Recent feelings: Any members on here 'on edge and sense of foreboding'

[mizo]

I'm kinda used to many years of researching and observing many ills and wrongness in our world, I usually can manage OK any negative information if it becomes too much to bear.

Although, during the last few days I have been feeling something awful is about to happen.

Anyone else sensing or feeling this?

It feels like a culmination of many catastrophic events are about to happen... I cannot put my finger on 'what or where' but the 'when' feels quite imminent.

It could be I need to take more time-out than I usually do, to take stock... it certainly doesn't help that there's been very little showing of blue skies it seems there's far too much dreary and inclement weather in the UK.

Please feel free to add your thoughts to this.

[Johnnycomelately]

Hi Mizo. Sounds like you are lacking what sunlight gives us.

If that is the case, and you could use some Vitamin D action, please note that the much more fast-acting ~metabolite “calcifediol” is available in Spain, according to Dr. John Campbell (Nurse Practitioner, Ret’d).

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9102909/

[Harmony]

There really are so many things going on in the world that seem to be on the verge of breaking point somehow. Also, some astrological forces with the planetary movements can really affect us as well, the sun and forces that are unseen with the eyes but felt deeply on other levels that we might be picking up, collective emotions and thoughts. I can imagine all the talk around the coming eclipse etc. are "in the air" as well as the usual cabal type plans around the world.


Keeping centered and staying in the most positive field we can create does help individually and collectively. It is possible unsettling energetics are purposefully being broadcast, so setting our own field can naturally deflect them if that is the case. This has happened a few times in the past years, this kind of overwhelming feeling of doom, and has been discussed on the forum every so often.


Being aware of those energies and knowing they are likely outside of your own thoughts can be helpful and shine a light on being present and retuning our energetics with our breath, thoughts and prayers, feelings of thankfulness and the power to readjust. Knowing you can move and make changes if necessary can be helpful and in the event of necessary action that might need to be taken, a clearer head to decide what may need to happen in our personal circumstances.. Thank you for bringing attention to what you are sensing :flower:

[DNA]

Of course.
There is this song from the movie Scott Pilgrim.
It's first couple lines are.

Hello again friend of a friend I knew so well
Our common goal was waiting for the world to End.

I often times find myself singing or humming this song.
It's a good song.
jtrmWnFAHYE

Here is the original from the band metric that actually wrote the song.

FP6nYVOyFSk

But the answer to your question is a resounding yes

[Jim_Duyer]

I spoke with my relatives in the USA recently, haven't for awhile, and one lives in Washington state in the mountains and the other in Florida. Both recommend that I start stockpiling food! They are experiencing a high level of anxiety that something will happen to Trump causing a Civil War type event by Nov.
I was nervous as well, much as you describe - some event about to happen that will impact on all our lives.
But then it hit me. With the sudden and unexpected changes going on - Hollywood now rejecting woke stuff, some Dems changing to Republicans, Police seeming to get tougher, not much talk about gun control as before, and everyone, literally, now worried about the influx over the border (which has been ongoing for years), and Trump winning crooked lawsuits one after the other, and Joe acting much more insane than usual, perhaps something else is afoot.
Perhaps this is all part of a plan to get Trump back, and back solid, with all of us cheering. And of course, when Trump tells us that digital currency is good, and the new improved injections are good and needed for the even more horrific plandemic, etc., then the deep state gets what they wanted all along - someone who can slip things in that we would not normally stand for. I voted for Trump twice but now I am having some problems. I don't like the shoe sales, nor the Bible sales, nor his sudden appearance of having come to Jesus, when previously he voted, as I mentioned in a prior post - to uphold the Noahic laws in the USA - and these laws run contrary to Christianity.
It would be the perfect way to put in place long lasting enslavement - one, make up an underdog, as if a Billionaire can even be an underdog, two, have him narrowly beat a great many unfair trials, three have him elected with outstanding percentages and beating whoever the Dems put in place at the last minute, because we all know that it will not be Joe, and four, have him begin to do things that he can sell - things that we normally would not buy.
We need to be especially careful in the upcoming months - and if that causes ill boding and anxiety so be it.

[Pam]

Yep, I feel it thick in the air. I almost feel a sense of panic to run away from it. What I have decided to do is just sit with it. When the "panic" level seems almost more than I can bare I have decided to just sit with the feeling. Not try to distract it, modify it, do anything but just sit with the feeling of it. I have to agree with Harmony, it's a combination. The sun and other astral elements are definitely sending out powerful information or energetic wave forms and we have the nasties doing their evil thing, it's all mixed together. It all has the potential to be crazy making because there is a huge amount of intensity out there. It manifests in a million ways, disease (dis---ease), mental instability, steps toward heightened awareness, it magnifies what is.

This will sound incredibly weird but I have been purging huge amounts of sorrow. Some of it is my own, but most of it isn't even from my personal experiences. I am just processing sorrow. I tell you, there has been incredible sorrow experienced in this realm, not just human, I am experiencing all sorrow, sentient life forms, the earth, all of it. I know that sounds really crazy, but I don't care if I sound crazy any longer. This whole thing is about manifesting authenticity. That is my take anyway. The closer you can get to your authentic self, to break the frigging programs down the better off you will be.

If you want to invert the inversion, become your authentic self, knock out as much cognitive dissonance as you can. This is almost an unbearable task, but it is the task we are given. We are not here at this time to be distracted weaklings, to pick sides, to get lost in distractions. We are here to find our highest selves and bring that out into the open, right up to the last breath we take in this experience. Have I mastered this, heck no, but I aspire to this. I am becoming this.

Another thing I have been doing every morning is working through the Hemi-sync Gateway experience meditations. Someone on the forum and I don't even remember who shared the Robert Monroe gateway tapes for free from The Internet Archive but I thank them now. The whole dang series is on there and they are amazing. If they haven't been downloaded to the Avalon library they should be. There are more these are just the first tapes.

https://archive.org/details/the-gateway-experience-wave-i

[Pam]

I spoke with my relatives in the USA recently, haven't for awhile, and one lives in Washington state in the mountains and the other in Florida. Both recommend that I start stockpiling food! They are experiencing a high level of anxiety that something will happen to Trump causing a Civil War type event by Nov.
I was nervous as well, much as you describe - some event about to happen that will impact on all our lives.
But then it hit me. With the sudden and unexpected changes going on - Hollywood now rejecting woke stuff, some Dems changing to Republicans, Police seeming to get tougher, not much talk about gun control as before, and everyone, literally, now worried about the influx over the border (which has been ongoing for years), and Trump winning crooked lawsuits one after the other, and Joe acting much more insane than usual, perhaps something else is afoot.
Perhaps this is all part of a plan to get Trump back, and back solid, with all of us cheering. And of course, when Trump tells us that digital currency is good, and the new improved injections are good and needed for the even more horrific plandemic, etc., then the deep state gets what they wanted all along - someone who can slip things in that we would not normally stand for. I voted for Trump twice but now I am having some problems. I don't like the shoe sales, nor the Bible sales, nor his sudden appearance of having come to Jesus, when previously he voted, as I mentioned in a prior post - to uphold the Noahic laws in the USA - and these laws run contrary to Christianity.
It would be the perfect way to put in place long lasting enslavement - one, make up an underdog, as if a Billionaire can even be an underdog, two, have him narrowly beat a great many unfair trials, three have him elected with outstanding percentages and beating whoever the Dems put in place at the last minute, because we all know that it will not be Joe, and four, have him begin to do things that he can sell - things that we normally would not buy.
We need to be especially careful in the upcoming months - and if that causes ill boding and anxiety so be it.

Jim, very interesting post. This place is always an inversion. It is a very clever, cunning inversion and you are very likely onto something. Never, ever forget that this place is an inversion and it happens on a a fractal level. I marvel at how clever and sophisticated the inversion is. At the end of the day it is still a shell game. No matter how they dress it up and make it all pretty. The insanity that is happening is simply not organic cause and effect. It is now being played out to the max, it is worse than a cheap soap opera, it is ridiculous. It has to be made so obvious that anyone can get it. What wouldn't we do for a hero to come and save us? Even one that has never admitted the vax has caused any harm. We literally have a "commander and chief" who literally could not land a job as a Walmart greeter. I mean that when I say that.

When you look back and see the progression of events that have happened for generation, it is simply not believable that any humans on their own would make multi generational plans for a totalitarian world government. That is simply not the way we humans operate.Not unless they are being guided, manipulated, coerced or who knows what.

Anyway, I appreciate your level of understanding and realize the cunning nature of this drama we are participating in.

[Brigantia]

Yes, these are strange times with strange energies. I'm feeling a lot more 'flat' and de-energised with the start of spring than I normally do.

All is not too bad at my local level, but the state of Britain with its politics and society in turmoil, public 'servants' who no longer serve the people and the high strangeness surrounding the royals aren't helping. It all feels like a mighty storm is brewing. Many people don't have enough money, are being evicted from their homes and relying on food banks to survive. Once-thriving urban areas are turning into ghettoes. Having lived through far more prosperous times I despair at what my country has become; though I miss them terribly, I think it merciful that my parents and grandparents aren't around to see our society turned upside-down.

I try to look on the positives and stay grounded; we can meet all our essentials and the rest allows for some treats and savings so we're nowhere near as badly off as some. I get something on every shopping trip for the food bank.

