Tell me about your day - please - a very brief report.... [Archive]

Patient

22nd May 2019, 05:06

My work has me interact with a large portion of a population in and around a certain area.

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Today (specifically May 21st EST) many many people whom I interact with (as well as hearing from other people) experienced a certain type of emotional day.

This has me wondering if what many of us here on Avalon have theorized (about the ability of TPTB to control the masses due to nano tech/weather mods etc) might have actually occurred. So I am wondering what the target area could have been targeted with. Sure, it could be due to a solar flare, or the moon, or the alignment of the planets, etc., but I am seriously wondering.

So if you please, could you post a very brief reply on what people were like around you and where approximately in the world did you experience this. Later tomorrow I will share what I found.

sunwings

22nd May 2019, 09:21

Today is my Birthday, so I am having a great day! (But maybe that would make me invalid to your experiement)

Seabreeze

22nd May 2019, 11:11

hey, happy birthday sunwings ....:flower:

My day May 21-2019 did start kind of strange. I woke up one hour later than I usually wake up. What was strange? - I woke up sitting in the bed. This never happened to me before. But then I had a nice day. The weather here was very nice and sunny - a bit to hot today because hardly a breeze around . People I meet today been all kind of relaxed and balanced...but they all seemed to be catched in their own thoughts....so I did not have many conversations with others....

I guess this is not much information for your study....sorry....

Tintin

22nd May 2019, 11:53

Today is my Birthday, so I am having a great day! (But maybe that would make me invalid to your experiement)

Yes - a very happy birthday to you :cake::cocktail::sun:

RunningDeer

22nd May 2019, 12:15

Journal Entries:

April 1st-April 4th, downloads all day - almost non-stop downloads 4/3 (a few began the night before on the 2nd). I’m into the next morning @ 3:00 and they’re still going.

May 14-15 - nausea and dizziness

May 19th - Sunday morning I was writing in my journal and meditating. Family members that have passed all popped in: parents, sister, husband, two brother-in-laws. Behind them were a light being group that hangs with me. It’s not uncommon for them not to say much. It’s more an exchange of love. Then my mom said as clear as day for me to get my affairs in order. I had no feelings one way or another. Whether it was a body defense or what, I couldn’t say.

Then Sunday afternoon to present, this is what I’ve been experiencing:

Extreme pain in the torso. The pain shifted from top to the lower region. It moved from the heart-liver-gallbladder, which radiated to my back, lower back and kidneys and then stomach. No amount of pillows helped ease the pain.

I didn’t have a fever nor did I sneeze or cough. There’s no pain in my extremities. I must have pulled stomach muscles when I went through the dry heaves. Only a small amount of clear mucus came up and from the last bout there was a lot of the clear, bitter mucus. It’s a challenge to get in and out of bed because of the pain. I’m exhausted but am only able to sleep 20-45 minutes at a time. Though, sleep has gotten longer in the last 24 hours.

It crossed my mind that I was targeted because the aches aren’t like the kind I get with the flu. I’m healthy and if I’m down it’s because of an occasional pulled muscle. But my sense is rather than targeted, I’ve consider the idea of the intermittent energy waves that are coming from the cosmos. I’ve posted before that without warning, I have to nap. I attribute the emotional upheavals within my self and others to these energy waves. Recently, I stepped away from the forum for five weeks to shield myself from others’ emotions or contribute negativity towards others.

Mercedes

22nd May 2019, 12:43

May 14-15 - nausea and dizziness

Then Sunday afternoon to present, this is what I’ve been experiencing:

Extreme pain in the torso. The pain shifted from top to the lower region. It moved from the heart-liver-gallbladder, which radiated to my back, lower back and kidneys and then stomach. No amount of pillows helped ease the pain.

Runningdeer, please be careful to make sure your symtoms are not from gallblader stones. In case you might need an emergency surgery.

And Happy birthday to you Sunwings, hope you had a great day :flower:

And yesterday was a usual day for me and my family, nothing out of the very ordinary it was a good. day in all.

