Crazy awakening story: I can see inside bodies

[Patrice]

Hello,

My story is absolutely nuts. I am now 52 years old.

4 years ago I was ask to do a cooperation to build a website which was a dentist directory. Since my friends are in foreign countries, I put my legal terms on the website. But this directory was done without respecting anything, yes we did **** work. The french dentist association sued the hell out of me ( we used their names without permission etc. ), also the website was deceptive in term of message, it lead the consumer to think they could reach a dentist even when they were closed. So i got sued... That is when the nightmare began, i had to go to police interviews ( like Better business bureau if you wish, in france it is a "commercial police", which is a special division of the police ). I risked 300 000€ of fine and 3 years of jail for "false advertising".

Everyday for almost a year, i would go to bed hoping to not wake up the next day ( I didn't have suicidal thoughts ).

I eventually started meditation and one day, yes, something happened. I entered into the light, i was laughing so hard, pure bliss. This is when everything started.
Then i decided to take care of myself and that i'd be done in the capitalistic rat race, i just went to get a massage for the first time in my left, i even went every week! My life started to change slowly. Then eventually I started to see things when people touched me (first time it was my masseuse, i could see a heart, representing her mood ). Then it happened with more and more people, I would get to see "emojis" representing their mood of the moment.

Then one day, something incredible happened, i saw a X RAY of a person's body, i was inside and I could see her disease. But that came with a message !! " go get this medicine from the doctor"! So she did, she was sick for years and years, nobody figured out what she had. And now she is fine, she totally recovered. Not a single diagnostic she got from scientific method could find what she had. It ended up being a parasite that nobody knows about in France.

Then this happened more and more with people. And I realised I could do this remotely too. So i tried with people from forums, without a photo, without even knowing their names. The information I received was correct, all the people confirmed the medical condition i could describe to the best of my vocabulary (i'm not a doctor, so I use regular words to explain what i see ).
Then crazy things happened, After reading people, I started vomitting sound ( it's like gagging, but long ). And some people started to heal quickly. Within hours or days. It reminded me of the movie "the green mile". This is exactly what is happening.
So I went to see mediums to ask them what's going on, and they all told me the same thing "you are a washing machine, you can transmute crap energy, and then people can start to heal themselves /recover".
Then sometimes I start to lucid dream about people's diseases, and I can talk with their organs, see energies working on them etc. and some of them would just recover miraculously or feel my dream, the next day they would tell me that they had a crazy night or something like that. It was full HD, like a movie with a little "spaceship" inside the person's body.

This is my crazy journey those last 3 years, and now i'm trying to help people with what we can do together.

And the end result of my lawsuit, they asked for a settlement, without going to court, I could negociate directly with the Police. I just paid a regular fine ( 75 000€ ), so i'm still paying for that (i had to borrow money, this is a lot of money for a little home business ), but I didn't go to jail woowoo!

I'm starting my journey trying to share this gift to be used with people and science (I believe both are needed for optimal healthcare trajectory, obviously i'm not going to repair a broken hand or leg by magic ), I have had doctors getting readings from me, and yes, their jaw drops everytme, some can even feel it remotely (like pressure or tingling on their bodies, or vertebraes being replaced etc.. ) It's magical and fascinating.

[Strat]

Have you considered volunteering at a children's hospital?

[Bill Ryan]

Thanks for sharing the terrific story, and a very warm welcome to the forum — and you're not alone. :bearhug: (Though this seems to be a very rare gift.)

Natasha Demkina – The Girl With X-Ray Vision


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKo5xVpYJRQ
The video text:
Born in Saransk, Russia in 1987 Natasha Demkina (Natalya Nikolayevna Demkina) at the age of ten developed a strange vision. She could see inside a human body. This happened after Natasha was operated for her appendix.

“I was at home with my mother and suddenly I had a vision. I could see inside my mother’s body and I started telling her about the organs I could see. Now, I have to switch from my regular vision to what I call medical vision. For a fraction of a second, I see a colorful picture inside the person and then I start to analyze It.” says Demkina.

After this Natasha’s story started spreading in the neighborhood. People began gathering outside her house to figure out their sicknesses. On hearing her stories, doctors in her hometown decided to put her to test. Natasha was taken to a local children hospital where she correctly diagnosed the children.

She used pictures to show the doctors. She showed one of the doctors a picture of his stomach with something in it. That was his ulcer. Using her vision she also corrected a wrong diagnosis made by the doctors about a lady who was said to be suffering from cancer. Natasha examined her and said that it was just a small cyst and not cancer.

