I Wanna Go Home

[<8>]

Where is the failsafe?

Mission Complete--Welcome Home?

Sorry "Big Guy"
You need to run a full system diagnostic!
If all checks out, well then you need to upgrade your system!


Sorry i had one of those days...:P

P.s don't you think there OUGHT to be some other way to leave this world?

[Whiskey_Mystic]

I know how you feel.

Try to find the present moment.

[The One]

I think at times <8> i feel that we are quarantined on this planet, and by now we should have been able to go into the cosmos and explore. Sometimes it feels like you are in a big prison.

[Star1111]

Not easy living on a planet with such heavy density but remember how it felt elsewhere, much much lighter! Meditate and 'leave' the World for a while, have a rest ;)

[truth4me]

I think at times <8> i feel that we are quarantined on this planet, and by now we should have been able to go into the cosmos and explore. Sometimes it feels like you are in a big prison. We are on a prison planet and until we learn our lessons in soul growth we will be on this planet or other 3-d planets like earth. I hope I can graduate but I don't know. I still have trouble dealing with issues concerning the "dark side" of peoples actions....

[PurpleLama]

I fully sympathize with the desire to evacuate this planet as experience becomes progressively more vivid. However, I have been given to understand that one of the first requirements for "graduation" is that we learn to make the best of our situation and actually dispose of any desire to leave. Desiring to abandon the previously chosen course requires that the desire be balanced, by not leaving, until we grasp fully that it's not where you are that counts, but *how* you are. Many people I know who are looking forward to some sort of ascension are eagerly awaiting their respective exits from this planet or dimension, not realizing that their strong desire to leave actually attracts them further to the very place they seek to exit. As one might imagine, this concept is not a welcome one. Finding peace, and cultivating patience and perseverance, is the desirable path to completing the lessons of this earth we all share.

As stated to begin with, I fully sympathise with the feeling, but as things are getting more intense I just try to roll with the punches because I am trying to not inadvertantly cultivate emotions that will only further that which binds me to this place. I hope this makes sense.

[Omni]

I doubt many people dislike this planet more than me. lol.

I get tortured, experimented on, and mind controlled by TPTB(there is no escape for me so far).

I get ostracized, ridiculed, and accused of many bad things(scammer, hoaxer, mentally ill) etc by my own people.

I see the worst of humanity in my situation. I get chewed up and spit out in the human nature of ridiculing new ideas and things not proven. I got caught up in the ruthless sociopathic PTB here, and I can't get rid of them in my life. Every day I get tortured in some despicable way.

I can't drive due to the threat of them taking control of my body and crashing the car... They delete my memories when I read and watch videos(which is nice for movies sometimes but not something I consider good). I get punished for meeting people in person. If I talk on the phone about certain subjects I get pretty bad tortures, spasms, gagging, not being able to talk, etc. All sorts of messed up technological feats.

If i get known I already have a laundry list of things to discredit me.

Yeaaa, this world isn't exactly easy for me... I'm not too fond of the society and systems here... And that's an understatement.

But I do have faith at some point this planet will be fair and just for most if not all. I just don't see that happening in my lifetime. And quite frankly want to leave this planet very strongly. If I was offered by ETs to be taken from this planet, I would totally go. :)

[Arrowwind]

I fully sympathize with the desire to evacuate this planet as experience becomes progressively more vivid. However, I have been given to understand that one of the first requirements for "graduation" is that we learn to make the best of our situation and actually dispose of any desire to leave. Desiring to abandon the previously chosen course requires that the desire be balanced, by not leaving, until we grasp fully that it's not where you are that counts, but *how* you are. Many people I know who are looking forward to some sort of ascension are eagerly awaiting their respective exits from this planet or dimension, not realizing that their strong desire to leave actually attracts them further to the very place they seek to exit. As one might imagine, this concept is not a welcome one. Finding peace, and cultivating patience and perseverance, is the desirable path to completing the lessons of this earth we all share.

