Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Hi Donk. I'll definitely be thinking of you during this trying time, and hope and wish the best outcome for all.
Try to maintain a balance in all of this.
I was reading this article earlier, about the son of the celebrated British psychiatrist R.D. Laing,
and found it interesting...also in view of how much alcohol has contributed to family disintegration
and people becoming insane.
Maybe reading this will make you feel that you are lucky and that things could be worse.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2008/jun/01/mentalhealth.society

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

There are, as a fact, half buried megaliths all up and down the eastern seaboard, as well, that science goes to great lengths to ignore.

For more on that, follow through with these links that I came across and bookmarked recently:

http://nanopatentsandinnovations.blogspot.com/2012/10/who-built-americas-stonehenge.html

http://nanopatentsandinnovations.blogspot.com/2013/01/ancient-american-pyramidal-mound-built.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_FSmvBgHUc

http://nanopatentsandinnovations.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-black-drink-of-cahokia-revealed.html

[1inMany]

LOL

https://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/525718_446957725370874_549785868_n.jpg

[Chester]

Hi - I have moved back to Texas... has to do with my middle son who got in some trouble.

Strangely - I am finding I like it here. Now don't get me wrong... I would far rather be in Latin America but that's just because I got a thing for Latin women, but sometimes there's a higher call and in this case the phone rang loud and clear.

What I like about being back in Texas is the level of efficiency the folks here seem to operate on. Anyways, I figured with so many new things happening, meteors flying all around and that I happen to have relocated to the greatest show on earth (pretty much a circus here), a name change was due.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clown


Fear of clowns

The term coulrophobia has been proposed to denote an abnormal, exaggerated, or irrational fear of clowns. The term is of recent use but is not commonly used in psychology, and according to one analyst, "has been coined more on the Internet than in printed form because it does not appear in any previously published, psychiatric, unabridged, or abridged dictionary". In particular, the term is not recognised as a specific disorder by the American Psychiatric Association in its latest categorisation of disorders, nor is it recognised by the World Health Organisation as a valid disorder.

It is common for children to be afraid of disguised, exaggerated, or costumed figures—even Santa Claus. Ute myths feature a cannibalistic clown monster called the Siats. In the Space To Care study aimed at improving hospital design for children, researchers from the University of Sheffield polled 250 children regarding their opinions on clowns; all 250 children in the study, whose ages ranged between four and sixteen, reported that they found clowns frightening and disliked clowns as part of hospital decor.

Clown costumes tend to exaggerate the facial features and some body parts, such as hands and feet and noses. This can be read as monstrous or deformed as easily as it can be read as comical. Some have suggested, however, that a fear of clowns may stem from early childhood experience, when infants begin to process and make sense of facial features. The significant aberrations in a clown's face may frighten a child so much that they carry this phobia throughout their adult life.

The British arts and music festival Bestival cancelled its planned clown theme in 2006 after many adult ticketholders contacted the organizers expressing a fear of clowns.

[ulli]

Hi - I have moved back to Texas... has to do with my middle son who got in some trouble.

Strangely - I am finding I like it here. Now don't get me wrong... I would far rather be in Latin America but that's just because I got a thing for Latin women, but sometimes there's a higher call and in this case the phone rang loud and clear.

What I like about being back in Texas is the level of efficiency the folks here seem to operate on. Anyways, I figured with so many new things happening, meteors flying all around and that I happen to have relocated to the greatest show on earth (pretty much a circus here), a name change was due.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clown


Fear of clowns

The term coulrophobia has been proposed to denote an abnormal, exaggerated, or irrational fear of clowns. The term is of recent use but is not commonly used in psychology, and according to one analyst, "has been coined more on the Internet than in printed form because it does not appear in any previously published, psychiatric, unabridged, or abridged dictionary". In particular, the term is not recognised as a specific disorder by the American Psychiatric Association in its latest categorisation of disorders, nor is it recognised by the World Health Organisation as a valid disorder.

It is common for children to be afraid of disguised, exaggerated, or costumed figures—even Santa Claus. Ute myths feature a cannibalistic clown monster called the Siats. In the Space To Care study aimed at improving hospital design for children, researchers from the University of Sheffield polled 250 children regarding their opinions on clowns; all 250 children in the study, whose ages ranged between four and sixteen, reported that they found clowns frightening and disliked clowns as part of hospital decor.

Clown costumes tend to exaggerate the facial features and some body parts, such as hands and feet and noses. This can be read as monstrous or deformed as easily as it can be read as comical. Some have suggested, however, that a fear of clowns may stem from early childhood experience, when infants begin to process and make sense of facial features. The significant aberrations in a clown's face may frighten a child so much that they carry this phobia throughout their adult life.

The British arts and music festival Bestival cancelled its planned clown theme in 2006 after many adult ticketholders contacted the organizers expressing a fear of clowns.

I used to have a fear of clowns, too, until I learnt to smile at them.
This is what I get back now whenever I see a clown:

http://i.imgur.com/xnUT3HF.gif

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This has been a fat cats day...no one around here burnt a single calorie all day:

http://i.imgur.com/o5IKGIM.gif

[ulli]

Chocolate Box Tree

http://i.imgur.com/GIsv8Td.jpg

[RunningDeer]

I'm processing stuff. Know that I am with you in stealth mode.

Love,
Paula :wave:

[Ernie Nemeth]

Been a long time since I thought of a love song as about another person/human being. :-)

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for Paula

[Ernie Nemeth]

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[1inMany]

Thinking about Mike. He's stuck on a plane in Charlotte. Snowstorm, but I can't see anything on the weather. Weather says snow there, on and off with accumulation less than an inch. Hope he gets home soon. Back on the road Monday. Well, not the road really, he's been traveling for weeks so I guess it's hitting the skies again. I think he will be in Florida Monday for a few days. That's got to be a welcome relief for him after hitting NY, NJ, CT, PA, CO...cold weather places for a few weeks.

It is wearing him thin. I won't even get to see him this weekend, but for his sake I really hope he gets home soon. He needs a few hours with nothing to do. Although, even at home it is hard to find that.

I am practicing sending worry on its way. It's Okay. It's Okay.

Much Love,

[johnf]

I'm glad I don't live there, I'd be thinking scary thots!

http://gma.yahoo.com/blogs/abc-blogs/turkey-vultures-swarm-n-c-neighborhood-210753075--abc-news-topstories.html

[Jeffrey]

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[1inMany]

No joke, johnf, the invasion of the turkey vultures? That would be a huge exercise getting rid of fear, lol...

vivek, thanks for that music...really, really liked it!

Ernie, trip down memory lane ...

Much Love,

[yukondiva]

Ok, last post, else i will get thrown off for
spamming. :p

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"Blue Butterflies Tree",mostly found in South America.
This photograph was taken in Brazil.

Lovely, many years ago I was riding a motorcycle across central America and was high in the rainforest when I rode thru the migration of the blue butterflies, it was magical, millions of butterflies, I slowed down as not to injure them or get bugs in my teeth, and was surrounded by them so thick I could not see the road. Thanks for the picture it brought back that wonderful day as soon as I saw it. A very special memory.

[Marianne]

'Household Music' ... preludes to three Welsh hymns, written by Ralph Vaughan Williams. He is a newly-discovered composer for me.

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Lots of sharing and laughter in the village.

*waves to Pauler*

Love to all.

[Ernie Nemeth]

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Luckily time is our creation. And we have exactly as much as we need.

[astrid]

Thinking of a friend with cancer today that has been doing it rough.

And i would love to add his name to the village list for some extra
support.

Initial B.

Love to all

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[araucaria]

Hi everyone

I could do with some help for a nephew who has just been taken into psychiatric care for observation. He has been harassing, day and night, a girl who is not his girlfriend, telling here they will save the world together. It sounds like he has been attracting some negative energies, the likely source being nihilist philosophy such as misunderstood Nietzsche, and also a (French) comic book series called ‘666’. In it there is Lucifer who has entered through some portal, with the forces of good fighting back, led by a priest called… Fr Carmody (no relation I’m sure). This seems to have led to a role-playing game whereby he has a phone number with 666 in it and has to call anyone with 666 in their number – such as the editor of some magazine his Dad brought home the other day. Apparently in save-the-world mode this diffident boy turns into someone completely different.

We are of course relieved that the girl is now out of danger and no longer fearing for her life, and that our nephew is for the time being no longer a danger to himself, which is a major worry in these situations. I expect it will be a long haul from now on, but I’m sure a kind thought from a few Avalonian friends will do him a power of good.

Many thanks and love to all

[astrid]

Removed... yet another youtube hoax..

Thanks Carmody

[Carmody]

It's been around for 34 years, that crater. It's a natural gas project vent of some sort.

[astrid]

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[Calz]

.....................

Carmody has taught you well ................

(posted prior to seeing the last two posts on previous page :) )

[Malerogro]

For human kind!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1J0qGMWzko

For those who are not familiar with the story: the observers are humans from the future who have sacrficed their emotions in order to become more intelligent and have invaded the past. Peter has implanted their tech into himself in order to defeat them and get revenge for the murder of his daughter.

[Malerogro]

Another great scene from fringe and I will stop, promise :p


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_AjhqyHa_Q

I was waiting for the lizard connection all series..

[skippy]

Sunday morning, listening to some nice vibes..

http://k007.kiwi6.com/hotlink/t9115kl06g/echos_of_will.mp3

[Malerogro]

Sunday morning, listening to some nice vibes..

http://k007.kiwi6.com/hotlink/t9115kl06g/echos_of_will.mp3

I thanked after three seconds, love the vibe! Peace

[Fred Steeves]

Peter has implanted their tech into himself in order to defeat them and get revenge for the murder of his daughter. Yep, and do you know what my first thought was when he made that decision? http://nexusnow.info/forum/images/smilies/doh.gif

[ulli]

Preparing to walk to the river's edge for an early meditation/ prayer session.

From the sweet-scented streams of thine eternity give me to drink, o my God.....

The river here in front of my house is called Rio Gande and comes out of the beginning of the Andean mountain range in Central America and later pours into the Atlantic Ocean.

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[Malerogro]

Peter has implanted their tech into himself in order to defeat them and get revenge for the murder of his daughter. Yep, and do you know what my first thought was when he made that decision? http://nexusnow.info/forum/images/smilies/doh.gif

Yes indeed! You can never defeat someone or something by becoming it yourself of course:rolleyes:

[yukondiva]

Good morning world!

[Malerogro]

Good morning world!

Good afternoon! :) love that, for you it is morning, for me afternoon, yet we are still connected in the here and now :)
http://www.kalender-365.nl/wereldklok/Costa+Rica.html

[Samsara]

Sunday morning, listening to some nice vibes..

http://k007.kiwi6.com/hotlink/t9115kl06g/echos_of_will.mp3

My ears remember this lovely tune...

[Samsara]

I had a real hard day on Friday. With all the meteors coming down on us, I figured that was probably what my body was reacting to. But then, it got weirder. In my job, let’s say I take care of business for people leaving for long term sick leave. A big part of my job is counseling. I have been caring for this person for a while now, answering all his questions, sometimes many in a day. This is business as usual for me. I had a meeting with him last Friday afternoon.

I have worked many years prior to this job with people with mental health problems. I have sat with people in deep psychosis and never got scared. This time was different. The closer I was getting to the meeting, the more my body was reacting. He showed up to the meeting, his language was hard to understand, and I felt that he was angry… latent anger under the lid of a pressure cooker. At one point, he got mad at me, because he did not like one of my answers. I was looking at him straight in his eyes, like I always do, and then the energy hit me…like a meteorite landing right in my solar plexus, strong enough that I was pulled back from the blast. He ended the meeting and left.

I was really worried and I started crying. It is the first time in my career that I react like this. I can be “touched” by someone’s ordeal, but I never let it get to me. This time was different. I needed to take some time to calm my emotions and thoughts and find my center again. I then went to my boss. This man is dangerous … I am not afraid for my own life, but for other people around him. If the lid explodes… who knows what will happen.

As soon as I got home that evening, I got the heavy cleaners out… I’m ok.

I have been praying for him ever since, calling out all the Angels. It is getting weirder by the minute out there … be care full people.

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P.S. I did get my sign :angel:

[Calz]

Some relaxation sights and sounds do seem appropriate lately.

Here is some nice nature based eye candy to go with relaxing music.


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[1inMany]

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-nGRKgftKkWM/TtRXgCMrS7I/AAAAAAAADlI/sJoBLXpTgaw/s1600/hello%2Baround%2Bthe%2Bworld%2521-gray.jpg

Sheesh, Samsara. I know things are getting weirder by the minute, but that's just plain nasty what you had to deal with. I'm so glad you have a way to clean up the mess, something that works for you.

Last night, I went into town for something. I was paying, and the lady behind the counter was having trouble figuring out which buttons to push. Typical around here. But, I'm my patient self. I wasn't in a hurry, you really can't be around here.

She stopped what she was doing, was trying to gather her thoughts, and finally said "Oh, I'm just not myself today. My husband went back to jail."

What do you say to that? I said, "Oh. I'm sorry." (which I kind of was, what a difficult situation, I did feel compassion for the woman.)

Then she got diarrhea of the mouth and told me lots and lots I really didn't need to know. He failed to register his car, had gotten into a little trouble on the internet, was about to be released from the halfway house, blah blah blah.

I pretty much stood there in disbelief. I said, "Oh my goodness. That must be really difficult."

That was the wrong thing to say. "It is...." she just gushed. And then I got to hear about where he is, where she lives, and how far everything is away from everything else.

Aw, hell. As I was leaving, I said (because I couldn't think of anything else to say) "I sure hope everything works out for you." What I actually wanted to say was that I send my intent for everything to work out for the highest good, but I imagine that would have been speaking voodoo in her estimation.

You know what this lady said? After allllllll that? "Oh, it will. God will take care of it."

Are you freaking kidding me? Lady, "God" just did by getting some disgusting pervert off the streets and away from my kids. Or how about, if "God" was going to "take care of it" for you, then why did you just tell me the whole sorted story? Either you are tied in knots, or you are trusting it to be handled...obviously you don't actually believe that.

Yeah, things are getting bizarre "out there"...

In here, and now, where I reside, finding trust...it's a much different temperature. Even with events that unfold that blow me away in or from any direction, I am seeing that I am remaining strong. It is odd, isn't it, to feel grateful that I am able to do that. But I do.

Much Love,

[Heather2017]

Hello and much love to all during these transformational times. :grouphug:

PC is in storage after my move. On my LG Intuition phone at the moment (how could I resist the name? :wink:).

Grateful to have the village here during all the changes. You're an amazing gathering of individuals and a great example of unity in diversity. :cool:

For those interested, there are two recent interviews with Lisa Renee at www.awakeinthedreamradio.com. Good info on topics like alien agendas, overcoming mind control and the nature of new energies on our planet.

Also, the calibration portion of the Hieros Gamos System is now available to all at www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/hgs-introduction/205-hgs-calibration-manual.

I'd love to hear impressions from any villagers.

Those of us working with the HGS find it's a living, highly interactive kind of intelligence that facilitates everything from clearing thought forms and cellular memory to strengthening planetary grids.

Love,
Heather

[Samsara]

This person was lucky to cross your path One. Even if you did not really want to, you listened. That was a great gift to give her. Sometimes, that's all that is needed to get your thoughts together, someone to listen. She obviously needed it.

All we have are moments, let us thrive to make the best of them.

More and more people will need us to be strong.

[CdnSirian]

Beautiful Sunday morning here - have to get to work soon but am enjoying the sunshine, and being here. :wave:

[dan33]

For human kind!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1J0qGMWzko

For those who are not familiar with the story: the observers are humans from the future who have sacrficed their emotions in order to become more intelligent and have invaded the past. Peter has implanted their tech into himself in order to defeat them and get revenge for the murder of his daughter.

Yesterday I rented the third season on DVD.
Excellent television series.
It seems that I am in 3D and you Malerogro 5D, Lucky you. :)
I would like to leave a Carmody-style-comment. ... but that is impossible (by now). And may be in a Johan Cruyff style (en un momento dado), but no.

My alter ego dan33 says:

FRINGE's greatness lies in playing backwards. Instead of jumping on the bed as children, now we can jump from one universe to another. In addition to the background noise of the Big Bang, you can hear now our laughter, that are as creative as that explosion.

[astrid]

Yep
It's wild and crazy out there
Loads of people on my watching
have been " losing the plot"
One woman last night on my FB feed was having
a VERY public spat with her husband who was also
on Fb . It was kind of bizarre and ludicrous, and a display
of total disrespect for not only your relationship but also
yourself . At one stage I messaged the woman offering my
Help as she was obviously having some kind of breakdown
or it was an attack . She refused telling me she was evil and
didn't deserve help, but then proceeded to write on her
wall that she has no support. I could feel and see the
attachments that were pulling her strings, so I asked her HS
if i could do anything to which I was told , no she needs to
Hit the bottom first . So I will just wait and watch her unravel
some more , which is not easy to do , at all . But sometimes
jumping in blocks a process and then they just have to go
through it all over again to get to the big lesson . So I watch
trying to hold them steady the best I can .

Yesterday I had a bag of exact transits that were making
me way over stimulated , hence all that posting, mercury
was involved so mind over running . But I did do a very
cool session with a client using water as a transmitter
Which i had done many times before , but this time I
was being shown this idea in more depth, which basically
gets me working more inside their body and right down to
the molecule level if that is needed .

Key is to have an attitude that there are NO limits to what
is possible . The results speak for themselves , without working
as closely as i do getting constant feedback I would not be
able to evolve this work as incredibly as I do
The feedback loop working online, and remotely is just so
fast. It's also way less taxing than working face to face,
well for me anyways .

The only thing I have to try to get a handle on is how
many clients I have at any one time as it can get a little
intense, given how deeply I am working . But thankfully
these days I have a finely tuned sense of what i need to
stay super well myself . I guess I would be viewed as an
extremist by some, but coming from having lived in the swamp
for so many years being well is something i intend to
keep a good grip on .

More sleep now
laters.

[dan33]

PSEUDO-OCCULT MEDIA on FRINGE

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_jXMIsK3dV50/SNmAU0v26kI/AAAAAAAABNo/b-U1WJifQjI/s400/fringe_ver4_xlg.jpg

http://pseudoccultmedia.blogspot.com.es/2008/11/monarch-in-fringe.html

I usually read pseudoccultmedia, but sometimes it's too much for me. All is a conspiration... but
I enjoy Fringe.

[1inMany]

Here and Now, sharing a chuckle.

Little One and I just took a nice walk around outside. We saw green sprouts on the trees, and new buds...we are very excited.

Then we stopped at one tree, and he said, "Hello, girl tree. Thank you for sprouting green things." Which was very cute, but he turned to me and said, "Did you know this is a girl tree?" And I'm thinking to myself that this must be some kind of spiritual moment or something. I asked him how he knew that. He pointed to the mossy yellowy green stuff on the bark and said, "It has make-up. Only girls wear make-up."

Hahahahahaha.....Much Love,

[Carmody]

I'm about 200 posts deep into a different forum.

