Omni
11th June 2011, 05:41
In my times with my contacts(which are unidentifiable in terms of identity 100% regardless of what they tell me), I have had distinct and revealing experiences with the heart. I will be going over some of what I have observed in this thread regarding such. Feel free to add your own experiences/philosophy/knowledge with heart. :) It's something worth discussing IMO.
Some of the time, my heart chakra is suppressed(that is what I'm told and appear to observe). Note that things are not always what they appear, especially with mind control... Anyway, this leads to intellect being dominant(the heart suppressed). This is not horrible having little heart. I have been given a window into what I'm told is a certain type of Grey's mental matrix in terms of heart. Intellect and concept is fluent in this mode of consciousness. Compassion is not. In my time on the Icke forum, most of it was spent with an extremely suppressed heart chakra(Onyxknight noticed a distinct difference in me when they had started allowing me my heart variables). Upon finding Avalon(as I'm told was according to the plan) slowly I have been gaining more of my natural tendencies back in full. This is not just from being at Avalon. My whole situation has curves of progression following a timeline that is being followed. In the last 4 years if you saw a graph of my experiences you would see it slowly going down in terms of horribleness over the years, although there have been a couple spurts going upwards somewhat recently. When arguing on Icke with the many people calling me insane, a scammer, a hoaxer, an attention seeker and so on, it's very easy to attack them back with a suppressed heart(chakra I assume). It's very easy for me to wish ill upon them, even though if you asked me, I would not WANT ills to be bestowed upon them because i already have a conceptual base of knowing myself, and know what I have established for myself right and wrong, even without actually having the variables that lead to establishing a right or wrong(compassion being a big part of that).
If I had the same variables my whole life as my having at the Icke forum when I posted there a lot, I would likely have something like the same philosophy as Atticus portrayed, that right and wrong are non-existent. I find this philosophy flawed, although I do agree right and wrong are somewhat subjective, with an active heart, right and wrong aare often pretty defined. Nobody wants to suffer. And optimally one respects others as relative equals in terms of experiencers of the universe unless that respect is lost. Those together at the bare minimum establishes a base for right and wrong. Even if I don't feel I care about other people with mind/chakra control, I still know myself, and know I WOULD care. I have basically gotten to play around in a multitude of different modes of consciousness. It gives me a nice window to very distinctly differentiate between different base modes of consciousness that most people have in ways that makes it almost unidentifiable due to the relativity of getting used to it, and how gradually this changed typically.
Lately I have been given more heart. Usually my heart is suppressed to some degree, but I still maintain enough of it to have compassion now in energetic form typically(not just KNOWING I WOULD feel compassion in a moment and acting accordingly). I assume and have been told it's my heart chakra. So I couldn't say 100% that is true either. But it seems it is.
When the heart is in a medium type phase(as I am in now most of the time), compassion is around but is not often a dominant virtue. When it is fully suppressed, I only conceptually know I have compassion, but do not feel the emotion for the most part(almost completely gone, if not fully gone).
When someone attacks another person, their heart is not functioning fully. As I understand it, for most people the heart functions fully when they are triggered into it. Triggers are not just bad, as some may think. Triggers can be good(just like mind control can be both bad and good). For example when I saw the video viking linked in the 18 thread about the Korean kid who ran away from an abusive orphanidge(sp) at the age of 5, and slept in public toilets and stairs and sold gum and other stuff to survive. This triggered my heart. I had tears, and strong emotion.
When the heart is highly activated, one has a very hard time attacking anything. I can tell by the posts some make, their heart is very active for example(or the opposite). This doesn't mean I think it's always truth... But the energy is there. It's almost dangerous at times because too much heart with an illusory message is a potent thing in terms of misleading(which I believe I have seen deliberately done by mind control if I had to guess).
Going from intellect mindsets into balanced ones, or heart dominated mindsets is a huge contrast. As I told Onyxknight some months ago on the Icke forum, "I instantly feel more human when they activate my heart..."
The heart being active is more enjoyable than without. As I said, no heart is not nec. bad in terms of experience. Being conceptually and mentally stimulated is where it's at when you have low heart(for me anyway, my ego was very suppressed too at the time, but that may be a field those without heart would play around in liberally).
The first major thing I notice when my heart is activated strongly, is instant care for all things. The people capable of TRUE unconditional love(not just conceptually agreeing with the premise of it) have highly activated hearts.
I believe the activation of the heart can fluctuate in real time naturally. I know it can with control of whoever controls me. Controlling chakras(as I perceive it) is very advanced. Some do not believe I am dealing with the shadow gov. Part of what I perceive as my psychic inclination suspects Anunnaki(and possibly more) involved in my situation. Regardless of who, they can control my compassion and heart(contrary to what I've seen some say, in that the heart is NOT controllable. IT IS).
Too much heart can be a bad thing I have observed. Too much heart with an intellect not as wired FOR that heart, can negate intelligence, and also lead to very irrational thought(but it is not THE heart doing it, it's variables that heart effect leading to it, emotions). As I have been told by Greys(or an impersonation of such) "Emotions lead to irrational thought". They are right IMO(at least in some cases). Just because the heart leads to great qualities, doesn't mean(IMHO) that it is something you want as much as you can get of. Feel free to debate this, I have no problem with opposing views to mine. these are just what I have observed given the control variables I have, and have been shown a window pretty rare without control, into the differences of mind quite distinctly.
I am not sure what negates the heart, or keeps it active. I do know when you attack someone in a malicious way(whether it be text or physical), the heart is not a dominant force of any kind in the mind.
Anyway, that what I can think of at this time regarding my experiences with heart, and what I have learned from those experiences. This isn't touching uponthe many interpretations of heart. That is a whole different mountain of text. lol. But not something I have rarely obtained knowledge of.
