Stepping out of the shadows, no triggers here

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hello, many of you might know me, or of me, likewise many will have no clue. That is fine, I'm not here to push any agenda simply to relate a few things that I believe should be related at this moment in time. I deliberately kept a low profile for many years, watching and waiting, my 'thing' was and still is Disclosure. I backed out completely, retired from the so called 'Ufo Scene' back in 2015 as I became more and more disillusioned with the direction 'ufology' was taking. It seemed to me that wild fantasy driven tales were the order of the day and that these were embraced more and more deeply by certain sections of the so called alternative community.

To an old veteran of over 50 years, hands on, this saddened me and at times sickened me. I realised this was drawing good people away from the serious study of the subject and indeed cast ridicule on Ufology in general. Those that know me or of me will recall the global disclosures I made in 1994 to 2000. Much of those disclosures were at the time lambasted and ridiculed by even the ufo community, but I did not give up, I knew people needed to know and shouldered the abuse hoping people would in time wake up and realise that the data I was disclosing was fact.

The past lets say, ten years have indeed proven my disclosures as fact, from many diverse individuals globally in many different books, interviews, tv shows etc. Among these were the grey clones, the man made, military made small greys used for purposes of staged abductions and as far as Dr Greer is concerned, a possible false flag alien invasion. Recall, I and I alone in the wilderness shouted aloud these beings were being manufactured over 25 years ago. This one element alone cost me dearly by disclosing this. NO ONE TOOK IT SERIOUSLY. Along came Dr Greer during the mid 2000s, and more detailed from 2009, that HE and HE ALONE brought these beings into the public domain and ONLY HE and HIS TEAM had full details about them, where they are made etc etc and for what purpose.
Just recently Project Camelot did an interview with someone whom also was talking matter of factly re these grey clones.

Other aspects of my disclosures was the now fully accepted as being matter of fact, is 'The Survey' or better known as its official designation, Project Oaktree. I will not go into this now but it was again ridiculed in the 90's but a number of serious researchers now admit to its existence and refers to it within their own research.

I warned people about Dugway in Utah, its workings its hidden secrets etc and now of course researchers regard it as something they stumbled upon and call it the new Area 51. I detailed Manzano, now there is a place to look deeply into, sorry no clues here, did that many years ago.
There are many instances of my disclosures, once ridiculed now fully accepted within the community, most do not know or care whom brought these into the public domain at great personal cost. That is life I guess, I can live with that, I just shake my head and sigh, look at my battle scars and move on.

Make whatever comments you wish, its still, JUST, a free World, positive or negative, like assholes we all have opinions and are entitled to them. If anyone is interested I can supply the pdf link to my disclosures, sure they are 'old hat' now but there are still a few gems in there worthy of a looksie. My email is ok with me to give out, drop me a line if you want the link: maninblackuk@hotmail.com

Thankyou for your time and patience listening to this old guy, Barry

UPDATE 22nd Nov. Thankyou for all the email requests for PDF link, I will respond ASAP, thankyou for your patience, Barry

[Sunny-side-up]

Welcome back SPIRIT WOLF

[Agape]

I wonder if you have any answer to the following question: were you aligned or implanted with the grey beings biological material at some point in your life so you were also “allowed” to see them and their activity in life ?

I’ve noticed that many of our friends from the old experienced group literally disappeared or fell seriously ill, usually after being charmed by the mystery of ET matters trying to persuade yourself for more information.
That made me think it’s unwise to dig too deep into something we are not entitled to understand, at least not on your level of experience.

My own alliances come from different kind of entities who never cause harm to my friends but are protective of humanity.

Another question: the “grey alliance” seems to operate all over the world but have special areas of influence, could you please reiterate their true domains ( as opposite to folk tales of ufology and social media)?

When I was in the UK (2019) my friends there repeatedly told me that “I have great way with words” as opposed to the influence of the “greys” who in essence and effort to prevent errors fail to communicate .
Which way do these entities communicate with humans, are they capable of doing so in human language ?


Gracias , thanks

No name calling please


Agape

[Blastolabs]

I did a quick search of your post and couldn't find any PDF's.

Any tips where to find the PDF's?

[RunningDeer]

I did a quick search of your post and couldn't find any PDF's.

Any tips where to find the PDF's?
Barry a.k.a SPIRIT WOLF wrote:

If anyone is interested I can supply the pdf link to my disclosures, sure they are 'old hat' now but there are still a few gems in there worthy of a looksie. My email is ok with me to give out, drop me a line if you want the link: maninblackuk@hotmail.com

[mojo]

I will not go into this now but it was again ridiculed in the 90's but a number of serious researchers now admit to its existence and refers to it within their own research.
I understand why some would stay in the shadows. Every case I can think of except the recent military footage it seems that each case was ridiculed and attacked. Even my favorite, the famous Turkey footage. Another excellent enounter with video case from Carlos Diaz. He met a mysterious man on the road in the dark after his sighting on the forest road. I always wondered about that man because he knew Carlos was in the forest and he also knew information about the ETs. This person was in the know for sure but we have no more knowledge as he kept private.
Another case that Dr Nolan the geneticist from Standford mentioned to me on a visit about a retired doctor living near the Sierra Mts that he met and was having personal contact but wished to keep private. The famous Italian friendship case was public for many years and many of the people that had ongoing contact went silent over time.
I have had my own personal sightings and of course had my share of ridicule & attacks.
In closing it's really nice that you will step out of the shadows to share with others as it takes courage and wish you the best...

[SPIRIT WOLF]

EDIT Mistake made in trying to reply to earlier post to Agape

[Agape]

Many thanks , please no stress, no rush, no worries.
The time is on our side in this case and whether we are actually able to understand more depends on your patience. So thanks ahead if any of my questions are actually answerable.

Also, one of the links to the old version of Voice Files abbreviated version ( published by SPIRIT WOLF in 2005)

https://en.calameo.com/read/00289121838346e1b9e31

Short resume by Geraldo Calezzato:

https://www.scribd.com/document/260929344/Barry-King


🙏

[Mike Gorman]

It is very nice to hear from you, I understand the sense of frustration when insights and information you have been aware of for absolute ages suddenly comes into vogue, driven by someone else and they of course become famous and respected. I always think it is like what the old academics used to say: the work is the reward! Every time someone gains a little more of the puzzle this throws light in the darkness, it adds to our collective understanding, regardless of where it comes from. Thank you for your efforts, and know that you are appreciated - thanks for being here.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Just a quick note, as mentioned above I will reply with links to all emails ASAP. Those that already know of and are familiar with the original disclosures, they were spread over time, between 1994 and terminated in December of 2000, with reasons already given. The files were released in a 'trail of crumbs' over many issues totalling some 600+ A4 pages, so the 'gems' were given out over a long period, safer to do so I was advised.

Also FYI there is a period of my life, my timeline which remains secret, I can offer no comment or elaborate on this. Those that know me well will fully understand and I hope they will keep that knowledge to themselves, my continuing safety depends on that as I'm sure no one wants me to be compromised or endangered in any way. (do not worry its not as dark as it may sound, just important to keep out of ears for now).

Agape every time I try to directly reply to your posts I receive an error, hope its just a glitch. To everyone here, many thanks for the kind words and support you have thus shown me, its much appreciated, Barry

[Agape]

I had to detach from many things in my life, people, ideas of family, places, friends, even countries, ideas of right and wrong, sometimes because it was the only way not to die. At the lowest points of “disclosure” there were always some who recommended or demanded that I detach from myself, from facts and substitute some other persona of their preference in that place :)
I found the mean calling me naughty, those of desire calling me wonderful and the angry calling me their hate.
As transparent and empty of those things I’ve ever been, the fear they induced in me “in the name of humanity” surrounds me and haunts me till I’m humanly alive.

Eagles soar above all our wars, their eyes watchful, not losing the memory of past.

The time is on your watch they say after all, your debts have been payed and lessons taken.

🙏

[RunningDeer]

Agape every time I try to directly reply to your posts I receive an error, hope its just a glitch. To everyone here, many thanks for the kind words and support you have thus shown me, its much appreciated, Barry

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[SPIRIT WOLF]

Before I reply to Agape as kindly assisted by Running Deer I will mention this: I am grateful for the thus far received emails requesting the links to my original files, and likewise accept I'm going to receive some hostility and trolling, I'm used to that over the years. All I can say is IF you have to troll kindly have the decency to do so openly here on the forum, not that you will of course. I'm fully open here, fully transparent, always have been.

There are many current researchers that I admire and respect for the work they do, I will not mention all but among them are Richard Dolan, Bill, Kerry, Miles, Randy Maugans (I thank him for giving me a platform with a couple of radio interviews), Mel Fabregas of Veritas, I especially thank him for the 4 hour phone interview we has in March of 2010 which was featured on his platform over the course of two weekends, parts 1 and 2 each weekend. That I can very much recommend listening to, I'm told by many whom listened to these that it was like two friends calmly chatting at a bar, friendly calming talk, I discussed in great detail my life from early childhood right thru to my years in Project Oaktree (the survey) and much much more. John Hanson for his extremely interesting book series Haunted Skies, much recommended. He covered my witnessing of the May 12th 1974 CE2/3 event at Barn Hill Chingford Essex.

The above case was included in other books and journals including Jerome Clarke's massive tome The Ufo Book, also in the 1976 US Catalog of physical trace cases by CUFOS Ted Phillips. I sent, at the time, 1974, copies of a detailed report I made together with color photos of the tree top damage to BUFORA, CUFOS and the MOD in London. This was one of the strangest events in my life, a very close structured object which damaged the tops of the trees it was hovering above, plus the sighting of actual beings. This as said was very close range and to this day remains a mystery as to its origin.

Yes I took a lot of stick at the time and naturally I became wary of even speaking about it. I recall a phone interview one night from someone whom worked for the American 'Midnight' newspaper whom carried the story but as media has a way of sensationalising things, distorting things, they carried the case but the article showed a pic of someone kneeling holding a drawing of the very being I DID witness plus one or two errors regarding my age etc, it was typical I later learned of what the mass media is like, you could not always trust them so I basically folded up within myself and kept away from all and everything for some time.

Thats about all I need say at moment, thankyou again for your time, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I wonder if you have any answer to the following question: were you aligned or implanted with the grey beings biological material at some point in your life so you were also “allowed” to see them and their activity in life ?

I’ve noticed that many of our friends from the old experienced group literally disappeared or fell seriously ill, usually after being charmed by the mystery of ET matters trying to persuade yourself for more information.
That made me think it’s unwise to dig too deep into something we are not entitled to understand, at least not on your level of experience.

My own alliances come from different kind of entities who never cause harm to my friends but are protective of humanity.

Another question: the “grey alliance” seems to operate all over the world but have special areas of influence, could you please reiterate their true domains ( as opposite to folk tales of ufology and social media)?

When I was in the UK (2019) my friends there repeatedly told me that “I have great way with words” as opposed to the influence of the “greys” who in essence and effort to prevent errors fail to communicate .
Which way do these entities communicate with humans, are they capable of doing so in human language ?


Gracias , thanks

No name calling please


Agape

Hi Eva, lets hope I have got this right and will be able to respond. You have known me since around 2006/7 so you know me well I hope. Surely you know my status regarding implants, and as you know the answers are YES and YES. I too have noticed that many within the small group we were in during the forum years have become ill, simply disappeared from the ufo scene or have gone off at tangents, I cannot explain why this occurred. I realise you have gone thru a great deal over the past few years, in several countries under strange conditions and situations, I only hope you are safe and well in your current location. The beings whom are varied in origin as you know, can communicate in varying ways including mind to mind, you know this. Anyways, I do wish you well, keep safe, Barry

[Mark]

Among these were the grey clones, the man made, military made small greys used for purposes of staged abductions and as far as Dr Greer is concerned, a possible false flag alien invasion. Recall, I and I alone in the wilderness shouted aloud these beings were being manufactured over 25 years ago. This one element alone cost me dearly by disclosing this. NO ONE TOOK IT SERIOUSLY.

Greetings, Sir. I would have taken you very seriously, had I been aware of your work.

One of my earliest memories is a screen memory from kindergarten probably, of a bunch of dolls chasing me through our house at the time on Hamilton Army Airfield in Novato, California. They caught me, and stuck a really long needle in me. I remember waking, arched out of my bed, aching. Over the years, I have come to know that those dolls were very small greys, about a foot to a foot and a half tall.

I have learned as an adult that this base was one of the stops where the Roswell craft was hangered for a while. The region has been rife with UFO and black helicopter sightings in the decades since and the mountain behind the house we lived in on-base, according to some other potential memories, had entries into underground spaces. This would have been in the early 1970s, perhaps 72-74.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Mark, your encounter is very similar to others I have come across over the years, all not surprisingly were connected with a base, a military facility of one sort or another. Although your description re size of these things varies from most but their actions are very similar. Have you any further info regarding that particular airfield? Please reply when convenient, regards, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

47976 disclosure is coming

[Mark]

Hi Mark, your encounter is very similar to others I have come across over the years, all not surprisingly were connected with a base, a military facility of one sort or another.

I have never shared this story here, before, although I have told folks in my life. Typing it out makes it feel more definitive than it has been in my memory. I have a lot of blank spaces in memory as a child and young adult. It took me quite some time in life to understand the nature of my early experiences and to realize that they were actually quite strange, even among other military brats.



Although your description re size of these things varies from most but their actions are very similar. Have you any further info regarding that particular airfield? Please reply when convenient, regards, Barry

This is one reason why I have been reticent to share this particular story with folks. Most "small" greys are about 3-4 feet tall or so, from my research and the representations in popular media. Of course I was very small at the time as well, probably about 3-4 feet tall, so the fact that they were about the size of dolls really stood out. The only other person I have ever heard mention greys that little has been Credo Mutwah, in his conversation with David Icke about his own abduction experience in Africa.


The base shut down in 80s, but there has been continued activity. The black helicopter sightings have occurred most recently, in the last 5 years or so, as has a lot of seemingly undercover construction underground, according to some research I did a few years ago. The area is Marin County, California wine country and quite wealthy, these days. Where the base was, there are now what look to be mini-mansions, according to google streetview.

I can remember lying awake at night watching strange lights roam the house, at least from what I could see from my bed. I also remember discounting car headlights, because of the regularity of the light movement. It felt like an entity to me back then, I knew it represented a consciousness of some sort. I don't remember ever being afraid, just of watching it night after night. There is more, but that is peculiar to my experiences and is not about the base itself. Oh, we neighborhood kids didn't roam into the woods too deeply, there was a wall of dense bushes and a fence, but I have the impression/memory of walking in the woods with other children my age and of tunnels with smooth walls.

Searching, right now, I find this quote at the UFO Hunters (https://www.ufo-hunters.com/sightings/search/51969a4183c78d384ec2c4a5/UFO%20Sighting%20in%20Novato,%20California%20(United%20States)%20on%20Friday%2001%20August%201958) site:


Novato, California (United States)
Sighted on Friday 01. August 1958
Reported on Friday 01. August 1958
Shape: Circle | Duration: 01:00:00
Source: MUFON

The time indicated above is approximate. I collected my sister pamela and some of the kids we played with from the family across the street Larry, Dennis and one of the girls either evelyn or joyce Heifner and I took them to the grey base just over the hill from where I lived at 615 Plum St Novato calif. to see the base that was there. At the time i was greatly impressed by the base and was strongly attracted to it. we went to the ratty old grey house that served as one of the entrances to the base and we saw the following sight. a landed smaller UFO was sitting on the ground behind the old house. It was the same type that I and Larry, Dennis Heifner and Steven Laycock explored when we found it empty on the same hill side in another event. At the foot of the ladder of the UFO that was behind the old house were three young human women in bubble hair dos that were kind of huddled together and acting subdued. One of the twin young men that I have mentioned in other postings at the MUFON site was talking to a grey a little ways away from the women. the young man was about 20 years old white dark hair and had an over all Italian look to him and was dressed in dark clothes. the grey was a classic grey. As we watched things from the edge of the surrounding brush in the back of the house I became very concerned for the safety of the women that the young man was selling them in effect to the grey. The man had a big smug grin on his face and was a vicious predator in appearance. Very dangerous. The grey saw us and paniced and said "Look down" so I looked down at the ground. The grey was furious that we were there seeing what was going on. My sister who was younger said "Dont you hurt my brother" She was young but she would have fought for me. the grey said "Go away and stop bothering us" and that is about where my current memory of the event stops. I have selected this event out of many because of the multiple witnesses and the presence of a Landed UFO, other adult abductees, the human like man working with the greys and the presence of the grey. The ufo is as I have described in Postings at MUFON. Round with a dome in the center. tripod landing gear hinged at the edge of the thing, stairs coming down from the center a ring of vents on the out side edge. Tail on the top part.It was the color of the dry grass on the hill at the time. The event establishes the presense of greys and UFOs at the house and the fact that human like beings were working with the greys probably as agents in our society at that early date. It also establishes that abduction were being carried out by the human like beings. at the time I was very concerned for the lives of the young women above. it was the feeling I got at the time that they. were really in danger. i had no doubt in my mind at the time that i was looking at a landed UFO, a space alien (grey) and a human that was an agent for the greys who was very dangerous.

There are some others listed here, at the UFO Network (https://ufo.net/tag/novato/) site, tagged "Novato". Novato also has quite the reputation for the presence of ghosts and entities, with 7 pages of experiences on the GhostsofAmerica (http://www.ghostsofamerica.com/9/California_Novato_ghost_sightings0.html) site. Sounds like it has a plethora of experiences, kind of like Skinwalker Ranch.

[Agape]

I think, witnessed, seen, experienced people are disappearing because someone wants us to have disappeared , sometimes I wonder it’s both parties, ETs and the fragile panicking humans , the good servants of an Empire ever hoping for promotion,
those that have been trusted information but misunderstood.

Even those trying to disappear from this modern world would find it nearly impossible.

It’s a hue mans world.

Like mantra people keep repeating to themselves reflecting on simple childish looks, like their loud music and forever looping serotonin and adrenaline complex.
Blowing the human like a balloon.

Thought it was about aura, the aurora or to know more but it proved to be mostly about feeding differences , at the end.


Was it one of us who said “safety is an illusion”, I confirm, powerful illusion it is.

Well, someone always watches the watchers


The t’ooth is out there, Thot too.


From the nameless but outspoken realms where birds also abide


Agape

🦅

[Patient]

Thank you Spirit Wolf!

It can be frustrating trying to get a message out, educate and enlighten people. My feelings on this are that we do reach those people that we need to.

I recall the first time seeing your avatar and name - that was all I needed as that gave me something, although not sure what, and I do not recall your post. Just connecting at a basic level gave me a good feeling.

Thank you!

[Agape]

Your coming back at this time is a decisive moment in my opinion
and at this time, I’m not going to be frightened by the same manipulative agenda we have been subjected to too many times.

Being who I am I am seated on the benevolent side of intelligence, so make no mistake in those circuits.

I’m most certainly not “trolling” your thread.

But I do reflect on the truth and factual events that occurred in our lives in last 5 years or so, events with factual people involved in THIS very disclosure.

I am free to open share my verified CV produced carefully by professor of linguistics in Finland while I was held under threat of life in Uruguay.
There are international witnesses to all that journey and people who contributed to my rescue.
You have been informed about it together with the other people, this wasn’t “preplanned” action when I’d have hours to think about what to do.

You’ve never responded neither any helpful response was ever initiated by the secret DoD team you told us about. I’m not “surprised” by it but wished they were for real.

The same concerns last 5 years of Carolyn Teilman who may not be with us at this time or not but ended up as quadriplegic on wheel chair.

Her and the other people whom you have taken on a trip and promised them “military intelligence dossiers” being sent to you with details of their MILABs,
all those people “incompetently” hanging on your help while they really SHOULDN’T.
are in my memory.

So is my mum who has been innocent witness of all the drag and passed away in 2015, before her time.

There is nothing but truth and love I’ve committed to this field,

you with your highest British programming of Alice of Wonderland calling people “dolly” care to be the messenger of truth albeit extraterrestrial truth ?
Any surprise this venue always turns “big bad” at the end ?



I am not afraid because I’ve done nothing wrong to you and yours and have right to BE a living Being,
not a poster, not an icon, not a cartoon.

The crucial information science and public are looking for in this case is still shrouded in clouds of smog and bad air, as I see it.


How long is it going to take us to get there, to the point of clarity, in your opinion ?

🙏

[Mark]

I think, witnessed, seen, experienced people are disappearing because someone wants us to have disappeared , sometimes I wonder it’s both parties, ETs and the fragile panicking humans , the good servants of an Empire ever hoping for promotion,
those that have been trusted information but misunderstood.

I'm pretty sure this is something that has been happening on a mass level and I wonder where people are being disappeared to. Surely there is something more than just murder and a lonely grave somewhere desolate. These days, it is so hard to be totally under the radar. I know there are people that I have searched for over the years who I've shared experience with who should by no means be that difficult to find, as they did not, at the times I knew them, live lives away from the mainstream or seem prone to feeling separate from society in any way.

[Agape]

I fear all true answers to that question purely blend with darkness of the night ..how bad is that 🐾

Most frequently they get sucked by the system, medical care, even retirement homes. I know the situation is manifold but anyone with sparkle of intelligence in their brain nowadays struggle not to end up hanging on government systems, for supports or end up in hospitals.
Knowing our common and uncommon vulnerabilities, one small accident is sometimes sufficient to take person down. Welcome to the new age of techno and magic.

We have frequencies to heal and sound weapons. Light and laser weapons. Cars and bikes. What about little insect , virus or a snake onboard.

I’m not short of invoking the protections of the heavens and earth


The recent Covid pandemics and its implications were exactly designed to take as many people down or under as possible.
I’ve opted out of being part of any social system right before it started or I’d have been sucked under by one or another daunting system and social manipulation.

For sure I don’t know how long am I able to survive without supports but as passing is inevitable to all living beings, at least I feel I have this much smarts and right to live and die under free skies, not in captivity or being manhandled for I’ve done nothing wrong to “all those people”.


I reject the necessity of violence when dealing with intelligent beings ,
if truth was ever spoken ,

all the top secrets would be explainable by now, 2021.


Feeling so backwards and behind the lines at the same time


I’ve seen the human motion all around the planet in 2019 was huge, almost unstoppable,
so I’m not sure “who will take whom” at the end of the story.


🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xTeI65yrhGw

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Your coming back at this time is a decisive moment in my opinion
and at this time, I’m not going to be frightened by the same manipulative agenda we have been subjected to too many times.

Being who I am I am seated on the benevolent side of intelligence, so make no mistake in those circuits.

I’m most certainly not “trolling” your thread.

But I do reflect on the truth and factual events that occurred in our lives in last 5 years or so, events with factual people involved in THIS very disclosure.

I am free to open share my verified CV produced carefully by professor of linguistics in Finland while I was held under threat of life in Uruguay.
There are international witnesses to all that journey and people who contributed to my rescue.
You have been informed about it together with the other people, this wasn’t “preplanned” action when I’d have hours to think about what to do.

You’ve never responded neither any helpful response was ever initiated by the secret DoD team you told us about. I’m not “surprised” by it but wished they were for real.

The same concerns last 5 years of Carolyn Teilman who may not be with us at this time or not but ended up as quadriplegic on wheel chair.

Her and the other people whom you have taken on a trip and promised them “military intelligence dossiers” being sent to you with details of their MILABs,
all those people “incompetently” hanging on your help while they really SHOULDN’T.
are in my memory.

So is my mum who has been innocent witness of all the drag and passed away in 2015, before her time.

There is nothing but truth and love I’ve committed to this field,

you with your highest British programming of Alice of Wonderland calling people “dolly” care to be the messenger of truth albeit extraterrestrial truth ?
Any surprise this venue always turns “big bad” at the end ?



I am not afraid because I’ve done nothing wrong to you and yours and have right to BE a living Being,
not a poster, not an icon, not a cartoon.

The crucial information science and public are looking for in this case is still shrouded in clouds of smog and bad air, as I see it.


How long is it going to take us to get there, to the point of clarity, in your opinion ?

🙏

Hi Eva, I hope you are safe and well. The associates in DI were always on hand and as you should recall helped out physically and practically over a period of time, especially with Carolyn. I have had NO contact with associates since 2014 so have no idea as to what they may or may not be doing these days as regards Disclosure within the UK Government. Regarding your incidents in various countries, yes I recall messages from you but was totally unable to assist in any practical way. One of the reasons I stepped away from EVERYTHING was health, in late 2015 I suffered yet another TIA and that one was a doosey!.

We BOTH have suffered at the hands of others including trolls on the net, lucky we both have strong spirits and survived. You need to accept the fact that ALL TIES with British Intel ceased years ago, I'm on my own and have no one watching my back, although there still are influences that try to control and manipulate my disclosures. Clarity? I cannot say, do you mean Disclosure clarity? That is out of my hands.

Yes DI did on several occasions prepare to allow certain files to be passed to certain individuals, again not of my control, Andrew would have been in charge of that. It seems you are blaming me for several ills during the past, I'm sorry if you think that way but you should recall how protocols controlled many things. Not sure what else I can add. Like you my health has taken a battering of late and am very low but that is not for eyes here. Let me end by saying I do very sincerely hope you are safe and well, take good care of yourself, your friend as always, Barry

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I think, witnessed, seen, experienced people are disappearing because someone wants us to have disappeared , sometimes I wonder it’s both parties, ETs and the fragile panicking humans , the good servants of an Empire ever hoping for promotion,
those that have been trusted information but misunderstood.

I'm pretty sure this is something that has been happening on a mass level and I wonder where people are being disappeared to. Surely there is something more than just murder and a lonely grave somewhere desolate. These days, it is so hard to be totally under the radar. I know there are people that I have searched for over the years who I've shared experience with who should by no means be that difficult to find, as they did not, at the times I knew them, live lives away from the mainstream or seem prone to feeling separate from society in any way.

I think what Eva is saying is that it does seem certain researchers have either given up the ghost and no longer seem to be as public as they were, or in one or two instances have been forced out of the loop by person or persons unknown, for whatever reason.

[Axman]

Hi Barry glad you are feeling better and back here its good reading what and where you have been.

Have you heard any word from Carolyn. The last I heard she was in pretty bad shape. I know she was trying to reach out to you.

Good to have you back
Carry on my friend
The Axman

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Barry glad you are feeling better and back here its good reading what and where you have been.

Have you heard any word from Carolyn. The last I heard she was in pretty bad shape. I know she was trying to reach out to you.

Good to have you back
Carry on my friend
The Axman

Hi, No sorry I have lost all contact with everyone since around 2015, I had no idea Carolyn was in bad shape until Eva mentioned it. My total retiement from the scene was due to very ill health and seeing how the net was going down the drain quality wise I decided to stay dark. Are we fighting a losing battle?

[onawah]

You might find Clif High's contributions of interest. His latest here:
https://www.bitchute.com/video/Sp5wfz7lAtcV


My total retiement from the scene was due to very ill health and seeing how the net was going down the drain quality wise I decided to stay dark. Are we fighting a losing battle?

[Agape]

Hi Barry glad you are feeling better and back here its good reading what and where you have been.

Have you heard any word from Carolyn. The last I heard she was in pretty bad shape. I know she was trying to reach out to you.

Good to have you back
Carry on my friend
The Axman

Hi, No sorry I have lost all contact with everyone since around 2015, I had no idea Carolyn was in bad shape until Eva mentioned it. My total retiement from the scene was due to very ill health and seeing how the net was going down the drain quality wise I decided to stay dark. Are we fighting a losing battle?



I’m responding with this quote, respectfully because my editing capabilities are limited. Working from 4.8/2.3 inch screen phone for almost 4 years now most of the time as both of my bigger gadgets had to be sold in emergency here in Dharamsala 4 winters ago. So hope you can understand I had whole different range of difficulties than “internet trolls” , all that time and was basically sent around the globe twice.

I completely understand that you had to retire from internet. Hope this time is all better for you and family.

I’m not sure what’s Carolyn’s situation nowadays, if she was with us she would be reading us reminding us not to call her Carolyn.
But rationally speaking, once someone are gone , they should be better remembered with respect rather than a “ghost” of a person.

This is one of her last threads, it is shocking but I beg those capable of rational mind not to fail and fall for delusional minds suggesting that whatever is written on this forum is web mash and conspiracy theory.

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?105617-Quadriplegic-needs-advice.&highlight=Quadriplegic


I’m very lucky to still have all four limbs etc.

Feeling rather reluctant to share facts as the disillusionment that my life did not evolve at computer “on sofa” had seemed to have taken over many researchers to the subject save for the “famous and wealthy”.

Obviously, the Bodhgaya encounter happened in Bodhgaya , India, Bihar in 2002 while I was 6 years here in the monastery, at that time and from my CV it is rather obvious that I’ve studied here actively since 1993 when I was 19 years old.
I pardon Barry the principal researcher in that matter for forgetfulness but the sole reason I could return and was compelled to return to Prague in 2005, aside of the encounter was my mum and her medical situation that was dependant both on me and institution at that time, after two complicated surgeries she might not have been long but my coming back gave us another 10 years of life.

Unfortunate for the events in 2018 in Uruguay and being sent to Finland etc.,
those were fully physical events and times, including interrogation,
none is on the internet.
Except for Gofundme project Pola Churchill kindly started for me at that time, even though we were able to collect but few hundred dollars which was ridiculously little for being under extreme pressure to get out of there at the same time.

There’s very little space for manipulating of what’s happened, has happened.

The people who invited me and had me were well aware and extremely intelligent though themselves in bad legal trouble. The threat orchestrated in me was not caused by me anyhow, neither I’ve called for emergency or collecting funds.

The whole case have only led to further and more absurd forms of injustice such as being picked up in Finland in order to be put to Finnish language course ( straight from Spanish speaking Uruguay which I have adopted rather easily) and being offered fake marriage status in exchange for safety in Finland which would soon end up in isolation ( it is beautiful country but socially isolated especially for non Finnish speaker ), the absurdity still continues on as the people who started it managed to turn most of my friends ( real people ) away, right there from Uruguay.

So I’m back in India since 2019 in my own meditation retreat. There is nothing “exotic” on here or better than what your Tesco has to offer,
far less if you ask but at least people do know me , since 27 years back and do not require internet audit.
In fact some of friends who had seen your interviews in 2012/3 when we were still in contact may remember you as well. They’re all incredible people who don’t forget that easily if not for not being just “fed” most of the time 🙏

Of safety, no I’m not in kindergarden or someone’s else’s ( never lived at other people’s homes) or eating from anyone’s plate.
It’s never been possible with me and is much less possible now since we all are coming of age and have individual biorhythms, requirements, medicines etc.

Monasteries are closed since the epidemics started.


So I’m here in cold, third consecutive winter and almost on zero with any kind of cash.
Have jacket and clothing I travelled with for almost 5 years now and couple sacred relics.

The Finns enumerated this on my CV , so this too was sent to you by email I thought.


I can fly high for sure and keep detaching from this human life for 3 years now, sometimes with resolution but I’m still a “normal person” outwardly who wants to help others , in my teaching capacity and would be happy to do so whenever this situation has chance to normalise.

For now, I’m not conventionally in any sort of safe situation , you may realize by now and despite approaching friends for help,
I’m still working mostly from zero and coffee.

That’s not a joke or an internet meme , unfortunately in our case. You would probably call this “field situation” and 6 years mission on foot.

I’ve taken every risk to find more truth rather than argue about it or defend it even, including risk of my life and any kind of safetiness.


With that please accept apologies if this is somehow “too much” on you, it’s been difficult for all of us no doubts.


🙏🍵🙏



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMUQMSXLlHM


One for all, all for many

[Agape]

Later and for sure, I’m not blaming you for anything particular, neither I’m aware of such and thanks for your friendship,
don’t mention the internet , it seems to have taken this human populace and many minds and lives included those young ones down already.

I’ve never had the time in my life to waste “on the internet” alone unless it would have had any true meaning.

There are the Gauss scale ( rather than sky) differences between any of us, on countless levels.
We may try to “wrestle words”, match threads and postings but the reality and individuality of lives of every person may be entirely different in each case.

I am sorry for mentioning your DoD group, better without specifications but there is no other sense they ever gave out than being part of yourself.

From my own life experience I can only say that anyone with active foot in security would have been able to active anti-terrorist hotline when I was held hostage and strangled etc. The “hotline” does not “do emergency”. They merely attempt to contact the perpetrator and bring the threat level down,
it also takes them rather short time to find the perpetrator in database and whether they’ve been suspected or charged for abuse previously.

This wasn’t a fun situation or one when I could run to embassies - the nearest one was in Buenos Aires, Uruguay has only a consulate with office person coming for couple hours a week.

I am sorry if this is “too much” to say and I’m neither angry or any other epitome to fill in, neither I’m rising my emotion but this is the clarity of situation I have barely mentioned so far.
Discussing it on “internet forum” you are right, may only add more injustice because it being complicated, advanced situation involving many other people with real names, and their children ( minors in this case) who are vulnerable and victims of it all as I were. Only to note they were both present in the house during scenes of extreme violence, repeatedly and also before I ever came around( from the casefile of their parents I’ve personally helped to resolve).

So sorry, I’m citing this for clarity sake , it does not make me well or excited anyhow.

This is the presence of world we are living, the ways we have been taken to,
often in exchange for bits of knowing and awakening more but generally, not more than that.

It’s an acknowledgement of recent facts, Life, between us, rather than case of special revelation about something mysterious : which it could have been,
easily I guess if I did not have mind of my own.

I wish for everyone the same if you ask, to be able to come out with their truths and situations with clarity, honesty and reality sense and be heard and respected by the collective or those who have the capacity to understand.

What I don’t like is exactly what you have pointed out, this often being but vane effort, literary venue and word game for those of little minds.


I will always respect you for your knowledge and insight and remember all the precious moments we shared. Sorry for being exhausted and not a posting genius.


With my “truth sense” it’s not too surprising some want me to disappear asap :) but surviving such a curse is nearly impossible in the society of today and feeling it would be civilised.

It would have to be “the Czechs” to pardon my impunity if it was one of theirs.
As they always follow only those with influence and money and turn away rapidly when someone is in trouble, danger or surrounded by black ops.
Great heroes, aren’t they.
We have to be “happy” that they’ve all learned to read and write. Even with errors. They can also translate or google translate foreign news, even forums.
So proud of it all really but not much better than “my Tibetans” really.


This is the world we are living 😢

The world casting endless doubts on anyone with difference.


Never aimed to hurt you or anyone else, never will. It’s not in my brain, not in my hands, not in my life, playing people up or harming them.


Please do not understand it otherwise

🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Eva, I'm so very very sorry I was unable to help or assist in any way during those horrific times, I can only say I'm sorry, with tears streaming down my face I apologise for not being a good enough friend to try and help you. Forgive me

[Agape]

I’m also very sorry and feel I need to step back from having a go at all those people and events, my “righteous mind” is of no help whatsoever.

It’s just a snippet of what has happened and they have had good idea on “what to do” with me if I ever decide to talk. I was offered to be killed honorifically ( in tradition of Japanese samurais ) which I did not accept, then there was the idea that I will turn soon desperate enough to “cancel myself” ( to be little softer here), it too did not work out,
I’m usually happy on my own and unless people start forcing me to their ways and manners.

This being public forum so all I’ve shared is more like a shame , shame of absence ..
of true friends or perhaps my ET family coming down for us on time.

When humans declare shame on something/somebody the whole motion of the society and its consciousness unfortunately usually follow the impulse.

Like you I had “enough” of it by 2015/16, more after seeing the way my mum was taken down at the end of her life and what followed.

On the better side of all that matters, the learning trajectory never stops. All of the above happens on this planet somewhere everyday, it rarely touches the headlines till it’s over, decent people do not come close to such matters, even for doing so we suffer consequences that are very difficult to reverse.

And it all is nothing compared to many people’s live sufferings.