Flash

22nd May 2019, 13:05

Journal Entries:

April 1st-April 4th, downloads all day - almost non-stop downloads 4/3 (a few began the night before on the 2nd). I’m into the next morning @ 3:00 and they’re still going.

May 14-15 - nausea and dizziness

May 19th - Sunday morning I was writing in my journal and meditating. Family members that have passed all popped in: parents, sister, husband, two brother-in-laws. Behind them were a light being group that hangs with me. It’s not uncommon for them not to say much. It’s more an exchange of love. Then my mom said as clear as day for me to get my affairs in order. I had no feelings one way or another. Whether it was a body defense or what I couldn’t say.

Then Sunday afternoon to present, this is what I’ve been experiencing:

Extreme pain in the torso. The pain shifted from top to the lower region. It moved from the heart-liver-gallbladder, which radiated to my back, lower back and kidneys and then stomach. No amount of pillows helped ease the pain.

I didn’t have a fever nor did I sneeze or cough. There’s no pain in my extremities. I must have pulled stomach muscles when I went through the dry heaves. Only a small mount of clear mucus came up and the last bout a there was lot of the clear, bitter mucus. It’s a challenge to get in and out of bed because of the pain. I’m exhausted but am only able to sleep 20-45 minutes at a time. The sleep has gotten longer in the last 24 hours.

It crossed my mind that I was targeted because the aches aren’t like the kind I get with the flu. I’m healthy and if I’m down it’s because of an occasional pulled muscle. But my sense is rather than targeted, I’ve consider the idea of the intermittent energy waves that are coming from the cosmos. I’ve posted before that without warning, I have to nap. I attribute the emotional upheavals within my self and others to these energy waves. Recently, I stepped away from the forum for five weeks to shield myself from others’ emotions or contribute negativity towards others.

It may be heart problem. This could look like the diffuse symptoms women have when they have problems with their heart. We, women, do not have the sharp localized pain men have.

Take a good care of yourself please. If it reappears (we are Wednesday by now), please have your heart checked up

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I gave a course yesterday (which I rarely do this day) - corporate training. I like it but... my voice was ruined lol and I was tired.

Today, woke up, got to take a shower now and go to see the throat surgeon in one hour.

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Forest Denizen

22nd May 2019, 13:17

Happy Birthday, sunwings!! :cake:

RunningDeer, Love, thinking of you and wishing you the best. Hope you start to feel better :heart:

Yesterday was actually a very nice day, work and all. Positive interactions with folks. I have felt, as RunningDeer mentioned, some sort of intense energy waves which can throw me off a bit on some days.

I'm in southern California and I didn't feel the area was targeted specifically yesterday; however, that is just one man's opinion. Others likely felt differently?

:flower: :flower: :flower:

Mark

22nd May 2019, 13:50

My day was very dramatic and surreal. A living situation, where an ex-roommate had moved out and left his pet pig, exploded as my partner was attempting to rehome the animal, concerned for its welfare and the lack of care by the ex-roommate. The roommate and his partner began a back and forth with my partner which resulted in her blocking them on social media and me taking over the "negotiations" about the pet pig. Yesterday, they came and got their pig but my partner continued to comment on it on social media, her posts were screenshot and sent to the pig people and they were blowing up my phone with texts and calls to get her to stop all day as I was in executive session and city council meetings, which were also very dramatic and filled with pathos and hubris.

I ended up mediating and managing the energetics to find the smoothest path through it all, as is my nature, but it was a remarkable day for its intense, conflict-born ebbs and flows.

avid

22nd May 2019, 14:44

Running Deer - please go to emergency room, something is blocked/inflamed, you need a scan asap. Don’t be brave, be sensible xxxxx

tessfreq

22nd May 2019, 14:46

My day started out grand, was happy doing chores, headed down hill to do some shopping around noon. Once in the store a pain on my side got a hold of me. It was cramping and I bent and breathed my way through it as I continued in town. It would lessen then flare up again. Besides that annoying pain my mood was changing and I couldn't shake it. Once home I tried methods of pulling myself out of it, but it just kept growing. I was in a deep growl by evening and then the internet decides I'm out of range. I really wanted it to work just to distract my negative attitude. It didn't so i went to bed and read. This morning I feel fine.

