.

With those kinds of events being normal days in LA, I wonder how much it contributed to the lives of those around me. Because I am in the autism spectrum (closer to normal than Gates, Einstein or Newton, who all likely have/had Asperger’s), I am pretty oblivious to social cues and clues. Women usually had to throw themselves at me for a year before I did anything about it. So, what follows is a story that kind of epitomizes the catastrophes of the personal lives of my colleagues. I was oblivious to the situation, too, until the only colleague from those days that I kept in touch with told me about it, several years later. This story begins on a banking job near the LAX airport. I was a staff auditor. My supervisor (a senior auditor) went to Cal Poly with me. She was also on the track team as a high jumper, and she was also a cheerleader. The lead manager on the job married a woman whom I went to high school with in Ventura. It can be a small world at times. The head senior on the job had a wife who was several months pregnant with their first child. The lead manager who married my high school chum somehow scheduled another manager on the job. That other manager was a married woman about the other manager’s age – late twenties, and she was with him on other jobs. That kind of chumminess was common in the office, where pals would get on the same jobs together.

Near the airport were sleazy strip bars, and on our audit, we went to one for lunch at least once. I think it was just the guys, but I thought that it was kind of strange that we would be having lunch at a strip joint (and it was the first time that I ever saw a place like that). When the audit was finished about a month later, the lead manager took us out for a celebration, to that strip joint. The attendees were that lead manager and his manager sidekick, the senior with the pregnant wife, the cheerleader senior, that buddy whom I kept in touch with, and me. The six of us sat at that table in the strip joint and were boisterous patrons. The strippers were also the waitresses, rotating stripping and waitressing duties, and one pulled her top down right at our table, I suppose because the lead manager was tipping lavishly. That night was one of my life’s strangest. I did not know what to make of it, taking women colleagues to a strip joint. A few months later, that head senior had a pool party at his house, to further celebrate that audit. I was pretty much into my full-blown social phobia by then, and wanted to be anywhere else but at that pool party, which happened to be scheduled on my birthday. The party was attended by all of those at that strip joint event, and they brought their spouses along, including that high school chum. I stayed just long enough to not be insulting. I later heard that the pool party turned into a drunken affair that lasted into the night, and ended with some teary altercations.

At that time, I lived in Redondo Beach, and that former cheerleader lived about a mile from me. She had a roommate whose situation was like that situation that I presented earlier; the roommate graduated from Cal Poly, was married, and her husband was still at Cal Poly, finishing his degree. I visited them once, to present some work papers on a job that I was handing over to the roommate.

Several years later, my buddy that I kept in touch with told me what was happening on that audit. That manager who married my high school chum was sleeping with that other manager. They eventually left their spouses, got married, and had a family. The head senior with the pregnant wife was sleeping with the cheerleader, who tried to get him to leave his wife. He may have showed some “character” when he decided to not leave his pregnant wife for the cheerleader. Not to be deterred, the cheerleader eventually stole her roommate’s husband away, and married him. My buddy divorced his wife not long after that. When I heard all of that, years later, it was incredible to me. Peyton Place had nothing on that situation, and I was oblivious to it as it happened under my nose. Those two philandering husbands eventually made partner. They never got caught. When I was on another job with that buddy, on the city government of a California beach town, the senior on that job got caught in bed with his wife’s best friend. Unlike those other philandering husbands, he got caught, which ended his career.

Was I seeing an unusual situation? I doubt it. It was just life in LA. When I have told that story to friends over the years, I have openly wondered if I was seeing the effects of the hedonistic 1980s, the effect of living in LA, or the effects of high-pressure careers. We have generally come to the conclusion that it may have been a little bit of each.

In the end, it was another aspect of my LA existence that ultimately propelled me on my journey with Dennis and beyond.

As I have stated, the year that I lived in Culver City, I regularly went to the movies in Westwood and Beverly Hills. When I moved to Redondo Beach, where I spent my last two years during my first stint working in LA, I was rather isolated from all of that, living in a beach enclave. My first year, even though I was in Skid Row for much of it, was not all that stressful. The next year, with the seventy-hour weeks during the busy season, was when I began having stress problems. During my first job out of college, at that small CPA firm in Seattle, I had a headache every waking hour for my entire three-month tenure there. I thought that maybe it had to do with the climate change, but I now know that it was my first stress episode.

My second busy season in LA saw the stress symptoms return. My social phobia and drinking problems were pretty well established by then, and in that second busy season, I began to get shortness of breath. I could not get a full lungful of air. I suspected that it was stress-related, but I was not sure. When the busy season ended in March, the symptoms went away. And right at that time, I went to the beach that I lived a couple of blocks from, on a sunny April Saturday. As I walked on the beach for the first time since I moved there, it hit me that the previous six months of my life was a blur of working. Six months of my life was gone, just like that. I kind of resented having my life go past in a blur of long hours at the office.

I also developed tendinitis in my knees and shoulders in those days; the former college athlete discovered that he could not sit at a desk for six months and go climb mountains or play baseball. I learned valuable lessons about my mortality in those days, and learned to manage my body. That is why I looked forward to whipping the athletic midlife crisis in minutes. But you don’t get to have the midlife crisis of your choosing. :)

In college, I betrayed a friend. It was a sexual betrayal. It was a pretty small sin in retrospect, admitted by all involved, but it was my life’s greatest crime, and it helped turn me into the most loyal friend that anybody could hope for. It probably had something to do with sacrificing my life to spring Dennis from jail:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it

Two of my teachers went through the Casanova midlife crisis with their high school students (one went to prison, and other had his career end – both were in their mid-forties when they did it – or at least got caught doing it, and I knew both of them; when it happened, I was not too surprised), and I looked forward to whipping that midlife crisis in minutes, too. But mine was something entirely different, and it snuck in my back door while I waited for it on my front porch:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#crisis

But in LA, I was many years from my midlife crisis, just trying to survive. I fasted on the rare occasions when I was by myself on jobs, but the meat and restaurant food eating, and the alcohol, took its toll. Friends said that I reeked in those days, with my body a kind of toxic waste dump.

When the next busy season came, back came the breathing problems. That winter was when I was out of town on that big Savings and Loan audit, and eventually found out about the Easter Bunny:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#getting

I was on that job because I was kind of a lost waif in the office. Nobody was volunteering for the job. When that audit was over and I went back to LA, the breathing problems did not disappear. For the next year, I gasped for air every waking hour. I had my two years in by then, and planned to get a job in Seattle that summer. By that time, there was no more going to movies after work during the week. On the weekends, I just hung around the house and drank. Also, compact discs had just come out, and I went crazy that year buying CDs, being an audio freak. That summer, I went to Seattle and looked for work. I was not able to land anything in a couple of weeks up there. I figured that I was pretty marketable by that time, and I was right, but in two weeks in the summer, I was unable to land anything. I decided that the only way that I would be able to get in in Seattle was to save up a war chest and spend a year looking for work up there.

I was also quite the mystical student, and spent lots of time in places like the Bodhi Tree bookstore (I found Roads’s first book in a bookstore near my home in those Redondo Beach days), was involved in several spiritual groups, sometimes running them. And I did “healing” work in those days:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=194267&viewfull=1#post194267

I came to realize that the New Age scene in LA was largely bogus. For every real person, there were a hundred pretenders. The relatively few men in the scene (the New Age scene was about 80-90% women) were usually in “guru” roles and used their position to get laid:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#mystical

and perform other abuses of their positions, and like Sandy posted, the women played along, too. No victims there. One of the greatest hazards that I have faced in my work is New Agey women (often from LA) who want to turn me into some kind of New Age hero. When I reject that role, then their claws come out. My “fan base” is primarily comprised of post-menopausal women, and my “enemy base” is partly comprised of my “peers” – white, educated, American men:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#peers

All of my close friends’ mothers kind of adopted me when I was growing up. They all wanted me for their son, and that dynamic has been with me for my entire life, which amuses my wife.

Driving on the LA freeways everyday was quite an experience. It was actually safer during rush hour, because the drivers were all “professionals,” and knew that they would not live long playing freeway squirrel. The weekends were when the crazies came out. While driving one day, I got an idea for a bumper sticker. It was a picture of a horned Viking helmet, with crossed battleaxes below it, with a caption saying, “Freeway Warrior.” It was just a little ahead of its time, as a couple of years later, people began shooting at each other on the LA freeways, and “Road Rage” became a phenomenon.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Road_rage

I did not live or work there when it began, but when I heard about it, it was no surprise.

When my breathing problems did not go away in the spring, and my summer of 1985 attempt to get a job in Seattle came up empty, I resigned myself to being trapped in LA for a long time. I also decided to go to a doctor for my breathing problems. Even back then, I would only go to holistic doctors, and I got a physical examination (and did not have another one for twenty-five years). My doctor said that my breathing problems were textbook stress symptoms, and he advised me to quit my job before a health catastrophe befell me. It was nice advice, but I did not feel that I had an easy way out. I was also crazy loyal to my CPA firm, of all things, and did not want to leave them just when the busy season was starting, even though I really did not have much of a career there. Within weeks of that exam, I was kind of kicked out of my audit group, and the manager whom I worked for on that Savings and Loan audit the year before took me in, and I spent the winter out of town again (ironically, it is the same town that my wife was born and raised in, but she had already moved to the town that I was raised in, Ventura). Because my stress symptoms did not go away the previous spring, I could tell that the coming busy season would be a nightmare for me, and it was. My brain kind of stopped working. My entire body tingled, along with the shortness of breath, and I was unable to concentrate.

One day it came to a head. I was obviously pretty useless at work, and I had a meeting with my manager. I would not be promoted in the spring, and in the Big Eight, it was “up or out.” But, I had been so loyal that my manager said that I could leave on my terms. When that audit was over, I did not even have to come into the office in LA, but could just take time off and look for work. When I found a job to my liking, then they would let me leave. It was a very kind gesture from that manager, who was one of the “good guys” who made partner the next year. I was elated. Even though I was trapped in LA, I had at least arranged a graceful exit into industry. Big Eighters, even underachievers like me, were highly marketable. That winter, those of us who spent months on that audit did not have to live in a hotel like the previous winter, but I had my own furnished apartment.

That evening, I drove back to my apartment, ecstatic. It was the first “good news” that I had had in years. As I walked up to the door of my apartment and reached into my pocket for my key ring, it was not there. I had already had the voice in my head and other paranormal events, and I could hear The Twilight Zone music in my head as I fished in my pocket. I knew that I was being “f***ed with” by those unseen “friends” as my keys disappeared, and it was obviously related to my moment of light when I had that talk with my manager. When I was sixteen, my father gave me a grenade ring from his Marine days as my first key ring. That grenade ring is my key ring today. I have never lost my keys in my life, except for that night. That key ring had my apartment key and office keys on it. It was a kind of temporary key ring that did not have my car keys and other “permanent” keys on it. But I lost those keys, and knew that I had to have lost them between the office and my apartment. So I drove several miles back to the office to retrace my steps. My office was in a bad part of town, and the office was deserted at night. It was raining that night as I pulled into the parking lot. Just as I pulled into the parking lot, one of my life’s most dramatic scenes awaited me. A car in the deserted parking lot was driving after a woman, who was running at my car. She ran up to my window, screaming, begging to be let in. It looked like the car was trying to run her over. I opened my passenger door and she got in as my car was still rolling. The other car did not pursue me as I drove away.

As we pulled away from my office, I looked at my passenger. Her face was swollen, with one eye partially shut. She looked about eighteen years old, and a very rough eighteen. She quickly told what had just happened. She was a prostitute, and had just transacted a little business in the front seat of that car that was chasing her. When she finished her job, instead of paying her, the customer began beating her up. I don’t know if he intended to run her over or make her “disappear,” but rescuing that hooker was one of strangest nights of my life, and on the heels of being told that day that I could enjoy an easy exit from public accounting, I realized that there was a lot more than met the eye to that series of events. I knew that “they” were messing with me once again. I offered to drive the hooker to the hospital, but she declined the offer. We went to a store to get some medical supplies to treat her wounds. It turned out that she lived near my office, and I eventually took her home. Once I dropped her off, I still had to find my keys. I knew that something was “up,” and what happened next was surreal. As I drove into the deserted parking lot, about a hundred meters away, something gleamed in the headlight of my car like a beacon. I drove up to the gleaming, and it was my key ring. The alarm bells were ringing loudly, but I did not know why.

I gave the woman some money as I let her out of the car (after all, her customer did not pay her). The next day, while I was at the office, the receptionist told me that somebody was in the lobby looking for me. Then began my month of “me and the hooker.” She asked for more money, and I gave it to her. Working out of town was fairly lucrative for a yuppie. I saved a few thousand dollars that winter, as I recall. For the next week, whether I was at the office or at my apartment, that hooker would find me or call me, begging for money. She was going to milk this “rich guy” from out of town, and I let her. I did not have the heart to say no, and every day, she came up with a new story for why she needed money. She had a husband, and child that had been taken away from her by the county and was being raised in an orphanage. One day she asked for money for food. Another day it was for a gift for her child. She later admitted that it pretty much all went to drugs for her husband, and cigarettes.

She eventually got bolder, and I got a call from her from her “office” on the street. She said that she wanted to take a bus to Nevada with her friends and have a nice day gambling and having fun, and if I gave her the money, she would not have to “go hooking” to earn that play money. Before you think I am the all-time sap, I was well aware of what was happening, but I was trying, in my naïve way, to help her out of the spiral that she was in. After about a week of this dance, I got a call from her, in jail. She had been picked up on the street by the cops for “solicitation.” She begged me to bail her out, and I did. I had a long talk with the bail bondsman, and he told me that people like her were not “worth it,” but as long as I was a paying customer, he would bail her out. Her bail was about $2K, as I recall, so I had to pay the bail bondsman $200 to post bail.

When she got out, she went right back to the streets. I spent some quality time with her during that month, and got to know some of how she ended up like she did. Her parents were hippies who first got her stoned when she was about seven, that kind of “parenting” defined her life, and she was on her own at around age sixteen. Prostitution was a way to make money. She was not all about milking the “rich guy.” She gave me a picture of her holding her daughter that I still have, a Polaroid shot that was likely one of her only pictures of her daughter. She even offered to “work off” what I gave her in sexual favors (an offer that I had no intention of accepting).

Her hearing came up in a couple of weeks, and she still hooked and we had our dance. I decided that I was going to limit my “investment” in this game to $1K, which is ultimately what it ended up costing me. On the day of the hearing, she did not appear, and the police found her on her normal street corner and jailed her, but not until after I had a fun conversation with the bail bondsman. Posting the bail bond was not the end of my liability. If she fled, I was liable for the entire $2K bond. I doubt that she intended to skip bail, but promptly forgot all about the situation after I bailed her out. She begged me once more from jail to bail her out, with all sorts of teary promises made. I told her that she needed to be in jail, and that bailing her out again (of course, the bail went way up for her, after skipping the courtroom appearance) was not going to happen.

She called me from jail more than once, and she accepted her condition. She was sentenced to about three months in the county jail. She said that she had learned her lesson and wanted to go to hairdresser school when she got out. Just before I moved back to LA, I mailed a postcard to jail, and wrote that best thing that she could do for her daughter was to get her life together, so she could become a responsible mother. I did not put my return address on the card, not wanting her to show up at my home in Redondo Beach in a few months. That was the last time that we communicated, and I would be greatly surprised if she really got her life together. I did not know what that was all about at the time, but now I think that it was some sort of “test” that my unseen friends were giving me.

I moved back home to Redondo and began seeking a job in “industry” (the accountant’s term for leaving public accounting). True to his word, my manager began trying to find me a job. I also contacted the recruiters (called headhunters in the industry). I was indeed marketable, but I was also beat. I had dark rings under my eyes. My friends later said that I looked a raccoon. I was so beat that I could not handle the idea of commuting on the LA freeways anymore. I wanted a job close to home in Redondo, or I would also consider getting a job in the Costa Mesa/Newport Beach area, and I let my manager know that.

A recruiter quickly got me an interview in the internal audit department of a famous fast food conglomerate, in Costa Mesa. I still laugh when I think about that interview. I said something like, “I don’t have to work overtime, do I?” That was probably the absolute worst thing to say. I was not exactly an eager go-getter at that moment. That interview was on a Friday, and they said that they would get back to me the next week. I got away to my friends’ place in Bishop that weekend, and on Monday I got several pieces of news. First, I got a call from my manager, who got me a phone interview with a bank near Newport Beach. It was a kind of gofer job for the bank president, of a pretty small bank. I was not too interested, but I am not sure if I was really interested in much of anything. At that time, I was willing to consider waiting on tables in Redondo, I was so burned out. Then I got a call from my manager, who lined up another interview for me. When I called and talked with them, asking where their office was, it turned out to be in one of the industrial wasteland towns that I did not want to come close to. That morning I also talked to the recruiter who got me my interview at that fast food company. I naturally blew that interview. I also signed up with another recruiter in LA, and his only lead so far was with that same fast food company. I called my manager, and said that the second interview that he set me up with was in an industrial wasteland. He tried to nicely tell me that I had to go where the opportunities were, and there weren’t too many that were close to the beach towns.