It's kinda like this:

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[astrid]

will listen later, its a little early for DOOF for me :p

[Malerogro]

Yesterday I rented the third season on DVD.
Excellent television series.
It seems that I am in 3D and you Malerogro 5D, Lucky you. :)
I would like to leave a Carmody-style-comment. ... but that is impossible (by now). And may be in a Johan Cruyff style (en un momento dado), but no.

My alter ego dan33 says:

FRINGE's greatness lies in playing backwards. Instead of jumping on the bed as children, now we can jump from one universe to another. In addition to the background noise of the Big Bang, you can hear now our laughter, that are as creative as that explosion.

You placing me in the fifth dimension triggered something I might start a new thread over, thanks!

As for your post: who is Carmody? Or is that a very stupid question :p

[Flash]

go on the forum members section and search Carmody and read his posts. Good reading.

[Malerogro]

go on the forum members section and search Carmody and read his posts. Good reading.

Thanks! Sorry Carmody that I did not remember your name.. I did however enjoy your posts so far! :)

Off to bed now! :p

[Guest]

PSEUDO-OCCULT MEDIA on FRINGE

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_jXMIsK3dV50/SNmAU0v26kI/AAAAAAAABNo/b-U1WJifQjI/s400/fringe_ver4_xlg.jpg

http://pseudoccultmedia.blogspot.com.es/2008/11/monarch-in-fringe.html

I usually read pseudoccultmedia, but sometimes it's too much for me. All is a conspiration... but
I enjoy Fringe.


I was down the mountain running errands today when I read your post. I've never heard of Fringe, the series. I don't watch TV and have no idea what is going on in that little box. Stopped into the local recycled movie and used book store and found a copy of the 1st season of Fringe for 20.00USD. Will take a look. thanks Dan. While in the store perused the metaphysical section and found a copy of DMT The Spirit Molecule by Rick Strassman in new condition for 10.00. Since reading David Wilcock's book very interested in the study of and inter-celular communications of sentient beings.

I know its been around for a while and posted on the forum.

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Haven't posted in a while. Have been studying theology for some different view points and decided not to post anything on the subject matter. Where focus goes energy flows.

Have a good evening


Love


Nora

[Carmody]

You will probably like rick's book on DMT.

The Fringe writers may have taken some posts from different forums..and made them episodes. Season 4, for example....I'd swear the writers read this board.

Fringe is fun, the only show on TV that I want to watch, and I watch it the same way. On disc, with no adverts or interruptions. I have to wait for the season to be over, then I get to see the given year of episodes all at once.

[astrid]

Haha, i thought i was the only one that watched TV like that.
I find advertising abhorrent, so i wait and watch a whole series
maybe 2 in one sitting. Then I'm well drunk on escapism.

[lookbeyond]

PSEUDO-OCCULT MEDIA on FRINGE

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_jXMIsK3dV50/SNmAU0v26kI/AAAAAAAABNo/b-U1WJifQjI/s400/fringe_ver4_xlg.jpg

http://pseudoccultmedia.blogspot.com.es/2008/11/monarch-in-fringe.html

I usually read pseudoccultmedia, but sometimes it's too much for me. All is a conspiration... but
I enjoy Fringe.


I was down the mountain running errands today when I read your post. I've never heard of Fringe, the series. I don't watch TV and have no idea what is going on in that little box. Stopped into the local recycled movie and used book store and found a copy of the 1st season of Fringe for 20.00USD. Will take a look. thanks Dan. While in the store perused the metaphysical section and found a copy of DMT The Spirit Molecule by Rick Strassman in new condition for 10.00. Since reading David Wilcock's book very interested in the study of and inter-celular communications of sentient beings.

I know its been around for a while and posted on the forum.

eMOC44vby9g

Haven't posted in a while. Have been studying theology for some different view points and decided not to post anything on the subject matter. Where focus goes energy flows.

Have a good evening


Love


Nora


Hi Nora, just had a chuckle to myself, after a study of theology i ended up here!

luv lookbeyond

[1inMany]

http://a1.ec-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/142/adcfc0061a9b42f5b01b184b45c49079/l.gif

or

http://comments16.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/night007.gif

Much Love, Beautiful Village,

[PurpleLama]

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-6mj_aY8fjTY/UMLAbtuRk7I/AAAAAAAAA2Q/vRUsadL5ijY/s1600/2013+Seed+Savers+Catalog+Cover--480.jpg

This has become to me now as Playboy magazine was to me in my adolescent years.

*drooling over pictures of beans*

[meeradas]

Noticing an [unusual] upsurge in negativity within lately, and wondering,
i asked myself "why is that". My head turned and i saw this,
circa 250 meters away: Could that be "it", really?

[ulli]

You will probably like rick's book on DMT.

The Fringe writers may have taken some posts from different forums..and made them episodes. Season 4, for example....I'd swear the writers read this board.

Fringe is fun, the only show on TV that I want to watch, and I watch it the same way. On disc, with no adverts or interruptions. I have to wait for the season to be over, then I get to see the given year of episodes all at once.

Many screen writers are too busy writing to read boards...instead they have an ability not unlike your own.
OBE, dreams, telepathic, psi, super sensitive.
I knew one who I worked with and who would get visions of the finished movie on the screen...all that was left to do was fill in the 4000 or so bits that the camera " saw"....
Like the stitches of a sweater, we knitted the screen play. I was being used only because I had insider knowledge of astrology language, and could check the lines of one of the characters who was an astrologer.

Being visionary artists they are the most exploited and underpaid of the Hollywood production machine.

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Noticing an [unusual] upsurge in negativity within lately, and wondering,
i asked myself "why is that". My head turned and i saw this,
circa 250 meters away: Could that be "it", really?

Yes it could. But there are things you can do to protect yourself.
Other than having yourself tinfoiled....

[yukondiva]

I see trees of green red roses too
I seen them bloom for me and you
And i think to myself what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue clouds of white
The brightless days the dark say good night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces, of people going by
I see friends shaking hands, saying how do you do?
Their really saying, I love you

I hear babies cry I watch them grow
Theyll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world!
Louis Armstrong

[1inMany]

Now you've gone and done it, yukondiva, haha. Oh, my love, Louis Armstrong...

bOH_mioL3TU

:music:

[ulli]

“Religion without science is superstition.
Science without religion is materialism.”

“Dost thou reckon thyself only a puny form
when within thee the universe is enfolded?"

- Bahá'u'lláh

[1inMany]

Oh, dear... I would say here I go, but I promise myself, and you, that I will not post any more Louis...haha....

This is one of the first ditties I sang in a bar...
Tp4PbwqNdwo

And at about this age...


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=12982&thumb=1&d=1327372194

Much Love,

[yukondiva]

Just helped a humming bird find his way off my porch. He was squeeking up a storm, he let me catch him. ......then he flew out of my hands screeching all the way, wonder if they ever have heart attacks, I could feel his little heart beating up a storm.

[WhiteFeather]

Morning Village, Here and Now I found this: Thought to be of interest and perhaps another dot connected,,,,you be the judges...Youtuber Danny Wilten. One of his Video's Enclosed Below. Check out his site when you get the chance, his book Orion in The Vatican, looks insightful. Hope all is well here. ;)

Much Love W.f.

http://www.orioninthevatican.com/

About Danny Wilten:
Analyst, Alchemist, Symbolist, & Hermeticist uncovering truths about consciousness hidden for thousands of years.
There is a mystery associated with the Orion constellation found in indigenous cultures all over the world that dates back to ancient Egypt. If one does the research, they will find that God is associated to the Orion nebula. We will embark on a journey that challenges our very reality, modern physics including the theory of relativity, and the nature of reality through the discovery of the Hall Of Records that lies within the Orion constellation.

To add to this mystery, the Orion nebula has been subconsciously depicted by some of the greatest masters in religious art including Michelangelo, El Greco, Bernini, and others. The intimate knowledge of the Orion Nebula found mysteriously in these paintings precedes the discovery of the telescope and realizes detail that would require technology that rivals some of our most powerful telescopes today.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HldO_qSYmuo

[Malerogro]

Delicious smells of food spread through the house! Olive oil, garlic, tofu, cayenne pepper, ginger as well as roasted muchrooms, brocolli, red pepper..
Peace!

[dan33]

"Someone Down the Crazy River" by ROBBIE ROBERTSON. Video directed by his friend Martin Scorsese.


4KP9PNSUME4

The Masterpiece of this two genious is the music-montage ("the helicopter scene") from the movie Goodfellas. (can't find it)


Martin and Robbie met during the shooting of "The Last Waltz". The farewell of The Band.
sjCw3-YTffo

https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRZsLopvqP8zPTDQXFNnS8l4y2U5iQ2MNhwXwwCJ0thiDe1P9LrCA

http://theband.hiof.no/band_pictures/king_of_comedy_sleeve.jpg

[meeradas]

there are things you can do to protect yourself.
Other than having yourself tinfoiled....

I'm listening

[Calz]

there are things you can do to protect yourself.
Other than having yourself tinfoiled....

I'm listening


A captive audience ... ya just can't beat it ...


http://cdn.mactrast.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/Lion-Security.png

http://i563.photobucket.com/albums/ss72/EpicLosers/All%20Pictures/Fail%20Pictures/fail-owned-funny-fence-security-fai.jpg

http://comments20.com/Recados/wp-content/uploads/2012/06/Funny-Political-22.jpg

http://goodmorningfloridakeys.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/homeland-security.jpg

[dan33]

Martin Scorsese and Nestor Almendros (Director and Cinematographer)was a Love at First sight. Life Lessonsis his little masterpiece... the narrative and the color, powerful and sensitive. Two moviegoers working together . With a glance, they understood each other instantly.

uoLh5O8P914
The next Scorsese movie was GOODFELLAS. Nestor was in Robert Benton's BILLY BATHGATE. What a shame!, Goodfellas could be now even better.

DGvUcNdKfFE


https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRDTksMtPzPa3JLo9wJEc9CUdm7Bs0rApqSC6RPkUKYokoR_M3k

https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTOjwJHWfOW8N1iSmQDzhbyPRe7MAxSMx21_MIpDAuO4sPT9TSR

https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQx_SFENnXrcDbZ6ybH5DVBo4u6BdOvOPgYsSKszdVhGN3fbQsj

http://www.dvdtalk.com/dvdsavant/images/556south.jpg



http://https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQfsUSLT5vCj7aZC5YGIqJP_tFerWY9YDi-U8Uvv2EmWa3FybsV

https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTHTBZsCkS2_cA7yhlhj0Mpeq6uElELZ9JlyLjqG2HTrRbeorLC

https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQmop-Ds3N4ys5yzmCEZbhZRZbVjJPt0ancJC__6APxVzGVv0ZS

https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQM6BHK89NvCh1nIjXfe6C5qFFOHqfwOLWcnA9JvIf80V6JC22J




http://https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQy-wa1AeqX2ldQdX3QvBFeSLqQ4xa9KI3TDp81cdSid5DCEGOGHg

[CD7]

Noticing an [unusual] upsurge in negativity within lately, and wondering,
i asked myself "why is that". My head turned and i saw this,
circa 250 meters away: Could that be "it", really?


Yes these have been popping up all over my area....disheartening to see..truly. Who knows wht effects they have on our biology?...

[astrid]

PpccpglnNf0


funny, but someone can't tell their goats from their sheep.

[ulli]

there are things you can do to protect yourself.
Other than having yourself tinfoiled....

I'm listening

That's just it. Listening....
Listening means you are in absorbtion mode,
instead of transmission mode.

Do your own blasting, radiating, transmitting,
and you'll be fine.
Nothing can then harm you,
nor touch you,
without your permission.

[Samsara]

You know that man I told you about yesterday ? Well, he showed up in my office first thing this morning. I did not feel his anger today, just his fear ... like a scared little doe. He is letting me help him. As soon as he left, I found a pair of angel wings (from somekind of jewelry). :)

And Astrid... those goats ! :rofl:

Laughter is a very good protection too. ;)

[Samsara]

Try not to...


http://vimeo.com/59629693

and again....


http://vimeo.com/26784202

[Chester]

sjCw3-YTffo


"Hey wait a minute Chester, you know I'm a peaceful man."

[Carmody]

there are things you can do to protect yourself.
Other than having yourself tinfoiled....

I'm listening

..through the constant krinkle noise of the tinfoil. :p

[astrid]

Weird last couple of days,
energetically speaking.
Slippery.

[ulli]

Just caught up with all the videos ...great contributions from everyone...especially Dan33. Loved it. Gimme quality over quantity any time...
And welcome Malerogro..and as to your "stupid" question..."who is Carmody?" The truth is, there is no answer to that, not even if you read all of his posts. But maybe looking for Malerogro might be a good place to start.

[Lisab]

Meeradas.. Your funny!! Ever peeked inside a girls bag? I pity the fool who would try to mug me!

Nora sync...a friend loaned me Dmt The Spirit Molecule recently, I haven't started reading yet. I also got loaned Proof of Heaven by Eben Alexander by my landlady of all people. Both were on my reading list so looking forward to getting my head into a book and off the forum for a bit!

[astrid]

Ok.. for those that are still with us, i know we seem to have a smaller
team right now.. but im appealing to all that are reading, posters or not.
I'm asking for your thoughts and prayers.

We have several bush fires here at the moment, but the one that is most concerning
is in the Grampians National Park. This bushfire is approximately
12,000 hectares in size and is out of control, currently creating spot-fires.

I have friends there, and one in particular, who is one of us.
Bright Garlick, who also has cancer is right there. Last time i spoke to him he was
getting ready to evacuate, and that was a couple of days ago, i have not heard
anything since. I'm sure he will be fine, but i can't help but be concerned. ..

So i ask for your prayers, for Bright, his family and all of the people and animals
that are impacted by these fires.


http://www.abc.net.au/news/image/4528082-3x2-940x627.jpg

From my heart to yours
Thank you

[Lisab]

Oh my gosh Astrid thanks for letting us know. I'm on it.

Guys, please know, even if I'm in lurk mode I always offer up prayers and healing for those that ask (Auricaria been thinking about your nephew a lot). Peace x

[ulli]

Lets send some Costa Rican rain to all the dry regions.
Not for nothing our forests are called rain forest.
Sending healing to Bright Garlic. Perhaps these fires will reawaken his will to live,
and he can enjoy a long life.

[Lisab]

Lets send some Costa Rican rain to all the dry regions.
Not for nothing our forests are called rain forest.
Sending healing to Bright Garlic. Perhaps these fires will reawaken his will to live,
and he can enjoy a long life.

And some Welsh rain from here. There's enough of it!

[astrid]

fPdbkkWx--0

[Lisab]

Caught the tail end of a dream last night. Was chatting with Our Marianne but what about, can't remember, but just as I was waking up there was a burst of purple like a flash, behind my eyes. It was quite startling, in a good way! So I looked up purple in a dream..

Purple relates to the brow chakra, intuition, and is the colour most deeply associated with dreams. Listen carefully to dreams containing the colour purple or indigo or violet. This colour in our dreams stimulates our need to feel at one with the universe, to have conflict-free relationships, and to be out n front in the realm of human development. As with the colour blue, it's effects are calming, soothing, and comforting. Very often when one has purple in a dream, it will be indicative of psychic awareness and intuition. Listen carefully to these dreams!
As we move through the colour levels, it becomes interesting to note what happens to our vision of time. The closer we are to our senses, for example, the more time seems to flow forward, the closer we are to imagination, the more time seems to flow backward. When we view the colour red with senses, we receive a vision of the immediate now like the cat eyeing a mouse. When we view the present with our intellect ( yellow), we get a vision of logic like the flow of traffic on a freeway. When we perceive with our feelings ( blue), we receive a vision of history like rings on a tree. When we view reality with our intuition (purple), we get a vision of the future like an eagle soaring high above the plains and looking down. From that vantage point one can see what is near but also what is beyond. These tend to be dreams of prophecy, the dreams of a visionary. When a person chooses purple as a colour (Reilly!), he is usually abstract, inspired, trusting in the future, and able to tune in to the inner world of others. Purple stimulates our spiritual perspective and intuition.

So.....Purple
Inspires....inspiration, vision, farsightedness, trust in the future, tuning in to the inner worlds of others, super sensitivity.
Releases...inability to live in the now, spacing out,forgetfulness, lack of discipline, resentment, separateness, arrogance, pride, contempt. By Denise Linn

Me thinks I got a healing!

[spiritwind]

Ok.. for those that are still with us, i know we seem to have a smaller
team right now.. but im appealing to all that are reading, posters or not.
I'm asking for your thoughts and prayers.

We have several bush fires here at the moment, but the one that is most concerning
is in the Grampians National Park. This bushfire is approximately
12,000 hectares in size and is out of control, currently creating spot-fires.

I have friends there, and one in particular, who is one of us.
Bright Garlick, who also has cancer is right there. Last time i spoke to him he was
getting ready to evacuate, and that was a couple of days ago, i have not heard
anything since. I'm sure he will be fine, but i can't help but be concerned. ..

So i ask for your prayers, for Bright, his family and all of the people and animals
that are impacted by these fires.


http://www.abc.net.au/news/image/4528082-3x2-940x627.jpg

From my heart to yours
Thank you

I'm on it. Thanks for the heads up.

Edit: Well, Astrid, not sure if it's my imagination (but then what isn't?) but it seems there was some resistance being pushed back somehow. Not sure where it's coming from.

[Lisab]

fPdbkkWx--0

One of my faves. Love this prayer. I just played it to my eldest and he loved it! Thanks

[Chester]

Hi - Hope ya'll are enjoying the day - I saw Waky hanging out here and I just wanted to pass along to Waky that I feel good about things related to an upcoming event which will have a significant impact upon the life of my son, Reid. However the event goes, I will remain steady, so no one need be concerned for me at all in any way.

But, due to a hint of a recommendation I have received from Wakytweaky, I am requesting some of the talented positive energy managers that frequent this thread (and Avalon) to put your heart into these next several days towards my son, Reid.

20463

The picture above is of Reid and Angel (who moved on to Dog Heaven a few years ago). This picture was taken in 1995 or 1996.

Reid will be 19 on February 28th.

Reid will be seeing the judge on February 28th.

The Pope's official resignation occurs on February 28th.

Thanks for ya'lls help.

Chester

[Lisab]

I hope it all works out well for your son Chester. Thanks for the photo. Although not necessary, it will help.

[spiritwind]

Snow softly falling after days of spring like weather. Even the Crocuses were fooled.

[astrid]

20464

That dog knows who is boss

[astrid]

A good one for kids

2L_cGjQSR80

[astrid]

20465

One of my helpers

[CD7]

GAWD....I wish money wasn't an "object" EVER

[ulli]

Zombie-proof house

http://i.imgur.com/aZxJDwI.png

[ulli]

GAWD....I wish money wasn't an "object" EVER


As long as you hang out in our Village there is no problem.....we have a barn full of it.

http://cdn.theinfostrides.com/img/jamesiboristolenmoney2.jpg

Here is the key...

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-l6wqSquJGlI/TnpIm926dEI/AAAAAAAACsA/Ptl5gjMxVJY/s200/key.jpg



just help yourself whenever you need some.

