Black beings & Smart Suits

[Lakota]

I'm hoping I might be able to get some insights or advice from others on this one.
I have had 2 major contactee experiences in my adult life - in both cases with Greys involved.

In 2014 I experienced a visitation by a different entity - humanoid form that appeared entirely shiny black like a glossy wetsuit.

As I got out of bed and switched the light on it " vanished" although I could make out the outline shimmer of it standing in the corner of the room. It then rushed out of the door and I experienced a strong EM field as it left.

Physical indicators of it's presence...my nearby cordless phone tripped on and off; the broadband modem fried and a tech had to call out to restore my service..he advised the lead in cable at the house was damaged and there was a second fault at the exchange on my service. 3 of the 4 electric motors in my adopter drone fused and had to be replaced.

Without going into great detail my life went downhill markedly from there and hasn't recovered.

Strangely I met a person later who had also experienced the entities I described. He claimed they were human, high military and wearing a high tech suit.

I'm at a loss and hope to learn more.
Does this resonate with anyone?
Any input is welcomed.

[Lakota]

I should add, the chap I met claimed that the black beings appeared to be attempting to shut down those who had contact experiences with the Greys.

This certainly appeared to be true in both our cases.
I can report a sense of " programming" having occurred after my encounter with the black figure.

I reached out to my partner and a friend afterwards, explaining that I "wasn't right" after the encounter.

The rest I choose not to go into on here as the change in my life has been traumatic. Suffice it to say I was shut down in the most horrible of ways.

[Bill Ryan]

Hi there, thanks, and welcome to the forum! :sun:

Do maybe listen to this fascinating interview with Robert Guffey (the author of Chameleo). There's a VERY interesting thread about him and his experiences here:


CHAMELEO -- SAIC's classified (and operational) invisibility program (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?94050-CHAMELEO-SAIC-s-classified--and-operational--invisibility-program)

Here's an interview I found yesterday. It's highly entertaining, and great value. The connection here is that towards the end of the interview Guffey describes how once he saw a bunch of 'Men in Black' in a car park, complete with shiny black Chevy, who were CLEARLY intel agents all dressed up as in Halloween costumes. :)

Guffey argues that it's entirely possible that MANY apparently ET or paranormal experiences could be the work of agencies or military operatives experimenting with this kind of technology. I'd highly recommend it.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppK938ruEhw

[Lakota]

The military/MILAB thing was completely unknown to me prior to the 2014 incident.
I can say I'm very familiar with the Greys and the black entity was completely different to the tone and feel of the prior Grey contact encounters.

This being certainly reacted in a far more human manner, and that's consistent with what I was told later about it being humanoid.

As a matter of interest for readers, my experience of the Greys is that they possess a "hive mind"...they collude telepathically and hence they do not move or respond with the deftness or speed of a human (we of course think independently).

[Valerie Villars]

Lakota, the military/milab thing was completely unknown to me also, prior to 2013.

It all sounds so fantastic until you go through it. I believe the book "Chamelo" is also in the Avalon library if you want to read it. It's a good book. The interview Bill posted was really good also. I listened to it yesterday. :waving:

Welcome to Avalon.

[Lakota]

Thank you Valerie, I will most certainly take a look at the book and also thanks to Bill - will have a look at the video also.

[Star Tsar]

Greetings Lakota,

I know you from reading your OP that you are convinced that your visit is due to contact with "Greys" BUT I notice on your profile that you are an author have you considered the visit may have something to do with something you are writing or will write in the future?

[Lakota]

Hi, I should explain I was not an author at the time of the first two contact experiences. Actually I was a civilian flight instructor at the time. I was drawn to environmental protection after the first encounter and have done a great deal of work in marine environmentalism. The writing flowed as a result of that...books on marine preservation.

[Denise/Dizi]

I know that you really didn't want to share what happened to your life after the experience. But I am curious, can you share some of the types of things that happened, without giving too many details that are personal to you? Did you experience the voice to skull? The downloads? And all of the other things that most MiLabs tend to discuss? I believe many people have these experiences, FEW share them. But I doubt they are going to lighten up, and only happen more in frequency in the future.

I do hope that things have settled down since then, and that you have been able to put your life back into order.