I think. Need to pick the strength in me to walk out of it all , breathe more fresh air.


You’ve never been mentioned by me during those interrogations neither anyone of your group. I do not betray my friends.

Love you as a friend forever so do not despair.


🙏💫🙏

[Agape]

Even now, the situation seems to rest on me and my ability to die on my free will, on time 🙏 Preferably till the end of the year since I don’t have funds to pay rent or carry on this way.
If India was not spiritually aware and open minded country containing lots more intelligence than it seems, I’d have been detained till now and put through another round of interrogation. Perhaps passed to the Czechs and the same loop would repeat again and again and I’d be talking of all those dirty people’s actions forever.

I don’t know how much worse does everything have to get before it’s over, I don’t know who I was mistaken for and my character , I could have also ended up in the UK under the idea of containing me and work in social care, washing people’s floors and bathrooms.

Talking of stereotypes I guess and society where people’s status and value strictly depend on how much money they have.
It’s the same situation all around, what would I do alone in “Czech Republic” where no one talks to me for years for their own fears of social seclusion ?

Pretend ? Play them an Ode for Joy ? Just for a moment like they go to friendly visits ?

They are just another human beings, not closer to me than anyone else, far more careful in fact.

It’s the same like Finland, like the UK, like the rest of Europe, like America today. I’m sorry if some people don’t like to hear about it but it’s exactly the same wherever you go. Comfy safe lives for those who fit in, abundance of products and supermarkets overflowing. For decades now, for most of my life anyway.
Generations old philosophical disputes are everywhere the same as well, those at the beginning of lives are fighting hard to get out of the clutches of those “problems”.

Things we ever trusted in do not really exist either way. NO ONE will take care of you anywhere if you are injured, if you faint on the street or just escaped the world disaster.


I felt little safer till some time ago because I could detach from the bad minds.

Even “ET disclosure” is more about bad human minds these days, not ETs, if ETs then it has to be bad ETs.

I can’t even fathom why people come to the disclosure arena only to badmouth other people. No matter who they name, no matter what interview.

I don’t understand the emotional accent alternative media is giving to the topic and any topic. As if they were all drunk or on some kind of excitement drugs ?

“Decent” forever escapes me here, it’s all about “great” unless it goes down to “nice”.

Did they all take the Alex Jones path ?

Life seems to be of value to all those people only if it feels “great and exciting”. More exciting than yesterday..
then drinking tons of supplements and quantum drops to keep the tenure up and flowing.

The music too is getting louder, more light flashes everywhere.

So happy it is December, one of the more peaceful months.

I admit I am short of human emotional “attenuation” or understanding much of it. It’s a new norm . Alcohol seems to be new norm too.
People are not able to pay attention to each other for longer than a moment.

That’s before they return frantically clicking their cell phones 😅

I can’t imagine going anywhere close to those people.

Should not mention how much the noise hurts my brain. They seem to talk most of the time. My brain says it’s not all over. Guess it’s just asking for food.

I could be on hospital bed now instead and it would give the same meaning but I’d hate myself for being there.

Maybe in China, China actually looks like optimistic country these days :) Perhaps they are still kind ..

“Never give up. There has to be intelligent life on that planet”

[Mark]

I fear all true answers to that question purely blend with darkness of the night ..how bad is that?

That can obviously be pretty bad. I suppose it is my knowing that everything has meaning and that even within the darkness and, sometimes, especially within the darkness, there is a hidden light that is only apparent to those who can sense it through, often, some supernal sense of knowing. I've noticed in my life how the most terrible events can lead to wonderous outcomes and, even though it is painful to state it thusly, the balance only occurs within the opposition of forces.


Most frequently they get sucked by the system, medical care, even retirement homes. I know the situation is manifold but anyone with sparkle of intelligence in their brain nowadays struggle not to end up hanging on government systems, for supports or end up in hospitals.

Knowing our common and uncommon vulnerabilities, one small accident is sometimes sufficient to take person down. Welcome to the new age of techno and magic.

And it is magic, isn't it. A magic that is so ubiquitous that it seems like normal life.


The recent Covid pandemics and its implications were exactly designed to take as many people down or under as possible.
I’ve opted out of being part of any social system right before it started or I’d have been sucked under by one or another daunting system and social manipulation.

For sure I don’t know how long am I able to survive without supports but as passing is inevitable to all living beings, at least I feel I have this much smarts and right to live and die under free skies, not in captivity or being manhandled for I’ve done nothing wrong to “all those people”.

I'm sure the global numbers are much worse, but since one country is easier to find relatively accurate numbers for, the United States population is 333,781,277. Covid deaths, 787,064 as of today. 1 out of 424 people in this nation have died of Covid.

If these numbers are accurate, and we know there are many questions about that, then that is a sobering number. And what might this mean globally? There are many here who would dispute them and with good cause, as in, who could trust such a psychopathic system to approximate anything like the truth?


For sure I don’t know how long am I able to survive without supports but as passing is inevitable to all living beings, at least I feel I have this much smarts and right to live and die under free skies, not in captivity or being manhandled for I’ve done nothing wrong to “all those people”.

I reject the necessity of violence when dealing with intelligent beings ,
if truth was ever spoken ,

all the top secrets would be explainable by now, 2021.

Feeling so backwards and behind the lines at the same time.

I’ve seen the human motion all around the planet in 2019 was huge, almost unstoppable,
so I’m not sure “who will take whom” at the end of the story.


I've come to understand the true meaning of the relativity of truth in these strange, crazy days. How so many different experiences and perspectives can indeed be truth to those who experience and live them, and how they are not truth to so many others. The waves of truth that have overwhelmed the "truth" community like viruses themselves, that have overwhelmed friendships and allyships, that have come and gone like lightning on a summer night, leaving behind only the scent of ozone and the smell of charred flesh as relationships and knowings have passed into obscurity.

Who knows what is coming? I have come moreso to rely upon my inner senses of truth than any external barometer although I do keep up with the sources that have also decried the seeming siren call of groupthink no matter what side of the issues they call themselves belonging to. Watching, following the dictate of intuition and love leads me where it will and I respond and engage therein and only according to those dictates.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Is it just me but making observations globally since this pandemic took hold, are people becoming less patient, less supporting, less empathic, less tolerant, less considerate. More angry, more aggressive in everyday situations. I have witnessed this within my own observations in public, on the roads, in shops etc. What is happening to us? What is going wrong on such a large scale? Or maybe it is just me!

[Agape]

Is it just me but making observations globally since this pandemic took hold, are people becoming less patient, less supporting, less empathic, less tolerant, less considerate. More angry, more aggressive in everyday situations. I have witnessed this within my own observations in public, on the roads, in shops etc. What is happening to us? What is going wrong on such a large scale? Or maybe it is just me!


I think it’s this year, this time that people have got enough of dealing with the situation and so tired of it.

It’s almost 2 years now since the pandemics started in Wuhan and lockdowns and other measures were announced. As I’ve said before it is almost the same everywhere depending on social make up but the whole “agenda of Covid 19” tired souls of many people , right after taking lives and families.

Last year at this time we hoped it will be over “by the end of the year”.

This year people hoped “it will be definitely over and done with” by the end of this year.

Children had two years of mostly online education now : that’s a good thing for many children and parents in India because it keeps families together.
It puts extra demand for cell phones on the parents, schools still take fees and taxes as when classes were physical , shamefully so and sometimes more.

After the recent omicron variant was announced, borders came to be closed again.

So yes the pandemics is taking toll on the society in long term, it’s affecting private and small businesses the most while giving the most open hand and leverage to mega companies and syndicates who can shield themselves very well and profit from internet sales and markets.

As Mark said above, we don’t know ( globally speaking ) the toll and extend of damages till it lasts. Pictures painted by the media are not always accurate.

So no people aren’t either angry or unkind but they’re certainly more frustrated and losing patience with the situation.

[Agape]

I fear all true answers to that question purely blend with darkness of the night ..how bad is that?

That can obviously be pretty bad. I suppose it is my knowing that everything has meaning and that even within the darkness and, sometimes, especially within the darkness, there is a hidden light that is only apparent to those who can sense it through, often, some supernal sense of knowing. I've noticed in my life how the most terrible events can lead to wonderous outcomes and, even though it is painful to state it thusly, the balance only occurs within the opposition of forces.


Most frequently they get sucked by the system, medical care, even retirement homes. I know the situation is manifold but anyone with sparkle of intelligence in their brain nowadays struggle not to end up hanging on government systems, for supports or end up in hospitals.

Knowing our common and uncommon vulnerabilities, one small accident is sometimes sufficient to take person down. Welcome to the new age of techno and magic.

And it is magic, isn't it. A magic that is so ubiquitous that it seems like normal life.


The recent Covid pandemics and its implications were exactly designed to take as many people down or under as possible.
I’ve opted out of being part of any social system right before it started or I’d have been sucked under by one or another daunting system and social manipulation.

For sure I don’t know how long am I able to survive without supports but as passing is inevitable to all living beings, at least I feel I have this much smarts and right to live and die under free skies, not in captivity or being manhandled for I’ve done nothing wrong to “all those people”.

I'm sure the global numbers are much worse, but since one country is easier to find relatively accurate numbers for, the United States population is 333,781,277. Covid deaths, 787,064 as of today. 1 out of 424 people in this nation have died of Covid.

If these numbers are accurate, and we know there are many questions about that, then that is a sobering number. And what might this mean globally? There are many here who would dispute them and with good cause, as in, who could trust such a psychopathic system to approximate anything like the truth?


For sure I don’t know how long am I able to survive without supports but as passing is inevitable to all living beings, at least I feel I have this much smarts and right to live and die under free skies, not in captivity or being manhandled for I’ve done nothing wrong to “all those people”.

I reject the necessity of violence when dealing with intelligent beings ,
if truth was ever spoken ,

all the top secrets would be explainable by now, 2021.

Feeling so backwards and behind the lines at the same time.

I’ve seen the human motion all around the planet in 2019 was huge, almost unstoppable,
so I’m not sure “who will take whom” at the end of the story.


I've come to understand the true meaning of the relativity of truth in these strange, crazy days. How so many different experiences and perspectives can indeed be truth to those who experience and live them, and how they are not truth to so many others. The waves of truth that have overwhelmed the "truth" community like viruses themselves, that have overwhelmed friendships and allyships, that have come and gone like lightning on a summer night, leaving behind only the scent of ozone and the smell of charred flesh as relationships and knowings have passed into obscurity.

Who knows what is coming? I have come moreso to rely upon my inner senses of truth than any external barometer although I do keep up with the sources that have also decried the seeming siren call of groupthink no matter what side of the issues they call themselves belonging to. Watching, following the dictate of intuition and love leads me where it will and I respond and engage therein and only according to those dictates.



We float in Universe waved by strong and subtle forces. How tiny we are in size compared to the forces that create time and space, births of Suns and their death and transformations.
How vulnerable we are, when temperatures drop down or rise too high,
yet we are part of the force and it is part of us.

To those with opened minds, we live in deeper dream we dream and a sea of possibilities.

Through all these difficult times and challenges I know the question:
“Who knows and what comes next ?”

No one can estimate full implications of the current epidemics though we all hope it will expire on its own , unless we keep fueling it anyway.

One important thing to realise no matter what the situation looks like, good or bad depend on the observer and the observation point , even if it starts looking worse or difficult to move or shows signs of abating and people start acting crazy as if it never happened again, we create our future in our minds.

Day by day, moment by moment.

The power of our mind is more than an imagination. It’s also an powerful engine and intelligence that has once created the cosmos.
In Vedas they compare this intelligence to the head of Brahma.

We say “I’m That”. “Thou art That”.

The pure creative power of the Universe is also the power of our minds.

It’s important to realize just that for a moment and detach from the idea that it’s all bad, bad or just beyond redemption and keep giving power to the Life side.

I’ve personally succeeded in doing just that for long times in order to repel and dispel the powers of darkness , it requires some practise. With practice , mind naturally returns to pure state of active intelligence which is a flow.

When I get hit by strong signal, emotion, whatever input 🙃
I still get little wobbly to be honest.

But I’m here listening to the voices of the village and next few in distance everyday, wedding music at times and Bob Marley party and the rest and mostly, lots of birds every morning ,
forgot to mention the bulldozer .

The true state of consciousness is non-locality. It’s uncertainty as principle we rely on before we are in the state of knowing.

The depth of the Universe and hunters of human civilisation do use dark powers sometimes unknowingly against seers and watchers
in order to maintain Balance.


Thus , no one knows whence do we stand in front of the order ( of things )



🙏🌟🙏

[Agape]

With respect and apologies to Barry; stepping out now. There’s no way I wished to invade his thread, not to think of plagiarising his disclosures and discussions with more worthy people.

My situation may be purely personal but at least it’s natural with me. More obviously I wouldn’t have the strength to fight anything, and anyone atm and we aren’t in Anglo-Saxon territory , we don’t fight or compete here in India, the rest does not matter too much.

I come to regret that I’ve ever stepped to the field of “disclosure” but back in 2005/6 I really really could not know that.

So many thanks for supporting me and the truth of human origins. Truth will never die or harm anyone.

If things improve for me in any meaningful way, see you all later 🌟

Or send an email. It’s little bit too difficult situation for me to cope with and feel human. I don’t trust anyone here can understand what’s happened and looking to the shiny screen for it being just a game/play/drama scene would only lead to more disaster on my side.

Thanks Barry , Kari Lynn and the rest, in memoriam. Morituri Te Salutant


🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

With respect and apologies to Barry; stepping out now. There’s no way I wished to invade his thread, not to think of plagiarising his disclosures and discussions with more worthy people.

My situation may be purely personal but at least it’s natural with me. More obviously I wouldn’t have the strength to fight anything, and anyone atm and we aren’t in Anglo-Saxon territory , we don’t fight or compete here in India, the rest does not matter too much.

I come to regret that I’ve ever stepped to the field of “disclosure” but back in 2005/6 I really really could not know that.

So many thanks for supporting me and the truth of human origins. Truth will never die or harm anyone.

If things improve for me in any meaningful way, see you all later 🌟

Or send an email. It’s little bit too difficult situation for me to cope with and feel human. I don’t trust anyone here can understand what’s happened and looking to the shiny screen for it being just a game/play/drama scene would only lead to more disaster on my side.

Thanks Barry , Kari Lynn and the rest, in memoriam. Morituri Te Salutant


🙏

Eva, no worries, you are not treading on toes and have every right to be here and post. some might think what the hell are we doing talking about ourselves and our lives, how we have been affected and impacted by events which include disclosure, directly and indirectly. Disclosure in a covert way IS happening but it will not fully meet peoples expectations, in fact full disclosure cannot in any fashion be allowed by the powers that be, only a watered down version will trickle into the public domain.

[Axman]

Yes You hit the nail on the head Barry it will be nothing like what we think it should be (disclosures) .

Something I have noticed since going down the rabbit hole in 2001 is there does not seem to be to many people like yourself like Eva Like Carolyn that are coming out with some type of experience anymore.
there are a couple but nothing like it was. A lot of people who think they can make a buck it seems easy to see through them these days also.
You get some here and there Mark on this thread is a good example. Maybe he felt at ease now to share his experience or maybe he could answer this question in the future here.

Yes I have also noticed the populace is very edgy and fast to anger. I think we might be having a little help with this behind the scenes also not sure how but it seems like it to me.

Just my 2 cents

The Axman

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Yes You hit the nail on the head Barry it will be nothing like what we think it should be (disclosures) .

Something I have noticed since going down the rabbit hole in 2001 is there does not seem to be to many people like yourself like Eva Like Carolyn that are coming out with some type of experience anymore.
there are a couple but nothing like it was. A lot of people who think they can make a buck it seems easy to see through them these days also.
You get some here and there Mark on this thread is a good example. Maybe he felt at ease now to share his experience or maybe he could answer this question in the future here.

Yes I have also noticed the populace is very edgy and fast to anger. I think we might be having a little help with this behind the scenes also not sure how but it seems like it to me.

Just my 2 cents

The Axman

It is very noticeable today, the lack of actual ufo reports from all sorts of people, globally. If anyone can recall the heyday of ufology from the 70's one journal in particular, although there were many, was FSR, Flying Saucer Review from here in UK. Within those pages were reports from all around the World, reports were very prominent, in fact 1977 was a flap year for sightings, at least here in UK, we were inundated with cases which meant I was working literally 24/7, phone would ring at all hours and see me setting off to do a field trip at say 2am or 3am, a call from police officers whom were with witnesses in rural Suffolk called to get me to investigate. That was not a one off.

What do we get today? No reports, only perhaps a photo or video plastered on youtube, no real cases anymore, no need for field investigations anymore. I travelled globally interviewing some very interesting people with equally very interesting cases, all thats gone. We do not get abduction reports anymore either, those and photo cases were my speciality.................oh dear, all in the distant past and only memories now. An interesting aside is that a little bird told me in that flap year of 1977 that the UK government were poised to release a statement which would have been as close to disclosure as we could possibly get. That was shelved by higher ups. 1997 again was a very close thing for official UK disclosure, again it was stonewalled.

I feel out of place, removed somewhat from todays reality, insofar as being an oldie with decades of on hands research but today its looked upon as very old hat and of very little significance by standards today with the younger generation. An old fossil with tales from the darkest past no one wishes to acknowledge!

[SPIRIT WOLF]

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[SPIRIT WOLF]

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[Agape]

We all seem to cling to some illusory patterns, probably not out of conviction but out of habit.
The type of clothing people wear. Gender, no gender, transgender. Appearance of big and small.

People seemed to be currently most preoccupied with “body culture” these days, in nearly obsessive manner. It’s about the fashion, diets, supplements, the way people carry themselves. Big show.

“Project Mannequin”, so fitting what we have seen all over the globe last couple decades. New kind of racism, eugenics, the world of “perfect people”, they are completely ready to believe they are hybrids, we are in 2021 now but 100 years ago perhaps the social climate was not different just on lesser peak.

We are still in that grey, dusty, smoky twilight zone between the world wars.

It’s about dirty politics and secret projects; but they can’t keep covering whatever has happened forever because it’s seeping through the mass of consciousness rapidly , like awakening from one dream to another.

I am the same Being as I were but I’m way ahead from where I was 20 years ago, even 6 years ago.

The acceleration we got to experience through these times of global connectivity only fostered the process ,
yet: our own learning process is independent of that and contains whatever we have studied and learned in the Stars and here on Earth,
if you lose internet connection again some day you may also but off load and realize there is no need for “more information”.

There is more need for most people to let it all settle in their heads and WORK IT OUT mentally in their brain. Make the brain to solve the problem for you.
Make it happy.

Get closer to the finishing line. We are far ahead in time- in processing and information time- from when we started.

Even if this is “all that has happened” it may have left some curious imprint in humanity :) but no, much more has happened that will only transpire through human consciousness in future that we can’t see.

We are redundant in fact now. 😅 They don’t need an ET to get it right. I can assure you that they can fashion one human model to perform much better for “the show”.


ET watching a documentary “about ET” from the space station comes to but one or two conclusions; these humans are quite quack.

They’ll keep watching the show because they don’t want to trouble their brains with it.


That new fad quantum supplement will work it out better, sure it will.


Peace to all 🙏



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2VO3BvzDf4

Ultradilute Quantum Droplets ( Physics Today) (https://physicstoday.scitation.org/doi/10.1063/PT.3.4184)

Remember the inner Being and whatever is called Mind does not have a Name. You can’t call me ‘a Name”. It has all names. It does not have a heart. It is your “heart, the true core.
Is it solid in any manner ? Of course it is solid just more subtle state of matter.

Our bodies operate in quantum droplets, just because some can’t see them it does not mean they don’t exist.

[Mark]

Is it just me but making observations globally since this pandemic took hold, are people becoming less patient, less supporting, less empathic, less tolerant, less considerate. More angry, more aggressive in everyday situations. I have witnessed this within my own observations in public, on the roads, in shops etc. What is happening to us? What is going wrong on such a large scale? Or maybe it is just me!

I don't think so. Some would attribute that shift to the vaccine itself, and there was a stage at which I would have as well. I believe differently about it, now, but do share your conclusions that people are all of the above and it is not just you.

I believe it has more to do with the solar and cosmic energetic dispensation and the shift in our solar systemic location above the galactic plane, and everything that entails. I think the attribution of the shift in people's attitudes to worldly causes is purposeful and designed to continue to distract people from the larger happenstances we are experiencing as a planet.

[Mark]

We float in Universe waved by strong and subtle forces. How tiny we are in size compared to the forces that create time and space, births of Suns and their death and transformations.
How vulnerable we are, when temperatures drop down or rise too high, yet we are part of the force and it is part of us.

That realization seems to be common with those who have the kinds of experiences this thread is concerned with. Perhaps it is something communicated to us, something deep and abiding and real and indisputable because it is direct experience.


To those with opened minds, we live in deeper dream we dream and a sea of possibilities.

I sometimes wonder about those with 'open minds' it seems to be more the exception than the rule. When I think of that phrase, what it means to me is the ability to synthesize, the ability to think holistically and draw connections between seemingly unrelated phenomenon and come to a unique and piercing answer. That is an extraordinarily uncommon ability, apparently, and those who have it stand out separate from their peers and cohorts, no matter where or when they exist.

Folks with this ability seem to recognize each other also, in a preternatural manner.

I sometimes wonder, if it is an innate ability inherent to all of humanity, why is is so rare to find it expressed? Why does their seem to be something more to it, something deeper that connects people across cultures and races?


The power of our mind is more than an imagination. It’s also an powerful engine and intelligence that has once created the cosmos. In Vedas they compare this intelligence to the head of Brahma.

We say “I’m That”. “Thou art That”.

The pure creative power of the Universe is also the power of our minds.

I teach 9th grade English. One of the things I do with all of my classes, in the very first week, is to teach them the power of Now by way of a discussion about procrastination and how the future and past are illusions and all we have is Now. As the year progresses, I remind them of this truth by asking randomly, "When is the only time we have to do anything???" And they chorus in response, "Now!"

I also ask them what they think the imagination is.

Then, I introduce them to the Multiverse theory, which is easy these days since Marvel has made it an extant common construct that is known far and wide.

I complete the lesson by asking them, in view of the Multiverse theory, what do you think the imagination is?

The resultant contemplation is meditative and metacognitive in nature and, for some, it puts them on a path that, I pray, their lives will prove out as they live lives they love and without boundary.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Is it just me but making observations globally since this pandemic took hold, are people becoming less patient, less supporting, less empathic, less tolerant, less considerate. More angry, more aggressive in everyday situations. I have witnessed this within my own observations in public, on the roads, in shops etc. What is happening to us? What is going wrong on such a large scale? Or maybe it is just me!

I don't think so. Some would attribute that shift to the vaccine itself, and there was a stage at which I would have as well. I believe differently about it, now, but do share your conclusions that people are all of the above and it is not just you.

I believe it has more to do with the solar and cosmic energetic dispensation and the shift in our solar systemic location above the galactic plane, and everything that entails. I think the attribution of the shift in people's attitudes to worldly causes is purposeful and designed to continue to distract people from the larger happenstances we are experiencing as a planet.

Hi Mark, yes its possible the global rush to vaccinate with hastily contrived vaccines may play a part in how some people are most definitely acting differently from pre pandemic, the obvious signs of anger, rage, little patience little consideration for others is something I have seen over time. Whether its a cosmic shift or pollutants or the vaccines its still evident something is wrong here but the mass media will confuse us and keep us guessing as to the situation. I try not to be a conspirator re all this and try for rational explanations for what I'm seeing but at times I look at the anti-vaxxers and the anti-maskers brigade and think, is there something to their very peculiar beliefs?

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Continuing with our theme of Disclosure, or lack of, these might be of interest..........


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qkNSKri7FEY


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEczN_8Q380[/url]

[SPIRIT WOLF]

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On a lighter note, which some of you will have a good giggle over is a bit of trivia.........................in the 1980 book "Ufo Encyclopedia" by Margaret Sachs (Corgi paperback) I have a number of mentions within its pages, its a largish book but very well set out. Myself and colleague at the time was Andy Collins, recall we were run off our feet with investigations during the late 70's covering cases for UFOIN and FSR magazine. Because of our massive workload and published reports we were strangely known as "The Starsky and Hutch of Ufology".......................
Also the main reason for the coverage within the book was that I held the largest library and collection of Ufo related photographs and videos which I formed into an Archive for fellow researchers. A lot of work which resulted in the archive having copies of every single known photo and video, even copies of all official vids held by the US Archives in Washington DC which I purchased from them in 1977.




I still grin now at that term which will mean little or nothing to todays researchers I guess. Just a bit of silly trivia.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Interesting to see if this proposed idea will actually be viable as transparency goes, but guess we shall see in due course. During the 90's within my files I detailed the UK RRT, who and where situated, no doubt over time these would have been updated/upgraded but I gave the heads up back then whrther the community wanted to listen or not.

https://www.express.co.uk/news/science/1535002/UFO-news-congress-rapid-response-mandate-scientific-study

[SPIRIT WOLF]

OLD but still very relevant today.......................


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2x_BFg5krk.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SgakmpRmiU

The Voice, from summer 1980 recovering from a near fatal heart attack (induced) right up to modern times. Also showing an artists rendition of the CE2/3 close range occupant sighting I was witness to in May of 1974. The Spirit Wolf resides within and constantly watches over and protects. Very best seasons greetings one and all.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Sorry off topic but had to place quick note as its a bit worrying...............................Putin threatens Europe with nukes! Someone needs to take that guy out and pronto. Strangely I rewatched both The War Game (1965) and Threads (1984) last night, just finished The Day After (1983)...........................sabre rattling or not Putin needs some careful watching

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Considering how close mankind is now to full AI I think the two below films might be of interest to members...................interesting both AI in the films are named AVA, perhaps it should be EVE?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVadlANZ9wU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9oa93BrNuw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyKqHOgMi4g

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoQuVnKhxaM

[Agape]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vPsr33dX_E

Small reminiscence of 2013 . Perhaps one of the last “good movies” ( as far as meaning goes) I watched before things turned turbulent.

Purify : simplify : sanctify 🙏🌟🙏

Return back to the original intent , the way, the meaning of things, beyond words, and actions.
Whatever we are truly searching for can be found where we forgot it the first place. All our Knowing is locked in the gates: screens of our memories.

Though some do not give consent to knowing “too much”
as knowing “too much”
creates a wormhole ( not to call in world catastrophes) between this and another world

essentially twists the knower to a condition of time tunnel


There are but few individuals at each time who choose the path of ultimate knowing.


See it’s not a temptation for the faint of hearts


🐢💫

[Agape]

Sorry off topic but had to place quick note as its a bit worrying...............................Putin threatens Europe with nukes! Someone needs to take that guy out and pronto. Strangely I rewatched both The War Game (1965) and Threads (1984) last night, just finished The Day After (1983)...........................sabre rattling or not Putin needs some careful watching


I’ve pondered about that ferocious question for few days and this is the best answer I can come up with.

The War between Patriarchs and ancient warlords is ancient. These people representing their respective tribes and nations , the power, wealth and aggression they keep holding is historical power, from our today’s perspective it is redundant.

It’s a war of Patriarchs and by the holy rights of the Orthodox Church he is holding the same - or similar- ordination to about two people in the UK , that would be grandma Elisabeth the Queen of England and Archbishop of Canterbury .
If those two can’t plot it out 😂 it’s a lost case.


Honestly. Don’t try that at home


🌈

[Agape]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1d7Mmss5TVI


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMF9v3-tffA


Some of the most uplifting disclosure initiatives of recent times.

Mr John Ramirez discusses whole variety of topics relevant to researchers such as radar readings and frequencies , alleged “alien DNA” experiments by military and intel agencies and much more that is coming slowly to public awareness.

So does Dr Greer in very good manner.



I think it’s important to realize that those “holy wars” targeting nations and groups of people whether they’re any sort of religious or not are barbarian and primitive ,
so are the blindfolds some people put on their eyes in order “not to know”
and no matter what ways those who stepped out to share some deal of rather benevolent information were treated,
future humans will most certainly reject all of it.

As long as the “dreams they cherish” cover violence, acts of killing, acts of deception , manipulation of information in favor of egos and political games,
any decent citizen of the Universe will consider them criminal and despicable.


As far as I’m concerned I’ve tried to stay impartial towards this mass kind of human disclosure as long as possible, listening( or reading) to both and all sides of information coming through

but my knowledge in this area has always been of my own provenance, as long as I could rely on that intelligence I was able to keep safe at least
and it definitely corresponds with other people’s knowledge and intelligence on level appropriate to it though in reality , people “in the know” are but few and not all of them work for/with military or the intel apparatus.

I hold no political affiliations whatsoever, never did, not even by casual consent,
no military or intel connections either

Most kindly, dear Spirit Wolf and friends on the Isles and elsewhere, include this among your indisputable facts and realize that no matter to what party I’m going to speak, my status remains the same. While any of your allegations in that area belong to realm of conspiracy theory and you risk other people’s lives and yours by believing in it

Which isn’t to ANY kind of granted advantage whatsoever because no one will look for me and there is no granted “safe place” in any type of “socialist paradise” for single individual without affiliations to “return to” or ever were.


That all and no matter how long this human life/body shall last grants me a freedom to devote myself completely to benevolent thought, free think, will and action,
without being compromised or obliged to serve other people’s doctrines, systems and opinions.

This has always been my freedom and nature of my life mission such as openly known to my friends and people who care to know me in real life, long before internet became available and common means of communication.


In 2015/16, I was close to death, right there in Prague, all for my dedication to the “human cause” and ten years of service to my seniors who would do anything to prolong their lives “on tubes” even little longer.
On the top of it, the whole “Project” seemed to take me on target right after James Rink was assassinated during the super soldier conference in Poland.

I’ve heard the most absurd and cynical allegations from the year 2007, when we met and met James Casbolt in Cornwall who was fairly normal individual back then,
trying to “access his programming”.

Allegations of pseudo-political and pseudo-intelligence nature that come from some kind of Cold War manuals.

James Casbolt payed for the “mistake” of taking his deprogramming session too seriously and immersing himself in the pseudo-intel community with his mental health and 12 years in prison ( not sure he has been actually released in 2019 while I was in the UK or not).

It’s nearly impossible for most people to relate to some kind of unemotional unempathetic werewolves who reject every idea of friendship and reliability in human society and among intelligent beings across the Space likewise pretending they are somehow “safe and immune”.
Whether those are rich magnates whose facades people copy or whether they claim to be intel operatives,

most people are being kept safe thanks to themselves alone and love and kind support of their friends and families.

For some family affiliation is “the unbreakable port of safety”, for some it’s their friends, work or carers.

It’s important to realise at all times that everyone and their situations are unique.

We did not rise and hail from “Labour Party” so to say.

Intelligence ( and I’m not referring to agencies) involved in this venue called “contact” between humans and others is universal , it is delicate , sophisticated and may be overwhelming for some who think they’re enough with “what school taught them”,
any kind of school.

So no matter what you think you’re up to I think it’s important to stay open minded and as advanced as capable of.

Playing stupid, playing things down or inserting small “conspiratorial mistakes” on behalf of individuals just because internet allows such brief delusional acts to occur is harming the truth and in consequence, lives of many.

I tend to step back from writing ( anything) when I notice mistakes being inserted on my behalf in any manner but I do suspect high level of psychopathy on the other side of the game and decline in intelligence and empathy taking place before it eventually suffers collapse.


Thoughts alone I think are usually of no use in 0 degree Celsius of people who have been rendered “dead” by the human collective.

So please forgive me for feeling unwell of the ways my own attempt for ”dis-closure” has been handled till now,
and due to level of current deception prevailing,
together with new forms of illiteracy of information and intelligence decline.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8EfjWwl3WVE

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Eva, WOW, that was some posting there! Not sure as to your perceived course here or the reasons but I know you are in a bad way as far your situation and health. I have great empathy for you, always have and yes from time to time have pondered on hoping you keep safe and well, knowing you since around 2006, you maybe frail but your mind and spirit remains very strong. Since 2015/16 when the US changed administration I no longer had any say on any security or protection issues, Carolyn remained in my thoughts but could do absolutely nothing at that time, I was cut out of the loop and had no say or knowledge of what transpired. I wish you well as always, take care, a very Merry Xmas from me and the family.

[Agape]

Sorry to trespass. Forgive Max Spiers for his absence 🙏🌟🌈

I’ve always been on my mission, wherever Life and the bigger Purpose of things guided me to hence I can’t complain that life would be boring.

Wish you all likewise happy turn of the year 2021/22, may the power of Om /Hum/Aum/Amen defeats the power of Omicron ,
may it not return 🙏💫🙏

Wish you likewise happy Christmas , peaceful times ahead, may your Star shine brightly.


Peace & Freedom to All and may Truth and Loving Kindness Prevail



🕊🕊💫


From the holy land of Himachal where Gods and Humans share the feast
Pranams
🙏


https://www.minds.com/manjuvajra/


PS: I have phone credit till about the end of December now, some days worth of food, anybody on grounds, in the village are hard working, in similar situation.

All contributions to survival are gratefully appreciated

Snow is on the way ..


🙏🌟😅

[ExomatrixTV]

tinyurl.com/UFOabduction-Transhumanism2030 (http://tinyurl.com/UFOabduction-Transhumanism2030)

I heavily restrain myself here how deep I am in to (alleged) "Alien?" UFO Abduction Research as I have a "Love-Hate Relationship" with this very controversial topic >>> Being traumatized "on a certain level" (not completely) I still have issues discussing & sharing my insights as I know I can never ever "please everybody" there is always somebody who get angry/upset how I see things and why.


to be continued if need be (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?117307-Are-UFO-Abductions-Connected-to-Transhumanism-Agenda2030).

... and Happy New Year Everybody!

cheers,
John Kuhles aka 'ExomatrixTV'
January 2nd, 2022

[Spiral]

I wonder how many genuine "alien"** abductions worldwide are similar to military abductions (MILABS) ad visa-versa ... connected to multiple different behavior modification control programs serving a specific agenda. Are MILABS (partially) mimicking genuine Alien Abductions?


I restrain myself heavily here how deep I am in to (alleged) "Alien?" Abductions Research because I have a "Love Hate Relationship" with this very topic >>> Being traumatized "on a certain level" (not completely) I still have issues discussing & sharing my insights as I know I can never ever "please everybody" there is always somebody who get angry/upset how I see things and why.


to be continued if need be.

... and Happy New Year Everybody!

cheers,
John Kuhles aka 'ExomatrixTV'
January 2nd, 2022


I would love you to continue, esp on the "restrained" aspects, maybe in members only ?

All the abductees I know or have interacted with have known the difference between MILABS & abductions despite all the confusion & trauma, and both clearly have behaviour modification / mind control/mental implants involved, sometimes interlinked.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi everyone here at Avalon. Many thanks Bill for that closing thread post re "Coming soon........" and thank you for those kind words and advice, fully taken on board. As I'm now fairly medically stabilised, not about to pop my cloggs just yet LOL, I will reflect and decide on how I wish to continue with both disclosure from my personal perspective, and touching upon some controversial topics as and when they may interact with said disclosure. Remember please that this comes from my own personal experiences and may differ from you all, but I'm sure between us we can move disclosure a little forward. Many thanks all for understanding, I fully appreciate it. See you VERY SOON


Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

FYI the medical stabilising refers to my M.E. flare ups and my annoying angina, am getting old and these days I find I have to limit all activities, after suffering a near lethal cardiac arrest in May of 1980 and several mini strokes since I am wary and taking things a lot easier, I'm doing OK. I'd love to go a bit retro and briefly go over a few things from my past, experiences etc which shaped my life forever, hoping you may find that of some interest. Anyways I will close for now as its almost 5am here, time to toddle off to bed, night night Avalonians.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Easing you into my varied and often traumatic past, I will start with a personal first hand but multi-witness sighting of what can be described in today's terms as a UFO.

