Something Real

[Mark]

What kind of dreams do you have? Share, if you feel like it.

Dreams are not just nighttime imaginings, they are our travels to the Astral plane, or what some call 4th Density consciousness. This is the primary reason why, upon awakening, we often lose the greater majority of the meaning of our dreams. At the best of times, we seem to recall some occurrences, but at the same time it feels like we've missed the point somehow, as if if there is an entire dimension of meaning that we've lost. This is in fact the case, since our 3D consciousness cannot conceptualize the totality of what has occurred to us during our foray into the Astral.

Something Real

At some point I became lucid, aware that I was dreaming. My Guru and I were intent upon confronting a Witch (a feminine soul of conscious, and unbound, potentiality) of sorts, and I – and perhaps one other – was to engage her directly, while he observed, entering the contest only if necessary. The dreamscape was quixotic, and all I can remember was a severely urbanized environment, the structures wierdly gyrated and elongated, with senseless egresses and entrances. The point of my fixation and conscious entry into the dreamscape turned out to be nearer the ending rather than the beginning, the rest having been lost to the wilds of the subconscious, although I vaguely recall opening doors, and seeking…something, with these two companions, a sojourn, during the course of which, my Guru continued to instruct us in the ways of navigating surrealistic landscapes in a conscious manner.

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At this stage, we became aware that the Witch was nearby, in one of the wierd buildings. We had been after her for a while and this was, apparently, the culminaton of an arduous adventure. There was another with us who felt equal to me in status, although I cannot remember who he was or even what he looked like. I felt comraderie with him and a shared sense of purpose. We entered the building and came upon the Witch in a large room above the surface level, filled with senseles structures and moving parts reminiscent of Rube Goldberg contraptions, spinning, chugging and burping, busily coursing up and down in what seemed to be the internal workings of some gargantuan, anthropomorphic behemoth. We spied her, My Guru, I and perhaps the other, I cannot remember seeing him again, as we explore on opposite sides of the room. We faced her as she stood on the other side of a sectioned wall, visble to us through a long window, engaged in some inscrutable purpose and yet aware – albeit unconcerned – of our presence.

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It was then that I became something else, some part of the building and its associated machinery and I recall myself connected to some kind of structure, moving up and down, closer and further away from her, and her amusement permeated the room. I could feel myself becoming lost in the identity of the structure, a remorseless complacency and sense of purpose replacing the single-mindedness of our mission. It is at that point that I clearly remember my Guru saying, as if from a far distance, ”Touch something real.”

My next cycle nearest the Witch I noticed that the wall beneath the window had become permeable and there was a startlingly vibrant, green floor on the other side that I quickly realized was grass. It was grass, simple and yet extraordinarily detailed, with each blade spanning the gamut of green, from light-almost-yellow to a deep, luscious emerald. All of the other elements of the dreamscape seemed washed out and pale by comparison. The Witch was turned away from the window although close enough for me to reach, had I hands to touch her with. The contempt of her demeanor and stance, taken alongside the fact that she had caused my involuntary transformation, made it clear that she discounted me and my ability to regain my former state of consciousness, apparently believing that my individuality had already been subsumed by the living structure around us.

Read more here ... (http://rahkyt.wordpress.com/2011/09/03/something-real/)

[sirayah]

Hi Love,
Dreams, lets make this a dream diary thread :)
From my experience dreams are real and some, dependent upon the frequency, manifest directly into form while others remain within the alternate planes. The windows into the alternate streams can be opened or facilitated by earth energy frequency openings such as high pressure systems and as well by specific planetary and astral alignments. Reading or dream interpretation is a visceral process as with any other energetic reading.Depending upon how the visions of the dream feel we can determine if the scenario presented will manifest into form, is a message of guidance, or an experience occurring within an alternate reality. Many a time I have used specific dreams as guides knowing that they will manifest and I can rest assured upon my life path. Opening to receive this gift of seeing beyond space and time is a blessing and a pool of wealth awaiting to be reviled if we are patient to witness the silence of alternate spaces as our consciousness shifts through the variations of frequency bands. Shall post significant insights here :) continued blessings xo

[Mark]

Ok. :)

This morning I dreamed of being on some dome-like platform very high up with a number of others. We were wearing uniforms, I got the impression we were a military group. There was a group of about 20 of us and another, smaller group of 3 or 4 leaders. At one point we were given instructions to complete a task. It was a bit of a riddle. As others stood at the far end of the platform examining some giant flying machine, where they thought the answer to the riddle must be I suppse, I looked up, directly in the center of the dome, where there was some sort of mechanical assemblage kind of like the blades of a helicopter that was hanging down from the roof and connected to a spider-like array of metal and what looked to be plastic. I touched a central pad that looked like a controller and it and the whole thing did some sort of intricate unfolding procedure that resulted in a number of ropes falling down before these oval holes in the net-like structure that was the wall of the dome. These ovals were spaced at even intervals around the entire structure. I looked up at it, determined that we were supposed to grab the rope and swing out of the oval and into the sky beyond, then swing back inside. The rope was very thin and its connection to the assemblage looked weak. I remember thinking that must be the test: to trust this technology that a visual inspection showed to be unsafe, but that must be safe, since we were recruits, and we were being trained, and why would they just kill us like that?

So I grabbed one of the ropes and was about to swing out into the sky when one of the Drills yelled at me to put it down and stop trying to be so smart or something to that effect, the implication being that I was doing things before I was supposed to. So I stopped.

Then, for no reason at all that I could think of, a vision of Inelia Benz interjected. It's like the entire scene was supplanted by one of her speaking. She was talking about Virtual Reality. She said that she had worked for a long time in a Virtual Reality and that it was nothing like actually being in a body and experiencing life. As she was speaking I was seeing scenes of her doing some sort of archival work in the VR. I could tell that the interface was definitely different from what we consider to be the real world. Her point was that spiritual evolution was not possible in a VR, only in the life of the physical body and the senses.

Strange dream. I was in the military, but years ago. I don't follow Inelia, but have watched a few of her videos. Haven't watched one in months. But she was certainly 'with me' this morning.

[sirayah]

Hum, very interesting and intricate~ you are some sort of ultra dimensional warrior- that we know for sure :) always on missions-you gotta rest when you come back into this stage....
I love the VR aspect- we can learn so much about ourselves by paying attention- so you witnessed Earth Training- meaning you are from another realm- piece by piece we reunite all that we are...

I have not had any significant dreams in the past couple of nights-

XO

[sirayah]

ok-just awoke and trying to recall....it was a plane/train night- throughout my life planes and flying have been recurring-dont know what they signify yet....seems me and a group of friends where travelling- clearing a path (oh here is a clue-pathcutters -ok-we create new routes within realites)...there was lots of ice and snow..to the distance where large ice blocks...saw other trains approaching....was in planes earlier but forgot...
where at the top of a high mountain/cliff side and we where looking into the sky/horizon of earth very dismayed and full of saddness...a dark cloud was raising from the earth spreading into the sky..my friends where crying...then we witnessed a large flock of white birds soaring into the black form...they started to dismantle the density....we felt relieved and i told my friend (Alanis Morrisette) all would be ok...

then i awoke....

it is a high pressure day...

[sirayah]

here is the one and only Alanis:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmnLBPENNys
source: http://youtu.be/TmnLBPENNys

[Mark]

What does high pressure have to do with it? In the dream? Sounds like an earth-change dream ... the feelings are the most important, I think, how you felt during the dream itself, how strong the feelings were ...

[Antagenet]

I dreamt once, years ago, that I heard someone tell me
"Here is how God sees you"
and I saw how loved I was

This turned the corner for me, when I woke up.
It was the singular most positive experience in the development of my self-esteem.

[Mark]

I love it when that happens. :)

When you get a msg that is so clear, so unambiguous that your life changes because of it.

[gooty64]

Here is a lucid dream I had a couple of months ago. As soon as I woke up from this dream, I typed an email to a dear girlfriend in California.
Forgive me for the manner I wrote it in, initially it was typed as a email to a close friend but, I feel it is best to share this original version as written moments after the dream....

you
Very cool!!!
I just had the most amazing vivid dream. Of course, Olivia Newton-John was involved. I know this will make you want to barf but, all of us queer men have to have our icons. I used to puke because every gay man in the 80s loved Judy Garland or Marilyn Monroe-rolf!
It's my dream-so don't judge-OK!
Well anyway, in the dream it was leaked about where she lived and of course i snuck in there. Then a whole media blitz ensued and there was so much chaos that we all got sequestered in her house during the frenzy. It was chaos once the whole city found out everybody wanted a piece of her.
Once in the house, I was mortified to see how sad and scared it made her feel to be stalked like that.
Anyway there were some layers to this dream but, the happy ending was spectacular. Eventually, ONJ became happier again and there was this photo shoot in her front yard and she JUST BEAMED with beautiful shots from her glory days in the 70's. Eventually, she kind of separated from the group while in the green grass and started to lift off the ground. At first we thought she was being shot at because bright lights were coming at her but, she was actually morphing into her angelic realm self.
I am not making this up BTW!
Finally the whole group goes with her into some other world (heaven?) where we are all Light beings-almost like animated but even better, brighter and illuminated.
During this dream, I am receiving all kinds of advanced gifts of colors and files flying around and being downloaded-awakened in me.
I actually saw files floating through the air. But not like the clunky old paper files. They were bluish. Each was more like a square shape or a simple house shape with the point of the roof on top of a square. And they were floating into me and sort of wobbling through the air so I could them clearly. They were kind of like the floppy disks size.
Dreams like this one are hard to convey. But suffice it to say, it was something heavenly like advancing into a new realm and world. It was beyond beautiful and very positive illuminating and vibrant.
FYI. I had meditated in the candlelight before going to bed. Now, I haven't really even meditated like that in many days. I am always reaching for more info from the computer, forums, gurus, outside of me in general. So, I KNOW I have the infinite consciousness within me and not without.
In my meditation I welcomed and asked all Light, energies, beings, spirits to guide me and also my higher self and the Light Infusion people/beings to guide me. Also, I thanked the Light Infusion for visiting before.
Why is it "like pulling teeth" to get me to calm down and go within? Don't answer that-rhetorical question. I know it is because I want to do it with someone or have someone do it for me, show me the way, hold my hand etc.
Moral of the story. I have it all within me. I still want someone to share it with but , I mustn't wait for someone to get going........
me

[sirayah]

Antagenet ~Beautiful...what a gift :) Major life shifts of mine are proceeded by vivid dreams
Rahkyt my love~ I feel or have noted during times of high pressure systems we are granted windows into the etheral realms- never ceases- it is like we are given a clear path to read or interpret info....yes the feelings are most important....xo
gooty64~very believable as much of Truth is seen through alternate dimensions ...re the significant other..blend figure 8's at heart in meditation and intend to run to soul template origin..merging the divine feminine and masculine aspects of Self back to One...this worked beautifully for me when manifesting a divine partner ;)

[cheez_2806]

I have only been aware of my dreams starting earlier this year and I believe it is related to meditation sessions that I started earlier this year. At first, I was very happy that I could recall what happened but it's not good in terms of....my dreams tend to always be unpleasant, most of the time I cannot sleep after I have them because they were that unpleasant.
Why is that? I'm not sure... but I'm still frequently having unpleasant dreams that keep me awake at night when I want to sleep...

[Mark]

gooty, amazing dream, i think, sometimes they are what they feel like, actual experiences where what seems to be happening is happening with people playing certain roles for aspects of sub-conscious or super-conscious demiurges ... the feeling of exhilaration that you felt from the dream and probably still feel provides you with ample impetus to process and integrate those downloads, for whatever purpose they might serve in your life ...

hi cheez, sounds like a bad situation for you right now. would you like to share one of your dreams? i don't have "bad dreams' too often. by that i mean dreams that i wake up screaming from, but i do have dreams that might seem bad if other people had them maybe. lol creatures, war, strange places, things like that.

perhaps it is the emotional content that you are assigning to the dream that is problematic?

[sirayah]

Hi cheez_2806,
My take is clearing of density....a major purge occurring especially if you have started to stir the pot :)
I have had many dreams where major trauma is cleared and balanced.
As well we can learn to invoke locking and sealing our hologram prior to sleep so as we are less invaded by astral entities as such....
Peace be with u, S

[cheez_2806]

Thanks Rahkyt and Sirayah.
The unpleasant dreams mostly involves something odd like a particular creature or animal that appears to be threatening or they are in a terrible state... or they consist of people that I know killing each other or trying to hurt each other in some way.
and there is one that I cannot forget - there was strange big holes opening up and appearing everywhere around the world and it was slowly devouring earth materials into it. Then the media finally informed the public that in 7 days the world is going to end. The pictures of death was horrifying..then the dream ended where I remember it was the 7th day, there was a hole opening up to the right of our old house, it slowly devoured its surroundings and it was coming closer to our house...i was standing on the porch watching it eating things up..that moment, i felt hopeless, scared, time freezed in that moment, I felt like I could observe my own feelings then I woke feeling tired and terrified.

One that involves animals - was once I dreamed that our family adopted a kitten and raised it for many years. Eventually it was getting old and sick, we didn't want to see it in pain so we decided to put it down using some form of chemical someone gave us, some form of poison that could help to relieve the cat from the sickness and die peacefully. however the chemical didn't work, the cat didn't go peacefully, it shed all its fur, its skin turned bright yellow and gooey with purple dots, its eyes turned bright red and suddenly it starred with anger at all of us, the pain, I could feel it thinking why are you doing this to me and it wants revenge. Then I suddenly woke because the last glance the cat gave me before it died scared the hell out of me, because it was filled with overwhelming amount of hate and anger. It was like a stare that felt like if it was going to survive its definately going to kill everyone of my family for sure...
The wierd thing (em...to me I think its wierd) after I was awoke from my dream, I checked the clock to see what time it is, it was 4.44am - the number 4 according to chinese superstition is not good because it is pronounced almost the same as the word death in chinese.
Yup...after the dream and seeing that time I couldn't sleep...

Most of the dreams are these kinds, yes they seem to conjure up alot of emotions while in dream state and it seems that I wake from these dreams because of the negative emotions associated with it but I don't see what my dreams are trying to tell me. I don't see how these dreams correlate with me or my life...I don't understand. Maybe it's not time yet...

Sirayah,
I see what you mean - last time I had a dream about my dad was selling mum, grandma and me away for money with another relative and I was lucky enough to escape and inform and friend to call for help then I couldn't see what happened, something was blocking my view it went pitch black and uncomfortable and then I woke. Then the second time I dreamed of a really peculiar scene where my cousin and grandma appeared behind a window in an old house with no expression on their faces but they were just standing there...then the scene jumped to mum and me finding out something about what my dad was going to do then he tried to suffocate her and kill me.
To me this dream means my dad is trying to control me, my family...he wishes everyone do what he wants in an aggressive manner and this I am beginning to see...

[DNA]

This has only happened to me once that I remember.

In 1999 I had a dream with the woman I was living with. A awesome relationship that was not meant to be, very cool about it, no sour grapes. Anyway, in the dream we we're on our way to a rave. We stopped at a convienant store, and while we were there I became lucid and knew I was dreaming. I became fixed on changing the enviornemnt, it was at this time I realized my girlfreind was no longer with me. After having fun doing lucid dreaming stuff I wondered what had happened to my girlfreind. I then focused on where she was and I saw a whole scene unfold. I then saw that when I began lucid dreaming I had detached from her, and in order for her to maintain dream coherancy a doppleganger of me was created to continue the dream with her. I even think she created it.

Now here is the cool part. When I decided to re-enter her dream, I seamlessly entered the doppleganger of myself, and when I did, I then had the memory of everything it had done.
And here is the weird thing, it had acted exactly as I would have acted.

I think this sort of thing happens in dreams all the time. I just don't think we are aware of it too often.

[DNA]

A few questions about dreams.

1. Have you ever experienced a shared dream? I believe we dream together all of the time, but the nature of timelessness in a dream, and the lack of memory we exhibit upon waking can blurr the reality of this. So, although we all experience "shared" dreams, what I am asking is this. Have you ever experienced corroboration in the form of you and another person both remembering the same dream?

2. Have you noticed in waking an activity that you partake of or do not partake of that enhances your ability to lucid dream?

3. Have you ever awakened outside of your body?

4. Have you ever gone to the moon in a lucid dream?

5. Have you ever met someone in a dream and then met them in real life?

[alienHunter]

#1. maybe, can't really remember for sure
#2. yes
#3. yes
#4. no - never been beyond near earth orbit ;) but then I've never tried, maybe later
#5. Yes

[sirayah]

cheez_2806,
whew :) yikes....
This is what i get from your explanations,
Transmutation, on all levels..you are balancing multiple levels of energy through your Being..Earth, Planetary collective, Personal and family of origin....
what a mass amount..I love the clarity ...yes some of these dreams will not "make sense" to the rational mind....btw.. I have had the cat dreams....my beloved
cat left my home this past summer..I see her in dreams with her coat dismantled etc..not pleasant...cats, I feel our guides...they are departing as well....clearing their collected/accumulated energy....
Earth devastation.we are also picking up alternate timelines as they collapse or exist within the consciousness fields...I have seen vivid catastrophes...yet we
balance them together to heal or terminate the outcomes....as well I have balanced earthquakes....awoken in the midst of experiencing an earthquake..feeling the tremors etc....we do powerful work ;) no wonder we feel worn out at times :)
lots of cues here...I would start with the family of origin issues..your father..see if this speaks truth..bravo :) now this is how you work vision within your process :)
blessings S...ps can go back to all instances with father and flood your soul energy with highest outcome back to root of discordance to balance the energy..then shift the energy drain so it is no longer an imbalanced relationship :)

[sirayah]

DNA, whew love these questions..so interesting....
1. - no
2. - yes...awakening in the midst of an earthquake..feeling the quake in my room and simultaneously seeing being within the core or epicenter of the quake.
this experience showed me how to span realities fully conscious :)
3. not really....I have been aware of the span
4. NO :)
5. YES....many a time...I have precognitive dreams...where I witness the events/ppl and I do experience the scenario and the people...I consider this to be a major gift and blessing as it has given me a "heads up" many a time :) one example: I married and merged with my divine partner Rahkyt within the ethereal prior to us meeting in form :)
thanks again for the wonderful/insightful questions....what are your responses? S

[Curt]

The best lucid dream I've ever had...

The dream was very strange. I was inside a large house--a manor of some sort, and I was in the kitchen. I was just sort of walking around. It was an industrial kitchen, with a large sink, lots of mixers and metal pots and industrial grade equipment. I had no purpose that I could tell in being there. I was just sort of there--looking around. I wandered a minute and then I walked outside and saw the house was situated in what looked like the Irish countryside. It was unfamiliar. The light outside was very very dim, like half-night outside--but I knew somehow that it was in the middle of the day. Then I saw these strange creatures that were shaped and sized like crocodiles, with long tails except the creatures were more rounded and they were greyish/beige and reminded me of hippos. They slowly crawled toward me. They had a sluggish, menacing way of moving... And then I realized I was dreaming. I said, "I'm having a lucid dream. I can do whatever I want." Literally. I said that in the dream. Then I snapped my fingers and the creatures disappeared. It felt great. So then I said, "You know what, I want it to be lighter outside, too." So I snapped my fingers again and made the sky bright. That was really cool--it felt so incredible. Then I decided I'd really go for it. I said, I can fly anywhere I want. So I shot up and flew up as high as I could until it became black and I was in space and was looking at stars and then the dream started to lose power and fade and I woke up.


A few questions about dreams.

1. Have you ever experienced a shared dream? I believe we dream together all of the time, but the nature of timelessness in a dream, and the lack of memory we exhibit upon waking can blurr the reality of this. So, although we all experience "shared" dreams, what I am asking is this. Have you ever experienced corroboration in the form of you and another person both remembering the same dream?

2. Have you noticed in waking an activity that you partake of or do not partake of that enhances your ability to lucid dream?

3. Have you ever awakened outside of your body?

4. Have you ever gone to the moon in a lucid dream?

5. Have you ever met someone in a dream and then met them in real life?

[1inMany]

I have always thought dreams were a way for our minds to work out issues (for lack of a better word) of the subconscious. That was back when everything was simple lol. I have been trying to shuffle new ideas about dream meanings into the old deck. Apparently the new ideas consist of dreams being astral experiences or higher self communications or possibly obe's. So, here's what I'm wondering...Is the old idea, which was understandable from a psychological perspective, still valid? Are some dreams your mind's attempt at working through things that you don't want to work through while awake?

Thinking about the dreams I have, I do have an odd recurring theme lately. Now, mind you, I believe there are Star People and I respect them...which is why I don't understand this odd theme. There are most often "aliens" who are not what they appear. And, there are most often children that I am protecting, sometimes babies, sometimes small children, sometimes my own children. The reason I use the word aliens and put it in quotes is because first of all, I don't call anybody aliens and secondly, they are usually quite shocking in their appearance and quite frightening.

Hmmm. Any armchair interpretations?

[sirayah]

1inMany Hello!
I feel all of the above....mind,body,soul,spirit path to processing or interpreting data (multidimensional)...
I feel your ET and children dreams are however direct transmission indicating part of your mission :)
Love that we have such a beautiful powerful being protecting the little bright ones :) thank you, S

[DNA]

Sorry about taking so long to reply. I've been kicked in the ass with 68 hours this week, and the previous, no sour grapes though, the money is cool. :)



DNA, whew love these questions..so interesting....
1. - no
2. - yes...awakening in the midst of an earthquake..feeling the quake in my room and simultaneously seeing being within the core or epicenter of the quake.
this experience showed me how to span realities fully conscious :)
3. not really....I have been aware of the span
4. NO :)
5. YES....many a time...I have precognitive dreams...where I witness the events/ppl and I do experience the scenario and the people...I consider this to be a major gift and blessing as it has given me a "heads up" many a time :) one example: I married and merged with my divine partner Rahkyt within the ethereal prior to us meeting in form :)
thanks again for the wonderful/insightful questions....what are your responses? S

Pretty cool with precoging events. I often wonder, if we are seeing the future, or are we seeing a parallel alternative reality.
I believe there is a sort of mind meld going on with the alternate "we" of different realities.



1. Have you ever experienced a shared dream? I believe we dream together all of the time, but the nature of timelessness in a dream, and the lack of memory we exhibit upon waking can blurr the reality of this. So, although we all experience "shared" dreams, what I am asking is this. Have you ever experienced corroboration in the form of you and another person both remembering the same dream?


I have two experiences that I'm pretty sure are legit. It is my belief that folks share dream time together often, for some reason we practice poor recall abilities.

When I was 18 I was driving my 9 year old sister to school, when she unbuckled her seat belt, grabbed my hand from the gear shift, examined my fingers, said "whew, it was just a dream", and she then collapsed back into the back seat. I was suprised you know, kind of humored by this, I asked her what she had dreamed.
She then explained to me the dream I had been in right before I woke up to take her to school.

I was handed a box by a friend of mine, I opened the box, and in it was a knife. I flipped the blade open and began feeling the edge of the blade to examine it's keen edge. And for some reason, I couldn't stop. I was sawing back and forth, and continued to do so until I cut my finger off.



2. Have you noticed in waking an activity that you partake of or do not partake of that enhances your ability to lucid dream?


Yes, and this is kind of wierd. Abstaining from sexual release seems to enhance one's ability to lucid dream. Especially if one practices the "microcosmic orbit" from Mantak Chia's "cultivating male sexual energy".



3. Have you ever awakened outside of your body?


I've never concsiously astral projected. I know folks who talk about it like it is no big deal.
For me waking up outside of my body was a pretty big deal.
I did so once when I was 17 and again when I was 32



4. Have you ever gone to the moon in a lucid dream?


I only mention this because I belonged to a dream forum and folks there activelly attempted to visit eachother in dreams, even though they had never met.
I was new, and they have a place where you can post your dream of the day.
When I posted mine I was greeted by a high volume participant there.
I had posted a dream of visiting a bio-sphere of sorts located on the moon. I was lucid in the dream, and being pursued by what I can only call a negative group there.
The member of the dream forum stated that folks at this forum consciously took to visiting this biodome quite regularly, and it was considered a meeting ground for them.

I checked up on his story, and he was legit. He and quite a few folks there had posted about meeting on the moon.




5. Have you ever met someone in a dream and then met them in real life?


At the ripe old age of 18, I was waiting tables at a steak house. Cool job.
I had worked there since I was 15.
Any hoot, after learning my section, preparing the tables, I was told I would have a trainee. I was introduced to a pleasent 23 year old girl.
I had with out a doubt dreamed of this girl the night before.
And there was no way I was going to tell her that.
I have had weird supernatural type experiences even as a teenager, and one thing I had come to learn, the last thing you wanted to do was tell some one about it.
People trip about this kind of stuff. Or they just think your a liar. Better to be quiet and keep this stuff to your self. :)

So after a pleasent night of work, we got along together well, she then proceded to drop the bomb shell on me.
After we were finished, she walked up to me as I'm marrying ketchup bottles and hands me a sealed note.
She tells me not to read it until she is gone, and she abrupty turns on her heel, and walks out the door.
I was like cool, my suave ways must have been too much for her and she was giving me her number. :)

Not the case.

Her note went into detail about how she had dreamt of me the night before, and that she knew this sounded incredible because she had never met me before, but that she just HAD to tell me.
My bottom jaw was in my lap. I am not kidding. And while I stood there, slack jawed, in disbelief, stairing at the paper that ended with, "do not tell anyone about this, no one, don't tell a soul, I'm serious", she reappeared, it seems she had second thoughts about giving me the note, she asked if I had read it, and when the answer was obvious, she snatched the note out of my hand,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,and this is the best part,,,,,,,I never saw her again.
She no called no showed the next day.
Done.

[SaiphStar]

Great thread!!!!

My answers to DNA's questions...
1. No
2. Yes
3. No
4. No
5. Yes

I did want to mention a very frequent lucid dream that I am having (approximately once a week), and it's a little odd. But I really like this dream. As soon as I am in the dream, I know that I am dreaming and I can start to take control of what I'm doing. Here is the odd part, in the dream I sit with my legs crossed and back straight and hover approximately 6 to 7 feet from the surface of the ground. I'm very relaxed and at times I jump higher in the air before coming down and kind of bouncing on an invisible barrier that remains 6 to 7 feet from the ground. I never feel like I am falling but I definitely get a sense of gravity to my body that always remains in this sitting and legs crossed position.

Other things to mention; nobody that I know appears in the dream (ever) but there are lots of people in this world. The world is very Earth-like so I don't believe I am in another world. But I don't recognize any landmarks.

The only other dream that I have that is quite frequent but less so than above is where I am in a location where I am very happy. Again, can't be sure it's Earth as the location doesn't exist as far as I can tell. BUT it's very Earth-like. I know I am dreaming and I always see the same person in this dream yet I do not know them. The odd thing is I feel compelled to spend time with them and when I wake up I feel a sense of loss. It's quite bizarre. It's like I have a strong connection with this person yet they exist in my dream. The last thing to mention is this location of the dream feels like it is slightly in the future and is very peaceful. The location is a huge park of grass with scattered trees and a huge lake surrounded by mountains. There are buildings but they feel almost as if they blend into the landscape in terms of their architecture :)

Dreams are fun. I never have nightmares - not since a child. If anybody has any expert thoughts on the dreams I mention above it would be wonderful to understand more about them or any meaning to them.

Peace and warmest wishes for the holidays!

SaiphStar

[sirayah]

Hi SaiphStar :)
I have fam out on Vancouver Island yet have just made it to Kamloops...how are you resonating with the land/yr current physical location during the shifts?
As I read yr dreams this is what came in for me??? the hovering dream is your experiencing being within your lightbody...as well the reference
to the new space is what i call the new earth grids or existence within a new parallel reality/new aspects of being appearing ...so i feel you are in transit...then i now come
back to yr current location of home...do you feel like staying or moving?
thanks for sharing :)S

[sirayah]

Hi DNA :)
Wow you are busy ...alt ques...do you feel that you are still existing within a 3d paradigm with work or are you within yr bliss? I was yanked almost a year ago from the system and am still within a void awaiting the physical manifestation of what i call the new earth paradigm..yet this could be another thread ;)

awesome dreams...whew love the meeting of persons and validation in form aspects..super confirmation ...yes freaky ...i hear you re not sharing with just anyone...my mother has precog dreams as well and when i share info she always warns me not to tell anyone :) for years this was so to hush yet now that the veils are falling we can find like souls to share and it is wonderful to finally speak within our entirety.

peace and take care,awesome share , S

[sirayah]

Latest dream,
I was visiting my sister at her family's cottage which was located in a remote area in the wilderness. My mother was staying with my sister but I had to take her home(or get her out of there). We left the cottage and I had to swim through the water, which was filled with weeds, pulling/towing my partner,son and mother on a small life raft..I thought "how come i am not scared" (as usually swimming in dark water is not my fav)...as well with every advancement my son (3 months old) would become partially submerged ...we finally all arrived at the main dock where we found no vehicle to depart the wilderness and I thought "how did we get stuck out here with no support" :)
This speaks to my current physical experience..my partner,baby and I just moved into a more remote location, to be closer to my sister and mother(a location where my mother feels stuck), wonder if this is a message regarding assisting with frequency shifts and departing current location. - shall see....S

[ulli]

Great thread!!!!

My answers to DNA's questions...
1. No
2. Yes
3. No
4. No
5. Yes

I did want to mention a very frequent lucid dream that I am having (approximately once a week), and it's a little odd. But I really like this dream. As soon as I am in the dream, I know that I am dreaming and I can start to take control of what I'm doing. Here is the odd part, in the dream I sit with my legs crossed and back straight and hover approximately 6 to 7 feet from the surface of the ground. I'm very relaxed and at times I jump higher in the air before coming down and kind of bouncing on an invisible barrier that remains 6 to 7 feet from the ground. I never feel like I am falling but I definitely get a sense of gravity to my body that always remains in this sitting and legs crossed position.

Other things to mention; nobody that I know appears in the dream (ever) but there are lots of people in this world. The world is very Earth-like so I don't believe I am in another world. But I don't recognize any landmarks.

The only other dream that I have that is quite frequent but less so than above is where I am in a location where I am very happy. Again, can't be sure it's Earth as the location doesn't exist as far as I can tell. BUT it's very Earth-like. I know I am dreaming and I always see the same person in this dream yet I do not know them. The odd thing is I feel compelled to spend time with them and when I wake up I feel a sense of loss. It's quite bizarre. It's like I have a strong connection with this person yet they exist in my dream. The last thing to mention is this location of the dream feels like it is slightly in the future and is very peaceful. The location is a huge park of grass with scattered trees and a huge lake surrounded by mountains. There are buildings but they feel almost as if they blend into the landscape in terms of their architecture :)

Dreams are fun. I never have nightmares - not since a child. If anybody has any expert thoughts on the dreams I mention above it would be wonderful to understand more about them or any meaning to them.

Peace and warmest wishes for the holidays!

SaiphStar

The position you describe is of a kid sitting in front of a screen playing computer games.
Slightly elevated, means their state of being while playing.
Also the world you describe reminds me of the virtual world inside a video game.

Since that is what you do professionally it's no wonder your mind has constructed it as a dream world.

The dreamer is your soul, and the world inside video games only engages the mind. So the sensations are to do with your soul's perplexity at the limitations of that mental world.

The soul is an infinite and eternal being which recognizes confinement that lasts longer than normal life experiences would allow for. Hence the need to send you, the earhtly being, trapped in mind, a message.
That is partly the purpose of dreams, to remind us of our spirit nature.

The person you meet in that dream is your higher self, or your soul. The sense of loss signifies that you are not yet in touch with your soul during waking states, hence the sense of loss when you wake up.

Anyway, this is my take based on watching my dreams unfold over a lifetime of spiritual awakening, with regular regressions back to 3d materialistic living, only to have anouther bout of spirituality.
It's been cyclical. Two steps forward, one step back.

[sirayah]

When I was expecting my baby I "dreamt" that I was a board an ET space craft which resembled/could be interpreted as a hospital...
I was in my own chamber and was with one other being whom looked very human...I was informed telepathically
that they where performing a clearing to adjust my physical frequency so that I could sustain the pregnancy...
they told me that they removed 50% of my density....
after the treatment (all done energetically) I got up to explore the ship...there where other humans aboard...many with
IV's and one particular room was full of very over weight people..the beings where doing tests on this specific group ??
nothing invasive..more like observation ....

I was then taken aboard anther night where I was placed in some type of super MRI or scanning machine..nothing that I have ever seen on earth...
I was told that I was pregnant with a boy (which surprised me) and was shown his source frequency and soul encodings...and that he was perfectly healthy :)
again only one being was present with me...a female..I had no fear and the dream/experience was quite calm.



That was it...and my son was born healthy. S

[SaiphStar]

Thank you Sirayah and Ulli for your generous and informative thoughts.

I've been on Vancouver Island for a year and I love it. Before, I was in Vancouver for six years after leaving England. I had wonderful family and friends in England but for some reason I just didn't like it there. I was born and spent almost 30 years there before I had the opportunity to come to Canada and within seven weeks of being offered a job I sold everything and got on a plane to start a new life here. The only somewhat nightmares I have is more uncomfortable that scary. I dream that I am back in England and can't get back home to Canada. Kind of makes me laugh but once in a while I have those dreams where I am saying 'Why am I back here?'. And I have nothing against England, it just wasn't for me.

I definitely feel like staying in Vancouver Island or Vancouver. This really does feel like home.

And I guess my dreams of being able to hover (rather than fly - I'm not Superman :)), I'd say this feels like infinite possibilities of what an avatar in a virtual world can do. It's interesting how the world in my dreams has very real physics in the sense that I can go higher but I fall with gravity and bounce as well on that invisible barrier. I'm very analytical, so it makes sense that in my dream I'm creating a rule set as well.

I love it. This all makes great sense so thank you both again for some wonderful insights into the mind of a mad man! :)

Best wishes,
SaiphStar

[1inMany]

As I read the accounts of your dreams, and then the impressions of them, I am wondering...when you dream, do you feel like you have gotten rest when you awaken? If I dream, sometimes I feel like I have been up all night. That makes no sense to me, because I don't think the part of you that dreams is supposed to get tired...

Just wondering. Much Love.

[Mark]

Sirayah is indeed doing a great job. Thank you all for sharing your experiences here, dreams are so important. We spend so much time sleeping that it must be more meaningful than our culture generally gives it credit for. To say that the dream-state is just a time when you are working through the "issues of the day" or a lifetime is really saying a lot more than we often think we are saying, especially since we are multi-dimensional beings and, at some level, have access to alternate timelines, dimensions and, potentially, multiple lifetimes as well.

It's still difficult for me to keep a dream diary. Sometimes I do wake up remembering dreams and then I think to myself, is this worth writing down? And, most times, I decide no and go back to sleep or get up. At least I'm thinking about it now, but I think that to get in the habit I'm going to have to just bite the bullet and start writing whether I really think the dream itself is important or not.

[ulli]

Thank you Sirayah and Ulli for your generous and informative thoughts.

I've been on Vancouver Island for a year and I love it. Before, I was in Vancouver for six years after leaving England. I had wonderful family and friends in England but for some reason I just didn't like it there. I was born and spent almost 30 years there before I had the opportunity to come to Canada and within seven weeks of being offered a job I sold everything and got on a plane to start a new life here. The only somewhat nightmares I have is more uncomfortable that scary. I dream that I am back in England and can't get back home to Canada. Kind of makes me laugh but once in a while I have those dreams where I am saying 'Why am I back here?'. And I have nothing against England, it just wasn't for me.

I definitely feel like staying in Vancouver Island or Vancouver. This really does feel like home.

And I guess my dreams of being able to hover (rather than fly - I'm not Superman :)), I'd say this feels like infinite possibilities of what an avatar in a virtual world can do. It's interesting how the world in my dreams has very real physics in the sense that I can go higher but I fall with gravity and bounce as well on that invisible barrier. I'm very analytical, so it makes sense that in my dream I'm creating a rule set as well.

