Here and Now...What's Happening?

[9eagle9]

I find this fascinating that someone's daily life could be so potentially dangerous. Really. Like I forget myself and go for a long walk there's no risk involved. Living in Michigan will likely instill in me such a sense of carelessness the first time I go anywhere exotic I will be eaten by wild beasts. Literally happy-asshole my way right into their jaws. There's no poisonous snakes or bugs or rather mininally poisionous. No volcanoes, sinkholes, earthquakes, fires or floods. There's some bears and wolves but tend to steer clear of people. Nothing here to instill in me a sense of caution like that...

Corrupt politicians and unions don't count. An empty Auto Factory may collapse and the fall out would be long ranging but....that's about all.



I never put on my shoes without checking for scorpions first. Living in the tropics you get used to that. It's a must habit. We had a puma sleeping in the tree of our entrance gate once. I don't go for long walks in Costa Rica the way I do in Barbados. Too dangerous.

[Carmody]

I never put on my shoes without checking for scorpions first. Living in the tropics you get used to that. It's a must habit. We had a puma sleeping in the tree of our entrance gate once. I don't go for long walks in Costa Rica the way I do in Barbados. Too dangerous.

Being from the north, we didn't go out in the winter, even just a block away....without telling someone where we were going... before we left. If there was no one home, we didn't bother trying to find someone to tell, it was no big deal. But the habit is ingrained. Leave a note, tell someone before you leave. Might save your life one day.

And the woods? Not without weapons. High power and high cyclic rates -Pump action, semi-auto, or lever action. We never hurt a bloody thing, it was merely common sense and prudent.

The reality is that I've got a lot of dead friends. the combination of who they were and the north itself, killed them all.

[ulli]

Hmmmm, had to do "the cup and paper" trick with a scorpion once in Greece while my female friends fled in panic....something to do with me being a scorpio?

Scopions understand one another. It is an energy you have to 'know' to understand. I find Scorpios inmarried to other Scorpios in greater frequency than other signs. That is my experience, anyway.


Virgos tend to do that as well. My mother, in her later life, married herself. :p (he was born the same day)

I have a Virgo midheaven.

Midheaven rules the profession. Virgo is health and healing. Also music, and rhythm.

[ulli]

Once cleaning leaves in our garden, and some of those long thin leaves from spiky plants, I pulled a live coral snake down by it's tail. When this type bites you you are dead within 10 minutes...not enough time to get you to a clinic. Had encounters on three occasions. One house where they were urbanizing around us and the snakes were losing their habitat my cat brought some in to play with. Argghh.... In each case husband killed them. Used a shovel.

[Carmody]

Midheaven rules the profession. Virgo is health and healing. Also music, and rhythm.

this is always fun. take the given ascendant, descendant, mid-heaven and Ic, etc..and find the degree in the chart. Then get this 'extra' view on the meaning of the specific degree. I've been lost (mildly confused) by only a few of the explanations, and felt most to be interesting and accurate.

http://cafeastrology.com/sabiansymbols_degreemeanings.html

I'm pretty sure, though, that this was proffered in the astrology thread.

[ulli]

The Constellations Of Stars Shine Brilliantly In The Night Sky... My AC...accurate in view of my astrology career
An Indian Weaving A Ceremonial Blanket... My MC...accurate in view of my knitwear design career, which the press at the time termed "the ethnic look".

[Calz]

My little slice of heaven portion of the planet doesn't offer much in the line of wild beast threats ... but since I am a member of the Village and *we are one* here is my contribution:


11275


BUY A BOTTLE OF SCORPION WINE

Cobra snake or some scorpions are put into a bottle fulfilled with transparent rice wine liquor , Snake wine and Scorpion wine are asian beverages that can be found in some Southeast Asian countries such as Vietnam, Thailand, Laos Cambodia, but also in Korea, and Japan.

http://www.amazingcoolpictures.com/2010/01/bottle-of-snake-and-scorpion-wines-real.html


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[Ernie Nemeth]

Here and now - just got home from an estimate, I got the job, start tomorrow.
Here's my testamony to synchronicities: This weekend was a play on the theme of "ask and be specific". I've had this before and have been baffled because most of the time I don't know how to be - I cannot read the future and so I don't know what I will need. So after some meditation and some pretty funny one-liners from my higher self having to do with God not being an accountant or an event planner, I decided to ask for a particular sum of money - nothing extravagent, just enough to catch me up. First time spirit came back with a few items I overlooked (I'm terrible at budgetting) and told me to not undersell myself. Finally I arrived at a sum that all involved were happy with. That was last night.
Guess how much the labor side of the estimate today was? Yup, the exact same number. And It was not my number but a negotiated settlement number hammered out between me and my customer.
Way cool.

[eaglespirit]

Here and now - just got home from an estimate, I got the job, start tomorrow.
Here's my testamony to synchronicities: This weekend was a play on the theme of "ask and be specific". I've had this before and have been baffled because most of the time I don't know how to be - I cannot read the future and so I don't know what I will need. So after some meditation and some pretty funny one-liners from my higher self having to do with God not being an accountant or an event planner, I decided to ask for a particular sum of money - nothing extravagent, just enough to catch me up. First time spirit came back with a few items I overlooked (I'm terrible at budgetting) and told me to not undersell myself. Finally I arrived at a sum that all involved were happy with. That was last night.
Guess how much the labor side of the estimate today was? Yup, the exact same number. And It was not my number but a negotiated settlement number hammered out between me and my customer.
Way cool.

HeHe Ernie...never mind getting to a new place...Looks like You shifted timelines...Way To Go!!!

[modwiz]

My little slice of heaven portion of the planet doesn't offer much in the line of wild beast threats ... but since I am a member of the Village and *we are one* here is my contribution:


11275


BUY A BOTTLE OF SCORPION WINE

Cobra snake or some scorpions are put into a bottle fulfilled with transparent rice wine liquor , Snake wine and Scorpion wine are asian beverages that can be found in some Southeast Asian countries such as Vietnam, Thailand, Laos Cambodia, but also in Korea, and Japan.

http://www.amazingcoolpictures.com/2010/01/bottle-of-snake-and-scorpion-wines-real.html


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I see that marketing concepts are a bit different than ours in parts of Asia. Scorpion tail in the cobras mouth is a nice touch. Darn scorpion is almost a little lobster. Perhaps a rock lobster. Cue the B-52's

So, what's your poison?:heh:

[Marianne]

I never put on my shoes without checking for scorpions first. Living in the tropics you get used to that. It's a must habit. We had a puma sleeping in the tree of our entrance gate once. I don't go for long walks in Costa Rica the way I do in Barbados. Too dangerous.

I remember visiting my grandma in Florida as a child... she told us to be sure and check our shoes for spiders... those big hairy ones ... it freaked me out.
One of the benefits of living up north ... Vermont /NH has little to nothing in the way of snakes and scary spiders. I love grandaddy longlegs and happily share the house with them.

Now in Alabama, I get to avoid brown recluse spiders, etc.

[astrid]

@ Ernie, wow... that is so great to hear.
You see , magic happens, you just have to ask for it.

Stay in love,
Astrid

Ps Day 10 and all is well......

[modwiz]

@ Ernie, wow... that is so great to hear.
You see , magic happens, you just haver to ask for it.

Say in love,

Astrid

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@ Ernie, wow... that is so great to hear.
You see , magic happens, you just have to ask for it.

Stay in love,
Astrid

I just experienced Deja Vu.;)

[astrid]

I fixed it... my mac is running slow today...... so annoying
makes for lots of posting mistakes.

I even ordered a drum twice now have to work out how to un-order one of them

[astrid]

Ok... updating.
I have been doing salt water flush outs in the morning.
So much better than all the ewwwwws of colonics, etc.,
works the same.

Lots and lots of Kundalini action, starting to get more up into my head gradually,
but it's still mainly legs and back behind my heart where I'm feeling it the most.
Tomorrow i meet up with another Shamanic Practitioner and we are going to tackle
some of my harder stuff that i have been trying for eons for shift but to not avail.
Mostly long standing family patterns. Im looking forward to it.
Will post up after what comes out of it, its all recorded so i can take
my time to absorb it all.

I was thinking about the whole breatharian idea, and i would love to do that,
but sort of thinking too, that we are here to experience earth and all it has to offer.
I also happen to really enjoy the whole eating, tasting, cooking, experience.
When I"m feeling social i love to cook for people.
I can image that stopping eating will limit my social interactions even more.
And I'm not sure thats a good thing.
I'm far too isolated as it is.
And really working on finding more of a balance in the world.
where the inside matches the outside.
I think i can do it.
It's one of my missions for the next 12 months.