Since the age of around 5 I have witnessed/been subject to, numerous instances of what can be descibed as paranormal events. Over time, if allowed without boring you all to death, I will recount many of these instances and offer up to you openly WHY, since age of 2 my life was shaped to accept in life all that has since that age happened to me.

Back to the UFO event. Saturday 11th May 1974, evening. Location was Sewardstone road, Chingford, Essex, looking over towards Barn Hill. Myself, fellow BUFORA investigator Ian, 2 passer by young girls plus a guy standing outside his home facing us, witnessed a very close range structured object (see attached artists impression).

This event also included the sighting of 'beings' observed at the tree line/ridge. which was the initial observation of the UFO above tree tops. We observed the 'beings' through binoculars. The UFO sat above the tree tops initially before slowly rising and then heading our way gaining altitude as it passed overhead giving us a very clear view of it, it was low and BIG. It headed slowly Westwards and eventually droped out of sight.

It was silent except for a two tone pinging sound, very similar to a ships sonar. Upon inspection the next day we noted tree top damage where the UFO hovered. Colour pics were taken and formed part of a full report made to not only our BUFORA NIC Ken Phillips, but to the UK MOD. Copies of this report with pics was likewise sent to CUFOS in the US. This case was listed in the 1976 Physical Traces Catalog by USA researcher Ted Phillips on behalf of CUFOS.

There was a 'follow on' event to this which involved myself on August 10th 1974 which I will detail later on. This concerned the sighting of the 'being' observed at Barn Hill in May, but this time it was at very very closr range, my back garden.

Below is an artists impression used in John Hansons 'Haunted Skies' book covering the year 1974 (fully recommended, check it out at Amazon).

To be continued...........

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[Johnnycomelately]

Are you saying that that artist’s impression represents what you saw?

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Are you saying that that artist’s impression represents what you saw?

Hi, its a pretty good representation, although the actual object was more rounded, I think I have a second artists impression which differs from this one but is too rounded. If I can locate I will post.

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ADDENDUM TO ABOVE..............

The distance from our position roadside to the treeline, ridge, was measured as approx. 450yds. We judged the craft to be approx. 50ft across using the trees that it hovered above. The height as it passed directly over our heads was no more than 300ft, the thing was massive. We both carried, as part of usual field kit, binoculars, mine were 10x50 Ians were 8x30. We both also carried cameras, in those days a simple Kodak 126 Instamatic, not the ideal but useful. Ian tried taking shots as the craft approached and whilst overhead. Later examination by Omar Fowler dashed our hopes of capturing the object on film. Evidently the film jammed in the camera. I have scolded myself since for not also using my camera.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

This is the second artists impression after I informed John Hanson to please look again at my original 1974 sketch. This unfortunately looks way too thin, the actual object was spherical in centre with cone shaped each side, but though this looks more like the actual ufo we witnessed, it is too thin.

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[SPIRIT WOLF]

I stepped back for a day or so thinking, what the hell am I doing here relating all this, then again I thought, well, its letting people know me and my past a bit better, even though I guess some of you already know of some of my life's experiences, so might as well carry on with the dialogue. I mentioned above that there was a follow on event from the Barn Hill sighting, a very harrowing follow on event to me which left me at the time rather traumatised.

August 10th 1974, night. It was a warm night, I had the main window wide open as I sat on my bed which was under the window, watching for perseids meteors. It was quiet that time of night, the house had gone to bed and I sat there with a good chance of spotting the meteor shower at its peak. My attention was drawn to a small red light moving slowly across the sky, low down in elevation. My bedroom window looks out at the school and playing field, the back garden was relatively small at maybe 40ft or so in length, the school buildings maybe 200 yds distant. It seemed this little red light was above those buildings and size maybe was that of a soccer ball at that distance.

As the light meandered across it stopped suddenly and reversed its course, now that was weird I thought, as the light continued slowly in the opposite direction. By now my curiosity got the better of me so I grabbed the large torch (flashlight) and shone it towards the light, it stopped, weirder, I then had the crazy idea to flash the light a couple of times, to my amazement the light bobbed up and down a couple of times then resumed its meander across the sky. Grinning like a cheshire cat I thought 'this is a great game'. The light stopped and reversed direction again going across from right to left as it neared almost directly in front of me I flashed the torch 3 times, well bugger that the light then bobbed up and down 3 times. Brilliant I thought crazy man flashing a crazy light at night LOL.
Unfortunately it seemed the light had tired from the game and simply dissolved on the spot, gone!.

Disappointed I lit a cigarette and continued my vigil for meteors. After a couple of minutes I heard a rustling sound in the back garden, thinking it was maybe a cat I grabbed the torch in order to spotlight the little beggar but what was caught in the beam froze me, and panic started to set in. The tall faceless being we watched in amazement at Barn Hill at a safe distance, was now just yards away, at the end of the garden next to the old shed. In slow motion the being started to move, and move towards the house, I dropped the now dead ciggie butt out of the window, torch dropped on the bed I scrambled off the bed and hid at the end of the bed by the wall. Curled up in panic, eyes firmly shut hoping the thing would simply go away. Minutes I guess passed and eventually got the courage to slowly get up and peek out the window. Scanning the whole garden I was very relieved no sign of the being, heart still thumping I sat and calmed down with another cigarette.

Sufficiently calmed I retired to bed and slept a very troubled sleep, very glad when the bedside alarm clock/radio buzzed 8am. I sat deep in thought concerned about the previous night but determined to keep that completely quiet, no one was going to know about this. Barn Hill was bad enough, we caught some flack from people when we tried to detail those events, but this was way off the scale, I'm keeping quiet, no one would believe me and I did not look forward to any further ridicule. I let it rest awhile.

Some time afterwards, with the help of the trusty old 126 instamatic, made a reconstruction pic of what I observed with the being next to the shed. This old piccie is somewhere around and will post it if I can locate it.

[Agape]

Sorry off topic but had to place quick note as its a bit worrying...............................Putin threatens Europe with nukes! Someone needs to take that guy out and pronto. Strangely I rewatched both The War Game (1965) and Threads (1984) last night, just finished The Day After (1983)...........................sabre rattling or not Putin needs some careful watching


I’m starting to consider that option in wee morning hours.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQqthbvYE8M


“In every war, truth is the first casualty”.


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[SPIRIT WOLF]

Apologies for not being here for some weeks but I have been busy with stuff, a bit hectic and chaotic at times but it will all settle soon enough. I am treating you all with a couple of teasers, projects that will surface in time publicly.

Excerpt from "A LIFETIME WITHIN UFOLOGY".......................
I hated my childhood, really hated it. The constant medical procedures, the name calling, FREAK, WEIRDO, etc, not only by other kids at school but by my own siblings. The nasty cold stares from the teachers at school, I felt alone and afraid for much of the time. I often sat alone and cried, asking God why I was going through all of this. I was grateful in a small way when my time within Oaktree did me well, when my long time school bullies were finally given payback one sunny day as they lay on the ground in pain, they never touched me again.
My feelings of self hate continued into my early teens, right up till the time I was released from Oaktree and allowed to live my own life at 15. Sure I still had to live by certain protocols but at least I could find a job and be like everyone else.The inner hatred stayed with me till around the age of 21 when I finally managed to put the past behind me and look forward to I hoped, would be a great future. I had my main pastime, more than a hobby, to keep me going through the boring routines of life, Ufology, Ufo"s and Aliens, LOL, yeah what a wild and weird interest, but its been mine since I was 14 in 1966.
"A LIFETIME WITHIN UFOLOGY" Copyright BMK 2021 (once fully edited and passed for clearance this will be made freely available).


I do not have a TV face, I do not have a Radio voice so you might well know the famous voice whom narrated the below video production.This also once fully edited and passed for clearance, will be made freely available................


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[SPIRIT WOLF]

I tried to place a number of links here regarding my interview with Mel Fabregas but it seems most of these user friendly links have vanished so I'm relying on old clips and screenshots mostly. In March of 2010 I participated in a straight 4 hour interview with Mel Fabregas for the Veritas Show. This was aired over two weekends, parts 1 and 2 show 1, and parts 1 and 2 show 2. Mel put up a long and detailed blurb with the vids which detailed a lot of my time within ufology and much more. Its now not possible to view those pages on Veritas with the blurb. Parts 1 of each show were available to all non members of Veritas but part 2 of each show were restricted to members only. I noticed the many parts of show 1 part 1 and part 1 of show 2 which were on youtube are no longer there so I cannot now link those. I can only place what you see below.......................
Links for Veritas Show...................BMKing Interviews

https://www.veritasradio.com/radio-s2.php

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=barry+king+ (NOT VERITAS)


https://podcastaddict.com/episode/114914778 show 1 part 1

https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/14f53e44-56f5-438d-b4f1-d6c3baf4466e/episodes/3141d4dc-854d-44d1-9208-1db46083d5df/veritas-w-mel-hostalrich-non-member-feed-subscribe-at-veritasradio-com-for-full-access-barry-king-disclosure-from-the-inside-show-2-part-1

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[Denise/Dizi]

Nice to see you back Barry! Can't wait to hear and see more...

[Harmony]

I found this Bitchute video Barry.

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[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi, many thanks, yes this Randy Maugans interview was a few years back but hope its of some interest to you guys.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

UPDATE APRIL 4TH 2022 I received an email from Dr Steven Greer regarding a new witness he has whom will allegedly speak on ARV's and PLF's, I have screenshot a few images for your reference below. As you all know Dr Greer began the Disclosure Project and CSETI, he is to be congratulated for those and the Press Club events, BUT he has a dark side, many of you will already be familiar with that aspect of this ego driven individual.
Around 2001 Greer stated he had around 350 witnesses, some of course were filmed at the initial Press Club in 2001, many others were unknown to the public and media, they were simply numbers. By mid 2000's he stated he had around 550 witnesses, some of course known by everyone but very many unknown, no names, testimonies, zilch, again simply numbers stated. Of late we are told he has somewhere in the region of 750 witnesses, and as usual no names or details, however brief, were given.

From mid 2000's Greer made a big deal of disclosing ARV's and PLF's, along with Psychotronics, these elements he pushed hard onto the ufo community stating these disclosures were his own, from his own witnesses, he even went as far as to give locations where these PLF's were manufactured, he said he has seen the evidence for himself. NOW, lets play the timeline game....................
In 1993/4 I began a series of Global Disclosures called THE VOICE FILES. These ran from 1994 till 2000 when I was informed I needed to no longer produce and distribute the files as my very detailed testimony was now within the domain of The Disclosure Project as a witness to same. HOWEVER, over time it became obvious that Greer threw me under the bus. He ditched my disclosures BUT what infuriated me was the fact, THE FACT, that he took my ORIGINAL SOURCE disclosures on PLF's and used them as his own, HE STOLE MY EVIDENCE AND TESTIMONY and used it as if HE came upon the data himself and continues to this day with that mindset. In any other sphere that would be called Plagiarism. Unfortunately within this business of Ufology that term cannot be used even though its totally correct, Greer is guilty of this but no one gives a damn.

Well news for you Greer, a segment of the above detailed Video features Dr Greer, both good and bad, and highlights the theft of the PGLF/PLF disclosures. If I had the resources available to me I would have no hesitation but to bring about a lawsuit against Greer, with the help of a couple of US friends and the one or two friends I have here in the UK within the Intelligence community. NO, its no joke, Greer nicked my data, my disclosures for which I suffered a great deal of grief over the years whilst he smugly, grinning like a cheshire cat, takes credit. BANG OUT OF ORDER.
Click on the images below to enlarge and check out the channel vid I put up some months ago.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bf0fOdkO_z0

[Agape]

I’ve listened to Steven Greer’s latest announcement about upcoming whistleblower testimony on identical topics, crash retrievals of both ET and manmade crafts and humanly generated “programmed life forms”.
It seems that the testimony will be revealed shortly during their upcoming conference at the end of this week.

Dr Greer now invites all involved individuals willing to contribute information , on their terms to contact him immediately , through the Sirius Disclosure website and specific line has been set for you to do that.

In my best opinion, your testimony was “lost in the pipeline” together with thousands of testimonies being submitted to them in the same timeframe they had to stir through and pick pieces that were fit for public disclosure for starters.

Your testimony was obviously one of the most advanced of its time but even if others “knew”, it did not find matching counterparts in the same time frame.

Similarly to my testimony I’ve given probably far ahead of time , they’re now discussing all those “scout ships” of fancy shapes. But again, there are people in the know yet the time has not come.

There could have been other reasons and people in the game we don’t know about protecting the information based on UK soil with “iron glove”.

We will never know who they are or when they enter the game and set people’s opinions “just fine”.

In either case, the time is pertinent now.

So again I’d suggest , also on behalf of all our likeminded community here to kindly recontact the Project as they are now eagerly awaiting your contribution 🙏💧🙏



From the eagles perspective and I wish you go ahead


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[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Eva, many thanks for the above post and your logical comments, but alas its not a case of my data, disclosures, being 'lost in the pipeline' as Greer had my written testimony (600+A4 pages) sent to him via a special courier his team arranged in Summer of 2000. Before any of the so called witness testimony they may have had to deal with. NO, Dr Greer has NO EXCUSES, many know this, even Miles stated several times that Greer took my info and used it as his own, throwing me under the bus. Its a case of principals here, I have lived my life with these 3 principals............TRUTH JUSTICE FREEDOM. Truth and Justice I require from Greer and will continue to push for this.

All Dr Greer has to do, one simple thing, is acknowledge and state openly and publicly that he received the ORIGINAL GLOBAL SOURCE material from a guy in England.............MOI. Only then will I let this rest.

Until such time I will make little direct comments on any youtube vid of his in order to make him see this little terrier will not ever let go.

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[The Moss Trooper]

Hi Eva, many thanks for the above post and your logical comments, but alas its not a case of my data, disclosures, being 'lost in the pipeline' as Greer had my written testimony (600+A4 pages) sent to him via a special courier his team arranged in Summer of 2000. Before any of the so called witness testimony they may have had to deal with. NO, Dr Greer has NO EXCUSES, many know this, even Miles stated several times that Greer took my info and used it as his own, throwing me under the bus. Its a case of principals here, I have lived my life with these 3 principals............TRUTH JUSTICE FREEDOM. Truth and Justice I require from Greer and will continue to push for this.

All Dr Greer has to do, one simple thing, is acknowledge and state openly and publicly that he received the ORIGINAL GLOBAL SOURCE material from a guy in England.............MOI. Only then will I let this rest.

Until such time I will make little direct comments on any youtube vid of his in order to make him see this little terrier will not ever let go.

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What is it you are hoping to achieve Barry?

Do you think your messages will penetrate the impregnable wall of Greer's ego and cause it to crumble?


Surely the information is more important than one mans ego.......... No?

[Denise/Dizi]

I think the point is, that Dr. Greer is profiting heavily each time he holds one of these events, and one can only see or hear the material if they pay to, or pay to attend his events, and they're not cheap! When the information was freely shared by Barry years ago...

He never asked Barry if he could present his disclosure "for profit..." And he never given him even verbal recognition for who did the actual disclosure of his information, which is still cutting edge in the disclosure arena... Instead, he refers to Barry as one of hundreds of nameless, faceless "Whistleblowers"... as he has nothing unique and of value on his own to offer up...

In fact, aside from his app, appearances, and these retreats, he has been saying the same thing since the 90's... And affording himself a very nice lifestyle. And all of it, the information others shared with him freely. In this case he didn't have permission to claim it as his own and profit from it... And it is a lowdown thing to do to dismiss the one person that originally did the hard work.

I am sorry this is continuing Barry. The AI is progressing, cloning, and synthetics are more well known now, and I believe he waited until he felt the public wouldn't push it way as fantasy... And I am sure it will go over well now... At your expense all these years.

Have some comfort in knowing many of us do know where it came from ... and the truth in it.

[Agape]

Hi “Barry”. First but not last, you’ve never called me “Eva”. Nobody does, did, not even in family ( it was my late mother’s name ).
Both you and Bill and others here under circumstances keep intimidating me meticulously with right from the start.

Knock, knock, anyone home ?

Who am I till now, any idea ? Just the same person I was since about 12 years of age. Same size, same mind. Not very different.

I have kindly asked you number of times to tame your anger and abstain from wrong name calling. There is no “Eva Braun” or “Eva Russian Nonsense” operating against anyone behind the bars you child molesters.

You’ve watched me being taken to South America and being beaten for all this sake, quite calmly. No need to fake another apology because you can’t care less about my situation till now.

Why on Earth should any Dr Greer care about yours ?

Albeit the way you also title him and attack him on forums ?

Secondly but also, like the rest of the self centered world you’re completely careless about my information and input.
Both Camelot and Bases 16 interviews with my information were deleted because the YouTube channels of Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnston were compromised during the Covid 19 pandemics.

They will be reuploaded , no problem, when safe , security situation considering.


Europe and the UK are neither very lawful or democratic at this point as people like to imagine since you are run by agendas and attack each other constantly.

Call it civilised or may I offer you some peace and good views instead ?


I will misunderstand forever that’s for sure as WHY did you force me down to victim role while I resisted for good ten years because I am not a victim of my ET Encounters.

I’m just another complicated Being quite like you who can define things quite well if that was even welcome but no. I fear that’s not the case.


Sorry buddy . You just can’t inject me and all the rest of us with lies and hatred.

And unfortunately for most, there is no “intelligence and humor in jab” either.


So scary you are with the “I’m grown up hard nut and angry” that no one will handle you appropriately and you know it,
which makes anyone with ❤️ ( Heart) only sorry. Sincerely yours.




Or tell us when in your life you were not quite out of morals ? You say . 2007 ?
My holy naïveté ? As in “pardon me”?

For James Casbolt whom your subtle suggestions landed NOT in hands of competent military or intel psychologist but in 12 years of imprisonment , just laying his life at your holy feet ?
Or 2011 when you’ve taken me down the night before the Camelot interview, my first ever so I was perhaps some kind of “more complacent” and your daughters orthodontist was ever more important then ?

Do you have heart man ?

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[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Eva, many thanks for the above post and your logical comments, but alas its not a case of my data, disclosures, being 'lost in the pipeline' as Greer had my written testimony (600+A4 pages) sent to him via a special courier his team arranged in Summer of 2000. Before any of the so called witness testimony they may have had to deal with. NO, Dr Greer has NO EXCUSES, many know this, even Miles stated several times that Greer took my info and used it as his own, throwing me under the bus. Its a case of principals here, I have lived my life with these 3 principals............TRUTH JUSTICE FREEDOM. Truth and Justice I require from Greer and will continue to push for this.

All Dr Greer has to do, one simple thing, is acknowledge and state openly and publicly that he received the ORIGINAL GLOBAL SOURCE material from a guy in England.............MOI. Only then will I let this rest.

Until such time I will make little direct comments on any youtube vid of his in order to make him see this little terrier will not ever let go.

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What is it you are hoping to achieve Barry?

Do you think your messages will penetrate the impregnable wall of Greer's ego and cause it to crumble?


Surely the information is more important than one mans ego.......... No?

Hoping to achieve? Well for starters its a PRINCIPLES issue, I have principles and seems Dr Greer obviously does not. The information is very important and has been sufficiently important to have been the cause of a number of direct threats to me and my family in the past. Greer mentions it is the area of disclosure where he receives the most threats, or so he says. Its a pure case of:
QUOTE: Plagiarism is presenting someone else's work or ideas as your own, with or without their consent, by incorporating it into your work without full acknowledgement. All published and unpublished material, whether in manuscript, printed or electronic form, is covered under this definition. END QUOTE

So WHY should Greer be allowed this? His ego knows no bounds, taking someone else's work and rebranding it as his own will forever piss me off, but hey, I'm one old guy up against Greer and his followers. But this little old terrier will never give up

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi “Barry”. First but not last, you’ve never called me “Eva”. Nobody does, did, not even in family ( it was my late mother’s name ).
Both you and Bill and others here under circumstances keep intimidating me meticulously with right from the start.

Knock, knock, anyone home ?

Who am I till now, any idea ? Just the same person I was since about 12 years of age. Same size, same mind. Not very different.

I have kindly asked you number of times to tame your anger and abstain from wrong name calling. There is no “Eva Braun” or “Eva Russian Nonsense” operating against anyone behind the bars you child molesters.

You’ve watched me being taken to South America and being beaten for all this sake, quite calmly. No need to fake another apology because you can’t care less about my situation till now.

Why on Earth should any Dr Greer care about yours ?

Albeit the way you also title him and attack him on forums ?

Secondly but also, like the rest of the self centered world you’re completely careless about my information and input.
Both Camelot and Bases 16 interviews with my information were deleted because the YouTube channels of Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnston were compromised during the Covid 19 pandemics.

They will be reuploaded , no problem, when safe , security situation considering.


Europe and the UK are neither very lawful or democratic at this point as people like to imagine since you are run by agendas and attack each other constantly.

Call it civilised or may I offer you some peace and good views instead ?


I will misunderstand forever that’s for sure as WHY did you force me down to victim role while I resisted for good ten years because I am not a victim of my ET Encounters.

I’m just another complicated Being quite like you who can define things quite well if that was even welcome but no. I fear that’s not the case.


Sorry buddy . You just can’t inject me and all the rest of us with lies and hatred.

And unfortunately for most, there is no “intelligence and humor in jab” either.


So scary you are with the “I’m grown up hard nut and angry” that no one will handle you appropriately and you know it,
which makes anyone with ❤️ ( Heart) only sorry. Sincerely yours.




Or tell us when in your life you were not quite out of morals ? You say . 2007 ?
My holy naïveté ? As in “pardon me”?

For James Casbolt whom your subtle suggestions landed NOT in hands of competent military or intel psychologist but in 12 years of imprisonment , just laying his life at your holy feet ?
Or 2011 when you’ve taken me down the night before the Camelot interview, my first ever so I was perhaps some kind of “more complacent” and your daughters orthodontist was ever more important then ?

Do you have heart man ?

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BLOODY HELL!! Where did this come from? I'm sorry AGAPE if for whatever reason you have dis-owned your own name, but thats your business, I will refer to you from now on as AGAPE, so no longer an old time friend? I will continue to 'have a go' at Greer as you put it as thats a matter for me to deal with, could not give a damn who likes or dislikes it, too bad. Someone or something has put the spoke in with you and am sorry if you think I have anything to do with it. Force you down to victim? What do you mean? Where is this coming from? If you have some serious issues with me please kindly PM me with these. Are you blaming Kerry for our 2011 interviews too? PM me ASAP, lets see what has rattled you. (Do I have a heart? Time has that answer).

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I originally came here today with the idea of placing another excerpt or two from the book, seems I got waylaid by the above, never to mind, hope all that can be sorted out.

Anyways.............the excerpts here are not in any chronological order, they will be randomly placed, back and forth in time..................................

" 1977, that was for sure a very weird and wonderful year full of ups and downs. It began in February with the beginnings of the Ufo Investigators Network (UFOIN), backed by FSR magazine. Myself, Andy Collins, Tim Good and Omar Fowler made up the South East region team. As soon as it was set up I put into place the Worlds first 24/7/365 Ufo Reporting Hotline. Boy over the course of that flap year alone my phone did indeed become HOT. Andy and I were run off our feet at times, I was literally putting in 24 hours a day, getting calls at all times of the day and night, when Andy was not available to assist I went out on field trips myself, Essex, Kent, Suffolk, London, all over.
I began in that year to accumulate photo's and film of ufos, the Ufo Archives took hold and by 1979 was one of the most detailed and largest collections of its kind, I even had all the Project BlueBook films held at the National Archives in Washington DC. They sent them all in a large round 16mm film can LOL. These included the famous Great Falls Montana and Tremonton Utah movies.

1977 was also the year I had my first 'meeting' with 'the authorities'. They explained in very brief terms why they wanted to see me in person, they passed onto me a card pass for the underground carpark I was supposed to park in and a date and time was set. London after dark is a brilliant and often exciting place but all I felt was extreme nerves as I drove around trying to find where I was supposed to go, lucky the small London AtoZ mapbook came to my rescue and as I drove down the small ramp I almost overshot the barrier and had to brake hard then reverse in order to place the card into the small machine. I was even more nervous than I thought LOL. I sat awhile, having a ciggie trying to calm down, when I nearly jumped out of my skin as someone loudly tapped on the passenger door window. The suit introduced himself, smiling, and said something to the effect 'hope you found us without too much trouble' , I nodded and followed him to the lift. Led along a corridor and was ushered into a room on the left, inside were 3 other suits, addressed by the older of the 3 "Mr King I presume?" as he gestured to a chair at a small desk."

[SPIRIT WOLF]

"The very colourful and often painful 1990's..............................It all began with contact with a researcher I had no prior knowledge of, and soon became embroiled with a bizarre conspiracy..........Mary Seal, 1993. Looking back if I had not kept all of her letters, all received within a layer of tinfoil, as I had to respond in kind, I would not have believed that time was a reality. At that time she lived in the Midlands, not too far from another researcher I came to know and communicate with, Nick Redfern.

I cannot recall now how my first communication with Mary Seal began, without looking through that pile of letters stored away in a box somewhere, but it soon became clear she was informed of my upcoming disclosures and as she steered away from those and began pushing her own. More and more I became very confused by her theories and the actions she was prepared to undertake, one in particular worried me intensely. She was adamant that a mind controlling signal was being beamed out to the populace of Birmingham and wanted to take action on that target, literally. Her letter within tinfoil arrived with a £5 note stating she was paying for my train fare to travel up and stay at her home whilst we put together a plan to 'blow-up' the BT tower! YES, she wanted me there with her to target the tower. I could not believe the words she wrote let alone the idea of committing a criminal act. Yes I was terrified the woman was actually going to go through with such an action, worse still drag me into it. Needless to say I returned the £5 with my reply, also in tinfoil, stating that I could not under any circumstances take part in any such terrorist activity and politely asked if our comms could end. Luckily she did change her mind and stated she had a different course of action. Our comms trailed off and by start of 1994 all contact with her ceased (my lucky escape LOL).

Over the course of the 90's whilst my disclosures were being sent out every two months, growing from certain researchers within ufology in the beginning, and branching out much wider and by the time I 'hung up my boots' as it were in 2000 the subs list topped over 200, globally, it was a very very expensive time but I deemed it essential to get the word out so sacrifices were made. I made a point of recording all phone calls onto cassettes from 1994 right up till 2000, for safety and security reasons, by the time I ended the files release I accumulated hundreds of C60 and C90 tapes, all were placed in boxes for posterity until such time they may be needed, Unfortunately in late to mid 2000's these were systematically removed by suits and never returned.

Hundreds of phone calls, from other researchers, members of the public whom got to hear of my files and/or my work either requesting copies of the files or wishing to share their experiences with me. The odd radio interview, plus visitors simply showing up at my front door urgently needing to speak with me, some very colorful characters at times. Researcher Matthew (I make crop circles) Williams phoned one day and stated he would only speak with me over the phone if I could answer one question, raised eyebrows but OK I went along with it. His question was "Where does the tunnel from Box (Rudloe Manor) go to?" I immediately answered "Boscombe Down", that seemed to satisfy him so a conversation began.

Another time a guy knocked on my front door demanding to see me as he had vital information on the 'coma hospitals' data I released. I let him in and we proceeded to have an hours chat, I cannot mention here the name of the hospital he had data on but it did tally with what I knew and disclosed, only his info covered a lot more 'targets' in that one particular location. I thanked him for his time and data, he relaxed and seemed at ease, a burden off his shoulders he said, off he went, never seen again.

TO BE CONTINUED........................

[The Moss Trooper]

Barry:

"Where does the tunnel from Box (Rudloe Manor) go to?" I immediately answered "Boscombe Down"

Box rail tunnel, or.......................?

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Barry:

"Where does the tunnel from Box (Rudloe Manor) go to?" I immediately answered "Boscombe Down"

Box rail tunnel, or.......................?

Hi, allegedly the train (rail) runs from Box to London (exact location not known) was to be used in times of war as Corsham has facilities to house VIPs, one can speculate if this rather old system was upgraded during cold war era. No the tunnel system Matthew was referring to is an actual secure tunnel which runs from Box to (on its journey) Boscombe Down, then onto Central London (CLC facility, another cold war relic). Of course a separate system runs from (but does not begin there) Warminster in Wiltshire (Warminster 1 and 2 ) thru the maze complex beneath Salisbury plain, connecting to both Boscombe and Porton then onto London. Hope that clears things up? or muddies things even more LOL

[SPIRIT WOLF]

January 1998 Rapido TV crew crammed into my front room one evening to film my MIB segment for the currently running TV series "Fortean TV". Filmed in Silhouette and was told voice would be disguised, guess the whole thing took an hour or so, once completed they packed up equipment thanking me for my time and courage!. All went well as I mentioned in one of the files that filming was completed and C4 producer said all was ready to go, gave a date for the MIB episode, so we all waited anxiously. The night before airing the C4 producer phoned to say all set my segment was to be in the second half on the programme.

Evening of the programme, I'm told many sat in front of their TV's VCR machines ready to tape, first half was very interesting, then commercial break, second segment began and finished without me!!
Totally confused, my piece was not shown. Received a number of calls from those eagerly awaiting my MIB experiences, all left wondering what the hell went wrong. The next day C4 called to say they had to 'pull' my segment at the very last minute and substituted it with the 1960's Jim Templeton case!!! Naturally I was a bit perplexed and asked why my segment was pulled, he sounded very flustered and blurted out something about they had no choice but to pull it at the last minute. He apologised and hoped I would not be deterred with my work. So that was that, oh well LOL

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Next thrilling instalment LOL...........................1974, LUFOS, Pole Hill skywatch, Roy Lake and friends as I joined their team.........................1978 Myself and Andy watch the press showing in Leicester Square of the film "Close Encounters of the Third Kind"................visits to their press office, being sent tons of media materials including a massive lobby poster, July 1978 Dagenham Town Show stand of mine entitled "Scientific Ufology"...............regular summer event attracting over 50,000 visitors, and we had our fair share too, civilian and military..............................keep watching this page

[SPIRIT WOLF]

A rather disturbing phone call has forced me to delay further writings, hopefully I will be able to resolve those issues ASAP, thankyou for your support and patience, Barry

[ExomatrixTV]

@SpiritWolf (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?65-SPIRIT-WOLF) have you considered that part of the UFOs are from the future and the "greys" could be a result of "trans-humanism" (cloning/genetic engineering/nano-tech/quantum-A.I (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?102409-A.I.-is-Progressing-Faster-Than-You-Think-).) going wrong ...


Realizing if you can some-how bent time & space with (earth based) anti-gravity & over-unity technology (suppressed inventions) ... That changes everything how we perceive "reality" ... If it is eventually possible than part of the UFOs could be us (transhumans (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transhumanism)) from the future! ... We have something they lack!

cheers,
John 🦜🦋🌳

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi, yes I have mused over this aspect and its as good as any I guess, but if we go by the majority of reports that describe greys then its a vast transformation needed on the part of mankind in the future. The interesting aspect of course are the reports of humanoid occupants, perhaps they are our future selves?

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Everyone, not wishing to add to the already anxious state of the planet and how its affecting us all but I wish to state one or two things here. This thread is about Disclosure, something I have in my humble capacity, to encourage and promote over the past few decades. I have seen many things, experienced many things, some that no person should see or experience, but that is my lot in life, dictated from birth and cannot change or alter its course as it continues to my end. I have faced my demons, I have cheated death a number of times. Death has no fear for me, at times I welcome the release it would offer. Of course I would have regrets, places I have not been to, people I have not met, regrets of leaving a family behind to cope with this increasingly stressful World. The conflict in Ukraine with the ever present danger of madman Putin to wreak global havoc, the crisis in the cost of living, here in England the energy bills have doubled for everyone, food costs rising, petrol at a ridiculously high cost, many are literally facing a 'heat or eat' situation, this is disgraceful in 2022 Britain, 12 years of austerity by the tory government continues to cripple the most vulnerable in society, long live capitalism!!

In June of last year I decided to step back into the breach and return here, at the back of my mind it shouted NO, but in the hopes of some sort of global Ufo Disclosure, I made the move to return. I have always spoke my mind and told it like it is, releasing truths that never should have been covered up and held secret, I've paid the price for that for decades and would continue to do so. I have no fears for myself but do of course fear for my family, maybe that's why I am a little careful these days. I am not a big well known name within Ufology, and never intended to be, I'm that little old guy from England, but do not judge me for that, I do have my ways and means and my wits about me. Maybe one of history's forgotten veterans?

I urge you all to keep well and safe, be vigilant in all you do, keep asking questions, push for answers from the secret keepers, one day you will succeed.

Barry

[ExomatrixTV]

Hi, yes I have mused over this aspect and its as good as any I guess, but if we go by the majority of reports that describe greys then its a vast transformation needed on the part of mankind in the future. The interesting aspect of course are the reports of humanoid occupants, perhaps they are our future selves?


See also P.A. Forum Thread: What if Part of the UFOs Worldwide are from the Future? (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?118408-What-if-Part-of-the-UFOs-Worldwide-are-from-the-Future)

cheers,
John 🦜🦋🌳

[SPIRIT WOLF]

QUESTION 1: You have the chance to take part in an ARV (Advanced Remote Viewing) event where you are connected via computer to safely view, without being seen or heard, any Ufo sighting or event from the past.......................What event and why would you choose?

QUESTION 2...................Under same parameters what past global event would you like to safely view, and why?

[pabranno]

Barry,
I have the highest respect for you. I’ve followed fie quite awhile. I understand you have good days and bad days. Honestly, I sometimes feel toyed with in this thread. I get all dressed up with nowhere to go. It gets downright frustrating. Don’t lose your message in tantalizing, frustrating dribbles. Hope you understand what I’m trying to say, and hope I didn’t offend you.

Pamela

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi, no offense taken, I understand where you are coming from and apologise to members if it looks wishy-washy in these posts. Yes I have good and really bad days but I'm trying not to let that interfere with my postings. I will tell you this, if you would prefer to read more of my life within ufology, about me, what my life has been like etc, then by all means I will 'Cut to the Chase' as they say. No problem, but do not blame me if any of the material I lay open here upsets or angers members. My life has been lets say, very colorful in so many ways, let me know and I will Switch Tracks. Best regards, Barry

[Spiral]

Hi, yes I have mused over this aspect and its as good as any I guess, but if we go by the majority of reports that describe greys then its a vast transformation needed on the part of mankind in the future. The interesting aspect of course are the reports of humanoid occupants, perhaps they are our future selves?

I find your response a bit bewildering tbh Barry, considering how you introduced the concept of PLFs, or Programmable Life Forms, as being the grays. Something that fits very well with countless testimonies of abductees & isn't a long way off what Derrel Simms says either.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi, yes I have mused over this aspect and its as good as any I guess, but if we go by the majority of reports that describe greys then its a vast transformation needed on the part of mankind in the future. The interesting aspect of course are the reports of humanoid occupants, perhaps they are our future selves?

I find your response a bit bewildering tbh Barry, considering how you introduced the concept of PLFs, or Programmable Life Forms, as being the grays. Something that fits very well with countless testimonies of abductees & isn't a long way off what Derrel Simms says either.

Apologies if my post sounded confusing. To clarify, yes I opened the can of worms to the World re PLFs but they are not to be confused with actual small greys, or indeed tall whites for example. Ufology is a very strange and perplexing subject, many aspects do baffle the mind. We are dealing with created beings or drones and also being visited by off planet intelligences which have varied agendas. Its a very awkward situation I find myself in, being a long time researcher/investigator of the subject as well as being physically involved by way of my interactions with OPI (off planet intelligences), and being an abductee also. The whole thing is one hell of a crazy mix and I have been trying my best to disclose all aspects of my life here openly. Again, sorry for any confusion caused.