So, about eight years after that voice told me to go study business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

after I felt backed into a corner by forces beyond my control, I ended up in the same corner, but in far worse shape than when I was nineteen years old. I had hit rock bottom once again. For the second and so far last time in my life, I prayed for guidance, with all my heart.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

The next morning, the voice spoke up again. It was not as dramatic as when it told me to go study business, but within the first hour, the voice said, “Hey, you can starve as easily in Seattle as here, but you would like the experience better. What do you have to lose?” Like the “study business” message, that thought was totally alien to me. I had given up on living in Seattle anytime soon during the previous summer, so the thought really came from left field. But, I was instantly enthused. It was a Tuesday morning. By Friday, I had already given notice to my employer and landlord, and had stored most of my worldly possessions in my father’s backyard, and on Saturday morning I was driving to Seattle. I arrived on Monday, less than a week after that voice spoke to me. I moved back in with my grandparents, ready to live with them as long as it took for me to find work. I had a few thousand dollars in the bank, and could hold out a long time in my search. But first, LA had some parting moments for me.

That Tuesday morning, I was busy on the phone, talking to my manager, the recruiters, my landlord, my father, my grandfather, and so on. By that evening, I was taking the first load of my possessions to Ventura, which would not be retrieved until I landed a job in Seattle and had my own place. In that first load was my bed. I also had many of my more valuable possessions in my Pinto. For the first time (and far from the last), I tied down that bed onto the top of my car. Never having done it before, I believed that the one length of rope that I had was adequate. As I drove the surface streets to the 405 freeway, the bed did fine. But as soon as I got on the freeway and began going sixty miles an hour, I was rudely disabused of the notion that I had adequately secured the bed. It began “taking off” from the airflow, and bouncing up and down on my roof. I immediately got off the freeway, and had to find more rope. I got off the freeway at the first exit that I could, and it was the LAX off ramp, in Inglewood. That was a bad part of LA, particularly at night. I drove around, looking for a business that was open at night (not many were, in Inglewood). I found an open supermarket. When I worked in Culver City, it was where many of LA’s black professionals lived, and the local supermarket scene was like any suburban scene, of professional people buying their groceries. The grocery store in Inglewood was of the same local chain that I shopped at in Culver City, and the patrons were mostly black in both stores, but the Inglewood version might as well have been on another planet.

It was almost a circus scene in front of that store, with attractive black women being accosted by black men who offered to carry their groceries. In Inglewood, you could not pump your gas without some black man walking up to you and “offering” to pump your gas, for a “fee.” It was more menacing than those street urchins “washing” your car windows at stop lights, without asking you if they could. It was “value added” begging, but it was what they call “aggressive” begging that was not too far removed from robbery. So there I was, with my bed tied to the top of the car, with most of my valuable possessions in it, at a grocery store in Inglewood at night. I parked in the row of cars closest to the store front. I was the only white guy in the area, and as I found some rope in the store and waited in line to pay for it, I kept looking out at my car, making sure that nobody was looting it while I was in the store.

After I bought my rope, I went to my car and began tying my bed down as fast as I could. Just as I started tying my bed down, a Mexican low-rider car pulled to a stop a few feet from my car, in the lane between my car and the store. Several Mexicans jumped out of the car. They had no interest in me; they began to go after a couple of black, teenage boys who were just then walking into the store. This was in such a bad part of town that such stores had armed guards. And standing in front of the store was the armed guard whom I did not initially notice. The guard was a matronly black woman. The Mexican nearest to me had a tire iron in his hand. They were obviously planning on having a violent encounter with those black boys, and the guard walked up to the tire-iron-bearing Mexican, saying something like, “You aren’t going to do that at my store!” She was eating a sandwich at the time, holding it in her left hand, as she walked over to the Mexicans. The Mexican with the tire iron kept walking toward the black boys, and said something to the guard. In an instant, she had her pistol out and pointed in the face of the Mexican, with the pistol barrel almost touching his nose. He did not even flinch, and taunted her, with her pistol in his face. As I watched the confrontation play out, I kept tying my bed down as fast as I could. Before I finished tying my bed down, the Mexicans finally saw reason, and got back into their car and drove away. The guard never even let go of her sandwich during the confrontation, and as the low-rider drove away, she resumed eating her sandwich as she holstered her pistol. It was as if nothing had happened. That guard was probably involved with confrontations like that all night long. As I drove away from that store, I was thinking, “Thank God I am moving away from LA!” Now, fast forward several years, when I was living in Ohio and the movie Grand Canyon came out:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grand_Canyon_(1991_film)

The Lakers had their arena in Inglewood at the time, at The Forum. The opening scene of Grand Canyon was about Kevin Cline’s character getting lost on his way from a Lakers game at night, and being lost on the streets of Inglewood. He nearly became a victim of gang violence when Danny Glover’s character saved him, which began the movie’s central relationship. When the movie came out, I remember critics saying that the movie exaggerated the dangers of Inglewood at night. When I read those reviews, I said to myself, “Well, they obviously have never been in Inglewood at night.” That movie turned out to be one of those “life imitates art” situations, because a few months later, the Rodney King beating verdict initiated riots:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1992_Los_Angeles_riots

and Inglewood became a war zone. Those downplaying movie critics ate their words in spectacular fashion. One more “strange” event happened during the week that I left. As I drove to Ventura with another load of my possessions, before dawn, so I could beat rush hour, a car began honking at me on the freeway. It was a former girlfriend whom I once considered marrying. I avoided getting involved with women in my LA days, not wanting to get tangled up with some woman who was born and raised in LA and could not imagine leaving, with me trapped in LA for the rest of my life. That girlfriend was a college chum from the Bay Area and, like me, the only jobs were in LA when we graduated, so she worked in a skyscraper close to me in downtown. She threw herself at me for a year before I reciprocated and we had a brief romantic relationship. It was the only time in my LA years when I was next to somebody in a car that knew me. It was extraordinary to have her honking and waving at me on that freeway. Less than a year later, she became one of my smallest investors when I raised the money in Boston (she invested $500):

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

but led the attack on me soon thereafter, essentially accusing me of stealing that money from her. After our fourth conversation in about a two-month period, where she was accusing me of criminal motivation, I was in tears, and Dennis decided to offer all of my investors double their money back (there were plenty of interested parties by that time). It was one of the seminal moments of my loss of innocence during my days with Dennis. I would endure many betrayals by friends and family in the next couple of years, and that ex-girlfriend’s behavior gave me a preview of what was coming. My stress symptoms began coming back then, and a year later, I looked like a raccoon again, as we tried surviving the death blows that were aimed at us in Ventura:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

So, on the Saturday morning after my Tuesday epiphany, I was leaving LA. I almost gave it the finger in my rear-view mirror as I drove out of LA, saying to myself, “I am never going to live here again!“ Imagine the irony of me driving to LA to work, less than three years later. Never say never.

End of LA Days, Part 2

[Wade Frazier]

LA Days, Part 3:

I saw my father in Ventura that Saturday, and stayed with friends in San Luis Obispo that night, and stayed with a college roomie in the Bay Area the next night. On Monday evening, I was rolling up to my grandparents’ home in Seattle, determined to finally make it in Seattle that time. It was my fourth attempt. On Tuesday, I got my resume together, on Wednesday, I contacted the headhunter firms, and on Thursday afternoon I met with one of Seattle’s prominent recruiters. He said that with my resume, it would not be difficult for me to find something to my liking in a month or two. I said that if it took a year, that would be fine by me, and I prepared for a long search, but I was in my paradise, and hiked in the mountains every week with my cousin for the next several months, in what turned out to be the best hiking year of my life. Today, I look back, and find it hard to believe the incredible hiking shape that I got into that summer. Our average day hike was twelve miles with a four thousand foot elevation gain. 1986 was the happiest year of my life, and 1988 was my worst, by far.

So, I went to bed on that Thursday night in my grandparent’s basement, feeling confident and excited. I planned to do more searching on my own, but I figured that I would hear from that recruiter in the next few weeks or months. The next morning, at about 9 AM, I was lying in bed, half asleep, and the phone rang. I heard my grandmother’s ponderous steps as she walked to the phone on the floor above me, and I heard her steps as she went to the basement door and called to me, telling me that I had a phone call. I was very surprised to hear that recruiter’s voice, whom I had first talked to late-afternoon the day before. I may have even said something like. “That was quick.” He asked me if I could be ready that afternoon for an interview at a “solar company.” At that moment, it felt like a lightning bolt hit me. In my LA days, my friends knew how unhappy I was and how I wanted to change the world of energy. But I felt trapped in a career path that was leading me nowhere near that goal, and I wondered when I would finally embark on that path and do something important with my life. I knew at that moment that that was what the voice was leading me to. It was only ten days since that voice told me to move to Seattle. That “solar company” was owned by a guy named Dennis Lee. The rest, as they say, is history.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#hitting

I was by no means healed from my LA days, and Dennis later said that I was literally shaking in the interview that I had with him and his wife. It was a combination of excitement and the rigors of my LA life.

I was then in for the wildest ride of my life, being Indiana Jones’s sidekick. Soon after Dennis hired me, I moved out from my grandparents’ house and roomed with an aspiring screenwriter in Seattle who moved to LA the next year to pursue that career path. My belongings were not yet retrieved from California, and I slept on my sleeping pad in my sleeping bag on the floor of my bedroom. One night, after only a few weeks at Dennis’s company, I was in this exalted, altered state all night long, in a kind of waking dream. That has only happened twice in my life, and I was reverberating from the lightning bolt. Dennis could not get rid of me. Working long hours for free for months for Dennis, before my boss engineered the theft of the company:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient1

was only a gentle preview of what was in store. Even though I starved that year, it was the happiest one of my life, and the last time that I met with my roommate before I chased Dennis out to Boston, he said that I looked fifteen years younger than I did several months previously, when I met him. That story of how I ended up meeting Dennis became part of the folklore around him. I became a celebrity years later, got a standing ovation once, and snuck out of the room to avoid others. I was a very reluctant celebrity, but my name and face were all over Dennis’s books and videos. I do not like being recognized in public. When I am treated like a celebrity, people are usually trying to get something from me. It is not fun for me, especially when I am an introvert of the hermit archetype, with a social phobia, that comes and goes, to boot.

My days in Seattle with Dennis were the true beginning of my education. My life thus far and my LA days were just a prerequisite, as I soon discovered. I was on fire, after that lightning bolt hit me. Working for free for months was a joy. I was finally involved with my life’s work. I believed that I had found people who were on the same mission. As I discovered over the next few months, almost nobody was involved because of what it could do for humanity and the planet, but what it could do for them. Almost everybody was in it for themselves, except for Dennis, his wife and maybe one or two others. I had many sobering moments in 1986 in Seattle, but two stand out. The first was when Dennis had his company stolen in a theft engineered by my boss. He was hired to properly execute a stock transaction. Instead, he purposely did not get it executed, and used his “negligence” to engineer the theft of the company:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#theft

The Mormon involvement may have been the GCs showing their hand:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#mormon

or it may have just been the opportunism of Mormons, it being the religion of the ambitious in the Western USA. The second salient moment was watching the feeding frenzy over the carcass of Dennis’s company:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient2

Just before leaving Boston, and I mean just before, as in I was about to drive out of town, towing a trailer behind my Pinto, bizarre events conspired to keep me there over the weekend. I incredibly spent that weekend with a woman, whom I subsequently tried to have a bi-costal relationship with, but she soon ended it. I had largely lived like a monk for the previous several years, and that brief relationship I now realize was another “test,” and a cruel one at that, placed in front of me by my “friends.” I drove out of Seattle in tears. Ending my fourth attempt to live in Seattle that way tore my heart out, and was one of the hardest things that I ever did. Pursuing my life’s work was not easy by any means. I kept having “tests” thrown in my face, over and over.

In Boston I really began losing my innocence. I was midway through the longest fast of my life (45 days) as 1986 ended, largely because it was cheaper than eating. That winter, I lived with Dennis and his family. Dennis and I talked late into the night that winter, as I heard his life’s story, and what a story. What he had already lived through was pretty unbelievable to the average person.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#dennis

But to Dennis, his story was just the story of somebody who came from a poor background and chased his dream. If they ever made a Hollywood movie out of his life, it would make Indiana Jones look like Walter Mitty. As much of a learning experience as Boston was:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

it was a gentle time for me, and some of my fondest memories of my days with Dennis were our days in Boston. When we moved to Ventura, that was when my education really took off. Although Ventura was my home town, and I am the reason that we ended up there, it was not my decision to move there. That is a long story that I can’t publicly discuss right now, but if you obtained Dennis’s books, you would see that I am only telling a fraction of my story in my public writings. My story is hard to believe, too, but I was really only a spear carrier during my days with Dennis. As Dennis told me that we were moving the operation to Ventura, part of me was amazed at the irony; I had moved away from Southern California only a little over a year previously, so happy to be away from there, and there I was, moving a free energy company there.

Ventura was where the fireworks really went off. While 1986 was my life’s happiest year, 1988 was my worst, by far. I got some compensation in those days, however. I got together with my future wife in 1988, just as they were lowering the sledgehammer on us, and the way that we met was another strange orchestration of events by my “friends,” and she witnessed what I lived though. I doubt that any woman could begin to understand what I had lived through, if she met me after my Ventura days. So, along with the harsh education came compensation. That was one of the most consistent aspects of my journey. Miraculous events would be sandwiched between nightmarish events that seemed orchestrated by unseen hands as a test. I am tired of being tested, but the fun never ends on Earth. :)

In the summer of 1988, with Dennis in jail and my witnessing innumerable naïve, cowardly, dishonorable, and criminal acts engaged in by family, friends, and “allies,” I woke up fast. Some of my more memorable events I cannot even discuss publicly, as I protect both the innocent and the guilty, but driving into the parking lot of our office, where several months earlier I watched a bunch of cop cars drive up in a cloud of dust as the raid began:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

to then have Mr. Texas, Mr. Stooge and Mr. Engineer greet me, was one of those salient events that I can never forget:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient3

By that time, I was being forced into bankruptcy. But going bankrupt was the small stuff, a minor nuisance compared to everything else that happened. By September, with the business long gone, and Dennis in jail with the long wait for trial, I had to go back to the corporate world to pay rent, eat, and save up enough money so that I could file for bankruptcy. There I was in Ventura, looking for work. I went to one agency, to register with them. The woman had never heard of the Big Eight, and as she essentially challenged my credentials, behind her walked a woman who had worked at Dennis’s company, who now worked there. As Dennis was splashed across the media, and forty employees or so found themselves suddenly without jobs, you might say that my reputation in Ventura was not a good one. :) My mother taking those lying newspaper articles on tour to friends and family was also only a minor nuisance in those days:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=300436&viewfull=1#post300436

So, if I was going to be able to work, not only was Ventura in the sticks, where they had never even heard of the Big Eight, I had a “radioactive” reputation in Ventura, so I had to find work in LA. That was about two-and-a-half years after I left it, vowing to never return. And the story gets “better.” I had not totally given up on Ventura, and took temporary jobs, and the first ones were on the northern end of the San Fernando Valley, still in Ventura County. I worked as an accounts payable clerk at one gig, and I ended up working for a guy who was years behind me in the Big Eight, who worked at my company in LA and knew who I was, whose brother I went to junior high school with in Ventura. I worked odd jobs like that, and the last one was deep in the Valley, in LA’s city limits; I was in the basement of a famous security company, reconciling a garnishment account for about a month. It was there that I took a day off from work to testify at Dennis’s preliminary hearing. That was the pivotal moment of my life, as Mr. Deputy made faces at me while I was on the witness stand:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#faces

Then came December. December 1988 was the blackest month of my life. Dennis would be thrown into solitary confinement for trying to throw a Christmas party for his inmates. I got a call from Mr. Researcher in his hiding place, as he bewailed his fate:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

It was very hard to concentrate, as I went blind reconciling that garnishment account, reading microfiche all day long. And my “friends” were really twisting in the dagger. I previously mentioned my two philandering supervisors at that bank job:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=326342&viewfull=1#post326342

My old Big Eight firm was the auditor of that security company, and those buddies by that time had attained the manager and partner rank, and they worked together on that job. One day, as I staggered out of the basement, to take a break from the microfiche, I walked past an office where they were both sitting! I waved at them, and they barely acknowledged me. It was known that I was in the basement. I went from underachieving CPA to literally the basement of my profession, with a radioactive reputation. I can’t recall if I found out about their philandering ways by that time, but I think that I did.