After several examinations it was revealed that the woman indeed did not have cancer. Stories of Natasha reached UK through the newspaper, The Sun. In 2004 Natasha was brought to UK to test her vision. Natasha could locate the injuries of a person who had a car accident a year before.

In England she also examined a resident doctor Chris Steele of This Morning TV show. She correctly told him about the operations he had undergone and then told him that he was suffering from gall stones, kidney stones, enlarged pancreas and enlarged liver.

Immediately the doctor went for a scan to find that all the diagnosis made by Natasha were accurate. He found that he had a tumor in his intestines, but was not life threatening. The Discovery Channel then decided to test her in New York.

There were seven patients and Natasha had to diagnose any five. Natasha could diagnose only four and was told that she had failed the test. This experiment remains a controversy till date. Later she was tested by Professor Yoshio Machi from the Department of Electronics at Tokyo Denki University.

After setting a few ground rules for the tests Natasha was successful in passing. She could locate a prosthetic knee and discovered that a woman was pregnant. Later Natasha also started charging patients for diagnosis. Since January 2006, Demkina is working for the Center of Special Diagnostics of the Natalya Demkina (TSSD), whose stated purpose is to diagnose and treat illness in cooperation with “experts possessing unusual abilities, folk healers and professionals of traditional medicine. Natasha Demkina still remains a controversial subject. And here's her Wiki page:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Natasha_Demkina

Natalya "Natasha" Nikolayevna Demkina (born 1987 in Saransk, Mordovia) is a Russian woman who claims to possess a special vision that allows her to look inside human bodies and see organs and tissues, and thereby make medical diagnoses. Since the age of ten, she has performed readings in Russia. She is widely known by the childhood variant of her given name, Natasha.

In 2004 she appeared on television shows in the United Kingdom, on the Discovery Channel and in Japan. Since 2004 Demkina has been a full-time student of the Semashko State Stomatological University, Moscow. Since January 2006, Demkina has worked for the Center of Special Diagnostics of Natalya Demkina (https://web.archive.org/web/20071224182520/http://www.demkina.ru/) (TSSD), whose stated purpose is to diagnose and treat illness in cooperation with "experts possessing unusual abilities, folk healers and professionals of traditional medicine".

[Ravenlocke]

Hello Patrice,
What a beautiful story you shared, what a transformation you went through. I’m glad to hear you didn’t go to jail but sorry you have to pay a fine. Still this whole incident lead you through quite a self discovery journey which is really great.

By any chance have you ever heard of Caroline Myss? She’s a medical intuitive and teacher now, who has written several books about her experience as medical intuitive and what she has learned etc. Her first book was called Anatomy of the Spirit. Maybe her information may help you in your journey.:flower:






Mod note from Bill:
It's in the library, here (https://avalonlibrary.net/ebooks/Caroline%20Myss%20-%20Anatomy%20of%20the%20spirit%20-%20The%20Seven%20Stages%20of%20Power%20and%20Healing.pdf). :thumbsup:

[Brigantia]

I once knew a woman who was very psychic, she said that it was a gift that was a double-edged sword. She told me that she was in a pub once, and there was a man sitting at the bar and she saw that he had stomach cancer.

That put her in one heck of a dilemma; should she walk up to a total stranger and tell him? In the end she didn't, but it haunted her thereafter.

[Sunny-side-up]

Great story Patrice and welcome to Avalon.

[Patrice]

I already do volunteer work , but I still have to pay the bills. I used to do a free reading every week when i knew nobody, i would just ask "universe please give me a patient", and I have absolutely no doubt I had real people, because i would see things that are just too precise to manifest with imagination of a non medical person.

I'm slowly shifting my digital marketing career to this work, and i'm trying to find a balance (i'm trying to work on a donation based, which i think fits me very well ), because i get people from countries with lower income as the western world, 20$ is huge for them, where a Californian tech worker would pay me 200 or 300 sometimes. (I do not do this full time yet , but I think that's where i'm heading).

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Yes, i've seen Caroline's website. I got contacted by Tina Zion ( X Ray vision too ), and Laura Kamm also. I'm just starting my journey, and it's going really fast. I don't know if it's ok to share my website here, but in case you want to see what i see, i've put a couple of screenshots ( https://www.nightshiftguy.com/ ) . I used to dream it completely in full HD colors etc.. it is nuts when this happens, but this forces to wake me up and write down everything, which was not very convenient. I believe it was part of my "accelerated training".

[Mark (Star Mariner)]

Welcome Patrice, that's a fascinating and amazing story. I've heard several similar accounts before, of spontaneous 'spiritual transformations'. Though indeed rare they're not unprecedented. Two I'm aware of with people I actually know. The most remarkable happened to a close friend of the family about 25 years ago. A salt of the earth local chap, a plumber by trade, and as down to earth as you can get. Then one day on a beer run to a local supermarket it "hit him", as he described it. A shaft of golden/white energy shone down from the ceiling - while he was walking down one of the aisles - and it lifted him off his feet. For a few seconds, believe it or not, he was airborne.

