Is it just me?

[Carolin]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?

[RMorgan]

It´s not just you my friend.

Check out this thread and see if you identify yourself with some of its aspects:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?26943-What--s-happening-with-creativity

Cheers,

Raf.

[Curt]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?

I hope you feel better and that you receive all the energy and support you need from within and without.....

[Rocky_Shorz]

everyone is being affected by the unknown right now...

so many questions on everything being thrown at us...

some times you need to just shut it all off and step outside with your toes in the grass... Feel the earths life...

we'll be fine...

[Heyoka_11]

Hi Carolin,

You may like to look at the following two posts, posted by TWINCANS and Ulli respectively, which deal with Mercury being retrograde, and also in the final degrees of Leo.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?26961-Invitations.&p=277592&viewfull=1#post277592
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?26961-Invitations.&p=277604&viewfull=1#post277604

I am no astrological whiz, but as I had seen these two posts, the content sounds similar to your current malady. You may like to investigate further.

I too hope that you are feeling better real soon.

[Curt]

everyone is being affected by the unknown right now...

so many questions on everything being thrown at us...

some times you need to just shut it all off and step outside with your toes in the grass... Feel the earths life...

we'll be fine...

This is so true but man oh man is it easy to forget. I have to remind myself of this at least 3 times a day. It's so easy to fall into depression or to overindulge in this or perhaps any other time. And it's easy to fall into fear and paranoia about what these mythical powers that be are up to-- or to worry about what the mission is, what the right moves are. I think we're all here doing good work and whatever it may feel like at any given moment we're better for the experience. That sounds amazingly trite, but what the hell, so many truths do...

[Rocky_Shorz]

if you feel like you just ran 5 miles your heart is pounding so fast...

you've been caught by a fear trap...

so many incredible spins of doom and gloom, that is what brought us running to Avalon in the first place.

we found a place, that isn't full of spinning tops, with enough experts to walk everyone through their fear...

that's why I love it here

sure we have nubes running in to tell us the sky is falling...

we were all there once, that's why we sit back and smile

what happens when we grow beyond fear?


enlightenment is the moment you realize, there is nothing to be afraid of...

[Fred Steeves]

Hi Carolin, you're not alone. I find myself getting extremely emotional just out of the blue, and it's not just recently with the astrology thing. It can actually be kind of embarrassing sometimes. I've got the exterior of the rough construction worker type guy, and in certain respects I am, but then for someone to come walking around the corner unexpectadly and I have some tears rolling down my eyes.....Well.....You know.....

The best way I know to interpret it so far is the Hopi story of letting go in the 12th hour, trusting the metaphorical river, and celebrating who's there with you. It's a very emotional river. Maybe we're processing every emotion we've ever had in our soul's entire existance, practically all at once. That would do it. Maybe a purification of some sort?

Cheers,
Fred

[crosby]

hi Carolin, it is definitely not just you..... i am going through all kinds of strange symptoms.... all 4 of the fillings in my mouth feel like they're being pulled out continuously. like there is something unseen tugging at them. my muscles feel as though i'm carting around trains all day, heavy, crampy....... my head feels like it might just pop off anytime. headaches... and my neck: i don't even know how to describe what's going on there.

i can recommend soaks in the tub and lots of liquids. fresh fruit and an anti-inflammatory of some kind. it does bring some relief.
warmest, corson

[Lisab]

Yes I've been feeling strange for a few weeks now. One minute extremely anxious the next - well just kind of flat really. So I'm off to nature tomorrow to ground. I need it x

[firstlook]

All these symptoms come from opposition. You are likely opposing to many things in your mind in order to construct peace. Thus is only natural but needs to refined time and time again. Dont be afraid to change, drastically if need be. Change helps us see choices in a new light and aspect which in turn creates new surroundings to explore.

I dont know if that'll help, but as corson said above, Lots of liquids. Swimming and submerging in water is great. Then take a long rest. :)

And yes, I also feel the weight of "gravity".

[Erik_dc]

Also I started feeling like something is up since yesterday evening. Dunno what, but overall does not feel good. And it still is here a day later...

Maybe fun to check this out: Global Consciousness Project

http://gcpdot.com/

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Global_Consciousness_Project

[Ecnal61]

iv noticed lots of people around behaving in a very fractious way,everyone is stressed couples are breaking up all around me,other couples are going through difficult times within there relationships, work mates are verbally biting into each other,i also struggle to get a good nights sleep.financial institutions are cracking and the world seems to be creaking and groaning kind of like a dam about to give way under intense pressure...and did i mention that my back is killing me. as the song goes" things can only get better"

[grapevine]

Well ... I keep feeling like I can't be bothered. It's the strangest feeling because I get all fired up about something and plan to do something about it and yet when I think I'll start on it, it's like ...... yeah i know but just can't be arsed mate. But then the next feeling is "WTF, OF COURSE I CAN BE ARSED - COME ON THEN ............." and then I slow down again and, like I CAN'T BE ARSED.....