As I worked in that basement by day, I was working on my bankruptcy petition at night, and doing what I could to help Dennis and his family, who had moved in with Mr. Professor over the summer. They lived with Mr. Professor for years. When we sprung Dennis from jail, he and his family lived with Mr. Professor for about two years. Mr. Professor was the real hero in Ventura, and his heroics ended up costing him his life, and when that voice chimed in in my head, unbidden, as I was saying goodbye to his body:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#journey

saying that when it first talked to me, it was also to lead me to him, that was the last straw for me and that voice. I have not heard from it since, and I don’t want to, not if it has any more bright ideas like that. Hearing that voice for the last time propelled me into the dark phase of my midlife crisis, which lasted for several years and did not end until I received that White House invitation:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#crisis

Just as I finally got my bankruptcy petition ready to file, and had saved up enough money to file it, I landed a permanent job, in LA, in Tarzana, in The Valley. I filed the petition on a Friday, and began the permanent job on the following Monday. Over the weekend, I received another call from a friend, who called to announce his betrayal, a betrayal that cost me several thousand dollars, and the first thing that I did with my money from my new job was pay for his betrayal. I forgave him, but others were not as understanding. It was during that month that I saw myself getting a shotgun and “cleaning up” Ventura County’s corruption. That I could be brought to have thoughts like that, no matter how fleeting and instantly dismissed as a product of my pain, was absolutely the most horrifying part of my journey. But when Dennis was thrown in solitary confinement by Mr. Deputy and friends for trying to throw a Christmas party, I saw how utterly evil it all was, and I then devoted myself to breaking Dennis out of jail. When I sacrificed my life like that, it looked like Dennis had a snowball’s chance in hell. My sacrifice incredibly worked:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it

I know and Dennis knows that some divine hand intervened at that moment, and would not let my gesture be a futile one. Once Mr. Professor and I busted Dennis out of jail, I knew that my heroics were no longer needed, and I then spent the next several years digging out of debt and putting my wife through graduate school in Ohio.

Incredibly, about a week after I got that job with that medical lab, the federal government was completing an unprecedented investigation and subsequently tried to wipe it out. I saw lying public officials, media smear campaigns and the rest:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/medicine.htm#experience

I discovered that the medical racket worked very similarly to the energy racket. That medical lab, however, was owned by a rich medical doctor (one of the richest black men in the USA at the time), so the company survived and the doctor soon sold out to a Fortune 500 conglomerate. Within a year of my beginning at that lab, I was the highest-ranking employee in the administrative side of the company to survive the corporate slaughter that accompanies almost all take-overs, friendly or not.

I will finish my LA Days posts with some events from my days at that medical lab. By that time, the Road Rage phenomenon was well established, and that confrontation that I saw in front of that grocery store:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=327642&viewfull=1#post327642

was actually relatively innocent compared to what was coming. If that grocery store encounter happened in 1989 when I was at that lab, instead of 1986 when I saw it, the Mexicans would not have been carrying tire irons, but would have opened fire with their Uzis. Drive-by shootings were in fashion by 1989, as LA descended into Hell. One day, I came to the office at that medical lab and the women in the accounts receivable department were absent (having doctors as customers quickly removed them from whatever pedestal American society put them atop – it was like entering a restaurant by the kitchen). They went home, upset that one of their fellow employees, a black woman, was walking down the street in her neighborhood the night before, and was killed in a drive-by shooting, which targeted some gang members. Many innocent bystanders were killed in drive-by shootings in those days, and my company was affected by it.

When I lived in LA, all of my friends experienced some kind of car crime, whether it was being hit in a hit-and-run accident, having their car broken into and their stereo stolen, or they simply had their car stolen, to be recovered by the police a week later, after it had been stripped in a chop shop, and so on. My driving a Pinto was also partly strategic in nature. Nobody would bother to strip or steal a beat up Pinto. But, when I worked in that medical lab, a novel and popular crime of the day was to slash a car’s tires while it was parked on a street or in a parking lot. When the car’s driver approached his/her car and found one or more tires flat, the thieves would magically appear from nowhere, as “Good Samaritans” to help the person out, and then they would rob him/her. That was the new “trick” that was being used at the time, and I had heard about it.

My medical lab was on Reseda Boulevard in Tarzana, close to the freeway. It was in a seedy part of town, with barbed-wire fence surrounding it. A few miles down Reseda Boulevard was my doctor, and one day I made a visit and parked my car on the street. When I came out, I noticed that one of my tires was flat. I saw that somebody had slashed the valve stem. Immediately suspecting that I was being set up for one of those “Good Samaritan” robberies, I drove away on my flat tire, to get out of the area before the “Good Samaritans” arrived. This was during the work day, and there I was, in my suit and tie, changing my flat tire in the smoggy, 100-degree heat. I changed the tire quickly, without being accosted, and drove back to my office. When I went to the parking lot at about 5:00, after my work day was finished, I saw that I had another flat tire. The would-be robbers had slashed two of my tires, but the second one had a slower leak, so it did not go entirely flat until hours later. But there I was, with my spare already used for the first slashed tire, and with another flat tire. I went back into the office and looked in the Yellow Pages for the closest garage that could fix one of my tires so I could drive home to Ventura. The closest one was two miles away down Reseda Boulevard. I wish that somebody was around to take my picture, because the memory was kind of funny. There I was in my business suit, running down Reseda Boulevard, rolling my tire to the gas station. Then I rolled the tire two miles back to the office, put it on my car, and drove home. As with the situation when the tire fell off of my car when I first moved to LA in 1983, that 1989 event was just another day in the hell of LA.

The next year, I got married, we sold my wife’s house and spent our honeymoon moving most of our possessions into storage and lived with Mr. Professor and his wife (Dennis and his family had moved out by that time, as Mr. Professor’s home became a boarding house). Mr. Professor went bankrupt the next year, as his efforts to help resurrect the business failed. Those events wrecked his health and shortened his life. I took his death very hard, but my wife said to not be too distraught, as he probably worked off about twenty lifetimes of karma and achieved sainthood. His wife has always assured me that he sacrificed his life willingly, and nobody blames me for his fate, but I own a piece it, and it will haunt me for the rest of my life. He also suffered like I did in that the Ventura County gangsters took vengeance on his family, in a way that I cannot publicly discuss, and it is also why his widow asked me to never mention his real name in my public writings. His involvement with Dennis also apparently led to attacks from his close relatives and subsequent estrangement from them. At his funeral, none of his relatives attended. Other than his wife and daughter, I was the only “family” there. That is the fate of the saints in our insane world.

I wish that that was the end of it for my Ventura days, but there was worse to come. Not only were many lives wrecked, but some people also lost their sanity in the mayhem, and one of them was a close family member who attacked me in a bout of paranoiac insanity, just as I was moving away to Ohio, and we became permanently estranged. It might have been the greatest blow of all. Also, the only friend in Ventura County who supported me during that nightmare later tried to compete with me in my radicalized understanding of how the world worked and my research that I undertook after I left Ventura:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#books

It was like debating a five-year-old whose notion of justice was cowboy movies. In his own way, Dennis knows far more than I ever will about the aspects of the Free Energy conundrum that he is intimately familiar with:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#summary

I have never heard of another person like Dennis. He is the only person on Earth that I know of who can successfully complete this application:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany

But I took a different path, and if I did not think what I learned was valuable, I would have never created my website. But, as Jesus said, prophets have no honor in their hometown, and I have experienced that phenomenon numerous times on my journey. In fact, everybody whom I know who has played at the high levels all report similar estrangement from family and friends. It comes with the territory. That friend who supported me ended up not only attacking me, but tried to further attack me through my mother:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=249110&viewfull=1#post249110

He did it in an anonymous and criminal way, but he was not smart enough to successfully hide his identity. After I unmasked him, he even escalated his criminality. He still attacks me to this day, when he can. One might say that Southern California, both LA and Ventura, left a sour taste in my mouth. :) But, to this day, I still get people trying to get me to go to Ventura and Southern California to “hang out.” It is like asking a concentration camp survivor to vacation at Auschwitz, when Auschwitz was still operational. I ain’t going back.

I believe that my life today is compensation for all that I have been through. I work in a skyscraper with a view of the Cascades, making more money than I have a right to expect, in the high tech industry, where I can run into the world’s richest man in the movie theater next to my office:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#gates

If I have to work for a living in corporate America, I really have a hard time imagining a better situation. My “going public” work of the past few years:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#interviews

appears to be initiating a new phase of my efforts, and I already am turning down offers to be on TV and similar situations. I am trying, perhaps foolishly, to get this choir going from my desk, and not have to hit the road and risk my life. I really want to live a quiet life, and we will see how it goes. I want to help abolish Hell on Earth, and help Heaven on Earth manifest. It is really that simple for me.

OK, that is the end of my LA Days writings. Next up is updating my summary of this thread:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/public.htm#avalon

so that the thread is easier to navigate. Nearly 1,500 posts is a lot. :)

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

WHOA!!

Great compilation! I have read this a few times before you compiled it here Wade. However this time has to be the most endearing and connected experience in following your LA days writing.

The personal additions created a story compelling one to read on just to catch a few more experiences one could relate too in some way. Booze, parties, playing the corporate game, wondering what the heck am I doing, what is this all about??? Life Sucks!!

Had a few jaunts down memory lane, some good, some not so good and others funny and synchronicity in retrospect. Shortly after leaving the Corporate world, I often used to say to friends, after spending a year 1995-96 traveling on my own most of the time, covering many of the States, Mexico, Yukon and Alaska in my Dad's old small 1972 cab over motor home, that I could be happy being a bag lady as one didn't need much to sustain one's life. (got quite a lecture from a young fellow about road bandits when I had a blow out on the highway in Northern Nevada, so thank God he was a good Samaritan versus a road bandit) I too believe I have special friends :)

With great dismay on my friends part about becoming a bag lady, I would assure them that I would not end up on the street but more than likely in some small town, in a small house, by myself and would be happy and content as long as I could hook up the internet and stay connected that way. These were just words back then, BUT, Lo and Behold!! Here I am!! I also use to tell them (after 10 major surgeries) that I would have it made in the shade when I get old and would never have to see a hospital again as there was nothing left to take.......................This is the healthiest I have been and felt since I was a teenager!!

Life is too funny.................. We really are creators that need to stay conscious of our awesome ability to create>>>>>>>>>thank you from my heart to yours and from one of your greatest post-menopausal fans :)

BRAVO on the updates!!

l

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

Thanks. Thanks for the “bag lady” story. Yes, you are “protected.” I know others like you who have done things of that kind and came out fine, with some “Samaritans” admonishing them for their “daring.” But this is Earth, so we all get bruises and scrapes, at the minimum.

This being the USA, and me seemingly doomed to work in big cities, there is no escaping the homeless situation. A couple hundred yards from where I ran into Bill Gates, homeless people sleep and beg. The Bellevue homeless, however, are a different kind of homeless, with laptops, cell phones, vans to sleep in, and denizens of the libraries, where some can be found reading on their park bench. Like that Mexican woman in LA, at least some of the homeless around here seem to have chosen it as at least a semi-voluntary lifestyle. A friend lived in the local homeless camp and studied the homeless up close, and almost all were there because they were mentally ill, on drugs or just out of incarceration, and they are all related and mutually-reinforcing conditions in the USA. But in the Bill Gates bubble, the homeless get organic produce, coffee, etc.

My days with Dennis beat out the need to live “nicely,” although I do so today. I could live in a tent if I had to, but prefer to have a nice, warm roof over my head. A few days living in a tent in the mountains each year is part of my spiritual upkeep. And when I get to experience stuff like this:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/pics.htm#lyman

I know that I am being looked after.

I kind of doubt that I will ever put much of this personal tale telling on my site. Avalon has become, in some ways, my “oral” history repository.

As I have looked back at my life, I think that I was being “set up” for the path that I took. My LA Days were preparation for meeting Dennis. As much as I did not want to do it, my “friends” wanted me to get a good taste of Hell on Earth.

Well, this thread has more than 100,000 views now. Seems like I was joining Avalon just the other day. My Avalon writings get more serious readers than my site does, it seems. It is an oasis that I was not expecting to appear, but here we are.

Seven inches on the ground right now, with a coat of ice on top. For you Canadians and those Americans who live east of here, seven inches is no big deal, but Seattle is not prepared for such events, and the area has been shut down for days now. Fortunately, in high tech, I can telecommute, which I am, but I am more efficient in the office, so I’ll probably try to get in.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

This will be a post on the human ego and FE, inspired by some recent exchanges and writing my Brian essay (which I hope to publish soon). I have stated it plenty on this thread: humanity is an egocentric herd animal. That is a seemingly paradoxical statement, but is nevertheless true. Herd behaviors exist to protect the herd’s individuals. In evolutionary parlance, it increases a species’ fitness. But when a species becomes ensouled, the challenge is a new one. Ensouled species can make choices that are not available to species with group souls. Humans can choose to be “good” or “evil.”

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#serving

It is the blessing and challenge of becoming sentient. At this time on Earth, the vast majority of humanity is not even trying to raise its level of awareness. When I heard Michael Roads say that only 3-5% this planet’s humans were even trying to raise their awareness:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?29372-What-technologies-activities-or-concepts-will-be-made-obsolete-by-Free-Energy&p=309392&highlight=michael+roads#post309392

I nodded my head in sad recognition. And of those who are even trying, very few of them have much success, especially the kind where they can put aside their scarcity-based conditioning long enough to simply imagine abundance:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

The Michael teachings are focused to a great degree on the human personality and how it is used to evolve the “essence,” which is another way of saying, “soul,” I believe. And each personality that incarnates gets its overleaves so that the soul can explore all of them over its lifetimes.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#overleaves

The Chief Feature is how fear primarily accesses the Earthly personality, and is the catalyst of all ego problems, IMO. Mine is impatience:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#reading

We all get one as the price of admission. The Chief Feature can only be “extinguished” through love, and that battle is rarely won, but if it is, it is usually achieved during the midlife crisis. I don’t think that my essence prevailed, so I still get to work with it, oh joy of joys. :)

Everybody that I have seen who has played at the FE game’s high levels has been accused of having a big ego (we all hailed from history's most arrogant nation, and that may have something to do with it). I think that they all wrestled with it, so the observation is not totally off the mark. Heck, before they lowered the boom on us in Ventura, I had fleeting fantasies of becoming the USA’s president, and I have seen others afflicted with much greater delusions of grandeur:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#grandeur

Before Dennis was jailed in Ventura, I could tell that Dennis also grappled with those issues. As his wife later told me, the jail and prison experience humbled Dennis. Body cavity searches can do that. :)

Brian wrote about it plenty in his later books: his early path of being an astronaut, Ivy League professor and advisor to presidential candidates tended to puff up his ego. I have seen Trombly, Greer, and others accused of being all ego. I understand the observation, and some of what is seen is damage from the meat grinder but, also, a lot of it is in the eye of the beholder.

I have watched people accuse Dennis of having criminal motivation ever since I met him. In every single instance that I have seen, the assailants betrayed their own dishonesty as they attacked Dennis. As Jesus said, those with crime in their hearts are the first to accuse others of crimes. Every time I have seen people accuse Dennis of having criminal motivation, they have lied to make their case, and not little white lies, but Big Lies that served as the centerpieces of their attacks. In the FTC’s case and with other officials:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#ftc

http://openjurist.org/959/f2d/240/lee-v-ventura-county-sheriffs-dept

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#arrest

they cleverly conjoined charges that were dropped with what they got him on, to help fabricate the appearance that a crime had been committed or that Dennis pled guilty to one. They were professional and artful deceptions. But in the years since then, the people in the FE “field” lie outright about Dennis when attacking him:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#libel

and most of the rest of the “field” follows their lead.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/skeptic.htm

The irony of that libelous essay by a leading name in the field:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#libel

is that he exhorted his readers to seek humility to help make FE happen, in the same essay that he tells Big Lies about Dennis, to make Dennis seem a criminal. All of Dennis’s libelers have heard from me, as I have shown where they don’t have their “facts” straight, to put it charitably. They have never issued corrections or retractions, and their friends in the field even compound their lies, adding their own lying flourishes to them, as they repeat them.

Those kinds of behaviors are why Brian said that if FE happened, it would not be accomplished by people in the field today:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#new

There are a hundred (thousand?) pretenders for every contender in the FE field. And when I see people accuse the leading names of having ego problems, I wonder how much of it is a projection of their own egos. The harshest attacks that I received from friends and family were made as they were robbing me or committing other crimes. Being accused of egocentrism or criminal motivation comes with the FE territory, I am sorry to say. I am not saying that we don’t have egos and don't sometimes lose the battle with them, but when I have seen people attack Dennis or Brian as they questioned their motivation, the attackers always did it for self-serving gain, either to make a name for themselves in the field, or to literally rob Dennis and Brian.

A notable recent effort to publicize FE you have seen me be conspicuously silent about. That is because it promotes disinformation about Dennis. Even after I contacted them a couple of times about it, the only change to their libelous presentation was to change the description of the libelous writings about Dennis; they removed the adjective “excellent” from their promotion of the libelous essay. More pretenders who think they are contenders, sadly. People can’t get to the FE finish line by telling or promoting lies.