[astrid]

Ok.. i better get some sleep,
otherwise this will be me in the morning.,,

20466

[Calz]

Zombie-proof house

http://i.imgur.com/aZxJDwI.png


:lol:

Love it ... but mine is already paid for ...


http://domesticzombie.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/zombie_apocalypse-1.jpg

[ulli]

Zombie-proof house

http://i.imgur.com/aZxJDwI.png


:lol:

Love it ... but mine is already paid for ...


http://domesticzombie.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/zombie_apocalypse-1.jpg

Ok then...touché...
Lets give the Zombie theme a rest, before we manifest them...

http://cdn.lolhappens.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/06/Iateatazombiethemedrestauranttoday.Ithoughtthiswasareallynicetouch.jpg

[Guest]

Prayers that the fire in the Australian bush be contained and put out and safety to the plant life, people and the fire fighters. Blessings and love to our Brightgarlic.

Justone, prayers for your son Reid. Everything goes in a good way for him. adorable picture of him and angel.


Love


Nora

[ulli]

and I have this feeling that our generation is in need of some decent PR:

http://i.imgur.com/NnPygiP.jpg

[ulli]

Ok.. i better get some sleep,
otherwise this will be me in the morning.,,

20466


more like this, one would imagine:

http://i.imgur.com/Jg954Ut.gif?1

[dan33]

sjCw3-YTffo


"Hey wait a minute Chester, you know I'm a peaceful man."

Crossed this comment yesterday "along" my mind to make the same comment, but, as the "information" was filtered by dan33's mind, the message crashed in the jail-brain. Now is free :)
Thanks justoneclown.
Like Nora says, we are all related.

[dan33]

20465

One of my helpers

Seems to me like "Deepo" the bird- carachter (city-cement seagull) in "The Incal", the novel-comic by Jodorowsky-Moebious. :)

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-tYP7a0i87Ys/TpymbCb8WKI/AAAAAAAABPw/YZVNee6BnoA/s1600/deepo.jpg


Deepo is one of the initiates at the ceremony. Lovely!

He Is the small one, at the right....he, he.

http://www.reinoslibres.com/files/2008/08/ritual-incal.jpg


Saludos...."Crooot"!

[Lunesoleil]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVueLvn0WYE
Phase retro Saturn from February 18 to June 8, 2013 to the ultimate battle that these dreams ...
http://lunesoleil23.wordpress.com/2013/02/19/phase-retro-de-saturne-du-18-fevrier-au-8-juin-2013-vers-lultime-combat-celui-de-ces-reves/
:wizard:

[Calz]

Ahhh ... livin' in the past again ...

ain't here n now ... yet perhaps offers some insight ... at least to old farts like me ...


2TaGjIa-yuI

[Carmody]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVueLvn0WYE
Phase retro Saturn from February 18 to June 8, 2013 to the ultimate battle that these dreams ...
http://lunesoleil23.wordpress.com/2013/02/19/phase-retro-de-saturne-du-18-fevrier-au-8-juin-2013-vers-lultime-combat-celui-de-ces-reves/
:wizard:

So that's what happened yesterday. I was wondering. 'Saturn stand thou still' can be pretty powerful.

It comes to a standstill, before it moves 'retro' and in this SR, 'stationary retrograde' moment, that is overall a day or so long... can be notably more powerful. And I got hammered yesterday. Or, that i did it to myself, so to speak. I should have been paying attention to the skies. I know this. It's important for me to pay attention. It's important for anyone and everyone to pay attention. It's important as it is tied to reality formation, temporal flow of the earth, and the individual, in all of the given convoluted and conflated complexities.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Can't find it now but my very first poem (age? 9 -10, maybe,)was about the color orange - it got rave reveiws by all, the best reviews of all my poems, ever. Thanks for the quaint reminder Lisab.

I distinctly remember around grade seven or eight, being asked by parents and paternal grandmother (at different times but in tight order) what I want to be when I grow up. I thought about it for a long time, mostly surprised by the concept and completely flabergasted that such an idea would be thrust upon me - it seemed ridiculous to me. I decided on writer/poet. My parents and grandma all said the same thing - you cannot support yourself with that - THEN WHY DID YOU ASK ME - was what I thought. And a rebel was born...

I also had a dream last night. In a small shopping mall with my tools in a shopping cart. Was told to take off my pants if I wanted to order some food at this small restaurant. Everybody had their pants off so it was no big deal. Then they insisted I pay with credit card, which I don't have. But some old friends showed up and they paid. While sipping on a drink I suddenly realized that this is crazy and I would not be told what to do so I stood up to leave. Everybody was reaching for me, trying to stop me saying why make a fuss about such a little request like credit card and no pants? That's when I looked at my friends and - poof! - I woke with a start. One of those friends is a person I totally forgot about. He was my closest friend not two years ago and still lives nearby. Why had I forgotten about him? Then the revelations started. Pieces popped into place and I realized some very sobbering things about the dynamics of my personal life this past decade.

Not sure what to do with this but will meditate on it.

I've had run ins with fires, and it is very scary. Once I had a moving company and was asked to make an emergency move for a family in a smallish town 500 kilos away ahead of a raging fire that had circled the city - it was touch and go, let me tell you, but we made it. Another time in Penticton British Columbia Canada I had to help my parents keep their roof wet (cedar shake roof) because the fire had come down the nearby mountain and it was scant meters (200 - 300) away, dropping burning embers on the houses there. We were choking on the smoke...

Will call for calm and cool air and clouds full of rain to douse the area Astrid.

[ulli]

Sunday was a tough day, full of anxiety, as my sister-in-law
(the one whose birthday party I attended last Wednesday) and her husband had an accident...
they went out on a chartered boat, and there was a storm, and their boat sank.
Six people swimming in the ocean for hours before the coast guard rescued them.
The captain told them not to kick their legs too much in the water as there were sharks.
Lost passports and other valuables like phones, that were in her bag...
but at least they have their lives....traumatized.
A life-changing event. She is still not back in Costa Rica...the process at the consulate will take time.
Had I looked at her transits I would have told her to cancel the trip...

[ulli]

more comic relief...(I need it)

http://i.imgur.com/MVkK2.jpg

[Calz]

more comic relief...(I need it)

http://i.imgur.com/MVkK2.jpg


PLIJc7YE_jw

[Lunesoleil]

So that's what happened yesterday. I was wondering. 'Saturn stand thou still' can be pretty powerful.
It comes to a standstill, before it moves 'retro' and in this SR, 'stationary retrograde' moment, that is overall a day or so long... can be notably more powerful. And I got hammered yesterday. Or, that i did it to myself, so to speak. I should have been paying attention to the skies. I know this. It's important for me to pay attention. It's important for anyone and everyone to pay attention. It's important as it is tied to reality formation, temporal flow of the earth, and the individual, in all of the given convoluted and conflated complexities.

It's very fair :cool:
see my other articles on Saturn with the English translator :clap2:

[Chester]

Carmody, I was thinking of you as I was eating my raspberry scone this morning. Actually I was thinking of beavers and butt cheeks too. How very strange.

Cool - we got lots in common!

[johnf]

God is in the details.
This dude (personally I think he is calling for a mate) lives under the sand in the namaqua desert.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBkWhkAZ9ds&feature=player_embedded

We view a lot of nasty stuff around here. This is a good antidote.

[Calz]

For justonemorphingavatar ...


http://animations.fg-a.com/animated-m-face-24.gif

... but what I came here to post was actually this ...


0Rzty-VH-JI

[Kristin]

Justonemorereason to wonder.

:noidea: LOL

Kristin

We love ya Chester!

[astrid]

Wow Saturn stationary that explains so much
Thanks for the link to your blog .. We have some fine astrologers
amongst us

Now me here and now
Sleepy but awoken by a knock at my door
Men in yellow work clothes
from the power company
come to put in a new power line
from the street to my house

Can't complain about that
Readings of this " dream" are obvious

First Saturn slowing things, stopping things and even a
loss of power, but now i get a fresh power cord all shiny

No one else in the street just my house nor did it in any
way request this or get notification- you usually get a letter
if your supply has to be interrupted

Talking about power
They came a few month back to put in a dumb meter
and I was on an important Skype call so asked them
if they could come back later , they said ok in an hour
They never did, it's magic

[Chester]

Justonemorereason to wonder.

:noidea: LOL

Kristin

We love ya Chester!

well, its not Carmody's butt cheeks I was considering. I only bat from one side of the plate, but have no problems with switch hitters.

[Guest]

Can't find it now but my very first poem (age? 9 -10, maybe,)was about the color orange - it got rave reveiws by all, the best reviews of all my poems, ever. Thanks for the quaint reminder Lisab.

I distinctly remember around grade seven or eight, being asked by parents and paternal grandmother (at different times but in tight order) what I want to be when I grow up. I thought about it for a long time, mostly surprised by the concept and completely flabergasted that such an idea would be thrust upon me - it seemed ridiculous to me. I decided on writer/poet. My parents and grandma all said the same thing - you cannot support yourself with that - THEN WHY DID YOU ASK ME - was what I thought. And a rebel was born...

I also had a dream last night. In a small shopping mall with my tools in a shopping cart. Was told to take off my pants if I wanted to order some food at this small restaurant. Everybody had their pants off so it was no big deal. Then they insisted I pay with credit card, which I don't have. But some old friends showed up and they paid. While sipping on a drink I suddenly realized that this is crazy and I would not be told what to do so I stood up to leave. Everybody was reaching for me, trying to stop me saying why make a fuss about such a little request like credit card and no pants? That's when I looked at my friends and - poof! - I woke with a start. One of those friends is a person I totally forgot about. He was my closest friend not two years ago and still lives nearby. Why had I forgotten about him? Then the revelations started. Pieces popped into place and I realized some very sobbering things about the dynamics of my personal life this past decade.

Not sure what to do with this but will meditate on it.

I've had run ins with fires, and it is very scary. Once I had a moving company and was asked to make an emergency move for a family in a smallish town 500 kilos away ahead of a raging fire that had circled the city - it was touch and go, let me tell you, but we made it. Another time in Penticton British Columbia Canada I had to help my parents keep their roof wet (cedar shake roof) because the fire had come down the nearby mountain and it was scant meters (200 - 300) away, dropping burning embers on the houses there. We were choking on the smoke...

Will call for calm and cool air and clouds full of rain to douse the area Astrid.


When I was a small child my home burnt down to the ground and in one of the worst rain & wind storms to hit California ina decade. A fire fighter said that it was the hottest house fire he had been called out to and everyone was really lucky to make it through. My dog, she was half wolf and German shepherd just had 10 puppies. She helped the firefighters take them out of the house safely across the street. Mamma dog stood with her brood in the dark night & pouring rain until the neighbors and my father wrapped them all up in dry sheets and carried them to a dry garage. They all lived and we found good homes for them.

I lost 2 childhood friends in the 2003 San Diego fire storm. Everyone had to wear masks when outside that is how thick the ash and smoke was. In the 2007 fire storm I was out of town visiting with friends and had that sensation-feeling of dis-ease & dread pulling at me. Packed up my things and was out of their house in 2 minutes. My friends lookiing at me like I was crazy where are you going? I need to to go now. Broke a few laws driving home. As soon as I hit the County line, saw tall flames burning the Avocado groves on the hillside. Scary is right. We were lucky to be on voluntary evac and I waited until the very last second not wanting to relocate my 90 year old grandmother out of her home. The wind shifted and the fire turned from West to the North into an unpopulated area. The first thing I do when I see smoke, is check to see how big is the plume and how fast the wind is blowing. When I see or hear of fires I always say a prayer.

I had an odd dream last night -an awake in the dream kind. A friend of mine was standing in the room; called my name and said wake up the spirits want to talk. They are outside waiting for you. I mumbled sleepily I don't want to talk with them right now. Then I sat up and asked what are you doing here? He said look there they are. I got up and went outside to see what they wanted. They wanted to talk about recent communications that I am having with a deceased friend of mine that keeps appearing in spirit form to help send him on his way. Then I woke up. The dream didn't feel right to me and I couldn't remember it all upon waking. Felt like a trickster dream.


Love


Nora

[Guest]

Justone,

I enjoy your posts, paid attention to your story with interest and also learned something along the way. But I'm not sure how appropriate your avatar's attire is for this thread or PA -just sayin. As a woman I don't appreciate it. Of course that's just my opinion.


Love


Nora

[Ernie Nemeth]

I must agree, and I'm a man. Sexy but not appropriate.

I wonder if old Chronos did its about face around 5:30 a.m. when I awoke with a poof. Me and Saturn don't get along very well. But I am often behind the curve so I wouldn't be surprised if Saturn stopped earlier...

[astrid]

takes a bow, i think i just won a prize for the most typos in one post.
thats what i get for trying to post on my phone
yikes

[Carmody]

Carmody, I was thinking of you as I was eating my raspberry scone this morning. Actually I was thinking of beavers and butt cheeks too. How very strange.

Cool - we got lots in common!

I am insulted by the avatar

[astrid]

20508

I haven't tried this, but if it works,
its pretty cool. Much better than drinking
the crap.

[lookbeyond]

Morning Village, Here and Now I found this: Thought to be of interest and perhaps another dot connected,,,,you be the judges...Youtuber Danny Wilten. One of his Video's Enclosed Below. Check out his site when you get the chance, his book Orion in The Vatican, looks insightful. Hope all is well here. ;)

Much Love W.f.

http://www.orioninthevatican.com/

About Danny Wilten:
Analyst, Alchemist, Symbolist, & Hermeticist uncovering truths about consciousness hidden for thousands of years.
There is a mystery associated with the Orion constellation found in indigenous cultures all over the world that dates back to ancient Egypt. If one does the research, they will find that God is associated to the Orion nebula. We will embark on a journey that challenges our very reality, modern physics including the theory of relativity, and the nature of reality through the discovery of the Hall Of Records that lies within the Orion constellation.

To add to this mystery, the Orion nebula has been subconsciously depicted by some of the greatest masters in religious art including Michelangelo, El Greco, Bernini, and others. The intimate knowledge of the Orion Nebula found mysteriously in these paintings precedes the discovery of the telescope and realizes detail that would require technology that rivals some of our most powerful telescopes today.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HldO_qSYmuo



Thankyou WhiteFeather, a magnificent corelation-lb

[Chester]

Justone,

I enjoy your posts, paid attention to your story with interest and also learned something along the way. But I'm not sure how appropriate your avatar's attire is for this thread or PA -just sayin. As a woman I don't appreciate it. Of course that's just my opinion.


Love


Nora

Hi - I never even considered her attire - just liked her clown face. I will be happy to change it asap... I guess I come from a the US where if you turn on your TV you are blasted with the lingerie football league and Victoria's Secret and all the TV shows about "sex" and stuff so I am sort of immune to it.

Also, I lived for the last 15 years in Latin America where the billboards of ladies with less clothes than this are common. Just ask Ulli, the thread creator - its like this all over the world... folks that celebrate the beauty of the human being which includes their body...

But! Because I am a team player - I will immediately change it and retire this pic to the trash bin...

EDIT: Done! and won't happen again... True Apologies, Nora

[Chester]

WoW! I read more of the thread and also looks like I pissed off Carmody - hey, was truly unintentional... I just come from a different paradigm is all and all I considered was the clown face so didn't even think about the "clothes." I had decided to rotate a clown face each day. Found these images on Google in the image section for clowns. I got some good ones! A "clown 'o the day" pic for all us wonderful folks who somehow chose to incarnate into this lovely "clown show" called "Earth 2013."

Now that I rotated back to the lovely USofA, I realized I need a little comic relief is all.

[Chester]

Please check your PMs - especially Paul

[astrid]

Maybe its just my sense of humor, lets face it, its a very subjective thing.
But i find clowns anything but funny, if anything they creep me out..

So your changed avatar comes up a fail for me, sorry.

[Guest]

Thank you Justone,

Apology accepted.

I live 40 miles from Mexico and grew up in the culture. The upper Baja cities are a mess. But so are a lot of the US cities.

My view of this young woman scantily dressed with a clown face is that she is debasing her-self and not in the least appreciating her-self. I'm not saying everyone ought to run around with gunny sacks on either.
I wish that woman thought more of her-self.

The television is all about programming period. It's dark, morbid not intelligent at all and constantly sexualizes women, men and children. Children are sexualized too young and in the wrong way. Our current culture, where every time you turn around there is an explicit ad selling something we probably do not need or TV show is sick. Most people are programmed and in survival mode -they can't or wont think for them-selves let a lone outside of the box. We do have a choice. I can't stand it when I hear someone say, "this is just the way it is."

I've talked many many women out of becoming strippers, running drugs across the border and human beings for the drug cartels. They want to do it because the money is good. I tell them appreciate your-self and there are other ways to support your-self. I even rescued a young girl out of a brotherl in TiaJuana, Mexico a few years back. Geeze.

The pornography industry makes 6 billion dollars a year in the US alone exploiting women, men and unwilling children -the true victims. This doesn't include human trafficking.
It makes me want to vomit.

Hopefully here and now we can create something different, where the human body, spirit, soul and intelligence are embraced and appreciated.


Love


Nora

[ulli]

What did I miss? Justone being an annoying clown again? This time in Victoria's secret underwear?

If it was like Costa Rican advertising billboards it would be grounds for Mod intervention for sure...
whatever culture I've lived in- I've never bought into the vulgar end of it.
And Costa Rica is tame compared to Barbados, yet I find most of it offensive and awful in it's lack of style or taste.

Permissive society does not have to rub off on everyone...
some people are born with style and even an innate modesty and stay that way all of their lives.

Chester, Im in a bit of a conflict here- should I ask you to PM me a picture of that avatar so that I can judge for myself ?
But then again..hey...enough Villagers have stated displeasure, so I guess I'll just drop the matter here and now...

If you want to fit in around here I suggest you get yourself a cat avatar...lol

[ulli]

So that Chester doesn't feel too weird I thought I'd post this

http://i.imgur.com/kzjlPbu.jpg

[Flash]

I don't know if I am in a case of differing timelines, but I am absolutely sure I had written a post in another thread, hours ago, about justesomethingeverchanging's avatar in "petite tenue", and my post disappeared, as if it never existed - poof, disappeared.

I was saying the avatar really worked on me (brushed on a negative way) and was hoping Chester wife was not obliged to disgused in such a way and that this avatar was reminiscent of the Archons from the archons thread.

I am glad he changed it back to other clowns.

[Chester]

I changed to a "clown" because one of the things I "think" is that we all take ourselves too seriously (especially me) up until recently.

Also, I see this planet as nothing but one big "clown show" the way we run this planet.

If you knew me personally, were involved in my life (or I in yours) you would know the real me which happens to have emerged (thanks primarily to this forum) whole, decently resolved, quite reliable and someone who when asked to do something and I agree (which is almost always the case) I can be counted on...

I truly only considered the clown face and as soon as I saw Nora's post, I immediately changed it as I realized the other issue that someone could have with the clothes. Afterwards is when I read Carmody's post (that he felt insulted) and then ran across Flash's disliking as well. All of you folks I want to make happy and because it didn't bother me one bit to remove the pic, I did.

And now I am reading my "clown faces" in general are not liked so I am in a dilemma as I already got a visitor message from Chrsitine my new name was "scary."

