Here and Now...What's Happening?

[donk]

Hey Paula thank you so much as well. I'm really interested, especially because the people that speak of it seem to have that "inner knowing".

I can personally relate to the heron point #3 on this issue, I have this detached viewing of myself. I'm not particularly attached to anything but the thirst for "knowledge"...I am fascinated by how people relate to an "origin", since I have no concept of how to relate to a completely different existence.

Glad to be of service, your welcome for whatever I did (I thought I should be thanking you, as I was desiring others imsight, which you graciously provided)

[RunningDeer]

Well Paula,

Thanks for all your comments.

In my 62 years, I have had to endure mutiple deaths from dogs.


A little story about Eric. He loved digging in my garden. 7 years old, he loved to sleep in the hallway outside our bedroom.

3 days after Christmas (we were on Holiday), I kept stepping over him to get to the kitchen for breakfast. Sad! Finally reliesed he wasn't moving,

Well, he got his wish. I buried him in the garden.

I am going to tell ya, you have many,many friends here on Avalon to help you through this transition.

May the odds be in your favor. Many more years with Wolfie!

You know what? I have BS degree from a major university, and I can't still spell worth

a ****! lol!
Thank you, Roy. I do feel lots of special connections here, and especially in the Village. I don't post on other thread like I do here. It's a "judge-free-zone".

About stepping over Eric, you just can't make this stuff up!

About spelling? That makes too of us. Or is it to of us? Aw heck, that makes 2 of us. http://forums.newtorrents.info/style_emoticons/default/rofl.gif

[RunningDeer]

I really thought Sean Young was brilliant in this movie:

-NaBMu3pooM

Opening sequence:
Brad Pitt was in this movie as an extra...but not mentioned in the titles

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"No Way Out." That's the one! I tried to find it because I like it a lot. I kept cross checking with Mark Harmon. Lots of top actors.

[RunningDeer]

Hey Paula thank you so much as well. I'm really interested, especially because the people that speak of it seem to have that "inner knowing".

I can personally relate to the heron point #3 on this issue, I have this detached viewing of myself. I'm not particularly attached to anything but the thirst for "knowledge"...I am fascinated by how people relate to an "origin", since I have no concept of how to relate to a completely different existence.

Glad to be of service, your welcome for whatever I did (I thought I should be thanking you, as I was desiring others imsight, which you graciously provided)

Hi D,
For one thing, the timely synchronicity of the blue herons while reading your post and connecting some dots. I've been missing the animal messages. And you helped me clarify and express where I am today with how I feel about such ideas. :wave:


Hello Villagers.... Yipes! I've had lots of thoughts and posts today. Slowing down starting tomorrow. A special thank you, for You All. :wave:

[Wind]

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[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Here and now listening to some Mississippi musicians that I came across on the Paste Magazine wesbite: http://www.pastemagazine.com/blogs/lists/2013/03/12-mississippi-bands-you-should-listen-to-now.html

Here are my two favorites, very MS. The first is R.L. Burnside's grandson, Cedric Burnside. When I was at the university in Oxford, I would catch R.L.'s band play at Proud Larry's and Cedric was his drummer playing as a teenager. This is straight up third generation MS Hill Blues:

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This is the Como Mamas from Como, MS. Very MS:

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[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Wow, once again, Joseph Farrell telling it like it is:

http://gizadeathstar.com/2013/03/gmos-again-new-studies-growing-boycotts-and/

[onawah]

Paula, you might find of interest this little essay I wrote about my experience with Blue Heron medicine on Dauphin Island.
Particularly since you are also devoted to finding the healthiest ways of nourishing the body.
I'm certain I've been incarnating on this Earth for many lifetimes too, and stories about Atlantis awaken deep feelings of deja vu.
My Dauphin Island experience also brought in another piece of information about Atlantean times which was very meaningful for me.

"When we left Missouri for a week in February 2008 for Dauphin Island, a small vacation island off the coast from Mobile, Alabama, there were 5 inches of snow on the ground, but after the 10 hour drive, we were in a sunny, balmy climate; certainly a welcome change at the end of a long winter.
Dauphin Island is quite small, but there is a powerful, ancient and sacred Native American site there called the Shell Mounds, which was especially treasured by the women.
There are Post Oak trees there, some over a thousand years old, all gnarled and festooned with Spanish moss.
Long ago, different tribes from all over Turtle Island gathered there in peace, and their most powerful Medicine Women were brought there to be buried.
Some of them were buried standing up as it was thought that their spirits would be better able to remain alert for the guardianship of the sacred island.

Since the site is close to the beach and shellfish were one of the main sources of sustenance to the people, there are countless empty shells intermixed with the soil, thus the name “Shell Mounds”.
At night, the shells glow in the dark and are strewn all along the paths, so you can actually walk there on a moonlit night without flashlights.
There is a peaceful calm pervading the park, and the presence of Spirit is palpable.

On the day after my first visit to the Shell Mounds, I was sitting alone on the beach, soaking up the sun and watching a shrimp boat trawling past, followed by a group of dolphins who were feasting in the boat’s wake on the catch of the day.
I was sending a telepathic request to the dolphins for a “hello”, hoping they would come closer to shore( on the condition that they weren’t too busy or too hungry to greet me, but they were evidently more interested in lunch...).

I was soon to discover that my call had been answered by a different creature, however.
First I should explain that I had a friend who is a fifth generation blond Apache Medicine Woman.
Some years ago, knowing that I revere Native American spirituality, she asked me if I would like her to give me a sacred name, to which I agreed.
She consulted her Spirit Guides and they said my name was “Dancing Crane”.
The reason, she said, is because I move like a dancer in spite of my limp (just one injury resulting from a near-fatal car accident), and because I love to dance.
( I took Sacred dance classes for 5 years with a world class dancer named Youkta, who had a lot of Native American blood, and I’m sure she had been N.A. in past lives, as have I.)
Also, my disability inclines me toward standing on one foot a lot of the time...
(One leg is actually shorter than the other due to bone loss, so I have had to work on balance.)

Cranes often stand on one leg and are amazingly graceful and balanced.
Their mating dances, in particular, are spectacular.
So Crane naturally became for me a symbol of my disability, and a teacher of the way to work with my wound, both as an artist and as a wounded healer.
At first, I didn’t feel a strong connection with Crane and I didn’t especially resonate with the name Dancing Crane.
I wanted something more poetic sounding, but my experience at Dauphin Island changed my feelings about my name and about Crane Medicine.

Back on the beach, after I had given up on a dolphin connection and had laid back on my beach towel to meditate for awhile on the perfection of the sun, the surf and the warm sand, I sat up again after a bit to look through the cache of shells I had collected from the beach.
I began to pull them out of my jacket pockets and brush the sand from them so I could get a better look at each object’s delicate perfection.
After a moment, for some inexplicable reason, I turned my head all the way to my right and to my amazement, saw a crane standing there very calmly, perhaps 5 yards away from me.
It seemed completely settled and at peace, and I had the impression it had been there for some time, though I had neither seen nor heard it arrive.
I didn't know then what kind of crane it was but it was grayish, brown and white and had an ivory bill.
It was perfectly poised standing there on one leg, facing the ocean, but since a bird’s eyes are on either side of it’s head, it must have had me in its sights, though it appeared not to notice me at all.

I actually couldn’t see at that time whether it was standing on one leg or two, because it was facing the ocean and so I was seeing it in profile.
I watched it for perhaps 10 minutes, sighing restlessly and shifting around rather uncomfortably on my beach towel, yet it didn’t move a muscle.
I found myself wishing it would move, so that I could see if it was on one leg or two, which I knew was of significance.
Presently when it did, I could see it had indeed been standing on one leg, as it brought the tucked up leg effortlessly down to the sand and turned to face me.
Then it slowly opened its beak wide and closed it again almost with a snap, as if it was yawning or making a commentary.
felt perhaps it was finding my restless, impatient company a bit vexing!
(That yawn was rather a humbling element of the overall experience…)
It fixed me with its placid, golden-eyed gaze for a long moment, blinked once, then turned unconcernedly towards the ocean and tucked its leg up again.

After another 10 minutes or so of the bird standing perfectly poised and immobile, with me, the rather unwilling birdwatcher, trying unsuccessfully to be patient and get comfortable on my towel, I began again to wish that it would move, if only to break the monotony.
Of course, I knew that the crane was there for a reason, and I understood that it certainly had to relate intimately to Crane Medicine, but the contrast of the unperturbed bird and my increasingly restless state caused too much discomfort for me to have much perspective or insight at the time.
(...Which was precisely the lesson, I was later to conclude...!).

Presently, however, it turned again and began to walk directly towards me, as though I weren’t even there, which I found extremely disconcerting.
It was about 1 yard away when it abruptly veered towards the ocean instead, tracing a path in the sand, perhaps 1 yard in front of the edge of my towel, and then continuing on to my opposite side, to a spot about 6 yards away and somewhat further back from the beach.
It stood there calmly for about 15 minutes or so more, with its back to me.
By now I was ready to jump up and do somersaults, I was so restless, but suddenly the crane flapped its wings effortlessly a few times to lift off from the ground and took off, flying sedately along the shoreline until it was finally out of sight.

In the mood I was in at that moment, I was more relieved than anything else.
The part of me that was programmed at an early age to disregard unfamiliar things like Native American shamanism was very much in the forefront of my being on that day.
I wasn't sure why, but I thought perhaps it was because the surroundings were still so unfamiliar.
More likely, though, is that the old programming was up for revision and cleansing.

In time, as I had a chance to reflect more on my experience, I felt this was a significant instance of powerful animal medicine for me.
I think I had reached a kind of stasis, where I needed once again to change my attitude about my disability.
I had been growing accustomed to perceiving it as a hindrance, preventing me from feeling peaceful or from living in balance and harmony with myself and with Nature. It is an issue I have been working with for years and I have gone through different phases with it.
At other times in my life, my disability has seemed more like a gift, and I think the Crane’s visit was meant in part to make it possible for me return to that more positive point of view.

Thanks in part to my friend Sunshine, Crane had become both a teacher and a symbol for me of my disability, and so seeing the crane standing so gracefully, patiently, peacefully, perfectly calm and in balance, really brought the message home to me of what the necessary shift in my consciousness had to be, and it was about more than balance.
The very nurturing energy I felt from Crane also had a shamanic message for me as a “wounded healer”.
I felt that Crane was not only showing me what I needed to incorporate more into my being, but was also healing me with its presence and imprinting its message deep in my being, and I was later to have dramatic confirmation regarding that.

March 2009 Update

The women’s spirituality group who sponsored the Dauphin Island retreat had a conference call, which Don Bland participated in.
Don is a N.A. elder who was asked many years ago by several elder N.A. women to become the caretaker of the Shell Mounds, and so he moved there and for about 35 years without any remuneration, spent much of his time gathering the history and lore of the Island, guiding people through the park, sharing its history with them when he felt it was appropriate, and helping to maintain the park.
He's retired now and no longer living there, but is still very much in touch with the spirits that protect the Island.

On the conference call, I told Don about my encounter with the crane on the beach, which he said was actually a type of Blue Heron, and he told me its name in his traditional tongue, which sounded like "Unkashalah" (not sure of the spelling), meaning "cryer of the famine".
He said the medicine of the Blue Heron in his tradition has to do with alerting and teaching the people in times of famine about how to eat sustainably and healthfully. My jaw literally dropped, because a big focus in my life has been learning and teaching the healing powers of food as medicine; of sprouting, juicing and eating organic, and of using super foods like algae, aloe, maca, probiotics, etc.
It really is a time of famine here in the US because so much of our food is lacking in any nutritional value, due to processing and commercial and factory farming practices.
Not to mention the way that animals on commercial farms and in slaughterhouses are fed so unnaturally and treated so inhumanely.

And Blue Heron medicine is about patience, achieving balance and harmony, and about the gifts of individuality and of the power of standing alone.
Heron's gaze is very receptive, penetrating and clear, so it also has to do with the third eye.
I was amazed that for most of the 30-45 minutes of my encounter with the heron, it was standing in such a balanced, calm, patient manner; motionless, radiating the most peaceful, nurturing energy.
When it looked at me, I felt it was seeing me fully, as both an individual and as a part of the All.
Attaining those same qualities has been the major focus of my life, so Blue Heron Medicine was certainly validating.

Don added that herons sometimes fly as a group in the sky and do a very graceful kind of spiraling dance when they are mating).
When I was taking dance classes, my teacher often portrayed her dance as being spiral and when I performed, I was told that I radiated a very tangible harmonious, healing energy.
I would often go into a trance while dancing, so for me it was definitely a part of my spiritual and healing practice, and my way of grounding into shamanic energy.
Don said that although herons are primarily solitary, when they come together as groups to raise their young, their colonies are extremely peaceful and well ordered. So in addition to having the medicine of standing alone as an individual, they are also about living harmoniously in community, which has been another major theme in my life.

Don also told us some of the history of Dauphin Island.
He said that thousands of years ago, when the Earth was going through the last huge Shift (he thought it was when Atlantis sank) there were many places on Turtle Island that were submerged or destroyed, and consequently many people of the various tribes were displaced and had to relocate.
He said that people from various areas and tribes came to Dauphin Island, and learned to live together in peace there.
There were some women who were different looking, blonde and blue-eyed, very tall and strongly spiritual, who spoke an unfamiliar language.
Don said that they blended in spiritually with the other people very well and were considered leaders.
He didn't know their precise origin, but many came from up the coast.

All the women came together and agreed that they were going to form a matriarchal society, because the conflicts caused by patriarchal hierarchy had caused so much unnecessary suffering for so long, and had ended in major cataclysm.
So women and children had their own space and lived separately from the men to a great extent, and the women called the shots.
The result was that there was peace and abundance for all for a very long time.

Dauphin Island became renowned on Turtle Island as a sacred place and the power of the Grandmothers there still feels very potent; the ancient Live Oaks help to anchor that energy.
I later discovered an article online about a place called the Moody Garden Pyramid Hotel Complex, which is on Galveston Island, Texas, just up the coast from Dauphin Island.
See:
http://www.globalmeditations.com/earthkeeper1.htm

Quote The Three Pyramid Alignment

Now the three Pyramid complex on Galveston Island was indeed built in a strategic alignment, and for philanthropical and frequencial purpose.
One unit is an aquarium eterically guarded by Master Dolphins, another is a bio rainforest with a geological cave containing massive clusters of quartz crystal, and the third is an academic museum pyramid, glassed in copper tone.

Appropriately constructed and spiritually intended pyramids on the Earth plane become living conscious energies, capable of myriad properties that are unrecognized or disavowed by your mainstream academia.
And while the intent for which they are employed affects the interface of these conscious living geometric batteries, their very design will not allow for denser energies to culminate or expand within them.
Yet when approached with appropriate intent, the energy within pyramids stores and transmits data similar to quartz.
According to how they are aligned both terrestrially and celestially they can create electromagnetic anomalies, an aspect that alters gravity and dimensional time.
Both weightlessness and a time distortion occur at specific frequencies within them, both slowing and accelerating light and fluxing the ionic ratios within and around them.

Ancient Atlantean Pyramid

Now, approximately 5 miles from the area of Galveston Island, an ancient ceremonial Pyramid complex existed in a coastal region, now submerged and covered in the sedimentary silt and slime of the ages below Gulf waters.
The (ancient) Crystal Skull now called Max , indeed of extra terrestrial origin) was among the 13 skulls located within it.
The Moody Gardens Pyramids have taken on the multidimensional energies of the submerged Atlantean complex, which were transferred in place by the ancient skull recorder, and are now fully formatted to play a major role in the Cosmic Trigger.

The Moody Garden Pyramids are axialtonally attuned to the energies of the Giza complex and to a potent degree to the Yucatan Pyramids.
We tell you that Pyramidal Temples exist in timelessness and co exists in parallel dimension within the timeless void.
This is why the Pyramids at Giza can never be accurately aged because once constructed they surmount linear time and the nature of their energetic geometries supra-impose in parallel and emit etheric doubles in multi -dimensional timelessness. The paradox is that once built, they always existed.
It is in fact this aspect and locale that inspired the philanthropical reconstruction of pyramids in this precise location for the Restitution of the Sanctuary and Sanctity of the Dove.
( The Dove, according to Tyberonn and others, extends from the coast at Galveston inland to the crystal country of Arkansas, which is known as the Heart of the Dove, which will be, in certain prophecies, a center for spiritual reawakening in the coming age.)
There are 3 huge, beautiful pyramids there, one of which has an aquarium in it (which at one point at least, was home to dolphins), another is a kind of greenhouse containing a rain forest garden, and the third has a crystal cave in it.
According to the article, written by geologist/sacred tour guide/channeler James Tyberonn (who was born in crystal country in Arkansas and has connected with many indigenous elders on his travels) there is an ancient submerged pyramid complex just off the coast there, which was built and used in Atlantean times to help hold the crystalline energy grid of those times.
The article maintains that these new pyramids are going to be holding the energy of the new grid that is being created now during this next big Shift into the New Age. It seems likely that is where those blonde, blue-eyed women came from to Dauphin Island long ago, and that all seems to tie into the Herstory of Dauphin Island itself.
I had the oddest, most tingly sensation of revelation and deja vu when I read that, and it has never quite left me...
update: On my last trip to Dauphin Island, I spent about a half hour watching a blue heron standing in a pool, waiting for a fish to appear. It was still standing there when I finally left, and I was wishing there had been more interaction, but on the way back, I found a truly breathtaking piece of driftwood that has an amazing resemblance to a crouching heron, with eyes and feather and a long, loopy neck.
I have no doubt it was a medicine gift. It sits in a place of honor now on my bookcase along with shells, crystals and feathers."

[ThePythonicCow]

About spelling? That makes too of us. Or is it to of us? Aw heck, that makes 2 of us. http://forums.newtorrents.info/style_emoticons/default/rofl.gif
According to the National Digital Library Program Writer's Handbook (http://lcweb2.loc.gov/ammem/ndlpedit/handbook/numberdate.html), you should spell out small numbers from one to one hundred as words, not write them using numerals.

(Just me being uppity, Paula ... pay no mind. :rolleyes:)

[Calz]

(Just me being uppity, Paula ... pay no mind. :rolleyes:)

:cow:

http://kiskatinawecologicalsociety.com/Images/far_side.jpg

[astrid]

Tom is still in Costa...

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[RunningDeer]

About spelling? That makes too of us. Or is it to of us? Aw heck, that makes 2 of us. http://forums.newtorrents.info/style_emoticons/default/rofl.gif
According to the National Digital Library Program Writer's Handbook (http://lcweb2.loc.gov/ammem/ndlpedit/handbook/numberdate.html), you should spell out small numbers from one to one hundred as words, not write them using numerals.

(Just me being uppity, Paula ... pay no mind. :rolleyes:)

Thank you, Paul. I'll add that two my file that has so much information it's too confusing two reference.
P'er :wave:ing morinin' 2 :cow:

[araucaria]

About spelling? That makes too of us. Or is it to of us? Aw heck, that makes 2 of us. http://forums.newtorrents.info/style_emoticons/default/rofl.gif
According to the National Digital Library Program Writer's Handbook (http://lcweb2.loc.gov/ammem/ndlpedit/handbook/numberdate.html), you should spell out small numbers from one to one hundred as words, not write them using numerals.

(Just me being uppity, Paula ... pay no mind. :rolleyes:)

Thank you, Paul. I'll add that two my file that has so much information it's too confusing two reference.
P'er :wave:ing morinin' 2 :cow:

That's eight (8) twos, two short of a pair of feet twoing the line.

Did you know that if you are writing figures out in letters, then TWELVE + ONE = ELEVEN + TWO?

I remembered that piece of useless information a couple of days ago and was just waiting for the cue; thanks Paul(a) :)

[RunningDeer]

Blue Heron medicine is about patience, achieving balance and harmony, and about the gifts of individuality and of the power of standing alone.

Heron's  gaze is very receptive, penetrating and clear, so it also has to do with the third eye. I was amazed that for most of the 30-45 minutes of my encounter with the heron, it was standing in such a balanced, calm, patient manner; motionless, radiating the most peaceful, nurturing  energy. When it looked at me, I felt it was seeing me fully, as both an individual and as a part of the All. Attaining those same qualities has been the major focus of my life, so Blue Heron Medicine was certainly validating.

