Marsila
20th July 2011, 22:51
So i've been astral projecting without knowing what that feeling was as i had a good guide when i began meditating and doing "letting go" of the physical self years ago.
however two years ago, i had to be away from familiar territory for the weekend for work, and stayed in this hotel (or i was placed there i should say). Little to my knowledge back then is the empty lot i could see out of my window, was a graveyard. I did not mind, but did seem a bit cruel to have a hidden graveyard in a crowded city area, and a parking lot all around it.
anyway that night i did what most people do in a new city and went out discovering it. (not big or clever but never claimed i was either)
and then lo and behold i see someone i had been trying to locate for months, and neither email, nor phone nor anything worked as they weren't residents in that country or city either. I had wanted to speak to them about something urgent but for some reason unknown to me, or maybe pride i did not as i thought this person saw me and recognized me, it is them who should come to me after the awkward way they left.
anyway due to pride issues and well being less mature i did not speak to them that night. all normal. until i got back to my hotel room.
now i'm usually not spooked by ghosts, but that night whatever energy was there was angry and sad to the point it creeped me.
before i went to sleep i always let go of my body while still awake so i can see what our normal two eyes, and everyday mind won't show us.
that night i did that, first i saw this woman that was wearing what i understand the dead of the people the cemetry is for wear, and she was doing this weird creepy dance in circles around herself (i don't know if it was a dance but that's what i'll call it)
then i decided to let all this go and sleep, or i though i was sleeping but in the "dream" i was in the exact place i was sleeping in that night, and two women spirits may have been knocking on my door and crying wanting me to open. now it doesn't sound scary the way i said it, but i was the biggest scary cat you'll ever see that night! i also had goosebumps and any hair on my body was standing up. i never felt scared from these things before until that night. I thought they were angry that i had a chance not many people have and i may have blown some greater good or something that was supposed to happen. I don't know.
the next day i asked around what that empty lot i could see out of my window was and though most people who worked there smiled and said either building or parking as if they did not understand, the people who knew the area told me it was a cemetery. I used google maps later on, and surely enough it was a place where the dead are meant to rest, and i think i may have spoiled rest of some of them that night.
BACK to now, as i said i never had trouble with feeling my self get out of my body, but now as soon as the trip starts and i feel the body and the "spirit" body i have getting far away from each other, i quickly panic and wake myself up. that's not fun.
So does anyone what that whole cemetry thing really is? and what can i do to over come this fear i didn't have until that day? Thank you.
however two years ago, i had to be away from familiar territory for the weekend for work, and stayed in this hotel (or i was placed there i should say). Little to my knowledge back then is the empty lot i could see out of my window, was a graveyard. I did not mind, but did seem a bit cruel to have a hidden graveyard in a crowded city area, and a parking lot all around it.
anyway that night i did what most people do in a new city and went out discovering it. (not big or clever but never claimed i was either)
and then lo and behold i see someone i had been trying to locate for months, and neither email, nor phone nor anything worked as they weren't residents in that country or city either. I had wanted to speak to them about something urgent but for some reason unknown to me, or maybe pride i did not as i thought this person saw me and recognized me, it is them who should come to me after the awkward way they left.
anyway due to pride issues and well being less mature i did not speak to them that night. all normal. until i got back to my hotel room.
now i'm usually not spooked by ghosts, but that night whatever energy was there was angry and sad to the point it creeped me.
before i went to sleep i always let go of my body while still awake so i can see what our normal two eyes, and everyday mind won't show us.
that night i did that, first i saw this woman that was wearing what i understand the dead of the people the cemetry is for wear, and she was doing this weird creepy dance in circles around herself (i don't know if it was a dance but that's what i'll call it)
then i decided to let all this go and sleep, or i though i was sleeping but in the "dream" i was in the exact place i was sleeping in that night, and two women spirits may have been knocking on my door and crying wanting me to open. now it doesn't sound scary the way i said it, but i was the biggest scary cat you'll ever see that night! i also had goosebumps and any hair on my body was standing up. i never felt scared from these things before until that night. I thought they were angry that i had a chance not many people have and i may have blown some greater good or something that was supposed to happen. I don't know.
the next day i asked around what that empty lot i could see out of my window was and though most people who worked there smiled and said either building or parking as if they did not understand, the people who knew the area told me it was a cemetery. I used google maps later on, and surely enough it was a place where the dead are meant to rest, and i think i may have spoiled rest of some of them that night.
BACK to now, as i said i never had trouble with feeling my self get out of my body, but now as soon as the trip starts and i feel the body and the "spirit" body i have getting far away from each other, i quickly panic and wake myself up. that's not fun.
So does anyone what that whole cemetry thing really is? and what can i do to over come this fear i didn't have until that day? Thank you.