I love it. This all makes great sense so thank you both again for some wonderful insights into the mind of a mad man! :)

Best wishes,
SaiphStar

Hmm, my son is dreaming of moving to Vancouver.
He is currently living in Barbados.
He had a brief job there working as an animator on a movie.
Vancouver production company.
His wife is an art director with an ad agency
and dying to get out of Barbados, too.
Both graduated from a Toronto art school, but said it was impossible to get a job in their field in Canada.
So you were lucky.

This post is a bit off topic...so I ought to apologize.
Yet the reason I got into chatting about my son is that he is a lucid dreamer and all his life he has shared his dreams with me, expecting me to interpret. That's how I ended up buying many books on dream interpretation. My favorite approach is Gestalt, where each aspect of a dream represents the dreamer himself.
Once this is understood then many insights can be gleaned from one's dreams.
His graphic novels are also based on his dreams.

[jagman]

I cant remember any of my dreams lately. I wonder can a persons dream cycle be blocked? I am not saying this is the case with me.

[Turcurulin]

Thanks for this thread, Rahkyt. I've been looking to get feedback on an entity that recurs in my dream patterns every-so-often, but have been weighing when, where, and whether, or not, to share it. Seeing my opportunity in this thread - Here it goes,..

Let me start by asking a question, What's the deal with giant crocodiles?

#1 - As a boy, I dreamt that I was standing in the hallway of the middle-school that I was attending. My classmates and I were lined up along the walls at the entrances of the restrooms, boys on one side and girls on the other. We took turns doing our business, one after the other, and filed in along the opposite wall. I notice that I'm completely naked and am the only one present who is. Despite some initial apprehension, due to questioning from my peers, I am ultimately OK with the fact. As we stand there and converse on my nudity, a small vibration emanates from the hallway perpendicular to the one we are on. I seem to notice it first, but everyone's attention bends toward the vibration as it becomes a deafening rumble. Down that hallway, and into our own, a voluminous and fast-moving stream of water begins to flow. In the next instance, a massive crocodile, spanning the entirety of the hallway, appears. It turns into the hallway occupied by my class. The croc banks off of the wall and begins to come toward us. My classmates go into a state of panic and chaos ensues. However, I sense that the croc is only interested in yours truly. I abandon any concern for my classmates and begin to run, full-throttle, in all of my glorious nakedness. Once the crocodile begins chasing me, it becomes apparent that my nudity is a disadvantage to me and I am no longer OK with the fact. I'm terrified at the intentions of the beast. It is at this point that I either wake up or forget the rest of the dream. But, upon waking, I feel as though I escaped it's grasp and dodged some unseen bullet. I awoke feeling elated.

Yes - a giant crocodile chases me through my school while I am naked. Does that sound cliched? Before anyone offers the old "teenage angst" advice, which I would appreciate anyway (as I do all advice,) know that this dream recurred to me on three separate occasions, to different ends. The first occurrence happened as written above. During the second occurrence, I cognitively ask myself why the croc is coming after me and no one else. I turn, as I run, to see if my assumption, that he's after me only, is correct. The croc seems to notice this and snaps up one of my slower classmates out of, what seems like, sheer obligation before proceeding to come directly after me again. This second dream ends as the first does. On the third and final time I have this dream, or can remember having this dream, I do not escape and am consumed by the entity. Upon waking, I felt heavy, as though I was unable to dodge the unseen bullet - but to unknown consequences. This dream holds significance to me in the sense that I've heard of other people having a dream like this in similar or exact circumstances. Also significant is the fact that I remember this lucid dream, to this day, with such strength and clarity.

#2 - In my 28th year, I had another disconcerting dream containing a truly gigantic crocodile. I'm in a row-boat with my friend and current employer. We are navigating the ruins of a flooded city which I assume is the biggest, nearest city to me (which is not flooded ruins at this time) I also work for my mentioned employer, in this city. Another basis for this assumption, besides location, is the similarities in the prevailing architecture of the remaining buildings that rise up from the surrounding waters. We are on a type of recovery mission as we row about the aquatic avenues and alley-ways, though I am now unclear on what it is we are looking for. We paddle down an alley of interest and dock along-side a, seemingly, sturdy platform of wooden pallets (I work in warehousing - significance?) at the dead-end of the alley. I step out of the boat and onto the platform with the intention of finding a way into the building next to this platform. Once my weight bears down on the platform, I can feel a stir in the depths beneath me. I hear a chilling scream emanate from under the water that must have been truly deafening, given the volume with which I hear it coming through the deep waters. A rumbling accompanies the scream and the stirring underneath the surface increases. The pallet platform, on which I am standing, begins to thrash about violently. This turns the options, of staying there or getting back into the boat, into complete impossibilities without the inherent consequence of taking a bath with whatever was under the surface. I quickly jump onto the side of the building next to me, grabbing onto a fire-escape, before the platform sinks into the aquatic alley. I am amazed that the movement, that is stirring the waters, is also vibrating the building! "How big is this thing?", I thought. I look over at my friend, who is shaking about in the boat to the, now dying, disturbances in the water. He has a look of shock and fear on his face as he clutches the sides of the rocking vessel. As I'm looking at him, I see another disturbance on the water's surface out past the entrance of the alley-way. As I look on, I see a scaly back and tail momentarily crest the water as the creature turns itself in order to re-enter the alley-way - head first. I hastily begin climbing the fire-escape. From there, I climb even higher up onto a big electrical box or A/C window unit on the adjacent building. I look down, 50-60 feet below me, to my boss who still looks perplexed, but also amused at the speed and haste with which I scaled the building. He had been facing me and had not seen the beast cresting the water's surface. Suddenly, just as I'm looking down at my friend, a most massive crocodile jumps up the side of the building (50 feet in the air!), biting at me with it's incomprehensibly large jaws. This animal is huge and terrifying. It keeps jumping and biting at me with great speeds. The "SNAP!" that it's jaws make on each vicious attempt to consume me is so powerful that I can feel the booms of vibration. This causes me to almost lose my balance and I must grasp at the bricks behind me, to the best of my ability, to avoid falling off of the unit that I'm standing on. I'm not sure that it's tail was even clearing the surface of the water as it made these great, swift leaps. With each jump, the croc was inching closer and closer to me, foot by foot. During one of these jumps, I got a good look into it's eyes. This creature was highly intelligent. It knew who I was, what it was, and the purposes of our presence and interaction in that moment. More over, the creature was highly malevolent. It hated me and wanted, with great desperation, to consume me. In this moment, I screamed to my friend and colleague below, futilely, for help. Again, I noticed that the croc was wholly uninterested in my boss, even though he seems to me, now, to have been the easier prey at the time. =) Seeing the croc getting closer and closer, I felt that my demise was imminent. I momentarily stifle my terror and attempt to turn around and find some footing in order to reach a higher perch. I reach up but, before I can climb away, the 'Tick-tock' croc reaches it's goal. I'm jolted awake.

The dream was so vivid and emotionally-charged that it took days for me to get over. I couldn't find comfort or my center. I again felt very heavy - as though I had lost a part of myself. When my boss picked me up in a car-pool the next morning, I asked him if he had any dreams during the previous night. He could not remember dreaming and only listened patiently as I rattled off my experience. Though he is not the type to take stock in dreams, intuitions, etc., he could see the very real affect that this dream had on me. He inquired after my well-being several times over the course of that work-day.

#3 - During my experience with DMT (DNA, if you're still reading this thread [and this post =], this is the same experience I mention in your non-organic, inter-dimensional parasite thread,) I again perceive this enormous crocodilian entity. In the throws of this 'trip,' I actually stood up and began to walk away from my accompanying party in an attempt to go and investigate the barrier of black-neon "lego" blocks that seemed to encompass, on all sides, the hill-top on which we were temporarily nested. I noticed that when I walked toward them, the blocks would move away from me at the same speed with which I approached. When I looked directly at them, the blocks seemed to disappear entirely, but would reappear in the corners of my eyes once I looked away. While trying to grasp the blocks with my sight, still walking away from my party (as if being lead away?), a section of blocks broke away to reveal my old friend, the giant crocodile. I froze in place as I felt the terror of my dreams come over me in this 'reality.' My first instinct was to get angry and to shout at the creature in hopes of scaring it away. I'm not sure if I screamed vocally, mentally, or both, but the croc wasn't frightened by me. He returned a smug grin as shouted at him. It was as if, again, he already knew who I was and already knew that I would react that way, upon seeing him. I could not tell if he intended to consume me, I assumed this, but I could tell that he wanted me to come closer. In this instance, I exercised a command over my emotions that I wasn't aware I possessed before this. I stifled all fear and began to approach the beast with awareness, humility, and a small amount of curiosity. The croc did not like this, I could tell. But, before I really got any closer, something happened to one of the people in my party. "I heard the words, "Oh, Rossy... No!" behind me. I was ripped from the world I was perceiving when I turned to see a dear friend slumped over, totally passed out. My consciousness and metabolism immediately shirked the rest of the chemical reaction and I was able to help my friend.

Now, I've heard "I am the crocodile - I need to confront my own fear and hate." Other interpretations say that the circumstance means that someone will betray me, I'm being deceived in some way, and/or there's something 'under the surface' with me that I need to address. I heard George Kavassilas say that 2 crocodilian reptilians were at the 'top of the food chain' of the fourth dimension. And, that these entities have reconstructed a model of the whole universe within the fourth dimension. Also, in "Way of the Shaman," Harner says that after drinking ayahuasca, he perceived a giant crocodile at the very apex of universe "[from whose mouth, all of the waters of life flowed]." Needless to say, when I recently saw the giant one-armed crocodile, Brutus, on YouTube, jumping out of the water next to that tourist boat - I nearly sh*t my pants.

Anyone wanna take shot at making sense of all that? I would really appreciate any feedback on this. Positive synchronicities to you all, fellow Avalonians!

[sirayah]

Hi 1inMany! This is a most insightful observation I feel. I do NOT rise well rested after an active night of dreams
(actually since the acceleration of the shifts awakening rested is a cherish gift...I now accept being exhausted to a degree....easier now that I have been taken out of main stream work...no more 9-5 :) this was brutal (another thread brewing))
...this speaks of aspects of our multidimensional being and our missions ...we are BUSY...many beings are working on so many levels the effects compound/ripple into the wakened state leaving us feeling drained as we have processed so much energy. We are re-configuring, laying new grids, clearing imbalances, collapsing realities, meeting with others, co-creating, making plans, rearranging or balancing energies..I feel this is another clue to aspects of our mission..some beings work through the biology...such as hold illnesses to release patterns or trauma..others are grid workers etc...we are massive and the volume of energy we process is quite powerful :)
blessings ,S

[sirayah]

Hi Jagman,
I feel that dreams can be blocked for sure..if we see all as matrices..it is easy for channels to be affected by a multitude of variables...
wow we could start a list..earth energies, physic attacks, parasites, blockages of all sorts (ethereal to physical)...etc
I have had experience being blocked for years...this hurt as I always had my clear seeing via dreams and regarded them as divine gifts..when they disappeared for a while it was upsetting....
excellent question :) thanks S

[sirayah]

Turcurulin, hello :)
Thanks for that share...whew...I will relay what I picked up as I read this.
Are you one whom stands naked in your Truth? This would refer to the ability to represent the frequency of transparency in form. So I will speak from the stance of your being in regard to your mission and my interpretation of related energetics. My hit on the croc is Reptillian energetic templating/matrice. This is an neg overlay template within the earth matrice. To me, water represents the energies..as they are ebbs and flows..this combined with your visceral interpretations speaks of your being showing your matrice embedded self the obstacles and the routes or path ways for your Exodus. This was picked up in your language as you referenced horizontal and vertical placement by stating the first scene with a perpendicular reference. As well there is a message/key to utilize the frequencies of divine union..the merge of male/feminine energies to strengthen the channels of your core..this will birth the transparency of being into the physical....= part of your mission....the higher matrices (reps) see you as they are working outside time n space..therefore trying to stop your mission....so..that is the gist of what I read...there are other details if combed through again..but this is a start..hope this helps u in some way...thank you once again for opening to share your personal process...may it be of value to someone else :) peace, S

[Sync]

Rahkyt, you are very lucky to recall and record your dreams in such detail.

I cannot help but draw parallels between your first dream and your presence on this forum.

For instance, you were lucid and “awake” within your dream. Your guru is you, your unconscious, your ultimate idealized-self or higher-self.

Perhaps the search for the witch is the search for a form of “truth.” On this forum, we search for the “truth” of facts, disclosure, and experiences. We navigate this surreal and distorted landscape of confusing, changing, and contradicting information. The witch remains elusive, unworried of our presence. She is intimidating yet captivating and mysterious.

The forum members are your faceless, equal companions on this journey, comrades who share a common purpose.

The morphing Rube Goldberg room is a further level of the confusing and changing search for a subjective an elusive truth. The more into the search you get, the more confusing it becomes until you are swept into the action of the contraptions. You have become part of the chaos- endlessesly cycling closer and further from discovering the real “truth-” perhaps riding the tides of endless debate and drama of a forum.

But what is the real truth? Your guru/ higher-self prompts you to touch something real.

Real. You see a window. A way out of the drama. It is no coincidence that it is a patch of green grass. Stand upon the grass (nature) and become grounded. Green is the color of the heart chakra- the shining emerald of the soul. Love is the only truth. The answers come from within when we stand grounded and unattached to the drama. The conspiracy search seems meaningless when you see the window and the beautiful, living grass.

You find your truth when you give up the attachment to the physical search- she was there the whole time.

Your higher-self/unconscious wants you to get back to the consciousness that you know you need to be at to be at peace.

Great dream! I can use one of those!

Edit: just realized that this dream is from September and that you already knew all of this stuff anyway! sorry!

[DNA]

Let me start by asking a question, What's the deal with giant crocodiles?

I have had experiences with crocodiles in my dreams as well. In my experience, crocodiles threaten individuality, they represent an invasive force. This is my experience so I don't know if it will translate to some one else.





#1 - As a boy, I dreamt that I was standing in the hallway of the middle-school that I was attending. My classmates and I were lined up along the walls at the entrances of the restrooms, boys on one side and girls on the other. We took turns doing our business, one after the other, and filed in along the opposite wall. I notice that I'm completely naked and am the only one present who is. Despite some initial apprehension, due to questioning from my peers, I am ultimately OK with the fact. As we stand there and converse on my nudity, a small vibration emanates from the hallway perpendicular to the one we are on. I seem to notice it first, but everyone's attention bends toward the vibration as it becomes a deafening rumble. Down that hallway, and into our own, a voluminous and fast-moving stream of water begins to flow. In the next instance, a massive crocodile, spanning the entirety of the hallway, appears. It turns into the hallway occupied by my class. The croc banks off of the wall and begins to come toward us. My classmates go into a state of panic and chaos ensues. However, I sense that the croc is only interested in yours truly. I abandon any concern for my classmates and begin to run, full-throttle, in all of my glorious nakedness. Once the crocodile begins chasing me, it becomes apparent that my nudity is a disadvantage to me and I am no longer OK with the fact. I'm terrified at the intentions of the beast. It is at this point that I either wake up or forget the rest of the dream. But, upon waking, I feel as though I escaped it's grasp and dodged some unseen bullet. I awoke feeling elated.
Yes - a giant crocodile chases me through my school while I am naked. Does that sound cliched? Before anyone offers the old "teenage angst" advice, which I would appreciate anyway (as I do all advice,) know that this dream recurred to me on three separate occasions, to different ends. The first occurrence happened as written above. During the second occurrence, I cognitively ask myself why the croc is coming after me and no one else. I turn, as I run, to see if my assumption, that he's after me only, is correct. The croc seems to notice this and snaps up one of my slower classmates out of, what seems like, sheer obligation before proceeding to come directly after me again. This second dream ends as the first does. On the third and final time I have this dream, or can remember having this dream, I do not escape and am consumed by the entity. Upon waking, I felt heavy, as though I was unable to dodge the unseen bullet - but to unknown consequences. This dream holds significance to me in the sense that I've heard of other people having a dream like this in similar or exact circumstances. Also significant is the fact that I remember this lucid dream, to this day, with such strength and clarity.

Of the forces that seem to threaten our individuality - school, relationships and work come to mind. Of those school seems to represent the most over powering threatening force to inhibit or alienate our identity. I dare say, it can consume one's identity.









#2 - In my 28th year, I had another disconcerting dream containing a truly gigantic crocodile. I'm in a row-boat with my friend and current employer. We are navigating the ruins of a flooded city which I assume is the biggest, nearest city to me (which is not flooded ruins at this time) I also work for my mentioned employer, in this city. Another basis for this assumption, besides location, is the similarities in the prevailing architecture of the remaining buildings that rise up from the surrounding waters. We are on a type of recovery mission as we row about the aquatic avenues and alley-ways, though I am now unclear on what it is we are looking for. We paddle down an alley of interest and dock along-side a, seemingly, sturdy platform of wooden pallets (I work in warehousing - significance?) at the dead-end of the alley. I step out of the boat and onto the platform with the intention of finding a way into the building next to this platform. Once my weight bears down on the platform, I can feel a stir in the depths beneath me. I hear a chilling scream emanate from under the water that must have been truly deafening, given the volume with which I hear it coming through the deep waters. A rumbling accompanies the scream and the stirring underneath the surface increases. The pallet platform, on which I am standing, begins to thrash about violently. This turns the options, of staying there or getting back into the boat, into complete impossibilities without the inherent consequence of taking a bath with whatever was under the surface. I quickly jump onto the side of the building next to me, grabbing onto a fire-escape, before the platform sinks into the aquatic alley. I am amazed that the movement, that is stirring the waters, is also vibrating the building! "How big is this thing?", I thought. I look over at my friend, who is shaking about in the boat to the, now dying, disturbances in the water. He has a look of shock and fear on his face as he clutches the sides of the rocking vessel. As I'm looking at him, I see another disturbance on the water's surface out past the entrance of the alley-way. As I look on, I see a scaly back and tail momentarily crest the water as the creature turns itself in order to re-enter the alley-way - head first. I hastily begin climbing the fire-escape. From there, I climb even higher up onto a big electrical box or A/C window unit on the adjacent building. I look down, 50-60 feet below me, to my boss who still looks perplexed, but also amused at the speed and haste with which I scaled the building. He had been facing me and had not seen the beast cresting the water's surface. Suddenly, just as I'm looking down at my friend, a most massive crocodile jumps up the side of the building (50 feet in the air!), biting at me with it's incomprehensibly large jaws. This animal is huge and terrifying. It keeps jumping and biting at me with great speeds. The "SNAP!" that it's jaws make on each vicious attempt to consume me is so powerful that I can feel the booms of vibration. This causes me to almost lose my balance and I must grasp at the bricks behind me, to the best of my ability, to avoid falling off of the unit that I'm standing on. I'm not sure that it's tail was even clearing the surface of the water as it made these great, swift leaps. With each jump, the croc was inching closer and closer to me, foot by foot. During one of these jumps, I got a good look into it's eyes. This creature was highly intelligent. It knew who I was, what it was, and the purposes of our presence and interaction in that moment. More over, the creature was highly malevolent. It hated me and wanted, with great desperation, to consume me. In this moment, I screamed to my friend and colleague below, futilely, for help. Again, I noticed that the croc was wholly uninterested in my boss, even though he seems to me, now, to have been the easier prey at the time. =) Seeing the croc getting closer and closer, I felt that my demise was imminent. I momentarily stifle my terror and attempt to turn around and find some footing in order to reach a higher perch. I reach up but, before I can climb away, the 'Tick-tock' croc reaches it's goal. I'm jolted awake.

The dream was so vivid and emotionally-charged that it took days for me to get over. I couldn't find comfort or my center. I again felt very heavy - as though I had lost a part of myself. When my boss picked me up in a car-pool the next morning, I asked him if he had any dreams during the previous night. He could not remember dreaming and only listened patiently as I rattled off my experience. Though he is not the type to take stock in dreams, intuitions, etc., he could see the very real affect that this dream had on me. He inquired after my well-being several times over the course of that work-day.


Wow, I mentioned work as one of those identity threatening forces before I had even read this far.



#3 - During my experience with DMT (DNA, if you're still reading this thread [and this post =], this is the same experience I mention in your non-organic, inter-dimensional parasite thread,) I again perceive this enormous crocodilian entity. In the throws of this 'trip,' I actually stood up and began to walk away from my accompanying party in an attempt to go and investigate the barrier of black-neon "lego" blocks that seemed to encompass, on all sides, the hill-top on which we were temporarily nested. I noticed that when I walked toward them, the blocks would move away from me at the same speed with which I approached. When I looked directly at them, the blocks seemed to disappear entirely, but would reappear in the corners of my eyes once I looked away. While trying to grasp the blocks with my sight, still walking away from my party (as if being lead away?), a section of blocks broke away to reveal my old friend, the giant crocodile. I froze in place as I felt the terror of my dreams come over me in this 'reality.' My first instinct was to get angry and to shout at the creature in hopes of scaring it away. I'm not sure if I screamed vocally, mentally, or both, but the croc wasn't frightened by me. He returned a smug grin as shouted at him. It was as if, again, he already knew who I was and already knew that I would react that way, upon seeing him. I could not tell if he intended to consume me, I assumed this, but I could tell that he wanted me to come closer. In this instance, I exercised a command over my emotions that I wasn't aware I possessed before this. I stifled all fear and began to approach the beast with awareness, humility, and a small amount of curiosity. The croc did not like this, I could tell. But, before I really got any closer, something happened to one of the people in my party. "I heard the words, "Oh, Rossy... No!" behind me. I was ripped from the world I was perceiving when I turned to see a dear friend slumped over, totally passed out. My consciousness and metabolism immediately shirked the rest of the chemical reaction and I was able to help my friend.

Now, I've heard "I am the crocodile - I need to confront my own fear and hate." Other interpretations say that the circumstance means that someone will betray me, I'm being deceived in some way, and/or there's something 'under the surface' with me that I need to address. I heard George Kavassilas say that 2 crocodilian reptilians were at the 'top of the food chain' of the fourth dimension. And, that these entities have reconstructed a model of the whole universe within the fourth dimension. Also, in "Way of the Shaman," Harner says that after drinking ayahuasca, he perceived a giant crocodile at the very apex of universe "[from whose mouth, all of the waters of life flowed]." Needless to say, when I recently saw the giant one-armed crocodile, Brutus, on YouTube, jumping out of the water next to that tourist boat - I nearly sh*t my pants.

Anyone wanna take shot at making sense of all that? I would really appreciate any feedback on this. Positive synchronicities to you all, fellow Avalonians!


We have all been partially consumed by society so to speak, and suffer the fate of acting as another brick in that wall.
There is nothing wrong with facing this fear, and or having your consiousness manifest it as a intrusive entity.
That is just my take.
Your take is far more important.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDl6iuku_mw

[DNA]

As I read the accounts of your dreams, and then the impressions of them, I am wondering...when you dream, do you feel like you have gotten rest when you awaken? If I dream, sometimes I feel like I have been up all night. That makes no sense to me, because I don't think the part of you that dreams is supposed to get tired...

Just wondering. Much Love.

Have you ever read a little tid bit that impressed you, but for the life of you, you can not remember where you got it?

I read once, that when we dream and travel to the astral plane to "dream", we are participating in activites, ussually with other souls.
But,,,,when we are not dreaming, our soul travels to a place closer to god, and hovers there, like a kite recieving a current and transferring that current back through the kite string to our physical body. The kite string being the silver cord.

I like how Pam Reynolds describes the invigorating feeling of having crossed the tunnel to the white light, when she asked if the white light was god, she was told no, that this was the breath of god. I think when we sleep and do not dream, our soul is in a state of being re-energized in this "breath of god".
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNbdUEqDB-k

[Mark]

Thanks for this thread, Rahkyt.

It is my pleasure and honor to share this space and energy with all y'all. Beautiful soul's work being done through the interaction.



Let me start by asking a question, What's the deal with giant crocodiles?

I have no idea other than it representing the energy of our lower reptilian brain and everything associated with it. This does not preclude extra-dimensional applicability, as above is also below and what is represented in the biology of humanity is also representative of ultra-dimensional energetics that affect our daily lives, our thought processes and experiences. It is equally probable that this entity appearing in your dreams stands for something very particular about you and your life path and it may also stand for something beyond you as well, some particular energy or entity that you have these close interactions with.


Anyone wanna take shot at making sense of all that? I would really appreciate any feedback on this. Positive synchronicities to you all, fellow Avalonians!

Alright. Your 1st dream was during your teen years, the second was during your career years, the third was during your Awakening. In the first dream you were totally at the mercy of the Croc and only your quick movements and the seeming fact that it did not truly attempt to catch you, but only to make you aware of its presence in your life makes this dream more like an announcement. The urges of the reptilian brain have to do with fight or flight, instincts which, not coincidentally I'm sure, this dream seems to be all about. The same goes for your career dream. The Croc still couldn't catch you even though its endeavors were commiserate with your movement through time and space to a period of success and achievement in your chosen field. You certainly achieved a certain height during that dream, although it was at the instigation of the Croc, you made it much higher than did your boss, apparently, although he had no need to. But you did and that is its importance. You have something driving you that perhaps others do not. In the final dream, the fact that you were able to face the Croc and perhaps instill fear in it during the ayuhesca experiment speaks volumes regarding your change in state. From fear, to fear and lucidity, to confrontation. Your familiarity with the Croc, your curiosity and your lack of fear heralded a change in state, a change in consciousness and a new relationship between you and it. Your journey with the Croc accompanied your journey from one state of consciousness to another.

In the first dream your movement was horizontal and away, in the second your movement was vertical and away, in the third your movement was horizontal and toward. From fear and self-consciousness in the first dream (you question the intentions of the Croc), to fear and an encounter with a test to your abilities as well as the unknown (death, you know its intentions). Finally, to an encounter of curiosity and control of your own fear in the final dream.

I think you will have another encounter with the Croc at some point.

Rahkyt, you are very lucky to recall and record your dreams in such detail.

Only sometimes, Sync. If I catch them right when I wake up. Although I find that if I think about them in detail once I wake up, then I can write them down later.


I cannot help but draw parallels between your first dream and your presence on this forum.

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Edit: just realized that this dream is from September and that you already knew all of this stuff anyway! sorry!

It's awesome that you shared your thoughts about the dream, thank you very much you are the first to have done so. I find your interpretation quite useful in that its applicability to current events is really a testament to its applicability to our journey as conscious individuals in general. We require this type of discernment in our navigation of daily life, the contraptions remain all around us at all times and to move through them we always have to touch something real.

[DNA]

Question?
Does anyone have an instance of a Higher Self, A Dream Guide or a Spirit Guide making an appearance in a dream?
Here is an example, and strangely enough, this was not my higher self, I felt it was the higher self of a ghost that needed help, and I just happened to have been voluntered as an intermediary so to speak.
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I was listening to Coast to Coast on Nov 8 2010 and the first guest his name was Sheldon Norberg (http://www.healinghouses.com/) he was talking about hauntings and how he helped to get the ghosts to move on. It made me totally think of this experience I had at 17, I figuired why not jot it down.




At age 17 me and my family moved into a new nieghborhood, a new house. I took the attic room. After being there for a month and a half, my mother, myself,my sister and one of my best freinds were all convinced the house was haunted. There was a constant sense of something watching you in that house, it was,,,, unnerving.

At times the presence would be so powerfull the only metaphor that works is that it felt like it was screaming at me to get out of it's house! It felt like it was right up on me, screaming at me!

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After being in the house for a couple of months, we became aquainted with our next door neighbor, a jolly talkative woman in her late twenties who was pregnant at the time. After becoming aquainted she wasted no time in telling us that the previous occupant of the house had run into some trouble with the law, didn't wanna go to prison, and had hung himself, in the attic room, which was now my bedroom.


After being there for about seven months, I had this lucid dream.
I am convinced this dream led to the ghost crossing over or gaining its liberation if you will.

HERE IS THE DREAM
I was on my way home, walking back from a friends house. I realized I was dreaming. Immediatly after I realized I was dreaming, a short, smallish built gentleman in his late fifties approached me. I never saw his face. He was wearing a field workers hat they would wear in Mexico with a colorfull blanket draped over his shoulders. The man never spoke a word to me, and yet he demanded my attention. He was exactly how I imagined Don Juan to look like from the Carlos Castaneda books.
http://blog.echovar.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/09/separate_reality.jpg

Instead of saying anything, he pointed in my direction, I felt a visceral sensation as his pointed finger was aimed at my midsection. Then, as if after having grabbed me by pointing at my midsection he turned and pointed in another direction, and I had the feeling of being flung. As his arm pivoted towards this other direction, I experienced a wooshing sound, like I was in the middle of a cyclone, and after his arm stopped moving, we were transported to my bedroom at the foot of my bed.

Before I had a chance to ask what we were supposed to do there, he loaded up his pointed finger again turned his arm towards my bed, the wooshing sound took place again, and instead of my bed there was a cocoon with a moldy corpse inside of it, kind of looked like a mummy that had been unwrapped.



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At this point, I felt an "ah ha" in my heart area, and I turned to him and said, "ohhhhh you want me to wake him up". (Don't ask me how I knew this, I just did).

So I put my hands palm down on the cocoon, and started rocking it back and forth, it was as if I was waking up the being and resurecting him. After moving the cocoon back and forth like you would rock a baby in a cradle. It didn't take long before the corpse gained life force and looked like an old man.
After rocking him for only a little bit longer, the cocoon disapeared and I put my hands on the old man. He was starting to be animated and he was talking to himself like he was dreaming. After a little while longer with my palms on him he gained youth and looked about 28. He was now very irratated, and perturbed, like he would be if I was waking him up out of bed from a regular sleep. He finally roused and said "what, what do you want"?

Now it seemed my finger was loaded with the Don Juan midsection grabbing power.
Now it was my turn to use the wooshing pointed finger arm motion gesture. I pointed at him and then pivoted until I was pointing at a pregnant woman at the foot of my bed. And when the woosh was over, the pregnant woman was standing before us, and the 28 year old guy was standing beside me when I told him "you have to wake up, you have to wake up guy, because you have to be born".



At this point the Don juan dream guide, or spirit guide, or higher self ( I don't think he was my guide, I think he was the guide of the ghost in my room),,,approached the man and they began to talk.

At this point I was appreciating the lucidness of the dream I was having, I kept staring at my hands and then staring at the walls. And then, I don't know why I did this, I jumped out the window of my two story house. I stared at my hands and my bare feet as I fell in slow motion. The 28 year old healthy vibrant dark haired man who used to be a ghost and Don Juan were looking over the side of the open window down at me while I was falling. The 28 year old asked, why is he doing that?(Refering to my slow motion fall off the roof) And the Don Juan, of whom this is the only thing I heard him say to me through the whole dream replied in a resigned, exasperated tone, "because,,, he's an idiot".

As a last note, I never ever felt the unnerving presence in my house after that, and I never heard any one else note of the presence after this either.
I really think that ghost went on to be born, and he never bothered any one in my house again. :)

[Turcurulin]

Sirayah, DNA, and Rahkyt. Thank You!!! Your respective insights have spoken volumes for me. It's as if you guys have advised information that I somehow knew, but was never able to consciously articulate to myself.


I think you will have another encounter with the Croc at some point.

Likewise. But, this time I am in anticipation of it - almost joyously so!


As a last note, I never ever felt the unnerving presence in my house after that, and I never heard any one else note of the presence after this either.
I really think that ghost went on to be born, and he never bothered any one in my house again.

I'm sure this person's consciousness would like to express a great debt of gratitude for your concern and assistance. On his behalf, Thank you!

Guys, I look forward to and am in hopes of, making your astral acquaintances.

[alienHunter]

Anyone had the 'dreaded mushroom cloud' dream. I've only had one a couple of years ago. In the dream everyone was yelling 'go east, go east'. So I went east and ended up right in the middle of it. Coincidentally, about that time (actually the next day) a quite undramatic used tire dumping site caught on fire and burned for several days...creating a lot of black smoke in the surrounding city. It seemed likely to me that was the focus of the dream and NOT the big one.

[Star Tsar]

I had a dream couple of months ago of a beautiful blond white female with large teardrop shaped eyes & a bindi (silver I think) she smiled and placed her hand on my left cheek then I woke up :(
I have been single a lil while now after a severe emotional truma anyone else had a similar dream or can shed some light on this one?

Thanks

[alienHunter]

I had a dream couple of months ago of a beautiful blond white female with large teardrop shaped eyes & a bindi (silver I think) she smiled and placed her hand on my left cheek then I woke up :(
I have been single a lil while now after a severe emotional truma anyone else had a similar dream or can shed some light on this one?

Thanks

Sounds like a beautiful dream...if that's a reflection of your mind you are doing good my man.

[Star Tsar]

Thanks Alien Hunter!
It was a beautiful dream...
She was/is sooooooo beautiful trying to get back there ever since!
lol :o

[Mark]

Question?
Does anyone have an instance of a Higher Self, A Dream Guide or a Spirit Guide making an appearance in a dream?

I think I do. I mentioned the example in my first post in this thread, of my "dream guru" which I consider a guide. I believe I have other examples as well that are currently obscure to me, as my overall dream-life is a vague recollection of scenes, impressions and feelings with a few stand-out moments that spring to mind. I have the general feeling that my dream-life is also a school of sorts, but a bit more directly so than waking life.


As a last note, I never ever felt the unnerving presence in my house after that, and I never heard any one else note of the presence after this either. I really think that ghost went on to be born, and he never bothered any one in my house again. :)

An amazing recounting, don't you think it is meaningful how difficult it is to pinpoint your dream-characters assignation when it comes to your own personality complex and experiences? I'm fully comfortable with the understanding that sometimes the characters that you meet in dreams are merely aspects of our own consciousnesses that have been personified in order to represent certain themes. But at the same time, they seem to possess a certain individuality and unique soul presence in and of themselves. How can that be reconciled as some manifestation of the external/internal/ macro/microcosmic interrelationship and entanglement of all Creation, consciousnesses of all entities being connected rather than separate? What is the meaningfulness of such understandings when it comes to interpreting these dreams? Does it mean that each one has 2 meanings? One that is internal to you and one that is greater and external?


Sirayah, DNA, and Rahkyt. Thank You!!! Your respective insights have spoken volumes for me. It's as if you guys have advised information that I somehow knew, but was never able to consciously articulate to myself.

Thank you so much for sharing. It is an honor to interact. If you find meaning in the back-and-forth then it has some value, which is deeply appreciated.


Anyone had the 'dreaded mushroom cloud' dream.

I've never had that one, per say, although I have had the alien invasion dream, where millions upon millions of UFOs fill the sky. I think Sirayah might have a bit more to say about this one.


I had a dream couple of months ago of a beautiful blond white female with large teardrop shaped eyes & a bindi (silver I think) she smiled and placed her hand on my left cheek then I woke up :(

Did she look familiar? Feel familiar? What was your emotional state during the dream? What kind of surroundings were you in? All of that is meaningful. Could be someone you know, elsewhere or elsewhen. It could also be someone who has something to show or tell you. Let us know if you see her again.

[sirayah]

I had a dream couple of months ago of a beautiful blond white female with large teardrop shaped eyes & a bindi (silver I think) she smiled and placed her hand on my left cheek then I woke up :(
I have been single a lil while now after a severe emotional truma anyone else had a similar dream or can shed some light on this one?