[Lisab]

Hi Astrid. What's a salt water flush? Ive been toying with the idea of colonics but as you say eewww! If there's a way that does the job just as well I'd love to know thankyou.

[astrid]

@ lisab its 1.5 litres of water and 2 teaspoons of salt. Non- iodine type.
Organic even better. You drink it in the morning, but just stay near a toilet.
Interestingly enough, people that long term fast and do this still get
waste passing, so i guess it's the body constantly cleaning out and
replenishing itself.

i just think the body is so amazing and holds so many mysteries.
It's a never ending source of study for me.
For sure if left alone its quite the efficient healer.
As long as we treat it as the sacred vessel that it is.

[meeradas]

Here and now, writing this [no internet access as it happened]:

On the job today; 01:17 am. Outside for a smoke, in the parking lot.
Total quiet; zero degrees centigrade.

Then,
overhead,
a flock of geese, honking,
on the way to their winter quarters.
Heart expands & warms up immediately.
Gratitude.

One of the best things on the planet.

I'll miss that.

[couldn't possibly withhold this from you bunch]

PS: One of our astrology luminaries here interested in doin' my birth chart? -
Have no clue, but got interested thru all the hinting at it...

[ulli]

Here and now - just got home from an estimate, I got the job, start tomorrow.
Here's my testamony to synchronicities: This weekend was a play on the theme of "ask and be specific". I've had this before and have been baffled because most of the time I don't know how to be - I cannot read the future and so I don't know what I will need. So after some meditation and some pretty funny one-liners from my higher self having to do with God not being an accountant or an event planner, I decided to ask for a particular sum of money - nothing extravagent, just enough to catch me up. First time spirit came back with a few items I overlooked (I'm terrible at budgetting) and told me to not undersell myself. Finally I arrived at a sum that all involved were happy with. That was last night.
Guess how much the labor side of the estimate today was? Yup, the exact same number. And It was not my number but a negotiated settlement number hammered out between me and my customer.
Way cool.

Ernie, before I studied astrology I used to believe the future was something fixed and that if I studied and lived my life with astrology I could find that exact future vision.
I was like you, groping in the dark.
Then over the years it slowly slowly began to dawn on me....the future is the result of our decisions, our desires.
The collective future of mankind is the result of the collective deciding...through votes for good or bad politicians who then form a good or bad legislature.
This is how God has set it up. A truly marvellous system. Ask and you will receive. Just have to learn how to do the asking, and how many splinter personalities you have who are asking for opposite stuff from what you really want.
We just have to be careful what we ask for. And we also all have a dark hidden side that is constantly asking the opposite things of what our conscious mind desires.
The universe tries to supply all of our wishes, even those of the auto saboteur.
When you feel guilty about money, then whatever efforts the universe wants to make to supply you with money, it instantly undoes...your guilt and shame put up the barrier.
But just think how much good you could do if you had a lot of money at your disposal.

Pisces needs to keep their heads clear and their emotions calm. No drink or drugs, ever. Booze and drugs are the enemy...for the three water signs... definitely

[ulli]

My little slice of heaven portion of the planet doesn't offer much in the line of wild beast threats ... but since I am a member of the Village and *we are one* here is my contribution:


11275


BUY A BOTTLE OF SCORPION WINE

Cobra snake or some scorpions are put into a bottle fulfilled with transparent rice wine liquor , Snake wine and Scorpion wine are asian beverages that can be found in some Southeast Asian countries such as Vietnam, Thailand, Laos Cambodia, but also in Korea, and Japan.

http://www.amazingcoolpictures.com/2010/01/bottle-of-snake-and-scorpion-wines-real.html


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I see that marketing concepts are a bit different than ours in parts of Asia. Scorpion tail in the cobras mouth is a nice touch. Darn scorpion is almost a little lobster. Perhaps a rock lobster. Cue the B-52's

So, what's your poison?:heh:

Such a funny reply, it cracked me up.

Honestly, I think humanity has a long way to go...when you look at these weird third world customs.
Not only the PTB are to blame for what goes on in the world, but people's crazy demands also must not be underestimated...as they are driving the weirdest industries.
So many superstitions, too.
Basically a superstition is a chosen belief system passed down the generations.
Since beliefs and thoughts can manifest realities some silly beliefs need to be reevaluated on a collective cultural scale.
Uneducated mothers and grandmothers are much to blame for the stuff that is put into little heads...I was very conscious yesterday with my 3 year old grandson how absorbent he is.
Raising kids is such a responsibility.

[ulli]

Here and now, writing this [no internet access as it happened]:

On the job today; 01:17 am. Outside for a smoke, in the parking lot.
Total quiet; zero degrees centigrade.

Then,
overhead,
a flock of geese, honking,
on the way to their winter quarters.
Heart expands & warms up immediately.
Gratitude.

One of the best things on the planet.

I'll miss that.

[couldn't possibly withhold this from you bunch]

PS: One of our astrology luminaries here interested in doin' my birth chart? -
Have no clue, but got interested thru all the hinting at it...

You will have to supply the birth data, place and time. Astrology uses that moment of the first breath...
It's as if those energies are imprinted in newborns the way a sound recording is put on a disk.
Then that data is carried for the rest of life.
As I said to Ernie earlier, the more specific your question the better the answer.
If someone asks 'what does Mars mean, astrologically speaking'?, they will get some general answers,
but if they ask 'what does Mars in Sagittarius mean?' they can get to hear stuff like
'You are never home'.
Then they can wake up and see what everyone who knows them has seen and told them all along, but which they were in denial about.
So go and find out where your planets were...there are endless free chart websites...
they may have crappy interpretations, so come back here for a second opinion.
Tell us what it says...I'll be happy to shine my light on it...although I'm much more careful what I might say...due to a recent experience.

[meeradas]

[...] but if they ask 'what does Mars in Sagittarius mean?' they can get to hear stuff like
'You are never home'. [...]

You psychic, Ulli ?!.
Well, i've turned it into 'always home'. Same, but feels better.


[...]there are endless free chart websites...
they may have crappy interpretations, so come back here for a second opinion. [...]

Thanks, i'll consider.
Let's see if a look at the free sites makes me wanna return here for more...

[ulli]

[...] but if they ask 'what does Mars in Sagittarius mean?' they can get to hear stuff like
'You are never home'. [...]

You psychic, Ulli ?!.
Well, i've turned it into 'always home'. Same, but feels better.


[...]there are endless free chart websites...
they may have crappy interpretations, so come back here for a second opinion. [...]

Thanks, i'll consider.
Let's see if a look at the free sites makes me wanna return here for more...

The thing to remember is those sites out there aren't really free.
They want you to return for more and then pay them.

Whereas here you do get free service,
and from a team of living, experienced people, not just a computer printout.

P.S.
The ideal life is where you alternate indoor time and outdoor time.
Stick your head out of the front door at least once a day... even if only for a few minutes.
Everything is rhythmic...

[astrid]

Hmmm I was feeling very on edge tonight ,
angsty, pissed off even out of the blue .
And i just figured I was processing some deeper
Layers ,
Then I picked up my iPhone to find a message
from the one person who I come close to saying
I hated . Too long to go into but was evil personified
and hurt not only me but those I cared about most .

Turned out I had called him by mistake silly iphones
good for that . Yes i still have his number in
my phone- friends close enemies closer, of he ever called
me and it's possible as he is my best friends partner,
I like the choice to pick up or not to pick up.

Anyway his txt was " I'm here how can i help?"
I nearly threw up, But now i know why I was hit
by a sudden wave of intense edginess .

So looks like spirit is saying " you forgot something
in your clean up list" i certainly did .

Well it does seem that no stone left unturned is
the fasting theme . Funny too as was half thinking
before this happened that I might stop on Friday
at 14 days .This current group of spirit teachers
are sure playing hard ball !! Lol

But as the saying goes be careful , very careful
even , what you wish for .

Though i do sense too that im getting into deeper
cellular layers, this person in question and said
events were some time back , 5 or so years
and it's fair to say that i still haven't fully recovered

Loss of income and a whole network of friends.
But personal integrity and sanity meant I had
to leave . Mind you since then I have been on a
pretty incredible inner journey so it was all
pf course by design. And would i change anything ?
Nope . But I can forgive from afar .
Even I have my limits

Needless to say tonight I'm feeling a tad delicate .

But if were to text him back to answer his question
(which i won't ) the answer would be
"'You just did".
It's another case of how the roles
people play in our lives is so interesting.
Often our biggest adversaries become our greatest
teachers .

[ulli]

Hmmm I was feeling very on edge tonight ,
angsty, pissed off even out of the blue .
And i just figured I was processing some deeper
Layers ,
Then I picked up my iPhone to find a message
from the one person who I come close to saying
I hated . Too long to go into but was evil personified
and hurt not only me but those I cared about most .

