are you a sensitive

[manny]

who here on avalon is a sensitive.
whether it be empath.
clairvoyant.
psychic.
enlightened.

how has it changed your life and what does it mean to you.
please add any capibilties that i may of missed.

thank you

[shadowstalker]

Empathic, Sometimes it really hurts when the lie come my way.
Post-Cog: Same with this when I see bad things coming.
Clairvoyant: Sometime I see those so called mythical creatures, like dragons and fairies and imps, or even people.
Time shifting, O.K. that one is hard to explain, Lets just call it Deja-vu.
Material shifting: I at one time change a new crystal into one of my old crystals that had broke months prier.

I have more but, I don't remember the tech terms.

[Tony]

The world always upset me.
Then I realised everyone was unhappy.
So I had to find out why.
We are all in the same boat, but some cover up their pain.

So maybe it's empathy.

How has it changed my life? I am no longer angry!!!!

Tony

[manny]

Empathic, Sometimes it really hurts when the lie come my way.
Post-Cog: Same with this when I see bad things coming.
Clairvoyant: Sometime I see those so called mythical creatures, like dragons and fairies and imps, or even people.
Time shifting, O.K. that one is hard to explain, Lets just call it Deja-vu.
Material shifting: I at one time change a new crystal into one of my old crystals that had broke months prier.

I have more but, I don't remember the tech terms.
no matter for techs,they are just labels we put on things.
explain your experiences the best you know how.

i have had a few experiences i can not even able to comprehend to put into words.

to each there own...;)

[manny]

The world always upset me.
Then I realised everyone was unhappy.
So I had to find out why.
We are all in the same boat, but some cover up their pain.

So maybe it's empathy.

How has it changed my life? I am no longer angry!!!!

Tony
pie man.
not everyone is un happy.
many people live there lives in normal mode and are quite happy!
are you angry and if so who at?
imo there is no one to be angry at,apart from ourself,for whatever reason.

then the anger has to be let go and taken as a learning experience.for self.

to be angry at somethig or someone is only to be angry at self.

[Tony]

Everyone is unhappy, everyone is suffering, they have got so used to it, that they do not notice.
That is why we are here.
I was angry at a contrived world. People pretending to be happy. But it was happiness relying on conditions = conditional happiness.
What made me angry was people copying other contrived people. Plus the emotional blackmail of having to be like them. One sees this in spiritual set-ups.
In the essence of anger is wisdom. In understanding the nature of anger, I gave up anger, or rather it gave me up. It no longer has any control over me.

But its essence is still there, it serves as a reminder, to let go.


All the best
Tony

[manny]

Everyone is unhappy, everyone is suffering, they have got so used to it, that they do not notice.
That is why we are here.
I was angry at a contrived world. People pretending to be happy. But it was happiness relying on conditions = conditional happiness.
What made me angry was people copying other contrived people. Plus the emotional blackmail of having to be like them. One sees this in spiritual set-ups.
In the essence of anger is wisdom. In understanding the nature of anger, I gave up anger, or rather it gave me up. It no longer has any control over me.

But its essence is still there, it serves as a reminder, to let go.


All the best
Tony
question...where you a angry man when you where younger....

[shadowstalker]

Empathic, Sometimes it really hurts when the lie come my way.
Post-Cog: Same with this when I see bad things coming.
Clairvoyant: Sometime I see those so called mythical creatures, like dragons and fairies and imps, or even people.
Time shifting, O.K. that one is hard to explain, Lets just call it Deja-vu.
Material shifting: I at one time change a new crystal into one of my old crystals that had broke months prier.

I have more but, I don't remember the tech terms.
no matter for techs,they are just labels we put on things.
explain your experiences the best you know how.

i have had a few experiences i can not even able to comprehend to put into words.

to each there own...;)

It didn't change me at all, as I have always had these gifts, What change me was when I found out that most others did not have these gifts or thought they didn't have these gifts, so I felt for them more.