If you knew me personally, you would understand a bit better and probably laugh with me about it all. But you don't. So I am going to ask that my name be changed again and I will stop with the clown faces because I don't want to lose friends over something like that.

I find it really weird though that I don't seem to understand why it would be perceived scary...

Anyways, my first step will be to change the Pic and the second step will be to ask that my poster name be changed (again). I hope I don't bug the mods too much... cause they got better things to do than this, no?

[Flash]

i am ok with your name chester and most of your avatars, except the half naked women with a clown face, it reaaalllly made me quite sad, as if women could not be thermselves and had to disguised in clown faces while giving their body away. It is definitely no better than tchadors and hijabs as far as I am concerned, just the plain opposite.

Justoneclown, where did I post that previous post about your previous avatar? I cannot find it, I must be going nut.

[astrid]

watching this
http://vimeo.com/55073825

OVERVIEW

"On the 40th anniversary of the famous ‘Blue Marble’ photograph taken of Earth from space, Planetary Collective presents a short
film documenting astronauts’ life-changing stories of seeing the Earth from the outside – a perspective-altering experience often
described as the Overview Effect.

The Overview Effect, first described by author Frank White in 1987, is an experience that transforms astronauts’ perspective of the planet
and mankind’s place upon it. Common features of the experience are a feeling of awe for the planet, a profound understanding of the
interconnection of all life, and a renewed sense of responsibility for taking care of the environment.

‘Overview’ is a short film that explores this phenomenon through interviews with five astronauts who have experienced the Overview Effect.
The film also features insights from commentators and thinkers on the wider implications and importance of this understanding for society,
and our relationship to the environment.

CAST
• EDGAR MITCHELL – Apollo 14 astronaut and founder of the Institute of Noetic Sciences
• RON GARAN – ISS astronaut and founder of humanitarian organization Fragile Oasis
• NICOLE STOTT – Shuttle and ISS astronaut and member of Fragile Oasis
• JEFF HOFFMAN – Shuttle astronaut and senior lecturer at MIT
• SHANE KIMBROUGH – Shuttle/ISS astronaut and Lieutenant Colonel in the US Army
• FRANK WHITE – space theorist and author of the book ‘The Overview Effect’
• DAVID LOY- philosopher and author
• DAVID BEAVER – philosopher and co-founder of The Overview Institute"

[ThePythonicCow]

Anyways, my first step will be to change the Pic and the second step will be to ask that my poster name be changed (again).
I hereby (re-)Christen you "justoneman" :).

[Chester]

i am ok with your name chester and most of your avatars, except the half naked women with a clown face, it reaaalllly made me quite sad, as if women could not be thermselves and had to disguised in clown faces while giving their body away. It is definitely no better than tchadors and hijabs as far as I am concerned, just the plain opposite.

Justoneclown, where did I post that previous post about your previous avatar? I cannot find it, I must be going nut.

Its Funny but I never even considered the clothes... that's what blew my mind - I guess it is because I don't view anyone as an object which, of course, means women and men. I lived in Curacao for 8 years and it changed me a lot. Go to the beach for example and you almost can't find a woman with a top on. But what's even better about all that is... that no one cares. Its just being natural. So I guess I just changed and don't see those things like it seems lots of folks in "western society" seem to see them in this regard. BUT! Still, I am allowed to be a member of this forum and I appreciate that and thus, was easy to understand the views some take here and that they saw something in my clown persona especially that pic which I failed to.

So I asked Paul to change me back (Christine also asked me to change it back).

I guess having to move back to Texas and that so many folks had changed their poster names recently, I thought it was time for a change...

Anyways, I hope Paul changes it back. Hope you folks give me a pass on this one, I will try not to do something dumb like that again.

Oh, I think the mods deleted our posts as it was thread derailing anyways - I won't bring it up again.

EDIT: Paul changed it back! OK, "clown phase" officially over (for good). I sure hope this wasn't some "attention getting stunt" my subconscious conjured... Hummm.

[ulli]

i am ok with your name chester and most of your avatars, except the half naked women with a clown face, it reaaalllly made me quite sad, as if women could not be thermselves and had to disguised in clown faces while giving their body away. It is definitely no better than tchadors and hijabs as far as I am concerned, just the plain opposite.

Justoneclown, where did I post that previous post about your previous avatar? I cannot find it, I must be going nut.

Its Funny but I never even considered the clothes... that's what blew my mind - I guess it is because I don't view anyone as an object which, of course, means women and men. I lived in Curacao for 8 years and it changed me a lot. Go to the beach for example and you almost can't find a woman with a top on. But what's even better about all that is... that no one cares. Its just being natural. So I guess I just changed and don't see those things like it seems lots of folks in "western society" seem to see them in this regard. BUT! Still, I am allowed to be a member of this forum and I appreciate that and thus, was easy to understand the views some take here and that they saw something in my clown persona especially that pic which I failed to.

So I asked Paul to change me back (Christine also asked me to change it back).

I guess having to move back to Texas and that so many folks had changed their poster names recently, I thought it was time for a change...

Anyways, I hope Paul changes it back. Hope you folks give me a pass on this one, I will try not to do something dumb like that again.

Oh, I think the mods deleted our posts as it was thread derailing anyways - I won't bring it up again.

EDIT: Paul changed it back! OK, "clown phase" officially over (for good). I sure hope this wasn't some "attention getting stunt" my subconscious conjured... Hummm.

I guess you still missed the point....the issue was not about prudishness versus liberal, or natural....
we are not a bunch of Church Ladies here...it was more a matter of context, perhaps....
about being subtle rather than crass....

[Ernie Nemeth]

watching this
http://vimeo.com/55073825

OVERVIEW

"On the 40th anniversary of the famous ‘Blue Marble’ photograph taken of Earth from space, Planetary Collective presents a short
film documenting astronauts’ life-changing stories of seeing the Earth from the outside – a perspective-altering experience often
described as the Overview Effect.

The Overview Effect, first described by author Frank White in 1987, is an experience that transforms astronauts’ perspective of the planet
and mankind’s place upon it. Common features of the experience are a feeling of awe for the planet, a profound understanding of the
interconnection of all life, and a renewed sense of responsibility for taking care of the environment.

‘Overview’ is a short film that explores this phenomenon through interviews with five astronauts who have experienced the Overview Effect.
The film also features insights from commentators and thinkers on the wider implications and importance of this understanding for society,
and our relationship to the environment.

CAST
• EDGAR MITCHELL – Apollo 14 astronaut and founder of the Institute of Noetic Sciences
• RON GARAN – ISS astronaut and founder of humanitarian organization Fragile Oasis
• NICOLE STOTT – Shuttle and ISS astronaut and member of Fragile Oasis
• JEFF HOFFMAN – Shuttle astronaut and senior lecturer at MIT
• SHANE KIMBROUGH – Shuttle/ISS astronaut and Lieutenant Colonel in the US Army
• FRANK WHITE – space theorist and author of the book ‘The Overview Effect’
• DAVID LOY- philosopher and author
• DAVID BEAVER – philosopher and co-founder of The Overview Institute"

For some reason this made me think of Wade Frazier and his attempt to get a choir going. Once a certain number start singing everyone will suddenly want to sing too. And then suddenly FE devices will just almost magically appear everywhere. Nice idea. Always thought it was a good one...
Hope it works!

[astrid]

I just got an update from Bright,
and I'm requesting that, if you can , to please
keep these fires in your hearts and prayers.

He was not yet evacuated , but maybe in 2-3 days.
The fire is now 20 km long and 16,200 ha and out of control.

He says...
"Winds tomorrow will push it in our direction but Fridays winds could slow it down and start
new fires with stormy weather. It's all just touch and go ! Planes and helicopters and fire crews going
from dawn to dusk ! And the smoke is incredible - very scary. The sky looks like it's on fire !!! "

http://www.abc.net.au/news/image/4529290-3x2-940x627.jpg

The view of the Grampians bushfire from Lake Linlithgow, west of Melbourne, February 19, 2013.

[Nanoo Nanoo]

hey all

havent seen you in a while

felt like writing something interesting and useful but i got nothin ...

meh


N

[Malerogro]

Children are sexualized too young and in the wrong way. Our current culture, where every time you turn around there is an explicit ad selling something we probably do not need or TV show is sick.

Here and now I am writing a paper about this for my studies in anthropology. Are you familiar with the book "Erotic innocence: the culture of child molesting" from James R. Kincaid? The book shows how much child molesting has pervaded Western culture. It is a very powerful book, very to the point most of the time, though I might add that I do not trust the author. Still it is very much worth reading! Also the documentary "consuming kids" came to mind:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNJvvYOtm6Q

[Malerogro]

Ahhh ... livin' in the past again ...

ain't here n now ... yet perhaps offers some insight ... at least to old farts like me ...

Don't worry Calz, you will get here again! Though if you are such an old fart it might take you longer than a young dog like me :p

[Christine]

hey all

havent seen you in a while

felt like writing something interesting and useful but i got nothin ...

meh


N

Nanoo Nanoo

I feel the same way, wanting to "write something useful" - I have for a few days now. I am not sure what is up, energies are low, feels like a damper has been laid down.

This too shall pass.

Christine

[ulli]

i am ok with your name chester and most of your avatars, except the half naked women with a clown face, it reaaalllly made me quite sad, as if women could not be thermselves and had to disguised in clown faces while giving their body away. It is definitely no better than tchadors and hijabs as far as I am concerned, just the plain opposite.

Justoneclown, where did I post that previous post about your previous avatar? I cannot find it, I must be going nut.

Its Funny but I never even considered the clothes... that's what blew my mind - I guess it is because I don't view anyone as an object which, of course, means women and men. I lived in Curacao for 8 years and it changed me a lot. Go to the beach for example and you almost can't find a woman with a top on. But what's even better about all that is... that no one cares. Its just being natural. So I guess I just changed and don't see those things like it seems lots of folks in "western society" seem to see them in this regard. BUT! Still, I am allowed to be a member of this forum and I appreciate that and thus, was easy to understand the views some take here and that they saw something in my clown persona especially that pic which I failed to.

So I asked Paul to change me back (Christine also asked me to change it back).

I guess having to move back to Texas and that so many folks had changed their poster names recently, I thought it was time for a change...

Anyways, I hope Paul changes it back. Hope you folks give me a pass on this one, I will try not to do something dumb like that again.

Oh, I think the mods deleted our posts as it was thread derailing anyways - I won't bring it up again.

EDIT: Paul changed it back! OK, "clown phase" officially over (for good). I sure hope this wasn't some "attention getting stunt" my subconscious conjured... Hummm.

I guess you still missed the point....the issue was not about prudishness versus liberal, or natural....
we are not a bunch of Church Ladies here...it was more a matter of context, perhaps....
about being subtle rather than crass....



Children are sexualized too young and in the wrong way. Our current culture, where every time you turn around there is an explicit ad selling something we probably do not need or TV show is sick.

Here and now I am writing a paper about this for my studies in anthropology. Are you familiar with the book "Erotic innocence: the culture of child molesting" from James R. Kincaid? The book shows how much child molesting has pervaded Western culture. It is a very powerful book, very to the point most of the time, though I might add that I do not trust the author. Still it is very much worth reading! Also the documentary "consuming kids" came to mind:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNJvvYOtm6Q

This is brilliant, and anyone with kids ought to watch this.
It's time to shift the balance....

[Chester]

i am ok with your name chester and most of your avatars, except the half naked women with a clown face, it reaaalllly made me quite sad, as if women could not be thermselves and had to disguised in clown faces while giving their body away. It is definitely no better than tchadors and hijabs as far as I am concerned, just the plain opposite.

Justoneclown, where did I post that previous post about your previous avatar? I cannot find it, I must be going nut.

Its Funny but I never even considered the clothes... that's what blew my mind - I guess it is because I don't view anyone as an object which, of course, means women and men. I lived in Curacao for 8 years and it changed me a lot. Go to the beach for example and you almost can't find a woman with a top on. But what's even better about all that is... that no one cares. Its just being natural. So I guess I just changed and don't see those things like it seems lots of folks in "western society" seem to see them in this regard. BUT! Still, I am allowed to be a member of this forum and I appreciate that and thus, was easy to understand the views some take here and that they saw something in my clown persona especially that pic which I failed to.

So I asked Paul to change me back (Christine also asked me to change it back).

I guess having to move back to Texas and that so many folks had changed their poster names recently, I thought it was time for a change...

Anyways, I hope Paul changes it back. Hope you folks give me a pass on this one, I will try not to do something dumb like that again.

Oh, I think the mods deleted our posts as it was thread derailing anyways - I won't bring it up again.

EDIT: Paul changed it back! OK, "clown phase" officially over (for good). I sure hope this wasn't some "attention getting stunt" my subconscious conjured... Hummm.

I guess you still missed the point....the issue was not about prudishness versus liberal, or natural....
we are not a bunch of Church Ladies here...it was more a matter of context, perhaps....
about being subtle rather than crass....


Uh oh... I feel myself being pulled in here - If anyone wants to get into "the point(s)" as I have explored before here and been quite heavily rebuked, I would be happy too. But if I did, I would begin to put my membership "in jeopardy" as I would begin to come across as antagonistic and I would create the aura where some folks "might not feel safe."

So I will make a brief statement here from nothing but my heartfelt opinion sans emotion.

On one hand "we" here in Avalon (as well as the majority amongst humanity) want our "freedom" and yet, at the same time, we form groups of us who, through a group centric "mindset" begin to create and, as time rolls by, impose our own "group think" upon those who might attempt to join in with the group. This happens in almost all group settings. It starts out with the urge to be expressive (which requires the freedom to be allowed to and able to express) - (usually a leader type gets the ball rolling) and then as those who might be attracted to the leader guy or the idea behind the creation of the group start to enter into the group scene, the group creates its own persona. The problem is that human beings change and the group persona resists change. Usually the leader guy (and or "founding mothers and fathers) have formed an attachment to the group (a strange way of generating and maintaining self worth) and have their identity wrapped up into the group.

By not allowing the most natural form of manifestation within any realm of form to occur (which is the freedom to change), the group ends up preventing "freedom" which in many cases was the very motivating factor in generating the group in the first place.

Please, do not think I am implying this thread was created with freedom in mind, but I have a feeling that "freedom for the human spirit" as one goal might have been a primary motivational factor in creating Avalon but I cannot know this for sure and have not been told this.

Why did I write all the above? Because (and I have been consistent from my earliest times here on Avalon) that the human being is held hostage by evil PTBs through their supposed "chakra" points which start with the lowest chakra which represents survival and then proceeds to the next chakra which is sex.

Clearly "they" have most of "us" in fear of our lives - something I got over thanks to this forum.

But before I came to this forum, I got over my self allowed hostage situation related to my second chakra and am totally free from being held hostage through my second chakra. What did I gain? The biggest single thing is that I totally and completely overcame any teensy tinsey shred of jealousy. This was such a relief. Note, I am happily married (and have been so for near 11 years now) and Cristina, my wife, is totally free to do whatever she desires that involves her thoughts, her words and her actions that relate to sex with regards to any 3rd party consenting adult and I have zero problem with it.

Do not mistake that I imply anyone else should adopt this attitude. I am only sharing my experience as someone who has and I am sharing the amazing freedom I live every single moment in part, because I have.

The only reason I share it is because I have high energy and am essentially stark raving free, I now create my experience in every way and I am living in a wonderland that when I was a child I always thought existed. At the same time I note that many others seem not to like the freedom I express by the way "I be" and so, in order to not be alone, I have to force myself to tone myself down.

Strange this world... very strange.

Anyway, at least I am back to being justoneman again but I wonder, should I change it to - justonebeing? I mean, to suggest gender in my name may be violating someone's PC, yes?

Ahhh, I am ok that I happen to be (at the level of my physical body) a human male. So I leave the name as is.

This has been one of my more interesting strolls through the village. Please, let me know if anyone wishes me to stay away for awhile and I will stay over in the Priority Threads section where the serious stuff is discussed.

[1inMany]

Here and Now, the cold rain has turned to sleet, th rhythmic plopping has given way to plinking. I gladly freeze, sitting here outside on the porch, for my modem is fried and I await a new one. This is M's favorite kind of weather, fitting for party day. The Universe delivered it especially for her, I bet. Last day of high school. So yes, I will gladly endure the chill.

I have experienced no greater joy than watching M's despair of only a week ago give way to the Hope of today.

Much Love,

[1inMany]

If I had a connection that was worth a darn, I would share Let It Be, and probably that whistley emoticon thingy. Just sayin ...

Much Love,

[Chester]

watching this
http://vimeo.com/55073825

OVERVIEW

"On the 40th anniversary of the famous ‘Blue Marble’ photograph taken of Earth from space, Planetary Collective presents a short
film documenting astronauts’ life-changing stories of seeing the Earth from the outside – a perspective-altering experience often
described as the Overview Effect.

The Overview Effect, first described by author Frank White in 1987, is an experience that transforms astronauts’ perspective of the planet
and mankind’s place upon it. Common features of the experience are a feeling of awe for the planet, a profound understanding of the
interconnection of all life, and a renewed sense of responsibility for taking care of the environment.

‘Overview’ is a short film that explores this phenomenon through interviews with five astronauts who have experienced the Overview Effect.
The film also features insights from commentators and thinkers on the wider implications and importance of this understanding for society,
and our relationship to the environment.

CAST
• EDGAR MITCHELL – Apollo 14 astronaut and founder of the Institute of Noetic Sciences
• RON GARAN – ISS astronaut and founder of humanitarian organization Fragile Oasis
• NICOLE STOTT – Shuttle and ISS astronaut and member of Fragile Oasis
• JEFF HOFFMAN – Shuttle astronaut and senior lecturer at MIT
• SHANE KIMBROUGH – Shuttle/ISS astronaut and Lieutenant Colonel in the US Army
• FRANK WHITE – space theorist and author of the book ‘The Overview Effect’
• DAVID LOY- philosopher and author
• DAVID BEAVER – philosopher and co-founder of The Overview Institute"

For some reason this made me think of Wade Frazier and his attempt to get a choir going. Once a certain number start singing everyone will suddenly want to sing too. And then suddenly FE devices will just almost magically appear everywhere. Nice idea. Always thought it was a good one...
Hope it works!

Clowns... ooops, "goofeballs" like me sometimes wander into villages and don't have proper context yet wanna just jump into the party. I just realized by reading your post, Ernie Nemeth, that the comment that got me rolling was a play on words made by spiritwind which I took in a totally different direction.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beavis_and_Butt-head

Thus I was doomed from the start and brought others down with me (another ooops).

But in an attempt to be serious, realize, I am simply expressing (albeit was doing so indirectly) the utter hypocrisy of this northern/western movie projection "we" endure. On one hand we are blasted with everything sexual via the media and experiential insinuation... and then on the other hand we are militant against natural freedoms.

You might say, what? militant? come on, Chester... we just expect that "comments" along these lines be "subtle rather than crass" and I truly understand this so I am not attempting to mock this statement.

What generates my ire is how is one supposed to "know" where than line is between "subtle" and "crass" when you are also stark raving free like me?

I am just asking for some understanding is all.