Turned out I had called him by mistake silly iphones
good for that . Yes i still have his number in
my phone- friends close enemies closer, of he ever called
me and it's possible as he is my best friends partner,
I like the choice to pick up or not to pick up.

Anyway his txt was " I'm here how can i help"
I nearly threw up, But now i know why I was hit
by a sudden wave of intense edginess .

So looks like spirit is saying " you forgot something
in your clean up list" i certainly did .

Well it does seem that no stone left unturned is
the fasting theme . Funny too as was half thinking
before this happened that I might stop on Friday
at 14 days .This current group of spirit teachers
are sure playing hard ball !! Lol

But as the saying goes be careful , very careful
even , what you wish for .

Though i do sense too that im getting into deeper
cellular layers, this person in question and said
events were some time back , 5 or so years
and it's fair to say that i still haven't fully recovered

Loss of income and a whole network of friends.
But personal integrity and sanity meant I had
to leave . Mind you since then I have been on a
pretty incredible inner journey so it was all
pf course by design. And would i change anything ?
Nope . But I can forgive from afar .
Even I have my limits

Needless to say tonight I'm feeling a tad delicate .

But if were to text him back to answer his question
(which i won't ) the answer would be
"'You just did".
It's another case of how the roles
people play in our lives is so interesting.
Often our biggest adversaries become our greatest
teachers .

Astrid, you have a Pluto Uranus conjunction in your natal chart, and it is opposed by Saturn. This opposition is currently being activated by the Venus Mercury Northnode cluster passing through Sagittarius. It is making a right angle to your Pluto Uranus conjunction on one side, as well as Saturn on the other. The Saturn part has passed a couple of days ago...I guess that was the stuff to do with your dad, etc.
The current one is the right angle to Pluto (manipulation/penetration planet) and Uranus, (provocation/reaction planet) so these are the issues involved. Only calm, calm, calm impartial, detached yet highly astute and aware observation with a loving eye (I) towards these events can clear the hurdle and bring the hidden lessons out in the open.

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Excuse my Moon conj Uranus restless impatience; just leaving a "note" Carmody style, busy packing, doing some slow Mercury paper revision stuff...will pop in and out and then off the forum for a while. Send me som Mercury retro too early "Happy Birthday greetings"if you wish:plane:

[ulli]

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Happy Birthday Early.
This is number one.
I will send more later.
I will end with
Belated Happy Birthday
wishes. Does this sound ok for you?

[astrid]

@ Ulli, oh good you got that message.
Just as i was finishing that post i thought, i must ask Ulli to look at my chart.
I really didn't have the energy to do it myself.
Telepathy, here we come!

Not long now folks.......

[ulli]

@ Ulli, oh good you got that message.
Just as i was finishing that post i thought, i must ask Ulli to look at my chart.
I really didn't have the energy to do it myself.
Telepathy, here we come!

Not long now folks.......

Great!
Meanwhile I still have the jitters here and every time I send off an astrology comment
I sit in expectancy of a new scolding and be told I need to be more careful what I say to people.
You could have easily reacted that way, you also know a lot, having had the greater part of a lifetime to work on yourself.
You might have snapped, if you had wished to do so.
After all, who am I to dare offer unasked for advice? I had no idea you were calling for it on the hidden wires.
So basically, what I'm saying here between the lines is that I would still be grateful for some more energy healing as I'm not quite over the recent events, which keep coming up in my mind like bubbles in a septic tank. We all have so much healing to do.
I'm cutting out sugar from my diet, next. Is that a good idea?
Yuk, ....(notice the missing N) .....coffee without sugar.

[astrid]

Me snap ?? Nah, not my style and you have permission to look and comment on my chart any time.
Yes this is intense, i expected that, asked for it even, so not surprised by those alignments.
Pluto is good it you know how to steer it the right way,
sounds like all good for the task at hand really.
Hidden to the surface is the aim of that game here.

Thanks for the reading!!
Now on that note i'm going to bed with a book and some more water.

Night my lovely Village people.

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Happy Birthday Early.
This is number one.
I will send more later.
I will end with
Belated Happy Birthday
wishes. Does this sound ok for you?

Sure! If I knew how to copy the "Happy Birthday Video" with Steve Wonder i would give ALL VILLAGERS "Mercury slow going retrograde Nov 24 too early/too late" Happy Birthday Greetings, i'll try with the link so you' ll have to make the effort to click on it:cheer2:

[astrid]

Me snap ?? Nah, not my style and you have permission to look and comment on my chart any time.
Yes this is intense, i expected that, asked for it even, so not surprised by those alignments.
Pluto is good it you know how to steer it the right way,
sounds like all good for the task at hand really.
Hidden to the surface is the aim of that game here.

Thanks for the reading!!
And of course i will send you some healing over night.
Just ask me anytime you need !!

Now on that note i'm going to bed with a book and some more water.

Night my lovely Village people.

[Lisab]

Ulli and Astrid great posts here this morning. Ulli please always feel free to chime in about my chart anytime. I want to know my negatives so I can rid myself of them. No problem with that here. Im a little brain dead this morning but I need to get back to you about some comments you made to Ernie. Ahem...very timely. You are on the wire today Ulli. Stuff going round head at the moment that needs clarity. Il post soon, just hitting the thankyou button at the moment and browsing the rest of Av whilst cleaning. x

[ulli]

Ulli and Astrid great posts here this morning. Ulli please always feel free to chime in about my chart anytime. I want to know my negatives so I can rid myself of them. No problem with that here. Im a little brain dead this morning but I need to get back to you about some comments you made to Ernie. Ahem...very timely. You are on the wire today Ulli. Stuff going round head at the moment that needs clarity. Il post soon, just hitting the thankyou button at the moment and browsing the rest of Av whilst cleaning. x

You are going into a Saturn phase. Learn all you can find on Saturn and Jupiter. There is also Uranus (rare transit) conjunct your natal Saturn, which was in Aries and near your Midheaven. So many of the blockages about achieving things, which could have been caused by either too much ambition, or too little confidence... well, Uranus is shining a strobe light onto that spot. Not the easiest of lessons, as a steady light would reveal more than a flickering strobe light.

You were born with Jupiter on the Ascendant and any moment now there will be a square from Saturn, to both, Jupiter, as well as your Ascendant.
Any area in which you have been sloppy will now demand that you do a clean-up. I'm glad you have started already...but there is more to cleaning than just sweeping and vacuuming the house.
If you have stuff you don't use anymore and been thinking of giving it away, do so now. The right needy recipients will appear out of the blue. Just tell the universe to guide them to you, and have those things which you want to give away ready in boxes and bags, placed conveniently near your front door.
You are generous by nature, so this should come easy. Just a matter of getting organized and seeing the intention through to reality.
Jupiter rules Sagittarius, and the flaw is too many promises, all with the best of intentions, but not enough follow-through. The coming transits are your opportunity to develop the ability to follow through.

[Calz]

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Happy Birthday Early.
This is number one.
I will send more later.
I will end with
Belated Happy Birthday
wishes. Does this sound ok for you?

Sure! If I knew how to copy the "Happy Birthday Video" with Steve Wonder i would give ALL VILLAGERS "Mercury slow going retrograde Nov 24 too early/too late" Happy Birthday Greetings, i'll try with the link so you' ll have to make the effort to click on it:cheer2:

I would suggest "here ya go birthday nugget" but someone has copyrights ...

FchMuPQOBwA

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Just love the Libran "Come together" feeling, thanks Calz!

Although Steve can't see the Sun he sure looks like the Sun God Ra, or the Sfinx right? Hm by the way "Libran" was directed to Calz, Steve is Taurus both ruled by Venus though, my fav. planet currently working on rebalancing with Mars:love:

[ulli]

Just love the Libran "Come together" feeling, thanks Calz!

Although Steve can't see the Sun he sure looks like the Sun God Ra, or the Sfinx right?

Wow, transiten, just as I'm off to get some sun at the beach club. I need to get me some Egyptian gear, though, and shades with red frames.
And look at those BEADS in his hair!!!!

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Just love the Libran "Come together" feeling, thanks Calz!

Although Steve can't see the Sun he sure looks like the Sun God Ra, or the Sfinx right?

Wow, transiten, just as I'm off to get some sun at the beach club. I need to get me some Egyptian gear, though, and shades with red frames.
And look at those BEADS in his hair!!!!


Sync, sync:tea:

[Calz]

Just love the Libran "Come together" feeling, thanks Calz!

Although Steve can't see the Sun he sure looks like the Sun God Ra, or the Sfinx right?