[avid]

Can’t quite put my finger on anything in particular - apart from Palestine/Ukraine/Israhell/lying governments/corruption/greedy corporations/stinking sewerage spills/potholes/continuous wet weather/NHS waiting and waiting lists/farming fiascos et al, just keep waking up in a dire despond lately, unmotivated, what’s the point? Ah well, if it wasn’t for my neighbour’s cat visiting me daily I might as well not exist. Bless him 😻

[ZenBaller]

Yes, what you're saying makes sense. We're in the middle of an eclipse period. Fears, insecurities and emotional wounds are surfacing for all of us, magnified.

It happens for a good reason though. It's a good chance for us to see what we fear, identify it and start the healing process.

[palehorse]

Hi Mizo, I hope you overcome it, because whatever is going to happen in this or in that timeline it will happen.. so just let it flow like water, like Mr. Lee said once.

[Paul D.]

The trouble I have with the " something really bad is going to happen " sentiment ,is , that it already has ...& has been happening for God knows how long . The past & the present have been & are plenty bad enough . I don't know, but such a sentiment could be mainly fear & maybe, presently that fear is being amped up as well.
They say the opposite of fear is love don't they .

[Losus4]

Sounds like you've just been OD'ing on all the fear porn. It's easy to get hooked on it. And not having your fix of "the next awful thing" can be just as bad as the "thing" itself. The issue with a lot of people is that their dopamine receptors are completely fried. The end result is that nothing feels good anymore. I've seen the same discussions about movies, music and videogames.. it's becoming harder to enjoy these simple pleasures without also doomscrolling at the same time.

We all had a lot of courage to volunteer to be incarnated at this moment in Earth's history. We're living in Godless times that's for sure. We're living in an era in which a woman can earn more money selling her dirty underwear than a qualified tradesman can earn in a month. A collapse is inevitable, and the sooner it arrives the better. I think many people are secretly hoping for this collapse, for something, anything, to come and change this current system.

[bojancan]

On both sides of my existing now, having home... here in beautiful Canadian Rockies and in beautiful Slovenia... everything what is happening is happening with the reason...
I am feeling myself the same... here or there... not different because of changes of arias, be more safe here or there... everything in the universe operates by the same laws....
Day is followed by night... What goes up must come down....

Thru my long life... I found out, that life is a series of opposites ... black and white... tall and short... light and dark... cold and hot...thick and thin... easy and hard... far and near... past and present... today and yesterday or today and tomorrow... beautiful and ugly... rich and poor... success and failure... good and bad... and the series is endless....

All of this, can contribute to our well being too... our inner knowing.. that we can live with the knowledge, that when things go bad, they will become good eventually....
Nothing is permanent....
This also precludes/ forecast unrealistic expectations for sure... such as permanent happiness... permanent joy... permanent pain or permanent sorrow... I am trying to accept life, as it is... and never say it can’t get worse... it always can... so accept life, and never say it can’t get worse, it always can... my funny philosophy of moments in my life... :heart:
Everything will be... as it needs to be!

[John Hilton]

Well, I have a slight sense of foreboding because I follow many of the predictions such as "any time now the deep state controlled UAPs are going to start shooting down 'planes" - and today my wife flew to the UK (and arrived safely). But I'm also a realist and I'm prepared to sit back and observe.

The weather here (Mediterranean) by the way is lovely. Clear blue skies with a noon temperature of around 22°C and most of the chemtrail dust from the previous week has blown away. Or it could simply be Sahara dust that happens to coincide with lots of criss-cross patterns drawn by aeroplanes.

Anyway, my back aches and it's my bedtime so I'm going to depart with a hot water bottle.

[Matthew]

Doesn't sound unreasonable, you're obviously smart and perceptive. Psychologically I've kind of blown a fuse which means I don't currently feel a rising anxiety appropriate for the world around me. I recommend it.

I literally believe we are in end times. This post may or may not help.


The Full Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
As it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make things right
If I surrender to His Will;
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life
And supremely happy with Him
Forever and ever in the next.
Amen.

[East Sun]

The WEFrs have to let their intentions be known, as part of their process of control.
I don't care what their reasoning is, that's their problem, not mine.

But now enough people are aware of what they are and that will be their undoing, Let It Be!!!

[onawah]

It's probably not just your imagination...:nerd:
See: COVID Pandemic Made the Rich Even Richer — Wait Till You See What the WHO Is Planning Next
By: David Bell, Brownstone Institute
4/3/24
https://childrenshealthdefense.org/d...tm_id=20240403
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122111-WHO-WEF-World-Health-Organization-World-Economic-Forum&p=1607671&viewfull=1#post1607671 :spider:

The WEFrs have to let their intentions be known, as part of their process of control.
I don't care what their reasoning is, that's their problem, not mine.
But now enough people are aware of what they are and that will be their undoing, Let It Be!!!

The Sun has entered a very active phase recently, which means more earthquakes, power outages, and mental and emotional stress for humans increasing due to the diminishing protective magnetic field and ozone layer.
And it also means that Earth is becoming more and more vulnerable daily to a large CME taking down the whole electric grid, and not just temporarily. See Ben Davidson's latest update:
The Catastrophe Evidence
Suspicious0bservers
4/3/24
-sGPCMIQZLw

Dutchsinse just predicted the possibility of nine 6 point [or more] quakes coming in the next week all around the world, and the possibility of another 7.4 in about the next 3 days on the opposite side of the planet from Taiwan, around Chile or Bolivia. See:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?98526-Dutchsinse-and-other-non-mainstream-earthquake-reporters&p=1607574&viewfull=1#post1607574

Also, from Greg Reese, See: MAJOR EVENTS SURROUNDING THE APRIL 8TH SOLAR ECLIPSE
April 2, 202
https://forbiddenknowledgetv.net/major-events-surrounding-the-april-8th-solar-eclipse/

"The solar eclipse on April 8th is becoming a major event. The National Guard is being deployed and the people are being advised to have two weeks of food and to fill their fuel tanks. This could all be explained due to the fact that tens of thousands of visitors are expected along the path of totality. But many people believe they could be preparing for possible earthquakes due to the Devil comet aligning with the April 8th eclipse, and due to the fact that in 1811, a comet also appeared in the skies during a solar eclipse on the same path and was followed by the biggest earthquakes in American history.

Known as the New Madrid earthquakes, around 10,000 earthquakes occurred in just three months time. The biggest being measured at 8.8 magnitude. They were the most devastating series of earthquakes in recorded history. But it was a different comet. And while some claim that a solar eclipse can trigger earthquakes, this scenario seems unlikely.

This eclipse season is however, a very rare event. The recent eclipses in August of 2017, and October of 2023, along with the upcoming one on April 8th, forms an Aleph and a Tav over the United States. The Aleph and Tav are the first and last letters of the Hebrew alphabet. The Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. These eclipses mark the end of the Great Year, a twenty-six thousand year period that starts anew with the dawning of Aquarius and a new golden age.

Manly P. Hall wrote that high level Masons designed America for a “peculiar and particular purpose.” A secret destiny to bring about a new Atlantis, or a New World Order, where in a King descended of a divine race will rule over all. In rituals, this King is symbolized as Apollo, Horus, or Nimrod, the father of Freemasonry. And is thought to be a descendant of the biblical Nephilim, or the Sumerian Anunnaki. According to Thomas Horn, this will happen in 2025. Which corresponds to several documents published by Intelligence agencies, such as, Global Governance 2025, Global Trends 2025, and the 2025 Deagle Forecast on world population.

NASA is notorious for performing Masonic rituals based on the Egyptian Mystery Schools. Apollo being the same character as Horus. Sirius representing Isis. And Atlantis being the new golden age they hope to restore. And during the eclipse on April 8th, NASA will fire three rockets named after Apep, the Egyptian serpent god whose goal was to devour Ra, the sun. And when the sun re-emerges after three minutes of darkness, it will be likened to the rebirth of Horus. Their new King of the golden age.

CERN, known for practicing occult rituals at a statue of Shiva, the Hindu god who symbolizes death, destruction, and the end of an age, will be firing up their Large Hadron Collider to full power during the solar eclipse.

And Israel, who is in the midst of committing Genocide, is preparing to sacrifice a Red heifer. A ritual sacrifice to prepare them for taking back the Temple Mount.

"Red heifers, to be precise. Some Jews and Christians believe they're the key to rebuilding the historic Jewish temple in Jerusalem. And to beckoning the Messiah. To understand, you have to go back nearly 2000 years when the ancient Romans destroyed the last temple in the city to rebuild it. These believers point to the Bible's Book of Numbers. It commands the Israelites to sacrifice a red heifer without defect or blemish, and that has never been under a yoke. Only then can the temple rise again. Those sacred cows were showcased in Washington at a recent prayer gathering. Many evangelicals believe these red heifers will usher Christ's second coming." - Chris Livesay (CBS News)

"We need the Messiah to come, right? So for me, the red heifer, it's red for the blood of Jesus Christ." - Evangelical leader

"A massive altar already awaits where the heifers are to be burned. According to some believers, the ceremony needs to be performed right here on the Mount of Olives looking directly into where the temple once stood. But something else now stands in its place." - Chris Livesay (CBS News)

Once they forcibly take the Temple Mount away from billions of Muslims worldwide, it will predictably thrust the world into the peak of chaos that these secret societies have been designing for centuries. And their plan is to bring order out of this chaos with their divine King to rule over the world.