The beam was pure light, pure love. And from it he "downloaded" -- I'm not sure what. But he found his life's purpose, to be a healer.

And that's what he became.

As a spiritual healer (hand's on as well as absent) he touched many, many lives, including members of my own family - one, who had cancer about twenty years ago, he worked with closely for several weeks and that cancer went into remission before the chemo.

He's still around and still healing, although he doesn't get around as much these days due to age.

[Patrice]

Well, i'm not a healer, i didn't receive such message. I'm a networker, my gift is really to get people to go see the right practioner. I can tell them "go see this person, or that dentist, or quick go to the doctor". Healing came as a "bonus", i seem to be a "energetical handy man", i have the capacity to transmute a lot of crap, that's for sure. I don't only see diseases of course as you imagine, i can see some serious dark stuff and clear it ( rape, violent past stories etc.. ). People find back their joy in no time, there's some sort of trauma release that happens during the sessions. It is fascinating.

[Pam]

Patrice, this is a very interesting gift. Do you have a technique that prevents the transfer of the energetic distortion you are finding in the people you are working with to yourself? That can be a issue for some people that work with energy. Taking on the distortion themselves.Perhaps because you are in a sense functioning as a referral system you observe but don't actively interact or manipulate the information that is creating illness.

What do you think about the premise that whatever dynamics that have led to the condition may well simply recreate the "illness" if not addressed? I would appreciate your take on this. Thanks ahead of time.

[Parsi-X]

Welcome Patrice... after my awakening I've started seeing my auric field.. who knows where life will take me next.. But after reading your story, I am compelled to write that I feel extremely positive and peaceful vibes from your words.

[Icare]

Welcome, Patrice,

that is a truly amazing gift and the way you received it is absolutely fascinating.

Thank you for sharing that story with us! :)


May I ask you, can you see differences in vaxxed and unvaxxed people?

[shaberon]

Very nice.

I will corroborate you to a limited extent. I have had moments of clairvoyance that were the same--ability to see the body that is, for lack of a better term, an x-ray.

The difference is that I just found it curious and never did anything useful with it. But I never had that level of detail about diseases either. I can only say yes, it is possible to do this, without exactly trying to.

Whatever assists healing is a total plus. There are healers who might not claim to see anything special, and, there is the technique of remote healing. I am not sure you can work your way around as if it were different classes in school--you find your way into a niche, and, if that happens to include "remarkable powers of diagnosis", it washes away the petty sins of violating some of man's minor rules such as "false advertising"--that means a lot more when you advertise an unsafe product as safe, compared to not listing opening times properly.


If I knew what to do with our goat, right now, I would try--he may be headed for emergency surgery, I am afraid we gave our pet goats urinary stones by sharing too much human food. We just had a field vet try some outpatient snipping, and it may have gotten one stone, but she said chances are that means there would be more. If I knew how to visualize the right music into them so they would disintegrate, like ultrasound, I would do it. But so far I personally cannot do anything like that. Today is kind of critical, if he is still going.

[Eagle Eye]

If you sense the entities attachment in other people, be ready to protect yourself before starting to spot them. They will try to attack the moment they know they are being watched.

[Heart to heart]

Welcome Patrice

This is an amazing gift you have been given, thank you for sharing.

I personally feel that with the way the world is going now healers like yourself will be very much in demand to counteract and heal the damage incurred by the jab. Pharmaceuticals are definitely not the way to go!

You are very blessed❤️

[Open Minded Dude]

Well, i'm not a healer, i didn't receive such message. I'm a networker, my gift is really to get people to go see the right practioner. I can tell them "go see this person, or that dentist, or quick go to the doctor". Healing came as a "bonus", i seem to be a "energetical handy man", i have the capacity to transmute a lot of crap, that's for sure. I don't only see diseases of course as you imagine, i can see some serious dark stuff and clear it ( rape, violent past stories etc.. ). People find back their joy in no time, there's some sort of trauma release that happens during the sessions. It is fascinating.

I think you are a healer. You do not need a message (from whom anyway?). Anybody can be a healer, you don't need to be appointed. And if 'networking' leads to healing then your are a healer too. Don't sell yourself short.
;)
Moreover, from what your write literally "i have the capacity to transmute a lot of crap", "i can see some serious dark stuff and clear it ( rape, violent past stories etc.. )", "there's some sort of trauma release that happens during the sessions"... well, this makes you a perfect healer in my book. Healing is what you DO and this then becomes also part of what your ARE.