Feel free to speak whatever you feel is of value regarding heart in this thread if you wish to.
-Omni
Some of the time, my heart chakra is suppressed(that is what I'm told and appear to observe). Note that things are not always what they appear, especially with mind control... Anyway, this leads to intellect being dominant(the heart suppressed). This is not horrible having little heart. I have been given a window into what I'm told is a certain type of Grey's mental matrix in terms of heart. Intellect and concept is fluent in this mode of consciousness. Compassion is not. In my time on the Icke forum, most of it was spent with an extremely suppressed heart chakra(Onyxknight noticed a distinct difference in me when they had started allowing me my heart variables). Upon finding Avalon(as I'm told was according to the plan) slowly I have been gaining more of my natural tendencies back in full. This is not just from being at Avalon. My whole situation has curves of progression following a timeline that is being followed. In the last 4 years if you saw a graph of my experiences you would see it slowly going down in terms of horribleness over the years, although there have been a couple spurts going upwards somewhat recently. When arguing on Icke with the many people calling me insane, a scammer, a hoaxer, an attention seeker and so on, it's very easy to attack them back with a suppressed heart(chakra I assume). It's very easy for me to wish ill upon them, even though if you asked me, I would not WANT ills to be bestowed upon them because i already have a conceptual base of knowing myself, and know what I have established for myself right and wrong, even without actually having the variables that lead to establishing a right or wrong(compassion being a big part of that).
If I had the same variables my whole life as my having at the Icke forum when I posted there a lot, I would likely have something like the same philosophy as Atticus portrayed, that right and wrong are non-existent. I find this philosophy flawed, although I do agree right and wrong are somewhat subjective, with an active heart, right and wrong aare often pretty defined. Nobody wants to suffer. And optimally one respects others as relative equals in terms of experiencers of the universe unless that respect is lost. Those together at the bare minimum establishes a base for right and wrong. Even if I don't feel I care about other people with mind/chakra control, I still know myself, and know I WOULD care. I have basically gotten to play around in a multitude of different modes of consciousness. It gives me a nice window to very distinctly differentiate between different base modes of consciousness that most people have in ways that makes it almost unidentifiable due to the relativity of getting used to it, and how gradually this changed typically.
Lately I have been given more heart. Usually my heart is suppressed to some degree, but I still maintain enough of it to have compassion now in energetic form typically(not just KNOWING I WOULD feel compassion in a moment and acting accordingly). I assume and have been told it's my heart chakra. So I couldn't say 100% that is true either. But it seems it is.
When the heart is in a medium type phase(as I am in now most of the time), compassion is around but is not often a dominant virtue. When it is fully suppressed, I only conceptually know I have compassion, but do not feel the emotion for the most part(almost completely gone, if not fully gone).
When someone attacks another person, their heart is not functioning fully. As I understand it, for most people the heart functions fully when they are triggered into it. Triggers are not just bad, as some may think. Triggers can be good(just like mind control can be both bad and good). For example when I saw the video viking linked in the 18 thread about the Korean kid who ran away from an abusive orphanidge(sp) at the age of 5, and slept in public toilets and stairs and sold gum and other stuff to survive. This triggered my heart. I had tears, and strong emotion.
When the heart is highly activated, one has a very hard time attacking anything. I can tell by the posts some make, their heart is very active for example(or the opposite). This doesn't mean I think it's always truth... But the energy is there. It's almost dangerous at times because too much heart with an illusory message is a potent thing in terms of misleading(which I believe I have seen deliberately done by mind control if I had to guess).
Going from intellect mindsets into balanced ones, or heart dominated mindsets is a huge contrast. As I told Onyxknight some months ago on the Icke forum, "I instantly feel more human when they activate my heart..."
The heart being active is more enjoyable than without. As I said, no heart is not nec. bad in terms of experience. Being conceptually and mentally stimulated is where it's at when you have low heart(for me anyway, my ego was very suppressed too at the time, but that may be a field those without heart would play around in liberally).
The first major thing I notice when my heart is activated strongly, is instant care for all things. The people capable of TRUE unconditional love(not just conceptually agreeing with the premise of it) have highly activated hearts.
I believe the activation of the heart can fluctuate in real time naturally. I know it can with control of whoever controls me. Controlling chakras(as I perceive it) is very advanced. Some do not believe I am dealing with the shadow gov. Part of what I perceive as my psychic inclination suspects Anunnaki(and possibly more) involved in my situation. Regardless of who, they can control my compassion and heart(contrary to what I've seen some say, in that the heart is NOT controllable. IT IS).
Too much heart can be a bad thing I have observed. Too much heart with an intellect not as wired FOR that heart, can negate intelligence, and also lead to very irrational thought(but it is not THE heart doing it, it's variables that heart effect leading to it, emotions). As I have been told by Greys(or an impersonation of such) "Emotions lead to irrational thought". They are right IMO(at least in some cases). Just because the heart leads to great qualities, doesn't mean(IMHO) that it is something you want as much as you can get of. Feel free to debate this, I have no problem with opposing views to mine. these are just what I have observed given the control variables I have, and have been shown a window pretty rare without control, into the differences of mind quite distinctly.
I am not sure what negates the heart, or keeps it active. I do know when you attack someone in a malicious way(whether it be text or physical), the heart is not a dominant force of any kind in the mind.
Anyway, that what I can think of at this time regarding my experiences with heart, and what I have learned from those experiences. This isn't touching uponthe many interpretations of heart. That is a whole different mountain of text. lol. But not something I have rarely obtained knowledge of.
Feel free to speak whatever you feel is of value regarding heart in this thread if you wish to.
-Omni