But these are just rituals, and fear is an illusion. We can always choose love.
Running Time: 5 min"
v4kfxmu/?pub=ijro7

[Mike]

I used to chuckle when I saw these types of threads. I even did a parody thread of my own if memory serves. Someone queues up and announces a bad feeling and a sense of foreboding, everyone follows suit...and then nothing happens. There must be a dozen or more of these threads on the forum..

Well I am shamelessly on board with this one:)

I've had this feeling for about 2-3 years now, beginning when I was introduced to what I can only call the woke possession of our youth, the universities, governments, industry, military, big tech, legacy media, and professional sports. The woke possession of EVERYTHING basically.

And when I say "possession" I mean both in a practical sense and a spiritual one.

I took a good look around and realized we (the west) were maybe 1 or 2 moves away from being in a check-mate position. Since then some very smart, dedicated, high-principled heroes have been expending loads of energy educating the public on what's really going on...and now perhaps we're 4 or 5 moves from a check-mate position, but still on very shaky ground.

You can't be even vaguely aware of what's going on in the world and not have that sense of dread or foreboding at this point.

When I say woke I mean the following:

- the phony climate charade
- the erosion of borders (multiculturalism)
- gender lunacy
- the erosion of reason, rationality, common sense
- radical subjectivity (the death of empiricism and objective reality)
- the rise and normalization of sexual perversion
- the death of meaning
- the death of God
- the death of religion
- vaccine craziness
- fake pandemics
- election meddling
- the political prosecution of ideological opponents
- the pathological desire to make everything "fluid"
- the manufactured race wars
- intersectional victimhood
- a complete devaluation of the truth
- a sociopathic level of comfort with lying
- the distortion of language

...and on and on.

[onawah]

I haven't seen many "end of Earth scenarios" outlined, other than the bogus climate warming nonsense, which has been proven false over and over again.
The PTB would like to frighten as many people as they can into believing that, as they think it makes the public easier to control, or to self-destruct, as part of their tyranny/depopulation agendas.
But I do think there is an end coming to their plans and to the current dysfunctional paradigm, and coming earth changes will usher in a new one that will certainly be chaotic in the early stages but will put an end to much of the dangerous technology and destructive agendas that are currently destroying the planet and its lifeforms.
It will be a step up in humanity's evolutionary path in the long run; intense, difficult, with a steep learning curve, but that is what 3D reality entails right up until graduation time.
I think the PTB actually want Trump to win, and have had it in their blueprint for a while now; the only thing that might upset their apple cart is RFK Jr. :star:
I think perhaps they weren't expecting him.
I just hope he doesn't meet the same premature fate as his dad and uncle. :pray:
He may not be right in all his stances, but he is in many of the most important ones. His :heart: is in the right place, and I think he is humble enough to be able to learn from his mistakes.
You really can't say that about most of the people in high office these days.:nod:

Also see: https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122757-What-truther-grifters-get-yer-goat-the-most-...Gene-Goode-Charlie-Richards-etc&p=1607692&viewfull=1#post1607692


Sorry folks, but I am not being drawn in to all the foreboding, and end of the earth scenarios. Life in the Carolinas is good; my five ducks and four chickens are laying so many eggs that I don't know what to do with them all. On top of that, their behavior makes us laugh, as they splash in our pond and basically have the time of their lives.

I agree, however, that the powers that be might allow Trump to win, just to have the big banking crisis on his watch, instead of Biden's, to teach us all a lesson next year some time.

[Arcturian108]

Sorry folks, but I am not being drawn in to all the foreboding, and end of the earth scenarios. Life in the Carolinas is good; my five ducks and four chickens are laying so many eggs that I don't know what to do with them all. On top of that, their behavior makes us laugh, as they splash in our pond and basically have the time of their lives.

I agree, however, that the powers that be might allow Trump to win, just to have the big banking crisis on his watch, instead of Biden's, to teach us all a lesson next year some time.

[lunaflare]

Thought I would chime in. I am feeling very good, even with some trouble with sleep/insomnia (solar flares?). My body feels more energised and yes, I do get plenty of sunlight living in the southern hemisphere (high degree of sunshine on east coast Australia).

The total solar eclipse is a big deal in astrology circles/spheres.
We are all travelling unique paths; there will be a myriad of perspectives and perceptions out there. I tune in to the media reports less and less these days. I just have little interest. I focus naturally on the positives. It is not forced. I am no Pollyanna and have experienced many long decades of darkness and what-is-the-pointness. Just saying that we all seem to experience life in such diverse and often times intense ways.

Moving through my Chiron return with growing awareness helped shift density. I am experiencing more light. Inner. Outer. I am super aware of my bio electrical nature. I have less fear.

[shaberon]

On "edge", yes, as always; "foreboding", never.

Perhaps the easiest way to describe it is that things I instinctually disliked as a child are simply now being revealed in full detail.

Even when I had an easy life, I knew something had gone wrong and was being covered up. Of course, I got the advice like "don't worry" or "that's not true" and such ideas that made me find out more. I now think the karma for giving me advice is a minimum five centuries in hell.

One parallel is perhaps the Earth Summit. In 1992, I thought it was the way to go, because back in the 70s we were concerned about "pollution" and nothing had happened. So I fell for the renewed message, without realizing what Clinton was until he had been in office for a while. That erased my tolerance on "advice" and "what's right" and so forth.

Well at the anniversary in Rio 2012, they had a girl speaker who was, maybe, about twelve or so, in other words was not even born for the first Summit. Nevertheless, in having studied it, her message was:


In my life I have seen things go exactly backwards.



It's that, longer.

I'm completely oblivious to whether tomorrow I get taken out by a neighbor's bullet, an asteroid, an alien, the Chinese, a microorganism, or the air itself. On the other hand, I am obsessed by things that lie in the realm of human choice, because the "edge" I feel is attributed solely to the mentality of others.

[ExomatrixTV]

I wonder what is worse? ... or more frightening ... having premonitions, foresight, visions of the (near) future etc. and KNOW some of them could be (partially) correct ... or ... becoming NUMB to it ... due to whatever reason(s) ... list is long.

Either way ... all (multidimensional) Souls here on Earth have chosen to experience: how it feels to be human, but our existence does not depend on being here at all ... really ... we just assume it is ... and most will tell a "story" to ourselves we chose to believe >>> just because it fits a certain spoon-fed narrative/limited comprehension/insight/"gut feeling"/collective (self)-hypnosis/group think/hive mind etc. etc.

I would not be surprised if all Souls are using "earth bodies" as an interface (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_rWhEYQrZs) just like the "Avatar" Movie (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_rWhEYQrZs), and the Bio/Nano/Quantum/Tech (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122628-Transhumanism-Upgrade-Wireless-Body-Area-Network-Internet-of-Bodies-Behaviour) that is involved could be millions of years ahead of our current technology (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122628-Transhumanism-Upgrade-Wireless-Body-Area-Network-Internet-of-Bodies-Behaviour).

And the global "Alien Abductions (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122898-Alien-Abductions-Is-This-Disclosure&p=1607019&viewfull=1#post1607019)" phenomena is just a tip of the iceberg to grasp what I just said!

Remember, 80 to 100 years life-span compared to the Age of the Universe (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uYB9KOYGuk) is less than quadrillion-th of a nanosecond if the Universe was total just "1 year" old ... In my view, there is something much deeper going on here.

It is not only knowing the age of the Universe being beyond our comprehension ... it has also INFINITE "parallel universes" too, aka "The Multiverse (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Multiverse)".

If that is really the case ... maybe it is not farfetched that we experience what we chose to believe "the good AND the bad" ... If we have an embedded "victim mentality" etched in our Souls, that only breeds more "victim reality" until we go beyond that and go to the next level of existence.

Maybe most Souls are addicted to the: "follow your excitement (https://www.youtube.com/shorts/K99-Y4WvqIA)" principle, and that could be: "having an interesting or fascinating challenge" ... To test yourself, what you are really made of ... The question rises, why do we feel the urge to do that in the first place? ... Why? ... What happened to us all before we came here? ... And why do most of us agree to "forget" what the reason was?


...


To answer the question of this particular forum thread initiated by @mizo (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?48284-mizo) ... The last few weeks, I had multiple very strong VIVID dreams that are more than me being in the usual "observational" mode.

I remember REOCCURRING "waking up" within a dream and saw that I was in "futuristic" space station being in a giant artificial gravity wheel having a fight with one of the doctors in white coats telling me: "it will all come back" (remembering) ... Seeing myself holding a fist as a symbol of resistance, what is happening to me ... Then slowly I remembered who he was and that I trusted him for a long, long time. Like I knew him for ages. That feeling of "complete safety & serenity" ... at that movement, I chose to accept anything they are doing to me was "necessary" for whatever purpose. I was laying on a sterile hospital type, comfortable adjustable bed with 4 people surrounding me. 2 on each side. One is pouring a jelly like liquid in to my face, another is injecting stuff on the other side of my head, and the other two were making sure I stayed in the chair-like bed.