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I totally agree. Its the catch 22 for many, heh? My own internal knowing has shown me that I have been here of free will for a long time. I like earth, I love Mother Earth, and in my being here I have been able to develop my own independence and self empowerment to a great extent. I don't know if I am done yet, I don't know what acomplishmnet that graduation requires. As it is I am content to work my way through. I am in the process of making plans for my next incarnation, something I recently realized is fully possible, as I have seen it coming down the pike. That is OK. If the Dahli Lama can keep it up so can I. A new body periodically helps alot.

If one does not want to be tortured one must learn to create their way out of it. Omniverse, it seems to me that I recall that you have accepted your fate under alien hands as you responded to me in a post long ago. You did not seem to have the inclination to find your way out as I broached the subject with you.

[Twinsel]

I know the feeling, as far as a child i remember the feeling of homesickness. Many tears because of a feeling i didn't understand till a few years ago now.
But i have no doubt i'am not alone with this feeling, and i know for sure those people have a mission. Have faith, know your not alone, trust your heart. Let's make the world a better place, your not small in this world, your the centre of your own universe. Know your importend, you can make a differents in the world. A smile, a kindly word to the person in the street makes the world already a better place. Like a butterfly claps his wings on 1 side of the ocean, creating a storm on the otherside of the ocean.

For you and everyone, in love and light. /hug
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[Heyoka_11]

I totally agree with both PurpleLama and Arrowwind. Learning to love the world that we find ourselves in feels totally counter-intuitive, bit it is the only way out; if that is what you wish. Being the smartest of animals and the dumbest of spirits is not an easy task, as we can find ourselves pulled equally in both directions, and that can really screw some people up. So, decide which way you wish to proceed, and if that is up to a higher plane, then there is simply no avoiding the work you will need to undertake, i.e. recognising the more base impulses in your life, and rejecting them when appropriate. This will in itself draw you closer to the higher planes that you seek, and that makes this life so much more enjoyable.

There are certainly gnostic overtones in a few of the posts here, and learning of the gnostic belief system was for me, the greatest penny drop of my life. However, I agree with some, in that the total rejection of the material plane, and thinking of planet earth as nothing more than a prison planet is missing the point, somewhat. It may at times feel just like a prison, but it is one that we are all better off learning to love. If you look for hopelessness in this world, then you will find it everywhere. If you look for love in this world, fortunately, you will find it in abundance as well.

Most importantly, be very forgiving of yourself, as you are walking between two worlds. This can be an extremely hard task to accomplish.

[Jay]

Where is the failsafe?
Mission Complete--Welcome Home?
Sorry "Big Guy"
You need to run a full system diagnostic!
If all checks out, well then you need to upgrade your system!
Sorry i had one of those days...:P
P.s don't you think there OUGHT to be some other way to leave this world?

I also had one of those days with the unwanted feelings too. Ironically, I heard someone quote on "Prison Break"...... "....and joy comes in the morning...."!
May your joy return even though we are on a prison planet :-) :high5:

[Sierra]

I don't know if it is old age or what. I spent most of my youth screaming to get off. Now, I am glad to be here and totally in love with Mother Earth. So ... I guess I'm making progress lol. Or it is just because I am getting old and I can see the light the blinding glorious light at the end of the tunnel of physicality.

It has been hard... and I would not give up one second of the pain and difficulty that got me to this place.

Sierra :wave:

[lslimerick]

When I saw this posting my heart went thud....others feeling the same way??????? I have absolutely no wise words or deep thoughts with regards to saving myself, this planet, achieving ascension blah de blah........ I totally understand what you are saying. I have accepted that I wanted to be here for this time (albeit doubting why a lot of my time) but my higher self obviously knew something.

Does not stop the feeling that I am done, I am bored and I really really want to go home..Full Stop. Love to you all xxxx

[dourpil]

Omniverse's signature summarizes my point of view on this subject: "Paradise is not a place but a state of mind."

Edit: although, yeah, we're having a hard time these weeks/months. But we chose to be here and now. Let's have the best of it! (I have to say -again to Omniverse- that what you're experiencing seems very very hard to handle. I wish you all the best!)

[Billy]

Why do you want to leave when the fun is just beginning, You choose to be born on earth at this time, nobody said it was going to be easy. ride it out <8>, Your choice to be here at this time will not disappointed.

