Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Carmody]

Carmody, if only you had that Cancer stellum in the first house, I would have asked you to let me cry on your shoulder...but having Neptune there means you are there only with one foot..while the other foot is already in the other dimension.
If I were to pass over and find myself lost I would call out for Carmody, that much I know already.

I have created cubic miles of sunlit space in the realms of darkness, for the lost and damaged to come to..to ease themselves back into some form, some semblance of recall of who and what they are. The one time it was a rolling meadow that always led downward. With grass at just the right height so that no animal could hide in it, yet still wild.... and moving in the wind. And then, the sun on their backs and the movement of going gently downward, on the rolling hills, no hill high enough to hide anything. And off in the distance was the center of this idyllic place/meadow. At this center was a structure like a curved meandering stone wall a few stories high that worked between being wall like erected structure and stone, with portals and window remnants, all blended together naturally. where nature blends into structure, human structure. Arranged, this wall..so that no shadow could fall anywhere, from it.


And beside this, in the center itself, was a huge pool, with a very subtle but obvious 'manufactured' edge to it, and it was rectangular. Shallow, so one could easily walk into it. Crystal clear water with nothing hiding in it, at just the right temperature. And then they would come, one by one, more and more of the misshapen, the damaged, the broken, all retaining the shape of the horror, the impression of their death.

They came to the place... as the sun, the breeze, the hills, the grass and the water..all called to the most primitive parts of them. For their incarnation in a monkey body had these underlying aspects, that which is both the curse that put them there --and the gift of being human. So I used the gift of those unconscious aspects to provide the background of what was needed to get them to come and rest and possibly regain some 'humanity', to end the reflection of insanity which binds them to the darker realms.

Some would enter the pool and just sit, and then some would regain enough 'humanity'... to play with one another. Some could only get close enough to move in the outskirts. Some would sit in the pool, in total unmoving shock. All manner of horrors. Each time one would enter, I would enlarge the pool, so they could be as spaced apart as their given desire for boundaries dictated. This was, of course, as stated, in the middle of the dark realms where the lost and damaged are gathered. I sat in the corner of the pool, like a Buddha, and did this, held this 'reality' -- for an entire night. Finally ....I had to awaken, to return, and let it go.

[Marianne]

Aaaaahhhhh. The energy round here is delicious again. Can you feel it? I feel like Ive just had a long hot soak in the old Epsoms. Thanks for your post to me Ulli. Assertiveness is a big problem of mine and also being self critical, just two of the negative personality traits that my flower lady picked up on. Her flower remedy for me was blended intuitively by her and its so spot on, its amazing. Ive got tooth ache and mouth ulcers now. I never get that. Bring on the new shiny me!!!

Good luck with your dad Astrid and from me to a big thankyou.

I am eternal. I am one. I am's that I am's!!!!!!

Myrrh gum placed against mouth ulcers will astringe (close/tighten up) and act as a bactericide helping the issue to resolve. I have an M.D. friend of mine who now uses this method and rues the fact that she cannot recommend it to her patients because it could threaten her license.

BTW, myrrh is not the most pleasant of tastes. This is an adult remedy.

Good advice, Modwiz. I make mouthwash from myrrh resin and use it fairly often. It makes healthy gums. But yep that taste is acquired! I have grown fond of it myself.

[Flasky]

Here and now!

11am sort of.....

Live from sydney harbor with tony!!!!! Unreal experience meeting a fellow avalonian in the flesh! This Forum is amazing for bringing such cool people together. Wanted to share with you all on this magical day and say hello as I am not on here very often :(...but now it's time to go enjoy this beautiful day with with the most awesomest person who took the time to come vist me!!!!! :D

I love you all!!!!!!!!!!

[Caren]

Hi Flasky,
sounds wonderful! Say "Hello" to Tony for us :hug:

[dan33]

Ulli Im so sorry that you were recieving horrid pm's, thats just not right. When all the banter was going on I admit I got a bit confused but I just thought it was me being thick. I have absolutely no air on my chart and sometimes find it a bit difficult to articulate myself, I just couldnt keep up. We'll get stronger now. I love the village so much. Please dont be sad.

And by the way everyone Id just like to point out something about the Guiness ad. Something Transiten said made me go back to watch it, because even tho I thanked it I hadnt actually watched it. Just saw the bottle on the girl's back, knew it wouldnt be for me and made a post about how I love Guiness. Oh my goodness. I just went back and watched it. Now I had made a comment that guiness was my fav Friday night tipple......but I didnt meant THAT! Phew.xxx Think Il get on the Marguerita's with you and Eagles too Ulli!!!

PURPLELAMA thankyou for trying to mediate with the guys and explaining to us a little of what was going on. Must have been hard for you. Your presense tho Im sure would have some good effect. Your purple sparkles zapped my headache the other day. Feeling much better, a bit reticent, but hoes n porno 'in all over the place lol.

Lisa, By the time Dan asked me in private if he could post that Guiness ad I really didn't know what to say...I knew it offended me, and would offend others, too,
but at the same time I was already feeling guilty by standing up against the guys all the time, and Dan had always been the perfect gentleman, so what the heck? I caved in.
Maybe Dan had had one Guiness too many...
something made him insist.
It certainly brought the male idea of what they wanted women to be in their fantasies right out in the open.
Meanwhile I actually felt annoyed that there are women that play along with those games, just to make some extra money.
But we can't change the world, we can only find us a small space somewhere and build something we like.
I changed my avatar on purpose to speak from a non-duality perspective.
No longer as a woman, but as a soul....androgenous.

If there is one major change around here it will be that the gender wars are over...and we have ascended from our fragmented 1/2 orange positions
and become the whole-fruit-cake.
By the time 11-11-11 arrives the Village will be leading the non-duality movement of planet Avalon.

I just need to clarify for myself only, other men can make their own statement. I found the Guinness as very hot as a portrayal of scenes that do happen, frequently, on this planet and especially in Western 'culture'. I thought it was clever, even humorous, in its presentation of a scene that could not be shown in its entirety. It is not a fantasy of mine, anymore. That it ever was seems to have been through imagery put into my mind, perhaps. I have managed to remove such imagery and, with the growth of spirit and heart chakra development, now wish only the deepest of intimate tantric experience with one woman. My own energy needs the protection of such an arrangement. To not honor myself, as a man, and any woman would be very damaging to the vibrational stance I exist in.

I clarify this as a sort of idea to share and not in defense of what Ulli said. I did not take it personally and she is right where it applies. If it applies to none of the men here then I am positive she would be delighted in having made a statement that found no home. We would all be winners and the sacredness of Union would be on the mend here on Earth. Something very much needed.

SORRY about the GUINNESS AD.

I laughed and put it on. it was never my intention to bother anyone.

Saludos, Daniel.

[dan33]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZzQVo3mEuc

:)

[ulli]

Thanks for the education, Dan. Great cast, by the look of it.
And don't worry about the Guinness ad, everyone here is quite mature...I'm sure the guys had fun with it.
it's just that many women are fed up with the way sexual innuendos are driving commercialism.
I wonder how long the motto "sex sells" will continue to work.
Maybe one day there will be a generation so spiritual that nobody can press their hormonal buttons any more for financial gains.

[dan33]

Maybe one day there will be a generation so spiritual that nobody can press their hormonal buttons any more for financial gains. ULLI

Or may be this kinds of ads ...will make laugh. ... and again, i understand, some people be angry, :)

[ulli]

Carmody, if only you had that Cancer stellum in the first house, I would have asked you to let me cry on your shoulder...but having Neptune there means you are there only with one foot..while the other foot is already in the other dimension.
If I were to pass over and find myself lost I would call out for Carmody, that much I know already.

I have created cubic miles of sunlit space in the realms of darkness, for the lost and damaged to come to..to ease themselves back into some form, some semblance of recall of who and what they are. The one time it was a rolling meadow that always led downward. With grass at just the right height so that no animal could hide in it, yet still wild.... and moving in the wind. And then, the sun on their backs and the movement of going gently downward, on the rolling hills, no hill high enough to hide anything. And off in the distance was the center of this idyllic place/meadow. At this center was a structure like a curved meandering stone wall a few stories high that worked between being wall like erected structure and stone, with portals and window remnants, all blended together naturally. where nature blends into structure, human structure. Arranged, this wall..so that no shadow could fall anywhere, from it.


And beside this, in the center itself, was a huge pool, with a very subtle but obvious 'manufactured' edge to it, and it was rectangular. Shallow, so one could easily walk into it. Crystal clear water with nothing hiding in it, at just the right temperature. And then they would come, one by one, more and more of the misshapen, the damaged, the broken, all retaining the shape of the horror, the impression of their death.

They came to the place... as the sun, the breeze, the hills, the grass and the water..all called to the most primitive parts of them. For their incarnation in a monkey body had these underlying aspects, that which is both the curse that put them there --and the gift of being human. So I used the gift of those unconscious aspects to provide the background of what was needed to get them to come and rest and possibly regain some 'humanity', to end the reflection of insanity which binds them to the darker realms.

Some would enter the pool and just sit, and then some would regain enough 'humanity'... to play with one another. Some could only get close enough to move in the outskirts. Some would sit in the pool, in total unmoving shock. All manner of horrors. Each time one would enter, I would enlarge the pool, so they could be as spaced apart as their given desire for boundaries dictated. This was, of course, as stated, in the middle of the dark realms where the lost and damaged are gathered. I sat in the corner of the pool, like a Buddha, and did this, held this 'reality' -- for an entire night. Finally ....I had to awaken, to return, and let it go.

Such an inspiring story, Carmody. Thank you so much for sharing that.
Whenever i think of the arts...drawing, painting, sculpting, architecture, landscape gardening, town planning, etc.,
I used to confine my imagination to 3 D. But you made me realize that our creativity will continue to find application in the hereafter as well, and with much greater scope.

[Guest]

Built a fire in my wood burning stove today. Made a good hot soup for dinner tonight. Cloud are starting to come in a storm is on its way from the North -will be a cold storm -stocking up wood in the woodshed.

Nora

we are all related

[ulli]

Built a fire in my wood burning stove today. Made a good hot soup for dinner tonight. Cloud are starting to come in a storm is on its way from the North -will be a cold storm -stocking up wood in the woodshed.

Nora

we are all related


Be safe and warm.

[markoid]

I have created cubic miles of sunlit space in the realms of darkness, for the lost and damaged to come to..to ease themselves back into some form, some semblance of recall of who and what they are. The one time it was a rolling meadow that always led downward. With grass at just the right height so that no animal could hide in it, yet still wild.... and moving in the wind. And then, the sun on their backs and the movement of going gently downward, on the rolling hills, no hill high enough to hide anything. And off in the distance was the center of this idyllic place/meadow. At this center was a structure like a curved meandering stone wall a few stories high that worked between being wall like erected structure and stone, with portals and window remnants, all blended together naturally. where nature blends into structure, human structure. Arranged, this wall..so that no shadow could fall anywhere, from it.


And beside this, in the center itself, was a huge pool, with a very subtle but obvious 'manufactured' edge to it, and it was rectangular. Shallow, so one could easily walk into it. Crystal clear water with nothing hiding in it, at just the right temperature. And then they would come, one by one, more and more of the misshapen, the damaged, the broken, all retaining the shape of the horror, the impression of their death.

They came to the place... as the sun, the breeze, the hills, the grass and the water..all called to the most primitive parts of them. For their incarnation in a monkey body had these underlying aspects, that which is both the curse that put them there --and the gift of being human. So I used the gift of those unconscious aspects to provide the background of what was needed to get them to come and rest and possibly regain some 'humanity', to end the reflection of insanity which binds them to the darker realms.

Some would enter the pool and just sit, and then some would regain enough 'humanity'... to play with one another. Some could only get close enough to move in the outskirts. Some would sit in the pool, in total unmoving shock. All manner of horrors. Each time one would enter, I would enlarge the pool, so they could be as spaced apart as their given desire for boundaries dictated. This was, of course, as stated, in the middle of the dark realms where the lost and damaged are gathered. I sat in the corner of the pool, like a Buddha, and did this, held this 'reality' -- for an entire night. Finally ....I had to awaken, to return, and let it go.

Beautifully designed and described Carmody.

I just dropped in to the local 11 11 11 gathering. The energy was nice, and full of friendship and not a trace of the druggy vibe that is sometimes apparent at local events. Only stayed a while as the crowd was too big for me... probably 600 or so. I am much better in smaller groups.

I saw a friend who has hep C and whom I mentioned MMS to some time ago as a possible way to treat himself. He excitedly informed me that he had done so and that his hep C indicators were down by 90%. Jim Humble would be pleased.

Feeling mellow, bright, reflective. 11 11 is called 'rememberance' day in Oz... appropriate for me, though not for its proposed meaning.

[Guest]

Going to cozy up with another mug of hot chocolate and watch the 3rd part of Lord of the Rings tonight. Watched the 2nd part last night. I haven't seen them in a while -they are some of my favorite movies, along with the Star War epics, Hildago was good, Gladiator too -can't think of anymore off the top of my head.....

Thank you Ulli -I live at 4,000' in the forest for now. Winters usually come early -this year was weird a few days of hot then freezing blustery and wet then intensely hot again.... Now it's just plain cold.

Have a good night in the village

Nora

we are all related

[Carmody]

Sitting in the little trailer I now call home, with my feet on the warm polished granite stone under the desk I share with my mate. It is cold and crispy this morning and the coastal fog has not burned away yet, so the sky I see through the window is soft and gray. Listening to the sounds of cars rushing past on the nearby freeway make swishing noises every few minutes. The electric wind chime adds it's sweet notes to softly caress my ears every few minutes.

In the background, the soft harmonious tones of Liquid mind playing through the computer speakers, while beside me my mate uses his Dremel tool to cut the delicate shapes of the LED healing devices we sell.... Now he is using a file and the soft sounds of his work fill the air.

I am a little sore and stiff today. My hands on the keyboard are wrinkled and spotted with age. I am sad to find my body growing into the aging program. I have no 'get up and go' in the moment and it feel nice to relax and share my simple life in this way.

I am glad there was a problem that needed moderator attention a couple of days ago here. Otherwise I might not have found out how sweet this thread is.

liquid music? are you moving into electronic ambient music? I'm a big time fan, since the first time I heard Tangerine Dream, in the 70's.

Just heard this tune, and thought of this comment and this thread:

bpfuBMhCBK4

(I'm always careful about my selections, I always look for low distortion high bit rate uploads)

[astrid]

Carmody, if only you had that Cancer stellum in the first house, I would have asked you to let me cry on your shoulder...but having Neptune there means you are there only with one foot..while the other foot is already in the other dimension.
If I were to pass over and find myself lost I would call out for Carmody, that much I know already.

I have created cubic miles of sunlit space in the realms of darkness, for the lost and damaged to come to..to ease themselves back into some form, some semblance of recall of who and what they are. The one time it was a rolling meadow that always led downward. With grass at just the right height so that no animal could hide in it, yet still wild.... and moving in the wind. And then, the sun on their backs and the movement of going gently downward, on the rolling hills, no hill high enough to hide anything. And off in the distance was the center of this idyllic place/meadow. At this center was a structure like a curved meandering stone wall a few stories high that worked between being wall like erected structure and stone, with portals and window remnants, all blended together naturally. where nature blends into structure, human structure. Arranged, this wall..so that no shadow could fall anywhere, from it.


And beside this, in the center itself, was a huge pool, with a very subtle but obvious 'manufactured' edge to it, and it was rectangular. Shallow, so one could easily walk into it. Crystal clear water with nothing hiding in it, at just the right temperature. And then they would come, one by one, more and more of the misshapen, the damaged, the broken, all retaining the shape of the horror, the impression of their death.

They came to the place... as the sun, the breeze, the hills, the grass and the water..all called to the most primitive parts of them. For their incarnation in a monkey body had these underlying aspects, that which is both the curse that put them there --and the gift of being human. So I used the gift of those unconscious aspects to provide the background of what was needed to get them to come and rest and possibly regain some 'humanity', to end the reflection of insanity which binds them to the darker realms.

Some would enter the pool and just sit, and then some would regain enough 'humanity'... to play with one another. Some could only get close enough to move in the outskirts. Some would sit in the pool, in total unmoving shock. All manner of horrors. Each time one would enter, I would enlarge the pool, so they could be as spaced apart as their given desire for boundaries dictated. This was, of course, as stated, in the middle of the dark realms where the lost and damaged are gathered. I sat in the corner of the pool, like a Buddha, and did this, held this 'reality' -- for an entire night. Finally ....I had to awaken, to return, and let it go.

LOL.. sorry for laughing, its an inside joke.
This is a fair description of my everyday landscapes, i don't post any of this stuff, not sure why, i do keep a journal though.
I think i feel that for the most part its too out there for people to deal with.

I'm laughing as now , through Carmody i have realized that its ok to be more open about these things,
and that i have been sent yet another, way to venture out more into the light of day.
Rather than existing mainly within the vast inner planes and landscapes.
The universe very much has a sense of humor,
although i must admit the Synchonicities are getting beyond me.
Manifesting seems to be no longer something that one does,
but more what you are.

I'm kind of pissed that i have the break the fast, day 7 is the best day yet.
No hunger and only water, some lemon in the mornings to flush out my liver.
I'm thinking i might try and push through whatever happens tomorrow and keep going.
21 days seems a pretty good target, not too hard core, but still challenging enough.

i just watched Tom's latest Astro report, lots of it i was totally resonating with, especially the big about living through the heart.
That's the portal that i do all my work through , it's an awesome door way.
But more that things have to be heart driven and not mind driven now , if we are to get off this bus....

FBZu4CHaYn4

[Carmody]

I'm laughing as now , through Carmody I have realized that its ok to be more open about these things,

Because.. it is time, IMO.

Then more and more people can say....'you too? I thought it was just me'.

In the same way I share free energy discovery stories with people and I get another new one back, about 1 out of every 10 I put out there, when speaking and sharing in person. I don't do it with everyone. what goes on, is that people think it is 'just them' and their personal story, their personal 'knowing'. They feel they are stuck with 'terrible secrets'.

By speaking out, the lid comes off, and people understand that it is everywhere and it is everything.

A set of notes that I posted, from another thread...about Max Planck. The father of Quantum Physics. This should clarify things a bit:

" I regard consciousness as fundamental. I regard matter as derivative from consciousness. We cannot get behind consciousness. Everything that we talk about, everything that we regard as existing, postulates consciousness." -- Max Planck

and:

"Science cannot solve the ultimate mystery of nature. And that is because, in the last analysis, we ourselves are part of nature and therefore part of the mystery that we are trying to solve."

Which brings you to the analytical conundrum of Godel's Incompleteness theorem, as a social and human structure, pulled from it's mathematical world and paralleled into the life of humans.

More from Max:

"As a man who has devoted his whole life to the most clear headed science, to the study of matter, I can tell you as a result of my research about atoms this much: There is no matter as such. All matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force which brings the particle of an atom to vibration and holds this most minute solar system of the atom together. We must assume behind this force the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind. This mind is the matrix of all matter."

Whoa.

Which is why I said, as simply as possible, in terms that such similar thinkers could 'take in':

'Any observable differential is encoded and translational in nature.'

[ViralSpiral]

Here and now!

11am sort of.....

Live from sydney harbor with tony!!!!! Unreal experience meeting a fellow avalonian in the flesh! This Forum is amazing for bringing such cool people together. Wanted to share with you all on this magical day and say hello as I am not on here very often :(...but now it's time to go enjoy this beautiful day with with the most awesomest person who took the time to come vist me!!!!! :D

I love you all!!!!!!!!!!


So good of you to pop by!
Hope you have a great time with Tony. Greetings


Like yesterday, the outside is cold, dark and wet but in my head, the sun shines! http://www.animateit.net/data/media/17/dolphinsun.gif

Soooooooooooo, tis 11.11.11 (lets not forgot about the 20 either ;))

Loved your "imagery" Carmody! More of same, please :)


@ Nora - I live at 4,000' in the forest for now.. That sounds like HEAVEN ;)
Any room at the inn for a stray? Or relative? I love your "we are all related". Reminds me of:

If the beasts were all gone, man would die of a great loneliness of spirit. For whatever happens to the beasts soon happens to man. All things are connected. ~ Chief Seattle, 1854 ~

[ViralSpiral]

Hey MW

I Googled Catskill/Modwiz, this house came up

http://i40.tinypic.com/2wco3g0.jpg



Your room on the right, right?



;)

[modwiz]

Hey MW

I Googled Catskill/Modwiz, this house came up

http://i40.tinypic.com/2wco3g0.jpg



Your room on the right, right?



;)

That is the Ukrainian church about 8 miles from me. A very magical setting. I have always loved the architecture.

[ViralSpiral]

Absolutely GORGEOUS!!!!

[Lord Sidious]

Hey MW

I Googled Catskill/Modwiz, this house came up

http://i40.tinypic.com/2wco3g0.jpg



Your room on the right, right?



;)

That is the Ukrainian church about 8 miles from me. A very magical setting. I have always loved the architecture.

You can show me that place soon nugget.

[modwiz]

Hey MW

I Googled Catskill/Modwiz, this house came up

http://i40.tinypic.com/2wco3g0.jpg



Your room on the right, right?



;)

That is the Ukrainian church about 8 miles from me. A very magical setting. I have always loved the architecture.

You can show me that place soon nugget.

With more pleasure than I can find words for, my friend.

[astrid]

I'm laughing as now , through Carmody I have realized that its ok to be more open about these things,

Because.. it is time, IMO.

Then more and more people can say....'you too? I thought it was just me'.'

Holy **** Carmody, i really lost it after that one...
Sitting here sobbing like a 4 year old.
And NOTHING makes me cry these days.
NOTHING
Man......

Something is REALLY going on,
and not with me cos I'm doing extreme fasting.
Suddenly we have an opening, or openings.

[ulli]

Everyone is just being hit by the tidal wave of my own emotional melt down here. Meanwhile I'm nicely recovered, thanks to your support.
Was talking to a friend about God moments, and how to prolong them.
Years ago I found out that God is between two extremes...at some imaginary center.
The Balance point.
The justce and harmony point.

A moment can't be made longer...the laws of time forbid it.
But those moments become more and more frequent with spiritual growth.
As frequencies become higher, as waves become shorter, with less extreme spikes and troughs, then the midpoint can be crossed several times a day, instead of once or twice in a lifetime.
And there is the God point to be found....the gateway to heavenly illumination, the light bulb moment, the angel choir, the visions and wonderments.

All we have to do is purify ourselves from hate and false imaginations, deceitful plottings and selfish ambitions.
Peace and love sisters and brothers of the village.
May today be full of those gateway moments.
Happy 11-11-11!!!!!!

[astrid]

Not melting ,
just that things are moving in
3D land after them being stuck for so long,
and its quite overwhelming.

With some assistance i cleaned up an ancestral line,
on my mother's side this week.
My Great, Great Great Grandmother, had not crossed.
Not a single aspect had. So we crossed her over and
worked down the line, to clear the heaviness that
was lingering.
Hopefully now that shadow
hanging over Mother will lift.

I spoke to her in hospital today and she sounded really bright,
which was already a change. Normally she is chronically
negative about everything and anything.
So fingers crossed.

I can see why this family set up was selected for this incarnation,
maximum exposure to chronic soul issues.

Guide to my left just said,
" You don't need to go to school, you are in school".
Ain't that the truth, lol !!

Oh yeah, and Louis who was having night terrors
is now sleeping like a baby, did he have some
serious baggage.

[ulli]

While brushing my teeth this morning I looked in the mirror and thought
"You don't need to go to school, you ARE in school."
One hour later i am reading this post of yours.
I think I'll put up the PM I sent you for all to read, if you agree.

[astrid]

sure , no problems,

But things are getting really, really freaky
around here.

Well everywhere actually,
time is folding inwards too.

[ViralSpiral]

Everyone is just being hit by the tidal wave of my own emotional melt down here. Meanwhile I'm nicely recovered, thanks to your support.
Was talking to a friend about God moments, and how to prolong them.
Years ago I found out that God is between two extremes...at some imaginary center.
The Balance point.
The justce and harmony point.