Then I realized just before I "dozed off" that they betrayed my trust in them! ... This energy was SO strong it was totally imprinted to current "presence" here on Earth.

What I just explained here have two aspects: ... Somehow I know they think it is necessary what they do >>> and I feel/sense absolutely no "evil intent" >>> BUT they had to LIE to me to do things a certain way ... And that really pissed me off.

This is a reoccurring theme happened in so many different dreams/visions, and it felt like it happened in the future, sending me back to now here!

My whole life, am super allergic when people are not authentic, "playing nice" not being genuine ... and made it very clear to all why I feel the need to raise certain questions to learn WHY people behave in a certain way. Hence, psychology became like "breathing" to me. It is part of who I am now.


There is a pattern of having strong vivid "visionary" dreams, and mostly it is like getting an "upgrade" ... On average, I have them once a few years. But now I have them multiple times last few weeks ... So YES there IS something going right now and coming months.

What I have learned is that having access to "instant awareness" at the moment it is needed to have that kind of access ... is "totally normal" and extremely common in the "after life" or "spiritual world" hence there is no need for having a "memory" like physical Earth people do ... Memories can be altered because of our injected projections/expectations/interpretations mixed with emotions that are mostly traumas of the past, BLURRING (contaminating) factual unfiltered observations/experiences.

We assume we are defined having memories, and we are shaped through our experiences, correct? ... What if that is a form of self-conditioning preventing you gaining access to who you truly are?


How many different "workshops" & "therapies" out there that are about letting go of what is holding you back to live your life ... Going beyond the "eternal victim mode" ... "Poor me mentality" breeds more than often "poor me reality".

When we meditate and succeed to (temporary) become FREE from (judgmental) labels we use on almost anything 24/7 ... There is something inside ALL OF US that is beyond all "thinking" beyond all thoughts you had, have and going to have combined ... Same for all other people having thoughts about you, who you're "suppose to be" past present & future.

This "essence" is existence (https://johnkuhles.substack.com/p/how-to-overcome-having-an-existential) that goes much deeper than "having a memory" with all the "conclusions" & "interpretations" we are conditioned to have in a certain way.

Those who can not access "instant awareness" often depend on programmed behavior spoon-fed to them ... this could come from all kinds of self-imposed beliefs. Many of them are very helpful & useful to serve a specific purpose ... but not all!

I have created a unique "meditation technique" for myself and discussed it long time ago on Radio & TV Amsterdam in the mid 1990s getting lots of fascinating feedback from the audience.

Explaining that it may not work for you, but it does for me ... all depends on your attitude/mentality/self-imposed limitations etc. etc. ... If it does not work for you, I will not judge you being "bad" or being "dumb" or whatever ... Because I am fully aware that everybody is unique, having their own "spiritual journey" of "self discoveries" that is beyond having programmed assumptions.

https://images.chesscomfiles.com/uploads/v1/user/27474914.f5b631e7.160x160o.f6c78faaf102@2x.png (https://substack.com/@johnkuhles)

cheers,
John Kuhles (https://johnkuhles.substack.com/p/how-to-overcome-having-an-existential) 🦜🦋🌳
Abductee & Near Death Experiencer

[Pam]

I wonder what is worse? ... or more frightening ... having premonitions, foresight, visions of the (near) future etc. and KNOW some of them could be (partially) correct ... or ... becoming NUMB to it ... due to whatever reason(s) ... list is long.

Either way ... all (multidimensional) Souls here on Earth have chosen to experience: how it feels to be human, but our existence does not depend on being here at all ... really ... we just assume it is ... and most will tell a "story" to ourselves we chose to believe >>> just because it fits a certain spoon-fed narrative/limited comprehension/insight/"gut feeling"/collective (self)-hypnosis/group think/hive mind etc. etc.

I would not be surprised if all Souls are using "earth bodies" as an interface (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_rWhEYQrZs) just like the "Avatar" Movie (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_rWhEYQrZs), and the Bio/Nano/Quantum/Tech (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122628-Transhumanism-Upgrade-Wireless-Body-Area-Network-Internet-of-Bodies-Behaviour) that is involved could be millions of years ahead of our current technology (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122628-Transhumanism-Upgrade-Wireless-Body-Area-Network-Internet-of-Bodies-Behaviour).

And the global "Alien Abductions (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122898-Alien-Abductions-Is-This-Disclosure&p=1607019&viewfull=1#post1607019)" phenomena is just a tip of the iceberg to grasp what I just said!

Remember, 80 to 100 years life-span compared to the age of the Universe is less than quadrillion-th nano-second ... In my view, there is something much deeper going on here.

It is not only knowing the age of the Universe being beyond our comprehension ... it has also INFINITE in "parallel universes" too, aka "The Multiverse (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Multiverse)".

If that is really the case ... maybe it is not farfetched that we experience what we chose to believe "the good AND the bad" ... If we have an embedded "victim mentality" etched in our Souls, that only breeds more "victim reality" until we go beyond that and go to the next level of existence.

Maybe most Souls are addicted to the: "follow your excitement (https://www.youtube.com/shorts/K99-Y4WvqIA)" principle, and that could be: "having an interesting or fascinating challenge" ... To test yourself, what you are really made of ... The question rises, why do we feel the urge to do that in the first place? ... Why? ... What happened to us all before we came here? ... And why do most of us agree to "forget" what the reason was?


...


To answer the question of this particular forum thread initiated by @mizo (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/member.php?48284-mizo) ... The last few weeks, I had multiple very strong VIVID dreams that are more than me being in the usual "observational" mode.

I remember REOCCURRING "waking up" within a dream and saw that I was in "futuristic" space station being in a giant artificial gravity wheel having a fight with one of the doctors in white coats telling me: "it will all come back" (remembering) ... Seeing myself holding a fist as a symbol of resistance, what is happening to me ... Then slowly I remembered who he was and that I trusted him for a long, long time. Like I knew him for ages. That feeling of "complete safety & serenity" ... at that movement, I chose to accept anything they are doing to me was "necessary" for whatever purpose. I was laying on a sterile hospital type, comfortable adjustable bed with 4 people surrounding me. 2 on each side. One is pouring a jelly like liquid in to my face, another is injecting stuff on the other side of my head, and the other two were making sure I stayed in the chair.

Then I realized just before I "dozed off" that they betrayed my trust in them! ... This energy was SO strong it was totally imprinted to current "presence" here on Earth.

What I just explained here have two aspects: ... Somehow I know they think it is necessary what they do >>> and I feel/sense absolutely no "evil intent" >>> BUT they had to LIE to me to do things a certain way ... And that really pissed me off.

This is a reoccurring theme happened in so many different dreams/visions, and it felt like it happened in the future, sending me back to now here!

My whole life, am super allergic when people are not authentic, "playing nice" not being genuine ... and made it very clear to all why I feel the need to raise certain questions to learn WHY people behave in a certain way. Hence, psychology became like "breathing" to me. It is part of who I am now.


There is a pattern of having strong vivid "visionary" dreams, and mostly it is like getting an "upgrade" ... On average, I have them once a few years. But now I have them multiple times last few weeks ... So YES there IS something going right now and coming months.

What I have learned is that having access to "instant awareness" at the moment it is needed to have that kind of access ... is "totally normal" and extremely common in the "after life" or "spiritual world" hence there is no need for having a "memory" like physical Earth people do ... Memories can be altered because of our injected projections/expectations/interpretations mixed with emotions that are mostly traumas of the past, BLURRING (contaminating) factual unfiltered observations/experiences.

We assume we are defined having memories, and we are shaped through our experiences, correct? ... What if that is a form of self-conditioning preventing you gaining access to who you truly are?


How many different "workshops" & "therapies" out there that are about letting go of what is holding you back to live your life ... Going beyond the "eternal victim mode" ... "Poor me mentality" breeds more than often "poor me reality".

When we meditate and succeed to (temporary) become FREE from (judgmental) labels we use on almost anything 24/7 ... There is something inside ALL OF US that is beyond all "thinking" beyond all thoughts you had, have and going to have combined ... Same for all other people having thoughts about you, who you're "suppose to be" past present & future.

This "essence" is existence (https://johnkuhles.substack.com/p/how-to-overcome-having-an-existential) that goes much deeper than "having a memory" with all the "conclusions" & "interpretations" we are conditioned to have in a certain way.

Those who can not access "instant awareness" often depend on programmed behavior spoon-fed to them ... this could come from all kinds of self-imposed beliefs. Many of them are very helpful & useful to serve a specific purpose ... but not all!

I have created a unique "meditation technique" for myself and discussed it long time ago on Radio & TV Amsterdam in the mid 1990s getting lots of fascinating feedback from the audience.