[Mike]

this thread reminded me of something i saw a while back...

Mickey Rourke, the actor, was giving an interview, fielding questions about a particularly tough period of his life. his answers were becoming increasingly macabre as the interview went on and at one point the interviewer asked him if he was suicidal. his response was beautiful. he said "oh no no, i wasn't suicidal, i just wanted to DISAPPEAR"

and i thought, f#ckin hell, that is so poetic and perfect i wanna embroider my pillows with it! or something! its exactly how i've felt at times. Omni, my story isn't nearly as elaborate as yours, my friend, but i will say this: if there was a button i could push that would vaporize and relocate me to a peaceful afterlife, and if i was convinced my absence wouldn't cripple any of my family or friends emotionally, i probably would have pushed it about 50 times over by now.

[Warlock]

I love this planet.
It is our home.
It is the evil that exists here that makes me want to leave.

Warlock

[stdante]

the same here... tired waiting for dreams come true...

BUT

just google slum India or Brazil, or Philippines... or starving somali people
if you think that WE have a hard living please reconsider

so why we prefere to just desappear unless for example go offer some help (ME INCLUDED) to people who realy need it ?
it's a real question !
I feel cowardly and selfish when I think about it
maybe that's how karma is working
in a previous life we all was wretchedly poor and we wish for a better life, and now we have it but it's meaningless...
me need to grow more ! :confused:

[PurpleLama]

the same here... Tired waiting for dreams come true...

But

just google slum india or brazil, or philippines... Or starving somali people
if you think that we have a hard living please reconsider

so why we prefere to just desappear unless for example go offer some help (me included) to people who realy need it ?
It's a real question !
I feel cowardly and selfish when i think about it
maybe that's how karma is working
in a previous life we all was wretchedly poor and we wish for a better life, and now we have it but it's meaningless...
Me need to grow more ! :confused:


this post can not be emphasized enough!!!!!!!

[Carmody]

As a dimensional being from a formless state..as an organized point of energy that is the self and all else is the same..then look at it from those origins.

You have to learn to be separate, learn to be in the now, holding the self together, to stay together from the effects of outside influence, learn to recognize energy that is dangerous to your formed energy, and not to step into other's organized energy pattern, without their permission.

Being in an avatar, in a slowed down, pre-compartmentalized, pre-packaged 'self'..this is the world of training.

This 3d universe and being in a human avatar is an excellent way to learn these essential lessons so that one can become a viable energy form.

This is the world or space of 'rubber buggy baby bumpers'.

The deal is to now use this realization to calm the self, live in the now and shed the ego.

The ego's job was to hold your time and 3-d ridden/residing avatar self together, until you realize how to navigate 3d reality WITHOUT it intruding.

Some of the aspects of the ego will become the note, the continually sounding note inside you, in the formless space, that helps you learn to swim continually, to never stop, to be, to exist, in that formless space of pure energy.

You are a kid in a crib, in a crib until you come to some important bits of self realization.

The crib is this space and this body.

The bars of the crib will come down, when you are ready to get out and walk. The crib is also the ego.

It is only natural that the lesson would incorporate the reflection of formless reality that you need to learn to not do, like lessons in your face as a 3d kid.

The ego is one of the major parts to shed, it is the core lesson.

Shed your ego and you can finally stand up on your own. The two doorways are the same.

Consensus reality is here. It is the formation of this space.

Shed the ego, realize this. Everything in and of this world, all of it points to this component.

Understand you are looking though the avatar, through the bars of the crib. The very view is the ego, the ego is the bars.

Shed the ego and then the bars go with it. They are one and the same. Only your self realization holds this back, nothing else.

Stand up and walk, enter the formless energetic universe as a thoughtful bit of self organized and self maintaining energy. Shed the ego, shed the bars in this learning space, this crib of consensus 3d reality. The ego is literally the formation of this space, it's reality, until you realize that this set of training wheels, the ego, is what is doing this, what is forming this, what is holding it together. The ego is not bad, per se, it isn't conscious. But it is reactive.

