Flasky
23rd August 2011, 04:54
Hello beautiful people,
I have been keeping a dream journal since May this year and have noticed a pattern or something recurring. This things seem to be:
1- The idea of Aliens or starships
2- Feeling observed
3- Feeling like there is a pending 'something' like the calm before the storm
4- My mother being present or me trying to ask her help
5- Extreme feelings of fear, happiness and realism
6- The beach
7- Noticing clouds
I am sure we can all very easily conclude what that is alluding to, hey? I have to say, I am surprised to see just how tuned I seemed to be in it all. :eek:
As a pre-warning I'd just like to say that I dream with A LOT of detail and after a dream I can always remember it very well.
Now, I haven't been dreaming for a while which is extremely odd for me. But alas! I had a dream - and what a dream! What an experience! It was very odd...and weird and just, I had to share at least this dream with you guys.
Out of all, this is the most relevant dream I've had what with everything happening. Also one of the most detailed and realistic what with semi-torture thing vibration but especially in my 'encounter' with the Grey. I'm still debating if that was a memory or imagination.
Anyways - in case you couldn't tell...This is going to be a bit of a long read.
~*~
August 23 –mid morning (Due to looking after my mother throughout the night at odd hours I finally fell asleep around 9 or 10 in the morning.)
I was regaining consciousness from a very sudden deep sleep. I begun to feel groggy in my almost awake state and for some reason it felt like a massive effort to wake up. I felt like a massive rock had settled on my eyelids and even if my eyes were closed the quick thought of waking up was enough to make feel nauseous. While all of these was going on, I could hear the sound of the TV even understand a few words being said.
Mentally I groaned – willing myself to do it for real at the same time because I was trying to wake myself up. And all of a sudden a buzzing came in my ears. It was really intense. It vibrated my brain in a way I lost all concentration of ‘outside’ noises. I could feel this vibration/buzzing even behind my eyes. And slowly, this big vibration flowed through my body – but internally. It wasn’t on my skin. It was ‘in’ me.
It didn’t hurt but it felt like an enormous force trying to keep me from waking up. It made me powerless to fight it and I begun to feel even more pressure to remain asleep. The feeling was like when your foot goes asleep and when you try to move it ‘hurts’ but you have no feeling of your weight on it and its numb. That is how my whole body was feeling. And weirdly enough – I can’t even come close to explain it properly, but that is how my mind/brain was feeling. I could not will my body to move.
I managed to think that they were zapping me. I thought of the black helicopters zapping people and I thought that there was something they didn’t want me to see or I was starting to think of something they didn’t want me to think. I started to rebel at the thought and started to search my mind for something, for the remainder of a thought they were trying to blank me out from…
I suddenly found myself in the kitchen in front of the glass sliding door looking outside at the backyard. It was daylight, noon, and I was a breath away from the glass just looking outside. I thought I managed to wake up and was just observing outside like I often do – but then it begun to turn dark outside. And as a complete paradox, as the surroundings became pitch black, right in front of me in my perfect view, appeared a Grey Et. It was like thanks to the darkness I could finally see what was really there. It was as if it helped my eyes to decloak anything that was hidden – or so I understood it like that.
I could not tell what the Grey was wearing or its gender – if any. But what were very clear were the details of the face, the ‘skin’ color and its height. I’m 1’70 and despite the slight elevation of the house to the outside, the Grey was as tall as me. The skin was more of an olive murky green in color but around its face where there was the odd ‘bump’ (like we would have the random mole but these seemed more like little bumps but were not black like moles) and the skin was a bit more firm or tensed on the bumps and this made it (the skin) appear grayer in color.
The eyes were fully black and almond shape but definitely not as BIG as pop culture would make us believe. They were almond – sort of like ours situated on the face (he had a much wider forehead with what looked like wrinkles and even where the wrinkles were on the face the skin looked more grey than olive green) as well as proportion of the eyes but they were much, much wider. Almost like an anime cartoon character – yet, smaller than those.
I think it took both of us a few seconds to realize that we were both conscious of the other able to see the other one – if that makes sense. The way I understood this is because I saw the Grey squint his eyes at me with what I assumed was shock or well, a frown, or something – and he pursed his lips…Very, very, thin lips. (The top seemed just a straight line the bottom had more ‘body’ but no lip shape like ours.) And as he pursed them and his face came closer to the glass to squint at me, I saw how the skin moved and tensed so he could make the movement of his lips and eyes (and I know I am now calling it a him let’s just assume it was a him) and to these tensions, the murky olive green turned grey.
I was more shocked of the Grey just appearing there randomly, in front of me while the whole time I looking outside before it went dark and I was able to see it. And shocked that now I could see it. He seemed to be giving me a once over, perhaps to see how I would react or perhaps he too was taking in the details of how I was made and of how different I was to him.