“They were often buried standing up, in the belief that this would help their spirits to remain there to continue giving guidance and protection for the Island. The power of the Grandmothers there still feels very potent, and the ancient Live Oaks help to anchor that energy.”

(That yawn was rather a humbling element of the overall experience…)  It  fixed me with its placid, golden-eyed gaze for a long moment, blinked once, then turned unconcernedly  towards the ocean and tucked its leg up again.

“Don said that although herons are primarily solitary, when they come together as groups to raise their young, their colonies are extremely peaceful and well ordered. So in addition to having the medicine of standing alone as an individual, they are also about living harmoniously in community, which has been another major theme in my life.”

“I had the oddest, most tingly sensation of revelation and deja vu when I read that, and it has never quite left me...”



Onawah, your post is filled with inspiration and beauty. And a simple thanks for the numerous synchronicities, and confirmations from my Carol Clarke’s reading.

I’m surrounded by ponds and a small river where I live. So it’s a major highway for the Blues mostly in the early mornings and evenings. I’m in a second floor apartment. It makes me feel like I live in the pine trees just twenty feet away.

This one morning, I was doing Tai Chi on my deck when a Blue Heron cut through the ethers. She came out from a vertical slit - bill-head, body, then blur. The silent draft and smell of feathers breezed by the tree tops. It was too quick for my eyes to adjust to the graceful “here, and now gone” speed.

The Blue Heron is one of my power animals, in part, because I aspire to be like She.

[RunningDeer]

About spelling? That makes too of us. Or is it to of us? Aw heck, that makes 2 of us. http://forums.newtorrents.info/style_emoticons/default/rofl.gif
According to the National Digital Library Program Writer's Handbook (http://lcweb2.loc.gov/ammem/ndlpedit/handbook/numberdate.html), you should spell out small numbers from one to one hundred as words, not write them using numerals.

(Just me being uppity, Paula ... pay no mind. :rolleyes:)

Thank you, Paul. I'll add that two my file that has so much information it's too confusing two reference.
P'er :wave:ing morinin' 2 :cow:

That's eight (8) twos, two short of a pair of feet twoing the line.

Did you know that if you are writing figures out in letters, then TWELVE + ONE = ELEVEN + TWO?

I remembered that piece of useless information a couple of days ago and was just waiting for the cue; thanks Paul(a) :)

Just when I'm beginning to figure out how your brain works...

As fast as I can type, I'm adding this information two my file that has so much information it's too confusing two reference...

I betcha you just hate THREE periods at the end of a sentence. Hee, hee, hee...http://www.bigtenfever.com/forums/images/smilies/rofl.gif

[araucaria]

Just when I'm beginning to figure out how your brain works...



You are? Here's a secret: all those headaches last week, the full moon had nothing to do with it :haha:

[meeradas]

March 28, 2°C [35.6°F] here, "light snow" forecast.

Still too cold for this [*sigh*]:

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[WhiteFeather]

Morning Villagers. ;) Here and Now Im enjoying my breakfast cereal consisting of Flute Loops in a Tibetan Bowl. Very healthy.

We are all 1 Tribe....

W.f.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYZoB5Qt2U4

[RunningDeer]

Morning Villagers. ;) Here and Now Im enjoying my breakfast cereal consisting of Flute Loops in a Tibetan Bowl. Very healthy.

We are all 1 Tribe....

W.f.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYZoB5Qt2U4

Hi Flute Loops Guy,

Still watching. Still listening. It's lovely. (and You, too. http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/big-smile2-smiley.gif (http://emoticoner.com))

[eaglespirit]

Here and Now sharing a 'sharing' from a Friend...this is my birth cycle cosmic awareness awareness : )
...rather fitting, enjoy : )

...
Galactic Moon (7 Feb – 6 Mar)

Harmony is the law of life, discord its shadow; whence springs suffering, the teacher, the awakener of consciousness.

Any act of kindness, goodness or compassion enters you into relationship with the Absolute.

The cosmos appears differently according to the level of perception and intelligence that a particular organism or entity might be evolved to.

You are unique. Out of 7 billion humans, no two energy patterns are alike.

It is the nature of the individual soul and spirit evolution to extend into the noosphere and work with others collectively.

The superhuman is endowed with cosmic consciousness to know that it is an androgynous ever-evolving interval of expansive cosmic enlightenment.

The bodhisattva strives to penetrate the place where the aspiration to enlightenment and the memory of the original covenant is located.

Through the galactic beam transmission, all thoughts of everyone are personally connected to and stored on “diskettes”; these information pools form the foundation of the chromocellular archives.

What we call the superhuman is merely the synthesis of consciousness with nature.

Many scriptures tell us that the seed of innate or intrinsic knowing is planted within each human; this is based on the law of one: we are one being; there is one creator, one mind, and one soul.

True initiates value unity and harmony and are always striving for the highest possible self-integration and experience of universal brother/sisterhood.

Every aspect of our daily life embodies a divine gesture, if we are awake in the moment to see.

Chakras can be thought of as switches we turn on; when the chakras inside the planet are switched on then shadows dissolve and a new world is revealed.

The dimension of art is the dimension of universal self-creation.

Art is coincidental with the earliest stages of intelligence and represents the highest dimensions of consciousness that a human can aspire to.

Everything that comes into being mutates at precise moments in a synchronized timing process, which is governed by the Law of Time.

All teachers, teachings, science and knowledge of past, present and future are one program or experiment in cosmic engineering.

The human learns through attempts to align patterns of intelligence with the experience of the patterns perceived in the phenomenal world. The same process that creates nature creates the human, since the human is nature.

Cosmic sky teachings accommodate every single stage and phase of spiritual growth as well as the evolutionary stages of life and consciousness simultaneously on all world systems.

The memory of a “lost chord” or “lost planet” is also deeply embedded in the unconscious of the human psyche.

True freedom is knowing your own mind and, therefore, not being subject to automatic or unconscious impulses.

Noosphere is the mind space of inner time that stretches infinitely into the galactic future.
(Note: Leap Day/Feb 29 will be the same quote as 28 Feb/Galactic 22)

The soul, the mind and consciousness are part of one continuum. The soul cannot develop without a mind. The mind cannot develop without consciousness.

As we develop the telepathic pulsar technologies we will see the potential of our mind as a powerful cosmic force.

Within the 13:20 frequency our functioning is syntropic—of ever-greater harmonic arrangements and rearrangements of reality.

The cultivation of will provides the direction or force of momentum that helps us to attain higher ends on behalf of the All.

We are pure consciousness within the evolving order of the universe.

The holomind perceiver can be likened to an intrinsically cosmic-telepathic Internet chat room, imaginably installed or imprinted in the human brain.

http://www.lawoftime.org/cosmichistory/365-ch-quotes.html

[onawah]

Your Tai Chi practice, I'm sure, is a wonderful way of helping you to achieve that goal, especially the balance and patience.
The kind of dancing I was doing as part of my shamanic practice included the use of flowing, lightweight silk veils, and they often made me feel like I had wings.
The motion is certainly part of it, but it always seemed to me that Imagination is what really makes the magic.

Paula wrote:
Onawah, your post is filled with inspiration and beauty. And a simple thanks for the numerous synchronicities, and confirmations from my Carol Clarke’s reading.

I’m surrounded by ponds and a small river where I live. So it’s a major highway for the Blues mostly in the early mornings and evenings. I’m in a second floor apartment. It makes me feel like I live in the pine trees just twenty feet away.

This one morning, I was doing Tai Chi on my deck when a Blue Heron cut through the ethers. She came out from a vertical slit - bill-head, body, then blur. The silent draft and smell of feathers breezed by the tree tops. It was too quick for my eyes to adjust to the graceful “here, and now gone” speed.

The Blue Heron is one of my power animals, in part, because I aspire to be like She.

[CD7]

HOLY Thursday Batman!?!

[1inMany]

Hmmm. Slow news day. Well, let's see. What's new in the here and now? M stepped into a floor vent into the insulation and got stuck, Em tripped and fell at school. Not a good day for legs around here. Em did get caught up completely on the work from six days of missed school, because she asked to be in the ISS room today. That shocked me, but I am very impressed with how she took the initiative. Go, Em! Today was Little One's egg hunt at school, I don't understand the association with eggs with bunnies (if they are gathering eggs, wouldn't the appropriate attire be chick beaks and not bunny ears?), but, okay, whatever. The kids think it's fun. After the ritual of gathering the eggs, we played on the playground for awhile. He is so full of life, it radiates from him. He lights up. It's wonderful to watch, and contagious, too!

This alter is way cool. I can hardly wait until I really know what to use it for! Because as unsure as I am, it is bringing in some wild higher energies. I don't think I'm technically supposed to have a candle burning from 5am to 10pm, but, um, I like it so much that I can't help myself. I might have to look into making candles, though, and see if it will save me any money because it looks like I will be using at least a candle a day...

Much Love, and I intend for it to be contagious :)

[ulli]

I have some news. After several e-mails back and forth yesterday,
Sean Young encountered registration problems, (Duh! my fault for not telling her to use my Avalon name ulli as a referral),
she is now in the process of getting her membership.
Looking forward to having her here amongst us, although not sure yet if she
will decide to use her real name or prefer to remain anonymous.
Either way, she will make great contributions, I'm 100% certain of that.

[Ol' Roy]

If Ulli endorses her, so do I!

[Ol' Roy]

Dear 1 in Many,

You made a sh**ty day turn into a beautiful day!

Hope you didn't change your Avatar, because I said you looked beautiful.

I'm not that kind of guy. I am just an old f**t trying to get to heaven! lol!

[ulli]

So now that I moved the washing machine to the closet behind my bedroom,
and no longer have to cross the yard to do laundry I can devote even more time to my OCD.

http://i.imgur.com/FcKjG.jpg

¤=[Post Update]=¤


If Ulli endorses her, so do I!

Very sweet of you, but I have a feeling she has been endorsed by the real boss since long before she entered this dimension....

[1inMany]

Dear 1 in Many,

You made a sh**ty day turn into a beautiful day!

Hope you didn't change your Avatar, because I said you looked beautiful.

I'm not that kind of guy. I am just an old f**t trying to get to heaven! lol!

Oh my. Well, now that did make me chuckle. Thanks for that one! Old fart trying to get to heaven...hahahaha

Gosh, Ol' Roy, I used to change my avatar as often as I ... cleaned house... which would be... pretty often, in spurts. It reflects my Inner Here and Now most times. I was feeling a little overexposed, so decided to shed. But, I tell ya, never have I received so much attention over a picture, honestly, so um...thank you kindly for the compliment. I'm more awkward than anything over taking a compliment, but I...um, thank you. It's not you, it's me. :pound:

And, I honest-to-goodness don't know what I did to turn your day around, but whatever it was, I'm so glad I helped!

Much Love, sweetie! (Oh, I almost forgot the disclaimer...being from the midwest, sweetie is a term of endearment...I'm not that kind of guy either.)

http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/51g5kyPdVvL._SL500_SS500_.jpg

[Ol' Roy]

You know Avolonians,

I am LMAORITF, with tears in my eyes! I made a small issuing that I can't spell with a darn(respect for the mods! lol).

That's why I love Here and Now!

Soooo, happy to be here! Paul please correct my spilling! lol

[1inMany]

Oh, Ulli, that made me laugh!!!!

Here's another...

http://www.funcork.com/pics/4412.jpg

Sorry these images are so large, I can't tell what size they are til they are posted....

[Ol' Roy]

My dear 1 in Many,

Here in Kentucky we use that term sweetie, whether we know them at all. Sorry, I don't call guys that! lol! My sister calls me sweetie. She lives in Tennesse. Started to spell Chatannoga LMAO. I know its not right, but I am a lazy butt!

Paula, my dear, I am suprised at you. Being a school teacher and all, I am devestated! Mispelled words, not you! You know I am joking?

You have made it really fun!

[Flash]

So now that I moved the washing machine to the closet behind my bedroom,
and no longer have to cross the yard to do laundry I can devote even more time to my OCD.

http://i.imgur.com/FcKjG.jpg

¤=[Post Update]=¤


If Ulli endorses her, so do I!

Very sweet of you, but I have a feeling she has been endorsed by the real boss since long before she entered this dimension....


Oh, I am confused, I thought your OCD was fully deployed by taking care of this thread. :p

Well, the case is worst than I thought ;)


On the not as light side, I just had a real fight with my daughter, she stood up to me (which surprised me) and it went straight in my heart, gosh it hurts. Even physical hurt. Raw hurt. It really took me by surprised and she did lash at me. Oh la la.

I bet I will be better tomorrow, hopefully.

edit: I know how come it hurt so much, for the first time of her life, I saw hatred in her eyes sent at me directly, it hit right in the heart chakra. I knew she hates her dad, but I had never seen this hatred from her directly, less directed at me.

[Marianne]

Flash, I've been there too. Having come out the other side, I think teenagers arguing with their parent(s) is a healthy sign. It shows a strong self esteem, and it teaches them how to fend for themselves in the world.

It hurts, but maybe it will help to see it in this way too.

[1inMany]

I just had a real fight with my daughter, she stood up to me (which surprised me) and it went straight in my heart, gosh it hurts. Even physical hurt. Raw hurt. It really took me by surprised and she did lash at me. Oh la la.

I bet I will be better tomorrow, hopefully.

edit: I know how come it hurt so much, for the first time of her life, I saw hatred in her eyes sent at me directly, it hit right in the heart chakra. I knew she hates her dad, but I had never seen this hatred from her directly, less directed at me.

My heart hurts for you, I have felt this pain also. Very deep it is. I looked at it, and as Em is almost 14 I still do, as a growing pain. Both for them and for me. In my family, growing pains have been physical but also emotional and spiritual...

All my Love, Flash.

[Flash]

Rereade myu post I added up things.

I am soooo scared and non stop crying.

[1inMany]

Rereade myu post I added up things.

I am soooo scared and non stop crying.

Oh, honey. It's okay. It's okay to be scared and cry, how could you not as much as you love her? And it's okay to want only the best for her, and to want to keep protecting her, all the days of your life. And it's okay that you won't be able to. Why? Because you have shown her, every single day of her life, how to make choices, make decisions, and follow her instincts. And it's okay because you are not the only wonderfully beautiful loving kind and divine being with her. Maybe you are the only one you see, and maybe you are the only one she sees. But, sweetie, like I tell my girls when they get really scared of growing up...the plan is probably not for her to come of age and be drop kicked into the cruel and harsh world alone. I don't feel this is the plan for her, do you?

These connections you have built with her...they are forever. And no matter what fights you have, and even after the first f*** you (which will unfortunately no doubt come at some point), those connections will not break. They will grow, they will strengthen, they will change, but they will not break.

It's Okay. You go ahead and let some of that out. I bet part of you is mourning the loss of the baby, which might even blossom into the excitement for the independent young woman you have raised.

Maybe, just maybe, one of these days you will be incredibly impressed because if she can tell you off, I bet she could tell anyone off...people trying to hurt her? A boy getting a little too frisky?

It's Okay.

You are Loved and Supported.

And so is she, sweetie.

So, so much love, my friend.

[donk]

Mine has a 14, 12, & 10 year old, and I watch them rip their mom's heart out on a regular basis. The only way I make it better is letting her know they're not being rational, acting out fear based emotions...and they only do it so bad to you is cuz youre "safe"...

....she knows you really really love her no matter what, and so can do whatever (hurt you). And it also means she loves you very very much.

Sending some love your way

[Marianne]

Mine has a 14, 12, & 10 year old, and I watch them rip their mom's heart out on a regular basis. The only way I make it better is letting her know they're not being rational, acting out fear based emotions...and they only do it so bad to you is cuz youre "safe"...

....she knows you really really love her no matter what, and so can do whatever (hurt you). And it also means she loves you very very much.

Sending some love your way

Yes, what Donk said ...

[ulli]

Rereade myu post I added up things.

I am soooo scared and non stop crying.

She is practicing her ability to direct personal power,
and since she knows that you love her unconditionally there is minimum risk factor for her.
You will have to learn how to get that special thick skin, there is no other way.
Welcome to the club, girl!!
I also have an only child, he is now 33, and still does it sometimes,
and no amount of apologizing will give them what they think they missed out on.
I honestly think they are all brainwashed by advertising and sitcoms, and are comparing their own lives.
Blaming mum is such fun.

[astrid]

The trick is not to internalize the rejection,
find your neutral witness and try to see it all as energy.

Teenagers are notorious for mood swings and projections,
there is something going on internally within her, that she is having
trouble managing, or even looking at, so she is projecting it,
and you are the closest thing.

Take a deep breath in, and blow it back up to source to transmute it,
rinse and repeat, until your field is clear again..


Hugs

Astrid

[RunningDeer]

My dear 1 in Many,

Here in Kentucky we use that term sweetie, whether we know them at all. Sorry, I don't call guys that! lol! My sister calls me sweetie. She lives in Tennesse. Started to spell Chatannoga LMAO. I know its not right, but I am a lazy butt!

Paula, my dear, I am suprised at you. Being a school teacher and all, I am devestated! Mispelled words, not you! You know I am joking?

You have made it really fun!

Hello Roy,

Very often the ones that misspell are not only bright but creative, out of the box thinkers and doers. I'm proud to be one of them, and also free enough to admit a perceived flaw by others.

I use to share with my students that I'd get words like Brain and Brian mixed up. I'd reverse numbers like 234 and 432. But I also explained that tools such as spell-check, dictionaries, focused attention and triple checks greatly assist people like us.

I also taught the kids that if I've not gotten enough sleep, eaten junk food or feeling stress, it's more likely to intensify. We'd also do Chi Kung which was another tool we used for relaxation. So the 'perceived deficit' is a gift of perseverance and problem solving. They also learned that teachers are human.

With love,
Paula

UPDATE: Yes, I do understand your humor. It's me that is defensive. My siblings use to tease me because I stayed back in 5th grade. As it turned out, of the 8 siblings, I was the only one to go to college and did it in 4 years as a single parent. Two others went later in life. But it took them ten+ years. My mother explained years later that I stayed back because I worried about her troubled pregnancy and not because I was not bright.

[RunningDeer]

So now that I moved the washing machine to the closet behind my bedroom,
and no longer have to cross the yard to do laundry I can devote even more time to my OCD.

If Ulli endorses her, so do I!

Very sweet of you, but I have a feeling she has been endorsed by the real boss since long before she entered this dimension....


Oh, I am confused, I thought your OCD was fully deployed by taking care of this thread. :p

Well, the case is worst than I thought ;)


On the not as light side, I just had a real fight with my daughter, she stood up to me (which surprised me) and it went straight in my heart, gosh it hurts. Even physical hurt. Raw hurt. It really took me by surprised and she did lash at me. Oh la la.

I bet I will be better tomorrow, hopefully.

edit: I know how come it hurt so much, for the first time of her life, I saw hatred in her eyes sent at me directly, it hit right in the heart chakra. I knew she hates her dad, but I had never seen this hatred from her directly, less directed at me.

Oh, Flash, I'm sorry. I wish I could take away your pain. I agree with Marianne. As strange as it sounds, it means that your daughter trusts you enough to argue and fight with you. It really paints a beautiful picture of your relationship. It's a healthy sign. It's also part of the separation process of daughter becoming a young woman. She is just strengthening her wings, finding her own way. She is able to because of all your love and support all these years.

Not so off topic, have you listened to Tom's astro report? Very timely and helpful.

Love,
Paula

UPDATE: I'm going down the posts just read what everyone has offered. Boy, how fortunate to have a group like this. So helpful to hear how others see it. You all could've saved me a lot of needless pain. :wave:

[ulli]

http://i.imgur.com/T1Ffa.jpg

[Flash]

I agree Paula, we are very fortunate to have us. Haven't seen tom's astro report but going to check.

Wow, I am calming down, thanks for all your energies and love. THis is acute hurt/paranoia based on real past experiences.

Thanks Marianne for your pm.

And Donk, Astrid,Eaglesipirit, Ulli, 1Many,

[RunningDeer]

So now that I moved the washing machine to the closet behind my bedroom,
and no longer have to cross the yard to do laundry I can devote even more time to my OCD.

If Ulli endorses her, so do I!

Very sweet of you, but I have a feeling she has been endorsed by the real boss since long before she entered this dimension....