Explaining that it may not work for you, but it does for me ... all depends on your attitude/mentality/self-imposed limitations etc. etc. ... If it does not work for you, I will not judge you being "bad" or being "dumb" or whatever ... Because I am fully aware that everybody is unique, having their own "spiritual journey" of "self discoveries" that is beyond having programmed assumptions.

https://images.chesscomfiles.com/uploads/v1/user/27474914.f5b631e7.160x160o.f6c78faaf102@2x.png (https://substack.com/@johnkuhles)

cheers,
John Kuhles (https://johnkuhles.substack.com/p/how-to-overcome-having-an-existential) 🦜🦋🌳
Abductee & Near Death Experiencer


This means so much coming from you ,Exo... I feel it too, the transformation, the breaking down and restructuring at a rate that makes my head spin. Like you said what happened every few years is speeding up big time. All the while knowing this is a construct, I am an avatar. So there are a minimum of two levels this stuff is happening at. The story we are part of and our avatar, this construct and outside this construct...and how far does that go? I have no idea. So at one point we deal with our current storyline and character but there is such a big awareness of so much more outside of this reality. I still make a point to find the beauty here, every single day.

To be honest, I am more than ready to ditch this story line. I think we have played this thing out, except for the climactic ending, whatever that is. One thing I know for sure.... you are a hero avatar in my book. The reality is though, it took everyone playing their roles for the story to be the story. The junkie on Kensington avenue, creepy Bill Gates, the whole shebang. Bill and Mara and the mountains, a magnificent story of love and devotion. Honestly, I don't think it will be much longer till this story as it is playing will continue at this level...but time is a tricky thing. It is the innocent ones that break my heart.....even though it is a story and they will be ok in the end.

[pueblo]

At this stage I am finding the increasing giddy/sick feeling of anticipation at times difficult to regulate.

Grounding, forgiving, giving gratitude and remembering to trust...these things help.

Sinks and Rises.....Crests and Troughs.... Valleys and Peaks....love to all.

[Jaak]

I felt the doom coming already before covid scam.That something big and negative is coming and crushing us under it. So far this feeling keeps on re-occuring but there are some things that help me occasionally overcome this.
By reminding myself that our inner world should not be troubled by the outside world.Easy to say,hard to do.
Also the budhist sayin that if there is no solution to problem or if you cant do anything about it then why worry about it. Or if there is a solution to a problem then why worry about it...
Feeling down and negative and hopeless is how this damned elite want us to feel .
But as M.P.Hall sayd in that speech below - ¨No matter how bad things around you get get,You can get better¨. All kinds of bad stuff happening in this world but why let them affect us so much if we cant do sh*t about it..

2SH1jNAV-pI

[RMF808]

Yep, I feel it thick in the air. I almost feel a sense of panic to run away from it. What I have decided to do is just sit with it. When the "panic" level seems almost more than I can bare I have decided to just sit with the feeling. Not try to distract it, modify it, do anything but just sit with the feeling of it. I have to agree with Harmony, it's a combination. The sun and other astral elements are definitely sending out powerful information or energetic wave forms and we have the nasties doing their evil thing, it's all mixed together. It all has the potential to be crazy making because there is a huge amount of intensity out there. It manifests in a million ways, disease (dis---ease), mental instability, steps toward heightened awareness, it magnifies what is.

This will sound incredibly weird but I have been purging huge amounts of sorrow. Some of it is my own, but most of it isn't even from my personal experiences. I am just processing sorrow. I tell you, there has been incredible sorrow experienced in this realm, not just human, I am experiencing all sorrow, sentient life forms, the earth, all of it. I know that sounds really crazy, but I don't care if I sound crazy any longer. This whole thing is about manifesting authenticity. That is my take anyway. The closer you can get to your authentic self, to break the frigging programs down the better off you will be.

If you want to invert the inversion, become your authentic self, knock out as much cognitive dissonance as you can. This is almost an unbearable task, but it is the task we are given. We are not here at this time to be distracted weaklings, to pick sides, to get lost in distractions. We are here to find our highest selves and bring that out into the open, right up to the last breath we take in this experience. Have I mastered this, heck no, but I aspire to this. I am becoming this.

Another thing I have been doing every morning is working through the Hemi-sync Gateway experience meditations. Someone on the forum and I don't even remember who shared the Robert Monroe gateway tapes for free from The Internet Archive but I thank them now. The whole dang series is on there and they are amazing. If they haven't been downloaded to the Avalon library they should be. There are more these are just the first tapes.

https://archive.org/details/the-gateway-experience-wave-i

Aloha Pam, I’m happy to hear you are using hemisync. My thread goes up to wave 4. I used to be able to use waves 5-8 on Internet Archive but they were taken down. I would love for you to share those other waves with me if you can find them.

I feel stuff getting thicker too and feel hemisync is how we are going to become telepathic remote viewers. It’s what we need to grow and learn together for whatever may come our way.

Mahalo & aloha

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?120817-Guided-Brain-Hemisphere-Synchronization&highlight=Guided+Brain+hemisphere+synchronization

[jagman]

I am experiencing a severe ringing in my ears, especially my right ear. This has been occuring for the past few days. It also seems to be intensifying... I'm setting on a fault line that produced one of the strongest quakes known to man! Oh did I mention that I live almost directly in the middle of the X eclipse. I don't feel like I'm contributing to fear porn by saying I'm a little scared...The Bible is very accurate at predicting historical events, but beyond that these things that are going to occur on April 8 are very alarming! It's all alligning up to a perfect storm of events. I hope we are all safe and I'm not saying this is the end but this could be the beginning of something horrible! I don't want to bring anyone down. I'm a happy person who loves life. I think all we can do is be good to each other, respect others.tell your loved ones how much you love them! Be good to your animals! Show kindness to a stranger. Just be good human beings!!!

[meat suit]

A lot of people are drained after an intense winter, I got through it easily this time taking a 5htp every day. Keeps up the serotonin.

[Johnnycomelately]

A lot of people are drained after an intense winter, I got through it easily this time taking a 5htp every day. Keeps up the serotonin.

I had to look it up, but interesting substance!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/5-Hydroxytryptophan


5-Hydroxytryptophan (5-HTP), also known as oxitriptan, is a naturally occurring amino acid and chemical precursor as well as a metabolic intermediate in the biosynthesis of the neurotransmitter serotonin.
Uses
5-HTP is sold over the counter in the United States, France, Canada, Singapore, the Netherlands, and the United Kingdom as a dietary supplement for use as an antidepressant, appetite suppressant, and sleep aid. It is also marketed in many European countries for the indication of major depression under the trade names Cincofarm, Levothym, Levotonine, Oxyfan, Telesol, Tript-OH, and Triptum.[1]
A 2002 review concluded that although the data evaluated suggests that 5-HTP is more effective than placebo in the treatment of depression, the evidence was insufficient to be conclusive due to a lack of clinical data meeting the rigorous standards of the day.[2] More and larger studies using current methodologies are needed to determine if 5-HTP is truly effective in treating depression.[3][4] In small, controlled trials 5-HTP has also been reported to augment the antidepressant efficacy of the antidepressant clomipramine.[5][6][7] A 2020 meta-analysis found oral 5-HTP supplementation had a large effect size on depression symptom severity. However, the included studies were considered relatively weak and the methods and treatment duration varied between the seven studies examined.[8]
5-HTP use after MDMA
MDMA is an empathogenic-entactogenic and serotonergic psychotropic drug used primarily for recreational, though sometimes also therapeutic, purposes. Among users of MDMA, the serotonergic effects of the drug are often of particular interest and concern: After consuming MDMA, serotonin concentrations are greatly reduced in the brain. 5-HTP is necessary for serotonin production and its concentrations in the brain also decrease after taking MDMA.
Other usage
At high doses, or in combination with carbidopa, 5-HTP has been used to treat obesity (by promoting weight loss).[9][10]
In clinical trials of various design, 5-HTP has also been reported to treat fibromyalgia,[11] myoclonus,[12] migraine,[13] and cerebellar ataxia.[14] However, these clinical findings, as for all therapeutic findings with 5-HTP, are preliminary and need confirmation in larger trials.

[Agape]

John , what you have said ( I don’t want to quote your post as it becomes extremely space consuming and difficult to read) is very similar to my own process in multiple ways and thanks for expressing your introspection in detail 🙏

I feel often the same and came to a sense of placid off stand years ago knowing that somewhere at the ends of my encounters my consent was overlooked , betrayed.

Cultivating powerful sense of awareness pertaining to all states of consciousness whether awake or asleep too became one of my main methods of “combat” in this life and a way how to repel deceptive influences.

It took me many hard lessons to learn “not to play with fire” of friends who are perhaps “very interesting” but have dubious characters.

My own introspection along those lines however sublime eventually zooms to a moment of time when I’m taking willing part and responsibility for being here, on this Planet in the type of human body and awareness we are all experiencing.

It’s probably been made clear to me number of times that calling it all a quit can only happen once and there’s no come back.

I’ve experienced it “all” from NDE, extraterrestrial contact to different stages of enlightenment plus worthy workout of dealing with suffering and sufferers.

I may be displaced or physically disabled times to times but I’ve never been or felt a self centered person which eventually brought the most interesting fate upon me but also countless difficulties.

“We aren’t alone” in our previous home world - advanced reality else what would be the case of “going”.

We are never alone in this world either unless it prompts us to self isolate from it :)


All that’s being done by them ( unlike in human world) is done with complete view of the bigger whole I was assured countless times but yet

we are here voluntarily. The path of liberation ..from self or selves, from fear, from being earthling follows the understanding that each of us questioning the greatest absurdity and paradigm of being in it ( of so little obvious benefit to others) are here voluntarily and in theory and practice we should be able to unsubscribe at any time

and return back ,

possibly after passing several tests for alcohol and other deviant intoxicants and food toxins that could have made you “angry” with it all :)

or does it have more to do with still wanting to see your old friends ( even while they pretend not to care a bit about you )

or perhaps ..would you not chose to explore this bountiful planetary nature and discover some new herb that could save lives across the Universe.