[Lakota]

I know that you really didn't want to share what happened to your life after the experience. But I am curious, can you share some of the types of things that happened, without giving too many details that are personal to you? Did you experience the voice to skull? The downloads? And all of the other things that most MiLabs tend to discuss? I believe many people have these experiences, FEW share them. But I doubt they are going to lighten up, and only happen more in frequency in the future.

I do hope that things have settled down since then, and that you have been able to put your life back into order.

Hi Denise
To answer your question - I do have a lot of information I can share about the Grey encounters, and those experiences included large amounts of information transfer and telepathic communication (I'm not sure if that's what you mean by "voice to skull")

For the purpose of keeping topics separate, I would be happy to perhaps open a thread in an appropriate category to speak in-depth about the Greys.

On this thread I'll try to stick to the 2014 encounter with the black entity which I'll call a possible Milab encounter - it being quite different to the Grey experiences.

That being said the Milab incident seemed to have a couple of similar traits to previous Grey encounters...the night after the incident I have described on my first post, I woke feeling they had returned and "got into my head"...that feeling was similar to one I experienced previously...the sense of having been programmed.

I wasn't right after that. Physical symptoms..severe uncontrollable muscle twitch...feelings of disorientation lasting for a couple of weeks.

Then in late 2014, I will just say I acted strangely out of character...all seemed normal at the time.

I have more recently been seeking out info on the Milab phenomenon and I can say that Eve Lorgen's interview with Milab Lilu Tuatha has a scary resonance.

I've attached a copy of the Eve Lorgen - Lilu Tuatha interview for reference.

[Denise/Dizi]

I know that you really didn't want to share what happened to your life after the experience. But I am curious, can you share some of the types of things that happened, without giving too many details that are personal to you? Did you experience the voice to skull? The downloads? And all of the other things that most MiLabs tend to discuss? I believe many people have these experiences, FEW share them. But I doubt they are going to lighten up, and only happen more in frequency in the future.

I do hope that things have settled down since then, and that you have been able to put your life back into order.

Hi Denise
To answer your question - I do have a lot of information I can share about the Grey encounters, and those experiences included large amounts of information transfer and telepathic communication (I'm not sure if that's what you mean by "voice to skull")

For the purpose of keeping topics separate, I would be happy to perhaps open a thread in an appropriate category to speak in-depth about the Greys.

On this thread I'll try to stick to the 2014 encounter with the black entity which I'll call a possible Milab encounter - it being quite different to the Grey experiences.

That being said the Milab incident seemed to have a couple of similar traits to previous Grey encounters...the night after the incident I have described on my first post, I woke feeling they had returned and "got into my head"...that feeling was similar to one I experienced previously...the sense of having been programmed.

I wasn't right after that. Physical symptoms..severe uncontrollable muscle twitch...feelings of disorientation lasting for a couple of weeks.

Then in late 2014, I will just say I acted strangely out of character...all seemed normal at the time.

I have more recently been seeking out info on the Milab phenomenon and I can say that Eve Lorgen's interview with Milab Lilu Tuatha has a scary resonance.

Thank you for offering up more details. I think it would be wonderful if you started another thread that describes better the experiences with the greys. I would love to learn more personally.. I wrote "voice to skull" because you were mentioning the Possibilities of a MiLabs experience. And I believe they're known more for synthetic telepathy than actual telepathy.

To be honest, I am not sure how natural telepathy works.. And the greys have been described as being robotic in nature, so in my opinion they may have some technology built into their minds that does allow for them to gain entry into ours, in a way we would consider "Telepathic". "A mind power, to connect minds" essentially.

The entire subject is fascinating to me.. I will keep an eye out for any new threads that you may start. I am excited now, knowing more may be coming. Thank you for sharing with us Lakota. Nice to meet you..

By the way I had my own strange experiences in 2014.. I wasn't myself afterwards either, so I am very thrilled to see what you write. It took me months to recover.. My family thought that I had lost my mind. It was so cool though that I would welcome it again. Is that terrible? HAHAHA.

[Lakota]

I happened upon this forum whilst looking for further information on the Milab phenomenon. I'm heartened by the warmth and openness displayed by members since I signed on.
I would be very happy to share what I have experienced with the Greys - I will open a new thread soon; I'll get more of a handle on the forum protocols so I post in the appropriate section etc.
Perhaps some of the information may assist you in making sense of what you experienced in 2014.