I know how come it hurt so much, for the first time of her life, I saw hatred in her eyes sent at me directly, it hit right in the heart chakra. I knew she hates her dad, but I had never seen this hatred from her directly, less directed at me.

Not so off topic, have you listened to Tom's astro report? Very timely and helpful.

Tom is still in Costa...

O8Ku1tvLf-k

This video isn't about loss of your daughter, just the energies awhirlin' for you both.

FYI: Gio posted at The Ranch thread that Tom might be a guest this summer.

[Flash]

Tom's astro is soooooo appropriate and just, I do not usually listen to him, well, he now has an adept. lol

[astrid]

Ok.. so you were also triggered , some old stuff has been activated,
as ouch as this is, its actually a good thing, it means you have access to things
that you buried. In your position and i would be taking full advantage and even
silently thanking your daughter for whatever you get to move through and past as
a result of this said event.
The trick is not to close down your heart as a result of a "hurt" find a way, right now
to open it to something .. listen to some heart opening music, or send healing to someone,
you will have your own way.
So while on one hand its tempting to shut down, you work from another angle to stay open..

This works, so does the clearing breath i talked about earlier, and stay in gratitude and love to
whatever you are experiencing whatever the polarity

Hugs,
Astrid

[ulli]

This was in an astrological newsletter recently. Not an easy read, but true.
I thought it was quite apt, in context of the recent Mars-Uranus conjunction:

"Real change can only occur when you get completely disgusted with your own self-pity and decide to really change.
And the only way to arrive at such a decision is by exhaustion:
when you've tried this, that, and the other thing; and nothing works.
You have to get past the daydream that you are special:
that God will miraculously intervene to pull your chestnuts out of the fire for you with no effort on your part.
Magicians are convinced – and 12-step programs such as Alcoholics Anonymous concur –
that only when a person is completely wiped-out and desperate can any real change occur.

Okay, assuming that you are truly wiped-out and desperate,
the next thing to do is to decondition your mindset:
to reprogram the inventory of habitual thoughts which make up your moment-to-moment inner dialogue.
Lots of spiritual paths know about and teach this principle:
however, they don't usually mention the wiped-out and desperate part,
which is an utterly necessary prerequisite.
They tell you to "Just think happy thoughts and everything will be wonderful!"

However, it is well-nigh impossible, unless you are truly desperate,
to stop thinking all your usual thoughts about how unhappy you are.
This means not daydreaming or fantasizing about what would make you happy;
and also rejecting jealous thoughts about the people who do have whatever it is you believe would make you happy.

In short, it means to stop thinking about how much you are suffering."

Bob Makransky, thank you.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MagicalAlmanac/message/93

[Dennis Leahy]

I thought briefly about starting a new topic here at Avalon, something tongue-in-cheek that was a variant of "all is well", after getting a letter from a family member.

The letter was in reply to a letter that I wrote to all my family members, urging them to seek advice from a trusted "financial guru" about what appears to be an imminent economic crash, flushing their life savings down the toilet.

I made sure to say that I do not have enough financial knowledge to rely solely on me for advice, but that I was noticing in numerous (alternate) soutrces that the alarm was being sounded to acquire real goods and/or precious metals - that "paper" assets could all tumble.

I thought my letter was pretty gentle for a warning/heads-up letter, not fear-porn, and everything was expressed with a sense of "this is what I'm hearing, you might want to check it out."

So, in a group email, one family member mockingly called my offering "diarrhea." I was hurt, and tried to sort of "laugh along" (as if I was laughing along) and wrote back to him (but cc'd to all) that no, it was technically projectile vomiting, because diarrhea wouldn't have gotten on anyone else.

A couple of days later, I got a letter from another family member, expressing concern that I was being too negative. (This is sort of an "elder statesman"/spokesperson of the family group, possibly sent as an emissary, but possibly just sending his own thoughts.) I guess I should have recited, "get off the tracks, there's a train coming" with a flat affect, or maybe even "I'm certainly no expert, but it appears that a train might be coming down the track you're standing on, and you may want to consult with someone a bit more qualified to help you make a determination as to whether it would be prudent to step off of that particular traack, temporarily."

It literally made me wonder if they may have incarnated with at least the one specific goal of experiencing financial ruin.

And so, here and now, I'm feeling a bit sheepish, and a bit alienated from this "blood" family group.

Dennis

[gripreaper]

Wow Dennis, I feel ya man. Here is a response I gave to one of my family members this morning after he posted this on Facebook, after refraining for MONTHS to his continuous posts on gun control:

His Post:

This week has been designated as a week to look at gun violence and gun ownership in America. There were 5 reports in the Columbian Newspaper this morning describing incidents in which guns were used to commit criminal acts, some involving horrific injuries and deaths. At the same time there was a report of a murder at a gas station in NE Portland. A crime that happened after the paper was published, therefore it will be reported in tomorrows edition.
I know there are responsible gun owners out there, although there are hundreds of thousands of trail markers and road signs in our nation forest and back roads that would attest to another reality.
It is time... time to start placing some limits and improving our ability to check backgrounds and set limits on the type of weapon and ammunition available. I am writing here and sending my concerns on to our "leaders" in government. I can only hope they will make wise decisions without being bullied by the NRA.

My response:

OK. Leaders in government? Have we not established that there are no leaders in Washington and that everything the government touches turns to ****? How is taking more liberty and freedom from god fearing, hard working, honest Americans going to make us all safer? How much more of the Bill of Rights do we have to shred and hand over to some alphabet agency like TSA or DHS before we feel safe?

More guns and ammo have been sold in the last six months than any other time in history, by these honest god fearing American's, so as far as I can tell, the people have already voted. Don't mess with the Bill of Rights.

As far as criminals are concerned, no one would disagree that criminals need to be dealt with, but have the police ever protected you against violence in a timely manner when you were confronted by a criminal? God forbid you should ever be faced head on with such violence. Be careful you don't run into these criminals as they are getting their gun permits and registering their assault rifles, as criminals always do.

The Sandy Hook incident has more holes in it than a piece of Swiss Cheese. The forensics don't add up, and neither does most of the rest of the story, so who really are the criminals? A lone crazed shooter?

Take a closer look at 9-11 and follow the money, really look at the physics and the forensics, and then tell me again how you want our government to make us feel safer.

The heats coming down on me big time today, but I'm standing my ground.

[RunningDeer]

I thought briefly about starting a new topic here at Avalon, something tongue-in-cheek that was a variant of "all is well", after getting a letter from a family member.

The letter was in reply to a letter that I wrote to all my family members, urging them to seek advice from a trusted "financial guru" about what appears to be an imminent economic crash, flushing their life savings down the toilet.

I made sure to say that I do not have enough financial knowledge to rely solely on me for advice, but that I was noticing in numerous (alternate) soutrces that the alarm was being sounded to acquire real goods and/or precious metals - that "paper" assets could all tumble.

I thought my letter was pretty gentle for a warning/heads-up letter, not fear-porn, and everything was expressed with a sense of "this is what I'm hearing, you might want to check it out."

So, in a group email, one family member mockingly called my offering "diarrhea." I was hurt, and tried to sort of "laugh along" (as if I was laughing along) and wrote back to him (but cc'd to all) that no, it was technically projectile vomiting, because diarrhea wouldn't have gotten on anyone else.

A couple of days later, I got a letter from another family member, expressing concern that I was being too negative. (This is sort of an "elder statesman"/spokesperson of the family group, possibly sent as an emissary, but possibly just sending his own thoughts.) I guess I should have recited, "get off the tracks, there's a train coming" with a flat affect, or maybe even "I'm certainly no expert, but it appears that a train might be coming down the track you're standing on, and you may want to consult with someone a bit more qualified to help you make a determination as to whether it would be prudent to step off of that particular traack, temporarily."

It literally made me wonder if they may have incarnated with at least the one specific goal of experiencing financial ruin.

And so, here and now, I'm feeling a bit sheepish, and a bit alienated from this "blood" family group.

Dennis

In the fall of 2011, I did all the things suggested for money, investments, emergency and food preparation. And I shared with siblings. After three group emails on pertinent topics, I gave up. Their responses were, “I told you so. Nothing happened.” They parrot back information from mainstream media. They are not even up to speed on chemtrails or GMOs. The desires beyond TV, work, cars, feathered hats and MickyD french fries are nil. It’s just not on their radar screen. I’ve accepted it.

[greybeard]

Yes I joined that club too.
The only receptive one keeps "a bit spare" in the house.
I did pick my time of telling--- the hole in the wall had crashed and several banks were of line--also Orange mobile had big problems.

Another good time was when Inverness got cut off for a few days due to snow blocking the roads in.

The reason I gave for telling was appropriate for the moment. Solar flares---- Snow.
Im in as much trouble over spiritual beliefs.
Try telling your kids "Only God is and you are That"

Chris

[onawah]

Family members are the result of personal karma, but thank the Goddess, we can choose our friends.

http://i.brainyquote.com/pm/w/williambutleryeats108901_m.jpg

[greybeard]

This was in an astrological newsletter recently. Not an easy read, but true.
I thought it was quite apt, in context of the recent Mars-Uranus conjunction:

"Real change can only occur when you get completely disgusted with your own self-pity and decide to really change.
And the only way to arrive at such a decision is by exhaustion:
when you've tried this, that, and the other thing; and nothing works.
You have to get past the daydream that you are special:
that God will miraculously intervene to pull your chestnuts out of the fire for you with no effort on your part.
Magicians are convinced – and 12-step programs such as Alcoholics Anonymous concur –
that only when a person is completely wiped-out and desperate can any real change occur.

Okay, assuming that you are truly wiped-out and desperate,
the next thing to do is to decondition your mindset:
to reprogram the inventory of habitual thoughts which make up your moment-to-moment inner dialogue.
Lots of spiritual paths know about and teach this principle:
however, they don't usually mention the wiped-out and desperate part,
which is an utterly necessary prerequisite.
They tell you to "Just think happy thoughts and everything will be wonderful!"

However, it is well-nigh impossible, unless you are truly desperate,
to stop thinking all your usual thoughts about how unhappy you are.
This means not daydreaming or fantasizing about what would make you happy;
and also rejecting jealous thoughts about the people who do have whatever it is you believe would make you happy.

In short, it means to stop thinking about how much you are suffering."

Bob Makransky, thank you.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MagicalAlmanac/message/93



Amen to that Ulli

By coincidence posted here http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?860-Enlightenment-The-Ego-what-is-it-How-to-transcend-it.&p=654089&viewfull=1#post654089

Yours is fuller and more eloquent though.

The problem is will power, which is useful for many things, but that does not work with Alcoholism in my own experience---
The humility to ask for help and therefore surrender of my will had to be total and complete in order for me to listen to those of long standing sobriety in AA. I did not surrender to a person but the AA group "Power Greater than my self"-- the God of my understanding worked through the group for me.
May God help those still suffering.
Chris

[lookbeyond]

I thought briefly about starting a new topic here at Avalon, something tongue-in-cheek that was a variant of "all is well", after getting a letter from a family member.

The letter was in reply to a letter that I wrote to all my family members, urging them to seek advice from a trusted "financial guru" about what appears to be an imminent economic crash, flushing their life savings down the toilet.

I made sure to say that I do not have enough financial knowledge to rely solely on me for advice, but that I was noticing in numerous (alternate) soutrces that the alarm was being sounded to acquire real goods and/or precious metals - that "paper" assets could all tumble.

I thought my letter was pretty gentle for a warning/heads-up letter, not fear-porn, and everything was expressed with a sense of "this is what I'm hearing, you might want to check it out."

So, in a group email, one family member mockingly called my offering "diarrhea." I was hurt, and tried to sort of "laugh along" (as if I was laughing along) and wrote back to him (but cc'd to all) that no, it was technically projectile vomiting, because diarrhea wouldn't have gotten on anyone else.

A couple of days later, I got a letter from another family member, expressing concern that I was being too negative. (This is sort of an "elder statesman"/spokesperson of the family group, possibly sent as an emissary, but possibly just sending his own thoughts.) I guess I should have recited, "get off the tracks, there's a train coming" with a flat affect, or maybe even "I'm certainly no expert, but it appears that a train might be coming down the track you're standing on, and you may want to consult with someone a bit more qualified to help you make a determination as to whether it would be prudent to step off of that particular traack, temporarily."

It literally made me wonder if they may have incarnated with at least the one specific goal of experiencing financial ruin.

And so, here and now, I'm feeling a bit sheepish, and a bit alienated from this "blood" family group.

Dennis

Hi Dennis, there was something in the Bible how even Jesus was not taken seriously in his own village, but it can still hurt coming from blood family, as for me, im sensitive and probably mentally ill/delusional-just not in public-lookbeyond

[spiritwind]

Only have a few minutes to pop in and say hi. Getting ready to make our big move back to the country this weekend so been trying to conserve energy. Had to just say a few words of encouragement to Flash though. You all had such great responses there is not much to add except ditto. Hoping today is a better day for you. I have never had so many feelings of push/pull as I have had with my daughter and, yes, I guess you could say it has produced tremendous growth (for both of us). But man does it hurt sometimes. And Donk, I think you hit it right on the head. My poor husband who is the step-parent has had a rough time of it too. And, watching my daughter and I interact has been very difficult for him at times. Relationships. To me it’s like shaping a diamond. Creating such a thing of beauty takes a lot of work. Went for my second job interview today and will know in a couple of days whether I got it or not. Not holding my breath but hopeful. All is well.

Oh yeah, and I definitely feel for all of you continuing to share what you think should be welcome and needed information with family and loved ones. I do the same and, well, they all think I’m kind of quirky anyway, but generally not taken serious. At least they don't get hostile. I’m not looking forward to saying “I told you so”.

[eaglespirit]

Just to follow up and follow through with the wonderful going ons and suggestions in these parts of the orchestra of the 'metamorphosis symphony' now playing unison chords all around and above and about Pachumama...
My intense vision dream of '07 that I was prompted by Spirit to 'go live', and that I, to my utter full surprise finished in 2010 in the jungle in Peru, was shown that the Native Americans of 'Oneness Tribe' theme are strongly stepping out of their 'miseries', once and for all and changing it all,..coincides powerfully with current tidal wave currents here and now.
From very, very personal experience...being down so low in life and being hit ever so hard with personal power punches more than a few times in this lifetime...the only way out is deep within and up...literally, and living that 'upward spiral' after being through the grrrinder of life is probably the only way to really genuinely influence those around us we care for the most...we can do our best to give 'heads ups' in other earnest ways....but our personal conscious trek of 'in the now' evidence is what turns heads and hearts to take that really good look themselves at what is really going on and coming down and what it is they can and should probably do for themselves by their very own fruition ...if they so well choose.

...end of love rant, for now : )

[ulli]

Family members are the result of personal karma, but thank the Goddess, we can choose our friends.

http://i.brainyquote.com/pm/w/williambutleryeats108901_m.jpg

This may be true for some.
For people who come here directly from other worlds the explanation of karma simply does not apply.
Family stuff can be so awful, that it operates more as a catapult, or springboard,
to shoot them to the exact place from where they can play their part. Polarities apply here.
Otherwise only those born into elite and high privilege backgrounds
would be populating the international stage of operations.

[araucaria]

Hi sweetie people
I find families are best seen from the standpoint of us being observer/reporters. Maybe some situations are interesting enough to warrant larger fratries. But usually when there are just two children, they will be as like as chalk and cheese in many ways, and in others on the same page. Often it may be that wildly different natures far outweigh any effect or nurture. But this can also be seen from the other side of the equation: parents experiencing what are unavoidably different nurturing experiences. It's all another variation on the oneness/manyness thing.

[Wind]

Hi all.

Yeah, I know the family stuff. I get along with my family as long as I don't start to talk about my opinons. I have very strong ones so it always ends up in debates so I just mostly keep my mouth shut. I'm a very calm person, but I'm passionate about the things which I find important. Then they wonder that why I choose to stay in my own space. Only one of them understands me. It must be karma... We teach each other to be better persons. Avalon almost feels like a second home to me.

By the way, I don't know about you guys, but this ongoing energy fluctuation is making me feel higly emotional. Not very usual to me.

[eaglespirit]

...continuation of love rant : )
The sh*t is hitting the fan hard now...living in the 'no harm and pure' ways and means of things and setting the best examples we can possibly come up with simply puts us above and beyond that spray, I ain't kidding...which is now pointing directly back at those that have deliberately shoveled the sh*t into said fan in the first place, right now and for a very, very,very long time...said shovelers HAVE to make a choice right now to let go of the shovel(big or small) once and for all.
We ARE the eradicators/balancers of it all...yup...You and I...and more and more 'awakeners' coming around to help each moment now...including our very own 'higher' extensions, yes, our very own family and friends of the 'lighter' kind !!!

[araucaria]

I have this idea about karma: I think it's a kind of fiat currency, just numbers on a screen. I've been listening to Sean Young just now, talking about some country (Ecuador??) that just decided Hey we don't think we owe you any debt! Well, they don't really, they can always pay in kind with more numbers on a screen :)

I'm thinking karma is another kind of funny money. Bankers think they owe us so much shlt that they haven't got anyway, they are making it up as they go along. Why don't we just write off this debt and let them all out from behind the sofa.

[ulli]

I thought briefly about starting a new topic here at Avalon, something tongue-in-cheek that was a variant of "all is well", after getting a letter from a family member.

The letter was in reply to a letter that I wrote to all my family members, urging them to seek advice from a trusted "financial guru" about what appears to be an imminent economic crash, flushing their life savings down the toilet.

I made sure to say that I do not have enough financial knowledge to rely solely on me for advice, but that I was noticing in numerous (alternate) soutrces that the alarm was being sounded to acquire real goods and/or precious metals - that "paper" assets could all tumble.

I thought my letter was pretty gentle for a warning/heads-up letter, not fear-porn, and everything was expressed with a sense of "this is what I'm hearing, you might want to check it out."

So, in a group email, one family member mockingly called my offering "diarrhea." I was hurt, and tried to sort of "laugh along" (as if I was laughing along) and wrote back to him (but cc'd to all) that no, it was technically projectile vomiting, because diarrhea wouldn't have gotten on anyone else.

A couple of days later, I got a letter from another family member, expressing concern that I was being too negative. (This is sort of an "elder statesman"/spokesperson of the family group, possibly sent as an emissary, but possibly just sending his own thoughts.) I guess I should have recited, "get off the tracks, there's a train coming" with a flat affect, or maybe even "I'm certainly no expert, but it appears that a train might be coming down the track you're standing on, and you may want to consult with someone a bit more qualified to help you make a determination as to whether it would be prudent to step off of that particular traack, temporarily."

It literally made me wonder if they may have incarnated with at least the one specific goal of experiencing financial ruin.

And so, here and now, I'm feeling a bit sheepish, and a bit alienated from this "blood" family group.

Dennis

In any random group there will always be opponents.
It is my guess that quite a few members might be taking your words to heart, yet are not expressing it.
I mean, what can they say, anyway?
How do you know that hey are not scrambling now to get some more advice?
This is scary stuff you sent their way, and people are people, and no one likes to be warned.
You ought to try becoming an astrologer,
where their fear of you doubles after you have made a few correct predictions...lol.

[araucaria]

Cassandra, one of the daughters of King Priam of Troy, was given the blessing of foretelling the future, along with the curse of having no one believe her. It comes with the territory it seems.

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http://i.imgur.com/T1Ffa.jpg

signed Groucho Marx: a verbal agreement is not worth the stone it's written on...

[RunningDeer]

I’m not looking forward to saying “I told you so”.

The sh*t is hitting the fan hard now...
http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/bottle-smiley.gif (http://emoticoner.com)

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Love/fan_spray2_zpse7a9caee.JPG


http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bliss.gif

[Mark]

It literally made me wonder if they may have incarnated with at least the one specific goal of experiencing financial ruin.


I think this should actually be a serious consideration. We choose our families based upon what our individual souls need and our previous and future incarnations. You have opened yourself to information, while others in your family have not. But they have received the opportunity, the information. That they have not listened to it is their choice and that's what it's all about, right? Whether they are right or you are will be seen. If they have indeed made that choice, then it is what it is. Deciding to follow the msm and comply with the mainstream imperatives of our civilization is a soul-group choice, to go along with your cohort and see where it leads you. I suppose it's kind of like mythological lemmings headed off the cliff. I know if I approach my millionaire sister with tidings of economic doom and gloom she'd probably be rather skeptical as well. Even now, she's not ready to hear such things and even if she was, what action could she take? Bitcoins?