[Tony]

Everyone is unhappy, everyone is suffering, they have got so used to it, that they do not notice.
That is why we are here.
I was angry at a contrived world. People pretending to be happy. But it was happiness relying on conditions = conditional happiness.
What made me angry was people copying other contrived people. Plus the emotional blackmail of having to be like them. One sees this in spiritual set-ups.
In the essence of anger is wisdom. In understanding the nature of anger, I gave up anger, or rather it gave me up. It no longer has any control over me.

But its essence is still there, it serves as a reminder, to let go.


All the best
Tony
question...where you a angry man when you where younger....

Oh, yes! To tell you the truth, it is only this year that things have changed.
The knowledge of the so-called elite, answered all my question.

That's why I thanked Charles and his 33.

The problem with spiritual set-ups is they that we create our own suffering.
While this is true, these self-important beings have made people's lives a total misery.
So it's not all their fault.

The problem with being sensitive is that, this is all very painful....but it helps me stay firm.

Tony

[Nyce555]

I have been thinking that I am somewhat of an empath. I am very sensitive to other people's emotions and energy. If they are having a bad day, I can feel their energy coming from a miles away. Sometimes it is soo bad and overwhelming, I have to go outside and get some air. Negative energy can be very overwhelming and makes me feel like I can't breathe. If someone is sad, sometimes I feel like crying and don't ven know why it affects me soo much. If I am around a bunch of positive people, it makes me feel Grrreaat!!! It's a gift and a curse. The olderI get the more I feel the energy.

[jjl]

I feel peoples pain, been known to relieve it for some people this way, But I am very gullible. I tend to stay close to home these days.

[MariaDine]

Why do you want to know ?
Namasté

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFpdJ0q1hj4&feature=related

[Heartsong]

I don't know if I'm sensitive. I have nothing to compare me to - I don't know really how others are or how they operate. I have been told that I'm powerful by a person who claimed to be a psychic but I didn't know exactly what they meant that.
At one time I could tell where my friends were and what they were doing. They asked me to stop doing that because it disturbed their concentration. The could tell I was in their mind. I stopped doing "scanning" 40 years ago.
It scared me a little.

[9eagle9]

I find the labels mostly inaccurate, a standard that has been set that is impossible to understand because its nothing more than a false standard. I find the portrayal of my abilities in the media distasteful and false so I dissociate myself from the label...but not the ability.

I have found more psychics that had no idea they were psychic (even thought I dislike the word) because of false portrayals in the media and for people who pose as enabled but really aren't all that up to speed even with their own talents. This tends to happen to people who are clairaudient.They can go their whole life not knowing their own gift due to false portrayal. Find me a person who is obsessive compulsive reader and chances are we have a clairaudient on our hands. My sister is one, but she uses reading and media to escape it. I'm a Stephen King fan, and if one has kept up to speed on his books one will notice that his books have made predictive events. He doesn't profess to being a psychic but....I think he's got a touch of clairaudience personally.

It tends to run along personality lines. Clairaudience don't just hear things, or voices. Its about words. Voices of course are means of communicating words.

Clarivoyants are probably more visual oriented and have a love of beauty and if they are being free express themselves freely in a visual way by the receiving of information and through the love or art and doing artwork. It depends on one's personality so one ability is neither better than the other its expressed along personality lines and personal tastes and predilections. If one thinks their ability is lacking they are saying to me their persona is lacking and they need to do a little inner landscape work.

People spend a lot of time wishing they could do this or that as far as abilities when in actuality they are chasing a false standard or ignoring their own personal expression of ability for something that 'sounds' better.

I had spent a great deal of time with psychics who could tell me my address and the color of my house but they couldn't tell me what was wrong with me. What's the use of telling me something I already know? How does THEM knowing my street address help ME. It doesn't it only validates that they have a clever intuitive ability going on that validates them in some fashion but does little to help others. And that's okay but...one shouldn't present themselves as a person that can help others when they are simply telling them something they already know. I

I know longer have need of other psychics. This doesn't mean I don't need advice it just means that the false standard of psychics being unable to read for themselves isn't truthful.