With pinch of salt, they’re keeping us in the lot at all cost.


One has to be careful not to slip on banana peel but it’s also quite clear that some day we all will be zipping through the infinite space again and forget about local aubergines.

So I chose to embrace each day instead as if it was my last ( even though sometimes I fake it and think of better tomorrows ) and live it to the fullest possible ( which isn’t a lot but it has to suffice till ‘they get it all right :) )


There’s always an option that it all subsides at some point in time ...

because the last few years have been so intense that many people come to share their “sense of foreboding” even while most people now also recognize its symptomatic , stress related and not necessarily reality-intuitive ,

it’s like a huge dark cloud hanging on this civilization that has to come down at some point , we just don’t know when

and if it does . Many people will feel a sense of relief.


Of course there’s whole better solution range we focus on that has to do with healthy environment , physical and psychological and recreation of social sense and meaning and so forth but whether it’s going to work in long run no one can decide either.

Talking too much :)

Thanks and namaste

🙏

[Pam]

Yep, I feel it thick in the air. I almost feel a sense of panic to run away from it. What I have decided to do is just sit with it. When the "panic" level seems almost more than I can bare I have decided to just sit with the feeling. Not try to distract it, modify it, do anything but just sit with the feeling of it. I have to agree with Harmony, it's a combination. The sun and other astral elements are definitely sending out powerful information or energetic wave forms and we have the nasties doing their evil thing, it's all mixed together. It all has the potential to be crazy making because there is a huge amount of intensity out there. It manifests in a million ways, disease (dis---ease), mental instability, steps toward heightened awareness, it magnifies what is.

This will sound incredibly weird but I have been purging huge amounts of sorrow. Some of it is my own, but most of it isn't even from my personal experiences. I am just processing sorrow. I tell you, there has been incredible sorrow experienced in this realm, not just human, I am experiencing all sorrow, sentient life forms, the earth, all of it. I know that sounds really crazy, but I don't care if I sound crazy any longer. This whole thing is about manifesting authenticity. That is my take anyway. The closer you can get to your authentic self, to break the frigging programs down the better off you will be.

If you want to invert the inversion, become your authentic self, knock out as much cognitive dissonance as you can. This is almost an unbearable task, but it is the task we are given. We are not here at this time to be distracted weaklings, to pick sides, to get lost in distractions. We are here to find our highest selves and bring that out into the open, right up to the last breath we take in this experience. Have I mastered this, heck no, but I aspire to this. I am becoming this.

Another thing I have been doing every morning is working through the Hemi-sync Gateway experience meditations. Someone on the forum and I don't even remember who shared the Robert Monroe gateway tapes for free from The Internet Archive but I thank them now. The whole dang series is on there and they are amazing. If they haven't been downloaded to the Avalon library they should be. There are more these are just the first tapes.

https://archive.org/details/the-gateway-experience-wave-i

Aloha Pam, I’m happy to hear you are using hemisync. My thread goes up to wave 4. I used to be able to use waves 5-8 on Internet Archive but they were taken down. I would love for you to share those other waves with me if you can find them.

I feel stuff getting thicker too and feel hemisync is how we are going to become telepathic remote viewers. It’s what we need to grow and learn together for whatever may come our way.

Mahalo & aloha

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?120817-Guided-Brain-Hemisphere-Synchronization&highlight=Guided+Brain+hemisphere+synchronization

I actually got started regularly doing them for your thread RMF808. I downloaded them all. If I have to I will just pay for the whole thing I believe. I have actually stayed on some of the earlier ones till I really feel I have them. I may just pay for the whole deal and I wonder of just sharing my access on the forum would be a truly unethical thing. I could at least share it with those that are really interested. If I do it, I will at least share it with you, you were the one that made it so accessible. You can piece it together on Youtube. I have actually paid to not have the advertisements but I like the simple accessibility of the way Internet Archive has them presented. There is something to the whole thing. I spent a bunch of time reading and rereading his books, I am now working on the the Darius Wright technique of OBE. I have experienced it, but not controlled in the method that Monroe and Darius have done. The whole thing is such a expansive experience. It can take you out of this tawdry drama and give it perspective.

Thanks so much for creating that thread. I have a bad habit of staying with the threads that are currently trending and I tend to miss so much. I am very happy you are on the forum. You have benefited at this member immensely.l

[norman]

My thread goes up to wave 4. I used to be able to use waves 5-8 on Internet Archive but they were taken down. I would love for you to share those other waves with me if you can find them.



This page has a 'torrent' link that, I think, downloads the whole lot. (https://concen.org/content/robert-monroe-hemi-sync-gateway-experience-waves-alac)

[william r sanford72]

Make It Through The Night..

eVAKkbu_O9k

and

Rock on.

:heart:

[Bill Ryan]

Just a quick personal comment here. :heart: I appreciate the thread totally, and take everyone's posts most seriously. But I wasn't going to post anything myself as I did have a feeling of foreboding just over a year ago, and quite strongly too (I described it as 'panic', something I very rarely feel in any situation), but since then I've very much came to terms with it all in maybe a rather Zen-like way.

However, last night the feeling of 'foreboding' returned. I even looked up the word, to check if we were all on the same page:
Foreboding: fearful apprehension; a feeling that something bad will happen.
In my own case, there's no personal 'fear' per se. Rather like watching a well-made, well-acted, movie drama, one can get very caught up in the storyline and feel a whole range of vivid emotions as the situations in the film develop and become more entangled and hard to resolve.

But while watching the characters' arcs unfold and unravel, there's no 'fear'. Just engagement (though some scenes may be very difficult to bring oneself to watch), identification, and strong focused interest.

That's not to trivialize anything — of course. Human suffering is all too real, and sometimes, with certain current events, I literally have to look away. There have been some things, vividly captured on camera, that I can just not bear to witness with my own eyes.

This post feels a little clumsy, but I hope readers may understand. Back to topic here, I do very much suspect that "something bad will happen", and maybe quite a few things, not just a singular event.

When, I'm not certain (but in the next few years and before 2030), and exactly what, I'm also not 100% sure. But some of what's shared in the first long report (http://archive.ph/uhMtg)(though NOT the second one, which I suspect was written by a different person) on this post (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122307-The-blanket-Mind-Control-field-and-how-it-works&p=1603249&viewfull=1#post1603249) does ring very true. I think we may be able to mitigate some events (i.e. minimize the full effect at least to some small extent) — but not stop them from occurring.

:flower:

[Tobor Knot]

I've been feeling for a few years now that we have been living in a B class SciFi movie just before the zombies come in, only they are now beginning to come in!

[ExomatrixTV]

Having (deeply) legit concerns is not the same as having rampant fear or getting too many anxiety attacks :shocked::scared:

There is a spectrum or a range of emotions & feelings getting all mixed up ... some of them are paralyzing some of them are ACTIVATING, all depends on your "state of being" (and self-knowledge) I guess.

How many people have legit concerns but not feel confident enough to handle what is coming ... no trust in oneself <<< and that can make it worse ... How you see yourself is KEY in how you deal with anything in life.


If you feel incompetent ... try to make a list of WHY that is and find a constructive way to transform it!

cheers,
John 🦜🦋🌳

[Brigantia]

Thanks Bill; I do understand what you have said, very much so.

We've been very lucky - most of us - who have not had to live through war, famine, pestilence etc.; overall it's been a fairly tranquil life for most of us who live in the developed world. Many other countries have had civil wars that have turned their societies upside down.

I do feel a sense of foreboding but I always remind myself that my parents lived through WW2, and my grandparents through both world wars. If they could cope and get through it, so can I; I must have the genes of survivors.

The focus should be to do the best you can with whatever is thrown at you.

[Pam]

Just a quick personal comment here. :heart: I appreciate the thread totally, and take everyone's posts most seriously. But I wasn't going to post anything myself as I did have a feeling of foreboding just over a year ago, and quite strongly too (I described it as 'panic', something I very rarely feel in any situation), but since then I've very much came to terms with it all in maybe a rather Zen-like way.

However, last night the feeling of 'foreboding' returned. I even looked up the word, to check if we were all on the same page:
Foreboding: fearful apprehension; a feeling that something bad will happen.
In my own case, there's no personal 'fear' per se. Rather like watching a well-made, well-acted, movie drama, one can get very caught up in the storyline and feel a whole range of vivid emotions as the situations in the film develop and become more entangled and hard to resolve.

But while watching the characters' arcs unfold and unravel, there's no 'fear'. Just engagement (though some scenes may be very difficult to bring oneself to watch), identification, and strong focused interest.

That's not to trivialize anything — of course. Human suffering is all too real, and sometimes, with certain current events, I literally have to look away. There have been some things, vividly captured on camera, that I can just not bear to witness with my own eyes.

This post feels a little clumsy, but I hope readers may understand. Back to topic here, I do very much suspect that "something bad will happen", and maybe quite a few things, not just a singular event.