If you turn and face the change I speak of, which this entire world is acceleration into forcing you to realize, you will marvel at how perfect and elegant the system is.

One

I awake

The Core

Ultimate.

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[THIRDEYE]

i could remember when i was a child i wanted to go home...home wasnt with mom or dad and the rest of the femily...as long as i can remember i was always seeing school physcologists....i was one to daydream and not be able to focus....this in hand led to abuse at the home i had to endure.....i chose to come here and ive got a grasp of what im i supposed to do....to this day i still want to go home and thats back to the stars...your not alone....love light and abundance thirdeye......

[<8>]

the same here... Tired waiting for dreams come true...

But

just google slum india or brazil, or philippines... Or starving somali people
if you think that we have a hard living please reconsider

so why we prefere to just desappear unless for example go offer some help (me included) to people who realy need it ?
It's a real question !
I feel cowardly and selfish when i think about it
maybe that's how karma is working
in a previous life we all was wretchedly poor and we wish for a better life, and now we have it but it's meaningless...
Me need to grow more ! :confused:


this post can not be emphasized enough!!!!!!!


Thanks for your posts guys...


We dont know if i have been suffering in the slum india or brazil, or philippines... Or starving somali people...AAAAA Miljon times???

Lets think about this...If i have, then if i seen the land for the first time now. I understand for the first time, i am more then a human. I have sufferd a miljon times and laugh a miljon times, Is it a human made word like "Karma". That says i cant go home??

But realy, i just had 1 bad day guys...I am A OK...

I meet my girlfriend about a year ago... She has a realy bad rheumatism, i do all i can to ease her pain. I Personally think its my final quest on this earth..

[Lifebringer]

I don't want to leave, if the get the corrupt off the planet. I want to help w/enviornmental repair.

[Seikou-Kishi]

Maybe when you really want to go home, this song might make you feel a little better about having to stay :-)

NGFSNE18Ywc

[Carmody]

Feeling like you don't want to be here anymore, is the first step toward realization of what needs to be done.

Running off with swords to banish the bad guys is NOT the deal. that is just more ego function, more animal function, more fears reacting to the reflection of the world.

I had this discussion with a near billionaire once (he was worth about $700-800M US at the time), when we were discussing self realization vs actions in the given world.

He was doing what most people want to do. What the ego block wants you to do. The thing you have to overcome to fix this world. He was still living in the world of stock markets, real estate deals, etc, etc. But, at the same time, he was funding the creation of Buddhist centers, in various places. Things to ease his conscious mind.

He was not fixing his origins. His decisions and behaviors had impact, yes. But, I told him that to be seriously effective, so that each action has the correct impact, in the stock market, in real estate, in helping others, he must be coming from right thought.

This means he needed to fix himself first, so that his effectiveness would go right off the scale of such.

This scared him so much - - that he ran away as I was speaking the words. He yelled behind him, turning his head, that we needed to fix the world, and help others first.

He was reacting in ego. He was refusing to tame himself first, refusing to understand his depths first, before he launched into action on the world stage.

We are all guilty of this to some degree or another.

There was and is no reason he could not do both, at the same time. His running away was the sign that he was not really willing to deal with the self first, or at the same time.

At least he was trying, I'll definitely give him that and praise him for it. Nothing but good vibes for him.

Essentially, when we get that feeling we want to go home, then we begin the moment of reflection on the deeper level that is required to fix the self.

We begin the process of fixing the self, if we try and see the desire, the feeling.. for what it is. The Ego has been brick walled, and has no answers, we are on our own at that point, the animal inside is finally... lost.

We then begin, in that necessary moment of hard reflection, we begin to use the intellect and dismiss the animal from running our intellect's doorways of entry and exit of involvement in the world... we begin dismissing the ego, that internal edifice/filter of the body.

Thus the saying and understanding among the more aware, more eastern-centric psychologists. And that is: 'they say that the first time we realize, in this world, that we are on our own..that is when the intellect begins'.

Then, right thought becomes ---right action.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=296kU4iPPww

[Agape]

Feeling like you don't want to be here anymore, is the first step toward realization of what needs to be done.