Thanks

Hi K.W.B.,
What a beautiful and powerful gift/blessing this dream was..my take is that this female being was of star origin and performing healing of your divine feminine aspect...as represented by her touching your left cheek...I can feel the powerful emotions/feeling this encounter imparted upon and within you...this feeling energy
can be used by yourself as a "womb space" where you can go to build the merge of your divine heart where the masculine/feminine energies compound in union
and generate a powerful resonance...where upon you feel and know yourself as whole once again..therefore ultimately attracting the physical counter part as well...
powerful work...thank you very much for sharing ..keep the stars in your heart and the light beams in your eyes..blessings S

[sirayah]

DNA..omg! what an AMAzING share :) love it..how powerful!
I am surprised that you remain so calm during these events as if it where nothing..seems like your lower self or rational mind does not interfere much
within your process...
I had a wonderful friend whom I was deeply connected to...he died and within a couple of days came to visit me...he was in a purgatory stage ....omg..he was
grey and his skin was so white...I was so scared..he looked/felt so sad..I could not take it and asked him not to visit me like this........
for years after when I toke naps I would awaken startled as I would see/feel him standing near/over me....(boy have I screamed loud on many an occasion)...
later I had a dream where he showed me that he had passed into the lighter planes...whew....blessings S

ps...DNA, i love the incorporation of graphics into the story ;)

[sirayah]

Anyone had the 'dreaded mushroom cloud' dream. I've only had one a couple of years ago. In the dream everyone was yelling 'go east, go east'. So I went east and ended up right in the middle of it. Coincidentally, about that time (actually the next day) a quite undramatic used tire dumping site caught on fire and burned for several days...creating a lot of black smoke in the surrounding city. It seemed likely to me that was the focus of the dream and NOT the big one.

@Rahkyt - no :) nadda ...I feel alienHunter is right on with his interpretation - not picking anything else up here ...
the good that can be taken is the lesson in discernment and personal interpretation of information..which ultimately is what it all comes down too...

@alienhunter -thanks for the share :) S

[1inMany]

On many occasions, my husband tells me I say things in my sleep. I don't suppose it is really talking in my sleep, as it doesn't sound like I say full sentences. Last night I apparently said, "Uh-huh, that's right...that's right, uh-huh." Now, I almost never remember my dreams, so I'm at a loss as to who I was talking to. That led me to wonder, though, must this have been a dream? Where are we when we talk in our sleep? When you travel, your physical body is in sleep paralysis, do I understand this correctly? So, I suppose that would mean you couldn't really talk, wouldn't it? Must have been a dream...

[sirayah]

Hi 1inMany :)
My interpretation of dreaming is that it is a shift in conscious perspective..I see all as variation frequencies ranging from physical to ethereal merging and integrating with all that is and is not..therefore
i feel speaking while in dream state is simply a bleed through the respective channels...I do not feel we ever actually leave our body as our body is a part of our field..although we do lower/raise or alter the vibrations..which also introduces alternate experiences. It always strikes me as strange when ppl suggest that they are not there physical body (another thread ;))...blessings S

[sirayah]

Recent dreams coming through...
1) was out fishing on a beautiful serene lake under a sunny sky with my estranged father-encountered another group of people lead/being taught energetics by an older man with a white beard...the man was so pleased to interact with me and share knowledge he immediately gave me some money in gratitude. I then went to his house and did a recap of all my most relative energetic experiences of the shift to date. (like a review of sorts)
2) this is the second time for this theme....I am leaving for a trip to a tropical destination..I am very anxious to arrive at the new local yet I can not seem to get the material aspects in order such as departure time, money, luggage...this generates deep anxiety within me as I attempt to make my flight on time...last night it was such a struggle I decided that I would have to put the trip off for a while until
I got organized....this left me in a stage of limbo....

all insights most welcome..enjoy the day S

[Dorjezigzag]

Hi, I’m new as a poster on Avalon and as I have enjoyed this dream thread I thought I would start my first post here.
Note: This happened quite a long time ago

I think it is a notable example of how the dream world and the real world interconnect

First the lead up to the dream – This is real world the setting is Jerusalem Old city and we stop at a street juice vender. There are many different fruits but I notice the pomegranates and comment, half in fun, how it is believed that pomegranate juice especially with the seeds gives you vivid dreams. Given its connection with Persephone, Hades and the underworld.

We purchase and drink the freshly pressed pomegranate juice which is particularly flavourful. That night my girlfriend has a intensely vivid dream. In the dream there are two detective like characters reminiscent of Mulder and Scully. They are stood over a mechanical astrological machine. The clockwork planets move around to simulate the movements of the planets in our solar system. Anyway she is aware of the sun moving in front of the moon on the clockwork solar system and then the faces of Mulder and Sculley change into two terrorists. There is a feeling of extreme darkness and she is some what distressed the next day.

Back in the real world
Anyway on this day we are doing the old city tourist thing and coming out of one of the many churches when a boy probably 10 years old comes up to us and accuses me of carrying a gun, which to us seems ludicrous. Of course we do not have a gun we suggest perhaps he thought that my camera was a gun and show him this, but he is hysterical and adamant that we had a gun and his accusatory voice gets louder and louder. A crowd starts to form so we very quickly leave that area.

On the news there is a big story concerning that a high ranking member of Hamas, possibly a bomb maker if I remember correctly has been killed.

Anyway the next day we leave for a resort, just a bit North of Qiryat Shemona, on the coast of Israel, very close to the border of Lebanon.
A few days pass, I can’t remember exactly how many, but a noticeable occurrence over those few days was that an Owl seemed to be following us, it appeared a little distressed and would even swoop down towards us, not attacking, almost in warning.

Anyway we are laying down on a beach in the evening and looking up at a beautiful moon in the sky. Then unexpectedly the moon begins to disappear. Soon it becomes apparent that there is an eclipse of the moon occurring and this reminds us of the dream. We begin to feel a little unnerved by it all and return to where we are staying, of course the owl follows us back.

There were large trucks that would travel down a road that was about 500m from where we were staying. When they hit a hump or potholes they would make a tremendous crashing sound. Anyway we heard a large bang and my girlfriend obviously distressed asked me what that was. Trying to make her feel better I replied that it was one of the trucks although I was not so sure.

Suddenly we were surrounded by huge explosions, it was now obvious that we were under attack from Katusha rockets. I shouted that we needed to run to the nearest bomb shelter which was several hundred metres away, out side we could see the Katushas raining down all around us. Some were landing so close that the force of the blast was felt which knocked us off our feet, luckily no shrapnel hit us and we made it to the communal shelter safely.

The attack was apparently in revenge for the killing of the Hamas official I spoke of earlier.

The way the mechanical eclipse in the dream coincided with the detectives becoming terrorists and the way that this real attack from terrorists happened on the night we witnessed an unexpected eclipse was really quite uncanny.
We are no longer together, going our separate ways about a year later and I think the whole experience quite affected her, post traumatic stress.

[Mark]

Recent dreams coming through...
1) was out fishing on a beautiful serene lake under a sunny sky with my estranged father-encountered another group of people lead/being taught energetics by an older man with a white beard...the man was so pleased to interact with me and share knowledge he immediately gave me some money in gratitude. I then went to his house and did a recap of all my most relative energetic experiences of the shift to date. (like a review of sorts)

Hm, sounds like your father was a guide of sorts during this dream. If not a guide, then one who accompanies you along important transitions in your life. Perhaps this dream is indicating that knowledge and/or wealth might accompany relations with your father.


2) this is the second time for this theme....I am leaving for a trip to a tropical destination..I am very anxious to arrive at the new local yet I can not seem to get the material aspects in order such as departure time, money, luggage...this generates deep anxiety within me as I attempt to make my flight on time...last night it was such a struggle I decided that I would have to put the trip off for a while until
I got organized....this left me in a stage of limbo....

Just go, is what I get from this. You will be provided for by the multiverse. All of the preparations are for naught, you are complete in and of yourself. Worry is a relic of fear, not taking the trip because of fear is a testament to feelings of incompleteness within Self.


Hi, I’m new as a poster on Avalon and as I have enjoyed this dream thread I thought I would start my first post here.

We are honored. Welcome to Avalon. :bounce:


We purchase and drink the freshly pressed pomegranate juice which is particularly flavourful. That night my girlfriend has a intensely vivid dream. In the dream there are two detective like characters reminiscent of Mulder and Scully. They are stood over a mechanical astrological machine. The clockwork planets move around to simulate the movements of the planets in our solar system. Anyway she is aware of the sun moving in front of the moon on the clockwork solar system and then the faces of Mulder and Sculley change into two terrorists. There is a feeling of extreme darkness and she is some what distressed the next day.

Wow, talk about validation of that ancient myth by direct, lived experience. I should drink Pomegranate juice. Mulder and Scully were indeed Terrorists. They threatened the worldview of the majority of the population of this planet, they threatened ignorance. Astrology is the oldest science they say, the primary motive factor of materiality is time, the movement of destinies (planets) and the dichotomous choice matrix of fates (bodies). The remorselessness of both can be fearsome once their total and utter reality and applicability to one's life and the world is realized by the individual.


Of course we do not have a gun we suggest perhaps he thought that my camera was a gun and show him this, but he is hysterical and adamant that we had a gun and his accusatory voice gets louder and louder. A crowd starts to form so we very quickly leave that area.


A few days pass, I can’t remember exactly how many, but a noticeable occurrence over those few days was that an Owl seemed to be following us, it appeared a little distressed and would even swoop down towards us, not attacking, almost in warning.


Anyway we are laying down on a beach in the evening and looking up at a beautiful moon in the sky. Then unexpectedly the moon begins to disappear. Soon it becomes apparent that there is an eclipse of the moon occurring and this reminds us of the dream. We begin to feel a little unnerved by it all and return to where we are staying, of course the owl follows us back.


The attack was apparently in revenge for the killing of the Hamas official I spoke of earlier.

What a day you guys had. Smh. Such things are very, very traumatic as you witnessed, your ex was probably quite deeply affected by it all. If you are still in contact with her and friendly perhaps you can ask her what kind of significance she attaches to the dream (if she still remembers it) and the subsequent events. Owls are interesting, as they are quite meaningful. Owls are related to the Greek Goddess of wisdom, Athena, who is cousin to Persephone, so there is a connection between that and your dream. The reality of the bombings was a connection with the realization during the dream-state that certain things that are scary are destined and that Truth can be ugly and dangerous and terroristic, as you both witnessed and lived that next day. Thank you so much for sharing your dream and experience with us.


That led me to wonder, though, must this have been a dream? Where are we when we talk in our sleep? When you travel, your physical body is in sleep paralysis, do I understand this correctly? So, I suppose that would mean you couldn't really talk, wouldn't it? Must have been a dream...

Your body is supposed to be in sleep paralysis. LOL That's what the "doctors" say, at least. There are chemicals and all that yadayada that are supposed to keep you safe and stop you from moving and hurting yourself. Of course, for some of us, that is more or less true. For me and, I guess you too, not so much. I experience sleep paralysis as a precursor to OOBEs, out of body experiences, I talk and murmur in my sleep also and I can kick, hit or, if I'm falling in a dream, start and jump also. I've been told that my entire body can vibrate as well, as if a current is running through me. So, it may have been a bit more than a dream that you experienced that night.

[1inMany]

Your body is supposed to be in sleep paralysis. LOL That's what the "doctors" say, at least. There are chemicals and all that yadayada that are supposed to keep you safe and stop you from moving and hurting yourself. Of course, for some of us, that is more or less true. For me and, I guess you too, not so much. I experience sleep paralysis as a precursor to OOBEs, out of body experiences, I talk and murmur in my sleep also and I can kick, hit or, if I'm falling in a dream, start and jump also. I've been told that my entire body can vibrate as well, as if a current is running through me. So, it may have been a bit more than a dream that you experienced that night.
Thank you, very much indeed. This info also helps me process the bits and pieces of dreams that seem...very real. :)

[Unified Serenity]

I like Alanis. Nice Wizard of Oz song and visuals.


here is the one and only Alanis:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmnLBPENNys
source: http://youtu.be/TmnLBPENNys

[DNA]

Question?
Does anyone have an instance of a Higher Self, A Dream Guide or a Spirit Guide making an appearance in a dream?

I think I do. I mentioned the example in my first post in this thread, of my "dream guru" which I consider a guide. I believe I have other examples as well that are currently obscure to me, as my overall dream-life is a vague recollection of scenes, impressions and feelings with a few stand-out moments that spring to mind. I have the general feeling that my dream-life is also a school of sorts, but a bit more directly so than waking life.


I was hoping you might elaborate here. In your original account of this dream, you described landscapes and such and gave vivid dream imagary, but in the case of the guru, and the female antagonist, you did not really include dream imagary, you included your summation of these characters and your interpretation, but the actual dream imagary wasn't there.
For instance how was this guru personified? What was he wearing? A male figuire? What was his age? What was his demeanor, was he kind and accepting like the guru in the "Kung Fu" series or was he non-conforming and take it or leave it like the Pai Mei character in "Kill Bill"?

What led you to believe he was a guru? Why did he diserve this title?
Do you think he was an aspect of your higher self?
Do you think he is a contemporary journeying soul who is looking in on you from time to time and maybe is a little further along in the journey than your self?






ALIENHUNTER - Anyone had the 'dreaded mushroom cloud' dream. I've only had one a couple of years ago. In the dream everyone was yelling 'go east, go east'. So I went east and ended up right in the middle of it. Coincidentally, about that time (actually the next day) a quite undramatic used tire dumping site caught on fire and burned for several days...creating a lot of black smoke in the surrounding city. It seemed likely to me that was the focus of the dream and NOT the big one.

I have had a few apocolyptic type dreams in my time.
How you attribute it to the tire fire could very well be.

I have always found it strange how there is always a strange calm in apocolyptic dreams. Right before the nukes begin flying, or blow up.





K.W.B. - I had a dream couple of months ago of a beautiful blond white female with large teardrop shaped eyes & a bindi (silver I think) she smiled and placed her hand on my left cheek then I woke up :(
I have been single a lil while now after a severe emotional truma anyone else had a similar dream or can shed some light on this one?




Bro your asking for an interpretation, but your not giving us a real dream in the sense of associated imagary and context. As such there is nothing anyone can tell you except nice dream.
I'm sorry but I certainly can't build off of that type of data.
I'm sure we have all had some really nice dreams that the dreaded alarm clock has stolen from us, but I'm not sure they are all worth our time in the form of trying to find meaning.




SIRAYAH - 1) was out fishing on a beautiful serene lake under a sunny sky with my estranged father-encountered another group of people lead/being taught energetics by an older man with a white beard...the man was so pleased to interact with me and share knowledge he immediately gave me some money in gratitude. I then went to his house and did a recap of all my most relative energetic experiences of the shift to date. (like a review of sorts)


Lake/Water would represent emotions for me, and the stillness and pleasentness would indicate that you are able to traverse these waters and be at ease with them better than the past. And I'm sure the emotional association is with your estranged father.

The older man with a white beard sounds like a more evolved aspect of your father, I say this because he gave you money and that is just a very parental association for me. Him taking you to his house again sounds like by coming to terms with your estranged father, his more evolved self was able to enter a dialogue with you and even invite you to his house, which may have been a place more energectically suited to continue what you two were sharing, like a higher plane than the typical astral plane in dreams that we are used to.


SIRAYAH - 2) this is the second time for this theme....I am leaving for a trip to a tropical destination..I am very anxious to arrive at the new local yet I can not seem to get the material aspects in order such as departure time, money, luggage...this generates deep anxiety within me as I attempt to make my flight on time...last night it was such a struggle I decided that I would have to put the trip off for a while until
I got organized....this left me in a stage of limbo....


This sounds like something from your life you are concerned about is manifesting in your dream and letting you give emotional release to pent up anxiety.

[DNA]

Hi, I’m new as a poster on Avalon and as I have enjoyed this dream thread I thought I would start my first post here.

I think it is a notable example of how the dream world and the real world interconnect

First the lead up to the dream – This is real world the setting is Jerusalem Old city and we stop at a street juice vender. There are many different fruits but I notice the pomegranates and comment, half in fun, how it is believed that pomegranate juice especially with the seeds gives you vivid dreams. Given its connection with Persephone, Hades and the underworld.

We purchase and drink the freshly pressed pomegranate juice which is particularly flavourful. That night my girlfriend has a intensely vivid dream. In the dream there are two detective like characters reminiscent of Mulder and Scully. They are stood over a mechanical astrological machine. The clockwork planets move around to simulate the movements of the planets in our solar system. Anyway she is aware of the sun moving in front of the moon on the clockwork solar system and then the faces of Mulder and Sculley change into two terrorists. There is a feeling of extreme darkness and she is some what distressed the next day.

Back in the real world
Anyway on this day we are doing the old city tourist thing and coming out of one of the many churches when a boy probably 10 years old comes up to us and accuses me of carrying a gun, which to us seems ludicrous. Of course we do not have a gun we suggest perhaps he thought that my camera was a gun and show him this, but he is hysterical and adamant that we had a gun and his accusatory voice gets louder and louder. A crowd starts to form so we very quickly leave that area.

On the news there is a big story concerning that a high ranking member of Hamas, possibly a bomb maker if I remember correctly has been killed.

Anyway the next day we leave for a resort, just a bit North of Qiryat Shemona, on the coast of Israel, very close to the border of Lebanon.
A few days pass, I can’t remember exactly how many, but a noticeable occurrence over those few days was that an Owl seemed to be following us, it appeared a little distressed and would even swoop down towards us, not attacking, almost in warning.

Anyway we are laying down on a beach in the evening and looking up at a beautiful moon in the sky. Then unexpectedly the moon begins to disappear. Soon it becomes apparent that there is an eclipse of the moon occurring and this reminds us of the dream. We begin to feel a little unnerved by it all and return to where we are staying, of course the owl follows us back.

There were large trucks that would travel down a road that was about 500m from where we were staying. When they hit a hump or potholes they would make a tremendous crashing sound. Anyway we heard a large bang and my girlfriend obviously distressed asked me what that was. Trying to make her feel better I replied that it was one of the trucks although I was not so sure.

Suddenly we were surrounded by huge explosions, it was now obvious that we were under attack from Katusha rockets. I shouted that we needed to run to the nearest bomb shelter which was several hundred metres away, out side we could see the Katushas raining down all around us. Some were landing so close that the force of the blast was felt which knocked us off our feet, luckily no shrapnel hit us and we made it to the communal shelter safely.

The attack was apparently in revenge for the killing of the Hamas official I spoke of earlier.

The way the mechanical eclipse in the dream coincided with the detectives becoming terrorists and the way that this real attack from terrorists happened on the night we witnessed an unexpected eclipse was really quite uncanny.
We are no longer together, going our separate ways about a year later and I think the whole experience quite affected her, post traumatic stress.

Holy freaking crap bro. Damn! That was crazy. Wow! Straight the Eff crazy! All I gotta say is this, if I had a dream with immediate portents affecting my life so obviously and immeidatly I would be keeping a dream journal and jockeying that bad boy like a daily commuter in his prius.
And the thing about the owl, that is just amazing.
You must have friends in high places looking out for you.

You have done two things, you have taught me that I need to seriously pay attention to owls, and secondly to cancel all privatly harboured desires to ever go to Israel.

That was an amazing exprerience. How has that changed your life? I would think something like that would have a profound impact on how you viewed the world.

Thanks for sharing.
DNA

[sirayah]

[QUOTE=DNA;388106]
[QUOTE]SIRAYAH - 1) was out fishing on a beautiful serene lake under a sunny sky with my estranged father-encountered another group of people lead/being taught energetics by an older man with a white beard...the man was so pleased to interact with me and share knowledge he immediately gave me some money in gratitude. I then went to his house and did a recap of all my most relative energetic experiences of the shift to date. (like a review of sorts)


Lake/Water would represent emotions for me, and the stillness and pleasentness would indicate that you are able to traverse these waters and be at ease with them better than the past. And I'm sure the emotional association is with your estranged father.

The older man with a white beard sounds like a more evolved aspect of your father, I say this because he gave you money and that is just a very parental association for me. Him taking you to his house again sounds like by coming to terms with your estranged father, his more evolved self was able to enter a dialogue with you and even invite you to his house, which may have been a place more energectically suited to continue what you two were sharing, like a higher plane than the typical astral plane in dreams that we are used to.


SIRAYAH - 2) this is the second time for this theme....I am leaving for a trip to a tropical destination..I am very anxious to arrive at the new local yet I can not seem to get the material aspects in order such as departure time, money, luggage...this generates deep anxiety within me as I attempt to make my flight on time...last night it was such a struggle I decided that I would have to put the trip off for a while until
I got organized....this left me in a stage of limbo....


This sounds like something from your life you are concerned about is manifesting in your dream and letting you give emotional release to pent up anxiety.

[/INDENT]

AWESOME insights DNA :) yes 1 have moved into a peaceful place of acceptance..maybe if we do not work in the physical together we work in other worlds..this to be brings me peace.
2-yes lots of anxiety pent up...root issues come around to shake my core it seems..they say the starbeings come in and have to work down into the root...i feel this is true for myself..blessings S

[Mark]

For instance how was this guru personified? What was he wearing? A male figuire? What was his age? What was his demeanor, was he kind and accepting like the guru in the "Kung Fu" series or was he non-conforming and take it or leave it like the Pai Mei character in "Kill Bill"?

What led you to believe he was a guru? Why did he diserve this title?
Do you think he was an aspect of your higher self?
Do you think he is a contemporary journeying soul who is looking in on you from time to time and maybe is a little further along in the journey than your self?

That particular dream was so long ago now (about 4 years ago) I can't recall exactly what he was wearing. Now that I'm thinking about it though, I know it was a robe. Perhaps he was Asian, he was certainly melanated to a degree. I call him a Guru because that is what he was. Or a Teacher. Or a Master. I was not alone, there was a group of us, we began outside and doing other things, and then a couple of us went into the building after this woman and he accompanied us. But there was much, much more to the dream previous to what I wrote. He was that because of the feeling that I got about him and the reverence with which we treated him. The entire ambiance of the dream was of testing, and his demeanor was one of observation.

I think I might have referred to the idea earlier in the thread that dream characters can be representative of both internal energetics and external entities as an expression of "as above, so below" and some sort of micro and macro-cosmic resonance and communication between different aspects of Self. I do not know for certain if this is so. Just a thought. It makes sense. He certainly could have been an aspect of my Higher Self, if that is so, then all other characters in the dream were aspects of Self also, including the witch. She was very powerful, so much so that she thought of me and the other students as little more than nuisances. She did not seem to consider my Guru a threat either, but in that case it was more that she knew that he would not involve himself directly in her capture.

He did indeed feel as if he might have been a fellow journeyer at a higher level of experience. The reason why I am hesitant to say yes to his being representative of my Higher Self because there was that feeling of "otherness" that we get from each other as a natural sense of differentiation, different bodies, minds, experiences, etc. Each person has a "feel" to them, that is the case in dreams also. All the people that you meet in your dreams that you know in the dreams, that are companions, friends, fellow journeyers, they are very individual and distinct, they are not you and they have idiosyncrasies and personal quirks and visual cues, imperfections that really let you know they are real people somewhere.

[Curt]

Oh, in reference to the discussion earlier of going to the moon in one's dream, I forgot about a dream I had which I posted in another thread a while back....It wasn't a lucid dream, per se, although it was very vivid and felt almost real....I've just cut and pasted what I wrote in the other thread....

Two nights ago I had a dream I was on an airship shaped sort of like a train and we (me and a bunch of strangers, dressed like they were just going out for a stroll in springtime) were going to Mars by way of the moon. I was able to walk around the cabin and look out the window and could see and even feel the incredible speed as we took off and then I had to sit down because the speed was messing with my head. We got to the moon and got out and walked around and it was pretty bright. I kicked a little turf with my feet and woke up. Pretty cool dream.

[1inMany]

I simply do not understand why I awaken with such...agitation present. Sometimes I remember snippets, and sometimes complicated and changing dreams that seem to last the entire night...but it seems I am always waking up aggravated. Always protecting children from something... it takes effort to come back to who I am. Any more I never wake rested. Do you suppose this is something I'm just going to have to accept and work around, or is this something I need to work through? Ick.

[Curt]

In terms of the conditons which I've found have been helpful in bringing about lucid dreams (both were accidental discoveries, incidentally): the nicoteine patch; and oddly enough, having drunk a good bit of beer before going to bed.

I certainly wouldn't necessarily recommend either method. I'm sure there are much better, healthier ways of bringing about lucid dreams. But these are two I've found, as I've said, quite by accident.

[sirayah]

I simply do not understand why I awaken with such...agitation present. Sometimes I remember snippets, and sometimes complicated and changing dreams that seem to last the entire night...but it seems I am always waking up aggravated. Always protecting children from something... it takes effort to come back to who I am. Any more I never wake rested. Do you suppose this is something I'm just going to have to accept and work around, or is this something I need to work through? Ick.

Hi 1inMany,
You post the most interesting info :) love it.... my take is that your containment into this dimension must strengthen/clear...have you always been aware of the work you do in other dimensions or is this new? Blessings S

[sirayah]

In terms of the conditons which I've found have been helpful in bringing about lucid dreams (both were accidental discoveries, incidentally): the nicoteine patch; and oddly enough, having drunk a good bit of beer before going to bed.

I certainly wouldn't necessarily recommend either method. I'm sure there are much better, healthier ways of bringing about lucid dreams. But these are two I've found, as I've said, quite by accident.
wow CurtisW, this is interesting....speculating that both substances allow you to bypass/letdown the egoic barriers...have you found that you pick up extraneous energies while drinking (another thread :))?

[1inMany]

S, you make me laugh :cool: This is something altogether new. Well, I mean, how long is a piece of string...probably taking note of it only in the past few months. I suppose it could be work in other dimensions...never thought of it like that. If so, explains the exhaustion. Apparently I may not be enjoying it so much, then. Rather perturbed at who/whatever keeps threatening innocents. Seems like I should pull my can of whoop a** out...too bad I don't have one there. My containment...what is that? I think I need a nap...of course, that may not be wise when I'm exhausted lol

Much love as always,

[Curt]

I was told by a reiki practitioner some years ago that I am a good conduit for energy. I mention this becuase I feel it may be relevant--not sure why or how. I also tend to have healing hands--have had for most of my life.

As a kid I saw a ghost, and had other odd psychic encounters. I also, in childhood, had a cycle of repeat nightmares which I'd like to share as I think their interpretation may be of interest. I'll write about that in greater detail later.

As far as picking up energies when I've had a good amount to drink, yeah, I think so. I think I tend to attract darker energies while in these states--not always. It's certainly something I have to be careful of.

Edit: I've always felt protected, though. I should mention that, lest whomever has been graciously offering said protection all my life thinks I'm being ungrateful by going on about negative experiences and 'dark energies' etc. :o



In terms of the conditons which I've found have been helpful in bringing about lucid dreams (both were accidental discoveries, incidentally): the nicoteine patch; and oddly enough, having drunk a good bit of beer before going to bed.

I certainly wouldn't necessarily recommend either method. I'm sure there are much better, healthier ways of bringing about lucid dreams. But these are two I've found, as I've said, quite by accident.
wow CurtisW, this is interesting....speculating that both substances allow you to bypass/letdown the egoic barriers...have you found that you pick up extraneous energies while drinking (another thread :))?

[Star Tsar]

Question?
Does anyone have an instance of a Higher Self, A Dream Guide or a Spirit Guide making an appearance in a dream?

I think I do. I mentioned the example in my first post in this thread, of my "dream guru" which I consider a guide. I believe I have other examples as well that are currently obscure to me, as my overall dream-life is a vague recollection of scenes, impressions and feelings with a few stand-out moments that spring to mind. I have the general feeling that my dream-life is also a school of sorts, but a bit more directly so than waking life.


I was hoping you might elaborate here. In your original account of this dream, you described landscapes and such and gave vivid dream imagary, but in the case of the guru, and the female antagonist, you did not really include dream imagary, you included your summation of these characters and your interpretation, but the actual dream imagary wasn't there.
For instance how was this guru personified? What was he wearing? A male figuire? What was his age? What was his demeanor, was he kind and accepting like the guru in the "Kung Fu" series or was he non-conforming and take it or leave it like the Pai Mei character in "Kill Bill"?

What led you to believe he was a guru? Why did he diserve this title?
Do you think he was an aspect of your higher self?
Do you think he is a contemporary journeying soul who is looking in on you from time to time and maybe is a little further along in the journey than your self?






ALIENHUNTER - Anyone had the 'dreaded mushroom cloud' dream. I've only had one a couple of years ago. In the dream everyone was yelling 'go east, go east'. So I went east and ended up right in the middle of it. Coincidentally, about that time (actually the next day) a quite undramatic used tire dumping site caught on fire and burned for several days...creating a lot of black smoke in the surrounding city. It seemed likely to me that was the focus of the dream and NOT the big one.

I have had a few apocolyptic type dreams in my time.
How you attribute it to the tire fire could very well be.

I have always found it strange how there is always a strange calm in apocolyptic dreams. Right before the nukes begin flying, or blow up.





K.W.B. - I had a dream couple of months ago of a beautiful blond white female with large teardrop shaped eyes & a bindi (silver I think) she smiled and placed her hand on my left cheek then I woke up :(
I have been single a lil while now after a severe emotional truma anyone else had a similar dream or can shed some light on this one?




Bro your asking for an interpretation, but your not giving us a real dream in the sense of associated imagary and context. As such there is nothing anyone can tell you except nice dream.
I'm sorry but I certainly can't build off of that type of data.
I'm sure we have all had some really nice dreams that the dreaded alarm clock has stolen from us, but I'm not sure they are all worth our time in the form of trying to find meaning.




SIRAYAH - 1) was out fishing on a beautiful serene lake under a sunny sky with my estranged father-encountered another group of people lead/being taught energetics by an older man with a white beard...the man was so pleased to interact with me and share knowledge he immediately gave me some money in gratitude. I then went to his house and did a recap of all my most relative energetic experiences of the shift to date. (like a review of sorts)


Lake/Water would represent emotions for me, and the stillness and pleasentness would indicate that you are able to traverse these waters and be at ease with them better than the past. And I'm sure the emotional association is with your estranged father.

The older man with a white beard sounds like a more evolved aspect of your father, I say this because he gave you money and that is just a very parental association for me. Him taking you to his house again sounds like by coming to terms with your estranged father, his more evolved self was able to enter a dialogue with you and even invite you to his house, which may have been a place more energectically suited to continue what you two were sharing, like a higher plane than the typical astral plane in dreams that we are used to.


SIRAYAH - 2) this is the second time for this theme....I am leaving for a trip to a tropical destination..I am very anxious to arrive at the new local yet I can not seem to get the material aspects in order such as departure time, money, luggage...this generates deep anxiety within me as I attempt to make my flight on time...last night it was such a struggle I decided that I would have to put the trip off for a while until
I got organized....this left me in a stage of limbo....


This sounds like something from your life you are concerned about is manifesting in your dream and letting you give emotional release to pent up anxiety.



Hey DNA

I know my description wasn't very descriptive but that's how my dreams are I very rarely remember them if I do it will be a fragment of detail usually.
On occasion I feel a strong emotion immediately afterwards sorry if its not very useful but its is completely honest!

:)

[Siegfried The 7]

Hello everyone,

Since 2010 I have found myself increasingly having supernatural and bending of time/space type dreams.

In one of my most recent dreams, of what I can remember, there was some sort of digital like world that had streets(or a composition) similar to that of a pc's circuit board(I have seen this in maybe two other dreams). At some point in my dream there was a jumbled mass of shapes and colors and I found myself unable to make sense of anything I was looking at in the dream. I want to say its almost as if I was aboard some type of craft watching the jumbled mass of shape and colors through some type of window. There was something being said to me that I can not remember, but there was a feeling of needing to see badly because I could not make sense of anything visually in the dream the moment i discovered this jumbled mass.

Suddenly, I was watching myself from behind as a white orb flew into the back of my head. Then one flew into the middle of my spine. Lastly, there was a strange hand(didnt appear to be human) that gently touched my forehead and leaned my head back, while pressing a third white orb into the side of my neck which caused me to slightly convulse. I didnt feel any fear whatsoever and after this occurred I found my dreaming eyesight very clear and understandable. Everything seemed to be numerical data strands and shapes and colors I could clearly see. Sadly enough, I cant remember anything else but being eager to confront the jumbled mass that worried me when I couldnt interpret anything.

This is just one of many very fascinating dreams I seem to be having the past 2 years. I thought it may have been due to awakening but that was atleast 2yrs before 2010. Ive always dreamed and tried to keep accounts of them, but since the 2010 mark I seem to have dreams dealing with things that I have never dreamt in my life.

Being tested by Hercules in an underground labyrinth of mazes while being in the guise of Thor, watching a black mass engulf my neighborhood causing white orbs to leave the body of anything living, while turning reality inside out distorting matter, being held captive with two other alien forms talking of the worst gods we've had to live under for millions of years, of which we all agreed Loathe(hatred?) was the worst before finding ourselves free to escape, being in Australia with others running from the contact of a beam coming from the triangle type ufo's only to find myself hit by the beam where I disappeared thinking I was going to die only to find I materialized aboard it, talking to embryos aboard a craft telepathically after having some sort of trial by a council, being somewhere very dark and hot while I guess what would be a witch told me feeding some sort of statue that looks like a wolf with wings like a bat, blood and flesh would cause it to awaken-of which i was very spooked by, and this list goes on and on...

I definitely believe that dreaming provides some sort of access to dimensions, space, time or maybe everything. It seems the more I try to comprehend the more Im shown or wider the experiences are...thanks for this thread. I was really considering making one similar. :cool:

[sirayah]

Hello everyone,

Since 2010 I have found myself increasingly having supernatural and bending of time/space type dreams.

In one of my most recent dreams, of what I can remember, there was some sort of digital like world that had streets(or a composition) similar to that of a pc's circuit board(I have seen this in maybe two other dreams). At some point in my dream there was a jumbled mass of shapes and colors and I found myself unable to make sense of anything I was looking at in the dream. I want to say its almost as if I was aboard some type of craft watching the jumbled mass of shape and colors through some type of window. There was something being said to me that I can not remember, but there was a feeling of needing to see badly because I could not make sense of anything visually in the dream the moment i discovered this jumbled mass.

Suddenly, I was watching myself from behind as a white orb flew into the back of my head. Then one flew into the middle of my spine. Lastly, there was a strange hand(didnt appear to be human) that gently touched my forehead and leaned my head back, while pressing a third white orb into the side of my neck which caused me to slightly convulse. I didnt feel any fear whatsoever and after this occurred I found my dreaming eyesight very clear and understandable. Everything seemed to be numerical data strands and shapes and colors I could clearly see. Sadly enough, I cant remember anything else but being eager to confront the jumbled mass that worried me when I couldnt interpret anything.

This is just one of many very fascinating dreams I seem to be having the past 2 years. I thought it may have been due to awakening but that was atleast 2yrs before 2010. Ive always dreamed and tried to keep accounts of them, but since the 2010 mark I seem to have dreams dealing with things that I have never dreamt in my life.

Being tested by Hercules in an underground labyrinth of mazes while being in the guise of Thor, watching a black mass engulf my neighborhood causing white orbs to leave the body of anything living, while turning reality inside out distorting matter, being held captive with two other alien forms talking of the worst gods we've had to live under for millions of years, of which we all agreed Loathe(hatred?) was the worst before finding ourselves free to escape, being in Australia with others running from the contact of a beam coming from the triangle type ufo's only to find myself hit by the beam where I disappeared thinking I was going to die only to find I materialized aboard it, talking to embryos aboard a craft telepathically after having some sort of trial by a council, being somewhere very dark and hot while I guess what would be a witch told me feeding some sort of statue that looks like a wolf with wings like a bat, blood and flesh would cause it to awaken-of which i was very spooked by, and this list goes on and on...