When, I'm not certain (but in the next few years and before 2030), and exactly what, I'm also not 100% sure. But some of what's shared in the first long report (http://archive.ph/uhMtg)(though NOT the second one, which I suspect was written by a different person) on this post (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122307-The-blanket-Mind-Control-field-and-how-it-works&p=1603249&viewfull=1#post1603249) does ring very true. I think we may be able to mitigate some events (i.e. minimize the full effect at least to some small extent) — but not stop them from occurring.

:flower:

I understand every word of what you said, Bill. When I talk about the panic, it is not with a desire to "quick, see if I can fix things" which is my personal tendency. There is a grand acceptance. I had a marvelous call from a neighbor who for whatever reason has been rather snarky to me in the past. Today we talked for 2 hours and it was an honest talk of two people who see the trajectory, not with dread, or what can we do, but with acceptance and humor, with reflection and honesty. The like of which I would never dream of having with her.

We have really been honored to be a part of this, I think we chose it. At this moment I am filled with gratitude, and I will be even if the whole construct falls apart. When and if it does during my lifetime, I will remember the love , the conversation with a lady who has been bitchy with me in the past, you and Mara, my sweet animal friends....there is such beautiful gratitude for this experience no matter what happens...

Honestly, I am ready for it all. I can only die once. I know that would be harder if I had young children, but I see and experience the evil, it runs through me, I see the story and I feel the pain they can not process. This thing, even the goodness has to go as far as I can see. The duality is here at the extremity . Your goodness and decency juxtaposed against the horrendous torture of the innocent, and I do not speak only of humans here, I speak for all of them.

As insane as I know I sound their stories are running through me, vertically like a river. I feel the pain they dare not they are in a state of shock, they can't deal with it so I do. I won't be able to do it much longer and I don't know what the point of the whole thing is. I just want to document it in words in a public space.

I apologize for becoming the nut case of the forum. I used to want to "help" those that expressed similar things. I was still so programmed, and I still am to some degree.

I am just speaking raw honesty because that is the counter balance to the other stuff that is happening. I would rather not do this. I do not want to be thought a nut case, but it is time now, it is time to be fearless as best we can

With love, Pam

[Mari]

I understand every word of what you said, Bill. When I talk about the panic, it is not with a desire to "quick, see if I can fix things" which is my personal tendency. There is a grand acceptance. I had a marvelous call from a neighbor who for whatever reason has been rather snarky to me in the past. Today we talked for 2 hours and it was an honest talk of two people who see the trajectory, not with dread, or what can we do, but with acceptance and humor, with reflection and honesty. The like of which I would never dream of having with her.

We have really been honored to be a part of this, I think we chose it. At this moment I am filled with gratitude, and I will be even if the whole construct falls apart. When and if it does during my lifetime, I will remember the love , the conversation with a lady who has been bitchy with me in the past, you and Mara, my sweet animal friends....there is such beautiful gratitude for this experience no matter what happens...

Honestly, I am ready for it all. I can only die once. I know that would be harder if I had young children, but I see and experience the evil, it runs through me, I see the story and I feel the pain they can not process. This thing, even the goodness has to go as far as I can see. The duality is here at the extremity . Your goodness and decency juxtaposed against the horrendous torture of the innocent, and I do not speak only of humans here, I speak for all of them.

As insane as I know I sound their stories are running through me, vertically like a river. I feel the pain they dare not they are in a state of shock, they can't deal with it so I do. I won't be able to do it much longer and I don't know what the point of the whole thing is. I just want to document it in words in a public space.

I apologize for becoming the nut case of the forum. I used to want to "help" those that expressed similar things. I was still so programmed, and I still am to some degree.

I am just speaking raw honesty because that is the counter balance to the other stuff that is happening. I would rather not do this. I do not want to be thought a nut case, but it is time now, it is time to be fearless as best we can

With love, Pam


Pam- you are not a 'nut-case'.

But...in case you have a hard time believing that, here is a wonderful saying from fellow 'Nut' David Icke
'Today's Mighty Oak is yesterday's nut that held it's ground'

[onawah]

It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...:nod:


Pam- you are not a 'nut-case'.
But...in case you have a hard time believing that, here is a wonderful saying from fellow 'Nut' David Icke
'Today's Mighty Oak is yesterday's nut that held it's ground'

[SilentFeathers]

It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...:nod:


It's not only the energy coming from other people....
It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.
It's rather easy to be "on edge and having a sense of foreboding" when our collective reality focuses more on chaos and cosmic debris than harmony and beauty.

[onawah]

I focus on acceptance and gratitude, which helps.


It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...:nod:


It's not only the energy coming from other people....
It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.
It's rather easy to be "on edge and having a sense of foreboding" when our collective reality focuses more on chaos and cosmic debris than harmony and beauty.

[Bill Ryan]

Just a quick personal comment here. :heart: I appreciate the thread totally, and take everyone's posts most seriously. But I wasn't going to post anything myself as I did have a feeling of foreboding just over a year ago, and quite strongly too (I described it as 'panic', something I very rarely feel in any situation), but since then I've very much came to terms with it all in maybe a rather Zen-like way.

However, last night the feeling of 'foreboding' returned. Something has begun. I don't even know what that means, but I felt I should share it. Exactly those words. And something very not-good is going to happen quite soon. But I have no idea where, when or how, so of course this is NOT useful information, not at all. Just buckle up and stay watchful.

A further note. I listed a whole bunch of 2024 predictions back in December, in this post. (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?121538-Predictions-for-2024&p=1592755&viewfull=1#post1592755) I'd intended just to share one or two things, but as I started to write it felt as if I was suddenly taking dictation, almost as fast as I could form the words. It ended up being a pretty long list that completely caught me unawares.

So far, everything looks to be on the mark — though of course we're only in early April. I was genuinely surprised how positive it all seemed to be, but timelines can change. And if something fairly major does happen quite soon, that doesn't necessarily negate any of the outcomes I listed. It might just be a bumpy ride, with something shocking ushering in something that we'd all welcome. I can think of many ways that could all play out, but I don't want to guess blindly.

I might also be quite wrong about everything I've said. But all I can honestly add is that I really don't feel I am. I very rarely make posts like this, and so we'll just see, soon enough. :flower:

[shaberon]

I had to look it up, but interesting substance!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/5-Hydroxytryptophan



Yes, actually, this is the main thing in one's personal chemistry.

It is not difficult to make it run right, but, it is pretty easy to mess up.

For one thing, one of the most important precursors is gluten.

Secondly, it depends on a sensitive array of amino acids.

Roughly put, you might be able to say this brain happiness and the pancreas are easy to put at odds with one another, aside from common environmental factors such as nitric oxide playing a detrimental role.

This is triangulated to the thyroid, which is important to time/regulate most of the rest of one's chemistry, and so in the long term, it can start playing frisbee with how you are.

I would recommend looking at this treatment for *anyone* with that kind of onset of gloom and malaise, sort of like if your car is vibrating, look at the tires first.

Also, no, long term you would not want to be content with relying on a supplement, the idea might be more like repairing a clock.

[Anthony Hale]

Anxiety and Excitement are the same energy , there is only one source energy. How you experience that energy is based on your beliefs and your definitions. These are the filters that you channel source energy through to have experiences within your... You-niverse. Nature, laughter, love is the best medicine!

It was a long wet cold spring and by the time the sun came out Papa Swallow did not have a lot of bugs to choose from for his babies. But there was plenty of dragonflies. However the dragon flies were a lot larger than baby swallows were used to. Papa swallow tried to shove them down their throats, but they were not excited about them. Eventually papa swallow was able to get them down their throats so they could survive and prosper.

2yE9OiUhVww

[onawah]

Losing Earth's Magnetic Field - Major Health Problems
Suspicious0bservers
735K subscribers
4/6/24

(If you leave out the Sun's effect on life on Earth, you miss a huge component.)
6nYL23r43B4

XetvS2ld4Xw

[Patient]

I have always felt a great connection to the earth...and recently - the last 2 months - I have felt weak and undernurished.

I have had other strange things going on around me, but not easy to describe. Perhaps it is timeliness changing over and over. Subtle things have been disappearing and reappearing in my life. That might be the best and simplest way to describe it.

There ya' go Pam. You are not alone. :)

[RMF808]

All of you and this thread inspired me to write another thread. I hope you enjoy it

Let’s Climb Together

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?122933-Let--s-Climb-Together&p=1608210#post1608210

[Mike Gorman]

I'm kinda used to many years of researching and observing many ills and wrongness in our world, I usually can manage OK any negative information if it becomes too much to bear.

Although, during the last few days I have been feeling something awful is about to happen.

Anyone else sensing or feeling this?

It feels like a culmination of many catastrophic events are about to happen... I cannot put my finger on 'what or where' but the 'when' feels quite imminent.

It could be I need to take more time-out than I usually do, to take stock... it certainly doesn't help that there's been very little showing of blue skies it seems there's far too much dreary and inclement weather in the UK.

Please feel free to add your thoughts to this.