Running off with swords to banish the bad guys is NOT the deal. that is just more ego function, more animal function, more fears reacting to the reflection of the world.

I had this discussion with a near billionaire once (he was worth about $700-800M US at the time), when we were discussing self realization vs actions in the given world.

He was doing what most people want to do. What the ego block wants you to do. The thing you have to overcome to fix this world. He was still living in the world of stock markets, real estate deals, etc, etc. But, at the same time, he was funding the creation of Buddhist centers, in various places. Things to ease his conscious mind.

He was not fixing his origins. His decisions and behaviors had impact, yes. But, I told him that to be seriously effective, so that each action has the correct impact, in the stock market, in real estate, in helping others, he must be coming from right thought.

This means he needed to fix himself first, so that his effectiveness would go right off the scale of such.

This scared him so much - - that he ran away as I was speaking the words. He yelled behind him, turning his head, that we needed to fix the world, and help others first.

He was reacting in ego. He was refusing to tame himself first, refusing to understand his depths first, before he launched into action on the world stage.

We are all guilty of this to some degree or another.

There was and is no reason he could not do both, at the same time. His running away was the sign that he was not really willing to deal with the self first, or at the same time.

At least he was trying, I'll definitely give him that and praise him for it. Nothing but good vibes for him.

Essentially, when we get that feeling we want to go home, then we begin the moment of reflection on the deeper level that is required to fix the self.

We begin the process of fixing the self, if we try and see the desire, the feeling.. for what it is. The Ego has been brick walled, and has no answers, we are on our own at that point, the animal inside is finally... lost.

We then begin, in that necessary moment of hard reflection, we begin to use the intellect and dismiss the animal from running our intellect's doorways of entry and exit of involvement in the world... we begin dismissing the ego, that internal edifice/filter of the body.

Thus the saying and understanding among the more aware, more eastern-centric psychologists. And that is: 'they say that the first time we realize, in this world, that we are on our own..that is when the intellect begins'.

Then, right thought becomes ---right action.



Reminds me of an experience I've been through , just very recently ...


The million poker face offer , talk about philanthropy and how my 'Project' will be executed . From the first moment on, I thought that 'executed' has to do with me :)

I've got several 'business plans' waiting for execution, no sorry, waiting for my reply ..

While I kept saying that the Data needs to be recorded first, the plan was adjusting to me, no emotion, and 'please let's do all over the net ' . It's the way to do things these days .
( I see. Little Alice sucking her tumb and looking to mirror )


Things looked fine for once , we'll start working . I see .


But you know Alice, these people usually do not have time, don't you, so speed up and give us the proof , the beacon to trust you , the algorithm , the solution from beyond the world, give it to us before we start else we never will .


Amidst some kind and sweet phone calls , situation kept changing every few hours.


( Does it have anything to do with stock market ? )

Obviously, every attempt for kindness and patience was hard job for the 'other side' , in my world it's that normal, not in theirs .


I started to talk quite a bit, after few years of silence which the other party obviously, could not get right .

Told them few technical details among many ( what all did I not tell :)



And then came the 'angry man' saying 'bad selfish passive ET' , we are the value , give us the proof or bug off , your sensitivity is unwelcome. Hmm.


Alice got a big eyes, still looking to the mirror. Am I selfish ? Mmm. Sneeze.



What a strange world ...

[Carmody]

The most effective warriors, in their lives, how they exist... have always known this. They were trained that way. They understood it. Before the Buddhists became who they are today, they were the most feared and fearsome warriors on this planet, in their time.

What such a warrior does... Before they begin, before they think, they forfeit their lives. Thus the ego does not contribute to their decisions. They do not act out of anger, or fear, they act out of clear intellect with no self interest, other than getting the job done.

[ulli]

.... they act out of clear intellect with no self interest, other than getting the job done.

One question: who decides what that job is?

[Carmody]

What a strange world ...

The body does color it, doesn't it? Keeping it out of the process is quite the job. But necessary, obviously. Thankfully the hardest part is at the start, around the moments of self realization, to dismiss the self pity that the body tries to engage in. A process that must be completed, so the next stage can take place. Hope only serves to help the ego return, before the job of clearing is complete.