I definitely believe that dreaming provides some sort of access to dimensions, space, time or maybe everything. It seems the more I try to comprehend the more Im shown or wider the experiences are...thanks for this thread. I was really considering making one similar. :cool:

Hi there Siegfried The 7, glad you chimed in here to share! what WONDERFUL dreams and recall you have...yes I agree 100% that these are alter dimensional experiences....so much info to comb through here...
what i first get from the first recount it seems that you where witness to three timelines simultaneously..one was observing the machine matrix order of the earth, while the other was encountering upgrades via the orb all the while a third aspect observed. whewww :) nice ;)
Awakening has been occurring for many years now over 20+yrs (I would say since the harmonic convergence of 1987...) so this is fine that these experiences where prior to 2010...my active awakening started in 2006.....prior to this I was not aware of the origin of activation or purpose......
reminder sounds of dreams from alternate aspects..ones where you can see and work inside and outside the matrix and of course as you said outside of time and space..this is where our power rests..our scope of knowledge is vast ..just gotta get the connections back up and running...do you journal? councils- yes.. i have witnessed councils as well particularity regarding the earth time lines....interesting stuff here...S

[sirayah]

S, you make me laugh :cool: This is something altogether new. Well, I mean, how long is a piece of string...probably taking note of it only in the past few months. I suppose it could be work in other dimensions...never thought of it like that. If so, explains the exhaustion. Apparently I may not be enjoying it so much, then. Rather perturbed at who/whatever keeps threatening innocents. Seems like I should pull my can of whoop a** out...too bad I don't have one there. My containment...what is that? I think I need a nap...of course, that may not be wise when I'm exhausted lol

Much love as always,

Hi 1inMany..you must be using your field to repel unwelcome energies....like a gatekeeper of sorts..as channels open this would reverberate into the physical...containment would be your lightbody/shielding...building your core frequency as to offset in-congruent frequencies...to balance your field..similar to what a massage would do for example....yes rest....most of the time this is all we require :) blessings and be well..S

[sirayah]

I was told by a reiki practitioner some years ago that I am a good conduit for energy. I mention this becuase I feel it may be relevant--not sure why or how. I also tend to have healing hands--have had for most of my life.

As a kid I saw a ghost, and had other odd psychic encounters. I also, in childhood, had a cycle of repeat nightmares which I'd like to share as I think their interpretation may be of interest. I'll write about that in greater detail later.

As far as picking up energies when I've had a good amount to drink, yeah, I think so. I think I tend to attract darker energies while in these states--not always. It's certainly something I have to be careful of.

Edit: I've always felt protected, though. I should mention that, lest whomever has been graciously offering said protection all my life thinks I'm being ungrateful by going on about negative experiences and 'dark energies' etc. :o

CurtisW, hi again :)
Hands..have you ever considered practicing energy work via physical transmission? such as massage? you may also(most likely) have your own unique templates to download and activate to work within your mission if desired....ask and intend....

well yes..alcohol brings down our guard so to say..glad that you are aware and can deal with the counter energies...protection is always present for those whom work the course...for some of us balancing dark energies is just part of our assignments.....looking forward to your share re childhood dreams..thanks for the contribution here :) S

[Dorjezigzag]

Hey DNA, glad you got something out of my post, I have certainly appreciated the posts you have made in my time as a silent visitor to Avalon. Don't have much time at the moment but I think I remember you referencing Crocodile in your dreams, animals have played a significant part in my dream life which I hope to expand on soon. If you want to go to Israel go, it is definitely an energy centre, my particular experience is not that common, It is far more dangerous in areas being repressed by Israel such as the Palestinian Gaza strip. I am sure you know this anyway but don't just pay attention to owls pay attention to everything, signs can come from the most unexpected places. Obviously keeping a sense of humour as well.

This happened more than ten years ago and by that time I had been changed so many times I was changed out, although we are always learning.

Hi, I’m new as a poster on Avalon and as I have enjoyed this dream thread I thought I would start my first post here.

I think it is a notable example of how the dream world and the real world interconnect

First the lead up to the dream – This is real world the setting is Jerusalem Old city and we stop at a street juice vender. There are many different fruits but I notice the pomegranates and comment, half in fun, how it is believed that pomegranate juice especially with the seeds gives you vivid dreams. Given its connection with Persephone, Hades and the underworld.

We purchase and drink the freshly pressed pomegranate juice which is particularly flavourful. That night my girlfriend has a intensely vivid dream. In the dream there are two detective like characters reminiscent of Mulder and Scully. They are stood over a mechanical astrological machine. The clockwork planets move around to simulate the movements of the planets in our solar system. Anyway she is aware of the sun moving in front of the moon on the clockwork solar system and then the faces of Mulder and Sculley change into two terrorists. There is a feeling of extreme darkness and she is some what distressed the next day.

Back in the real world
Anyway on this day we are doing the old city tourist thing and coming out of one of the many churches when a boy probably 10 years old comes up to us and accuses me of carrying a gun, which to us seems ludicrous. Of course we do not have a gun we suggest perhaps he thought that my camera was a gun and show him this, but he is hysterical and adamant that we had a gun and his accusatory voice gets louder and louder. A crowd starts to form so we very quickly leave that area.

On the news there is a big story concerning that a high ranking member of Hamas, possibly a bomb maker if I remember correctly has been killed.

Anyway the next day we leave for a resort, just a bit North of Qiryat Shemona, on the coast of Israel, very close to the border of Lebanon.
A few days pass, I can’t remember exactly how many, but a noticeable occurrence over those few days was that an Owl seemed to be following us, it appeared a little distressed and would even swoop down towards us, not attacking, almost in warning.

Anyway we are laying down on a beach in the evening and looking up at a beautiful moon in the sky. Then unexpectedly the moon begins to disappear. Soon it becomes apparent that there is an eclipse of the moon occurring and this reminds us of the dream. We begin to feel a little unnerved by it all and return to where we are staying, of course the owl follows us back.

There were large trucks that would travel down a road that was about 500m from where we were staying. When they hit a hump or potholes they would make a tremendous crashing sound. Anyway we heard a large bang and my girlfriend obviously distressed asked me what that was. Trying to make her feel better I replied that it was one of the trucks although I was not so sure.

Suddenly we were surrounded by huge explosions, it was now obvious that we were under attack from Katusha rockets. I shouted that we needed to run to the nearest bomb shelter which was several hundred metres away, out side we could see the Katushas raining down all around us. Some were landing so close that the force of the blast was felt which knocked us off our feet, luckily no shrapnel hit us and we made it to the communal shelter safely.

The attack was apparently in revenge for the killing of the Hamas official I spoke of earlier.

The way the mechanical eclipse in the dream coincided with the detectives becoming terrorists and the way that this real attack from terrorists happened on the night we witnessed an unexpected eclipse was really quite uncanny.
We are no longer together, going our separate ways about a year later and I think the whole experience quite affected her, post traumatic stress.

Holy freaking crap bro. Damn! That was crazy. Wow! Straight the Eff crazy! All I gotta say is this, if I had a dream with immediate portents affecting my life so obviously and immeidatly I would be keeping a dream journal and jockeying that bad boy like a daily commuter in his prius.
And the thing about the owl, that is just amazing.
You must have friends in high places looking out for you.

You have done two things, you have taught me that I need to seriously pay attention to owls, and secondly to cancel all privatly harboured desires to ever go to Israel.

That was an amazing exprerience. How has that changed your life? I would think something like that would have a profound impact on how you viewed the world.

Thanks for sharing.
DNA

[DNA]

Hey DNA

I know my description wasn't very descriptive but that's how my dreams are I very rarely remember them if I do it will be a fragment of detail usually.
On occasion I feel a strong emotion immediately afterwards sorry if its not very useful but its is completely honest!

:)

I feel you K.W.B., and I do appreciate your honesty.
There can be much said for the level of and intensity of emotions upon waking from your dream. The best advice I can give, is to sleep with a pad of paper next to your bed, you would be amazed at how writing down a snippet from a dream you awoke from can act as an anchor for recall in respects to the rest of the dream later.




I simply do not understand why I awaken with such...agitation present. Sometimes I remember snippets, and sometimes complicated and changing dreams that seem to last the entire night...but it seems I am always waking up aggravated. Always protecting children from something... it takes effort to come back to who I am. Any more I never wake rested. Do you suppose this is something I'm just going to have to accept and work around, or is this something I need to work through? Ick.

In so far as never waking rested,,,maybe you should use some sage and smudge your bedroom walls.
I absolutely believe our minds run simulations while we dream that allow our psyche to release anxiety and stress.
This is good. The occasional bad dream can be good for you in this respect.
But repeated bad dreams, unless you have some kind of trauma you have locked away and are not dealing with do not appear to me to be spawned from within our own psyche.
And this tell tale sign of waking exhausted repeatedly leads me to ponder on wether or not you may have a discarnate soul habituating your premises and making itself a participant of your dreams. This is nothing to be afraid of, and I am only postulating a guess, but smudging the bedroom and or house can do no harm. It can only help. :)

[1inMany]

Thanks DNA, you're right-it couldn't hurt!

[Curt]

Hi Sirayah,

I have considered training in energy work, but so far haven't done it. It may be in the cards in the future, though I'm not sure to what extent. The whole thing seems pretty intimate, in a way.

The energy seems tied to sexual energy, at least how I manifest it, and so I use it solely for working on my wife--healing her back and helping her with aches and pains, for example--but wouldn't feel too comfortable taking it out for a spin on strangers.

You're right about the protection element. It is always present. The only time I find myself in any danger is if I myself will that graceful protection away-- for one reason or another. Some people may know what I mean, here. I'm not sure why I am sometimes inclined to do this--other than that perhaps it is part of achieving some mastery over shadow aspects of myself, etc.

In a way, I feel like these moments are sanctioned--that whatever grace protects me 'understands' why I might need to call it off temporarily.

This is a great thread and I look forward to sharing more soon.






I was told by a reiki practitioner some years ago that I am a good conduit for energy. I mention this becuase I feel it may be relevant--not sure why or how. I also tend to have healing hands--have had for most of my life.

As a kid I saw a ghost, and had other odd psychic encounters. I also, in childhood, had a cycle of repeat nightmares which I'd like to share as I think their interpretation may be of interest. I'll write about that in greater detail later.

As far as picking up energies when I've had a good amount to drink, yeah, I think so. I think I tend to attract darker energies while in these states--not always. It's certainly something I have to be careful of.

Edit: I've always felt protected, though. I should mention that, lest whomever has been graciously offering said protection all my life thinks I'm being ungrateful by going on about negative experiences and 'dark energies' etc. :o

CurtisW, hi again :)
Hands..have you ever considered practicing energy work via physical transmission? such as massage? you may also(most likely) have your own unique templates to download and activate to work within your mission if desired....ask and intend....

well yes..alcohol brings down our guard so to say..glad that you are aware and can deal with the counter energies...protection is always present for those whom work the course...for some of us balancing dark energies is just part of our assignments.....looking forward to your share re childhood dreams..thanks for the contribution here :) S

[sirayah]

Hi Sirayah,

I have considered training in energy work, but so far haven't done it. It may be in the cards in the future, though I'm not sure to what extent. The whole thing seems pretty intimate, in a way.

The energy seems tied to sexual energy, at least how I manifest it, and so I use it solely for working on my wife--healing her back and helping her with aches and pains, for example--but wouldn't feel too comfortable taking it out for a spin on strangers.

You're right about the protection element. It is always present. The only time I find myself in any danger is if I myself will that graceful protection away-- for one reason or another. Some people may know what I mean, here. I'm not sure why I am sometimes inclined to do this--other than that perhaps it is part of achieving some mastery over shadow aspects of myself, etc.

In a way, I feel like these moments are sanctioned--that whatever grace protects me 'understands' why I might need to call it off temporarily.

This is a great thread and I look forward to sharing more soon.

Hi CurtisW,
This is an interesting point regarding the healing energy and sexual energies....for years prior to my heart openings I did not even want to be touched or held..and could not fathom working on others in such intimate ways "laying on hands"...through the years however the blockages have dissolved and it is as if the soul energy takes over the lead....as well I know sexual energy has been greatly manipulated and in many ways is utilized by the counter-forces in the forms of implants/cording etc....now however the new energies of balanced heart/mind will over ride such lower aspect fields...listen to your soul guidance and keep opening...:)

I have met many whom are warriors on the astral planes..battling really intense pockets of shadow...do you experience this in your dream state as well? maybe your wakened impulses to interact with shadow are continuations of your dream states?

so glad you enjoy the thread..as do I ...I feel it is important to establish sacred space to invite deeper dialogues where all is honored and respected..we can relax and breath...


Dreams: ..today a house dream: the home was pristine, lots of light, white..many of rooms..felt comfortable and spacious... i was investigating and finding hidden rooms..yet they where nice and clean/clear/organized....was planning to open a business of some sort...
in reality I am just now starting to consider if I wish to re-enter the work force (after being on maternity leave) which I am not really keen about- swore off 3d employment to move into a more natural flow of existence...and of course to remain close to family....so i can see where security is circulating within the higher realms..i am plotting my course and testing it out....

As well dreaming about protecting my baby from "attacks (in the form of negative energies)/large populations of people (city life-hustle)/unsteady ground (walking across unstable boards while construction was taking place)" ---again holding my family unit very tight and closely contained...


Very Happy New Year to All....S

[DNA]

Okay, so I had this dream where I was a woman. This isn't a normal thing for me. Anyway, I wasn't just a woman I was Juliette Lewis, I know weird.
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Anyway, so it is zombie apocolypse, and I am running for my life from these zombies. And at the same time, for some reason I know that I am married and I am concerned for my husbands well being.
So, I'm running through the city, I'm alone and being chased by zombies. And then one of them catches me and bites me.
This sucks because then I turn into a zombie.
But it's cool because I'm kind of a mutant zombie. I for some reason retain my intelligence, but I'm still a zombie. But now I'm being chased by this sherrif and his possey because I'm a zombie.
So after I'm shot and stabbed and had the crap kicked out of me by these humans I manage to kill them all. (No brain eating though)
After all of this I am still concerned for my husband, and I finally get to our apartment and find him there.
I am so happy to see him but he freaks out and starts running from me because I'm a zombie. I'm running after him and explaining that it's still me and I won't hurt him, but he is too scared and he won't stop.
So I finally catch him, and I bite his ass. He is crying and asking how I could do this to him. And I explain that it's just so lonely being a zombie and that I need some company.
He then turns into a mutant zombie like me, and we live happily ever after in zombie land.
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[DNA]

Dreams: ..today a house dream: the home was pristine, lots of light, white..many of rooms..felt comfortable and spacious... i was investigating and finding hidden rooms..yet they where nice and clean/clear/organized....was planning to open a business of some sort...
in reality I am just now starting to consider if I wish to re-enter the work force (after being on maternity leave) which I am not really keen about- swore off 3d employment to move into a more natural flow of existence...and of course to remain close to family....so i can see where security is circulating within the higher realms..i am plotting my course and testing it out....

As well dreaming about protecting my baby from "attacks (in the form of negative energies)/large populations of people (city life-hustle)/unsteady ground (walking across unstable boards while construction was taking place)" ---again holding my family unit very tight and closely contained...


Very Happy New Year to All....S

Happy New Year to you Sirayah and Rahkyt and your family. :)
So you just had a baby huh? That is wonderfull. :)
Best of wishes to your family.

My girl is expecting our first. I'm a tad nervous, I feel a little old to be a new dad, but it's cool. My girl is very happy and excited.
Take Care

[Mike]

another way to get a deep sleep and vivid dreamscapes is to use castor oil packs.

traditionally used for marinating organs thru transdermal infusion, i've discovered this holy oil to be quite a potent dream elixir.

it will put you to sleep quickly too, for all those with insomnia, and then...hold on! you'll be in for quite a ride.

i'm just starting to document my dreams recently, and i'll share in the next couple a days.

[sirayah]

Happy New Year to you Sirayah and Rahkyt and your family. :)
So you just had a baby huh? That is wonderfull. :)
Best of wishes to your family.

My girl is expecting our first. I'm a tad nervous, I feel a little old to be a new dad, but it's cool. My girl is very happy and excited.
Take Care

Hi DNA ! thanks so much for the well wishes and congratulations to you both! having a baby is the most super best experience of my life ! I love it...
i know it can be nerve racking..yet just be within the flow..all will work out wonderfully...you are still young ;) my uncle started at 50 :) please keep us posted :)

[sirayah]

another way to get a deep sleep and vivid dreamscapes is to use castor oil packs.

traditionally used for marinating organs thru transdermal infusion, i've discovered this holy oil to be quite a potent dream elixir.

it will put you to sleep quickly too, for all those with insomnia, and then...hold on! you'll be in for quite a ride.

i'm just starting to document my dreams recently, and i'll share in the next couple a days.

Chinaski! whew thanks for the info! i have used the oil 1) made my sister drink it to induce labor lol..(didnt work) 2) as you mentioned for trans-dermal infusion yet used plastic wrap...

so create a pack - soak a cloth in oil and let absorb? whew...excited to try :) thanks

[DNA]

I've only had one dream that felt like a past life. For the record, I do believe in reincarnation, though I don't claim to know anybody I've ever been. This dream felt like the closest link to a window into a possible life I've ever had though.

I was in a time period that appeared to be about two thousand years ago, give or take a few hundred years.

I was wearing furs for clothes and I was standing sentinal for my village. I had a sword at my side and was accomponied by a younger male who I felt a familial affection for like a nephew he was 15 or 16. We stood atop a hill over looking a valley a short ways from our village, about a ten minute run to our village.
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Two roman soldiers in full roman regelia with a local man who served as their guide (who I felt was a traitor to our people) came out from behind a grove of trees. I knew they were the advance guards and more were to come. I told the youth who was with me to run and inform the village to flee. He hesitated and wanted to stay and fight with me. I impressed upon him the importance of alerting the tribe or they would perish so he went ahead and left.

I knew the only way we had a chance of informing the village was if I were to slow these three down. I didn't really think I would live and it seemed to me that this was an important aspect of the dream for me to see. The romans sent the scout whom they had no care for up after me. I barely won the confrontation with the scout and I found it remarkably difficult to shove my sword through his chest. The roman soldiors watched the fight, and had placed bets on it, enjoying our fight for sport.
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The next part was weird. One of the roman soldiors threw his beautifull brass headed spear at me. He and his compatriot looked exactly like the soldier holding the shield in the picture above. It was weird because the spear looked as if it would miss me and fly to my right, but instead it curved in, and forced me to leap or be skewered, like how a baseball player throws a curve ball. The spear was spinning in the air also, and after I had lept out of the way, I had the impression that this throw was designed to look like it would miss and curve in on the victim like it did me. While gathering my self on the ground from having lept out of the way of the first spear. The second soldier threw his spear and hit the right side of my face, taking off my ear and the adjoining skin. Dazed from the blow I was not even a fight when they came upon me with their swords and killed me.

[Dorjezigzag]

Happy New Year to you Sirayah and Rahkyt and your family. :)
So you just had a baby huh? That is wonderfull. :)
Best of wishes to your family.

My girl is expecting our first. I'm a tad nervous, I feel a little old to be a new dad, but it's cool. My girl is very happy and excited.
Take Care

Hi DNA ! thanks so much for the well wishes and congratulations to you both! having a baby is the most super best experience of my life ! I love it...
i know it can be nerve racking..yet just be within the flow..all will work out wonderfully...you are still young ;) my uncle started at 50 :) please keep us posted :)
O.K getting a bit off topic but I can link it by saying my dreams are often on the ocean,
I was just interested how you linked the birth of a baby with the flow and of course the baby is in water until the water breaks and he/she flows out. A baby has a birth as does a ship! It just got me thinking about the whole maritime law business often referred to by Jordan Maxwell. I know your intention when you stated 'be within the flow' was the flow of love, faith and positivity but it is interesting to look at how that flow has been manipulated and distorted, that we are put on a unnatural flow, indeed the 'cash flow'. By the way congratulations DNA, having a child really is a wonderful experience.

I am sure you have seen these Jordan Maxwell videos before but allways worth another look
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[Mark]

Congratulations to you and your lady DNA! It's going to be a wonderful journey for you both, prepare yourself for sleepless nights and another soul who made the decision to share a lifetime with YOU and your lady.

OMG. Your zombie dream had me cracking up for real. I love zombie apocalypse shows so I was right there with your mutant zombie self as you were biting your husband. LOL

[1inMany]

There are lots of places I could ask this question, but I choose to ask it here because ... dreams can be more than "dreams". Many people report having trouble sleeping, and they offer natural remedies like Valerian root or tea before bed. They report sleeping restfully, or at least sleeping enough to wake feeling rested. So I wonder...to those of you who have very worthwhile work that you do during the sleeping hours, do any of you believe it to be of any value to force restful sleep? Or, I suppose it is possible to still perform the work but still find restful sleep, or is it?

Much Love,

[sirayah]

There are lots of places I could ask this question, but I choose to ask it here because ... dreams can be more than "dreams". Many people report having trouble sleeping, and they offer natural remedies like Valerian root or tea before bed. They report sleeping restfully, or at least sleeping enough to wake feeling rested. So I wonder...to those of you who have very worthwhile work that you do during the sleeping hours, do any of you believe it to be of any value to force restful sleep? Or, I suppose it is possible to still perform the work but still find restful sleep, or is it?

Much Love,

1inMany hello! wonderful question, one which is dear to my heart and it ties together nicely with what Dorjezigzag implied with being within the flow...i feel our natural rhythms have been so distorted by existing and trying to fit into corrupted patterns of being that anything one can do to assist or compliment an organic process is beneficial..allowing the body and its rhythms to just be..go through turbulent waters until we balance out....that being said..this was my dilemma while working/existing within 3d...having to prepare for meetings/deadlines etc...after a non-sleep night was so excruciating ...at least for me it was...eventually i had to reduce my work week and then thank god my contract ended and mat leave commenced....it is another balancing act of the frequency shifts where we straddle two existences...so blah blah..i ended up using Gravol to sleep every night..Valerian made me very "out of it"....sometimes we have to compromise until we can do better...others need nerve pills... what ever... because their systems are so overcharged and they can hardly operate within the 3d hologram..oh...
blessings S...no notable dreams for me last night.....

[DNA]

1inmany I'm curious, do you have a any kind emf (electro mangnetic frequency) stuff going on near your bed? The computer or a fridge or maybe is your electric meter one of those new digital models that transmits the data rather than a meter man reading it and it is right outside your bedroom wall?
Charging the cell phone next to the bed can be a source as well.

I ask because it affects me (emf). I have a laptop next to my bed and my sleep is restless and shallow if I don't make sure it is off and unplugged before I go to sleep. And I don't mean in hibernation mode I mean off.

[1inMany]

Thank you S & DNA for sharing with me :)

this was my dilemma while working/existing within 3d...having to prepare for meetings/deadlines etc...after a non-sleep night was so excruciating
I remember this quite well also. I'm thankful every day I don't have that to deal with any more! It is a quite different battle now altogether. Sleep for me now, as you guys know, is mostly work with a good night of sleep thrown in (thanks to whoever allows that!) and many, many naps lol. I tend to allow the sleepless nights happen naturally, I am not convinced I am "working," but neither am I convinced I am not. I just wondered if taking a break by forcing a good night of sleep would...I don't know...somehow be turning my back on someone who needs me elsewhere.


do you have a any kind emf (electro magnetic frequency) stuff going on near your bed?
Yes, I do...a whole power strip worth. I didn't like it, but with a lamp, alarm clock, phone charger, etc., etc., and I use my laptop for meditation at night, that was the best way to keep everything convenient. I did place some black obsidian and hematite - maybe 5 chunks - on the same table in hopes of blocking or absorbing some of that energy, but I don't have any measuring devices to know whether it is reducing the EMFs. I hope so, though.

Thanks for helping :)

[1inMany]

Hi all,
What a very strange dream I had...I wanted to eat an apple. My faves are the golden ones. I looked on the counter and there are several yummy-looking apples, looked crunchy & juicy. Picked one up, and it was rotten on the other side. Set it down and picked up another one, it was almost totally eaten. Set it down and picked up another one, it was brown though I thought it red at first. On it went, apple after apple. I can't remember if I actually found one in the end, I think I might have. And the usual presence of children? Yes, had one on my hip. I suppose at least I wasn't doing some type of heavy spiritual warfare...at least I don't think I was.

Do you think maybe I was just hungry? I didn't wake up hungry...lol
Much Love,

[Soul Safari]

Anybody here ever had a dream about animals?

For instance just last night i was having a typical dream.. They are usually 50% strange/running away from danger and the other 50% just don't add up- flying,running really slow, fighting (but can't throw a punch) or even shooting a gun yet the bullet travels at 1 mph! Anyway i was in some sort of danger and was preparing to tackle what was coming head on then all of a sudden two dogs (both of which i used to walk for an older lady down the road and have been dead at least 15 years) appeared and latched onto me and reassured me that ill be ok. One of them held onto my arm and as if had just found a bone. The strangest feeling come over me when i woke up. It was like a meeting of old friends and they had been waiting for me to show up so we could meet again. I thought to myself "but you've been dead a long while there is no way your still alive" and she looked at me as if to say " Yes, but i never left you"... and after that i was SAFE!

Spent the next 20 mins in bed pondering what the heck i'd been dreaming about. Weird i should be dreaming about animals but yet felt so touched as i had been reunited with a pet i loved so much.

[sirayah]

Hi all,
What a very strange dream I had...I wanted to eat an apple. My faves are the golden ones. I looked on the counter and there are several yummy-looking apples, looked crunchy & juicy. Picked one up, and it was rotten on the other side. Set it down and picked up another one, it was almost totally eaten. Set it down and picked up another one, it was brown though I thought it red at first. On it went, apple after apple. I can't remember if I actually found one in the end, I think I might have. And the usual presence of children? Yes, had one on my hip. I suppose at least I wasn't doing some type of heavy spiritual warfare...at least I don't think I was.

Do you think maybe I was just hungry? I didn't wake up hungry...lol
Much Love,
Hi 1inMany, yumm :)... ok this is what i get...apples = temptation of some sort...they colours could relate to the chakra area -yellow- solar plexus--family member ..red...root issues ..so money or security
so maybe a deal that looks good from one perspective is really not on the up and up....???

[sirayah]

Anybody here ever had a dream about animals?

For instance just last night i was having a typical dream.. They are usually 50% strange/running away from danger and the other 50% just don't add up- flying,running really slow, fighting (but can't throw a punch) or even shooting a gun yet the bullet travels at 1 mph! Anyway i was in some sort of danger and was preparing to tackle what was coming head on then all of a sudden two dogs (both of which i used to walk for an older lady down the road and have been dead at least 15 years) appeared and latched onto me and reassured me that ill be ok. One of them held onto my arm and as if had just found a bone. The strangest feeling come over me when i woke up. It was like a meeting of old friends and they had been waiting for me to show up so we could meet again. I thought to myself "but you've been dead a long while there is no way your still alive" and she looked at me as if to say " Yes, but i never left you"... and after that i was SAFE!

Spent the next 20 mins in bed pondering what the heck i'd been dreaming about. Weird i should be dreaming about animals but yet felt so touched as i had been reunited with a pet i loved so much.

Hi Soul Safari...well your dream does feel nice and supportive this to me is the most important aspect--the ripple through emotive effect...yes I have dreamed of animals ..sometimes black bears (these are totems and spiritual leaders of some sort...they lead me through obstacles and navigate by fear ..i feel them very pronounced..while wakening i feel them if i am out in nature and have spotted them live)and other times i dream about my dear cats...i had to put my cats outside last summer due to a flea infestation..my sweet cat of 15 + years toke off-never returning...she visits now in dreams..some times she is not in the best of shape..this could be my subconscious fears being applied to her...i do believe our pets or animals which we connect to are guides of sorts..they bring us such deep comfort, love and support...this is what you experienced..how nurturing for the dogs to return to greet you...and to remind you that we never die...we only change channels :) lovely experience thanks for sharing

[sirayah]

Hello :)
I have been on a fast/cleanse for 4 days now...experiencing very weird dreams....
first night- I was in a lake full of dead bodies floating....:( ...the water was cold and the lake was in Russia...I had to wade to the shore navigating around the bodies...some bodies where brilliant aquamarine in colour ???
last night...was with a healer man for a couple of dreams..one woman whom has done alot of healing work on me in the physical was present as well....just observing...anyway the man gave me an injection to assist my physical body...to aid with my vitality...he was amazed/intrigued at the number of cells I carried and the potential for growth??? he followed me through other dreams sitting and watching me (during a family/friend reunion)...assisting me while some sort of invasion..(rioting) was underway.....had something to do with race ....at one point a group of black adolescents surrounded me and one spit on me..I then transmitted to him love and that I understood his pain/anger towards me the best that I could..I asked for forgiveness from him from the heart..I apologized for my ancestors as well..he accepted this and his anger dissipated.....the healer also showed me to share food with others during the riot as I was trying to hoard for myself :)

[DNA]

Encounter with a Vampire

This is an experience where I feel a astral entity,,,stronger and more permanent and pervasisve than a ghost attempted to form a symbiotic/parasitic bond with me.
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I began a correspondance with Jonathan Zap (e-mail) at the end of 2003. At the time I was heavilly into this idea of there being a non-organic, non-physical energy oriented life form, or forms. Zap did a show with Jonathan Grey on this subject on coast to coast in 06 (http://www.coasttocoastam.com/show/2006/08/14).
Zap is a very cerebral guy, and he was very influential in helping me explore/understand and categorize this phenomenon. Zap has some excellent first hand experience with energy parasites including an encounter with a parasite possesed human, making that human a vampire, found here Mind Parasites,Energy Parasites and Vampires (http://www.zaporacle.com/mind-parasites-energy-parasites-and-vampires/).

So, I started working at this call center/phone modem tech, temp company in march of 07. I was in a training class, and as training classes go, you make friends hang out at lunch, that kind of thing.

I made an aquaintaince, and,in so far as the story goes, I believe Darren, was home to a parasite of greater strength, tenacity and permanence than I'm used to encountering.

He (Darren) was quite the character, he was like a guy from the wrong time period, he wore long black riding boots, had long lustrous hair, he wore non-collered long sleeve white cotton button shirts that gave him a bit of a pirate look. He was muscular about 6'2 and looked like he could take care of himself in a fight.
As a guy you can't help but to gauge these kinds of things.

Darren lacked the ability to engage, and I know that sounds wierd, but, in a conversation, I tend to value those who can engage, and though we had lots in common, and we talked quite a bit, he never really engaged with me, or if you will, in a celestine prophecy esque meaning, he never opened up energetically.

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Zap states in his personal encounters with people like this, that folks tend to tell you if they are a vampire, you just have to listen and believe them when they let you know. Now on this note, i could tell you that Darren went on and on about playing this vampire RPG game called Kindrid the Gathering, and that is a little clue. Darren would become amazingly animated (much more so than normal) when telling the tales of his RPG game,,and it was almost as if,,he felt like he was allowed to express that he really, identified with vampires.

On our last day of class,,,we were all coming back from our last break of the day, and getting ready to take the last test of the training class, the instructor was late coming back and I was talking to Darren.

He asked about a turtle I was wearing on a rope around my neck.
I told him it was my animal totem kind of jokingly I thought. He became serious, and well,, for the first time, rather engaging. He asked if I believe in animal totems. I told him that thousands of years of shamanic practice lend some backing in my opinion.

He then went into this rant, now, when people want to tell a story, I have no problem with giving them my energy via attention, and I even have this cool ability to zero in on a place in the aura where the memories being shared are stored and focus in on that area, embuing it with more energy and thus, giving the story more energy to be told. Giving the story teller more energy to and ability to tell the story.

Darren told me about how he believed he had an animal totem, a cat or panther like totem. He said he felt it saved him. He said without it, he knew he would have went the way of his two brothers and two sisters, who were drug addled and homeless or in prison.

Darren and his siblings were the victims of horrible physical and sexual abuse from their father.
Darren acknoledged this as the reason for his siblings having their problems, and stated his not repeating their mistakes, was the help he began receiving one day from this animal totem.

He said he felt a force or living being asking to live in him (he was very adament about it), and he said "yes" to the entity asking to live in him, then feeling an indwelling force that he cited had changed him and continues to, to this day. This indwelling force,,made him feel stronger,,more focused, he said he no longer felt the same craving for sunstances (drugs,alcohol) like his brothers and sisters did.
By now we were in the class, given notes for the test and given time to study.

Darren had worked there before, and he didn't need to study.
And he wouldn't stop talking about this subject.
I say wouldn't cause I needed to study.
He went on and on, saying this cat like totem lived on in him, and that he never wanted drugs again or needed to drink again.
He said his addictive vices were gone.
Now I could see part of the problem, was that he was getting kind of high on the energy I had given him, and I tried to pull back now, but he seemed to not want to let me.

Later that same night, I had this dream.


THIS IS THE DREAM

I received a call from Jonathan Zap and I answered it on an outside payphone, telling me that someone was coming. There was a traveling circus, complete with caged animals, the whole nine yards. One of the accompanying performers was going to be paying me a visit.

I took it that it was his freind(jonathan Zap's freind), and I told him any friend of his was welcome to stay at my place.
He then told me I should be carefull of who I allow to stay in my place and that I should really think it over.
I took this as him being to shy to ask for his freind and told him non-sense, his friend could stay with me.
He again protested, and I told him I had to go.

I was then in my apartment, answering a knock on the door, and it was a young thirty year old man with a dufflebag, he was a sturdy thin gentleman, wearing warm baggy clothes with short black curly hair, he looked greek or roman, but very contemporary.

I invited him in, and told him to make himself at home.
I told him I had some errands I had to run and I left the apartment.
When I came back in, I saw the man with children tied to chairs, torturing them with a drill. He was removing their teeth.
I was in horror. I was in shock. I mean for a dream, I was really feeling the impact of this horror. It was as if this was all really happening, and the children were as alive and important as any child I would see while waking.
As I stood, not knowing what to do, the man nodded to me, as if he would be done in a second, and for me to just wait a minute and watch.

It was at this point I became lucid. I knew now I was dreaming.
I screamed obscenities at him, not making much sense, and demanded him to leave.
He stopped what he was doing, and told me he was doing this for me.
I failed to articulate a response and motioned for him to leave and then said to leave.
He stopped what he was doing and seemed to understand, he then looked me in the eye and said that I would be better off if I allowed him to continue. He had this knowing look in his eyes he looked very genuine. His eyes had a knowing in them and empathy, it was wierd.

I then knew what he meant.
The apartment represented me, the children represented lesser parasites attached to me.
He couldn't kill them, but he could torture them until they decided to leave on thier own.
He was a Rex parasite if you will, basically he would rid the host of all other energy parasites but, I knew not what HIS DEMANDS or tax would be.
He genuinly seemed to believe his presence would benefit me.
He told me to think about it.
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I was crying at this point and told him to leave. And he did.
Next thing, I was on the outside pay phone with Jonathan Zap and he was chastising me for letting this guy in my apartment when he had warned me against doing so. And though I was going to blame him for the whole thing, I realized then that he(Jonathan Zap) had tried to warn me.

I woke up with the sense that there was a presense in the room. A powerfull one. Had the animal totem/energy parasite of Darren followed me home and attempted to make a new home,,,,a new home of myself? Had the parasite/animal totem contacted another entitiy and pointed me out? Are my corrolations in error,,,possible,,,but it all felt very real.

In retrospect I do believe almost all of us have lesser energy parasites, urging us to do things that will step down our spirit energy into a lesser vibration more easy for them to consume.


The lesser parasites are obvious to me, greed, indulgence, stealing, beligerance, aloofness, superiority, I could get into this but these are not my questions, these are obvious.

My question is, what would the Rex parasite want?


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[Mark]

What an interesting dream. What is REX parasite? If that was Darren's 'friend', then it probably wanted someone more compatible with itself and it probably saw you as such a one. If it were not Darren's 'friend', perhaps it was sent by Darren's 'friend' and it is part of an astral invasion scenario whereby all who are open to such infiltration receive exactly what they ask for. My question is why must a certain class of parasite ask while other classes just attach themselves to you?

Also, what I found interesting about your dream was the fact that you received a warning from your friend in the dream and your fear caused you to seek to eject the parasite and yet it seemed that you came to the conclusion within the dream that what the parasite was doing was actually beneficial for you. So you went against the guidance of a dream avatar and also you chose a lower-based emotional response rather than a higher. This indicates to me that you were uncertain as to the correct path and that the unknown was too much in this instance. Also, from the way that you related this dream, it seems that you are still unsure whether you should have allowed the parasite to finish what it was doing or not.

