space88paladin
24th May 2021, 04:43
One bizarre thing that happened when I was younger involved a bout of ‘stress-related pseudo-seizures’ and I am still baffled as to what exactly happened.
It was during a particularly intense time, and I remember I felt this pull above my head making my head roll in a circle slowly, until it was tilted backwards all the way. I also noticed this stretching of my vision into a tunnel like shape, almost like the way heat looks when it moves in the air.
I noticed different accents and voices would overcome my own and I’d speak in these different personalities, sorta. I’d get weird but still comfortable and pleasant sensations and feelings along with it.
There is a discrepancy here that is important, is that the seizure I ended up having was optional on my part, and I don’t think I ever ended up fully “finishing it”. I feel kind of reckless and disregarding for my own safety for going along with that and following the sensation until a seizure happened, but I was also in the middle of leading up to a psychotic break.
After I had multiple seizures I remember I woke up the next morning (in the hospital) with a very thick Hungarian-like accent that lasted for about 20-30 minutes and sort of a different personality or just attitude that seemed very bubbly. As well as that, there was an extremely intense warm sensation/feeling that ran the course of my body, like I was overcharged with some sort of energy, mostly built up in my extremities and pelvic area. I remember I felt like I was about to explode in some fashion or just pass out because of it, and I had to find some sort of object to put the energy into so I could go back to normal.
SO. I don’t know what that mess was but is this what is just called channeling, or a walk-in? I still feel the pulling sensation any time of the day and can mess with it if I like (I never do) and it does feel more agitated when I am more stressed. Was I “downloading” another soul into my body somehow, that was my first theory but I don’t know. Can anybody do this if they try?
It was during a particularly intense time, and I remember I felt this pull above my head making my head roll in a circle slowly, until it was tilted backwards all the way. I also noticed this stretching of my vision into a tunnel like shape, almost like the way heat looks when it moves in the air.
I noticed different accents and voices would overcome my own and I’d speak in these different personalities, sorta. I’d get weird but still comfortable and pleasant sensations and feelings along with it.
There is a discrepancy here that is important, is that the seizure I ended up having was optional on my part, and I don’t think I ever ended up fully “finishing it”. I feel kind of reckless and disregarding for my own safety for going along with that and following the sensation until a seizure happened, but I was also in the middle of leading up to a psychotic break.
After I had multiple seizures I remember I woke up the next morning (in the hospital) with a very thick Hungarian-like accent that lasted for about 20-30 minutes and sort of a different personality or just attitude that seemed very bubbly. As well as that, there was an extremely intense warm sensation/feeling that ran the course of my body, like I was overcharged with some sort of energy, mostly built up in my extremities and pelvic area. I remember I felt like I was about to explode in some fashion or just pass out because of it, and I had to find some sort of object to put the energy into so I could go back to normal.
SO. I don’t know what that mess was but is this what is just called channeling, or a walk-in? I still feel the pulling sensation any time of the day and can mess with it if I like (I never do) and it does feel more agitated when I am more stressed. Was I “downloading” another soul into my body somehow, that was my first theory but I don’t know. Can anybody do this if they try?