He didn’t look angry or scary – but more like…Grumpy looking, what with his expression. I don’t know if I was scared – the moment was so quick I could not really tell if it was fear or just the shock of having him suddenly in front of me.
As I started to think this is what they didn’t want me to remember the vibration/buzz came full force and I lost the image. The buzz translated to the pounding of music, atmosphere of a party, dancing and lots people having a good time.
I felt really nauseous once again. The buzz in my brain and ears was slowly fading away but I could not tell the difference if it was that or the loud music. I walked out of the house and my whole body was still internally thrumming.
I looked around and realized that I was in the bay area of Sydney (I live in the inner suburbs) perhaps the Northern beaches – I could see the beach from the street I was on and smell the ocean. It was night – and a true party atmosphere was around as if every house was celebrating something and it was warm outside.
(Now that I am awake and thinking about it, I am guessing it could have been that everyone was celebrating New Years Eve hence the feeling of everyone partying and warmth – because in Jan its full summer in Australia.)
I walked along the street, heaps of cars parked on the sides everywhere.
Then for some reason, I looked up in the sky and I saw the clouds part – because they were lit. I stopped walking and I felt my jaw drop.
It didn’t seem to be far away at all. There was a UFO, a starship – shaped like a hairdryer sort of – and I estimated it was as big as a ferry-ship. It was going up in a straight line, vertically, (like a lift) and illuminating the clouds as it did and these parted away (or dissolved) as the craft moved up.
Then, above the craft, an even bigger, much bigger, layer of clouds started to crumble from a center point, revealing the MOTHER ship. It was HUGE – HUMONGOES – bigger than the word itself. The hairdryer form ship looked like a nugget under it. This ship was so HUGE it seemed to be a massive carpet on the sky as it looked super flat and so, so round it seemed to cover all the sky I could see. It was an enormous carpet of lights.
From where the smaller ship was ascending, the mother ship opened so that the ship could rise in it. As this was happening, the clouds layered on top of one another again and begun to cover them.
Then I heard screams and I looked down to see people running towards and beyond me. It wasn’t because of the ships (I don’t know how I knew this) but because of what looked like big mechanic gorillas going after them. My heart was racing! I couldn’t tell if they were real – or mechanic they seemed to be half and half. They were terrorizing everyone but it is not clear to me exactly what they were doing. I heard roars and weird scream like noises from them and lots of shooting – but I could not tell who was doing the shooting.
I decided to hide under a white car because they were too close for me to attempt running. I was scared and confused now. But I knew that these weird gorilla things were not from the ships – somehow, I knew that the ship was something else. That it wasn’t because of ‘them’, they hadn’t done this.
But I don’t know how I know this either.
The buzz once again begun full force and I panicked as I realized that a gorilla was trying to find me from under the car. I needed to wake up – I needed to wake up!
I actually dream of waking up (again) but the buzz was now excruciating. My vision seemed to be oscillating and keeping my eyes closed was the only way for me to find a sense of direction and keep the nausea away. My brain was heavy – my body was heavy but I struggled to crawl out of bed. I was pulling my weight on the floor and that was a massive, massive effort.
I reached my mother and tried to reach for her – I couldn’t. I tried to ask for help, I kept asking for help – but my mouth would open no sound would come out. And I would try, try, try and she only frowned at me in confusion.
Then the feeling of being beyond extremely tiered hit me again and everything went black. I remained conscious because of the never ending vibration. It was so strong now I thought I was jolting in what now seemed my bed, as I started to wake up (for real) and the more conscious I became again, the buzz was there to keep me down and not moving.
I tried to scream or say something so it would wake me up but I was powerless to it until the sounds of the TV grew stronger and I opened my eyes.
I bolted out of bed (bed = currently sleeping on a blown up mattress on the living room floor because mom sleeps on recliner chair there due to health reasons) and immediately asked my mom if anything happened.
I told her I had a horrible dream – horribly real too. And of this vibration. I asked if I had made any weird sounds during my sleep, if I had been moving a lot, if she had heard any helicopters flying by even. Her answer to everything was no and that I had been dead still the whole time.
Even if I was awake, my head was still dizzy reminiscent of the buzzing – it had felt like a torture.
Then I glanced at the clock. It was 11:11 AM. I had a moment of silence then I begun laughing in a sort of ‘what the hell is going on’ manner and then proceeded to make myself a very strong coffee.
It felt so, so, so real.
I would love to hear if anyone has had similar experiences what with this vibration? By the end of it I was truly drained and all today I've been 'off'.
Also if anyone is having similar dreams or visions or whatever - happening to you please do share.
And if anyone feels able to give an interpretation or 'explanation' on my dream I would be very curious to read that as well!