[TrumanCash]

I am not familiar with the "PFLs" but it doesn't surprise me that the secret military mad scientists would clone Grays and anything else they can get their hands on. I can only comment on my own experiences with Grays that have followed me and other abductees from lifetime to lifetime. They are indeed ETs or as some would call them "interdimensional beings" or whatever label one would prefer to use. They travel through time and space so that creates a whole other can of worms as to where or when they come from. Phil Schneider, for example, said they came from another dimension via the early atom bomb testing and he had a photograph of a flying saucer next to a mushroom cloud which was clearly not faked (as I got to look at it close up).

My encounters with Grays began over fifteen thousand years ago when I was working with the Thelosians to stop tall Grays from abducting Earth humans. I was abducted as a woman in the Alps two thousand years ago and they took a hybrid (half human/half Gray) baby from me. Apparently, they have been conducting the same abduction hybrid operations for thousands of years which led me to believe that they can time travel.

The Grays with which I and others have had contact (i.e., abductions) are not just biological robots; they are spiritual beings just like us. I have had many telepathic encounters with them. They can perceive discarnate beings, which I personally discovered when I died in a past life experience in England. I was out of body (of course) and I went face to face, so to speak, with a tall Gray in a typical flying saucer.

Going way back in time, I found a lifetime as a tall Gray when Grays had families and more of a human-like, social lifestyle (though their bodies would be described as tall Grays).

[SPIRIT WOLF]

As requested and advised, in order as not to confuse or perplex members, nor get their hopes up of 'goodies' to be disclosed then simply go off at tangents, I will for now go along the main issue of my life within ufology with goal of Disclosure. Here goes........................................Boring bit first

BIO..............

Name: Barry Malcolm King ( Barney Martin Kavanaugh)
D.O.B : Late Tuesday afternoon 10th June 1952 at 5 Felton Road, Barking, Essex, England
Hair: Yes, Grey
Eyes: 2 of Hazel
Height: 5ft 8ins
Weight: 8stone 7lbs
Birth sign: Gemini

Instead of my placing separate pics and vids here re my life/history I will simply give links to my Youtube channel where all vids and explanations are freely available to all, see where we go after that guys. Thankyou for your time and patience, Barry (Barney)

https://www.youtube.com/user/THEVOICEOFDISCLOSURE/videos

https://www.youtube.com/user/THEVOICEOFDISCLOSURE/playlists

https://www.youtube.com/user/THEVOICEOFDISCLOSURE/featured

https://www.youtube.com/user/THEVOICEOFDISCLOSURE/about

[Agape]

Hi “Barry”. First but not last, you’ve never called me “Eva”. Nobody does, did, not even in family ( it was my late mother’s name ).
Both you and Bill and others here under circumstances keep intimidating me meticulously with right from the start.

Knock, knock, anyone home ?

Who am I till now, any idea ? Just the same person I was since about 12 years of age. Same size, same mind. Not very different.

I have kindly asked you number of times to tame your anger and abstain from wrong name calling. There is no “Eva Braun” or “Eva Russian Nonsense” operating against anyone behind the bars you child molesters.

You’ve watched me being taken to South America and being beaten for all this sake, quite calmly. No need to fake another apology because you can’t care less about my situation till now.

Why on Earth should any Dr Greer care about yours ?

Albeit the way you also title him and attack him on forums ?

Secondly but also, like the rest of the self centered world you’re completely careless about my information and input.
Both Camelot and Bases 16 interviews with my information were deleted because the YouTube channels of Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnston were compromised during the Covid 19 pandemics.

They will be reuploaded , no problem, when safe , security situation considering.


Europe and the UK are neither very lawful or democratic at this point as people like to imagine since you are run by agendas and attack each other constantly.

Call it civilised or may I offer you some peace and good views instead ?


I will misunderstand forever that’s for sure as WHY did you force me down to victim role while I resisted for good ten years because I am not a victim of my ET Encounters.

I’m just another complicated Being quite like you who can define things quite well if that was even welcome but no. I fear that’s not the case.


Sorry buddy . You just can’t inject me and all the rest of us with lies and hatred.

And unfortunately for most, there is no “intelligence and humor in jab” either.


So scary you are with the “I’m grown up hard nut and angry” that no one will handle you appropriately and you know it,
which makes anyone with ❤️ ( Heart) only sorry. Sincerely yours.




Or tell us when in your life you were not quite out of morals ? You say . 2007 ?
My holy naïveté ? As in “pardon me”?

For James Casbolt whom your subtle suggestions landed NOT in hands of competent military or intel psychologist but in 12 years of imprisonment , just laying his life at your holy feet ?
Or 2011 when you’ve taken me down the night before the Camelot interview, my first ever so I was perhaps some kind of “more complacent” and your daughters orthodontist was ever more important then ?

Do you have heart man ?

🌿

BLOODY HELL!! Where did this come from? I'm sorry AGAPE if for whatever reason you have dis-owned your own name, but thats your business, I will refer to you from now on as AGAPE, so no longer an old time friend? I will continue to 'have a go' at Greer as you put it as thats a matter for me to deal with, could not give a damn who likes or dislikes it, too bad. Someone or something has put the spoke in with you and am sorry if you think I have anything to do with it. Force you down to victim? What do you mean? Where is this coming from? If you have some serious issues with me please kindly PM me with these. Are you blaming Kerry for our 2011 interviews too? PM me ASAP, lets see what has rattled you. (Do I have a heart? Time has that answer).


Still very much old friend if it ever matters to you 🙏

Unfortunately none of the above applies to events of previous 6-8 years and current sub-situation of mine that is direct and indirect result of events and their consequences , most of which are documented,
get real: I am away since 2016.

No I’ve not lost anything or my mind. And true to T I don’t have place for an argument or struggle with anybody, your the least, neither I’m confused or searching for help, neither do I know how could you practically assist in my circumstances because this topic and repetition of is psychological game but nearly devoid of practical matters or relationship to others,
so called “others” mostly followed the same protocol in course of time since they were not called ( or chosen) or taught and told any better than yourself,
unlike the rest of those people I’ve not followed or been forced to follow any other course than refining and fixing my own definitions and our GPS coordinates in the larger Universe.

To me this ALL Disclosure argumentation turned frustratingly boring long ago,

and anyone with Life in them should try to fix it better ( but that’s a personal take on the matter).


To your question and believe me if I say that this is intimidating , socially disrespectful and void of true cultural enigma but yes that was also my mums name and no need to repeat the same fate twice,
yes you read in my CV I’ve studied and practised in India since 19 years old,
in spiritual and temple culture that is unknown to you though it’s ancient and open culture with countless traditions entwined ,
the only reason why you’ve never heard about true history of India is because the way GB treated India for 150 years.
This is hard reality reflection - NOT an argument.

So I’m completely entitled to use any of spiritual names given to me by my teachers, it’s normal, legitimate and it’s your “human right” to do so,

as another entity from elsewhere it is my right too.


Even though I rarely do so unless conventionally necessary because I’ve never experienced self as a name, I’m not a name and not calling others names either unless they asked for it.

We may be sharing snippets of precious information here: so true but I’m so sorry if both the truth and cultured manner is missing from these debates and disclosure initiatives

so many people opt out or stay in the back , I feel.

Because there’s no truth in it : practically I’m still stranded after 3 years without means, no one cares.

I’ve stopped talking to anyone in 2016 already but been in Japanese Zen temple in Uruguay for 2 years, had to get through Finland and the UK before being able to return to India, passed all kinds of tests, my professional resume is just fine and standing , no worries.

Other than that I’m not approaching humans unless I’m plum hungry for a fruit 😅 ,
locally too they seem to hold this against me, everyone loves to play naively innocent you see, this world is like big kindergarten.

Please don’t interpret me any wrong , I hold no grudge , nothing back, just love and gratitude unless people start bullying me for wrong skin color or whatever else and other core nonsense ,
I give you response with true emotion too, why not? This is human world, Barry buddy.
It never bothered me to give people some more true emotion because/if they’re missing it in their lives or a run down but do I have heart,

very much. Everyone here and around knows all about it. In medical situation for 3 years now after all that has happened, running on empty.

No one will destroy the intelligence and information we are.


Even if my “friends” decided that I’m so useless and not worth the support and life I will give whatever information I’ve ever gathered in precise chronological order to the most benevolent and advanced party who will respectfully come for it before I leave this life.

Provided there are still some advanced people in this world left 🙏🌟🙏


Thank you for your friendship and compassion.

There is lots of weird life here, out there, everywhere around and in us ,
well choose your options.


The “spike” you try to insert is called “agnosticism” and is not on my side.
From my perspective you don’t know where to go..

but please do forgive me if I’m 100% wrong.


Humble thanks

🥀

[Johnnycomelately]

Even if my “friends” decided that I’m so useless and not worth the support and life I will give whatever information I’ve ever gathered in precise chronological order to the most benevolent and advanced party who will respectfully come for it before I leave this life.



Hi Agape. I hope for the best for you and Barry, that you will get along, eventually.

I chose this quote because I had an idea.

You both seem to cherish your knowledge, to the extent of being really defensive and expressing feeling really crappy. Why don’t you let that go, let that pillar wither, do life another way?

To my mind, whatever we think, is broadcast, shared via spirit. Holding ownership of knowledge is an earthly human thing. A way to be burdened, I say shrug it off.

Be well.

John

[Agape]

Even if my “friends” decided that I’m so useless and not worth the support and life I will give whatever information I’ve ever gathered in precise chronological order to the most benevolent and advanced party who will respectfully come for it before I leave this life.



Hi Agape. I hope for the best for you and Barry, that you will get along, eventually.

I chose this quote because I had an idea.

You both seem to cherish your knowledge, to the extent of being really defensive and expressing feeling really crappy. Why don’t you let that go, let that pillar wither, do life another way?

To my mind, whatever we think, is broadcast, shared via spirit. Holding ownership of knowledge is an earthly human thing. A way to be burdened, I say shrug it off.

Be well.

John


Dear friend, I don’t know your age category or life experience and you are fusing two entirely different testimonies by suggesting implications
however.
Most of our current human population would probably admit to feeling slightly crappy as opposed to “excited, great, huge”or another epitome of positivity bias so well associated with modern American culture that is pop and hip hop culture among else

so please tolerate that people turn serious about their fates and the fate of this planet and may not be always be present but their concerns will remain serious as they concern the fate of this Humankind ,

us older people consider our time, the words we share here, our audience and the rest , running of time, bandwidth and so forth worthy and precious.


99% of the truth can’t be explained to you or anyone in snap of fingers.

But I can encourage you not to give up on path of genuine research and free thought, we have been on this topic actively for two decades now, some more.

Nothing on my heart as of standing


🙏🥀🌟

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I believe the last few posts on the linked thread here will also achieve the result of members having some perhaps hidden facts about my past, I hope so anyways........................

A Timeline: Kari Lynn experiences

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?5011-A-Timeline-Kari-Lynn-experiences/page42

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi “Barry”. First but not last, you’ve never called me “Eva”. Nobody does, did, not even in family ( it was my late mother’s name ).
Both you and Bill and others here under circumstances keep intimidating me meticulously with right from the start.

Knock, knock, anyone home ?

Who am I till now, any idea ? Just the same person I was since about 12 years of age. Same size, same mind. Not very different.

I have kindly asked you number of times to tame your anger and abstain from wrong name calling. There is no “Eva Braun” or “Eva Russian Nonsense” operating against anyone behind the bars you child molesters.

You’ve watched me being taken to South America and being beaten for all this sake, quite calmly. No need to fake another apology because you can’t care less about my situation till now.

Why on Earth should any Dr Greer care about yours ?

Albeit the way you also title him and attack him on forums ?

Secondly but also, like the rest of the self centered world you’re completely careless about my information and input.
Both Camelot and Bases 16 interviews with my information were deleted because the YouTube channels of Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnston were compromised during the Covid 19 pandemics.

They will be reuploaded , no problem, when safe , security situation considering.


Europe and the UK are neither very lawful or democratic at this point as people like to imagine since you are run by agendas and attack each other constantly.

Call it civilised or may I offer you some peace and good views instead ?


I will misunderstand forever that’s for sure as WHY did you force me down to victim role while I resisted for good ten years because I am not a victim of my ET Encounters.

I’m just another complicated Being quite like you who can define things quite well if that was even welcome but no. I fear that’s not the case.


Sorry buddy . You just can’t inject me and all the rest of us with lies and hatred.

And unfortunately for most, there is no “intelligence and humor in jab” either.


So scary you are with the “I’m grown up hard nut and angry” that no one will handle you appropriately and you know it,
which makes anyone with ❤️ ( Heart) only sorry. Sincerely yours.




Or tell us when in your life you were not quite out of morals ? You say . 2007 ?
My holy naïveté ? As in “pardon me”?

For James Casbolt whom your subtle suggestions landed NOT in hands of competent military or intel psychologist but in 12 years of imprisonment , just laying his life at your holy feet ?
Or 2011 when you’ve taken me down the night before the Camelot interview, my first ever so I was perhaps some kind of “more complacent” and your daughters orthodontist was ever more important then ?

Do you have heart man ?

🌿

BLOODY HELL!! Where did this come from? I'm sorry AGAPE if for whatever reason you have dis-owned your own name, but thats your business, I will refer to you from now on as AGAPE, so no longer an old time friend? I will continue to 'have a go' at Greer as you put it as thats a matter for me to deal with, could not give a damn who likes or dislikes it, too bad. Someone or something has put the spoke in with you and am sorry if you think I have anything to do with it. Force you down to victim? What do you mean? Where is this coming from? If you have some serious issues with me please kindly PM me with these. Are you blaming Kerry for our 2011 interviews too? PM me ASAP, lets see what has rattled you. (Do I have a heart? Time has that answer).


Still very much old friend if it ever matters to you 🙏

Unfortunately none of the above applies to events of previous 6-8 years and current sub-situation of mine that is direct and indirect result of events and their consequences , most of which are documented,
get real: I am away since 2016.

No I’ve not lost anything or my mind. And true to T I don’t have place for an argument or struggle with anybody, your the least, neither I’m confused or searching for help, neither do I know how could you practically assist in my circumstances because this topic and repetition of is psychological game but nearly devoid of practical matters or relationship to others,
so called “others” mostly followed the same protocol in course of time since they were not called ( or chosen) or taught and told any better than yourself,
unlike the rest of those people I’ve not followed or been forced to follow any other course than refining and fixing my own definitions and our GPS coordinates in the larger Universe.

To me this ALL Disclosure argumentation turned frustratingly boring long ago,

and anyone with Life in them should try to fix it better ( but that’s a personal take on the matter).


To your question and believe me if I say that this is intimidating , socially disrespectful and void of true cultural enigma but yes that was also my mums name and no need to repeat the same fate twice,
yes you read in my CV I’ve studied and practised in India since 19 years old,
in spiritual and temple culture that is unknown to you though it’s ancient and open culture with countless traditions entwined ,
the only reason why you’ve never heard about true history of India is because the way GB treated India for 150 years.
This is hard reality reflection - NOT an argument.

So I’m completely entitled to use any of spiritual names given to me by my teachers, it’s normal, legitimate and it’s your “human right” to do so,

as another entity from elsewhere it is my right too.


Even though I rarely do so unless conventionally necessary because I’ve never experienced self as a name, I’m not a name and not calling others names either unless they asked for it.

We may be sharing snippets of precious information here: so true but I’m so sorry if both the truth and cultured manner is missing from these debates and disclosure initiatives

so many people opt out or stay in the back , I feel.

Because there’s no truth in it : practically I’m still stranded after 3 years without means, no one cares.

I’ve stopped talking to anyone in 2016 already but been in Japanese Zen temple in Uruguay for 2 years, had to get through Finland and the UK before being able to return to India, passed all kinds of tests, my professional resume is just fine and standing , no worries.

Other than that I’m not approaching humans unless I’m plum hungry for a fruit 😅 ,
locally too they seem to hold this against me, everyone loves to play naively innocent you see, this world is like big kindergarten.

Please don’t interpret me any wrong , I hold no grudge , nothing back, just love and gratitude unless people start bullying me for wrong skin color or whatever else and other core nonsense ,
I give you response with true emotion too, why not? This is human world, Barry buddy.
It never bothered me to give people some more true emotion because/if they’re missing it in their lives or a run down but do I have heart,

very much. Everyone here and around knows all about it. In medical situation for 3 years now after all that has happened, running on empty.

No one will destroy the intelligence and information we are.


Even if my “friends” decided that I’m so useless and not worth the support and life I will give whatever information I’ve ever gathered in precise chronological order to the most benevolent and advanced party who will respectfully come for it before I leave this life.

Provided there are still some advanced people in this world left 🙏🌟🙏


Thank you for your friendship and compassion.

There is lots of weird life here, out there, everywhere around and in us ,
well choose your options.


The “spike” you try to insert is called “agnosticism” and is not on my side.
From my perspective you don’t know where to go..

but please do forgive me if I’m 100% wrong.


Humble thanks

🥀

Good to see you posting and can only apologise on behalf of everyone the ills and suffering you went through. You knew I was no longer in any position to help or assist you at those times. I had no say or controls as you know I stepped back and ended all my abilities to carry security and safety measures (you and Kari Lynn). I was in a bit of a health battle at the time which further pulled me away from former duties and assistance. Ah, Darker Realms, yes I believe we addressed you as Mew as you requested. So please do let me know other than Agape by which name I should call you?. I'm not your enemy, never have been never will be. My aim, my goal is FULL DISCLOSURE within Ufology, this you know. Lets carry on along that track please. With deepest regards, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Even if my “friends” decided that I’m so useless and not worth the support and life I will give whatever information I’ve ever gathered in precise chronological order to the most benevolent and advanced party who will respectfully come for it before I leave this life.



Hi Agape. I hope for the best for you and Barry, that you will get along, eventually.

I chose this quote because I had an idea.

You both seem to cherish your knowledge, to the extent of being really defensive and expressing feeling really crappy. Why don’t you let that go, let that pillar wither, do life another way?

To my mind, whatever we think, is broadcast, shared via spirit. Holding ownership of knowledge is an earthly human thing. A way to be burdened, I say shrug it off.

Be well.

John

Hi John, thanks for your kind post, there is no problem, worry, anger or animosity between us here, Agape has been a long time friend since around 2006 and other than my stepping away with no comms or able to assist her in those times there is not much I can say other than I'm sorry I could not assist her then. I hope we are still good friends.

[Blastolabs]

I believe the last few posts on the linked thread here will also achieve the result of members having some perhaps hidden facts about my past, I hope so anyways........................

A Timeline: Kari Lynn experiences

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?5011-A-Timeline-Kari-Lynn-experiences/page42

Thank you for sharing that thread, I'd never read any of that (I've only been on Avalon 2 years)

Connected a lot of loose ends.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

To tie up a few more loose ends and have the line of dots truly connected from the beginning........................I late 1998 I paid a pre xmas visit to my Dad. He looked very weak and a ghost of his former self, he had been thru a lot of late and had yet another operation due within a few weeks, he was so frail I had great concerns. After a while he pulled me to one side and said its about time we had the 'hidden past talk', I frowned but suspected many things I had wondered about all my life. I knew he was in WW2, in the Royal Engineers but that's all he would say. From around the age of ten I would sneak into parents bedroom when no one was around, make my way to the cupboard over the stairs, on top shelf was a D shaped red and cream vanity case, zipped around the curve. All during my teens I would regularly covertly go to that case and marvel at the masses of photographs, mixed, military scenes and of individuals, plus numerous medals and a silver cigarette case with a symbol etched on it. As a young child I did not know or recognise that symbol. Only older did I see it was the classic German eagle. I so wanted to know all about this and the photo's, but never got the opportunity to ask my Dad and he never brought it up, not until now, late 1998.

With tears in his eyes he told me he has a few things he needed to explain to me before it was 'too late'. He began by saying why I was rushed to hospital at age 2 with double pneumonia and that I miraculously came back to life minutes after I died. He began to detail the scene as we both almost word for word simultaneously described the scene, priest giving last rites the lot. We both cried. All thru my childhood it was a taboo subject to talk about why at age 5 I was inducted into Oaktree and all the procedures I would endure, the training, everything. It was completely a no go area for discussion even in my late teens and into adulthood. He simply would not talk about my past. He told me that on that fateful day my parents dressed me up in a sailor suit as we were going over to visit the new housing development we were going to move to. That area is next to part of the River Road Industrial complex with many small waterways or 'canals' running thru. All the waste, chemicals etc from these places found their way into these small toxic ridden 'canals'. It seemed I ran off from my parents and slipped and fell into one of these 'canals', recovered and in a state taken home but later became very ill.

After all these years I finally knew what happened to me on that day. Moving on he lit a ciggie and said 'lets walk around the garden, fresh air, freely talk'...........so off we slowly walked out the back door into the cool afternoon air.

He began by telling me he knew that I as a child kept looking at the contents of that vanity case, and laughed, he kept that quiet LOL. I had a hundred questions for him but he held his hand up and quietly said "I can only tell you a few things from that time, you do not need know or worry about other things". We slowly paced around the garden as he softly spoke. "You know I was with the Royal Engineers?", I nodded yes, he continued "Our unit along with some yanks were sent on a seek and secure into Germany. We found a hastily evacuated German site, inside was some very weird looking type of people, humans but not humans, a peculiar looking aircraft of some sort and papers all over the place, scattered. I cannot say more but was struck down with some illness or other which stopped me from coming home for a while, son I cannot tell you more sorry". He began crying again as I hugged him, we eventually went back indoors and had a drink.

Early January 1999 I received a phone call from my sister, Dad did not make it thru the surgery, he was too frail to survive it.

[Agape]

I’m sorry about posting : on one hand, anything personal becomes intimidating sooner or later, on the other hand, on this level of “disclosure” only personal details, testimony and experiences serve us as point of genuine reference.

Not everyone is outgoing, woke or an activist or could be “made one”.

You may remember that I have waited for many years to join even this forum. I’m not on any other social media though I hold no kind of negativity and read people’s links happily.

I’m struggling with the same attitude from human society for most of my life and being frequently punished for absentism from social norm and for being introverted individual who does not enjoy personal exhibicionism and exposure,

I’ve never felt victimized by any of my ET encounters but yes I am made to suffer by normative humans whenever they choose. So sorry about that.

Emotions do not pass through B&W letters so being read correctly or convey where am I coming from internally can be difficult.

In the long spat of circumstances many of my friends would agree that genus homo is currently the most dangerous species on the planet.

I grew up small but level headed and human life did not offer me any other option than remaining small ( humble) and level headed.

I’ve never felt or wished to feel “like anybody else” in this world and believe me I’m not suffering internally for it.

It’s where internet turns so absurdly inaccurate for anyone with differential who are not willing to “upload themselves” to google servers so that “everyone can see”.

The last time I was quite unhappy was in my teenage but that’s long ago. Everyone knowing me “live” could probably testify that I’m happy being, seldom ask for help or complain and enjoy helping others around.

International situation is increasingly difficult for everyone nowadays so unless you are safe, protected by yourself and your family,
all that matters is patience, tolerance, increasing your capacity to understand others , more understanding and compassion makes us capable to survive the day.

Other than that I can’t walk into your part world in any manner without reason and support, even while my last visit to the UK was part of the emergency I’ve been intentionally put through in Uruguay , it was not a ready made, adequate situation from life perspective and there is no meaning in repeating it.

I hope it does not surprise anyone that I also want to “return home” that is my family in Space.

I have good few medical circumstances requiring caution till now, broken shoes, two teeth opened to root waiting for extraction but no money for dentist. In lasting heatwave, I’m grateful for cold drinks, ice cream and apple juice ( we have much more but no money to operate with).

I do believe in miracles but sometimes they don’t happen. More so I don’t feel I’d deserve more stranded on planet where millions people are starving.

I wished to be of help. That’s all I ever wished.

The rest does not necessarily matter so I wish to get out too


I don’t want to “teach people lessons”, get “female therapy” or start a project. I don’t wish for anything too much if you ask other than I do some peace prayers and talk to people who want to be talked to ,
about subjects of their interest as I ever did so we all can still learn something.

I hope I’m safe here in India and won’t be hunted for or captured for whatever reason because there is no solid reason as such,
I’m not in any sort of off stand with anyone but it’s clear by now that psychological but also some physiological difference between any two of us is abysmal.

I’ve never forgotten you or anyone in my life and your confusions feel also quite distant t to me, this is not a “statement” and most certainly not “behavioral therapy”.


I’ll always remember you with gratitude and would wish you well but..checking my “life watch” I’m really uncertain how much time do you think “we have left” and me in particular so sorry for all the disappointment if you guessed that we will be here long yet and disclosing our “true ET IDs”.

In short: I don’t think it’s meant to happen. Just being a realist. Not a sad person with sad fate or anything even similar.

Jah Love as the Rastafarians would put it. Good luck 🙏🌸🙏

[Denise/Dizi]

I for one would welcome whatever you can share Barry, in whatever time frame suits you, tailored of course to your own time frame, and responsibilities. I thank you for sharing more about where you came from, what you experienced prior to becoming an advocate for disclosure... And I am glad to learn that your father told you some things prior to his passing.

To those who want information NOW, I get it. The thread was started... Perhaps you can review some of his past releases and ask specific questions about such things? This may spark some seriously interesting exchanges... It's my opinion that anyone in the disclosure field is taking big risks, and as such, I fully understand that it must be the right thing, at the right time, that they share. I plan to exercise some patience in this regard, and hope others do as well..

Barry didn't disclose reports of saucers flying in rural or urban areas, he disclosed things that were far more astonishing, more terrifying... And he was prompted prior to just "Blurt it all out"... When disclosing the human organ market... But because he stated it matter of factly, then was prompted to move on? No one really ever picked up that material, and examined it further. Almost like spoiled children, people said, "Oh, OK" then moved on as if they had Attention Deficit Disorder...

I felt for him, as most glazed over that as if he said he went out to have a sandwich...

I feel some trying to gain truth, fail to recognize the dangers some place themselves in, when they begin to talk of such things... Such as the phone call halting posting for a bit. I will not name names, but when one begins to speak of organ harvesting, programmable life forms, and other very serious considerations, prompting someone to "Hurry Up" because you do not feel as if the information is enough, fast enough? Seems really inappropriate... Perhaps you can come back as the thread progresses at a time frame which suits Mr. King..

The information he has already shared, if taken at face value, is quite remarkable, and really, should have woken quite a few people up as to the kinds of things that these people are trying to delicately share. I can understand that "Drips of information" in such cases, could represent the difference between life and death...

Barry, I do have a question... Are the greys, also the beings known as the Vril? Are they one and the same? Rumors tend to have some basis in fact. And in America, there are quite a few people now speaking of tubes with bodies in them, clone bodies...People being "Droned"... As well as places referred to as "Ranches", "Arenas", "Cloning Centers" and all kinds of other things where they are now making HUMAN pglfs... Were you ever aware of this disturbing trend when you were at the base?

I ask because I believe such claims, and do know that the human mind absolutely is programmable... And I believe it is a danger direction we as humanity are heading towards. The worry becomes who started this, and why... Do you have any insights that you can share about such things safely? Of course, when you are ready to discuss that topic, if ever...

Thank You ahead of time.

Denise

[Blastolabs]

To those who want information NOW, I get it. The thread was started... Perhaps you can review some of his past releases and ask specific questions about such things?



This thread is the first I had heard of Barry, or really any of the people associated with him.

Just want to repeat your recommendation for people to read related material that's here on Avalon and else where.

There is a LOT!

I think the reason that this information has kind of flown under the radar is due to it being organic, meaning it doesn't have the artificial PR push that disinformation likely has.

I could be wrong but it is rather odd that it has taken me this long to come across this information.

[Spiral]

Barry, your last post was very touching & gave a real insight into the path you have walked, any more along that vein would be very much appreciated.

My biggest questions relate to the psychic aspects of the ufo phenomena, esp as to why these things seem so much more important than science to these beings in relation to us.

It seems like the types of people who would have been the tribal medicine man or shaman once upon a time are todays abductees & contactees (I mean real contact not solely channelling) , people who survived death as an infant & were left with one foot in either world, people who were never physically robust or come from families known for mediumistic or similar abilities.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I for one would welcome whatever you can share Barry, in whatever time frame suits you, tailored of course to your own time frame, and responsibilities. I thank you for sharing more about where you came from, what you experienced prior to becoming an advocate for disclosure... And I am glad to learn that your father told you some things prior to his passing.

To those who want information NOW, I get it. The thread was started... Perhaps you can review some of his past releases and ask specific questions about such things? This may spark some seriously interesting exchanges... It's my opinion that anyone in the disclosure field is taking big risks, and as such, I fully understand that it must be the right thing, at the right time, that they share. I plan to exercise some patience in this regard, and hope others do as well..

Barry didn't disclose reports of saucers flying in rural or urban areas, he disclosed things that were far more astonishing, more terrifying... And he was prompted prior to just "Blurt it all out"... When disclosing the human organ market... But because he stated it matter of factly, then was prompted to move on? No one really ever picked up that material, and examined it further. Almost like spoiled children, people said, "Oh, OK" then moved on as if they had Attention Deficit Disorder...

I felt for him, as most glazed over that as if he said he went out to have a sandwich...

I feel some trying to gain truth, fail to recognize the dangers some place themselves in, when they begin to talk of such things... Such as the phone call halting posting for a bit. I will not name names, but when one begins to speak of organ harvesting, programmable life forms, and other very serious considerations, prompting someone to "Hurry Up" because you do not feel as if the information is enough, fast enough? Seems really inappropriate... Perhaps you can come back as the thread progresses at a time frame which suits Mr. King..

The information he has already shared, if taken at face value, is quite remarkable, and really, should have woken quite a few people up as to the kinds of things that these people are trying to delicately share. I can understand that "Drips of information" in such cases, could represent the difference between life and death...

Barry, I do have a question... Are the greys, also the beings known as the Vril? Are they one and the same? Rumors tend to have some basis in fact. And in America, there are quite a few people now speaking of tubes with bodies in them, clone bodies...People being "Droned"... As well as places referred to as "Ranches", "Arenas", "Cloning Centers" and all kinds of other things where they are now making HUMAN pglfs... Were you ever aware of this disturbing trend when you were at the base?

I ask because I believe such claims, and do know that the human mind absolutely is programmable... And I believe it is a danger direction we as humanity are heading towards. The worry becomes who started this, and why... Do you have any insights that you can share about such things safely? Of course, when you are ready to discuss that topic, if ever...

Thank You ahead of time.

Denise

Hi Denise, good to see you. I hope Agape will forgive my 'distancing' as its not on purpose, merely my inability to be here as often as I'd like, and still have some important PMs that I will get around to replying to asap. Its not easy being whom I am and what I wish to relate whilst I still have time. The 'disturbing' phone call recently confirmed what time I have left, no worries folks, almost 70 I have reached the Bible's 3 score years and 10, I'm ready for when my creator calls.

Your question about human PGLF's is a very valid and important one. In my time frame at Peasemore there were no other clones or drones other than the small greys, BUT THERE WERE AREAS I COULD NOT ACCESS AND OF COURSE MANY YEARS HAVE PASSED SINCE 1981, who knows what diabolical agendas were in play during the past few decades. In the US you are probably aware already that the DoD with DARPA are working on enhanced humans, Human MK2 as I called it decades ago. They want Modified Combat Units, for very obvious reasons, they need Modified and Enhanced humans to man the ships to travel to far off destinations and work within some very hostile environments. Coupled to fusing with AI the plans for a (bad cliche coming up) Super Humans for the next evolutionary jump. Not having first hand knowledge of human cloning/droning but from what I have seen and heard, YES, totally feasible.

In the US you should keep a close eye of November Mike AKA the Manzano facility, Sandia, JPL, plus of course Dugway in Utah, that is where all the goodies Area 51 used to have are now housed. More soon.............................Barry

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Barry, your last post was very touching & gave a real insight into the path you have walked, any more along that vein would be very much appreciated.

My biggest questions relate to the psychic aspects of the ufo phenomena, esp as to why these things seem so much more important than science to these beings in relation to us.

It seems like the types of people who would have been the tribal medicine man or shaman once upon a time are todays abductees & contactees (I mean real contact not solely channelling) , people who survived death as an infant & were left with one foot in either world, people who were never physically robust or come from families known for mediumistic or similar abilities.

Hi Spiral, thankyou for your insightful comments, I plan yes to continue with the timeline set out re my past

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Another thing my Dad confirmed for me was that the silver ciggie case came from a deceased German SS officer, he kept that as a souvenir along with one or two other things, which I will detail now..... We had two sheds in our garden as kids, the one at the bottom of the garden was a metal curved roof, like an old WW2 Anderson shelter, we used it to store coal, the other was a fair sized wooden, more solid shed nearer the house. We stored our bikes in there and my Dad had an old motorcycle, busted front wheel but could start up the very noisy beast. Dad kept storage units filled with old wartime surplus stuff, as kids we would explore the 'treasures' in the shed until one day we got one hell of a bollocking (ooops sorry my bad) and we never snooped in there again. What I found whilst snooping and moving a few boxes around I stumbled upon something really odd. I frowned as I held an old dirty oil cloth and eyes popped as I opened the cloth.................there in my hands was a gun, a pistol, at that age I obviously had no idea what it was other than a pistol. I eagerly examined it and was playing silly buggers, you know, aiming it around the shed pretending to shoot LOL. That was until my Dad stood at the open door shouting at me, I almost dropped the thing. He took it from me clipped my ear and warned me to never snoop in the shed ever again. That moment is etched in my mind as if it were yesterday.

Years later, having an interest in guns, I joined a gun club at 15 and at that 'mature' age LOL I found out that the pistol in my Dad's shed was a WW2 Luger. When we had our heart to heart chat in late 1998 Dad confessed it was another souvenir he managed to bring home, he said it was a dangerous and silly thing he did but managed with assistance from one or two mates he brought it home, a fully working Luger (no, no ammo). Over the years he decided to lose it just in case so he threw it in the Thames at Barking Creek so now it sits somewhere under the water.

[Denise/Dizi]

Thank you Barry for replying about the pglf's.

What a funny coincidence... Today a gentlemen brought me a watch... He asked if we repaired watches as the family owns a jewelry store. "We do not sell watches, therefore, we also do not service them", I said to him...

He asked if I could at least "set the time" on the watch, as it did work, but he was unable to set it... I said I would "have a look", as I used to sell watches years ago elsewhere...

He gave me quite the "Apology" prior to handing it over to me... Stating that the watch was "questionable" in nature, and he was afraid to take it elsewhere... And then he handed it over... Either he was feeling confident I would either not be aware of the nature of it due to my age, or that he trusted me not to judge him, based upon our exchanges... the moment came where of course, we would discuss it... And as I examined it, I was stunned... The watch was EXTRAORDINARILY BEAUTIFUL, AND HIGHLY CONTROVERSIAL AS SUGGESTED!!!.... It also, was a spoil of war... (Or so he said)

The man had no idea that the "random girl" he had just handed his watch over to, was highly involved in the study of The Nazi's and the war...

It was a silver watch, a pocketwatch... It had been his grandfathers, and it was a nice Swiss made watch. The face of the watch was chalk full of Nazi emblems... And when I flipped it over in my hand, the back, had a tremendously large Nazi Eagle, in gold, on the back... I quickly did the math in my mind and figured that his grandfather would have been too old to merely be a new recruit young pilot in 1941. No, he was of high rank...

I was told that the watch was awarded to pilots just as they had finished flight school and entered service. The date on the face of the watch was 1941... 81 years ago... and 2 generations? This was no young pilot indeed...
I didn't want to tell him, that I knew that this watch was just not awarded to any new "pilot", it was a highly prized Luftwaffe watch.. Presented to those of high ranking positions...

I have several gold pocketwatches... And I am very astute in working with them, but this one had a broken part, so I could not set it... We spoke for quite some time, until we were interrupted, and had to end our conversation. According to him, the pilot had gone down, and that was how this man had gotten his hands on the watch... So he claimed... I humored him... But knew better...