A moment can't be made longer...the laws of time forbid it.
But those moments become more and more frequent with spiritual growth.
As frequencies become higher, as waves become shorter, with less spikes and troughs, then the midpoint can be crossed several times a day, instead of once or twice in a lifetime.
And there is the God point to be found....the gateway to heavenly illumination, the light bulb moment, the angel choir, the visions and wonderments.

All we have to do is purify ourselves from hate and false imaginations, deceitful plottings and selfish ambitions.
Peace and love sisters and brothers of the village.
May today be full of those gateway moments.
Happy 11-11-11!!!!!!


We need to forgive. Not necessarily forget
When we fall into grace, that's the "moment"

[ulli]

@Astrid

Tears
Astrid, those tears were mine, but also, my guess is, Carmody's tears.

You are now the hollow reed. The energies flowing through you with great force.
Look into the eyes of God, whoever you can imagine Him to be, the absolute in your world, the best of beauty, knowledge, wisdom, healing, love and highest plan for mankind.

Then you will attain that which you seek.
As mere mortals none of us can provide you with anything but our own considerable sorrows.
At this point, near the end of your fast, your real food will only come from the highest heaven.
Be loved by God.
My wish for you today. Only the Highest, the most Sacred, must be allowed to come near you at this time.
Pure Joy.
Pure Bliss.


Where the focus goes, energy flows.
Oh God, increase Thou my wonderment at Thee.

[ulli]

Everyone is just being hit by the tidal wave of my own emotional melt down here. Meanwhile I'm nicely recovered, thanks to your support.
Was talking to a friend about God moments, and how to prolong them.
Years ago I found out that God is between two extremes...at some imaginary center.
The Balance point.
The justce and harmony point.

A moment can't be made longer...the laws of time forbid it.
But those moments become more and more frequent with spiritual growth.
As frequencies become higher, as waves become shorter, with less spikes and troughs, then the midpoint can be crossed several times a day, instead of once or twice in a lifetime.
And there is the God point to be found....the gateway to heavenly illumination, the light bulb moment, the angel choir, the visions and wonderments.

All we have to do is purify ourselves from hate and false imaginations, deceitful plottings and selfish ambitions.
Peace and love sisters and brothers of the village.
May today be full of those gateway moments.
Happy 11-11-11!!!!!!


We need to forgive. Not necessarily forget
When we fall into grace, that's the "moment"

And grace leads to a permanent state of gratitude.

Thank you.

[astrid]

Think i need a Bex and a lie down,
I'm freaking myself out.

[Lord Sidious]

Think i need a Bex and a lie down,
I'm freaking myself out.

Or a boot in the bum.
Calm down nugget.
Go put some music on that will help you to return to calm.

[ulli]

Long deep breaths....
breathe in- count to 4, pause- count to 4,
breathe out- count to 4, pause- count to 4.
Repeat 4 times.

[eaglespirit]

WE are the Energy helping Abundance Abound...Here and Now!
The Synchronistic Moments Become a Common Rhythm of Uncommon Proportions!
11/11/11
Living It In Higher and Higher Vibrations!!!

You ALL Are My Sunshine!
http://www.flikie.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/Abstract_20101014_Sunshine1.jpg

[ViralSpiral]

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http://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gifhttp://serve.mysmiley.net/love/love0001.gif

[Calz]

WE are the Energy helping Abundance Abound...Here and Now!
The Synchronistic Moments Become a Common Rhythm of Uncommon Proportions!
11/11/11
Living It In Higher and Higher Vibrations!!!

You ALL Are My Sunshine!
http://www.flikie.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/Abstract_20101014_Sunshine1.jpg


Whoa ...

Luckily in the here and now I had those very cool shades Sierra was nice enough to share :dirol:

Just catching up on all the posts during my slumber ...

What a nice Village to live in :)

:grouphug:

[ulli]

Sunny day at the village.
Harvest time is near.
Abundance is the word.

http://www.moillusions.com/wp-content/uploads/i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb234/vurdlak8/prsut7c.jpg


And not everyone is vegetarian...
here is one for the meat eaters (Yukyuk)

http://www.moillusions.com/wp-content/uploads/i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb234/vurdlak8/prsut.jpg

[ViralSpiral]

http://www.moillusions.com/wp-content/uploads/i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb234/vurdlak8/prsut.jpg


loooool
that is simply FOUL!!
Me no like salami

[Calz]

loooool
that is simply FOUL!!
Me no like salami

You obviously missed the *fork* in the road ... :haha:


On another note ... was going to sit on the balconey and soak up some of dem 11.11.11 sunshine rays myself.

But alas ...

Yet another heavy chemtrail day :tsk:

I count 15 just looking towards the east (live on western edge of city).

If not for that it would have been a beautiful, sunny, crisp fall morning.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Hello All! Here and now thinking about the Promised Land! Have a good day, y'all, and don't stop rockin'!

cK6MElklfvM

¤=[Post Update]=¤

And Here's one for 11/11/11. xGGwY6rPDmw

[Ernie Nemeth]

Happy 11/11/11!

[ulli]

loooool
that is simply FOUL!!
Me no like salami
Maybe you like broccoli, then??
Just for you.

http://www.moillusions.com/wp-content/uploads/i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb234/vurdlak8/prsut4.jpg

[Lisab]

Here and now it is a cold, grey, windy day here in Wales. Stepping into the Village is like stepping into The Secret Garden. Yes it's sunny in here.

Modwiz thanks for the advice about the myrrh. Astrid your astrology vid inspired me to do some kundalini yoga today, I havnt been practising much lately. So lovely for the chakras.

Having a quiet reflective day today. Happy 11.11.11 to you all.

[Carmody]

sure , no problems,

But things are getting really, really freaky
around here.

Well everywhere actually,
time is folding inwards too.

And that is how the synchronicity starts, how it really picks up speed... You begin to turn the timeline sideways (from seeing just a bit of it head on-it 'flowing by') and then the whole scope of it is laid out to the breadth and width of your visage. One begins to be able to see things like timelines, without being able to form the words to describe it. For there is no descriptor for it in human language. We can only wax poetic on that one.

And if one continues in that direction, one may end up being able to finish people's sentences, before they even arrive to have the conversation.

The complexity comes when you try to relate that to others, for they have not the position nor the reality nor the language to understand it. This is the use of both hemispheres of the mind, in a balanced way. You may begin to feel the energies moving through your cranium, like a heat, pulsing both hemispheres in sync.

How about kundalini? I've got lots in my chart, energy wise, so It's like my stater engine and the force of the drive, as well. i find that getting the kundalini to go from the base through to the crown, in a controlled stable manner is a good exercise, regarding finding balance in this sort of 'headspace'.

[PurpleLama]

Mine comes through the crown, and out my feet, into the earth, and the whole timeline shifts around me.

Weird stuff happens then, like yesterday a regular customer walks through the door into my shop. I haven't seen him in two years, because *two years ago he died.* I sold this man a frame yesterday, and I was very happy to see him. This is no joke.

Here and now, I'm having a little break at work, traffic noises and a blue blue blue sky, the prettiest I've seen in quite some time.


I have been much in ponderance over all of the amazing recent events. It's been both difficult and delightful, so many expressions of love and pain. So many people on this forum have such beautiful hearts, and although we aren't perfect, we are.


Ulli, I love you, forgive me, I am sorry, Thank you.

Ho Porno.

*roleplay hat on*

As one of the resident wizards of the Village, I propose:

1) That we form a separate thread, in the off topic forum, dedicated to the wearing of the roll play caps

2) that henceforth all mad capness and chaos and conlicts and all around general insanity be confined, at least for the most part

3) that it be understood, it be conditional to the thread, that it be clearly be understood that everything there is imaginary and not intended to be anything but fun

The here and now can be carmody's healing pool, and over there we can play in the field and fill the darkness with the sounds of out laughter and help draw those lost closer in toward the center, the here and now.

So, what do y'all think?

If this goes ahead before I get back, somebody stick up a link, Here and Now, please.

[ulli]

The mod team have already approached me and I said ok.
I do have some reservations. The current situation, although chaotic, is a bit like the two brain hemispheres...left brain is the here and now, and right brain is the fantasy part.
Together they form a whole.
We might lose the current dynamic, which I believe is the reflection of the greater reality....spirit-matter, dark and light, sun and moon.
By splitting that up what will we then have? More order? NWO?

But I'm game. We can go back to they other way if it doesn't work out.
I'd also like to pass this idea around a bit, to see what input we get from the group, both village people and visitors alike.

So what about giving it 12 hours before we start?

[transiten]

Gosh! I've got this horrible cold still, surely need some healing....but separating the Light from the Dark will be tricky for me, like going shizo...hmmm...will sleep on it and tell you some incredible syncs i had after meditating at 11:11 with my Peruvian friend and her son on a cliff high above the shimmring sea under a clearblue heaven and the bright shining Sun...

By the way PL, someone popping up that you haven't seen for 2 years!!! = Mercury already starting doing his/her tricks

[dan33]

The Color of Money intro. Music by Robbie Robertson.
Liza Minelli wrote: if Martin (Scorsese) and Robbie (Robertson) were gays,they would be the perfect couple. I don't remember where I read it. :)

Hi everyone.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfQfXe-4QsM&NR=1




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SrV13F3x7Y&feature=related

[PurpleLama]

The mod team have already approached me and I said ok.
I do have some reservations. The current situation, although chaotic, is a bit like the two brain hemispheres...left brain is the here and now, and right brain is the fantasy part.
Together they form a whole.
We might lose the current dynamic, which I believe is the reflection of the greater reality....spirit-matter, dark and light, sun and moon.
By splitting that up what will we then have? More order? NWO?

But I'm game. We can go back to they other way if it doesn't work out.
I'd also like to pass this idea around a bit, to see what input we get from the group, both village people and visitors alike.

So what about giving it 12 hours before we start?

What I envision is that this other place is room to give space so our lively spirits can grow, where eveyone is welcome and no one is compelled by anything but the forum guidelines, although we crazy villagers have been known to stretch them hopefully not too far. Where you can be queen, or not, as it suits you and marianny and tony can be nine years old and wrassle in the dirt. Another place where the magic can spread unconstrained except by our imaginations. I know that a lot of people have hesitated to join the here and now for fear of joining in the fray, and I say let the fray continue unabated in it's own particular place. This would not diminish, I don't think, but allow many to participate here and now that might have been reluctant to otherwise. So if someone wants to be crazy, I know I do sometimes, well, plenty of the time, I can be so without fear of impinging on anothers need for peace, which has happened too much already. Dang, my chart makes so much more sense now, since I recently discovered I have cancer rising, not gemini.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

The mod team have already approached me and I said ok.
I do have some reservations. The current situation, although chaotic, is a bit like the two brain hemispheres...left brain is the here and now, and right brain is the fantasy part.
Together they form a whole.
We might lose the current dynamic, which I believe is the reflection of the greater reality....spirit-matter, dark and light, sun and moon.
By splitting that up what will we then have? More order? NWO?

But I'm game. We can go back to they other way if it doesn't work out.
I'd also like to pass this idea around a bit, to see what input we get from the group, both village people and visitors alike.

So what about giving it 12 hours before we start?

That's an idea for sure. Between my kids, work, chores my wife gives me, I have a really hard time staying up to speed on the Here and Now thread, which is my favorite and most frequented on the whole Avalon forum. I'm gonna have to step it up to read and be active on one more!! :boom:

[Lisab]

The Here and Now is my favourite thread too. Banter can get out of hand in any thread, Ive seen it happen so many times and nearly always around the full and new moons!!! Disagreements are a part of life and good for growth. Im not sure altho it is a good idea. Need to think.

PL Ive got cancer rising too!

[Ernie Nemeth]

I like being stupid, it comes easy for me!
But I do not like the heady stuff, or the "gotta-be-in-the-know" stuff.
Like with PMs. Until yesterday, I did not know they were used so extensively, I sure don't.
If there were now two threads they would conflict, because talk in one will spill over to the other, garaunteed. And we'd all have to keep up in both.
My two cents...

[ulli]

I like being stupid, it comes easy for me!
But I do not like the heady stuff, or the "gotta-be-in-the-know" stuff.
Like with PMs. Until yesterday, I did not know they were used so extensively, I sure don't.
If there were now two threads they would conflict, because talk in one will spill over to the other, garaunteed. And we'd all have to keep up in both.
My two cents...


About PMs.
I also don't like using the private messaging system, unless there is a crisis that I can't resolve without the help of friends.
Nor does one always want to wash dirty linen in public.
It is part of our diversity, that while one person is on a high, another is going through the dumps and wants to keep that a bit in the dark.

If one shares everything out in the open it can become stuck in other people's memories long after one has recovered and moved on.
Yet they always associate that person with whatever happened there. Hard to shake off such an image.

[transiten]

Well since Mercury is slowing down soon going retrograde i envision some communicationproblems if we make this split, but of course we've got the free will to do it. Maybe we should make a "poll" and vote??? Or is it possible to reach consensus.....

[Lisab]

Good point about the p.ms ulli. Also I dont see any "gotta-be-in-the-know" stuff going on. People connect with different interests/situations at different times I think.

[ulli]

Well since Mercury is slowing down soon going retrograde i envision some communicationproblems if we make this split, but of course we've got the free will to do it. Maybe we should make a "poll" and vote??? Or is it possible to reach consensus.....

Thank you for that idea, transiten.
And I hope you will feel better soon. I'm sending healing, dearest.

When it comes to polls, people often like to abstain from voting, in my experience.
But on the other hand that way our vote is secret, and we are not so conspicuous if we are of the minority opinion,
which is also something many people don't like.

I will go along with what the majority want, definitely.
But I gave my personal opinion already, to just keep things the way they are.

If someone wants to post their 'here and now' moment, it does not really require further dialogue.
They can just do it and leave.
in a way it is a grounding that often brings the other chit chat down to earth.
That's what I felt every time someone reported their goings on.
Particularly I felt it with Astrid's reports.
Very refreshing, like a wake-up call.

[astrid]

sure , no problems,

But things are getting really, really freaky
around here.

Well everywhere actually,
time is folding inwards too.

And that is how the synchronicity starts, how it really picks up speed... You begin to turn the timeline sideways (from seeing just a bit of it head on-it 'flowing by') and then the whole scope of it is laid out to the breadth and width of your visage. One begins to be able to see things like timelines, without being able to form the words to describe it. For there is no descriptor for it in human language. We can only wax poetic on that one.

And if one continues in that direction, one may end up being able to finish people's sentences, before they even arrive to have the conversation.

The complexity comes when you try to relate that to others, for they have not the position nor the reality nor the language to understand it. This is the use of both hemispheres of the mind, in a balanced way. You may begin to feel the energies moving through your cranium, like a heat, pulsing both hemispheres in sync.

How about kundalini? I've got lots in my chart, energy wise, so It's like my stater engine and the force of the drive, as well. i find that getting the kundalini to go from the base through to the crown, in a controlled stable manner is a good exercise, regarding finding balance in this sort of 'headspace'.

Thanks for that explains it much better than i could have.
Right now and for some time I'm getting answers to things
before i have the question or problem to solve.

Some random thing pops into my head or crossed my path
And later that day of the following days I have an
issue arise that requires that EXACT thing .
Often its a solution to a problem that someone close
to me has . Even more freaky is when I have one person
in one chat window struggling with an issue and someone
in another window just so happens to have the perfect
solution through a random link idea or experience .
Note that those two people do not converse or
know of any of each others
issues through reasons of confidence .

Kundalini yes.
Always had too much of it to be honest
But I think now I'm more wiser I can start to
really work with it in a more controlled way .
I'm getting constant rushes up my spine and up
and down my body . I usually have this but fasting
is for sure highlighting it. Spending lots of time in
the garden or having frequent showers or baths a big
help to ground things .

Today with dad may be rougher than it I hoped
as I hardly slept at all last night . And I'm a person
that really needs their sleep .
So will be calling extra help in to get me through
from all levels .'

[PurpleLama]

Not that the fun isn't important, but sometimes the important hey-can-i-get-some-help-here and now kind of stuff is at risk of being drowned out by the antics. Some bleed over is bound to happen between the threads. We wouldn't be moving the craziness to another country, but just a few mouse clicks away.

As far as keeping up, when the roleplay hats are on, one can pretty much jump in anywhere. Here and Now is the place to share, as intended in the op, and as people shared, fun was had, and the village formed. As the fun increased it got further from here and now, and a little out of hand but hilarious, but here and now can only be the heart of the village. It just seems to me that this would be a natural thing for a thread to get too off topic and two emerge where once there was one. This isn't light and dark, no kind of duality, but respect for each other who choose to be here and now.

[Carmody]

Kundalini yes.
Always had too much of it to be honest
But I think now I'm more wiser I can start to
really work with it in a more controlled way .
I'm getting constant rushes up my spine and up
and down my body . I usually have this but fasting
is for sure highlighting it. Spending lots of time in
the garden or having frequent showers or baths a big
help to ground things .

Today with dad may be rougher than it I hoped
as I hardly slept at all last night . And I'm a person
that really needs their sleep .
So will be calling extra help in to get me through
from all levels .'

Watch out for the potential to end up in 'the sleepless state'. Too much kundalini can do that. Then you'll have to meditate, to bring the metabolism down to the 'sleeping state', even though you'll still be fully conscious...with the body shut off. That's what I did for nearly two years --straight. Wide awake for 22.5hrs per day. The kundalini was continual, like a never ending self looping orgasmic response that had no end. To the point that I would blank out in the peaks, for 15-20 minutes at a time.

The moon cycling would also be extremely heightened as would your response to your natal transits and astrological alignments. Which...you seem to be moving into, regarding the moon sensitivity.

[Sierra]

Today with dad may be rougher than it I hoped
as I hardly slept at all last night . And I'm a person
that really needs their sleep .
So will be calling extra help in to get me through
from all levels .'

You got it Astrid.

[ThePythonicCow]

What I envision is that this other place is room to give space so our lively spirits can grow, where eveyone is welcome and no one is compelled by anything but the forum guidelines, although we crazy villagers have been known to stretch them hopefully not too far.
We mods are still discussing this ... but at first blush, this feels to me like an attempted end run around our request to tony not to participate in this thread after he returns.

[modwiz]

http://www.moillusions.com/wp-content/uploads/i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb234/vurdlak8/prsut.jpg


loooool
that is simply FOUL!!
Me no like salami

Let's see turkey sausage would be fowl. I guess I could have a beef with that picture, but I wouldn't want to be a fat head. :rolleyes:

[Lord Sidious]

sure , no problems,

But things are getting really, really freaky
around here.

Well everywhere actually,
time is folding inwards too.

And that is how the synchronicity starts, how it really picks up speed... You begin to turn the timeline sideways (from seeing just a bit of it head on-it 'flowing by') and then the whole scope of it is laid out to the breadth and width of your visage. One begins to be able to see things like timelines, without being able to form the words to describe it. For there is no descriptor for it in human language. We can only wax poetic on that one.

And if one continues in that direction, one may end up being able to finish people's sentences, before they even arrive to have the conversation.

The complexity comes when you try to relate that to others, for they have not the position nor the reality nor the language to understand it. This is the use of both hemispheres of the mind, in a balanced way. You may begin to feel the energies moving through your cranium, like a heat, pulsing both hemispheres in sync.

How about kundalini? I've got lots in my chart, energy wise, so It's like my stater engine and the force of the drive, as well. i find that getting the kundalini to go from the base through to the crown, in a controlled stable manner is a good exercise, regarding finding balance in this sort of 'headspace'.

Thanks for that explains it much better than i could have.
Right now and for some time I'm getting answers to things
before i have the question or problem to solve.

Some random thing pops into my head or crossed my path
And later that day of the following days I have an
issue arise that requires that EXACT thing .
Often its a solution to a problem that someone close
to me has . Even more freaky is when I have one person
in one chat window struggling with an issue and someone
in another window just so happens to have the perfect
solution through a random link idea or experience .
Note that those two people do not converse or
know of any of each others
issues through reasons of confidence .

Kundalini yes.
Always had too much of it to be honest
But I think now I'm more wiser I can start to
really work with it in a more controlled way .
I'm getting constant rushes up my spine and up
and down my body . I usually have this but fasting
is for sure highlighting it. Spending lots of time in
the garden or having frequent showers or baths a big
help to ground things .

Today with dad may be rougher than it I hoped
as I hardly slept at all last night . And I'm a person
that really needs their sleep .
So will be calling extra help in to get me through
from all levels .'

You have my support, but you already know that.
Nugget.

[modwiz]

The Here and Now is my favourite thread too. Banter can get out of hand in any thread, Ive seen it happen so many times and nearly always around the full and new moons!!! Disagreements are a part of life and good for growth. Im not sure altho it is a good idea. Need to think.

PL Ive got cancer rising too!

The nice thing about the thread is the ability to pop in and out of it like the alternate reality it is. There are times I have come here with little to say and feces are being flung around and I just quietly leave. Othertimes I come into the same situation with something to say and say it. You know, like what I am doing here and now. :p
There are times that may be a non sequiter to the moment but still germane to the thread theme.

The ability to come and go in peace and accept the moment will let us know how well we are doing with our core Self. I actually like keeping it all in this thread, agreeing with Ulli.. I understand PL's concept and honor him for putting it out there as a way to keep the peace and welcome more aboard. I welcome all, but you have to be able to resonate with the thread. When attempts are made to make things more 'user friendly' it sometimes results in dilution of the original sauce.

Not everybody like Jack Daniels or Scotch, but messing with the taste?

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Well since Mercury is slowing down soon going retrograde i envision some communicationproblems if we make this split, but of course we've got the free will to do it. Maybe we should make a "poll" and vote??? Or is it possible to reach consensus.....

One can always vote with their 'feet'.

[markoid]

I personally am for keeping things all in one thread. The varying content or 'flavours' if you will are still about the here and now, surely. For instance I did not get involved in the gender banter simply 'cos that ain't my thang, but I still read them and sometimes got a laugh and enjoyed the perkiness. Some times I noticed the bits that made me feel 'ooh, that was a bit too far' and had to look at what gave me that feeling... a lesson in itself. The situation with Ulli and Tony was a huge contrast to what had gone on previously in the village and for sure left both with some serious bruises, but surely that is the stuff of life.. no? Ulli appears to have come back shining brightly (and hopefully Tony will too). The village has bunch of new people interacting and has a yet another rich and vibrant flavour. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that the village thread is a 'slice of life', organic and mutifarious (sp) and should be all in one place, not compartmentalized ... my 2c :)
I always feel like a noob at Avalon and no less so here in the village and I thank you remarkable wizards and wise women for the sustenance..... you feed my soul.

[eaglespirit]

One can always vote with their 'feet'.

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luclx6DNEN1qacmz1o1_500.jpg

It's Unanimous...The Circle of Love and Life Comes Right Back 'Round To The Here and Now ;)

[ulli]

One can always vote with their 'feet'.

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luclx6DNEN1qacmz1o1_500.jpg

It's Unanimous...The Circle of Love and Life Comes Right Back 'Round To The Here and Now ;)

I always thought it would be nice for Muzz to drop by...
how come his Avatar did and he didn't?

[thunder24]

:drum: humming along, singing my song typeing in a virtual wonderland. depression for two or more weeks, old issues comeing back up in life, on a positive note, the roof is above my head and food is in my belly HERE AND NOW....

visitor vote: one thread

peace

[ulli]

Only in the here and now can we experience HAPPINESS

http://a8.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/385978_245384502187208_120291918029801_723005_791734138_n.jpg

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:drum: humming along, singing my song typeing in a virtual wonderland. depression for two or more weeks, old issues comeing back up in life, on a positive note, the roof is above my head and food is in my belly HERE AND NOW....

visitor vote: one thread

peace

Thunder
You're the best! Love ya!!
Please stay and help with the construction projects.

[transiten]

:drum: humming along, singing my song typeing in a virtual wonderland. depression for two or more weeks, old issues comeing back up in life, on a positive note, the roof is above my head and food is in my belly HERE AND NOW....

visitor vote: one thread

peace

Well thunder24 that was a description of my life at the moment, and exactly the thoughts i had today while meditating by the sea with 2 friends at 11:11. I had brought pictures of my beloved dog Pajazzo that i had to put to rest in august and one was the shadow of me and my dog.