After Elenin, I try not to send my family much in the way of doomsday prognostications. LOL

[araucaria]

Hey Paula, you need some antishrink spray for those towels. I could swear they were three times bigger when I first looked :)

[RunningDeer]

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/perfume_zps36083601.jpg

[ulli]

Sabrina's thread has lots of goodies today...have a look.

[RunningDeer]

Hey Paula, you need some antishrink spray for those towels. I could swear they were three times bigger when I first looked :)

Damn, you've got a keen eye. Just when I thought I've got you figured out... http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/big-smile2-smiley.gif (http://emoticoner.com)
Major OCD attack this a.m. Meanwhile, I've got unread books spilling out of my iPad.


@the newbees, Sabrina's thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?41059-Massive-Bank-and-High-Profile-Resignations-Across-the-World&p=654988#post654988).

[ulli]

PUNOGRAPHY


I tried to photograph the fog. I mist

When Chemists die, they barium.

Jokes about German sausage are the wurst.

A soldier who survived mustard gas and pepper spray is now a seasoned veteran.

I know a guy who is addicted to brake fluid. He says he can stop anytime.

How did Moses make his tea? Hebrews it.

I stayed up all night to see where the sun went. Then it dawned on me.

This girl said she recognized me from the vegetarian club, but I'd never met herbivore

I'm reading a book about anti-gravity. I can't put it down.

I did a theatrical performance about puns. It was a play on words.

They told me I had type A blood, but it was a Type O

A dyslexic man walks into a bra . . .

PMS jokes aren't funny. Period.

We are going on a field trip to the Coca-Cola factory. I hope there are no pop quizzes.

Energizer Bunny arrested. Charged with battery

I didn't like my beard at first, . . and then it grew on me.

What do you call a dinosaur with an extensive vocabulary? A thesaurus.

When you get a bladder infection, urine trouble.

What does a clock do when it's hungry? It goes back four seconds

I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me.

Broken pencils are pointless.

[Dah]

I can feel love in here. I have a lot of catching up to do, but it has been left out there to be understood. Thanks.

If a broken pencil is pointless, why do you wait to see it?

[RunningDeer]

I can feel love in here. I have a lot of catching up to do, but it has been left out there to be understood. Thanks.

If a broken pencil is pointless, why do you wait to see it?


If a broken pencil is pointless, why do you wait to see it?

Oh, that one's easy. Cuz the sky's blue. http://www.pic4ever.com/images/orjnfq.gif

Hello Dah, welcome to the Village and a late welcome to the Land of Avalon. http://www.pic4ever.com/images/SEVeyesC08_th.gif



Note to self: Must turn off this computer. Now, now, now, now...NOW!

[ulli]

I can feel love in here. I have a lot of catching up to do, but it has been left out there to be understood. Thanks.

If a broken pencil is pointless, why do you wait to see it?

Dah! Nice name. Duh! Dah!
About pointless broken pencils...
You don't WAIT to see them ..you have to remember when they last worked.
Then you just buy a new pencil to write down those memories.
Even memories produce novelty, and eventually the memories and the novelty meet in the Here and Now.
You are most welcome.

[araucaria]

The sky's blue she says - living on a different planet methinks. Is that computer off yet? :)

[Carmody]

0ilMx7k7mso

[RunningDeer]

The sky's blue she says - living on a different planet methinks. Is that computer off yet? :)

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif Ugh! I'm peeking. I'm in need of an intervention. Did I mention a major OCD morning?

Blue skies this a.m., must get out to hug some trees, some Tai Chi, and spread some Native American flute song to keep those skies blue, blue for those who celebrate Good Friday.

http://www.sherv.net/cm/emoticons/jobs/pope-smiley-emoticon.gif


.............................REALLY, going, going, gone ....................................http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smiley_faces/biker-smiley-face.gif (http://emoticoner.com)


UPDATE: @ Carmody, loved that. bwahaha!!! http://www.bigtenfever.com/forums/images/smilies/rofl.gif

[ulli]

Carmody...You had to spell it out, didn't you?
Thanks for making my day, which
has no blue skies, btw, but will be a reminder
of the cross we are all being crucified on,
from rip-off cat food companies which
use veterinarian supplied cat carcasses
to make those cookies...to watered down
gasoline.
I used to think that wrecking the golf courses of the world would stop corporate conspiracies...
Now you say the deals are made behind closed doors...which doors?
We must find those doors....

[1inMany]

Good Morning, Here and Now. Scurrying to wash linens after Little One woke up sick at 5am. It's funny, when it comes to time for visits and I feel a little anxious, I have been trying to leave it up to the Universe. Whatever's best, that is what will come to pass. Obviously, we cannot get into the car for a long trip until this passes, so instead of fretting and fussing, I sort of wonder what it is that is happening that makes this not the right time to leave for the city. Hmmm. Well, we will be on our way when this passes.

If I had a penny for every time I have lost my glasses only to find them on my head, we would all be on vacation at the destination of our choices. I understand, Maxine...

http://www.shibleysmiles.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/maxine-easter-03.jpg

Much Love, and Much Compassion to all of You, other Selves, for each is on a difficult journey...

Flash, how are things today? And donk, how is V?

oh, carmody...so true! hahaha

[Taurean]

Don't recall the MSM giving this any airtime ;-


iUfCSimjaaI

[ulli]

http://sphotos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/32606_10151580378420482_602067635_n.jpg

[araucaria]

Don't recall the MSM giving this any airtime ;-


iUfCSimjaaI

"blue skies" (Paula), "spell it out" (Ulli) - good timing Taurean :)

[Dah]

You don't WAIT to see them ..you have to remember when they last worked.
Then you just buy a new pencil to write down those memories.


Point your pointless, and the memories are relieved. I am very grateful. Thank you ulli.

I'm also cheap, those new pencils are there for their day. I can't help my name. I can only give what it brings me.

[Wind]

Very blue skies today, also the Sun was so bright that the reflection from the snow almost blinded me. Didn't even see any chemtrails. I should seriously think about buying those sunglasses since my eyes are really sensitive to the light...

98P-gu_vMRc

[1inMany]

Another facebook funny...

https://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/72771_632303010120032_1975510152_n.jpg

I guess I think this is funny because "authorities" are soooo...not helpful. Imo. I could really see this happening.

[araucaria]

http://sphotos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/32606_10151580378420482_602067635_n.jpg

Saw your puns yesterday I thought - déjà vu all over again :confused:
Here's a visual anagram if someone can convert this:

20970

[aniN]

Freeman:

http://deanclifford.info/

( http://deanclifford.info/2013/02/09/freeman-clifford-dean-arrested-by-rcmp-in-manitoba/ )

[astrid]

Went to bed with the intention of recalling my dreams
Woke up at 4.30 am after a whole serous of them most
of which I could recall ..yay

Also have a scratchy throat so made a concoction of
honey garlic and rum should do the trick .
I suspect it's more energetic and my throat chakra is
having a make over as I'm doing some very intense
work on myself during the day right now .
Un patterning some long standing family hard wired issues
Noticed I was getting very tired after working on a certain
area , so I went to sleep early only to have a very busy night .
Very cool indeed . Dreams were very vivid and so clear
Smells touch and taste in technicolor .

Ok more sleep for me now

Love to all

[eaglespirit]

Holy Good Peruvian Friday, Batman!

...and Happy Easter, Wester, Norther, Souther to Ya'All : )

[eaglespirit]

Re: Massive Bank and High Profile Resignations Across the World

http://itccs.org/2013/03/26/stopping...and-the-crown/

From the International Tribunal of Crimes into Church and State

26 March

STOPPING THE VATICAN AND THE CROWN

Church actions in five countries mark start of Easter Reclamation Campaign as Queen of England may resign
Brussels:

On the verge of the possible resignation of Elizabeth Windsor as Queen of England, groups in Canada, the United States, England, Ireland and Italy banished the Roman Catholic, Church of England and other churches from their communities as part of an escalating campaign to stop criminal institutions, and arrest their leaders.

The groups staged protests, church occupations and infiltrations of Catholic and Protestant church services. They plan to mobilize even greater numbers for next Easter Sunday.

"The groundswell is finally building because the truth is irrefutable" remarked ITCCS Field Secretary Kevin Annett, who along with Cree activists read and posted the Common Law Court Banishment Order at the main Catholic cathedral in Vancouver, Canada. (see attachments)

"Our campaign is now even forcing the Queen of England to step down because, like the former Pope Benedict, she is personally implicated in crimes against children, and she knows it" .

ITCCS groups in twenty one countries are planning to escalate the reclamation campaign and seize church and Crown property next Easter Sunday, and beyond.

Police forces in these countries will be publicly deputized this week to fulfill their oath of office by assisting the ITCCS enforce the lawful court order of its judicial arm, the Intertnational Common Law Court of Justice, of March 5, 2013. This Order commanded the arrest of thirty heads of church and state, including the Queen and the Pope, and banished their organizations from our communities.

Further announcements will be issued this Good Friday, March 29.



Issued 25 March, 2013
ITCCS Central, Brussels

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?41059-Massive-Bank-and-High-Profile-Resignations-Across-the-World&p=653542&viewfull=1#post653542

.......

Yep Ulli...It's "hot" over there on Sabrina's thread : )

[Wind]

The Moon doesn't want me to go sleep, but nevertheless I should get some rest. I sense that I will soon have good use for any spare energy.

http://ladyfi.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/tired_dog.jpg

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Love/Perfumes_zpse6630b11.JPG

[Melinda]

Came across these beautiful thoughts from Alice Walker and felt inspired to lay them over a Rassouli pic...

http://i1267.photobucket.com/albums/jj550/DoodlemakerUK/RassouliPicAliceWalkerQuoteStars_zpsbc1adc31.jpg

Art: Joy of Freedom by Rassouli http://rassouli.blogspot.co.uk/ or http://www.rassouli.com/
Words: Alice Walker http://youtu.be/BU6CdOpIFAg?t=10s
Cosmic Frame: moi

After letting the words settle I ended up swirling in the park when no-one was looking. Under the clouds which were stretched like cloud ships and scattered in patches of perfect puff. The sun was streaming beams of dusk through a vast silvery cloud. Like golden silks on the evening air.

Thought I would share with y’all.

Much love

m x

P.S. Love to you too Paula!



http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/perfume_zps36083601.jpg

[PurpleLama]

The fact that Modwiz will not be returning to Avalon does sadden me, I must admit, tis most unfortunatate for us not to be rejoined by the brown wizard, Here and Now. This all has come about on page five of his goodbye thread, which is in General Forum Information.

Happy Ishtar, every one.

[Dennis Leahy]

Went to bed at 11:30 last night, was wide awake until about 1:30, then decided to get up and read, figuring it would get me tired. Back to bed at 3:45, and tossed and turned some more. Got a couple of hours of sleep, back up at 6:45.

Today was do-it-yourself brake job in the driveway day (over 40°F and sunny yay!) I am no longer unstoppable! hehehehe

Here and now, pretty damn tired.

Dennis
p.s. Flash, I hope you have moved through that pain. My young teenage girl sometimes says things that hurt very much. Very tough growth for them and us simultaneously.

[astrid]

Prayers for peace please, all that are reading this..

North Korea in 'state of war' with South

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/asia/northkorea/9962372/North-Korea-enters-state-of-war-against-South-Korea.html

[astrid]

Ok... now the propaganda begins..


State media: North Korea in 'state of war' with South, threatens to 'dissolve' U.S.

http://edition.cnn.com/2013/03/29/world/asia/north-korea-us-threats/index.html


This is a worry

[ulli]

Ok... now the propaganda begins..


State media: North Korea in 'state of war' with South, threatens to 'dissolve' U.S.

http://edition.cnn.com/2013/03/29/world/asia/north-korea-us-threats/index.html


This is a worry

Refuse to worry. Having a beer here and now.

http://i.imgur.com/4r3xjCa.jpg

[RunningDeer]

I thought of you, 1inMany. I just learned this is how a baby giraffe sleeps. Aww.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/Isw9LEP_zpsc03b874e.JPG

Feeling a little shy today.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/shy_giraffe_zpsfdaecb83.JPG

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Cartoons_Silly/Et7CXTE_zpsad266db5.JPG

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Cartoons_Silly/5HW7FOT_zpsf58fb4b8.JPG

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Cartoons_Silly/aDSkjB2_zps0a1a5c9c.JPG

[1inMany]

Thanks for the grins. Need them after a long day of sick Little One.

This is not contagious.

:wizard:

Poor Baby. We both need some rest tonight. Intent set. And so it will be :)

Much Love,

[RunningDeer]

Wait for it.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/wait_for_it_zpsc83b9929.GIF

[Carmody]

Ok... now the propaganda begins..


State media: North Korea in 'state of war' with South, threatens to 'dissolve' U.S.

http://edition.cnn.com/2013/03/29/world/asia/north-korea-us-threats/index.html


This is a worry

North and south Korea have never signed a treaty beyond a general cease fire. They are technically still at war, for 60 years as of this coming July. (July 2013 will mark 60 years)

[Guest]

The fact that Modwiz will not be returning to Avalon does sadden me, I must admit, tis most unfortunatate for us not to be rejoined by the brown wizard, Here and Now. This all has come about on page five of his goodbye thread, which is in General Forum Information.

Happy Ishtar, every one.


I feel the same way. I'm not sure what else to add or say, except that he is dearly loved hear and now.


Spirit and energetically speaking its been a little on the rough side for 4 - 5 days here in the forest. So quiiet at night that one can hear an acorn drop from an oak tree across the valley.


Love


Nora

[eaglespirit]

Times They Are a'Changin', Here and Now...through and by diligent, unifying, uncovering work!!!

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?631-At-the-Vatican-Up-Against-the-World&p=655242&viewfull=1#post655242

[astrid]

This one is both for Carmody and MW..

http://www.lunarplanner.com/Harmonics/planetary-harmonics.html

[astrid]

And on MW, we all know here that a wizard never actually leaves...

So all is good, he is still very much amongst us.

[astrid]

20975


true dat

[astrid]

Village is quiet, the easter bunny must have come early
and everyone is pigging out on chocolate.

http://www.alocministries.org/menu5/quotes-easter-bunny-funny-i17.jpg

[astrid]

Religious holidays bring out my dark side,

I better stop before i get banned, lol..

http://assets0.ordienetworks.com/images/user_photos/1201380/5ea3c0b20dabb501769a7e0c0faaed6c_width_600x.jpg

http://www.funnyordie.com/slideshows/facad702b6/terrifying-easter-bunnies#slide1


me bad

[RunningDeer]

Two over easy.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Cartoons_Silly/oldeastereggs.JPG

[RunningDeer]

Deleted post after listening to the whole thing.
It's an advertisement.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/not_denial2.JPG

[ulli]

From the pen of Baha'u'llah, where he announced that the oppressed will be given powers...
Any group that gathers in the spirit of unity will be assisted to bring down that house of cards of the old institutions...


"Justice is, in this day, bewailing its plight, and Equity groaneth beneath the yoke of oppression. The thick clouds of tyranny have darkened the face of the earth, and enveloped its peoples. Through the movement of Our Pen of glory We have, at the bidding of the omnipotent Ordainer, breathed a new life into every human frame, and instilled into every word a fresh potency. All created things proclaim the evidences of this world-wide regeneration. This is the most great, the most joyful tidings imparted by the Pen of this wronged One to mankind. Wherefore fear ye, O My well-beloved ones? Who is it that can dismay you? A touch of moisture sufficeth to dissolve the hardened clay out of which this perverse generation is molded. The mere act of your gathering together is enough to scatter the forces of these vain and worthless people...."

[Michelle Marie]

I don't know exactly WTF is happening, but it has been INTENSE for me since fall. I'm happy spring is here because I'm so ready to resurrect my Spirit!

Thanks again to those who helped me out in the beginning. I moved to SW Colorado, knowing only one person, AN. I felt a close soul bond and had a deep sense of mutual purpose and we had uncanny familiarity from the time we met. He seems different and strange in that we had very different types of life experiences...almost like coming from a different worlds. And yet, it also seemed as if neither one of us fit into this world. I lived with him and we enjoyed similar values, interests, tastes in almost everything. We had a great morning spiritual practice including meditation.

Intensifying recent energies (full moon he put his fist through the wall) brought intense changes. On Sunday night, 2 weeks ago, he kicked me out. I didn't know anyone and had no place to go. I met people who helped me. One man got me a hotel for 2 nights. He stayed there but did not take advantage of the situation. I moved my RV and got all my stuff out of the apt. within a few days. I found one possible place for my RV, then another that seemed like it might be more suitable.

I was so overwhelmed I called my family. I was crying and distraught big time. My sister told me she wanted me to think about what got me into this in the first place. I felt like I was being scolded which was not helpful. My brother thought I should leave Colorado. My son thought I should go be with family because I've been through so much and he felt they would be good to be around.

My sense of purpose and attunement to Spirit is strong. I feel like I was brought to this exact location and it is right. Is anyone else in the "four corners" area from Project Avalon? Or do you know anyone here of like mind/heart?

I met a girl who did my hair early on, but this was the only one I met. I was with AN most of the time. We went snow shoeing in a canyon and ended up combining our skills, resources, and healing abilities. A new process had emerged using crystal healing with intuitive questioning. My soul was elated to be doing this work.
I had this super drive to unite and work together. When I didn't feel like he was on board with that because he had his own projects going (off balance seemingly, our energy toward his goals). I was about to give up and we go this amazing reading confirming that we were soul twins and we would be doing all kinds of work together.

Anyway, there was this amazing flow with super duper potential, and then the volatility of the energies blew everything out of the water. (Tom-Pele Report http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8Ku1tvLf-k&feature=em-subs_digest)

My RV has electricity, but so much needs repair. My van broke down a few days after I moved. I don't have a vehicle running. I do have a friend who is my Angel, K. He is letting me stay at his apartment (I feel safer here for now and he has internet.), but I have to get it together and go live in my RV. Be brave.

My intention is to ground a place to live and work. NOT my RV. I'm free from obligations on my time. My guidance is to do things from anywhere. In other words, one thing I'm offering is intuitive readings and I can do them by phone from anywhere. Another thing is putting a shopping cart on my website to sell the books I've written and published, and have a $1 store for eBooks and message videos.

I'm trying to adjust to new circumstances that keep changing rapidly. I've met many more people since I'm on my own, that's for sure! I did need to break out and do that. During the winter I had this sense of being confined and controlled. Ewwwwwwww! I did not like that. I broke free!

HAPPY EASTER...It's truly resurrection time! I so feel it.

I'm being very vigilant about processing energy. I've just begun learning more about alchemy, and when I heard a comment about being part of an alchemy experiment, whoa! I felt that. Anyone especially adept about the alchemy of consciousness here? Are there any threads about it?

I'm going to try to catch up and check in more often. It's a New Day.

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much love and gratitude for you all.

Michelle Marie

[Carmody]

This one is both for Carmody and MW..

http://www.lunarplanner.com/Harmonics/planetary-harmonics.html

I have always wanted to make a program that converts astrological daily function, for the individual, into tone and color. So one can know the sound and color for the day and the general flow. to add in flow of them both, as a set, so one can step it into a motional cycle, as well.

and then, take these into being represented as 3d patterns, and show them as flow patterns in space, geometrical astrological space. while looking at the solar system, and having the color and flow superimposed as geometric patterns and flow. So people could finally see...and hear.

to understand the forces that they work and flow within, the base patterns of energetic flow that shaped who and what they are, their reality formation aspects, in time and space.

And then...to learn to swim in that stream. The reflection that would be provided, so one can understand....to learn to break free of this dance of the genesis womb.

An illustration of the solar wind:

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/2/2f/T3e_troy.jpg

[ulli]

I have been using the micro mat now for five days in a row, 15 minutes per day,
using different settings.
I'm waking up with more energy, the pain in my hip joint has left me,
and now I'm waiting to see improvements in my memory.
Everyone here who used it is impressed with how effective it is.
Yukondiva has just started using it to help her quit smoking.
But maybe she will send her own reports.
Here are some websites which R. sent me, so I can study more, until her own website is done.
I promised to help her get some information on this out.

http://www.imrs.com/ (Swiss Company)

http://www.electro-magnetic-therapy.com/pemf-explained.html (Israely Company)

http://hippocampus-brt.com/ (Hungarian Company)

[RunningDeer]

I don't know exactly WTF is happening, but it has been INTENSE for me since fall. I'm happy spring is here because I'm so ready to resurrect my Spirit!
Hello Michelle Marie,

Glad to hear it’s a rebirth of sorts for you. I’ve learned that the more actions steps I take for myself, the more empowered I am. And the ongoing solutions naturally unfold because of my doing. The Universe partners with those that tap into their inner treasures.