The person who helped me the most hadn't a clue she was psychic therefore had nothign to prove and only wanted to help me. I think we attracted each other into each other's life. I was actively screaming at the higher power to bring me someone who could tell me what was wrong with me. She had all this wild stuff going on in her life she couldn't put into words and I had something wrong with me that no one for all their might powers they gabbled on and on about couldn't identify. I was just too special and a reincaranated flying herring so of course this mere human existence would always be a burden for me. BOOOOOOOOOOOLSHEEEEEEET. That is really when I came to terms about what was going on in the realms of psychism. . It teaches that abilities are a confusion, a burden, a troublesome sort spot , a ball and chain, a sorrow that doesn't allow one to actively engage in life, when they should bring you more vividly into life, and make life so much more better. The better one's own life is the better they can make it for other people. If I make the world a better place for others it becomes a better place for me so not everyhing about abliities is all altruistic.

It took one person who knew nothing but everything that mattered to tell me what was wrong with me and I had the tools to free myself. When I did that, my abilities were free to be utilized in an empowering and freeing way and life became so much better than one could imagine. So the labels are basically useless. She still comes to me for words and I still go to her when something is wrong with me because I can trust her to tell me, instead of stating that we are all just so unbearably special that life hurts.

Life isn't meant to hurt. Granted it can be sucky sometimes but to not be able to experience life because of an ability. That's not right. That is not what is intended for us.

None of it has altered my life radically, but i'm only my own experience and I've always been this way as far back as I can remember. I have no idea how I would be otherwise.I'm curious a bit to know what my life would have been like without them. I do have a radically different existence than most people as I don't seem to struggle with the things that other people do. Depression, health issues, financial issues, lonliness, or uncertainty. But that is after I stopped allowing my abilities to ping in on my wounds. Because of it I tend to be more self directed and certain of things . Not that I don't have issues but I toss them over my shoulder at higher self and it deals with them within a day or to. When we are told not to be burdened with things of the material world I took that to heart. Let my higher self figure out how to pay the bills since its so smart. And so it does.

I don't know why people don't trust their abilities more or their higher expression, probably because of the false standards set out there. Or because we are falsely fed the notion they need to be painful or some sacrifice is involved in being an enabled person. Or there's some obligation attached. Its like a creation of heave on earth to let go and know its just as much a part of your life as your fingernails and just as okay to have them as having fingernails.

Those are issues that have nothing to do with abilities and more to do with not cleaning out past abuse and trauma. Other people's energies don't bother me to the extent I used to think I was energy dense. I now know its just automatic deflector shields, so I see their issues more on a mental level rather than a feeling level. I don't have to feel it to know. Feeling other people's pain is unnecessary in order to help them cope with it.


People can be quite accurate in seeing bad things coming down the road but less tuned in to good things. The attractive effect. That is the damaged inner landscape at work, our internal filters and what is going on inside of us.. Remove them and your abilities will serve you to the utmost and the more good you have the more good you can do for others. I tend to attract information that interests me. Everything is attractive energy.

[jookyle]

I'm a romantic, not a sensi. :p

Ten bucks to anyone who gets the reference(Not really but, totes cool points for it)

[hexenomega]

don't let anyone tell you anything, you are whole

[Lazlo]

Children and animals seem to love me, too many stories to relate, but as an example I had a big rottweiler break away from it's owner's leash so that it could run across the street, jump up and lick me in the face (it freaked the owner out, a total stranger)

I occassionally have precognitive dreams that go way beyond deja vue

I see auras, but only on especially strong people, unless I am really concentrating, then I can see almost anyone

I am sensitive to electrical fields, especially microwave ovens, you can put me in a room, blindfolded and with my ears covered, and I can tell you if there is one in use

I was once "run over" by a "shadow person"....very real and very freaky

I have had multiple cosmic, or mystical experiences

Has it changed me? Hard to say. I can't remember not being this way. Except for my first mystical experience, and that made me a better human being in every way that matters.