I post in the "What did you do with your 11.11.11 thread" and there's this still video with STATIC playing with his dog on the beach after meditating and this pic of the shadow of him and his dog!!!

Also happened to post at 00.11

[ulli]

I personally am for keeping things all in one thread. The varying content or 'flavours' if you will are still about the here and now, surely. For instance I did not get involved in the gender banter simply 'cos that ain't my thang, but I still read them and sometimes got a laugh and enjoyed the perkiness. Some times I noticed the bits that made me feel 'ooh, that was a bit too far' and had to look at what gave me that feeling... a lesson in itself. The situation with Ulli and Tony was a huge contrast to what had gone on previously in the village and for sure left both with some serious bruises, but surely that is the stuff of life.. no? Ulli appears to have come back shining brightly (and hopefully Tony will too). The village has bunch of new people interacting and has a yet another rich and vibrant flavour. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that the village thread is a 'slice of life', organic and mutifarious (sp) and should be all in one place, not compartmentalized ... my 2c :)
I always feel like a noob at Avalon and no less so here in the village and I thank you remarkable wizards and wise women for the sustenance..... you feed my soul.

You ain't seen nothing yet...this village is a tourist attraction...minus the tourist traps.

So it can only get bigger and better. No realtors, but homes can be found via a small notice board.
There will be B&Bs and guest houses.

Everyone here offers hospitality to the weary travelers.
There are no wolves in sheep's clothing.
Even if there are still some wolves, that's ok.
We will know them for what they are and they can have their space.
We will enjoy them when they howl at the full moon at nights.

The lions are sleeping with the lambs. The swords have been made into plough shares.
There is fun and games, without heavy competition. Outdoor picnic lunches, by the village lake.
The kids will have a ball here. And not to forget, the laundry room is a Margarita lounge.

[ulli]

:drum: humming along, singing my song typeing in a virtual wonderland. depression for two or more weeks, old issues comeing back up in life, on a positive note, the roof is above my head and food is in my belly HERE AND NOW....

visitor vote: one thread

peace

Well thunder24 that was a description of my life at the moment, and exactly the thoughts i had today while meditating by the sea with 2 friends at 11:11. I had brought pictures of my beloved dog Pajazzo that i had to put to rest in august and one was the shadow of me and my dog.

I post in the "What did you do with your 11.11.11 thread" and there's this still video with STATIC playing with his dog on the beach after meditating and this pic of the shadow of him and his dog!!!

Also happened to post at 00.11

Even though you will live a long life, by the time you are reunited with your beloved Pajazzo you will feel like you were never apart.
I have a list of questions lined up for the kitties I have lost, and I know one day the answers will be provided.

[pickle]

Ulli made a place that I can kick off my shoes, and throw my hat on her coat stand (I always miss) - that's more than unique, it's special.

This place has been one of tranquility for those of that fit anywhere on the spiritual/human spectrum, without judgement (ok, there's always the odd hiccup). The ebb and flow of how deep and shallow it has been is a real pleasure, a simple pleasure, so I'd vote to keep it as it is. The content that is real and from our imaginations has made it so special.


Peace,

John

[Caren]

Hey Thunder,
I feel your pain; hang in there sweet guy :)
Much love and happiness found here..
you are in the right place :grouphug:

[Sierra]

:drum: humming along, singing my song typeing in a virtual wonderland. depression for two or more weeks, old issues comeing back up in life, on a positive note, the roof is above my head and food is in my belly HERE AND NOW....

visitor vote: one thread

peace

Peace, Thunder and I am glad you are pulling out of it. Take a load off.

Sierra :)

[Carmody]

Just had some food I've been craving but have avoided for the past decade, due to how things are now 'done'.

and that was some Leinsamenbrot with a heap of coarse liverwurst.... and a bit of mustard on top.. Maybe some German salami on the Leinsamenbrot next time....topped with Havarti or Swiss..or Gouda...

I could eat that stuff all day.

Which is entirely the problem.

Astrid, the fasting takes the vibrations that are NOT yours out of the body. Like taking that last pebble out of your pocket....that gets you to finally have *just enough* buoyancy to breach the surface of the water.....you are given the opportunity to look around.

And that is what I mean, that if one wants to actually breach the surface of the illusion, then... they must go ----all the way. No short cut or falsification will deliver.

[Dawn]

Ulli said: And grace leads to a permanent state of gratitude. Thank you.

Here an now, as a visitor to this little village it is so wonderful to be able to type a few words towards the end of my day. I am so grateful to be a part of this dream in this moment.

Now it is dark and very cold outside in my rainy little beach town. The cars outside on the highway are noisier than usual as their tires throw up the water on the pavement. Next to me Volker makes soft buzzing sounds, with his little Dremel grinding wheel, as he prepares the electronic boards I am to stuff in a moment. In the background the soft sounds of music and bird calls on the computer speaker remind me of spring days and green sunlit meadows, so that my mind throws up pictures of days it remembers in the mountains from the past.

The warm stone is still there for my feet. My body enjoys alternately warming its feet, then putting them on the cold floor for contrast until they ask to be warmed again.

Tonight I have dressed my body in a moss colored shirt and the fabric feels soft as it cuddles me. My tummy is full of warm soup, I am safe, I am grateful.

Goodnight little village. Next I am going to spend a few hours building widgets while I listen to a movie before going to bed. So grateful to have a little home business that is peaceful and allows me to sit in quiet meditation while my fingers fly.

[ViralSpiral]

Here and now... its 04h49.

k2K-hP7kbyY


Age or frequencies.... ;)

I love how this village has evolved.

I add my 2 Zimbabwean cents in requesting that we keep one thread.

Carmody, you can thank Ulli for her subliminal beef jerky...


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[astrid]

Just had some food I've been craving but have avoided for the past decade.....

Astrid, the fasting takes the vibrations that are NOT yours out of the body. Like taking that last pebble out of your pocket....that gets you to finally have *just enough* buoyancy to breach the surface of the water.....you are given the opportunity to look around.

And that is what I mean, that if one wants to actually breach the surface of the illusion, then... they must go ----all the way. No short cut or falsification will deliver.
Stop talking about food !! Lol
What you mentioned also a big fav of mine .
I'm going to attempt to switch
over to 80%raw 20% cooked
after fasting to continue the good
work .

I'm happy to go all the way have the time and "space"
to do it now I have another session coming up this week
With a second shamanic practitioner this time
it's for me only .
It's all spirit driven her name was
mentioned by the person I worked with last week
and I googled it a couldn't find her.
But I'm reading a core teaching book
right now from another of my favorites in
this area and I was checking out his site.
On his links page there she was.
So that was enough of a sign for me
to check her out .
So next tues we clean up some
more stuff .

The dad thing is over with .
He was ok, majorly stressful on no
sleep though . My energy is all over the place,
Im very hyper.
I gave him loads of food seedlings enough
for 3 months at least .
One of the projects I have going,
getting people back into food gardening
again . Dad was always a big gardener
but with mum being so ill he's not been
doing much.

The sleepless state doesnt sound like
It would work too well for me.
I have always really needed my
sleep any small changes and I'm
wrecked.,
Speaking of which I'm totally exhusted
hopefully enough to crash out .
Hopefully I sleep I'm feeling pretty
Ragged . Still on fast though
Day 8 and back onto just water

[markoid]

Synchronous that I am posting right below Astrid :)

I am sitting here typing through tearfilled eyes at what just happened. I have always been very alienated from my family and have been doing regular internal forgiveness work around the issue with my mum and dad, both passed and my brother. I see my brother and sister about once a year and talk to them by phone maybe 4 times a year, my sister 'gets' me but my bro thinks I am pretty much of a loser, we don't dislike each other but live 'on different planets'. I respect him but there is no brotherly 'connection' between us. The last time I saw him, as we parted and had a hug, 'love ya' just came out of my mouth quite spontaneously and he had a sort of stunned mullet look on his face :). As some of you know I have some surgery coming up that is going to cost several thousand dollars, which I can afford but would use a good chunk of what little money I have. Just now he called me and said very genuinely that he would REALLY LIKE it if I would let him pay for my surgery. He is very well off and like many who are he hangs on to his money very tightly..... I AM BLOWN AWAY!!!

[Guest]

:drum: humming along, singing my song typeing in a virtual wonderland. depression for two or more weeks, old issues comeing back up in life, on a positive note, the roof is above my head and food is in my belly HERE AND NOW....

visitor vote: one thread

peace

I like your Avatar very much looks like a spirit elk......or a ghost elk

[ViralSpiral]

Synchronous that I am posting right below Astrid :)

I am sitting here typing through tearfilled eyes at what just happened. I have always been very alienated from my family and have been doing regular internal forgiveness work around the issue with my mum and dad, both passed and my brother. I see my brother and sister about once a year and talk to them by phone maybe 4 times a year, my sister 'gets' me but my bro thinks I am pretty much of a loser, we don't dislike each other but live 'on different planets'. I respect him but there is no brotherly 'connection' between us. The last time I saw him, as we parted and had a hug, 'love ya' just came out of my mouth quite spontaneously and he had a sort of stunned mullet look on his face :). As some of you know I have some surgery coming up that is going to cost several thousand dollars, which I can afford but would use a good chunk of what little money I have. Just now he called me and said very genuinely that he would REALLY LIKE it if I would let him pay for my surgery. He is very well off and like many who are he hangs on to his money very tightly..... I AM BLOWN AWAY!!!

wow, just WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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[astrid]

Synchronous that I am posting right below Astrid :)

I am sitting here typing through tearfilled eyes at what just happened. I have always been very alienated from my family and have been doing regular internal forgiveness work around the issue with my mum and dad, both passed and my brother. I see my brother and sister about once a year and talk to them by phone maybe 4 times a year, my sister 'gets' me but my bro thinks I am pretty much of a losUer, we don't dislike each other but live 'on different planets'. I respect him but there is no brotherly 'connection' between us. The last time I saw him, as we parted and had a hug, 'love ya' just came out of my mouth quite spontaneously and he had a sort of stunned mullet look on his face :). As some of you know I have some surgery coming up that is going to cost several thousand dollars, which I can afford but would use a good chunk of what little money I have. Just now he called me and said very genuinely that he would REALLY LIKE it if I would let him pay for my surgery. He is very well off and like many who are he hangs on to his money very tightly..... I AM BLOWN AWAY!!!

Magic happens all the time.
Very cool indeed .
Forgiveness moves the heaviest loads of all .
Melts them like butter.

Still no sleep but energy stabilized .
Just called dad to make sure he got home alright .
He was friendly and shounded gratefulish .
Not that anything on my part comes attached
With any expectations . It's just sad for him
that he can say thankyou I'm sorry or I love you .

I dug a little on his family today know little of his
parents they.both died when he was 20.
Two brothers both with extreme anger issues
Will tackle that line next week if i can .

But was " given" another "job" just then.
Dad said my brother was ill, he's an alchoholic
Long term. Has partner and child abusive towards
both. At least now i have the skills to do something
to help . Before I just got torn apart watching it
all play out.

It's pretty nice no longer feeling like a helpless
witness to injustices, to actually be part of the
solutions .

[Guest]

Had an experience today that I was not expecting.

Around 1:00 pm PST I was doing chores today that I needed to get done. I felt this energy come over me it was like a wave crystalline energy; I almost felt like going to sleep. I ignored it had a lot to do -but it would not relent and got stronger. I gave into it and went to lie down. Laid down with my head to the North. The energy kept coming for a minute or so then I was catapulted out far into space. I looked at the earth and there was a huge white laser beam directed at the earth streaming over it. Then the earth shot towards me and I it; we met. The earth changed into a huge glowing blue ball with very light white streaks. I came back and the blue ball had shrunk to about 12" in diameter still stuck to my feet. Then the white light moved over & through me feet to head. Then the blue ball did the same then moved down to my center then back up to about 4 to 6 in above my head. A clear plasma energy tube came down about 4in in diameter -it had white filaments in it & very electric looking lighting bolts, similar to a tesla ball, streaming through it. The tube moved again from my feet to my head stopping at certain points. Then it went back up. I took about a 15 min nnap all the while aware of beings around talking to me. After a while I got up and went outside took in a few deep breaths of fresh cool air.

Nora

we are all related

[ulli]

Here and now... its 04h49.

k2K-hP7kbyY


Age or frequencies.... ;)

I love how this village has evolved.

I add my 2 Zimbabwean cents in requesting that we keep one thread.

Carmody, you can thank Ulli for her subliminal beef jerky...


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I see we are back to jerkying around.
I must say I do love it, typing here with a silly grin on my face.
How far are we going this time?
Food fight, or feces fight?
Ff, or ff?

As long as there are only loving thoughts involved
there can be no harm.

I wonder how come no one commented on the lovely broccoli picture?

[ViralSpiral]

lol, how about: ffs?

FFS! Some sleep please, and no salami!

Thank you please

[ulli]

Synchronous that I am posting right below Astrid :)

I am sitting here typing through tearfilled eyes at what just happened. I have always been very alienated from my family and have been doing regular internal forgiveness work around the issue with my mum and dad, both passed and my brother. I see my brother and sister about once a year and talk to them by phone maybe 4 times a year, my sister 'gets' me but my bro thinks I am pretty much of a loser, we don't dislike each other but live 'on different planets'. I respect him but there is no brotherly 'connection' between us. The last time I saw him, as we parted and had a hug, 'love ya' just came out of my mouth quite spontaneously and he had a sort of stunned mullet look on his face :). As some of you know I have some surgery coming up that is going to cost several thousand dollars, which I can afford but would use a good chunk of what little money I have. Just now he called me and said very genuinely that he would REALLY LIKE it if I would let him pay for my surgery. He is very well off and like many who are he hangs on to his money very tightly..... I AM BLOWN AWAY!!!

Oh Markoid, I'm blown away, too. That is great news. Not just the money, but that he is having a change of heart.
WOW!
I think that energy beam Nora saw in her vision might have something to do with it.

[ViralSpiral]

I wonder how come no one commented on the lovely broccoli picture?




I wonder how come no one commented on the lovely broccoli picture?

Because Astrid is fasting!






;)

[Lily de Cuir]

Hey you Crazy Lot...

I'm frwee (woop, woop and a bum dance as well, lol). Boy is having a sleepover. Here and now? Half the sky is blue, but there is something lurking, the other half of the sky is very grey...big storm coming? I hope so, that would really put the cherry on top!

Have iced charddy, dinner coming up for moi? Toasted bruschetta with garlic butter, pancetta, jarlsberg cheese and semi sun dried tomatoes, and when toasted in the sandwich press, some nice peppery rocket for greens. Yumski. Think I'll make 2 double-deckers.

Have washed my sheets, bed perfectly made. (That doesn't happen except on laundry day). Have bunged all my winter clothes in the washing machine. Humming as I speak/write, love that domestic sound. (Call me strange). Won't be needing that stuff for awhile, summer here now. In my neck of the woods, it's slowly turning into twilight, birds are singing, just a slight breeze, not too warm, just cooling down.

Ah, big sigh...all is right with the world.

On 11.11.11, I was working, but went out for a smoke (I wasn't watching the time), and was just sitting looking at this huge Jacaranda tree, looked at my watch and it was 11.01am. I'm not making this up. Anyway....

I sent huge streams of white light out into the universe to those white hats who are bringing down this wicked system. There are many of them who walk amongst us, silent and deep. They will prevail. Send them everything you've got - the energy of 11.11.11 is still with us. (3 days before and 3 days after.)

Love to all and enjoy your day/evening whatever time it is wherever you are.

Much Love to you on this Saturday evening in Byron,:happy:
Lily
xxx
Saturday 7.00pm

Edit: ****, sorry Astrid, I forgot you were fasting...forgive me!

[modwiz]

Here and now... its 04h49.

k2K-hP7kbyY


Age or frequencies.... ;)

I love how this village has evolved.

I add my 2 Zimbabwean cents in requesting that we keep one thread.

Carmody, you can thank Ulli for her subliminal beef jerky...


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I see we are back to jerkying around.
I must say I do love it, typing here with a silly grin on my face.
How far are we going this time?
Food fight, or feces fight?
Ff, or ff?

As long as there are only loving thoughts involved
there can be no harm.

I wonder how come no one commented on the lovely broccoli picture?

I loved it Ulli. I wanted some. I went out and had a mid eastern sandwich at a local eatery. It is in a pita and has chopped veggies, with a lot of broccoli pieces, with feta and tahini sauce. It is a raw meal. A few calamata olives on the side and a Beck's N/A beer. The wife had a real Becks.

Meanwhile, here and now: It snowed a bit today in the mountains, but the clouds are breaking up and I caught a bit of the Moon.
Here:11245

The view looking over my lawn to some mountains in the actually light here:11246

And light adjusted to see what was really there here:11247

Woodstove is keeping the house very livable.

[Lisab]

One thread. One love. x

Markoid Im so happy for you.

Back soon everyone. Ive just woke up and need two cups of Welsh Brew Tea to function then its water usually for the rest of the day. Good morning/day/eve to you all. Today the skies are blue.

[ulli]

Here it's still Saturday morning. Dark, except for the light from my ipad screen. I'm hearing drops of water falling slowly and randomly alternating between the shower tap which I'm too lazy to close properly and drops falling from the leaves of the bushes outside my window.
The never-ending chorus of bleep, bleep bleep from the tiny tree frogs. At this moment the telephone in my landlady's apartment above me starts to ring...then stops... after just one ring.
This happens a lot here late at nights especially on weekends. Someone dialled the wrong number. Possibly too much to drink and now want to bother their ex.

I can now hear the waves of the ocean...not too rough. Hopefully calmer tomorrow so I can have a swim. Being in the ocean clears negative energies out of me although the sea air does that, too.
Fan above me softly buzzing, set on low as it's beginning to get cooler at nights. Noisy bus climbing the hill...at this hour?
Maybe a private party who rented it...returning home now from a late night moonlit beach party.
Its years since I last partied on a beach in the moon light. Do I miss it?

[ViralSpiral]

Do I miss it?


Well? Do you?


"If you like Pina Coladas
And getting caught in the rain
If you're not into yoga
If you have half a brain
If you'd like making love at midnight
In the dunes on the Cape
Then I'm the love that you've looked for
Write to me and escape."



;):cool::rolleyes:

[ulli]

Do I miss it?


Well? Do you?


"If you like Pina Coladas
And getting caught in the rain
If you're not into yoga
If you have half a brain
If you'd like making love at midnight
In the dunes on the Cape
Then I'm the love that you've looked for
Write to me and escape."



;):cool::rolleyes:

Guess what? I don't. At this moment I feel happy with my life, totally accepting what is.
Who needs a beach when they can have The Village?

[jorr lundstrom]

Good morning


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[transiten]

Day after 11.11.11

Sun is shining from a clearblue heaven....my stomachproblem is gone but this cold is stuck in my chest (sorrow) and i fear (Saturn conj Moon) i will develop pneumonia and wont be able to go visit my family on the eastcoast for my birthday Nov 18. I just can't muster up thankfulness and joy at the moment although markoids post raised my spirits...

Mars has also entered my Virgo 12:th house where i already have a Mars/Saturn conjunction. At the moment i just ask the Heavens to give me a break, seems like as soon i get up on my feet i'm down again...Why did i choose this horrorscope of mine...i know i know i know, Saturn asks you not to take life too seriously even if it seems so...

Would you guys please make an effort and send me healing if you've got the gift...sorry, at the moment i can't even believe in distant healing, but i'm asking anyway...

And just as a comment i turn on the radio there's this famous Swedsih song about a sailor:

And who said you came to this world to be successful and happy?
As long as the boat sails on, as long as the heart beats and the sun shines on the blue wawes
Take you job with greatfulness even though you're suffering, since there are those who can't even have a glimpse from the light of the Sun....

[modwiz]

Day after 11.11.11

Sun is shining from a clearblue heaven....my stomachproblem is gone but this cold is stuck in my chest (sorrow) and i fear (Saturn conj Moon) i will develop pneumonia and wont be able to go visit my family on the eastcoast for my birthday Nov 18. I just can't muster up thankfulness and joy at the moment although markoids post raised my spirits...

Mars has also entered my Virgo 12:th house where i already have a Mars/Saturn conjunction. At the moment i just ask the Heavens to give me a break, seems like as soon i get up on my feet i'm down again...Why did i choose this horrorscope of mine...i know i know i know, Saturn asks you not to take life too seriously even if it seems so...

Would you guys please make an effort and send me healing if you've got the gift...sorry, at the moment i can't even believe in distant healing, but i'm asking anyway...

I have to say that I found the neurolinguistic message here a bit daunting. I will send you some of the distant energy healing you don't believe in because you asked for it and I would like you to feel better.

[Lisab]

Day after 11.11.11

Sun is shining from a clearblue heaven....my stomachproblem is gone but this cold is stuck in my chest (sorrow) and i fear (Saturn conj Moon) i will develop pneumonia and wont be able to go visit my family on the eastcoast for my birthday Nov 18. I just can't muster up thankfulness and joy at the moment although markoids post raised my spirits...

Mars has also entered my Virgo 12:th house where i already have a Mars/Saturn conjunction. At the moment i just ask the Heavens to give me a break, seems like as soon i get up on my feet i'm down again...Why did i choose this horrorscope of mine...i know i know i know, Saturn asks you not to take life too seriously even if it seems so...

Would you guys please make an effort and send me healing if you've got the gift...sorry, at the moment i can't even believe in distant healing, but i'm asking anyway...

Love, love, LOVE you Transiten. The Sun is up, the sky is blue, its beeaaauuuuutifuuuul, AND SO ARE YOU! Dear Transiten....Wont you come out to play!!!! On your feet soldier!!!!!!xxxxxxxxxx

[markoid]

Day after 11.11.11

Sun is shining from a clearblue heaven....my stomachproblem is gone but this cold is stuck in my chest (sorrow) and i fear (Saturn conj Moon) i will develop pneumonia and wont be able to go visit my family on the eastcoast for my birthday Nov 18. I just can't muster up thankfulness and joy at the moment although markoids post raised my spirits...

Mars has also entered my Virgo 12:th house where i already have a Mars/Saturn conjunction. At the moment i just ask the Heavens to give me a break, seems like as soon i get up on my feet i'm down again...Why did i choose this horrorscope of mine...i know i know i know, Saturn asks you not to take life too seriously even if it seems so...

Would you guys please make an effort and send me healing if you've got the gift...sorry, at the moment i can't even believe in distant healing, but i'm asking anyway...

Sorry to hear you are feeling low transiten. I read your request earlier on the shaman thread and spent time with you... hope you feel better soon. :hug:

[Lisab]

Off to walk in nature. Shall be holding you in light Transiten.x

[astrid]

Sleep eludes me dammit .
Feel much more grounded, but still exhausted.

Don't stress a out the food talk I meant that in jest.
Today was a challenge, hostess duties required
that I provided lunch
for dad and an ex who dropped in after dad.

Normally I would have cooked up a storm
but being very olfactory i knew the smells would
have thrown me off . So just bought bakery lunch
for them . Pies etc. When I had to re heat things
later on the smells through the house were making
me feel sick.
They say after fasting you really get to
know what foods your body agrees with and what it
doesnt . We mostly all have sensitivities to varying
or lesser degrees . I found out that all be deadly
nightshade group are too inflammatory for me .
So my love for curries and chilli had to go.
Although I have got some tomatoes growing
this year . Guess in can still make curries minus
chilli too , spicy but just not hot.
I like use heaps of cummin and coriander and garlic
and always have lots of pots of fresh herbs on hand.

It occurred to me the other day that it's vital
for me to always have herbs growing , feels a bit
past life -ish actually that .

Anyways just ramblings ,
Kundalini very noticeable tonight .
Both from feet to heart and other way,
head to heart flow. I think my throat is stil
a weaker point, will make a note to work on that.
Also quite a lot of heat increases spasmodically,
Mainly in my head but sometimes whole body .

Been sleeping with some citrine is helping
With night time clean ups .
Might get up and rehydrate and try sleep again .

Back to hermit mode from tomorrow
will be good to just rest and reflect .