I wished I followed my intuition yesterday. I was going to leave a hello on your message board. And just last evening I read through Paul and Ilie’s search suggestions. I tried a couple of different ways. So I can say, it will help you...help you with your question(s): “Anyone especially adept about the alchemy of consciousness here? Are there any threads about it?”

The site is called, “Using the Search Feature (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?41933-Using-the-search-feature)”.

Peace,
Paula a.k.a. WhiteCrowBlackDeer

[Michelle Marie]

I intend to get new contact lenses. I intend to heal my sore heart from stress. I intend to heal in nature. I intend to live in a place where I can have peace and quiet and do my work. I intend to unite with like-hearted people who will cooperate to manifest creative solutions and works of art.

I intend to get a publishing contract for my whole body of literary work: over 50 books, 2 decks of reminder cards, and other message products.

I'm going on a meditation walk now to ground these intentions. I will imagine being in the essence of this experience in a state of gratitude.

I'll check in after my walk. Let's see what these amazing Easter energies can deliver!!!

Yahoooooo!!! We are FREE!!! (if we realize/claim it).

LOVE,
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Just going out the door...adding:

I intend to use my intuitive abilities to help people. I intend to use my healing abilities to aid people.
I intend to do my work around group consciousness, teen leadership, and personal transformation.
I will take my programs to the next level and offer them to the public via email and internet and videos.
I will speak at events and groups.

Answering the call...

Michelle Marie

Thank you all again for your love and support. I'll be happy to share my abilities with YOU!!! (free)

[RunningDeer]

Tai Chi Effusions Hologram Invention

My idea is an “interactive art in motion”. An invention that captures the changes of color auras and energetics from the simple movements of Tai Chi. The generated energies are collected and transferred into a holographic matrix. Each person is an active participant in their own health & relaxation, all while they soak up the 3D art effusions.



This one is both for Carmody and MW..

http://www.lunarplanner.com/Harmonics/planetary-harmonics.html

I have always wanted to make a program that converts astrological daily function, for the individual, into tone and color. So one can know the sound and color for the day and the general flow. to add in flow of them both, as a set, so one can step it into a motional cycle, as well.

and then, take these into being represented as 3d patterns, and show them as flow patterns in space, geometrical astrological space. while looking at the solar system, and having the color and flow superimposed as geometric patterns and flow. So people could finally see...and hear.

to understand the forces that they work and flow within, the base patterns of energetic flow that shaped who and what they are, their reality formation aspects, in time and space.

And then...to learn to swim in that stream. The reflection that would be provided, so one can understand....to learn to break free of this dance of the genesis womb.

An illustration of the solar wind:


http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/2/2f/T3e_troy.jpg

[eaglespirit]

BE The Creator!

[Michelle Marie]

I don't know exactly WTF is happening, but it has been INTENSE for me since fall. I'm happy spring is here because I'm so ready to resurrect my Spirit!

The Universe partners with those that tap into their inner treasures.



I LOVE this! It's so true.

I'm experiencing magical experiences, super-auspicious days, and incredible unions with new people/old souls.
It really is unfolding now.

For example, when my car broke down, I rode to the middle school with a neighbor and watched his kids. While I was there I met 3 teachers (I used to teach middle school, so it felt like a familiar setting). One of them has also started a non-profit and has developed programs for teen leadership. He heard about my current crisis and he handed me $100 bill.

Best of all, as soon as I do get a working car, I'm going to meet with him and give him two of my children's books, Clothing of the Soul and the Value of Love. He will use them in his office with the kids. The counselor at the high school that I used to work at did the same thing. See, the Value of Love is about the difference in value systems and when people judge you by your financial status they don't understand that it's not about the money, it's about the feeling. Kids get their feelings hurt when other kids make fun of them for not having the "best" or "coolest" clothes and stuff. AND I realized, Hey! Here is one market/audience to target when marketing my book: school counselors.

YeeHaw!!! I was working beneath the surface for 12 years on my own work while teaching school. Now it's time to just get my own stuff out there.

Thank you so much for your kind and encouraging words. I love you.

Michelle Marie

[astrid]

Sleep where art thou
I'm exhausted I would have expected to have
passed out already
3.52 am and brain is still at it

Shut up already

[Calz]

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/Count_Sheep.gif

[Flash]

A new definition I found (in fact probably old, but new for me) on the FDA: Fraud and Death Administration

Michelle Marie, excellent idea, the school counselors, really good. Do you sell your books? Is there a program going with it?

Thanks for your simple words Eagle Spirit, be the Creator!

Carmody, your idea is REALLY GREAT. I would personnally enjoy quite a lot such a thing.

As for my last posts:

I am slowly recuperating my body and emotions. With my daughter's words, and energies sent at me, I was really physically hit on the heart chakra, it is still painful.

It gave us the occasion to discuss a bit, me telling her how I received it, her telling me what she felt. Of course, I am entirely to blame for missing or misplacing appointments etc. (in her mind) but nevertheless, it allowed me to see. We also discussed about her general "malaise" ill ease within herself, and me about mine. How deep the ill ease or heart hurts / energies huts are within her. In fact, very pervasive. It allowed me to see the amplitude of the problem and how hugely impacted she has been by her destructive dad. And how hugely impacted I had been too. He is quite dark, more than I wanted to admit.

I think I am truly mixed up not to say "fu c k ed up". I do have to work on myself and I do not know if there is great potential in view of my age and the disaster I found in me more acute than thought of. I am also paranoid, I trust very little. Which makes me "controlling or directive" at times when I should let the others and life come - a comment of my supervisor in the master degree I am doing. It also applies to my fright of loosing my daughter.

Well, those are self thinking loud in fact, no need to share, but once written, I will leave it like this. I have to start to trust somewhere...

Thank you all for the support, I was in real crisis, a kind of melt down.

Flash

[Carmody]

Melt downs can be good. They just don't 'feel' that way. :)

[Chester]

A new definition I found (in fact probably old, but new for me) on the FDA: Fraud and Death Administration

Michelle Marie, excellent idea, the school counselors, really good. Do you sell your books? Is there a program going with it?

Thanks for your simple words Eagle Spirit, be the Creator!

Carmody, your idea is REALLY GREAT. I would personnally enjoy quite a lot such a thing.

As for my last posts:

I am slowly recuperating my body and emotions. With my daughter's words, and energies sent at me, I was really physically hit on the heart chakra, it is still painful.

It gave us the occasion to discuss a bit, me telling her how I received it, her telling me what she felt. Of course, I am entirely to blame for missing or misplacing appointments etc. (in her mind) but nevertheless, it allowed me to see. We also discussed about her general "malaise" ill ease within herself, and me about mine. How deep the ill ease or heart hurts / energies huts are within her. In fact, very pervasive. It allowed me to see the amplitude of the problem and how hugely impacted she has been by her destructive dad. And how hugely impacted I had been too. He is quite dark, more than I wanted to admit.

I think I am truly mixed up not to say "fu c k ed up". I do have to work on myself and I do not know if there is great potential in view of my age and the disaster I found in me more acute than thought of. I am also paranoid, I trust very little. Which makes me "controlling or directive" at times when I should let the others and life come - a comment of my supervisor in the master degree I am doing. It also applies to my fright of loosing my daughter.

Well, those are self thinking loud in fact, no need to share, but once written, I will leave it like this. I have to start to trust somewhere...

Thank you all for the support, I was in real crisis, a kind of melt down.

Flash

You got into a twisted place, yes... but on a scale of 1 to 10 as to people I have come to know through Avalon - 10 being "Well Adjusted" and 1 being ephed up... the person I have come to know is close to that 10.

We all have our hard times but few go through it and do so honestly and do so publicly.

I see that as healthy! Not ephed up.

Take Care
Chester

[RunningDeer]

It also applies to my fright of loosing my daughter.
Hi Flash,
I may have read it wrong. This sentence implies now. So that's what this response is about.

For what it's worth when I read that sentence this popped in. The fear of loss is a past timeline. Where you feared loosing Daughter in those thirty hours of labor + C section birth. Could it be there are energetics stuck in places that manifest as fear of future loss? Just FFT. (food for thought)

I do understand the fear that every parent feels about loosing their child. This, in part, may be a healing opportunity for old trauma that's coming to the surface to be released.

L,
Paula

If it's the case then please accept this gift. Don't forget to attach a 'let-it-go' note. And no birds, blimps, planes, nor Off World Families are effected by them.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/balloons4.JPG

[Flash]

Paula thanks for the balloon bouquet to be sent away.

Yes, you are right, it could relate to a very difficult delivery and also a pregnancy at risk all along, from the start, from the few first days. And a very desired child from my side. I am an older mom you see. And yes, this fright I had was quite physical at the time.

It also has to do, I think, with a terrible divorce where the fight to keep her with me was a 4 years fight, with lawyers, medical experts (me for her aphasia, him to convince them I was a lost case and should not have my daughter etc), judicial shrinks (him on me), name it.

I knew that if she was with him, without me, she was finished. She would have been a human puree, mashed and smashed. She could never have grown with him. A sensitive soul dies with someone like this.

And a story he took a whole summer to build up -and he is bright - so that I would not be believed wherever I go, including my own lawyer at first. My very reputed lawyer told me it was one of the worst divorce she had seen. And she did not know half of what was going on.

I do feel that my own mission, over and above being a mom, is to protect her at any cost. She would not be my daughter and yet, it would be my mission. She chose a skilled mom in order to be fine, despite anything thrown at her.

So when new elements enters her life, and make the pain and hatred she cumulated in her youth - thanks mainly to her dad - comes to the surface, and have it directed at me, wow, this was unexpected. The fear of loosing her is also the fear of her loosing herself as well. But now I see it, this is the advantage.

I now know she will have to deal heavily with her demons, at a young age. I hope she will have the strenght and that I will be there to back her up when possible and know when to distance myself as well.

In the meantime, I will try to clean my own demons, the fright of loosing her being one of them (there is a difference between protecting and fright of loosing, the former being quite objective, the latter being neurotic). This is what I saw in the last 4 days.

[RunningDeer]

"...I hope she will have the strength and that I will be there to back her up when possible and know when to distance myself as well..."

"...In the meantime, I will try to clean my own demons...

Hi Flash,

When you find the answer to the balance of being there and allowance for Daughter to walk the path that she designed before she touched down here, let me know. We'll bottle it. Then travel and spray it's secrets to anyone that wishes to close the door to karma of old.

L,
Paula

PS I've found that whenever great emotion is triggered, old stuff comes up for either release or to relive. They aren't demons. Just human's attached to the gunk that infiltrates when one isn't looking. I spit it out like tasteless ABC gum. (Already Been Chewed) Cuz, that's what it is for me. (Hope this isn't bordering on lecture. It really is my belief. I'd add, sometimes I forget.)


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/perfume_zps36083601.jpg

[Flash]

no you are not bothering me at all, you are making me smile Paula

[RunningDeer]

no you are not bothering me at all, you are making me smile Paula

And You made me tear. (happy ones) :wave:

[aniN]

I have a days of Malachi I guess . Interesting stuff. This one is: Art Bell- With Malachi Martin -Vatican Murders (4-2-99) .

Well I could put it in to a Vatican (ET) thread, or HK thread or NWO thread or Soul and Spirit thread or..... I decided to put it here because of the various themes that they talk about just in one ( of many - see Utube ) interviews.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jm38uzpbY3k

[eaglespirit]

Dream A New Dream , Flash
BE The New Dream : )
...put it all behind You and Create ...Anything!!!

https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/426401_327557827365540_169954927_n.jpg

[eaglespirit]

I know I have been sharing this for quite some time...but it is ALL coming undone Villagers, in real time!

The lies and the theft that have entrapped all peoples and the ripping-out-of-hearts of cultures is being uncovered 'en-masse' now...and the solutions and ways and means to live as free beings on Mother Earth are going to become more evident every new day and the interference and control of the perpetrators of the old system will decrease in acceleration now. We are going to help each other more than ever through this sovereignty awakening period and become one living-loving family on Pachumama...I Love You All...Create Your New World : )

[RunningDeer]

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Love/balloons_hug_zpscd51708e.jpg

[ulli]

It's 9:11 PM here...home alone with our three cats. Hubbie went to visit his parents who are in their mountain finca for Easter.
So I was surfing Facebook pages, and ended up on Julian Lennon's page only to discover that his stepfather had just died, someone I had known quite well in the seventies in Barbados...where he owned a nightclub. RIP Noel Charles.
Julian's mother Cynthia and Noel were married in 2002 and lived in Spain, where he died this month.

[Dennis Leahy]

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Love/balloons_hug_zpscd51708e.jpg



http://www.leahyguitars.com/Imagez/Two/doublefreehugday.jpg

I see your hug, and raise you a hug.

:~)

Dennis

[astrid]

xDuweaUlAyE

[donk]

Melt downs can be good. They just don't 'feel' that way.

Maybe that's what I need....a solid meltdown...heh

Here and now I wonder why anyone would want to deceive, how delusion and denial come so easily to us.

Reality is interesting enough without making s*** up

Ah well, guess it's for the best I ain't got the time or resources for a proper meltdown. I'll have to settle for the mini-meltdowns I was programmed for, and keep trying to get better

[donk]

5X9x0FJAs_M

[gripreaper]

Melt downs can be good. They just don't 'feel' that way.

Maybe that's what I need....a solid meltdown...heh. Ah well, guess it's for the best I ain't got the time or resources for a proper meltdown. I'll have to settle for the mini-meltdowns I was programmed for, and keep trying to get better

I too only have time for the occasional mini meltdown, although, should a full blown meltdown come with a complete catharsis, eliminating all chakra blockages and launching me into a full Kundalini awakening, I could probably take the time to embrace it. I just don't have the protocol in place for such an endeavor.

[araucaria]

Paula thanks for the balloon bouquet to be sent away.

Yes, you are right, it could relate to a very difficult delivery and also a pregnancy at risk all along, from the start, from the few first days. And a very desired child from my side. I am an older mom you see. And yes, this fright I had was quite physical at the time.

It also has to do, I think, with a terrible divorce where the fight to keep her with me was a 4 years fight, with lawyers, medical experts (me for her aphasia, him to convince them I was a lost case and should not have my daughter etc), judicial shrinks (him on me), name it.

I knew that if she was with him, without me, she was finished. She would have been a human puree, mashed and smashed. She could never have grown with him. A sensitive soul dies with someone like this.

And a story he took a whole summer to build up -and he is bright - so that I would not be believed wherever I go, including my own lawyer at first. My very reputed lawyer told me it was one of the worst divorce she had seen. And she did not know half of what was going on.

I do feel that my own mission, over and above being a mom, is to protect her at any cost. She would not be my daughter and yet, it would be my mission. She chose a skilled mom in order to be fine, despite anything thrown at her.

So when new elements enters her life, and make the pain and hatred she cumulated in her youth - thanks mainly to her dad - comes to the surface, and have it directed at me, wow, this was unexpected. The fear of loosing her is also the fear of her loosing herself as well. But now I see it, this is the advantage.

I now know she will have to deal heavily with her demons, at a young age. I hope she will have the strenght and that I will be there to back her up when possible and know when to distance myself as well.

In the meantime, I will try to clean my own demons, the fright of loosing her being one of them (there is a difference between protecting and fright of loosing, the former being quite objective, the latter being neurotic). This is what I saw in the last 4 days.

I want to comment on the word ‘loosing’ here, not to be pedantic but to make a point. I am not criticizing Flash’s English because on this forum it is pretty standard to spell ‘losing’ with a double o. You are losing something when it is getting lost, you are loosing something when it is getting loose or free. In other words we are talking about the major issue for parents of teenage children, or of any age for that matter: knowing how to slacken your grip in the knowledge that loosing is not losing. The difficulty is obviously compounded for you Flash, and you must know a whole lot more about this than I do. You are clearly doing a fantastic job and you have my full support. It is a very delicate balance to achieve I’m sure. I remember having a conversation with Unified Serenity about the conflicting signals she was sending her daughter, telling her both to grow up and to do what mom says!

[astrid]

I actually aspire to melt downs, but then I'm just weird.

That way you get to build a whole new model.

[Wind]

Spring... A time of rebirth.

http://oi45.tinypic.com/13zts07.jpg

[ulli]

Good morning, rebirthers.

Serotonin and random acts of kindness.

http://www.nextworldtv.com/videos/inspiration-1/kindness-sets-serotonin-in-motion.html

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Animals/EBDol.GIF

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Seasons/easter_animals_zps3cb480ed.JPG
:wave:

[WhiteFeather]

Happy Easter and Spring Solstice Peeps ;)

Meltdown's can be a good thing.

"There is no knowledge won without sacrifice. In order to gain anything, you must lose everything".
The Buddha


http://cdn.funkyspacemonkey.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/tim-cook-meltdown-FSMdotCOM.jpg


<:~~~We are all 1 tribe~~~:>

[RunningDeer]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Love/village_prosperity_zps6a1144d6.GIF

[Michelle Marie]

Melt downs can be good. They just don't 'feel' that way. :)

Yes, from experience it can be an excruciating breakdown to breakthrough. It takes much courage. "This too shall pass" helps me a lot because I know I can surrender and release and get help that way.

I'm doing that right now too as I learn from my homelessness experience.

Humbling...

Shocking to the system...

And requiring total faith and trust.

Now it's resurrection time!
Happy Easter!!! REAL-EE!!!
Love,
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Melt downs can be good. They just don't 'feel' that way.

Maybe that's what I need....a solid meltdown...heh. Ah well, guess it's for the best I ain't got the time or resources for a proper meltdown. I'll have to settle for the mini-meltdowns I was programmed for, and keep trying to get better

I too only have time for the occasional mini meltdown, although, should a full blown meltdown come with a complete catharsis, eliminating all chakra blockages and launching me into a full Kundalini awakening, I could probably take the time to embrace it. I just don't have the protocol in place for such an endeavor.

When something huge comes up for healing, it just explodes and there is no decision or chOice other than to deal with it in the present. LIke when tires blow on the freeway. You might not have time for it, but it demands immediate resolution.

I'm sensing the New Energy is blowing many people's seals/gaskets (chakras).

INTENSE!

My best friend from childhood passed 12 years ago. She was raising her young children and really resonated with Carly Simon's song: "I aint got time for the pain"

Oh, what mountains of energies we have moved to prepare for this time. Amazing! Invisibly coordinated teamwork.

For all of us, I say "Congratulations." We made it to this point. It is graduation time, and the next phase is beginning now.

Much appreciation and love for all.

Blessed Be!!!
MM

[ulli]

Melt downs can be good. They just don't 'feel' that way.

Maybe that's what I need....a solid meltdown...heh. Ah well, guess it's for the best I ain't got the time or resources for a proper meltdown. I'll have to settle for the mini-meltdowns I was programmed for, and keep trying to get better

I too only have time for the occasional mini meltdown, although, should a full blown meltdown come with a complete catharsis, eliminating all chakra blockages and launching me into a full Kundalini awakening, I could probably take the time to embrace it. I just don't have the protocol in place for such an endeavor.

When something huge comes up for healing, it just explodes and there is no decision or chOice other than to deal with it in the present. LIke when tires blow on the freeway. You might not have time for it, but it demands immediate resolution.

I'm sensing the New Energy is blowing many people's seals/gaskets (chakras).

INTENSE!

My best friend from childhood passed 12 years ago. She was raising her young children and really resonated with Carly Simon's song: "I aint got time for the pain"

Oh, what mountains of energies we have moved to prepare for this time. Amazing! Invisibly coordinated teamwork.

For all of us, I say "Congratulations." We made it to this point. It is graduation time, and the next phase is beginning now.

Much appreciation and love for all.

Blessed Be!!!
MM


Well said....and also be thankful to the generations before us, who suffered while preparing the ground for us....
but who never knew what their suffering was about at all.
No wonder they needed Blind Faith.