[DNA]

What an interesting dream. What is REX parasite?
I didn't coin the term, it was used in a discovery magazine I read a few years back called parasite rex. I guess I felt it meant top parasite, but I can now see that meaning might be unclear. Here is the magazine article (http://www.electroherbalism.com/Naturopathy/MiscAltHealthTopics/Parasites/DoParasitesRule.htm), it is a kick ass article, it talks about how parasites outnumber free living organisms on earth by a ratio of 3 to 1. It also gives various examples of parasites that take over the hosts mind. I never even thought that was possible. And I'm not just talking rabies where some one is succumbing to a desire to infect someone with a bite, in some cases the take over is alarmingly complete.


If that was Darren's 'friend', then it probably wanted someone more compatible with itself and it probably saw you as such a one. If it were not Darren's 'friend', perhaps it was sent by Darren's 'friend' and it is part of an astral invasion scenario whereby all who are open to such infiltration receive exactly what they ask for. My question is why must a certain class of parasite ask while other classes just attach themselves to you?


This is a shot in the dark here.
It is my guess that there are animal level parasites with no consciousness that we would compare to our own thinking mind. They could be fish like, lizard like, hell they could be plant like, bottom line is they are not beings such as we.
It is my guess that these lesser parasites simply feed on stepped down energy. Negative actions act as a transformer, just like a computer power cord has one capable of changing the voltage for our computer, so to do our actions or lack there of influence our energy and it's compatibility with these parasites.

It is my guess that this being who entered my dream is extremely aware of all of this. And though it sounds wierd, he is aware that if he were to enter my being without permission he would be stepping down his own energy and as crazy as it sounds, making himself host to these animal like consciousness parasites.
Also, it stands to reason that some of the old myths may have some kind of practical application, and this could very well be so in this case. The whole idea that a vampire can not enter your abode unless you invite him. It might sound like a stretch, but it kind of makes sense.



Also, what I found interesting about your dream was the fact that you received a warning from your friend in the dream and your fear caused you to seek to eject the parasite and yet it seemed that you came to the conclusion within the dream that what the parasite was doing was actually beneficial for you. So you went against the guidance of a dream avatar and also you chose a lower-based emotional response rather than a higher. This indicates to me that you were uncertain as to the correct path and that the unknown was too much in this instance. Also, from the way that you related this dream, it seems that you are still unsure whether you should have allowed the parasite to finish what it was doing or not.

I like your take on recognizing the dream avatar. And I also commend you on recognizing my lack of absolute assuredness in all of this.
Darren recognized he was host to something and constantly thanked the, dare I say "symbiote" for it making a home within him.
I admit there may have been positive immediate results.
But I have to admit, the lesser parasites were very succussfully communicating to me that they were kids, and I just couldn't allow it to continue.
Darren was a very aloof cat, even when he was communicating with you and or telling a story, he seemed almost incapable of making a real connection with folks.
I have to wonder if the kids I heard screaming may have been the cords to actual people in my life that were being severed, rather than lesser parasites.
My connections to others if you will. I don't think I want to sacrifice that. I'm sure a lot can be said for being care free and connection free.
But that life is not for me. I value my connections and though they may in fact be draining at times I accept that.
Thanks Rahkyt. I appreciate this a lot.

[Curt]

Hello Siraya,

In my dreams I have certainly been attacked, and often in these cases I am able to become lucid. Without these attacks, I might never have developed the skill. So, the attacks have left me with the ability, quite often, to become conscious while I should be asleep--which perhaps offers a parallel benefit in my waking life as well, i.e., when I should just be going along to get along, I struggle to look past the b.s. and become aware. (Just had this thought now.)

Actually, your question leads me right into the recurring nightmare that I had in childhood which I wanted to share....

I had what I would call a recurring 'prelude to a nightmare', a sort of pre-nightmare which was itself a nightmare. I'll describe this first: I was in my grandmother's house, alone--my field of vision was a thick, murky red. I could hear my heart beating. I was floating head-first, about three feet or so off the ground. As though I were on a track, and with no control over my direction, I was pulled slowly through the house--very slowly, almost to the rhythm of the beat of my heart. The beat of my heart was the only sound. I started out in the front entryway of the house, and was pulled through the open french doors, into the living room, then turned a corner into the dining room, floated over the dining room table, then into my grandmother's room, There my field of vision switched from murky red to cool and dark for a moment. I couldn't really see anything, but I had an even greater sense of foreboding. Then I turned a hard left, still floating, still without any power to control where I was going--and I was pushed into the bathroom which was black, and then dropped.

The Ceiling light came on and blared. It blazed an oppressive yellow light down on top of me--which pressed me physically to the ground. It got brighter and brighter and I was aware that it was conscious. Its light had a physical quality in that it actually pressed me down into the cold floor. I struggled against it. I became angry even through my fear. I became indignant and began to swear at it. (I was maybe 5 or 6 years old, both me the dreamer, and the me 'avatar' in the dream. I never swore in my waking life. Never. Only in this dream.) The light would get brighter and more oppressive and as it blazed it created in my ears a horrible crescendo of yellow light and pressure and noise-- like a brass instrument being blown to the point where the note 'splats' and breaks apart. Only it was also like strings--high-pitched. It was nausea-inducing, anxiety-producing.

As the light blazed and got brighter and had ever more force, I protested and screamed and swore more. As it all reached some kind of peak of intensity, my field of vision would fade into bright yellow light and the dream would trail off and end. Then my nightmare would begin.

In the nightmare, I was dressed for school--in a shirt and tie. It was bright, warm, somewhat humid, spring-like. I was walking, alone, down the sidewalk toward my school. Except there was nobody around. There were no kids out in front of the school. There was no noise. There were no cars or people outside. The dreamscape was otherwise realistic--the school looked as it should. The street looked as it should, etc. As I reached the front of my school building on my right (A Catholic school which was also a church) I was forced or propelled by something--to cross the street away from my school--to the left. I didn't want to, but my legs carried me there. I had no choice. As I got to the other side of the street, the dreamscape was no longer accurate. Instead of the house which was supposed to be there in reality, there were bushes and trees and a sort of little wilderness, just right off the sidewalk. It was dense, but there was a clearing and I walked into this area. I walked a few paces and there was a marble cave--bright, cold-looking. As I approached it I could see that a staircase wound downward and to the right. The front of the entrance was covered in ivy, and vines.

I walked down into the thing--able in the dream to feel a kind of grit underneath my feet--like the marble was covered in something like dirt or sand. So, it felt very real. I walked down the stairs which wound down to the right and ended up in a large bright, totally marble room--it wasn't cave-like at all. It was a perfectly shaped large room. In it were about a dozen or so pasty white mannequins, naked and genderless--all frozen in various action poses. I walked in among them and was scared. I had been curious until this point, and somewhat scared. But now, looking at these faceless, mannequins in running positions and various action poses, I was terrified.

I recall what terrified me most was that they didn't have faces. Then they sprang to life. They all rushed toward me in jerky but swift movements and grabbed me and tickled me and slapped me. I couldn't see who these 'things' were. They had no faces, no eyes-just pasty white faces and colorless bodies. This would happen for a minute and I would try to break free and run away. I couldn't. Then the dream would end.

I had this dream many many times when I was 5 or 6. It was almost always the same dream--with slight variations.

But here's the thing. After a while I got wise to how things worked. As I was walking toward school in my dream I would know what was coming. I would know that these things were waiting for me and I would struggle. I would try to stop my feet from carrying me down the steps. When I saw the school I would remember what was happening and identify that I was having a nightmare. I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't yet realize that I could break the dream apart and have control over it. I hadn't learned that yet. (Surely there's some analog here for waking life;) So, each time I had the dream, I became a little more afraid because I was aware quicker what was coming. Sometimes I could shake myself awake and cheat the nightmare. I would wake up and feel relieved it didn't happen again.

But as I became aware quicker and quicker, I began to recognize while I was in my 'prelude nightmare'--the one in my grandmother's house. It got to the point where as soon as I saw the red field of vision and heard the heartbeat and felt myself floating, I would, in my dream body, shake and squirm and thrash to try to get my physical body to wake up.

I knew very soon after the pre-nightmare had begun that it was happening again--and that I was dreaming--and that I could end it by waking up. So, these experiences became the foundation for my being able, I think, to realize I was dreaming. eventually, 7 times out of ten maybe I could cheat the nightmare by shaking myself awake. Sometimes I couldn't. I'd have to go through the whole sequence--the house, the bathroom light, then the marble room with the mannequins-- but increasingly, I kept getting better at waking up.

Then an interesting thing happened. I went through the whole dream-cycle--the house, the marble room, etc. Except that as I was fighting against the mannequins stronger than before all of the sudden another character popped into my dream. Right next to the mannequins. It was a goofy old man in a lab coat with a bald head with tufts of wild hair sticking out the sides, glasses and a long nose. He produced a blue bulb (those things mothers used to have to suck snot out their babies' noses). The scientists character ran around after the mannequins chuckling very good-naturedly and squeezed the blue bulb at them and out came baby-powder--some sort of powder and it caused them to disappear as they came into contact with it.

Soon they were all gone. He laughed and we looked at each other and then the dream ended. Then I was in a subway station in what (for some reason; I have no idea why) I knew to be Paris. I was by myself. Nobody else around. I was an adult. I was looking at an empty track. Then the dream ended. I never had another dream about the mannequins or the light again.

And dreams/nightmares that I had after that where I was being chased or scared, I could fly away. I could turn a wild animal chasing me into something else. I could recognize (to varying degrees) that I was dreaming--and could control the dreams.

So I'm thankful for these horrible nightmares. I think they will have played a more profound role in my life than I currently understand.






Hi Sirayah,

I have considered training in energy work, but so far haven't done it. It may be in the cards in the future, though I'm not sure to what extent. The whole thing seems pretty intimate, in a way.

The energy seems tied to sexual energy, at least how I manifest it, and so I use it solely for working on my wife--healing her back and helping her with aches and pains, for example--but wouldn't feel too comfortable taking it out for a spin on strangers.

You're right about the protection element. It is always present. The only time I find myself in any danger is if I myself will that graceful protection away-- for one reason or another. Some people may know what I mean, here. I'm not sure why I am sometimes inclined to do this--other than that perhaps it is part of achieving some mastery over shadow aspects of myself, etc.

In a way, I feel like these moments are sanctioned--that whatever grace protects me 'understands' why I might need to call it off temporarily.

This is a great thread and I look forward to sharing more soon.

Hi CurtisW,
This is an interesting point regarding the healing energy and sexual energies....for years prior to my heart openings I did not even want to be touched or held..and could not fathom working on others in such intimate ways "laying on hands"...through the years however the blockages have dissolved and it is as if the soul energy takes over the lead....as well I know sexual energy has been greatly manipulated and in many ways is utilized by the counter-forces in the forms of implants/cording etc....now however the new energies of balanced heart/mind will over ride such lower aspect fields...listen to your soul guidance and keep opening...:)

I have met many whom are warriors on the astral planes..battling really intense pockets of shadow...do you experience this in your dream state as well? maybe your wakened impulses to interact with shadow are continuations of your dream states?

so glad you enjoy the thread..as do I ...I feel it is important to establish sacred space to invite deeper dialogues where all is honored and respected..we can relax and breath...


Dreams: ..today a house dream: the home was pristine, lots of light, white..many of rooms..felt comfortable and spacious... i was investigating and finding hidden rooms..yet they where nice and clean/clear/organized....was planning to open a business of some sort...
in reality I am just now starting to consider if I wish to re-enter the work force (after being on maternity leave) which I am not really keen about- swore off 3d employment to move into a more natural flow of existence...and of course to remain close to family....so i can see where security is circulating within the higher realms..i am plotting my course and testing it out....

As well dreaming about protecting my baby from "attacks (in the form of negative energies)/large populations of people (city life-hustle)/unsteady ground (walking across unstable boards while construction was taking place)" ---again holding my family unit very tight and closely contained...


Very Happy New Year to All....S

[sirayah]

Hi CurtisW,

Thank you for sharing. I will share themes which where coming in to me as I read your recall.
Blood, at first I saw you (your consciousness) as an aspect of the blood- but more. Then it came in that you where experiencing being within utero.
The house represented your birth into the physical reality (as to me house represents the physical being).
School - would represent Earth school, the second marble chamber an alternate or trap reality/plane....
so over all your dream symbolizes to me a lesson or vision for yourself as part of a remembrance which was
not to be forgotten as it is crucial to your mission or being here now. We speak of Gatekeepers yet your dreams represent
more of a Navigator essence(ease of travel through wormholes-which by the end have brought the remembrance of skill through into this plane).
Do you direct or navigate people in your 3d life? curious....or this is part of your personal mission of grid work of some sort...with your ease of travel.
(BTW-France has a large shall i say not so benevolent portal..you could be doing work balancing/guarding this energy local)
As souls enter into the matrix there could be by-pass loops where some could get trapped..i feel you are versed within these corridors first hand as the old man
could represent a guide/other aspect of yourself...
by the end of your dream cycle your confidence in your abilities shines therefore I feel the dreams fulfilled there purpose...
:)S

[sirayah]

DNA, hi!
Thank you for your wonderful post..so enjoyable to read...
your post reminded me of a dream experience I had while in college. Yet instead of vampire energy this one was demonic.
I had a wonderful classmate named Paul whom was a gentle and kind soul. He seemed to love to chat with me and share.
We got on the topic of religion regarding he being a Catholic going to church etc. He seemed to be feeling my reactions out. Then
he started to tell me how he is fascinated by the devil etc...right away I told him that this does not interest me (regarding toying/provoking/inviting)
as I acknowledge the energy yet respect or know enough to leave it alone....actually as far away as possible...so I asked him to please refrain
from his elaborations...yet he proceeded to tell me stories of an entity now present in his car and home...as he spoke his entire mannerism
changed as he became animated ..opening up ...radiating his passion for his intrigue...I firmly stated that I had had enough...the end....

That night I had a dream where I was far out in space...could just see blackness and stars...and from out of no where this freaken demonic energy
came at me and started chasing me....omg..I was so panicked as it felt so malicious/evil/intense I could feel my entire body vibrating filled with fear...then at the last
moment just before it was going to get me...it smashed into a glass like window...which I was on the other side...I saw its form and I prayed that the glass divider would
be strong enough to withstand the force..because it felt as if the demon wanted to ravage me....thankfully the barrier held..I awoke..

I returned to school and enforced my stance with Paul to never speak of his alternate going ons....

I do believe that we open doors as we share as etheric cords which become conduits for many types of energies to propagate upon...I do not believe in allowing anything or anyone to feed off my lifeforce..that being said ..easier said then done...and within the larger scheme all is within divine balance...yet I can monitor to the best of my ability the quality of my existence and filter was is not congruent to my being...I agree we do not have to cut people out of our lives (as how can we ever really do this)..yet we can apply filters to the lines by instating our boundaries.

Reading your dream I do not feel that entity was benevolent to your process as he was infringing within your being..you did not feel open to his presence and assistance. I have received healing/ assistance while in dream state and you feel it as so....
S

[DNA]

Wow Sirayah, thank you so much for responding with this story. Indeed they are very much alike, and I for one appreciate your sharing this and as such kind of validating my own ideas in connection to the dream I shared.

I think this is exactly the case, that memory is stored in the aura so to speak, and when we access memories depending upon the intensity we can awaken cords that are related to that memory in the aura. In both of our cases it seems that the people we were interacting with felt compelled because of our open mindedness to share something they normally don't get to share or talk about, and in doing so alerted the being who was connected to them through the cord that attached them. Amazing stuff. Thank You so much. :)se
It seems also that our open mindedness could have been construed as invitations to said beings and as such we were "contacted". Mine being worse because I was actually incouraging the situation by paying attention to the inhabitee and the position in his aura I felt the memory was stored while he was telling his story.
Fascinating stuff and I just really love stories like this.

[Curt]

Hi Sirayah,

Thank you for taking the time to consider my dream. I think you're right about the birth theme--that seems like a good insight, and one I hadn't thought of. Interestingly, my birth was a challenging one. I had the umbilical chord wrapped around my neck and was dying, and had to be birthed by emergency c-section. So, this might have been a horrible experience that came through in these nightmares later.

In my waking life, I am not a guide or a navigator as such. Not in a literal sense, anyway. In fact my sense of direction in the 3d world is lousy. I could get lost walking around the block--usually because I'm spaced out and not paying attention to where I am--and also because I have lousy visual-spatial abilities. As a kid, I had an uncle who referred to me sarcastically as Radar O'Reilly, given my sense of direction. lol.

In terms of what work I may be doing in the dream state, I'm not sure. I do not have a lot of awareness of this.

I've been to France once, when I was 17 (years after the dream). Paris has a wide open feel to it--that's the best way I can describe it. So, what you've said about the portal is interesting to me. The areas of the Place de la Concorde, and the arch de trimph have a vast, open feel to them. I've traveled only a little bit, but these places feel different than any other I've encountered.

I wonder if this relates to what you've said about France being a portal. I'll have to think on this.

You raise so many interesting thoughts. I get the sense I know much much more than I have conscious access to. I think there are many on Avalon who have in fact achieved regaining this access--in a way that makes me feel like I'm kind of a 'slow' learner in this regard.

I would like to 'up my game' with this and regain the lost knowledge--provided it is necessary for the resolution of my mission.

As far as I know, and so far as I've been told, I do have a mission in this lifetime--and it will involve communicating with people. I am a writer. This may or may not be the major part of this mission, but I think it just might.

I'm a strange one. I was a Halloween baby, too--with 6 planets in Scorpio, 5 of them in the same house.

I'm definitely trying to grow and become a better person and to become worthy of the mission I have been given--which I have not always done.

Anyway, I'm babbling on. Much love to you, and to all of you who are doing good work.


Hi CurtisW,

Thank you for sharing. I will share themes which where coming in to me as I read your recall.
Blood, at first I saw you (your consciousness) as an aspect of the blood- but more. Then it came in that you where experiencing being within utero.
The house represented your birth into the physical reality (as to me house represents the physical being).
School - would represent Earth school, the second marble chamber an alternate or trap reality/plane....
so over all your dream symbolizes to me a lesson or vision for yourself as part of a remembrance which was
not to be forgotten as it is crucial to your mission or being here now. We speak of Gatekeepers yet your dreams represent
more of a Navigator essence(ease of travel through wormholes-which by the end have brought the remembrance of skill through into this plane).
Do you direct or navigate people in your 3d life? curious....or this is part of your personal mission of grid work of some sort...with your ease of travel.
(BTW-France has a large shall i say not so benevolent portal..you could be doing work balancing/guarding this energy local)
As souls enter into the matrix there could be by-pass loops where some could get trapped..i feel you are versed within these corridors first hand as the old man
could represent a guide/other aspect of yourself...
by the end of your dream cycle your confidence in your abilities shines therefore I feel the dreams fulfilled there purpose...
:)S

[sirayah]

Hi CurtisW,
:) This is great if you find some resonance for yourself......I really find this paragraph you shared of importance/speaks volumes

" In my waking life, I am not a guide or a navigator as such. Not in a literal sense, anyway. In fact my sense of direction in the 3d world is lousy. I could get lost walking around the block--usually because I'm spaced out and not paying attention to where I am--and also because I have lousy visual-spatial abilities. As a kid, I had an uncle who referred to me sarcastically as Radar O'Reilly, given my sense of direction. lol." CurtisW

as I feel it speaks/responds to the state of your questioning/being.....grounding and being present within the form......some beings have a difficult time grounding and inhibiting their physical body 100%..from your dream recall it sounded like your spirit to matter integration was traumatic ...so why would you want to fully be here?....as well with such a strong connection to your imagination being within the slow state of form may just not appeal and for some ground state is not appealing...yet being in your body will assist you in connecting or bringing being/knowing into the form...where you can connect via the heart/mind ...:) all is within your divine timing ..all unfolds as it should...i feel :) with time collapsing those whom seem to not be getting their missions can have fast/huge leaps in regained awareness..

...I feel that writers are navigators as you lead consciousness down different paths through your establishment of the story...:)

France..now I will not say all of France..yet there are "infected" grid lines (part of the old hologram)which tie into the blue blood energies and yes there is a bigggg/massive portal which I would call demonic
...the laylines come over to this side of the Atlantic and connect here in Quebec at the Eastern shore... one can look at the history to the battles to see a hint of the manifestation of such energies...
I feel we inhibit /visit such places to ring in our unique tones to assist the grids..either to close portals..mend lines..by raising or stabilizing the vibration...although we have a new grid in place now we still can have connections into the old world /grid as the migration i feel is incremental....

wonderful that you are in a place of opening ...:) we are all moving forward on this journey :) I enjoy the share! blessings S

[sirayah]

Hi DNA,
Oh I love your interpretation of how we operate and are interpreted and attract energies...I have always been very open and I attract people who love to share..I love sharing as well..yet as we can see energy patterns can leach into our fields or activate...:) For some reason I am now recalling a real life story of a couple of years ago where when I was out on a walk I encountered an "orange orb" (not a dream -yet this relates to openness)...it hovered in-front of me for a couple of minutes (as I trembled like a leaf with my heart beat out of my chest standing my ground (as it was scanning me))..still do not have any leads on this one....just attribute it to my being open...peace and be well, S


Wow Sirayah, thank you so much for responding with this story. Indeed they are very much alike, and I for one appreciate your sharing this and as such kind of validating my own ideas in connection to the dream I shared.

I think this is exactly the case, that memory is stored in the aura so to speak, and when we access memories depending upon the intensity we can awaken cords that are related to that memory in the aura. In both of our cases it seems that the people we were interacting with felt compelled because of our open mindedness to share something they normally don't get to share or talk about, and in doing so alerted the being who was connected to them through the cord that attached them. Amazing stuff. Thank You so much. :)se
It seems also that our open mindedness could have been construed as invitations to said beings and as such we were "contacted". Mine being worse because I was actually incouraging the situation by paying attention to the inhabitee and the position in his aura I felt the memory was stored while he was telling his story.
Fascinating stuff and I just really love stories like this.

[DNA]

I absolutely believe you. I have seen some crazy stuff in my day as well. What do you think it was? Was it a nature spirit or a discarnate spirit or an extra dimensional entity? Was your walk in a wooded area? a place that could be or would be frequented by nature folk?

Thanks for the response
Take Care

[sirayah]

I absolutely believe you. I have seen some crazy stuff in my day as well. What do you think it was? Was it a nature spirit or a discarnate spirit or an extra dimensional entity? Was your walk in a wooded area? a place that could be or would be frequented by nature folk?

Thanks for the response
Take Care
Hi DNA...yes I was near a wooded area and I had just departed..it came from the direction of the woods...my thought was it was some sort of ET orb...it had a high pitch tone....after hovering for a few very long minutes it toke off South to the USA (I lived on the border, on a river)....it was bright orange with some white in the middle..


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfBpgLpbmfU&feature=related

I was also near a power dam.....this video is very close to what i saw...:)

[DNA]

Kind of reminds me of the interdimensionals folks report out of Sedona. I like this little fluff piece. Tom Dongo talks about the high strangeness and interdimensional stuff he has seen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=w4E8h5oXJ14

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=QIuMZ2GPXCc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=SQ8B9M3kDgo

[sirayah]

Thanks DNA..yes many others in my area reported similar sighting that summer 2010...http://www.standard-freeholder.com/ArticleDisplay.aspx?e=2845498&archive=true
I think we saw another orb last summer with 5 witnesses.....yet by the time I ran outside a dog came up and jumped on me so and blocked my path...and the orb was gone...
we have moved now...i feel to another vortex so we shall see what we encounter...funny I always believed yet to see is another experience it really confirms the etherical :)

back to the dreams before we get cut :)

The other night I dreamt that there were two beings walking a dimensional corridor..one was darker with much more density...my feel is carbon based..the other was a crystalline light being...
orbs of various colours where flying into the crystalline being....I interpret this to be our transition from a carbon based form into crystalline and how we will assimilate energies when crystalline :)

Last night I dreamt of a healing...was with my father again..we where going to initiate people into reiki (have met Usui in another dream (another story))...we where 4 at a table with 2 witnesses in the background whom we told to shield while the initiations where taking place...so we prepared for the work...all of a sudden one of the woman at the table toke off ahead of the process...she was on a black horse racing through the dimensions...then she was lost...we tried to retrieve her yet she had vanished...I opened a vortex to assist and as the spin opened up around my father incantations of Catholic symbolism immediately started to run within his being ( Cruxifiction codes) (this is interesting as I am certain we embody a Templar bloodline)..I immediately started working to remove and clear the overlays....

From these dreams I am finding the dimensions are starting to blend more ....the awakened state is merging into the other dimensions..... fascinating and progressive blessings S

[Mark]

We did see an orb that night, it was good to have our friends present as well and seeing it and wondering what it was. That wasn't the first time. I think we were spoiled there, we saw so much in the skies at night. It is interesting, since we've moved, that we have not seen near as much in the sky as we did there. I resonate to the inter-dimensional aspect as DNA framed it with the Sedona videos. Sira, I find it very interesting that your father is in these recent dreams of yours, not merely as a passive participant but as someone actively engaging in the journey of the higher self.

[Violet]

Well, yesterday I dreamt I saw a woman in green falling off dangerously from my stairs about three times. And each time there was nothing I could do and I just stood there in awe.

[TargeT]

I'm almost always fighting in my dreams, "monsters" or zombies or vampires... lots of sword use, and I'm always winning so its never a fear thing (actually kind of enjoyable).

and a lot of times I have wings comming out of my back, but its more like an expression of power than something to fly with; in studying shamanism I read that dreams are the 5th dimension... I think I'm addicted to DMT (dreaming) because I can sleep 12 hours a day every day very easily if given the opertunity & with nothing else todo..

now that I try to recall a dream I can't remember any spesific details however, I guess a dream log is in order!

[sirayah]

Well, yesterday I dreamt I saw a woman in green falling off dangerously from my stairs about three times. And each time there was nothing I could do and I just stood there in awe.

Hi Violet,
Aspects of outdated female heart patterning being dropped or swapped out of being? Relationships...re-evaluating aspects of giving..setting new boundaries?

[Mark]

I'm almost always fighting in my dreams, "monsters" or zombies or vampires... lots of sword use, and I'm always winning so its never a fear thing (actually kind of enjoyable).

and a lot of times I have wings comming out of my back, but its more like an expression of power than something to fly with; in studying shamanism I read that dreams are the 5th dimension... I think I'm addicted to DMT (dreaming) because I can sleep 12 hours a day every day very easily if given the opertunity & with nothing else todo..

now that I try to recall a dream I can't remember any spesific details however, I guess a dream log is in order!

Peace T, I find it very difficult to keep a dream log. LOL I even bought a nice little pad of paper, a brand new pen and kept it beside my bed. What I find myself doing is, if I wake after a dream, I actually think about whether I should write it down or not and, invariably, I decide the dream is not important enough and I go right back to sleep. :rolleyes:

I also have dreams similar to yours, in that I am often fighting, often there are legions of strange creatures and entities, it is as if we are part of some borderland astral war. The entities that I am always fighting are always in appearance what we might consider 'of the darkside', or 'lower astral' entities of some sort, I've fought goblin-like creatures, dark elf-like creatures, legions of 'black spiders', and many others, although, as with you, waking memory does not do the extent of the occurrences true justice.

Besides the fighting dreams, I also have quest dreams. Where I am with a group of people and we are always searching for something, we are a team. Of course, I always know the people who I'm questing with, not necessarily in real life, but in the dream-state they are always intimately familiar to me. Our journeys are always seeking something having to do with the spiritual, often though, what it is exactly cannot be fully expressed or described through writing, or with regular descriptions and expressions. When trying to write about the dream-state it is never enough, there is always a dimension missing, if you know what I mean. As if, what we are describing as we write about them only approximates the very basic aspects of the dream, of any dream, as if there is a higher meaning to them and so much more occurring that regular attempts to speak of them can never ever fully express.

Let us know how your attempts to capture your dreams go. If you come upon a way to keep a journal consistently I'd certainly like to know about it. Thanks for dropping by. :)

[TargeT]

I also have quest dreams. Where I am with a group of people and we are always searching for something, we are a team. Of course, I always know the people who I'm questing with, not necessarily in real life, but in the dream-state they are always intimately familiar to me. Our journeys are always seeking something having to do with the spiritual, often though, what it is exactly cannot be fully expressed or described through writing, or with regular descriptions and expressions. When trying to write about the dream-state it is never enough, there is always a dimension missing, if you know what I mean. As if, what we are describing as we write about them only approximates the very basic aspects of the dream, of any dream, as if there is a higher meaning to them and so much more occurring that regular attempts to speak of them can never ever fully express.

I have a lot like that too! except I can never really state a goal, just a search, or longing for something & a lot of times its frustratingly close feeling.. like a word on the "tip of your tongue" type of feeling... I've never "completed" any of these, which I'm sure in itself is significant (or at least fractaly representitive of my search for knowledge in the waking world I suppose,, does the fractal reality extend beyond 3d? I've never contimplated that before, it would seem so to me, but only because I'm so grounded inthis system).

I'm not sure I would call it a quest, that word has different connotation for me, but definately a search & its always confusing & shifting and out of reach... I enjoy the fighting dreams a lot more, I wake up feeling very empowered :)

I've never felt like, a "Need" to interpret dreams however, thats normal right? I wake up maybe slightly confused on the 'quest' dreams but never feel like I have to understand it or anything, so the follow through modivation is quite low (maybe this is kinda along the same lines as you not thinking dreams important enough to write down).

this is a new topic area for me, no research done on dream or dream state other than some mention from the ayauscha reading's I've done.

[DNA]

God, I'm embarrased to write this down, but I've never had anyother dream like this one.

The dream started off and I was a Van Helsing type figuire, I was hunting a group of vampires. I then began to infiltrate the group and befriend them. They seemed harmless enough, I even liked them.
I then gave up the Van Helsing thing, or rather forgot about it, I was just me.
I then began helping the vampires evade their pursuers, the police for some reason.
Finally, and I don't know where the transformation happened, I was a vampire.
And at the encouragement of the group I was to eat this woman.
And I did it.
The dream was just so real, I could feel her life coursing out of her.
I was drinking her blood from her neck, and even squeezing her body, encouraging the flow of the liquid, that part really stuck with me.
And then the wierd part, I never became lucid, but, I had all these powers.
The best was flying, I never once stopped and realized I was dreaming, which is really the wierd part, normally I never have abilities like that with out being lucid.
I began flying, and I even picked up a coven member who couldn't fly and put her on my back.


This dream is bizarre to me for so many reasons,,,,,,I"m not goth,,,I'm not depressed,,,,I'm not into any vampire movies or literature,,,,,,I just don't get why I would dream this, and so completly be immersed in it.

[alienHunter]

This isn't very interesting really but I had my first dream in a good while last night that had me wondering 'what's up with that' when I woke. I was dreaming of a car or jeep (some kind of vehicle) with a group of marines in dress black (whatever that means) driving seemingly to a destination. I haven't checked the news this morning, but I am wondering if I'll see a related story.

It occurred to me this thread can be a great 'reality' check. Thank you for that...

[sirayah]

God, I'm embarrased to write this down, but I've never had anyother dream like this one.

The dream started off and I was a Van Helsing type figuire, I was hunting a group of vampires. I then began to infiltrate the group and befriend them. They seemed harmless enough, I even liked them.
I then gave up the Van Helsing thing, or rather forgot about it, I was just me.
I then began helping the vampires evade their pursuers, the police for some reason.
Finally, and I don't know where the transformation happened, I was a vampire.
And at the encouragement of the group I was to eat this woman.
And I did it.
The dream was just so real, I could feel her life coursing out of her.
I was drinking her blood from her neck, and even squeezing her body, encouraging the flow of the liquid, that part really stuck with me.
And then the wierd part, I never became lucid, but, I had all these powers.
The best was flying, I never once stopped and realized I was dreaming, which is really the wierd part, normally I never have abilities like that with out being lucid.
I began flying, and I even picked up a coven member who couldn't fly and put her on my back.


This dream is bizarre to me for so many reasons,,,,,,I"m not goth,,,I'm not depressed,,,,I'm not into any vampire movies or literature,,,,,,I just don't get why I would dream this, and so completly be immersed in it.

Hi DNA, Thanks for sharing this most valuable info....as I read and wished to respond I was guided to a post which perfectly summarizes what I feel regarding your dream.
I have had similar experiences of integrating "dark" aspects of being ...I was a black witch of sorts and had to integrate and purge this aspect during dream state...
here is the article..a channel yet describes your integration and why it occurs...this is from Jan 2012...I am also feeling an acceleration of field integration which should
continue to bring us interesting insights via dream states..I feel all is real..if we acknowledge some parts as so we must acknowledge the whole...

I AM ELOHEIM
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
I am He that glides upon the emanations of the past, the present, the future. I am He that is faster then the speed of light, louder then the speed of sound. I am He that dwells in-between space and time. I am ELOHEIM, as I am you. I come to bring you into awareness of the aspects of yourself that you have pushed away throughout time and space.
In this corridor of time you now enter there is a blending of every aspect of yourself that has been un-embraced. All of the doings and the un-doings of this life experience that have been pushed into the cellar of your mind, every aspect of this and all earth experiences that you have not embraced. They all come together at the summit of your human-ness, meeting at the entrance and the exit, the rip tide, the flow and the ebb of your being-ness. Adjoining and conjoining together to awaken the sleeping dormant giant and dragon within you.
It is beyond time for you to stand in the very center circle of every experience that you have known and unknown, and walk forward once and for all to meet them. They represent all of whom you once were. In order for you to move forward into totality, into placement of honor, and placement of light – you must fully integrate every aspect that you have not acknowledged, every anger that you have sequestered away. Every toxic thought throughout existence now takes form and now stands there wishing.
All that you have ever called upon throughout all time and space gathers -- to once again invite you through a gauntlet of initiation without giving in to fear, without giving in to temptation, without giving in to anger. You are asked to love these elements that try and stop you from succeeding, that want to pay you back for calling them up in the first place, that want to gift you with whatever life form you granted them asylum originally.
It is this portal that you have cried for, that you have prayed for, that you have begged God for. It is not an easy entrance. It is as traveling through a black hole, free falling in order to find one’s self. Then one finds that one has landed upon the island of every experience that one has ever encountered. Some of these experiences will integrate in your dreams. Others will come through individuals that you meet that mirror this. You may even see individuals that appear human and catch a glimpse that they are not -- as your eyes discern clearly as the eyes of an owl through all darkness, illusions, fogs, and mirrors. This is the Trans-portal that you enter. A portal that will take you beyond space and time completely into other levels of yourself.
You enter into what is considered to be an energy field where entire levels of consciousness are transformed and transferred into the next level of their journey. There is a completion and an un-doing. There is a movement forward and there is movement backward. There is a great dark and there is a great light. For you stand in front of all that God explains itself to be – which is every essence on every level. Every shade of gray, every shade of white, and every shade of black. This experience is a completion. After this encounter is deemed completed, you will no longer have the fractures, the broken pieces, that keep you limited.

[sirayah]

This isn't very interesting really but I had my first dream in a good while last night that had me wondering 'what's up with that' when I woke. I was dreaming of a car or jeep (some kind of vehicle) with a group of marines in dress black (whatever that means) driving seemingly to a destination. I haven't checked the news this morning, but I am wondering if I'll see a related story.

It occurred to me this thread can be a great 'reality' check. Thank you for that...

Hi alienHunter,
Thanks for contributing here...all is interesting and can trigger insights/recall for others....
Your account reminds me of a vivid dream I experienced a couple years ago..it was like some sort of apocalypse scene in California..
Bush was in charge of the government and they where clearing people out after a major disaster of some sort..I remember floods where involved....
This dream felt so real yet I knew upon waking that it would not bleed into the primary timeline as my indicator was Bush...he was already out of office..therefore
I attributed the dream to a tap into a parallel timeline...one of which was real yet did not affect as I call the primary line for the collective....this is a sort of reality check technique for identifying key indicators that can assist us to ascertain the probability of our dream's into our current realities....