So when Benjamin Fulford or anyone says that help is coming, I'm still clear on the point that I'm on my own. For if I believe in him or anyone else, that wily ego of mine tries to slip back into a control position.

I'm not waiting for anyone. No one can afford to do that, for in that state of mind, of waiting, nothing will ever happen.

It's all on me, it always was.

It's all on you, it always was.

[Carmody]

.... they act out of clear intellect with no self interest, other than getting the job done.

One question: who decides what that job is?

i would say that you do, that I do --- trust in the self first, clear the self ...and then, as they say, it becomes self evident. For one is then clear, no occlusions, no filters. In my experience, it is a door we must individually walk through. And it is not an overnight process. No simple red button to press, then it is over. But if one never begins, then they will never get there.

I have a feeling if the world begins, then we might get some help. But we must begin and no slacking, no self lies. It must be real.

[ulli]

With so much emphasis on being in the NOW (i.e. Eckhart Toole's Book the Power of Now)
there is a need to also stress the HERE.
Being HERE now.

Being HERE means you ARE home already.
Home is where the heart is, and the nearer that place/time is to the present the closer we are to being home.

Change will come in it's own time...it's the law.

[Herbert]

A contrast of right and left brain advice:

I have a Hindu friend who gives advice such as this when I sometimes bring up the subject of man’s inhumanity on this planet:

Training of the mind brings equanimity. It is a mental state that looks with equal ease at happiness and sorrow, at misery and luxury, and treats success and failure alike. It looks at the world and happenings around with an open mind free of biases, fears and has only good and positive thoughts.

Nevertheless, left brain words don’t help much with feelings, so I prefer the poetic style of a Russian friend who appeals to the right brain heart core feelings which can be experienced physically. This is her poem:

We are no strangers to betrayal
My back is welcoming the knife
I ask no help, I need no prayers
It’s not the first time in my life
Nor is the last. A boring habit
I learnt to take it with a smile
Hold out my heart and let them stab it
And play my part with lots of style
It is an art to savour poison
Toast those who gave it, relish pain,
To treasure every single moment
That it is running through your veins
It seems I knew it from the cradle
Then why this gnawing sense of loss
I am no stranger to betrayal
My only wish is that I was

G.M.

[Agape]

Last year before Xmass when they announced the drought in Somalia and Etiopia which predicted the current famine,
I sat and spoke in my mind to some of the bosses sitting on their stocks quietly saying : '' The best thing ever to invest to is human potential ..

why don't you go to Somalia and dig there wells, establish schools, nurseries, hospitals, build an oasis out of desert,
from these children of today mighty and happy nation will grow ..

future scientists, artists, people who will build stars out of dust of your feet .

''

I think I begged even . Doubt anyone has heard me ?

[skamandar]

I love all the ideas being shared in this thread... I love being Avalon member for the members being here :rolleyes:

I didn't want to be here before too... (meaning Earth). It was difficult and boring. That's not the case anymore, at least for me. I have been home in my dreams and I know why me and everybody else will fill home sick.

Now is the time to kick ass.. as I see it.
And I find it interesting being alone and observing the process.
I also find it nice taking part of the action by myself or cooperating with others - cooperation brings better results it seems :cool:
I am being more and more amazed of the fact, that when I decide to cut somebody else on salad for being too much family oriented - meaning I am ready to kill, sell my self, and not being me for the money I need to support my children to study in universities that costs a fortune and teaches nothing..
I just go and cut to peaces with words, and I get incredible response from the people I used to consider zombies...
And everybody thank me for being real..

I love it now ... I want to be here for the first time in my life. And I enjoy it :)

[skyflower]

Carmody,

that was so poetic! :)

[kathymarie]

Some days I'm not even sure where "home" is.
Where is the failsafe?

Mission Complete--Welcome Home?

Sorry "Big Guy"
You need to run a full system diagnostic!
If all checks out, well then you need to upgrade your system!


Sorry i had one of those days...:P

P.s don't you think there OUGHT to be some other way to leave this world?