We spoke of "PaperClip", (My way of acknowledging that I knew Germans fled to America)... we spoke of the advanced technologies the Germans had... We were really enjoying our conversation. I can only imagine the conversations that you could have had with your father, had the opportunity presented itself...

No doubt both the battle field, as well as Germany itself was looted, as soldiers tried in earnest, to salvage some pieces of what they found while there, and I am glad they did. As it is really a snapshot into our history on this planet, including conflicts, tales of riches, relocations, technology advancements, and the like. This man, no doubt, was either the offspring of the soldier that found the watch, OR the man who was presented the watch, of that I am sure... I would suggest the latter, after our conversation however.

As we finished our conversation, and we both knew that I had to help someone else at the counter, I leaned over and told him quietly... "Do you see that red iron cross on the bottom of your watch?"... He replied "Yes?".. I said, "Well, the U2 spy plane has those same iron crosses on their tails, in red, just as your watch, four of them actually, on each bird"... and I winked... He said "Really?" And I replied, "I have seen them with my own eyes......"

What does THAT tell you? I really think the man had hoped I could fix that watch lol.. And that we could talk for the rest of the afternoon... I wish we could have as well honestly... It only takes the right people, at the right time, connecting... to put the pieces together....

I can only imagine how ornate that gun must have been...

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Denise, before I respond to your post I neglected to add one or two bits of information re my Dad and the Seek and Secure mission his unit were ordered. Its already out there that my Dad came upon strange looking humans and a strange looking aircraft in that facility. BUT what I have NOT divulged so far is to CONFIRM within Disclosure, that the beings were smaller than normal humans, had bigger heads with big eyes, But were otherwise 'human' in general appearance.And that the 'aircraft' was cause for much concern between the British Engineers and the Americans, it was ovoid in shape, very shiny metallic to the touch...................and felt warm to the touch.

To be continued................

[SPIRIT WOLF]

as an endnote on this my Dad knew I wanted that WW2 stuff in the vanity case and more than once promised me I could have the lot when he passes. This is where it gets a little awkward and unpleasant. When I left the Dagenham home in order to move in at my new home in the Cotswolds as recently married, I did not take everything that belonged to me, too much to load into the car, so decided to get the rest another time. I never managed to do that so what remained in Dagenham, books, furniture, lots of stuff, remained there. Visiting my Dad in late 1998 as described above we touched upon the WW2 stuff, again he said I would make good use of it all and said its all mine. As mentioned my Dad passed away in January 1999 and I attended the funeral and the family meet afterwards at my Dads home.

Dads family from Newcastle were there too and it was great meeting them, I was having a ciggie in the back garden, quiet moments when my kid brother came over. I need mention here he was my Dads carer and the two lived there and constantly being visited by my sister and her husband whom lived nearby, this you will see becomes relevant. My brother said outright that he 'got the house and everything', OK, this threw me for a moment and was about to say something along the lines of 'well I will collect all my stuff plus what Dad promised me' when he shrugged and walked off. In a quiet conversation with my kid brother and sister with her hubby they arrogantly told me Dad had changed his will and decided to leave everything to my kid brother. I was told about Dads will all along over the years that being the eldest son I would receive my rightful inheritance (whatever that may have been).

I drove home not a little miffed. Later I was sent a copy of Dads will and noticed the date, this now angered me as it was written within days of coming out of hospital after his last surgery and he was not in a fit mental or physical state, I certainly had misgivings that he actually knew what he was doing. Speaking quite assertively I told both my brother and sister that OK i would put up with that but stated my feelings that Dad could not have known fully what he was doing, being very ill. Of course that caused the 3 of them (I call them the 3 witches, kid brother, sister and her husband) to arrogantly shout that Dad knew what he was doing, I retaliated by telling them I suspected the 3 of them manipulated a very ill man to change his will (yes they were/are very capable of that). I said if I do not get the chance to collect ALL of my stuff at the very least I would seek legal advice. Tons of expletives from the witches telling me I could have nothing.

Advise was sought and I was legally able to contest the will and seek a rightfully due amount of the house proceeds but my wife was sick and tired of the 3 witches nasty phone calls and letters so I did not proceed. Cutting this short, kid brother sold my Dads house, sister and hubby sold theirs and together the rather tidy sum was used to buy and fancy big house in Suffolk where all three now reside. I was done out of around £35,000 which would have been my 20% share of my dads house sale. Needless to say I have disowned my kid brother and sister and hubby and have not spoken to them since 1999. That's why I did not get what my Dad promised, all that WW2 stuff in the vanity case, lost all my own stuff too. Lessen in life, there will always be nasty greedy selfish people in the World, unfortunately I had nasty siblings.

Sorry for all that but was necessary in order to explain my Dads WW2 stuff and why I did not receive it all.

This is what it is like living as a freak, even your siblings have no hesitation in doing the dirty on you!

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I was in two minds as to whether I should place this pdf file here from my time on Ufo Casebooks in 2005 but decided it can either assist or crash the narrative, either way is gonna be ok as I stated full transparency.........................
Seems the 7Mb file is too big to upload.............................??? ANY IDEAS ANYONE?

[Spiral]

I was in two minds as to whether I should place this pdf file here from my time on Ufo Casebooks in 2005 but decided it can either assist or crash the narrative, either way is gonna be ok as I stated full transparency.........................
Seems the 7Mb file is too big to upload.............................??? ANY IDEAS ANYONE?

Put it on a file sharing site & post a link.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Cheers Spiral, now why did my old brain not think of that? will see what I can arrange, regards, Barry


Thanks again Spiral, link is below........................

https://www.udrop.com/6B7T/TheVoiceHISTORY.pdf

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Please feel free to ask any questions you may have guys, I'll do my best to answer them, in the meantime a little offbeat music for you...........


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sI_m2WR2nE&t=2s


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9pIdHwOf2c


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YmQlBfxh4Us

[Strat]

Cheers Spiral, now why did my old brain not think of that? will see what I can arrange, regards, Barry


Thanks again Spiral, link is below........................

https://www.udrop.com/6B7T/TheVoiceHISTORY.pdf

I think this should be added to the Avalon library, with your permission of course.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Cheers Spiral, now why did my old brain not think of that? will see what I can arrange, regards, Barry


Thanks again Spiral, link is below........................

https://www.udrop.com/6B7T/TheVoiceHISTORY.pdf

I think this should be added to the Avalon library, with your permission of course.

Hi Strat, well I'm not sure if that is actually worthy of library inclusion, guess that's up to members and Bill Ryan of course. I could say though it would be great if the large pdf report from 2010 penned by Agape and myself re her Bodhgaya event was included in the library, perhaps Bill can let us know? Regards, Barry

[Agape]

It’s available here:

https://issuu.com/manjuvajra/docs/the_bodhgaya_report

Most of the interview I gave to Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnston were taken down together with their creators channels during the pandemic.

If it not for you coming back I have already reconciled with being sent MIA -> gone MIA but there’s always the option to reupload them from back up.

🙏🌟🙏

[Denise/Dizi]

Agape,

I have watched nearly all of Miles and Kerry's earlier videos and I am not sure I saw yours... What name did they use when you did that interview? I am just wondering if I have already seen it, and just do not recognize that this was your story? Could you elaborate?

And Thank You for the link! I had never seen this report...

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Agape,

I have watched nearly all of Miles and Kerry's earlier videos and I am not sure I saw yours... What name did they use when you did that interview? I am just wondering if I have already seen it, and just do not recognize that this was your story? Could you elaborate?

And Thank You for the link! I had never seen this report...

Hi Denise, I can answer on behalf of Agape till she replies directly. The Original May 2011 Interview with Kerry Cassidy used to be on Youtube with the original full blurb but I do not think that is the case now, same goes for my interview done same time with full blurb, that too is I believe no longer there. Kerry has her own site for her vids but there again no blurb accompanies the interviews. Agape interview was under the name of Eva Zemanova (she will hit me for saying that!). Agape had numerous Bases vids done by Miles Johnston, I believe Bases 16, but these too seem to have disappeared along with the majority of early Bases vids (I think Miles had some technical issues and moved material to another site). ALL of these interviews are on my HDD but it may take awhile putting them on file sharing site.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Thank you Barry for replying about the pglf's.

What a funny coincidence... Today a gentlemen brought me a watch... He asked if we repaired watches as the family owns a jewelry store. "We do not sell watches, therefore, we also do not service them", I said to him...

He asked if I could at least "set the time" on the watch, as it did work, but he was unable to set it... I said I would "have a look", as I used to sell watches years ago elsewhere...

He gave me quite the "Apology" prior to handing it over to me... Stating that the watch was "questionable" in nature, and he was afraid to take it elsewhere... And then he handed it over... Either he was feeling confident I would either not be aware of the nature of it due to my age, or that he trusted me not to judge him, based upon our exchanges... the moment came where of course, we would discuss it... And as I examined it, I was stunned... The watch was EXTRAORDINARILY BEAUTIFUL, AND HIGHLY CONTROVERSIAL AS SUGGESTED!!!.... It also, was a spoil of war... (Or so he said)

The man had no idea that the "random girl" he had just handed his watch over to, was highly involved in the study of The Nazi's and the war...

It was a silver watch, a pocketwatch... It had been his grandfathers, and it was a nice Swiss made watch. The face of the watch was chalk full of Nazi emblems... And when I flipped it over in my hand, the back, had a tremendously large Nazi Eagle, in gold, on the back... I quickly did the math in my mind and figured that his grandfather would have been too old to merely be a new recruit young pilot in 1941. No, he was of high rank...

I was told that the watch was awarded to pilots just as they had finished flight school and entered service. The date on the face of the watch was 1941... 81 years ago... and 2 generations? This was no young pilot indeed...
I didn't want to tell him, that I knew that this watch was just not awarded to any new "pilot", it was a highly prized Luftwaffe watch.. Presented to those of high ranking positions...

I have several gold pocketwatches... And I am very astute in working with them, but this one had a broken part, so I could not set it... We spoke for quite some time, until we were interrupted, and had to end our conversation. According to him, the pilot had gone down, and that was how this man had gotten his hands on the watch... So he claimed... I humored him... But knew better...

We spoke of "PaperClip", (My way of acknowledging that I knew Germans fled to America)... we spoke of the advanced technologies the Germans had... We were really enjoying our conversation. I can only imagine the conversations that you could have had with your father, had the opportunity presented itself...

No doubt both the battle field, as well as Germany itself was looted, as soldiers tried in earnest, to salvage some pieces of what they found while there, and I am glad they did. As it is really a snapshot into our history on this planet, including conflicts, tales of riches, relocations, technology advancements, and the like. This man, no doubt, was either the offspring of the soldier that found the watch, OR the man who was presented the watch, of that I am sure... I would suggest the latter, after our conversation however.

As we finished our conversation, and we both knew that I had to help someone else at the counter, I leaned over and told him quietly... "Do you see that red iron cross on the bottom of your watch?"... He replied "Yes?".. I said, "Well, the U2 spy plane has those same iron crosses on their tails, in red, just as your watch, four of them actually, on each bird"... and I winked... He said "Really?" And I replied, "I have seen them with my own eyes......"

What does THAT tell you? I really think the man had hoped I could fix that watch lol.. And that we could talk for the rest of the afternoon... I wish we could have as well honestly... It only takes the right people, at the right time, connecting... to put the pieces together....

I can only imagine how ornate that gun must have been...

Hi Denise, This looks very much like a case of synchronicity, the Nazi eagle angle at least, and I have the feeling this man did not randomly approach you with the watch, he knew exactly what he was doing bringing that to you, do you remember what he looked like by chance?.

[Denise/Dizi]

Thank you Barry for replying about the pglf's.

What a funny coincidence... Today a gentlemen brought me a watch... He asked if we repaired watches as the family owns a jewelry store. "We do not sell watches, therefore, we also do not service them", I said to him...

He asked if I could at least "set the time" on the watch, as it did work, but he was unable to set it... I said I would "have a look", as I used to sell watches years ago elsewhere...

He gave me quite the "Apology" prior to handing it over to me... Stating that the watch was "questionable" in nature, and he was afraid to take it elsewhere... And then he handed it over... Either he was feeling confident I would either not be aware of the nature of it due to my age, or that he trusted me not to judge him, based upon our exchanges... the moment came where of course, we would discuss it... And as I examined it, I was stunned... The watch was EXTRAORDINARILY BEAUTIFUL, AND HIGHLY CONTROVERSIAL AS SUGGESTED!!!.... It also, was a spoil of war... (Or so he said)

The man had no idea that the "random girl" he had just handed his watch over to, was highly involved in the study of The Nazi's and the war...

It was a silver watch, a pocketwatch... It had been his grandfathers, and it was a nice Swiss made watch. The face of the watch was chalk full of Nazi emblems... And when I flipped it over in my hand, the back, had a tremendously large Nazi Eagle, in gold, on the back... I quickly did the math in my mind and figured that his grandfather would have been too old to merely be a new recruit young pilot in 1941. No, he was of high rank...

I was told that the watch was awarded to pilots just as they had finished flight school and entered service. The date on the face of the watch was 1941... 81 years ago... and 2 generations? This was no young pilot indeed...
I didn't want to tell him, that I knew that this watch was just not awarded to any new "pilot", it was a highly prized Luftwaffe watch.. Presented to those of high ranking positions...

I have several gold pocketwatches... And I am very astute in working with them, but this one had a broken part, so I could not set it... We spoke for quite some time, until we were interrupted, and had to end our conversation. According to him, the pilot had gone down, and that was how this man had gotten his hands on the watch... So he claimed... I humored him... But knew better...

We spoke of "PaperClip", (My way of acknowledging that I knew Germans fled to America)... we spoke of the advanced technologies the Germans had... We were really enjoying our conversation. I can only imagine the conversations that you could have had with your father, had the opportunity presented itself...

No doubt both the battle field, as well as Germany itself was looted, as soldiers tried in earnest, to salvage some pieces of what they found while there, and I am glad they did. As it is really a snapshot into our history on this planet, including conflicts, tales of riches, relocations, technology advancements, and the like. This man, no doubt, was either the offspring of the soldier that found the watch, OR the man who was presented the watch, of that I am sure... I would suggest the latter, after our conversation however.

As we finished our conversation, and we both knew that I had to help someone else at the counter, I leaned over and told him quietly... "Do you see that red iron cross on the bottom of your watch?"... He replied "Yes?".. I said, "Well, the U2 spy plane has those same iron crosses on their tails, in red, just as your watch, four of them actually, on each bird"... and I winked... He said "Really?" And I replied, "I have seen them with my own eyes......"

What does THAT tell you? I really think the man had hoped I could fix that watch lol.. And that we could talk for the rest of the afternoon... I wish we could have as well honestly... It only takes the right people, at the right time, connecting... to put the pieces together....

I can only imagine how ornate that gun must have been...

Hi Denise, This looks very much like a case of synchronicity, the Nazi eagle angle at least, and I have the feeling this man did not randomly approach you with the watch, he knew exactly what he was doing bringing that to you, do you remember what he looked like by chance?.

I would recognize him if I were to see him again... But it would be difficult to describe him, other than to say that he looked European, as the Nazi's did.. I consider all of us who are pale skinned, to be of nordic descent to some degree...

At the time he was obviously trying to downplay any German heritage... I believe he may have been wearing a cap, and he was using a walking stick... (The man was older than myself, and I am going to be 53 this year... I would venture a guess that he was at the very least 10 years if not closer to 20 years older than myself... ) This indicated to me that perhaps it was not his grandfather but perhaps his father that had passed the watch along to him...

My grandfather, whom was in WW2 at a young age, passed fairly young at just around 75... My mother born in 1950 herself...

I no longer believe in synchronicity as I once used to... I believe this man knew full well that I am aware that the Nazi's came to America and are very well established here, as well as in many other countries. I think he felt "Safe" bringing the watch to me... And with the technology they have this is easy to have known, especially given what you and I discuss in PM.

There is so much people do not know about what happened AFTER the war... While the public face of the Nazi regime surely was "defeated" in the history books... WW2 actually serve to spread the Nazi population all over the world... And not one country was spared when it came to infiltration, and new systems ,as a result of the knowledge and technology, as everyone wanted it. Rather than ending anything? It merely spread it, and made it more difficult to detect in mass...

The tests the American's soon began doing after the war... on mind control specifically, are a testament to that.

I have seen all of your videos as far as I remember, even the Camelot one... I believe the sound was fairly bad but I watched it multiple times to hear what you had to say at the time... I will do some research as I find it important that the story of Agape also be considered...

Seems the information at the time was more relevant, even to this day, as the disclosure movement has been heavily influenced since those beginning days, almost to a point of ridiculousness, in my opinion.

I can actually speak to Miles directly and see if he has back ups of those videos he did. As I have his phone number and a way to speak to him directly.. Thank You!

[Agape]

Before I will post you with some links and I believe that the 5 hours of Bases 16 videos ( plus two important extras we did from Finland in 2018 after I’ve returned in emergency from Uruguay) with Miles Johnston can be reuploaded from back ups though I don’t have all the back ups at hand and working from iPhone for 6 years now, I don’t have place to call “home” nowadays and our WiFi here in the Himalayas may be insufficient for me to do it alone ( and I’m nowhere close to Bill Ryan situation concerning resources for this mission, so far all the argument and situation stress is about surviving it all physically on very little, with no regards towards my actual circumstances, medical or otherwise)

please have patience and pardon my emotion for a while🙏

My vision has literally brightened to seeing in color as before ( not sure I’ve noticed it ever faded) since Barry has recalled and posted this bit
and though I’m non alcoholic ,
I wanted to go drink to this yesterday . I’m struggling to hold the tears and the laughter but can’t do either, we are in heatwave still and my situation requires I keep self well contained.

It’s been long mission since 2016, not all can be explained in brief, some information was definitely shared in the updated parts of Bases 16 with Miles when I arrived in Finland .

But I was threatened life for giving more “disclosure” and publicity to my information down in Uruguay and had to stay as put as possible about the nature of this mission both in Finland and the UK. If I did not “promise” I’m not concerned with my ET testimony the pressure on me would be far worse , crude attempts to redirect me to something/somewhere else were made in almost 4 countries including the Czech Republic - the first place for which I will never forget , the rejection is sufficient between me and all concerning parties .

https://projectcamelotproductions.com/interviews/bodhgaya_incident/bodhgaya.html


https://disclosurechronicles.com/2018/10/31/bases-16-part-7-eva-zemanova-the-return-of-the-ancients/


It will take me some time to wipe my eyes and reconsider what could I do for you even possibly though my working speed is insufficient at the moment, someone can request back ups from Kerry and Miles and reupload them to YouTube.


The “prophecy” for humanity and amount of ET concerning information we have discussed in Uruguay was vast and not all can be turned to disclosure.

Similarly for now, I’m working on cutting edge options for ET contact and looking far ahead to our human future, here in India without the constant threat of being socially ostracized tho I’m in pickle for many other reasons ( unable to buy all their cakes :) ).

Thank you so much for patience.



I think I’m going to give up on Confucius ..
But Confucius may not necessarily
give up on me

🙏🍵😊

[Agape]

The most serious problem we are currently facing are master minds of Syndicate issuing countless threats and carrying subversive actions against humanity,
equipped by high tech technologies and based in advanced individuals and cultivation of future super race of humans to declare themselves the true custodians and owners, even progenitors of humanity .

My information on advanced origin of humanity stands in contradiction and floats their plans and reason ms to declare millions perhaps billions of people usable, misusable or simply discardable at time they choose to press a button.

My very words could be disputed by the foolish but those with back access to various “programs” all around the globe would know who are the people behind most of the academic chairs and religious institutions supported by governments
and who are their wealthy patrons.

Their brains frozen in time , they pride themselves as “creators” of the human age,
to whom no truth is holy than the truth they’ve proclaimed

for there’s no real , absolute truth other
than truth that’s been declared.


I may but say that by the Law of the Universe that protects intelligent life actions of every evil syndicate will fail to manifest because they fail to give out a meaning.

All that fails to give a meaning to humanity can not prove itself in long term future.



💧

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Being kept busy with the book and lots of location filming so here only when and can. AGAPE, I have never seen or been able to locate at that time the interviews with Miles you did in Finland. Are these located somewhere?. I will email Miles and see if he still has back-ups. Lots to do, so much to do so little time.

[Helvetic]

Refresher from 2011...

SPzMGU_goEw

Randy Maugans interviews Barry King on Offplanet Radio

Barry King, from the UK, is one of the most credible and documented witnesses on the subjects of government projects, paranormal experience, UFO investigations, and direct contact with Off Planet Intelligences (OPI). As a child, Barry died, and claims he was returned as a "walk-in" soul, who then went on to be inducted into the UK's own "super soldier" programs of the 1960s. He later became involved in UFO research, crash retrievals, and was employed in the underground NSA faciltity at Peasemore where he was party to government experiments on abducted human subjects.

Himself a subject of the experiments, as well as a witness to the proceedings; he has first-hand knowledge and contacts in the clandestine projects of western Europe and in the US. Barry reveals many details of the projects, their victims; the "fringe" science that has been hidden from the public for forty years, and direct evidence of ET involvement, including human-ET genetics projects.

He continues to disclose critical information about the past, present, and future, as humanity collides with a reality they are ill-prepared to face. While some of the information has been revealed in his prior interviews, and certain subjects remain closed for him to discuss, Barry drops details in this interview that pull together crucial pieces of the puzzle to what we call "disclosure."

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Refresher from 2011...

SPzMGU_goEw

Randy Maugans interviews Barry King on Offplanet Radio

Barry King, from the UK, is one of the most credible and documented witnesses on the subjects of government projects, paranormal experience, UFO investigations, and direct contact with Off Planet Intelligences (OPI). As a child, Barry died, and claims he was returned as a "walk-in" soul, who then went on to be inducted into the UK's own "super soldier" programs of the 1960s. He later became involved in UFO research, crash retrievals, and was employed in the underground NSA faciltity at Peasemore where he was party to government experiments on abducted human subjects.

Himself a subject of the experiments, as well as a witness to the proceedings; he has first-hand knowledge and contacts in the clandestine projects of western Europe and in the US. Barry reveals many details of the projects, their victims; the "fringe" science that has been hidden from the public for forty years, and direct evidence of ET involvement, including human-ET genetics projects.

He continues to disclose critical information about the past, present, and future, as humanity collides with a reality they are ill-prepared to face. While some of the information has been revealed in his prior interviews, and certain subjects remain closed for him to discuss, Barry drops details in this interview that pull together crucial pieces of the puzzle to what we call "disclosure."

WOW, very many thanks for this, I'd almost forgot this from years ago and then remembered the small interview Randy did to commemorate my 60th birthday, with many thanks to all including Randy himself, I must drop him a line soon.

[Agape]

Being kept busy with the book and lots of location filming so here only when and can. AGAPE, I have never seen or been able to locate at that time the interviews with Miles you did in Finland. Are these located somewhere?. I will email Miles and see if he still has back-ups. Lots to do, so much to do so little time.

Well, there’s a record of them on this page:

https://disclosurechronicles.com/2018/10/31/bases-16-part-7-eva-zemanova-the-return-of-the-ancients/

and Miles had them on their Underground Bases Project as Bases 16 ( including parts 6 and 7, titled the Return of the Ancients where we discussed all kinds of plans and possible emergency scenarios concerning human future while my immediate situation is also briefly mentioned, from Turku/Finland , hosted by Finnish linguist and orientalist prof Alpo Ratio ).
Miles would rather probably have all 7 parts on his HD so if someone can ask him for reupload it may not be too difficult to get them back.


I have never requested that my materials were taken down from the internet or deleted, as some people do, there is no reason for it.

I also have copies of the original 5 parts and Camelot Project interview on HD of friends here in India from years ago so in case I’m in emergency I would be able to share them - as proof of testimony , what kind of work we have done previously - and can’t be accused as liar - by claiming we have not done any such interviews, for example and in Miles videos anyone can see what way did I live in Prague,
that’s before anyone can invent some kind of absurd nonsense.

I’ve also collected a statement of law on absence of any criminal misconduct or activity before going down to Uruguay twice ( 2016, 2018) , it’s generally recommended to have one if traveling far even if it’s not needed,

the apartment my parents rented where I lived went to reconstruction ( unlike yours we did not own it ) and my obligations to it were legally dissolved while in Uruguay,
likewise things I could donate to other people like books and clothings were mostly given as I had large library since childhood with lots of specific literature of interest,
something was saved by landlords in cellar.
It’s a costly part of Prague nowadays ( everything in the capital is ) and there is no way I could return there without invite and sponsor, for starters.

I am legally responsible for my claims under international law that includes India which is very advanced in those matters nowadays or rather “forward looking”.


So it’s important to me to say that I’m fully committed to my testimony on my Bodhgaya sighting and whatever information I’ve given or will , anytime

and I’ve made clear that I’m not standing in contradiction with human laws in this life, did not leave debts or obligations behind or any ailing relatives.


Sounds very human and “correct” of me to say perhaps but the reality of Life and the mission we have is much wider, wilder , seems unknown to most individuals reading the internet of today I feel...



🙏

[Denise/Dizi]

Thank You all for sharing those links, they were created prior to my own experiences... So I am very glad that they are being reshared at this time. (I feel it is important that they remain available to the masses)

I will post more after I have been able to listen to them...

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Thank You all for sharing those links, they were created prior to my own experiences... So I am very glad that they are being reshared at this time. (I feel it is important that they remain available to the masses)

I will post more after I have been able to listen to them...

I emailed Miles about those earlier vids (Finland ones) but no reply yet. I did have his phone number on my old ohone but forgot to place it in contacts on current phone, can you pass that on to me Denise? Many thanks, Barry

[Agape]

Thanks to all of you for not giving up on me 🙏🌟🙏

Yes it would be crucial to find those videos and put the whole Bases 16 sequence (7 parts) back up as such.

This has happened during the second year of the Covid pandemic I believe and I can’t believe my eyes to see it all being submerged .

It’s unwise for me to pass comments on to whom this agenda serves the best so I better won’t .

Enough to say there are 3rd party intels who have got accustomed to reading us on Project Avalon though they seldom post who are of rather low character,
they’re “old guards” of materialistic science and today’s psy-ops and digital world “brute crackers”. ( they read and crack codes , as such ) but lack ideas and any sort of interest where it concerns ET life.

Most fortunately though : Indian digital and non-digital intelligence on these matters is vast and sophisticated.

We all are in favour of communicating with living beings rather than arguing with internet servers.


For sell:

Artificial ego = perfect ego 🥚 [ 100 $ carbon copy of perfected purified ego to boost your confidence at public presentations and social media] .
Buy dozen 😂

[Denise/Dizi]

Sent the information in pm... :p

[Agape]

Here I found a link to the Project Camelot interview with Kerry Cassidy:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APFS7j-2Efw

and it’s fairly possible that Miles Johnston’s Bases 16 series too will be found after some diligent search because many people re-upload videos to their channels.
Can not locate a copy from our Google servers so far but someone may have it.

🙏

[Tintin]

Cheers Spiral, now why did my old brain not think of that? will see what I can arrange, regards, Barry


Thanks again Spiral, link is below........................

https://www.udrop.com/6B7T/TheVoiceHISTORY.pdf

I think this should be added to the Avalon library, with your permission of course.

Hi Strat, well I'm not sure if that is actually worthy of library inclusion, guess that's up to members and Bill Ryan of course. I could say though it would be great if the large pdf report from 2010 penned by Agape and myself re her Bodhgaya event was included in the library, perhaps Bill can let us know? Regards, Barry

Well, the librarian could let you know just as well :p

For sure, I see no good reason why it can't or shouldn't be included. I see Agape has posted a link to it on post number 123 (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?116903-Stepping-out-of-the-shadows-no-triggers-here&p=1498009&viewfull=1#post1498009) :thumbsup:

[Tintin]

It’s available here:

https://issuu.com/manjuvajra/docs/the_bodhgaya_report

Most of the interview I gave to Kerry Cassidy and Miles Johnston were taken down together with their creators channels during the pandemic.

If it not for you coming back I have already reconciled with being sent MIA -> gone MIA but there’s always the option to reupload them from back up.

🙏🌟🙏

Many thanks, but it isn't downloadable from that site, understandably.

If it isn't too large a document then it may be able to be emailed to tintin@projectavalon.net or sent via WeTransfer as an alternative :thumbsup:

[Agape]

Thank you Tintin, will send it to you by email asap 🌟🕊

Situation on grounds is not great as our heatwave is going to last some, people keep coming , due to absence of funds I may be out of the last piece of “home” I’m having and weather is not great.

I mean the Sun is intense this year, with temperature records for March and April hit 122 year maximums, it’s worse anywhere down from us , for just about half of every populace regardless their ethnicity , older people, those with cardiac issues but generally everyone is paralysed in the peak hours but well, storms are on the way.


So I’m thinking of walking towards the nearest remaining glacier ...

hoping in improvement of all matters



🙏🌟🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

DAMN.............when I'm watching tv on the sofa I know what I want to say, relate, here on the forum. When I'm in the car on way to or back from shopping I know what I want to say, relate here on the forum. As soon as I sit down at this PC and come to this forum my mind just goes blank, mental block, zilch, brain in neutral!!! Give me a few moments to get brain into gear and hopefully I can begin!

Right here we go...................Let me explain one or two things to possibly ease any confusion. With my original disclosures, The Voice Files, over time I left many clues, it was a breadcrumb trail I hoped people would follow and by the time the disclosures ended in 2000 everyone would have a clearer, better picture of what was going on around them, lifting the veil of secrecy, opening eyes to the many secrets held from them. I could only disclose was topics I was allowed and kept other topics hidden till the time was right and holds were lifted.

This was achieved in forum posts and later interviews, detailing what was previously and deliberately held back until the timing was right and allowed to state, in the name of disclosure and transparency. This I believe I achieved. I have been expecting very many questions regarding not only the content of my original files but from other later interviews etc, these I am still waiting for knowing astute members will no doubt have questions.

I have never been the type to push myself onto anyone or anything, I am quiet and some say I am reserved, with good reason. I have devoted my life to opening peoples eyes to the abominations that pervade the planet and pursue full disclosure. This being you know as Barry King will continue to do so as long as he has the time available to him before the big black void takes over, even then you will see and hear the legacy I will leave behind and with hopes it will push you all into further truth seeking.

Thankyou, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

You know you are weird by looking up at the star studied night sky and wish desperately to go home...................................Thats me!!!

Re above post, you will come to see that there is a hidden and dark side to the being you know as Barry M King

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Check this out, could be interesting..........................https://sci-fi-london.com/a-tear-in-the-sky/



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n40kD9HXRn8

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Just a thought.....................


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MXyxsp5zlCo


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKVsvl3dI60

[SPIRIT WOLF]

1977 and 1978 was, as previously mentioned, a very hectic time for us, Andy and myself, later joined by Graham Phillips, were investigating cases all over the UK. One particular case was the Wooburn Green case in Bucks, I think back to 1977 I believe. Its a case for some reason not covered by FSR but reported within the pages of the BUFORA Journal. Andy Collins wrote about the case in his 1993 book "The Circlemakers". I cannot recall mentally all the details so would have to dig out my copy of the report but in short it was a peculiar case inasmuch as it was one of the first instances of a reported (by us) of a crop circle connected to a ufo sighting. I recall that day in parts, we had to navigate a fence in order to get into the field to meet up with the witnesses and was a bit tricky for me as I always carried on field trips the large aluminium photo case containing SLR, lenses and multitude of camera bits and pieces.

I recall us talking to the witnesses standing in that crop circle, this was in a time when such were not well known, that was a few years later. Looking around this weird circle, right beneath power lines, taking pics. Really weird.

[Johnnycomelately]

I recall us talking to the witnesses standing in that crop circle, this was in a time when such were not well known, that was a few years later. Looking around this weird circle, right beneath power lines, taking pics. Really weird.

Hi Barry. Crop circles are an odd thing. I have not studied into them, but have formed the impression that the early ones, before human-made copycat ones, were due to UFO-folk. Either intentionally or as an a physical effect of their vehicles.

That this one was under power lines, messes with or complicates that idea a bit. That is, unless the craft/ship were, say, dimensionally remote from our ‘solid’ world, or need not have been low/close over the marked crop location.

I hope you write more about the ‘circles, including what you think or have learned about their origin(s).

Cheers! - John Campbell, Edmonton, Canada.

[Bluegreen]

It is very noticeable today, the lack of actual ufo reports from all sorts of people, globally. If anyone can recall the heyday of ufology from the 70's ...

I don't know about that, I've been posting UFO sightings @ Up At The Ranch about every other day for the past year and a half. They're a dime a dozen. For every one I post I reject two. I've also posted your videos.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I recall us talking to the witnesses standing in that crop circle, this was in a time when such were not well known, that was a few years later. Looking around this weird circle, right beneath power lines, taking pics. Really weird.

Hi Barry. Crop circles are an odd thing. I have not studied into them, but have formed the impression that the early ones, before human-made copycat ones, were due to UFO-folk. Either intentionally or as an a physical effect of their vehicles.

That this one was under power lines, messes with or complicates that idea a bit. That is, unless the craft/ship were, say, dimensionally remote from our ‘solid’ world, or need not have been low/close over the marked crop location.

I hope you write more about the ‘circles, including what you think or have learned about their origin(s).

Cheers! - John Campbell, Edmonton, Canada.

Hi, well I can honestly say crop circles are not my area of expertise and have followed this phenomenon since the late 80s as an interest only. Barring the antics of Doug and Dave, the two old codgers whom came forward to say they had created most of the circles was so laughable, their on camera demo showed a very crude and obvious hoax. Couple that to ace circle maker Matthew Williams and his cohorts, well puts the whole thing into the grey bin. My thoughts were and still are that the very intricate very large formations are worthy of thorough scientific study as many are seemingly made overnight with no obvious means of human construction and formed very quickly. Even the most diligent crop circle maker admits it would take quite a while, in pitch darkness, create a very complicated formation without being seen. I err towards the idea that some are possibly made by forces unknown to us at this time, if that includes off planet intelligencies then so be it.

The circle we stood in under power lines was I must admit a difficult one to come to terms with if it was created by OPI, but then again who knows what technologies are in play with intelligencies far beyond our own.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

It is very noticeable today, the lack of actual ufo reports from all sorts of people, globally. If anyone can recall the heyday of ufology from the 70's ...

I don't know about that, I've been posting UFO sightings @ Up At The Ranch about every other day for the past year and a half. They're a dime a dozen. For every one I post I reject two. I've also posted your videos.

Hi, agreed there are sightings reported globally but not in the numbers I speak of such as the 1970s, many high profile cases still talked about today. I have not studied the Skinwalker phenomenon in any great detail but does seem to be an area of high strangeness. Perhaps I should spend some time going over the reports.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Just as an aside, in order to give you all an idea of the type of threats and intimidation one can and has tolerated over the years. 1977, February, myself and Andy returned from Nottingham, the Saturday was the Nottingham group conference in which my talk with all the ufo films from Project Blue Book, and Sunday was the meeting to organise and bring into being the FSR magazine backed UPOIN, Ufo Investigators Network. Upon returning home on the Sunday evening I was informed that my car had been broken into, parked outside the house, my Ford Zephyr 4 MK4. That immediately flattened the good mood we were in from earlier in the day. Yes my car was broken into and the newly fitted stereo radio cassette had been stolen. Next day police forensics were going over the car but with little chance of finding the culprit. OK this COULD of course been a random break in but when I mention another incident you might put two and two together.