[shaberon]

I'd like to add something after today's sheer panic: a slightly different form of psychism, clairsentience.


First of all, our Nubian hates getting stuffed, and so today, he ran, urinated, and browsed. That's called a "good goat".

Our pygmy expired within only a few days. And when he did, I could sense it.

I am on the second floor, and he was under the porch--basically right outside my window, thirty feet down.

It was about four in the morning, and I could feel a ball of heat with his scent, as if it were floating up to heaven, and I knew that was it. Although it was heat, it was so because of what you might call "a million points of electricity"--which are usually plugged in to the organism, which is why it is alive.

I also think he may have pulled my brake hose in the driveway, so I didn't die on the road.

In a living organism--a person--it is these millions of electrical switches that have always given me an "instinct" about when someone is lying, or, the easy way to tell a consciousness that is riveted to external material factors.

I believe it is this same thing, which, so to speak, concentrated in the eyes, allows you to see non-material images. Paradoxically, of course, since material isn't even real, but it is alive, everything glows limitedly. And then you can get immaterial physical visions, such as the x-ray effect, or a Kirlian effect that is obviously the physical body in its truer condition.

From there, I found the more concentrated and refined, it then peels or sheds the physical world altogether, and you start seeing the sentience without the body. Depending on who, depends on how it looks.

In my case, the clairsentience and minor physical clairvoyance has always been there; I thought everyone knew it. I was probably ten before it occurred to me how materialized people usually are.

I have used the concentrated version to scan people who are household names. For instance, the author, Glenn Mullin, in person--or, Paramahamsa Yogananda was so pure that a photograph of him does it--i. e., the cover of Autobiography.

I am not sure we need to understand it interpretively, such as green diamonds or blue streaks means x or y, but, as an extension of the same things that are already important--things like honesty and healing--I completely agree this kind of thing can be quite valid and real.

[Patrice]

Patrice, this is a very interesting gift. Do you have a technique that prevents the transfer of the energetic distortion you are finding in the people you are working with to yourself? That can be a issue for some people that work with energy. Taking on the distortion themselves.Perhaps because you are in a sense functioning as a referral system you observe but don't actively interact or manipulate the information that is creating illness.

What do you think about the premise that whatever dynamics that have led to the condition may well simply recreate the "illness" if not addressed? I would appreciate your take on this. Thanks ahead of time.

I don't have this distortion, I have done research with other healers and medium. It happears that i have learned this in "previous lives", and I am remembering how to do this type of work.

I am very careful about protecting myself anyway, in case, better be safe than sorry. I am working with a nepalese priestess who can see energies for my protection , she is teaching me a lot about this and also cleaning myself up in case something happens. I also work with a team of other healers that are checking me up every week. (one of them can see energies with her eyes open ).



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Welcome, Patrice,

that is a truly amazing gift and the way you received it is absolutely fascinating.

Thank you for sharing that story with us! :)


May I ask you, can you see differences in vaxxed and unvaxxed people?

I don't know, i never thought of watching this, i will try.

[Arcturian108]

Patrice,
Welcome to our forum. There are lots of good resources here. It sounds like you already have a support group to guide you through your process, but if you ever feel that you want more help, I offer my aid as well. I have 30 years experience, in this lifetime, as a psychic-spiritual energy healer. I am in the Eastern U.S. time zone.

[Patrice]

Patrice,
Welcome to our forum. There are lots of good resources here. It sounds like you already have a support group to guide you through your process, but if you ever feel that you want more help, I offer my aid as well. I have 30 years experience, in this lifetime, as a psychic-spiritual energy healer. I am in the Eastern U.S. time zone.

Lol you cracked me up with your location, i always sing "country road... take me home , blue ridge mountains" hahahaha, you are so funny Mr Arcturian :D

[Johan (Keyholder)]

Welcome to the forum Patrice! Quite special experiences you indeed have.

"Mr. Arcturian" is actually a very nice lady and author.
Her book, "Your Multiple Souls" is a very interesting read. I bought and read it a while ago now.

There are quite a few different healers on this forum.
Connecting with others (healers as well as others) looks like a good idea to me.

Your healing abilities remind me of Edgar Cayce. The "sleeping prophet" had to get into
a sort of trance though and then he also could see what was wrong with a person. Plus
give advice on how to cure the dis-ease. Strange thing, when "asleep", he always used the
plural "We".

[Patrice]

Oh weird, i always say " they work" "theyt are working on..." .

I have met an arcturian once. But i couldn't speak, i was in tears, the level of love was so intense that it left me speechless.

than you