[nearing]

When I was a child in kindergarten or first grade, I was given a download after looking up to the sky and asking why I was here. I was given the message (among some other personal things) that within my lifetime on Earth this time, the world will change so dramatically for the good, that I won't be so homesick any more and that 'they' will always be with me and supporting me even though I may not be able to see or hear them.

I have waited 4 decades for this change to happen and I finally feel like it is right around the corner. But I also realize that it is usually darkest right before the dawn. We are going through some very awful, dark, and ugly times right now (fukushima melting down into the earth and hitting water table and spewing radioactive water vapor into air, new oil spewing form the BP drill site in Gulf, 6.0 earthquakes happening every day for a month now, dormant volcanos venting off, chemtrails spewing pollution all over our home, Big Pharma keeping people sick with bandaids, our food unfit to eat, cures for major diseases kept under wraps, wars escalating, ethnic 'cleansing', people drowning financially, I could go on, but you get my point), so I have no choice but to think that what is right around the corner is Paradise.

Hang in there, you came this far, you deserve to be 'rewarded' for having waded through the garbage. :-)

[hexenomega]

ahh,
git ya heed doown. n dey ya bird, nee back doors t hevin
greets cbl'ms

[Violet]

I often feel this way too. Not in the sense of wanting to commit suicide but just: going home. This place does not at all feel like home. It feels like I went on a trip with my parents and they left me here or I got lost and I've got to find my way back.

I'll be so happy when I get to the end of the road and even happier if I can look back at some presentable accomplishments by then.

[TigaHawk]

I have come to believe that this world is either one of two things.

A prison. a Planet dedicated to holding convicts, of all races. We've done a bad deed and are forced to encarnate here - untill our time is filled, or we've learnt our lessons.


A School. We're actualy all young ET's in school. This life, as we know it, is just one big lesson. What better way to teach students than to actualy make them live the experience? Do you think that after we wake up from this lesson, after having learnt all the hate and love on this world, that you'd actualy want to act anything like how humans currently act? Hell no!


I'm leaning more on the side of prison. I wonder what i did!

[Carmody]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KsMFwnxFv1E&feature=related

[ghostrider]

I think at times <8> i feel that we are quarantined on this planet, and by now we should have been able to go into the cosmos and explore. Sometimes it feels like you are in a big prison.

you said it, with all the starving , homeless, and just down in the dumps souls that need a ray of hope, and you know our system is so corrupt it will NEVER reach out and change for the better. it's always how much green paper you have, how much control, how much attention, camera time, book tour, just plain ol vanity, look at me ain't I special, don't you wish you were me... dam selfish, egomaniacs with NO COMPASSION, for all the suffering people all over the world. your neighbor is a BILLIONARE and you struggle to pay the electric bill, and hope there's enough to buy food for two weeks, and thankful to have a meaningless job that gives up just enough thread to keep you from falling into the abyss every single day. I have a bone to pick with the ET's having the power to stop the madness, but doing nothing but watching to see how the movie plays out. come on you know how it plays out . those who have get the breaks and the rest are lied to , manipulated, and set up to fail from birth. unless your a trust fund baby, you'll always say ( if I had the money) if I could afford it I would........... yea I wanna go home.

[TigaHawk]

I think at times <8> i feel that we are quarantined on this planet, and by now we should have been able to go into the cosmos and explore. Sometimes it feels like you are in a big prison.

you said it, with all the starving , homeless, and just down in the dumps souls that need a ray of hope, and you know our system is so corrupt it will NEVER reach out and change for the better. it's always how much green paper you have, how much control, how much attention, camera time, book tour, just plain ol vanity, look at me ain't I special, don't you wish you were me... dam selfish, egomaniacs with NO COMPASSION, for all the suffering people all over the world. your neighbor is a BILLIONARE and you struggle to pay the electric bill, and hope there's enough to buy food for two weeks, and thankful to have a meaningless job that gives up just enough thread to keep you from falling into the abyss every single day. I have a bone to pick with the ET's having the power to stop the madness, but doing nothing but watching to see how the movie plays out. come on you know how it plays out . those who have get the breaks and the rest are lied to , manipulated, and set up to fail from birth. unless your a trust fund baby, you'll always say ( if I had the money) if I could afford it I would........... yea I wanna go home.