Stay in love
Astrid

[ThePythonicCow]

If there's an issue with abusive pm's then it's a different story, but that is not the stated reason here.
In such actions, the mod team does not usually state all its reasons or present all the evidence on which it relied.

[ulli]

If there's an issue with abusive pm's then it's a different story, but that is not the stated reason here.
In such actions, the mod team does not usually state all its reasons or present all the evidence on which it relied.

Thanks for clarifying that, Paul. I've also learnt lately that with some people neither evidence of injustice,
nor apology and plea for understanding can lead to any reconciliation.
Some things and people are better let go of....The real damage was done long before Avalon even existed...
the triggers which are provided by our little posts, however, can bring a lot of the ballast that has been carried for years
out in the open. Unfortunately an Internet community is not in a position to do all that repair work.
Some can be helped with therapy. It doesn't always work, however.
Spirit has the last word.

[transiten]

I have to say that I found the neurolinguistic message here a bit daunting. I will send you some of the distant energy healing you don't believe in because you asked for it and I would like you to feel better.

"Neurolinguistic"? An Aquarian invention? What does it mean? Neurosis something? "Distant" healing how appropriate mr aquarian mod-wit being nr.1

:grouphug: Thankyou All so far, and there came "The Dark" into the "Light" i somehow foresaw. Actually i think this was my prime reason for joining the thread since i knew what transits were going to hit me and ulli didn't do astrology anymore and so i found her here. Even if i can interpret my own transits one wishes someone to give an alternative perspective and just as IRL it's easier to look into anothers chart than into your own...

[WhiteFeather]

Guided Healing - Golden Light - Energy Body Cleanse

Sending some light and healing to you great peeps on P.A.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDk9P-6Khns

[ulli]

:grouphug: Thankyou All so far, and there came "The Dark" into the "Light" i somehow foresaw. Actually i think this was my prime reason for joining the thread since i knew what transits were going to hit me and ulli didn't do astrology anymore and so i found her here. Even if i can interpret my own transits one wishes someone to give an alternative perspective and just as IRL it's easier to look into anothers chart than into your own...


That is very true, transiten, and I wish I could have been there more for you.
This illness of yours now is the final stage of your loss and grief process.

In bio-energetics I also learnt that grief is stored in the upper chest, just like you said.
Beat your chest with your fists, to loosen things up there, gorilla style. I know it helps, even if at first it brings out a lot of tears.

I also wish that I could have been warned of my own events recently...
Even though the Sun-Pluto square was hitting me that day, I ignored it since there are several such angles in one year.
But there must have been another biggie somewhere which you might have spotted.
Maybe you would have directed me to pay more attention to my recent Saturn square sun in mid October, which I had thought I was clear of now.

Since nothing too difficult happened then I must conclude
that mid October was already the beginning of what took several weeks to unfold,
and looking back I must admit I did feel a bit like my thread was under attack by a troll,
and wasn't too sure what to do about it. I should have consulted you earlier.
Could I have helped you over your loss? They say shared grief becomes smaller, shared joy becomes larger.
Saturnian things are often slow brewing.
I lost my 17 year old cat on January 1st...my cousin January 12th, and mid January lost two really good Internet friends, one was hit by a train near Vancouver, the other one died of cancer within 6 weeks of diagnosis. Then a huge shock when Dr. Brian O'Leary suddenly died, I had met him several times, he always stayed with friends when he came to visit Costa Rica. So this has been a year of loss, and yet also spirit has given me more tentacles with which to stretch into the world behind the veil.
A tiny stray kitten appeared at the end of April...very traumatized, it took a whole month before it let me touch it...now it is making our life very happy with it's naughty antics. When I call my old cat's name it responds. But mostly I just call it Kittiekittie.

[transiten]

ulli

Thankyou for sharing! All the things we have been through is The Truth, the light and the dark, good and bad, selfinflicted or projected and nothing we should forget or repress. The challenge is to step out of the Victimconsciousness, but that should not be interpreted as not being vulnerable. Difficult to be strong and weak not getting stuck in one role.

Yes ulli as a voice therapist i know that tapping someones upper back can bring out tears...There's a saying in Sweden that the children of the shoemaker always have the "poorest" shoes...

Also Saturn has this quality of "hanging on" as for Mars is always in a hurry, the energy manifesting at least 1-1½ days in advance as I experience it.

[Calz]

WOW Calz:high5: What an energyboost, just what I needed...

One of our valued Villagers enjoyed this so why not share it with the rest of the Village???

From James Gilliland and posted in the Ranch thread:


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[ulli]

So much is being cleared now. Just now got a Skype from my husband in Costa Rica.
He just finished composing a letter addressed to American Airlines stating the nightmare
story I went through due to their website not being up to scratch.
Can you believe that when one books a flight from Costa Rica they don't give an English language web page.
So I went on their international page to book my flight.
Paid with a credit card.
Totally by accident, when I went back to check the schedule.
I discovered the flight had been cancelled. It didn't even say whether just my part, or the whole flight in general.
I call the 800 number
Long wait. They then tell me to call the local office in San Jose Costa Rica. That call lasted nearly 2 hours.
It turned out that they cancelled my reservation for 2 reasons...
I booked on the English language page, so they assumed I was booking from within the US
which meant they assumed I was paying through a US bank account credit card,
which meant there was a difference of $4 with the tax,
and so they just cancelled the reservation, without informing me via e-mail.
So they would correct it.
Two days later, one day before travel....same thing.
My reservation was cancelled.
Another 1 1/2 hours on the phone before it got cleared up.
The flight cost me $160 which was the tax...the rest I paid with my free miles.
The second hitch came because they don't have their Advantage Miles thing in order.

When I got to the airport I had everything printed out to make sure I had a green light.
This time another problem...
because I have a European passport I have a visa waver, but need an online thing called ESTA
which the airlines notified me of.
I got it two years ago. Well, there was nowhere that said that after two years it expired.
During the booking of my flight there was nowhere that even requested nor reminded me of ESTA.
All of this for travel between two countries that have nothing to do with the US.
But AA have killed all attempts for airlines flying between Central and South America and the Caribbean. All those flights go through Miami.
If a Costa Rican want to fly to Argentina they have to go via Miami.
Guess who is behind all of that??
Anyway, my husband fired off this great letter pointing out the inconvenience caused to travelers
by not having the AA website make provisions for proper communications.
The woman at the check-in desk was unusually hostile. I don't normally get unfriendly treatment.
At the end of it all, after they took me to some far-away office inside the airport to apply for the new ESTA form online
I found out that this sort of thing is happening all the time.
Her anger had nothing to do with me, but was aimed at a system that wasn't functioning properly.
She was just fed-up with her job.
In the end she was very friendly, when she discovered I wasn't going to get mad at her, due to the frustration all of this had caused me.
Communications break-down between US Homeland Security and AA.

Anyone who read this far, wish us luck. Thanks for reading this far.
Your own travel experience may one day benefit from a positive outcome.

[Calz]

Have not had a chance to listen yet ... in the "hear" and "how" ... but with so many people in the Village interested in crystals perhaps this is worth sharing.

David Sereda is always an interesting interview and Mel does a good job at Veritas.


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You might want to put on your physics hat to listen to this Veritas interview. And be patient. While David Sereda spends the entire first hour explaining the definition of "quantum communication" in full science mode - transistors and crystals and bio-photons and Molybdenum - things get gripping when he mentions that the quantum communication device he built sent a question out on August 20th, and a voice answered him. A voice from the Pleiades.

Some people have all the luck.

"We received your transmission. The technology you invented works," the voice said. "What do you want to ask us?"

Turns out this was the second time in his life that Pleiadian friends were investing in Sereda's education. At seven years of age - in 1968, Berkeley, California - Sereda, and a lot of other people, watched a UFO hover clearly above them. The following week, Sereda says, "They were showing me how things work, about super conductivity."

Spirituality and science converge easily in Sereda's world. His explanations segue from black ops to the Bible, from directed energy weapons to the Pyramids. He was director of the Tesla Foundation. He's worked for the Department of Defense.

Angels talk to him. He knows how to imbue stones with energy. And one day he is going to tell everyone how they too can communicate with other intelligences in the universe.

In the fast second hour, Sereda weighs in on the end of the Mayan calendar; the false alien invasion; Sedona, Arizona as ET portal; that the Challenger was shot down, and lots more, but Sereda never does divulge what the Pleiadians told him this past summer. That's all on a new DVD, Reverse Engineered, which comes out in January.

He does say that we are in the midst of a huge cosmic event. And that the motherships are watching.

[PurpleLama]

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[Calz]

Nice message PL

Thanks for sharing.

[Ernie Nemeth]

PL, that's exactly how I've felt my entire adult life: God said No!

Everything I've wanted, which is the only thing I want, I've been turned down. No angels come to me. No visions. No luck at all. No success.

And the harder I try, the louder the no! It's so frustrating. I no longer know what to do. I cannot afford to try because the downside is severe - measured directly by my efforts. At the start of this year I decided that I would push the envelop. I began extensive yoga/meditation. But I had no food, no money. I faught the feeling of panic for two months. But no work came for that entire period. And since I would not get into a panic about food and rent - I came down with a sudden rash instead, and that turned into boils. So, reluctantly, I gave up my training. Within a week the rash went away and work came in.

Then a few months ago I decided to try again. I began a vigorous training regime and again my life fell to pieces. No work, no money. Until I was starving again and close to panicking. Then I quit the training and work and money came in again.

This is a theme in my life. The harder I try, the worse my life gets. I don't understand it. It's giving me a complex. Why am I not worthy? That's what I ask. Which alternate me in what universe is getting all the glory while I balance the equation with my bungled life? My potential was enormous but I managed to accomplish absolutely nothing concrete. This hurts me immensely.

Lately I've been wondering if perhaps I'm part of the dark side. There seems to be no other explanation. Only bad happens to me. Oh sure, good happens - as long as no money is involved. Or success. Or a business opportunity.

I don't get it. People come here and call themselves visitors. They talk of other threads I've never heard of like what?, Shaman thread, warrior thread, there was another one but I forget. Why am I always the last to know? Another recurring theme. Why am I always left out? I try to stay above these thoughts but they weigh on my soul.

I feel useless. I feel like I've failed. I feel like I am not wanted by this universe and the light team. I feel like I should change sides, if such a thing were possible for me. Even the Torontonian Avalonians have dropped me and will not answer when I call. Why? What did I do to them? Or didn't do?

God said no indeed.

[starsha]

I don't get it. People come here and call themselves visitors. They talk of other threads I've never heard of like what?, Shaman thread, warrior thread, there was another one but I forget. Why am I always the last to know? Another recurring theme. Why am I always left out? I try to stay above these thoughts but they weigh on my soul.

I feel useless. I feel like I've failed. I feel like I am not wanted by this universe and the light team. I feel like I should change sides, if such a thing were possible for me. Even the Torontonian Avalonians have dropped me and will not answer when I call. Why? What did I do to them? Or didn't do?

God said no indeed.

Hi Ernie (hug)

For what it's worth, in my experience a feeling of 'not important' often comes before a shift in consciousness. At least that seems to be a repeating pattern that i have observed in friends and clients over the last few years. The thing i have been seeing a lot of lately in my circle of friends and such is that a lot of people are going through a shift in consciousness from a 'personal' and individual level of consciousness to an impersonal and unity level of consciousness.

From the perspective of unity consciousness in a way the individual is 'not important' and impersonal consciousness doesn't really 'care' about it. Just like how the air doesn't 'care' if you breathe it. Yet on another level, everything we do here as an individual soul is stored somewhere in consciousness (sometimes called the akashic records) and so our experience of a unique individual has purpose and does matter.

What i have seen in a number cases is that when someone has that shift in consciousness from personal to impersonal, there is often a feeling of desperation right before. A feeling of wanting to 'matter' but feeling a sense of rejection from life or being left out. From everything i have seen in the last 2 years, i would guess that you are getting ready to go through a shift in consciousness or perception and you are feeling the growing pains of that.

Just know that you ARE loved,

big hugs from Starsha

[ulli]

If only I had known, Ernie. You have always had a huge slice of my heart.
But unless you open yours and tell what is going on with you, here and now,
how can one then make a meaningful bond or connection?
Let's keep the dialogue box open.
You have come to the right place...here and now.
This is the space that is yours, and yours alone.
No one can ever take that away from you.
Here you can discover that in reality you have always been rich.
Poverty and scarcity are all illusions.

[Carmody]

One of the problems of actual knowing and being is that one is stepping out of karma and into consequence. From this also comes complacency and a lack of learning. One has a given life that they incarnate into, a flow in time and it bears the hallmarks of the previous lives and lessons, with in it. A continuance, if you will. Major points are taken along and given further opportunity to clear themselves, to evolve, to change with the flow of action-reaction. To remain as they were (sort of, ie a culmination of their original situation as an entry point or 'hangover'), to further the being involved, with regard to development of a full, evolved personality.

When this series of avatar has evolved enough, then it too will serves as a vehicle for incarnation of the evolving beings who had a hand in it's creation. Build your car, your vehicle, at the same time you build yourself. Then...over the generations of lives....finally... live in the 3d temporal universe/dimension, as the being that you are. Both dimensional and timeless, and as a window into the 3d temporal dimension of 'this space'.

It's shop class. Today, kids, we learn how to build our own cars. And perhaps we will learn something along the way.

[ulli]

I don't get it. People come here and call themselves visitors. They talk of other threads I've never heard of like what?, Shaman thread, warrior thread, there was another one but I forget. Why am I always the last to know? Another recurring theme. Why am I always left out? I try to stay above these thoughts but they weigh on my soul.

I feel useless. I feel like I've failed. I feel like I am not wanted by this universe and the light team. I feel like I should change sides, if such a thing were possible for me. Even the Torontonian Avalonians have dropped me and will not answer when I call. Why? What did I do to them? Or didn't do?

God said no indeed.

Hi Ernie (hug)

For what it's worth, in my experience a feeling of 'not important' often comes before a shift in consciousness. At least that seems to be a repeating pattern that i have observed in friends and clients over the last few years. The thing i have been seeing a lot of lately in my circle of friends and such is that a lot of people are going through a shift in consciousness from a 'personal' and individual level of consciousness to an impersonal and unity level of consciousness.

From the perspective of unity consciousness in a way the individual is 'not important' and impersonal consciousness doesn't really 'care' about it. Just like how the air doesn't 'care' if you breathe it. Yet on another level, everything we do here as an individual soul is stored somewhere in consciousness (sometimes called the akashic records) and so our experience of a unique individual has purpose and does matter.

What i have seen in a number cases is that when someone has that shift in consciousness from personal to impersonal, there is often a feeling of desperation right before. A feeling of wanting to 'matter' but feeling a sense of rejection from life or being left out. From everything i have seen in the last 2 years, i would guess that you are getting ready to go through a shift in consciousness or perception and you are feeling the growing pains of that.

Just know that you ARE loved,

big hugs from Starsha

Hi Starsha.
I really appreciate you joining us here.
Just before I read your post I also had a vision of Ernie being on the threshold of a doorway into a great new beautiful world,
the one he has been looking for all along.
And just a couple of days ago Carmody came and gave us all a great lecture about how to help people into that brightly-lit room.

You can take Ernie's left hand and I will take his right hand and together we can show him how close he is to meeting his Beloved.
Bummer that the Internet is so slow here again, I'm missing out on all these videos, so I can only guess what they are saying.

[transiten]

Ernie, do i think i know how you feel?

"If i didn't have all this bad luck, i wouldn't have no luck at all".......i can't give you any advice, i don't want to but i hear you. I don't want to reveal the whole story of my life, although i've spread some of it out on the forum...but there is a meaning to it all even if some things happening to many humans are almost unbearable to take in. Did they choose a life of starvation or torture as a gift to others to discover and practice compassion?

I'm too tired to elaborate, fighting a cold, my spirits raise and fall but i'm thankful for this village waterhole....Gosh, that made rhymes::hug:

[starsha]

I don't get it. People come here and call themselves visitors. They talk of other threads I've never heard of like what?, Shaman thread, warrior thread, there was another one but I forget. Why am I always the last to know? Another recurring theme. Why am I always left out? I try to stay above these thoughts but they weigh on my soul.

I feel useless. I feel like I've failed. I feel like I am not wanted by this universe and the light team. I feel like I should change sides, if such a thing were possible for me. Even the Torontonian Avalonians have dropped me and will not answer when I call. Why? What did I do to them? Or didn't do?

God said no indeed.

Hi Ernie (hug)

For what it's worth, in my experience a feeling of 'not important' often comes before a shift in consciousness. At least that seems to be a repeating pattern that i have observed in friends and clients over the last few years. The thing i have been seeing a lot of lately in my circle of friends and such is that a lot of people are going through a shift in consciousness from a 'personal' and individual level of consciousness to an impersonal and unity level of consciousness.

From the perspective of unity consciousness in a way the individual is 'not important' and impersonal consciousness doesn't really 'care' about it. Just like how the air doesn't 'care' if you breathe it. Yet on another level, everything we do here as an individual soul is stored somewhere in consciousness (sometimes called the akashic records) and so our experience of a unique individual has purpose and does matter.

What i have seen in a number cases is that when someone has that shift in consciousness from personal to impersonal, there is often a feeling of desperation right before. A feeling of wanting to 'matter' but feeling a sense of rejection from life or being left out. From everything i have seen in the last 2 years, i would guess that you are getting ready to go through a shift in consciousness or perception and you are feeling the growing pains of that.

Just know that you ARE loved,

big hugs from Starsha

Hi Starsha.
I really appreciate you joining us here.
Just before I read your post I also had a vision of Ernie being on the threshold of a doorway into a great new beautiful world,
the one he has been looking for all along.
And just a couple of days ago Carmody came and gave us all a great lecture about how to help people into that brightly-lit room.

You can take Ernie's left hand and I will take his right hand and together we can show him how close he is to meeting his Beloved.
Bummer that the Internet is so slow here again, I'm missing out on all these videos, so I can only guess what they are saying.

Yes Uli!

i am in!

Lets walk him into that brightly lit room together. sounds very beautiful to me. :)

[ulli]

He's gone again. No longer on-line.
I could make some astrology comments here,
but after recent events I decided it would be best to keep my big mouth shut.
Unless people ASK for advice it's not a good idea to volunteer it.
Lesson learnt.
Ernie if you are reading this, be assured we are here for you.
Expressing suffering is one thing, and asking for help is another thing altogether.
Both must be done, for any real change to take place.
When asking for help one must be specific, that's another important part of self definition.
Because a general cry for help might bring some unwanted results.

[Carmody]

Ernie, do i think i know how you feel?

"If i didn't have all this bad luck, i wouldn't have no luck at all".......i can't give you any advice, i don't want to but i hear you. I don't want to reveal the whole story of my life, although i've spread some of it out on the forum...but there is a meaning to it all even if some things happening to many humans are almost unbearable to take in. Did they choose a life of starvation or torture as a gift to others to discover and practice compassion?

I'm too tired to elaborate, fighting a cold, my spirits raise and fall but i'm thankful for this village waterhole....Gosh, that made rhymes::hug:

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switch to a high bit rate (480p or better), let it load up so it does not hiccup (if you have a slow connection)..and crank it.

Then strap in... and start it up.

For if you've never heard this (or Peter Green) before, it will be a treat. To hear it for the first time...-- I envy you.

[starsha]

He's gone again. No longer on-line.
I could make some astrology comments here,
but after recent events I decided it would be best to keep my big mouth shut.
Unless people ASK for advice it's not a good idea to volunteer it.
Lesson learnt.
Ernie if you are reading this, be assured we are here for you.
Expressing suffering is one thing, and asking for help is another thing altogether.
Both must be done, for any real change to take place.
When asking for help one must be specific, that's another important part of self definition.
Because a general cry for help might bring some unwanted results.

Ahh yes thank you Uli,

Giving unsolicited advice has been a bad habit of mine in the past for sure. It's a bit of a balancing act in a way, because sometimes the guidance is so clear to move toward helping a specific person ... yet there are times that the person isn't ready or even interested in being helped.

I guess that is where wisdom comes in to play (for me) sometimes it can feel like juggling wisdom compassion and intuition. I guess you can always plant a seed and let it sprout when it's the right time later. This has been an on going learning for me in this lifetime, and i am still work in progress with it. ;)

[Ernie Nemeth]

I wish I had more faith but it has been wrung out of me.

I have been instructed to ask for help about ten times these past few months alone. I thought I had asked. I thought that stating ones truth, when it is as warped as mine, is a cry for help.
As ACIM states (paraphrased): everything is either love or a call for love.

There are two of me, and they are at battle. They always have been. They detest each other. They will not give ground. And I vacilate between them. Identifying with one for a while, then answering from the perspective of the other. They want me to choose sides but I see the merits of both. I want both, and neither.

It is my pride, you see. Tempered by my shame. And my guilt. These are my walls. These block me from my power quite effectively. I want to let down my guard, to be vulnerable. But I must not let anybody see my weakness, my fear. I have learnt I can only rely on myself, and my resources are severely limited as a result. No man is an island...

I understand I have brought this about myself, with false beliefs and the acceptance of illusions. I know I am lost. I know I cannot find my way on my own. I have learned the hard way that no amount of effort on my own will ever suffice. I am poor because I am alone. I am unsuccessful because I compete against myself. I have shunned the world and I am left pining for it. I have scoffed at my inheritance and I am left barren.

I need help. I cannot be more specific because I do not understand the problem or I cannot frame it properly. I do not know what I need. I only know I cannot do it on my own.

[starsha]

I wish I had more faith but it has been wrung out of me.

I have been instructed to ask for help about ten times these past few months alone. I thought I had asked. I thought that stating ones truth, when it is as warped as mine, is a cry for help.
As ACIM states (paraphrased): everything is either love or a call for love.

There are two of me, and they are at battle. They always have been. They detest each other. They will not give ground. And I vacilate between them. Identifying with one for a while, then answering from the perspective of the other. They want me to choose sides but I see the merits of both. I want both, and neither.

It is my pride, you see. Tempered by my shame. And my guilt. These are my walls. These block me from my power quite effectively. I want to let down my guard, to be vulnerable. But I must not let anybody see my weakness, my fear. I have learnt I can only rely on myself, and my resources are severely limited as a result. No man is an island...

I understand I have brought this about myself, with false beliefs and the acceptance of illusions. I know I am lost. I know I cannot find my way on my own. I have learned the hard way that no amount of effort on my own will ever suffice. I am poor because I am alone. I am unsuccessful because I compete against myself. I have shunned the world and I am left pining for it. I have scoffed at my inheritance and I am left barren.

I need help. I cannot be more specific because I do not understand the problem or I cannot frame it properly. I do not know what I need. I only know I cannot do it on my own.

Ernie i would love to help you and feel very much pulled to do so. So for what it's worth, if you would like to talk ever please contact me via PM or on skype at starsha.zesoma ... i seem to be working with people who are in the space you are in a lot lately. So i just wanted you to know i am here.

hugs
Starsha

[ulli]

Ernie, so the answer is step by step.
Sorting priorities, finding causes, removing obstacles and avoiding danger zones.
I still have your chart and had a look.
You have a transit today that brings stuff to a head.
Mars is conjunct your natal Pluto, so lava is coming up from the deeper layers.
At first it seems like it's burning and damaging, but it will make new fertile soil.

Your problem is financial. You have a profession, you can make money, but you are uncomfortable doing so?
You feel guilty because somewhere inside you there is a program that says making money is bad?
The dividing the world into material and spiritual is the first error.
Your duality is a reflection of the world as you see it.
So my first advice is this:
try to see both as one.
Spirit is matter at it's highest, and matter is spirit at it's lowest. no divisions, just layers and levels.
We are here to experience both, moving like a hydrofoil, that can travel over land and water with equal ease.
Thinking about this may already give new insights.