[alienHunter]

Hi Sirayah,

Very interesting perspective. It will give me another avenue to consider. Thanks!

[DNA]

Thanks Sirayah, the shadow integration thing makes sense. Everytime the subject comes up I post this song. You would think I would stop after a while. :)
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tja6_h4lT6A

[Mark]

I have a lot like that too! except I can never really state a goal, just a search, or longing for something & a lot of times its frustratingly close feeling.. like a word on the "tip of your tongue" type of feeling... I've never "completed" any of these, which I'm sure in itself is significant (or at least fractaly representitive of my search for knowledge in the waking world I suppose,, does the fractal reality extend beyond 3d? I've never contimplated that before, it would seem so to me, but only because I'm so grounded inthis system).

That 'word on the tip of your tongue type of feeling' thing explains it rather well, I think. That's the "feeling" that I get when trying to remember dreams in general, there's always just a bit more, like that word, that I'm not getting, but it is the most important part. Regarding completion, what does that mean, really? I think it's a misnomer, actually, and there is no such thing, as all is cyclical here in 3D, in the higher dimensions where time doesn't even work the same way it probably even has less meaning. As Above So Below is a fractal representation of reality and refers to the absolute reflection of this dimensional reality and those above. Grounding isn't a bad thing in and of itself, since that is why we came here. Once we're done with it and the system, though ... perhaps our dreams are reflective of this process to a great degree, what do you think?


I've never felt like, a "Need" to interpret dreams however, thats normal right? I wake up maybe slightly confused on the 'quest' dreams but never feel like I have to understand it or anything, so the follow through modivation is quite low (maybe this is kinda along the same lines as you not thinking dreams important enough to write down).

this is a new topic area for me, no research done on dream or dream state other than some mention from the ayauscha reading's I've done.

Not sure about normal ... everything has meaning, to me. Even everyday life. I think of it this way: Synchronicities are the multiverse's way of showing us the path we need to take. We notice more synchronicities as we awaken more and our perception grows as a result. If that is true, then there are many types of events that must happen to us on a daily basis that have meaning, but we are so caught up in our own lives and thoughts that we don't even know that we're supposed to notice them. An Apache shaman once told me that absolutely everything is meaningful. If you walk down the street and see a crow eating a rat, that has meaning. If you're driving down the street and witness a fight in an alley that has meaning for your life.

If that is true for our everyday lives, then it must be doubly true for our dream-lives. IMHO. LOL Thanks for the response.

[sirayah]

God, I'm embarrased to write this down, but I've never had anyother dream like this one.

The dream started off and I was a Van Helsing type figuire, I was hunting a group of vampires. I then began to infiltrate the group and befriend them. They seemed harmless enough, I even liked them.
I then gave up the Van Helsing thing, or rather forgot about it, I was just me.
I then began helping the vampires evade their pursuers, the police for some reason.
Finally, and I don't know where the transformation happened, I was a vampire.
And at the encouragement of the group I was to eat this woman.
And I did it.
The dream was just so real, I could feel her life coursing out of her.
I was drinking her blood from her neck, and even squeezing her body, encouraging the flow of the liquid, that part really stuck with me.
And then the wierd part, I never became lucid, but, I had all these powers.
The best was flying, I never once stopped and realized I was dreaming, which is really the wierd part, normally I never have abilities like that with out being lucid.
I began flying, and I even picked up a coven member who couldn't fly and put her on my back.


This dream is bizarre to me for so many reasons,,,,,,I"m not goth,,,I'm not depressed,,,,I'm not into any vampire movies or literature,,,,,,I just don't get why I would dream this, and so completly be immersed in it.

Hi DNA...this post keeps chiming or poking at me as if there is more to share...what is coming in is the relationship of the divine feminine aspect...are you aware of any energy leaks/needs regarding the feminine principal? such as needs not being met, imbalances looming-Mother/wife sourcing/reflecting? this is personal..and please do not feel that you must answer..i am just putting it out there...if yes..a redirection of gathering source energy can balance this leak...also wrapping oneself within the womb space energy of divine mother can assist in balancing...peace

[DNA]

Hi DNA...this post keeps chiming or poking at me as if there is more to share...what is coming in is the relationship of the divine feminine aspect...are you aware of any energy leaks/needs regarding the feminine principal? such as needs not being met, imbalances looming-Mother/wife sourcing/reflecting? this is personal..and please do not feel that you must answer..i am just putting it out there...if yes..a redirection of gathering source energy can balance this leak...also wrapping oneself within the womb space energy of divine mother can assist in balancing...peace

Look, I'll admit I didn't want to look to deeply into this dream, and though I felt silly posting it, we have all had crazy stuff happen in dreams right?
I must admit, I can see there being a Van Helsing type drama being played out by myself.
It's been a long goal of mine to try and un-cover what is just behind the veil so to speak.
Such has been discussed quite a bit in a thread I've started here Parasitic Non-Organic Multidimensional Beings (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?21614-Parasitic-Non-Organic-Multidimensional-Beings) and in a few other threads.

I've been aware of energy exchange between folks since I was 21, since I read the "Celestine Prophecy", and when I say I read it, I mean I read it.
That book was my bible for a while. So it's not like I'm some guy who parastically feeds off of folks on a whim, I'm very concious of how energy exchange works.

The whole dream is not really bothering me, I'm just perplexed as to why I would willingly enter a dream and participate in such a strange way.
And it isn't even like the dream was bad, I mean, I didn't wake up scared or self loathing, I woke up refreshed and well, all in all it was kind of a good dream.
Crazy I know.
I wouldn't lay this at the hand of a ghost in my dream or some intruding entity, this was just my brain working some stuff out.
Some wierd stuff granted. :)

[transiten]

Synchronicities can be interpreted like waking dreams. Listened to a radioprogram about nightmares today.

[Mark]

Synchronicities can be interpreted like waking dreams. Listened to a radioprogram about nightmares today.

I like that and resonate to it. Life is but a dream ... Thank you for the perspective shift, Transiten. :wizard:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZC_v6BRWPM

[cheez_2806]

Hello~
I would like to share another dream from a few days ago - it was absolutely beautiful! :) words are just not enough to describe how breath taking the scene was...and because I'm short on vocabs...=o= but we died apparently...then we were alive again...

dream:
sitting on the edge of the concrete pavement, with our legs swinging back and forth in crystal clear water - it felt like we were having a good time but also it was so quiet and calm, so peaceful. Who exactly was I with? I don't know, or can't remember... we hopped into the water with our bare feet and wow! because the water was soooooo clean and clear, everything on the sand can be seen. Big pale color, smooth pebbles covered the entire floor, small sea creature swimming about, the scene was filled with color and full of life, there was two giant tortoise too leaning against the pavement, facing towards us. They were just sitting there under the shallow water. There was a cat walking under the water too, (strange...but I felt the strangeness of that in my dream too, I thought cats can't swim and this one is under the water...) it had a neck belt so I picked it up scared it was drowning then a tiger came my way just as I was going to pick the cat up...it had grey and black strips it looked into my eyes and I did too...I felt fear because I was scared it my bite me or something, but it didn't it just walked past and I picked up the cat.
it was getting dark, we walked home. Suddenly we saw a very bright white dots in up ahead in the sky, we got curios then stood there and watched as it got closer, then it was spectacular..the dots became brighter and different colors started appearing, more and more dots zoomed past above our heads - I would call that a mother ship - they were lights shining from a long long rectangular object. after it had flown past us, we kept staring then up in the higher realms in the sky we saw a single white dot coming close and closer and I would called it a U.F.O because when it landed in front of us it was a typical oval shaped "U.F.O" craft...then armed people came out and shot us all.
It seems like I didn't like the feeling of that, so the scene changed to we were walking back home through the back gates, we opened the garage door and saw a man doing something to our car, we didn't know that person at all. I remember I had a short chat with that man...then I can't remember...then I woke up I think...

dream 2: - This one is a funny one - it's about a hungry alien?? LOL I don't think this one is related to me or symbolizing anything, it's just one of those dreams~

all I could remember was a spacecraft landed in our small back garden in our new house at night and it knocked politely on the door asking my granny to open it up but I see my granny scared, she didn't know what to do...and some how the alien still got in anyways, I came down stairs when I saw the alien, it seems like I couldn't process what was happening and stood still and saw my granny face, it was stone cold~ I told her it's ok, it will be ok. We were both frightened but I remember was excited too and remember wanting to ask him stuff and I still feel like we talked but I can't recall any actually conversation between us and the alien....funny thing is, it came in to our house to have some milk...it took a carton and drank straight from the milk...then I heard some noises of cars and people getting out of it coming from the front door, I ran upstairs to see the front from my room window, I saw men in black suits heading straight for our front door, after the door bell rang I ran down to tell the alien to quickly leave but it was gone already what happened after that I don't remember but I remember when I woke up from that dream, I was in a good mood - I have no idea why I just was. I thought so the alien came in this spacecraft probably traveled how many light years to earth and then it stopped outside our lawn and came in for some milk and left....??? LOL

[sirayah]

hi cheez_2806
hey me too! had a dream about crystal water..except i was diving in..all was beautiful..sunny, bright, clear..then i saw another pool which looked like a portal which was black and very small in diameter..i was contemplating diving through it then changed my mind ..not feeling it would be in my best interests..as i peered in closer it was filled with what looked like parasites...

i have had those orb et dreams where i see the fleets traversing the sky....as well other dreams where they land and proceed to scan us..the ratio is about 1 ship per person..no escape...
as i posted prior i did encounter an orb in "wakened" state.... and felt as if it was scanning me...so dreams are not so far off ;) thanks for sharing

[transiten]

God, I'm embarrased to write this down, but I've never had anyother dream like this one.

The dream started off and I was a Van Helsing type figuire, I was hunting a group of vampires. I then began to infiltrate the group and befriend them. They seemed harmless enough, I even liked them.
I then gave up the Van Helsing thing, or rather forgot about it, I was just me.
I then began helping the vampires evade their pursuers, the police for some reason.
Finally, and I don't know where the transformation happened, I was a vampire.
And at the encouragement of the group I was to eat this woman.
And I did it.
The dream was just so real, I could feel her life coursing out of her.
I was drinking her blood from her neck, and even squeezing her body, encouraging the flow of the liquid, that part really stuck with me.
And then the wierd part, I never became lucid, but, I had all these powers.
The best was flying, I never once stopped and realized I was dreaming, which is really the wierd part, normally I never have abilities like that with out being lucid.
I began flying, and I even picked up a coven member who couldn't fly and put her on my back.


This dream is bizarre to me for so many reasons,,,,,,I"m not goth,,,I'm not depressed,,,,I'm not into any vampire movies or literature,,,,,,I just don't get why I would dream this, and so completly be immersed in it.

Hi DNA...this post keeps chiming or poking at me as if there is more to share...what is coming in is the relationship of the divine feminine aspect...are you aware of any energy leaks/needs regarding the feminine principal? such as needs not being met, imbalances looming-Mother/wife sourcing/reflecting? this is personal..and please do not feel that you must answer..i am just putting it out there...if yes..a redirection of gathering source energy can balance this leak...also wrapping oneself within the womb space energy of divine mother can assist in balancing...peace

This is an interpretation i think David Wilcock would support and there might be more details to consider like coulours; the red from the blood f.i. and any change of directions etc in the dream. All the persons in the dream represent aspects of yourself.

Flying also is a positive sign for development of higher consciousness. A good old take from the dream analysys of CG Jung would also be appropriate here. Very interesting dream indeed.

[DNA]

Okay, so it is 1/20/12 and I had this dream two days ago.

I dreamt that I walked into a brick and mortar shop with the purpose of forming a basketball league. I was exited about actually playing instead of playing fantasy basketball.
I then began to notice the older gentlemen sitting behind the counter.
As I began focusing on one, (he kind of looked like a less malevolant Henry Kissinger) I could see a series of encounters he had with what I can only call MIB, but I could just as easily call them descendents of the Annunaki who I thought lived underground, but in this dream it seemed this folks lived out of sinc with time as we know it. That's why we would never find them if we tried.
I saw the (henry Kissinger) character in his pursuits to study these folks, he proceded to gather data and attempt to expose them and everytime he got close, one of these beings would step out of time and change something about his time line, thus thwarting his attempts.
In one of the instances, I became him, the year was 1972, I was in a dark movie theatre and I had information that I knew would expose these folks, but then out of no-where a MIB dressed in a black suite and black fidora walked past me at a blinding speed, knocking me back, distorting time and conveying this message, "we can kill you anytime we want, desist your attempts or we will", it was at this point that the Henry Kissinger character gave up his pursuits of this folks.
Now I am back in his shop again, disengaged from his life and he walks up to me and states "do you really want to see what they look like"?
And I saw them as alabaster white figuires whose skin would seem like concrete to us because of the time distortion between us.
Something about how we move in slow motion in comparison.
The Henry Kissinger character then showed me what he considered the only way to kill one, and he handed me a knife that seemed to have a tibetan sacrificial slant to it.
It had threee heads on the hilt all looking away from the center of the knife. It wasn't this, but this is a dead ringer for it. Especially how dull the blade is.
http://thmb.inkfrog.com/thumbn/olderthandirt/DSCN0565_001.JPG=450
The actual heads on the knife looked a lot more like the cover of the album 10,000 days by tool. Here is the shot I am thinking about.
http://api.ning.com/files/98n8Hchjx0OJ3Oitn67HZ0h3fPmlpIi24A4aKp3JOkR4HPnYLif0ZfkgJrM-gepNI8DKtjQLfhgjGtZ-vncIk2-GCoVOyGif/4lsm5ph.jpg

So the Henry Kissinger guy hands me the knife and then shows me a miniture version of one of these Annunaki hybrids who are who knows how old.
He is in the glass case of the store front and only about a foot long, laying in a state of suspended animation, not really consious.
But the little guy is like stone and instead of stabbing it, I'm chipping at it.
I realize the thing is alive, and that even though it is a foot tall it could kill me if it woke up, but it doesn't wake up.
So I continue to chip away at it.

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This dream sat with me for a while, and I'm writing it down because I think I have an idea what it means.
I have been ingaged in decalcyfing my pineal gland for a few weeks now.
Taking iodine, drinking distilled water, and well I think this dream was trying to tell me this stuff is working.
Also there seems to be a conspiracy theory theme, in the hybrid Annunaki, the MIB, or the Illuminati being the forces responsible for implementing a calcifying effect on our pineal gland in the first place.
Okay, that is all I have.
Thanks

[sirayah]

Hi DNA..interesting connection between the annunaki and the calcification of the pineal gland...picking up on the hybridization process and the multitude of overlays our original human templates consist of...interesting share...good work clearing that field .....

[sirayah]

Interestingly...I have not been recalling nor dreaming as intensely since I slowed my cleansing process down...I noted as well when cleansing if trauma was surfacing food pushed it back down...

[Mark]

Interestingly...I have not been recalling nor dreaming as intensely since I slowed my cleansing process down...I noted as well when cleansing if trauma was surfacing food pushed it back down...

Fasting clears our minds, makes thought clearer and dreams the same, it seems. For instance, day 8 of the mastercleanse is called 'the day of mental clarity'. The few times I've been able to make it to that day, it has indeed seemed to represent an increased state of clarity ... we'll get there again soon, love. :p

[Turcurulin]

Last night, I dreamt of a dog that came into my home. His coat was a beautiful white color and, though I'm unsure of his breed, he reminded me of a bull-type. (For some reason, I got the impression that he belonged to Jesse Ventura! ?!)

I wanted the dog to go outside, but he wouldn't. In this dream, I was a lot meaner to this dog than I feel that I would have been in waking-life. Though I do not want to admit or accept it, I began to hit the dog when he wouldn't listen to my instruction to go outside.

Oddly, I do not believe that I was hurting him. It was as if I was 'pulling my punches' and the pup's physical body was made out of steel. Despite my violence, the dog remained undeterred. So, I picked him up and physically walked him outside. As I did this, I received a strong communication from the animal. "But,.. I LOVE you!," it said and bit my face. His bite did not hurt me either, it was more like a love-bite (reminiscent of a kiss.) Ultimately, I set him outside, where he remained obediently. He stayed at the door with his nose to the entrance, hoping to come back inside.

In a subsequent dream, I contemplated my actions toward the canine. I felt as though I'd handled the situation incorrectly. I wanted to see him again and to tell him that I accepted and shared the love that he expressed to me. The only reason that I didn't want him inside was to prevent altercations between him and my cat. Thinking on it now, I felt a deep connection with this being.

Any and all insights into this are greatly appreciated.

[Laura Elina]

Hey guys :)

My first time visiting this thread, but I am so glad I did, it's nice to read about everyone's dreams, they're all so interesting, thank you for sharing them.

Wish I could help with interpretation, but I am barely managing my own, but what I have learned is that usually the gut feeling that keeps nagging at you, if a dream "bothers" you... Is worth taking a look at, but I know you guys know that :)

I have a history of remembering my dreams after *nearly* every night ... After hitting my teens, I have been consciously awake in my dreams, but lately it has become very rare, only a couple of instances last year.

Here's my little contribution, I can count the dreams that have shook me to my core with the fingers of one hand, and this is one of them (from about eight years ago):

I was on a planet of fire, I was a man wearing body armor, leading an army of thousands. The heat was immense as there were volcanoes all around us, the magma was flowing left and right and there was vapor in the air, violent bursts of hot air that would burn you to blisters if you were unfortunate enough to get caught in one of the bursts.

There was a constant loud rumbling sound, as if the planet was falling apart, too much pressure under the crust, the ground shook beneath our feet and it was catching on fire with the magma bursting to the surface. It was the sound of air about to burn. I was exhausted and so were my "men". I signaled for them to stop with my right hand and we stood there, in front of us was a tower with several floors, it just stood there alone... As the world around it was falling apart.

I took off my helmet and approached the tower in silence, my men stayed behind, waiting. As I climbed the stairs and approached the top floor of the tower, a sense of calm and yet... Respect with certain nervousness washed over me. I reached the last floor and stood at a door that was open. I went in.

Inside was an old man wearing a light colored robe, it could have been white, it could have been any light color, all I really saw was what that man was working on. There was a mechanical model of the universe in the room, the stars, the planets, the galaxies... It was all there.

I became nervous as I attempted to keep my voice steady: "I have come to conquer you."

The old man stopped as he heard my voice. He turned around slowly and took a few steps towards me. He seemed to be scanning me with his gaze and after a while he slowly lifted his hand, showing me his palm:

"Before you do that... Let me show you something." He requested. With the same hand he was showing me, he was now motioning for me to study the model of the universe he was working on.

I went closer to it and looked at the galaxies and the planets and stars within them moving in relation to each other, it was intricate in design.

"I am a technician of this universe." The man told me as I stared at the model in awe. And at that moment we pulled away from the tower and as we went past solar systems and galaxies, he told a story of how the universe was born, and how things worked.

I found myself standing at the edge of this universe, and the old man showed me things I had never imagined were possible. I saw the birth of solar systems, galaxies, stars and planets within them, life that was born on them, civilizations building worlds, conquering each other, thriving and warring, withering away.

Then the scenery froze.

"This is the moment you were born". He directed my attention to our little Milky Way, our tiny solar system, the planets were in the same positions as on the day I came to be me in this life on Earth.

"I can't tell you more than this, the rest you have to figure out on your own." And before I could even react to what he had said, I was already back on Earth. And I woke up.

Now... It could have been just a dream, but I would be lying, if I said I haven't tried to go back to that place I was, just to see that man again. I wish I could describe better what I saw, but I choke up with the words, and trying to draw out the scenarios, it's a mockery. But I will always remember his words to me, telling me to figure it out. I don't even know what the question is... Suppose it's a part of the reason why I sent my application to Avalon to join.

Thanks for reading :)

[sirayah]

Last night, I dreamt of a dog that came into my home. His coat was a beautiful white color and, though I'm unsure of his breed, he reminded me of a bull-type. (For some reason, I got the impression that he belonged to Jesse Ventura! ?!)

I wanted the dog to go outside, but he wouldn't. In this dream, I was a lot meaner to this dog than I feel that I would have been in waking-life. Though I do not want to admit or accept it, I began to hit the dog when he wouldn't listen to my instruction to go outside.

Oddly, I do not believe that I was hurting him. It was as if I was 'pulling my punches' and the pup's physical body was made out of steel. Despite my violence, the dog remained undeterred. So, I picked him up and physically walked him outside. As I did this, I received a strong communication from the animal. "But,.. I LOVE you!," it said and bit my face. His bite did not hurt me either, it was more like a love-bite (reminiscent of a kiss.) Ultimately, I set him outside, where he remained obediently. He stayed at the door with his nose to the entrance, hoping to come back inside.

In a subsequent dream, I contemplated my actions toward the canine. I felt as though I'd handled the situation incorrectly. I wanted to see him again and to tell him that I accepted and shared the love that he expressed to me. The only reason that I didn't want him inside was to prevent altercations between him and my cat. Thinking on it now, I felt a deep connection with this being.

Any and all insights into this are greatly appreciated.
Hi Turcurulin,
The first thing which jumped at me was that this "dog" was an ET visitation.....

As I read your post I recall an encounter I experienced when very small ..I was awoken in the night and sat up in bed...on the floor at the foot of my bed was a medium size white glowing dog (long wispy flowing hair) it had the most intense black mirror eyes..and it was peering into my being...I felt extreme fright..I felt paralyzed....I could not even scream .....it did not even blink....just a solid state stare...something came over me and I told myself not to move a muscle...just slowly lay back down in bed....this was all I could do due to the intense fear......as I lay there praying that the dog not interfere with me any more I eventually fell asleep....

Now as an adult people have told me certain ET races mask their appearance in order to integrate into your consciousness...like using owls, dogs, dolls....

so working from this perspective we can now look into your dream....I feel aspects or contracts with alien races are apart of our being...therefore you may have been integrating an aspect -completing loose ends/balancing a relationship with self

....so an aspect of intrusion was being reconciled as you asked the dog forcefully to go outside..when balancing we sometimes have to enforce our intention with the other party.....the "dog" showed you from a higher aspect that it realized your intention and still loved you...

the second dream I feel is just balancing of your mind/consciousness as a process of integration....just relaying different perspectives to bring you back into harmony with the work completed....

shall repost if more comes in ..:) thanks for sharing :) S

[Mark]

Turcurulin: you own a cat so you are not a dog person i'm assuming, so the dog may represent an energy that you are not necessarily comfortable with. to have the dog standing firm, loving, as you attempt to harm it to get rid of it is about your fear primarily, of this unknown perhaps oppositional energy that seems to have it in its purpose to be there for you. A dog of fierce countenance, so it might have been a protective influence. Feels to me as if you might need to look for caring/aid/love from a source you normally would not be drawn to or expect to be drawn to you. Taken in conjunction with Sira's thoughts, it could be a multi-dimensional thing.

Laura, I have dreams like those. I don't see them as needing interpreting, I think they are exactly what they seem to be. A beautiful tale, thank you for sharing it. :)

[sirayah]

Hey guys :)

My first time visiting this thread, but I am so glad I did, it's nice to read about everyone's dreams, they're all so interesting, thank you for sharing them.

Wish I could help with interpretation, but I am barely managing my own, but what I have learned is that usually the gut feeling that keeps nagging at you, if a dream "bothers" you... Is worth taking a look at, but I know you guys know that :)

I have a history of remembering my dreams after *nearly* every night ... After hitting my teens, I have been consciously awake in my dreams, but lately it has become very rare, only a couple of instances last year.

Here's my little contribution, I can count the dreams that have shook me to my core with the fingers of one hand, and this is one of them (from about eight years ago):

I was on a planet of fire, I was a man wearing body armor, leading an army of thousands. The heat was immense as there were volcanoes all around us, the magma was flowing left and right and there was vapor in the air, violent bursts of hot air that would burn you to blisters if you were unfortunate enough to get caught in one of the bursts.

There was a constant loud rumbling sound, as if the planet was falling apart, too much pressure under the crust, the ground shook beneath our feet and it was catching on fire with the magma bursting to the surface. It was the sound of air about to burn. I was exhausted and so were my "men". I signaled for them to stop with my right hand and we stood there, in front of us was a tower with several floors, it just stood there alone... As the world around it was falling apart.

I took off my helmet and approached the tower in silence, my men stayed behind, waiting. As I climbed the stairs and approached the top floor of the tower, a sense of calm and yet... Respect with certain nervousness washed over me. I reached the last floor and stood at a door that was open. I went in.

Inside was an old man wearing a light colored robe, it could have been white, it could have been any light color, all I really saw was what that man was working on. There was a mechanical model of the universe in the room, the stars, the planets, the galaxies... It was all there.

I became nervous as I attempted to keep my voice steady: "I have come to conquer you."

The old man stopped as he heard my voice. He turned around slowly and took a few steps towards me. He seemed to be scanning me with his gaze and after a while he slowly lifted his hand, showing me his palm:

"Before you do that... Let me show you something." He requested. With the same hand he was showing me, he was now motioning for me to study the model of the universe he was working on.

I went closer to it and looked at the galaxies and the planets and stars within them moving in relation to each other, it was intricate in design.

"I am a technician of this universe." The man told me as I stared at the model in awe. And at that moment we pulled away from the tower and as we went past solar systems and galaxies, he told a story of how the universe was born, and how things worked.

I found myself standing at the edge of this universe, and the old man showed me things I had never imagined were possible. I saw the birth of solar systems, galaxies, stars and planets within them, life that was born on them, civilizations building worlds, conquering each other, thriving and warring, withering away.

Then the scenery froze.

"This is the moment you were born". He directed my attention to our little Milky Way, our tiny solar system, the planets were in the same positions as on the day I came to be me in this life on Earth.

"I can't tell you more than this, the rest you have to figure out on your own." And before I could even react to what he had said, I was already back on Earth. And I woke up.

Now... It could have been just a dream, but I would be lying, if I said I haven't tried to go back to that place I was, just to see that man again. I wish I could describe better what I saw, but I choke up with the words, and trying to draw out the scenarios, it's a mockery. But I will always remember his words to me, telling me to figure it out. I don't even know what the question is... Suppose it's a part of the reason why I sent my application to Avalon to join.

Thanks for reading :)

Hi Laura Elina :0 omg omg omg I am sooooo excited reading this post...it is as if the molecules of my being are dancing...it has accelerated my vibration considerably....whew...it is not very often we get recalls of such detail !!!! thank you for sharing

I am going to add what ever came into me as I read....
First I felt Mars as the planetary location..yet not this dimensional aspect of Mars...was at the pre-creation stage...yet Mars it was....i know that man you met was an life architect /creator being....what a gift to have met him....wow.....this means that this is also an aspect of your being....as the master's have come in now to seed the earth he showed you your origin path..or entry timestamp..this is important as we can use this information for our personal process while on earth...such as balancing karma for example...you are shown an origin point or your set point energy which you feel or can recall from the dream ...so it is like a path back home....

leader/guide of energies...wayshower...leading by example through your actions...

the aspect of you telling the man that "you have come to conquer" is that some beings come from OUTSIDE the God matrices of creation....and yes you are here now to dissolve that realization, that the GOD matrice is the highest level of "knowing" the God head within itself is a construct .... :)
do you remember what is outside? the energy? the life form? beyond Universe, Multiverse, Omniverse? this is a "new" teaching ....

this is all for now...maybe this will trigger more of your knowing..thank you again for sharing...xoS

[CD7]

Ive had reoccurring dreams that i was flying or learning to fly throughout the years, and recently ive had a number of these type of dreams where im learning to fly! Its been more "real" lately like i can feel the upliftment and myself "working" to get it right. Id float and practice making myself go where i wanted to go...it mainly takes place in a room or house and im just trying to cross the floor of a room! The last one i had it was almost for a brief moment when i awoke from a" learning to fly" dream that i thought it was "real"---whatever the hell real is!?

[Mulder]

#1. Yes, but their dream is always slightly different to mine - like in court, different witnesses remember different aspects of the same event.
#2. Yes, but it's not a linear relationship!
#3. No, I haven't awakened out of body, but have dreamed I'm out of body.
#4. Yes, and especially to Mars.
#5. Yes OFTEN & I get a feeling of deja vu when it happens.
Shockingly, last night I had a powerful dream, but lost 99% of it when I awoke, then I read this thread about this happening - must be a deja vu-type of experience.

[sirayah]

Ive had reoccurring dreams that i was flying or learning to fly throughout the years, and recently ive had a number of these type of dreams where im learning to fly! Its been more "real" lately like i can feel the upliftment and myself "working" to get it right. Id float and practice making myself go where i wanted to go...it mainly takes place in a room or house and im just trying to cross the floor of a room! The last one i had it was almost for a brief moment when i awoke from a" learning to fly" dream that i thought it was "real"---whatever the hell real is!?
:) flying is so enjoyable...last dream where I was flying was along a coast line...it was so peaceful and expansive...I guess we are travelling out of body as I never recall actually seeing or being aware of my physical body.... real is what we make it and for me all is real :) thanks for sharing :)

[DNA]

Last night, I dreamt of a dog that came into my home. His coat was a beautiful white color and, though I'm unsure of his breed, he reminded me of a bull-type. (For some reason, I got the impression that he belonged to Jesse Ventura! ?!)

I wanted the dog to go outside, but he wouldn't. In this dream, I was a lot meaner to this dog than I feel that I would have been in waking-life. Though I do not want to admit or accept it, I began to hit the dog when he wouldn't listen to my instruction to go outside.

Oddly, I do not believe that I was hurting him. It was as if I was 'pulling my punches' and the pup's physical body was made out of steel. Despite my violence, the dog remained undeterred. So, I picked him up and physically walked him outside. As I did this, I received a strong communication from the animal. "But,.. I LOVE you!," it said and bit my face. His bite did not hurt me either, it was more like a love-bite (reminiscent of a kiss.) Ultimately, I set him outside, where he remained obediently. He stayed at the door with his nose to the entrance, hoping to come back inside.

In a subsequent dream, I contemplated my actions toward the canine. I felt as though I'd handled the situation incorrectly. I wanted to see him again and to tell him that I accepted and shared the love that he expressed to me. The only reason that I didn't want him inside was to prevent altercations between him and my cat. Thinking on it now, I felt a deep connection with this being.

Any and all insights into this are greatly appreciated.

On the Native American medicine wheel, white is the energy of the north, which is the place of wisdom and power.
The fact that you mentioned the dog seemed to belong to Jesse Ventura might mean the dog represented information regarding the things Ventura is speaking about in the conspiracy realm which are kind of hard to take in sometimes and can be in conflict with information that is already present such as the cat might represent.

So to me the dream meant you are rejecting information that is in conflict with information you already have.
The fact the dog bit you in a loving manner also seems to indicate that the information may seem painfull, but that it actually is not.


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Hi Laura, I read your dream and it was really cool. It's one of those higher self meetings it seems, and though the planet belching up magma and you being a man leading an army could mean something, but I have no idea what.
It could mean that the soldiors you were leading were your fellow incarnations, and you were leading them up the spire of incarnating so as to complete your physical journey by meeting your higher self and defeating him or rather becoming him. But I'm only guessing. A lot of good stuff there.

[Turcurulin]

Sirayah, Rahkyt, DNA - you, again, have my deepest thanks for your continued advice. Being able to receive and compare your respective, inspired insights (when compared to my own feelings and thoughts) has helped to paint very revealing pictures of the messages from my dream-mind. Your generous guidance is an invaluable asset to all dreamers.


Turcurulin: you own a cat so you are not a dog person i'm assuming,

I am an animal-person (or 'any-being-person' =) in general. But, it has been a while since I've had a pup companion!


1. Have you ever experienced a shared dream? I believe we dream together all of the time, but the nature of timelessness in a dream, and the lack of memory we exhibit upon waking can blurr the reality of this. So, although we all experience "shared" dreams, what I am asking is this. Have you ever experienced corroboration in the form of you and another person both remembering the same dream?

2. Have you noticed in waking an activity that you partake of or do not partake of that enhances your ability to lucid dream?

3. Have you ever awakened outside of your body?

4. Have you ever gone to the moon in a lucid dream?

5. Have you ever met someone in a dream and then met them in real life?

#1 Yes. And I, at times, get the explicit feeling that I'm sharing dreams with individuals from around the world, who I may not ever meet in waking-life.

#2 Yes. Cleansing myself exponentially increases my abilities for lucid-dreaming. Specifically, (though I loathe to admit it =) when I do not partake of marijuana for several weeks in a row, I can get to the point of having a lucid dream nightly. In my own case, I've found that marijuana consumption will not only inhibit my ability for lucid-dreaming, but it'll inhibit my ability to remember my dreams almost entirely. I rarely drink alcohol and almost never partake in any other mind-altering substances (unless tobacco is included in this category. ?) But, on the occasions that I do, I've noticed the effects on my dreaming to be the same, if not more so.

#3 I have not that I can remember. I have sleep-walked. My wife has awakened out-of-body several times as a child, with many episodes of sleep-walking as well. In one projection, she explored her entire neighborhood.

#4 I believe so, but I have trouble remembering this. I've been diligently attempting to do so recently.

#5 I have not that I can remember. I regularly have deja-vu-type experiences, where an event or moment in my life will recall a past dream in which the same exact circumstance had played out.

I'm going to post my flying dreams when I get a real typing-itch (it'll be like my 'Giant Crocodile' post - really, really long =).

May you all dream sweetly.

[grapevine]

I've had this wonderful dream a few times now and I'm starting to recognise the beginning and so enjoy it even more . . . . . I'm like a roller coaster in space and I fly down and then up and when ii get to the top I explode into millions of brightly lit pieces ... . . like the brightest firework in history . . . . . then when the explosion has gone as far as it can I slowly come back together again and then fly downwards and upwards and downwards and then up for the big one again . . . .weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee - it is the most fantastic, freeing feeling .. . . sadly it is just a dream though :)

[sirayah]

I've had this wonderful dream a few times now and I'm starting to recognise the beginning and so enjoy it even more . . . . . I'm like a roller coaster in space and I fly down and then up and when ii get to the top I explode into millions of brightly lit pieces ... . . like the brightest firework in history . . . . . then when the explosion has gone as far as it can I slowly come back together again and then fly downwards and upwards and downwards and then up for the big one again . . . .weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee - it is the most fantastic, freeing feeling .. . . sadly it is just a dream though :)
Hi w1ndmill :)....I do energy work within a vortex and as we open to the higher frequencies we do come apart into a multitude of particles as I see it ;) so your dream is right on..this is how one would consciously scale the frequency harmonics of being and this is what it does look/feel like...for some work we actually invoke departicularization to separate/open our being to reorder specific patterns.....:) very nice :)

[Turcurulin]

I hope you've all been dreaming sweetly!

Last night, I had a doozy of a dream that I would like to share -

I dreamt that I 'woke-up' to the exact circumstances of my sleeping-state. And, in doing so, I believed that I was truly awake. I was in my bed, in my bedding, and on my side (my wife and I alternate sides of the bed nightly.) Both my wife and I were wearing the clothing in which we had gone to bed last night.

When I 'awoke,' I could hear my wife speaking. At first, I thought that she was talking to me. As my 'wakeful-mind' cleared, my next thought was that she was sleep-talking because her voice was somewhat hushed. As I became fully 'awake,' I realized that her voice was coming out as a mixture of a whisper, her normal voice, and something else entirely! I began to roll over to see if she was OK, but was having trouble navigating the blankets. Usually, something as simple as not being able to turn-over in bed would be a catalyst for lucidity within my dreams. But, I was distracted by her voice and what she was saying, so I simply turned my head to get a look at her and a better ear on what she was saying. She had her back to me as though asleep on the side of her body (when I actually woke-up later, we were sleeping back-to-back, as well) but, I could hear her clearly now. I can't recall the exact words (there were a LOT of them) but, it sounded like a conversation between her and some-else. I couldn't hear this someone-else's voice, however. The conversation was about a third-party, from what I gathered, and was mostly in English, but with some words from another language that I've never heard interspersed. I got the feeling that some or most of these words were names of people and places and ideas being shared familiarly, between the participants of the conversation, in this ancient/alien/foreign language.