There was a storm out, didn't seriously hit till early evening. Others in town seemed in their own world, not lots of interactions, but that could be just me fighting the pain. I'm in Northern California.

I like the idea, Patient. I think we can find out much by comparing notes from all over the world.

Bubu

22nd May 2019, 15:04

Journal Entries:

April 1st-April 4th, downloads all day - almost non-stop downloads 4/3 (a few began the night before on the 2nd). I’m into the next morning @ 3:00 and they’re still going.

May 14-15 - nausea and dizziness

May 19th - Sunday morning I was writing in my journal and meditating. Family members that have passed all popped in: parents, sister, husband, two brother-in-laws. Behind them were a light being group that hangs with me. It’s not uncommon for them not to say much. It’s more an exchange of love. Then my mom said as clear as day for me to get my affairs in order. I had no feelings one way or another. Whether it was a body defense or what I couldn’t say.

Then Sunday afternoon to present, this is what I’ve been experiencing:

Extreme pain in the torso. The pain shifted from top to the lower region. It moved from the heart-liver-gallbladder, which radiated to my back, lower back and kidneys and then stomach. No amount of pillows helped ease the pain.

I didn’t have a fever nor did I sneeze or cough. There’s no pain in my extremities. I must have pulled stomach muscles when I went through the dry heaves. Only a small mount of clear mucus came up and the last bout a there was lot of the clear, bitter mucus. It’s a challenge to get in and out of bed because of the pain. I’m exhausted but am only able to sleep 20-45 minutes at a time. The sleep has gotten longer in the last 24 hours.

It crossed my mind that I was targeted because the aches aren’t like the kind I get with the flu. I’m healthy and if I’m down it’s because of an occasional pulled muscle. But my sense is rather than targeted, I’ve consider the idea of the intermittent energy waves that are coming from the cosmos. I’ve posted before that without warning, I have to nap. I attribute the emotional upheavals within my self and others to these energy waves. Recently, I stepped away from the forum for five weeks to shield myself from others’ emotions or contribute negativity towards others.

around 3 years ago i have exactly the same pain as you describe. getting out of bed is a struggle and I could hardly stand erect. I cured it in a day by drinking 2 gallons of water in 2 hours and then every time I pee I recharge by drinking 1 big glass of water. Must have been some nasty toxin,

RunningDeer

22nd May 2019, 15:24

please be careful to make sure your symtoms are not from gallblader stones. In case you might need an emergency surgery.

RunningDeer, Love, thinking of you and wishing you the best. Hope you start to feel better. I have felt, as RunningDeer mentioned, some sort of intense energy waves which can throw me off a bit on some days.

Running Deer - please go to emergency room, something is blocked/inflamed, you need a scan asap. Don’t be brave, be sensible xxxxx

Thank you Mercedes, Flash, Ken, avid, Sstarss and Julian. :wave:
Good luck at the doctors, Flash.
Thank you All for your kinds words. https://i.imgur.com/12qEVko.gifPlease, please let’s move on.

It may be heart problem. This could look like the diffuse symptoms women have when they have problems with their heart. We, women, do not have the sharp localized pain men have.
I just took my blood pressure and fat percentage: 114/75, 72 pulse is a little high, it’s usually in the 50-60’s, fat 22.5% healthy range (I use a digital scale.) 98% of the time I eat whole foods plant based (WFPB).

The way I see it if it’s medical, I’ve done everything right. It doesn’t feel like it’s my time to move on. I think the message was for me to continue to separate what I’m picking up from others and what’s mine. Forgive and release. Equally so, I believe it's the energies coming in.

Stephanie

22nd May 2019, 16:46

Yesterday was a busy time with various people,
cancelled a meeting with a forceful personality.

Needed a lot of rest and felt on edge with any phone calls or information coming my way.

Although the day was very warm and sunny, I felt very cold all day
and slept many more hours than usual.