[Michelle Marie]

Melt downs can be good. They just don't 'feel' that way.

Maybe that's what I need....a solid meltdown...heh. Ah well, guess it's for the best I ain't got the time or resources for a proper meltdown. I'll have to settle for the mini-meltdowns I was programmed for, and keep trying to get better

I too only have time for the occasional mini meltdown, although, should a full blown meltdown come with a complete catharsis, eliminating all chakra blockages and launching me into a full Kundalini awakening, I could probably take the time to embrace it. I just don't have the protocol in place for such an endeavor.

When something huge comes up for healing, it just explodes and there is no decision or chOice other than to deal with it in the present. LIke when tires blow on the freeway. You might not have time for it, but it demands immediate resolution.

I'm sensing the New Energy is blowing many people's seals/gaskets (chakras).

INTENSE!

My best friend from childhood passed 12 years ago. She was raising her young children and really resonated with Carly Simon's song: "I aint got time for the pain"

Oh, what mountains of energies we have moved to prepare for this time. Amazing! Invisibly coordinated teamwork.

For all of us, I say "Congratulations." We made it to this point. It is graduation time, and the next phase is beginning now.

Much appreciation and love for all.

Blessed Be!!!
MM


Well said....and also be thankful to the generations before us, who suffered while preparing the ground for us....
but who never knew what their suffering was about at all.
No wonder they needed Blind Faith.

Yes, great reminder. I've participated in family constellation therapy and we are truly working with them and for all of us breaking old patterns. Ooo - I just felt chill bumps in my right leg when I wrote that.

Here's to acknowledging and appreciating our ancestors and all of our former work as ancestors.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

Michelle Marie

[donk]

It was late and I forgot to write this...the song at the top I posts features Julian Lennon in it. I understand Kimya Dawson is not to everyone's taste--especially those not her age or growing up in similar way as she often talks about stuff I doubt people outside her "generation" would fully "get"...but she sings of her friends all the time .

ulli--I was wondering if you could tell if it seems like she knows him or he is being used as a character (it's more a tribute)? I know you don't really mention how well you would him anyway, just curious what kind of feeling you get either way.

Happy Easter everyone!!

[RunningDeer]

Hi Ernie. Glad to "see" you. You are another person that flashed in my mind for a couple of days now. Happy your are here and hope your "implants" are bringing many tools and insights to the fore. Ninety days is the "magic" number. You are about 50 days into it now, 55% there. But before that is absolutely possible.

Hugs,
Paula

PS For those unfamiliar with the "Kryon Material," implants are not the same as what's covered in the overall ET community. It's more like an energetic that cancels out all the garbage in the physical, emotional, and spiritual realms.

[CdnSirian]

Blessings to all on this Easter Spring morn! Another brand new day!

Today I am taking to time to de-clutter a couple of little spots, examine how I might not be honoring myself, my soul, and deciding how to work with a dis-ease my body is expressing for me.

I value the inspiration I get from you all.

[ulli]

It was late and I forgot to write this...the song at the top I posts features Julian Lennon in it. I understand Kimya Dawson is not to everyone's taste--especially those not her age or growing up in similar way as she often talks about stuff I doubt people outside her "generation" would fully "get"...but she sings of her friends all the time .

ulli--I was wondering if you could tell if it seems like she knows him or he is being used as a character (it's more a tribute)? I know you don't really mention how well you would him anyway, just curious what kind of feeling you get either way.

Happy Easter everyone!!

I heard his name in the song, but other than that I have no idea.
And I didn't know him at all; no in person, anyway...
he was friends with a hairdresser who introduced us once, that's all.
And I knew his stepfather only because I was a regular at the night club he owned,
and he would always greet me, while his then girlfriend would invite me to sit at their table...so I was closer to her than I was to Noel.
She was Lady Carina Howard, who later married Sir David Frost, a British TV interviewer.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Melt downs are my way of life.

I don't have much interest in this life on this planet, to be frank about it, at the best of times. When bad times come I just simply shut down. For example these last six weeks or so have been such a time. I am numb from the stress of it and long for my little boring life with the routine I worked so hard to achieve. I have chosen to be the way I am, I have come to realize, and I do not have any compelling reason to change. I've been on the improvement train most of my adult life and I am satisfied with my progress. I was into self-improvement before that phrase was even invented and before there was a section in the bookstores marked "self help". For a while I was upset that others came on board and quickly left me far behind, in my estimation. I helped many leap-frog ahead of me but almost none ever acknowledged my role. That hurt, until I realized that I do not need their pat on the back to be okay with my role of mostly anonymity.

I'm not going to ascend or pass on to the fourth or fifth dimension. I know that now. I did not come here for that reason. When I go home, I'll be in seventh heaven again, or ultimate bliss or merged with Source or whatever you want to call it. Until then enlightenment is just another illusion anyway. I'm tired of this fake game and all the self-induced hypocricy of both sides. We over-think and under-empathize everything.

I am back to being on the sidelines, marginalized until further notice. Because of my rebellious nature I am taking some defiant steps that could lead to more trouble but I will not be dictated to by a society that cannot beat me off the high road. I know what is right and I do not need society's sanction on that point. It wasn't asked for and it is not their right to impose upon my God-given right to freedom and sovereignty. My stance is either throw me in jail or leave me alone, but do not tell me where I can or cannot hang my hat or who I can or cannot associate with. I may have been accused of a crime but I have not yet had my day in court. Until that day I am innocent in the eyes of the law. I am lawfully innocent, not legally so, perhaps - luckily I am not a corporate fiction so legality is of no concern to me.

This whole topic may lead to further action on my part, once I clear my name, that is. We'll see.

As for the here and now. Got up early and played Easter Bunny, hiding little chocolate eggs all about the house. I wish I could go into more details but I must be careful what I say on this public forum.

I typed in my name on google and a list of my Avalon posts showed up. Just a year or two ago my name drew a blank. This notoriety could go to my head, if I cared about such things. But I'm sure all our names are linked to this site, so it's not such an honor to be noticed as it otherwise could be.

In case someone wants to misconstrue this post. I said it like it is, there is no vitriol behind it. I am fine. Even happy to an extent. I've had lots of time to reflect and with a perspective I don't often get to see. It has been very revealing and will take me a long time to assimilate it all. I am actually grateful for this learning opportunity. And I keep in mind I called for it, so there's no one to blame but myself.

Happy Easter everyone.
Hugs

P.S. A special thanks to Lisa for her comment on my message board, it helped.

[ulli]

Blessings to all on this Easter Spring morn! Another brand new day!

Today I am taking to time to de-clutter a couple of little spots, examine how I might not be honoring myself, my soul, and deciding how to work with a dis-ease my body is expressing for me.

I value the inspiration I get from you all.

Hey I just noticed...you have 911 posts.
Lets hope that disease turns to ease for you ASAP.
Happy EAS(e)TER

[ulli]

Melt downs are my way of life.

I don't have much interest in this life on this planet, to be frank about it, at the best of times. When bad times come I just simply shut down. For example these last six weeks or so have been such a time. I am numb from the stress of it and long for my little boring life with the routine I worked so hard to achieve. I have chosen to be the way I am, I have come to realize, and I do not have any compelling reason to change. I've been on the improvement train most of my adult life and I am satisfied with my progress. I was into self-improvement before that phrase was even invented and before there was a section in the bookstores marked "self help". For a while I was upset that others came on board and quickly left me far behind, in my estimation. I helped many leap-frog ahead of me but almost none ever acknowledged my role. That hurt, until I realized that I do not need their pat on the back to be okay with my role of mostly anonymity.

I'm not going to ascend or pass on to the fourth or fifth dimension. I know that now. I did not come here for that reason. When I go home, I'll be in seventh heaven again, or ultimate bliss or merged with Source or whatever you want to call it. Until then enlightenment is just another illusion anyway. I'm tired of this fake game and all the self-induced hypocricy of both sides. We over-think and under-empathize everything.

I am back to being on the sidelines, marginalized until further notice. Because of my rebellious nature I am taking some defiant steps that could lead to more trouble but I will not be dictated to by a society that cannot beat me off the high road. I know what is right and I do not need society's sanction on that point. It wasn't asked for and it is not their right to impose upon my God-given right to freedom and sovereignty. My stance is either throw me in jail or leave me alone, but do not tell me where I can or cannot hang my hat or who I can or cannot associate with. I may have been accused of a crime but I have not yet had my day in court. Until that day I am innocent in the eyes of the law. I am lawfully innocent, not legally so, perhaps - luckily I am not a corporate fiction so legality is of no concern to me.

This whole topic may lead to further action on my part, once I clear my name, that is. We'll see.

As for the here and now. Got up early and played Easter Bunny, hiding little chocolate eggs all about the house. I wish I could go into more details but I must be careful what I say on this public forum.

I typed in my name on google and a list of my Avalon posts showed up. Just a year or two ago my name drew a blank. This notoriety could go to my head, if I cared about such things. But I'm sure all our names are linked to this site, so it's not such an honor to be noticed as it otherwise could be.

In case someone wants to misconstrue this post. I said it like it is, there is no vitriol behind it. I am fine. Even happy to an extent. I've had lots of time to reflect and with a perspective I don't often get to see. It has been very revealing and will take me a long time to assimilate it all. I am actually grateful for this learning opportunity. And I keep in mind I called for it, so there's no one to blame but myself.

Happy Easter everyone.
Hugs

P.S. A special thanks to Lisa for her comment on my message board, it helped.

I will now comment on your message board, too, if it helps.

[Daughter of Time]

Happy Easter! To all those who celebrate it!

Love, great health, prosperity, rejuvenation, and all things wonderful to everyone!

Blessings!

Daughter of Time

[Ernie Nemeth]

Too cute, you two (Ulli and Paula).

Thanks, it helps.

[RunningDeer]

Melt downs are my way of life.

I don't have much interest in this life on this planet, to be frank about it, at the best of times. When bad times come I just simply shut down. For example these last six weeks or so have been such a time. I am numb from the stress of it and long for my little boring life with the routine I worked so hard to achieve. I have chosen to be the way I am, I have come to realize, and I do not have any compelling reason to change. I've been on the improvement train most of my adult life and I am satisfied with my progress. I was into self-improvement before that phrase was even invented and before there was a section in the bookstores marked "self help". For a while I was upset that others came on board and quickly left me far behind, in my estimation. I helped many leap-frog ahead of me but almost none ever acknowledged my role. That hurt, until I realized that I do not need their pat on the back to be okay with my role of mostly anonymity.


Hi Ernie,

I'm here to acknowledge your feelings and offer some encouragement. I posted this above:

Glad to "see" you. You are another person that flashed in my mind for a couple of days now. Happy your are here and hope your "implants" are bringing many tools and insights to the fore. Ninety days is the "magic" number. You are about 50 days into it now, 55% there. But before that is absolutely possible. (In case you need a reminder that the Kryon implant an energetic that cancels out all the garbage in the physical, emotional, and spiritual realms.)

Continued:

Your timeline of six weeks fits with your on-going self-improvement plan and the Kryon ninety day timeline. I took the same route as you. For me, it was a maze of changes mostly within, really digging out old, old energies. And the people in my life ramped up their uglies around me, as well.

About the place you are at now, day 50, I had wished I never stepped on that path, but innately knew it was for the best. It was.

Hang in there. For what it’s worth, I see only Light come out of this timely moment. I always see the Light from you. Sometimes, it’s not as bright, but that’s only because of your point of view at a particular moment from you.

I'm here to pass along to please, hang in there. It's almost finished.

Hugs,
Paula

[Michelle Marie]

Blessings to all on this Easter Spring morn! Another brand new day!

Today I am taking to time to de-clutter a couple of little spots, examine how I might not be honoring myself, my soul, and deciding how to work with a dis-ease my body is expressing for me.

I value the inspiration I get from you all.

Hey I just noticed...you have 911 posts.
Lets hope that disease turns to ease for you ASAP.
Happy EAS(e)TER

Well you replied at 07:07 !

Anyone ever seen the symbol of the 7 inside the circle symbol from the Dead Sea Scrolls?

I'm sharing the intent for Ease Sister! Giving exponential power to its manifestation.

Great Blessings of Ease, peace within, and harmony at all levels.

Love,
Michelle Marie

PS. Thanks for the Kryon reminder. I was an avid follower for awhile.

[gripreaper]

Good Morning to all, and welcome to the sign of Aries, perfect balance between day and night, and the emergence of spring and renewal from the slumber and decay of winter. This seems like an appropriate time to open this up, especially after reading Ernie's post above (and others in the last few weeks). I too have embraced every new age, get well, learn to ascend, heal your chakras, relive your childhood, purge your emotional traumas... out there in the last few decades, and I too am tired.

Ive heard the colloquialisms: when your time is right, when this or that comes up you can't stop it, if you would meditate more, listen to your guides, exercise more, be more open, be more forgiving, look inside, open your heart, let go, unify both hemispheres of the brain, energize the meridians, clear your chakras, decalcify your pineal gland, and breathe life force through the central column of the dijed and transmute the energies while connecting to the earth and the cosmos... then you will be able to ascend, unify, experience enlightenment, feel passion, see clairvoyantly, hear clairaudiently, talk to spirits in other dimensions, experience oneness, etc.etc.

And here is the kicker: I'll find my galactic twin flame, you know, the other half of myself who agreed to this journey way before we ever descended into this density, and the sex will be absolutely incredible, we'll be able at the point of climax to leave our bodies and go traveling around the astral planes, exploring the cosmos together, without the confines of time and space, and upon return, instantly manifesting whatever we want just by thinking about it.

Sounds great, doesn't it? I mean, the buddha did it, Jesus and Magdaline did it, and many others like Babaji, the immortal who is still with us? Who wouldn't want such bliss and be able to get away from the pain of duality, eh?

And of course, I chose to be here at this time, and I also chose the family and the parents I would incarnate into. So, I can't blame them, I have to own that I did this on a soul level, to clear karma, to have certain experiences, to keep building my energy body to where it can hold the full spectrum of light within a body without the body exploding, and this is just one of many hundreds of incarnations, so don't get my panties all up in a bunch if things don't happen when you want them to, all things work together for good in the long run, so be gentle with yourself.

Yea, this time, I did not incarnate into my soul family, did not experience any nurturing as an infant, experienced the terror of abandonment in the crib on a visceral level without the benefit of cognition, was not afforded an emotional boundary as a toddler as I was sent off to boarding school, raped and abused by the adults in my life, and apparently I chose all of these experiences because they were the next steps in my evolution and enlightenment and my return to source and oneness. The only mentors I had all my childhood were isolation and books.

Am I bitter? No. Do I often wonder, why did you choose such a path gripreaper? What in the hell were you thinking? What in the hell happened in one or more of your past lives to set up such a dynamic in your energy field, which has such strong resonance and is so challenging to mitigate and clear? I've had past life regressions, and have seen some of the dynamics which have shut down my second chakra and lowered my life force to maintain some level of functioning and homeostasis. I've had readings where i was informed that I have such strong golden energy hovering around my energy body just waiting to descend, and my path is to be a template of wholeness for others, once I build a complete energy body from scratch and go through all of the many permutations of each chakra in their fulness of both polarities, so I can teach this to others...

Yea, that all sounds great someday. I was also told I would write an encoded book which would be more popular than the bible and would reach over 60% of all the people on the planet.

But I'm still just human. I'm an empathic human, do not embrace the idea of psychopathy as being inherent in empathic humans. I do strongly believe that the alien psychopaths that are running this planet DO NOT have a heart chakra, and are animals, do not have the ability to be empathic, and are reprobate and un-rehabilitatable. This is where we humans get hung up. We cannot filter our perceptions through the empathic mind and get any type of clear picture as to what is going on on this planet.

Funny, even though I see the big picture and am able to stand far enough away from the canvas to not get too hung up in the details, I am about to go watch the little children run excitedly around the trees and bushes, looking for hidden treasures, as a ritual for the Spring Equinox, shrouded in symbolism and religious fervor. Behind it all, is creation. Yes, Aries, new beginnings.

I think I'll go out into the sunshine and watch and enjoy the little children as they hunt for Easter eggs, and think and feel the newness and the hope for humanity, and just "be" in this body today the best I can. Happy Solstice Avalonian's.

[Wind]

That was a really beautiful message, gripreaper. I am touched by it.

[RunningDeer]

Good Morning to all, and welcome to the sign of Aries, perfect balance between day and night, and the emergence of spring and renewal from the slumber and decay of winter. This seems like an appropriate time to open this up, especially after reading Ernie's post above (and others in the last few weeks). I too have embraced every new age, get well, learn to ascend, heal your chakras, relive your childhood, purge your emotional traumas... out there in the last few decades, and I too am tired.

Hello and Happy Solstice back, Gripreaper,

Uplifting post. Yes! “be gentle with yourself” & “stand far enough away from the canvas to not get too hung up in the details” I really like those.

Please, let me know when it’s pre-order time for your book.

Peace,
Paula

[1inMany]

Here and Now...thank you for touching my heart. Thank you for sharing your very personal experiences and innermost thoughts.

Much Love,

[Samsara]

My heart is so full of you all... your lights shining like many beacons showing the way home. Thank you All! I am so grateful to be here and now.

Blessed be.

FtB6klq3Vbo

[ulli]

Lovely spirit here today...whether it came from the Easter myth, or the Spring Equinox; from the Aries energies,
or what we collectively project at it all....maybe it's all in my mind..
Anyway, it feels lovely and I love you all.
Thanks Grip n' Ernie for dropping by and saying more than just "Hi"

Love Love Love

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[Carmody]

I too have run out of things to say, at this time.

Basically, deal with your own stuff as best you can, the rewards are commensurate with the efforts.

Cut! That's a wrap....., the director says. We got it in the can.

Not much else to say. never was.

One can only be involved in dealing with the reflection and shadows of the picture play for so long.

[ulli]

Here is some info for Paula...

These guys were going to make bagels,
but because the equipment was too expensive
they ended up making ice cream instead:

http://i.imgur.com/4JE0FBI.jpg

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I too have run out of things to say, at this time.

Basically, deal with your own stuff as best you can, the rewards are commensurate with the efforts.

Cut! That's a wrap....., the director says. We got it in the can.

Not much else to say. never was.

One can only be involved in dealing with the reflection and shadows of the picture play for so long.

Happy Easter greetings to you Carmody.
You don't have to say anything here
just
"................" and your avatar will make many Villagers happy.

[PurpleLama]

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[Wind]

I'm just listening to my reading from Carol Clarke... To be honest, I've never been so excited and scared at the same time! I think that I need to breathe deeply.

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

[RunningDeer]

Here is some info for Paula...

These guys were going to make bagels,
but because the equipment was too expensive
they ended up making ice cream instead:


http://i.imgur.com/4JE0FBI.jpg

I got sick the last two times I ate Ben & Jerry’s. Yip-yip-yeah!!! The body has changed. These are some notes for me to stop the behavior.

Is ice cream really as addictive as cocaine (http://www.naturalnews.com/037362_ice_cream_addictive_cocaine.html)?:

“(NaturalNews) In March 2012, the British news source, Daily Mail, ran a story that stated ice cream was as addicting as cocaine. The article quoted the well-respected American Journal of Clinical Nutrition, which had published a study performed at the Oregon Research Institute just days before.

The clinical study reported that people build up a tolerance to ice cream in the same way they build up a tolerance to addictive drugs such as cocaine. The high fat and sugar content in ice cream causes chemical changes in the brain. When a person overeats fatty and sugary foods, there is a downgrade in the brain's pleasure center.

This tolerance for the food is very similar to what happens to drug addicts. Just as it takes more of the drug to achieve the previous satisfaction level, it also takes more food for the junk food lover to feel satisfied.”

Ben & Jerry's 'natural' ice cream filled with unnatural ingredients (http://www.naturalnews.com/029520_natural_ice_cream.html):

(NaturalNews) Consumer watchdog group Center for Science in the Public Interest (CSPI) is calling out popular ice cream maker Ben & Jerry's for using artificial and chemically-altered ingredients in its "All Natural" premium ice creams. According to CSPI at least 90 percent of the flavors used in "All Natural" Ben & Jerry's ice cream are not actually natural.