This is the very best manifestation of how we create our own "prison" in that we are divided by the two extremes but then we have stronger willed individuals who set a standard as to where that line is crossed which creates a third division between the two extremes. This sounds like a perfect way to generate a prison which is totally and entirely maintained by us prisoners (yes... me too... as clearly one could take my posts as imposing my freedom upon others).

This brings me to a new point in my journey - a point where I may have to take the ill fated step of expressing myself through my writings in a different venue... one that is not imposing my views on others (like I am doing here).

This has been a healthy exercise for me - thanks for indulging me.

[WhiteFeather]

Good Morning Villagers, ;) Here and Now I'm watching an inspiring video. When we get down at times this video gives me some motivation.

Peace........W.f.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zeb-k-XzaI

[astrid]

Check out this dog .... He is totally blind
but " sees" just fine

Sorry not you tube so can't embed...

http://www.wthitv.com/dpp/news/local/a-dog-with-a-special-talent#.UQwTZ6X-D8u

[WhiteFeather]

Check out this dog .... He is totally blind
but " sees" just fine

Sorry not you tube so can't embed...

http://www.wthitv.com/dpp/news/local/a-dog-with-a-special-talent#.UQwTZ6X-D8u

Cheeka sees with her heart...awesome ;)

[Calz]

I miss hearing from Dan.

I know it can be hard connecting on the road (in this case Peru I believe).

Last time I was overseas with family we were able to connect (barely) but I couldn't watch youtubes.


Hope you are doing fine ...

http://streakingflame.webs.com/18980-bigthumbnail.jpg

[CdnSirian]

Justoneman, perhaps you can understand that you chose an image that to most people implies bondage, slavery, exploitation, and less-than, whether it's intended or not. A culturally long standing (about a thousand years give or take) image that we have even been taught represents "freedom" to imitate said image and related behaviour, the ultimate in Matrix control.

Sorry to villagers if this conversation has become "serious" but I decided to throw in this observation.

Adding a bit: JOM: "This brings me to a new point in my journey - a point where I may have to take the ill fated step of expressing myself through my writings in a different venue... one that is not imposing my views on others (like I am doing here).

This has been a healthy exercise for me - thanks for indulging me."

JOM I'm sure no one on this forum wants to repress your sense of freedom, but on the other hand you seem to have gained the wisdom to realize that your experience is unique, as each of ours is, and this village and the village of our planet can be shared happily, with awareness. The "knee jerk" response from both men and women alike of the image we didn't like, also involves empathy and compassion for those enslaved by the controlling factors, and the vision of a future without any of that.

On a happier note, while roads are still closed around here, the sun is out!

[Calz]

Note to brother justonelessonafteranother ...

This space is very special and that is why it works.

Sometimes we forget and bring in things that don't fit ... with no mal-intent.

In my efforts to bring mirth I have stepped over that line a couple times here ... you are not alone.

I am sure the village accepts you fully with only the request to respect it for what it is ... not that hard to do :)

[I *still* think that was actually Alice Cooper ... but what would I know???] :haha:


http://hardrockheavymetal.files.wordpress.com/2011/09/alice-cooper-welcome_to_my_nightmare.jpg

[1inMany]

The wonderful thing about this village is that it builds on what we All have in common. It allows expression, sharing on a number of levels. What works for me may not, and probably wouldn't, work for someone else. I'm okay with that. Whatever y'all do in your cottages or huts or treehouses is none of my business, haha. It is what we share in the village commons (wish I had a better word for that) that makes this a magical place.

Imo, we are able to help each other because of the connections we make...Here. and Now. We do have many things in common, remarkably so. Look at the healing that has taken place Here. And Now. The healing of ourselves, each other, and those we love or care about that are not present in the village.

This magic is possible because of what we are willing to give, and because of what we are willing to *for*give.

This is all imo, of course.

Much Love, and Magic...

[Flash]

i am ok with your name chester and most of your avatars, except the half naked women with a clown face, it reaaalllly made me quite sad, as if women could not be thermselves and had to disguised in clown faces while giving their body away. It is definitely no better than tchadors and hijabs as far as I am concerned, just the plain opposite.

Justoneclown, where did I post that previous post about your previous avatar? I cannot find it, I must be going nut.

Its Funny but I never even considered the clothes... that's what blew my mind - I guess it is because I don't view anyone as an object which, of course, means women and men. I lived in Curacao for 8 years and it changed me a lot. Go to the beach for example and you almost can't find a woman with a top on. But what's even better about all that is... that no one cares. Its just being natural. So I guess I just changed and don't see those things like it seems lots of folks in "western society" seem to see them in this regard. BUT! Still, I am allowed to be a member of this forum and I appreciate that and thus, was easy to understand the views some take here and that they saw something in my clown persona especially that pic which I failed to.

So I asked Paul to change me back (Christine also asked me to change it back).

I guess having to move back to Texas and that so many folks had changed their poster names recently, I thought it was time for a change...

Anyways, I hope Paul changes it back. Hope you folks give me a pass on this one, I will try not to do something dumb like that again.

Oh, I think the mods deleted our posts as it was thread derailing anyways - I won't bring it up again.

EDIT: Paul changed it back! OK, "clown phase" officially over (for good). I sure hope this wasn't some "attention getting stunt" my subconscious conjured... Hummm.

I guess you still missed the point....the issue was not about prudishness versus liberal, or natural....
we are not a bunch of Church Ladies here...it was more a matter of context, perhaps....
about being subtle rather than crass....


Uh oh... I feel myself being pulled in here - If anyone wants to get into "the point(s)" as I have explored before here and been quite heavily rebuked, I would be happy too. But if I did, I would begin to put my membership "in jeopardy" as I would begin to come across as antagonistic and I would create the aura where some folks "might not feel safe."

So I will make a brief statement here from nothing but my heartfelt opinion sans emotion.

On one hand "we" here in Avalon (as well as the majority amongst humanity) want our "freedom" and yet, at the same time, we form groups of us who, through a group centric "mindset" begin to create and, as time rolls by, impose our own "group think" upon those who might attempt to join in with the group. This happens in almost all group settings. It starts out with the urge to be expressive (which requires the freedom to be allowed to and able to express) - (usually a leader type gets the ball rolling) and then as those who might be attracted to the leader guy or the idea behind the creation of the group start to enter into the group scene, the group creates its own persona. The problem is that human beings change and the group persona resists change. Usually the leader guy (and or "founding mothers and fathers) have formed an attachment to the group (a strange way of generating and maintaining self worth) and have their identity wrapped up into the group.

By not allowing the most natural form of manifestation within any realm of form to occur (which is the freedom to change), the group ends up preventing "freedom" which in many cases was the very motivating factor in generating the group in the first place.

Please, do not think I am implying this thread was created with freedom in mind, but I have a feeling that "freedom for the human spirit" as one goal might have been a primary motivational factor in creating Avalon but I cannot know this for sure and have not been told this.

Why did I write all the above? Because (and I have been consistent from my earliest times here on Avalon) that the human being is held hostage by evil PTBs through their supposed "chakra" points which start with the lowest chakra which represents survival and then proceeds to the next chakra which is sex.

Clearly "they" have most of "us" in fear of our lives - something I got over thanks to this forum.

But before I came to this forum, I got over my self allowed hostage situation related to my second chakra and am totally free from being held hostage through my second chakra. What did I gain? The biggest single thing is that I totally and completely overcame any teensy tinsey shred of jealousy. This was such a relief. Note, I am happily married (and have been so for near 11 years now) and Cristina, my wife, is totally free to do whatever she desires that involves her thoughts, her words and her actions that relate to sex with regards to any 3rd party consenting adult and I have zero problem with it.

Do not mistake that I imply anyone else should adopt this attitude. I am only sharing my experience as someone who has and I am sharing the amazing freedom I live every single moment in part, because I have.

The only reason I share it is because I have high energy and am essentially stark raving free, I now create my experience in every way and I am living in a wonderland that when I was a child I always thought existed. At the same time I note that many others seem not to like the freedom I express by the way "I be" and so, in order to not be alone, I have to force myself to tone myself down.

Strange this world... very strange.

Anyway, at least I am back to being justoneman again but I wonder, should I change it to - justonebeing? I mean, to suggest gender in my name may be violating someone's PC, yes?

Ahhh, I am ok that I happen to be (at the level of my physical body) a human male. So I leave the name as is.

This has been one of my more interesting strolls through the village. Please, let me know if anyone wishes me to stay away for awhile and I will stay over in the Priority Threads section where the serious stuff is discussed.
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ok, lets me be brute: nobody specifically asked you to change your name back. Second: we expressed what your "petite tenue" avatar, not only in petite tenue but also with a clown mask, made us feel, and you decided to change the avatar. Which I am glad about because everytime I would see it, disgust would surge in me, but, I did not ask for it. I just commented on how it makes me feel.

Are you telling me right now that I cannot comment on my own feelings? Because it makes you do things you do not want to do?

You are also linking these feelings of ours (me and others) covertly, not openly, to a blocked second chakra. How pretentious.... You have not listened to the whys of our feelings nor did you ask about it and then you concluded. Wrong path Chester. Certainly lacking in listening skills and communication skills, in my opinion.

Then, finally, you changed everything, avatar and name, and you talk of freedom that was kind of taken from you because of "group thinking". Well, if your first and second chakras are entirely cleared, it seems to be time for the third chakra, because I see pointing in the horizon here a victim feeling linked to the third chakra. When cleared, we talk again about our second chakras. oK? (yes, i feel a bit nasty in my comments).

I love you Chester, and also like the input you have in this forum. But I do see miscommunication and assumptions that may not be linked to reality.

[Chester]

Justoneman, perhaps you can understand that you chose an image that to most people implies bondage, slavery, exploitation, and less-than, whether it's intended or not. A culturally long standing (about a thousand years give or take) image that we have even been taught represents "freedom" to imitate said image and related behaviour, the ultimate in Matrix control.

Sorry to villagers if this conversation has become "serious" but I decided to throw in this observation.

Adding a bit: JOM: "This brings me to a new point in my journey - a point where I may have to take the ill fated step of expressing myself through my writings in a different venue... one that is not imposing my views on others (like I am doing here).

This has been a healthy exercise for me - thanks for indulging me."

JOM I'm sure no one on this forum wants to repress your sense of freedom, but on the other hand you seem to have gained the wisdom to realize that your experience is unique, as each of ours is, and this village and the village of our planet can be shared happily, with awareness. The "knee jerk" response from both men and women alike of the image we didn't like, also involves empathy and compassion for those enslaved by the controlling factors, and the vision of a future without any of that.

On a happier note, while roads are still closed around here, the sun is out!

Thank you - I pretty much understand all this clearly now. The bottom line for me was that I recognize I still lack (significantly) in what I call "court awareness" but have the ability to admit it (which I have), have the ability to commit to do better in this venue (I could never leave unless I create my expulsion because this forum truly saved my life and I feel compelled to give back as best I can what I have been given) and that if I have to send out to the universe in written expression my views, I should consider doing so on my own, self created website (something I have avoided up until now).

This is the wisest course to take for if someone visits my website and reads any of my writings, that will be in accordance with their own free will and thus I could experience the freedom of expression my spirit drives me to without imposing my views (which I believe I did with many of my recent posts since the clown show started).

I hope the folks here give me another break as this is about the 5th time on Avalon I crossed a line I regret and I know I could have done better.

It was clearly wrong and the damage has been done and in essence, if anyone has ever read my story of the little boy and the fence, I have driven another nail through it where even though my apology may pull the nail out, the fence still has a new hole.

I am certain I won't make this mistake again. Now off to find a place to live just in case my son is granted probation next week! Chester (the pester)

[WhiteFeather]

The wonderful thing about this village is that it builds on what we All have in common. It allows expression, sharing on a number of levels. What works for me may not, and probably wouldn't, work for someone else. I'm okay with that. Whatever y'all do in your cottages or huts or treehouses is none of my business, haha. It is what we share in the village commons (wish I had a better word for that) that makes this a magical place.

Imo, we are able to help each other because of the connections we make...Here. and Now. We do have many things in common, remarkably so. Look at the healing that has taken place Here. And Now. The healing of ourselves, each other, and those we love or care about that are not present in the village.

This magic is possible because of what we are willing to give, and because of what we are willing to *for*give.

This is all imo, of course.

Much Love, and Magic...

Well said and Kudos... Forgiveness...... a great gift or tool we humans can utilize. Thought of this song.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xezg3z5IE8I

[Ernie Nemeth]

Chester, dude, I immediately thought you misunderstood the whole beavers and butt thing.
I'm sorry I did not go with my intuition and PM you.
That phrase came not from any sexual context but from a reference to castorium, a food additive. Castorium, it turns out, is an anal gland secretion of the beaver that they use to mark their territory with.
Hope that helps, my man.

As to being totally free. IMO, to be totally free requires a great deal of discernment and a sense of responsibility. To be totally free does not mean one gets to do whatever they want because if everybody did that it would lead to chaos. To be totally free means one understands that there are others to consider as well so that their freedom is respected first and foremost. And it is a fine line, no doubt. Perhaps one that needs to be tested even pushed against in order to free everyone. But when one pushes that line another might feel like their freedom is being curtailed. So there you go, maybe that's why the PTB are there - so that we can learn when that line has moved too far into our space. We learn what freedom is when it is threatened and we can push back and learn to say, "this far and no further".

[ulli]

Clowns... ooops, "goofeballs" like me sometimes wander into villages and don't have proper context yet wanna just jump into the party. I just realized by reading your post, Ernie Nemeth, that the comment that got me rolling was a play on words made by spiritwind which I took in a totally different direction.



Thus I was doomed from the start and brought others down with me (another ooops).

But in an attempt to be serious, realize, I am simply expressing (albeit was doing so indirectly) the utter hypocrisy of this northern/western movie projection "we" endure. On one hand we are blasted with everything sexual via the media and experiential insinuation... and then on the other hand we are militant against natural freedoms.

You might say, what? militant? come on, Chester... we just expect that "comments" along these lines be "subtle rather than crass" and I truly understand this so I am not attempting to mock this statement.

What generates my ire is how is one supposed to "know" where than line is between "subtle" and "crass" when you are also stark raving free like me?

I am just asking for some understanding is all.

This is the very best manifestation of how we create our own "prison" in that we are divided by the two extremes but then we have stronger willed individuals who set a standard as to where that line is crossed which creates a third division between the two extremes. This sounds like a perfect way to generate a prison which is totally and entirely maintained by us prisoners (yes... me too... as clearly one could take my posts as imposing my freedom upon others).

This brings me to a new point in my journey - a point where I may have to take the ill fated step of expressing myself through my writings in a different venue... one that is not imposing my views on others (like I am doing here).

This has been a healthy exercise for me - thanks for indulging me.


Healthy exercise, yes...maybe for all?
Not sure, as I try not to speak on behalf of others.
For me every exchange is a healthy exercise, and about learning and opportunity for growth.
You are a welcome member here, Chester. What appended to you can happen to any of us.
Sometimes there is disagreement, and sometimes things might even escalate a bit.
No big deal, as far as I'm concerned. I happen to agree with Nora, and Astrid's attitude towards clowns...
I happen to share. Nothing scary, just a bit creepy. Clowns belonged to another age...

This Village is not about group mindset, it is about individual's speaking their mind.

[araucaria]

Just a comment on Chester's formula "stark raving free", which has got to have at least in part a negative connotation owing to the other word in the stock phrase on which it is based.

Freedom for me is the freedom willingly to give up parts of one's freedom, and the ultimate comes when you have willingly given up all freedom.

Replace 'freedom' with 'choice', and you will see a way beyond this planet of choice when you have chosen once and for all to just go with the flow.

[Rocky_Shorz]

pops in and waves hi!!!

helping someone without internet 24/7 finally back online for a bit...

been watching on cell phone, tons going on from solar to meteors, another ripple from a flare coming on the 22nd...

but other than that it's all good...

how're yall doing?

[Guest]

Had a dream last night that I was in a cathedral beautifully constructed of cedar with vaulted ceilings and apse. I was sitting in the center of a nave with 2 nuns and a priest having a long serious discussion. I'm not catholic, but they didn't seem to mind. Felt like they new me and were expecting me. A lot of the discussion was centered around the labyrinth of the human soul and spirit -very complex and intricate. It was a good dream and I felt more at ease after talking with them. Probably to be continued.


1, I'm sorry your modem is down.... pain typing on a phone....

and I miss eaglespirit's presence and posts too. Love Love Love

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As Above As Below


http://bearcloudgallery.com/



Love


Nora

[astrid]

Good to see you Rocky,
i was trying to connect to you yesterday,
and there you are..

[Ernie Nemeth]

-u8Kef02nvQ

Wanted to post Sunny Days but I didn't like the video attached to it...
Might have posted this tune before, can't remember, oh well.

[ulli]

@ Nora:
The ceiling of the Basilica of Cartago is vaulted and made of cedar.
Cartago is our nearest large town, and my husband's parents live right next door.
The priests and even the Bishop are regulars in my mother-in-law's home,
and I have had some interesting conversations with them over the years...
in some cases indulging myself by blowing their minds with astrology talk.

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uXlJEIeijms/TRIogOF0TCI/AAAAAAAAIPs/LmpOCMs4jW8/s1600/Interior-Basilica-Los-Angeles-Cartago-Costa-Rica.jpg

[CdnSirian]

Chester the whole clown thing was just a bump in the road which you smoothed out. Hope to see you on this thread again.

[Calz]

Too much seriousness bad for you it is ...

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[ulli]

Here is an idea....

http://i.imgur.com/v0b9XuY.jpg

[ulli]

... one more for Chester, the "free" Man
(to be used next time, lol, and also to show there's no hard feelings)

http://i.imgur.com/YtQArZD.jpg

[Carmody]

just had two agent like people drive up to my front door and GPS survey my location, and dash off before they could be confronted. I noted that they went to my neighbor's house but not to the business-like place at the very end (dead end road). They only seemed to be interested in surveying places where people physically live.

the suspicion is that they are doing it for satellite viewing, bombing, pick up of unwanted and undesirables..

Or....IMO, for project 'looking glass'- like viewing of houses, and other phenomena/devices. They need the co-ordinates in order to begin such work, is my guess, as it might be a bit tricky to do small adjustments, as a guess, so they start with the GPS co-ordinates of the front door.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Please indulge me, and sorry in advance for the silly seriousness I must delve into.

I'll keep it short.

Was finally feeling pretty good today, after sending a little critter on his way last night. Silly thing was interfering with my dreams. Guess it was pissed and sent for re-inforcements. And now two things happened within minutes:

Told I'm being sued for money owed to a customer I cannot pay.

Cops at my door again just now. I admit I'm scared and can't shake it just now.
I see no choice but to give myself up.

Just asking to think of me and send me strength if possible.

Okay, carry on...

[ulli]

Please indulge me, and sorry in advance for the silly seriousness I must delve into.

I'll keep it short.

Was finally feeling pretty good today, after sending a little critter on his way last night. Silly thing was interfering with my dreams. Guess it was pissed and sent for re-inforcements. And now two things happened within minutes:

Told I'm being sued for money owed to a customer I cannot pay.

Cops at my door again just now. I admit I'm scared and can't shake it just now.
I see no choice but to give myself up.

Just asking to think of me and send me strength if possible.

Okay, carry on...