Wow, transiten, just as I'm off to get some sun at the beach club. I need to get me some Egyptian gear, though, and shades with red frames.
And look at those BEADS in his hair!!!!


Sync, sync:tea:


4nuhja7y4TM

[transiten]

Wohoo, just washed my hair and put a BIG towel around my head, really heavy headgear!

[transiten]

Oh I also see, my Venus Saturn square transit doesn't want me to leave the Village! But i have too:(

[transiten]

Oh I also see, my Venus Saturn square transit doesn't want me to leave the Village! But i have too:(

Also one of my my Libran fav. musiscians Sting sings this lullaby in the Christmas concert from Durham Cathedral backed by a female choir using the exact "sliding" vocals as in this vid...Don't have time to check it up....

[Calz]

Here it is ..... right now ....

Sting: Lullaby for an anxious child. (13/14) Live from Durham Cathedral 2009


b1Ur5ch5us0

[thunder24]

ULLI,

why are booze and drugs the three water signs enemy?...i really need to know this one...LOL


PEACE

[transiten]

Here it is ..... right now ....

Sting: Lullaby for an anxious child. (13/14) Live from Durham Cathedral 2009


b1Ur5ch5us0

Thanx Calz! Will listen to that one bef. going to bed....But Mercury plays tricks with me constantly now...i try to find the song with the "sliding vocals"...I know it's there somewhere....

[transiten]

http://www.google.se/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=sting%20and%20stevie%20wonder&source=web&cd=1&ved=0CBwQtwIwAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DfZCxQ7xmrmI&ei=aUTBTpnzBcaP4gTfrsXIBA&usg=AFQjCNFGu_sAALCC4VUxig5ICj03XGVtLg&cad=rja


Guess what i found instead while trying to post Bulalow !! Sting and Stevie on the same stage! Venus at work! But then Mercury just made the video disappear...Venus square Saturn...

OK there it is again! But you have to click twize you lazy bastards (Venus square Saturn)

I swear i didn't know it was that Venus Saturn square song!

But as you know
As above, so below!...

might be the beginning of my next song....

One more http://www.google.se/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=stevie%20wonder%20and%20sting&source=web&cd=1&ved=0CCUQtwIwAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DgGOurjPRQuA&ei=9j_BTr_OIcvU4QSuqMypBA&usg=AFQjCNGG7J18I7M8lEL7RjoEF3HaFL-mnQ&cad=rja

[ulli]

ULLI,

why are booze and drugs the three water signs enemy?...i really need to know this one...LOL


PEACE



The three water signs are the most sensitive signs of the twelve. They are totally impressionable.
When a person has one or two drinks the natural shyness and inhibitions disappear, and the emotions surge giving great relief. So far, so good.
What is not understood is that the sensitivity of that person then allows them to hear the voices of the forth dimensions, those same lost souls Carmody tries to guide to the higher worlds, who are stuck. They might have died as alcoholics. The only relief they get is when they telepathically haunt the living and get them drunk, to the point where it is possible to enter their bodies, even if for a brief moment, just to get relief from their suffering.
No one knows at which point that barrier is crossed, how many drinks it takes.
Nothing is wrong with drinking in moderation, but to drink to the point where a take-over could happen is to invite disaster.
The damage alcoholics do to innocent family members is enormous, and it is not them doing it but the possessing entity that speaks through them. I hope this helps. Just like the ouija board is dangerous...so is drinking to someone who doesn't have a total grip on their emotions.

[Carmody]

Apparently all this is the eternal question. I found my answer.

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?34695-Jesus-camp-How-you-steal-a-childhood/page2

my contribution:

Considered by many to be a Jesuit maxim:

"Give me a child for the first seven years, and you may do what you like with him afterwards."

(for the child will forever remain a christian) (the child has been programmed)


I overcame mine (your method may be different, one that fits your origins) (I was not raised christian) by specifically going back in a state of self hypnosis, for hours at a time. In those moments I re-lived and re-investigated with adult capacity to view, and cognate/understand....every single pivotal moment of my earlier childhood..up to and including my birth and BEFORE. The neural connections where there, they just needed to be reconnected to. This was difficult, strenuous, and took all of my time. For more than 6 months.

the pain and stress was immense, every day, non stop, for 5-6-7 months. (and that was just the core of the experience - years were involved) But the revelations and changes where just as glorious and intense. the twist in the mind that locks one to the 3d reality begins to dissipate. The price was as great as I could handle..but so was the reward.

For example, as I revisited and 'became' my earliest childhood, those aspects would overcome and be my real-life emotional and mental conditions. when I was revisiting my time of being about 2 weeks old, this took about a month, overall. in that time i could not remember people's names, and I could not hold my emotions stable for more than about 5 minutes at at time. Just like a 2 week old child.

But I had to, in order to find the connections to how my childhood affects my adult life, thinking, and specifically..reactions and responses.

The thing you find, is that these conditions of earliest childhood ARE who you are as a human. on all levels and in all ways, these parts of your life really ARE who who you are, and command and control all of your so called adult intellect.

Like the roots and the trunk of a tree, all stems from and flows from, is controlled from and passes through this trunk root of your origins and there is NOTHING you can do to escape the impact influence and shaping of your adult life by this area of your beginnings.

The only way I could begin to escape it, was to go back and revisit all of that part of my life as intensely and as completely as I could --and from there....reform the root and the trunk via adult understanding of the origins of my body and intellect. To revisit the moment of creation of the ego.

Which I did. all of it, to birth of the avatar,and then into the womb..to the very beginnings of the avatar. To the point where the 'soul' the dimensional being, integrates with the 'body'.

And only then, did I begin to master the dimensional doorway of reality ---and dimensional energies. I reconnected, I Remembered, I became... the doorway between body and dimensional spirit. The moment where the body, the avatar...and the dimensionless being..become as one.

Plato's cave, indeed.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this was just playing as tunes go... at the same time I post this:

yGXCJJBTDZg

Shanti, Santhi or Shanthi (from Sanskrit शान्तिः śāntiḥ) means peace, rest, calmness, tranquility, or bliss.

You must find your peace, so clarity can emerge.

[Carmody]

recall what i said a few pages back about 'quantum mass aggregates', being the bridge between dimensions and dimensional realities and this 3d solid reality, with this linear time. This means that the number of 'atoms' required for each 'element'..in a group..dictates when the quantum behavior slips into becoming a 3d solid and fails to respond to 'spooky action at a distance' and other timelessness and dimensional aspects.

eg, one atom of gold is quantum in behavior. two atoms of gold are quantum in behavior 3 joined are still quantum in behavior, but slipping into behaving like what we know and responding to 'normal' time and 'normal' element effects, chemical manipulation, electrical parameters, mass parameters, etc. As we get to 9 or so gold atoms joined together, we get to 'normal' gold.

Alchemy, is about taking those 'platinum metal group' metals, like gold, silver, copper, osmium, rhodium, etc..and breaking them down into their separate discrete atoms..then finding a way to suspend them in that state..then ingesting them..and having those discrete elements which are in a quantum timeless state, to bond them to our nervous system and DNA, so our minds and bodies can bridge dimensions and also 'gate' dimensional energies. Lithium may be the most powerful agent for doing such a thing. All evidence suggests this. Which is the 'why' of ...and what is behind the expression of the 'lithium' thread.

Water, is a 'quantum mass aggregate'. like the electrified plasma (the electricity or electrical function brings 'order') of space, being 99% of the universe,and thus being the point of overall energies in this 3d space. (science has recently announced that the fundamental rules, the fundamental physics of the universe may be different in different areas of the universe. this, from observations)

Water signs are the doorway, the bridge.

[ulli]

Oh I also see, my Venus Saturn square transit doesn't want me to leave the Village! But i have too:(

Please don't leave without us. We all want to come, right, villagers?

[ulli]

recall what i said a few pages back about 'quantum mass aggregates', being the bridge between dimensions and dimensional realities and this 3d solid reality, with this linear time. This means that the number of 'atoms' required for each 'element'..in a group..dictates when the quantum behavior slips into becoming a 3d solid and fails to respond to 'spooky action at a distance' and other timelessness and dimensional aspects.

eg, one atom of gold is quantum in behavior. two atoms of gold are quantum in behavior 3 joined are still quantum in behavior, but slipping into behaving like what we know and responding to 'normal' time and 'normal' element effects, chemical manipulation, electrical parameters, mass parameters, etc. As we get to 9 or so gold atoms joined together, we get to 'normal' gold.

Alchemy, is about taking those 'platinum metal group' metals, like gold, silver, copper, osmium, rhodium, etc..and breaking them down into their separate discrete atoms..then finding a way to suspend them in that state..then ingesting them..and having those discrete elements which are in a quantum timeless state, to bond them to our nervous system and DNA, so our minds and bodies can bridge dimensions and also 'gate' dimensional energies. Lithium may be the most powerful agent for doing such a thing. All evidence suggests this. Which is the 'why' of ...and what is behind the expression of the 'lithium' thread.