Later that year. I was listening to records in my room one evening when I heard screaming and a commotion downstairs. I rushed down to find total pandemonium. Looking out of the open front door I saw my younger brothers car on fire and my brother with flames on his head. I quickly darted out and dragged him indoors, straight to kitchen and ran cold running water over his head, yelling to my parents to call fire brigade and ambulance. Running outside again as my car, a Rover 3500 just like the police cars at the time, was just yards behind the burning Datsun Cherry I pulled my car back a few yards, reached in to grab the fire extinguisher and quickly started to put the flames out as best I could. It all happened so fast and I simply acted on impulse. The fire brigade arrived and totally extinguished the car fire. We checked around my car but all was ok. Ambulance checked my brother and police officers at the scene took notes and statements. The following day police forensics examined my brothers car and stated it was arson, a deliberate act, rigged in such a way as once drivers door was opened WHOOSH, up it went.

A cryptic phone call days later stated "too bad, could be much worse next time"........................

Just two of the many instances of intimidation suffered over the years.

[Denise/Dizi]

Hi Barry,

And those reading the thread... I couldn't help but notice that many glazed over the hard questions when interviewing you... So I wanted to ask yo some questions... If you are not allowed to answer, just say as much and that will be respected...

I will start with just a few, until I have more time to post more...

Who was harvesting the organs, and for what purpose? A food source? Replacement parts?

When you "Walked in", were you told, or do you remember who you were prior to "Walking into this world?" (And / or your now body?)

Who or what agency was using the trip seat, or whatever name it was given at the time?

What was the programs that you listed? Sentinel, Guardian, etc... Can you say?

What will you be doing with the decades of research that you have accumulated throughout the years with your long time efforts in the truth field? m Do you have someone in mind to maintain and inherit this information?

I will stop there, as I have so many questions... But will go st this slowly... As I recognize how involve each question is... With a lead to the next series being the corporations that are involved in such things, their place in the whole operation, or series of operations, etc...

Much respect to you, your peers and their efforts in this regard...

With much love and gratitude, and STAY SAFE...

Denise

[Agape]

I have got couple extra reflections here on the topic of ET implants, transplants and hybridization programs since my mum was ( unwillingly) enrolled in transplantation medical program , I understand about that part of medicine quite a bit.

Just not up to talking of mums case in detail as of the moment.

But let me draw some parallels.

It occurred to me because it happened to me personally that during some ET contact events or implanting of their biological imprints even while immunity reaction is lowered on the side of both ET donor and human recipient or vice versa,
there is always 50/50% chance of rejection.

If you follow testimonies of many abductees and contactees you may observe in common that some form of rejection between the ET entity/information occurs almost inevitably in later parts of their life and they return to being “more human”.

Many people develop illnesses such as autoimmune disorders among those who have received ET information of some sort ( it being condensed and super fast stream of frequencies that by penetrating even single human cell empower it with advanced intelligence turning it virtually to nanochip of kind that is impossible to detect unless it’s past its active stage and turned to biological residue ).

There may be many sublime reasons for why human organism can successfully carry pattern of another intelligent kind of beings or why the information is eventually rejected and discarded.

It may be gross changes in physical or even social, psychological or spiritual environment unacceptable for the frequency to function harmoniously ,
it may be breach of Universal Principles by whose laws we all should abide

could be for many other reasons but on the other hand,

the ET intelligence who works in balance and harmony with living beings is capable of great transformatory work no matter where or how it engages in.


Generally speaking the state of biological rejection is often accompanied or followed by symptoms of unusual fear, trauma and paranoia : the reasons we are still too young to understand manifest themselves as faraway reflections in the great unknown.

Finally: there is more than meets the eye in the advanced medical and pharmacological programs of today that supports evolution of these programs from both sides and “tests” compatibility and sustainability of intelligent life in either form: probably “theirs” as well as “human” side of things.


🙏


Blue mosque/ Istanbul /Turkey; Space architecture :

http://www.sultanahmetcamii.org/image-gallery/

[Agape]

It also reminds me of the amount of immune reactions and various forms of allergies and rejections to all kinds of substances that had been observed through out the recent Covid pandemics.

Despite popular opinion that “humans eat about everything” or tried to , we are biologically compatible and capable to consume less than 5% of the other plant , animal even fungal organisms growing around us on this Planet.
The rest of them are indigestible to us if not purely dangerous.

It also reminds me of mutability factor in receiving ET sourced information and coding it biologically to humans or other species on this Planet.

An imprint or code from other space intelligence may have produced people like Nikola Tesla or Elon Musk , Plato , the Prophets of antiquity , the Heavenly Masters and Magis , people like of today who were more advanced in some way or another.


We have gone over the edge of our imagination to find the “Star pattern” somewhere scripted to a rock or recorded on golden plates as the proof of “Arch of Covenant”,
the Blue Book, the Yellow Book, we have created crop circles and mandalas in its secret Name and Memory,

in order to preserve its meaning .


The whole SETI Project and world scientists are hunting for this “piece of evidence”( pun or not ) for decades and centuries .

Through the Dark Ages of Holy Grail we have nearly recreated our selves in X-files, as X-men.


Yet; the true , original ET pattern nowhere to be seen than in our Mind Eye ,
nowhere to be replicated quite yet,
it seems we have merely entered the 2nd part of the drama (series)

and nowhere close to its ends and landings.



Cheers BJ 🌟


Namaste 🙏💫🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Barry,

And those reading the thread... I couldn't help but notice that many glazed over the hard questions when interviewing you... So I wanted to ask yo some questions... If you are not allowed to answer, just say as much and that will be respected...

I will start with just a few, until I have more time to post more...

Who was harvesting the organs, and for what purpose? A food source? Replacement parts?

When you "Walked in", were you told, or do you remember who you were prior to "Walking into this world?" (And / or your now body?)

Who or what agency was using the trip seat, or whatever name it was given at the time?

What was the programs that you listed? Sentinel, Guardian, etc... Can you say?

What will you be doing with the decades of research that you have accumulated throughout the years with your long time efforts in the truth field? m Do you have someone in mind to maintain and inherit this information?

I will stop there, as I have so many questions... But will go st this slowly... As I recognize how involve each question is... With a lead to the next series being the corporations that are involved in such things, their place in the whole operation, or series of operations, etc...

Much respect to you, your peers and their efforts in this regard...

With much love and gratitude, and STAY SAFE...

Denise

At the time I felt that no one really was interested in that side of things, COMA hospitals and such, so I just let it go and continued with other areas. Besides a great deal of merchandise (to use an old x files term) the organs and blood were obtained in quite some levels at Peasemore, regular refridgerated trucks leaving on a 24 hour basis. Not knowing all of the UK hospitals involved with this but a nearby one certainly was in the loop, the Reading General Hospital. You probably realise this is a big business issue and not only to keep highly paid patrons globally supplied with organs there is a black list of exported cases that I could not venture near enough to see, these I was informed by a guard working in that area that these were 'specials' that went to various military installations, he clammed up when I tried to push for more. You have to understand how tight the whole security issue was pertaining to this area.

Obviously as a child I had no idea of what happened to me at age 2, it was not until years later in casual conversation that my parents let slip I was in hospital and died, then miraculously came back. My child mind could not process this until I was around 12 or 13 when recurring nightmares and visions plagued my mind. By the age of 15 when I was finally released from Oaktree that all the dots connected and although at the military training hospitals stated I had a 'certain background' that they were pursuing hard and hinted that I was not really as I seemed, nothing really hit me hard till visions and 'odd memories' kept me in a confused state but was driven home when I found myself in a situation whereby I faced The Old Ones for the first time, it was them that gave me full clarity as to whom I really am and what my purpose was in life. (the Old Ones are those OPI that I am associated with and have a close alignment with).

Peasemore as had stated since the 90's a computer attached trip seat or as some have since labelled it the London Chair, which really is incorrect, has always been designated and called the trip seat, the purpose of which has been fully detailed previously. This has been used by various alphabet agencies but primarily by USAF and NSA.

You are aware of these two umbrella programs and I do not wish to further detail nor outline specifics at this time.

Well, besides the 6 designated globally placed individuals whom have a full package of materials that were instructed in the event of my untimely or unexpected sudden death were each to show the pack to their relative press and media coverage in as much depth as possible. Other than that I have no plans of who or what happens to my research, maybe my legacy will be in the book and especially the film which is still in production. The final chapter of the book and indeed final segment of the film will detail the biggest psy-op within ufology the World has ever seen, this is the big grandaddy of all psy-ops "Operation Mountain Haze".

Please continue with your questions, if I can answer them of course I will. Regards, Barry

[Denise/Dizi]

Thank You Barry,

I appreciate the answers, and I appreciate that you are allowing them at this time! I had not realized that you were writing a book, and I cannot wait to read it... And you are producing a film??? I had no idea!

Back to the questions... Programmable life forms. Most are aware of these due to your disclosures of such... One would think that creating a cloned human form, that is just as easily programmable would not only be possible, but easily created... (I believe George Green speaks of "The Others", even suggesting they go to Bethesda hospital to a wing specifically for them, as well as to Camp David for "tune ups")

I know that the human mind can also be programmed, as do you... So I wanted to ask, Were you privy to information about such things also going on there at Peasemore, or anywhere else during your time there, or while investigating such things? Is it possible that some of those things may have contribute to the biological shipments to military bases? And if so, was the NSA getting concerned about this onset of programmable humans mixed within the populations all over the planet that perhaps could be hacked?

There is a movie called "Divergent" which actually shows something like a trip chair... And it can do many of the things you suggest... and that I personally, have experienced from remote methods. Have you seen the movie and can you comment on how accurately they depicted it?

There is also a movie out regarding robot soldiers called "Kill Order" in which one woman is able to see, through her own eyes, (perhaps aided by technology, or lenses) a computer screen without the computer being there, just overlaid onto her own vision. I have also experienced this... Were they testing or using that technology there at the time? Or are you aware of it?

I have so many more questions, but will spread them out so you can reply, and others don't get bogged down in just a few long posts.

Thank You so much for being so open to exchanges of information.. I will write more questions after you see my PM's and emails....

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Thank You Barry,

I appreciate the answers, and I appreciate that you are allowing them at this time! I had not realized that you were writing a book, and I cannot wait to read it... And you are producing a film??? I had no idea!

Back to the questions... Programmable life forms. Most are aware of these due to your disclosures of such... One would think that creating a cloned human form, that is just as easily programmable would not only be possible, but easily created... (I believe George Green speaks of "The Others", even suggesting they go to Bethesda hospital to a wing specifically for them, as well as to Camp David for "tune ups")

I know that the human mind can also be programmed, as do you... So I wanted to ask, Were you privy to information about such things also going on there at Peasemore, or anywhere else during your time there, or while investigating such things? Is it possible that some of those things may have contribute to the biological shipments to military bases? And if so, was the NSA getting concerned about this onset of programmable humans mixed within the populations all over the planet that perhaps could be hacked?

There is a movie called "Divergent" which actually shows something like a trip chair... And it can do many of the things you suggest... and that I personally, have experienced from remote methods. Have you seen the movie and can you comment on how accurately they depicted it?

There is also a movie out regarding robot soldiers called "Kill Order" in which one woman is able to see, through her own eyes, (perhaps aided by technology, or lenses) a computer screen without the computer being there, just overlaid onto her own vision. I have also experienced this... Were they testing or using that technology there at the time? Or are you aware of it?

I have so many more questions, but will spread them out so you can reply, and others don't get bogged down in just a few long posts.

Thank You so much for being so open to exchanges of information.. I will write more questions after you see my PM's and emails....

Hi Denise, thankyou for your questions, PMs will be replied to in detail asap. for now quick responses to some. I response to your post.....................

I am happy to share what I can here on the forum as long as I feel it is safe to do so and will not compromise myself or those associated with me. I have stated elsewhere that it is more than feasible to create cloned or PGLF (Greers PLF) beings in the form of human or human like. Technology, especially in the black world advances rapidly and of course secretly. From my time at Peasemore to the current timeframe I am sure the creators have all manner of 'designs' available to them. Coupled to the advances in AI I can see there would be what one could describe as 'super beings', I hate the term supersoldiers but as both NASA and DARPA require enhanced and modified human forms for various missions, DARPA already have in place MHCU s (Modified Human Combat Units) and NASA is nearing completion of their version ready for deep space missions and for working in hostile off planet environments.

With advances of AI and neural programming the area of hacking by hostile forces or agencies I'm sure would have been resolved, you can imagine the leap in progress the NSA has achieved in this area. The public are concerned with chemtrail damage, 5G damage, to the human mind, the psyche, these two areas in fact are opposite to peoples worries and concerns. Chems and 5G (very soon available 6G) are deflecting measures and as such are PROTECTING the mind en masse.

Yes I have seen the Divergent triology of films and the seat used has similar abilities to the trip seat, perhaps next step without the need for screens but still coupled to an advanced computer system. The other film you mention 'Kill Order' is one I have not seen or heard about but will look out for that,

Regarding the book and film. The book is "A lifetime within Ufology" and will be available free to all. The film is in production and I managed to call in one or two favours and have maxed out 4 credit cards in order to achieve this. More news as and when,

As related earlier in the thread about interference, intimidation. To clarify, although it mainly occurred during and after my disclosures, it might be useful to you to state I was already making waves in the 70's, as disclosed I was brought into the Mannequin project in November of 1972 and following on from my 'being nosey' with the 1970 Enfield Children ufo fatal case, I was making a noise re both so this explains why the 1977 instances came into being. Once you stand up and start causing ripples you soon become a person of interest.

[Denise/Dizi]

Thank You Barry,

I would have to agree with you that the chemtrails, while potentially dangerous to the masses, also have some very highly needed protections as well, which is why you never see me posting on the chemtrail threads... and I will write privately soon about the smart dust topic. But it follows the same train of thought... and it is highly targeted, and can be used in an individual capacity and does not need wide spread spraying to be effective for its uses.

I am tiptoeing here with questions, trying to be sensitive to what I ask openly... and also taking advantage that you're willing to answer questions openly, that I believe people should know... As such I want to really think about my next series of questions before I ask them...

I do hope more will ask questions regarding what you have been invoved in and what you do know.. As I was not aware of your efforts until after 2014. So there are things I was unaware of that you were involved in, and as such, do not know what to ask about that work.

The questions I do wish to ask, well, they're pretty deep... I will add some more soon!

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Denise, well all I can say is ASK AWAY, be as deep and intrusive as you deem fit, I did say total transparency and I will do my utmost to keep to that promise

[SPIRIT WOLF]

August Bank Holiday 1978, Myself and Andy were to meet up with Graham at Exeter station. We arrived in Andy's red Ford Escort and sat around waiting for Graham to show up, and in his usual style he came over to us beaming a big smile telling us he had thumbed a lift on the back of a motorbike. The 3 of us then laughingly got back in Andy's car and headed off towards Dartmoor. It was to be a very interesting weekend indeed.

TBC....................

The weather was worsening as we entered Dartmoor, fog and rain making our journey a bit more hazardous because of the terrain yet Graham seemed to know exactly where we were at any given moment, giving directions even in the near zero visibility. After a period of time he said to Andy to slow up and pull over to the right, the car headlights picked up a metal gate of some kind and Graham said we park here.

Getting out of the car we looked around but saw very little of the surroundings due to the fog. It had stopped raining as we proceeded to put up the tent next to the car. A few expletives from Andy as he mentioned he forgot to pack the flysheet meaning the tent interior would get wet, with us in it! Shrugging shoulders we carried on. The fog thinned a little as Graham asked us to follow him across the road. He pointed to a few bunches of flowers and told us this was Jays grave. Me and Andy looked at one another and shrugged. Gray continued it was the supposed grave of a witch and mysteriously fresh flowers appeared on the grave overnight every night. It started raining again as we toddled off back to the tent.

It was cold already so I put on my long heavy sheepy coat. We sat talking awhile then decided to try and rest, unfortunately the rain started to come down heavy and yes we started to get wet LOL. We sat up discussing our rather stupid situation. My senses informed me that the ones I am aligned with (The Old Ones) were close by, and I told Andy and Gray that much and said I think I can stop the rain coming into our tent soaking us. Yes this was a serious comment I made to them and closed eyes. To the amazement of them (Andy & Gray) the rain stopped from above our tent as it was pouring down all around us, we peeked out and each stated as if an umbrella was above the tent, dry above us pouring down all around us. We sat awhile in silence, they I believe were dumbstruck but I said it was no biggy.

After a couple of minutes the rain resumed on our tent, again coming inside, again I said to them I would stop it above our tent. Within seconds it stopped above us again whilst still heavy pouring down all around us. WE all grinned and then laughed, Gray shaking his head in disbelief. Andy just nodded and beamed. This I did a couple more times then, being exhausted I said we better try and get some sleep, rain or no rain we managed to sleep awhile.

We studied Jays grave in the morning as again Gray recounted the legend. We packed up the tent and began a day of sightseeing Dartmoor. Main points visited were Becka Falls, Wystmans wood (spelling unsure now) and a few others. Busy long day spent travelling and walking around. I regretted not bringing my decent SLR camera and gear so just had a pocket camera and took many photo's but not brilliant ones. Getting late and in pitch darkness we roamed around in the car in order to find somewhere to park and pitch tent overnight.

We found what looked like a reasonable flat open area so we parked up pitched the tent and stood around looking at the brilliant night sky, so much better and clearer out here. We stood chatting when I looked up, again on instinct and sensing 'they' were close by (The Old Ones), I pointed up to what first appeared as a group of stars. I told Andy and Gray to watch one particular 'star' as it slowly came over, Watch carefully I told them as I asked the 'star' to complete a few moves for the benefit of Andy and Gray. The 'star' then moved in a zig zag movement, backwards and forwards, side to side etc. The both stood open mouther as I 'directed' the 'stars' movements. Gray clapped like an excited schoolboy as the 'star' moved around quickly. I began getting exhausted so told them one last ciggie then off to sleep.

Much chatting about what just occurred then we each fell into a deep sleep. A sudden shouting and knocking on the tent bleary eyed we looked out to a very annoyed park warden telling us to move pronto!. Looking around we noticed loads of tourists, many looking at us and grinning. Yes we had unfortunately decided to camp on a no overnight campsite LOL. Needless to say we departed very sharpish and giggled as we drove away. After a while finding another place to park up it was time for breakfast, problem being a Sunday morning in Dartmoor, where would we find somewhere to get something to eat. Luckily we came upon a small store and purchased a few 'essentials' LOL These being a loaf of bread, some packs of crisps (potato chips to you Americans) and a can of beaked beans. Getting back to camp we realised we had no butter, no can opener,. so it was a case of crisp dry sandwiches, washed down with cold beans of which we managed to sort of open by bashing it on a nearby wall LOL.

Second day of walking around exploring before it was time to leave Dartmoor and drive home. What an exciting August Bank Holiday that was as I smiled on the way home.

[Denise/Dizi]

While I have a ton of questions, one I wish to ask, in between your recounting of your 1978 event and those questions is...

Does the color red mean anything to you in regards to what you know? And more specifically, was any of those in the program marked in red somehow?

Thanks in advance.. more to ask as soon as I get some free time

[SPIRIT WOLF]

While I have a ton of questions, one I wish to ask, in between your recounting of your 1978 event and those questions is...

Does the color red mean anything to you in regards to what you know? And more specifically, was any of those in the program marked in red somehow?

Thanks in advance.. more to ask as soon as I get some free time

Hi Denise I have to hand it to you you are very astute in picking that little clue up, the color red does have a very significant value to me and as we progress here you will see why

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Just in case anyone misses it I have resumed text on the previous August Bank Holiday post.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

First off the bat: The color red is very significant: As I was released from Oaktree 1n 1967 age 15 my file was marked with a red PWS, I did not know and was not told what that stood for. All through to induction into Project Mannequin in November of 1972 the updated files also had in large red letters PWS. It was not until my 'meetings' in London that it was explained to me, and it left me totally shocked. PWS means Potential Weapons System.....................make of that what you will

July 1994, having known good friend Roy Lake for some 20 years he invited me to give a talk at one of his group meetings. This was arranged for his July meeting. I stayed at his Barking home overnight Friday to go over what my talk was going to be about and to make sure we could be driven to the venue by another group member. It was a very hot day, I recall that, even with windows open it was very close. My talk, which incidentally ran way over allotted time, was about my run-ins with MIB, detailing the NSA and the Green Mercedes. When it came to questions I was asked some by a very curious pair of people whom Roy later informed me that close of meeting they introduced themselves, the pair were directly involved with the Elite Files which had recently begun circulating among various UK Ufo researchers. (FYI copies of these Elite Files are available along with my files at checktheevidence.com). Another thing, this meeting was I was first introduced to Miles Johnston, and it was from this initial contact that he arranged the August 1994 Bases 1 interview here in a Chelmsford Park along with Lisa Williams. The rest is as they say, history.

[Agape]

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Now a GOOD question for you buddy , you like good questions, aren’t you.


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[Denise/Dizi]

Hey there Barry!

Thank You for the time and effort you are putting into sharing again...

I wanted to address the psychic element of your survey and work... There is a lot of information regarding psychic agents, soldiers and the like... Can you tell us if the chair was used to highten those abilities? Having been in a situation where my own abilities were tapped, and remotely at that, I am curious, are there many humans now walking among us, whom have had abilities either introduced or amplified by means of the chair? Or in my case, remote training and fine tuning?

I asked about the red, as I was instructed to use red in a few ways after my own training in the program I was introduced to... And the reason given, was very similar to the markings on your file... Essentially it marked that in some way I was part of the program, and that this could be recognized by those looking for those markers, if needed. I was not only told to mark myself in some way... with red... But also my home. And I am sure you understand why...

As easy as it seemed to turn on psychic abilities, it seemed that they had the ability to turn them off as well.. Did you ever find that they did this with you? I believe that indeed you were able to move rain away from your tent... Once involved in these programs, things get insane... And you are not able to ignore that you can indeed interact with your environment in ways others could never imagine.

I suppose my next question would be more geared towards where the beings operating the craft were actually from... I get the sense that while those in positions of power would like us to believe they're all off planet intelligences... That many of them have been living among us for quite some time, and the result of their technologies failing on occasion, has brought awareness to their craft. And this includes their highly advanced, and equally cloaked drones...

I am personally convinced that we have a civilization, possibly broken into regions, living below us... This was told to me, and I absolutely believed it. I also believe that they have been having issues with humans, and others blocking their ability to come to the surface, and in many instances, killing them off as a result of gassing them, and closing their exits, as well as entering their areas, and literally killing them off using force. Are you aware of this?

The next series of questions are going to revolve around the NSA and their stranglehold on many nations, information, technology, and resources... They have certainly had a very long time to evolve the technologies they have at this point, to the point where most humans would probably feeling defeated in their own thoughts of ever breaking free of the slavery we are all now, extremely entrained in... I want to ask you if you are aware of any of the information that I was given... Whether under a program name, or just the description of what I was told.. I suppose I am looking for confirmation that it was being used then... And continues to advance and be used today...

The days of having to go to church and confess sins are gone, when they can remotely access the mind and seek your inner most thoughts and memories.... So this topic will be a bit sketchy as to what I will feel comfortable asking..

[JackMcThorn]

I had some experiences with colours that is a bit unsettling and this seems like a good place to document it.

There were two paths. Red or Green. Red is a more aggressive personality [potentially evil], Green is a more thoughtful personality [potentially good].

Orange meant okay.
Yellow meant caution.
Blue meant training.
Purple meant training for red. [Which is also associated with royalty which is red or black.]
Maroon was a senior type of red.
Grey meant senior or experienced.
Black meant worse than red.

So during some unusual experiences, I found I was drawn toward green and avoided red or black like the plague.

I don't intend to be cryptic here; but colour has been a driving force in experiences for me since about 2oo9.

[Denise/Dizi]

I had some experiences with colours that is a bit unsettling and this seems like a good place to document it.

There were two paths. Red or Green. Red is a more aggressive personality [potentially evil], Green is a more thoughtful personality [potentially good].

Orange meant okay.
Yellow meant caution.
Blue meant training.
Purple meant training for red. [Which is also associated with royalty which is red or black.]
Maroon was a senior type of red.
Grey meant senior or experienced.
Black meant worse than red.

So during some unusual experiences, I found I was drawn toward green and avoided red or black like the plague.

I don't intend to be cryptic here; but colour has been a driving force in experiences for me since about 2oo9.

Thank You for adding to the conversation!

I want to clarify for anyone who is reading this thread, I have been speaking to Barry in both PM as well as email, as we share many similarities in our life experiences... I was involved in a training program in 2014-2015, and found absolutely nothing about it openly shared, no matter where I looked. Until such time that I came upon the "Voices" files...

What I found was that his work not only mentioned a great deal about my own experiences, but his documents shared much information about the program I was involved in, as well as documented names of businesses, and organizations, along with affiliations of companies I am very well aware of, as family worked for such companies. In short, I knew for a fact the information, in those aspects was absolutely accurate...

Red, in my own situation, was a marker. I was trained, then told to both wear red, and mark my home in red to some degree.. I can't really give full details as to what it indicates, but I can say, if needed, those that need to find others in their community that have gone through this process, could easily recognize me, as having been trained for something.

Red in this case, in my humble opinion, was used not to mark personality, good or evil, or anything along those lines, just that I have been trained, and if ever needed, I could be tapped for something unusual.

I just assumed that Red was considered a power color, and most avoid wearing it... And this was why they chose the color...

While this may sound strange, remember the scene in the Matrix, where they placed a woman on the street wearing bold red? It did catch the attention of others... And I feel that is why they chose this color, nothing more. And like Barry, we both were marked with red in some way... He is already openly sharing... So he has no need to mark anything, whereas there are many of us who are not coming forward, and therefore the red does make a statement.. But silently.

[Blastolabs]

I wanted to address the psychic element of your survey and work... There is a lot of information regarding psychic agents, soldiers and the like... Can you tell us if the chair was used to highten those abilities? Having been in a situation where my own abilities were tapped, and remotely at that, I am curious, are there many humans now walking among us, whom have had abilities either introduced or amplified by means of the chair? Or in my case, remote training and fine tuning?


I know someone who was trained to remote view from a very young age, seems that whomever took him told the family he had a very high IQ and was gifted.

I try not to pry into it despite my curiosity because it is clearly a sensitive subject and not many good memories from that time seem to exist.

Doesn't help too much with knowing how widespread this type of training actually is but one would think there are many thousands of people.

[Denise/Dizi]

I wanted to address the psychic element of your survey and work... There is a lot of information regarding psychic agents, soldiers and the like... Can you tell us if the chair was used to highten those abilities? Having been in a situation where my own abilities were tapped, and remotely at that, I am curious, are there many humans now walking among us, whom have had abilities either introduced or amplified by means of the chair? Or in my case, remote training and fine tuning?


My partner was trained to remote view from a very young age, seems that whomever took him told the family he had a very high IQ and was gifted.

I try not to pry into it despite my curiosity because it is clearly a sensitive subject and not many good memories from that time seem to exist.

Doesn't help too much with knowing how widespread this type of training actually is but one would think there are many thousands of people.

I would have to agree with you. I am sorry that your partner had bad experiences with this. From what I am seeing, many had bad experiences with such things... In my case, it was done remotely... And it did throw me off for quite some time, which alerted my family. I made the mistake of talking about it openly and honestly.. And that was a mistake as it was so advanced and integrated into ever part of my daily life, I couldn't ignore it.

When my training started I was invited to participate, and given the opportunity to say "No Thank You""... Many do not get that choice, as I am learning...

If I were to give a clue as to what my training was, it was remote neural training, for communications and military aptitude training exercises... And although it was not spoken about publicly, I would have to guess that the operation was MASSIVE in scope, and that far more than just a few thousand were involved. Perhaps I am wrong, but given the refined nature of the exercises, I had to wonder how so any could just go back to daily life and never speak of such things...

Perhaps I am not supposed to be speaking of such things... But to ignore that others have this capability, in my mind, is a very dangerous thing... People need to know they can be influenced in such a way that they may not even recognize it.

And I suppose, given what I know is possible now, from my training, I suppose one could label me as a potential weapon as well.... As with any one who has been involved in these projects.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Perhaps I can add here that regarding the above August Bank Holiday rain over tent episode, well that was just one of many 'weird ****' that happened around me which both Andy and Graham were present and witness to. Too many to mention lets just say 1978 was a very weird and paranormal year for us.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hey there Barry!

Thank You for the time and effort you are putting into sharing again...

I wanted to address the psychic element of your survey and work... There is a lot of information regarding psychic agents, soldiers and the like... Can you tell us if the chair was used to highten those abilities? Having been in a situation where my own abilities were tapped, and remotely at that, I am curious, are there many humans now walking among us, whom have had abilities either introduced or amplified by means of the chair? Or in my case, remote training and fine tuning?

I asked about the red, as I was instructed to use red in a few ways after my own training in the program I was introduced to... And the reason given, was very similar to the markings on your file... Essentially it marked that in some way I was part of the program, and that this could be recognized by those looking for those markers, if needed. I was not only told to mark myself in some way... with red... But also my home. And I am sure you understand why...

As easy as it seemed to turn on psychic abilities, it seemed that they had the ability to turn them off as well.. Did you ever find that they did this with you? I believe that indeed you were able to move rain away from your tent... Once involved in these programs, things get insane... And you are not able to ignore that you can indeed interact with your environment in ways others could never imagine.

I suppose my next question would be more geared towards where the beings operating the craft were actually from... I get the sense that while those in positions of power would like us to believe they're all off planet intelligences... That many of them have been living among us for quite some time, and the result of their technologies failing on occasion, has brought awareness to their craft. And this includes their highly advanced, and equally cloaked drones...

I am personally convinced that we have a civilization, possibly broken into regions, living below us... This was told to me, and I absolutely believed it. I also believe that they have been having issues with humans, and others blocking their ability to come to the surface, and in many instances, killing them off as a result of gassing them, and closing their exits, as well as entering their areas, and literally killing them off using force. Are you aware of this?

The next series of questions are going to revolve around the NSA and their stranglehold on many nations, information, technology, and resources... They have certainly had a very long time to evolve the technologies they have at this point, to the point where most humans would probably feeling defeated in their own thoughts of ever breaking free of the slavery we are all now, extremely entrained in... I want to ask you if you are aware of any of the information that I was given... Whether under a program name, or just the description of what I was told.. I suppose I am looking for confirmation that it was being used then... And continues to advance and be used today...

The days of having to go to church and confess sins are gone, when they can remotely access the mind and seek your inner most thoughts and memories.... So this topic will be a bit sketchy as to what I will feel comfortable asking..

Hi Denise, great set of questions. Firstly the trip seat is a multi-functional piece of equipment. This being covered in sensors and is connected directly to the computer system. Its use ranges from giving a full blown abduction fused directly into the minds of the guinea-pigs for release back into the world. It can literally wipe memories and replace with any number of given memories the controllers choose. When used by those with abilities this is for boosting existing abilities in order to carry on varying tasks, ranging from ARV, advanced remote viewing and ARI advanced remote influencing, this obviously has a range of degree of severity, be it hardware or software (machine or beings). It has to be stated here that ALL targets were legitimate cold war targets.

For those with inbuilt psy abilities yes these can be monitored and to a degree be controlled remotely by using high spec technologies of which I am sure you are aware of. Training as you have explained is actually tailored to the individual, this usually is initiated at an early age as a primer for later years when the training shifts up a gear to the levels you describe.I think the NSA need a section all to themselves to adequately describe their global grip and WHY!

[Spiral]

July 1994, having known good friend Roy Lake for some 20 years he invited me to give a talk at one of his group meetings. This was arranged for his July meeting. I stayed at his Barking home overnight Friday to go over what my talk was going to be about and to make sure we could be driven to the venue by another group member. It was a very hot day, I recall that, even with windows open it was very close. My talk, which incidentally ran way over allotted time, was about my run-ins with MIB, detailing the NSA and the Green Mercedes. When it came to questions I was asked some by a very curious pair of people whom Roy later informed me that close of meeting they introduced themselves, the pair were directly involved with the Elite Files which had recently begun circulating among various UK Ufo researchers. (FYI copies of these Elite Files are available along with my files at checktheevidence.com).



The Elite Files from checktheevidence I couldn't get the embed thing to work so left a link instead

https://checktheevidencecom.ipage.com/checktheevidence.com/Disclosure/TheVoice/The%20Voice%20-%20Elite%20Files.pdf

[Denise/Dizi]

LONG POST ALERT.. sorry, but I have a lot of questions..

I think it is fair to say that the technologies for the trip chair have gone wifi...

Satellites, signals, and the mapping and en-training abilities that the agencies have via this remote access now, into the human mind, is off the charts. And with the mind having no firewall, people need to be aware of the influences this technology now has upon the masses in a very serious way.

With the technologies now, facial recognition, all vehicles having tracking chips, remote cameras on nearly every corner, stop light, freeway marker posts, and on nearly every building in large town? There is no place someone can go, unless a satellite cannot reach them... But then we have the hovering drones, the flying insect drones, and everything else that we are unaware of, and the planet in already in a skynet situation.

With cell phones being so prevalent, technologies in the home, home security systems, etc... There is no place to hide anymore. With the tech to find heat signatures, disturbances in soils, and mobile drone tech, you cannot avoid being found in a rugged environment either. You would leave some signature they could find, surely... And they could convince you to lay down any weapon s, and give yourself up in mass, if they chose to. However.... using said tech in an environment where many would see the effect, would give up any advantages of using it, as your enemy would then know your latest trick...

So they use such things sparingly, and covertly.

I would say that most TI's would agree this technology, is absolutely in use, and as such would absolutely have military uses... As well as corporate uses.

Tapping into the mind is as dangerous as remote influencing... People seemed to graze over that information and not even dive deeper into it, and still haven't. Can you tell us Barry, what kind of influencing that you were tasked to do? Or do you prefer to let us just imagine the ways it was used?

You have given so much information over the years, such as:

The NSA web across the planet and many countries.. And The UK being close allies of the US in such affairs... (Most believe that America is free of "The Crown" influence, when indeed it is NOT.

The trafficking of human organs... and how that progressed into essentially an industry..

Reptilian interactions as well.. Do we know for sure who these beings are, or where they come from? Their intentions?

The growing of beings in vats, for many purposes, which baffle me, as where are they? What are they now being used for?

Technologies that can read and map the mind and advance certain abilities in some individuals.

Remote abilities to now influence the mind of anyone!

This would lead to the question of human cloning, and remote influence of "The others"... (The clones replacing those in positions of power and authority)

How many of those we believe are "free will" individuals are truly what some refer to as those "Others"... And who controls them? Are all larger countries under this control by perhaps a source we are just learning about? Certainly if they had that influence and technology to introduce to humans in our time, how long have these individuals been doing this? Hundreds, thousands of years?

That thought alone would be horrific.

Cann you speak to any of this? I am so curious to even get possibly your opinions on such things, if you have no actual tangible information or documentation of such things.

About craft recovery... Can you tell us whom you have encountered as far as species? Were they all greys? Drones? Humans? Have you ever experienced any that Linda Moulton Howe claims are in documentation she was shown? Was she misled?

There was a video of her showing an area that was essentially off limits, and she gave the impression et lived there, and it was some sort of protected space, I no longer can find it. Are you aware of any marked off places for some beings apart from humans?



When it comes to the things that "The Voice" was sharing in the past comes a need to recognize just how far they had already gone, and that was a long time ago... I know how shared Manniquin, Sentinel information, and Guardian information... What he was unable to do, or didn't get (to share openly) was the information that described, in detail, what these programs were/are... I say "Are", because they are still in operation, on a massive scale now...

When they were running "Jade Helm" in : Texas, Arizona, Florida, Louisiana, Mississippi, New Mexico, and Utah... They suggested their map included California, but that they didn't roll out the exercise there... They most certainly did.... I can attest to that... When they ran Jade Helm, they also ran a "Guardian" drill..

Jade Helm:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jade_Helm_15_conspiracy_theories

Guardian Type exercise:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--prCv7tVKc

For the record, there were videos online about the Guardian program that was running alongside Jade Helm in 2014-2015... But I could not find them, as they have been pushed down on the selection list, as a result of so many things having the same title. This video is a blanket video of what they claimed the exercise was... for comparison.