Perhaps it's in some ways a good thing that I am recounting my 'Milab' experience without having seen a great deal of information on the topic.
That at least means that my perception is not overly tainted by the experiences and perceptions of others.

From what I have read so far, the premise of the Milab program is the recruitment of contactees (I've never liked the term abductee, so you'll never see me use it); to use those individuals and their abilities (?) for some human based high military purpose.
I can only say that in my case, I have only felt that I have been shut down or silenced. I am still fighting for my freedom and have now been separated from my partner and family for 3 years.

I'll save my response regards the Greys and telepathy for the appropriate thread...more about that soon!

[Lakota]

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?94050-CHAMELEO-SAIC-s-classified--and-operational--invisibility-program

I've just started listening to the Robert Guffey interview and some points resonate immediately:
1. The reference to high-tech invisibility suits:
This is exactly what I experienced myself. The black-suited entity could make itself invisible (I had the bedroom light on at the time) almost like a 'chameleon'
I could actually still make out a vague shimmer or outline where the being was standing. (If you've ever seen Star trek where the Klingon ship cloaks itself but you can see it's shape against the background of space; the effect looks exactly like that).

2. The fellow that I subsequently met, who had experience with these beings - I'll call him Garry - had witnessed them on several occasions. They appeared to be keeping him under surveillance....and strangely just like the bloke in Robert Guffey's story, Garry was also a recreational drug user. It did make me wonder whether he suffered paranoia or was delusional; although a number of things he described rang true. Garry stated the beings were human - some sort of military. He told me he had seen them using unmarked vehicles or minivans to get around. And he had seen them putting the high-tech suits on. He claimed he also witnessed a suit failure - the female operator became visible as her suit 'shorted out' or failed.

[Bill Ryan]

Robert Guffey's book Chameleo is no longer in the Avalon Library, but here's a 7-day download link for the book as a PDF, and also the mp3 audiobook.


https://we.tl/t-wCxrM1T70V

[Lakota]

Robert Guffey's book Chameleo is no longer in the Avalon Library, but here's a 7-day download link for the book as a PDF, and also the mp3 audiobook.


https://we.tl/t-wCxrM1T70V


Thank you so much Bill...that's greatly appreciated!

[Star Tsar]

Hi, I should explain I was not an author at the time of the first two contact experiences. Actually I was a civilian flight instructor at the time. I was drawn to environmental protection after the first encounter and have done a great deal of work in marine environmentalism. The writing flowed as a result of that...books on marine preservation.

Care to share some of this literary work? Please.

[Earth Angel]

I know that you really didn't want to share what happened to your life after the experience. But I am curious, can you share some of the types of things that happened, without giving too many details that are personal to you? Did you experience the voice to skull? The downloads? And all of the other things that most MiLabs tend to discuss? I believe many people have these experiences, FEW share them. But I doubt they are going to lighten up, and only happen more in frequency in the future.

I do hope that things have settled down since then, and that you have been able to put your life back into order.

Hi Denise
To answer your question - I do have a lot of information I can share about the Grey encounters, and those experiences included large amounts of information transfer and telepathic communication (I'm not sure if that's what you mean by "voice to skull")

For the purpose of keeping topics separate, I would be happy to perhaps open a thread in an appropriate category to speak in-depth about the Greys.

On this thread I'll try to stick to the 2014 encounter with the black entity which I'll call a possible Milab encounter - it being quite different to the Grey experiences.

That being said the Milab incident seemed to have a couple of similar traits to previous Grey encounters...the night after the incident I have described on my first post, I woke feeling they had returned and "got into my head"...that feeling was similar to one I experienced previously...the sense of having been programmed.

I wasn't right after that. Physical symptoms..severe uncontrollable muscle twitch...feelings of disorientation lasting for a couple of weeks.

Then in late 2014, I will just say I acted strangely out of character...all seemed normal at the time.

I have more recently been seeking out info on the Milab phenomenon and I can say that Eve Lorgen's interview with Milab Lilu Tuatha has a scary resonance.

Thank you for offering up more details. I think it would be wonderful if you started another thread that describes better the experiences with the greys. I would love to learn more personally.. I wrote "voice to skull" because you were mentioning the Possibilities of a MiLabs experience. And I believe they're known more for synthetic telepathy than actual telepathy.