Water, is a 'quantum mass aggregate'. like the electrified plasma (the electricity or electrical function brings 'order') of space, being 99% of the universe,and thus being the point of overall energies in this 3d space. (science has recently announced that the fundamental rules, the fundamental physics of the universe may be different in different areas of the universe. this, from observations)

Water signs are the doorway, the bridge.

When I moved from the UK to Barbados years ago I met a young Bahai writer who was working on a book titled "From Copper to Gold".
She was the great granddaughter of Harriett Beecher Stowe, who wrote Uncle Tom's Cabin.

The transmutation question was important to Bahais as it was often mentioned in the writings.

Just two days ago I quoted one of those passages, in a thread which I started but which predictably fizzled.
Weird coincidence that you mentioned it now.

Here is the passage I quoted:


Transmutation of elements

In 1873 Bahá'u'lláh wrote about the signs for the coming of age of the human race.
The second sign refers to the emergence of a "divine philosophy" which will include the discovery
of a radical approach to the transmutation of elements:

“Is it ever possible for copper to be transmuted into gold?”
Say, Yes, by my Lord, it is possible.
Its secret, however, lieth hidden in Our Knowledge. We will reveal it unto whom We will.
Whoso doubteth Our power, let him ask the Lord his God, that He may disclose unto him the secret, and assure him of its truth.
That copper can be turned into gold is in itself sufficient proof that gold can,
in like manner, be transmuted into copper, if they be of them that can apprehend this truth.
Every mineral can be made to acquire the density, form, and substance of each and every other mineral.
The knowledge thereof is with Us in the Hidden Book.”

[Carmody]

A good friend of my was present at the moment that Stevie created the riff for 'very superstitious'. Stevie was there, in this town, in this city, as my friend was running the local student council at the local university. he brought in EVERYONE in the blues and jazz field that he could. Stevie was there as a paid act, for the students (30k students at this university).

Stevie was listening to the city, the sounds -the feel of the surroundings. He had, he was in front of... the keyboard they brought in for him..and he was getting familiar with it, taking the whole thing, the city, the moment, the people, the bustle, the smells..he was taking it all in. He started to work it out on the keyboard.

And that is what came out.

[Lisab]

This is weird. Ive just pm'd Carmody asking if he wouldnt mind going to Menkaures thread who is asking for advice on monotomic gold.

[ulli]

Gold and water are the topics in all the threads I have visited in the last couple of hours. Aquarius is the water bearer, who pours it everywhere. The water represents knowledge, which flows unhindered.

Gold is non-tarnishable. It is a pure metal. Represents riches.
It is tested in fire.

[Carmody]

This is weird. Ive just pm'd Carmody asking if he wouldnt mind going to Menkaures thread who is asking for advice on monotomic gold.

the danger is that monatomics, the real ones, are not a toy. people have no real idea what they are getting into.


Alchemy is abut transmuting the person who is making the monatomics... before they ingest the given moantomics that they are creating. This, as preperation for the event.

since it is a quantum mass aggregate... the influence of the maker on the product or monatomics, is as intense as the result or effect of the moantomics.

In the same way that one blesses their food or water (hidden messages in water, dr emoto)

There are no shortcuts in the preparation of the individual who is making the monatomics. There is no easy or free ride. To think or act otherwise, is to invite disaster. Seriously.

The larger part of the nightmare of this place right now, the origins of it...is that exact same simplistic and unaware mentality of 'the great unwashed' or unthinking/desire aspect that resides with in each of us, to some degree or another.

[Lisab]

This is weird. Ive just pm'd Carmody asking if he wouldnt mind going to Menkaures thread who is asking for advice on monotomic gold.

the danger is that monatomics, the real ones, are not a toy. people have no real idea what they are getting into
Alchemy is abut transmuting the person who is making the monatomics... before they ingest the given moantomics that they are creating. This, as preperation for the event.

since it is a quantum mass aggregate... the influence of the maker on the product or monatomics, is as intense as the result or effect of the moantomics.

In the same way that one blesses their food or water (hidden messages in water, dr emoto)

There are no shortcuts in the preparation of the individual who is making the monatomics. There is no easy or free ride. To think or act otherwise, is to invite disaster. Seriously.

The larger part of the nightmare of this place right now, the origins of it...is that exact same simplistic and unaware mentality of 'the great unwashed' or unthinking/desire aspect that resides with in each of us, to some degree or another.

Thankyou. I suspected so. I started taking m.g in 2009 but got really jittery. When I saw the thread I knew you'd be the man to ask. Cheers Lisa

[eaglespirit]

Pisces on the 'cusp' of Aquarius...Here and Now taking it in...Creation is surging : )

[ulli]

Only one person can ever tame the desire aspect of human nature and that is the self.

Turning desire into contentment ( not complacency, mind you)
is the most important secret of self transformation
and even rarer than the transmutation of elements.

[ulli]

Pisces on the 'cusp' of Aquarius...Here and Now taking it in...Creation is surging : )

I'm convinced that the Age of Aquarius began with the Industrial Revolution. Mid nineteenth century.
Until then the fastest form of travel was the horse.
Revolutions, media, technology, inventions, speed...all these are Aquarian keywords....
and they became activated far longer ago than the New Age spinners have us believe.

P.S. Eaglespirit, I wasn't thinking of you as a New Age spinner...just making sure
that is clear. Just saying.....

[transiten]

Well the healing didn't last very long...as always when i get a cold it starts in the chest (never my vocal chords) and then moves upwards and i get sinusitis, feels like something is squeezing my brain while locked in a box, no headache but tired and with dizzy vision...

Moon conj Uranus cracked me up earlier today, hence all the music and erratic behaviour...

Going to bed, hoping for a Brand New Day with enough energy to catch the train tomorrow morning...:sleep:

[transiten]

Pisces on the 'cusp' of Aquarius...Here and Now taking it in...Creation is surging : )

I'm convinced that the Age of Aquarius began with the Industrial Revolution. Mid nineteenth century.
Until then the fastest form of travel was the horse.
Revolutions, media, technology, inventions, speed...all these are Aquarian keywords....
and they became activated far longer ago than the New Age spinners have us believe.

P.S. Eaglespirit, I wasn't thinking of you as a New Age spinner...just making sure
that is clear. Just saying.....

Good point!
Might that have to do with the precession of the equinoxes "wobbling" a bit also i've read somewhere..don't have time and energy to look it up just now...

[ulli]

Pisces on the 'cusp' of Aquarius...Here and Now taking it in...Creation is surging : )

I'm convinced that the Age of Aquarius began with the Industrial Revolution. Mid nineteenth century.
Until then the fastest form of travel was the horse.
Revolutions, media, technology, inventions, speed...all these are Aquarian keywords....
and they became activated far longer ago than the New Age spinners have us believe.

P.S. Eaglespirit, I wasn't thinking of you as a New Age spinner...just making sure
that is clear. Just saying.....

Good point!
Might that have to do with the precession of the equinoxes "wobbling" a bit also i've read somewhere..don't have time and energy to look it up just now...

Maybe, I have no idea how the astronomers come to their conclusions. To me the nineteenth century is about the changes and wobbles between the two ages. There was a neo classical period, a romantic period, all of which were signs of the Piscean age on the way out.
Even the art nouveau period and art deco periods in the early 20th century were signs of Pisces Aquarius cusps. Looks like a wobble ok.

[ulli]

Speaking of wobbles, Carmody, how are you doing with those squares? Thinking of you and sending masses of positive energy your way at all times of day. Be safe and well and happy! We need you around here, interdimensional civil servant.

[eaglespirit]

Pisces on the 'cusp' of Aquarius...Here and Now taking it in...Creation is surging : )

I'm convinced that the Age of Aquarius began with the Industrial Revolution. Mid nineteenth century.
Until then the fastest form of travel was the horse.
Revolutions, media, technology, inventions, speed...all these are Aquarian keywords....
and they became activated far longer ago than the New Age spinners have us believe.

P.S. Eaglespirit, I wasn't thinking of you as a New Age spinner...just making sure
that is clear. Just saying.....

No inflection in that direction from this resource of the Source : )

..just adding a note, Ulli...Good Day to You : )

My 'water sign' affirmation was a follow through of Carmody's statement above:
Water signs are the doorway, the bridge.
I Resonate!

[Carmody]

Speaking of wobbles, Carmody, how are you doing with those squares? Thinking of you and sending masses of positive energy your way at all times of day. Be safe and well and happy! We need you around here, interdimensional civil servant.