( Happy birthday sunwings!💫 May all be well dearest RunningDeer and Flash. May the pig be well cared for, Rahkyt.)

Flash

22nd May 2019, 17:29

Running Deer - please go to emergency room, something is blocked/inflamed, you need a scan asap. Don’t be brave, be sensible xxxxx

i agree, if the pain continues, it is needed.

Otherwise, if no more pain, watch it - being vegetarian or healthy in appearance has not that much to do with the heart health, lots of other factors also.

Yes, energies are different, and if our body cannot absorb them, it will crack the fragile parts we have. Me my thyroid, you something else.

As for thyroid, had a biopsy this morning. Apart from the real discomfort and shaking from having a needle 5 times in my throat (this is more freaky than anywhere else), and light pain, everything else is fine. The surgeon told me that only 10% of non growing cysts are cancerous, and in my case the risk is more like 30-50% because of the growth itself and the kind of cyst and prior biopsies 5 years ago where the cells were abnormal. So we are checking it another time. And we will see.

My feeling: there is nothing there, only a goitre going weird.

In which case I will start taking iode and follow my avalon friends advice (I will make myself a plan, it worked 5 years ago, it would still work now, but this time around, I will make it more complete)

Thanks for your support

Now, time for an appointment with a money adviser for my retirement and appointment with James Newell for autiding late afternoon. For sure I will audit for health at one point or another, health and finance.

Hym

22nd May 2019, 17:32

Me too, Paula. I'd been thinking of you these past two days and remembered the recent PM I sent you, even putting it up on the screen to remind me of how close, how connected some of us are, going thru similar experiences with our bodies and the awareness of the dynamic change we are riding..... and in some cases creating the change itself from the call of our conscious being, accepting not those things that words and this world call impossible, but accepting the truth of our nature.

Today I see the morning's chemical cover and feel it's magnetic effects. I remember the times past and see those who now blanket the air, the ground and the waters, meekly trying to block our view of those things alive above and in us that are larger than their imagination and their inhumanities.

Looking at these same skies, I remember the many skies I have been in, decades and ages in this life alone. I breathe in the air from the many life-ending times I have felt the earth shift, the thin covering of it's mantle moving continents, creating new ocean views, breathing in it's own healing in the quiet of the After. I have lived in that dynamic quiet, it's air alive with life and it's amazing light.....waiting for others to arrive.

The few so soullessly limited and burdened by their worldly superficial controls have always been held by the idea that they are separate from the cosmology of creation alive in this planet that is connected to all of the universes within. The plastic journeys they make in their movies are the pale imitation of the real experiences of humans who have evolved and are the co-creators of worlds far more dynamic than this one. They really aren't worth writing about, so I rarely do. It's You I know and You I find alive in the world.....

The consciousness that accepts the planetary shifts is fearless because it's embrace of the truth makes it a part of that reality. It becomes the galactic wave and it's light carries the love that is the essence of it's being. How are we not that gigantic movement when our existence is defined by it's very own life? It is not alone. It is not an ego. It is alive by it's insistence, by it's nature. It is created this way.

Guilt? Sure. We were raised in it's lies, it's stories. I woke up to one story this morning and laughed, watching all of the layers of indoctrinations selling it. I too have left those things that serve no purpose, even in the discussion.

In the past, we didn't stop the wars. We fed the machine of it's inhumane existence. I do know that the banks will be washed away when the shore extends miles inland and miles out to the new, empty space once filling the shallow shores with their shallow people. We will not be caught in holding on to those things always destined to be washed away.

I am the conscious watcher, here but not. The same as you, the reluctant reveler, accepting the gifts knowing full well their end, forever holding myself back from leaving, accepting....in honor of the beauty we share.

petra

22nd May 2019, 17:33

Yesterday felt slightly off for me. I didn't watch any TV, I spent most of the evening reading about occult stuff expecting something creepy to happen but it didn't.

Since we're trying to compare notes here, I feel like I should mention Tom Montalk's findings. He's been able to correlate hyper-dimensional attacks with moon phases, and although I am not able to make the same correlation, I think this could have merit.