What I try to do, and it is far easier said than done, is when I see people acting from their egos, whether it is when FE names appear to be acting from their egos, or when they weather the innumerable attacks that accuse them of malign motivation, is to realize that I am seeing an aspect of myself. In the big picture, we all create our realities, but this is a co-created reality on Earth, and we all show each other aspects of ourselves. That is part of the paradox of being here. All of those seemingly unsavory traits and behaviors are due to fear. Can we love and forgive when we encounter those dynamics? That may be the greatest challenge of all.

But when I forgive Mr. Skeptic for his crimes, for instance:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#friends

it does not mean that I think that he is fit to lead an FE effort. I have witnessed him lay down his bloody ax after attacking Dennis, and then try to lead the effort in Dennis’s place. Bill the BPA Hit Man did the same thing:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#mutiny

They are obviously the last people on Earth to lead humanity to FE, especially as they are on the payroll of those keeping the lid on FE (Bill certainly was, and Mr. Skeptic likely is). You need saintly motivation to get over the FE finish line, and those people live on the opposite end of the spectrum, but they also fulfill their divine role, believe it or not. I will likely thank Mr. Deputy one day for teaching me the meaning of evil:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#faces

It really was the pivotal moment of my life. All that I have done since then had that radicalizing moment to thank for it. I obviously had many other salient moments of awakening:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#why

but that one stood out. It was the moment that finally drove it home for me.

Gotta go to work now.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Hope Everyone had a Great Weekend!

Just wanted to share a little story about patience.

Many years ago when I first sobered up I found one dilemma or obstacle after another. The 12 step program was a big part of maintaining my sobriety and finding a "God" of my understanding was a turning point for me.

I found that daily I was praying for patience and yet problem after problem kept coming>>>>two years into this scenario I had a tantrum and let my Higher Power know in no uncertain terms and language that he was not complying with my prayers and I truly was not gaining patience.

In my self reflecting calm and exhaustion a giggle started to rise and I began to laugh as insight after insight came through. How could I learn to overcome impatience, controlling issues, self-worth and on and on without problems or obstacles.....DUH!!

Now I know that problems are lessons of one aspect or another and they lay within me and my ego. Thus in this human experience I still find myself often assessing being stuck between a rock and a hard place>>>>>>>Ego and Love.

Being aware helps me to recognize being stuck very quickly these days and choosing LOVE is becoming easier and quicker with each passing day :) Without self admonition I might add and more often than not with more giggles and big self smiles at the wonder and creation of my human experience.

[eaglespirit]

Sandy, You are living the 'acceleration'...thank you for being open and sharing.
As you stated personally, this is becoming stronger each day...and you living in this love is helping people all around you.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

Glad you are in the wonder of it, and I am sure that eaglespirit is right.

I vividly remember when I was in the darkest days of my journey, in about December 1988 or thereabout:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it

with all the horror happening, there was corner of my mind that was fascinated with it. I think it might have been my “friends,” and I remember thinking something like, “Well, I am glad that you are having a good time being fascinated with it all, but it is not so fun on my end.” Then the miracle happened soon after, when I decided to sacrifice my life, which I am sure that “they” also orchestrated. One day, on the other side most likely, they will let me in on the joke. :)

Sleep tight,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am about to put in some long weeks at the office, and will likely be fairly quiet. I feel the need to reiterate my intention at Avalon. I am trying to get people to imagine FE and abundance. That really is it. I am not trying to encourage FE tinkerers or would-be rampart-scalers, debate FE physics, and so on. I played those games, and no longer have any interest in them. For those who want to do those things, there are many other places in the world to pursue those interests.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#pursuit

There are only so many years in a life, and I burned up my life playing the FE game, digging out of debt, trying to put my life back together, and so on. I am trying to do something different, something where people are not putting their lives on the line to try to make the world a better place. Not many can do that, and I am not looking for those heroic needles in haystacks. There is only one person on Earth who I have heard of who could successfully complete this application:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany

and I ain’t looking for any more of those.

Maybe somebody will get The Muppet Movie ending and make it over the FE finish line.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pvAKPM3gCs&feature=related

Rossi’s gizmo does not count, but it at least is a step in the right direction, if he is really able to get it to market. I am not holding my breath (been there, done that), and there is far more to that situation than meets the eye, and I am not too interested in speculating on just what all that might be. Godzilla is not asleep, but maybe the “white hats” are prevailing, but they are not going to tell me if they are. I watch the Rossi story with a little interest, but not too much, not really. He is not the first person to get that far along.

But, I get patience training all the time at Avalon, as the thread is crashed by FE newbies who suggest the tinkerer path, or want to know my opinion on this or that tinkerer, or think that Godzilla can be sneaked past, etc. I really have no interest in those avenues, and am trying to do something different.

I know that FE technology is real:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

and if those people can’t bring it to the world, then a guy in his garage sure isn’t going to get his primitive prototype out there, generating FE, either.

If enough people can lay aside their scarcity-based indoctrination long enough:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

and can simply imagine what a world based on FE could look like:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#abundance

at minimum, it will be something that has never been seen before on Earth, but FE and abundance has proven unimaginable to about 99.999% of humanity so far, and that is just the way Godzilla likes it. I am hoping to help as many people reach Level 12 as possible:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12

without wasting their lives in Levels 6, 7, 9, 10, and 11. I am not interested in spending much time in breaking through the denial that can be found in Levels 1 to 3:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level1

or coaxing people out of Levels 5 or 8:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level5

They are stuck in those 5 and 8 levels for a reason, and I have no interest in trying to get them unstuck, and those other early levels are life-wreckers. For those in fear and denial, getting an FE machine delivered to their homes is the only cure for their malaise.

For FE newbies, it is natural to want to tell your friends, family and co-workers about FE. I have been there myself. For every person who might really take your message to heart, a hundred or more will think you are insane, will ostracize you, and so on. I have seen careers end over this stuff, and for those who get active on the FE front, it is a minefield that few survive. I have seen many wrecked and prematurely-ended lives, and the last thing that I need is to have any more of those on my conscience. I will be haunted for the rest of my days by Mr. Professor’s wrecked life and early death:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#journey

If Brian’s family allows me to publish what I plan to, you will get a taste of what his journey was like. Surviving a murder attempt just comes with the territory of what Brian did, as did going bankrupt, being defrocked, and so on. Such is the fate of the saints in our world.

But, if enough people can simply lay aside their indoctrination long enough to sing the abundance song in chorus, it just might help us get there. Like Brian did, I am hoping to help people think comprehensively.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#developing

Energy has always been the root of life on Earth and the human journey:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

and FE can transform the human journey in ways that can be hard to imagine:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#advanced

and that is normal. Before every epochal change in the human journey:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

the next phase was unimaginable to those living before the change. Maybe this time, for the biggest change ever, we can do it with more sentience than simply chasing ways to wrench more energy out of the environment, and devastating it in the process of our collective and blind self-centeredness.

That is my intention, and we will see how it goes. When I finish my energy essay, I plan to create an invitation-only forum someplace, maybe at Avalon, and I then plan to initiate a high-level conversation, far higher than has been seen on Avalon’s threads related to me so far.

We will see how it goes.

May 2012 be an interesting year,

Wade

[sunnyrap]

I've been focusing my attention on human consciousness energy and how one actually mobilizes that--that's where the real power is. I've heard it said that the mitochondria of a human cell has enough energy in it to power NYC for 3 months or to that effect...

We already are Masters of the Universe...if we can but realize it.

Be well, Wade...

[CdnSirian]

Hi:

I am about to put in some long weeks at the office, and will likely be fairly quiet. I feel the need to reiterate my intention at Avalon. I am trying to get people to imagine FE and abundance. That really is it. I am not trying to encourage FE tinkerers or would-be rampart-scalers, debate FE physics, and so on. I played those games, and no longer have any interest in them. For those who want to do those things, there are many other places in the world to pursue those interests.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/purpose.htm#pursuit

There are only so many years in a life, and I burned up my life playing the FE game, digging out of debt, trying to put my life back together, and so on. I am trying to do something different, something where people are not putting their lives on the line to try to make the world a better place. Not many can do that, and I am not looking for those heroic needles in haystacks. There is only one person on Earth who I have heard of who could successfully complete this application:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany

and I ain’t looking for any more of those.

Maybe somebody will get The Muppet Movie ending and make it over the FE finish line.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pvAKPM3gCs&feature=related

Rossi’s gizmo does not count, but it at least is a step in the right direction, if he is really able to get it to market. I am not holding my breath (been there, done that), and there is far more to that situation than meets the eye, and I am not too interested in speculating on just what all that might be. Godzilla is not asleep, but maybe the “white hats” are prevailing, but they are not going to tell me if they are. I watch the Rossi story with a little interest, but not too much, not really. He is not the first person to get that far along.

But, I get patience training all the time at Avalon, as the thread is crashed by FE newbies who suggest the tinkerer path, or want to know my opinion on this or that tinkerer, or think that Godzilla can be sneaked past, etc. I really have no interest in those avenues, and am trying to do something different.

I know that FE technology is real:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

and if those people can’t bring it to the world, then a guy in his garage sure isn’t going to get his primitive prototype out there, generating FE, either.

If enough people can lay aside their scarcity-based indoctrination long enough:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

and can simply imagine what a world based on FE could look like:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/abund.htm#abundance

at minimum, it will be something that has never been seen before on Earth, but FE and abundance has proven unimaginable to about 99.999% of humanity so far, and that is just the way Godzilla likes it. I am hoping to help as many people reach Level 12 as possible:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12

without wasting their lives in Levels 6, 7, 9, 10, and 11. I am not interested in spending much time in breaking through the denial that can be found Levels 1 to 3:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level1

or coaxing people out of Levels 5 or 8:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level5

They are stuck in those 5 and 8 levels for a reason, and I have no interest in trying to get them unstuck, and those other early levels are life-wreckers. For those in fear and denial, getting an FE machine delivered to their homes is the only cure for their malaise.

For FE newbies, it is natural to want to tell your friends, family and co-workers about FE. I have been there myself. For every person who might really take your message to heart, a hundred or more will think you are insane, will ostracize you, and so on. I have seen careers end over this stuff, and for those who get active on the FE front, it is a minefield that few survive. I have seen many wrecked and prematurely-ended lives, and the last thing that I need is to have any more of those on my conscience. I will be haunted for the rest of my days by Mr. Professor’s wrecked life and early death:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#journey

If Brian’s family allows me to publish what I plan to, you will get a taste of what his journey was like. Surviving a murder attempt just comes with the territory of what Brian did, as did going bankrupt, being defrocked, and so on. Such is the fate of the saints in our world.

But, if enough people can simply lay aside their indoctrination long enough to sing the abundance song in chorus, it just might help us get there. Like Brian did, I am hoping to help people think comprehensively.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#developing

Energy has always been the root of life on Earth and the human journey:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

and FE can transform the human journey in ways that can be hard to imagine:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#advanced

and that is normal. Before every epochal change in the human journey:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

the next phase was unimaginable to those living before the change. Maybe this time, for the biggest change ever, we can do it with more sentience than simply chasing ways to wrench more energy out of the environment, and devastating it in the process of our collective and blind self-centeredness.

That is my intention, and we will see how it goes. When I finish my energy essay, I plan to create an invitation-only forum someplace, maybe at Avalon, and I then plan to initiate a high-level conversation, far higher than has been seen on Avalon’s threads related to me so far.

We will see how it goes.

May 2012 be an interesting year,

Wade

Don't worry Wade. We're all humming away in the background, till you get back here.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi sunnyrap:

Trying to play the Level 19 game, I see:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level19

:)

Dolores Cannon estimated that there are about 30K Level 19s on the planet today. Beats me. Some people seem to play it in public, such as here:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prahlad_Jani

I still need to eat. :)

On mitochondria, I don’t know where information like you mentioned comes from. Mitochondria seem to be former bacteria.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#_edn2

They are a cell’s energy generator, but chemically they don’t power anything but a cell. However, pound for pound, an animal on Earth produces ten thousand times as much energy as the sun does.

Hi CdnSirian:

Like Ernie, you mess with me. “Bye Wade, I am going now….I’m not quite gone, but on my way…Actually, I think I’ll stay.” :)

You guys are welcome contributors to this thread. Keep on humming. Heck, Ernie has belted out some neat tunes over the past year:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?32399-A-Future-Earth&p=331104&viewfull=1#post331104

That is singing, hitting the high notes, in fact.

Just today, I was sizing up my upcoming year. Oh boy, we will see what I can get done. It is a pretty big mountain to climb, and that has nothing to do with my energy essay or Avalon. That is what I do in my “spare” time. :)

Best,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

Free Energy and ETs

I've been thinking a bit today about the connection between Free Energy and ET races and here are some questions that I've been pondering:

- do you need FE to travel outside of the solar system?
- can a civilization become very technological advanced and not stumble on free energy? or would they self-destruct having more and more powerful weapons to fight over scarce resources?
- we often say here that free energy may be divine in nature, so what does that say about an ET race that uses it? Does this imply they are spiritually advanced and capable to manage the creative (and destructive power) that comes with such energy?
- it is possible for a Non-FE civilization to dominate a FE one?

It would seem that a free energy society would either be "good" (in our terms) or would self-destruct. If you need a FE device to travel from very far, this would imply that our very distant visitors are highly evolved beings from a spiritual point of view.

I wonder how far can we go technologically while still suppressing the reality of free energy. Could we go as far as to create a "galactic empire"? Could we project our scarcity mentality at a galactic level, with masters and slaves working to harvest some scarce resource?

There are those that say that in our part of the galaxy there is a war going on. A war for freedom and a war for resources. That trade agreements and rules of engagement are in place. To me that suggests that none of the parties involved are a aware of the abundance paradigm and still leave in scarcity. Much like the major races in the Star Trek, very advanced but still fighting for territory and spying each other for tech, dancing around each other looking to get the upper hand on their adversaries. I really hope that the space age is nothing like Star Trek, with ever more powerful and mighty ways to kill each other. In fact, I rather see our future as becoming "Q" :). "Q" is the closest thing to abundance there was in that show.

So anyway, we as a race, having discovered ways to tap the FE are sitting (for more than 2 centuries now) on the event horizon of becoming a "major player" (for a lack of a better word) in our sector of the galaxy.

And I have to think of the role that Godzilla plays in this too. It has FE devices, it knows what it can do, and yet... it just sits on it... Why not use it?! Why not create a better world for it self? Yes, it would mean the loss of "power over others", but it also means it can finally relax, as no one would caveat that place of power any more. Why would it prefer a reality of conflict and domination over one of peace and harmony?

I know Godzilla is a symptom of our lack of awareness as a race, but it could also take a more pro-active role in the release of FE and start educate people about it :). It's really baffling this pretense to be poor while keeping looked away all the riches you would ever need...

It seems that in the end Godzilla is actually us protecting our niche in hell and not some outside force trying to keep us under control. I've never heard of an alien suppressing FE energy, or driving their UFO's over to steal some equipment, or lying about those who purse the FE issue. In each and every case is fellow human brothers with the excuse of "following orders" or looking for a "quick buck".

And even if part of the GC is not exactly from this planet, their presence here is also allowed by our lack of awareness.

As always when I try to write about FE I end up going all over the place...

[CdnSirian]

"Like Ernie, you mess with me. “Bye Wade, I am going now….I’m not quite gone, but on my way…Actually, I think I’ll stay.”" No no Wade, you were going and we are still humming...well anyway...

Ilie, ET's are not all the same but one I listened to (yeah I know channeling is a really ephemeral thing, sorry if this offends anyone) described his traveling technology as--not traveling. He described that when his ship needs to change place, the frequency of the next desired place is entered into the ship's computer and then the pilot of the ship communes telepathically with the ship's computer and POOF they are at that frequency, place in space/time.

We need FE, since I do not imagine humans communing with their vehicles and programming the frequency of the location of their lunch date, anytime soon. But maybe that is lack of imagination on my part. We can only Fast Forward so much at a time. But we're trying. I don't want to offend the scientific mind. Or the Choirmeister, said in highest regards. We are where we are, and thank heavens, not alone.

In defense of said ET, I have heard him converse with rocket scientists about this drive and that drive and he told them how to build it. I would not know what they were talking about, but said rocket scientists were happy with the conversation.

That was a long time ago and he did get the knock at his door. Hence no more conversations.

[Wade Frazier]

Hey CdnSirian:

This seemed to say, “I am leaving the forum”:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=405924&viewfull=1#post405924

Maybe it is because we are from different nations, but an American interprets that to mean that you are leaving, as in for good. Maybe there is a different Canadian meaning for it. :)

Hi Ilie:

Those are big and important questions, and yes, the thread of such thinking will wander, because they are big questions. I can’t come close the answering them, and am not sure if I have any answers that I can prove to anybody, but my understanding of the situation is along these lines… (subject to revision, in light of more information :) )

If you live on the physical plane, you have work to do. Doing “spiritual work” may never end, but doing it on the physical plane is kind of doing it in Creation’s basement. This is not an easy place to be, and I am not sure why, but it seems to be so that we can do hard work, work that will grow us faster than in other ways. The myths of The Fall may be related to it.