Hey, this week I have looked at Pane Andov's 2012 videos on You Tube and he was saying 'Don't go to the light' when you die, because the light is a soul catcher and once you're harvested you have to go through this crap again. Fab if that's what you want but if you don't ........ you have to keep away from the light..... Any thoughts on this? Sorry if it's the wrong post but it just seemed to flow ..... :) ingratiating smile
s..... :)

[Rocky_Shorz]

lol, naaaa when you go to the light, you step through into Nirvana and get the choice whether to return or enter heaven's light...

if you decide not to enter the light, you will wonder around this planet as a Spirit until you do...

don't be fooled by those who don't have a clue... ;)

[Heyoka_11]

'Don't go to the light' when you die, because the light is a soul catcher and once you're harvested you have to go through this crap again.

Hi W1ndmill,

You're right, this is venturing off thread, so I'll keep this brief. I currently do not buy into the "Don't go to the light" school of thought. If going toward it means reincarnation, then that is just fine with me. I think the idea of avoiding the light is part of the "getting off the wheel" movement. I subscribe more to the Bodhisattva philosophy, which teaches that as long as suffering continues down here in Earth school (God boot camp), the human race needs older souls back here to alleviate that suffering. Others doubtless will disagree, but to avoid reincarnation smacks of saving one's own arse and little more.

[Darla Ken Pearce]

Thank you! These are all great posts and suggestions! I like Rocky's "put your toes in the grass" and Heyoka's "we are in Mercury's retrograde." We are all absorbing new energies pouring down to us gently from the Sun. These are assisting in rising our consciousness but these new energies need some time and space for us to be able to absorb them and move forward again. We are without even realizing it, moving so quickly forward. If you think where your thoughts and even our body was (for instance ~ have you moved?) at this time last year in comparison to right now, it will amaze you. The Earth is shifting under our feet. We are changing even by the day and hour now.

Let these energies roll over you and take deep breaths. Go outside and touch a tree. Hugging not necessary but okay, too. We are struggling to regain our balance as our views and ideas about everything require new ways of thinking about things that we used to take for granted. This can no longer be done.

All the old ways and systems are falling to the ground, broken, useless, damaging to any who hold onto these old tired dark and negative paradigms. New ones rise now and this is most of the change we feel ~ although we may not realize it in a conscious way. I was just talking about bills with my husband and new ways to cut back on expenses.

Most of us have no financial cushion to fall back on when unexpected things happen. We had two emergencies this month that have thrown things off in our world. He got sarcastic when I was telling him to expect a new financial system to arise soon to replace this terrible one in place, we've been living under for too long, that rewards dark characters for values that can no longer receive our support. It's been a "debtor" system that penalizes the best people for the few rotten apples. I told him that none of the countries could pay their debts either, so all debts had to be forgiven soon. And it was too bad we didn't have a mortgage like most people to be paid off when all debts are forgiven. We rent. He practically went into a belly laugh at that one. This is what's taking so long for a new system to manifest. Many of us like my husband are okay with the tyranny involved in the current one. This fuels it and keeps it in place.

Power companies have been hauling treasure in by the bulldozer ~ when free energy has been available but withheld for the last sixty years. He scoffed at me ~ I'm getting used to this trend of non-believers that anything good can ever happen to decent people. There is a total loss of faith we all feel. No longer is this old way of living going to be allowed to go on the way it's been doing but people have lost hope in a happier future. Yet, we are the ones who are making a new paradigm possible right now by withholding our support and calling for radical changes. The Earth has bounty for all, so why are basic necessities being withheld? Well, they've sold you into some wrong thinking ideas ~ like you are not worthy of sustenance to keep yourself alive without their permission.

As one system leaves and a new one is born ~ it's takes surrendering of the old ideas for this to be made possible. People like my husband, bless his heart, won't or seem unwilling to let the old rotten ways ~ drop to the ground. This comes from a fear of the unknown but the dark on Earth who have controlled things must stop now. They have taken us as far as possible down dark canyons and over the abyss. Their days of power and control have ended. We must be open to telling them, good-bye, it's all that is standing in the way of true progress and happier times for all of us. So smile and say, "good-bye!" Much love! xoxoxoxo

[THIRDEYE]

im expierincing the same thiongs that have been spoken....i think it has alot to do with the sun and the galactic aligning of the planets... i will admit i feel more easily aggitated for no particular reason....it as if my mind knows the answers of why i feel off at times...but its my body and my soul being is not insinc with the radical changes and the enegies of mother earth are going threw...to be honest its quite unnerving at times....ive been thru similiar events emotionally in my life and they pass as my being accepts the energy changes that we are exposed tooo...i hope this helps...love light and abundance ...thirdeye...