To be honest, I am not sure how natural telepathy works.. And the greys have been described as being robotic in nature, so in my opinion they may have some technology built into their minds that does allow for them to gain entry into ours, in a way we would consider "Telepathic". "A mind power, to connect minds" essentially.

The entire subject is fascinating to me.. I will keep an eye out for any new threads that you may start. I am excited now, knowing more may be coming. Thank you for sharing with us Lakota. Nice to meet you..

By the way I had my own strange experiences in 2014.. I wasn't myself afterwards either, so I am very thrilled to see what you write. It took me months to recover.. My family thought that I had lost my mind. It was so cool though that I would welcome it again. Is that terrible? HAHAHA.


Oddly my life fell apart fall 2014 when my husband began acting very strangely...all is well now and he also felt like everything was fantastic at the time ...looking back now he can’t believe the things he said and did

[Lakota]

Given the subject matter we have been discussing here - this is probably the best book to start with.
It is literary fiction which combines an environmental message with a lot of what I have experienced buried into it.

http://getbook.at/Home-LeoJai-ebook
http://getbook.at/Home-LeoJai-paperback

[Lakota]

Hi, I should explain I was not an author at the time of the first two contact experiences. Actually I was a civilian flight instructor at the time. I was drawn to environmental protection after the first encounter and have done a great deal of work in marine environmentalism. The writing flowed as a result of that...books on marine preservation.

Care to share some of this literary work? Please.

Given the subject matter we have been discussing here - this is probably the best book to start with.
It is literary fiction which combines an environmental message with a lot of what I have experienced buried into it.

http://getbook.at/Home-LeoJai-ebook
http://getbook.at/Home-LeoJai-paperback

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Hi, I should explain I was not an author at the time of the first two contact experiences. Actually I was a civilian flight instructor at the time. I was drawn to environmental protection after the first encounter and have done a great deal of work in marine environmentalism. The writing flowed as a result of that...books on marine preservation.

Care to share some of this literary work? Please.





I know that you really didn't want to share what happened to your life after the experience. But I am curious, can you share some of the types of things that happened, without giving too many details that are personal to you? Did you experience the voice to skull? The downloads? And all of the other things that most MiLabs tend to discuss? I believe many people have these experiences, FEW share them. But I doubt they are going to lighten up, and only happen more in frequency in the future.

I do hope that things have settled down since then, and that you have been able to put your life back into order.

Hi Denise
To answer your question - I do have a lot of information I can share about the Grey encounters, and those experiences included large amounts of information transfer and telepathic communication (I'm not sure if that's what you mean by "voice to skull")

For the purpose of keeping topics separate, I would be happy to perhaps open a thread in an appropriate category to speak in-depth about the Greys.

On this thread I'll try to stick to the 2014 encounter with the black entity which I'll call a possible Milab encounter - it being quite different to the Grey experiences.

That being said the Milab incident seemed to have a couple of similar traits to previous Grey encounters...the night after the incident I have described on my first post, I woke feeling they had returned and "got into my head"...that feeling was similar to one I experienced previously...the sense of having been programmed.

I wasn't right after that. Physical symptoms..severe uncontrollable muscle twitch...feelings of disorientation lasting for a couple of weeks.

Then in late 2014, I will just say I acted strangely out of character...all seemed normal at the time.

I have more recently been seeking out info on the Milab phenomenon and I can say that Eve Lorgen's interview with Milab Lilu Tuatha has a scary resonance.

Thank you for offering up more details. I think it would be wonderful if you started another thread that describes better the experiences with the greys. I would love to learn more personally.. I wrote "voice to skull" because you were mentioning the Possibilities of a MiLabs experience. And I believe they're known more for synthetic telepathy than actual telepathy.

To be honest, I am not sure how natural telepathy works.. And the greys have been described as being robotic in nature, so in my opinion they may have some technology built into their minds that does allow for them to gain entry into ours, in a way we would consider "Telepathic". "A mind power, to connect minds" essentially.

The entire subject is fascinating to me.. I will keep an eye out for any new threads that you may start. I am excited now, knowing more may be coming. Thank you for sharing with us Lakota. Nice to meet you..

By the way I had my own strange experiences in 2014.. I wasn't myself afterwards either, so I am very thrilled to see what you write. It took me months to recover.. My family thought that I had lost my mind. It was so cool though that I would welcome it again. Is that terrible? HAHAHA.