On the ETs and FE, for ensouled species that can manipulate their environment, tapping the ZPF is big stuff. A species’ “power” increases exponentially when it taps that much energy. In physics, power is energy expended per unit of time. In “political” terms, it means getting others to do your bidding, which is closely-related to the physics concept, and I argue is dependent on it. So, the “power games” that can be played with FE can be mind-boggling. But it also can mean freedom for everybody in ways that are truly hard to comprehend, such as Butangeld saying that he would prefer a home in the clouds. Godzilla is afraid of losing his “power.” Nobody would punch Godzilla’s clock if they were truly free. All he can see is loss, not gain.

With FE and related technologies, do you want to have a picnic on Mars? Go do it, and you could be back home by dinner. Sailing around the world was a truly incredible idea five hundred years ago. Going to the moon was at the far end of speculation a hundred years ago. Even the idea of a galaxy is not very old. We are barely removed from the cave. Yes, I think that even forward-thinking shows such as Star Trek are projecting current-day dynamics and calling it “human nature,” as Cardassians or Klingons play their games of conquest and domination. Some ideas of abundance are on Star Trek, such as replicators.

There are plenty of channelings on galactic wars being part of our heritage. Yes, it can seem pretty silly, but there are only so many inhabitable planets, and they do get lost in novae, etc. Michael says that younger soul societies are the ones doing most of the space-faring, while older soul societies are not much interested in it, as they play the “look-inward” game. I have this sense that if you tap the ZPF and do not have the highest intentions (those intentions may also affect your ability to tap the field), you won’t do it for long.

Godzilla is playing some petty games, in the big picture. Playing “Lord of the Herd” sure seems like a small way of being. Godzilla thinks nothing like you do, Ilie. That is because those playing the power-and-control game feel empty inside. That well of love is something that they can’t dip into, and playing the power-and-control game is a dysfunctional way to try. And he is only playing the game that we all play, to one degree or another, but he plays at an extreme level; you could even call it a masterful level. It takes a lot of gumption to become the King of the Jungle. Those people will eventually learn the lessons that that path offers, and in physical reality, that path often leads to the destruction of the species and planet. Yes, they only play their games with the power that they have been given by a humanity that refuses to take responsibility for its actions, both individually and collectively. Yes, we do almost all of Godzilla’s work for him. I think of him as an orchestrator more than anything else. James Gilliland has stated that Godzilla is as enslaved as the rest of us, as he can’t sleep soundly at night for wondering what threat to his reign may appear the next day. Dennis gave Godzilla at least a few of those sleepless nights. Godzilla is beginning to tire of the game, too. That is likely why the “white hats” seem to be making progress, but not nearly fast enough for my liking (impatience and all that). :)

In traveling the stars, I imagine that “pre-warp” civilizations can’t accomplish it. If you have FE and the raw material that this solar system affords, for instance, having resource wars seems really insane.

In Earth’s history, when civilizations clash, the one with the most energy always wins. So, I doubt that non-FE civilizations could dominate an FE one, but my sample size is pretty small. :)

I sat down to write about something different, and I’ll touch on it now. The private conversations that I am having with Avalonians and others are pretty interesting. Some have been through the meat grinder, others had less “grindy” experiences, while others are just doing the work to learn. Writing my Brian essay brought a lot up, on a few different fronts. Godzilla has been sniffing around in my vicinity, and I am inspired to show a little more how the disinfo folks work.

Long ago, I exposed Mr. Skeptic’s lies about Dennis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

and yet he still gulls people in the FE field with his affable skeptic act. A little detail on the new lies that he promotes after being exposed on his earlier lies is warranted. He writes this nearly ten years after writing his first Big Lies about Dennis.

http://peswiki.com/index.php/Directory:Dennis_Lee#Skeptics

At the link above, Mr. Skeptic wrote:

“Sterling, I've listened to his material as well and read his books - they don't generally mention a lot of critical things.

“He'll say stuff like, "I was put in jail with out being convicted" and not mention it's because he plead guilty to multiple felony counts. He'll not likely mention having been arrested for passing bad checks in the 70's - how a number of people never had work done with his home repairs business in the early 80's - how many people lost at least 5 figure sums in a buying card business that went no where in the late 70's. He won't mention how patriots like Tom Valentine and Bo Gritz consider Dennis a crook after seeing him try to highjack the patriot movement for mlm scams...”

So, that appears to be an investigator who did his homework. Seems impressive, until you actually get Dennis’s books (which Mr. Skeptic claims to have read), and see that Dennis in fact wrote about those incidents that Mr. Skeptic says that Dennis does not mention.

First of all, instead of the bold-faced lies of his earlier reporting about what they got Dennis on, he changed his tactic to saying that Dennis “pled guilty to multiple felony counts.” Dennis pled guilty to not filing a form, and the reader is treated to the evidence in great detail in Dennis’s The Alternative. To suggest that Dennis covers up his “crime” is simply a lie.

Where Mr. Skeptic says, “He'll not likely mention having been arrested for passing bad checks in the 70's...” Mr. Skeptic is lying again. Dennis goes into that story in great detail in his My Quest, in the book’s introduction. I write about it, too:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#builders

Mr. Skeptic says, “How a number of people never had work done with his home repairs business in the early 80's.” I think that Mr. Skeptic has the years wrong. He is likely referring to Dennis’s insulation business that was repeatedly stolen from him, and again, Dennis writes about those days in great detail in My Quest, as he does about his “buying card business.” I write about all of that, too:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#dennis

On Bo Gritz, Dennis does mention how Gritz attacked him in The Alternative, p. 130. Gritz said about Dennis, “...as far as Dennis Lee is concerned, he is going to prison,” in Bo’s “case closed” statement about Dennis. Dennis wrote about Bo quite a bit in The Alternative.

What Mr. Skeptic did is up there on the slime scale; accusing Dennis of covering up things to protect his image, when he actually discussed them in great detail. What Mr. Skeptic does there, once again, is called criminal libel. But he gets to have his mug on national TV as he attacks Dennis. That is how it works in the USA. It is kind of funny that in that page on Dennis, which unfortunately is one of the best out there, it refers to the copious documentation in Dennis's books as "alleged" documentation, while Mr. Skeptic spews his lies.

Again, I write these things to provide examples of how the smearing and disinformation game works, because it comes my way often enough:

http://wayofthewoo.blogspot.com/2008/03/new-energy-and-abundance-paradigm-radio.html

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/critics.htm#troll

and people need to be able to recognize it when it rears its head, because if my upcoming efforts are in any way successful, the “skeptics” and others will crow loudly, doing their best to smear me, trying to take attention away from what I am doing, so that it gets lost as I weather personal attacks. They can’t do it at Avalon, and they have been strangely silent as I have been doing this Avalon thing, but I won’t be enjoying this relative silence on their part forever.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Couldn't agree more with the rebuttals to SkepTick regarding Wade Frazier's website and experiences. Also your rebuttal was fantastic as well Wade.

Noticed all SkepTick could reply with was sarcastic shots to the poster deflecting any truth that might have been written>>>>>>>>typical Sociopath tactics !!

[modwiz]

Couldn't agree more with the rebuttals to SkepTick regarding Wade Frazier's website and experiences. Also your rebuttal was fantastic as well Wade.

Noticed all SkepTick could reply with was sarcastic shots to the poster deflecting any truth that might have been written>>>>>>>>typical Sociopath tactics !!

The spelling of the tick in skeptick is telling,eh? Ticks are parasites. What's in a name?

[sunnyrap]

Most legal eagles know that when a debater cannot produce a good argument against his opponent's case, he attempts to attack the character of his opponent. That's a real tip off that he has no real case and has already lost the debate.

[CdnSirian]

Amaterasu: "EDIT to add: You may be interested in the future I have visited... I present it in a science "fiction" novella I wrote. It is available here: http://files.abovetopsecret.com/file...70b7b43ddc.pdf"

I tried to download it but I got an error message "failed to read the document catalogue". I don't know what that means. But my computer cannot open it. Any ideas?

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I have been reading many science books over the past few years. They were one of my first loves, and it is really fun for me. It may sound odd, but I respect a lot of what white scientists do, and I am sympathetic to their outlook, despite how stunted it can be, despite the many evils of biological research and the weaponry that can result from scientific research (both white and black), and despite how one of the scientific establishment’s key assumptions has been used for another religious faith: materialism. Sometimes, you find a truly enlightened scientist who realizes the limits of scientific inquiry, but they are all too rare.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#real

I am not sure that I have encountered a more intellectually-dishonest milieu than that of organized skepticism. Sagan was a shady practitioner of the trade:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#sagan

and Randi is worse:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#randi

That Mr. Skeptic was one of Randi’s pupils makes sense, as he learned his fraudulent trade from the master. I plan to update my Randi section one day with the “amazing” situation where Randi tacitly admitted that paranormal phenomena are real, with his so-called challenge. A little statistical discussion is warranted. For many tests of paranormal claims, it is a numbers game, such as “guessing” random numbers. The statistics of randomness are well established, and there are what are called confidence levels. If a numbers guessing game was tested, the results readily lend themselves to statistical analysis to gauge whether the “guesses” are better than random. The sample size is relevant. If I flip a coin and predict heads and win, I have a 100% hit ratio, but for a sample size of one, I am not going to convince anybody that I have psychic ability. But if I flip that coin a hundred times and guess correctly sixty times, then a statistical case can be made that I have some edge over random guessing. Maybe it is psychic ability, and maybe it is something else, like trickery.

Anyway, for a scientist (and I am throwing out numbers here without crunching them, so these numbers are not to be taken literally, but to demonstrate how it works), the 60-for-100 hit ratio might derive the stat that I guessed at better than chance with a 99% confidence level, which means that it is less than one percent likely that I did it through “luck.” If I achieve an outcome that has less than a 1% chance of being luck, it will get a scientist’s attention that something is happening out of the ordinary. Science nearly never deals in absolutes, but in levels of confidence. If my feat ends up being a real good one under properly controlled conditions, with let’s say a 0.1% chance of being luck, a scientist will concede that something scientifically valid is happening besides chance.

For Randi’s $1 million challenge, however, let’s say that the level of scientific significance is one-in-five. Randi’s challenge stated that to win the award, the claimant would have to demonstrate a one-in-a-million level of significance, taking it way, way past what would convince a scientist. Randi has the right to rig the proceedings that way, but to then claim that the paranormal is a delusion because nobody can meet his standard (when he accepts the challenge, and we have seen when he ran away http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#challenge ) is where the fraud comes into play. It would be like being able to levitate three feet above the ground, but Randi’s challenge stated that a claimant would have to levitate a mile into the air to win the prize. That is literally how his challenge was constructed. And Mr. Skeptic accuses Dennis’s programs of all being scams?

Maybe that skepTick guy is a sociopath, but he just acts like typical “skeptics” with their worship of the Establishment and their emotional immaturity. I posted a reply to his site because his little rant was such a rich example of how organized skepticism plies its trade. I have little doubt that he is one of Mr. Skeptic’s buddies, if not Mr. Skeptic’s sock puppet.

Going to bed now,

Wade

[Gardener]

Hi Wade
Just picking this comment from your above post.


Maybe that skepTick guy is a sociopath, but he just acts like typical “skeptics” with their worship of the Establishment and their emotional immaturity. I posted a reply to his site because his little rant was such a rich example of how organized skepticism plies its trade. I have little doubt that he is one of Mr. Skeptic’s buddies, if not Mr. Skeptic’s sock puppet.

It seems to be that the 'skepTicks' are asigned, the same ones pitch up time after time, I have seen this with others, people doing something right, to benefit humankind. Hounding them with lies, on multiple web-sites, a smear campaign which gets to the top of google pages.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Gardener:

Yes, it could be that the skepTick guy was assigned to do that. That was my first public interview. Some like him are definitely professionals, but on one hand, I don’t mind. He is not going to sway the mind of anybody that I am trying to reach. Stacking up a bunch of obvious lies is not too impressive.

I am more than half convinced anymore that Mr. Skeptic is on the payroll. I think it is more interesting if his crusade against Dennis was rooted in his ego, but there are too many pieces of evidence around him, such as when he appeared, sixteen years of crazy persistence, and his constant lying, which makes me think that he is a professional.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#skeptic

He is not stupid, so he must be dishonest. Why he is dishonest is something that I don’t know, although I have my guesses:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

What is really crazy is that he belongs to a free energy organization as its resident skeptic:

http://peswiki.com/index.php/Congress:Member:Eric_Krieg

in an organization run by the guy who essentially replaced Brian at NEM. People in the FE field with a clue have been astounded to witness that situation. Something stinks pretty badly there, although I just chalk it up to naïveté and hubris.

Brian had a high-profile smear guy who dogged him when he spoke at conferences. Brian did not like it, but realized that it came with the territory. Anybody who does work like this will get attacked by people like Mr. Skeptic, skepTick, and friends, some of whom are on the payroll.

But Mr. Skeptic, for instance, does stuff so off-kilter at times that I also have a hard time believing that he is a pro. For instance, he has a $10K challenge to demonstrate an FE device. That is one of the sillier things that I have ever seen. A working FE device, one that is market-ready, is a quadrillion dollar piece of technology:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/risk.htm#quadrillion

Dennis turned down a billion dollars to go away:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

and the standard carrot these days, the initial friendly buyout, for something that can still be on the drawing board, is $2 million. And somebody with an FE device is going to accept Mr. Skeptic's Randi-like challenge to win $10K? I can’t imagine anybody legit submitting to something like that. We see people stuck in the old paradigm applying for patents, walking straight into the lion’s den, but I would be amazed if anybody with the goods came within a thousand miles of Mr. Skeptic’s challenge. So, on one hand, it is easy to think that the guy is an idiot, but then he does a broadcast-quality “documentary” on FE. Bizarre.

Best,

Wade

[Ilie Pandia]

Hello,

I have a not so nice confession to make. Even though I've read the story of Dennis Lee on Wade's web site and got familiar with it, I've never actually wondered who the man is, how he looks like.

Today I did just that, mainly wondering how come I did not stumble on Dennis before, in my FE research...

So I've looked him up on the web and sure enough I've found his videos. Dennis Lee was among the very first FE inventors that I've "researched" (you'll see why the quotes in a moment).

I've seen his promotional videos, about free energy devices, mileage increase and the heat pump. And while looking at those videos I could not help myself but think: "wow... what a sales man! and money back guarantee... right!". Back then I was still in the beginning and I thought I know how the world works, and how physics works. So his perpetual motions talk got my attention (and not in the good way).

Next I've decided to look up the guy. The very fist web pages that I found where similar to "*hoax*-Dennis Lee free energy-*hoax*". Needless to say that fitted perfectly with my "view on physics"... I've also looked at videos such as these:

Part1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kv9vMzXJbho
Part2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK5UVpWpq0w
Part3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6SB2Nq_NMo

Those videos basically destroyed, in my view, Dennis and his claims. So I've put him out of my mind. Luckily I don't do well with remembering names, and so when I've read about Dennis on Wade's web page I did not make the connection at all, until now.

Looking up "Dennis Lee free energy" on the web you will only get tons of pages that he is a hoax and videos taking apart his claims. His strongest point, "money back guarantee", is also attacked showing alleged customers that were not satisfied but were unable to get their money back. The amount of "information" trying to prove every year that Dennis is a scam is astounding... I've never seen that much put up on anybody else!

Dennis Lee is a brilliant marketer, no doubt about it, and I tend to be put off by that, big time. But looking at the above videos now, knowing the story from Wade's point of view, is painful to watch. I can't even begin to imagine having been there as Wade was, and having to put up with all the lies... you would look like a deluded crazy person trying to side with Dennis after seeing a video like the one above.

Frankly I had no idea the lies were so big! And Dennis is still going at it... the amount of suppression and attack that he has to put up with is impressive to say the least...

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ilie:

Ah yes, the Dateline show. I never watched it, but have been told about it. Somebody from Hollywood tried to get me on TV recently, and I saw part of that show in the presentation that was made to get my interest up. Over the next few days, I will make some posts on the subject matter of Dennis, how he went about what he did, what I learned, and some related issues. As I wrote earlier in my Godzilla summary:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=400492&viewfull=1#post400492

when your own mother parades the lies that her employer tells about you to your friends and family, you begin waking up pretty fast to how the world really works. It is not pretty. I talked about how much I pay attention to the media and Dennis in my first interview with Scott and Tom:

http://www.youtube.com/user/SpectrumRadioNetwork#p/c/BACC03E294B890CD/4/ZI39RzWxCOQ

Until you have been on the receiving end of media smears, it can really be hard to believe. They can make it up as they go. Hollywood and the media is about creating, as Chomsky said, necessary illusions. I also understand that the way that Dennis goes about it also leaves him open to attacks like that. But, if they were critical about the things that they could be critical about (and there are, with any effort like Dennis’s), but weighed that against his incredible effort and the upside for humanity, I could sign on with it. But, what they invariably do is tell Big Lies about Dennis (and the mud hits me, too), and their primary goal is always to portray Dennis as somebody with criminal motivation, which is the furthest thing from the truth that I can think of.