I'm doing Ok now. two days ago, i realized that this was upon me... when i took a look at my transits.

Then I had to give up my crutch, the Neptunian one, and go back to being clear headed, in order to navigate this passage. Wash some coffee down the captain's throat, sober him up.... and get 'im on deck.

It's too bad, I love my crutch. My hidey hole from truth- and thus the pain of evolution and/or knowing. Just like all neptunian types. And all others who intrinsically know, in the back of their minds....exactly what the truth is. We all find out ways to skirt the coming of knowing, due to bodily fears of dissolution and whatnot.

It's like a Teflon mountain. I can't balance on the top, I can only slide down one side or the other. the reality is that it is not a mountain worth balancing on. there are better, more real mountains to scale the heights of. The problem is always that the avatar/body/ego likes that one.

[transiten]

Pisces on the 'cusp' of Aquarius...Here and Now taking it in...Creation is surging : )

I'm convinced that the Age of Aquarius began with the Industrial Revolution. Mid nineteenth century.
Until then the fastest form of travel was the horse.
Revolutions, media, technology, inventions, speed...all these are Aquarian keywords....
and they became activated far longer ago than the New Age spinners have us believe.

P.S. Eaglespirit, I wasn't thinking of you as a New Age spinner...just making sure
that is clear. Just saying.....

Good point!
Might that have to do with the precession of the equinoxes "wobbling" a bit also i've read somewhere..don't have time and energy to look it up just now...

Maybe, I have no idea how the astronomers come to their conclusions. To me the nineteenth century is about the changes and wobbles between the two ages. There was a neo classical period, a romantic period, all of which were signs of the Piscean age on the way out.
Even the art nouveau period and art deco periods in the early 20th century were signs of Pisces Aquarius cusps. Looks like a wobble ok.

Of course "wobbling" is inherent in the precession of the equinoxes, but the thing is that the wobbling is not "even" meaning that the Ages named after the signs don't always have exactly the same length which might also add to the fact that "The Age of Aquarius" already is here...

[ulli]

This one is for our Neptunian men:
That they may learn the lessons of Saturn:
Maybe too wacko, but you can always escape and eject, right?

Mkgu8-WC_U8

[astrid]

Woke up stablized thankfully
but with a classic heavy detox furry tongue.
So as I suspected deeper layer are being
cleaned out now, cool . So maybe my
initial idea of 21 days might be a minimum
goal . In that case I'm over he half way point.

From here on my aim is to ride out any storms
and stay well grounded . Not much ruffles me these
days , so was glad to be reminded last night
of a dark corner that I had missed .

Sometimes I deliberately set out to try and
trigger myself , looking at old photos ,
or searching for people online that I have been
hurt by in the past . Then I can find where that
charge is being stored in my body and i release it
returning it to be transmuted into a higher frequency.

Our bodies are a store house for all our past traumas
but that also means that we have the power to
transcend and grow from anything that we may
experience . Thats the problem with the
"talking " type theories they just build more and
more proof and make things more and more soild .

It's not so much the events themselves that
cause issues it's the emotional ( electrical , energetic )
charge that they hold for us . These days I can think
of the most traumatic events and see them like I'm
watching a movie, they are memories but hey have
no charge attached for me .

When these truths were revealed to me I was at an
all time low point, and the turn around was super fast
I have since given these tools to many others with
he same fast and miraculous results . Pretty cool.
Heal thineself first and you are then a gift to the
world .
N

[Carmody]

A bit of humour.

For those of you who understand American Politics; I have four of these on my refrigerator. Pertains to this thread, also:

[ulli]

Sanity of body mind and spirit leads to soul connection.
And operating from that part brings heaven to earth.
So how to stop one's nuttiness?

[ulli]

Woke up stablized thankfully
but with a classic heavy detox furry tongue.
So as I suspected deeper layer are being
cleaned out now, cool . So maybe my
initial idea of 21 days might be a minimum
goal . In that case I'm over he half way point.

From here on my aim is to ride out any storms
and stay well grounded . Not much ruffles me these
days , so was glad to be reminded last night
of a dark corner that I had missed .

Sometimes I deliberately set out to try and
trigger myself , looking at old photos ,
or searching for people online that I have been
hurt by in the past . Then I can find where that
charge is being stored in my body and i release it
returning it to be transmuted into a higher frequency.

Our bodies are a store house for all our past traumas
but that also means that we have the power to
transcend and grow from anything that we may
experience . Thats the problem with the
"talking " type theories they just build more and
more proof and make things more and more soild .

It's not so much the events themselves that
cause issues it's the emotional ( electrical , energetic )
charge that they hold for us . These days I can think
of the most traumatic events and see them like I'm
watching a movie, they are memories but hey have
no charge attached for me .

When these truths were revealed to me I was at an
all time low point, and the turn around was super fast
I have since given these tools to many others with
he same fast and miraculous results . Pretty cool.
Heal thineself first and you are then a gift to the
world .
N

One of the Capricorn's strongest urges is to have things resolved, because only then can they relax.
Which is why they carry their neurosis on their sleeve.

Many people can't bear that, find it depressing even to talk about what's bothering them.
Hence the great small talk lie:
"How are you?" "Thanks, I'm fine."

[ulli]

ulli is claiming her right to be the resident nut

[CdnSirian]

Re Ormes, the White Dust of Gold. I listened to David Hudson for 2 days straight way back when when he wanted to heal AIDS and more, and was producing it. A couple of years later his site was down, you couldn't find him anywhere - the net was full of how bad it was for you. ?#1 - he was a fake. ?#2 - it's REALLY good for you? You decide.

[ulli]

I just went through some old bookmarks here, couldn't find the White Powder Gold...
but instead came across this rather cool site again....
there is this applet, you stare at the yellow dots, and when they become invisible you make a mark on a paper with a pencil.
Each time it happens your brain switches hemispheres.
I have mentioned this before but only now found my folder with the website.

See what you get...

http://www.uq.edu.au/nuq/jack/bonneh.html

[thunder24]

The three water signs are the most sensitive signs of the twelve. They are totally impressionable.
When a person has one or two drinks the natural shyness and inhibitions disappear, and the emotions surge giving great relief. So far, so good.
What is not understood is that the sensitivity of that person then allows them to hear the voices of the forth dimensions, those same lost souls Carmody tries to guide to the higher worlds, who are stuck. They might have died as alcoholics. The only relief they get is when they telepathically haunt the living and get them drunk, to the point where it is possible to enter their bodies, even if for a brief moment, just to get relief from their suffering.
No one knows at which point that barrier is crossed, how many drinks it takes.
Nothing is wrong with drinking in moderation, but to drink to the point where a take-over could happen is to invite disaster.
The damage alcoholics do to innocent family members is enormous, and it is not them doing it but the possessing entity that speaks through them. I hope this helps. Just like the ouija board is dangerous...so is drinking to someone who doesn't have a total grip on their emotions.

Ulli thankyou...that actually is pretty synchronistic for me... Though now the "voices" appear without booze...

And the part about haveing grip on your emotions is music to my ears. Big Thanks


recall what i said a few pages back about 'quantum mass aggregates', being the bridge between dimensions and dimensional realities and this 3d solid reality, with this linear time...
Water, is a 'quantum mass aggregate'...

Water signs are the doorway, the bridge.

I am following you pretty well, I think , Carmody. Thankyou for what you share....

Water signs are the doorway, the bridge... I'm not sure what you mean... Water people are a bridge for what and between what?
Or did you mean those signs are the doorway for all people in relation to their astrological charts? for what and between what? thanks

peace

[ulli]

Since there are quite a few people here now who seem to like astrology and are educating themselves
I thought I would put up the tables for November/December 2011.
Once you know the degrees of the planets in your charts it is actually quite easy to figure out what angles are happening. Simple maths.

http://www.khaldea.com/kldaephem/2000/images/e2011nov_gmt.gif
http://www.khaldea.com/kldaephem/2000/images/e2011dec_gmt.gif

[ulli]

Here you can see clearly how slowly Pluto moves along, nearly all of December 2011 he is at 6 degrees of Capricorn, just before Christmas moves to 7 degrees.
The areas in red are the retrograde motions...
Mercury between November 24th and December 13th.

The symbols above stand for (left to right):

Sun, Moon, North Node, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto.