[Ineffable Hitchhiker]

Hey, this week I have looked at Pane Andov's 2012 videos on You Tube and he was saying 'Don't go to the light' when you die, because the light is a soul catcher and once you're harvested you have to go through this crap again. Fab if that's what you want but if you don't ........ you have to keep away from the light..... Any thoughts on this? Sorry if it's the wrong post but it just seemed to flow ..... :) ingratiating smile
s..... :)


What about all those people that have had an out of body experience?
Of the few that I have read/heard about, they have said how wonderful and welcoming it is and how it feels like "home".
I guess we haven´t really had anyone who has truly been to the other side and come back, so how can we REALLY KNOW? :confused:




:focus:

Yes, I have also been feeling very strange and have had a humongous headache for a few days.
Also finding it difficult to foucus. I start one thing and get terribly sidetracked.
Going out into nature is definitely a wonderful "remedy". Best sidetrack medication/meditation ever! :)



I hope you feel better soon, Carolin.

[Fred Steeves]

I subscribe more to the Bodhisattva philosophy, which teaches that as long as suffering continues down here in Earth school (God boot camp), the human race needs older souls back here to alleviate that suffering.

Interesting Heyoka, I'm curious, has anybody here ever made known to the "universe" a desire to be a Bodhisattva?

Cheers,
fred

[Rocky_Shorz]

'Don't go to the light' when you die, because the light is a soul catcher and once you're harvested you have to go through this crap again.

Hi W1ndmill,

You're right, this is venturing off thread, so I'll keep this brief. I currently do not buy into the "Don't go to the light" school of thought. If going toward it means reincarnation, then that is just fine with me. I think the idea of avoiding the light is part of the "getting off the wheel" movement. I subscribe more to the Bodhisattva philosophy, which teaches that as long as suffering continues down here in Earth school (God boot camp), the human race needs older souls back here to alleviate that suffering. Others doubtless will disagree, but to avoid reincarnation smacks of saving one's own arse and little more.

spoken as someone who has never met a tortured soul trapped on earth...

do you think being dead on earth is better than being alive? ;)

[greybeard]

Yes everything seems amplified.
It may be karma coming up to be cleared.
Think Eckhart Tolle said " This lifetime is like having three lifetimes all at once"

As the Scots say "Keep the heid"
ie stay grounded.

Chris

[Rocky_Shorz]

your minds activity doesn't stop when you pass, many lie in the coffin with eyes closed waiting for nothing, then they climb out and start wandering around with no purpose...

you don't absorb into the earth, you don't travel the universe...

you are trapped until you accept there is more, the light appears for you to find it. A Day in heaven is a year on earth...

if you had a car crash dying with a spouse, they step into the light, and you don't...

you can wander around for 10 years before deciding it is time for the light

when you step through, she will look at you and smile... then say... "another shortcut?" ;)

[greybeard]

Sooner or later you go home to the light.
Free will being what is you can delay it but why bother?
The spiritual path is not an easy trip but the endeavor is well worth the temporary set backs and dark nights of the soul.
I suspect we are going through spiritual growing/birth pains at the moment.
Chris

[aranuk]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?

Carolin this is from Daniel Jacob's website Reconnections

"Normal enough to know I'm weird, but too damn weird to do anything about it!"

Global Acceleration Symptoms or G.A.S.

Being Troubled By Any of these Symptoms?



· Fatigue and lethargy, even after many hours of sleep

FEELING PERPETUALLY TIRED? (click here)

· Spacey-ness, inability to concentrate

· Insomnia---or regular awakening, often at predictable times during each night

· Joint and Muscle Aches and Pains that cause you to awaken, feeling as though you have been working hard all night long.

Two of the most prevalent "symptoms" of Global Change being felt at this time are fatigue and body pain. Sensing that time (as a concept) is literally SLIPPING AWAY, many are finding themselves driven to run, run, run.....in an attempt to catch up with it. Paradoxically, the more we try to run, the more we fall by the wayside---in fitful slumber. Even after hours and hours of sleep, many people awaken as though they have been working hard all night.

In essence, we ARE working hard at night. There is BRIDGE being built, A BRIDGE ACROSS CONSCIOUSNESS.......which spans between our waking 3D world and the Multiverse. Each of us plays a part in the construction and maintenance of this Bridge. Some of our "processes" are actually being accomplished between blinks of our eye, and between the beats of our heart. It's all happening NOW, so to speak, "between the lines" of existence.