[ulli]

When animals suffer I also suffer...so much so that I couldn't even face the idea of being a vet, even though it was suggested.
I am that sensitive to their pain, even more than humans.
I come up with comments to people in conversation that are directly related to what goes on with their lives and issues, but I have no idea why.
am not even scanning their minds...it just happens and its uncanny. But they say a lot of Capricorns have those abilities.
I would hate for them to think I am invasive as it is not done deliberately.

[PixieDust]

I'm strong with animals. just today i was able to communicate to a chicken that i wasn't gonna hurt her with my chicken-eating dog 5 feet away (hence why i needed to catch her) and she let me grab hold of her and put her back to safety. Trees always catch my interest also. I have been told i have many gifts but they're blocked. One i know that has been blocked is i use to be empathic but i got tired of holding everyone else emotion, too young to know how to work with it so i blocked it and for years didnt even feel my own emotion unless it was strong. Its opening back up though, ever since i had my babies.

in college we'd play a drinking game called F*ck the dealer. no one liked playing with me cause id know what the card was (meaning they'd drink) my friends tested me and would think a different card, i'd tell them whatever they were thinking. Some times i just know things about people. something like a whisper scribbles across my mind.

i hesitate syaing this but i was once told i was a incarnated pixie (not re-incarnated but incarnated). Not sure what to think of it, probably just makes me sound crazy but i came up with a story that i got in trouble and my punishment was to serve on earth, like community service, and my mom is my patrol officer. which might explain the feelings of never belonging and the general irritation with humans. i connect with animals better than i have with humans always.

[Cjay]

explain your experiences the best you know how.

Too many to mention. Here are two examples.

This has happened hundreds of times. Phone rings. I answer and say "Hi Glenn" before the caller speaks. Every time I did that, I said the correct name. It wasn't only Glenn who I had that connection with. By the way, for years, Glenn and I would frequently use "finger scissors" to cut the invisible wire between us. We used to joke that we were joined at the head.

At the age of about 12, I saw a man named Bob Hawke on TV. I said to my dad, "he will be our next prime minister." Dad said, "don't be stupid, he's not even in politics. He's the leader of the ACTU." (Australian Council of Trade Unions). Bob Hawke DID become our next prime minister.

[Cjay]

Why do you want to know ?
Namasté

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFpdJ0q1hj4&feature=related

Great video MariaDine, thank you. I have a greater sense now of the significance of the name Avalon and why we are here. Some of us are here to make great positive changes. Others are here to watch. Others are here to disrupt and distract.

[DNA]

I find the labels mostly inaccurate, a standard that has been set that is impossible to understand because its nothing more than a false standard. I find the portrayal of my abilities in the media distasteful and false so I dissociate myself from the label...but not the ability.

I have found more psychics that had no idea they were psychic (even thought I dislike the word) because of false portrayals in the media and for people who pose as enabled but really aren't all that up to speed even with their own talents. This tends to happen to people who are clairaudient.They can go their whole life not knowing their own gift due to false portrayal. Find me a person who is obsessive compulsive reader and chances are we have a clairaudient on our hands. My sister is one, but she uses reading and media to escape it. I'm a Stephen King fan, and if one has kept up to speed on his books one will notice that his books have made predictive events. He doesn't profess to being a psychic but....I think he's got a touch of clairaudience personally.

It tends to run along personality lines. Clairaudience don't just hear things, or voices. Its about words. Voices of course are means of communicating words.

Clarivoyants are probably more visual oriented and have a love of beauty and if they are being free express themselves freely in a visual way by the receiving of information and through the love or art and doing artwork. It depends on one's personality so one ability is neither better than the other its expressed along personality lines and personal tastes and predilections. If one thinks their ability is lacking they are saying to me their persona is lacking and they need to do a little inner landscape work.