[PurpleLama]

I've had many times when life has brought me down
I failed my friends and family, failed most of all myself
Everything I loved got broken and shattered
I felt mean and nothing really mattered
And God came to me, and said take it easy
It's not just about you
It's not just about your pain
I am to blame
God said look, you've been asking the wrong questions
There really is a purpose
It isn't just a game
Sometimes things just have to be broken
Before they can mend
I said why, should there be this suffering
Should it be so hard
Just to be human, just to be here
God said hey, look me in the eye
Tell me who you see
I did what he said, did what he asked of me
I saw how all the pain has meaning
How it could make sense
When I stopped, and did what God requested
And looked him in the eye
All I could do was cry
In God's eye, all I could see was me


I made this up, right here on the spot, for Ernie, especially, but for me and everyone too.

[Carmody]

Ernie, so the answer is step by step.
Sorting priorities, finding causes, removing obstacles and avoiding danger zones.
I still have your chart and had a look.
You have a transit today that brings stuff to a head.
Mars is conjunct your natal Pluto, so lava is coming up from the deeper layers.
At first it seems like it's burning and damaging, but it will make new fertile soil.

Your problem is financial. You have a profession, you can make money, but you are uncomfortable doing so?
You feel guilty because somewhere inside you there is a program that says making money is bad?
The dividing the world into material and spiritual is the first error.
Your duality is a reflection of the world as you see it.
So my first advice is this:
try to see both as one.
Spirit is matter at it's highest, and matter is spirit at it's lowest. no divisions, just layers and levels.
We are here to experience both, moving like a hydrofoil, that can travel over land and water with equal ease.
Thinking about this may already give new insights.

Mars opposition Chiron
Mars inconjunct Uranus
Mars trine Jupiter


These three alignments are also happening, right now. Under the additional strain of having our emotions peaked by a full moon.

The current alignments are also setting my chart on fire. But that is not unusual.....(for this one)

when they fire one's chart up, it can and will be stressful. never mind the idea of the world itself flowing and responding to these alignments.

It is possible to see the alignments as a reflection of the quantum aspect of plasma's inter-dimensional bridging behavior.

For space IS plasma and plasma is a 'mass quantum aggregate', It is not a solid lattice structure which is the most dense and unified (bubble) of 'matter'.

Since plasma is the state of 99% of the universe and the universe is ''electric' .... this ends up steering the planets..due to this humungous quantum mass aggregate--this plasma.

This is how the planetary motions can reflect timeline and multi-dimensional flow patterns.

[Lisab]

I wish I had more faith but it has been wrung out of me.

I have been instructed to ask for help about ten times these past few months alone. I thought I had asked. I thought that stating ones truth, when it is as warped as mine, is a cry for help.
As ACIM states (paraphrased): everything is either love or a call for love.

There are two of me, and they are at battle. They always have been. They detest each other. They will not give ground. And I vacilate between them. Identifying with one for a while, then answering from the perspective of the other. They want me to choose sides but I see the merits of both. I want both, and neither.

It is my pride, you see. Tempered by my shame. And my guilt. These are my walls. These block me from my power quite effectively. I want to let down my guard, to be vulnerable. But I must not let anybody see my weakness, my fear. I have learnt I can only rely on myself, and my resources are severely limited as a result. No man is an island...

I understand I have brought this about myself, with false beliefs and the acceptance of illusions. I know I am lost. I know I cannot find my way on my own. I have learned the hard way that no amount of effort on my own will ever suffice. I am poor because I am alone. I am unsuccessful because I compete against myself. I have shunned the world and I am left pining for it. I have scoffed at my inheritance and I am left barren.

I need help. I cannot be more specific because I do not understand the problem or I cannot frame it properly. I do not know what I need. I only know I cannot do it on my own.

Ernie i would love to help you and feel very much pulled to do so. So for what it's worth, if you would like to talk ever please contact me via PM or on skype at starsha.zesoma ... i seem to be working with people who are in the space you are in a lot lately. So i just wanted you to know i am here.

hugs
Starsha

Starsha thankyou for being here and now x

Ernie your posts have broken my heart. I want you to know that when you were working and not posting here everyone was asking and wondering how you were, especially Ulli. You would see if you looked back at past posts, a bit much I know. I think Starsha's right, your about to break on thru to the other side most likely. Hang in there. Also there's a handy little book called 'F**k It the ultimate Spiritual Way' by John C. Parkin published by Hay House. I find it a good read sometimes for those times when what I'm resistings persisting. x It was so great when you came back. x

[ulli]

Ernie, so the answer is step by step.
Sorting priorities, finding causes, removing obstacles and avoiding danger zones.
I still have your chart and had a look.
You have a transit today that brings stuff to a head.
Mars is conjunct your natal Pluto, so lava is coming up from the deeper layers.
At first it seems like it's burning and damaging, but it will make new fertile soil.

Your problem is financial. You have a profession, you can make money, but you are uncomfortable doing so?
You feel guilty because somewhere inside you there is a program that says making money is bad?
The dividing the world into material and spiritual is the first error.
Your duality is a reflection of the world as you see it.
So my first advice is this:
try to see both as one.
Spirit is matter at it's highest, and matter is spirit at it's lowest. no divisions, just layers and levels.
We are here to experience both, moving like a hydrofoil, that can travel over land and water with equal ease.
Thinking about this may already give new insights.

Mars opposition Chiron
Mars inconjunct Uranus
Mars trine Jupiter


These three alignments are also happening, right now. Under the additional strain of having our emotions peaked by a full moon.

The current alignments are also setting my chart on fire. But that is not unusual.....(for this one)

Right....
Not to forget the Venus/Mercury conjunction in Sagittarius which is where this rescue team from the Village come in.
Nora saw the beam last night. I think Astrid is getting it downloaded right now.
You've always had it.
Many here are well prepared...now is the time to start working as a team.

[Lisab]

Ernie, do i think i know how you feel?

"If i didn't have all this bad luck, i wouldn't have no luck at all".......i can't give you any advice, i don't want to but i hear you. I don't want to reveal the whole story of my life, although i've spread some of it out on the forum...but there is a meaning to it all even if some things happening to many humans are almost unbearable to take in. Did they choose a life of starvation or torture as a gift to others to discover and practice compassion?

I'm too tired to elaborate, fighting a cold, my spirits raise and fall but i'm thankful for this village waterhole....Gosh, that made rhymes::hug:

rlN8BO43QVE

switch to a high bit rate (480p or better), let it load up so it does not hiccup (if you have a slow connection)..and crank it.

Then strap in... and start it up.

For if you've never heard this (or Peter Green) before, it will be a treat. To hear it for the first time...-- I envy you.

THAT is awesome Carmody. Id never heard that before. Brilliant.

¤=[Post Update]=¤


Guided Healing - Golden Light - Energy Body Cleanse

Sending some light and healing to you great peeps on P.A.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDk9P-6Khns

Im going to listen to this again at bedtime. Thankyou Whitefeather. Lovely energies in the village. Please stay. x

[ulli]

I'm a bit teary today, thinking about Baha'u'llah.
It's his 194 th birthday today.
I gave 19 years of my life to his cause.
So I just started a thread to commemorate his birthday.
Thought I'd let you know.
Baha'u'llah November 12, 1817
Today is Baha'u'llah's birthday.
Up until 12 years ago I would have been celebrating together with other Baha'is at this time.
In May 2000 I visited the Baha'i World center for the second time in my life, in Haifa, Israel.
Soon after that I became convinced that the Baha'i faith had been hijacked by the same PTB that we are talking about a lot here.
Yet the original message still holds truth for me, and his prophecies are still unfolding, the way he foretold they would, so many years ago.

In view of his message all the current events make sense. We are marching into a golden age, and as the old structures are crumbling they cause a lot of fall-out and dust.
All I can say, people, hang in there. It's all good.
The more you hold this trust the more you will be protected.

Today I am considered a dissident, although I still hold Baha'u'llah's message as one of the most profound messages ever given to the world.

[Guest]

There you all go making me cry really appreciate everyones' soulful humanness

everyone here in the village & PA shows me something.....

wish I had more intellectual prowess & articulation like Carmody...., wise and patient & more rock knowledge like modwiz, diligence & spirit like Ulli, softness & plant knowledge liike JB, passion like Lord Sid to educate the masses about the true evils of the elite, quiet wisdom like starsha & no you are not invisible, Calz support of the star beings trying to help us & the earth, PL's reckless enlightenment, Tony's creativity, Dawns' soulful way of explaining spirit, wade fraizers integrity, Pie'n'eals Buddhism -whether I agree or not, Ernie's heart, Fred S. silliness & spirituality, astrid's beautiful journey & heart, transitens music, white feather's strength & quiet knowledge, caren's sweetness..... all of you & so many more here on PA have enriched and brought such light & beautiful gifts to my life.

Nora

we are all related

[ViralSpiral]

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[Ruby L.]

Purple Lama, you are a kind and gracious being; a human and wizard extraordinaire. :)

I'd like to bring up a few things that've been going around in my head. I'd previously thought it best not to bring this up as everyone seemed to be on their way but, having properly caught up with what's been written here since, I'd like to take this opportunity to address what I see as an imbalance in fairness, and get this off my chest once and for all.

It concerns me that, because of one incident on this thread --one event in 130 pages of postings (and even then, it had to do with a pm) -- Tony has been publicly painted out to be a dysfunctional sicko.

Everyone makes mistakes and, for what happened here, he made one. My opinion remains that he wasn't alone in the reason for his blow up-- but still, for his part: Yes, he could've approached the matter in a more subtle way. But we're all human, and what's done is done.

However, by being put on an immediate vacation and banned from this thread, he was neither given a chance to state his reasons or side of the story, nor has he able to defend himself since. And really, there've been people in the forum who, with far more serious wrong-doings, have been pulled to the side and were, at least, given a warning to cool it. It's all done now, but do we pass judgement and carry on, or are we going to take this opportunity to really learn from this?

Anyway, why should I care?

For one, I view this forum --this community and gathering of people from different parts of the world-- as a potential model for how we, spiritual brothers and sisters, can co-exist and grow together on a planet that's going increasingly crazy. We, in Avalon, might not always be in total agreement with one another, but I'd like to think that we can, at least, try to learn, understand, and guide each other. Talk the talk and walk the walk.

Secondly, and more personally, Tony has been a nothing but a good friend to me. I've been coming to terms with the final stage of my aunt's terminal illness, and he's been there for me in the scarier and darker moments. Perhaps that point makes me biased but, as with everything around, I make a conscious effort to look at all stories in a fair manner. Fair is fair, irrespective of whether people involved are my friends or not.

What went on in the pm between Ulli and Tony, no one here can say and, for now, we can only take Ulli's word for what happened.

But, to go so far as drop in that Tony is possibly a paid disinfo agent, planted here to purposely disrupt and derail this thread; or that, because of an assumed dyfunctionality in his family history, he lives and operates behind a mask, and is completely unable to function as a loving human being… that's not giving a side of the story, that's going for a public character kill. Totally unnecessary, and very ugly.

I won't go on about the virtues of Tony; anyone who's read his other posts in other threads, or who've been reached out to by him when things were getting tough for them, will have a feel for his spirit. But, for me to sit here and read that he's been disruptive and annoying in this thread from the beginning, when actually the problem has to do with a heated disagreement in a pm just two days ago; to read that he's a lost cause-- unhelpable, long gone, and nothing but an sick, angry person… it's not on.

It really, really isn't on.

[Carmody]

THAT is awesome Carmody. Id never heard that before. Brilliant.



3oSlZMe2WIo

at the top of the vid comments:

"there are many reasons to believe in a better world..."

[thunder24]

Thunder puts his arm around ernies shoulder "Dood, I've been in the places you described and sometimes go there when i really don't want to. I've been able to notice that the real intense thoughts and feelings, will be gone in a couple days and I notice that I don't feel the way I did, and my emotions and focus on something I felt were a necessity have subsided and I'm now subdued reflecting on the thoughts and feelings. My unknown friend, this too shall pass." :dance:

Thunder puts other arm around Ulli at the same time "Ulli, may the reflection of your efforts towards Baha'u'llah's cause give you joy in the fact you followed your heart and learned much from it. So happy New Year Baha'u'llah."

Passes out Southern Sweet Tea and Lemonaid to the village folk.

"I whisper like a Lion and yell like a mouse, sometimes my hearts crying sometimes I espouse
the truth that i've found and the miles i've walked, sometimes I'm quit and barely even talk.
If you can hear in the quit still, your opening your self, like an onion peels ,your layers are dealt,
issue by issue you struggle yet survive, the strength you will gain helps not to capsize.
The waves of life, like the phase of the moon, wax and wane till your fully groomed."

peace

[Lisab]

Ruby L. I love Tony and certaintly havnt written him off. I truly feel sad that he's not here and I miss him. Yes projections went on I guess, but as I dont know what was said in the pm's, and dont want to know as its not my business, I feel I cant comment. But a week long vacation? There must be good reason for it. I dont know. I dont know the ins and outs. I do know that Ulli kept trying to apologise. I look forward to his return.x

[Guest]

I have an Astrology question for the Village.

What does it mean when you have a true north node in aries?

Nora

we are all related

[ulli]

Purple Lama, you are a kind and gracious being; a human and wizard extraordinaire. :)

I'd like to bring up a few things that've been going around in my head. I'd previously thought it best not to bring this up as everyone seemed to be on their way but, having properly caught up with what's been written here since, I'd like to take this opportunity to address what I see as an imbalance in fairness, and get this off my chest once and for all.

It concerns me that, because of one incident on this thread --one event in 130 pages of postings (and even then, it had to do with a pm) -- Tony has been publicly painted out to be a dysfunctional sicko.

Everyone makes mistakes and, for what happened here, he made one. My opinion remains that he wasn't alone in the reason for his blow up-- but still, for his part: Yes, he could've approached the matter in a more subtle way. But we're all human, and what's done is done.

However, by being put on an immediate vacation and banned from this thread, he was neither given a chance to state his reasons or side of the story, nor has he able to defend himself since. And really, there've been people in the forum who, with far more serious wrong-doings, have been pulled to the side and were, at least, given a warning to cool it. It's all done now, but do we pass judgement and carry on, or are we going to take this opportunity to really learn from this?

Anyway, why should I care?

For one, I view this forum --this community and gathering of people from different parts of the world-- as a potential model for how we, spiritual brothers and sisters, can co-exist and grow together on a planet that's going increasingly crazy. We, in Avalon, might not always be in total agreement with one another, but I'd like to think that we can, at least, try to learn, understand, and guide each other. Talk the talk and walk the walk.

Secondly, and more personally, Tony has been a nothing but a good friend to me. I've been coming to terms with the final stage of my aunt's terminal illness, and he's been there for me in the scarier and darker moments. Perhaps that point makes me biased but, as with everything around, I make a conscious effort to look at all stories in a fair manner. Fair is fair, irrespective of whether people involved are my friends or not.

What went on in the pm between Ulli and Tony, no one here can say and, for now, we can only take Ulli's word for what happened.

But, to go so far as drop in that Tony is possibly a paid disinfo agent, planted here to purposely disrupt and derail this thread; or that, because of an assumed dyfunctionality in his family history, he lives and operates behind a mask, and is completely unable to function as a loving human being… that's not giving a side of the story, that's going for a public character kill. Totally unnecessary, and very ugly.

I won't go on about the virtues of Tony; anyone who's read his other posts in other threads, or who've been reached out to by him when things were getting tough for them, will have a feel for his spirit. But, for me to sit here and read that he's been disruptive and annoying in this thread from the beginning, when actually the problem has to do with a heated disagreement in a pm just two days ago; to read that he's a lost cause-- unhelpable, long gone, and nothing but an sick, angry person… it's not on.

It really, really isn't on.

I think you need to take this up with the moderators, Ruby. I sympathize with you, as you miss your friend here.
Just one thing that I don't need the mods for. I think you need to read just one part of my message again, before you make the kind of statement you did.

In was deeply shocked after I discovered that he would not accept my apologies. Many people did what they could to win him back, and that included me.
When I said I was shocked I wanted an explanation to why he behaved the way he did. Ok you only saw his very sweet and kind side. Until he came to the thread that is all I ever saw, too. I still have a nice pm from him on file. Which is why I was even more puzzled at what happened.
I needed to sort what might be the scenario. Here is the quote from my post. You will see that I did NOT accuse him of being plant, only that it had crossed my mind at one point.
Meanwhile since you are writing in his defense, would you direct me to one post where he did respect the topic? Maybe I overlooked it.

ulli's post from page 122.

But there are those who do wear masks, and deliberately try to shift things from their original path, on purpose, for whatever reason.
The conscious reason would be if someone worked for an elite agency, in deep secrecy, and getting a salary to disrupt threads. But I'm not going there now. Scary thought.
Here is the other reason:
Most of us carry unresolved issues from our childhood, and those issues press on the membrane of our conscious minds.

[Carmody]

Purple Lama, you are a kind and gracious being; a human and wizard extraordinaire. :)

I'd like to bring up a few things that've been going around in my head...

I've already learned that particular type of lesson long ago. Many here have learned that type of lesson. They may tolerate someone else learning that lesson in their presence, but they also have no need to have that specific lesson play out in their lives again. Not selfish, but ..'done' with that space and condition. Nor do they feel the need to help others through it with respect to catharsis and guilt, etc.. perhaps they have enough on their plates, without a repeat of that one happening again. So, IMO, it is Tony's lesson to learn. But possibly, with the input from the people in this thread. Responding the way they did.

With my history being what causes my 'reactions' and coloration of thought from that... I'd of likely banned him from the forum. Without hesitation. That would be my mildest response I could muster. That would be this one.... exercising the greatest restraint that this one is capable of.

[ulli]

Ruby L. I love Tony and certaintly havnt written him off. I truly feel sad that he's not here and I miss him. Yes projections went on I guess, but as I dont know what was said in the pm's, and dont want to know as its not my business, I feel I cant comment. But a week long vacation? There must be good reason for it. I dont know. I dont know the ins and outs. I do know that Ulli kept trying to apologise. I look forward to his return.x

Thanks Lisa. I did try.
I am very open, and would love to blurt out what really happened...
and had the mods said to me , come on, ulli....give the guy a couple of days to cool down, I would have gladly done so.
They are a team, and they operate unanimously. So for all of them to come to an agreement must mean something.
Please, everyone, try to understand.

I'm trying to learn here that saying "no comment" is the way to go...I understand...people are curious, they want the back story.
But there comes a point where it's best not to spill all the beans, and it's also not a good idea to speculate how bad he might have been.
I have no idea what else the mods talked about or if there were other similar cases. All I could do is go by the result of their consultation and trust in their wisdom.
There are also those who with all the evidence in the world will go on believing what they want to believe, and perhaps that is their test.
I'm praying here for all concerned, that with time things can be resolved. That includes Tony.

[starsha]

Gosh, you people are amazing. I should make it a habit to check in on this thread more often. :)

What a yummy energy i keep finding in here. :)

All i can say is ...

thank you.

[Dawn]

Markoid, how sweet. Relationships with the family we are born into are among the hardest. It can be unbelievably wonderful when heart connections are made again there. My daughter and I are estranged. She has decided I was a horrible mother, and has told many people a number of false things about me. I don't think she is intending to lie, however hatred anger and blame cause people to mis-remember and create their own reality to suit the story their emotions would like to believe. I did a very deep healing on the energies between us a few weeks ago, and within a few days she sent me a glowing letter full of joy and celebration. It soothed my bruised heart.

[transiten]

Ruby and All. This issue evokes my old traumas. I don't want to take sides. I'm so tired. I just want to say that i've been thinking of telling you about my meditation on the 11.11.11 at 11:11. I couldn't stop thinking about how heyoka was doing. I had brought pictures of my beloved dog Pajazzo thinking of the kind PM he sent me after i had posted in some thread that i had put him to rest.

Also i didn't quite understand whether it was Tony/heyoka that Flasky was referring to in the post where she said she met "Tony" IRL?
And by the way, where IS Flasky?

On the other hand i had an uneasy feeling with the posting that went on in this thread. Maybe we could have handled it differently but at the same time he did not accept an excuse.

In Jungian psychology there's a term "The third factor" that kicks in when you're standing in the opposition and can not figure out a solution to a problem. In Christian terms that would be the intervention of "God" who's ways are unfathomable.

[ulli]

I have an Astrology question for the Village.

What does it mean when you have a true north node in aries?

Nora

we are all related

The north node is the point where the paths of the sun and the moon cross. It is not a planet.
To really understand that such a point could have meaning and effect one might need to study Carmody's plasma comments.
The north node is often considered an indicator of past lives.
In my experience, whenever a planet hits my north node, which I have in Taurus, I meet someone special.
If that person is a stranger I still get a strange feeling as if I had known them forever.
If someone has a planet on my north node, we could have a past life connection.
If their planet is a difficult one, it could mean that I am carrying some sort of a debt, that I'm now getting a chance to repay in this time round.

[ulli]

In Jungian psychology there's a term "The third factor" that kicks in when you're standing in the opposition and can not figure out a solution to a problem. In Christian terms that would be the intervention of "God" who's ways are unfathomable.


Factor one: Affirming
Factor Two: Denying
Factor Three: Reconciling....

that's your God factor, or what Gurdjieff called Third Force.
The bridge. The unifier between two opposite poles.

[modwiz]

I have to say that I found the neurolinguistic message here a bit daunting. I will send you some of the distant energy healing you don't believe in because you asked for it and I would like you to feel better.

"Neurolinguistic"? An Aquarian invention? What does it mean? Neurosis something? "Distant" healing how appropriate mr aquarian mod-wit being nr.1

:grouphug: Thankyou All so far, and there came "The Dark" into the "Light" i somehow foresaw. Actually i think this was my prime reason for joining the thread since i knew what transits were going to hit me and ulli didn't do astrology anymore and so i found her here. Even if i can interpret my own transits one wishes someone to give an alternative perspective and just as IRL it's easier to look into anothers chart than into your own...

Neurolinguistic is not referring to neurosis. That would not be polite either. Neurolinguistics is a term used to describe how people use language and the messages that language presents to both the speaker and listener. It is often a way for the Self to get messages past the egoic self. I find it very useful in both my spiritual counseling and bodywork.

[eaglespirit]

Here and Now to Ernie...

Hi Ernie...Wishing You Well!

I believe I shared this with You a number of weeks ago in Your own thread...I am prompted to elaborate right now

Time for a trip/journey away from Your regular surroundings. Your physical and spiritual talents and 'gifts' will enhance Your Own Spirit and the Spirit of someone who is in a very deep spiritual/life rut...Your situation is merely a small pothole in the road in comparison. There is someone that is ahead in Your life on this 'away' trip that Your own experience, strength and hope is going to help turn Their life around in a beautiful way. There is not a thing You have to give them physically...all You have to do is open up and share Your own experiences and wisdom gained...the healing and turnaround will simply unfold from this. This will indirectly help countless People in both of Your lives also.

I pretty much typed this rather quickly as it came...do with it what You will! You have everything You need!.

[Guest]

I have an Astrology question for the Village.

What does it mean when you have a true north node in aries?

Nora

we are all related

The north node is the point where the paths of the sun and the moon cross. It is not a planet.
To really understand that such a point could have meaning and effect one might need to study Carmody's plasma comments.
The north node is often considered an indicator of past lives.
In my experience, whenever a planet hits my north node, which I have in Taurus, I meet someone special.
If that person is a stranger I still get a strange feeling as if I had known them forever.
If someone has a planet on my north node, we could have a past life connection.
If their planet is a difficult one, it could mean that I am carrying some sort of a debt, that I'm now getting a chance to repay in this time round.


Dearest Ulli thank you so much for your clarity..... and I have had some relationships with people like you say.

I sure do get stuck sometimes....

Some of this brings to mind the plasma energy..... I have worked with it quite a bit with people..... the spirits.... directed & direct me to do so.... sometimes -it could be a tooth, knee joint, bone crack or bone out of place or something on deep inner cellular level or outer or below & above cellular level. Believe it or not I do not have a grasp of the plasma energy on a human conscious level.... & geeze I am in no way a true adept at all & I am really learning..... -Carmody being- probably already knows I would say something like this.

I really prefer & resonate to a much finer vibrations than to the heaviness of the 3d earth plane.