Physical pain often represents the contrary nature of the merging of our various Multi-D Selves. Some of them want to move this way, and some of them are determined to go that way. It can be quite confusing---especially for the rational, linear mind. What the mind cannot comprehend, the body will often wear and feel, and try to reconcile.

From The Reconnections: "Now is the time to CHANGE GEARS in how you deal with the physical plane.........(to use automotive jargon). You must learn to switch to a MULTIDIMENSIONAL MODE of perceiving. If you continue to try to keep up with your linear suppositions about life (past-present-future), it could be very harmful for your physical vehicle. In the Multiverse, there are universes which embody ALL possible/probable manifestations imaginable (and then some)You don't have to manifest them all HERE. The physical plane of existence is reserved to examining---close up and personally---only those aspects with which you are having difficulty. Everything else is relegated to its individual universe (archived there)----and you don't have to strain to get at it. Follow the Three Commitments, and your pain and fatigue will diminish. It will not leave entirely, because the "labor" of bringing forth a New Paradigm cannot be denied."

· Feelings of Depression that do not seem to match the circumstances of your immediate life.

· Free-Floating Anxiety and/or Panic Attacks that cannot be traced to any specific trauma or cause.

· Allergies, Skin Conditions, and Immune Difficulties that almost seem as though your body is at war with itself.

· Thoughts of “Going Away,” without a clear idea of where you wish to go. Unexplainable Weight Gain.

· Incidents of Time Loss, Loss of short-term memory.

· Pain at the back of the neck (also called "The Voice of God")

When Things Get Tough..............

When difficult life situations occur, I try to remember the following principles:

1. It's all perfect. http://www.reconnections.net/how_to_figure.htm

2. It's all ME. http://www.reconnections.net/oneness_index.htm

3. It's all REAL. "The Only illusion that exists is the belief that whatever is seen within a specific space or time is ALL THAT EXISTS there. Reality is a very multi-layered thing. Everything is real, but not everything is relevant to your Now. Go with what feels right NOW, and let the rest be." ---The Reconnections.

4. It's all NOW. "All time is made up of one NOW MOMENT, fragmented into however many pieces it needs to be, in order to fully reveal itself in that Now." ---The Reconnections

Love and healing

Stan

[Heyoka_11]

I subscribe more to the Bodhisattva philosophy, which teaches that as long as suffering continues down here in Earth school (God boot camp), the human race needs older souls back here to alleviate that suffering.

Interesting Heyoka, I'm curious, has anybody here ever made known to the "universe" a desire to be a Bodhisattva?

Cheers,
fred

Hi Fred,

I'll be a little more specific, and mention the name Jizo Bodhisattva, a highly venerated deity in the Japanese Buddhist tradition. I first learned of Jizo as a result of an angel therapy reading that I had done earlier this year. The reading was extremely accurate, and I was told that his energy was present. Prior to that, my only knowledge of Bodhisattva, was that it was a song by Steely Dan! As I learned of the Bodhisattva tradition, and of Jizo Bodhisattva in particular, well, it just resonated, very, very deeply. It also tied in with pre-existing beliefs in regards to reincarnation, as I had been reading massive amounts of material from a source devoted to assisting those who wish to get off the wheel (which I have subsequently rejected).

In a nutshell, a Bodhisattva is one who has achieved Buddhahood, i.e. off the wheel of rebirth, but who postpones the "promotion" for the reasons as stated in my previous thread.

If we do find ourselves having to make a decision between reincarnation and ascension, in full knowledge of the "big picture" and the vital role we may play by returning to boot camp, I like to think that most folk would choose reincarnation, and in so doing, would be choosing the Bodhisattva path anyway. You may already be one Fred!

[Camilo]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?

We're all going through so many changes as a collective conciousness, at a planetary, cosmic, and at individual levels, that is really hard to feel normal these days, and it all affect us all in different ways at many levels, so be kind to yourself and others.

[Heyoka_11]

'Don't go to the light' when you die, because the light is a soul catcher and once you're harvested you have to go through this crap again.

Hi W1ndmill,

You're right, this is venturing off thread, so I'll keep this brief. I currently do not buy into the "Don't go to the light" school of thought. If going toward it means reincarnation, then that is just fine with me. I think the idea of avoiding the light is part of the "getting off the wheel" movement. I subscribe more to the Bodhisattva philosophy, which teaches that as long as suffering continues down here in Earth school (God boot camp), the human race needs older souls back here to alleviate that suffering. Others doubtless will disagree, but to avoid reincarnation smacks of saving one's own arse and little more.

spoken as someone who has never met a tortured soul trapped on earth...

do you think being dead on earth is better than being alive? ;)

Quite correct; I have not met a tortured soul trapped on Earth. Feel free to enlighten me.