People spend a lot of time wishing they could do this or that as far as abilities when in actuality they are chasing a false standard or ignoring their own personal expression of ability for something that 'sounds' better.

I had spent a great deal of time with psychics who could tell me my address and the color of my house but they couldn't tell me what was wrong with me. What's the use of telling me something I already know? How does THEM knowing my street address help ME. It doesn't it only validates that they have a clever intuitive ability going on that validates them in some fashion but does little to help others. And that's okay but...one shouldn't present themselves as a person that can help others when they are simply telling them something they already know. I

I know longer have need of other psychics. This doesn't mean I don't need advice it just means that the false standard of psychics being unable to read for themselves isn't truthful.

The person who helped me the most hadn't a clue she was psychic therefore had nothign to prove and only wanted to help me. I think we attracted each other into each other's life. I was actively screaming at the higher power to bring me someone who could tell me what was wrong with me. She had all this wild stuff going on in her life she couldn't put into words and I had something wrong with me that no one for all their might powers they gabbled on and on about couldn't identify. I was just too special and a reincaranated flying herring so of course this mere human existence would always be a burden for me. BOOOOOOOOOOOLSHEEEEEEET. That is really when I came to terms about what was going on in the realms of psychism. . It teaches that abilities are a confusion, a burden, a troublesome sort spot , a ball and chain, a sorrow that doesn't allow one to actively engage in life, when they should bring you more vividly into life, and make life so much more better. The better one's own life is the better they can make it for other people. If I make the world a better place for others it becomes a better place for me so not everyhing about abliities is all altruistic.

It took one person who knew nothing but everything that mattered to tell me what was wrong with me and I had the tools to free myself. When I did that, my abilities were free to be utilized in an empowering and freeing way and life became so much better than one could imagine. So the labels are basically useless. She still comes to me for words and I still go to her when something is wrong with me because I can trust her to tell me, instead of stating that we are all just so unbearably special that life hurts.

Life isn't meant to hurt. Granted it can be sucky sometimes but to not be able to experience life because of an ability. That's not right. That is not what is intended for us.

None of it has altered my life radically, but i'm only my own experience and I've always been this way as far back as I can remember. I have no idea how I would be otherwise.I'm curious a bit to know what my life would have been like without them. I do have a radically different existence than most people as I don't seem to struggle with the things that other people do. Depression, health issues, financial issues, lonliness, or uncertainty. But that is after I stopped allowing my abilities to ping in on my wounds. Because of it I tend to be more self directed and certain of things . Not that I don't have issues but I toss them over my shoulder at higher self and it deals with them within a day or to. When we are told not to be burdened with things of the material world I took that to heart. Let my higher self figure out how to pay the bills since its so smart. And so it does.

I don't know why people don't trust their abilities more or their higher expression, probably because of the false standards set out there. Or because we are falsely fed the notion they need to be painful or some sacrifice is involved in being an enabled person. Or there's some obligation attached. Its like a creation of heave on earth to let go and know its just as much a part of your life as your fingernails and just as okay to have them as having fingernails.

Those are issues that have nothing to do with abilities and more to do with not cleaning out past abuse and trauma. Other people's energies don't bother me to the extent I used to think I was energy dense. I now know its just automatic deflector shields, so I see their issues more on a mental level rather than a feeling level. I don't have to feel it to know. Feeling other people's pain is unnecessary in order to help them cope with it.


People can be quite accurate in seeing bad things coming down the road but less tuned in to good things. The attractive effect. That is the damaged inner landscape at work, our internal filters and what is going on inside of us.. Remove them and your abilities will serve you to the utmost and the more good you have the more good you can do for others. I tend to attract information that interests me. Everything is attractive energy.