The program was noted as emergency response efficiency, over multiple agencies... For emergency situations.

ALL of the programs included advanced AI, and the ability to coordinate all resources from a central source that was more efficient than any one agency trying to reach out to another.. (Military included) ... This helps to combine all resources in an efficient manners, and work well with other agencies when needed. But there was so much more to the program than just training in urban environments.

Its my opinion southern states were prompted to start drama surrounding such things, to create a stir that there was ill will planned... as a means of hiding the fact that ALL agencies were working together during that time, for the whole, as one. Our enemies do not need to know that the police, and army work well together, and that even the militia was involved in such things.... Civilian's included if they felt they would be a good candidate fo such things...

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Denise, that certainly is one hell of a long post LOL, I shall do my best to answer what I feel comfortable with, keeping within my promise of total transparency. I think its only fair to say from the outset that it might appear as numerous random events in my life but if you closely follow the breadcrumb trail you will see that all dots are indeed connected, the timeline of my life from 1952 birth to the present. I was used simply because of my training, my abilities and my specific skill set. With that in mind I hope you all will see how the whole timeline makes sense. Disclosures had to be released in a certain piecemeal fashion over a long period of time, the saying 'do not put all your eggs in one basket' comes to mind here.

I am not unique, there are many like me out there, some have chosen to remain hidden, for good reason, whilst a few brave souls ventured into to public domain and endured scorn and ridicule, and the occasional threat or two. The tasks set for both ARV and ARI coupled to the computer system as a booster were solely used for cold war purposes, in those days any foreign nation and any national was within the tasking, the former USSR being the main target areas. All I can disclose here is we used tasking to directly physically influence both machines, vehicles and personnel equally. As you are probably aware the Russians were doing exactly the same in return.

As far as craft retrievals are concerned I do not feel very comfortable in going into any real detail here, its too open but I can say is that I was used primarily for my then skill set at each location if needed. Two of the 4 such retrievals were simply unmanned drones brought down, one was piloted by others and one was piloted by military personnel, you will get no more of that I am afraid as I think thats too much data as it is.

As the above posting is very long I wil respond in more than one posting if that is ok.

TO BE CONTINUED.............................

[Denise/Dizi]

Thanks Barry,

I wrote a lot because I have less and less time to write these days, so I wanted to cover as much as possible for you to reply to... :waving:

Feel free to chop it up, or dismiss anything that you feel needs to be cut out... I have so many questions!

Hope you are well and staying safe!

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Thanks Denise, before I continue with replies to your questions I need say one or two things. Senses indicate plus hints from a friend suggest there may be members here whom are perhaps a bit reluctant or afraid in coming forward with questions and/or advice, whether its concerning the training thats been mentioned here or regarding possible interaction with programs, I hesitate to detail here on the forum too much in depth data regarding Guardian, Sentinel, Warden (NO NOT the Warden bandied about by certain others) This is the UK version of the US Martial Law, which will become relevant during the course of these postings. If anyone wishes to speak with me for whatever reason please feel free to do so either in PM or by my email which is : maninblackuk@hotmail.com
Anything said to me will be kept in complete and total confidence. I will not judge you as its not my place just as I do not expect others to judge me. A lot is happening, constant global changes will see numerous scenarios play out, I DO NOT do doom and gloom BUT big changes are on the way.

NOW, resuming my current situation................I have been extremely busy with many things, the book, the film which both are work in progress have consumed so many hours, with news on that in a moment. Sweltering in 40C temps here in England we are just not used to extreme heat or cold LOL. Its still 23C here at this time (4am) LOL.
Now a curious thing happened to me on my way to a certain location ear-marked for some location filming, its a total Deja-Vu of an incident I had some years back. I will not give the actual location as this might give away my destination, suffice it to say it was a motorway. Travelling along minding my own business on this warm sunny morning, quite a bit of traffic which is usual I guess. I keep to the left lane only occasionally overtaking trucks then resuming left lane. In my rear view mirror I spot headlights coming up fast behind me, then I see the blues come on. Thinking nothing of it as it passed me on the right then entered the same left inner lane still with blues on. I caught another set of headlights in the mirror and blues on that one too. OK I thought there is trouble somewhere up ahead. Police car in front with blues, police car behind with blues, then I spot a third coming up fast in the next lane, headlights and blues. Frowning and thinking 'Oh crap, where have I seen this before?'.

A few softly spoken expletives as I watch the one in front put his hazards on as did the one behind, at same time the third police car was alongside me and I was instructed to pull over, they must have known a layby was coming up so I nodded and as being boxed in there was little choice but to follow the police into the layby, passing a couple of trucks parked there. Still one car in front within a few feet, rear one also a few feet behind, the third continued on and out of the layby. I sat there thinking all manner of things, heart racing but still keeping my cool as much as possible. After what seemed ages the police, front and rear exited their cars as I wound down my window. Asked to step out of the vehicle I stood there looking all around as 4 officers, two with me talking to me as two others looked around my car.

I reached into my pocket for my ciggies and lighter watched eagle eyed by them as one smiled and began to speak. Fearing the worst in my mind I was relieved greatly when the officer told me I had nothing to fear or worry about and I was requested to stop and be checked before I continued on my journey. It was only when the officer stated my actual planned destination for filming that I thought "Crap how the hell did they know where I'm going". I must have been frowning as he continued that he was requested to check up on me to make sure I was safe and not in any danger and report back that all was fine. Totally bloody confused I thanked him for looking out for me and started to blurt out a few questions, to no avail as all 4 officers swiftly returned to their cars and drove away. Leaving me well and truly gobsmacked. I must have has 3 or 4 ciggies standing there before I stopped trembling and resumed my journey. To round off yes I did get to my destination and managed a nice bit of filming, at least the weather was on my side.

NOW a change of course. During the 1990's I worked closely with the late Tony Dodd from Skipton (The UFO Detective). He ran Quest International, a similar investigative organisation similar to BUFORA, I was one of his Investigators. At one point we were working on trying to obtain more info on a possible Ufo crash here in the Northern UK, he had contacts that were piecing together data before we could fully track down and investigate. Another aspect was our covert investigations into UK Human Mutilation cases (YES HUMAN mute cases). Tony requested I check with my sources a possible holding facility in Kent which was thought to house the bodies the victims of mute cases. I managed to pin down one likely facility in Folkestone, heavily disguised of course but nontheless a government ran facility. Pushing deeper we suddenly met with threats and a complete dead ender. We could no longer continue that particular course of investigation. Tony completed his book as I continued with my disclosures and the rest is history. Nothing more was heard on the alleged UK Ufo crash nor further Human mute cases arrived on my desk. It was a interesting time though and was a pleasure working with Tony.

[Johnnycomelately]

NOW, resuming my current situation................I have been extremely busy with many things, the book, the film which both are work in progress have consumed so many hours, with news on that in a moment. Sweltering in 40C temps here in England we are just not used to extreme heat or cold LOL. Its still 23C here at this time (4am) LOL.
Now a curious thing happened to me on my way to a certain location ear-marked for some location filming, its a total Deja-Vu of an incident I had some years back. I will not give the actual location as this might give away my destination, suffice it to say it was a motorway. Travelling along minding my own business on this warm sunny morning, quite a bit of traffic which is usual I guess. I keep to the left lane only occasionally overtaking trucks then resuming left lane. In my rear view mirror I spot headlights coming up fast behind me, then I see the blues come on. Thinking nothing of it as it passed me on the right then entered the same left inner lane still with blues on. I caught another set of headlights in the mirror and blues on that one too. OK I thought there is trouble somewhere up ahead. Police car in front with blues, police car behind with blues, then I spot a third coming up fast in the next lane, headlights and blues. Frowning and thinking 'Oh crap, where have I seen this before?'.

A few softly spoken expletives as I watch the one in front put his hazards on as did the one behind, at same time the third police car was alongside me and I was instructed to pull over, they must have known a layby was coming up so I nodded and as being boxed in there was little choice but to follow the police into the layby, passing a couple of trucks parked there. Still one car in front within a few feet, rear one also a few feet behind, the third continued on and out of the layby. I sat there thinking all manner of things, heart racing but still keeping my cool as much as possible. After what seemed ages the police, front and rear exited their cars as I wound down my window. Asked to step out of the vehicle I stood there looking all around as 4 officers, two with me talking to me as two others looked around my car.

I reached into my pocket for my ciggies and lighter watched eagle eyed by them as one smiled and began to speak. Fearing the worst in my mind I was relieved greatly when the officer told me I had nothing to fear or worry about and I was requested to stop and be checked before I continued on my journey. It was only when the officer stated my actual planned destination for filming that I thought "Crap how the hell did they know where I'm going". I must have been frowning as he continued that he was requested to check up on me to make sure I was safe and not in any danger and report back that all was fine. Totally bloody confused I thanked him for looking out for me and started to blurt out a few questions, to no avail as all 4 officers swiftly returned to their cars and drove away. Leaving me well and truly gobsmacked. I must have has 3 or 4 ciggies standing there before I stopped trembling and resumed my journey. To round off yes I did get to my destination and managed a nice bit of filming, at least the weather was on my side.



It’s nice when things turn out nice. Am glad your ticker kept ticking.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

NOW, resuming my current situation................I have been extremely busy with many things, the book, the film which both are work in progress have consumed so many hours, with news on that in a moment. Sweltering in 40C temps here in England we are just not used to extreme heat or cold LOL. Its still 23C here at this time (4am) LOL.
Now a curious thing happened to me on my way to a certain location ear-marked for some location filming, its a total Deja-Vu of an incident I had some years back. I will not give the actual location as this might give away my destination, suffice it to say it was a motorway. Travelling along minding my own business on this warm sunny morning, quite a bit of traffic which is usual I guess. I keep to the left lane only occasionally overtaking trucks then resuming left lane. In my rear view mirror I spot headlights coming up fast behind me, then I see the blues come on. Thinking nothing of it as it passed me on the right then entered the same left inner lane still with blues on. I caught another set of headlights in the mirror and blues on that one too. OK I thought there is trouble somewhere up ahead. Police car in front with blues, police car behind with blues, then I spot a third coming up fast in the next lane, headlights and blues. Frowning and thinking 'Oh crap, where have I seen this before?'.

A few softly spoken expletives as I watch the one in front put his hazards on as did the one behind, at same time the third police car was alongside me and I was instructed to pull over, they must have known a layby was coming up so I nodded and as being boxed in there was little choice but to follow the police into the layby, passing a couple of trucks parked there. Still one car in front within a few feet, rear one also a few feet behind, the third continued on and out of the layby. I sat there thinking all manner of things, heart racing but still keeping my cool as much as possible. After what seemed ages the police, front and rear exited their cars as I wound down my window. Asked to step out of the vehicle I stood there looking all around as 4 officers, two with me talking to me as two others looked around my car.

I reached into my pocket for my ciggies and lighter watched eagle eyed by them as one smiled and began to speak. Fearing the worst in my mind I was relieved greatly when the officer told me I had nothing to fear or worry about and I was requested to stop and be checked before I continued on my journey. It was only when the officer stated my actual planned destination for filming that I thought "Crap how the hell did they know where I'm going". I must have been frowning as he continued that he was requested to check up on me to make sure I was safe and not in any danger and report back that all was fine. Totally bloody confused I thanked him for looking out for me and started to blurt out a few questions, to no avail as all 4 officers swiftly returned to their cars and drove away. Leaving me well and truly gobsmacked. I must have has 3 or 4 ciggies standing there before I stopped trembling and resumed my journey. To round off yes I did get to my destination and managed a nice bit of filming, at least the weather was on my side.



It’s nice when things turn out nice. Am glad your ticker kept ticking.

LOL Yeah me too, there were moments LOL

[Agape]

:coffee: :coffee: :coffee:

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Congratulations 🙏 Fear this is a work for many people for long run, if not generations then many years to come for sure.

Some of us may be gone much faster. I was practically “taken care of” ( in the jargon of obscure security agencies) through Uruguay, all inclusive:
most of my trusted friends and contacts from the “life before” were messed with and made to distance themselves.
I’m somewhere at the far cutting edges with it all. Running from last bits. Sometimes some distant friend send more bits which gives me more days to go but that’s about for now.

As i was carefully vetted in Uruguay already I don’t seem to have any “close friends” or family in this very world which makes things humanly impossible.

So I’m basically waiting to leave on my own will.


Total human situation is a disaster or the brink of, in better case. Most secure and naive friends of ours -call them friends- believe in themselves beyond everything and they only will be safe in future.
So sacrificing one persons life to the disaster is certainly no biggie to no one.


Got to see through too much perhaps in one short lifetime including the superb views of Earth and the parallels .


Here in the Himalayas mountain goats are common so are the “men who stare at goats”. An effort to manipulate other people is likewise common raging from primitive to sophisticated , threats are mostly fun but taking the fear for serious may cost anyone an accident.

Mountain goats are very cute, small and non aggressive so many are kept at homes as pets, unfortunately they get skinned and eaten every year at harvest time too without pardon.


I do believe in our younger generations regardless the nature of current paradigm and cruelties cultivated by our human ancestors.

Some of them are cultured, bright and delicate.

For the rest of the time I have to avoid human contact as much as possible the same way we avoid animals in wild.

Don’t forget to say “there is something wrong with it all” and “it’s also all my fault”.

Or stuff about “being just a woman”. Simple stuff helps to calm the little minds.


Some rich and powerful people obviously did not want my information and intelligence being part of “their game”.

The rest is being sorted by starring at each other ..😅



You can also always email me at manjuvajra2002@gmail/dot/com, still have some internet and phone credit for next two or three weeks.

Redact the /dot/. Web bots unfortunately still exist.

Anyone familiar with long time travel will explain to you and yours that embassies do not intervene or grant any sort of help other than legal help in personal situations,
I’m not a criminal suspect and no legal case is being held against me in any country so no one will intervene.

Thanks for support 🙏💫🙏

Hello Agape, apologies for delay in replying but out of my hands. I can only sincerely apologise on behalf of the past colleagues of mine whom did try to assist you and place you where expert professionals could have studied your data and yourself without official hindrance. I did try myself as you know but had more than one door slammed in my face. I hope you are doing well and keeping safe, yes I do worry as I hope you can still regard me as an old friend. My best regards as always, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Please excuse this mish mash of a post, it mirrors the state of my health at the moment. I would firstly like to personally thank Bill Ryan and all members here whom offered support and encouragement through my dark times, in the past and currently. Those that know me well will fully understand those dark times I endure from time to time and the nightmares. I appreciate you all.

Now I need state that the above mentioned 'police stop' not long ago had a postscript.....................not done at the roadside but two officers called at my home days after that to request I surrender the SD memory cards from the two cameras, of which I obliged. As my car is only 4 months old I have not had the time to fit the side cameras, thats for a later date. I have since 2003 always fitted full audio/visual devices to my cars for security and safety reasons. It is something in todays World I fully recommend.

More postings soon guys, thankyou

[Agape]

I’m leaving huge space blank that would easily fill in with political discussion about human and mind controls and people waiting in queues for their aspirin which so reminds me of the 70/80s in Prague,
systems offering “help” to people with half baked education in life and sciences and definitely experimental programs running through all levels of these systems.

All such systems are still up for massive upgrade that jumps along evolution of microchips.

It’s the same systems capable of upholding people that can eventually take people down by large numbers.


Part of the ET groups OR humans trying to represent them act like Nazis.

From Universal perspective if such manner and extreme self centred ness is found to be predominant in civilisation it is considered juvenile and immature.

Helping people to study themselves in awkward ways , void of higher perspective on their respective Star value likewise is a crime.


Now I can reimagine this whole, terribly stuck and suffering human situation and envision some futuristic UN panel where you are also present

assembled there are representatives of several ET Civilisations along with representatives of human civilisation and experts in different fields of communication, science and philosophy/religions.

I wonder which Star civilisation would you represent ,

what would be their acute and imminent perspectives on future of humanity

or

would you choose to speak for the Fate of this humanity
as a witness of many dimensions
presenting unique take on the whole matter

aka the Future of Humanity ...



🧵

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Agape, very intriguing and interesting post but you have me somewhat confused. Is this aimed generally or aimed at a specific individual? Clarification would be appreciated, please excuse brevity of response, its dark days here.

[Casey Claar]

Wow. I am clearly going to have to go back and read this thread. ( looks fascinating! ).

[Agape]

It’s a free question for you, of course.

It seems perhaps almost exquisitely to me that the current level of discussion ( aka disclosure) is lost in argument between national military and intelligence agencies,
underlined by intrigues of politics between factions, nations, wars, enemies and allies.

As an individual I have no particular interest in those matters and avoid them in life as much as possible as we all agree they are “dark” and the same way some people spend drunk debates about politics endlessly, I don’t see even proverbial “light at the end of tunnel” in those matters,
it’s not what advanced ET civilization would like to be trapped or involved in,

yet this is the level of discussion that dominates this and many other threads.


You have shared something about your own ET origins in the stars of Orion in the past,

but there are more “emissaries” of other civilizations present on this planet at all times who certainly can not come out in straight manner in this era

though I can clearly envision it will so happen in some point of human future.


It’s not unthinkable that in another 1000 years this human civilization will be more ready for straight disclosure of “yet another kind” and UN panel who will accommodate open discussion among all of us.


It’s an open question , for you as individual entity , of course not as political entity or “subject of empire” ,
I don’t expect others to answer such in your Q&A thread but your case is very advanced hence an advanced question.


It’s simple and benevolent question with future vision,
not one that would push or even force you
to reveal identity of yours.

We are so different, you see: in short, no pressure please.



🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Thankyou Agape for clarifying that your post and indeed questions were aimed at me. I'm sorry you still feel a bit resentful for me not being in a position in the past to help and assist you when you were involved with those nightmarish situations. As you do know when I officially retired and stepped back away from EVERYTHING I no longer had those controls I used from 2006 onwards, re help and protective measures etc etc. In my absence I hoped certain individuals from the team would have continued with the measures I put in place, during 2015 to 2021 I had NO comms from them so did not know global situations, I'm sorry you suffered those terrible times, one day you might see it was all beyond my controls and forgive me.

Re my mission, my goals in life, its always been Disclosure, to educate, to open eyes and tell people what is actually going on in the World, to inform, I hope in some small way I have done that. As for my 'origins' I believe that's between me and my creator. Does it really matter to know who I am and whom I have always been? Let members here say. Yes we are totally different in our outlook, our take on life and our experiences, but still star souls.

I hope you keep well and safe, you will always have a place in my heart as a dear friend.

[Agape]

Life is multicomplex and extremely complicated.

I’m not the best “human communicator” for this venue that’s for sure perhaps for being too straight and honest with it and I was punished for the same basically since childhood or respectively since I started talking :)

To many distant observers on the internet accustomed to story telling, horrors, violence , nightmares or well crafted scenarios much of my personal testimony can’t make sense and my internet presence have always been mess of sorts that occurred later than my teenage but “let’s not throw out proverbial baby with the bath water”.

In real life we all are quite different from what we seem to be here perhaps: save for net absorbed entrepreneurs and masters of CG,

the reality I live has always been beautifully complexed and advanced but rarely free of struggle for survival of the intelligence and message we carry.

Thank you for your assistance with the Bodhgaya ET Report 🙏🌟🙏

It will always remain valid witness to the tides of our times .

Due to those dramatic events in back of obscure NSA whoever party I’ve received sufficient amount of information to go with for [this life time]. To puzzle and
code breakers the joke of the above statement shines through easily :)

And you were absolutely quite right about getting as far away from any such people no matter their affiliation as possible.

The same goes for the last days of my mum and involvement with experimental medical programs : they are real nightmare ,
often run in open and it’s not for the feeble minded to visit such places.
Not to speak of taking care of the programs quirks and patients, hanging on tubes. Takes everyone’s nerves down after some years including most professionals working in there.

So in sum, I had to get this sorted repeatedly but once for all this time:
I don’t want and could not longer be any closer to the “program” unless I gave in and would be sucked in to it after my mum passed away,
leaving behind shelves of papers with medical data in fact that I finally got rid off.

I have never given consent to being taken by those people, not even as 12 years old when they attempted to hospitalize me under auspices of investigating my innards :)
I had the right to refuse invasive investigation so I did.

I’ve studied big part of modern medicine and pharmacology before I shifted interest to the natural and ancient knowledge , my memory still serves me and other people well but personally I do not consent and can not volunteer being part of it.

There is so much that can not be said and won’t be explained even during this human lifetime that could be explained if ethical truth and complete truth was respected.

I had to distance from the idea of being “but a human” many times, internally and externally and I’m better in being just me:
it helps everyone around much more in fact.

So all in all, in the big scheme of things perhaps we did not do too bad but I wish us all better 🙏



We have endured a lots of pressure and learned some very tough but valuable lessons for now and who knows what it means for our respective futures.

The only evaluation to pass in internet space finds the closest metaphor in the Head 22.
Can you imagine solving any higher paradigm though.

Real problems we are solving now have to do with nature and origin of life and the many curious ways it continues to survive on this planet with loopy evolution trajectory included.
Our generation out in the fields still continues to learn new skills and arbors lots of new information everyday.

Whatever we learn won’t be lost : to here and another worlds.


I respect and enjoy your disclosure testimony as I always did.



But i don’t trust mine is on time quite yet for next couple decades, worse centuries in my rough estimate 🙏


I always knew it’s not “quite the time” ( till the fat lady ..) but prefer to decide about my life countless times in my life other than the dramatic events of last years and not be captured or held by humans by any means and used as a fixer for themselves of some kind.

Still here at the moment for sure but like others also, walking away from the dichotomy and human disease zone as fast as possible , turtle speed perhaps in order for something more beautiful to manifest ...as it always did ..
from within and without

The “human disease” I’ve mentioned is nothing but monster grown of under fed ignorance , desire and hatred. It holds most of current human civilisation in its jaws not quite metaphorically .
It makes people automatically fear each other , prevents them from knowing the truth and cultivates psycho pathology of various wild accents that is wilder than mine on the internet

while you can never see or know me in reality again

neither I wish to be seen, watched, or fed.

That’s just for the best of the humor we are consciously sharing here locally so also globally.
It’s sharper than you would expect but never harmful to self or others.

“It” is kind and benevolent 🙏

So are prayers for peace we all are individually sending, in our free time of course, together with earnest wishes for Peace and Truth to prevail

How sad that truthfulness itself is not the same: from being to being, from tribe to tribe, from nation to nation, continent to continent,

we are still witness to this war of human ignorance and fear for itself, sustaining itself by the meanest of means and adopting the very name of Truth, intelligence and wisdom, claiming it for its own
by the men in gray suits who believe in nothing than crude matter of destruction.

May I remind you of all things that any human language is mostly,
an art of metaphor ..



There is no “true worries” in between any two of us is all I can attest to.

Problems being solved are not “our problems”.


That’s why : it’s not a good time for me to speak to you as always through out the years my message gets lost in translation and belittled as personal moanings by many peoples little minds while no real problems have been solved

we are trying to address some of them at least.


No matter where it takes us


Blessings

🌟


Pandit says “On the Midnight Express & Hands off Honolulu”.

Obviously, it’s not Honolulu we are heading to, in this lifetime..


It’s only hundred miles to Space but arch longer way to ..


May the Light shine through


🕊

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi everyone, first off many thanks to Agape for her post above, gives us all something to think about and me personally to sit and reflect. I was seriously thinking of posting a rant here regarding the current UK and indeed Global situation but I got second thoughts as I'd rather not get into a possible political debate here even though someone needs to say how things really are in the disgraceful political shape the UK is in, for another time perhaps?.

Upon advice I purchased an RF sweeper recently and was likewise advised on a weekly full scan, even though with todays technology the placing of a physical tag is totally unnecessary, its an old school type of thing. Nonetheless I will go thru the motions. Filming has been sporadic as its been very awkward trying to do so in the recent heatwave here (YES us Brits call 30C+ a heatwave), so its bit here bit there for now.

The aim here is of course Disclosure, the ONLY reason I came back but now I fear its becoming a sideshow and full honest open Disclosure will never happen as long as its shadowed by contrived Global events that tend to take Joe Publics attention elsewhere, and a fantastic job that is being done in that respect.

Toying with the idea of placing a few more book excerpts here which detail the secret hidden World I have had the pleasure AND displeasure of experiencing during my 70 years on this planet. Mulling it over and see where we might go, depends if the interest is here or will I be again pissing in the wind?.

All for now, back soon, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Some of you might recall the news doing the rounds in the 90s re BT "Soulcatcher 2025", the brain interface chip, well not much has been heard re that tech BUT you will VERY SOON.

http://www.beamsinvestigations.org/BT%27s%20%27Soul%20Catcher%202025%27%20Implants.htm

https://www.cnet.com/tech/tech-industry/a-new-memory-chip-for-the-brain/


Also as a little treat you might find the below linked movies interesting to watch.................................

The Disappearance of Flight 412

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfLgStL5g2s&t=1423s


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfLgStL5g2s&t=1423s[/url]


Visitors of the night

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3ObQrGv7-k


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3ObQrGv7-k

Capricorn 1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Z9yNHIolnM


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Z9yNHIolnM

[SPIRIT WOLF]

TOXIC SKIES a movie I watched some years ago re Chemtrails, a bit over dramatic but of some interest. I am placing it here after the tragic death of the main character Anne Heche whom was left critically injured after her car travelling at 90+mph crashed into a house. Reports later suggested cocaine was in her system.

Anne Heche is being taken off life support more than one week after she was hospitalized for injuries sustained in a horrific car crash. A rep for the actress confirmed the latest development to NBC News on Sunday. The 53-year-old was previously declared legally dead from an anoxic brain injury but her heart was kept beating amid a search for organ recipients. According to Heche's rep, multiple organs were set to be transplanted.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2WDYsI3VUE

TOXIC SKIES.................
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-pLc0m4mno&t=637s
TOXIC SKIES - PREMIERE ACTION MOVIE IN ENGLISH - EXCLUSIVE V MOVIES

A brilliant doctor, working for the World Health Organization, tries to save victims of an epidemic, tracing its source to a secret government plot.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

A couple more goodies you might like.............................

HANGAR 18

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcFa6Ek1nFI&t=2748s


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcFa6Ek1nFI&t=2748s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gB5TVEWIdac&t=2s


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gB5TVEWIdac&t=2s

It's now the 25th anniversary of "Official Denial," a Syfy (back then, Sci-Fi Channel) original film on the topic of alien abductions. I wrote this script on spec in 1988 and eventually sold it to Syfy who developed it further, then shot it in Australia. It's one of my favorite scripts to this day, although the production is hampered badly in the realism department by its extremely low budget.

Still, I love it in so many ways, not the least of which was that lead actor Parker Stevenson was willing to shave his head for the part. Then there was the brave 12-year-old ballerina who wore the plastic alien suit.

I learned a lot of lessons and, because of that, my next UFO/abduction piece, NBC's Dark Skies, is so much better. But this was first, and that counts for something.

Also, the ending when you realize, well, that would be a spoiler, but to the best of my knowledge, I'm the first to float this idea in a film. And there are those who say it influenced the British Bentwaters testimony from one of the participants who began embracing this theory just months after the film aired.

[Agape]

I know I had lots to say of recent but due to our notorious rainy season weather lots of extra chores and collapsing signal.

Noticed again: prices of fruits and vegetables hiked almost impossibly.

Feels like WWIII on the horizon but I think it’s just another PTSD symptom we all suffer rapidly together with the timeless acceleration of loops and events on the way ..

To the ears of all nations. All plots and strategies to destroy this civilization even further need to be dismissed immediately or we end up in disastrous state of being.



Imagine the amount of people damaged for several generations by nuclear radiation and other emissions filling the atmosphere and biosphere, respectively.

There is no “shortage of resources” on this Planet, there is but case of grave abuse and mismanagement of these resources . Absurdly enough the keys to reserves are held in hands of people who don’t understand how to lift their own nations and people from poverty themselves enjoying the most luxurious lifestyle.

Any intelligent solution to this human crisis would have to be humane and compassionate solution.

While countries of the “civilised West” try to develop the best possible manner with overcoming socio-spiritual crisis , culture and identity loss closely followed by Russia , they fail to hide their isolation, their ignorance of true human values, their pre-taught faith of Gods of War and violence , the sadism of their “true thought” that hit the ground and turned to stone failing to be sublimated .

For the irreligious ignorance the blissful deceit sold to the masses on Sunday
together with the suffering of Jesus on the cross

followed by millions of martyrs who were called otherwise but rarely so remembered.

I say oh you ambitious human civilisationhow comes you failed to slay the power of your deceit without mercy

Is that not why are you dying for mass depression and other mental disease and the rest of diseases you caused to your elders and children and yourself?

Are [you] wanting to say that the problem will be solved by watching another documentary at the UN Headquarters and drinking couple cans of beers

is all we can radically do to stop the war on humans, billions of human lives to this or respectively this war against our humanity.



Namaste 🙏🕊🕊🕊

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Just a couple of little interest off topic comments I place here in between bouts of severe CFS, my systems shut down days ago and out of the loop for up to 18 hours or more each day, sorry for lack of disclosure input here but I'm working on it.

A few days ago, I think it was Monday 2 low flying black hawk helicopters passed close by my home, off somewhere, yes they were def black hawks I can identify those. An unusual sight in these parts.

Once back on my feet Warminster is calling me, for more than one reason. Keep safe and well guys in these very troubled times. Barry

[Denise/Dizi]

Stay well Barry,and rest often, we are more than happy to wait as you get the time and energy to share... Welcome Back!!

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Checking quickly around the net I see a number of videos on Youtube with the subject of 'Disclosure' in one form or another, will check these all out before linking any here as there is a lot of sub standard info doing the rounds which will only further muddy the waters in an already tainted subject. Back soon, Barry

[Blastolabs]

Checking quickly around the net I see a number of videos on Youtube with the subject of 'Disclosure' in one form or another, will check these all out before linking any here as there is a lot of sub standard info doing the rounds which will only further muddy the waters in an already tainted subject. Back soon, Barry

Thank You!

That sounds like a great idea, I try and use my own discernment of course, but it is CLEAR that the disinformation FAR outweighs the real information.

Which makes distinguishing truth from PSYOPS almost impossible for many people.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Will post what Disclosure material I have deemed suitable here shortly, first a bit of boring trivia which will be of no interest to anyone but it makes up a post, knowing my current health is keeping me away for up to 18 hours a day due to a very hard flare up.

I recently added to my camera collection a couple of 16mm sub miniature 'spy' cameras, 2 Minolta 16 models a P and an EE. One belonged to an ex Naval Intelligence Officer whom used the camera in his Intelligence work in the 1960s. All I need now when I can afford is is a good condition Minox B or preferably C version. Oh happy days.

[Johnnycomelately]

Will post what Disclosure material I have deemed suitable here shortly, first a bit of boring trivia which will be of no interest to anyone but it makes up a post, knowing my current health is keeping me away for up to 18 hours a day due to a very hard flare up.

I recently added to my camera collection a couple of 16mm sub miniature 'spy' cameras, 2 Minolta 16 models a P and an EE. One belonged to an ex Naval Intelligence Officer whom used the camera in his Intelligence work in the 1960s. All I need now when I can afford is is a good condition Minox B or preferably C version. Oh happy days.

Can’t thank you without saying why, for this post.

Your enthusiasm for photography, and/in this cool niche in the discipline, is real interesting. Bubbling a bit here. Thanks.



Brings back my wonderful experiences with photography.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Not withstanding the news I received a few days ago I shall be visiting an old haunt over the weekend, Warminster. Now there's a place of mystery and dare I say enchantment. Its heyday of course was during the 1960s and 1970s, and I can truthfully say its the place where, with others, we witnessed the infamous 'phantom motorcyclist' of Warminster during the weekend of October 9th/10th 1976. A bit of filming plus a chapter for the book will be in mind for this. Christmas day 1964 all hell broke loose in this small quiet town then they were plagued by all manner of strangeness. Its worth mentioning here that according to reports held within the Intelligence community was the secretive use of psychotronic devices by UK and invited US military within the confines of Salisbury plain, this unfortunately bled into other areas specifically Western parts of the plain and the authorities were left red faced by the effects their experiments had on the locale. Of course they could not own up to this even to this day its a hush hush topic and will be strongly denied if questioned. Forget FOIA requests this area of experimentation is strictly out of bounds.


I corresponded with Arthur Shuttlewood during the 70's, if you can get your hands on a cheap used copy of these paperbacks you will find MOI in there, one with our Phantom Motorcyclist sighting and another re my personal encounters of 1974 and 1976. His encouraging words kept me going in a dark period.

"The Flying Saucerers" and "Ufo magic in motion"

[Denise/Dizi]

and still continuing...

[SPIRIT WOLF]

49524
This from Dr Greer from my inbox, now tell me, who is doing all the lying within Disclosure, all I will say at this point is the old X Files cliche, TRUST NO ONE........................

[Agape]

Not unlike this rather recent strategical disclosure from Dr Michael Salla to whom I’ve handed the Bodhgaya ET Event Report at Exopolitics & UFOs conference in Prague 2012,
now the information of “buried space arcs soon flying out from under the basement” flew out the archives ..
guess helping to stop the war but who would believe it.

Can’t even name the rest.

One of the best news of recent anyway. Cheers.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qz01w7weyDI&feature=emb_title

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Thankyou Agape, glad to hear the Bodhgaya report was handed to numerous individuals as it needs to be alive and not buried. As you all can tell I have had to postpone this Weekends film trip to Warminster so will hopefully schedule that for next weekend health issues allowing, and schedule Rendlesham for the weekend after that.

Now I have a request for help from long term members of Avalon, and Bill of course, as I have fractured memories of the timeframe 2011 to around 2013, fractured inasmuch as I can only recall some from that time but have big missing memory periods and no matter where I ask I'm still in the dark. I need to know in order to put my mind at rest at this stage of my life. What I am asking people here whom might shed some light is this: Does anyone here remember the state I was in as I'm told I was here posting in a non rational way during that period due to what happened to me. The short version is that I was on my way somewhere but was intercepted and something occurred I was driven, in my car at that time, by a long term colleague and his team and brought safely home but I was in a bad physically and psychologically. Somewhere in this same time frame Mel Fabregas telephoned my home asking to speak to me and at that stage I had no idea whom he was and no idea of his stating I was interviewed by phone by him for some 4 hours in 2010. I told him I did not know him and had no knowledge of any alleged phone interview, to me its all impossible I had no memories of him or his interview.

NOW, what I need to know does anyone recall hearing that phone conversation? I'm told he posted it online somewhere (I'm embarrassed to ask Mel directly as you can imagine). Also I'm told he and Kerry Cassidy spoke of this phone call and my state in some kind of chat they had (again I'm too embarrassed to ask Kerry directly. To save face and try and fill in the memory blanks I'm asking if anyone here can help me with the above, I'd be grateful, an old fart thanks you in advance, Barry

[Agape]

Yes I do remember about it . It had something to do with trip to military base while carrying ET artifact once entrusted to you in the same base but also my Bodhgaya report for assessment and probably load of other files.
According to your testimony back then your car was navigated to the side of lonely highway and ended up in empty garage somewhere on outskirts of town
while you were found by your colleague from the DIA club injured and bruised,
car was smashed and things taken out of it.

It was very bad event as far as I can tell and if Mel posted it on web for very short time he’s taken it down almost immediately as he did not realize what the situation is or if you are in danger and need help.

Following that event you were indeed in bad shape physically and state agony and rage against the attackers,
if memory serves me well, the DIA set case against the perpetrators and it took another year or two before they were located but I don’t know the ends.

They may have been NSA operators working for private company or bigger syndicate who at that time were intensely hunting for “proofs of evidence”.

It’s also in my memory that you have told yourself out by informing couple of people about your trip to the military facility ahead and mentioned the ET artifact.

Both Kerry and Mel were emailed by you about going there.