[Carmody]

The three water signs are the most sensitive signs of the twelve. They are totally impressionable.
When a person has one or two drinks the natural shyness and inhibitions disappear, and the emotions surge giving great relief. So far, so good.
What is not understood is that the sensitivity of that person then allows them to hear the voices of the forth dimensions, those same lost souls Carmody tries to guide to the higher worlds, who are stuck. They might have died as alcoholics. The only relief they get is when they telepathically haunt the living and get them drunk, to the point where it is possible to enter their bodies, even if for a brief moment, just to get relief from their suffering.
No one knows at which point that barrier is crossed, how many drinks it takes.
Nothing is wrong with drinking in moderation, but to drink to the point where a take-over could happen is to invite disaster.
The damage alcoholics do to innocent family members is enormous, and it is not them doing it but the possessing entity that speaks through them. I hope this helps. Just like the ouija board is dangerous...so is drinking to someone who doesn't have a total grip on their emotions.

Ulli thankyou...that actually is pretty synchronistic for me... Though now the "voices" appear without booze...

And the part about haveing grip on your emotions is music to my ears. Big Thanks


recall what i said a few pages back about 'quantum mass aggregates', being the bridge between dimensions and dimensional realities and this 3d solid reality, with this linear time...
Water, is a 'quantum mass aggregate'...

Water signs are the doorway, the bridge.

I am following you pretty well, I think , Carmody. Thankyou for what you share....

Water signs are the doorway, the bridge... I'm not sure what you mean... Water people are a bridge for what and between what?
Or did you mean those signs are the doorway for all people in relation to their astrological charts? for what and between what? thanks

peace

the water signs.


What are the general characteristics of the Water signs?:

Water signs are attuned to waves of emotion, and often seem to have a built-in sonar for reading a mood. This gives them a special sensitivity in relationships, knowing when to show warmth and when to hold back. At their best, they are a healing force that brings people together -- at their worst, they are psychic vampires, able to manipulate and drain the life force of those closest to them.

Water signs are tuned into the many shades of meaning in relationships, and at times can absorb "vibes" from others. They have to work harder than other elements to maintain their personal boundaries.


'plasma' is a 'quantum mass aggregate'. It is both solid and a quantum sensitive material. It literally sits with one foot in each reality.

Each molecule or electron (depending on the particular plasma)in a plasma is separate and can move independently.

Electrical charge FORCES them into a particular alignment which is a 'mock' version of a 'frozen lattice structure', like a bar of metal, or a rock (rock and bar being a real one).

Ice, is a 'frozen lattice structure', water in liquid form is possible to be seen as a plasma.

water is a quantum mass aggregate, each molecule of H2O can move independently and separately. easily. water, ice, water vapor, steam, condensation, flowing water, air, etc. All same same, phases of water or plasma, in a flow or motion, moving, bonding at will and condition.

recall what I just said about the reason behind 'monatomics' and their specific design considerations.

Plasma, or water...bridges the gap from quantum 'spooky Action at a distance', inter-dimensional timeless and position-less (everywhere and anywhere, all connected) existence and the 'real world' of 3d and linear directional time.

ghosts don't like water.

[dan33]

Thanks ulli for All This Beautiful Numbers Ephemerides. ... like a Turing sequence.
It's like a paint :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTlGS31-uAs

[thunder24]

HEY Carmody...thanks...

The descriptions I'v gotten from yourself and Miss Ulli have been to me amazingly on point...maybe that due to my ignorance on the subject...

Haveing one foot in both realities...hhhhmmmmm...explains so much since I was very little...



ghosts don't like water.
So a water sign, ghosts would shy away from?

Great Village.....thankyou hosts

peace

[dan33]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bj7cmf4Ue1c

[astrid]

Quiet day, but centered and energy stable.
Had an excellent healing session today, lots of very very very old stuff came up,
Like 1500's old. Didn't expect that, but it was the origin of some of my long standing
challenges. Her energy and mine matched perfectly, so i will be working with her
again, no question. So much covered in a one session, past life, my childhood,
family issues. Now i have to go and integrate some of this.
Twice a staff with a snake appeared which was interesting, a Caduceus,
i have to dig into that a bit. Symbols in visionary work very important.

A bit tired today, tried to to some more strenuous gardening without much
progress, will try again tomorrow.

Decided not to be hard core and try Breatharianism, food , cooking, gardening
eating, is a joy for me, and keeps me well grounded. Besides, i thought we were here on
earth to experience all the fruits ( pun intended) it has to offer.
No judgement intended on those that do it, its good to know its possible
in case we need to do it, but by choice, it's not for me.

Will check in again later,
A

[Calz]

ulli is claiming her right to be the resident nut

... and the Queen's Royal Guards will do everything in their power to protect that right ...


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[transiten]

Hi!

Anyone out there who has a down to earth remedy for sinusitis? (no penicillin thanks) Haven't had it for years and back then tried everything and had to succumb finally to antibiotics, but i refuse to this time around....

I will be gone in 45 minutes and then i can only check into the forum but not post. Sun is shining and i'm thankful for a good nights sleep although my head is still "in the box" although i'm still "thinking out of it":peep::grouphug:

Calz! What are you doing up in the middle of the night? the Sting song i was looking for is called "Bulalow", sounds a lot like ulli's guru right?

[modwiz]

Gold and water are the topics in all the threads I have visited in the last couple of hours. Aquarius is the water bearer, who pours it everywhere. The water represents knowledge, which flows unhindered.

Gold is non-tarnishable. It is a pure metal. Represents riches.
It is tested in fire.

How about the polarity with these two. Gold is the metal of the Sun and hence Leo, the opposite of Aquarius. Just my little observation.

[modwiz]

This one is for our Neptunian men:
That they may learn the lessons of Saturn:
Maybe too wacko, but you can always escape and eject, right?

Mkgu8-WC_U8

I loved Mystery Science Theater. I got a lot of laughs from the combination of highbrow/lowbrow humor. Just great stuff.

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Sanity of body mind and spirit leads to soul connection.
And operating from that part brings heaven to earth.
So how to stop one's nuttiness?

Stop ones nuttiness??? I would even consider it.

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ulli is claiming her right to be the resident nut

Watch out for squirrels and elephants.

[Calz]

Watch out for squirrels and elephants.


I see your point .... time to put in a service call to Sid the Exterminator :laser:


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[astrid]

@ transiten. Salt water flushes,
They work a treat.
Google Neti pots
You can get a version of this at the pharmacy too.

[modwiz]

Hi!

Anyone out there who has a down to earth remedy for sinusitis? (no penicillin thanks) Haven't had it for years and back then tried everything and had to succumb finally to antibiotics, but i refuse to this time around....

I will be gone in 45 minutes and then i can only check into the forum but not post. Sun is shining and i'm thankful for a good nights sleep although my head is still "in the box" although i'm still "thinking out of it":peep::grouphug:

Calz! What are you doing up in the middle of the night? the Sting song i was looking for is called "Bulalow", sounds a lot like ulli's guru right?

Eyebright herb. It energizes the third eye area. Sinusitus is usually associated with stagnant chi. The eyebright herb gets the chi moving. Relief can range from very good to a little improved. Any improvement is............. improvement. It belongs to the genus euphrasia with many different species. Most time the herb is sold as euphrasia officianalis.

Astrid, great idea. Fast, effective and helps treat the cause as well. Good call.






[/QUOTE]

[Calz]

Calz! What are you doing up in the middle of the night? the Sting song i was looking for is called "Bulalow", sounds a lot like ulli's guru right?


I am at work.

Can't you tell??? :whistle:

Which also means you are on your own for posting vids until I get home since I am behind a firewall :)

[ulli]

Gold and water are the topics in all the threads I have visited in the last couple of hours. Aquarius is the water bearer, who pours it everywhere. The water represents knowledge, which flows unhindered.

Gold is non-tarnishable. It is a pure metal. Represents riches.
It is tested in fire.

How about the polarity with these two. Gold is the metal of the Sun and hence Leo, the opposite of Aquarius. Just my little obsevation.

Wow, such humility!

This is a fabulous insight, Modwiz.
Only an Aquarian can come up with such a genius lightbulb moment.

I love it when meaningful patterns are spotted in the apparent randomness.
And having a group where such observations are shared before they can get lost
is such a blessing....
Wondering how we all perform a year from now, the. way things are going.

[PurpleLama]

@transiten

I would prescribe a "hot toddy"

take a shot of burbon, heat it up, mix with honey and lemon juice, and drink that bad boy down

I have long held the belief that this works because any sickness is truly afraid of the horrible taste, but work it does, and very well at that

[ulli]

Medicinal alcohol does work. I swear by it. Rum is my medicine of choice. ;)

[ulli]

Had my walk along the beach. Ran into the realtor who sold my house nearly 20 years ago,
before the boom, when it's value quadrupled...
now NOTHING is selling.
She told me only two properties changed hands in the top mansion market on the golf course;
Sir Andrew Lloyd Webber bought two homes, and some famous dancer I had never heard of bought one.