Then I had a lesson this summer....a good one. My whole life has been about having a relationship with spirits, intredimentional beings, the spirit world, nature....etc. Then I discovered my human- beingness. To truly be human? How wonderful. I am so grateful for what the beings have done for me & what they do for all. I said the same to them. Then I said that I really want to have that human connection too in my life -that I love being human and feminine. Gratitude to PA. and to the thread of Here & Now has done so much for me to be present & stay present it's truly amazing. There I go crying again. There are times when I feel like a real goofball.

Much much love to you Ulli

Nora

we are all related

[modwiz]

FWIW. The drama of days past is not a here and now subject, but a here and then. I believe a good flush is required to let the debris of the past find a resting place. There are two particulars and the rest of us are spectators with opinions. This will most likely not lead to greater clarity. Let the bruises of bygone days heal. Picking at scabs is never recommended. Transiten, Ernie and Astrid need our attentions.

A little off topic, but since Carmody is with us: I wonder what role diet plays in Karma? :loco: I have an opinion, :flame: but I know what that will get me. Been there, done that. Whacking a hornets nest would create less disturbance.

I still wonder. :confused:

[Caren]

Hi Nora,
funny you should say such a thing "there are times when I feel like a real goofball" (me too)
Like you I have a deep respect for all nature.
I have been experiencing many new things on a spiritual level some of which I don't even understand.
I seem to be crying more often of late as my heart has been full and bursting with love and it has much to do with this beautiful thread and all whom visit here -
So many amazingly gifted and giving souls. :)
I would like to acknowledge my gratitude for each and everyone of you - thank you from the bottom of my heart.. I love you all :luv:

[thunder24]

A little off topic, but since Carmody is with us: I wonder what role diet plays in Karma? :loco: I have an opinion, :flame: but I know what that will get me. Been there, done that. Whacking a hornets nest would create less disturbance.

I still wonder. :confused:

:p :rant: hahahahahhahhahhhhah

[astrid]

Ernie I thank you for your courage to be vulnerable and ask for help .
And that certainly a courageous act.
Until 5 or so years ago things were pretty grim for me, it was all about survival,
from one horror relationship after another, i was constantly fighting for my life in one
way or another. After much effort and having to resort to all sorts of things,
most involving having to do things in secret and being in constant fear, I got out .

But my life was in a total mess, I had savings from a house I had sold in secret
so i could take some time out thankfully, but getting back on my feet was
much harder than I had thought . It got to the point where I had spent all of my
savings on living and huge mortgage and now it was getting serious .
Of course me being me I was putting on the "happy face" and none of
my friends knew of this all going on. Stupidly i was totally attached to this
gorgeous high victorian house that I could afford.
I really thought i would get back into my work and be fine but I didn't
estimate the toll all those relationships had on my mental health .

So crunch time was me letting the bank foreclose or putting
the call out for help . I was never one to ask for help and
it was a close call. But like you I found the courage and everything
moved in the other direction pretty fast after that .

And it turned out people really like to help others .
It also turned out that not being able to receive was what was
creating alot of my blocks . Energy has to be able to be in a constant flow .
What I found too was that trying things that keep
giving me dead ends or negative results is a sure
sign that it's not the best course of action.
Path of least resistance ,'etc .'
I found that understanding the universal laws to cruciial.
Simple put , you can't get very far if you are always swimming up stream.
Also knowing that this is indeed "earth school " and everything is a
learning helps alot . It takes the heat out off things and shifts your
view point . Shifting perception can turn a life around pretty fast .
Sharing things with those who have walked the path and got through
is also a fast way home .

Ernie you are in the right place at the right time.
Come and rest your weary bones in the
village R and R centre and be prepared for
Magic to happen .
You are loved more than you know
and you have help all around just waiting
to assist.

Welcome home .

Be love
Astrid

[astrid]

Here and now for me ... I'm cherishing my Sunday
Sleep in after finally getting to sleep last night.
Plans for the day are to spend time in the garden and with
my dogs. they both need a bath and a clip .
Going to really hydrate myself today dont think
i drank enough water yesterday . Funny how just water
can taste so sweet . I did hear about that how
Fasting makes appreciate tastes so much.
And when u do start eating again it's one taste
Orgasm after another.Looking forward to that, lol

Ravens out front crowing to me .i have a special
relationship with them, there is always a Raven
close by to me. Last house I even had a Raven
nest on my property. They are quite magical and
Mystical birds , taught me many things .

[Sierra]

I'd like to bring up a few things that've been going around in my head. It concerns me that, because of one incident on this thread --one event in 130 pages of postings (and even then, it had to do with a pm) -- Tony has been publicly painted out to be a dysfunctional sicko.
Ruby, no one has painted Heyoka_11 as a "dysfunctional sicko". I don't know how to address your vision here, I am simply not wise enough. I think you are speaking with your anger.


Everyone makes mistakes and, for what happened here, he made one. My opinion remains that he wasn't alone in the reason for his blow up-- but still, for his part: Yes, he could've approached the matter in a more subtle way. But we're all human, and what's done is done.
No one is ever alone in a blow up, but each and everyone of us is responsible for the words we use during a blow up. We are also responsible for the clean up we do, how we mend fences, how we negotiate a resolution, how we smooth each other's ruffled feathers.


However, by being put on an immediate vacation and banned from this thread, he was neither given a chance to state his reasons or side of the story, nor has he able to defend himself since.
No one banned gets to present their side of the story, they are banned, how can they? I can say from my side of the mod fence, when banned users come back, their actions, attitudes and words, show they "get" it. They understand where they bent the guidelines too far, and for the most part, they move on and continue to be productive happy members of the forum. If not, it usually means they eventually and inevitably get banned for continuing bad behavior. It is what it is.


And really, there've been people in the forum who, with far more serious wrong-doings, have been pulled to the side and were, at least, given a warning to cool it.
This thread moves FAST. This means (for me anyway) I didn't have time to assess my own level of discomfort with the dialog nor analyze it. Quite a few people were uncomfortable with the roughness of the sport, but thought:

They were alone in their discomfort
They were too intimidated to say anything so went along with it
They didn't know what to say since the thread was moving too fast to stop and analyze their discomfort
They were of the opposite gender and the roughness kicked the aeons of enforced silence on such things



It's all done now, but do we pass judgement and carry on, or are we going to take this opportunity to really learn from this?
I think we are learning quite a bit. I have issues with anger too. Personally, just by being on Avalon, I have learned an enormous amount about my own anger, and how to handle it responsibly, and without harm towards others. I hope Tony sticks around and learns too.


Anyway, why should I care?
Because you do. :hug:


For one, I view this forum --this community and gathering of people from different parts of the world-- as a potential model for how we, spiritual brothers and sisters, can co-exist and grow together on a planet that's going increasingly crazy. We, in Avalon, might not always be in total agreement with one another, but I'd like to think that we can, at least, try to learn, understand, and guide each other. Talk the talk and walk the walk.
That is the goal.


What went on in the pm between Ulli and Tony, no one here can say and, for now, we can only take Ulli's word for what happened.
What was said on the thread was rude, hostile and not according to the guidelines. Temporary ban ensued.


But, to go so far as drop in that Tony is possibly a paid disinfo agent, planted here to purposely disrupt and derail this thread; or that, because of an assumed dyfunctionality in his family history, he lives and operates behind a mask, and is completely unable to function as a loving human being… that's not giving a side of the story, that's going for a public character kill. Totally unnecessary, and very ugly.
You are twisting Ulli's words. I think if I were to say anything at this point, it would not be heard, and whatever I said would inflame the situation. I'll simply say, I am uncomfortable reading your words.


I won't go on about the virtues of Tony; anyone who's read his other posts in other threads, or who've been reached out to by him when things were getting tough for them, will have a feel for his spirit. But, for me to sit here and read that he's been disruptive and annoying in this thread from the beginning, when actually the problem has to do with a heated disagreement in a pm just two days ago; to read that he's a lost cause-- unhelpable, long gone, and nothing but an sick, angry person… it's not on.
Again, I think you are speaking with anger and with exaggeration. I also disagree with your analysis. *Many* people spoke up post mortem about their discomfort on the thread with Tony's badinage:

1. badinage
Banter is the touching upon some fault, weakness, or fancied secret of another in a way half to pique and half to please;
Synonyms: banter, badinage, derision, jeering, raillery, sarcasm, chaff, irony, mockery, ridicule, satire

We are still processing this event. It is still ongoing. We are reverberating and exchanging energy, thoughts and feelings. Let's not assume where it is *here and now*, is where it will end up. Apologies and regrets have been offered by many, which leads me to believe *nothing* has been written in stone ... and soon Tony will return and we can go from there.

And ... as usual Ruby, the admin/mods cannot share the information they use to reach a decision, that some members may disagree with. Someone always disagrees with our decisions ... Please believe me though, a lot of discussion takes place, and we do not do what we do, lightly. We love Avalon, and we assume members love to be here too, and it would hurt them to lose the privilege of being on Avalon.

[Marianne]

TmaKSpTIJzI

[ulli]

WOW Calz:high5: What an energyboost, just what I needed...

One of our valued Villagers enjoyed this so why not share it with the rest of the Village???

From James Gilliland and posted in the Ranch thread:


O2l5Z9T_x8A

Hi Calz, I watched it just now, as earlier today my Internet connection was playing up.
This is just great. Thanks for sharing.

[Carmody]

The light, By the way, is also a sound. A sound so strong, so intense, all permeating that the idea of it rattling your bones is far too weak of a comparison. It permeates all life, all being, all thought, all existence, all presence and awareness, it dominates all. All time, all awareness, everything but the light and the sound as a single moment of now that has no beginning and no end.

the sound of the light is slightly de-tuned, it is a complex Solfeggio scale harmonic of multiple notes. There is a 'sound' scientific reason for that.

This reminds me of it:

The Deep and Lovely Quiet (http://www.mrtzcmp3.net/Listen?a=4863m83268192&b=UxlQd0&c=faf3af3b04f2&d=458&artist=Bersarin%20Quartett&song=The%20Deep%20And%20Lovely%20Quiet)

(this is the only link I can find on the net, of the original mix, which is the correct one. Do not download it, just play it from that player)

[ulli]

The light, By the way, is also a sound. A sound so strong, so intense, all permeating that the idea of it rattling your bones is far too weak of a comparison. It permeates all life, all being, all thought, all existence, all presence and awareness, it dominates all. All time, all awareness, everything but the light and the sound as a single moment of now that has no beginning and no end.

the sound of the light is slightly de-tuned, it is a complex Solfeggio scale harmonic of multiple notes. There is a 'sound' scientific reason for that.

This reminds me of it:

The Deep and Lovely Quiet (http://www.mrtzcmp3.net/Listen?a=4863m83268192&b=UxlQd0&c=faf3af3b04f2&d=458&artist=Bersarin%20Quartett&song=The%20Deep%20And%20Lovely%20Quiet)

(this is the only link I can find on the net, of the original mix, which is the correct one. Do not download it, just play it from that player)

hmmm...it says: your country (Barbados) is not supported.
Shucks.

[Carmody]

The light, By the way, is also a sound. A sound so strong, so intense, all permeating that the idea of it rattling your bones is far too weak of a comparison. It permeates all life, all being, all thought, all existence, all presence and awareness, it dominates all. All time, all awareness, everything but the light and the sound as a single moment of now that has no beginning and no end.

the sound of the light is slightly de-tuned, it is a complex Solfeggio scale harmonic of multiple notes. There is a 'sound' scientific reason for that.

This reminds me of it:

The Deep and Lovely Quiet (http://www.mrtzcmp3.net/Listen?a=4863m83268192&b=UxlQd0&c=faf3af3b04f2&d=458&artist=Bersarin%20Quartett&song=The%20Deep%20And%20Lovely%20Quiet)

(this is the only link I can find on the net, of the original mix, which is the correct one. Do not download it, just play it from that player)

hmmm...it says: your country (Barbados) is not supported.
Shucks.

Try this one. it is the Bersarin Quartett version.

http://www.mrtzcmp3.net/Bersarin_Quartett_The_Deep_And_Lovely_Quiet_1s.html

[astrid]

Hmmm dammit my energy levels quite on
the low side today . Yesterday must have really
wiped we out . I officially declare today a rest day.
Small non taxing tasks only, maybe a good
day for watching movies and having a long
bath . I wish our favourite wizard was able
to teleport a massage would so nice today .
I hope we will all get to meet up for real one day
how cool would that be???
Thinking though that I do need to find myself
a good massage therapist here a lymphatic
flush out would be a good idea while fasting.
Might do some ringing around this week

[Carmody]

"FREE ENERGY NOW...or it will break loose all by itself" says Ulli's signature.

as for the 'sound' of the light.

here's the reason behind the complex harmonic of the solfeggio note(s):

http://www.coralcastle.com.au/images/Levitation.jpg


"‘Singing’ heard by neighbours, suggests the sonic levitation method....."

http://www.coralcastle.com.au/blog.html

Then the monks, with their singing/chanting, the prayer bowls... and so on.

In the ocean, we get waves combining to create 'freak waves'.

Well, in order to accelerate beyond the norm that is possible, the energies are peaked, via harmonics. Which takes you to John Keeley. more clues: Bifilar wound transformers emit scalar waves. Longitudinal waves. Which takes you to the Lithium thread and the works of Eric Dollard.

Suddenly there is science behind the expression of 'spirit'. this is due to the dimensions we are from concerning the 'other' self, is one where the energies are at right angles to this one. The reason we can tickle atoms and release tremendous amounts of energy in this realm of reality.

All the same thing, the same point of origin. this is happening now, thus it is in this thread. :) I've got mars oppose natal Saturn today, with Chiron and Neptune conjuncting said natal Saturn (in Pisces). Rather intense. And deep. One foot in each world. I've got about 20 square transits in my chart right now. A touch stressful. :p

Two malefics, mars vs my natal Saturn... go at each other..and like a bifilar transformer or complex harmonic, squeeze out a longitudinal dimensional wave in my personal timeline flow..and this post pops out. They are peppered by Chiron and Neptune..they add this twist, spin, or flavour.

[markoid]

Ravens out front crowing to me .i have a special
relationship with them, there is always a Raven
close by to me. Last house I even had a Raven
nest on my property. They are quite magical and
Mystical birds , taught me many things .

Hehe... Just as I read this a crow started aaarrking outside my house. I am seeing them cross my path everyday now when I drive into town. I particularly love the throat gurgling that they do.
I had a shaman teacher for a short while 20 yrs ago and one day shortly after I started working with her, a crow came and landed in my front yard and made a right racket, unknowingly and I had the notion to call Darshan on the phone... as soon as she heard my voice she said 'ah good, you got my message' ('holy crap' was what passed through my mind at the time). From that day on that is how she let me know that she wanted to talk to me.... though admittedly I didn't always hear.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Here and now - just finished a late dinner I made. Sweedish meatballs and salad with an olive oil base dressing (olive oil from 1000 year old trees from Lebanon, I'm told).

Just letting the emotions wash over me. Reading about you guys and your day.
My parents called an hour ago but since my present experience is not good the convo was cut short, as usual. They do not like to hear about my money/business problems. Or my opinions for that matter. Oh, well. I love them all the more, just the same. They were the perfect parents, given what I am here to do on this planet this time around.

And my sister called last night. I have not talked to her since January (and she lives in this city). She just got back from a trip to Hungary (6 weeks ago). She stayed with our 98 year old grandmother who is as spry as a healthy 70 yr old. That's where I got these amazing genes of mine. My sister went there with, of all people, my ex-girlfriend.

Thanks for the concern and help to everyone. Thanks Eagle Spirit - sounds like I'm already helping someone full time with problems that make mine look like a walk in the park. Vacations are out of the question, haven't been on one in a long time. Thanks PL - that was a really nice poem/verse. It hit me where it counts, beautiful. Astrid, your words touch me. Carmody, I'm impressed with your astrological knowledge. Calz, Nora, direct spirit work intrigues me. Ulli, thanks for your input about planetary aspects in my chart. Pluto and Mars. The mystery and the engine - stirring up conflicting thoughts and emotions. I get it. And understanding the two aspects of reality as one is a part of my troubles, yes.
PMed Starsha. Will talk to her tomorrow.

[jorr lundstrom]

transiten wrote:
In Jungian psychology there's a term "The third factor" that kicks in when you're standing in the opposition and can not figure out a solution to a problem. In Christian terms that would be the intervention of "God" who's ways are unfathomable.

Jung spoke about the situation of a dilemma, ie caught between the horns

of the bull. (di lemma= two horns) You dont want to get caught by the left one and

you certainly dont want to get caught by the right either.

So you just wait and let life make the decission. LOL

[astrid]

Ravens out front crowing to me .i have a special
relationship with them, there is always a Raven
close by to me. Last house I even had a Raven
nest on my property. They are quite magical and
Mystical birds , taught me many things .

Hehe... Just as I read this a crow started aaarrking outside my house. I am seeing them cross my path everyday now when I drive into town. I particularly love the throat gurgling that they do.
I had a shaman teacher for a short while 20 yrs ago and one day shortly after I started working with her, a crow came and landed in my front yard and made a right racket, unknowingly and I had the notion to call Darshan on the phone... as soon as she heard my voice she said 'ah good, you got my message' ('holy crap' was what passed through my mind at the time). From that day on that is how she let me know that she wanted to talk to me.... though admittedly I didn't always hear.

Well get this one......
I did a journey for a friend the other day to retrieve her power animal.
I was sitting in my circle in the lower world and a magnificent
white cat with the most luminous piercing blue eyes i had ever seen appeared from the east.
She introduced me to herself and informed me that she was indeed my friend's new power animal.
Cool i though, job done, and just as i was about to return home, a Raven appeared also from the east,
and landed on my right shoulder.
Now one of the reasons i started this whole fast was to get some clarity back and find my new power animal
My last one had told me that her job for now was done and that i will soon get a new animal guide.

So that was a way cool journey and all of about 5 mins of earth time.
As soon as i came out of it, there was a raven out the front crowing to me, and since then, i have had groups hanging
around my house.

Now... I just got off the phone from a friend i had not spoken to in a few weeks,
i was filling her on my current news, including the Raven journey, which was on Thursday just gone.
SHe said.. wow. She was walking down the street on Thursday and a raven flew down and bounced off her.
I have tested it a few times, with the question, "Raven are you my new animal guide"
Every time without fail, a Raven crows within seconds.
So i guess Raven it is...

[markoid]

Now... I just got off the phone from a friend i had not spoken to in a few weeks,
i was filling her on my current news, including the Raven journey, which was on Thursday just gone.
SHe said.. wow. She was walking down the street on Thursday and a raven flew down and bounced off her.
I have tested it a few times, with the question, "Raven are you my new animal guide"
Every time without fail, a Raven crows within seconds.
So i guess Raven it is...

Fantastic Astrid... what beautiful confirmation.. gotta love that!!

[ViralSpiral]

Ha! Of Ravens and other things


I have a raven "aarking" outside too! I love them. People usually look at me with the expected quizzical expression of association. Their stuff...... ;)

Here and now, the sun has only just risen (07h38), no clouds and its a crisp 5 degrees Celsius. I am getting ready for my long train ride to Zurich. I love this trip.
Two weeks of pavement-beating ahead with a gorgeous colleague from South Africa.

I have bought Steven Job's autobiography to read on the train however I suspect, like many other times, that I will just gaze at the wunderbar scenery and dream of living off the grid, milking goats and making cranberry goats-cheese.....


I want to thank EVERYONE for their deep sharing here. It helps me too!!

[ViralSpiral]

I'm back, before my bath.... :)



Wasn't going to, but must....
I too wish to address the Heyoka thingie. Have been thinking of him much and how we all can learn.
Some energies just dont gel. No matter what attempts or science one applies. Dark sides of the light chasers. See, acknowledge and honour.
When we don't get absorbed into the perceived negative energy field, we become silent observers, not doers.
That's hard! Especially when we constantly get confronted with these lessons. A gift also....


For Heyoka ♥



ifp_SVrlurY


I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

[Guest]

A break in the storm here. Rained hard all day long -made me happy for the trees to have a long drink of water. Hopefully they will grow stronger and be able to fight off the dreaded bark bore beatles destroying the forest.

Carmody, I was going to ask you about sound. When I had the experience on Friday with the blue ball & energy -I heard a sound it was like humming whistling bell sound -I think that is what wiped me out the most was the sound. It was directional too all around me & through me and yet there was this very low humming coming from somewhere else too.

Astrid, Transiten, Ernie I offer you much support & love from my heart.

Nora

we are all related

[astrid]

Here and now - just finished a late dinner I made. Sweedish meatballs and salad with an olive oil base dressing (olive oil from 1000 year old trees from Lebanon, I'm told).


Now I feel like Homer Simpson,
drooling on my key board,
Meatballs, uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhh!!

Day 9 of fast...still holding strong, but Sweedish meatballs, man,
i can smell them from here! lol.

[ulli]

Ha! Of Ravens and other things


I have a raven "aarking" outside too! I love them. People usually look at me with the expected quizzical expression of association. Their stuff...... ;)

Here and now, the sun has only just risen (07h38), no clouds and its a crisp 5 degrees Celsius. I am getting ready for my long train ride to Zurich. I love this trip.
Two weeks of pavement-beating ahead with a gorgeous colleague from South Africa.

I have bought Steven Job's autobiography to read on the train however I suspect, like many other times, that I will just gaze at the wunderbar scenery and dream of living off the grid, milking goats and making cranberry goats-cheese.....


I want to thank EVERYONE for their deep sharing here. It helps me too!!

If there was a charter between Barbados and South Africa I'm certain you could fill every plane. Many people here have more money than they know what to do with.
Right now the governments are discussing a direct flight route to Panama, which I have been focusing on for a few years now.
I have been quite successful using my mind to create flight routes.
Duesseldorf Barbados LTU...that was my first. Openened in 1982 within 6 months of me wishing for it.
Then Duesseldorf Costa Rica...that one took only three months. As soon as I moved to Costa Rica the new Minister of Foreign Affairs Bernd Niehaus went to Germany and negociated it. All I had done was wished for it to happen.
I never even knew the man. God did everything.

[ulli]

Here and now - just finished a late dinner I made. Sweedish meatballs and salad with an olive oil base dressing (olive oil from 1000 year old trees from Lebanon, I'm told).


Now I feel like Homer Simpson,
drooling on my key board,
Meatballs, uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhh!!

Day 9 of fast...still holding strong, but Sweedish meatballs, man,
i can smell them from here! lol.

Leaves me stone cold...been thinking of doing a fast myself, as you have inspired me so much.
Now Bill is doing one.
So maybe my body is being prepared. For the last week I have been skipping breakfast. Only steamed vegetables for lunch. Light salad for dinner. No snacking. Stomach rumbling.

[ulli]

"FREE ENERGY NOW...or it will break loose all by itself" says Ulli's signature.

as for the 'sound' of the light.

here's the reason behind the complex harmonic of the solfeggio note(s):

http://www.coralcastle.com.au/images/Levitation.jpg


"‘Singing’ heard by neighbours, suggests the sonic levitation method....."

http://www.coralcastle.com.au/blog.html

Then the monks, with their singing/chanting, the prayer bowls... and so on.

In the ocean, we get waves combining to create 'freak waves'.

Well, in order to accelerate beyond the norm that is possible, the energies are peaked, via harmonics. Which takes you to John Keeley. more clues: Bifilar wound transformers emit scalar waves. Longitudinal waves. Which takes you to the Lithium thread and the works of Eric Dollard.

Suddenly there is science behind the expression of 'spirit'. this is due to the dimensions we are from concerning the 'other' self, is one where the energies are at right angles to this one. The reason we can tickle atoms and release tremendous amounts of energy in this realm of reality.

All the same thing, the same point of origin. this is happening now, thus it is in this thread. :) I've got mars oppose natal Saturn today, with Chiron and Neptune conjuncting said natal Saturn (in Pisces). Rather intense. And deep. One foot in each world. I've got about 20 square transits in my chart right now. A touch stressful. :p

Two malefics, mars vs my natal Saturn... go at each other..and like a bifilar transformer or complex harmonic, squeeze out a longitudinal dimensional wave in my personal timeline flow..and this post pops out. They are peppered by Chiron and Neptune..they add this twist, spin, or flavour.

