Newlyn
24th May 2011, 14:34
Hi friends! I am right now out traveling europe again, on a pilgrim travel with some dear friends of mine. So I have not had the time to write a lot on the forum, even if I wanted to. But now I take my time to write down some experiences with Camelot/Avalon that I have had, and encourage you do tell your stories.
(anyone interested in what my travels are about can check out my signature)
In 2007/2008 I started to follow project Camelot. This because I started to realize, just like you, that something was not right about the info given out to the public, that we can not be alone in this universe, and so on. I studdied like crazy about secret sects, illuminati, 2012, E.T:s, secret projects, real world history and every subject Project Camelot touched.
Well, after some time it did not feel good anymore. It is very strong, powerful matters that easely can make you feel powerless. I felt like the alternative media was a bunch of crazy people with stupid theories about things they impossibly could know about, and I cut it. I see now that I needed to do so. No more Project Camelot (every time I visited the site I got bad feelings) and no more conspiracy theories. I decided to trust myself, my path here and now, and to follow the guidence and my heart. To develop myself and live the life fully, no matter what happened in future.
This was the start of the next step in my personal transformation.
And it was magical. I started to do what I have been dreaming of. Everything has itīs time. I needed all this in itīs own periods for my path. Somewhere I had this fear that if I did not follow the alternative media closely it would go really bad for me when the catastrophy started (whatever that would be :) ). Now I realize that if I had stayed in fear I would really be f****d. I learned so much, so much, theese years. And Iīm so thankful for that, beyond words!
Later I connected with Camelot/Avalon again. It was different times. Charles was on, and something was really happening in the media, just like the world. Bumpy and unstable. Now I joined the forum. Donīt know why really, I was not so interested in the Charles material, I just took it as a nice and special interview. People joined, others left, new forums started, movement, transformation. Like the seperation of Bill and Kerry, just like life and time itself, yea?
And then I really found it. The same thing that happened to me over theese years, I can see it in Avalon. A shift of focus, a higher awareness. The evolution in me, I found it here, and for me it was time to join here and connect anew. To me itīs a wonderful revelation that I see that. For a while I was not in vibration with Avalon, now I am, and who knows about the future. Special times for sure.
When people ask Bill Ryan if he ever feels itīs a shame that people - who have been contributing on the forum a long time - suddenly leaves, his answer is that itīs good, because we are all walking our path and if we as a group no longer looks at the same horizon, itīs a totally natural process that we part. It may sound harsh, but itīs not. If you love people you donīt need to have anyone asking for forgiveness, it is allready given. You donīt need to try to stay together forever like glued, you respect that the other persons have their own sacred path to walk. You are not fighting, not convincing and not blaming or judging anyone. You are just doing.
I donīt find it surprising that Bill are working in this spirit, because he wants a project that evolves, where a natural evolution takes part - just like in the souls that itīs made of (and in every person in their reality)
This is a forum and more, a moving project that is not getting stuck in what it once was, what the original idea was or what it is not. It is just following the divine bliss and gods natural guidence. To live out a project like this takes a lot of TRUST, because it means walking in the darkness, KNOWING that it will hold. Trust (faith, belief) is my favorite subject, something that Iīm sure that Bill and many many of you, and myself have had extrodinary experiences with. To live the life and the dream not from what you already know of (very limited perspective) but from the unknown. Going for the idea and vision, and at the same time letting god alter that view and that dream to something far bigger and profound.
Bill, correct me if Iīm wrong here, but this is my feeling about it right now.
Itīs beautiful how I can see the same thing happening in me as in the forum, and in my outer reality. Life is a mirror, and Project Avalon is one of the best mirrors I have right now.
Inelia said in her wonderful interview that instead of asking "have we changed the timeline", we should ask ourselves "have I changed my timeline. I guess I am in a timeline where I, and the wonderful people I can connect with on Avalon, are in harmony. I am glad that I choose like I did.
I hope that we all stay in the highest possible vibration in the future aswell.
Blessings!
(anyone interested in what my travels are about can check out my signature)
In 2007/2008 I started to follow project Camelot. This because I started to realize, just like you, that something was not right about the info given out to the public, that we can not be alone in this universe, and so on. I studdied like crazy about secret sects, illuminati, 2012, E.T:s, secret projects, real world history and every subject Project Camelot touched.
Well, after some time it did not feel good anymore. It is very strong, powerful matters that easely can make you feel powerless. I felt like the alternative media was a bunch of crazy people with stupid theories about things they impossibly could know about, and I cut it. I see now that I needed to do so. No more Project Camelot (every time I visited the site I got bad feelings) and no more conspiracy theories. I decided to trust myself, my path here and now, and to follow the guidence and my heart. To develop myself and live the life fully, no matter what happened in future.
This was the start of the next step in my personal transformation.
And it was magical. I started to do what I have been dreaming of. Everything has itīs time. I needed all this in itīs own periods for my path. Somewhere I had this fear that if I did not follow the alternative media closely it would go really bad for me when the catastrophy started (whatever that would be :) ). Now I realize that if I had stayed in fear I would really be f****d. I learned so much, so much, theese years. And Iīm so thankful for that, beyond words!
Later I connected with Camelot/Avalon again. It was different times. Charles was on, and something was really happening in the media, just like the world. Bumpy and unstable. Now I joined the forum. Donīt know why really, I was not so interested in the Charles material, I just took it as a nice and special interview. People joined, others left, new forums started, movement, transformation. Like the seperation of Bill and Kerry, just like life and time itself, yea?
And then I really found it. The same thing that happened to me over theese years, I can see it in Avalon. A shift of focus, a higher awareness. The evolution in me, I found it here, and for me it was time to join here and connect anew. To me itīs a wonderful revelation that I see that. For a while I was not in vibration with Avalon, now I am, and who knows about the future. Special times for sure.
When people ask Bill Ryan if he ever feels itīs a shame that people - who have been contributing on the forum a long time - suddenly leaves, his answer is that itīs good, because we are all walking our path and if we as a group no longer looks at the same horizon, itīs a totally natural process that we part. It may sound harsh, but itīs not. If you love people you donīt need to have anyone asking for forgiveness, it is allready given. You donīt need to try to stay together forever like glued, you respect that the other persons have their own sacred path to walk. You are not fighting, not convincing and not blaming or judging anyone. You are just doing.
I donīt find it surprising that Bill are working in this spirit, because he wants a project that evolves, where a natural evolution takes part - just like in the souls that itīs made of (and in every person in their reality)
This is a forum and more, a moving project that is not getting stuck in what it once was, what the original idea was or what it is not. It is just following the divine bliss and gods natural guidence. To live out a project like this takes a lot of TRUST, because it means walking in the darkness, KNOWING that it will hold. Trust (faith, belief) is my favorite subject, something that Iīm sure that Bill and many many of you, and myself have had extrodinary experiences with. To live the life and the dream not from what you already know of (very limited perspective) but from the unknown. Going for the idea and vision, and at the same time letting god alter that view and that dream to something far bigger and profound.
Bill, correct me if Iīm wrong here, but this is my feeling about it right now.
Itīs beautiful how I can see the same thing happening in me as in the forum, and in my outer reality. Life is a mirror, and Project Avalon is one of the best mirrors I have right now.
Inelia said in her wonderful interview that instead of asking "have we changed the timeline", we should ask ourselves "have I changed my timeline. I guess I am in a timeline where I, and the wonderful people I can connect with on Avalon, are in harmony. I am glad that I choose like I did.
I hope that we all stay in the highest possible vibration in the future aswell.
Blessings!