Mizo you are absolutely echoing my own feelings, we have all been constantly exposed to unprecedented turbulence and upheaval haven't we, since the end of 2019, but this feeling is different to that, right? I sense that the planetary 'management' is going to execute on some catastrophic stuff: we have the perfect storm of Ukraine/Russia, Israel and the whole middle eastern situation, we have a recent strong earthquake, we have all the talk about the upcoming solar eclipse (eclipses are fantastic, and interesting normally) there is an obvious indication 'something' is planned for that...and we have France threatening to send in ground troops: there is no end to the potential for a catastrophic occasion to occur. We know that it is not wise to indulge in negative fantasies, but there is something brewing, bubbling away, I agree a sense of impending doom.

[Harmony]

DITKlyfeaiI
Gregg Braden Explains the Difference between Linear Model of Age vs. Cyclic Model of Age

This video demonstrates how simple and easy it is to change and correct our cortisol levels with a simple meditation. He demonstrates with a graph in real time what happens with different ways thoughts affect our heart coherence. And consequentially, improvement in our health and longevity with simple ways to incease our DHEA which is a precursor to all our other hormones that keep us healthy and in good condition.

[meat suit]

Losing Earth's Magnetic Field - Major Health Problems
Suspicious0bservers
735K subscribers
4/6/24

(If you leave out the Sun's effect on life on Earth, you miss a huge component.)
6nYL23r43B4

XetvS2ld4Xw

So, maybe we need to supplement with another magnetic field!
I have built one of these bowl shaped magnet arrays with a motor for rotation.
The health benefits and extra energy from using this have been very interesting.
If you havent watched the video at https://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?54402-Dave-LaPoint-s-Primer-Fields--was-Bizarre-Discovery-at-CERN...-Plasma-Energy-changing-the-world--&p=1601434&viewfull=1#post1601434 yet, I really recommend you do.
I will update that threa soon with my built project experience.

[Delight]

The whole thing is such a expansive experience. It can take you out of this tawdry drama and give it perspective.

Have you seen this massive treatise? Click on title for pdf....


Projectiology: A Panorama of Experiences of the Consciousness Outside the Human Bodyf (https://editares.org/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/Projectiology.pdf)

Waldo Vieira
4.73
37 ratings2 reviews
The most comprehensive treatise on the out-of-body experience and psychic phenomena in the world today.
Projectiology is an authoritative, technical, and scholarly volume that provides definitive information on the out-of-body experience (OBE) and paranormal and psychic phenomena. It is a complete guide to the development of energetic self-control and psychic awareness, and an invaluable source of information on the interaction between the physical and non-physical worlds.

The contents of Projectiology are the culmination of more than 30 years of investigation by the author. This volume forms the foundation of the science of projectiology and is unique in its breadth and scope. Subjects covered in this book include:

• 54 varieties of paranormal and psychic phenomena comprehensively explained and analyzed
• 37 techniques for producing OBEs
• Numerous practical tips to facilitate OBEs
• Detailed techniques to consciously sense and utilize bioenergies (chi, prana, vital energy, subtle energy)
• 68 applications and benefits of the OBE
• Characteristics of non-physical dimensions and non-physical individuals
• How to control and use the non-physical (astral) body
• Analysis of different types of OBEs
• How to assist through OBEs and with bioenergies
• Definitive explanations of the key phases of the OBE
• Analysis of altered states of consciousness
• Compilation of scientific research on OBEs
• 525 chapters
• 1,907 bibliographic entries from sources in 18 languages

1248 pages, Hardcover

Published May 1, 2002

[Brigantia]

We're just back from a comedy gig that included a couple of my favourite YouTubers; a few hours with like-minded people, no wokeness and issues of The Light available.

A few hours of laughter and chatting with people resisting the agenda has lifted my spirits no end. They say that laughter is the best medicine.

[ExomatrixTV]

Most Avalonians (https://projectavalon.net/forum4/memberlist.php?order=desc&sort=posts&pp=999) probably agree that there are plenty (enough) reasons WHY the "powers that be (https://johnkuhles.substack.com/p/the-real-biggest-global-risks-in)" need an even more powerful (distracting) CRISIS event, maybe even multiple crisis that affects things globally drastically ... Dare I say worse than: "9/11", "October 7", "2007–2008 Financial Crash", "Plandemic 2020-2022", "Earthquakes" & "Hawaii, Maui" combined!


Soon I'm going to make a list of reasons WHY they need this in 2024 more than ever ... because I think they (https://johnkuhles.substack.com/p/the-real-biggest-global-risks-in) have legit reasons to be really scared!

And when I am finished making that list ... the silent majority of the masses may wake up that we are more powerful than they (https://johnkuhles.substack.com/p/the-real-biggest-global-risks-in) are!

cheers,
John 🦜🦋🌳
Lrdk5LVRhew

[SoulValor]

For what it's worth - I only felt strange and kinda negative/on edge during the Easter weekend. It was really weird because the days leading up to it I were quite fine. And then - almost like a switch - everything felt different starting Saturday (as soon as I got up). Of course it didn't help that I had a strange/melancholic dream before I woke but maybe it was caused by this energy shift instead of causing it. I definitely felt there was more to it than this dream.

We had quite a turn in the weather too which didn't help...and we had this "sahara dust" that blew over into Europe which actually made the sky look a bit yellowish. And left "nice" spots on windows. But it's not like we never had this before, it is actually a regular occurance....though some speculate that "sahara dust" is just a cover story and that whatever it is is being intentionally dumped on us...:blink: like Chemtrails 2.0. Who knows...

We did have a very cleansing/intense thunderstorm on Sunday afternoon which in no doubt was caused by all that dust. That thunderstorm put me on edge too but afterwards things felt a lot better. :) Of course, the air was clean again....but it didn'T take long and latest by Easter Monday (a national holiday here in Germany) things were strange and bleak again. :/
But - when Tuesday rolled around and everything went back to normal (as in business week) I felt totally normal again too! Just like a switch again. I went back to do my usual stuff and felt somewhat relieved....
Did anyone else here from Germany or other "Sahara dust" affected countries feel the same during that weekend?
I'm usually a stable person and not that prone to mood swings or big shifts, but that weekend was something else. And then I got to see this thread....

[jagman]

I want to believe that nothing is going to happen tomorrow! Or soon there after! It's hard to think about.The ringing in my ears :muscle:has been non-stop today. I guess it could be tinnitus. Seems strange it started about a week ago and is seemingly getting especially in my right ear. I'm rambling, I guess feel a little scared right now. I watched Dutch tonight and he didn't seem to worried about the New Madrid fault but said Japan is due to get hit by a 6 soon. That won't really matter if they turn on the ice cube neutrino detector! Eric Hecker said before the got it correctly calibrated it caused that big quake in Christ Church New Zealand! The good people at Cern thought it was a good idea to fire up the old particle collider to look for the God particle on the eclipse. ( Maybe they will all do a dance for Shiva the god tomorrow.) I Heard the Aliens are coming tomorrow too! Israel and Gaza and potentially I ran at war United States and other global Powers inching closer to a world conflict! The locusts are also coming, My State Missouri Will be covered with the they say.I moved away from the Gulf of Texas Last year, boy don't I have good timing lol... I haven't even mentioned the red heifer or the Bible prophecy, or the 3 days of darkness prophecy. The geniuses at NASA also thought it would be a good idea to fire some rockets tomorrow and give it an operational name of a god, 🙂 so I have to say I feel a little bit of trepidation about tomorrow and soon there after possibly up to 40 days after, I personally feel that it , whatever ever it (is) crescendo will be on Niacin 14, or April 22nd but feel things could start to come unglued tomorrow.I hope I'm wrong! I pray that I am wrong! Maybe I'll be able to laugh at how worked up I got myself on this one.

[shamballaOn]

The eclips will be 3 hours from now. I have no fear or whatever form of foreboding.

I am happy and positive. I create the whole world from my own being. As is everybody else. Everybody creates their own personal universe. All you see before you is created from You. It is created from You by You.

The eclipse is a positive happening that will strengthen my intentions. It will be so because I, as the creator of my personal universe, say so and wills it so.

Cern bullsh1t and all other negative influences will have a smaller change of succeeding on my timeline. Because of me and my intentions for my timeline.

And let's say I do create negative disturbing things on my timeline... as I am at the moment very far from perfect or awakened. (and the collective consciousness is also creating part of my timeline). I will then deal with it in the Now. Not at this moment by fearing things that might happen in the future.

I am happy and positive Now. Let's see what the future brings when the future is Now.

[Pam]

It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...:nod:


It's not only the energy coming from other people....
It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.
It's rather easy to be "on edge and having a sense of foreboding" when our collective reality focuses more on chaos and cosmic debris than harmony and beauty.

Thank you to Mari, SilentFeathers, and Natalie for such kind and most of all undertanding words.

These words spoken from SilentFeathers
It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.

It meant so much to me. I have a feeling there is at least one non member out there that will find great comfort in these words. When you have no idea what is happening and I spent much of my life that way, it is logical to conclude that I must be crazy. Only the in your face debacle which was covid let me know I was not the crazy one. No pride in that, but it is comforting to know that. Without my friends here, I would have ended things long ago, just feels too hard to take. Now we wait for the eclipse in the US. I don't know when the shenanigans Bill is predicting will occur, and time lines can change, but it will be interesting observing the next few days......

[Patient]

We live just outside of the total eclipse path. We had a lot of cloud cover.

It did get a bit dark, but not as much as I was expecting. Enough to really notice though.

No feelings of anything except a temporary drop in temperature. :)