I've been concerned about your squares, Carmody, knowing that when they arrive you get showered at so many fronts at once. Fortunately Neptune is still in Aquarius and that barrier protects you a bit.
If you could see Mars' entry into Virgo, your sign, as having this fantastic bazuka being loaded on your shoulder, and you use it to blast at Saturn in Pisces, burning that martyr cross to cynders....no more suffering. It's all good.
Wishing you a wondrous transit.

[modwiz]

Here and now - just finished a late dinner I made. Sweedish meatballs and salad with an olive oil base dressing (olive oil from 1000 year old trees from Lebanon, I'm told).


Now I feel like Homer Simpson,
drooling on my key board,
Meatballs, uuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhh!!

Day 9 of fast...still holding strong, but Sweedish meatballs, man,
i can smell them from here! lol.

Leaves me stone cold...been thinking of doing a fast myself, as you have inspired me so much.
Now Bill is doing one.
So maybe my body is being prepared. For the last week I have been skipping breakfast. Only steamed vegetables for lunch. Light salad for dinner. No snacking. Stomach rumbling.

The stomach rumbling. That is the sound of cleansing and letting you know the scavenging has begun. It is in this 'seeking' phase that all kinds of crud can be gotten rid of. During low calorie cleansing diets I have been on for weeks at a time, I always comforted myself with the rumbling, knowing the good work was being done.

Of course, you should only do it if you can find pleasure in the process. Life visits enough challenges/suffering on on is our growth. 'Evil sufficient to the day', as Jesus is claimed to have said. To inflict anything on ourselves is masochism and often a sign of 'issues'.

The waning Moon is a very favorable time to fast/cleanse as the Moon Herself goes through Her monthly slenderizing.

[Carmody]

Carmody, I'm impressed with your astrological knowledge.

Actually, Ulli's the pro. I'm just a person who took it up for my personal use to try and understand what it's 'realities' where and then I said to myself that it should be possible to find the actual scientific mechanism of it's 'reality'..since it works to a level that is beyond any doubt.

I first encountered it when my Mother was doing charts by hand when I was 6-7 years old. I also looked into automatic writing and self hypnosis at that time, since I was interested in what she was doing. She tried some mild suggestive techniques on my sister and I, at that time. We fell into being able to tell our own personal futures quite easily and handily. My sister was asked what she would be doing in the year 2000, and she answered with exactly what she was doing in 2000. Same for me. We both reported our future accurately. It was about 1970, so she asked us about the year 2000, 30 years in the future.


The alarm bell, in hindsight, is that 'we fell into it readily'. This last point is just coming clear to me now, as I write this...as to the specific 'why' of an event, an event which happened shortly afterward.

[astrid]

@ Ulli , its better do just do a week first on really healthy light foods,
then get straight into it. You are only hungry when you eat.
On water i have no hunger at all.
On Juices i did.
After you have done those first 3 days, its pretty empowering and you want to keep going.
I have never fastest before, and i was surprised at how easy it was, but then as I said..
i have the time and space now open for me to do this.

Im meant to be taking a heap of supplements for the Mercury detox, i gave them
ad rest while my body was "signing on" to the fast, now i think i will start back on them.
Some minerals, some Chorella and a herbal tea mix.
Feeling 100% better now i have had a rest day, a few chores in the garden, and some sun did wonders.
Tonight a movie maybe .

[ulli]

I love you all, and I love this thread. Can't believe I started it.
When I come here now it's like stepping into a beautiful ancient cathedral.

I realize it was never planned by little me, but by a higher hand that used me to bring it about.

[Carmody]

I love you all, and I love this thread. Can't believe I started it.
When I come here now it's like stepping into a beautiful ancient cathedral.

I realize it was never planned by little me, but by a higher hand that used me to bring it about.

that is because I'm playing the cathedral's music right now. :)

7LS4FhxqSsQ

[ulli]

I love you all, and I love this thread. Can't believe I started it.
When I come here now it's like stepping into a beautiful ancient cathedral.

I realize it was never planned by little me, but by a higher hand that used me to bring it about.

that is because I'm playing the cathedral's music right now. :)

7LS4FhxqSsQ

You mean you are that 'higher hand' I was talking about?

Pleased to meet you. Cool music. Not quite Hildegard von Bingen.
I wonder what she would have thought of ambient and lounge.
I guess the emotions with which to receive this did not yet exist in the 12 th century.

Was thinking about you "falling" into that event you mentioned. If it were to happen now would you still fall off your surf board, or ride that wave?

[Carmody]

The alarm bell, in hindsight, is that 'we fell into it readily'. This last point is just coming clear to me now, as I write this...as to the specific 'why' of an event, an event which happened shortly afterward.

Essentially, the fate of the perpetrator is left in the hands of the victim. That is the essence of universal justice.

Ulli, who knows a bit about my personal story, will understand what that means. Everything is .....as it should be.

My capacity is to find the damaged soul shard that cannot return to the source, to re-unite with it's 'oversoul'..to find and and help it return to source. When there, it will be cleansed of the evil influences, all will be washed away, the good of the given incarnation will remain.

If the soul shard has been evil in it's incarnation, it will be horrified by this revelation of afterlife..when it 'goes clear' at the moment of death. This, I did for McVeigh, as he was programmed and horrified on his deathbed, as he discovered this. He was going to be lost in that darkness, lost in the horror of what had been done, what had been done to him. I got him back home. This going clear, was the "wow, oh wow, oh wow", of Steve Jobs, on his deathbed.

Now imagine what happens to these perpetrators of evil, what they find, what they have done to themselves, through their choices.

My second last life..I thought I was doing the right thing, fighting for my family, way of life, etc. The US civil war. I did not know. My choice, to clear myself, was to take on a life of being a slave on a dying world with no future. One where I was beaten each day, isolated, ostracized, even as a slave, separated from the rest. To live in knowing but not be able to convert or convince anyone, and to die, frustrated, lost... but unbroken...after forty years of that.

[ulli]

Which is why we should seek justice here and now, so everyone gets a chance to clean up their acts, before it is too late.

But it does give me hope that people like yourself, as well as Rocky_Shorz who I also knew to do similar nightly work in the 4th dimension, are out there guiding even those for whom it was too late.
So really, it's never too late, is it?
What a universe!

[ulli]

I love you all, and I love this thread. Can't believe I started it.
When I come here now it's like stepping into a beautiful ancient cathedral.

I realize it was never planned by little me, but by a higher hand that used me to bring it about.

that is because I'm playing the cathedral's music right now. :)

7LS4FhxqSsQ

Do you know Anyma's "I Am"?
I discovered that song when garageband.com was still going. A bit dark, gothic.
It was made in 2004.
Now there is a lot of new stuff...
Here
http://anymaworld.com/

[transiten]

Nora

"bark bore beatles" That's a funny sync...Suppose you mean beetle? You posting just after the wonderful song written by former Beatles member George Harrisson, Pisces with Scorpio Moon...or was it intentional?

By they way, after all the healing i've been flushed with from all over the world (even wrote on facebook "Now you've got to send me healing even if you don't believe in it" although i almost never post there) Lo and Behold i had a total purge last night, felt like i was turned inside out and now i'm feeling much better, and the stars chime in: Mercury/Venus trine my NN approaching Neptune in some hours! Halleluja! I can imagine my guitars have been weeping for a long time longing for my touch:music:

[ViralSpiral]

"bark bore beatles" That's a funny sync Nora...Suppose you mean beetle? You posting just after the wonderful song written by former Beatles member George Harrisson, Pisces with Scorpio Moon...or was it intentional?


I think not. Dontcha just LOVE it!! :)

[Ruby L.]

People Here and Now,

Thank you for letting be the space in which I expressed the thoughts that'd been swirling in my mind, last night; I wanted to give it a form through words, and then let it go.

Sierra, thanks for your response, and to others, too. I just wanted to comment that I was, in fact, not angry whilst writing that post; passionate and speaking my observations and opinions-- yes. But, anger as the reason-- no.

In my Here and Now, I'm sitting by a two and a half metre tall window with an incredible amount of sunshine streaming in. Little prisms of light dance in the periphery of my sight. Actually, I'm going to call it perifaeries; the twinkling both enchants and delights me so!

I'm absorbing all of this magic and, when I hold my aunt's hand in the dismal ICU later today, she'll feel and remember the wondrousness of sitting by her sunlit window and being home, again.

[9eagle9]

Not to mention that stunned mullet is about the most vivid description I have ever heard.







Synchronous that I am posting right below Astrid :)

I am sitting here typing through tearfilled eyes at what just happened. I have always been very alienated from my family and have been doing regular internal forgiveness work around the issue with my mum and dad, both passed and my brother. I see my brother and sister about once a year and talk to them by phone maybe 4 times a year, my sister 'gets' me but my bro thinks I am pretty much of a loser, we don't dislike each other but live 'on different planets'. I respect him but there is no brotherly 'connection' between us. The last time I saw him, as we parted and had a hug, 'love ya' just came out of my mouth quite spontaneously and he had a sort of stunned mullet look on his face :). As some of you know I have some surgery coming up that is going to cost several thousand dollars, which I can afford but would use a good chunk of what little money I have. Just now he called me and said very genuinely that he would REALLY LIKE it if I would let him pay for my surgery. He is very well off and like many who are he hangs on to his money very tightly..... I AM BLOWN AWAY!!!

wow, just WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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[Marianne]

Mark, that's wonderful news. It's great to see what a heartfelt little 'love ya' leads to!!

Here and now in Alabama, the sky is is covered over in steely gray clouds, and there's a stout breeze blowing ... the perfect time for a nice brisk walk down the road.

All my love to all,
Marianne

[eaglespirit]

Thanks for the concern and help to everyone. Thanks Eagle Spirit - sounds like I'm already helping someone full time with problems that make mine look like a walk in the park. Vacations are out of the question, haven't been on one in a long time. Thanks PL - that was a really nice poem/verse. It hit me where it counts, beautiful. Astrid, your words touch me. Carmody, I'm impressed with your astrological knowledge. Calz, Nora, direct spirit work intrigues me. Ulli, thanks for your input about planetary aspects in my chart. Pluto and Mars. The mystery and the engine - stirring up conflicting thoughts and emotions. I get it. And understanding the two aspects of reality as one is a part of my troubles, yes.
PMed Starsha. Will talk to her tomorrow.

Good Day Ernie and All You Here and Nowers : )

Just a note...what I was feeling when I posted #2648, Ernie, was a change from surroundings...not a vacation as such...but a shift if You will...whereas Your physical and spiritual workings are in a new place...and You may well be in that 'new place' through Your Own Fruition without actually changing physical location.
So wonderful that You are helping Someone ultimately Help Their Own Self : )

[Caren]

Lovely sun filled day here in Nova.. all is very still - no winds left after the immense storm pushed through and now on it's way North to Newfoundland. The rain was throwing itself in thick, heavy sheets against our house. The Maples in the front garden bent low against their will; stripped naked of foliage but lovingly comforted today by the sun's warmth.
All is at peace.

[Lisab]

Had a strange sync yesterday but was too tired last night to post it all and knew people here needed healing so Il post it now. Remember ysterday I said I was off to walk in nature, well I decided to walk the 5 miles into town along the beach mile. I havnt done it for a while and today Ive got blisters! It was a beautiful day. I stopped halfway at my favourite cafe on the front and ordered their lovely veggie soup. Yesterday I chose the carrot and parsnip,just in case your interested, root veg good for grounding.

I met my eldest (or "first born" as I call him!) and strolled round town with him. I bought him a jumper and me a cool Ronnie Spector tshirt/dress from a funky little shop that gets cool stuff from Camden Market in London. After a while and a chitchat and a laugh, we said goodbye and I decided to get a taxi back as I couldnt be bothered to wait for the bus. Plus my legs hurt!

I got in the cab and was enjoying the view of the beach whilst stuck in traffic when the driver started talking about all the surveillance cams everywhere. Then he said " so where exactly are these terrorists. Il tell you where they are...in office". And it went from there. We got to talking about everything from 911 to David Icke! By the time I got home he was telling me he was also a contactee!! Amazing! I told him about Project Avalon and that Im a member here under a welsh flag and of course he reminded its not our original flag. We sat outside my house talking for a while. Even about shapeshifting! Brilliant!!!

[ulli]

Was watching this, but Internet here very slow again.
Anyway, the fractal animation is very beautiful
and the music is not as dark as it used to be 7 years ago.

w6RfZC3SAyM

[transiten]

Yes Lisab Brilliant!

And since i still have this cold (but feel much better today) i stayed in all day an on the Internet, so here's another for ya Lisab!

I listened to Alex Jones interviewing David Icke... my awakening was with David Wilcock and to me the "Reptilian thingy" was too much (so i joked about "Liliane the reptilian)...anyway i happened to look at a picture of Jesus as i took a pause, and found myself asking for protection while listening to the disturbing but interesting interview..

Then i watch The Tijuana UFO video with three UFOlights forming a triangle at 0.35, i then go to The Christ Salvator Mundi thread where i find Jesus holding a crystall ball with the Solar trinity inside:angel:

[Lisab]

Speaking of dark music, David Lynch has released an album. Its all his own music and is recieving brilliant reviews and believe it or not its already on You tube, so Im guessing he's giving it away for free. I checked it out and...it's dark, it's twisted, its typical Lynch and I love it!! There's also a really good interview in The Guardian (online) if anyones interested. Its very surreal and very funny.

[ulli]

Had a strange sync yesterday but was too tired last night to post it all and knew people here needed healing so Il post it now. Remember ysterday I said I was off to walk in nature, well I decided to walk the 5 miles into town along the beach mile. I havnt done it for a while and today Ive got blisters! It was a beautiful day. I stopped halfway at my favourite cafe on the front and ordered their lovely veggie soup. Yesterday I chose the carrot and parsnip,just in case your interested, root veg good for grounding.

I met my eldest (or "first born" as I call him!) and strolled round town with him. I bought him a jumper and me a cool Ronnie Spector tshirt/dress from a funky little shop that gets cool stuff from Camden Market in London. After a while and a chitchat and a laugh, we said goodbye and I decided to get a taxi back as I couldnt be bothered to wait for the bus. Plus my legs hurt!

I got in the cab and was enjoying the view of the beach whilst stuck in traffic when the driver started talking about all the surveillance cams everywhere. Then he said " so where exactly are these terrorists. Il tell you where they are...in office". And it went from there. We got to talking about everything from 911 to David Icke! By the time I got home he was telling me he was also a contactee!! Amazing! I told him about Project Avalon and that Im a member here under a welsh flag and of course he reminded its not our original flag. We sat outside my house talking for a while. Even about shapeshifting! Brilliant!!!


Brilliant indeed. Happens to me every time I sit on a plane...always get to sit next to someone
who is already in the know and wants to learn more and share their own info.
And I know the PTB don't have that much power to make those seating arrangements...
so I know that there are inter dimensional white hats white winged beings who organize these things beforehand.

Even my recent problematic reservation was all about that...I had already reserved my seats online, but the mess the airline made caused them to assign me different seats,
and guess what, on each of those two flights I sat between two people who were prepared souls. It all became quite animated, such a fun trip.
But that seat reservation was left to chance.
There are no coincidences.

[transiten]

Here's my 11.11.11 11:11 synchronicity:

Talking about David Wilcock i'm reading his "Source Field Investigations" and was already familiar with an experiment he is describing on p 209, made by the Russian scientist Dr. Peter Gariaev who sent a green nonburning laser through salamander eggs, and then redirected the beam into frog eggs. Amazingly, the frog eggs completely transformed into salamander eggs. Though these salamanders hatched from the generic material of a frog, they lived normal lives-and could breed with other salmanders to produce healthy offspring.

We were sitting all by ourselves on top of a high cliff looking out over the blue sea with the sun shimmering gate. I showed them the pictures of my dog Pajazzo and there also was this pic of a frog that i took, sitting still in the sun on a cliff at our summerhouse on the east coast.

Alex the 18 year old son of my Peruvian friend (with these typical noble Indian traits) who is very interested in UFO:s and spirituality went off by himself for a while. As he came back he showed us something he had found among the cliffs and grass: i almost jumped out of my shoes! It was 5 small salamanders made of paper...

I also told them what Pajazzo communicated when channeled by a medium: among other things he mentioned "anchor". The town where my dad lives has an anchor as symbol, you see it everywhere and we talked about it with the taxidriver (who happened to be born there and had not visited the place ever since he moved) As we entered the area where the medium lived some 150 kilometers away, there was this big anchor in a plantation...........

Before going home Fransisca cleared her handbag and the last thing that fell on the ground at my feet (i was the only one who noticed: Virgo ascendant) was...a small anchor the sign of Hope

[Caren]

Hi Lisab - that's an amazing story/happening! Thank you - so interesting and lovely to hear.
Also - @ transiten very interesting sync.. Glad you are feeling better. :)
Last evening my husband Bernie and I drove into the city to watch our youngest son 'Dean' play (he is a :drum: ). There were many young 20 somethings in the small venue - the energy was abundant and delicious! Oh.. to be that age again!
Vivid memories come flooding back :)

[ulli]

Here's my 11.11.11 11:11 synchronicity:

Talking about David Wilcock i'm reading his "Source Field Investigations" and was already familiar with an experiment he is describing on p 209, made by the Russian scientist Dr. Peter Gariaev who sent a green nonburning laser through salamander eggs, and then redirected the beam into frog eggs. Amazingly, the frog eggs completely transformed into salamander eggs. Though these salamanders hatched from the generic material of a frog, they lived normal lives-and could breed with other salmanders to produce healthy offspring.

We were sitting all by ourselves on top of a high cliff looking out over the blue sea with the sun shimmering gate. I showed them the pictures of my dog Pajazzo and there also was this pic of a frog that i took, sitting still in the sun on a cliff at our summerhouse on the east coast.

Alex the 18 year old son of my Peruvian friend (with these typical noble Indian traits) who is very interested in UFO:s and spirituality went off by himself for a while. As he came back he showed us something he had found among the cliffs and grass: i almost jumped out of my shoes! It was 5 small salamanders made of paper...

I also told them what Pajazzo communicated when channeled by a medium: among other things he mentioned "anchor". The town where my dad lives has an anchor as symbol, you see it everywhere and we talked about it with the taxidriver (who happened to be born there and had not visited the place ever since he moved) As we entered the place where the medium lived some 150 kilometers away, there was this big anchor in a plantation.

Before going home Fransisca cleared her handbag and the last thing that fell on the ground at my feet (i was the only one who noticed: Virgo ascendant) was...a small anchor the sign of Hope


Here are some frogs for you.
My son's art. His site is www.somefield.com

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[Lisab]

So glad your getting better Transiten. I still miss my old cat Kato and still well up when I think about him. He was one of a kind. Il tell you our story one day.

Caren how lovely your Dean is a drummer. My son Jack and his girlfriend are like two peas in a pod, everyone says so. They finish each others sentences, their so alike its amazing. They both love hiphop, especially old skool and I love it when they both start rappin' at each other, sooo funny!!! We love music in our family so he's pretty much into anything good. He's a sag sun,rising Leo and Gemini moon. When an astrolger looked at his chart he said that unlike the typical freedom loving Sag when Jack meets a girl it'll probably be for keeps, especially due to his own emotionally unstable upbringing, his dad didnt want to know him. He's been with this girl a year now and their just so cute together.x

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Here's my 11.11.11 11:11 synchronicity:

Talking about David Wilcock i'm reading his "Source Field Investigations" and was already familiar with an experiment he is describing on p 209, made by the Russian scientist Dr. Peter Gariaev who sent a green nonburning laser through salamander eggs, and then redirected the beam into frog eggs. Amazingly, the frog eggs completely transformed into salamander eggs. Though these salamanders hatched from the generic material of a frog, they lived normal lives-and could breed with other salmanders to produce healthy offspring.

We were sitting all by ourselves on top of a high cliff looking out over the blue sea with the sun shimmering gate. I showed them the pictures of my dog Pajazzo and there also was this pic of a frog that i took, sitting still in the sun on a cliff at our summerhouse on the east coast.

Alex the 18 year old son of my Peruvian friend (with these typical noble Indian traits) who is very interested in UFO:s and spirituality went off by himself for a while. As he came back he showed us something he had found among the cliffs and grass: i almost jumped out of my shoes! It was 5 small salamanders made of paper...

I also told them what Pajazzo communicated when channeled by a medium: among other things he mentioned "anchor". The town where my dad lives has an anchor as symbol, you see it everywhere and we talked about it with the taxidriver (who happened to be born there and had not visited the place ever since he moved) As we entered the place where the medium lived some 150 kilometers away, there was this big anchor in a plantation.

Before going home Fransisca cleared her handbag and the last thing that fell on the ground at my feet (i was the only one who noticed: Virgo ascendant) was...a small anchor the sign of Hope


Here are some frogs for you.
My son's art. His site is www.somefield.com

http://www.picturesonwalls.com/Data/Filestore/Barnaby_The_Committee.gif

Ulli I showed my friend Hollie your son's art work a couple of weeks ago. I knew she'd be into it as much as me. Its stunning.

[transiten]

Wow ulli!

Such radiant beautiful colors! And Alice in Wonderland, that's me:paintgirl:, my second name is Alice and i actually went to an artschool in my 20:ies!

[ulli]

Wow ulli!

Such radiant beautiful colors! And Alice in Wonderland, that's me:paintgirl:, my second name is Alice and i actually went to an artschool in my 20:ies!


The Alice in Wonderland contest was several years ago.
An Internet art contest. He won first prize, which in a way surprised him as he thought
using a sexy adult as what is considered a children's book icon would upset some people.

[Caren]

That is beautiful ulli, excited to see more of your sons work (website).
We are blessed to have many Salamanders in our garden and nearby woods. One Mother's day back a few years, my husband Bernie and son Ben made me a small pond in the garden; complete with a fountain which trickles slowly over stones aligning the pond. There are lovely reeds growing in the water as well as Iris.
We are delighted that each year now we get many visitors.. ravens, song birds, numerous dragonflies etc. but what really warms my heart is the pair of frogs which seem to magically appear in the pond each spring :)

[astrid]

Just woke up 2.22 am
Getting back to base again, time in nature
such a cure for many things.
Louis here snoring, still no more night terrors.
So glad I go some help for him.
Noticed that when I'm a bit ungrounded
they both lie across some part of my body.
Pretty cool how animals are in service
to us both here and in other realities. .

Ever since I was very small I had a
very special bond with animals, that often
got me into micheif . One time my parents took
us to the the agricultural show in Melbourne
l - I was 8 or even younger
The crowds at these 3 or 4 day events are always
massive. Lots of show rides side shows and of course
all the animal events and judging .
We were in the pig shed looking at all the various
types of pig breeds some of them were huge,
i don't think I had seen pigs before that, not that
size anyway. Now I don't recall why did what did,
whether I was bored or whether I felt sorry for the
pigs beiing.confined to small pens. But I reached over
and I unlatched the pen of one of the largest pigs.
Pigs are pretty smart and this one was no
exception even with the crowd noise he or she
realized it was unlatched and was quickly pushing
open the pen door. I think I had an " oh ****"
moment and tried to push back against the
gate but of course I was.no match for this
massive pig .
The next thing I can recall was this pig taking
off into the crowd and the stewards in chase .
Needless to say the show trip was cut short
and I was taken home and sent to my room

Another time when I was older in biology class
we had one day old chickens. We were doing
an exercise on animal imprinting, and worked
in a group with one chick per group.
At the end we were meant to give them back
but me being me got all worried about the
chickens fate being either battery farm laying
hell or someone's dinner. So I stole said chicken
and smuggled it home on the bus.
It lived in my bedroom until discovered then after
much convincing and the thought of our own eggs
my parents begrudgingly agreed I could keep it

Luckily it turned out to be a hen and graced us
with her laying efforts for many years
She must have been a meat breed as she was
huge and even doubled as a guard dog chasing
out visitors both wanted or not .
Unfortunately her end was met one year close
on Xmas . Lucy,as we called her disappeared
one day and it was suspected she did in fact end
up in someone's pot for Xmas lunch .