So even though these people may be trusted friends, email providers can be occasionally hacked .


Short of breath here but wish you clear minds and peaceful times ahead


🙏💫🙏

[Blastolabs]

It looks like you stopped posting in February 2011 and returned in 2014, which I now realize is the same time you are asking for information about, so this likely won't help but perhaps this will trigger your memory?

8th February 2011 06:56 (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?13447-Barry-King&p=128521&viewfull=1#post128521) < ---- Link the complete Post

SPIRIT WOLF: I have been patient thus far but obviously even that can get strained. When one is not in possession of all the facts, the background, everything, your take can be coloured. Lets straighten this up for once and for all. In my work when an incident like the one from January 5th occurs we close ranks, its not for any outside sources to interfere as they are too limited to comprehend the nature, reasons involved.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

It looks like you stopped posting in February 2011 and returned in 2014, which I now realize is the same time you are asking for information about, so this likely won't help but perhaps this will trigger your memory?

8th February 2011 06:56 (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?13447-Barry-King&p=128521&viewfull=1#post128521) < ---- Link the complete Post

SPIRIT WOLF: I have been patient thus far but obviously even that can get strained. When one is not in possession of all the facts, the background, everything, your take can be coloured. Lets straighten this up for once and for all. In my work when an incident like the one from January 5th occurs we close ranks, its not for any outside sources to interfere as they are too limited to comprehend the nature, reasons involved.

Many thanks for trying to help me with that but unfortunately it leaves me more confused than ever, thanks anyway

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Yes I do remember about it . It had something to do with trip to military base while carrying ET artifact once entrusted to you in the same base but also my Bodhgaya report for assessment and probably load of other files.
According to your testimony back then your car was navigated to the side of lonely highway and ended up in empty garage somewhere on outskirts of town
while you were found by your colleague from the DIA club injured and bruised,
car was smashed and things taken out of it.

It was very bad event as far as I can tell and if Mel posted it on web for very short time he’s taken it down almost immediately as he did not realize what the situation is or if you are in danger and need help.

Following that event you were indeed in bad shape physically and state agony and rage against the attackers,
if memory serves me well, the DIA set case against the perpetrators and it took another year or two before they were located but I don’t know the ends.

They may have been NSA operators working for private company or bigger syndicate who at that time were intensely hunting for “proofs of evidence”.

It’s also in my memory that you have told yourself out by informing couple of people about your trip to the military facility ahead and mentioned the ET artifact.

Both Kerry and Mel were emailed by you about going there.

So even though these people may be trusted friends, email providers can be occasionally hacked .


Short of breath here but wish you clear minds and peaceful times ahead


🙏💫🙏

Very many thanks Agape, I have sat for hours reading thru your post and to be honest I can barely recall some of that but still too many gaps. I have put feelers out for my old friend 'smirnof' (a nickname we gave him many years ago, not all Russians are bad, as I'm told it was he and his colleagues that assisted me on that day post attack and they brought me home. Family do recall that day but the shock has left them very disturbed about the whole thing and naturally would refrain from having any further such incidents by me not getting directly involved with the whole subject and all it entails. Andrew and the team, well Andrew no longer is directly connected with DIS but on an unofficial basis is willing to assist me with this but only as far as clearing up loose ends he will not push things as he calls it 'letting sleeping dogs lay'. Thanks again Agape you have my gratitude.

[Denise/Dizi]

Sounds like someone roughed you up, stole the artifact and any other information that you may have had in your possession, then manipulated your memories so that you would forget what happened- both before and after... Having had downloads, and had my own memories pulled forward and sifted through, this can cause you to babble incoherently afterwards, until everything "settles" in the mind again, in such a way as you can interact with others normally again.

What they were looking for in those memories is the question... I remember trying to communicate normally after having my own memories sifted through, and even though it was done gently and I was present when it happened, it still had residual effects for me as well. I remember going through emails and finding ones I had written recently that I had not remembered... It didn't seem like things I had ever written either, yet there they were... Once weeks or months after I supposedly wrote them!

I often times wondered if someone else wrote them, under my email address, to give me the illusion I had written them... All memory of it gone.

To experience this in any way is quite unsettling. And in my case it was with my permission, lets call it a security clearance evaluation... Where they don't just call your precious employer and friends and neighbors, they go right to the source, your mind... as it has no firewall....

It is a very humbling experience, but in my case was used for obvious reasons, although it did have side effects as you are listing above.

I believe Bob Lazar had the same experience, and this was why he got so unpredictable, carrying a gun with him, and shooting off a rifle in the desert... I can't prove this but I sure would like to ask him if this happened to him as well..

[Agape]

One wouldn’t be overly surprised if that artifact travelled to Pentagon and has been preserved together with the rest of them by Luis Elizondo who will eventually push for some form of analysis and disclosure of such anomalous ET artifacts.
When it comes down to material and chemical analysis unfortunately, in most cases it results in destruction of its original properties ( should it be artificial and endowed with intelligence : imagine testing your computer chemically just “a little bit” like the day you splashed hot soup on the keyboard :) ).

[Comes down to chicken soup]

But that’s just a speculation on my side.

As far as my knowledge goes, whenever there was something “smart” found on the Earth in human history it was eventually destroyed by humans for the sheer fear it could cause some unknown harm or it became a token of envy , jealousy and tribal war.


After my own experiences and exposure to “that kind of mindsets” who are acting illegally behind our backs with the objective of gaining power and control over humanity no matter what toll it may take,

there are no appropriate words coming up in my mind either other than “disastrous consequences” and “crimes against humanity” but I can’t say I’m accurate.

Tears flow without verbal output.

The least fortunate part is that none of us is out of danger , de facto , to this day, not even on the way out of danger from the same people who have manipulated majority of human systems to serve their aims and objectives.



Like many other people around this board, I had to fight for my Freedom, Mind , sovereignty and plenty of other “so called normal” values since childhood and it took years , decades in some case before results would naturally manifest.

Sure I’d prefer to be a miracle man who could change things in instance.

But no amount of adversity can change or kill the truth, the truth in us so also the truth “out there”.


🌟

[Agape]

I have sat through many years of meditation - that’s mostly to do with various types of Universal consciousness, form and emptiness, hyperspace and particle physics, the nature of Time , love and compassion ( and some more stuff) in this life ,
perhaps to understand and organize my subtle perception of reality and its definitions better and wishfully also,
get some wisdom 🙏

My wisdom is still small compared to the Universe.


I have preserved the Darker Realms forum archive in compressed form on my memory drive since Conforums have been dissolved sometime in 2018 and they have offered admins to download simple data.
Pictures and PMs have not been preserved, only unedited text material.

I can email it to you anytime .

[It’s full of interesting stuff folks , also very upstart but it would require lots of redaction work and editing . Barry is the sole owner of his input there as I’m and other members involved. Hence Barry has to decide what to do about it as much of our shared work was chronologically recorded on the small forum.

]

Thanks ahead for not killing me on holidays dear NSA,
I trust you fully.


😇

[Agape]

Frank Drake the father of SETI Project passed away last Friday at 92 years of age

https://arstechnica.com/science/2022/09/frank-drake-astronomer-famed-for-contributions-to-seti-has-died/?amp=1

but our search for intelligent life will continue ...


Peace to the Stars

🙏💫

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I have sat through many years of meditation - that’s mostly to do with various types of Universal consciousness, form and emptiness, hyperspace and particle physics, the nature of Time , love and compassion ( and some more stuff) in this life ,
perhaps to understand and organize my subtle perception of reality and its definitions better and wishfully also,
get some wisdom 🙏

My wisdom is still small compared to the Universe.


I have preserved the Darker Realms forum archive in compressed form on my memory drive since Conforums have been dissolved sometime in 2018 and they have offered admins to download simple data.
Pictures and PMs have not been preserved, only unedited text material.

I can email it to you anytime .

[It’s full of interesting stuff folks , also very upstart but it would require lots of redaction work and editing . Barry is the sole owner of his input there as I’m and other members involved. Hence Barry has to decide what to do about it as much of our shared work was chronologically recorded on the small forum.

]

Thanks ahead for not killing me on holidays dear NSA,
I trust you fully.


😇

Very many thanks Agape, I had completely forgotten that any kind of forum back up was saved so yes please when you have the time kindly send me the link, I guess yes a lot of editing will be required. I doubt you would be on the NSA radar so let me put your mind at rest, those people whom put you in peril some time back I doubt were officials, their MO suggests amateurs.

¤=[Post Update]=¤


Frank Drake the father of SETI Project passed away last Friday at 92 years of age

https://arstechnica.com/science/2022/09/frank-drake-astronomer-famed-for-contributions-to-seti-has-died/?amp=1

but our search for intelligent life will continue ...


Peace to the Stars

🙏💫

RIP Frank Drake, you will be remembered for The Drake Equation if nothing else, you are now among the stars.

[Agape]

Dear Barry : I am sure the people who invited me to South America and carrying their operations there are/were no amateurs. They are mostly multitalented people with special skills and high level physical training , with intelligence worthy the debate
but be sure they are little angry and would love to prove you otherwise on that statement.

I was given conditions on my release from there and guidelines to follow.

The admin file of Darker Realms is on my phone and will be emailed to you asap 🙏



If you actually disbelieve what’s happen to me I’d have all right to disbelieve that yourself had any substantial communication with people from similar agencies :
but they are just fine people otherwise, trust me on that one


🥀🍵

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Dear Barry : I am sure the people who invited me to South America and carrying their operations there are/were no amateurs. They are mostly multitalented people with special skills and high level physical training , with intelligence worthy the debate
but be sure they are little angry and would love to prove you otherwise on that statement.

I was given conditions on my release from there and guidelines to follow.

The admin file of Darker Realms is on my phone and will be emailed to you asap 🙏



If you actually disbelieve what’s happen to me I’d have all right to disbelieve that yourself had any substantial communication with people from similar agencies :
but they are just fine people otherwise, trust me on that one


🥀🍵

My dear Agape, I have no problem accepting the facts that you underwent some very unpleasant experiences, I am merely suggesting that the way they treated you, as you described directly to me, that if they were true professionals they would have handled you and the situation in a more professional fashion, I DO know how these things operate. Its of course your choice whether you believe my past direct experiences with the team but I do recall that you and others on the DR forum were directly communicated with by Andrew and the team. I'm told Andrew was himself IN DIRECT communication with you all, not sure but Stefan also may have also place some input at DR. Your choice of course but please remember the lengths I went to to keep Kari Lynn with some CPP, or have you all forgotten?, I wish you nothing but the best and wish to see you keep safe and well. Thankyou for your kind offer of the DR backup. You like certain others I DO trust, try trusting me OK?

[Agape]

Sent safely to your maninblack at hotmail dot com address, if that’s not the right address please let me know immediately.

I will come back to reread here later . Thank you. It was a long way you know and we are 2000m above sea level and at the end of monsoon so dragging this body around a lot, up and down, trying to keep hydrated and all the rest of the life supports ,
oscillating at zero point of non locality of Universal consciousness ,

don’t hit the stones.

With kindest greetings and condolences
I’ve still failed to read the news
that Her Majesty Elisabeth the second

departed ahead of us ..


🙏💫🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Sent safely to your maninblack at hotmail dot com address, if that’s not the right address please let me know immediately.

I will come back to reread here later . Thank you. It was a long way you know and we are 2000m above sea level and at the end of monsoon so dragging this body around a lot, up and down, trying to keep hydrated and all the rest of the life supports ,
oscillating at zero point of non locality of Universal consciousness ,

don’t hit the stones.

With kindest greetings and condolences
I’ve still failed to read the news
that Her Majesty Elisabeth the second

departed ahead of us ..


🙏💫🙏

Received safely with very many thanks Agape, I will open the zip file asap. Yes we lost our monarch but the UK travels onwards. Thankyou again, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Warminster filming and meet up postponed and also Rendlesham filming and meet up likewise postponed. Hoping weekend after next will permit.

[Agape]

Dear Barry : I am sure the people who invited me to South America and carrying their operations there are/were no amateurs. They are mostly multitalented people with special skills and high level physical training , with intelligence worthy the debate
but be sure they are little angry and would love to prove you otherwise on that statement.

I was given conditions on my release from there and guidelines to follow.

The admin file of Darker Realms is on my phone and will be emailed to you asap 🙏



If you actually disbelieve what’s happen to me I’d have all right to disbelieve that yourself had any substantial communication with people from similar agencies :
but they are just fine people otherwise, trust me on that one


🥀🍵

My dear Agape, I have no problem accepting the facts that you underwent some very unpleasant experiences, I am merely suggesting that the way they treated you, as you described directly to me, that if they were true professionals they would have handled you and the situation in a more professional fashion, I DO know how these things operate. Its of course your choice whether you believe my past direct experiences with the team but I do recall that you and others on the DR forum were directly communicated with by Andrew and the team. I'm told Andrew was himself IN DIRECT communication with you all, not sure but Stefan also may have also place some input at DR. Your choice of course but please remember the lengths I went to to keep Kari Lynn with some CPP, or have you all forgotten?, I wish you nothing but the best and wish to see you keep safe and well. Thankyou for your kind offer of the DR backup. You like certain others I DO trust, try trusting me OK?


Yes those people act illegally , no matter who they are they are highly qualified professionals with names and addresses with whom I spent a year and half in Uruguay 24/7 in very intelligent discussion , among else.

I think you are intentionally misreading my input in favor of DR bias, “Andrew” is or was another Johnny Anonymous whom I’ve never seen, heard and all he ever conveyed through the forum sounded exactly like old Barry.

Don’t take any offense please but I’m talking of real physical entities with whom I spent year and half documented time in Uruguay .

The way such situations are sorted in America’s is through law courts even for minor offenses. Police are the least fortunate to involve , yes hear me well , I’m not talking of some obscure internet communications and “trust me buddy”.

Also the way they conducted straight interrogation with me in 2018 was very professional but trust me that if there was you or any other civil guy in my place you would not be alive now but buried under sand and no one would care about you anymore.

Law courts cost millions of USD even in South America especially if those people are American citizens, can last for years and would kill the soul.

For physical attack and injuries whose consequences I’ve suffered together with the rest of physical circumstances arranged by them they would have to pay for the rest of my life. But I don’t have family left who would fight for me.

Want to hear details ? NO. You do not, this is your thread and I’m not wishing to derail it anyhow.

This has NOTHING to do with you and your obscure friends who always posed as your second ego Barry.

Emergency fund was created for limited time when I was in Uruguay, unfortunately did not collect enough money to fly me far, originally I chose to fly to Cuzco ( Peru) but fainted on the bus stop.
I was sleep deprivated, fed an egg for a day and some coffee for couple of months and beaten theatrically under very special circumstances in cabin that was narrow corridor with doors closed,
played special music and all regular details of this life and the other life ( ET entity) were accessible to them and documented.

They loved me to bits otherwise and if it wasn’t for their own internal difficulties the violence towards me would never happen and I’d still be there now happily.

Please have at least that much moral strength to hear someone’s else’s testimony than yours instead claiming you know somebody 🙏 and how they operate especially after just recalling how they’ve beaten you in the car.

This is ridiculous for British citizen to claim to know “how the NSA really operates” especially in the Trump era which is over by now , I could say tons about it but never will because I’m not American citizen and it would be very discourteous from me to make any claims towards other people politics.

It’s me who has been there for nearly two years physically and I’m not proud of what has happened to me and don’t wanna t to make radio show about it.


The next time you want to make claims in interviews please bring some documentation along otherwise no one will really trust any of us anymore but be well aware that in the US and America’s in general EVERYTHING operates through law courts so if you name people and aren’t ready to law court them you get nowhere with it.

Dr Greer has hundreds of professionals in his database who had submitted testimonies WITH DOCUMENTS to be counted in so that their testimonies can be taken to Congress and openly approached.

The rest of us have either friends or no friends to help us recover .


Feel safe here on the forum I suggest where everyone knows you, respects you and loves you no matter who you are and what you say.


No “Andrew Annon” should be named as “valid part of discussion” please.

The fact we the forum members played trust because we were worried about you changes nothing on facts.

KariLynn suffered the most unfortunate fate of all the people I know about even now you are not ashamed to name her.

I’m fed up with”little lies” being sold to the audience calling out for compassion from me, yes both my mom and me were known to be kindly and compassionate beings but honest people.

There is nothing I could afford to fabricate in my life.


Neither I’ve ever preached deception.

What a shame you are taking it on me even now, to this time, claiming memory loss again and again to create more confusion and vane discussion even while I am in life situation you could never handle personally , in your children’s age, no family and no funds for survival.

I’m ashamed to be the citizen of Czech Republic who are so small minded to back off each time something happens because “they can’t profit”

and no please don’t try to talk down to me and convince me of anything

I think you overestimate your intelligence and look down at everyone else is childish at this point.

Information abound out there for those who are upto it.


🍵


And sorry for the rant but better to be truthful I suggest.

[Agape]

:coffee: :coffee: :coffee:

[Agape]

One more thing : IF there is connection between you and the “dark side of the moon(NSA)” that resulted in those heavy treatments of me in Uruguay which is beyond my estimate at the moment and if you still think of silencing me forever and arranging another “accident”,
realize I’m not in Czech Republic whose agencies are likely playing on your side

but in India who have the full Bodhgaya Report to their disposal and even though they can’t officially take care of me anyhow in case something happens to me they will investigate.

Czechs are very kindly people but have notoriety for playing Daft Ada that is underplaying any problem that does not look big enough to sort or is of obscure nature.

The truth will be found someday no matter what you are covering or who is involved.

I’ve never made any claims against any physical person so far and not intending to but i did not deserve mistrust and mistreatment received and I trusted you fully for ten years which is not little from casual human perspective and never in my life things ended bad each time for that trust, took toll on my life.

Keep calm , stay friends, for the better Spirit and end of our days , see you’ve buried me already anyway ,
not “the other way around”.


For the Disclosure Project you wanted to be involved with which is US based ( obviously ?) you have to surrender your legitimate documents to the US side , study some international law :
if you cross borders of another country even information wise you are automatically treated by that countries laws.


May Truth and Love Prevail


🙏

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Agape, well so as not to give the impression to all members here I will not go into any slanging match or tit for tat but I am totally gobsmacked as to why you have decided to go full on defensive with me. I have never ignored, belittled or spoken down to you. Over the years I have supported you in any way I could. Others may have mocked you behind your back on DR but I actually stood up for you. I do not think the members here are too impressed with details of our friendship being aired so publicly. I have never forced you or coerced you into anything no matter what you imply here. Yes my family at that time was paramount as they were going thru some very traumatic times. I kept in contact with you virtually daily as I regarded you as a friend. Why are you so wishing to stab me in the back now? I really care less if you believe my colleagues exist or not, I mentioned Kari Lynn as yes I was part of her being protected and if she was able to confirm she would tell you that directly.

I DID NOT approach Dr Greer and the Disclosure Project, THEY CONTACTED ME in the summer of 2000, right after my TIA. Any financial assistance I received from you at that time was whilst I was in yes financial difficulties and I do thankyou sincerely for that help, BTW you will be reimbursed for that in full, again thanks for airing private situations openly on the forum. I did not deliberately seduce you as you imply, I seem to recall you were in love with me and as close friends any intimacies were mutual. I did not put Kerry up to anything about you nor did anyone take the piss out of you. It was a very sincere time by all. Dropping you off at the airport in a haste as you put it was not of my choice, if you care to check every drop off is time limited to 5 minutes or a big fee is payable.

Believe what you may regarding my life, my work, my associations whatever, it means sod all to me at this stage what anyone cares to believe or not. My work documented over 55 years shows my integrity. Yes I have named names and places and stand ready in any court of law to confirm my work. Please feel free to continue having a go at me and publicly announcing our private lives etc, I cannot force you to recant nor do I wish to do so. You made the choice to throw me under the bus, you are not the first and no doubt you will not be the last. I hold no ill will or malice towards you pity you see fit the put that knife in my back, I'm sure members here appreciate a bit of tittle tattle and gossip. THANKS AGAIN Agape, really appreciate all you have done. Barry (OH BTW I have NO EGO in the manner you suggest)

[Agape]

We are all on different trajectory now and space-times coordinates and perspectives can differ so much over generations and their respective paradigms ...

It does not matter how old we are physically , this body is easy to hurt and damage.

The moment of truth is the moment of awakening before it gets lost in time forever , insignificant as we are and our misgivings


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HU7Ga7qTLDU


I’ve forwarded your PM to Bill so when the Light of Sunrise hits the shores of Ecuador my posts will be deleted from your diaries here


May Peace be with you..

Peace of heart is important to all no matter how old we are

Hearts tear and drop

Some of ours are ancient

Peace to all


🙏🌟🙏

[Johnnycomelately]

Am wishing you two the best, wellness and happiness. I trust you can, and will, find your way there. Love.

[Agape]

Am wishing you two the best, wellness and happiness. I trust you can, and will, find your way there. Love.

We are not two , we are one and many ..this all forum is about us . Threads apart, there is one about Shark fishing and torture and another about Heartbreaks and so and so on.

So is today’s humanity no matter where you go , we share the same problems otherwise we would not be able to share at all because we would not find words for our experiences .
Truth is not cut and dry , black and white , good and evil , it’s so much more complicated for all of us on the planet.

Thank you

🌟


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BkSRNDM4Z7E


I think Barry and I do not resonate on the same frequency , spiritual and emotional unless we would work together even then our lives and nature of our work is very different,
kindly stand for your truth , calmly I suggest.

Whether it concerns Dr Greer or any other person or project in the world no matter how big it seems, how important it feels to you,
counting moments for the “right thing to be done”

I’m saying it’s still insignificant compared to the whole and who we really are.

Likewise I do not like to see Barry falling from the Grace all the time and blaming someone for problems of humanity that are big enough to be sorted together .

No one man can change anything in truth.

There is much I can’t appreciate in “his world” which again is many peoples world , including gender paradigms and stereotypes ,
we are century ahead now and can not and better should not “return to the past”, repeat the same emotional dramas our parental generations threw on us,
being beaten and manipulated by them all the time,

these people in the videos are also not “me”, I’m only conveying a message that my smarter friends would understand without saying

considering how much difficulties we have to get through our days

For sure, some people are overprotective of their children but changes very little in the overall perspective and lives of billions genuine people on this planet.


Hope I can now excuse myself from this unhealthy discussion


🙏

[Johnnycomelately]

Hope I can now excuse myself from this unhealthy discussion


🙏

Be the peace.

[Agape]

Notice that our brain capacity is more advanced than Total Recall.

We can efficiently delete or lock up for better sake some of our memories and replace them with different type of memories , memory is selective. In 360” perspective of our physical environment including this screen and information units we are receiving per second we select small amount of data in movie like sequence we interact with plastically and spatially


In future I fear 😅 when they don’t like someone they will reduce them to digital photocopy then zip the file ..meant in jest of course
.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

This thread was supposed to be about Disclosure within the field of Ufology, something I have tried in my own small way to assist with and contribute to. I apologise to forum members in the way it got derailed by myself and others, and became a laughing stock of what was considered personal between friends and totally off topic gossip and back stabbing. I am at a loss as to why Agape suddenly and out of the blue decided to sit down and write at length opening to all here very personal events and with a slant towards making it seem as if she was deliberately groomed by myself and Kerry to make her look foolish to the ufo community. This is totally false as I and others have tried to assist her with the experiences she went through and bring those to the attention of the community and have those documented. At no time did anyone try to humiliate or blacken her name, unfortunately she did a pretty good job of character assassination of me here worthy of alphabet agencies. If you recall Agape when we were at dinner that Saturday evening with Kerry and the venue host it was Kerry whom suggested BOTH you and I put some weight on but said in a friendly non hostile manner.
You were not forced into anything neither was I.
All my life within Ufology I have had to put up with mud slinging, back stabbing and all manner of threats and intimidations but as I sincerely believed it was all worth it in the end in order to push Disclosure. I've taken flak from all manner of people over the years but its something when a friend, one time close friend, takes it upon themselves to ridicule and attack openly in public well I think its about time to call it a day. Its not worth the continual hassle as its getting me nowhere and only causing more grief on top of what I'm going thru right now. I am keeping to myself how things are right now and only sharing with one individual whom I believe I can trust fully. Only they know the situation and will hopefully agree that the episodes here on the forum are simply another kick in the balls for me (yes I don't do PC so tell it like it is).
I will refrain from posting here as its not worth it and besides today's generation whom only want a quick-fix to anything do not have the time or patience to drone on here with me, my generation are way past it so have no more to contribute. With that its a sorry farewell from me, hoping you all find what you are looking for and the truth will out eventually if you persist. Good luck to one and all, I will respectfully shortly ask Bill Ryan to cancel my membership with the reasons given herein. Thankyou, Barry

[Agape]

I will wait patiently at friends till this situation subsides 🙏

I’ve merely related couple dots from my memory, on 5” screen things must not take me longer than half an hour and I have zero time and energy left for this argument.

Unliked posts take few seconds to delete.


You have stressed your connection to the “dark side of the Moon” number of times through out the years,
it has changed my destiny number of times for real , what I’ve said above is just a tip of an iceberg ( quite like with the Bodhgaya ET Event Report )
and the rest of Disclosure if the field of Ufology, yes.


I’m in no shape to have an argument with your “secret forces” who most certainly supported you all that time ...


for which reason itself I’ve returned to the Himalayas away from those.


Watching the stars and the news

Peace major

🤲

[Mark]

I'm sorry to hear that, Barry. I enjoyed coming in here every once in a while to see your updates.

This is your thread, by the way. You started it and mod it. From my understanding of the way things have always worked around here, that means something. All best.

[Agape]

Respectfully, i am now giving out little hint here:

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?116903-Stepping-out-of-the-shadows-no-triggers-here&p=1516126&viewfull=1#post1516126

Right on the previous page that is 11 of this thread, on September 4 , Spirit Wolf requests data from years 2011-2014 surrounding his accident and interview back then and feels those years are in the mist for him.

I have the feeling now of mission accomplished in small way because his Memory is completely back up and functioning so I suggest we consider the previous communication starting from that post as insignificant and delete it for being personal to both of us
while Barry can now make use of his memory fully.


Apologies for brief message . Myself feeling quite exasperated due to bad weather situation and so forth but with respect to true meaning of this thread
and venues we have passed through repeatedly including g memory retrieval’s

they may come handy but it is important to detach from any emotion accompanying it and close the session.


Sarva Mangalam

All the Best

🙏🌟🙏

[Denise/Dizi]

Barry, please do not abandon Avalon as a result of this. Truly, the spirit of the thread remains, and while Agape is having some issues that she wishes to address, that does not in any way change what you are trying to do here...

[Spiral]

Barry, you are not an object of laughter at all, if anything this thread has fleshed out the depth of humanity involved in this over a lifetime.

There are always idiots looking for clickbait cheap thrills esp with ufology, but for those of us that are adults that have lived lives we feel the pathos poured out in this thread, it only makes what you have to say more valid, not less.

Maybe if you want one of the mods could collate the info posts & copy them or move them if that can't be done onto a new thread that just has UFO disclosure related material & then decide what to do with this one ?

[Agape]

Barry, please do not abandon Avalon as a result of this. Truly, the spirit of the thread remains, and while Agape is having some issues that she wishes to address, that does not in any way change what you are trying to do here...

So true, thanks Denise/Dizi 🙏 We have done more than 10 years of research and co-work over the net together, with Barry and his group, over the net, experience that enriched and sustained us spiritually at times and societies turning grey and robotic ..

Barry has requested some memories so communication happened.

My word above is as it’s standing and I’m neither in conflict with those memories or writing a book about it. I’m on long way since 2016 and in field situation as opposed to the years I could sit at computer.

Bill has addressed us days ago and offered to Barry’s suggestion that Barry can tick off any number of posts and they will be soft deleted/submerged.


For 4th time I repeat I have no intention , not even had one to continue on the topic in any manner less time to engage in any meaningless communication whatsoever.


You don’t need me to do that please: post editing takes minutes to accomplish and as I’ve stated above, session closed.

Thank you 🌟

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi everyone, after much thought and deliberation I have decided to let all posts remain, its no use trying to hide or disguise the past. I have to weather whatever storms may come my way, I would be less of a man if I did not. I do have a lot to impart here regarding my now somewhat colourful past and although I will be low key and data will be stretched over time I hope you all will have the patience to bear with me. Thankyou all, Barry

[Agape]

Keep and stay as you wish to Be 🙏 Without true selfless love the Worlds would stay apart and this very world would break to pieces.

Without love we would not be prompted to deliver our message, without love we would never be heard .

Life hurts us sometimes but it is to be lived, of all things the most.

Life, love, awareness, information fields, consciousness, it all seems to expand with super speed, breaking al velocities and all prejudice we ever had towards our selves and towards the Universe.

Life is powerful but only the subtle power of love and intelligence binds us together keeping our souls afloat

in the Universal Sea of Tranquility and its endless Storms.


🙏

[Denise/Dizi]

How are you doing Barry??? We miss you!!!

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Hi Denise, Hi everyone, been keeping myself occupied with some research after talking with someone whom was involved in a kept hidden from public close range ufo encounter. I hope to be able to bring the whole encounter into the public domain soon. Healthwise its crap but will not get into that, Denise not sure if you are having problems with your emails but please check them. All for now, Barry

[SPIRIT WOLF]

So far 9 filming locations completed, Warminster and now Rendlesham added. The new close range case as mentioned above is from the Rendlesham area. Family member has over past few months observed a shadowy figure roam the upstairs of the house, no interaction or conflict simply observed a number of times. Whilst out in the backyard at dawn, out for a ciggie , watched with total amazement the sudden appearance of 3 tall shadowy figures standing apart on both sides of the lawn. These were roughly human in size but totally devoid of any features, shadowy is best description. Happened so fast appeared then disappeared so no time to call for others to witness nor get phone in order to capture on film. Had so many odd weird things happen in my life, and to an extent, my immediate family, that nothing fazes us anymore. Its all part and parcel of my life here. Paranormal if thats what could be termed for these incidents has plagued me since early childhood so nothing new can surprise or worry me anymore. Thats all. Thought you would like to know old Baz still has silly things happen in his life.

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I noticed this youtube video the other day not realising it was about Peasemore. I have not watched it in its entirety as was surprised at the innaccuracies and outright lies so decided to post a comment on the youtube page which has been deleted, even the minor comment was deleted re where facility was located. Lucky I took screenshots. The truth is often distorted and much in the way of misinformation pervades the internet. I try to keep records straight but I'm up against those whom wish to muddy the waters. Here is the link to the video and the screenshots.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8ZZ49yb3S0


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8ZZ49yb3S0

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[SPIRIT WOLF]

Location filming will resume in the Spring of 2023, as of this date approx. 4.5 hours of pre-edit film exists. The book is at draft page 336 and continues sporadically. My apologies for not posting a Seasons Greetings post here but hope everyone had a great Christmas, now looking forwards to 2023 with a little bit of anxiety and worry but guess all will work out fine in the end. God bless you all.

[Denise/Dizi]

Barry we miss you, and hope all is well! We look forward to your works!

[Denise/Dizi]

For all of those waiting for Mr. King to return to the thread to post.... Barry has been very unwell as of recently... While he is dealing with those health crisis's, (multiple) he is also adjusting to medications that they have him on... and getting plenty of rest...

I have come to learn that Barry had a very real, and very serious situation recently... And he left us for quite some time, until emergency services decided his little astral trip had gone on long enough.. I won't say more, as this is his experience to share, should he choose to.. The point of posting this is to let everyone know he is okay, and in high spirits, and fighting the good fight!

I do speak to him frequently, and I asked him if I could post this here... As I know he would never start something he had no intentions to follow through on... As he is a man of integrity...

So I wanted to let you know that if he can, and feels well enough to do so, he will continue to share, and if not, I hope that people understand, and send the warmest wishes, for a complete recovery to him!

Any and all well wishes and healing energy that can be sent to him and his loved ones at this time, would be greatly appreciated by myself, and I am sure his family as well!

I will update the thread, if he asks me to share anything soecifically... And I DO hope that those who found this thread find his past disclosures and truly examine them with an open mind, as he has shared a lot of truth, that was, in my opinion, before it's time, and VERY relevant now!

Get well soon Barry!!! We love you!

[Harmony]

Barry, may you and your family be well. We hope to see you back soon and able to continue sharing here on the forum and continue with your endevours. Love and prayers to you and your family, and thank you to Denise for updating us on Barry's well being :heart:

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Caught in a moment of silliness..........................(Available on Amazon LOL) Actual vid cannot be uploaded?


https://www.youtube.com/shorts/GAdfEtz6GPg

[Denise/Dizi]

Glad you are feeling a little better!

[SPIRIT WOLF]

I'm watching this right now with gritted teeth and high blood pressure.................................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK1ZeucciQg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK1ZeucciQg

[Bluegreen]

https://yt3.ggpht.com/ytc/AGIKgqPFzyGg6PenbsiLCfz3nkrN5X5vl-BLKXcFgJOw=s48-c-k-c0x00ffffff-no-rj

VID 20230430 035332

(0:20)
GAdfEtz6GPg

[Johnnycomelately]

I'm watching this right now with gritted teeth and high blood pressure.................................

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jK1ZeucciQg



Hi Barry. I watched all of this (1:02:29), first because it is interesting, and also to try to see what bothers you about it.

I am sorry if I have missed previous indications of possible skepticism you may have for Greer. As a light (not much) reader of this topic, I recall having somewhat of a distaste for him.

Anyways, that is my question. Nice to see you back, and hope you are well.

- John

[SPIRIT WOLF]

Dr Greer at 2009 Barcelona Exopolitics re Stagecraft, ARV, and PLFs

FYI, for those not familiar with my grudge against Dr Greer I will briefly explain. In the attached Barcelona vid, the final few minutes of his presentation there. He talks of ARVs, Psychotronics, and as he puts it "3rd and most importantly, PLFs, Programmed Life Forms, these are man made, they are Alien but not extraterrestrial".

In other talks when he mentions these PLFs he states that he receives the most threats when discussing them.

Now, Greer did not mention PLFs in any way until mid 2000s, then giving more details in this 2009 talk. Later talks he goes into more details as to where they are made, he knows all the locations etc etc. Talking as if this is his own disclosures.

NOTE..............Between 1994 and 2000 I personally disclosed these man made greys, from a UK facility I worked at 1979-81. They were called PGLFs, Programmed Generated Life Forms. Greer stole my disclosures and now uses them as his own. I released global documents between 1994 and 2000, copies of which were given to Greer in summer of 2000 whilst he was at Glastonbury so he knew of MY disclosures from that date. Seems he gave it a few years before using MY information as his own.

In the summer of 2000 I suffered a TIA and when Miles Johnston and a lady from Greer's CSETI team interviewed me at home and at Woodbridge I was still in recovery and not at my best which can be seen in the vids released by Miles. Speaking on the phone with Greer's team in that period I was asked if I could travel to see Greer in person as he wished to interview me. Unfortunately as was recovering from that TIA I stated it was impossible, so they arranged a special courier to collect my documents, over 500 A4 pages, and hand deliver them to Greer.

Greer has constantly thrown me under the bus saying my disclosures could not be verified sufficiently, how in hell can such a covert program and facility be verified to his expectations? Damn well impossible, the NSA are not ones to let their data be easily checked by someone such as him!.

In December of 2000 I received a phone call from 2 guys whom said they were in Scotland and being from Dr Greer's Disclosure Project team and wanted to call to see me and interview me on behalf of the Disclosure Project. I was still unwell, and told them I had already been interviewed by CSETI months before and at that moment was not 100% fit and well. They said they had enough data anyways in order to place within the Disclosure Project witnesss archives.

To this day Greer still uses MY data as his own, so yes without him giving me credit for being the ONLY and ORIGINAL source of the PGLF/PLF technology I am naturally really pissed off about it. Under any other circumstances what he has done would be called Plagiarism.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Mu97-HQT78