I've been painfully empathic since a kid.
And recently devoloped etheric sight as far as being able to see ghosts, higher dimensionals, that sort of thing.
.
.
I've often stated that I'm glad I'm not clairaudient.
When beings show up that want attention,,,,I can empathically shut them out,,,and I can visually disassociate myself from them,,,but I always thought it would be a lot more difficult to shut them out if I could hear them.
So,,,I don't really envy that ability.
Empathic communication is enough for me.

[Tony]

Any gift should be dropped like a hot cake!
This will allow it to flow.
It is not important, it is a by product on your journey.
Holding on to it could slow (or stop) the whole process.

It comes when needed, then let go.

Tony

[crosby]

I have been thinking that I am somewhat of an empath. I am very sensitive to other people's emotions and energy. If they are having a bad day, I can feel their energy coming from a miles away. Sometimes it is soo bad and overwhelming, I have to go outside and get some air. Negative energy can be very overwhelming and makes me feel like I can't breathe. If someone is sad, sometimes I feel like crying and don't ven know why it affects me soo much. If I am around a bunch of positive people, it makes me feel Grrreaat!!! It's a gift and a curse. The olderI get the more I feel the energy.

Nyce555, i am so under the radar when it comes to these sorts of things. however, by reading your post and those above, i've just realized that i am an empath as well. if i am around somebody with negative vibrations, i pick it up right away. usually before i even enter the persons home. i recognize anger, sadness, elation, happiness at a split second. it's the bad vibes that get me though, i noticed that they can suck the energy right out of me. i once had a friend, or someone that i thought was a friend, and she always left me exhausted and foggy headed. now i'm realizing that she was taking my energy for herself. so what are those types of people called? when i am around bright and cheerful souls, i feel good, even great. the air feels fantastic and there is no foggy or polluted feeling in the air or in my head. i learn something new everyday here at avalon, and this is the best realization yet. thank you also manny, great thread.
warmest regards, corson

[crownme]

waves o/

sometimes i finds this subject relly relly annoying :)

i am a sensitive, if you can call it that.

it makes living & exploring hard, but would never be without my emotions.

i am verry sensitive from a young age, all my emotions are strong to this day. everyday i cry a river inside me, while i laugh so hard.

i had no controll over stuff like passion and did deffently not have controll when i saw others in need. no matter what, if a tiny aodah of pain in another human i would flipp.
thats where the sensitivity came in for me, and changed me in a huge way.

it taught me to be patient and well sensitive to what others think, espessially about themselfes. how to speak in a manner to not upsett and make humans think when i interact with them. becouse i do feel it when they are sad, when they are mad, when they are confused.

im far from clayrvoiant, though are from shaman family, and consider myself one of them. i am far from being one i see fit to call shaman and clayrvoiant. the one who sees.

though i have learned alot from them how to watch my toughts,emotions. learn from essentially myself. how to utilize the fact i care about others even if they stand in my face and tell me they hate me. and not to let me sensitivity ruin me and others.

it made me stronger than i ever could imagine.

it made me able to look everyone straight in the eye when i speak to them, it made me able to single out humans i wants conntact with in big crowds.

have you ever sat in a room with many humans, and you just look at one of them and tell them your story from inside your head and they "nod" to you.

being sensitive to me has made me think in a whole new way when i interact with humans. i use emotions to speak manytimes in a clear manner, and being sensitive to what others feelings and thoughts are i play off that.

if i wants attetion from one but none else its easy to listen to when its an opening in their mind and emo-talk. and make a suggestion with 2 things, ex. cross your fingers by your lap and raise eyebrow. you got contact into further tell what you want with you emotions.

if there is one thing more than other that enlightened me its this subject. its a bluesilver path you cant fall from. you just have to sit and listen to your body&mind. let the emotions flow and partake in the experiense and grow from it. live and learn from it.

but i wonder, why do i care ?

why would i run into a burning house for the sake of others, but when i stand on the edge i couldnt care less what the next step would be.

why do i cry for each one that ive comforted through pain? but would never accept any empathy from others towards me. why do i care for the whole universe and not myself?