I knew that this was not my wife speaking, but was still unaware that I was dreaming. I asked, "Who are you?" (My voice even sounded, to me, as though I was awake.) The conversation stopped. And the voice from my wife said, in that whisper, normal-voice, and something-else mixture,
"My name is BLO."
And these letters were projected into my mind as such - B L O. The voice itself was no longer coming from my wife, but was projected into my mind - though the "sound" and "tone" remained the same. "Who's BLO?" I asked stupidly. Again, this kind of uncharacteristic question would normally throw me right into an awareness of my dream-state, but I was too enthralled at this point. I did not receive an answer. So I asked the next inevitable question, "What do you want?" (These are also the questions that I would ask if aware of my dream-state, but at the time I truly believed that I was awake!)
"War, war, war," was the response.
As she said this, I felt a pressure on the back of my skull. I began seizing violently and involuntarily repeating the words, in my normal 'waking' voice, "WAR, WAR, WAR." At this point, I became lucid (thankfully.) But, as soon as I became aware of the dream, the pressure on my head intensified and the voice said,
"Yes, now take control."
I wanted to get out of there, so I did. I began breaking through bubbles of perception that were like 3D concentric circles (small, then big, then bigger.) But I did not do this with my body (it wasn't there), but with, what I can only describe as, pure perception. I was just consciousness (indeed, even the bubbles I was breaking through were part of my perception.) I broke through the bubbles, going up-up-up, until I expanded into my body and actually woke-up - from bubble-breaking to waking in what seemed like a split second.

When I awoke, I immediately rolled over and called-out, almost yelled-out, "Maria!"
"Uhh?" was her sleepy, normal-voiced reply. (For this I was thankful.) In the morning, we shared dreams and she relayed a more positive, non-lucid dream, involving ET contact which I found interesting, that I will get her to post at her desire/leisure.

Thanks for reading... and dreaming! :sleep:
Tim

[Turcurulin]

I wrote the last post, above, shortly after waking from that night's sleep. I've recently been reminded of the importance of waiting until four days after a dream (lucid or not) before disclosing it to anyone else. One can lose the power and true-meaning of a dream if it is told to someone else too early, apparently.

Can anyone speculate the nature of this? Have you noticed an empowerment when keeping dreams secret or a loss of empowerment when disclosing them? Or the opposite?

(Methinks I may have killed this thread with that last post, above,..:confused: I'm realizing that I keep coming back to this thread only with my more negative dreams... :sorry: I'm so affected by my dreams. When I have really deeply affecting dreams, I try to get all of the advice that I can on them... sometimes too anxiously.)

(Rahkyt and sirayah have retired from Avalon?! You will be so sorely missed! We love you guys!)

Well, back to sleep then. :lazy2:

[Curt]

iddy bump........:bump2:

[Mark]

LOL Thanks, Curtis. Sira says she'll be back to contribute to this thread again. We're doing a lot of work but the astral has been very busy for her and us, and I'm sure everyone else as well. Looking forward to what we find ...

[sirayah]

Hi all :) thanks for getting me back into this thread ...it is great to share dreams/ideas with others as everyone can shine a different perspective on the process of interpretation. I feel all is important and relevant to our process..even if it does not make sense at a particular moment.
I have been having so many dreams of late...as I feel we are within a very active energetic/time/space process ;0

The first dream which wants to be shared for me is one I had about a month ago now....as I feel into sleep I regained awareness to see what looked like an inter-dimensional portal over our bed...with a being staring in at me....this startled me...there looked like a green energy around and there was black eyes and a mouth....it was quite large....whew..I tried to wake myself to get away....
now looking back I am feeling this is some sort of connect of ET fam....yet just letting it be for now...although I have had a renewed interest in learning more about ET aspects..especially regarding origins and healing.

Bless XO S

[Curt]

I had a dream many years ago now that has always stuck with me. I would have been around 15 or so.

I was standing alone. All around me was a very dimly lit red color. I then vomited my heart into my hand.

There was no pain.

I could hear my heart beat as though it were in surround sound.

Then my field of vision, from the top, began to fade from this dim red to grey. The longer my heart stayed in my hand, the more my field of vision turned grey (fading from top to bottom).

I then panicked a bit. I said, outloud, 'what am I going to do'?

Then an uncle of mine popped into the dream and said, 'Put it back in through your stomach.'

So I passed it, bloodless and without pain, into my stomach. It slid back up into place and my field of vision began to turn back from the grey to the dim red color.

I could hear my heart beating faster. I watched the grey color receding quickly and then the dream ended.

[onawah]

Well, Curtis, I' sure you know the old saying about the way to a man's heart being through his stomach... :lol:
Apologies... but someone probably would have pointed that out sooner or later, so might as well get it over with.

I've had some strange lucid dreams too.
At this particular juncture in time, I'm reminded a lot of the one I had about a false flag attack on the public from our shadow government via death ray devices mounted on ships that looked alien, but were actually earth-based.
I had that one several years ago, but can still recall it in great detail.
Also the bizarre futuristic one I had about a time when the US government had issued a mandate that all school children, "for their own protection", had to be armed at all times.
Time to let go of those go, I think!

[Curt]

Sirayah, It's great to see you back. I'm looking forward to seeing where this thread develops :)


Hi all :) thanks for getting me back into this thread ...it is great to share dreams/ideas with others as everyone can shine a different perspective on the process of interpretation. I feel all is important and relevant to our process..even if it does not make sense at a particular moment.
I have been having so many dreams of late...as I feel we are within a very active energetic/time/space process ;0

The first dream which wants to be shared for me is one I had about a month ago now....as I feel into sleep I regained awareness to see what looked like an inter-dimensional portal over our bed...with a being staring in at me....this startled me...there looked like a green energy around and there was black eyes and a mouth....it was quite large....whew..I tried to wake myself to get away....
now looking back I am feeling this is some sort of connect of ET fam....yet just letting it be for now...although I have had a renewed interest in learning more about ET aspects..especially regarding origins and healing.

Bless XO S

[sirayah]

I had a dream many years ago now that has always stuck with me. I would have been around 15 or so.

I was standing alone. All around me was a very dimly lit red color. I then vomited my heart into my hand.

There was no pain.

I could hear my heart beat as though it were in surround sound.

Then my field of vision, from the top, began to fade from this dim red to grey. The longer my heart stayed in my hand, the more my field of vision turned grey (fading from top to bottom).

I then panicked a bit. I said, outloud, 'what am I going to do'?

Then an uncle of mine popped into the dream and said, 'Put it back in through your stomach.'

So I passed it, bloodless and without pain, into my stomach. It slid back up into place and my field of vision began to turn back from the grey to the dim red color.

I could hear my heart beating faster. I watched the grey color receding quickly and then the dream ended.

Hi Curtis, whew...the first sentence which starts to direct me is the one where you reference hearing your heart in surround sound. This makes me remember a dream where I was consciousness of an active earthquake which filtered into my physical reality...by the time I woke ...as the room stopped trembling, there was no earthquake, yet I had been engaged at some level of my being and lived the experience through alter dimensional realms.
So from this perspective, I feel you where at this instance inside your heart , the "vomiting" was the act of the propulsion of directed consciousness ....I am still not tuning into the red aspect as an energy per say (such as a correspondence to root)..yet perhaps to a process say of life generation/oxygenated tissues/nourishment???? then upon meeting with the hand...grey...lack of flow/energy/nourishment/sustenance/fuel......have you ever felt blocked through the hands? or you where not expressing flow through this route? you said that you write if I recall? Did your uncle influence your true nature? or interests in some way?
maybe this will make some sense to you on some level?
:) fun fun thanks for sharing....S

[sirayah]

Well, Curtis, I' sure you know the old saying about the way to a man's heart being through his stomach... :lol:
Apologies... but someone probably would have pointed that out sooner or later, so might as well get it over with.

I've had some strange lucid dreams too.
At this particular juncture in time, I'm reminded a lot of the one I had about a false flag attack on the public from our shadow government via death ray devices mounted on ships that looked alien, but were actually earth-based.
I had that one several years ago, but can still recall it in great detail.
Also the bizarre futuristic one I had about a time when the US government had issued a mandate that all school children, "for their own protection", had to be armed at all times.
Time to let go of those go, I think!

Hi Onawah, :)
Men/stomachs/heart 100% true from my experience...a well fed man is a happy man ;)

These dreams you speak of...I feel may be happening on alternate timelines. I have experienced being in some sort of underground camp...with people crammed into tight spaces.. military style complexes...it was very real so I am sure in some space it is...I do not feel all timelines come into our collective reality...maybe just act as branches or possibilities if a critical mass energy is met....
I recently had a horrible dream where I was in what looked to be HELL...people where being tortured etc...I was observing yet feeling their pain...then the people where granted release from this entrapment...I stayed and ushered them out of the "jail/prison". This could be an example of entrapped energies being released.

Your dream regarding the laser direction..well I have seen this process while working within live energy sessions....I feel it is a real mechanism in which some forms of energy partake...energy manipulation/redirection ...again..not sure how much is forming or affecting the collective reality or sub streams...interesting how we gain insights through the alter dimensions ;)

thanks for sharing, S

[onawah]

Thanks, Sirayah. Yes, I think the alternate timelines is a possibility too, and I agree, it's interesting how we gain insights through visiting those dimensions.
The dream I describe following was a good example of that for me, I think.
(I had a dream once about being a prisoner too, in a a military style complex back in the 60s--very surreal, very real and very scary, like a bad acid flashback...
Also a dream about being in Hell. I'm glad I don't have a lot of those!)

The dream following, I had in June of 2009.
I was at a great, very lively party in the Executive Suite on the top floor of a high rise building in a large West Coast city.
The suite covered the whole top floor of the building, and there was a sort of wrap-around balcony encompassing the entire suite.
I was standing on the balcony near the railing, conversing with a dark-haired young man when we heard a whirring sound.
We turned to look out to where the sound was issuing from, and to our amazement, saw a flying saucer approaching us.
It was broad daylight, downtown in a large city, so this sight was completely unexpected.
The ship stopped and hovered a couple of dozen yards from where we stood, close enough so that we could see it clearly and in detail.
It was made of a glowing, silvery metal which seemed to be very lightweight and somewhat translucent, though we couldn't actually see through it.
There were windows, but we couldn't see through them, though I had a very strong feeling that on the other side of the windows watching us were highly intelligent, enlightened, humanoid beings who were actually our genetic ancestors.
It felt like they had intentionally stopped there in order to give the young man and me an unforgettable experience, and they were enjoying themselves tremendously, as if this was something they had wanted to do for a long time but had had to wait until now before making this kind of contact had become permissible.
I felt sure they were laughing at our incredulous expressions, though not in a mocking way, but with a sincere desire to make known their kinship and good wishes toward us.
Their invisible though energetic greetings were accompanied by a sort of warm, humorous, telepathic handshake.
After about 5 minutes, the ship began to move slowly away, gradually picking up speed.
My feeling was that they were off to look for other people in the neighborhood of high rises to surprise and greet.

The young man and I had difficulty speaking, as we were still in a state of amazement, but there wasn't really a need to speak.
We both knew what we had seen and experienced, but knew it would take some time to absorb and process.
We shared a hug, then the young man said that he had to leave and so I drifted back inside to the party, to see if anyone else had seen the ship.
It appeared that everyone on that side of the huge room had not been facing the balcony, however, but were gathered instead around a man who was lounging on a couch with a very relaxed, rather negligent air.
When I joined the group, he began speaking directly to me, but because I was still so excited about my "close encounter", it took me a while to focus on what he was saying.
I was listening to him quite disingenuously, but I soon began to notice his expression and his body language belied his nonchalant words.
I began to suspect that he too, was an alien, but not at all a nice one.
In fact, I felt his intentions were in opposition to those of the friendly aliens in the flying saucer.
He was looking at me as though he was going to make me his next victim, and I realized that my open attitude was being perceived as a sort of naive invitation to him to make me his prey.
I immediately switched gears and consciously chose to be in control and to feel no fear.
I began speaking to him in a very modulated, agreeable voice, but I showed him with my expression, words and body language that I was in no way acquiescent.
He appeared charmed, but I saw that being charming was not what was going to be required to neutralize his covert aggression.
I understood on a very deep level that I had to send loving, healing energy to him, and when I did so, it changed not only his demeanor, but his view of the whole situation, and he became progressively less aggressive, until I finally felt that he was no longer a danger.
I was gratified to know that I was learning how to disarm negative energy in such a tangible, hands-on manner, and knew that the appearance of the friendly aliens had empowered me to know what needed to be done, and enabled me to actually do it.
As I came back to conscious awareness, I realized I had awakened because I wanted to be out of that man's presence and, of course, back in the company of the friendly aliens.
Above all, I wanted my next experience with them to be on board their ship!
:ufo: :wub:
I haven't had that dream yet, as far as I can remember, but I have come to appreciate more over time the lesson in the dream about how to deal with negative energy in a positive way without leaving myself open to attack.

[onawah]

In regard to touching something real in a dream, I had a dream about 15 years ago or so that left a very deep impression on me.
In the dream, I was living in a house right next to a bay on the ocean with a couple of friends, Bud and Linda, both of whom I actually knew in reality.
It was a large old house in a small, quiet, friendly town, possibly in South America.
The climate was sunny and warm and the atmosphere in the house and the town in general was very relaxed and peaceful.
It seemed that we lived together as a kind of family--perhaps we were siblings--and our relationship with one another was very cordial.
It was a typical afternoon, and I was coming down the stairs on the side of the house facing the bay.
It was a rather shabby staircase, on the side of the house that had not been remodeled, though most the house had been done over fairly recently.
I came to the landing, where there was an open window facing the bay.
There was a delightful, warm breeze wafting through the window and the accompanying scent and sound of the ocean was enchanting.
I looked out and suddenly I felt that I was either in a different house, or that I hadn't been in that part of the house for a longer time than I realized, because the view seemed very different from what I remembered.
Then I realized that the ocean was so close, that when I put my hand out, I could actually touch the water.
As I touched the water in my dream, I could actually feel the water in my lucid state, such a marvelous, indescribable sensation!
I felt like I had never before fully appreciate the spirit and magic in water.
As I felt the water, I also realized that the dream was in technicolor, and that my every sense was being engaged in dimensional fullness, with a sense of all the space and the four directions surrounding me, as well as up, down, in and out.
Then Bud came up the stair and I asked him if the view had really changed on that side of the house, or if I was just imagining it.
He replied that as far as he knew, it had always been that way.
Somehow, I was able to accept that without question, and as I moved my hand through the water and looked out, I began to merge with the sea, the landscape, Bud, the house and everything, dissolving into the fullness and emptiness of space and beingness.
But when I awakened, it seemed to me that although the dream had been very special and a kind of gift, there had also been a kind of narrator/director behind the scenes who had actually got in the way of the full experiencing, though I hadn't really noticed that until after I woke up.
It was like I had wanted to actually go and live in the dream permanently, but the narrator/director who was me could not let go and allow that.
I came away with a strong feeling of love and affection for Bud and Linda, and felt the sibling bond still so strongly, that I wondered if we had actually been related in some past life.

A very brief dream that I had just recently was very different to any I have had before.
It was definitely lucid, but the fact that I can attribute it's probable cause to things I had been exposed to on the internet makes it somehow suspect to me insofar as it being genuine, for some reason.
I had been reading Mayan prophecies and saw Drunvalo Melchizedek's interpretation of them in a video, and had been wondering what the chances were that any of the disasters that have befallen the planet in similar, former times might be a possibility scenario again today, such as the poles shifting, continents falling into the ocean, etc.
In the lucid dream, I was in bed and was feeling the beginning of an earthquake.
I wasn't sure if I was dreaming or actually awake.
Then I got an eagle's eye view of the world outside and realized that the earth was liquifying and the oceans were rushing up onto what had once been the land, and everything was being destroyed.
Initially, I felt the trauma and the violence and for an instant, I thought it was real and that I was going to die.
There was the sensation of falling into darkness which I surrendered to as inevitable death, but then I discovered that I was encased in a transparent protective bubble that was shielding me from all the destruction, and I realized I was there simply to be an observer.
And then I woke up, feeling both shaken and mystified, and as if the dream had somehow been planted in my mind by some bizarre outside influence.

[sirayah]

Hi Onawah,
Thank you for sharing your dreams here.

Just a quick pop in here...regarding the water/flood dream you recently experienced...
Last night I dreamt similar...I awoke and looked out my window and all was water...as if the house was floating
on the ocean.....
I felt as if I where on some sort of Arc....
Later at my house...I saw water being pumped...as if many sub-pubs where in action....
as the dream progressed I some guys where sliding off the roof top....one penetrated the ground layers and fell into a pit of water...
humm S

[onawah]

The really cool thing for me about my watery dream was actually touching the water.
I would say that water is definitely a great thing to touch in a dream if you want to get real and connect with something spiritual and magical.
I always associate water with the most feminine of Goddess energies, and to touch it in that dimensional way was very life-affirming.

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[Curt]

Hello Sirayah,

This is interesting stuff. I think the red room I found myself in was probably a stand-in for the womb in some way.

The nightmares I'd had previously about floating in a red room and then being thrown down onto the light were birth-trauma dreams (which you previously, and correctly, pointed out).

I had been born as an emergency c-section, and almost died from strangulation by the umbilical chord.

The uncle in my dream is my mother's brother, too, and is closest in age to her of all her brothers and sisters. Also, he is the closest in age to myself of all my aunts and uncles.

I think the dream may have had something to do with birth trauma and a resultant lack of vitality or connection--or a block somehow meaningfully related to this trauma that had carried over into adolescence.

Even if the traumatic birth didn't cause the block I had been experiencing at 15, per se, it perhaps contained within it an analog of this later block, which is maybe why the red room/birthing trauma setting appeared in the dream, albeit in this very abstract way, i.e., as a dim red room.

The sensation of vomiting my heart into my hand wasn't unpleasant, just a little worrisome when I realized, by virtue of the color draining out of my field of vision, that I'd better find a way of reconnecting it in order to live.

The choice to put it in through my stomach is interesting.

My dreaming mind may have used the logic of the old saying about the link between a man's heart and stomach for a reason, or just because it was what was readily available to my unconscious mind within the economy of the dream.

But, I tend to think it was significant.

It's worth noting that I do have healing hands, of a sort, though untrained and undeveloped, but the talent is there.

Perhaps it began at that time--or was revealed to me at that time.

I am also a writer, as you mentioned, and though I wasn't blocked at the point in my life in which I had the dream, I am very much blocked now--which is perhaps why I have chosen to share the dream at this point, otherwise apropos of nothing :)

I was hanging around with my uncle a bunch around the time period the dream took place, as it was a time when my folks had split up and my mother and I had been living with my maternal grandmother.

So perhaps the trauma of that break between my parents linked up with the original birthing trauma/break in order to focus my attention on a larger lesson for me--a lesson that is yet unlearned.

In any case, I valued my uncle's opinion at that time above most others, so it makes sense for that reason, too that he would have been the one to give the advice in the dream.

I think the fact that it's a heart is significant, as metaphorically anyway, my heart/ability to love/connect had been pretty badly damaged in childhood, and even now I struggle to open up and be connected with people in open, trusting ways. But, at the same time, I feel there is a lot of energy there for me to connect to that has so far eluded me.

Another thing that just occurred to me is this: that the uncle in the dream, and my mother's mother-- her surname was Harte.

Thanks for taking a look. Much appreciated. :wave:



I had a dream many years ago now that has always stuck with me. I would have been around 15 or so.

I was standing alone. All around me was a very dimly lit red color. I then vomited my heart into my hand.

There was no pain.

I could hear my heart beat as though it were in surround sound.

Then my field of vision, from the top, began to fade from this dim red to grey. The longer my heart stayed in my hand, the more my field of vision turned grey (fading from top to bottom).

I then panicked a bit. I said, outloud, 'what am I going to do'?

Then an uncle of mine popped into the dream and said, 'Put it back in through your stomach.'

So I passed it, bloodless and without pain, into my stomach. It slid back up into place and my field of vision began to turn back from the grey to the dim red color.

I could hear my heart beating faster. I watched the grey color receding quickly and then the dream ended.

Hi Curtis, whew...the first sentence which starts to direct me is the one where you reference hearing your heart in surround sound. This makes me remember a dream where I was consciousness of an active earthquake which filtered into my physical reality...by the time I woke ...as the room stopped trembling, there was no earthquake, yet I had been engaged at some level of my being and lived the experience through alter dimensional realms.
So from this perspective, I feel you where at this instance inside your heart , the "vomiting" was the act of the propulsion of directed consciousness ....I am still not tuning into the red aspect as an energy per say (such as a correspondence to root)..yet perhaps to a process say of life generation/oxygenated tissues/nourishment???? then upon meeting with the hand...grey...lack of flow/energy/nourishment/sustenance/fuel......have you ever felt blocked through the hands? or you where not expressing flow through this route? you said that you write if I recall? Did your uncle influence your true nature? or interests in some way?
maybe this will make some sense to you on some level?
:) fun fun thanks for sharing....S

[onawah]

Curtis, the stomach can also be interpreted as a symbol for nurturing, since we are fed through the stomach.
The way to be reconnected to the heart may come through nurturing yourself in various ways..
Not just food, obviously, though that is certainly a good way, because the physical body often gets neglected in our spiritual quests, being considered as somehow less than, or inferior, when in fact, the body is a very necessary vehicle and our physical health and well being is in every way necessary for a fully functioning individual.
It might be helpful to look at what you are considering to be a writer's block as simply a sign that you are in need of more nurturing, whether from self or the individuals or community you are in relationship with.
Being able to receive can be just as important as being able to create; they are symbiotic...

[Mark]

Great sharing, thank you all for participating. Dreams are so subjective and yet the archetypes that appear in them are universal. The interpretation of them is intimate and directly connected to how we experience our lives but at the same time the themes are ones that we share as incarnate beings. With that said, adding the experience of lucidity to the mix really bumps it up a notch. As Onawah noted, the presence of the 'director', who moves the dream in the direction of conscious thought, can get in the way and affect the dream to what we later determine to not have been the most amazing possible outcome. We find that directed consciousness in the dreamstate can actually be a negative and that our active participation within the dream cut of potentialities that might have led to even more illuminating happenings.

While that may be the case, the importance of realizing the impact of lucidity in the dream-state opens the door to further explorations, further direct encounters between the lower and higher selves, giving us the opportunity to reconcile the two to the extent that we learn, eventually, to cultivate lucidity while simultaneously allowing the dream to progress at its own pace and in the direction our higher consciousnesses apparently wanted to take us in the first place. I suppose this takes dream-adventuring on the level of a Robert Monroe, and keeping diaries on the level of a David Wilcock, who never tires of reminding us that he's been keeping one for many years without fail. Every day.

I personally find that very difficult. I can awaken sometimes and remember my dreams, but when it comes to fully awakening and writing it down, I make the decision to let it go because I deem it 'not important' enough to leave the enjoyable half-awake state necessary in order to document the dream. And then, upon fully awakening, the dream is usually gone, lost in the wilds of the subconscious.

Something I've been noticing lately is that my dreams take me to places I've been before. Not recently, either. Years past. I'll be in a situation where all of a sudden something will come up and I will recall, in the dream, that I have been there before, or some element of the dream will appear that had appeared before, and, within the dream, I will note that element and remember fully and with no problems when I'd had that dream, what the element or place was, what it's meaning was and its context, as well as how it relates to the present dream-state.

This is new. I can't recall ever, in past years, having dreams that tie in and recall distant dreams of years past, it feels like I'm coming full circle, to a large extent.

It really reveals to me the reality that the dream state is indeed a separate and very real place and state of being, one that exists totally independent of who I am in the material world. It has its own rules, it has its own feel and it has its own mode of thought and processing information and time. Within the dream-state, it is all logical and based upon what seem to be very real laws akin to the laws of the material world, but based upon a set of rules more like a cartoon than our 3-D based reality.

Regarding the 'touching something real' meme, Onawah, these instances of super-clarity, where some element of the dream-state is highlighted in color, emotion and intensity, seem to be indicative of a state of being even higher than the dimensionality within which the dream is occuring. Let's say that dreams occur in 4-D, the Astral. Well, the incursion of "patches of grass" or "water" within the extra-luminous reality of the 4-D dreamstate must, in my opinion, be indicative of some further incursion within the dreamstate of 5-D, or even higher, depending upon what the substance is and what it's meaning is determined to be within the context of the dream.

Your water and my grass were examples of nature, in the dreamstate, perhaps a truer term might be super-nature. Archetypal and indicative of the primal energies of creation, the fundamental classifications of the natural world that represent elemental forces that gird our physical reality as well as our astral and higher realities.

I've been remembering my dreams more lately. I had one this morning that was interesting:

I was in a car. It was bright red and big. I was in the car with two other people. The driver was young, handsome, blonde. The other people in the dream were also beautiful and very, very solid in their fields. I could feel their presence as palpable fields and even though there were few words exchanged, I realized in the dream that our sixth senses were active and vital parts of our overall perception, and I knew that these people knew it as well. So, reading them was the same as speaking. Indicative of pure truth.

They wanted me to join their secret society. I was a candidate. I remember thinking, this is a nice car, but it was an older model, like one of those 1930s cars you might see in a movie like Metropolis, or one of the old gangster films, but it was brand new, really big, gleaming. I thought, he could have gotten a newer car but this one has a meaning and a class that you just can't find in newer cars.

Then, I'm on a beach with two other people, a woman and a man. The woman feels like Sirayah but doesn't look like her. We are wading in the shallows and there is some sort of black/grewy metal/plastic fin, sticking up from the sand, underwater but we are looking at it, feeling it. It leads out to what seems to be a building a bit deeper in the shallows, made of the same material. We enter and descend down into it. Within, there is something pertaining to the secret society. We are not supposed to be there. But our shared intent, purpose is, basically, to hack the information and get the abilities that the secret society members have, without actually having to join their group.

There is some sort of database within, some sort of information, perhaps screens, perhaps not, the image isn't clear now, hours later, but I do recall seeing bodies surrounded by information, as if they were clouds circling the physical form, indicative of the power status of that body. We wanted these codes so that we could manifest them and we succeeded in getting them.

The rest of the dream has blurred, there was more, I vaguely recall being discovered, but the gist of the final part of the dream is gone. The way it felt, I would not be at all surprised to return there again someday, I feel sooner rather than later, as it felt urgent and of immediate importance.

[onawah]

Thanks Rahkyt and all, I appreciate this discussion a lot.

In the dream where I touched water, and then ultimately felt the director :director: to be a hindrance to further and deeper experiencing in the dream, what I was experiencing at the end was kind of like being at the end of a long tunnel, seeing the light at the end and knowing that was where I had been, but that I had been pulled away from it by my conscious mind.
But from that vantage, my conscious mind seemed like a very contrived and unlively aspect of myself--a sort of not-self.
So the "me" that was seeing that must have been a higher dimensional self than I am not usually identified with in my normal dreams, and I was seeing from that higher perspective, if only briefly.
As you wrote:

indicative of a state of being even higher than the dimensionality within which the dream is occuring. Let's say that dreams occur in 4-D, the Astral. Well, the incursion of "patches of grass" or "water" within the extra-luminous reality of the 4-D dreamstate must, in my opinion, be indicative of some further incursion within the dreamstate of 5-D, or even higher, depending upon what the substance is and what it's meaning is determined to be within the context of the dream.

What seems very curious to me is in the larger context of this:

as I moved my hand through the water and looked out, I began to merge with the sea, the landscape, Bud, the house and everything, dissolving into the fullness and emptiness of space and beingness.
But when I awakened, it seemed to me that although the dream had been very special and a kind of gift, there had also been a kind of narrator/director behind the scenes who had actually got in the way of the full experiencing, though I hadn't really noticed that until after I woke up.
It was like I had wanted to actually go and live in the dream permanently, but the narrator/director who was me could not let go and allow that.

That experience of dissolving into the dream was actually out of time, and when I look back on it, though there is a logical time/sequence when that would have happened, it wasn't really "in" the dream, it was "past" the dream.
But when I woke up, I woke up from the dream, not from that dissolved state, though I was still in a space where I was looking back at it as though through a tunnel, and was not yet re-integrated with my normal conscious mind.
It was very disorienting!
Perhaps it was about time travel as well as traveling through dimensions.
In fact, when the dream first began, I remember having the sense that it was taking place in the future, a real future, though not quite a future in this world.


[QUOTE=Rahkyt;609357]
Something I've been noticing lately is that my dreams take me to places I've been before. Not recently, either. Years past. I'll be in a situation where all of a sudden something will come up and I will recall, in the dream, that I have been there before, or some element of the dream will appear that had appeared before, and, within the dream, I will note that element and remember fully and with no problems when I'd had that dream, what the element or place was, what it's meaning was and its context, as well as how it relates to the present dream-state.

This is new. I can't recall ever, in past years, having dreams that tie in and recall distant dreams of years past, it feels like I'm coming full circle, to a large extent.

I had that same circuitous feeling some time ago, at the end of my last really active period of dreaming when I was remembering my dreams.
I was hoping it was a sign that the active period would continue, but the opposite happened.
Or at least, the period of time when I was remembering my dreams a lot ceased.
I've been feeling more than usually fragmented in this current cycle.
The following, which a friend just posted on Facebook, describes what the current cycle is feeling like to me:


Polarities go against each other in order to find each other again. When they are still busy going against each other, they pull you apart. And this experience is so definitive, so intensive, and so traumatic that you learn to bring the polarities back together any way you can. The journey to make this possible is an extensive one, because along the way you must mediate between discrimination and release. You are walking a collective karmic edge between the old and the new, in which both of them must be honored in just the right ways. Yet the work it takes to bring polarities together in fresh ways is monumental. And that work is utterly redemptive, of infinite meaning and scope, in opening doors and letting totality in by conviction, by affinity, and by surrender to the great inevitable. - from INSIDE DEGREES by Ellias Lonsdale

And I think for me, the solution to this is largely about letting go of the past much more than I have to date...



( Rakhyt)
I was in a car. It was bright red and big. I was in the car with two other people. The driver was young, handsome, blonde. The other people in the dream were also beautiful and very, very solid in their fields. I could feel their presence as palpable fields and even though there were few words exchanged, I realized in the dream that our sixth senses were active and vital parts of our overall perception, and I knew that these people knew it as well. So, reading them was the same as speaking. Indicative of pure truth.

They wanted me to join their secret society. I was a candidate. I remember thinking, this is a nice car, but it was an older model, like one of those 1930s cars you might see in a movie like Metropolis, or one of the old gangster films, but it was brand new, really big, gleaming. I thought, he could have gotten a newer car but this one has a meaning and a class that you just can't find in newer cars.

Then, I'm on a beach with two other people, a woman and a man. The woman feels like Sirayah but doesn't look like her. We are wading in the shallows and there is some sort of black/grewy metal/plastic fin, sticking up from the sand, underwater but we are looking at it, feeling it. It leads out to what seems to be a building a bit deeper in the shallows, made of the same material. We enter and descend down into it. Within, there is something pertaining to the secret society. We are not supposed to be there. But our shared intent, purpose is, basically, to hack the information and get the abilities that the secret society members have, without actually having to join their group.

There is some sort of database within, some sort of information, perhaps screens, perhaps not, the image isn't clear now, hours later, but I do recall seeing bodies surrounded by information, as if they were clouds circling the physical form, indicative of the power status of that body. We wanted these codes so that we could manifest them and we succeeded in getting them.

The rest of the dream has blurred, there was more, I vaguely recall being discovered, but the gist of the final part of the dream is gone. The way it felt, I would not be at all surprised to return there again someday, I feel sooner rather than later, as it felt urgent and of immediate importance.

That's a very interesting dream!
It reminds me a little of the dream I had about the beings in the flying saucer.
There was a distinct feeling of telepathic communication with them, also that we were being given lessons of a sort in a certain order.
And I very much wanted to skip ahead too...
:crazy_pilot:
:lol:

I wonder if this has something to do with the claims that many psychics have been making about Gaia ascending at an unprecedented rate from 3D through 4D to 5D, and some of us accompanying her, while others lag behind.
Perhaps some of us are hurrying along that transition with our impatience...:clock:

update:
But perhaps my confusion was due to the fact that I was still programmed to think of time as the linear progression of events, rather than a dimensional aspect of our experience, where everything is happening simultaneously. I think that was probably the case .


That experience of dissolving into the dream was actually out of time, and when I look back on it, though there is a logical time/sequence when that would have happened, it wasn't really "in" the dream, it was "past" the dream.
But when I woke up, I woke up from the dream, not from that dissolved state, though I was still in a space where I was looking back at it as though through a tunnel, and was not yet re-integrated with my normal conscious mind.
It was very disorienting!
Perhaps it was about time travel as well as traveling through dimensions.
In fact, when the dream first began, I remember having the sense that it was taking place in the future, a real future, though not quite a future in this world.

[sirayah]

Hi all :)
Well...I have been haunted by dreams of late of by my most recent job experience.
I have never experienced people being overtly mean to me and in my past job a form of emotional abuse occurred. I know energetically that this is a gift as they where pushing me out of a particular space/situation so I could be on my true path.

So I departed the situation quickly in 3D..yet I was bothered for months with recurring dreams of the people and our interactions. I thought am I ever going to be free of these particular energies?

Last night I had what I call a "resolve-dream" filled night.
The first dream I met my old co-workers and we spoke and resolved all misunderstandings..I felt peace surrounding the dream with all secondary participants. Although the main perpetrator did not resolve, maybe it did not have to.
Now I am hopeful that I have resolved this particular matrice.

Then it was on to another powerful matrice..
I was going to see The Phantom of the Opera with my father (lots of issues)and was to meet him at the Opera house in downtown Montreal.
I dressed in a black hooded cape and put on heavy makeup almost Goth looking....
I then started on my course to the play...I met an African American woman with a child and
instead of backing away from me (because I felt I looked "different or out of place")she supported and was friendly towards me.
Upon arrival at the theater I then went into the bathroom prior to performance where I met my sister. Another woman was also in the bathroom, some sort of nun or sister, she looked as if she where in a trance veiled, and facing into the mirror, she was oblivious to our presence, instead fixated upon her prayer ritual. The end.

I know the women in the mirror veiled - praying signifies obscured vision, dedication to a false god, or martyrdom.

I know Rahkyt had similar dreams of resolve as well.

Blessings S

[Beautifully Curious]

Thank you everyone for sharing your dreams. I have enjoyed reading them as well as reading the responses to what the meaning behind them may be. I had a dream last night that I would like to share.
In the dream I am in a backyard at night talking with my grandmother(she is still alive). It is not a space I recognize and doesn't have any stand out features. I know that it was dark, like on a night with a full moon. I do not remember what we were talking about. But her dog(that had passed away about 8 years ago) was with us. I remember petting her dog and then I remember her shooting into the air a bunch of darts from some kind of gun. She wasnt shooting at anything in particular. Then I remember wondering where my dog (who is still alive, I dont have her anymore, but miss terribly) is. I call out into the yard for her and she comes running over and I notice one of these darts my grandma had been shooting was stuck in her. Then I remember holding her and she started to shake and I remember knowing in my dream that the darts were poisoned and that my dog was dying in my arms. :( Then while Im holding my dog in what I know are her last moments, I am hit with 2 darts myself. One on the top of my head and one in the middle of my chest. I remember feeling the areas of my body where the darts were and the sensation that each one brought on. The one on my head was on the very top and right in the center and it wasnt a sharp pain, more like someone was pushing on the top of my skull with their finger, really hard. The one in my chest was more the pain you feel when you are sad, like a tightness in the chest, heavy heart feeling. Im guessing that had to do with the sadness I felt knowing my dog was dying? I didnt even bother to remove the darts and just sat there holding my dog and feeling sad and stunned. Then I woke up.