No, I do not think being dead on Earth is better than being alive. Again, please feel free to enlighten me.

[ghostrider]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?

this last week, people have gone insane including me. tempers flare from normaly gentle people. one guy shot at his neighbor and put his face and play by play recall on his facebook page- got arrested the next day = how dumb can u be? today is also an alignment day venus,sun,earth.

[Rocky_Shorz]

'Don't go to the light' when you die, because the light is a soul catcher and once you're harvested you have to go through this crap again.

Hi W1ndmill,

You're right, this is venturing off thread, so I'll keep this brief. I currently do not buy into the "Don't go to the light" school of thought. If going toward it means reincarnation, then that is just fine with me. I think the idea of avoiding the light is part of the "getting off the wheel" movement. I subscribe more to the Bodhisattva philosophy, which teaches that as long as suffering continues down here in Earth school (God boot camp), the human race needs older souls back here to alleviate that suffering. Others doubtless will disagree, but to avoid reincarnation smacks of saving one's own arse and little more.

spoken as someone who has never met a tortured soul trapped on earth...

do you think being dead on earth is better than being alive? ;)

Quite correct; I have not met a tortured soul trapped on Earth. Feel free to enlighten me.

No, I do not think being dead on Earth is better than being alive. Again, please feel free to enlighten me.

I used to work missing children's cases, and one of my gifts was communicating with Spirits, when it started I worked in dreams, I found missing children that had passed who were frightened not understanding what to do. It helped in locating the body, but I would talk with them to teach them what was behind they light, all of them smiled and waved back as they walked through...

a few, had met other spirits before I found them, and they told of the desperation, and not understanding why they didn't find the light... They get angry... feel forgotten...

I'm a joker in my dreams, one I had him tap his shoes three times like Dorothy from Wizard of Oz, and the light appeared... ;)

I like to send them off with a laugh...

[Rocky_Shorz]

ok I have to tell you of one of my favorites...

big ol fat dude, full of piss n vinegar...

hadn't eaten in years...

grumpy is such an understatement, I can't even describe it...


the light appeared about 12 " around, he stepped through and realized it didn't work...

I made him run in place losing 1 pound a minute...

about a week later, the dream started again, and he looked ready to die... oh wait... he can't...

he looks up hoping now he is ready, and apologized for being such a ^%$

the normal size light appeared and he saw his wife on the other side, he dove through...


I don't think he waved with that finger... ;)

[Rocky_Shorz]

one asked, why is the light here for me now?


I told him it was because he heard the crying of a child and went to help... maybe he was held back for that moment...


he walked through with the child with a hand on her shoulder...

[ulli]

ok I have to tell you of one of my favorites...

big ol fat dude, full of piss n vinegar...

hadn't eaten in years...

grumpy is such an understatement, I can't even describe it...


the light appeared about 12 " around, he stepped through and realized it didn't work...

I made him run in place losing 1 pound a minute...

about a week later, the dream started again, and he looked ready to die... oh wait... he can't...

he looks up hoping now he is ready, and apologized for being such a ^%$

the normal size light appeared and he saw his wife on the other side, he dove through...


I don't think he waved with that finger... ;)

Oops, when I looked at your chart I didn't see the weightloss coach...
my bad.
I think now would be a good time to train lots of students in that...

[Tane Mahuta]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?


Me too, my Doc said with all my symptoms, I've only got 12mths to live.!!

that was 13mths ago.(I'm 1mth in arrears)

Well folks.... I'm not going anywhere!! until I see for my own eyes the

crashing of "TPTB" and the "TRUTH" to be revealed in all it's glory.


nuff said

TM

[MariaDine]

Same here...two days of insomnia in a row, some slight headache....I never have headaches ! ...and pain in the left knee ant right big toe, much like a needle...LOL ...soooooooooooo, today I went for another session of Reconexion. Came out wonderfull.. a bit wired , I must say.......................But still I have insomnia...Tss...I'm still here....

[Carmody]

'Don't go to the light' when you die, because the light is a soul catcher and once you're harvested you have to go through this crap again.

Hi W1ndmill,

You're right, this is venturing off thread, so I'll keep this brief. I currently do not buy into the "Don't go to the light" school of thought. If going toward it means reincarnation, then that is just fine with me. I think the idea of avoiding the light is part of the "getting off the wheel" movement. I subscribe more to the Bodhisattva philosophy, which teaches that as long as suffering continues down here in Earth school (God boot camp), the human race needs older souls back here to alleviate that suffering. Others doubtless will disagree, but to avoid reincarnation smacks of saving one's own arse and little more.

spoken as someone who has never met a tortured soul trapped on earth...

do you think being dead on earth is better than being alive? ;)

Quite correct; I have not met a tortured soul trapped on Earth. Feel free to enlighten me.