How much do you owe, Ernie? Maybe some of us can organize a fundraiser for you?

[Calz]

Be strong Ernie.

Memory serving you did make a "request" recently and so it stands to reason this is for your own growth and higher good.


http://www.myspacetuning.com/gfx/funny_pics/kids/strong.jpg



How much do you owe, Ernie? Maybe some of us can organize a fundraiser for you?

Yes ... don't cave in.

[Ernie Nemeth]

I can raise the $600 on my own if it comes to that, np. But thanks just the same. My pride is all that stands in the way of that.

What I want to do is appologize.
I want to say I am very sorry to everyone I've ever thought a single bad thought about, here at Avalon. Sometimes I forget how powerful I am and that negative thoughts are almost as powerful as the positive and can be quite disrupptive when focussed on anyone. I never meant to hurt anyone, but I am only human. Sometimes I just feel the need to lash out in my mind at things I don't understand. I will guard my thoughts much better from this point forward. While in jail I will dwell on this and do my best to make amends. So don't be surprised at any sudden surges of good luck or just unlocalized power. That is my gift to you.

Be blessed and blessed be.

Love,
Ernie

[Calz]

Ernie ... you do work on behalf of us all.

Pride?

So much of what has come to bring humanity to where it is has been based on *money*.

Don't go there.

I cannot make any promises ... but don't shut out the possibility that your friends here can help.

http://cloud.graphicleftovers.com/23142/1464216/money-loving-smiley.jpg

[Carmody]

There is no such thing as any form of jail time for private debt in Canada.

So I've no idea what the heck is going on here.

[Calz]

No idea aboot that (sorry eh?).

What is money at this point anyways???

How long before it is worth absolutely nothing???

All those slimey pieces of paper with lotso illooneynaughty symbols.


Setting aside whether or not jail time is in the future for Ernie ...


... if what he suggests has merit then would not keeping a lighterworker out of such circumstances be worthy of consideration for what will at some point soon be nothing more than kinder to help start a fire to warm our bones???


http://fc09.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2011/013/c/b/burning_money_by_aitran96-d374vys.gif

[ulli]

I can raise the $600 on my own if it comes to that, np. But thanks just the same. My pride is all that stands in the way of that.

What I want to do is appologize.
I want to say I am very sorry to everyone I've ever thought a single bad thought about, here at Avalon. Sometimes I forget how powerful I am and that negative thoughts are almost as powerful as the positive and can be quite disrupptive when focussed on anyone. I never meant to hurt anyone, but I am only human. Sometimes I just feel the need to lash out in my mind at things I don't understand. I will guard my thoughts much better from this point forward. While in jail I will dwell on this and do my best to make amends. So don't be surprised at any sudden surges of good luck or just unlocalized power. That is my gift to you.

Be blessed and blessed be.

Love,
Ernie

$600...that's only 12 people forking out $50 per person. I'm herewith pledging my share.

[Calz]

There is no such thing as any form of jail time for private debt in Canada.




Ernie have you consulted with a lawyer about this?

[Flash]

Ernie, I will gladly provide you with 50$ too, but I would very much appreciate to understand why the cops were at your door. It most probably has nothing to do with this debt and usually, in Canada, it is for some criminal offence. Unless you are under surveillance for some experiments or research, or political behaviors, and then, they are dress in plain clothes.
Let us know were to send the money through pm. Thanks

[1inMany]

Thank goodness, back online. I have had more computer/electronics troubles in past 6 months or so than in my entire life put together. Yeah, I know....changes. I liked the quiet for about 3 hours, then I started to squirm a bit. Felt really cut off.

Phew. Here and Now, it's cold as the dickens. I miss Dan, too. Wondering what is going on that is interesting in Peru...I bet there's a lot going on there.

Rocky, I thought you might have dipped your toe into the dating pool and then fell in, haha.

I'm working on not worrying, here and now. It is hard not to. I'm trying this release thing Astrid suggested a few pages back. It's pretty effective, I must say. I suspect that if I researched breath, I would find some connection to the Divine.

Much Love,

[Samsara]

Hey Ernie, I pledge my share too.

Cops at your door for some other problem ? Every problem has its solution.

[Ernie Nemeth]

I had to take a nap to regroup.

The money owed is a completely separate matter. It only compounds my problems.

There is a bench warrant out for my arrest and it is that that has caused me to loose my job, too. I have to deal with it, or have it hang over my head indefinitely. I am no fugitive, and I won't be treated as such by a company called "City of Toronto". I've decided to expose them for what they are, we'll see where this goes...

[Marianne]

I can raise the $600 on my own if it comes to that, np. But thanks just the same. My pride is all that stands in the way of that.

What I want to do is appologize.
I want to say I am very sorry to everyone I've ever thought a single bad thought about, here at Avalon. Sometimes I forget how powerful I am and that negative thoughts are almost as powerful as the positive and can be quite disrupptive when focussed on anyone. I never meant to hurt anyone, but I am only human. Sometimes I just feel the need to lash out in my mind at things I don't understand. I will guard my thoughts much better from this point forward. While in jail I will dwell on this and do my best to make amends. So don't be surprised at any sudden surges of good luck or just unlocalized power. That is my gift to you.

Be blessed and blessed be.

Love,
Ernie

$600...that's only 12 people forking out $50 per person. I'm herewith pledging my share.

I'm in too, for $50. Please PM details.

[Samsara]

2cTBlGcZCeA

[Ernie Nemeth]

Oh my gosh, it was never my intention for anyone to think I need money.
Thank you everyone but I cannot accept. I can work it out, it is only a few days work to cover such a paltry sum.

And the other matter involving the police is my own doing, in a way. I got myself into this mess by accepting a long term work assignment through love for another. I will not give it up but stand firm in my convictions. Time to take this thing to the next level, that's all.

What I could use is a bit of help in the legal/law area. Is there one amongst us who could help me with that? I want to expose the racket of companies that have wrangled their way into our lives by fraudulent means and hiding behind "legal" sounding names, like "city of toronto", "province of ontario", "government of canada" (no capitalization intended). For now I will call the bluff of the "city of toronto".

I need to prepare a letter of intent to hand the court bailiff when I arrive at court tomorrow. In it I will name the parties I intend to sue for unlawful imprisonment, lose of wages, and other intangibles. Let's see how far we can take this...

Wish Lord Sidious was still around...

[astrid]

Fire is still out of control - at least 25,000 ha and growing.
Please keep up with prayers, it will hit townships soon


Thank you

Love you all

[ulli]

Fire is still out of control - at least 25,000 ha and growing.
Please keep up with prayers, it will hit townships soon


Thank you

Love you all

Can't we try and make some clouds and rain?

[Calz]

Wish Lord Sidious was still around...

Rob is still available on one forum and my understanding is he will soon have his own (no strings attached this time)

Be well my brother :)

[ulli]

Another video on turning your yard into a farm...

http://www.nextworldtv.com/videos/growing-food/heather-flores-founder-of-food-not-lawns.html



Challenge The Monoculture of Lawn After Lawn After Lawn

"I would like to see our culture change so that keeping up with the Joneses means you're more sustainable." says Heather Flores, the founder of Food Not Lawns. They are a non profit organization that promotes the idea of growing food instead of wasting resources on grassy lawns.

"Lawns are the single largest agricultural sector in the country. They are responsible for more fertilizers and pesticides and herbicides and toxins into the river, erosion, run off, water waste, you name it. Petrochemicals. There's really nothing good that lawns are doing for the environment. It seems like it would make a lot more sense to use your land for something that benefits you as an individual vs. surrounding yourself with something that's poisoning you and your family." she adds.

She estimates that for every 100 square feet, you can generate 100 lbs of food. She says:"Food Not Lawns is a challenge to the homogenous monoculture of lawn after lawn after lawn"

Amen! Thank you Heather Flores for changing our cultural beliefs about especially suburban front lawns. They are out dated. They are quaint but useless (even harmful as she points out) holdovers from a time when only wealthy estates could have land to show off, that was manicured, that was used for croquet and tea time - and not used to grow food.

How much more beautiful it is to see fruit trees and flowers!

--Bibi Farber

[astrid]

Another pic, this was from yesterday when containment lines were broken.

http://www.abc.net.au/news/image/4525450-3x2-940x627.jpg

[ulli]

Sweet sloth..I've seen several here in Costa Rica:

http://i.imgur.com/97juRl7.gif

[RunningDeer]

Dear Ernie, I send you strength that's equal to your own.
Love and hugs,
Paula
http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Angels/IMG_2245.jpg


Please indulge me, and sorry in advance for the silly seriousness I must delve into.

I'll keep it short.

Was finally feeling pretty good today, after sending a little critter on his way last night. Silly thing was interfering with my dreams. Guess it was pissed and sent for re-inforcements. And now two things happened within minutes:

Told I'm being sued for money owed to a customer I cannot pay.

Cops at my door again just now. I admit I'm scared and can't shake it just now.
I see no choice but to give myself up.

Just asking to think of me and send me strength if possible.

Okay, carry on...

[RunningDeer]

I can raise the $600 on my own if it comes to that, np. But thanks just the same. My pride is all that stands in the way of that.

What I want to do is appologize.
I want to say I am very sorry to everyone I've ever thought a single bad thought about, here at Avalon. Sometimes I forget how powerful I am and that negative thoughts are almost as powerful as the positive and can be quite disrupptive when focussed on anyone. I never meant to hurt anyone, but I am only human. Sometimes I just feel the need to lash out in my mind at things I don't understand. I will guard my thoughts much better from this point forward. While in jail I will dwell on this and do my best to make amends. So don't be surprised at any sudden surges of good luck or just unlocalized power. That is my gift to you.

Be blessed and blessed be.

Love,
Ernie

$600...that's only 12 people forking out $50 per person. I'm herewith pledging my share.

Me, too.... Please PM details.

[astrid]

"Mars has just moved into Pisces 16:

IN A QUIET MOMENT, A CREATIVE INDIVIDUAL EXPERIENCES THE FLOW OF INSPIRATION

This Symbol shows the ability, or the need, to be able to quieten the mind, to spend some time in “Quiet’ contemplation,
to allow for the “Flow of Inspiration”. Inspiration is a stimulation of the mind or emotions to a high level of feeling or activity.
During many times in your life, you’ll find the flow of inspiration coming through if you allow it to and the more creative you
allow yourself to be, the more inspiration will be in the messages. You may find that with each idea or creative inspiration t
here follows another and another. This signifies taking time to relax and go with the flow neither fighting against nor pushing forward.
Closed minds and fixed attitudes will not help.Inspired creativity. Openness to higher forces and ideals. Inspiration realized. Dreams.
Art, music, writing. Messages from higher self or from God. Meditation. Quiet moments.

The Caution: Being too tired, only sleeping. Lots of ideas that don't translate into reality. Loud voices in the head. Wild goose-chases.
Schizophrenia. Shutting off from others."

[astrid]

bEtcM5ibbWg

Cool, Wave Farming.

[astrid]

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WOw... loved that location, stunning,
Thanks Tom !

[CD7]

Another video on turning your yard into a farm...

http://www.nextworldtv.com/videos/gr...not-lawns.html



Thanks for the link Uli tht was awesome to see someone invisioning the same dream as me (well they were actually doing more then invisioning :rolleyes:)! I imagine eatable plants trees EVERYWHERE in place of lawns and all areas inbetween Free Food Everywhere good god i really wish this was our reality....

[WhiteFeather]

Ernie hang in there bro. Im sure posiive things will be going your way. The universe is listening and very giving. I can help out as well, but not till the 1st of next month if this is ok. My thoughts and intentions be with you.

Sending out some rain music to Australia as i type these words, and at Lightning speed. This rain dance song seems to have some magic in it. It has worked before.
Intentions of rain to the areas needed in Australia and throughout Mother Earth. Let it quench the thirsty land where its needed most.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcAy13lgsvs

[Chester]

Just a comment on Chester's formula "stark raving free", which has got to have at least in part a negative connotation owing to the other word in the stock phrase on which it is based.

Freedom for me is the freedom willingly to give up parts of one's freedom, and the ultimate comes when you have willingly given up all freedom.

Replace 'freedom' with 'choice', and you will see a way beyond this planet of choice when you have chosen once and for all to just go with the flow.

OK, I will go with the flow and accept war and accept satanic ritual human and animal sacrifice and accept abductions by human and non human, 3D and other dimensional beings as it is all and only the choice of both the perps and the victims that they find themselves having those experiences.

Unfortunately, when I do, I eventually become restless and then... the next thing I know, bad things start happening in my life to those I love, like my sons and step daughter and wife and sister.

My problem is that I have found these correlations and so I have a hard time denying the call.

But I will go with the lovely flow.

I hardly know any of the victims anyways.

I will avoid Houman's thread as that disrupts the "flow."

I will avoid the threads in the Priority Threads section as those are flow busters.

I am learning to listen.

[CdnSirian]

Justoneman:


"OK, I will go with the flow and accept war and accept satanic ritual human and animal sacrifice and accept abductions by human and non human, 3D and other dimensional beings as it is all and only the choice of both the perps and the victims that they find themselves having those experiences.

Unfortunately, when I do, I eventually become restless and then... the next thing I know, bad things start happening in my life to those I love, like my sons and step daughter and wife and sister.

My problem is that I have found these correlations and so I have a hard time denying the call.

But I will go with the lovely flow.

I hardly know any of the victims anyways.

I will avoid Houman's thread as that disrupts the "flow."

I will avoid the threads in the Priority Threads section as those are flow busters.

I am learning to listen. " Surely you jest!?

Has anyone suggested you accept any of those things? I thought this matter was resolved.....?

[Wind]

I wonder if this is the right place to post my (heavy) dreams, but here it goes...

I've been having really intense and dark dreams during the past few days. I usually have that kinds of dreams when I'm in fever or if I have eaten heavily before I went to sleep. It's felt like that the dreams are not of my own making, but someone or something was trying to weaken me with negative dark visions. In the first dream I saw lots of bigfoots running towards me in a forest, the second dream was even more nightmarish. I was seeing many meteorites hitting the earth and there was a lot of chaos. Perhaps it's just my subconscious processing all those recent news? The funny thing is that I'm really not scared of any such things.

When I woke up today I had the feeling that I'm going to get sick. I really hope that I still can avoid the cold. Also I haven't been able to sleep really well in a long time. Some nights are better than others and most of the time I just feel really drained. Lots of really weird things have been happening recently, but I still usually can process any negativity and it will not not affect me as it used to. Laughter is actually the best medicine to everything.

I've only recently have started to develop a state of balance on my (spiritual) journey. I don't get as stressed as I used to. As a natural empath I'm really sensitive to the energies around me and it is more often curse than a gift. Yet I'm still very thankful of my experiences.

I just felt the need to express myself. Here and now. :rolleyes:

[Chester]

Justoneman:


"OK, I will go with the flow and accept war and accept satanic ritual human and animal sacrifice and accept abductions by human and non human, 3D and other dimensional beings as it is all and only the choice of both the perps and the victims that they find themselves having those experiences.

Unfortunately, when I do, I eventually become restless and then... the next thing I know, bad things start happening in my life to those I love, like my sons and step daughter and wife and sister.

My problem is that I have found these correlations and so I have a hard time denying the call.

But I will go with the lovely flow.

I hardly know any of the victims anyways.

I will avoid Houman's thread as that disrupts the "flow."

I will avoid the threads in the Priority Threads section as those are flow busters.

I am learning to listen. " Surely you jest!?

Has anyone suggested you accept any of those things? I thought this matter was resolved.....?

There have been many comments directed at me and I have simply responded - the clown thing is long over - it is new comments that prompted my response.

The last I saw, there are about 6.5 billion people on the planet that have little to no choice in all sorts of things that most of us think matter. At least I am able to chose to respond on a forum... at least I am allowed to do so still today in America. We shall see if this is possible in 10 years. The odds are not so good.

Ohhh, and yes, to confirm, I surely jest. Can't teach an old dog new tricks they say... in my case, regarding core issues, this is pretty much true.

Sadly sarcasm does not always come through as well as my intention behind it hopes.

[araucaria]

Justoneman, what you are calling the flow here is just the opposite. All those things are boulders in the river trying to halt the flow, they are the obstacles we are trying to remove in order to enable the flow. To do this, we increase the flow to a flood if necessary.

This is just a simple, unoriginal analogy, I'm wondering why you seem to be muddying the waters. :confused:

[Ernie Nemeth]

Hi.

I have just spent the last hour and a half sending PMs to those who so graciously offered to help me with money. I declined the offers because I must deal with this myself. Unfortunately my box was full so none of them made it to their destination. Know that I sent prayers and blessings of the highest order - and those, of course, made it through! Sorry about that but I am spent and cannot recompose, resend and recoup my highest levels at this time. Know also that you have all touched my heart.

Thank you

[greybeard]

You are in my thoughts and prayers Ernie.
Love Chris

[Flash]

Ernie, you are in my thoughts as well.

If you are uncovering anything illegal from the city of Toronto, check at the Commission Charbonneau in The Gazette, and in CBC, you will have all kind of corruption, mafia payments, % to city Engineers, that were paid on construction contracts under the table of course. It seems that the city of Toronto and Ontario are in fact worst than Quebec but more covert.

It may help build your argumentation.

I am no lawyer, so I cannot help on the legal aspects.

[Flash]

Just a comment on Chester's formula "stark raving free", which has got to have at least in part a negative connotation owing to the other word in the stock phrase on which it is based.

Freedom for me is the freedom willingly to give up parts of one's freedom, and the ultimate comes when you have willingly given up all freedom.

Replace 'freedom' with 'choice', and you will see a way beyond this planet of choice when you have chosen once and for all to just go with the flow.

OK, I will go with the flow and accept war and accept satanic ritual human and animal sacrifice and accept abductions by human and non human, 3D and other dimensional beings as it is all and only the choice of both the perps and the victims that they find themselves having those experiences.

Unfortunately, when I do, I eventually become restless and then... the next thing I know, bad things start happening in my life to those I love, like my sons and step daughter and wife and sister.

My problem is that I have found these correlations and so I have a hard time denying the call.

But I will go with the lovely flow.

I hardly know any of the victims anyways.

I will avoid Houman's thread as that disrupts the "flow."

I will avoid the threads in the Priority Threads section as those are flow busters.

I am learning to listen.

I am laughing while reading this. You are Chester, and will remain, we like you like this. HOwever, Auracaria comments is quite just. May be it is worth a look and pondering.

Now, on my side, it seems that once we all look at you, and that you do a prima dona statement (all or nothing kind of - and this is what I would affectionately tell my daughter in similar circumstances), you may now ponder and tell us your true conclusion in a quiet manner maybe - oh! forget it, Chester is Chester.

Love you man

Flash

Ps: third chakra, third chakra, third chakra:p

[ulli]

@ Flash

I just thanked your feistiest post ever, the one in which you defended your country against an American attack.
Good job, I must say. Glad to have you here on our side, in this little Village.
I just hope backing your post with a thank you doesn't get me in trouble with my American friends.

[Flash]

@ Flash

I just thanked your feistiest post ever, the one in which you defended your country against an American attack.
Good job, I must say. Glad to have you here on our side, in this little Village.
I just hope backing your post with a thank you doesn't get me in trouble with my American friends.