[4evrneo]

I had a strange dream over the holidays while I was very sick. I remember right before falling asleep I was thinking about my soul mate. (havent met yet)
In the dream I was walking thru some kind of store with my daughter n law and we came up to an end of an isle. I was telling her with my mind without speaking, that I had put out the intention of meeting my soul mate and when I looked up there was a rack of stuffed animal puppies, all the same color but they were alive, suddenly my daughter n law started repeating herself saying "BROCK, BROCK, BROCK" and I remember wondering why she keeps saying this name...........

The next day (awake) I was driving my daughter to pay a bill when we drove past some kind of business that I had never seen before, it was called BROCK SUPPLY.
Then in a convenience store a couple days later, someone behind me was talking about someone named BROCK !
This morning while watching a video that camilo posted, a psycologist was named BROCK !!!

I am perplexed at why I keep seeing or hearing the name BROCK...........wondering if this might be my soul mates name .......hmmm

[sirayah]

I had a strange dream over the holidays while I was very sick. I remember right before falling asleep I was thinking about my soul mate. (havent met yet)
In the dream I was walking thru some kind of store with my daughter n law and we came up to an end of an isle. I was telling her with my mind without speaking, that I had put out the intention of meeting my soul mate and when I looked up there was a rack of stuffed animal puppies, all the same color but they were alive, suddenly my daughter n law started repeating herself saying "BROCK, BROCK, BROCK" and I remember wondering why she keeps saying this name...........

The next day (awake) I was driving my daughter to pay a bill when we drove past some kind of business that I had never seen before, it was called BROCK SUPPLY.
Then in a convenience store a couple days later, someone behind me was talking about someone named BROCK !
This morning while watching a video that camilo posted, a psycologist was named BROCK !!!

I am perplexed at why I keep seeing or hearing the name BROCK...........wondering if this might be my soul mates name .......hmmm

Hi 4evrneo :) thanks for sharing ...
well, I from my experience this is how things work. I met up with Rahkyt through visions, then dream state then physical. So I would pay attention to the details that are being blasted for you to have knowing. I find the messages are guides to process and can assist if left in the flow..so if we keep our human mind/wants clear of the unfoldment. ps: an aside for attracting divine union I used to chat Deva Premals - Moola Mantra, to harmonize my personal feild of union..this acts as a catalist for pulling in what is a perfect match...even if a few steps may appear first, they will lead to the 1 :) , well this is my personal experience.
The puppies interest me...what colour where they? they would indicate love, tenderness, affection...surrounding you...please keep us posted and continued success in fulfilment of divine union. Blessings S

[sirayah]

Thank you everyone for sharing your dreams. I have enjoyed reading them as well as reading the responses to what the meaning behind them may be. I had a dream last night that I would like to share.
In the dream I am in a backyard at night talking with my grandmother(she is still alive). It is not a space I recognize and doesn't have any stand out features. I know that it was dark, like on a night with a full moon. I do not remember what we were talking about. But her dog(that had passed away about 8 years ago) was with us. I remember petting her dog and then I remember her shooting into the air a bunch of darts from some kind of gun. She wasnt shooting at anything in particular. Then I remember wondering where my dog (who is still alive, I dont have her anymore, but miss terribly) is. I call out into the yard for her and she comes running over and I notice one of these darts my grandma had been shooting was stuck in her. Then I remember holding her and she started to shake and I remember knowing in my dream that the darts were poisoned and that my dog was dying in my arms. :( Then while Im holding my dog in what I know are her last moments, I am hit with 2 darts myself. One on the top of my head and one in the middle of my chest. I remember feeling the areas of my body where the darts were and the sensation that each one brought on. The one on my head was on the very top and right in the center and it wasnt a sharp pain, more like someone was pushing on the top of my skull with their finger, really hard. The one in my chest was more the pain you feel when you are sad, like a tightness in the chest, heavy heart feeling. Im guessing that had to do with the sadness I felt knowing my dog was dying? I didnt even bother to remove the darts and just sat there holding my dog and feeling sad and stunned. Then I woke up.

Hi Beautifully Curious :) thank you for sharing here :) I totally relate regarding missing a pet whom is still alive. My beautiful Lucia left me...she comes in dreams as well...
now...from this dream this is what I am feeling....
transcendance of state...the movement into a higher state of heart capacity for love. I feel the your dog held the space for you to experience surrender to open deeper. By using a means of deep affection you where able to invoke openings. The areas affected could have been blocked...as in accupunture and the specific placement of needles are used to invoke the release, which can be painful. I feel this due to the areas affected being crown energy and heart which are paramount. Being brought to the frequency state of last moments brings us into a space of gratitude, and focus, so I'd say significant shifts where supported and produced by loved ones. The dark night if not an erry feel , is the potent energy of rebirth. Grandmother through our ancestoral lineage is also assisting within bloodline clearing. The poision could signify mind resistance to openings.
? maybe this clicks for you? :) blessings S

[sirayah]

THe other night I had a dream where one part of me knew there was an "alter or demonic" energy in my field which had to come up for release.
As the energy surfaced I could see it coming through my hands as they started to curl up and shake. I felt at this moment my consciousness wrap my
feild as if to buffer the effects. Then the energy came through my body... I knew I had to look in a mirror, and I knew what reflection I would see...aka Carrie
from the Exercist look ;( I just keep going...then I heard people at the door outside.. I knew it had to be balanced before I crossed the threshold to be with others.
Then I opened the door. I was with my mother and sister, all was well.
This dream occurred the first night I stayed at my sister's house after moving, starting a new phase of life ! incredible clearing takes place in dream state.

[sirayah]

So this must be the season for clearing lower energies ??? It would make sense to me as the viels have dissolved significantly that more shadow is up for release.
I just got an email from an old co-worker. She wanted assistance for a friend whom has an entity coming through sleep state and texting people and threatening her..as well the girl awoke with scratch marks on her arm and pain in her legs (after being hit during the dream state)!
SHe sent me the actual texts to read...quite amazing. Has anyone else ever experienced any thing like this before? thX S

[DNA]

Okay, so I had this dream where I was a woman. This isn't a normal thing for me. Anyway, I wasn't just a woman I was Juliette Lewis, I know weird.
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/1/10/Juliette_Lewis_by_David_Shankbone_cropped.jpg/220px-Juliette_Lewis_by_David_Shankbone_cropped.jpg

Anyway, so it is zombie apocolypse, and I am running for my life from these zombies. And at the same time, for some reason I know that I am married and I am concerned for my husbands well being.
So, I'm running through the city, I'm alone and being chased by zombies. And then one of them catches me and bites me.
This sucks because then I turn into a zombie.
But it's cool because I'm kind of a mutant zombie. I for some reason retain my intelligence, but I'm still a zombie. But now I'm being chased by this sherrif and his possey because I'm a zombie.
So after I'm shot and stabbed and had the crap kicked out of me by these humans I manage to kill them all. (No brain eating though)
After all of this I am still concerned for my husband, and I finally get to our apartment and find him there.
I am so happy to see him but he freaks out and starts running from me because I'm a zombie. I'm running after him and explaining that it's still me and I won't hurt him, but he is too scared and he won't stop.
So I finally catch him, and I bite his ass. He is crying and asking how I could do this to him. And I explain that it's just so lonely being a zombie and that I need some company.
He then turns into a mutant zombie like me, and we live happily ever after in zombie land.
http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQOoOW_kT7uDqKIgdZKdVGEQA9hCjQz_ qRfhjshVm0WBcLO17rPqQ


Wow,,,so this new movie,,warm bodies is coming out. It is pretty close to this dream I posted almost two years ago. Crazy



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07s-cNFffDM

[Beautifully Curious]

Hi Sirayah, :wave: Thank you for your input on my dream. I am still in the early stages of my awakening so what you say resonates deeply with me. I know that my mind, maybe my ego(?) is struggling/resisting in this new stage of my life as I try to figure out my new path. My main focus lately has been on trying to love more freely and openly. My motto has become "spread the love". Whenever I catch myself thinking negative thoughts about something or someone, I try to stop and change my view to one of love and compassion. It isn't always easy, but I am noticing a positive difference in myself. So that resonates with your interpretation of "the movement into a higher state of hear capacity for love." It is a slow process for me, and I am ok with that. I am enjoying every step of the way and am thankful to Avalon for being here to support me in this journey. Thanks again Sirayah.
Happy dreaming everyone. :love:

[Freed Fox]

My dream last night had a fairly simple message.

It was that some of us, during the course of this life, would come to realize what we truly are. This would be both a blessing and a curse.

A blessing, because we would realize that we are much more than our bodies and would be immune to the reductionist views of humanity.
A curse, because we would be fundamentally separated from this true essence for as long as we are living here.

[sirayah]

My dream last night had a fairly simple message.

It was that some of us, during the course of this life, would come to realize what we truly are. This would be both a blessing and a curse.

A blessing, because we would realize that we are much more than our bodies and would be immune to the reductionist views of humanity.
A curse, because we would be fundamentally separated from this true essence for as long as we are living here.

Hi Freed Fox,
Simple. Do you believe this curse aspect to be a truth? I personally believe that within this lifetime we have a chance to transend this curse and integrate and live
as true essence through form. To me, this is what the ascension process is...mind you, I know for each person this outcome will be unique and the degrees of
embodiment will vary. Blessings S

[Freed Fox]

I have been bouncing between believing it and not for several years now. Following my first truly powerful spiritual experience (the beginning of my 'awakening'), I was completely convinced that this division could be transcended in every sense. I have since come to think that it is possible to do in a spiritual capacity but not physically. At least, I have a very strong notion that if anyone does manage to do so physically, they will either leave this plane of existence or physically change in a dramatic and undeniable way. If it is the latter, then none of us are there quite yet.

The interesting thing is, thinking about this today, I've noticed that reductionist views still take hold among the spiritual. That is there are those who do it in a material sense, and those who do it with the spiritual (by taking an all-or-nothing view of our underlying unity, and claiming that there is no true individuality).

I'll reign in my rambling now so it doesn't get out of hand... nice thread by the way. :)

[Mark]

Thanks, Freed. This thread is made up of folks who make it nice and interesting and intimate and real. About something real.

Those other worlds that we live in daily but never really share with each other. My intention in creating this thread was to bring some shared light into the darkness of our slumberous ordeals, perhaps exploring some of the symbols and archetypes that Jung so famously revealed in his seminal work, hoping that we could find correlations together and share interpretations and thoughts about the dream-state as an example of our otherworldly sojourns, and I am happy to see that it has and is indeed becoming all of that.

Sira's done a wonderful job of exploring all of the dreams shared thus far, the meanings remain individualized yet share a universal aspect that allows us each to take something from and add something to their interpretations. What we share helps not only ourselves but those who visit and take the time to peruse the thread as well, as they might have experienced similar things in the dreamworld themselves at some time or another.

I've seen that trailer, DNA, and it looks good, it is very close to your dream! It's funny how these things happen, as I'm watching the mainstream media come out with all of these new movies and tv shows depicting the things that many of us here have been learning about in relative solitude for years and decades I'm alternately glad and also a bit irritated that everybody is gaining now - so easily - information and knowledge that it has taken me/us years and years to gather. With the collective unconscious/amenta/creative void/akashic records being what it is, some ideas, such as the one in your dream, are not yours/ours alone and to see them come into the public sphere gives rise to a similar feeling of gladness/irritation LOL.

[Curt]

Hello all, I had an experience that I'd been meaning to share before, but for whatever reason, hadn't gotten around to yet. Another thread here on PA reminded me of it.

It wasn't a dream, not in the typical sense. I was under hypnosis, but not very deeply. And I had a vision of me and my father at a campfire deep in the woods. It was dark, and he was sitting down huddled close to the smoky red fire. He looked up at me.

I was standing, a bit further back from the fire at a right angle to him.

I reached into my chest and pulled out my heart, bloodlessly and painlessly, and dropped it into the fire. I watched it and it didn't burn.

Around it there was smoke and things sizzled and hissed beneath it, but even as the fire got more intense the heart would not burn. I was surprised that it wasn't consumed by the flames, but there it was, resting intact. I knew I'd done something. Accomplished something. I knew it couldn't be burned.

I looked down at my father and he looked up at me and he cried. He cried as though I was gone. I felt very calm and strong in that moment.

Interactions with my father haven't been the same since.

Here's a link to the thread that reminded me of this vision:
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?54861-Weird-Experience-from-Last-Year-The-Burning-Heart-Omen-and-an-Event-in-Syria

[sirayah]

Hi CurtisW, thank you for sharing your experiences. I have been open to recieving more information regarding your first share of "vomiting you heart into your hands".
First, for myself reading into this share I felt something missing..have not pinned it down, but am guided to stay open to this, as if a piece of the puzzel will emerge.

And now another share regarding the heart releasing....this time feeling the detachment...the separation from body, emotions. Yet from your share you feel almost as if
this represented protection of sorts because you displayed the inablitiy for your heart to be burnt...and specifically for your father. So yes, I feel as you do, that you are uncovering the vieling of the heart.
"I think the fact that it's a heart is significant, as metaphorically anyway, my heart/ability to love/connect had been pretty badly damaged in childhood, and even now I struggle to open up and be connected with people in open, trusting ways. But, at the same time, I feel there is a lot of energy there for me to connect to that has so far eluded me. "

Do you feel that not all of "you" is present? within the embodiment of physicallity emotinonally and or spiritually? This may be why I am feeling such gaping energy here...it is as if a call is being placed but there are segments of information missing.

I do not feel that being partitally not present is off or bad whatever..but when the time comes, I do feel that we are guided to call our wholeselves into the current space of being and from this I feel is where our essence births forth full force.

Have you worked with Shamans of any sort for recall of being? interesting share, thank you again for being open to this process :) blessings S

[Curt]

Hi CurtisW, thank you for sharing your experiences. I have been open to recieving more information regarding your first share of "vomiting you heart into your hands".
First, for myself reading into this share I felt something missing..have not pinned it down, but am guided to stay open to this, as if a piece of the puzzel will emerge.

And now another share regarding the heart releasing....this time feeling the detachment...the separation from body, emotions. Yet from your share you feel almost as if
this represented protection of sorts because you displayed the inablitiy for your heart to be burnt...and specifically for your father. So yes, I feel as you do, that you are uncovering the vieling of the heart.
"I think the fact that it's a heart is significant, as metaphorically anyway, my heart/ability to love/connect had been pretty badly damaged in childhood, and even now I struggle to open up and be connected with people in open, trusting ways. But, at the same time, I feel there is a lot of energy there for me to connect to that has so far eluded me. "

Do you feel that not all of "you" is present? within the embodiment of physicallity emotinonally and or spiritually? This may be why I am feeling such gaping energy here...it is as if a call is being placed but there are segments of information missing.

I do not feel that being partitally not present is off or bad whatever..but when the time comes, I do feel that we are guided to call our wholeselves into the current space of being and from this I feel is where our essence births forth full force.

Have you worked with Shamans of any sort for recall of being? interesting share, thank you again for being open to this process :) blessings S

Hi Sirayah,

Thanks for looking at this, and for putting it into the context of the previous dream I shared.

You've touched on something that rings very true for me: I am not fully present. Not ever. In fact, I feel about 10-15% present a great deal of the time.

I'm not a big fan of inhabiting my body fully.

My consciousness is, it seems, often engaged elsewhere. I'm not sure how much of this is my being a day dreamer and lacking focus, and how much of it is, as you've suggested, maybe about a portion of the self/spirit that is off doing other things.

I am at a place where calling back these elements is becoming very important, though. I'm going to need a much more significant part of myself to do some of the things I feel called to do.

I haven't worked with a shaman, but have had some aware people mention to me the idea that I often 'hang out outside my body', and that I'm not entirely present.

In dreams, I certainly go all over the place and have a great deal of freedom of movement. Maybe that's a better expression for how I could be in regular 3d waking consciousness if I were more present.

The heart vision was a promising one, and felt very empowering. It was a nice gift from the universal mind letting me know that this essence is strong and cannot be destroyed.

Thanks again for taking the time to look at this. It is much appreciated.

[sirayah]

Hi Curtis :) well I know what you are referring to not wanting to be in the body fully and from my own experiences I do not feel many people are actually
in their body...just portions....that vacancy mixed into/harmonizing through the various levels makes for an uncomfortable existence at some points. We seem to adapt to not being fully present and steer life from an disjointed/removed/altering perspective.

Just this past Dec I had an experience/shift where a large part of my consciousness did drop in... I was so suprised because it felt opposite to what I was fearing or staying away from....it felt empowering and totally awesome. I chose at the moment to stay instead of run.....it was an ah ha moment en masse! celebration time! So we can reroute and come into hold the space fully.

With you though, I do feel something a bit "more segmented or displaced as if void"... now this could come from your birth trauma and I would not be surprised if this is the root. As well, energies can be held or kept outside in other "zones" - hidden from our awareness ...this is where assistance can come in to facilitate process. It will be interesting to unravel. I know the energy will work now to point you in the right direction as we are being lead to our own unvieling in perfect timing. Please keep us posted and thank you for sharing! :)

[Curt]

Hi Curtis :) well I know what you are referring to not wanting to be in the body fully and from my own experiences I do not feel many people are actually
in their body...just portions....that vacancy mixed into/harmonizing through the various levels makes for an uncomfortable existence at some points. We seem to adapt to not being fully present and steer life from an disjointed/removed/altering perspective.

Just this past Dec I had an experience/shift where a large part of my consciousness did drop in... I was so suprised because it felt opposite to what I was fearing or staying away from....it felt empowering and totally awesome. I chose at the moment to stay instead of run.....it was an ah ha moment en masse! celebration time! So we can reroute and come into hold the space fully.

With you though, I do feel something a bit "more segmented or displaced as if void"... now this could come from your birth trauma and I would not be surprised if this is the root. As well, energies can be held or kept outside in other "zones" - hidden from our awareness ...this is where assistance can come in to facilitate process. It will be interesting to unravel. I know the energy will work now to point you in the right direction as we are being lead to our own unvieling in perfect timing. Please keep us posted and thank you for sharing! :)

Hi Sirayah,

I'm certainly open to a shamanic experience that could bring the various pieces back together (or together for the first time). I like the image, and I find it powerful.

You mentioned zones that could keep back or hide from our awareness portions of the whole self. If you're open to sharing more about this--these zones-- I'd be happy to hear more about it.

Thanks again.

[sirayah]

Hi CurtisW,

From my experience when moving to integrate consiousness into present awareness I have worked with a few faciliators en route and will continue to do so as called.
I have found at certain junctures when one feels the call to move on/shift yet something is not seen/feels stuck another can augment the process by seeing into the field and
addressing the balancing as I call it.

As a river flows and we may come along to a portion which is augmented with an arrangement of branches which may create a sub pool/zone blocking flow and affecting levels (both horizontally and vertically)..this is where another can assist(based on an alternate perspective) to releave the dam or build up...within this dam or pool there exists a pocket of your signature and once released it integrates and reorders perspective to alter the awareness as crescendo effect occurs.

I find the most specific work we do here is reintegration of original or organic self/essence...sorting through variations..I feel we all have the call to be our most natural expression...yet there are many road blocks....:) yet for myself this stepping stone process has been highly effective so far ;) or specifing our tuning is another way to see it.
I hope this helps.....:) S

[Curt]

Have had a large amount of tidal wave dreams the past few years.

In many cases a giant skyscraper sized wave comes right up to the edge of the town or city I'm in and hangs high over the whole landscape.

It casts a massive shadow and continues to grow ominously. It builds straight up into the sky. But it never quite breaks.

It feels like it never breaks because I'm in control of whether it breaks.

It's not a lucid dream, per se, but I do have some awareness in the dream that I can keep the wave from crashing down, which is why I'm not as worried (in the dream) as I might otherwise be.

[Fred Steeves]

Have had a large amount of tidal wave dreams the past few years.

In many cases a giant skyscraper sized wave comes right up to the edge of the town or city I'm in and hangs high over the whole landscape.


I have those too Curtis, most recently just last week. Except in mine they roll right on in and devastate.

[sirayah]

Have had a large amount of tidal wave dreams the past few years.

In many cases a giant skyscraper sized wave comes right up to the edge of the town or city I'm in and hangs high over the whole landscape.

It casts a massive shadow and continues to grow ominously. It builds straight up into the sky. But it never quite breaks.

It feels like it never breaks because I'm in control of whether it breaks.

It's not a lucid dream, per se, but I do have some awareness in the dream that I can keep the wave from crashing down, which is why I'm not as worried (in the dream) as I might otherwise be.

Hi CurtisW! :) I felt whew (excitement energy) from this post...what do you think about the city being representative of a larger scale of self? Many people liken a house to represent our more personal space physical reality..would a city represent where we connect more into the collective field? I do feel that all is one in that everything is interconnected and representive of the whole..so it is the navigation of the whole and the interpretations which I find can bring further realization...to me energy moves as waves....so a large wave mounting in stature as it connects to resistence, which illuminates shadow.....at some point gates open and the wave floods in , tearing up, clearing and infusing...after integration a new state is present. I have long been interested in how specifically each one of us are physicially connected to the earth (the specific geographical locations) as we are in essence hubs and our interaction with the surroundings envokes specific shifts. I now live on the East Coast of Canada...the energy here feels heavy and locked down where I feel energy on the West coast feels more open and free....
as we shift our vibrations we sometimes will get placed into anther geographical local...such as I am about to do! So in essence I feel the dream represents an aspect of your specific grid work :)
Thank you for sharing once again! Blessings S

[Curt]

Fred,

That's intense. Where are you in the dreamscape when that happens? Are you smack dab in the middle of it, or are you high and dry?



Have had a large amount of tidal wave dreams the past few years.

In many cases a giant skyscraper sized wave comes right up to the edge of the town or city I'm in and hangs high over the whole landscape.


I have those too Curtis, most recently just last week. Except in mine they roll right on in and devastate.

[sirayah]

Airplanes, for years I have had recurring dreams that I am witnessing an airplane taking off into a beautiful prestine cloudless sky, the scene is one of joy and upliftment...yet then my innerknowing tells me "this plane is going to crash"...then it subsequently does...
the dreams have evolved to me acutally being on the plane, experiencing the crashes....I always live and am not too stirred up by the process..just what is...
I feel this particular sequence is the sub-conscious fear mechanism speaking...making its presence known...
S

[Curt]

Hi Sirayah,

I think it makes sense that the city or town would be an extension of the self in the dream, especially in the tidal wave dream(s) I've described because in them, I'm basically alone.

And I like your point about energy being waves and the connection to energies and geographical locations. This is a fascinating subject that I know you have special insight into.

You mentioned changes in energy accompanying changes in locale--and your upcoming move.

I have changed locations recently, too. I've moved here to Scotland from the Northeastern US.



Have had a large amount of tidal wave dreams the past few years.

In many cases a giant skyscraper sized wave comes right up to the edge of the town or city I'm in and hangs high over the whole landscape.

It casts a massive shadow and continues to grow ominously. It builds straight up into the sky. But it never quite breaks.

It feels like it never breaks because I'm in control of whether it breaks.

It's not a lucid dream, per se, but I do have some awareness in the dream that I can keep the wave from crashing down, which is why I'm not as worried (in the dream) as I might otherwise be.

Hi CurtisW! :) I felt whew (excitement energy) from this post...what do you think about the city being representative of a larger scale of self? Many people liken a house to represent our more personal space physical reality..would a city represent where we connect more into the collective field? I do feel that all is one in that everything is interconnected and representive of the whole..so it is the navigation of the whole and the interpretations which I find can bring further realization...to me energy moves as waves....so a large wave mounting in stature as it connects to resistence, which illuminates shadow.....at some point gates open and the wave floods in , tearing up, clearing and infusing...after integration a new state is present. I have long been interested in how specifically each one of us are physicially connected to the earth (the specific geographical locations) as we are in essence hubs and our interaction with the surroundings envokes specific shifts. I now live on the East Coast of Canada...the energy here feels heavy and locked down where I feel energy on the West coast feels more open and free....
as we shift our vibrations we sometimes will get placed into anther geographical local...such as I am about to do! So in essence I feel the dream represents an aspect of your specific grid work :)
Thank you for sharing once again! Blessings S

[Fred Steeves]

Fred,

That's intense. Where are you in the dreamscape when that happens? Are you smack dab in the middle of it, or are you high and dry?]



Oh man, I'm always right smack dab in the middle of it bro. The last one, I was eating at one of those all around windowed restaurants on top of a skyscraper, about 50 stories. One side overlooked the water which was maybe a mile or so away, and the customers began murmuring and pointing that direction. When I looked, there was a huge wave forming on the horizon, and coming towards us. It came crashing in just like a tsunami, and swept right through the city streets below. Everybody was like HOLY S**t!!!".

Atleast we were safe being so high up thank God, but just then a second wave was already forming far out, it was bigger, and it was coming in strong as well. When this one came through, it swept right over the top of a 30 story building right across the street. Now it's getting serious...We're witnessing widespread devastion, and possibly amongst only the few survivors.

Then sure enough, a third one starts looming on the horizon, and it's even bigger still. Now it's our turn, and nothing to do but watch it, and wait to die. It crashed through all 49 stories of our building, leaving only our top floor unscathed. Even though we were dry, the building was shaking so violently it felt like it was going to come down, and I thought about the towers on 9/11.

Well it didn't come down, and at this point I figured it was time to make a run for it. Through the flukes of dreams I was able to get down to the street, but while trying to figure out what to do or where to go, the fourth wave was coming. There was nothing to do, too late. It was like watching a mountain coming in.

[Joseph McAree]

I have had one or two tsunami dreams all with me standing on a hill able to see the tsunami coming in. I was surprised to find myself accepting the inevitable and just standing there. This was not a nightmare as I very rarely have a nightmare type dreams but seem to be me working on the hill at a farm tending crops with a good view of a primitive village being wiped away like a past life experience. Weird for sure as it felt like an experience rather than a dream

Kindest Regards
Joe
A nation's culture resides in the hearts and in the soul of its people.
Ghandi

[sirayah]

Hi Joe,
I have experienced these types of witnessing dreams before as well...around water, hurricanes, tsunamis and they do feel different, as if you are actually witnessing the particular event. I feel this is associated to physical grid work in the form of balancing the energies just by being present at this particular instance, as well when we see others we can be assisting process as well. Some times I check to see if some form of event actually just happened in waking reality but I do not get attached to this a a form of validating my experience as all is real for me.
Thank you for sharing! S



I have had one or two tsunami dreams all with me standing on a hill able to see the tsunami coming in. I was surprised to find myself accepting the inevitable and just standing there. This was not a nightmare as I very rarely have a nightmare type dreams but seem to be me working on the hill at a farm tending crops with a good view of a primitive village being wiped away like a past life experience. Weird for sure as it felt like an experience rather than a dream

Kindest Regards
Joe
A nation's culture resides in the hearts and in the soul of its people.
Ghandi

[sirayah]

And I like your point about energy being waves and the connection to energies and geographical locations. This is a fascinating subject that I know you have special insight into.

You mentioned changes in energy accompanying changes in locale--and your upcoming move.

I have changed locations recently, too. I've moved here to Scotland from the Northeastern US.



Hi Curtis :) Interesting re the geo locals :) now how to you find or describe the energies of the two different locals? I am starting to tune into this "mapping" as an ongoing project of mapping the being ;) If we get more info coming in we could open a new thread. I have been working specifically with the energies of NYC and Montreal as a hubs of sorts.
Some times we can reside on the boundary of a hub to affect the area yet not be too directly emeshed in the clearing process.....

I just had an insight regarding where the manifestation of visions and dreams. From my experience if I just drop into a vision/dream and see quickly something occur..this will manifest in my daily reality within a short time frame....I feel the frequency inwhich you are connecting into via dream/vision state is relative to the time/space experience...of course there are frequency variants but with insight and attention one can start to tune into their particlar frequency set for guidance and afformation regarding the actualization process.
For example a few months ago I feel asleep into a nap... at the time I was not sure that I would be relocating to the states. In the vision/dream I saw the american colours and felt myself leave my current circumstances and drop into the USA...about 2.5 months later this occured....
so paying attention is key...S

[Freed Fox]

I had a very strange dream last night. Apologizing ahead of time for the wall of text here...

In it, I had stumbled upon a whistle-blower document of sorts on the internet that seemed very important. The man who disclosed it even posted his full name at the end, which I suppose was a risk he was taking to help convince people that his information was the genuine article. His surname was something like "Bashir", and his first name started with either an A or M.

The document detailed a hugely significant occult ritual that was being conducting right in the public eye, without anyone realizing it. It regarded a movie that Hollywood was producing. I'm fairly certain the movie was titled "Mr. Bell".

The plot of the movie involved a group of ordinary-looking women who seemed to be some kind of coven or something. They used what appeared to be Tarot cards in rituals, which eventually lead to a figure on one of the cards to be brought to life and manifest in our reality.

The controversial aspect, and the primary focus of the document, was regarding an apparent accident which had occurred on the set, killing 50 people. This was played off as a terrible mishap in the news, but as the document revealed it was actually part of a blood sacrifice. This was a ritual to bring about the one true Anti-Christ. The document went on to list a large number of correlations to be found within the movie; references to 666 and the Anti-Christ himself.

Now, when going over this document, I was at my uncle's home. I was showing all of this to him as well, but he didn't seem to be understanding the implications therein. I suddenly became very uneasy and left to find my father and siblings, whom I believed to be at my father's house.

Outside, what seemed to be very thick and low-hanging clouds filled the air, except they had an unusual coloring. Instead of the dark blue, grey, or black color you might expect from such formations, they had a reddish-brown hue, which suggested to me that it was actually smoke covering every inch of the horizon. I made my way across town (this was all happening at night), and in the distance, in several directions, I could see the flashing red and blue lights of what must have been police vehicles. They each appeared to be far from my position, but were essentially surrounding the town.

I reached my father's home and found it empty. All the lights were off, and I hadn't a clue as to where my family had gone. I tried to call my sister, but was unable to get through to her. I became very physically ill; sick to my stomach. I was disturbed not just by their absence, but the fact that they had left no note nor made any effort to contact me.



That was it, basically. However, as soon as I woke up, I experienced something that is very rare for me. There was something there, hanging a few feet away in front of my window, in my field of vision. See, my vision isn't great to begin with (particularly my night vision), so I was unable to make it out clearly. It was either someone's hand or a spider. At first, there was a soft orange glow coming from it. Soon, that glow faded, followed by the object itself after about a minute. I didn't sit up or anything, as I wanted to study it and not 'scare it off', as I immediately thought of the astral spider phenomenon discussed in a few other threads around here. Still, I'm not sure if it was a spider or a hand. The way it faded - sort of swirling into itself and out of sight - was convincing to me, that it was not a figment of my imagination.

One thing that was truly strange about it all, was that it left me with a deep sense of dread. Although dark and ominous, there was nothing in the dream that struck me as altogether frightening, and yet as I laid there in my bed reflecting upon it, I was inexplicably frightened. Note: I do not consider myself easily frightened, and this was not the same sort of fear that nightmares tend to produce.

Some things that occurred to me as I recorded this dream, just a few points of speculation on my part;

-The film title 'Mr. Bell'; strange that bells are often used to signify the start of something, or the entrance of someone. Consider when you walk into a convenience store or barber shop or what-have-you, and the bell rings, or a bell is used to summon a clerk. This movie was apparently a cover for a summoning ritual, to bring about the Anti-Christ. 'Bell' also rhymes with 'hell'.

-It struck me that the police around town could have been evacuating or detaining people, including my family. That may have explained their absence...

-The clouds or smoke were of indeterminable origin, and some kind of natural disaster may have been occurring in the area. Could this have also been a telltale sign of the Anti-Christ's arrival?

-The sickness I felt did not seem to be the result of stress or fear, but it did seem unnatural. Almost as if I was being effected energetically...


Anyway, that's it... Thanks for humoring me. I'd love to hear some thoughts on this. It isn't often that a dream impacts me long after I've woken up from it.

[Mark]

Sounds like a good, strong, precognitive dream. The clarity of the dream and the supernatural aspect lend credence to the idea of it being more than just an exploration of your subconscious regarding the issues of your day or life in general.

Many of the elements of the dream speak to a number of concurrent methods that the elite use to disseminate information, the internet, the movies, the underlying theme of conspiracy and blood sacrifice lead to the evacuation and strange skies, connecting them, as if the sacrifice was a direct cause of the conditions the world seems to have come to at the latter point of your dream.

The fact that you woke and saw a liquid spider could signify some form of dream manipulation by whoever controls those entities, I am not certain, yes, we have talked about them elsewhere but have come to no firm conclusions regarding their origins. Or, perhaps, its presence was to make you forget the dream, which others have said as well, as they seem to act as a form of cloaking device in some instances according to other discussions, where they speed up the forgetting mechanism upon awakening. Most of us see them right before sleep or right when we awaken and it seems that is always accidental, as they scurry away once they realize that our thoughts have concentrated upon them.

Thank you for sharing, it was indeed an interesting and potentially important dream.

[Curt]

I shared this dream elsewhere, but wanted to share it here as well, since this is a great spot here on Avalon to record dream experiences.


About two months ago I had a very vivid, lucid dream. I was sitting with an open book with blank pages.

As I began looking at the first blank page it began to fill up with an elegant red script.

The words only appeared as I read them-- as though the book were being written as I read it.

I do not remember the content of the text- as when I woke up it quickly faded.

But I recall that in the dream, I had the feeling that my greatest curiosities were being quenched--and that I was receiving soul-changing information.

In the dream it meant a great deal to me--it was a kind of ecstatic feeling.

But, I began to feel this document was, in part, a contract.

The further I got into it, it became clear that I would have to agree to it--not by physically signing, but by consciously, without words or actions assenting.

And I would then be bound by something.

I balked as it became clear to me I could not consent. I knew I couldn't do it.

The writing stopped.

I felt in the presence of something incredibly powerful-- and the name Lucifer came into my consciousness.

I then partially woke up.

Half-awake, lying in bed face down I felt a massive energy--a radiating, palpable heat hovering above me.

Two immense nostrils like those from a horse, or some large beast, breathed into the back of my head.

I was now fully awake.

The hair on the back of my head moved as this thing breathed on me for what seemed like a full minute.

I could feel the heaviness of the heat, as it passed over me and disappeared.

When it was over, I hadn't felt in danger. Or terrified. And I hadn't been harmed.

And now, even though I can't remember the content of the 'book' I remember feeling like I had been offered something, asked to do something, to assent or consent to something.

I felt no anger or animosity from this presence that I hadn't read further--that I hadn't consented.

'It' seemed only to want to leave me with the knowledge that there was something profound available and that it had been offered to me.

[sirayah]

Hi Curtis,
Just popped in here...wow...
It is November now and I am sure all the gates into hell are now closed.
I say this as I experienced two demonic dreams lately as well....
I completely understand this feeling of knowing the presence is in the room as the vibrations are so intense...
When I read your dream I felt the energy was going to your Akashic records...your being is powerful and wise to alert you to
the impending infraction...so glad you where able to revoke the process mid stream.
I feel during this last phase of closing out old world realties the demonic range really made an attempt to grab on to
ppl...

My dream...I was in an apartment building on the second or third floor...next thing i see is this demon raise up from the ground and appear at the window...
then it streams in....omg....all i could do to rid the thing was to use my breath and consciously invoke enternal life at the thing...omg...finally it departed...
dropped back to street level and disappeared into the crowd....

Another more recent dream my self and a friend entered the bodies of priests and we where in an under world chamber where the child of my friend was about to become
initiated into the realms....omg...so my friend and I halted this process...and then hell came after us as we back ran the gates out....i had to seal seal seal behind me...
it was very visceral and the vibration lasted for a few days in my field....like a coldness....ewwww

ok, thanks for writing...and be well xoS