No, I do not think being dead on Earth is better than being alive. Again, please feel free to enlighten me.

I used to work missing children's cases, and one of my gifts was communicating with Spirits, when it started I worked in dreams, I found missing children that had passed who were frightened not understanding what to do. It helped in locating the body, but I would talk with them to teach them what was behind they light, all of them smiled and waved back as they walked through...

a few, had met other spirits before I found them, and they told of the desperation, and not understanding why they didn't find the light... They get angry... feel forgotten...

I'm a joker in my dreams, one I had him tap his shoes three times like Dorothy from Wizard of Oz, and the light appeared... ;)

I like to send them off with a laugh...

Crazy stuff, eh Rocky?

I go after the tougher ones. The ones in very bad straights. Thus my maternal familial name, it's modern meaning: The passionate reborn sorcerer who occupies the undead.

[astrid]

sleep??? What's that???

And yeah, busy time clearing the lower astral right now, i'm guessing these flares are really pushing things along.

One of my dogs sees and hears into the dimensions, and lately hes been terrified at night.

Lot's going on.

[etheric underground]

I get emotional watching movies and I think What the hells wrong
with me?? Cos there not sad movies often their comedies..
I have no doubt its new energies as I thought I had forgotten
how to get teary along time ago...
I suppose even us roughies have heart deep down

[Carmody]

I get emotional watching movies and I think What the hells wrong
with me?? Cos there not sad movies often their comedies..
I have no doubt its new energies as I thought I had forgotten
how to get teary along time ago...
I suppose even us roughies have heart deep down

It may be that you are now beyond the social strain that used to bring humor. And now it just brings a form of despair over the condition, the blindness that brings such things to the fore. Just a thought.

[Rocky_Shorz]

one of my favorites is the moving light, each time they step towards it further and further until they are running up a hill chasing it when they get to the top it's a leap of faith to reach it, as they get close they realize it wasn't quiet enough, they look down and see a cliff below them scream!!!! and a light appears below them and they land in a pile of long grass next to a river....

who says we can't have some fun... :becky:

[etheric underground]

Im becoming enlightened as I open my heart and allow the higher energies in blossom.
I welcome it.....SWEET AS!!

[Mutchie]

im thinking of you caroline wish i could give you a great big hug !

[christian]

I've got the exterior of the rough construction worker type guy.

Oh c'mon, I usually don't tell guys stuff like that, but you got the eyes of an angel. :hippie:

[WhiteFeather]

Carolin, i do not want to beat an old horse to death when i repeatedly post this video on this forum. But Please Do Watch Dolores Cannons Video i am posting on this thread, and at the 51:10 mark she mentions what you are speaking about and explains as to why it is occuring to our body. We are changing our vibrations with Mother Earth and we are going to experience many different types of ailments. As We Speak My neck has been bothering me in the past several days, it feels like a got a whiplash from an auto accident. Also I have also been very run down as of lately and have weird flu like sypmtoms at times, This will pass as the new energy and transformation is coming in from The Galactic Plane. Please watch this whole video when you get a chance. It is amazing. Grandma Cannon is fantastic to say the least. I also suggest all of Avalonians to watch this video as well if you haven't already. Very Informative. Get the popcorn ready on this one your gonna love it.
PS It's Not Just You! It is everybody, hang on sis. Better things are coming.
~Be Love~ Whitefeather


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihH0L_bffAA&feature=fvsr

[Earthship]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?

Hi, Carolin. Have you considered a mundane explanation: the radiation coming from Fukushima?

[Omni connexae!]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a :girl_wacko:

Is anybody else feeling like this?

Hi, Carolin. Have you considered a mundane explanation: the radiation coming from Fukushima?

:doh:

Carolin, I'm not a psychologist, so I would be very cautious giving you advice on this. But one thing I can say for sure: the doom and gloom certainly doesn't help!

Not only is 99% of it exaggerated nonsence, but the biggest effect the 1% that is real will likely have on you is your own mindframe just from focusing on it.