Dennis is a Christian and I am not, and I don’t get into Christian allegory too much, but watching Dennis’s journey is reminiscent of how Jesus ended up on a cross while the crowd yelled to have Barabbas delivered to them. In many ways, not a lot has changed in two thousand years.

I am sympathetic when people get turned off by Dennis when he is pitching, or when he invokes God and his religion. That stuff is partly why I do what I do. I took a different path. Dennis is human like the rest of us, but he is the only person on Earth that I know of who could successfully complete this application:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany

Going to bed now.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Here is my first post on my Dennis days. One of the more difficult things that I have had to deal with in my writings and public work is the Dennis issue. My days with Dennis comprised the most educational, dismaying, fulfilling, and incredible period of my life. But those days pretty much ended in the 1980s. I was with Dennis again, for a few months in 1996-1997, and have helped him here and there since then, but 1986-1988 were really my years with him. But, like an actor getting typecast in an early role, such as Mark Hamill as Luke Skywalker or Bob Denver as Gilligan, most people can’t shake the perception that I am not with Dennis, have not been with him for many years, and have been doing something different for a long time.

I do not follow what Dennis is doing now, and really have not paid much attention since the 1990s. It is not that I don’t wish him the best – I never met or heard of another like him – it is just that my interests are different, and I was launched on my alternative energy path long before I met Dennis; for a few years, we rowed the same boat. Those days are over. I also do not have the freedom to publicly discuss my days with Dennis to the degree that I would like, mainly because many people from those days would rather remain anonymous to the degree that they can, both the innocent and the guilty.

Our goals have always been the same; healing humanity and the planet. As with many others like us, the USA’s first energy crisis was a catalyst for our journey. Dennis’s first business was wiped out by the 1973-1974 energy crisis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#builders

while my first professional mentor invented what was considered the best engine in the world for powering an automobile, and he invented it just before that energy crisis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

I nursed my dreams of changing the energy paradigm for a dozen years, getting my baptism in the real world:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=406928&viewfull=1#post406928

before I met Dennis. Then my education truly began, and three years of being in the saddle with Dennis was enough for ten lifetimes. Indiana Jones has got nothing on Dennis. Dennis and Adam Trombly have the most spectacular life stories that I have yet encountered. I know Dennis’s a lot better than I know Adam’s, but if the average person heard their full stories, they would seem like the Tales of Sinbad. Their stories are all too real.

But, the incredible nature of their life stories is really secondary to what they have been attempting to do. Living those larger-than-life stories just comes with the territory of pursuing FE and world healing. The stories really are only important as learning lessons, not as titillating tales. And I paid attention.

As I rode with Dennis, the things I saw were often not only hard to believe; they were hard to survive. I saw what Dennis was made of, and I found out what I was made of. I learned lessons about the world that almost nobody ever learns, because almost nobody can play the game at those levels. I don’t kid myself that I would have learned them without my days with Dennis. I am actually grateful that I was led to Dennis by that voice:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

but I am also angry with that voice, for all the carnage that followed, including many wrecked and prematurely-ended lives:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice3

My greatest lesson, and the one that almost nobody wants to admit, is that personal integrity is the world’s scarcest commodity:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

It is the primary reason why we do not have FE today. The FE situation has almost nothing to with technology, or money, or any of the many axles that newbies to the field get wrapped around. It took me a long time to learn that, and I am here to help others understand that. But, as you can see by this thread, for instance, very few really understand. Building that choir will not be an easy task, but it has to start somewhere, and a cloistered forum, where my many assailants cannot come and attack me with their lies, has been a great blessing, to begin to engage the public and find people like Ilie and friends.

This series of posts will reveal insights that I have been silent on publicly until now, and we will see how it goes.

Off to work now.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am going to have some time this weekend to do a little writing. This is going to be difficult to write, for a few reasons, which may become obvious. I am going to begin way back. The Western USA was largely settled by uneducated white people who sought free land and gold:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lies.htm#terrell

and it was no different for my family,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#_edn145

and Dennis’s. We both have Scots-Irish heritage, but are really Northern European mongrels, with some American Indian thrown in. Joe Bageant

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joe_Bageant

wrote capably of that culture, and his redneck writings describe a lot of Dennis’s and my heritage. I have relatives in prison (one for murdering his infant son), driving trucks, working in machine shops, and the rest of that poor white milieu.

Dennis was the oldest child of a migrant-farm-worker family, when white people still did that work. He was born in 1946 in the agricultural town of Yakima, Washington. Harvesting asparagus was the most arduous work that he did while growing up. My father’s parents grew up in sod huts in Kansas:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#kansas

and my father grew up poor on a farm in Bellingham, Washington. Part of the family lore was that during World War II, when my grandfather was off fighting the Japanese, my grandmother somehow lost a dime. The house and farm was turned upside down to find that dime; they never found it, which meant that the family went without some necessities that month. The way that my aunts decorate their homes today, overstuffed with knickknacks, is obviously a reaction to their austere childhoods. My grandmother saved items such as string, even while living in a very comfortable retirement on Queen Anne Hill in Seattle, which also reflected her austere past.

While my father’s religious lineage was Quaker, Dennis was raised on the fierier kind of Christianity. As Dennis’s family followed the plantings and harvests around the USA, often living in dirt-floored huts, his mother kept the children clean and dragged them to Sunday sermons. Dennis never really believed the Bible stories, and asked the ministers if they really believed the stories that they told. Some were honest enough to say that they did not know if they were true, but they were inspiring stories, nevertheless, so they told them to their flocks.

While Dennis questioned Christianity, he supped eagerly on another of America’s religions, which was the flag-waving type. Every American is force-fed the red, white, and blue Kool-Aid from their cradles, and taught to worship a flag from age five:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#flag

Horatio Alger stories were plentiful:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horatio_Alger

where anybody with gumption could get ahead in the Land of Opportunity. For poor rural whites, those faiths were among their few solaces. The poor also knew, at some level, that they were being used by the capitalists, but capitalism ultimately proved an irresistible force.

At age thirteen, Dennis’s father informed him that the family could no longer afford to feed him, so he was on his own. From age thirteen to eighteen, Dennis lived in abandoned houses and slept for a couple of years in a janitor’s closet at his high school, until the janitor discovered him. Dennis performed one of his first sales jobs in those teenage years, telling his father that the family did not have to be nomadic, that they could survive in Yakima year-round. After Dennis left home, the family stayed in Yakima (partly so his father could keep track of Dennis, to help when needed) and found that they could survive without following the plantings and harvests. Dennis’s father eventually became an instructor at the local college, teaching orchard management. Dennis had to booby-trap some abandoned houses that he lived in, because vagrants also frequented such places and were not above abusing or killing the children that they found; booby-trapping a staircase could keep Dennis safe at night. After plenty of hair-raising experiences, Dennis did what poor rural Americans have been doing since the nation was founded: he enlisted in the military in 1964, before he would have graduated from high school.

Dennis was a medic in the Army’s paratrooper corps, stationed in Munich. I was in Munich in 1974 and around the American military, and that was pretty nice duty to pull in those days. Dennis also discovered sex and German women. Dennis initially found the Army’s discipline chafing, but one day the base’s commander took Dennis to task, challenging him to become a soldier worthy of the uniform. Dennis took the challenge to heart and became the model soldier. He even became the soldier of the month on his base. The invasion of Vietnam heated up just as Dennis joined the Army, and he ended up in Vietnam before his tour of duty was finished in 1968.

Even though Dennis was a medic, he ended up participating in combat in Southeast Asia, the exceedingly bloody kind that the participants never fully recover from. Dennis was in veterans’ support groups after the Army discharged him. Also, a wartime medic is quite different than a peacetime medic. Dennis did far more than just draw blood, administer injections, and treat minor wounds. Dennis once performed an unassisted appendectomy, and developed aspirations of becoming a surgeon. His surrogate religion of American nationalism was strong during those days. He would get in fistfights with fellow soldiers who talked disparagingly about the USA. Dennis was a strapping fellow in those days, at six feet tall and about two-hundred muscular pounds.

Dennis was discharged from the Army in 1968 during the free love days, and took advantage of what that era had to offer. In Yakima after his Army days, Dennis had his awakening, as he had one of his larger-than-life events which showed him that American nationalistic indoctrination created a false consciousness:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#voice

Dennis has considered every day since that one to be gravy, as he was just about to pull the trigger when that voice piped up. Dennis enrolled in college in Yakima, and after a couple of years got a job in Alaska, in the infirmary on a radar base. The local mob tried to recruit him to dispense their drugs through the infirmary. Instead, Dennis worked with the FBI to bust the mobsters in a sting operation, which resulted in two murder attempts, the second coming from one of his policeman bodyguards as Dennis was leaving the state. Dennis still has the scar on his arm from that attempt (with a Bowie knife).

At the radar base, Dennis befriended a doctor who pioneered heart surgery for children, who buried most of his patients. He talked Dennis out of becoming a surgeon, and promised to pay for his college if Dennis abandoned his surgical dreams. When Dennis fled from the West Coast mob, he went to New Jersey, of all places. That was where the doctor’s family lived. Dennis studied social psychology, and as usual was at the top of his classes (he was class president at the Yakima college), and his university, Farleigh Dickinson in Newark:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fairleigh_Dickinson_University

offered internships for its best students with American politicians. Dennis’s senior project was studying Utopian societies – his idealism would always seek new avenues of expression, and just before graduation, he was invited to attend a conference led by B.F. Skinner:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B._F._Skinner

As the conference progressed, it became evident that Skinner’s thrust was a hyper-Pavlovian manipulation of the public’s collective mind. At Farleigh Dickinson, the best students could get internships with politicians where they learned to manipulate the public’s mind. It was reminiscent of Goebbels’s programs:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Goebbels

and Goebbels got many of his ideas from Edward Bernays,

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Edward_Bernays

who was one of the fathers of American-style propaganda:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#bernays

Dennis was horrified. It was like he joined a mob family but didn’t yet know it. On the brink of graduating with honors, he dropped out. He then began his idealistic first business, which was intended to bring craftsmanship back to house building:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#builders

to counter the mass-produced housing that dominated the post-war suburban boom. He was a babe in the woods and began learning the lessons of American business the hard way. Just when he was beginning to turn the corner on his business that he began with no capital, America’s first energy crisis hit, and his supplier illegally repossessed the materials for his big job, which quickly put him out of business. His first child died at the same time. Dennis was intentionally given bad legal advice (vengeance from a blueblood in-law), and pled guilty to fraud for his checks bouncing when the customer whose job had the materials repossessed stopped payment on a deposit for the job. That guilty plea haunts Dennis to this day.

Soon after that builder debacle, Dennis cloistered himself in a room; when he came out, after several days of what seemed to be automatic writing, he had created a card that consumers could use to unite and have a voice in the marketplace. Dennis was beginning to understand the capitalist game, and having captive consumers has always been one of capitalism’s primary goals. Businessmen hate competition, which even Adam Smith remarked on:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#smith2

and wiping out the competition and subsequently milking the captive consumer is how monopoly profits are attained. John Rockefeller and Bill Gates played that game to become incredibly rich, to later become “philanthropists.” American “philanthropy” is a strange beast:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#philanthropy

The card that Dennis invented reincarnated in a watered-down form known today as the Discover Card, which saves customers money as they use it. Of course, Dennis started the business with no capital. He began to discover that like the American mythology, capitalism was not about free markets. The oligarchy was decidedly resistant to “free enterprise,” and Dennis was discovering it the hard way. About that time, the “consumer protection” people began their crusades against Dennis that continue to this day. I have yet to find an example where the crusaders attacked Dennis out of a genuine concern for the public's welfare. They were all either trying to keep their kill ratio high:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#care

or working very consciously for their corporate patrons (always with under-the-table greased palms, of course :) )

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#espionage

Also, New Jersey was Mafia Central, and the mob was constantly trying to muscle in on Dennis’s business, which resulted in more murder attempts, and Dennis survived one in a way where he could have had the would-be assassins arrested, but he let them go. In the super-macho world of the mob, his act earned “respect” from the mob, and they left him alone after that. Dennis would eventually learn that the mob acts with more integrity than the capitalists and their minions in the government and media do.

During his card company days, Dennis became a Christian. It is an inspired Christianity, but I think that his fierce embrace of his faith had a lot do with his upbringing and experiences, as well as the idealism that he was likely born with.

The card company eventually failed, but not before Dennis met his current wife, who is Jewish but is also a Christian like Dennis. Dennis’s idealism attracted her, and she has largely borne the brunt of their journey ever since, as she has been his second in command at all of his companies. Dennis tried to give away the card company before it died, and became Pat Robertson’s partner for a short time, before Pat’s advisors told him to pull out because Dennis’s marketing plan could be construed as a pyramid scheme. It wasn’t, and its structure is what made it work. When Robertson pulled out, the company soon died:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#give

America’s first energy crisis inspired Dennis to get into energy conservation equipment, and his first venture was installing low-flow showerheads in New Jersey resorts, and he began one of his trademark programs, where they installed the showerheads for free, and if the resort did not want them anymore after a season, they would remove them, or customers could pay for them if they liked them. Removing the customer’s risk became a hallmark of Dennis’s programs.

Dennis eventually became involved in the foam insulation business, and again brought his genius to the situation. He approached one of the card company investors who got hurt when the card company went out of business, and he became Dennis’s partner.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#cook

Dennis needed a partner who could act as a front man, because Dennis’s fraud conviction on those bounced checks was haunting him. Dennis entered a fledgling industry that was in the craftsman stage, and consequently had poor quality control which created health hazards for the home’s occupants if not installed correctly. Dennis developed an industrialized process with quality control, and that, combined with his marketing genius, made a combination that was hard to stop. Instead of a man on the job, mixing the ingredients in a bucket and maybe doing it wrong, Dennis developed a “battlewagon” concept, where the insulation was computer mixed and Dennis’s marketing programs could sell an entire neighborhood, and the battlewagon could do an entire neighborhood in a fraction of the time that insulation craftsmen needed.

People tried to steal Dennis’s card company, and the front man was seduced by the rapid success of Dennis’s foam company, in a dynamic that Dennis would see many times over the years. That front-man investor was a cook by profession, but when Dennis’s foam insulation company took off like a rocket, greed and ego overcame the cook, and he began to believe that he could run the show, to the point where he blew apart Dennis’s business deals as he horned in. At that point, Dennis walked away from the company and the cook destroyed the company in one afternoon.

Dennis’s genius would later be evident in his heat pump business. When attacked by establishment bulwarks such as corrupt prosecutors:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#lie

and “skeptics”:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/dennis.htm#dishonest

what is predictable is their utter silence about Dennis’s brilliant marketing programs and industrialization of craftsmen-dominated “industries,” for technology that was vastly superior to what was on the market. They avoid the truth like the plague.

I will leave Dennis’s narrative for a little while, to sketch my journey. It is already covered some on my site:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#introduction

but I am going to go a little deeper here, and show how I was groomed for my fateful meeting with Dennis, which allowed me to see his brilliance and, more importantly, develop the ability to recognize a great soul. Dennis is the only person on Earth that I know of who can successfully complete this application:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany

But, I am also going to show the dynamics that led to my pursuing my own path.

I was recognized as different from the time I was born. I never cried much, and soon after I learned to walk, my parents knew that they had a highly unusual child. I memorized the books that my parents read to me before I was two years old:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#_edn4

I can remember events when I was two-years-old, and in kindergarten and first grade, when children are taught to read, I had already been writing my name for years, and reading came effortlessly to me. I am an incorrigible bookworm, and have been for nearly my entire life. It is how I came into this world.

I began the “gifted” curriculum of Johnson’s Great Society

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_society

programs by the third grade, and those programs continued until high school, when they were dismantled. I was given many opportunities that my peers did not receive, and for that I can only be grateful. But I was a normal child in most ways. I was an athlete all the way through college, and had my share of friends and, later, girlfriends. My uncle introduced me to the mountains, after I had seen the Swiss Alps:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/pics.htm#matterhorn

and by age seventeen I was hooked on the wilderness, and that is a big part of why I live in the Pacific Northwest, where I can hike in spectacular settings to my heart’s content.

I was at the top of my classes all the way through college, with a particular fascination with the natural world that my teachers remarked on since the first grade. I was a science prodigy while growing up. It was a lot different than Dennis’s childhood. :)

I had my mystical awakening at age sixteen:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#my

after an atheist phase, and the voice in my head radically changed my college studies from science to business:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice

which I now know was partly intended to lead me to Mr. Professor:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice3

which I obviously have very mixed feelings about. At this time, I do not want to hear from the voice again, until it does a lot of explaining.

I also fall somewhere on the autism spectrum (closer to normal than Asperger’s syndrome (which Einstein, Newton, and Gates all likely had/have), but still in nerd territory), and have become a social misfit. I fit the hermit archetype: I want deep, meaningful interaction, or none at all. It makes working in corporate settings for my entire career a challenge for me, to say the least.