If you check May 21 here, we're right in the middle of the red (red = full moon window, overreactivity and crazyness)
http://montalk.net/moon/

There's more on his coherence indicators page:
https://montalk.net/indicators.php

Patient

22nd May 2019, 18:59

Thanks for the feedback everyone!

Yesterday was an odd one - we had people from all around Southern Ontario relating in a negative manner yesterday. I am talking about people who are usually very upbeat, friendly and happy. People who we relate to online who always post in a positive manner were venting yesterday. Went I was out in public at a weekly event, although the people there don't know each other by name, they usually have their head up and nod at each other with a smile. Their head's were down and they seemed to be lost in thought. No smiles or nods. People in the public seemed very subdued and more withdrawn than normal.

When this really hit me was last night we received a couple calls and texts from friends and colleagues who apologized for being grumpy (although they were not necessarily displaying outward rage or anything), but what they said in common really caught our attention as a few of them said "I don't know why I was feeling the way I was - that is very unlike myself."

Anyway, whatever it was it really caught my attention.

AutumnW

22nd May 2019, 19:13

Oh no, Running Deer. So sorry to read about your health problems. Any severe pain in the lower torso area particularly has to be taken seriously. A twisted bowel is a health emergency. And though it's more common in boxer dogs and German shepherds, people can get it too! Sometimes you just have to rely on traditonal medicine for diagnosis and treatment. And as Flash wrote, heart issues are often overlooked in women. Mitral valve issues, particularly. And strangely mitral valve problems have a physiological correspondent in panic attacks. The connection isn't properly understood.

Flash, You are having your problems too. I laughed when I read "weird goiter" thinking its an apt description of what you are going through. It would also be a good name for a band!;)

I had a weird day yesterday. I had some residual brain fog and felt kind of world weary but otherwise emotionally not bad.But I noted other people seemed to be pretty emotional. Not a full moon, so don't know what is happening.

The whole energy coming in hypothesis makes a certain amount of sense, even just from a scientific perspective if we are entering a Maunder minimum. Also currently, we may have increased exposure to cosmic particles. Plus magnetic North is shifting fairly radically and the earth's core is the hottest its ever been.

AutumnW

22nd May 2019, 19:25

AutumnW

22nd May 2019, 19:30

Patient

22nd May 2019, 21:23

No thunderstorms.

People have bad days, to be sure. But like I said, when multiple people are individually reflecting on their day and saying things like "...I don't know why I acted that way. Thats not like me." Odd.

Hmmm...AutumnW, maybe you are onto something though. I am completely hypothesizing here - maybe due to all of the chem spraying and other things in our food could the human body be absorbing more ionization so much so that the storm does not manifest into the air?

Lol, Ok I do not have enough knowledge to support any such hypothesis so I am not even going to take that line of thought any further.
(And I hope not to see a movie about a new super hero that can control storms - this is my idea. Oh yeah, nevermind. Xmen has that one already. Lol )

RunningDeer

22nd May 2019, 21:41

Oh no, Running Deer. So sorry to read about your health problems. Any severe pain in the lower torso area particularly has to be taken seriously. A twisted bowel is a health emergency. And though it's more common in boxer dogs and German shepherds, people can get it too!

Thank you, AutumnW. https://i.imgur.com/12qEVko.gif No twisted bowel.

What I didn’t post was that there were two other times I’ve had those exact symptoms. It was when the forum got an energetic hit. The first was with the 9eagle9 fiasco (an unsubscribed member) and second was the end of the Bill/Christine era.

I didn’t want to bring it up because it may negatively program some members. Along with unfounded feelings of depression, anger, paranoia, I contemplated suicide for several fleeting seconds. That’s when the understanding hit me. I had/I have no reason for those symptoms. I live and love my simple lifestyle. And part of my day is spent on processing out feelings and beliefs that no longer serve me.