I don't think you will be in trouble, even most Americans (sarcastic joke) understand this I presume. i would expect such comments as Target's ones, from rednecks out of the woods, from everywhere in fact (Canada or US), but from a forum writer, surrounded by people from all over the world, asking Canada to be the same as USA, with same laws and mentality, this is too much really. I was expecting better.

He may have his lesson in Virgin Island if this attitude keeps on, but my guess is that he was frustrated because he was taken his toy knife and his rifles and was discharging his discomptent on poor Canadians back.

[ulli]

I wonder if this is the right place to post my (heavy) dreams, but here it goes...

I've been having really intense and dark dreams during the past few days. I usually have that kinds of dreams when I'm in fever or if I have eaten heavily before I went to sleep. It's felt like that the dreams are not of my own making, but someone or something was trying to weaken me with negative dark visions. In the first dream I saw lots of bigfoots running towards me in a forest, the second dream was even more nightmarish. I was seeing many meteorites hitting the earth and there was a lot of chaos. Perhaps it's just my subconscious processing all those recent news? The funny thing is that I'm really not scared of any such things.

When I woke up today I had the feeling that I'm going to get sick. I really hope that I still can avoid the cold. Also I haven't been able to sleep really well in a long time. Some nights are better than others and most of the time I just feel really drained. Lots of really weird things have been happening recently, but I still usually can process any negativity and it will not not affect me as it used to. Laughter is actually the best medicine to everything.

I've only recently have started to develop a state of balance on my (spiritual) journey. I don't get as stressed as I used to. As a natural empath I'm really sensitive to the energies around me and it is more often curse than a gift. Yet I'm still very thankful of my experiences.

I just felt the need to express myself. Here and now. :rolleyes:

Thanks for sharing your dream. You might find Gestalt therapy interesting.
It helped me get in touch with my inner self. The founder is Frederick (Fritz) Perls, and there is much about him and his theories on the web.



"Frederick Perls (1893-1970) is the founder of Gestalt therapy. Gestalt therapy seeks to fill your emotional voids so that you can then become a unified whole. Perls believes that dreams contain the rejected, disowned parts of the Self. Every character and every object in a dream represents an aspect of the Self. You are the hurricane, you are the attacker, you are the broken down car, you are the bridge, and you are the dusty book. Perls rejects the notion that dreams are part of a universal symbolic language. He believes that each dream is unique to the individual who dreams it.

In order to discover what aspect of yourself is being disowned, Perls believes that it is important to retell your dream in the present tense and act it out accordingly. It is important to verbalize how each and every component in your dream felt, even inanimate objects."

[Samsara]

I wonder if this is the right place to post my (heavy) dreams, but here it goes...

I've been having really intense and dark dreams during the past few days. I usually have that kinds of dreams when I'm in fever or if I have eaten heavily before I went to sleep. It's felt like that the dreams are not of my own making, but someone or something was trying to weaken me with negative dark visions. In the first dream I saw lots of bigfoots running towards me in a forest, the second dream was even more nightmarish. I was seeing many meteorites hitting the earth and there was a lot of chaos. Perhaps it's just my subconscious processing all those recent news? The funny thing is that I'm really not scared of any such things.

When I woke up today I had the feeling that I'm going to get sick. I really hope that I still can avoid the cold. Also I haven't been able to sleep really well in a long time. Some nights are better than others and most of the time I just feel really drained. Lots of really weird things have been happening recently, but I still usually can process any negativity and it will not not affect me as it used to. Laughter is actually the best medicine to everything.

I've only recently have started to develop a state of balance on my (spiritual) journey. I don't get as stressed as I used to. As a natural empath I'm really sensitive to the energies around me and it is more often curse than a gift. Yet I'm still very thankful of my experiences.

I just felt the need to express myself. Here and now. :rolleyes:

Thanks for sharing StarSeed. My dreams have been very weird and heavy also. Dreaming of symbols in the sky and me pointing them out to everybody, and then grabbing a piece of a huge extraterrestrial structure that floated beside me, some kind of copper tube.... Nothing scaring me, but I feel my dreams are just so "packed". Will see to it now that I know I'm not the only one feeling this.

Last night, I helped Ernie all night. I don't remember the details this morning, but I was fixing a lot of things for you Ernie. Now I'm pooped (just kidding) !

Have a great day All !

[Wind]

Thanks for sharing your dream. You might find Gestalt therapy interesting.
It helped me get in touch with my inner self. The founder is Frederick (Fritz) Perls, and there is much about him and his theories on the web.

"Frederick Perls (1893-1970) is the founder of Gestalt therapy. Gestalt therapy seeks to fill your emotional voids so that you can then become a unified whole. Perls believes that dreams contain the rejected, disowned parts of the Self. Every character and every object in a dream represents an aspect of the Self. You are the hurricane, you are the attacker, you are the broken down car, you are the bridge, and you are the dusty book. Perls rejects the notion that dreams are part of a universal symbolic language. He believes that each dream is unique to the individual who dreams it.

In order to discover what aspect of yourself is being disowned, Perls believes that it is important to retell your dream in the present tense and act it out accordingly. It is important to verbalize how each and every component in your dream felt, even inanimate objects."

Sounds really interesting, I have to read more about it. Thanks for the suggestion, ulli. I have come to understand that many objects and things in dreams are not to be taken literal... But instead they represents aspects of myself. I do sometimes wonder that can outside forces affect our dreams? :confused:

I used to keep a record my dreams and it did help me remember my dreams even better. After writing down my dreams I was able to see a few lucid dreams, those were intense! It would be nice to get to know my inner (or higher) self even better and perhaps I could meet my guides in my dream state. I have met other lightworkers in my dreams, but I'm not sure if even they were just parts of myself.

[ulli]

Thanks for sharing your dream. You might find Gestalt therapy interesting.
It helped me get in touch with my inner self. The founder is Frederick (Fritz) Perls, and there is much about him and his theories on the web.

"Frederick Perls (1893-1970) is the founder of Gestalt therapy. Gestalt therapy seeks to fill your emotional voids so that you can then become a unified whole. Perls believes that dreams contain the rejected, disowned parts of the Self. Every character and every object in a dream represents an aspect of the Self. You are the hurricane, you are the attacker, you are the broken down car, you are the bridge, and you are the dusty book. Perls rejects the notion that dreams are part of a universal symbolic language. He believes that each dream is unique to the individual who dreams it.

In order to discover what aspect of yourself is being disowned, Perls believes that it is important to retell your dream in the present tense and act it out accordingly. It is important to verbalize how each and every component in your dream felt, even inanimate objects."

Sounds really interesting, I have to read more about it. Thanks for the suggestion, ulli. I have come to understand that many objects and things in dreams are not to be taken literal... But instead they represents aspects of myself. I do sometimes wonder that can outside forces affect our dreams? :confused:

I used to keep a record my dreams and it did help me remember my dreams even better. After writing down my dreams I was able to see a few lucid dreams, those were intense! It would be nice to get to know my inner (or higher) self even better and perhaps I could meet my guides in my dream state. I have met other lightworkers in my dreams, but I'm not sure if even they were just parts of myself.

My view of the universe is that of a hologram...
the tiniest part when made complete and whole
is a replica of the largest part...

both the individual as well as the collective can thus be perceived.
Most people seek only without, some seek within,
and fewer still see the connectedness between within and without.
As above, so below.
Manifesting outer reality works once the inner duality is transcended and inner wholeness is attained.
That's when secret doorways open that lead to the higher (less dense) layers.

We are powerless when it comes to controlling the outer universe...
but if we can work at harmonizing the inner, then due to a mysterious ripple effect
the outer universe can then also be affected.
It is possible then to be IN this world, but not OF it.

[Chester]

Justoneman, what you are calling the flow here is just the opposite. All those things are boulders in the river trying to halt the flow, they are the obstacles we are trying to remove in order to enable the flow. To do this, we increase the flow to a flood if necessary.

This is just a simple, unoriginal analogy, I'm wondering why you seem to be muddying the waters. :confused:

If we descend into accusations as to who might be muddying waters, does not the dark forces win out? Is that also not our lower self (the unhealthy ego) reacting? I am simply responding with my thoughts regarding "going with the flow" as opposed to blocking a flow that appears to be guided by the dark forces. Where is that line as to which is which? I doubt anyone could draw that line.

It is clear this thread has its strange sort of "protection" about it and I honor that. I do my very best not to be overly provocative. I see now I might be descending into that type of exchange (and perhaps have tested the security of many a folk here, especially "women") and so and going to take a vacation once again to New York where a different type of action exists.

I realize now the initial error I made too. Something I knew was a massive mistake but in my moment of weakness, I broke down and asked...

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=637971&viewfull=1#post637971

and so I returned to soak up positive vibes (in quite a good mood), ran across spiritwind's post, made a silly comment based upon her comment, changed my clown picture to the "bad one" all innocently and then suddenly the thread goes dark.

I am stubborn, but in this case, I am pointed directly to the big city where clowns, I mean folk like me are not so disturbing.

Today will be interesting as I get to see Reid in jail, get to move to a new hotel and get to meet a cool "hope to be" friend for lunch!

Enjoy the day Here and Nowers, Chester

¤=[Post Update]=¤




Just a comment on Chester's formula "stark raving free", which has got to have at least in part a negative connotation owing to the other word in the stock phrase on which it is based.

Freedom for me is the freedom willingly to give up parts of one's freedom, and the ultimate comes when you have willingly given up all freedom.

Replace 'freedom' with 'choice', and you will see a way beyond this planet of choice when you have chosen once and for all to just go with the flow.

OK, I will go with the flow and accept war and accept satanic ritual human and animal sacrifice and accept abductions by human and non human, 3D and other dimensional beings as it is all and only the choice of both the perps and the victims that they find themselves having those experiences.

Unfortunately, when I do, I eventually become restless and then... the next thing I know, bad things start happening in my life to those I love, like my sons and step daughter and wife and sister.

My problem is that I have found these correlations and so I have a hard time denying the call.

But I will go with the lovely flow.

I hardly know any of the victims anyways.

I will avoid Houman's thread as that disrupts the "flow."

I will avoid the threads in the Priority Threads section as those are flow busters.

I am learning to listen.

I am laughing while reading this. You are Chester, and will remain, we like you like this. HOwever, Auracaria comments is quite just. May be it is worth a look and pondering.

Now, on my side, it seems that once we all look at you, and that you do a prima dona statement (all or nothing kind of - and this is what I would affectionately tell my daughter in similar circumstances), you may now ponder and tell us your true conclusion in a quiet manner maybe - oh! forget it, Chester is Chester.

Love you man

Flash

Ps: third chakra, third chakra, third chakra:p

4th chakra - that's the one that connects to home base. Clear that one and all the others fall in line... just a tip for the tippers.

Isn't it lovely how we love to tell each other how we should behave? While Rome burns? Don't you hear the sweet music? A violin, yes?

[araucaria]

Chester, I made no 'accusations'. I am just not being understood by you today, and this is of concern to me. Please do not feel attacked. What more can I say?

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/CFkCNjD.jpg

[CdnSirian]

Justoneman:


"OK, I will go with the flow and accept war and accept satanic ritual human and animal sacrifice and accept abductions by human and non human, 3D and other dimensional beings as it is all and only the choice of both the perps and the victims that they find themselves having those experiences.

Unfortunately, when I do, I eventually become restless and then... the next thing I know, bad things start happening in my life to those I love, like my sons and step daughter and wife and sister.

My problem is that I have found these correlations and so I have a hard time denying the call.

But I will go with the lovely flow.

I hardly know any of the victims anyways.

I will avoid Houman's thread as that disrupts the "flow."

I will avoid the threads in the Priority Threads section as those are flow busters.

I am learning to listen. " Surely you jest!?

Has anyone suggested you accept any of those things? I thought this matter was resolved.....?

There have been many comments directed at me and I have simply responded - the clown thing is long over - it is new comments that prompted my response.

The last I saw, there are about 6.5 billion people on the planet that have little to no choice in all sorts of things that most of us think matter. At least I am able to chose to respond on a forum... at least I am allowed to do so still today in America. We shall see if this is possible in 10 years. The odds are not so good.

Ohhh, and yes, to confirm, I surely jest. Can't teach an old dog new tricks they say... in my case, regarding core issues, this is pretty much true.

Sadly sarcasm does not always come through as well as my intention behind it hopes.

Apologies, I did misunderstand you.

[astrid]

Chester it's never a sign of weakness to ask for help
It's actually somewhat of a milestone in spiritual development
As it means you are moving up into your heart and out of your
lower chakras . I was very stubborn like that also and almost
lost a house because of it . When I asked for help the door was
fling wide open and the universe sighed great relief .
You will see the flow is much be able to go in both directions
If you don't allow that then you will be forever coming
up against resistance and life lessons that don't see things
going your way.

All I can say is well done and keep going

From my heart to yours
Astrid

[yukondiva]

Ok here I go
Respect gives a positive feeling of esteem or deference for a person or other entity (such as a nation or a religion), and also specific actions and conduct representative of that esteem. Respect can be a specific feeling of regard for the actual qualities of the one respected (e.g., "I have great respect for her judgement"). It can also be conduct in accord with a specific ethic of respect. Rudeconduct is usually considered to indicate a lack of respect, disrespect, where as actions that honor somebody or something indicate respect. Specific ethics of respect are of fundamental importance to various cultures. Respect for tradition and legitimate authority is identified by Jonathan Haidt as one of five fundamental moral values shared to a greater or lesser degree by different societies and individuals.[1]Respect should not be confused with tolerance, since tolerance doesn't necessarily imply subordination to one's qualities but means treating as equal.The antonym and opposite of respect is disrespect.

[ulli]

@ Chester. If I were you I would drop all attempts at sarcasm,
especially on the web where there is no body language.

I know you mean well, but your anger against satanism
sometimes comes across as anger against any one
who doesnt convert to your cause

[ulli]

On with the best of today's world:

Mike Reynolds and his Earthships made it to Democracy Now.

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[Calz]

Gio posted this from the Gilliland ECETI newsletter thread (thanks giovonni) :thank_you2:

Fascinating short update from the Courtney Brown RV group regarding the meteor/asteroid(s) incident and the likelihood that *may* actually have been the "gloabal coastal event" moment but on alternate realities/timelines.

Uplifting thought so posting it here.


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[astrid]

I agree on the sarcasm
Even more so for Aspie types reading who tend to
take things literally .
I have got into some horrible messes online assuming
what people are saying is what they actually mean.
Being able to read the energy behind the words thankfully
has stopped alot of those messes for me, but that's another
milestone that not all have reached yet .

This wonderful world of communicatin that we have online
is but a very tiny slice of the whole person
Why they say if you are online dating try to met the person
in person as soon as you can , prevents a whole world of
disappointment. The non verbals are so crucial.
I have skyped with people that are totally different in
voice than they are in written word . Another reason why
It's a good idea to leave judgement a the door also,
discernment ok , but judgment being the lower aspect
only limits your ability to fully listen to another, and thus
expand yourself .

3.23 am ramblings
Have had a headache for the last 24 hours , body going through
some changes . It's not bad , more just annoying as I have loads
to do . So it maybe I have couple of forced rest days to let things
integrate .

[ThePythonicCow]

Fascinating short update from the Courtney Brown RV group regarding the meteor/asteroid(s) incident and the likelihood that *may* actually have been the "gloabal coastal event" moment but on alternate realities/timelines.
Clif High, who has been following Courtney Brown's work closely, disagrees with Courtney Brown on this. Clif goes into the issue in some detail in his latest wujo report at http://www.halfpasthuman.com/wujo/clifswujo222013time.mp3.

Clif makes some excellent points, in my view.

[Calz]

Fascinating short update from the Courtney Brown RV group regarding the meteor/asteroid(s) incident and the likelihood that *may* actually have been the "gloabal coastal event" moment but on alternate realities/timelines.
Clif High, who has been following Courtney Brown's work closely, disagrees with Courtney Brown on this. Clif goes into the issue in some detail in his latest wujo report at http://www.halfpasthuman.com/wujo/clifswujo222013time.mp3.

Clif makes some excellent points, in my view.

Yes I already listened to that. To be fair, despite the differences, there was significant agreement as well.

Clif comes right and says he thinks timelines, alternate realities, the big bang even other dimensions are BS.

I, as yourself, love listening to Clif.

Isn't there mathematical "proof" for other dimensions???

Even the astral level ... isn't that considered another "dimension?"

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/ct87kqo.jpg

[RunningDeer]

I’ve returned from a hellish, yet fruitful experience. I asked myself why I became defensive when people said that New Agers only hinder the process to move from hive-mind to co-creators. In the 1970-80’s I read all the Carlos Castaneda books and the Seth material, so the language wasn’t brand new.

Well, over the last week or so, I took on more than I expected. Though, I’m glad I did. I read about 2/3 of the books below and connected some big dots in my personal life. I’m the first to say, there’s a fine line between knowledge and programming something into existence. But I’m here to experience life. Uncover it’s depths. Toss what’s false and unproductive.

I wasn’t aware that my body was coming up on “death-of-another-kind” because so many ah-ha’s flooded my consciousness. I had two bouts of pain over the last three days. I still feel like I was hit by a mack truck and have non-stop ringing in my ears.

One of those days I spent nine hours in bed lying on pillows because the mattress was to hard. I went from waves of pain, too avoiding pain with Light, which didn’t help because I understood on some level it was my job to be in this experience alone. Then I bravely entered the center of excruciating pain which was mostly in my heart region. When that did no good, I waited to die. I welcomed it. I must have dozed off.

Then for no known reason, I began to pull and cut cords of negativity while flashes of understanding poured forth. And on three separate occasions, I pulled darkness from my heart area to the point where I vomited. (Which I don’t do often.) I believe it wasn’t my imagination. Wolfie is still effected. He won’t eat and he shakes and doesn’t want to lay down. He sits in his bed until I try to make him lay down to sleep.

This is only a SMALL part of what I learned from the books below:

People that are inclined to have negative forces enter their lives from another or into oneself are those that follow the awaken path, caregivers, teachers, sensitive-types. They may have come from homes where there’s been abuse emotional, sexual and/or physically, and/or alcoholic parent(s) where boundaries are mutable. Some solutions are boundaries, and acknowledge awareness of red flags in the gut, to know it’s okay not to try to fix another.

The one section that caught my attention was that some synchronistic meetings are by negative design. In my case, I met my future father-in-law by a fluke. He happened to walk into the office and was asked to give me a ride to an interview. A month later, I’m invited to dinner by my new boyfriend. It was the same person from the office. Future father-in-law told his son this is the young lady I was talking about that I had wished you’d meet. Fast forward years, my new partner finds a place to live. Unaware, it’s the same place my first husband lived in. So some fifteen years later, my son shared the same bedroom as his dad.

I’ve written before where I filled my VW with whatever I could and bolted. What I didn’t write was because weeks earlier, my in-laws took my son and said he was on vacation at their aunt's place. I couldn’t get him back until I made the marriage work.