[jorr lundstrom]

Another frog from me. LOL

http://i600.photobucket.com/albums/tt81/sakasvattaja/mantellaa015a.jpg

[ulli]

That is beautiful ulli, excited to see more of your sons work (website).
We are blessed to have many Salamanders in our garden an nearby woods. One Mother's day back a few years, my husband Bernie and son Ben made me a small pond in the garden; complete with a fountain which trickles slowly over stones aligning the pond. There are lovely reeds growing in the water as well as Iris.
We are delighted that each year now we get many visitors.. ravens, song birds, numerous dragonflies etc. but what really warms my heart is the pair of frogs which seem to appear magically in the pond each spring :)


I remember falling into the pond on our farm when I was little. I used to spend hours lying on that little wooden bridge above it and watch the tad poles and salamanders. Then one day I remember I fell in, and the panic it caused all the adults. I have no memory of feeling the cold water, or anything, just that my clothes got all wet and someone lifted me out and everyone had come running to see if I was ok.
Then soon after a bull dozer arrived and that was the end of that pond.
Another thirty years later my mother built a petting zoo in that spot, with a tower for the resident goat. Here is a 2006 picture:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=11272&thumb=1&d=1321201491
http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=11273&thumb=1&d=1321201540

[transiten]

Ha ha, that's a comment to the restructuring of DNA! At least one of the spirals!

[Lisab]

Astrid I loved your animal rescue stories. Funny and sad. Just as I finished the hen story I realised that, oh dear, Im eating chicken piri piri. x

[ViralSpiral]

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=11273&thumb=1&d=1321201540


Cranberry goats cheese anyone?


;)



loved, loved, LOVED the taxi driver story.
Rumi's "Guest House"
Everyone a teacher...

[ulli]

I think the way the stories are flowing we are having a real village camp fire moment here.
So nice, feeling all that warmth.
Every Easter we used to get 100 1-day-old chicks, for which dad had built a small house full of turf. In the beginning they would be in a smaller enclosure which had a large infrared lightbulb hanging above them to keep them warm.
After a week or so they could start coming out into the turf area.
I used to lie there for hours, enjoying the feeling of having these yellow fluff balls walk all over me.
Real farm girl, I was.

[ulli]

Oh dear, we are already at over 51,000 views and just yesterday I made a mental note to mark that 50,000 moment.
This thread is moving too fast for my old eyes.

[starsha]

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=11273&thumb=1&d=1321201540


Cranberry goats cheese anyone?


;)



loved, loved, LOVED the taxi driver story.
Rumi's "Guest House"
Everyone a teacher...

Did i miss the Rumi guest house poem? That is my all time favorite!

Here now i am sitting in my kitchen playing around on avalon in between gazing out the window watching the fall leaves. Amazed and enthralled by a deep internal silence and feelings of love, contentment and peace. Ohhh and now a woodpecker just flew up to the window, what a beautiful little creature! Feeling grateful for this peaceful thread.

[transiten]

When my dad was young they used to hatch eggs themselves (not the shell of course) and i remember i tried to save rats from drowning in a barrel even trying to save them from the cat <Lol> Also have vivid memories from the farmer (i was a "summerchild") killing the kittens, throwing them on the dung-hill and when my favourite calf was slaughtered i was devastated.

Surely mercury is slow bringing old memories back.....

[ulli]

When my dad was young they used to hatch eggs themselves (not the shell of course) and i remember i tried to save rats from drowning in a barrel even trying to save them from the cat <Lol> Also have vivid memories from the farmer (i was a "summerchild") killing the kittens, throwing them on the dung-hill and when my favourite calf was slaughtered i was devastated.

Surely mercury is slow bringing old memories back.....

Those all could be my own memories, although I was never too keen on the mice
which made noises in the rafters above my bed at nights, as the grain storage area was up there.
But puppies, kittens, baby calves, chicks, they were my companions in an otherwise lonely childhood.
And the disasters to do with the killings...I can't even face going there now.
All reminds me of The Silence of the Lambs.

[Lisab]

Speaking of rats when I was 17 and a punk I used to hang out with a guy who had a pet rat, which in those days was still pretty unusual. Anyway one day I opened his living room door, not knowing his rat was roaming free and caught the poor little mites tail in the door. I was devastated but said friend was too stoned to be bothered. I took the little thing to the pdsa and they just looked at me like I was stupid and refused to help. I took him home, nursed him and he was fine. Wish I could remember his name. Something punky like Rattus (Novegus) no doubt!

[transiten]

On a wagon, bound for market, there's a calf with a mourning (?)eye......Old Donovan came to mind...

[Lisab]

Cows are another animal that make me well up. Cows, horses and elephants. Its the eyes.

My kids are the same with animals. The only time I ever saw Jack ever get really angry, when he was little, was when he came home from school and told me a story of a kid who'd pulled the wings of a dragon fly off. My son was only 8 and he said that he'd wanted to hit the boy and say "Im a dragon fly watcha gonna do about it". Of course I gave him the non violence speech but I was struck by his passion. He also wept openly in Sri Lanka when we saw a chained elephant in a some hotel grounds. The owner asked him if he wanted to ride the elephant he said no way.

[Caren]

Loving all the farm animal stories (animal lover).
My baby sister Carol was constantly lugging critters of all sorts home to 'mother' them. One late summer day she brought a pond frog home but my father wouldn't allow it in the house (she was young and wanted it in her bed) haha
So.. being that she thought it needed shelter for the night; she placed it complete with 'tissue blanket' in the dash of my father's car.. :)
..a few days later my father discovered it.. poor frog :)
She is still a huge animal magnet.
LOVE your goat house ulli fantastic!

[Lisab]

Strange Ulli. I cant seem to get your pics. I didnt get the Barbados postcard or the goats pic. But Ive started getting vids now. Weird.

[astrid]

@Ulli . I also had a love affair with frogs and our laundry
was always filled with buckets or fish tanks of tadpoles
in various degrees of "frogness" .
I also loved lizards was often playing with skinks
in our back yard. I was always headed for vet
science as a career but because of all he bullying
at school and unstable home live studying was
an uphill battle.
I have been noticing of late though
that I am realizing some of my early childhood
dreams, kind of late , but am stating to feel
like my life is my own again and i can finally
be who I was born to be .

Avoiding things that haunt you only makes them
grow larger. As they say "'monsters grow in the dark"
Years of avoiding my family has only made me more
stuck . At least in recent years i was "taught"ways to
help both them and me non physically so the whole
exercise of being with them is so much less stressful .

Sure us mystic types have some fast work arounds
but permissions are always something to respect
and consider. But it occurred to me recently with
ancestral healing work that i do in fact have
total "clearance "' to work cleaning up any lines
that I am a part of . Something I didn't see before.
So now it's my main focus .
I had a " vision " of doing exactly this for a few
years but it seemed like such an arduous and
trauma ridden task . But now I'm realizing that
it's anything but and what's more they don't even
have to know what it is I'm doing.
I will be standing back and taking note of any changes
which will be easy to see as they have been stuck in
the same patterns for so long.
Ok time for more sleep
4.44am

[starsha]

This conversation reminds me of when my son was about 4. One day we were playing out in the rain and he was watching the worms, he was fascinated by them (typical little boy). :) The next day we went outside and they had dried up in the sun. His eyes welled up and he said "why did they die mommy?" and i explained to him that they dried up in the sun. He was SO upset about it. The next time it rained, he was outside in his little rubber boots for hours, 'saving' all the worms by picking them up and putting them back on the grass. :)

[Calz]

Just returned home from picking up a pizza for the family ... and lo and behold I heard one of the smokinest little jams ever on the radio.

:smokin:

Couldn't believe my ears. Heard the studio version of the song before (a classic) but never heard this live version.

Crank it up!!! :music:


2UIptI2rcjg

[Carmody]

Just returned home from picking up a pizza for the family ... and lo and behold I heard one of the smokinest little jams ever on the radio.

:smokin:

Couldn't believe my ears. Heard the studio version of the song before (a classic) but never heard this live version.

Crank it up!!! :music:


2UIptI2rcjg


what i always found interesting is that Stevie's brother is, in many ways.... the better guitarist ('more accomplished', might be a better phrase).....but had or has no deep desire for the limelight.

[ulli]

That was some energy performance, Calz.
And I'm going up, up, up
the hill
to help my son who is alone with the two little brats...
wifey went to Venezuela with the other grannie
and already
despite the fact that he had wanted to rise to the challenge of taking care of the toddler and baby all by himself
didn't last too long...I got a call how peanut butter got smeared everywhere...
hehe...going to do a big clean-up now. See y'all later.
Grannies do come in handy.
His words were:
Mum, I do believe there is a devil now. Everything went wrong.
I said that was no devil, that was only Murphy.

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what i always found interesting is that Stevie's brother is, in many ways.... the better guitarist ('more accomplished', might be a better phrase).....but had or has no deep desire for the limelight.

Hmm...just like someone we all know here (and now?) that's how it works....behind the scenes is safer at times.

[Lisab]

Hee hee. have fun with the grandkids Ulli.

Here and now its only 6.30 but Im shattered already. Been sleeping alot lately, all thru the night, which makes a nice change. Waiting for little un to arrive from his daddys. Hot bath then bed. Not just him, me too. Yaaawwwnn. I think it must be my magic blend doing its work.

[Lisab]

I shall be dreaming of colourful frogs and salamanders tonight. x

[ulli]

Strange Ulli. I cant seem to get your pics. I didnt get the Barbados postcard or the goats pic. But Ive started getting vids now. Weird.

I don't understand. Maybe you could ask Paul, or Ilie, why Vids work and pics don't. I went through the whole procedure, first uploading from my photo files to my Avalon albums, then I took that image address and posted it to the thread. Weird how some can see it and others can't.
Taking my laptop with me, in case I miss you so such I need to check in while kids are napping....
Oh, I have to stop and buy gas...what a drag....

[Caren]

@ulli,
Granny to the rescue :car: Good luck with the peanut butter! (tricky to get off walls and furniture).
I am a granny too ulli (one year old Hanna) isn't it great?!
When she visited us in summer - she painted a large circle on the new sofa with
applesauce :faint2:
Oh well.. at least it was organic.

[ThePythonicCow]

Strange Ulli. I cant seem to get your pics. I didnt get the Barbados postcard or the goats pic. But Ive started getting vids now. Weird.

I don't understand. Maybe you could ask Paul, or Ilie, why Vids work and pics don't.

Do you have a link to a post that's giving you this trouble?

[Ernie Nemeth]

When I was young (4 or 5), I was out playing near the curb in Montreal. It was a cold fall day and there was a crust of ice on the water in the curb. Water was flowing beneath and I was breaking the ice as I clomped along.
Suddenly this shape wizzed by under the ice. It was an animal and I was fascinated. I watched it swim under the ice down the street. I saw up a ways that the ice ended at a drain. I don't know from where but I got a paper bag ready and when the creature got to the drain I was ready.
I took my catch home to my mom, who was heavy with my unborn sister. I handed her the bag, all proud and stuff. I asked her what kind of animal it was. She opened the bag and this thing jumped up onto her shoulder, clambered onto her head and jumped to freedom from there.
My mom freaked and tripped on the ice and fell hard.
I had caught a rat in my bag!

[ulli]

Strange Ulli. I cant seem to get your pics. I didnt get the Barbados postcard or the goats pic. But Ive started getting vids now. Weird.

I don't understand. Maybe you could ask Paul, or Ilie, why Vids work and pics don't.

Do you have a link to a post that's giving you this trouble?


Post #2705 previous page has two images from one of my albums...goat tower. Maybe she could just visit my albums...

[Lisab]

When I was young (4 or 5), I was out playing near the curb in Montreal. It was a cold fall day and there was a crust of ice on the water in the curb. Water was flowing beneath and I was breaking the ice as I clomped along.
Suddenly this shape wizzed by under the ice. It was an animal and I was fascinated. I watched it swim under the ice down the street. I saw up a ways that the ice ended at a drain. I don't know from where but I got a paper bag ready and when the creature got to the drain I was ready.
I took my catch home to my mom, who was heavy with my unborn sister. I handed her the bag, all proud and stuff. I asked her what kind of animal it was. She opened the bag and this thing jumped up onto her shoulder, clambered onto her head and jumped to freedom from there.
My mom freaked and tripped on the ice and fell hard.
I had caught a rat in my bag!

Ernie your poor mum! What a shock that must have been. Yeeeechh!!

[ThePythonicCow]

Post #2705 previous page has two images from one of my albums...goat tower. Maybe she could just visit my albums...
Lucky goat - few get a nice tower like that to climb on :).

I don't see anything wrong with how they're posted. I've no clue why someone might not be able to see them. Sorry

[Lisab]

Post #2705 previous page has two images from one of my albums...goat tower. Maybe she could just visit my albums...
Lucky goat - few get a nice tower like that to climb on :).

I don't see anything wrong with how they're posted. I've no clue why someone might not be able to see them. Sorry

Il get my son to have a look for me next time he's round.

[Lisab]

Just been looking at Snowbird's are you a Pleadian Starseed video? I answered yes to virtually every question. What is it about the Pleadians that I find so drawn too? Ponder,ponder. I know alot of people here feel the same.

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Just been looking at Snowbird's are you a Pleadian Starseed video? I answered yes to virtually every question. What is it about the Pleadians that I find so drawn too? Ponder,ponder. I know alot of people here feel the same.

Ha ha Lisab just watched it too, don't think so, I'm ALWAYS in time and i know exactly how long 15 minutes are when performing!

[eaglespirit]

Just been looking at Snowbird's are you a Pleadian Starseed video? I answered yes to virtually every question. What is it about the Pleadians that I find so drawn too? Ponder,ponder. I know alot of people here feel the same.

Hi Lisab...Good Day to You : )

I think many of Us here at Here and Now resonate with much of the Starseed video by Snowbird.
There may be some variables...but many of the traits are common in those of Us working
to help change things for the better right now as best we may.
I , myself, am spiritually drawn to Lyra/Vega and feel strong connection and liaison to Pleiades.

WE are a part of something very beautiful about to unfold (with our help) : )

[modwiz]

This conversation reminds me of when my son was about 4. One day we were playing out in the rain and he was watching the worms, he was fascinated by them (typical little boy). :) The next day we went outside and they had dried up in the sun. His eyes welled up and he said "why did they die mommy?" and i explained to him that they dried up in the sun. He was SO upset about it. The next time it rained, he was outside in his little rubber boots for hours, 'saving' all the worms by picking them up and putting them back on the grass. :)

I still do that. I also do it when I move leaves or a rock and uncover one. In warm weather if I pick up a rock for some reason and there is an ant nest beneath it I do my best to put it down gently in the original position. My tent had a spider in every corner. Mosquitoes are the only insects who need to avoid me. They are the banksters (not bankers) and CEO's of the insect world. Useless bloodsuckers.

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Same here, but what about the ticks? Don't you have them Over there? Can cause borrelia and meningitis.

[Guest]

Nora


"bark bore beatles" That's a funny sync...Suppose you mean beetle? You posting just after the wonderful song written by former Beatles member George Harrisson, Pisces with Scorpio Moon...or was it intentional?




By they way, after all the healing i've been flushed with from all over the world (even wrote on facebook "Now you've got to send me healing even if you don't believe in it" although i almost never post there) Lo and Behold i had a total purge last night, felt like i was turned inside out and now i'm feeling much better, and the stars chime in: Mercury/Venus trine my NN approaching Neptune in some hours! Halleluja! I can imagine my guitars have been weeping for a long time longing for my touch:music:

Hey transiten, perhaps here & now i am hearing munching of all those poor trees -no but really i need to pay better attention to my spelling -and hopefully my articulation of words will improve......also

So beautiful when we call out and the Universe responds in kind

Nora

we are all related

[starsha]

This conversation reminds me of when my son was about 4. One day we were playing out in the rain and he was watching the worms, he was fascinated by them (typical little boy). :) The next day we went outside and they had dried up in the sun. His eyes welled up and he said "why did they die mommy?" and i explained to him that they dried up in the sun. He was SO upset about it. The next time it rained, he was outside in his little rubber boots for hours, 'saving' all the worms by picking them up and putting them back on the grass. :)

I still do that. I also do it when I move leaves or a rock and uncover one. In warm weather if I pick up a rock for some reason and there is and ant nest beneath it I do my best to put down gently in the original position. My tent had a spider in every corner. Mosquitoes are the only insects who need to avoid me. They are the banksters (not bankers) and CEO's of the insect world. Useless bloodsuckers.

lol! Yeah i guess my son gets it from his mom ... i always do the 'cup and paper' trick for letting the flys or spiders out of the house in the summer. There is something extra precious about how little kids naturally appreciate life though, it's just so adorable.

[modwiz]

Same here, but what about the ticks? Don't you have them Over there? Can cause borrelia and meningitis.

They can cause, is a conditional phrase. I can kill.

So far, ticks and I go our separate ways without incidence. I believe my relationship with our Mother, Gaia, has a lot to do with this. I actually feel bad for mosquitoes. They have such a sh!tty job.

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This conversation reminds me of when my son was about 4. One day we were playing out in the rain and he was watching the worms, he was fascinated by them (typical little boy). :) The next day we went outside and they had dried up in the sun. His eyes welled up and he said "why did they die mommy?" and i explained to him that they dried up in the sun. He was SO upset about it. The next time it rained, he was outside in his little rubber boots for hours, 'saving' all the worms by picking them up and putting them back on the grass. :)

I still do that. I also do it when I move leaves or a rock and uncover one. In warm weather if I pick up a rock for some reason and there is and ant nest beneath it I do my best to put down gently in the original position. My tent had a spider in every corner. Mosquitoes are the only insects who need to avoid me. They are the banksters (not bankers) and CEO's of the insect world. Useless bloodsuckers.

lol! Yeah i guess my son gets it from his mom ... i always do the 'cup and paper' trick for letting the flys or spiders out of the house in the summer. There is something extra precious about how little kids naturally appreciate life though, it's just so adorable.

Hmmmm, had to do "the cup and paper" trick with a scorpion once in Greece while my female friends fled in panic....something to do with me being a scorpio?

[modwiz]

This conversation reminds me of when my son was about 4. One day we were playing out in the rain and he was watching the worms, he was fascinated by them (typical little boy). :) The next day we went outside and they had dried up in the sun. His eyes welled up and he said "why did they die mommy?" and i explained to him that they dried up in the sun. He was SO upset about it. The next time it rained, he was outside in his little rubber boots for hours, 'saving' all the worms by picking them up and putting them back on the grass. :)

I still do that. I also do it when I move leaves or a rock and uncover one. In warm weather if I pick up a rock for some reason and there is and ant nest beneath it I do my best to put down gently in the original position. My tent had a spider in every corner. Mosquitoes are the only insects who need to avoid me. They are the banksters (not bankers) and CEO's of the insect world. Useless bloodsuckers.

lol! Yeah i guess my son gets it from his mom ... i always do the 'cup and paper' trick for letting the flys or spiders out of the house in the summer. There is something extra precious about how little kids naturally appreciate life though, it's just so adorable.

Hmmmm, had to do "the cup and paper" trick with a scorpion once in Greece while my female friends fled in panic....something to do with me being a scorpio?

Scopions understand one another. It is an energy you have to 'know' to understand. I find Scorpios are married to other Scorpios in greater frequency than other signs. That is my experience, anyway.

Good on you for treating the scorpion with kindness. I have never met one in the wild yet. It will be interesting when I finally do. I have Scorpio rising.

[thunder24]

So far, ticks and I go our separate ways without incidence. I believe my relationship with our Mother, Gaia, has a lot to do with this. I actually feel bad for mosquitoes. They have such a sh!tty job.


Snakes, bees, and me have an agreement...they don't attack me and I dont' attack them, however, in my dwelling if we can't come to a reasonable resolution i.e. they leave my inhabitance, they will be removed with force.
Spiders get the taken outside treatment and or left to live in the cornors...I've roamed the mountains for almost 3 decades and never ran into a bear, mountian lion, or bobcat.

This great hunk of rock floating through space has a way of takeing care of all within it's dwelling and inhabitants...aleast thats what it seems like to me

peace

[dan33]

"Your Body Will Remember" . I love this sentence.

... and the other is - "Your thread is up to 138 pages.... ulli,... is perfectly normal!! calm down. ... is perfectly normal! :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OxstD2jN08

Hugs !

[Carmody]

This conversation reminds me of when my son was about 4. One day we were playing out in the rain and he was watching the worms, he was fascinated by them (typical little boy). :) The next day we went outside and they had dried up in the sun. His eyes welled up and he said "why did they die mommy?" and i explained to him that they dried up in the sun. He was SO upset about it. The next time it rained, he was outside in his little rubber boots for hours, 'saving' all the worms by picking them up and putting them back on the grass. :)

I still do that. I also do it when I move leaves or a rock and uncover one. In warm weather if I pick up a rock for some reason and there is and ant nest beneath it I do my best to put down gently in the original position. My tent had a spider in every corner. Mosquitoes are the only insects who need to avoid me. They are the banksters (not bankers) and CEO's of the insect world. Useless bloodsuckers.

lol! Yeah i guess my son gets it from his mom ... i always do the 'cup and paper' trick for letting the flys or spiders out of the house in the summer. There is something extra precious about how little kids naturally appreciate life though, it's just so adorable.

Hmmmm, had to do "the cup and paper" trick with a scorpion once in Greece while my female friends fled in panic....something to do with me being a scorpio?

Scopions understand one another. It is an energy you have to 'know' to understand. I find Scorpios inmarried to other Scorpios in greater frequency than other signs. That is my experience, anyway.

Good on you for treating the scorpion with kindness. I have never met one in the wild yet. It will be interesting when I finally do. I have Scorpio rising.

Virgos tend to do that as well. My mother, in her later life, married herself. :p (he was born the same day)

[modwiz]

lol! Yeah i guess my son gets it from his mom ... i always do the 'cup and paper' trick for letting the flys or spiders out of the house in the summer. There is something extra precious about how little kids naturally appreciate life though, it's just so adorable.

Hmmmm, had to do "the cup and paper" trick with a scorpion once in Greece while my female friends fled in panic....something to do with me being a scorpio?

Scopions understand one another. It is an energy you have to 'know' to understand. I find Scorpios inmarried to other Scorpios in greater frequency than other signs. That is my experience, anyway.

Good on you for treating the scorpion with kindness. I have never met one in the wild yet. It will be interesting when I finally do. I have Scorpio rising.

Virgos tend to do that as well. My mother, in her later life, married herself. :p (he was born the same day)

I have a Virgo midheaven.

[ulli]

The more people progress on the path of integration the less opposite polarity they manifest. This is my experience. I can see myself in all of you.
Right now I'm dead...those boys here have kept me busy. It has been a Fischer Price experience. After feeding them I even read a Dr. Seuss bedtime story to the eldest. Now babysitting, while son went out to see friends. Air is too cool for having the ceiling fan on and too hot not to. Think I'll find myself a sheet and cover up and sleep a bit.

[ulli]

I never put on my shoes without checking for scorpions first. Living in the tropics you get used to that. It's a must habit. We had a puma sleeping in the tree of our entrance gate once. I don't go for long walks in Costa Rica the way I do in Barbados. Too dangerous.

[Carmody]

When I was young (4 or 5), I was out playing near the curb in Montreal. It was a cold fall day and there was a crust of ice on the water in the curb. Water was flowing beneath and I was breaking the ice as I clomped along.
Suddenly this shape wizzed by under the ice. It was an animal and I was fascinated. I watched it swim under the ice down the street. I saw up a ways that the ice ended at a drain. I don't know from where but I got a paper bag ready and when the creature got to the drain I was ready.
I took my catch home to my mom, who was heavy with my unborn sister. I handed her the bag, all proud and stuff. I asked her what kind of animal it was. She opened the bag and this thing jumped up onto her shoulder, clambered onto her head and jumped to freedom from there.
My mom freaked and tripped on the ice and fell hard.
I had caught a rat in my bag!

Ernie your poor mum! What a shock that must have been. Yeeeechh!!

yeah, when I read those words..even though it was years past and not anyone I know.. My guts nearly liquified and I went wobbly for a second. Heavily pregnant and she slammed into hard ice. Ouch. It is also that I've fallen down onto hard ice my fair share of times. The odd car accident as well. (I've been in 9 car accidents)