Some of these ingredients include corn syrup, alkalized cocoa, partially hydrogenated soybean oil, vanillin, maltodextrin and dextrose, all of which involve some type of chemical processing or are simply artificial. Alkalized cocoa, for instance, involves a chemical process that changes cocoa's natural flavor, texture and chemical structure, as well as eliminates some of its acidity and healthy antioxidant content. And vanillin is just an artificial version of vanilla.

"Ben & Jerry's sylvan labels notwithstanding, these ingredients come from the factory, not the farm. And slapping an 'all natural' label on the products certainly implies that the products are top quality and deserve to fetch a higher price," said Michael F. Jacobson, executive director of CSPI. "It's a stretch to call any of [these ingredients] 'natural'."

[RunningDeer]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

[ulli]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N


Hmmm...1066 posts.
What can I say?
Battle of Hastings?

Congratulations on taking the step into your new life,
and condolences to the habit body that loves the old comfort zone
.
You can always lounge here in the Village Clubhouse if you get lonely,
and if you feel like sharing someone will listen to your story.
Big hug, dear Nanoo.

[Marianne]

Nanoo, holding you in a healing space til the confusion passes. I'm sorry for your feelings of loss and happy for the new joy you will find.

----

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[eaglespirit]

You know what I Love about You All?... You ALL : )

[Eram]

You know what I Love about You All?... You ALL : )

I don't contribute much here a lot as of late...

but I would not know anything to add to that. :grouphug:

[RunningDeer]

Over the course of a week and a half, two apartments were emptied and filled with guys that once lived here. They're relationships didn't work out and are back again. I add this for those that may be feeling restless. It's not your imagination. May the Light shine on what's best for your continued journey.


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Notices/you_are_amazing.JPG

[Kiforall]

Whilst the energy is so beautiful here and now I'd like to send some of it to Rocky Shorz,

I miss him .................

Then I imagine a double hammock ;)

And I understand. :man_in_love:

[1inMany]

I think I've created a monster. Actually, I was just a trigger, but of what, I am not certain.

A while back I started some conversations with Mike about what if...what would we do if the shtf, no fear and not too much worry, just...what if...so we would have a general idea of some sort of vague plan. That's all.

And now we have this rain collection system, and we are laughing because he is trying to find some shortened acronym type name for the thing. It's a Rain Harvesting Filtration and Irrigation System...or something or other. Yesterday we did a couple of test runs and he fixed a couple of leaks. This morning, we were like kids on a snow day from school when our first real thunderstorm came through. The storm lasted about an hour, a couple of good power blips, too. But about 30 minutes into it, the four barrels were filled and he had to do an emergency surgery to put in an overflow pipe. It was really funny, actually, that the barrels filled up so fast and then water was pouring through the spouting into the barrels and out a pipe, back to the ground on the other side of the wall.

We figure that if we use this rainwater to water the garden beds he is now planning, it will last one week. Well, of course he designs this kind of stuff like he is coming up with a new laser technology for brain surgery or something, so he designed this current "system" with the option to expand. After one rainfall, he is planning to expand from four 55 gallon drums to 48.

Then, onto the planning phase of the garden beds. He has designed some raised beds with cardboard lining that will decompose and attract worms to keep the dirt rotated. And the rainwater irrigation system will be on a battery operated timer to water the beds, so they are some degrees lower than the on-off valve of the water. Oh, and he also has rigged it so that we have two buckets that are connected to the main line of water that have on-off valves...one is for "rabbit poo tea" (since the lady that sold us the place had rabbits, there is plenty of poo, and of course Mike has researched this and found it to be an amazing fertilizer...). With a turn of the valve, we add fertilizer to the water for the veggie patch. This is quite elaborate...

And then there is the extra spouting we now have, which he is going to hang either on the side of the shed, house, or even on the barbed wire fence for berries.

And then there is this canning adventure. Holy moly. I think the only item of food he has not mentioned canning is bread, which is darned near impossible. He has now put the spikes in the ground by the pear, peach, plum, and apple trees in hopes of helping those along, and is looking to buy bobble-head owls to keep the birds from eating the fruit.

The newest, and most exciting design plans he has, however, are for the compost heap. Lordy, am I getting an education here. There is a guy in Minnesota who has a compost heap that he ran copper pipe through. He fills the pipe with water, and has showers and heat from this. In Minnesota, and I have a hard time thinking of any place colder, a man heats his house and water with...compost. You should hear the kinds of things Mike's considering doing with compost.

Mind you...all this time I was actually thinking of a good spot to take the hoe and dig a hole for a handful of seeds.

I'm so laughing at us here...

Much Love,

[eaglespirit]

Ya know...yesterday early evening as I was walking through Urubamba I passed by a lit up shop going through restoration where a couple of Peruvian gentleman were laying floor tiles...and blaring out the window was none other than the Rolling Stones "Start Me Up"..always puts a big smile on my face when I hear familiar rock n' roll being listened to by Locals way out here in the world of another Culture : )

[eaglespirit]

I think I've created a monster. Actually, I was just a trigger, but of what, I am not certain.

I'm so laughing at us here...

Much Love,

......uummmmm,uhhhhh, I gotta meet Mike some day : ) : ) : )

[RunningDeer]

Ya know...yesterday early evening as I was walking through Urubamba I passed by a lit up shop going through restoration where a couple of Peruvian gentleman were laying floor tiles...and blaring out the window was none other than the Rolling Stones "Start Me Up"..always puts a big smile on my face when I hear familiar rock n' roll being listened to by Locals way out here in the world of another Culture : )


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[ulli]

I think I've created a monster. Actually, I was just a trigger, but of what, I am not certain.

I'm so laughing at us here...

Much Love,

......uummmmm,uhhhhh, I gotta meet Mike some day : ) : ) : )

Hmmmm...so would I. Hubby too.
Dallas is a non-stop flight away.....
So is Lima..oops, not true, stops briefly in Panama.

We are all soo on the same page now.
Astrid, why on earth are you so far away???

[1inMany]

Omigosh, so I posted that, then went to the kitchen to think about dinner. I was breaking down a couple of small cardboard boxes and remembered....the worms!

Oh, yes, I am to keep every bit of cardboard I get my hands on so that we can shred it and use it to farm...worms. Why? Well, to feed the fish of course. What fish? (These are/were my questions.) The fish we need in the aquaponics farming venture. Wait, what?

He thinks he is going to take this bi-level plastic/rubber looking pond thingy and convert it. The big part will be fish who put nutrients into the water that is pumped up to the smaller part which will be filled with gravel and tomatoes. And such.

Our "retirement" dome house, that we are planning to build (if we can at that point), will be completely powered by compost and a windmill. If he has his way.

And, of course I'm certainly not standing in the way. Nope. I'm the cheerleader at this point. One day, we will be living on free energy, and not the kind I was actually thinking would come about.

Much Love, and giggles here,

[donk]

Nanoo... Lost + excited = opportunity / confusion

Hope it goes in good directions. Mine never seem to be "clean" (though always learning/growth experiences) here's to hoping yours is "positive" (for lack of better word).

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her. I got the feeling i was a great distraction from her getting better as i tried to compliment her treatments with things that were getting good results.. but then it fell on deaf ears .. stubborness set back in and i did not want to tackle what she knows best.... It was effecting me emotionally as i cared for her , i could see the solutions and tried at first to gently show her ways to get better..

then it was getting incresingly more difficult as she gave in to habits and thn started to cover them up with dishonesty which was the final straw for me. I can deal with sickness , i can deal with stubborness i dont want to change "her " just help her heal .. But when dishonesty sets in i have no footing to step forward as dishonesty is a muddy slope to nowhere.

Honesty, Courage and Love is what makes a beautifully un perfect relationship work, as you rise to the challenges and lessons of each others karmic sphere, complimenting lessons for each other in supportive means and then making love to seal the day falling asleep together with a smile. If you take one away then it does not feel complete.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.


this is the sad part.

hmmm

N

[RunningDeer]

Our "retirement" dome house, that we are planning to build.
You and Mike may enjoy this series. I'll only add the first three, and a link for the rest. This first one was my introductions to Michael Reynolds, “The Garbage Warrior,” creator of the Earthships.

We follow him through his plight of red tape rejections from big government. Meanwhile, he is lauded around the world because he and his crew goes into devastated areas to rebuild and teach the community members.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/earthship_zps670b3881.JPG
"About Earthship Biotecture"
www.earthship.com or YouTube Earthship Biotecture (http://www.youtube.com/user/earthship?feature=watch)

An Earthship is a radically sustainable home made of recycled materials.
Electricity is from the sun with solar panels and wind with wind modules.
Water is caught on the roof from rain and snow melt.
Sewage is treated on site.


“What do beer cans, car tires and water bottles have in common? Not much unless you're renegade architect Michael Reynolds, in which case they are tools of choice for producing thermal mass and energy-independent housing. For 30 years New Mexico-based Reynolds and his green disciples have devoted their time to advancing the art of "Earthship Biotecture" by building self-sufficient, off-the-grid communities where design and function converge in eco-harmony. However, these experimental structures that defy state standards create conflict between Reynolds and the authorities, who are backed by big business. Frustrated by antiquated legislation, Reynolds lobbies for the right to create a sustainable living test site. While politicians hum and ha, Mother Nature strikes, leaving communities devastated by tsunamis and hurricanes. Reynolds and his crew seize the opportunity to lend their pioneering skills to those who need it most. Shot over three years and in four countries, Garbage Warrior is a timely portrait of a determined visionary, a hero of the 21st century.”


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Here's a recent series:


Earthship Webinar: Part 1 of 8
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Earthship Webinar: Part 2 of 8
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Earthship Webinar: Part 3 of 8
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[donk]

Well said Nanoo...thanks for that!

[Kiforall]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her. I got the feeling i was a great distraction from her getting better as i tried to compliment her treatments with things that were getting good results.. but then it fell on deaf ears .. stubborness set back in and i did not want to tackle what she knows best.... It was effecting me emotionally as i cared for her , i could see the solutions and tried at first to gently show her ways to get better..

then it was getting incresingly more difficult as she gave in to habits and thn started to cover them up with dishonesty which was the final straw for me. I can deal with sickness , i can deal with stubborness i dont want to change "her " just help her heal .. But when dishonesty sets in i have no footing to step forward as dishonesty is a muddy slope to nowhere.

Honesty, Courage and Love is what makes a beautifully un perfect relationship work, as you rise to the challenges and lessons of each others karmic sphere, complimenting lessons for each other in supportive means and then making love to seal the day falling asleep together with a smile. If you take one away then it does not feel complete.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.


this is the sad part.

hmmm

N

Hi Nanoo, you helped me GREATLY to heal my partner.

Please accept my love and gratitude to help you at this time.

Zoe

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N




Hmmm...1066 posts.
What can I say?
Battle of Hastings?

Congratulations on taking the step into your new life,
and condolences to the habit body that loves the old comfort zone
.
You can always lounge here in the Village Clubhouse if you get lonely,
and if you feel like sharing someone will listen to your story.
Big hug, dear Nanoo.


Very interesting Ulli , you amaze me with your syncronicities as our family on my fathers side name originated not 20 km from Normandy.

and i accept your big hug and return it with a brotherly smile : 0 )

Naniu

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her. I got the feeling i was a great distraction from her getting better as i tried to compliment her treatments with things that were getting good results.. but then it fell on deaf ears .. stubborness set back in and i did not want to tackle what she knows best.... It was effecting me emotionally as i cared for her , i could see the solutions and tried at first to gently show her ways to get better..

then it was getting incresingly more difficult as she gave in to habits and thn started to cover them up with dishonesty which was the final straw for me. I can deal with sickness , i can deal with stubborness i dont want to change "her " just help her heal .. But when dishonesty sets in i have no footing to step forward as dishonesty is a muddy slope to nowhere.

Honesty, Courage and Love is what makes a beautifully un perfect relationship work, as you rise to the challenges and lessons of each others karmic sphere, complimenting lessons for each other in supportive means and then making love to seal the day falling asleep together with a smile. If you take one away then it does not feel complete.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.


this is the sad part.

hmmm

N

Hi Nanoo, you helped me GREATLY to heal my partner.

Please accept my love and gratitude to help you at this time.

Zoe

I am excited to hear it ! wow thats awesome Zoe , thank you for trusting in me , it feels amazing to have this from you , and wow do i feel the love !

Thank you

hugs

Naniu

[ulli]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her. I got the feeling i was a great distraction from her getting better as i tried to compliment her treatments with things that were getting good results.. but then it fell on deaf ears .. stubborness set back in and i did not want to tackle what she knows best.... It was effecting me emotionally as i cared for her , i could see the solutions and tried at first to gently show her ways to get better..

then it was getting incresingly more difficult as she gave in to habits and thn started to cover them up with dishonesty which was the final straw for me. I can deal with sickness , i can deal with stubborness i dont want to change "her " just help her heal .. But when dishonesty sets in i have no footing to step forward as dishonesty is a muddy slope to nowhere.

Honesty, Courage and Love is what makes a beautifully un perfect relationship work, as you rise to the challenges and lessons of each others karmic sphere, complimenting lessons for each other in supportive means and then making love to seal the day falling asleep together with a smile. If you take one away then it does not feel complete.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.


this is the sad part.

hmmm

N

Nanoo, you just blew your chance to become another Socrates.
He forgave his missus far worse that a bit of dishonesty.

Here we see Xantippe, Socrates' wife,
pouring the contents of their chamberpot over her husband's head.

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/b/b7/Socrates_and_Xanthippe.jpg/482px-Socrates_and_Xanthippe.jpg

[CD7]

Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Well said Nanoo...thanks for that!

Thank you Donk E Kong , i appreciate your support , together as a family we are strong , i feel this now more than ever . Sometimes courage must take a step back to let the the strawberries fall on the ground .. and then leave them ... perhaps we may return one day to see a beautiful patch of strawberry plants surrounded by little fluffy white rabbits .. perhaps then we can sit and play and eat the fruits of our courage.

i hope to see you there one fine day my dear brother, thank you.

Hugs ( in a non gay manly way of course )

Naniu

[thunder24]

Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

i have a friend that has said something very similar, he said it started in his hips....and started after the december 21st...

[Kiforall]

I read a lot of Osho last month, it found me just at the right moment.

I got lost in the wisdom.

http://www.oshoteachings.com/osho-nobody-wants-to-be-left-alone-nobody-wants-any-quiet-silent-moments/

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her. I got the feeling i was a great distraction from her getting better as i tried to compliment her treatments with things that were getting good results.. but then it fell on deaf ears .. stubborness set back in and i did not want to tackle what she knows best.... It was effecting me emotionally as i cared for her , i could see the solutions and tried at first to gently show her ways to get better..

then it was getting incresingly more difficult as she gave in to habits and thn started to cover them up with dishonesty which was the final straw for me. I can deal with sickness , i can deal with stubborness i dont want to change "her " just help her heal .. But when dishonesty sets in i have no footing to step forward as dishonesty is a muddy slope to nowhere.

Honesty, Courage and Love is what makes a beautifully un perfect relationship work, as you rise to the challenges and lessons of each others karmic sphere, complimenting lessons for each other in supportive means and then making love to seal the day falling asleep together with a smile. If you take one away then it does not feel complete.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.


this is the sad part.

hmmm

N

Nanoo, you just blew your chance to become another Socrates.
He forgave his missus far worse that a bit of dishonesty.

Here we see Xantippe, Socrates' wife,
pouring the contents of their chamberpot over her husband's head.

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/b/b7/Socrates_and_Xanthippe.jpg/482px-Socrates_and_Xanthippe.jpg

Yes ,, i hear ya Ulli .. i know that i know nothing ... One of my favorite quotes of Socrates and my adorance for his contribution to Hypothesis embedded in the Socratic Method ..


Naniu

[RunningDeer]

Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.

this is the sad part.
hmmm
N

Hello Nanoo, Nanoo,

Just to clarify, not for you but for anyone that is new to the "Land of Avalon". I didn't not mean to imply punch the pillow rather than your Loved One.


"I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .."

What you write matches my belief and a book I’m reading that GripReaper suggested (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=651551&viewfull=1#post651551) called, “Anna, Grandmother of Jesus,” explains it succinctly. Below sums up a couple of things that are important to me. And if it’s not meant to be I’m at peace with it.

I'll leave you with Godspeed on your Journey,

Love,
Paula

“Before external relationships with soul-mates can be understood, it is vital to become intimate with your internal soul with whom there is an eternal bonding.”

“The ultimate purpose of soulmate relationships is to enter into a divine relationship in which the self is at first mirrored. Then once clarified through forgiveness and compassionate love, the Beloved who has always been present is revealed. Through self-knowledge and self-empowerment gained in conscious relationship, each soul remembers how to be present for both self and the perceived other.”

[ulli]

Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

i have a friend that has said something very similar, he said it started in his hips....and started after the december 21st...

I have a feeling we are all being rewired as we go about our daily routines.....
Maybe the sun is behind it.
I firmly believe that the process is ultimately towards goodness,
and furthermore that my belief will make it so.

[CD7]

I have a feeling we are all being rewired as we go about our daily routines.....
Maybe the sun is behind it.
I firmly believe that the process is ultimately towards goodness,
and furthermore that my belief will make it so.

Oh i have no negative associations with it at all...actually find it intriguing. I mean it makes things seem alive yah know? when the invisible is felt, how majestic!

Nothing to scare anyone...

[ulli]

Some more really good news, and I want to give the Villagers full credit for this miracle.

The company that has been dredging our river and was on the verge of expanding all the way up to our property
has been closed down by the Costa Rican government,
and the whole Orosi Valley is now protected against further industrial exploitation.

For those who don't know about this
here is the post where
I brought this problem
to the Here and Now thread.

Thank you all so much.
LOVE LOVE LOVE


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=578344&viewfull=1#post578344

[Michelle Marie]

Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

I'm not feeling it right now, but I have. I had a shaking inside so strong, I looked around the classroom of about 7 or8 adults, and nobody else looked they were aware of any shaking. It was so strong I thought we were having an earthquake. Then, I found out that this resonance with the earth happens to some people. Mine was a few years ago right around the time of one of the earthquakes, but I didn't focus on pinpointing my feeling and which earthquake it related to. I didn't think much about it at the time. It was a new unique physical perception.

Upgrade? I don't know. That is certainly happening too. I get a lot of other sensations and perceptions that are part of that.

Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Nanoo Nanoo,

My heart goes out to you and your missus. I'm kind of right there with you...my break up with a partner happened 2 weeks ago. It left me homeless, but many angels showed up to take care of me. Still, shocking and sad, but Divinely right.

You sound like you are pretty strong and balanced, but it's a huge energetic shift.

I'm staying with a friend until I get my shift together.

Do you have to move?

Hang in there through the changes. I'm glad we're here talking. You know you are not alone. I know I am not alone. Thank God for such support.

LOVE,
Michelle Marie

[donk]

Holy **** I'm just cracking up, your posted tickled me Nanoo (in a non gay manly way, of course).

Yikes I dunno bout them energies Christine, but being able to look at all from a more less detached point of view, it's fun as flops at a hold 'em table...just can't wait to see how they're gonna turn out--help your hand or force you to fold? Don't matter if you aren't too invested...super exciting either way!

Oh what's to come on the turn? ...and especially: the river? Eff it...I'm all in

[Dennis Leahy]

Good Morning to all, and welcome to the sign of Aries, perfect balance between day and night, and the emergence of spring and renewal from the slumber and decay of winter.Good evening from an Aries (4/4.)


... I did not incarnate into my soul family, did not experience any nurturing as an infant, experienced the terror of abandonment in the crib on a visceral level without the benefit of cognition, was not afforded an emotional boundary as a toddler as I was sent off to boarding school, raped and abused by the adults in my life, and apparently I chose all of these experiences because they were the next steps in my evolution and enlightenment and my return to source and oneness. The only mentors I had all my childhood were isolation and books.When you first published some of this this information, my eyes welled with tears and my heart ached. And now again.

Very difficult to see the omniscient view on this, and unlike the crew of the starship enterprise, with their objective non-interference, had I been there, you would have been held, you would not have known abandonment, and had I been there you would not have been raped. I say that, fully aware of the codependent nature and seeming lack of respect for the plan you created for yourself - what you wanted/needed to experience in this lifetime. I could not have just stood by.

I am astounded that you have "fought back through" or "evolved" (or whatever the correct phrase should be) to the point where you are now. Bless you, brother. Bless you.