Hubby was heavy in Eckankar, only wanted to listen to Moody Blues until late into the night and drink. I didn’t know who he was. No matter how clean the house was, or how elaborate a meal I cooked, or how many times I cut the lawn, wall papered, stripped the varnish and stained cupboards in our new home, none of it was good enough. This one evening a few days after I got my son back, hubby came up the stairs with a guttural yell for no reason but to say he was home. His eyes were scary. His face was ugly. As soon as he left for work the next day, I filled the VW and bolted. It was a year later that I did have a chance to ask what happened because nothing big really went wrong in those five years together. He did say that he didn’t know what came over him.

Reading this material was a positive experience. Though, I’ll hold off for a couple of days or weeks to go back to it. I have a renew sense of how to dialogue with borderline psychopaths or one’s that are unaware that they are shrouded in dark energy. I no longer accept blame for an exchange that quickly goes awry from family members. It’s a relief to know why behaviors have escalated from them as if I’m living in a dark, slow motion movie. And most importantly, the more Light one opens to, one may encounter these darker energies.

My conclusions for now: in my world there is Love and Light, but it’s not the New Agey kind. They, the loved ones and the ones I’m yet to meet, just haven’t crossed over to this new dimension. It’s just that simple. AND be kind and rewind is no longer my solution for dark behaviors nor psychopaths.

These are the books I mentioned:


“The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural, and Energy Vampirism 2012,” By: Eve Lorgen
“2000 The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships,“ By: Eve Lorgen
“How to Spot a Dangerous Man Before You Get Involved,” By: Sandra L. Brown

Also read free pdf of Karla Turner, Ph.D. I had seen her full lecture about a year ago. Back then it was too much to take in. Though I did set aside fear long enough to take it in on one level.

I’ve downloaded these but a little gun shy to continue for now:


“Bringers of the Dawn,” by: Barbara Marciniak
“In Search of the Miraculous,” by: P.D. Ouspensky



UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact - 1/8

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Recommended Reading from the 8 part vid:


High Strangeness: Hyperdimensions and the Process of Alien Abduction - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
The Wave Series, by Laura Knight-Jadczyk
The Secret History of the World - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
Bringers of the Dawn - Barbara Marciniak
The Ra Material
UFO's and the National Security State: The Chronology of a Cover-up - Richard M. Dolan
Taken: Inside the Alien-Human Abduction Agenda - Karla Turner, Ph.D
Masquerade of Angels - Karla Turner, Ph.D
Into the Fringe - Karla Turner, Ph.D
2000 The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships - Eve Lorgen
The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural, and Energy Vampirism 2012
The Threat - David M. Jacobs, Ph.D
Operation Trojan Horse - John Keep
Gods of Eden - William Bramley
The Stargate Conspiracy - Picknet and Prince
The Active Side of Infinity - Carlos Castaneda
In Search of the Miraculous - P.D. Ouspensky
Gnosis - Boris Mouravieff
Political Ponerology - Andrew M. Lobaczewski
The Mask of Sanity - Hervey Cleckley


I'm glad you are all around. :wave:

Love,
Paula

[Calz]

Wow Paula

Thanks for sharing all that.

Hope you are feeling stronger now.

Cal

[ThePythonicCow]

Isn't there mathematical "proof" for other dimensions???

Even the astral level ... isn't that considered another "dimension?"
Mathematical proofs are used to show that certain mathematical statements logically imply certain other mathematical statements. Mathematical proofs do not tell us what exists in the real world.

Clif clearly disagreed with Courtney Brown's notions of alternative timelines and parallel universes in that wujo. I side with Clif on this.

I don't recall Clif speaking much to "dimensions" in this wujo, but he might have, as I did not listen closely to all of it. In my view, calling the astral level another "dimension" is (a bit unfortunately, but not surprisingly) overloading the word dimension to refer not to another geometric dimension alongside the three dimensions normally used to model the physical space we live in, but rather to refer to one of the higher levels of structure in this universe.

[ulli]

“Bringers of the Dawn,” by: Barbara Marciniak
“In Search of the Miraculous,” by: P.D. Ouspensky


I'm glad you are all around. :wave:

Love,
Paula


...and am I glad that you are still with us.....
But then this is a new you...
maybe I ought to welcome you....

[Calz]

I don't recall Clif speaking much to "dimensions" in this wujo, but he might have, as I did not listen closely to all of it.



I listen to most of them so perhaps overlapping ... fairly certain the one you linked was the one where he spent a great portion talking about "time". He didn't go into depth about dimensions just reeled off a list of what he considered BS prior to going into detail about his perception of "time."

Anyhoo ... thanks for your short version of "dimensions" :)

[ulli]

Isn't there mathematical "proof" for other dimensions???

Even the astral level ... isn't that considered another "dimension?"
Mathematical proofs are used to show that certain mathematical statements logically imply certain other mathematical statements. Mathematical proofs do not tell us what exists in the real world.

Clif clearly disagreed with Courtney Brown's notions of alternative timelines and parallel universes in that wujo. I side with Clif on this.

I don't recall Clif speaking much to "dimensions" in this wujo, but he might have, as I did not listen closely to all of it. In my view, calling the astral level another "dimension" is (a bit unfortunately, but not surprisingly) overloading the word dimension to refer not to another geometric dimension alongside the three dimensions normally used to model the physical space we live in, but rather to refer to one of the higher levels of structure in this universe.


In my experience other dimensions are alternative worlds which
require different measuring sticks altogether.

I have been traveling between Costa Rica and Barbados for more than twenty years,
but noticed only in the last two years that these two countries,
although both lie in the Western Hemisphere and near the equator,
yet have a feel of being totally different dimensionally.
This is not only due to their different cultures...far more ancient than that...

Since I never had such an impression in my earlier trips I came to the conclusion
that this has to do with my own inner processes of my own changing perception.
My own maturing processes....

And concluded that all talk of different dimensions has to be ultimately something
which belongs exclusively to the subjective realm.
like the cross-over point to the sleep state...or even death...
We a born alone and we die alone.

Such experiences cannot be shared, empirical science cant go there...
and hence cannot be measured and given mathematical equations.

[donk]

Here & now, I’m deciding whether or not to post anything, or to just click on a link and let this go the way of the other 90% of what I’ve written lately.

I can’t seem to get into conversation mode…I’m either transmitting or receiving, if I try to do both—it ends disastrously.

So it’s been occasional drive-by posts, lots of reading with aborted half responses…just apprehension about falling into that limbo place I kinda grew accustomed to my whole entire life.

So thanks to all that directly addressed me in my receiving period, while processing the (attempted) transition in my life, Marianne, ulli and everyone—it is much appreciated, as 1inmany (& others) was saying, the village is definitely magical and healing…thanks and love to you all. If I can manage to stay in the here & now, I can avoid falling into the limbo again…

What’s on my mind at the moment is my physical body…I am wondering what it is telling me. My hands have been numb since I quit smoking…rather than it going away, I have just compensated. The sensation is climbing up my forearms now, occasionally effecting my entire arm to my shoulder.

it is an odd, not unpleasant vibration. I’d be completely fine with, maybe even accept it as a gift—but for the lost of fine motor skills. I had it in front of my heart for some time as well (which didn’t bother me at all, as I don’t use that part of my body to write or type or untie knots), but that seems absent at the moment…thinking back it may have went away when I released my issues with my relationship and drama last weekend…but it may have been sooner….or may have not even gone completely, just subsided at the moment now.

Also noticing I’m feeling what I eat more and more. I will need to go away from the greasy cr@p and copious amounts of HFCS that I am accustomed to…that for sure I recognize and understand…is nice to be in touch with at least PART of my reality.

I want so bad to start fulfilling my contracts, without creating new ones. I am so good at constantly complicating everything, that intent toward simplifying itself seems complicated and convoluting. I try my best to stay in the here & now…glad for having y’all to share it with—so I will be hitting the POST button.

Love to all, prayers to Ernie and atrid and everyone…

[RunningDeer]

Don't you hear the sweet music? A violin, yes?


Hello Chester,
For you
and your son
and his upcoming affairs.

Love, Paula
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Oh and a special delivery... :wave:
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/Angel_Band2.JPG

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/message.GIF

[RunningDeer]

Hello Donk,


UPDATE: This book - “2000 The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships,“ By: Eve Lorgen

This one below I only ready 25%.

“The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural, and Energy Vampirism 2012” by: Eve Lorgen

There was a point in my reading where it was ‘safer’ to glean what was presented by way of your accounts on your relationship. (un-relationship) Being removed allowed me to understand and keep on keeping with the topic.

Thank you. You’ve helped me connected a lot of painful and now released dots. Really I only needed that one book to get it. Maybe because I was ready. Who knows? It doesn’t matter. Just my sincere gratitude to you. xo

Love,
Paula :wave:


Here & now, I’m deciding whether or not to post anything, or to just click on a link and let this go the way of the other 90% of what I’ve written lately.

I can’t seem to get into conversation mode…I’m either transmitting or receiving, if I try to do both—it ends disastrously.

So it’s been occasional drive-by posts, lots of reading with aborted half responses…just apprehension about falling into that limbo place I kinda grew accustomed to my whole entire life.

So thanks to all that directly addressed me in my receiving period, while processing the (attempted) transition in my life, Marianne, ulli and everyone—it is much appreciated, as 1inmany (& others) was saying, the village is definitely magical and healing…thanks and love to you all. If I can manage to stay in the here & now, I can avoid falling into the limbo again…

What’s on my mind at the moment is my physical body…I am wondering what it is telling me. My hands have been numb since I quit smoking…rather than it going away, I have just compensated. The sensation is climbing up my forearms now, occasionally effecting my entire arm to my shoulder.

it is an odd, not unpleasant vibration. I’d be completely fine with, maybe even accept it as a gift—but for the lost of fine motor skills. I had it in front of my heart for some time as well (which didn’t bother me at all, as I don’t use that part of my body to write or type or untie knots), but that seems absent at the moment…thinking back it may have went away when I released my issues with my relationship and drama last weekend…but it may have been sooner….or may have not even gone completely, just subsided at the moment now.

Also noticing I’m feeling what I eat more and more. I will need to go away from the greasy cr@p and copious amounts of HFCS that I am accustomed to…that for sure I recognize and understand…is nice to be in touch with at least PART of my reality.

I want so bad to start fulfilling my contracts, without creating new ones. I am so good at constantly complicating everything, that intent toward simplifying itself seems complicated and convoluting. I try my best to stay in the here & now…glad for having y’all to share it with—so I will be hitting the POST button.

Love to all, prayers to Ernie and atrid and everyone…

[Lisab]

Donk please go the doctor regarding the hand numbness.

[araucaria]

One of the things that gets me talking at cross-purposes is being in a different time zone. I need to be careful where I go with ‘last night’s’ conversations.

Another is when ideas I am working on at a given time become entangled with things playing out in the world around me, especially when these matters involve the workings of the mind and psychic attack. This is something I am experiencing just now, and I need to be careful where I go with my thoughts: do I take them deeper or do I hold back because I see other people suffering ‘on my account’?

This is the same dilemma as the one facing whistleblowers and alternative researchers, except that so far I have merely been sharing right brain thoughts with my left brain and with my word processor. Yet it has seen off a monitor and is playing havoc with Firefox.

[donk]

Thanks Lisa, I will (again). It's been about 12-20 weeks (I'm not so good with linear time, it coulda been longer at this point!) from the 6 weeks he told me to return if it hadn't changed....thanks, needed the kick in the butt to schedule the appt...

[ulli]

Here & now, I’m deciding whether or not to post anything, or to just click on a link and let this go the way of the other 90% of what I’ve written lately.

I can’t seem to get into conversation mode…I’m either transmitting or receiving, if I try to do both—it ends disastrously.

So it’s been occasional drive-by posts, lots of reading with aborted half responses…just apprehension about falling into that limbo place I kinda grew accustomed to my whole entire life.

So thanks to all that directly addressed me in my receiving period, while processing the (attempted) transition in my life, Marianne, ulli and everyone—it is much appreciated, as 1inmany (& others) was saying, the village is definitely magical and healing…thanks and love to you all. If I can manage to stay in the here & now, I can avoid falling into the limbo again…

What’s on my mind at the moment is my physical body…I am wondering what it is telling me. My hands have been numb since I quit smoking…rather than it going away, I have just compensated. The sensation is climbing up my forearms now, occasionally effecting my entire arm to my shoulder.

it is an odd, not unpleasant vibration. I’d be completely fine with, maybe even accept it as a gift—but for the lost of fine motor skills. I had it in front of my heart for some time as well (which didn’t bother me at all, as I don’t use that part of my body to write or type or untie knots), but that seems absent at the moment…thinking back it may have went away when I released my issues with my relationship and drama last weekend…but it may have been sooner….or may have not even gone completely, just subsided at the moment now.

Also noticing I’m feeling what I eat more and more. I will need to go away from the greasy cr@p and copious amounts of HFCS that I am accustomed to…that for sure I recognize and understand…is nice to be in touch with at least PART of my reality.

I want so bad to start fulfilling my contracts, without creating new ones. I am so good at constantly complicating everything, that intent toward simplifying itself seems complicated and convoluting. I try my best to stay in the here & now…glad for having y’all to share it with—so I will be hitting the POST button.

Love to all, prayers to Ernie and atrid and everyone…

Remember, Donk, you are in a major transition period, emotionally, and it will take time.
Be patient with yourself. The numbness in your hands and arms may have psychological
causes, although if it gets worse perhaps you need to seek medical advice.
It could just have to do with your inner resistance to self expression at this time,
in the same way you keep deleting your posts before sending them.
Sometimes the body knows best. Plus, your body might be in sulk mode, as you are changing the diet
which it was accustomed to. With time comes clarity; allow the dust to settle.
You will be fine. The Village is there for you.

[Fred Steeves]

@ Chester. If I were you I would drop all attempts at sarcasm,
especially on the web where there is no body language.


Yep, I learned that one the really hard way when I was still over at Nexus a year ago ulli. I was (stupidly) upset over some happenings on the forum, and started a thread concerning it that was 100% sarcastic. Well guess what? Not a soul knew wtf I was talking about, it caused some hurt feelings, and it was truly embarrassing. Once I had wiped the mud off my face, I had no choice but swallow my pride, and make a public apology. Lesson learned...

I can still be a sarcastic son of a gun from time to time in daily real life, but now it's with full knowledge of just how important is the look in the eye, voice tone, body/hand gestures, maybe a glint of a smile, etc. Even then it can be dangerous, to be handled with great care.

In print, it's best just to say as precisely as possible what's really on our mind, without being too cute about it.

[ulli]

One of the things that gets me talking at cross-purposes is being in a different time zone. I need to be careful where I go with ‘last night’s’ conversations.

Another is when ideas I am working on at a given time become entangled with things playing out in the world around me, especially when these matters involve the workings of the mind and psychic attack. This is something I am experiencing just now, and I need to be careful where I go with my thoughts: do I take them deeper or do I hold back because I see other people suffering ‘on my account’?

This is the same dilemma as the one facing whistleblowers and alternative researchers, except that so far I have merely been sharing right brain thoughts with my left brain and with my word processor. Yet it has seen off a monitor and is playing havoc with Firefox.

...talking of brain hemispheres-
In my experience enlightenment and Aha! moments happen
when both hemispheres bleed through into each other
and all duality disappears.

As a small child I had a right-brain personality with enormous bursts of fantasy,
later, as a teenager I became fiercely left brained...reading science and science fiction,
before switching back to right brain in my late teens
when I started experimenting with mind-altering drugs.
My work as a designer of knitwear needed both hemispheres equally
knitwear is like architecture.
Then one day when I was 28, just before my first Saturn return, I hit that perfect balance point
and heaven opened it's doors for me and gave me that glimpse-
actually more than a glimpse, since it lasted nearly two weeks.

After that vision the material world became less important...
as Bahaullah said..."worth less than the black in the eye of a dead ant."

So what I'm saying here is that switching between the two sides-
while it looks like we are contradicting ourselves and maybe becoming confused
and misunderstood- yet it is an essential part of getting prepared for stepping through that
inner Stargate.

[ulli]

Astrid, your raven is being naughty again:

http://i.imgur.com/4QQpDbq.gif

[Carmody]

Only 7.8% of what we intend gets through in internet communications. That's the whole thing. So when we look at what someone is saying, the meaning being transferred vs not being transferred, 92% of our full complex intent, is left on the cutting room floor.

Thus, I never said anything to Chester except that I did not like the avatar - not at all. This is why I tend to not venture too much into sar-chasm, as it creates chasms. something learned, I guess.

~~~~
Things are changing! You could not do this even one year ago - this skit would never have happened. the uproar would have caused it to be pulled. This sort of thing is why the agenda is moving forward, why it is coming to a head.

North America is not supporting Israel the same way anymore. Enough of this insanity. This is a SNL (Saturday night Live) skit of the chuck Hagel Secretary of state hearings. Apparently...He can't be the secretary of state, as he won't blow a donkey on national TV -for Israel.

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[Carmody]

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[meeradas]

on a different vibe here at the moment:

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[ulli]

Only 7.8% of what we intend gets through in internet communications. That's the whole thing. So when we look at what someone is saying, the meaning being transferred vs not being transferred, 92% of our full complex intent, is left on the cutting room floor.

Thus, I never said anything to Chester except that I did not like the avatar - not at all. This is why I tend to not venture too much into sar-chasm, as it creates chasms. something learned, I guess.

~~~~
Things are changing! You could not do this even one year ago - this skit would never have happened. the uproar would have caused it to be pulled. This sort of thing is why the agenda is moving forward, why it is coming to a head.

North America is not supporting Israel the same way anymore. Enough of this insanity. This is a SNL (Saturday night Live) skit of the chuck Hagel Secretary of state hearings. Apparently...He can't be the secretary of state, as he won't blow a donkey on national TV -for Israel.

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Sorry to be picky, Carmody, but surely you meant 92.2 % are left on the cutting room floor, not 92 %.
I just can't allow you to be sneaky and run off with that missing 0.2 % now, can I?
God knows what you might do with that missing piece.....

[skippy]

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[Malerogro]

Here and now it hits me how much I have attacked my father on a psychic level. He has been the one person that always pushed my buttons and got on my nerves. I've always tried to do right by him but never quite got his recognition for it. Now I realise that I might have tried to get his approval in all the wrong ways anyhow. And while growing up I have blamed him so many times for hurting me and for not giving me the recognition I needed. On a higher level I know that he unconditionally loves me but he just cannot really communicate it in the 3D world. I have discovered that I have been most powerful in 5D (or upper 4D as characterized by unconditional love and forgiveness for all that exists). It worries me that I have treated my father so badly on this dimension, especially because I feel I am most powerful there. I can forgive my lower dimensional selves for this because I was scared and insecure. But I do feel the need to make it up to him from a 5D perspective. He is not doing so well now though and might not be open to it on a psychic level. I did sent him a letter once, expressing my unconditional love despite of whatever had happened. It took him months to respond and all he could say in the end was that he was caught of guard and blown away. Any ideas on how I can reach him? Or how I can sent positive energy towards him without forcing it upon him or threathening him by it because he cannot except it at this point?

[ulli]

Come on, Villagers, let's start a guru school.
We can do it, YES we CAN.

(Thanks Rafa and Meeradas)

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