Thanks guys
I have been keeping a dream journal since May this year and have noticed a pattern or something recurring. This things seem to be:
1- The idea of Aliens or starships
2- Feeling observed
3- Feeling like there is a pending 'something' like the calm before the storm
4- My mother being present or me trying to ask her help
5- Extreme feelings of fear, happiness and realism
6- The beach
7- Noticing clouds
I am sure we can all very easily conclude what that is alluding to, hey? I have to say, I am surprised to see just how tuned I seemed to be in it all. :eek:
As a pre-warning I'd just like to say that I dream with A LOT of detail and after a dream I can always remember it very well.
Now, I haven't been dreaming for a while which is extremely odd for me. But alas! I had a dream - and what a dream! What an experience! It was very odd...and weird and just, I had to share at least this dream with you guys.
Out of all, this is the most relevant dream I've had what with everything happening. Also one of the most detailed and realistic what with semi-torture thing vibration but especially in my 'encounter' with the Grey. I'm still debating if that was a memory or imagination.
Anyways - in case you couldn't tell...This is going to be a bit of a long read.
~*~
August 23 –mid morning (Due to looking after my mother throughout the night at odd hours I finally fell asleep around 9 or 10 in the morning.)
I was regaining consciousness from a very sudden deep sleep. I begun to feel groggy in my almost awake state and for some reason it felt like a massive effort to wake up. I felt like a massive rock had settled on my eyelids and even if my eyes were closed the quick thought of waking up was enough to make feel nauseous. While all of these was going on, I could hear the sound of the TV even understand a few words being said.
Mentally I groaned – willing myself to do it for real at the same time because I was trying to wake myself up. And all of a sudden a buzzing came in my ears. It was really intense. It vibrated my brain in a way I lost all concentration of ‘outside’ noises. I could feel this vibration/buzzing even behind my eyes. And slowly, this big vibration flowed through my body – but internally. It wasn’t on my skin. It was ‘in’ me.
It didn’t hurt but it felt like an enormous force trying to keep me from waking up. It made me powerless to fight it and I begun to feel even more pressure to remain asleep. The feeling was like when your foot goes asleep and when you try to move it ‘hurts’ but you have no feeling of your weight on it and its numb. That is how my whole body was feeling. And weirdly enough – I can’t even come close to explain it properly, but that is how my mind/brain was feeling. I could not will my body to move.
I managed to think that they were zapping me. I thought of the black helicopters zapping people and I thought that there was something they didn’t want me to see or I was starting to think of something they didn’t want me to think. I started to rebel at the thought and started to search my mind for something, for the remainder of a thought they were trying to blank me out from…
I suddenly found myself in the kitchen in front of the glass sliding door looking outside at the backyard. It was daylight, noon, and I was a breath away from the glass just looking outside. I thought I managed to wake up and was just observing outside like I often do – but then it begun to turn dark outside. And as a complete paradox, as the surroundings became pitch black, right in front of me in my perfect view, appeared a Grey Et. It was like thanks to the darkness I could finally see what was really there. It was as if it helped my eyes to decloak anything that was hidden – or so I understood it like that.
I could not tell what the Grey was wearing or its gender – if any. But what were very clear were the details of the face, the ‘skin’ color and its height. I’m 1’70 and despite the slight elevation of the house to the outside, the Grey was as tall as me. The skin was more of an olive murky green in color but around its face where there was the odd ‘bump’ (like we would have the random mole but these seemed more like little bumps but were not black like moles) and the skin was a bit more firm or tensed on the bumps and this made it (the skin) appear grayer in color.
The eyes were fully black and almond shape but definitely not as BIG as pop culture would make us believe. They were almond – sort of like ours situated on the face (he had a much wider forehead with what looked like wrinkles and even where the wrinkles were on the face the skin looked more grey than olive green) as well as proportion of the eyes but they were much, much wider. Almost like an anime cartoon character – yet, smaller than those.
I think it took both of us a few seconds to realize that we were both conscious of the other able to see the other one – if that makes sense. The way I understood this is because I saw the Grey squint his eyes at me with what I assumed was shock or well, a frown, or something – and he pursed his lips…Very, very, thin lips. (The top seemed just a straight line the bottom had more ‘body’ but no lip shape like ours.) And as he pursed them and his face came closer to the glass to squint at me, I saw how the skin moved and tensed so he could make the movement of his lips and eyes (and I know I am now calling it a him let’s just assume it was a him) and to these tensions, the murky olive green turned grey.
I was more shocked of the Grey just appearing there randomly, in front of me while the whole time I looking outside before it went dark and I was able to see it. And shocked that now I could see it. He seemed to be giving me a once over, perhaps to see how I would react or perhaps he too was taking in the details of how I was made and of how different I was to him.