Oddly my life fell apart fall 2014 when my husband began acting very strangely...all is well now and he also felt like everything was fantastic at the time ...looking back now he can’t believe the things he said and did

Would be very happy to chat with you about that, if it is something you feel you want to discuss.

[Denise/Dizi]

Thank You for sharing Earth Angel. These experiences seem to be coming in clusters and waves.. I plan to read up on what Lakota was doing at the time, and reading what they share. I am so curious to see if your husband also can relate to those experiences.. (If they're similar to my own).. I think it would be wonderful if the conversation kept going on this and other threads, as they seem to go cold after a short while. And without continuing the conversation we will never know what it all really means.

I was stunned recently to find others that had pieces to my own puzzle. So please do, if you can, share if something sounds familiar? Even if it doesn't actually.. as you never know who may relate to it..

It would be / could be ..so beneficial to not only you, in knowing that he was not alone, but to others who are browsing Avalon for the same reasons. Nice to meet you along with Lakota.. and I do hope you come back to the thread.

Thank you for the links Lakota.

[Lakota]

Before I learned more about the Milab thing; my understanding of the dynamic of the 'black entity" and where it fit into the whole picture was this:
From my contact with the Greys - the information given to me by them related to the concern that "mankind now had the ability to make devastating changes to the planet"
They showed me imagery of a desolate planet - dry and parched like a dry riverbed with no vegetation. They asked me if I understood.
Quite frankly at the time I didn't. I was in my late 20's at the time.
They went on to talk about the importance of life - the lesson being that all beings possessed of a lifeforce, no matter how simple of complex they were - that life was to be respected.

The "teachings" at a deep sub-conscious level had a marked effect on me and I went on to become a voice for the environment and species protection. It is my burning passion today.
As I assimilated the information from that first contact experience in 1989, I understood and recalled more and more about the encounter. Right up until recent times, I presumed the planetary devastation
that the Greys referred to as being man's use of nuclear weapons and the serious environmental and social destruction that would occur in the event of a nuclear war.
There was no such thing as "climate change" or "global warming" back in 1989. Or if there was a concern, we never really heard about it.

More recently, I've had something of an epiphany and I believe that what the Greys were referring to was Man's potential to make devastating changes to environment and therefore climate; to the point it make become an extinction event. We are actually now in a period called the Sixth Extinction - we are seeing significant numbers of plant and animal species pushed to the brink of extinction. The first extinction event was 65 million years ago - when dinosaurs became extinct following a natural disaster. And that that thing - each of the preceeding 5 extinction events were wholly caused by natural disasters. The current extinction event has been attributed directly to the actions of Man - land clearing; habitat destruction; environmental pollution.

Looking back I now believe this is what the Greys were referring to when they said Man now has the ability to destroy the planet.
I had always thought their reference to respect for all beings with a lifeforce was spiritually driven. In the light of what I now know, I suggest their concern was more simple environmental management.
If you kill off one species, it knocks the eco-system out of balance. (Like the "The Butterfly Effect" concept; where if you go back in time and kill a butterfly then return to your present, everything changes).

So what does this have to do with Milabs?

Well in 2014, I was "shut down" by a black-suited entity. I was told by another person who had experience with them that they were following those who had contact with the Greys and "shutting them down".
So it appears there is a faction who want to stop the Grey agenda, and my direct experience and cold logic thus tell me they are therefore attempting to shut down efforts to minimise/reverse global warming.

There is certainly a faction of climate change deniers who seem to have an agenda of keeping us in coal, fossil fuels and conventional energy sources.
I have my own theory on why a certain faction would want to bring about environmental and social decay, but that takes us into the topic of Reptilian/hybrid agenda.

Anyway...I'm bringing up things bit by bit here. I hope it's being of interest or assistance.

[Star Tsar]

We are actually now in a period called the Sixth Extinction - we are seeing significant numbers of plant and animal species pushed to the brink of extinction.
If you kill off one species, it knocks the eco-system out of balance. (Like the "The Butterfly Effect" concept; where if you go back in time and kill a butterfly then return to your present, everything changes).


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[amor]

We have all heard of the men who seemed perfectly normal in every way who suddenly go into a church or nightclub and shoot everyone down. Well, I have connected some other things concerning the Greys and the Military at Area 51 as witnessed by someone involved there in research. This researcher walked into a small room at Area 51 in which clothing was strewn all over the place and reviled a very small male figure for being so sloppy. This figure replied that he had to get into his Costume using very little time. His costume had the face of a Grey mask.