ive never cared for my own life, but silently i sit watching all others wanting them to be the best they can be.

is these the curses of being sensitive, empathic ?

or is it just backward on this planet ?

ive gotten alot of heat on this planet for caring for others and doing "good". what i find funny is that when i care for others im being called selfish.

i think all on this forum are more or less one of these individuals. we all want deeply more from the world. we care so much we take time out of our life to find out how to help others. we scour the web for information to make peace on this planet.
we praise enlightenment and caring for others.
we get mad as hell when we see unjustice. i bet you all wanna scream sometimes when you read what happens in the world.
you rip out your hair when you see war being waged for nothing.
We care alot.

will we ever get peace of mind ?

namaste

[MariaDine]

Why do you want to know ?
Namasté

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFpdJ0q1hj4&feature=related

Great video MariaDine, thank you. I have a greater sense now of the significance of the name Avalon and why we are here. Some of us are here to make great positive changes. Others are here to watch. Others are here to disrupt and distract.

LOL...exactly ! Those who have «ears» ....http://lusophia.files.wordpress.com/2011/04/notre-dame-alquimia.jpg

http://palmtreelifestyle.wordpress.com/universal-laws/

[manny]

thank you for all of your replies.
we are all sensitive if you think about it,it would have affected your life sometime or another.
we all have the potential
,only some may have forgot.
we don,t need to join a cult a circle,be part of something special.
we are all special.
we are who we are.

don,t laugh at me because i don,t know what you know.
and i will respect you for what i know and you do not know.
we are all sensitive.

[manny]

Why do you want to know ?
Namasté

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFpdJ0q1hj4&feature=related

Great video MariaDine, thank you. I have a greater sense now of the significance of the name Avalon and why we are here. Some of us are here to make great positive changes. Others are here to watch. Others are here to disrupt and distract.

LOL...exactly ! Those who have «ears» ....http://lusophia.files.wordpress.com/2011/04/notre-dame-alquimia.jpg

http://palmtreelifestyle.wordpress.com/universal-laws/
when you have finished searching the internet for pics and videos that are mysterious and are wonderful and appeal to you.
that someone else has made ,then look into yourself deeply,and ask that question.

[jozam]

hello manny...when i was a kid things happened i could not explain, its a long story as to how but i ended up in a cult and i had to ignore any thing intuitive as works of the devil...i left the cult and now am working on re- awakening, i have empathy with all things, im so happy to have found this forum, even though there is to much to read :)

[Tigressa]

Hello I am new to the forum, so this is by way of an introduction as well!

Well I guess I have always been 'sensitive' and the stress of living in the family and school system for me resulted in epilepsy from my early teenage years. When I went off track, epilepsy would show up and steal a few braincells. (So how smart do you need to be to be a light worker? Hahaha)

Over the years in a gradual way my sensitivity to energy has increased.
Have had various offers of teaching by clairvoyants, but, ever hesitant to increase my abilities without understanding the dangers, I avoided joining with others or seeking teachers.
In a way that was good for me as now I perceive some of these 'teachers' may not have had my divine highest good in mind. But, in a way it has slowed me down also..
In any case, I can see the energy increasingly clearly around people, when they have entity attachments that are perverting their natural state for example. I often seen special children whose aura's just ..glow! As a healer-in-training dealing largely with entity attachment issues largely, a part of me is taking this slower than I might, as I need to integrate this information in a way my conscious mind can deal with. Yes, I am a wuss.

It has changed my life to start claiming my power, I am less depressed by the terrible state of the world for a start. Instead of floundering in empathic feeling, I stand in my power and send love and light to where my mind is flagged. It was very overwhelming to feel powerless, just tragic. Standing in your power is creativity, it's life enhancing, even if it is intense. I don't have a choice but to go there.

Anyway, we all have these gifts in different ways, we just move closer to our birthright the more we take in Light and move towards healing, don't you think?