Childhood Memories

[Peacelovinman]

Hi all

I'm wondering if anybody can shed any light, or maybe can describe similar experiences, on what happened to me as a child. I have always felt as if I "might" (as I have no conscious memory) have had abduction experiences as a child.

As a child, I was very interested in UFO's. I was always puzzled by my parents' attitude to the subject; they would voice no strong feelings one way or the other, they just weren't interested. I read everything I could get my hands on concerning UFO's, and other subjects such as the paranormal. This "quest" for knowledge has continued into adulthood, something I know all of you will identify with, otherwise you wouldn't be here!

Three episodes from my childhood have always intrigued me. My mother told me that, before I could speak clearly, I used to point to the sky and say something resembling, "48 in the guys". She presumed I was trying to indicate something in the sky but she never knew what.

Secondly, I can remember a vivid childhood dream where I got out of bed and drew back my curtains. Hovering outside my bedroom window was a saucer shaped craft. I remember the feeling of longing upon waking up, as if I'd been left behind.

Lastly, I can recall as a young boy (under 12) going through a routine before going to sleep at night. I would bang my head on the pillow 3 times and say each time, "I hope I don't dream". I can't recall why I did this, I only assume that I had been frightened by a particular dream.

Of course, all this may be something and nothing but I wanted to share as some of you may have gone through similar feelings and experiences. As an adult, I have always had a strong feeling that I have a mission on this planet to accomplish. At age 42, it frustrates me that I still don't have a clear idea what that mission is!

Perhaps the time for me to do my job lays in the future.

Thanks for listening.

[ktlight]

Hi all

I'm wondering if anybody can shed any light, or maybe can describe similar experiences, on what happened to me as a child. I have always felt as if I "might" (as I have no conscious memory) have had abduction experiences as a child.

As a child, I was very interested in UFO's. I was always puzzled by my parents' attitude to the subject; they would voice no strong feelings one way or the other, they just weren't interested. I read everything I could get my hands on concerning UFO's, and other subjects such as the paranormal. This "quest" for knowledge has continued into adulthood, something I know all of you will identify with, otherwise you wouldn't be here!

Three episodes from my childhood have always intrigued me. My mother told me that, before I could speak clearly, I used to point to the sky and say something resembling, "48 in the guys". She presumed I was trying to indicate something in the sky but she never knew what.

Secondly, I can remember a vivid childhood dream where I got out of bed and drew back my curtains. Hovering outside my bedroom window was a saucer shaped craft. I remember the feeling of longing upon waking up, as if I'd been left behind.

Lastly, I can recall as a young boy (under 12) going through a routine before going to sleep at night. I would bang my head on the pillow 3 times and say each time, "I hope I don't dream". I can't recall why I did this, I only assume that I had been frightened by a particular dream.

Of course, all this may be something and nothing but I wanted to share as some of you may have gone through similar feelings and experiences. As an adult, I have always had a strong feeling that I have a mission on this planet to accomplish. At age 42, it frustrates me that I still don't have a clear idea what that mission is!

Perhaps the time for me to do my job lays in the future.

Thanks for listening.

Whatever happened when you were a child will be remembered. Have patience. all will be remembered. Stay in the moment (the present/the now)
and it will some to you.

Hope you understand.

[John Parslow]

Hello Peacelovinman

Many thanks for posting:


At age 42, it frustrates me that I still don't have a clear idea what that mission is! Perhaps the time for me to do my job lays in the future.

Do not despair, like you I am still waiting to understand my mission at age 65, who knows we may have already accomplished them …

Love and peace to you. JP :cool:

[hexenomega]

Hi john
Our mission, it has been relayed to me that being who you really are is the mission, you do that, you gonna be ok, lets get real, this planet is so beautiful, the clouds change all the time, forget all the great artists, there is even greater masterpiece just above your head changing every 5 mins into another one. That said, the place we all live happens to also to be home to what seems like the most awful creatures we can imagine, who will make it dangerous and unpleasent to be you, so, if you are true to yourself, always do the right thing, although in my opinion it is the hardest way, which is against all the laws we deep down know in our hearts that it is indeed right. Maybe an open declaration from our gov would be, do the wrong thing, but they only do that in private of course. So, there you have my take on it. So, keep doing what you do, you wont believe what comes after this, maybe back to utopia, but trust me, it dosnt get any worse than this.