Dennis

[gripreaper]

Thanks Dennis. Every night when my two girls were tucked into bed, I would read to them, sing to them, hug them and promise them that they would always be safe. I would look in on them after they fell asleep, and sometimes I would just sit there on the edge of the bed and weep as they slept.

You see, we can change our experience for our children, and I've always said it would only take one generation to turn this world around, if we choose love. The greatest lesson in this life for me, is that love is a choice and love comes from within us. Love is not something we get, but something we give.

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Nanoo Nanoo,

My heart goes out to you and your missus. I'm kind of right there with you...my break up with a partner happened 2 weeks ago. It left me homeless, but many angels showed up to take care of me. Still, shocking and sad, but Divinely right.

You sound like you are pretty strong and balanced, but it's a huge energetic shift.

I'm staying with a friend until I get my shift together.

Do you have to move?

Hang in there through the changes. I'm glad we're here talking. You know you are not alone. I know I am not alone. Thank God for such support.

LOVE,
Michelle Marie

No we are living sepperately so all is well.

I look back on all my relationships in times like these and wonder if partnership is really the pinnacle of life ... and i think not. It would be nice to share and build with someone but i have managed to build on my own.

Anyway we will see what happens , i have left an open invitation which she wants to take up but she needs to tackle her issues alone first as doing it with me was only causing me much emotional frustration. I have too much to lose and my community who i love interacting with that suffer too. I have responsabilities that i adore being accountable for.

I cannot be the energiser bunny any more ...

So how are you coping ? i like how you stated you have to deal with your shift , lol that was a good one : 0 )


N

[spiritwind]

Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

i have a friend that has said something very similar, he said it started in his hips....and started after the december 21st...

I don't know if this is related but for me I have had the on and off sensation of being on a boat. I lived on a boat for awhile but I'm not living on one now. It feels like I'm swaying on the inside somehow. It's been coming and going like this for awhile since just before the end of the year. Been feeling it again this week.

[araucaria]

My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ronson/psychopath-test-ted-talk_b_2973423.html?utm_hp_ref=uk

[Michelle Marie]

Nanoo Nanoo,

My heart goes out to you and your missus. I'm kind of right there with you...my break up with a partner happened 2 weeks ago. It left me homeless, but many angels showed up to take care of me. Still, shocking and sad, but Divinely right.

You sound like you are pretty strong and balanced, but it's a huge energetic shift.

I'm staying with a friend until I get my shift together.

Do you have to move?

Hang in there through the changes. I'm glad we're here talking. You know you are not alone. I know I am not alone. Thank God for such support.

LOVE,
Michelle Marie

No we are living sepperately so all is well.

I look back on all my relationships in times like these and wonder if partnership is really the pinnacle of life ... and i think not. It would be nice to share and build with someone but i have managed to build on my own.

Anyway we will see what happens , i have left an open invitation which she wants to take up but she needs to tackle her issues alone first as doing it with me was only causing me much emotional frustration. I have too much to lose and my community who i love interacting with that suffer too. I have responsabilities that i adore being accountable for.

I cannot be the energiser bunny any more ...

So how are you coping ? i like how you stated you have to deal with your shift , lol that was a good one : 0 )


N

Except for one person, I didn't know anybody in this new area of SW Colorado. I met one person who helped me for a few days. Then I met another person that helped me for a day. Then I stayed with my first friend for 3 days, then I met her husbands friend, the mechanic that will fix my car and I'll be staying with him for ???

I only have one contact lense and that's a priority on my to do list. I just got the electricity sorted out for my RV yesterday. There are a lot of repairs that need to happen to live in it even temporarily: hot water heater, faucet broke, etc.

K is my friend I'm staying with. He was taking car of his parents who just went into a nursing home. I'm sleeping in a hospital bed in the living room.

I have a huge ton of Light to bring into this world: my body of literary work and educational programs. I intend to get my bearings and get it done.

I'll find some links to my work and post them later when I'm on my computer.

I am attuned to my lifes mission, I came to this area for this person and a deep sense of soul resonance and purpose.

Talking to my friends here is really helping me cope right now. I cry a lot, but not as much as in the beginning. Just staying with the process...breathing.

Thanks for being here with a heart and an ear.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[ulli]

My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ronson/psychopath-test-ted-talk_b_2973423.html?utm_hp_ref=uk

Thanks for this. Maybe your post will help normalness go viral now.
Because seeing the psychopath in people can only help psychopathy spread further
due to the fact that the one doing the analysis can also themselves become one,
due to the projecting they are doing.
Even the craziest psycho has a beating heart.

I once read a biography on the psychologist Alfred Adler, and was impressed by his approach...
which was quite different from Freud's in that he focused more consciously on a person's potential
to be sane and healthy.
Because where focus goes, energy flows.
Long live the streak of sanity.

[ulli]

Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

i have a friend that has said something very similar, he said it started in his hips....and started after the december 21st...

I don't know if this is related but for me I have had the on and off sensation of being on a boat. I lived on a boat for awhile but I'm not living on one now. It feels like I'm swaying on the inside somehow. It's been coming and going like this for awhile since just before the end of the year. Been feeling it again this week.

Jet lag is another indicator that the physical body is separate and distinct from the feeling body,
which somehow seems to get stuck for a while in the places one just left behind.

[RunningDeer]

My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ronson/psychopath-test-ted-talk_b_2973423.html?utm_hp_ref=uk

The Story of a Man Who Faked Insanity
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[RunningDeer]

Except for one person, I didn't know anybody in this new area of SW Colorado. I met one person who helped me for a few days. Then I met another person that helped me for a day. Then I stayed with my first friend for 3 days, then I met her husbands friend, the mechanic that will fix my car and I'll be staying with him for ???

I only have one contact lense and that's a priority on my to do list. I just got the electricity sorted out for my RV yesterday. There are a lot of repairs that need to happen to live in it even temporarily: hot water heater, faucet broke, etc.

K is my friend I'm staying with. He was taking car of his parents who just went into a nursing home. I'm sleeping in a hospital bed in the living room.

I have a huge ton of Light to bring into this world: my body of literary work and educational programs. I intend to get my bearings and get it done.

I'll find some links to my work and post them later when I'm on my computer.

I am attuned to my lifes mission, I came to this area for this person and a deep sense of soul resonance and purpose.

Talking to my friends here is really helping me cope right now. I cry a lot, but not as much as in the beginning. Just staying with the process...breathing.

Thanks for being here with a heart and an ear.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hi Michelle Marie,

I don't know if you are going to be in your area long enough, but you mention you've got teacher certifications right up through college. This is a good time of year for substitute teachers. It's getting hard to find subs. Is that a possibility before school gets out? It'll give you a chance to get food and gas money ahead.

They're going until the end of June around here because of so many make-up days from all the snow. I don't know around where you are, but many schools systems have grants from the government for summer school, too. If you didn't keep up your teaching certifications, they'll still hire you because of your teaching experience. They'll just apply a different pay rate.

Good luck,
Paula

[donk]

Perhaps more appropriate yesterday, my local classic rock station has taken to playing this one every morning, always puts a hop in my step:

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[thunder24]

on the lines of feeling a vibration, and/or like ur still on a boat.... i'v had many other friends including myself feel a dizziness/like im on a boat feeling/vertigo for a few months now...will hit out of no where...

someone here, iirc, mentioned the sunflares being a force to cause some of this... with life like a moving yinyang, always morphing on itself... anything is possible...

[donk]

i'v had many other friends including myself feel a dizziness/like im on a boat feeling/vertigo for a few months now...will hit out of no where...

My babe had the same thing, turns out it’s some sort of brain tumor.

I been trying to stay away from the possibility there could be some MILAB component to it, but everything except the fact she’s not of a military family is consistent—and her dad was some sort of American University “scientist” (not to mention a pederast) and she was in Ecuador when it started…and is now pushing her late 30’s (isn’t that “normally” when the self-destruct programs kick in?)—who knows…stranger things have happened.

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All I can do is stay in the here & now. Sho’ is interesting, can’t wait to see what happens next.

Sun is shining, the weather is sweet…love you all!!

[Carmody]

A bit of pretentiousness. Self importance run into an extreme. Esthetics be damned, I know what I'm looking at.

http://twistedsifter.com/2013/03/google-office-in-tel-aviv-israel/

[Michelle Marie]

My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ronson/psychopath-test-ted-talk_b_2973423.html?utm_hp_ref=uk

Thanks for this. Maybe your post will help normalness go viral now.
Because seeing the psychopath in people can only help psychopathy spread further
due to the fact that the one doing the analysis can also themselves become one,
due to the projecting they are doing.
Even the craziest psycho has a beating heart.

I once read a biography on the psychologist Alfred Adler, and was impressed by his approach...
which was quite different from Freud's in that he focused more consciously on a person's potential
to be sane and healthy.
Because where focus goes, energy flows.
Long live the streak of sanity.

Wow! In the relationship I just got out of, (kicked out of) I was being guided from within to work with this soul. I'd call it the Mother Mary Immaculate Concept Divine Love application. I followed specific guidance for our situation. My guidance was totally to focus on this guys soul, love God within him, appreciate his soul qualities...no matter what - love anyway. Now it is silent love from a distance.

I'm healing from the harsh separation and circumstances, but I do have the impression that something bigger is happening - alchemical changes.

I've never been so intimately guided in a relationship. There were many things that came out of it including a process involving crystals and intuition. I'm most devastated over the loss of such great potential.

This post is SO appropriate because it reminds me to persevere no matter what. Also, now I'm very interested in looking this guy up.

I've been around people helping me. They see my suffering and situation and they blame him and judge him. He has some good to do in the world and maybe that time we spent together will help him along the way in some way.

I really appreciate this post. Thank you.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[CD7]

Well suspicious observers vid today showed a very high uv reading for miami and south florida...welp perhaps i may start vibrating and swaying a little more today :flame: :faint2: lol!

[ulli]

A bit of pretentiousness. Self importance run into an extreme. Esthetics be damned, I know what I'm looking at.

http://twistedsifter.com/2013/03/google-office-in-tel-aviv-israel/


Indeed.
It was hard to make it to the last picture.
I had to come up for air when I saw the two Vespa scooters.
The antler trophy above the fireplace was another trip. Oh, not to forget the fake hill in picture one...a real hill in the parquet flooring, with a lamppost sticking out of it. Not the result of swelling of the wood, no!
No other function than perhaps to give wheelchaired employees a ramp to go wheeeeee !!!!!!!.....

[ulli]

i'v had many other friends including myself feel a dizziness/like im on a boat feeling/vertigo for a few months now...will hit out of no where...

My babe had the same thing, turns out it’s some sort of brain tumor.

I been trying to stay away from the possibility there could be some MILAB component to it, but everything except the fact she’s not of a military family is consistent—and her dad was some sort of American University “scientist” (not to mention a pederast) and she was in Ecuador when it started…and is now pushing her late 30’s (isn’t that “normally” when the self-destruct programs kick in?)—who knows…stranger things have happened.

OaTO8_KNcuo

All I can do is stay in the here & now. Sho’ is interesting, can’t wait to see what happens next.

Sun is shining, the weather is sweet…love you all!!

Late thirties....Uranus half orbit around the sun..
in a human chart marks the midlife crisis.
In other words, reality checks, ....awakening symptoms, ...rebellion against a status quo.

Headaches are also common then, as Uranus rules the circulation system.

It's the age when guys suddenly realize that their jobs could be threatened
by a twenty year old whiz kid, and women find their anxiety levels go up due to some white hairs and wrinkles making their first appearance.

[ulli]

Dan33 sent me this today....
Thanks Dan.

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[Melinda]

...

gripreaper, I CANNOT put into words what your post made me feel.

Blessings for you and for those you hold dear. Always.

Wishing you ALL good things.

[astrid]

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Wow that there is amazing

Not long now folks !

[Lisab]

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Wow that there is amazing

Not long now folks !
Wow amazing!

[Dennis Leahy]

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Wow that there is amazing

Not long now folks !
lirpA slooF <-------> April Fools

:~)

[astrid]

Speaking of water
My body is still going through this weird salivary
gland issue , apparently I'm detoxing from my past
intake of pharmas , ssri's and " the pill " etc and it's nothing
nefarious just congested glands. So I have changed my diet
to assist . On the up side because i have to wake up and drink
every couple of hours I'm having strong dream recall, finally
I'm getting a glimpse what I've been up to in dream space
and man , talk about meeting my evil twin , she is having way
too much fun , lol .. Or maybe I'm not having enough,
and balance is more the whole point , anyways
It's been a fascinating discovery.

So back to more sleep and more wild adventures.

Love you all

[araucaria]

My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ronson/psychopath-test-ted-talk_b_2973423.html?utm_hp_ref=uk

The Story of a Man Who Faked Insanity
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Thanks Ulli and Paula.
One of the planks of the electoral platform of the new French president François Hollande, was normality; he was to be “un président normal” after all the gesticulations of the previous incumbent. Not unexpectedly, it has been very difficult for him to deliver the goods, because not only are we still largely under the yoke of the financial oligarchy, but also the presidential job is pretty abnormal in the sense we are talking about. When we have had a few more normal presidents around the world (and popes and royals), then these positions will fade into something more democratically appropriate.

Hugo Chavez was a normal president, he looked after his people, collectively and individually. I saw a video last month in which he took a cup of café while standing and gave the waiter a pat on the arm – no coffee machine, he was just acting normally with another human being.

Paula, thank you for that vid, this is probably the story mentioned in the article I quoted. Funnily enough, I once knew a man who faked insanity (and coincidentally I have been preparing (and wondering whether or not to post) a piece based on something I wrote in French a few years back). He is an intellectual (still going strong at age eighty) and did so to avoid the draft in the colonialist war against Algeria – apparently conscientious objection was not then an option. This was pre-Catch 22, but obviously we get into the “madness is sanity” quandary that Heller’s novel explores.

The crux of my argument is that any intellectual activity taken to extreme degrees of subtlety will be indistinguishable from madness. If madness is repeating the same experiment and expecting different results, then the concert pianist rehearsing his piece is clearly crazy, since he will be endlessly dissatisfied with renditions that to the unprofessional ear may be indistinguishable from the final pleasing version.

Hence anyone posting on forums like Avalon is crazy for taking their study of whatever their area of interest to these mad lengths. All this anguish about waking up sheeple who will have nothing to do with these crazies will not stop until we realize the duality or reflexivity of the madhouse we are in. As the old joke says, ‘that guy crazy because he thinks he’s Napoleon: he can't be, I am Napoleon!”

[Dennis Leahy]

Very bla today. I think I am the victim of a bla attack! bla bla bla blah!

I think I'll go make some carrot-apple juice.

Dennis

[aniN]

Edgar Cayce and his Readings

- interview with his son: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOXrCJh3d0o

edit to post:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogDkNdf1XWc

[ulli]

Very bla today. I think I am the victim of a bla attack! bla bla bla blah!

I think I'll go make some carrot-apple juice.

Dennis

Wow, same here....I felt too blah even to make the ABC juice.
It's now on my 'to do' list for the evening meal.
Just sat and used my new EM frequency mat...
while reading that Freddy Mercury dressed up Princess Diana as a man in the late 80s,
and snuck her into a gay bar. That must have taken some nerve.

Wondering if the EMFreq mat is the cause of my blahs.

[CD7]

I think I'll go make some carrot-apple juice. :hungry: tht perked me right up just thinking about it

[RunningDeer]

Very bla today. I think I am the victim of a bla attack! bla bla bla blah!

I think I'll go make some carrot-apple juice.

Dennis

Wow, same here....I felt too blah even to make the ABC juice.
It's now on my 'to do' list for the evening meal.
Wondering if the EMFreq mat is the cause of my blahs.

I was dragging butt, so went down for a 20 minute nap and woke up 2 hours later. This may explain 'whatz up?'.

More information on CME (coronal mass ejection) and EPAM (Electron, Proton, and Alpha-particle Monitor) @ SpaceWeatherLive.com (http://www.spaceweatherlive.com/en/help/how-do-we-know-if-a-cme-is-earth-directed-and-when-its-going-to-arrive).


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/suspicious2_zps72629a42.jpg

Screen Shot @ 1:23

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Recovered/Suspicious0bservers_zpse55177e3.JPG
April 1, 2013 Evening Update
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Determine the impact by using the EPAM monitor

After the solar flare, the EPAM protons keep rising until the arrival of the CME shock. The first rise in the plot is also called the "ramp up" or "onset" phase. It keeps rising but flattens when the CME gets closer. A few hours before the actual arrival of the CME a new rise of the protons take place, this indicate that the shock front is going to arrive soon. When the EPAM plot peaks, it indicates that the CME has arrived. After the peak the proton level will decline to normal values (unless a new solar flare occurs).

:wave:

[astrid]

ohhhh.. i fell for an april fools joke?

haha, oh well.

I saw on FB that someone pulled a "ripper" joke on Kerry,
announced that she and Tommy got married.. hehe

oh well, i guess if we can't have a laugh then we are really and truly doomed


love to all

[astrid]

someone is happy its spring..

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[thunder24]

Did anyone else notice in the beginning of the observors video...he showed the southern u.s. and there was a wave that swept over the clouds coming from the east to west...where as the clouds are going west to east?



April 1, 2013 Evening Update
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:wave:

[RunningDeer]

Replacement Photo
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Love/balloons_love_peace_joy_zps5de7c8da.JPG

[astrid]

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YES YES YES !!

[thunder24]

here and now...well this twenty four hours.... I cut tops of logged trees up, trying to clean to plant fruit trees... also pruned the black raspberries and removed the thorny weeds that have hook like things...weird ...anyways...spring is in the air....if we can just keep the snow away...

w.c.black deer... the killing of the dolphins and whales and the atrocities man has done to other living things I have seen... and here and now can't go there.... thankyou for giving them a voice though...

Life seems to b a razors edge more so then not when engageing with other "humans", these days...oh well this too shall pass!!

peace

post update: I should of said "...here and now I can't go there..."

[astrid]

http://www.nbcnews.com/id/26972493/ns/technology_and_science-science/t/earliest-reference-describes-christ-magician/#.UVox3RlMZYU

Earliest reference describes Christ as 'magician'

http://media3.s-nbcnews.com/j/msnbc/Components/Photo/_new/jesus-bowl.grid-6x2.JPG

[astrid]

Hmmmm....

"The Sun today is on Aries 13 - a rather explosive degree. Do you have something that needs to be hidden, or,
have things been hidden too much, building up energy and needing containment because it threatens to explode?

A BOMB WHICH FAILED TO EXPLODE IS NOW SAFELY HIDDEN FROM DISCOVERY
This Symbol shows that often in one’s life explosive elements need discharging. Pressure cooker energy needs to be released,
but it often needs to be done slowly and carefully. By keeping a sense of control, one can handle wild situations, elements or
people without things getting out of hand. Be an example to others of how calmness and quiet can take the charge out of things.
Take whatever opportunities you can to defuse elements as an explosion often damages more than is expected.
Tantrums and frustrations. Rash emotional actions and decisions. Intelligence organizations. Valuable lessons of self restraint.
Simmering tempers. Defusing situations.

The Caution: Suppressing stress or illness that others may think inappropriate and thinking that your secret is safe.
Repressing ones emotions. Undefined anger."

[Guest]

Still feels like winter here. Cold. Brrrr. Billowy snow clouds have crept in above the mountains now hanging ominously over the the forest. The weatherman was wrong again. (But still, can really feel the solar rays strongly.) Weird dichotomy.
Built a good hot fire in the wood burning stove earlier today. A cup of hot cocoa sounds good.

Looked at the twistedsifter google-Skype office "decor" and had a vertigo-Orwellian reaction like I was in a
synthetic holographic-virtual non-reality. who puts surfboards in a multiple story building? They could have at least scratched wax and sand on the boards and with a few dings and scratches added -that's real.


Love


Nora

[astrid]

just lovely

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[Guest]

Paula there are rumors that the navy is going to stop the use of aquatic mammals
and moving toward the use of robotics. Little consolation for such soulful and majestic creatures.

The U.S. Navy Marine Mammal Program (NMMP)
It has been reported that the program will come to a close beginning in 2017, when the mammals will be replaced by robotic mine-hunters such as the General Dynamics Knifefish.[1] http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knifefish_(robot)

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/U.S._Navy_Marine_Mammal_Program#section_1


Love

Nora