Mr. Mentor was a world-class inventive genius:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#funeral

and I met another in Dennis. I became a student of genius, and had the good fortune to be mentored by two of them. It appears to have all been part of my training. Training for what, I am not sure, but my years with Dennis propelled my journey ever since, and led to the creation of my website, my participation at forums such as Avalon, and my upcoming efforts, which will always rest heavily on what I learned during my wild ride with Dennis.

In other posts, I summarized my post-graduate years before I met Dennis:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=406928&viewfull=1#post406928

As with my childhood, I can see that I was being prepared for my fateful meeting with Dennis in 1986, when I was only twenty-seven.

This post is only preparatory, to lay the groundwork for what I learned during my days with Dennis, and how it influenced what I do today. We will see how many posts this narrative requires, but I hope that it is only a few long ones. We will see. I may do another one this weekend, but I have to attend to my chores.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Here are my Dennis days, part 3:

Dennis’s ability for industrializing craftsmen processes, and bringing his marketing savvy and creativity to the situation, created explosive programs. They were so explosive that he ended up being attacked from all sides, from the mob, to his business associates, to the oligarchy. He was marketing what are known as disruptive technologies. They not only threatened to disrupt the market of the established interests, but they inspired greed in nearly everybody who saw the program.

When the cook killed the company, Dennis walked away and started another one in another area, taking in new partners. The cook tried to take vengeance on Dennis and had him arrested for forgery and fraud. Since the cook himself cashed the checks that Dennis “forged,” the case was immediately dismissed. In the meantime, at Dennis’s new company, when he was arrested, one of the partners announced that he was now running the company.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#mobster

The guy smelled like a mobster, and Dennis left fast. The thieves always they think that the money will just roll in if they can they steal Dennis’s company. They have what I have called mindless greed. They are same people who kill the goose that laid the golden eggs. When the company collapsed around the mobster’s ears, he was going to take the cook’s vengeance one step further and break Dennis’s legs. The Dennis got “lucky” by coming down with Guillain–Barré syndrome:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guillain-Barr%C3%A9_syndrome

and becoming paralyzed from the neck down. Being a veteran and having two companies pulled out from under him and being destitute, he was treated at the VA. They put him on an experimental steroid treatment and nearly killed him three times due to their negligence:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#va

Dennis’s body never fully recovered from those days. He has no equilibrium, and his “thermostat” does not work, so he easily and nearly constantly feels too hot. He constantly fans himself with whatever is handy.

When Dennis semi-recovered from his paralysis, he got back into the business of selling insulation and other energy-saving equipment. He bought a business from another man, and with Dennis’s situation of nearly being homeless, the man screwed Dennis by selling him the company for twice what it was worth. As Dennis once again launched the rocket, the former owner who previously bragged to people how he screwed Dennis now felt like the aggrieved victim, and the authorities, working on behalf of the local oligarchy, were trying to put Dennis out of business.

Right at that moment, Dennis put on a show at a mall, and as a favor to a friend he demonstrated a “solar system,” but put it in a dark corner, out of the way. One man at the mall kept pestering Dennis about that solar system in the back. In those days, all the direct-solar systems were essentially pieces of garbage that almost solely existed to take advantage of Carter’s renewable energy tax credit. Dennis figured that the entire solar industry was a scam (and it largely was), and was not interested in selling solar systems. But as that man kept bugging Dennis, and said that he was willing to pay $12,000 cash for the thing, Dennis eventually realized that it was no typical solar system.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#lamco2

The LamCo system is still the best heating system ever sold on the world market:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#lamco1

Dennis then got involved with the LamCo system, and did his usual stuff. He quickly knocked the industry on its ear, selling them a hundred at a time. As usual, his business associates repeatedly stole his company from him, and one time it was mobsters who stole it. But, early on, Dennis unveiled one of his masterpieces, his Systems For Savings program:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#sfs

It was sheer genius, and kept with the spirit of what Dennis did. Carter’s tax credit could pay for building, selling and installing the LamCo heat pump, and Dennis began selling the system on the program where the customer risked none of their money. They only handed over the tax credit money and then only paid what the system was proven to save. They did not have to know whether that exotic equipment would work or not. Dennis took all the risk. In future thefts of his companies, the thieves never understood that the value of Dennis’s companies was in Dennis’s marketing plans, not the heat pump. When they stole his companies, they promptly threw away Dennis’s “crazy” marketing plans, tried to sell them for cash, and all promptly went out of business.

At one point, Dennis was on the brink of having a household-name corporation put up a billion dollars to carpet the USA with heat pumps sold by Dennis’s Systems For Savings program. Not everybody was so greed-blinded stupid; the chairman of the board understood what Dennis had ahold of. Just as they got to the deal’s short strokes, Dennis’s business associates stole his company, stole the patent, and Dennis had to withdraw from further negotiations.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#billion

One of my essays tells the story in a fair amount of detail:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#dennis

Soon after having his company stolen once again, and surviving an attempt to kill both him and his wife, Dennis went home to Yakima for Christmas. He had two surviving daughters by that time, and a new infant son that he wanted to introduce to his family. The son died of crib death in Yakima, and with mobsters and others devouring the remnants of his companies (the mobsters actually pulled of a real scam in those days, creating a fake company around the heat pump, and when they took in more than a million dollars for orders and dealerships, they folded up the operation and disappeared), Dennis did not have an urgency to try again on the East Coast.

Just then, an energy disaster hit Washington State, known as WHOOPS:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#whoops

which led to the biggest municipal bond default in U.S. history to that time.

Until WHOOPS, Washington had the lowest utility rates in the USA because of all of its hydroelectric projects, with electricity costing one penny per kilowatt-hour. There couldn’t be a market for energy-saving equipment at those rates, but in the wake of WHOOPS, energy costs were projected to skyrocket, and Dennis decided to try to sell his heat pump in his home state. He naively believed the ads run by Washington’s’ electric industry, particularly the Bonneville Power Administration. With heating in the state being mainly all-electric because of the cheap electricity, and the electric companies touting conservation, Dennis thought that they would love 85% energy savings for heating. He discovered the hard way that they had more like 25% savings in mind.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#weather

Dennis’s heat pump would be a financial catastrophe for the electric companies. His heat pump would cost them many billions of dollars in lost revenues if he got going in Washington.

In the meantime, a member of the Yakima oligarchy pursued Dennis; it did not take a genius to recognize Dennis’s talent. But the oligarch soon began playing the usual games, and Carter’s tax credit would expire at the end of 1985. In late 1984, the oligarch was telling people that he did not need Dennis anymore. Dennis then bolted over the Cascade Mountains for Seattle with his family in a beat-up station wagon, twenty dollars in his pocket and no place to sleep. Dennis had a little over one year left to make an industry around the heat pump by using the tax credit. Less than a year later, Dennis’s stake in his company was worth $50 million.

Dennis still believed that the electric companies would love him. The next year stands as probably the greatest effort ever made to bring alternative energy to the American marketplace. I have never heard anything remotely close to what Dennis did in late 1984 to the end of 1985.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#run

The electric companies tried to strangle Dennis’s company in the cradle from behind the scenes, even though Dennis kept trying to work with them.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#seattle1

They eventually sicced a corporate hit man on the company. His actions resulted in a woman’s death:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#death

and her death was Dennis’s radicalizing moment in his energy pursuits. The electric companies eventually pulled out all the stops to kill Dennis’s company, from the Attorney General to OSHA to media smears to a phony bankruptcy suit waged by that corporate hit man:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#bk

Many lives were wrecked by that mega-gangster activity. As Smedley Butler remarked, the Mafia is small fry compared to the USA’s corporate hegemons and their lackeys in government:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#butler

Meanwhile, I was living my life’s unhappiest years in Los Angeles,

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=406928&viewfull=1#post406928

reaching a point of desperation in early 1986. Dennis’s Seattle company was in its death throes by then. Dennis incredibly was able to install four hundred heat pumps in Seattle, with all the death blows aimed at the company.

In late February 1986, for the second and so far last time in my life, I prayed for guidance, and the next morning the voice in my head suggested that I move to Seattle, and I did:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice2

Ten days after that voice talked to me, I was interviewing at Dennis’s company. How I came to Dennis is part of the folklore around him. It was all way larger than life. My teenage dreams of changing the energy industry were happening before my eyes. It was truly incredible, but I have to say, be careful what you wish for. :)

The first interview was with the controller, and I bowled him over. There were no other contenders for the job after that interview. The next week, Dennis moved his company and factory. The week after that, I interviewed with Dennis and his wife, and they hired me on the spot, to start the next day. That night, Dennis spoke in front of several hundred people at the Seattle Center, which was a walk from my grandparents' house on Queen Anne Hill. Dennis was an impressive speaker, and I was amazed at what I was getting involved with. In those days, there was none of the religious talk that Dennis became notorious for. When I met him, he was just a businessman trying to sell energy-saving equipment.

I received one paycheck before the company stopped making payroll. I ended up working for months, for free, reconstructing the company’s books. But I was on fire. Although I starved that year, ending the year in the middle of a 45-day fast because it was cheaper than eating, 1986 was my life’s happiest year. I was finally pursuing my life’s work.

Of course, with the company nearly wiped out by the electric companies and their minions, Dennis’s business associates saw their chance to steal the company! :)

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#theft

Several different players made their plays, but the one that succeeded was engineered by my boss, the controller. He was literally hired to properly execute the transaction that took Dennis’s company public. He instead did not properly execute the transaction, and used his “negligence” to architect the theft of the company. The same people also stole the company of Dennis’s financier, in a move that the financier believed was part of the same operation:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#theft

I was there for all of that mayhem at the end, and it was the beginning of my awakening.

When I saw the employees cheer the theft of the company, I began waking up fast:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient1

Several players were making their plays, and it was educational to see all the fur that flew:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient2

By late summer of 1986, Dennis had been run out of the state, and of the four hundred employees that he had several months earlier, I was the only one who chased him to Boston, where he began to rebuild the effort:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#chasing

My writings more than hint at all the dishonorable and criminal actions that I witnessed in those days in Seattle. Just before Dennis’s company was stolen (and I was sleeping at the factory to ensure that the controller and gang did not come in the night and change the locks, like they had done a week previously, as they made their initial play), I helped store Mr. Inventor’s equipment in Mr. Engineer’s barn in Ellensburg:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#inventor1

At the end, only two people bowed out with honor in Seattle. Mr. Engineer was waiting for Dennis to make something happen in Boston, so he could get paid. Mr. Engineer was in it for the money. In Ventura, Mr. Engineer went to work for the thieves who stole Dennis’s company while he was in jail:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=400493&viewfull=1#post400493

and he later admitted to me how naïve he was, and said that he and Mr. Researcher were “saps.” That sappiness ended up being pretty costly for me and others. It was also a low-integrity thing to do. Working for glad-handing cutthroats because of the promise of a paycheck does not earn high marks. I could smell Mr. Texas’s play from a thousand miles off, and did my best to dissuade the “saps” from getting involved, to no avail. Mr. Engineer got “lucky,” and only had to drive from Texas to Ellensburg penniless after they got what they wanted from him and summarily fired him.

As I am writing this, I can tell that it would take several days to relate all that I have to say about what I learned in those days. There are not enough hours in the day to do it, and I have other pressing matters. I have not gotten to where my learning curve really began to steepen, which began in Boston. I will put up a post or two tomorrow relating to those days, and what I also ended up learning New Jersey in the 1990s, when Dennis coaxed me back into the saddle with him.

To skip to the end for a moment, I learned that the commerce game is hopelessly rigged on the FE front, and that people seeking patents and capital for their FE efforts are like babes in the woods who are about to walk into Godzilla’s lair. As will be seen in the others posts that I am about to make, I no longer have any interest in mounting business efforts to make FE happen. I also know that Godzilla cannot be snuck past while he is sleeping. He cannot be negotiated with, and certainly cannot be defeated in battle, especially by a publicly-mounted effort.

After long years of digesting what I survived, and trading notes with fellow travelers such as Brian O, I reached the level of understanding that informs my efforts to create a Stampede of the Lambs. :) The heavy lifting of attaining my understanding happened during my days with Dennis. There is no teacher like experience. What I have learned since the 1980s has been more of a rounding and broadening of my perspective. The basics were forged from 1986 to 1989.

Maybe the warrior path has a prayer, but people who play those games should consider their lives forfeit, as Dennis does, and if they involve friends and family in their efforts, they will be risking their lives, too. I have been there, done that, and it extracted a price immensely greater than I ever imagined it could be. I always dissuade newbies from those paths when I see them making feints in those directions. Realistically, very few people have the right stuff to walk even ten feet on that path, so they can’t get into too much trouble, but I don’t want any more wrecked lives and premature deaths on my conscience:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#voice3

and it sure seems like a great waste of lives to go that route, unless achieving martyrdom is the goal.

Good night,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

On another note, I posted this at Nexus a minute ago:

http://nexus.2012info.ca/forum/showthread.php?8918-Nexus-Interviews-Don-Shipley-Ex-Navy-Seal&p=57522&viewfull=1#post57522

Hi:

Scott notified me this morning about stirring this hornet’s nest. When Brian O and I interviewed with Bill and Kerry a few years ago, we were some of the relatively few Camelot witnesses who did not claim to be insiders.

There is a huge problem with alleged insiders, because if they are really deep insiders, there is not going to be any way to verify their “employment” status. This whole “stolen valor” stuff I take with a grain of salt. None of the people whom I know who were involved in those operations were proud of it. I also take insider claims with a grain of salt.

I had a close relative who was on the secret team of a household-name diplomat:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#cia

I doubt that will be any record of his employment, anywhere in the government’s archives. He was a disposable contract agent, whose actions and employment status could be disavowed. It is called plausible deniability. The only reason that I found out about his secret life was that an operation blew up and he had to have a bodyguard for a while, and then his spouse was brought in, and I later found out about it.

Another pal was once inducted into a Special Forces operation, just before he was discharged from the military. “Borrowing” soldiers from the general population, for one operation, does not seem to be unusual. I won’t go into details, but that Special Forces operation has not been made publicly available, many, many years later. In fact, the public information that I have seen seems to lie about the event that the operation was a part of. I heard the inside story long before any of it became public. Lots of that activity happened during the Vietnam era.

One of my college buds was in Vietnam and ended up on a mission that was “off the books.” It was a bloody mission, but I doubt that there will be any record of it. Around Fort Bragg is a “community” of ex-Green Berets who were so f**ked up by their overseas experiences that they are wards of the state, no longer fit for living in civil society. I heard this tale from one of those casualties.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#interrogate

You can’t do stuff like that and come back “normal.” Every person whom I know who saw combat does not like to talk about it. They do their best to forget it:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#kansas

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#sledge

The bottom line is that in a culture of secrecy, anybody can claim anything. That is why when I get my invitation-only forum going, it will only be populated with real people, not a bunch of nom de plumes. People such as Navy Seals are low on the food chain.

I don’t rely at all on “inside information” that I got from alleged insiders. There is a ton of disinfo out there, from all sides. I have always been uneasy with the idea of insiders coming in from the cold. It is a minefield. There is real stuff, and there is fake stuff. None of it can be considered as a guide for action. This I know: when CIA insiders tried to publish their memoirs, there was hell to pay. Ralph McGehee was a civil servant with a GS rating:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/mcgehee.htm

and he is one of only two CIA employees who went through the legal channels, and he went through an epic legal battle. There has never been an NSA-insider memoir published that I am aware of, and that is all a ways down the food chain from Godzilla.

The USA, my great nation, is responsible for about fifteen million or so deaths in the nations that we have invaded in my lifetime.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#toll1

https://sites.google.com/site/iraqiholocaustiraqigenocide/polya-gideon

https://sites.google.com/site/afghanholocaustafghangenocide/polya-gideon-afghan-holocaust-afghan-genocide

as we play our imperial games of resource grabs and making the world safe for capitalism.

You really have to go back to Hitler and Japan to find anything comparable to our imperial death toll, so I don’t know what any American servicemen have to be proud of, if they were part of the invading forces.

I was stepped on by Godzilla, but he did not invite me to dinner. All we got to see were his lackeys and hit men.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#hitting

Conspiracism can be a slippery slope to paranoia and other unproductive reactions:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#conspiracism

In the big picture, the black ops stuff is really not very important. What is important is if we wake up and take our destiny into our own hands, and stop looking to elites, both the white and black factions, for the answers. It is up to us, not them.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Here is the final installment of my Dennis days, at least for now. I could write for hundreds of pages on that subject, but need to move on for now.

I want to back up briefly to when I met Dennis. The facility was next to Boeing Field in Seattle. The building was 300 meters long and, like the typical factory, in the front were the offices. The office area was large, around fifty meters square, with offices lining it, with an upstairs meeting room that was also as large, which held the shareholder meeting when Dennis had his company stolen:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient1

I had interviewed at their other facility a couple of weeks previously, and they were settling into the new place, and I was already on fire. I sat in a chair out in the floor area, maybe fifteen meters from the offices, waiting for my interview. It was a bustling place, with people coming and going. As I sat there, waiting for my interview, in my suit, Dennis walked into the building. I did not know it was Dennis at the time. I interviewed with him a few minutes later. He later said that I was shaking in that interview. It had to do with my excitement, and also I was still recovering from my LA Days.