People who claim to have been abducted by the Greys are put through some sort of indoctrination seminar giving them instructions to perform certain actions in our world when activated by the Greys. This is one piece of the puzzle I am trying to connect here.

Elsewhere, I read that after people had been abducted by the Greys, the Military would stage a second abduction in order to learn what the Greys had instructed the victim in.

Now I may be adding stones and flowers here, but suppose, among other things, the shooters were being mind controlled to perform their "out of character" acts in order to promote the removal of guns from the public. However, it seems that it would be the Military who would more likely have such an agenda than the Greys. Both seem bent on mind control of people; something to keep in mind while trying to unravel the puzzle.

[Lakota]

We have all heard of the men who seemed perfectly normal in every way who suddenly go into a church or nightclub and shoot everyone down. Well, I have connected some other things concerning the Greys and the Military at Area 51 as witnessed by someone involved there in research. This researcher walked into a small room at Area 51 in which clothing was strewn all over the place and reviled a very small male figure for being so sloppy. This figure replied that he had to get into his Costume using very little time. His costume had the face of a Grey mask.

People who claim to have been abducted by the Greys are put through some sort of indoctrination seminar giving them instructions to perform certain actions in our world when activated by the Greys. This is one piece of the puzzle I am trying to connect here.

Elsewhere, I read that after people had been abducted by the Greys, the Military would stage a second abduction in order to learn what the Greys had instructed the victim in.

Now I may be adding stones and flowers here, but suppose, among other things, the shooters were being mind controlled to perform their "out of character" acts in order to promote the removal of guns from the public. However, it seems that it would be the Military who would more likely have such an agenda than the Greys. Both seem bent on mind control of people; something to keep in mind while trying to unravel the puzzle.

Thank you for this additional insight, amor.

I can tell you what i have experienced so far. I have strong recollections of 2 major contactee events which involved the Greys. The memories of the event re-surfaced over an extended period.
The first event occurred in 1989 and the second in 2000.
The first contact involved a mass flow of information. The upshot of this was it resulted in marked changes as to how I perceived the world, and I became strongly involved in environmentalism and conservation.

The second contact in 2000 was almost a "check-up" - still very intense but the mass information flow was not evident in this encounter.

The incident which I started this thread with - the intrusion of a black clad entity (which appears to bear the hallmarks of a Milab/military event) - involved a sense of programming.
Some months later, I did act uncharacteristically as if programmed.

Perhaps other contactees have different experiences...I can only say that the only sense of 'malevolent" mind control or programming wasn't from the Greys in my case - it was from the black "military" visitor(s).

[Victoria]

Oh my. Earth Angel, I'm sorry that happened and glad that you both pulled through.

Lakota, I feel sad for what you have gone through. Thank you very much for starting this thread and for sharing here. I hope things will gradually improve for you. Your words and experiences will help many, so thank you. They are certainly and more than anything else so far in my search, helping me. Your mission to protect the environment is beautiful.
I can relate to having an environmental mission,though in my case it was very early on in life, regarding the danger of nuclear/atomic weapons, radiation and funnily enough smoking. Those things and telling/showing other children they can control their heart rates to prevent being bitten by animals and insects, hoping to create more respect for small creatures, didn't go over well in preschool and kindergarten.

What you write about being "shut down" resonated with me as that is a term I have never heard before, but it would fit exactly what I experienced as a child. It has taken me the better part of 35 years to be comfortable and cognizant enough to start looking at those experiences and the correlation in my life.

I grew up in a military/government family. My father was a green beret and later an officer in the Army.
My strange/milab/ET experiences began (I think) while I was going to preschool at Kirtland AFB.
My father always expected me to join one of the services, but I never did. My younger sister took flight lessons hoping to be the first female blue angel, but ultimately ended up working for DOD in a civilian capacity.

This thread and what you wrote is really opening my understanding of things that I, too, experienced in 2014. I've been putting pieces together and not sure how much I really want to share yet...though my intent is to understand and to help others who might have gone through the same. 2014 was quite the year and to hear other people having very similar experiences in the same time frame is puzzling.