He didn’t look angry or scary – but more like…Grumpy looking, what with his expression. I don’t know if I was scared – the moment was so quick I could not really tell if it was fear or just the shock of having him suddenly in front of me.
As I started to think this is what they didn’t want me to remember the vibration/buzz came full force and I lost the image. The buzz translated to the pounding of music, atmosphere of a party, dancing and lots people having a good time.
I felt really nauseous once again. The buzz in my brain and ears was slowly fading away but I could not tell the difference if it was that or the loud music. I walked out of the house and my whole body was still internally thrumming.
I looked around and realized that I was in the bay area of Sydney (I live in the inner suburbs) perhaps the Northern beaches – I could see the beach from the street I was on and smell the ocean. It was night – and a true party atmosphere was around as if every house was celebrating something and it was warm outside.
(Now that I am awake and thinking about it, I am guessing it could have been that everyone was celebrating New Years Eve hence the feeling of everyone partying and warmth – because in Jan its full summer in Australia.)
I walked along the street, heaps of cars parked on the sides everywhere.
Then for some reason, I looked up in the sky and I saw the clouds part – because they were lit. I stopped walking and I felt my jaw drop.
It didn’t seem to be far away at all. There was a UFO, a starship – shaped like a hairdryer sort of – and I estimated it was as big as a ferry-ship. It was going up in a straight line, vertically, (like a lift) and illuminating the clouds as it did and these parted away (or dissolved) as the craft moved up.
Then, above the craft, an even bigger, much bigger, layer of clouds started to crumble from a center point, revealing the MOTHER ship. It was HUGE – HUMONGOES – bigger than the word itself. The hairdryer form ship looked like a nugget under it. This ship was so HUGE it seemed to be a massive carpet on the sky as it looked super flat and so, so round it seemed to cover all the sky I could see. It was an enormous carpet of lights.
From where the smaller ship was ascending, the mother ship opened so that the ship could rise in it. As this was happening, the clouds layered on top of one another again and begun to cover them.
Then I heard screams and I looked down to see people running towards and beyond me. It wasn’t because of the ships (I don’t know how I knew this) but because of what looked like big mechanic gorillas going after them. My heart was racing! I couldn’t tell if they were real – or mechanic they seemed to be half and half. They were terrorizing everyone but it is not clear to me exactly what they were doing. I heard roars and weird scream like noises from them and lots of shooting – but I could not tell who was doing the shooting.
I decided to hide under a white car because they were too close for me to attempt running. I was scared and confused now. But I knew that these weird gorilla things were not from the ships – somehow, I knew that the ship was something else. That it wasn’t because of ‘them’, they hadn’t done this.
But I don’t know how I know this either.
The buzz once again begun full force and I panicked as I realized that a gorilla was trying to find me from under the car. I needed to wake up – I needed to wake up!
I actually dream of waking up (again) but the buzz was now excruciating. My vision seemed to be oscillating and keeping my eyes closed was the only way for me to find a sense of direction and keep the nausea away. My brain was heavy – my body was heavy but I struggled to crawl out of bed. I was pulling my weight on the floor and that was a massive, massive effort.
I reached my mother and tried to reach for her – I couldn’t. I tried to ask for help, I kept asking for help – but my mouth would open no sound would come out. And I would try, try, try and she only frowned at me in confusion.
Then the feeling of being beyond extremely tiered hit me again and everything went black. I remained conscious because of the never ending vibration. It was so strong now I thought I was jolting in what now seemed my bed, as I started to wake up (for real) and the more conscious I became again, the buzz was there to keep me down and not moving.
I tried to scream or say something so it would wake me up but I was powerless to it until the sounds of the TV grew stronger and I opened my eyes.
I bolted out of bed (bed = currently sleeping on a blown up mattress on the living room floor because mom sleeps on recliner chair there due to health reasons) and immediately asked my mom if anything happened.
I told her I had a horrible dream – horribly real too. And of this vibration. I asked if I had made any weird sounds during my sleep, if I had been moving a lot, if she had heard any helicopters flying by even. Her answer to everything was no and that I had been dead still the whole time.
Even if I was awake, my head was still dizzy reminiscent of the buzzing – it had felt like a torture.
Then I glanced at the clock. It was 11:11 AM. I had a moment of silence then I begun laughing in a sort of ‘what the hell is going on’ manner and then proceeded to make myself a very strong coffee.
It felt so, so, so real.
I would love to hear if anyone has had similar experiences what with this vibration? By the end of it I was truly drained and all today I've been 'off'.
Also if anyone is having similar dreams or visions or whatever - happening to you please do share.
And if anyone feels able to give an interpretation or 'explanation' on my dream I would be very curious to read that as well!
Thanks guys