One of the main reasons why im leaning towards earth being a giant prison :(

[Franny]

The ETs wonʻt or cant help us weʻre told. Or some do in less obvious ways weʻre also told.

So, if theʻre willing to watch an entire planet go down the proverbial sewer then all we can do is ready ourselves and help each other...as many of us have always done.

[Violet]

I think at times <8> i feel that we are quarantined on this planet, and by now we should have been able to go into the cosmos and explore. Sometimes it feels like you are in a big prison.

you said it, with all the starving , homeless, and just down in the dumps souls that need a ray of hope, and you know our system is so corrupt it will NEVER reach out and change for the better. it's always how much green paper you have, how much control, how much attention, camera time, book tour, just plain ol vanity, look at me ain't I special, don't you wish you were me... dam selfish, egomaniacs with NO COMPASSION, for all the suffering people all over the world. your neighbor is a BILLIONARE and you struggle to pay the electric bill, and hope there's enough to buy food for two weeks, and thankful to have a meaningless job that gives up just enough thread to keep you from falling into the abyss every single day. I have a bone to pick with the ET's having the power to stop the madness, but doing nothing but watching to see how the movie plays out. come on you know how it plays out . those who have get the breaks and the rest are lied to , manipulated, and set up to fail from birth. unless your a trust fund baby, you'll always say ( if I had the money) if I could afford it I would........... yea I wanna go home.


Well, I've thought about this too and I don't see it that way. Much of the madness/anger in the world and as described here at injustice is directed at the wrong entity. I believe that originally this planet and life on it was a beautiful and peaceful something. That is also how it was meant to be.

However, with respect to our own dignity we were given free will. Everything could have been traced out for us: peace, money, no wars, no fights...against our will, without any intellectual effort from us. We would just be puppets playing out a story.

Our reality is: it's not. WE made this. Humans (and I mean the malevolents destroying everything) have shown that perhaps they are not worthy of free will and intellectual capacities after all.

Having been given these qualities is truly a great honour yet little cherish it.

[Sidney]

I think at times <8> i feel that we are quarantined on this planet, and by now we should have been able to go into the cosmos and explore. Sometimes it feels like you are in a big prison. We are on a prison planet and until we learn our lessons in soul growth we will be on this planet or other 3-d planets like earth. I hope I can graduate but I don't know. I still have trouble dealing with issues concerning the "dark side" of peoples actions....



I have to say, I'm pretty tired and fed up with the learning, and lessons. I want to "graduate" and get a "REAL" job.
:flypig: :lalala: :fish2:

[Camilo]

Why do you want to leave when the fun is just beginning, You choose to be born on earth at this time, nobody said it was going to be easy. ride it out <8>, Your choice to be here at this time will not disappointed.

Totally agree!

[WhiteFeather]

~Hang in there kid the war is almost over~ Leaving now would defeat our purpose or mission as The Collective. Mother Earth needs us know ever so much. Remember your objective, you cant go home just yet!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDAttqJ3qcg&feature=related

[Carmody]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrTBjHRk8TM&feature=related

[Fred Steeves]

Hi <8>, here's the way I see it anyway. For beings who saw the last remaining flicker of light on a certain planet about to be snuffed out for all time, and wanted to help see to it that didn't happen, where else then would they be besides right here and right now. No matter the cost, fireman go to where the fire is.

Cheers,
Fred

[<8>]

Hi <8>, here's the way I see it anyway. For beings who saw the last remaining flicker of light on a certain planet about to be snuffed out for all time, and wanted to help see to it that didn't happen, where else then would they be besides right here and right now. No matter the cost, fireman go to where the fire is.

Cheers,
Fred


Thanks Fred...

i couldnt agree more, And i try to stay positive at all times because i know how important that is. But emotions runs deep within us my friend, and even though adrenaline kicks in from time to time i soon bring me to my senses. And same goes if i am down ofc...

much love...

[Carmody]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RDklNBzv5Y&feature=related