But as Dennis walked in, amongst that crowd of people, our eyes met. It was not just the normal eye contact in passing, either. When we locked eyes, he kept looking at me, as if he was trying to figure out who I was. He may have known that I was the youngster who was interviewing for the accounting job, but I am not sure. I was definitely a new face. But as he walked to his office, he kept looking at me, with a kind of curious/puzzled expression. I never had an encounter like that before or since. I kept looking at him as he looked at me. In the years since, I think that it was one of those moments where we both subconsciously knew that something was up. If you will forgive the comparison, it is like I was Babe when Arthur Hoggett picked him up at that fair:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Babe_(film)

and there was some ineffable recognition when we looked at each other (I could not find a YouTube clip of that scene, alas). I had similar events in those years, such as when I first met the woman who became my wife. I did not just have that voice in my head when “needed,” but recognition events happened that seemed innocuous at the time, but I now know had a lot more behind them.

I look back with some fondness at many events from my Seattle days with Dennis (those were still innocent days for me). I worked long hours for months, for free as it turned out, at Dennis’s company, and hiked on the weekends. One night, after I had been there for a couple of months, I was leaving and Dennis needed a ride home, so I drove him. On that ride, he told me about that woman whose death Bill the BPA Hit Man was responsible for:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#death

Her name was Colleen Smith, as I seem to recall. In fact, I just surfed the Internet for a minute, and it looks like I found her:

COLLEEN SMITH: SSN: 537-66-9830; Born: December 25, 1956; Died: November 1, 1985.

She was only twenty-eight.

When Dennis told me what had happened, I could tell that it deeply impacted him. It was the radicalizing moment of his energy journey. The energy gangsters drew first blood.

When we stored Mr. Inventor’s equipment in Mr. Engineer’s barn, we were not able to get all of it on that rental truck, and some was left in the factory. After my boss completed the company’s theft, the thieves were now on the inside. Their entire goal was pillage anyway, and I befriended Mr. Inventor over that summer. He asked me to come with him when he was finally allowed back into the building after the thieves had abandoned it. The police came with us, and it was a sad moment when we entered the building and saw how his remaining equipment, records and furniture had been ransacked. He was sixty-three years old at the time, and that string of indents put him into the rocking chair. Years later, his equipment was still in Mr. Engineer’s barn, abandoned. Those are some of the wrecked and prematurely-ended lives that I keep referring to in my writings. But Mr. Inventor tried to take vengeance on Dennis, of all people, for what happened,

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#extortion

when we invited him to come back with us as we rebuilt. When Dennis was in jail and some of the other extortionists testified at the preliminary hearing, Mr. Inventor was so eagerly rabid to testify against Dennis that he went overboard and the prosecution would not use him. He really did not have anything to testify to. As I reconstructed the company’s accounting records, I saw that Mr. Inventor received his weekly “consulting” payment while the rest of us worked for free. I was sympathetic to what Mr. Inventor lived through, but attacking Dennis was far from the appropriate response. His behavior was an example of what I eventually saw a great deal of. Dennis was ground zero for the air strikes that they called in on us, and there was plenty of “collateral damage,” but the “bad guys” were the people calling in and executing the air strikes, not Dennis. Mr. Inventor’s behavior was my early indicator that my initial experiences with inventors misled me:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#inventor

Mr. Mentor is the closest thing to an altruistic inventor that I ever met:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#glimpse

and that gave me a false sense of the playing field. Inventors are their own worst enemies, with their greed, naïveté, delusions of grandeur, and so on. The GCs study the weaknesses of FE inventors and their allies, to exploit their proclivities so that they fall on their own swords, and don’t need to be subjected to more direct countermeasures:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#bearden

Only two people withdrew with honor in Seattle that I saw. There were probably some others, but it was only a few.

Chasing Dennis to Boston was one of the hardest things I ever did. It was my fourth attempt to live in Seattle, and that time I left behind a girlfriend that I got together with the weekend before I left, when I was already planning to be gone. It was another instance of my “friends” testing me.

When I rolled into Boston, Dennis called me an “enigma.” He did not know why I was there, but he trusted his “god” that I was there for a good reason. Some anecdotes are almost fun to recall, but the point of writing these posts on my Dennis days was what I learned. The Seattle experience gave me a good dose of reality. I realized that smiling people and cheering throngs did not mean much. I saw the same people cheering Dennis one day with a standing ovation, and cheering the theft of his company the next.

When I met Dennis, there was none of that religious talk that he is notorious for. While he was trying to survive the death blows, he was just a businessman trying to sell energy-saving equipment with no risk to the customer. He had been playing that game for several years by that time, but he never did it again after Seattle. He and I have never discussed it, but I think that he came to realize that the world ran far differently than he thought it did. When he hit Seattle, he truly believed that the electric companies would love him for bringing such astounding energy saving equipment to the market.

In Boston, he still tried to work with the electric companies. When I was on the road to Boston, Dennis spoke at a DOE event.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#ltpc

talking up the energy (money) that his heat pump saved. After his talk, he was approached by a man whose company made a low-temperature turbine, who invited Dennis to their facility. That was on Friday. I arrived on Sunday, and on Monday, I drove Dennis over to the facility where we got a grand tour from the CEO. That is the day that Dennis began thinking about FE with his heat pump. Would it work? Beats me, but world-class experts believed that it was worth investigating. We were building prototypes for just that when we were raided in Ventura:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#raid

and Dennis got one to work in New Jersey. But first, Dennis put on his P.T. Barnum hat in Boston, and I became his partner. In the final analysis, I am not sure what Dennis was thinking, strategy-wise. We weren’t stacking up contracts and using them to get manufacturing and financing (the tax credit that made Dennis’s program so deadly expired at the end of 1985), but yelling “free energy” from the rooftops. We definitely attracted plenty of attention, and Dennis and Mr. Engineer got the red carpet treatment from New England’s most powerful electric executive (the Seabrook chairman of the board http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#seabrook ), while the local authorities at the county and state level were sharpening their axes, partly goaded by Washington’s Attorney General.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#middlesex

I have stated before that it was not my idea to move the operation to Ventura. The last thing I wanted to do was move back to California, but it looks like my “friends” had other plans.

In Seattle, when they brought the ax down, only the four hundred customers who put down money did not flee. It was in their interest to get those heat pumps installed, so they waited patiently, and even signed a petition to have the Attorney General stop “protecting” them by attacking Dennis’s company.

Starting from scratch like Dennis and his wife have done, over and over, is a very difficult trick. How do you attract the attention needed to get the effort going? Dennis played P.T. Barnum, but I soon saw that it attracted people who came for the show. Was anybody there who really cared about what our goal was? Maybe a few, and, of course, everybody would give the noble ideals lip service, but in practice the people got involved for what it could do for them.

My overgrown Boy Scout nature kept me questing and questioning. My “Easter Bunny” questions could make people laugh:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#believing

but I did not ask them to get a laugh. I really wanted to know. I did not even know how the heat pump really worked when I chased Dennis out to Boston, nor did I really understand it much when I became his partner. I was still reverberating from the lightning bolt, and I knew I was in the presence of great soul in Dennis. What most impressed me with what happened in Seattle was how heroic and optimistic Dennis was in the face of the onslaught. I was sold on Dennis more than anything else.

We had barely gotten going in Boston when we got the first “friendly buyout” offer, for $10 million.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten

I would have been an instant millionaire, but that was not our program. It was not until years later that I realized that those non-descript businessmen were Godzilla’s agents. Only a year later, they added a couple of zeroes:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

When I raised the money to become Dennis’s partner in January 1987, on about day thirty-seven of my fast because it was cheaper than eating, Dennis took me aside that day (we had lived together for two months by that time) and said that his wife was not sure that I should be his partner, because I was so young and naïve. That is how honest they are. When Dennis told me that, I remember thinking on one hand that maybe I was naïve, but on the other, who wants to be told that? :) Well, I was naïve. I was about to be rudely disabused of that naïveté over the next two years. What I lived through in the next two years nobody could have convinced me was possible. If I had any idea what I was getting into, I would have stayed in Seattle, or maybe LA. :) I think that is why my “friends” mess with me like they do, so that I keep going forward.

In Ventura, Dennis found his next rocket ship, and by the end of 1987, we were quite the story. People began flocking to our offices from around the world. Some had tales of woe to tell us:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#windmill

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#platinum

while others came to get involved or talk. A representative from the Japanese government showed up to talk with Dennis, and I talked to people from around the world. The Reagan administration was keenly aware of Dennis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#squeaky

as has every administration since then. We were a big focal point before they called in the air strike. About a month before the raid, I drove Dennis home late one night, around midnight, and Dennis stood on our parking lot, looking at the buildings we occupied. He said that the Big Boys’ eyes must be bugging out, seeing what we had going. It was really coming together. Little did I suspect what was coming next. The raid was the beginning of the end for me. They stripped out my office to the walls. When I found out the next day that they ransacked Mr. Researcher’s office and stole all of his technical material:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#mr

Wade the pacifist was ready for some violence. You don’t know how you are going to react in those situations until you are there. It is emotionally challenging to take this trip down memory lane, and I write about the highlights on my site, but I wanted to explain how my thinking changed during that journey. First a little aside…

Earlier, Tyler asked how the “bad guys” sleep at night:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=401106&highlight=sleep+night#post401106

When the sledgehammer came down in Ventura, I asked the same question, verbatim. And Mr. Stooge told me that they slept fine, and that I would eventually learn how such minds think, and then I would understand. A few months later, Mr. Stooge helped steal the company:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#trio

I have wondered in the years since then how Mr. Stooge sleeps at night, and he probably sleeps just fine. :)

Customers for the heat pump were in it to save money. Some were a little receptive to the idealism of the Seattle venture, but they were rather unwilling participants, only hanging in there, waiting for Dennis to show up with his heat pump, because if the attacks succeeded in destroying the company, they were going to be out of a lot of money with nothing to show for it. Dennis saved them all, but it was truly a heroic feat.

In Boston, other than yelling “free energy,” we were trying to get salesmen involved in something bigger, and Dennis tried playing with the electric companies. In Ventura, our main revenue was in selling educational materials and using it to fund R&D on FE. At the time, I really did not like the approach very much. Sell the heat pump like hotcakes and fund the R&D through profits – that was my thinking back then. I really wanted to be a part of building and selling equipment, but I certainly understood the allure of FE. Nevertheless, we became a major threat that had to be terminated with extreme prejudice. When Dennis did not take the big carrot, then came the big stick.

The dishonorable and criminal actions in Seattle paled compared to what happened in Ventura.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#texas

People I had known for most of my life acted dishonorably, cowardly, and the rest. The employees stole everything they could as they ran out the door. The newspapers were playing us up as crooks of the century, and my mother made a scrapbook from the articles and took it on tour to my friends and family:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?10672-WADE-FRAZIER-A-Healed-Planet&p=400492&viewfull=1#post400492

Words cannot describe what it was like to live through those events, but when the dust finally settled in the spring of 1990, I was radicalized.

I was always a “big picture” guy, and I can see that I began developing a comprehensive perspective in my childhood. After Ventura, I hit the books for several years:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#books

until I let Dennis talk me into joining up with him again, in 1996. I came to realize that the Big Boys raised the game to an entirely new level, and I nearly went to prison for my troubles:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#darker

As I focused my radicalized perspective on a vast variety of subject matter, and really began thinking comprehensively, it became evident that almost nobody else did. I did not even know that I was thinking comprehensively until I was introduced to Bucky Fuller’s work by one of his pupils:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#fuller

but I wrote stuff like this:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#can1

before really doing a deep dive on comprehensive thinking. My upcoming work will be far more consciously comprehensive, and energy will be front-and-center:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/upcoming.htm#revolutions

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#chart

But when I saw Dennis begin to play the religion card, or join the Patriot Movement, I wondered what he was doing. I think that he was looking for some army to lead, so they at least had some belief in common. But, what I eventually came to understand was that they were all scarcity-based, egocentric ideologies that Dennis was trying to tap into. But as I reflected on the situation over the years, I came to realize that all dominant ideologies are scarcity-based and egocentric:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

and that they were all not only used to keep people herded under a banner so they could be manipulated, but in a world of scarcity, those ideologies promised succor, as long as you were on the winning team.

When I began studying the Peak Oilers and neo-Malthusians in 2002, after I finished my site, I saw that they understood quite well how energy runs the game on Earth.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/scarcity.htm

But they were addicted to subtler, scarcity-based ideologies than those who saluted the religion, nationalism and capitalism flags.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#subtle

I tried and tried, but I was not able to reach them:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hooked.htm

That was when I began to suspect that people were addicted to scarcity. Or perhaps more accurately, they carved out their niche and were not about to budge. Trading notes with people like Brian O, and seeing how everybody, and I mean everybody, was protecting their niche, taught me that that was probably the primary reason why FE does not get any traction: the combination of the masses’ inertia, as they protect their niches, and the organized suppression of the people who want to keep them there, has so far proven unbeatable.

But other than the scientists, Peak Oilers and neo-Malthusians, very few people really think deeply about the energy issue, and that is also what keeps FE from getting any traction, even though it has existed since before I was born:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

In summary, Dennis and I began our energy journeys in Level 0:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level0

Dennis learned most of his energy industry lessons before he even thought about FE. Disruptive energy technology does not have to be FE; FE just amplifies the dynamics by an order of magnitude or three.

Once Dennis began thinking in terms of FE, I think he began playing in aspects of Levels 7, 9 and 10.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level7

Even when they had him in solitary confinement, he was never a Level 8-er:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level8

He always had his faith. In fact, when he was in solitary confinement, he figured that it was now God’s turn to come through. Mr. Professor and I rescued him a couple of months later, but it cost us, one might say:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#it

I paid off those debts for several years. And every check I wrote I wished could have been larger, as I was helping support a bankrupt Mr. Professor, who was literally a millionaire in 1986, before we hit Ventura.

I am kind of sorry that I am not doing a better job with this post. Events keep coming up that I could write about for pages, that I think will be helpful, but I am kind of rushing to the end.

In the end, I realized that there is nobody else like Dennis on the planet that I have heard of:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany

Trying to play the inventor/capitalist game for FE is suicidal (unless you get “lucky” and take the quiet money). Trying to herd people under ideological banners is also easily defeated. You can’t out-herd the shepherd who treats the entire planet as his ranch. Most people have no idea of how energy runs the world, so they do not focus on the energy issue, anyway, and have all been distracted by the bread and circuses served up by the social managers. All of those ruts and dead-ends are rooted in fear. Love is the answer and always has been:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy.htm#greatest

I have heard that there are some Level 19s on the planet:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level19

but for the rest of us who need to eat, the next epochal phase of the human journey, if we survive the transition, will be about FE and what can come with it:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#advanced

The greatest triumph of Godzilla and his minions is making FE and what can come with it unimaginable. All I am trying to do is make it imaginable:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#imagine

If enough people can just imagine it, then we will be on our way to creating that Level 12 choir:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12

and I won’t be asking anybody to risk their lives, and then maybe we can catalyze humanity’s move to Level 16:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level16

I might not live to see it, but people like Ilie may.

Signing off for now.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Hi Wade,

We have been conditioned for Eons and our belief systems are deeply instilled and for some maybe even cemented. :)

Push come to shove and for the most part, we all like to be seen as the "good guy" but there are very few when their back is up against it won't spring for survival over being the "good guy". It is almost an inborn reaction and may be in our genes now for centuries.

I think this is why the FE conundrum is so vast and so deep as beliefs run deep and are so varied by cultures, traditions, etc. and all the other programs we are operating from consciously and unconsciously. It all stinks but those without integrity can't smell a thing!

I'm such a realist I think that even though I "know" FE is the answer to all of our woes, I seem to be incapable of visualizing what the world would look like to me if we had FE. I have not been able to get pictures very easily when trying to visualize things, don't remember dreams either, but ask me how I feel about things and a future of FE and I can talk a mile a minute :) I have just accepted that I'm not a visual person I guess. I'm tired of thinking there is something wrong with me because I can't dream while awake or remember dreams. I used to say I don't dream but then I understand we all do according to the experts.

I believe without confirmation, I know without confirmation and for now I'm going with this "knowing" and holding the space for FE to become a reality before I leave this wonderful world.

[Wade Frazier]

Sandy, my darling, you are likely emotionally-centered in this lifetime:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#overleaves

and probably even higher emotional. I am emotionally-centered with a moving component. Women are naturally more emotionally-oriented, and men are more naturally visually-oriented. Call it evolution. :)

You are doing more than fine, and you keeping your awareness on this issue is important to me. Yes, scarcity-based awareness is baked deeply in the species, so deeply that most of it is invisible to the masses.

On the transformative potential of FE, guess who believes in it the most? Godzilla! :) He has spent literally hundreds of billions of dollars and other effort to prevent it from happening. If Godzilla believes so fervently in the transformative potential of FE, there must be something to it. :)


Sleep tight,

Wade