Forget about all that stuff, and just take it easy. We all feel down now and again, it's perfectly normal, take a break if you can, and see how you feel then. Hope your feeling better. :)

[Unified Serenity]

I have been offline more often lately. I've been dealing with a lot of stuff in the natural world including the death of both of my parents, my mom Feb. 27 and my dad on July 1st though hospice didn't make it to my home until after midnight on July 2nd and said he died on the 2nd. I quit my job at Walmart sometime in March, started training as a GM with Family dollar soon after, but after working 100hr weeks for over a month, I quit that. My father was dying, my mom had recently left us unexpectedly, and I just wasn't going to be their salary slave so I quit. We felt like dad wanted to return to his home, but in order to do that, I would have to leave my home of 10 years which I rented. It was a horrendous undertaking, and yes, dad was in his last days with colon cancer. We got it done, and after a week back in his home he passed peacefully. I am including all this personal data because it's obvious I've been under stress, but here's what I had been noticing for the past two months. It does not happen like clockwork, but as I gaze at the night sky, I will see a very quick bright flash that has a very slight greenish tone to it. It's not an airport beacon. I have seen those for many years and know what they look like.

No, this flash is more like a quick pulse. My mom and I have had several wonderful conversations in dreams. She has told me what she is up to, has chided me on some things, and she seems to be well. I haven't seen or talked to dad yet, but I imagine he is quite busy getting settled on the other side. I'm glad they are not here now to go through what I believe for many will be a very difficult time of transition. I have sensed a lot of wonderful positive energy pouring forth in the world. Nature spirits seem very active. I also sense a lot of turmoil and disquiet competing to sew chaos. Being offline for several weeks was a great break for me. If you are feeling bombarded, depressed and over-whelmed please take some time off, go out into nature, and get active outdoors. Do something physical, feel the grass under your feet, get your hands dirty, go swimming in the ocean or whatever strikes your fancy, but just get out and reconnect to who you are and what is real.

[MariaDine]

:p..LOL,,,Omni ,I don't care what you say...!!! «Somebody owes me big » LOL

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[TWINCANS]

Carolin, I might add to the many fine posts here that you went to Mother Meera's darshan and afterwards I remember you had a bit of a clearing with your family over your desires vs their firmly held views re appropriate birthday gifting.
I also found the darshan began a process of clearing that I do not believe is over yet.
Just another piece of the puzzle perhaps? May you be in Peace with it all.

[Sesan]

Carolin you are most definitely not alone on this one. My wife and I have been discussing this topic for sometime now and are both feeling similar effects. It is actually hard to describe really. I might describe it as a heaviness, or a sense of negative energy, which of course seems to cause us both to be easily agitated. There also seems to be a constant need to be in a rush whether it be at the dinner table, driving, or at work. I firmly believe that this is not any sort of a coincidence and that this is all part of some grand scheme to suppress the masses, or at least those of us who are well on the way of making that next evolutionary step towards greater consciousness. I also believe that this evil plan is a last ditch attempt to keep control of the 'sheeple.'

Now my solution in dealing with this is really a simple one. I avoid negative situations, negative people, and negative places as much as possible. I am focusing on the things that really matter such as quality family time everyday, a healthy lifestyle, and spiritual development. My wife and I are starting to meditate together and I am exercising regularly. Just the other day I was out very early, jogging along the ocean and witnessed an absolutely gorgeous sunrise, something I usually take for granted, it just made me smile and put me in the best of moods. We're fighting back with the things that really matter. It works!

Of course last but not least, I have found this wonderful place called Avalon, not by coincidence I might add. Having been welcomed into this unique community, I have already met so many great people and have found comfort knowing I'm not alone anymore.

I hope my experiences might help you find out what works for you. Thanks for sharing your story!

Take care of yourself always!
Sesan

[Carmody]

Think of it this way: All births are a form of struggle, by their very nature.

This one is no different.

[Orph]

I go outside and hug the tree in my backyard. ....................................... Well, it sure helps me feel better.

[Davidallany]

I've been feeling kinda off lately. It's hard to discribe, at first I thought it was from JoshuaM's heartwall clearing but it's not going away so that can't be it. It's like PMS...I'm emotional, sad, and not taking anybody's crap. I'm not sleeping well and neither is my husband. Sinus type headaches everyday. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I don't feel depressed or suicidal just not myself. It could be from being inundated with all this doom and gloom stuff. It could be from dealing with new energies. Or maybe I'm just being a

Is anybody else feeling like this?
Earth is changing, and we are changing with her.

[Unified Serenity]

I have experienced something tonight that I wonder if others here are noticing. While sitting on my deck with my partner tonight, I asked her if she heard that sound, and she said, "I hear crickets". I tilted my head and found that it was only apparent when I had my ear tilted slightly up, and finally noticed that was exactly where the moon was, it's really low at this time so my head was not in some really awkward position. It felt like "tuning" into the sound. She and I switched chairs and she could not hear it. I said it reminded me of wind like when you swing something on a rope over your head really fast. She of coarse said, "you're blonde and it's a wind tunnel".

