My quest for Truth and a reason to stay in my body.

[Red Skywalker]

I am confused, I know it all and at the same time I know nothing.
I post this writing for those who have the same problem.

WHAT THE FRACK IS HAPPENING AND WHY?

What do I know, Hell:

There is some kind of disease, unknown if it’s dangerous or not. It has a reason, don’t know what reason.


There are powerful people on Earth and very possibly beyond Earth with mad/bad intentions.


The future for we as low level humans is not looking good. This includes the basic needs: water, food, air, shelter and a reason to stay alive. All now uncertain.


There is NO reliable source for information; none. Any seemingly useful hope information has a contradict disaster version.


We are separated from the one cosmic source of consciousness and have lost our cosmic knowledge and history.


It seems the plan is to turn humanity into silicone remotely controlled slave robots without Free Will, trapped in a digitized fake reality. Why? Why humans themselves? Are we run over by an AI machine? All we as humans need, could be accomplished with simple mechanical machines without free will and the need for live force.


I lost my reasons to stay alive on this.


What do I know, Heaven:


There is technology and spiritual knowledge on this planet to give anybody very, very long healthy and meaningful lives.


Our forefathers, mothers and others have gone to space and other roams. Nearly all are benevolent, besides the few mentioned above.
These last ones must be / are being removed, BUT we also need the strength to forgive them at last.


We will and have to rejoin with them.


That could be done in the very near future without more suffering and casualties.


This could give me a reason to stay alive on this planet and be excited to be part of.


Where, when, how can I know which path to put my mind on without hope-porn or fear-porn?
I am drifting in a sea of noise, what can I DO?

Trust Trump, Fulford, Q-Anon, Gates, Soros, Poetin, Merkel, US military, China, X22, any ‘authority’ and ‘free’ reporters?

I trust nobody anymore, even not myself. This is my situation. All I can say that there should be light at the end of tunnel because there is only light. Otherwise there was no Universe. Therefore I still hold on for a while, stretching all my recourses to find that little candle of light, using my free will as long as I possesses that.

Maybe if we all do the same, we finally get answers, real hope and new inspiration. But don’t create more and more noise. Only FACTS and real true results matter. I am done with the chaos. Read ‘Heaven’ again.

Thanks for reading. I don’t expect any comments, I just throw this post in for those recognizing the same feelings I have. You are not alone.

:heart:

[jaybee]

It seems the plan is to turn humanity into silicone remotely controlled slave robots without Free Will, trapped in a digitized fake reality. Why? Why humans themselves? Are we run over by an AI machine? All we as humans need, could be accomplished with simple mechanical machines without free will and the need for live force.

[snip]

Where, when, how can I know which path to put my mind on without hope-porn or fear-porn?
I am drifting in a sea of noise, what can I DO?

[snip]




hello - I like your name Red Skywalker and your avatar made me smile - that strange little creature with it's fingers going like the clappers on the keyboard... and the throbby bit in it's brain -


I read your post and felt moved to reply - even though you said you didn't expect any comments ------------you've got one --------- :)


I picked out the above from your post because at the moment things are so crazy and it's like watching the world we knew being destroyed before our very eyes - and the 'Invisible Enemy' is making some really big moves - and by Invisible Enemy I'm not talking about the Very Nasty Virus that is going round....


I picked out those bits because The Invisible Enemy can't take their agenda forward without 5G -

I would prefer to go in the other direction myself ie move closer to nature rather than turn everything into a boring robotic load of nonsense... there is something so shallow and vacuous about the technological so-called advancement 'they' are trying to force on us... it HAS to be weak at it's core because it's so stupid (not Smart)

soooooo I am making this comment to suggest that something useful you could do would be to learn more about 5G and help to raise awareness.... I try to do that myself intermittently - then I get distracted with Gardening or Art or something but I still manage to slip 5G into the occasional conversation to try and alert people about what's going on...

the whole thing is so tiresome - even having to learn about it and alert other people but it's something that can help steer away from the Collapse of Culture and Civilization...

It's like a kind of Job that needs to be done.... and it can feel like spiritual alchemy on a very basic and practical level...

We don't want the Invisible Enemy to make life INCREDIBLY shallow and full of vacuous nonsense without at least a bit of a fight back...


do we......... :no:

I'm smiling to myself writing all this......

thanks for your post.....

[Red Skywalker]

[QUOTE=Red Skywalker;1348669]
We don't want the Invisible Enemy to make life INCREDIBLY shallow and full of vacuous nonsense without at least a bit of a fight back...

Thanks jaybee,

I know about 5g, it uses 60 Ghz as one of its highest frequencies. That has a wavelength of about 8 mm. For a transmitter it uses an antenna of 1/4 wavelength, so 2 mm. Perfect for nanobots given by forced vaccination! That's just 1 of the reasons 5G is needed. I know, but out of the 17,5 million people in my country there are only a couple of thousand who are aware. It takes a heavenly wonder to stop this. I don't want a sign on my chest: "VAXXED". (Check Bill Gates.) Gone Free Will.

My grandparents and mother somehow survived the Japanese camps at Indonesia during WWII. I know their traumas and I will never let it happen to me. And if I had the means, not to any other too. Yet, it seems, it will happen now again on a worldwide scale. The madness is complete.

So, here is something that gives me a bit of strength:


5MG1XcntrT4

And what we are up against:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL18vrD9EPjAC7cQGB9fIzJcziJg4xwZkT

You can see the video's only by logging in to YouTube.
This is done by the uplaoder because these versions have the horrible art the elite likes in it.
Be warned. It's disgusting.
I really hope there are man and women fighting this dirt cabal and that this whole situation will be soon busted, out in the open and ... just hoping and sending light to the fighters ... if there are any. No facts found.

(I removed the previous embedded video's because part 2 of the 4 video's is banned from YouTube. It contained the story of Mister Microsoft and his horrible vaccine industry.
I wanted the complete video list here.
But you can still watch the full story lines from the link above ... if you login. Of course I have it all backed up.
So, if you really want to see it all and don't want to sign in (surely giving up your privacy), order Dutch or English DVD's from:

https://www.valcabal.nl/

This is NOT from me! But this is the direct website of the docu creator Janet Ossebaard. Pray for her because she put her live in danger by creating such a documentary, like many already 'slipped on the soap' hero's.

I hope this will not be seen as an advertisement, it's just because Youtube banned this so called fake information.

I can also upload all to this forum, but only if moderator gives permission)