It would have been better if I took a break in February/March. The Kevin Moore type threads (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?103447&p=1267317#post1267317) are energetic drainers on me. Too, there were a lot of ugly back and forth communications on other threads. Some are in the “members only” section. It’s cumulative and it’ll sneak up on me if I don't pay attention.

https://i.imgur.com/ZOHujJ9.gif Note to caring members: Please no suggestions on how to be a stronger person. I’m sensitive, but I’m no wimp.

♡

Flash

22nd May 2019, 21:52

https://i.imgur.com/ZOHujJ9.gif Note to caring members: Please no suggestions on how to be a stronger person. I’m sensitive, but I’m no wimp.

♡

So so true, It made me laugh. How can anyone here ever think you could ever be a wimp. lolllllllllll That would never have cross my mind regarding you.

IT is true the forum was very negative lately, in many threads, the worst surely being Kevin More type thread. I truly had enough of it, wondering if I should not quit altogether.

I also felt somewhat unprotected if very sensitive.

Funny also, not for the Kevin like threads started before our meeting in Laughlin, but other threads followed our week in Lauglin where most of us had a real good time and learn to appreciate each other face to face. As if the energies would have made sure this kind of friendship could not be built. Well, sorry the low energy world, it is a missed opportunity. This will not happen through me.

So back in shape, eager to be conscious, here I am.

Michi

22nd May 2019, 22:35

Yesterday I stayed home after I caught a flu.
It however began Monday evening having a sore throat. Next morning I went to the doctor and it was good that I did as I got prescribed to be released from work until next Monday.
At first it didn't feel like a flu but it developed afterwards.
I am mostly over the top now and it should be better tomorrow.:dizzy:

Angels1981

23rd May 2019, 20:55

I was attacked in the middle of the night getting up this morning. I don't know what it was but it was heavy tapping all over my back and body that I woke up and had to fight it off. I still don't know what it was because I was half a sleep. Other than that, I was exhausted from jet lag and wanted to relax and sleep. I can now hear voices faint.

Mark (Star Mariner)

23rd May 2019, 21:31

Only in response to the thread title - nothing strange or supernatural going on, but one of those strange occurrences happened today that can only be described as a perfect example of Sod's Law (https://www.thefreedictionary.com/Sod%27s+Law) (elsewhere known as Murphy's Law).

So I have this kit bag which I use in my work. Awesome little bag full of pockets carrying every useful thing I need. And this very afternoon I was extolling its many virtues to a colleague. Because I've had it near fifteen years now. It's a bit ragged around the edges, but the important thing, I said, was the shoulder strap is still perfectly intact, had never broken, wasn't even frayed after all this time! I don't go around endorsing this bag by the way, it just came up today, and I remember thinking what a great buy it was. People do say how things are just not made to last these days, but this bag is truly an exception. Anyway, two hours later, at the end of the day's work, I was walking back to my car, my trusty bag hanging off my shoulder, when...yes, you guessed it, the shoulder strap, after fifteen years of service, finally gave up. The fastener, where it attaches to the bag, snapped (and is probably beyond repair). My bag fell to the ground. For about 3 seconds I just stared at it, disbelieving this weird synchronicity/coincidence, whatever. Then started laughing (at the Universe). Bloody typical eh?

Soda

23rd May 2019, 23:45

Today is my Birthday, so I am having a great day! (But maybe that would make me invalid to your experiement)

Happy belated birthday.

Mark

24th May 2019, 13:58

I have to say though, I was a bit worried after reading the first half of your post that the pig exploded, literally. Very relieved it turned out to be something else, equally uncomfortable but not a "pork chops for everyone," moment!:flower:

My partner is a 20+ year vegetarian and I am not. We have on our property 3 chickens, a turtle, a dog, 2 cats and 15 fish. That pig though, was a bit too much for me. It was rooting and wallowing in the front yard, breaking pieces off the house and the flies around the house were starting to become overwhelming. I'm glad it all turned out well, that day was very dramatic! Turning the creature into bacon was one of my favorite threats, actually, although I never said it to the pig, only behind her back to my partner and in a low voice, in case she was close by and potentially listening.