[Davidallany]

and finally noticed that was exactly where the moon wasGood observation.
I think it was a few weeks ago when people from different parts of the world here on Avalon heard what sounded like fire works, but there was no actual lights, only sounds from an unknown location.

[ViralSpiral]

I like that analogy about the fireworks. Unknown..

Totally empathise with the feeling of heaviness and tetchiness. Its been a rough two weeks.
An atheist friend sent me the wiki link to "conspiracy theory" this morning

A conspiracy theory is a fringe theory which explains a historical or current event as the result of a secret plot by exceptionally powerful and cunning conspirators to achieve a malevolent end


SERIOUS??

I quickly went into defense mode, until I also read:


For some individuals, an obsessive compulsion to believe, prove, or re-tell a conspiracy theory may indicate one or a combination of well-understood psychological conditions, and other hypothetical ones: paranoia, denial, schizophrenia, mean world syndrome

Well, that was worth the dredge ;) I'll have schizophrenia first thanks, so that another personality can hop in and deny everything.

My beautiful friend Ulli said: spirits are not taking a pounding at all...they are EMERGING, at last.

I like that

[Heart-2-Heart]

Greetings to all ...
Pain in the neck...Headaches.. Big Time ....The mouth and throat swollen up....sleep.. I remember how it used to be.
The Sun.. is my friend ..the Moon...I was born at full Moon..so was Buddah and he got enlightended at full Moon... and he left his body at full Moon

Nibiru...Elenin...When they are close enough I will kick their heavenly ass...

If you are suffering I feel with you.....

But can you imagine ..even my name is in the word... suffering...what were my parents thinking...
:doh::laugh::frusty::noidea::boom:

H2H

[greybeard]

Its your karma for saying when I told a joke--- no Chris you dont have a great sense of humor but your parents certainly did.
I laughed it was funny. Happy days my friend.
This too shall pass.
Much love as ever Chris

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Ps for those who dont know Heart2Hearth---- the name is Uffe--- which he hinted at.
Exciting times
C

[Heart-2-Heart]

Lol ...I remember... nice time ....may we meet again soon ...Inshallah...
H2H
;)

[greybeard]

Lol ...I remember... nice time ....may we meet again soon ...Inshallah...
H2H
;)

There are peak moments and special events in everyones life.
Becoming friends with you was one of these times.
May it be so.

:yo:

[Unified Serenity]

For those of you having physical pains and difficulties please be aware of the increased radiation levels worldwide due to the Japan earthquake and nuke plant disasters. The media is NOT reporting the increased radiation fallout nor the fact that was once considered very unsafe levels have now been reclassified as safe. So, you may be suffering side effects and I suggest looking into increased potassium iodide or is it iodine? Look it up and consider your symptoms. Those in the south need to keep in mind the corexit poisoning and if yiou have been eating Southern seafood? I know some would say "Please don't discourage ppl from coming down for vacation or eating our seafood, but I won't eat anything out of the Gulf of Mexico or off the Florida coast. I live in N. Florida so basically I am avoiding seafood altogether.

[Simone]

Something is definitely going on, it's exciting, but at the same time when you're experiencing uncomfortable symptoms as a result it's hard to rise above it.

I used to get a lot of mild body aches and pains (still get this sometimes, in fact I had it last night again!), slight headaches, shortness of breath, heart skipping beats on and off, every few weeks I got a few of the symptoms and they lasted for a couple of days and then slowly dissolved - I knew it was spiritual, my body adjusting to the new energies, I'm not sick, I can get up each morning, go to work, take my boy off to school, potter round the property etc.

BUT lately I have been having a few days nearly every month of what I call my 'spiritual detox' where all I want is fluids, I don't want to eat anything...now this is strange, every one who knows me knows I'm mad on food, but the past year I have been doing this. I'm not sick either, I just get a feeling to stop eating for a couple of days every month. It actually feels great!! I drink loads of alkaline water, even tea (my fave) and I may have a piece of fruit too, but nothing else.

Also I'm experiencing downer days, where I feel very flat and don't feel like leaving my property, my sister get's the same thing too (we live on the same property), we find we're experiencing these 'downer days' at the same time, we're being told by our higher selves to be still...

My son who's 5yrs, told me very casually the other week, "the trees are changing, and the animals, everything is changing mummy" and I said to him "wow, that's very interesting!! how do you know that?", and he said, "can't you see Mum, look over there!" almost in a cross manner, like "hello Mummy open your eyes!!"
That gave me goosebumps, this is when I know something is correct. :)

We're getting close guys, I feel like I could lift out of my body some days...!!

Simone xx