For me, it was like waking up in an alternate universe and things never went back to the way they were before. I had sightings, apparitions, dreams of remote viewing, precog dreams, dreams of being taken, and felt like I was being spiritually attacked. Everything I knew and loved turned upside down and my parents, siblings, fiance and I all regularly reflect about how exactly it transpired.

Though I am truly grateful the 6 of us remained bonded, I deeply regret the price that everyone has paid for it. They stood behind me at tremendous cost. My mother lost her entire family and was basically disowned over it. When I was undeterred by threat of initially being defamed and ostacized, this thing, this phenomena, whatever it is...began to attack the people closest to me one by one in the most knowing of ways to hurt them because it couldn't hurt me.

We also learned first hand what being gang stalked is with groups of strangers staring into our house right outside our gate with binoculars, waiting for us to come home, staring into our cameras at all hours, organizing school field trips to our front yard and telling the children to go ahead step on whatever they wanted, standing outside our fence watching everything, defecating in my flowers beds as we would come home, throwing feces at us, shooting my dogs with pellets, throwing trash at us, accusing me of ridiculous crimes like molesting a 6'4 man (I'm relatively very small and shy), coming into my place of employment and accusing me of things that made working uncomfortable, following us, threatening us and basically pushing my mother (all the way in another state) until her marriage suffered and her health failed and my fiance to the brink of suicide. We got away from it finally by keeping diligent records, video footage, recordings, hiring lawyers, quitting our jobs, cutting all ties and moving. The remnants are a broken family and broken hearts...and frankly, a fear of that happening again.

Denise, I had no idea that hearing voices was part of this phenomenon. During early child hood I heard what I thought were angels singing over my bed, a faint, beautiful high-pitched melody. I thought they protected me because they would advise me in my nightmares to count until I was awake or to count until I could be in a different dream. My youngest sister heard the singing with me in 2002. I haven't heard it since. My other younger sister heard voices growing up but she referred to them as her imaginary friends, one a spaceman who she said would take her at night to space, and one a witch. In early 2014 right before everything went crazy, my fiance and I heard muffled men's voices, like a meeting hall filled with men talking behind the wall where we slept. It happened over a series of nights and when we checked for intruders on the property, there was only peaceful silence outside. My grandmother also started hearing a voice that advised her about the members of her family,told her she couldn't sleep until she finished writing everything down and provided hundreds of pages of what she thought was strange poetry. She called him Horace.

I came here to avalon for a number of reasons, but primarily to understand milabs better...and I am starting to wonder if an aspect of being a milab is being ostracized or targeted away from the people you love as a control mechanism. Lakota, I have not seen shiny shadow suits, but I have seen very tall black human shaped shadow beings in my home, watching me. When I consciously thought to point them out, they darted away very quickly. Maybe they are the same thing? I also have not seen them since 2014.
**editing also to add, yes-Lakota-me too. The only malevolent sense I have gotten in all of my experiences has been human..primarily, military. The interactions I have had with non human entities have been, as far as I can recall, nothing but loving and beautiful. Though that contradicts what my rational/logical concept of human sovereignty and rights would regard those contact/situations to be. So I really am conflicted in this and truly don't know enough to understand what is happening... or who is doing what.

[Dwindle]

Greetings Lakota,

I know you from reading your OP that you are convinced that your visit is due to contact with "Greys" BUT I notice on your profile that you are an author have you considered the visit may have something to do with something you are writing or will write in the future?

Oooh! Yes this! Star Tsar has a great point! We know something odd is happening with time and or dimensions. No one will ever convince me that I mistook “stein” for “stain” during the many years I had read those books to my nieces and nephews. 😆 drives me crazy!!!! Lol

[Lakota]

Robert Guffey's book Chameleo is no longer in the Avalon Library, but here's a 7-day download link for the book as a PDF, and also the mp3 audiobook.


https://we.tl/t-wCxrM1T70V


Hello Bill, I'm hoping for a big favour regarding the book "Chameleo" - I lost my PDF copy when my laptop was damaged. I'm wanting to refer back to the book to re-read a couple of things. Is there any possibility that you might be able to provide me with a download link again? Would be very greatly appreciated if you can!

[Franny]

You can find it here, Lakota. Enjoy.

https://1lib.us/s/Chameleo

[Lakota]

You can find it here, Lakota. Enjoy.

https://1lib.us/s/Chameleo
Thank you so much Franny - this is greatly appreciated!
I'm still trying to unravel a lot of things with all of this.