Things are tough. The rich are hoarding. Not even supporting the small local businesses.

Then I ran into a guy called Dalton who in 1977 tried (and failed) to teach me water skying...
He has aged nicely. Still sits on the beach. He has seen the world, without going anywhere.
Everyone came to him.

[Calz]

the Sting song i was looking for is called "Bulalow"

Don't see anything close ... at least among the (many) songs from the Durham Cathedral concert.

[ulli]

Calz,
Another singer I became friendly with and who achieved fame was Jimmy Seals, of Seals and Crofts.
I was never really a fan of their music, but what a talent he was/is.
A true gentleman, just like most Librans tend to be.
We had many long and interesting conversations at his home in Costa Rica. He has six planets in Libra, even more than you, or Brian Ferry.
Born 10.17.1942
His Mars is sharp on your Sun/Mercury conjunction and his Neptune is same degree as your Moon.
Since we have talked here a lot about energies, I was wondering what your thoughts/feelings are about his music, or even about him in general.

[Calz]

Trying to ... err ... ummm ... tastefully work back into the thread some mirth.

More fun when others want to frolic as well ... but this one is amusing.

_____________________


On the first day, God created the dog and said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years."


The dog said, "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?"


So God agreed......


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On the second day, God created the monkey and said, "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span."


The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?"


And God agreed......


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On the third day, God created the cow :cow: and said, "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years."


The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?"


And God agreed again......


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On the fourth day, God created humans and said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years."


But the human said, "Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?"


"Okay," said God. "You asked for it."


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So that is why for our first twenty years, we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years, we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years, we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years, we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.


Life has now been explained to you.


There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service


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[Calz]

Calz,
Another singer I became friendly with and who achieved fame was Jimmy Seals, of Seals and Crofts.
I was never really a fan of their music, but what a talent he was/is.
A true gentleman, just like most Librans tend to be.
We had many long and interesting conversations at his home in Costa Rica. He has six planets in Libra, even more than you, or Brian Ferry.
Born 10.17.1942
His Mars is sharp on your Sun/Mercury conjunction and his Neptune is same degree as your Moon.
Since we have talked here a lot about energies, I was wondering what your thoughts/feelings are about his music, or even about him in general.

Had one of their albums ... the one with their big hit on it. Didn't really follow beyond the time period (this vid is 73 the year I graduated high school):


vf0PcSphinM


Anyhoo ... not many charts you find 6 planet stellium.

I suppose if you wanted to do historical searches back to times when you have 2 or 3 of the outer planets in the same sign you could come up with 7 but I don't remember seeing one. Do remember seeing one or two charts with 6.

I know nothing of him beyond his music.

Is there something of interest there ... or are you prodding me to do some digging?

:moil:

[astrid]

Sleep tricky tonight .
Talking about gold I use the "energy " or
"essence " of gold a fair bit in healings .

I used it today on myself. I was in a deep
deep trance to help facilitate the healing
process while a practitioner worked on me .
I didn't expect to do work on myself also
but this is deep work and totally spirit driven
so that's how it goes .
I was under for a good hour and was basically
performing psychic surgery on myself .
Removing arrows knifes swords mainly for my
stomach . And I always have had a block ,
disconnect around my diaphragm and today
I figured out what that was about .
At some point had been almost chopped in
Half . It took me quite a while to knit my
energy bodies back together .
Then after it was all done I was at first painting
and later pouring liquid gold over all the wound
sites Offen with others especially with physical
pain I use.a wide soft brush and gently brush
the area with gold essence until the pain leave
them.
There is even a river of gold in my sacred garden
that I use to heal and transmute .
A very old sage spirit teacher taught me of the
power of gold in Healiing .

( Apologies for typos on my phone and half asleep)

PS love Sting also will post my face up tomorrow
There seems to be quite a few Librans in the
Village me included .

[9eagle9]

No worries if you have a heat seeking missile kitty.

[Calz]

No worries if you have a heat seeking missile kitty.

Yes ... yes ... now CAT is what I'm talkin' bout!!!!


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[ulli]

Calz,
Another singer I became friendly with and who achieved fame was Jimmy Seals, of Seals and Crofts.
I was never really a fan of their music, but what a talent he was/is.
A true gentleman, just like most Librans tend to be.
We had many long and interesting conversations at his home in Costa Rica. He has six planets in Libra, even more than you, or Brian Ferry.
Born 10.17.1942
His Mars is sharp on your Sun/Mercury conjunction and his Neptune is same degree as your Moon.
Since we have talked here a lot about energies, I was wondering what your thoughts/feelings are about his music, or even about him in general.

Had one of their albums ... the one with their big hit on it. Didn't really follow beyond the time period (this vid is 73 the year I graduated high school):


vf0PcSphinM


Anyhoo ... not many charts you find 6 planet stellium.

I suppose if you wanted to do historical searches back to times when you have 2 or 3 of the outer planets in the same sign you could come up with 7 but I don't remember seeing one. Do remember seeing one or two charts with 6.

I know nothing of him beyond his music.

Is there something of interest there ... or are you prodding me to do some digging?

:moil:

I can't even remember now what train of thought led me to compare your charts...maybe it was me thinking how many people I have met in person with a huge stellum in Libra, and as you said...it is quite rare. Oh, I think it was your chat with transiten about Sting....
So then I saw the exact conjunctions between the two charts (yours and Jimmy's) and I was just wondering if those similar energies had led you to become a huge fan, or in other ways felt a deep connection.
That's all, Folks. Nothing more behind it.
Just asking....in case. That's how I compile my personal astro statistics.

[Calz]

... and since 9eagle9 is in dah house ... we need to spill the nuggets to the village about her revealed secret in the shaman thread.

Her power animal is a chicken!!! (or chicken hawk depending on how many margaritas she has already had for the day).


Edk4b83a2MU

[ulli]

Earlier when I had just mentioned Jimmy Seals here the thread viewership climbed to 45 guests... all at once...
now it's back to normal, 3 members, 4 guests...
I was wondering what would have caused such a spike....

[Calz]

Just to be fair (Libra must be fair) according to my birthdate on the medicine wheel my own power animal is a crow ...

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... and truth be known ... I have been known to frequent 9eagle9's Margarita Lounge on more than just a few occasions ...

:washing:


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... and more truth be known ... afterwards I can be a real ... well ... caw' nt do gender wars any more so will leave it at that


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[astrid]

So cool having all my favorite Avalonians
posting here feel very.blessed to be
part of such an amazing group of people.

Meanwhile sleep still elusive dammit
Dogs happily snoring
But me nada

[Carmody]

Medicinal alcohol does work. I swear by it. Rum is my medicine of choice. ;)

There can be only one! (http://www.matusalem.com/home.html)

(the 15 year old grand Reserva is the only alcohol in the world that can hold a spell on me)

[ulli]

Just to be fair (Libra must be fair) according to my birthdate on the medicine wheel my own power animal is a crow ...

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... and truth be known ... I have been known to frequent 9eagle9's Margarita Lounge on more than just a few occastions ...

:washing:


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... and more truth be known ... afterwards I can be a real ... well ... caw' nt do gender wars any more so will leave it at that


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Thank you, Calz, for having revealed your true identity.
Anyone still contemplating cannibalism might now be put off eating you, once and for all.
Your meat is too nyuk nyuk.


An old joke among outdoorsmen holds that if you get lost in the woods without any food and manage to catch a crow, you should put it in a pot with one of your boots, boil it for a week, and then eat the boot.

[Carmody]

Earlier when I had just mentioned Jimmy Seals here the thread viewership climbed to 45 guests... all at once...
now it's back to normal, 3 members, 4 guests...
I was wondering what would have caused such a spike....

Sorry about that. The black Cadillac Escalade crew is following me around again.

http://imganuncios.mitula.net/2002_cadillac_escalade_base_black_in_mesa_arizona_94407442662481453.jpg

(Not my photo, but i could have taken any dozen just like it over the past few days)

the other aspect is that when we post a video, they have to go in and fetch the actual link, I'm suspecting, if they want t be SURE what has been 'linked'. this, with respect to building their profiles. That videos may be important as they are powerful indicators of overall unconscious intent and direction, which is probably desirable to know about when building a psyche profile that is indicative of potential actions and results of some given stimuli, with regard to modelling outcomes of scenarios they may decide to run. ie, the emotional background of the persons and their potential reactions. The art of Prediction.

[ulli]

Pot on my stove:
Fried onions, garlic, fresh ginger in sesame oil.
Added salt, garam massala, tumeric, some jamaican lemon spice, raisins
Added a cup of brown rice.
Water.
Boil, boil, boil.

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Earlier when I had just mentioned Jimmy Seals here the thread viewership climbed to 45 guests... all at once...
now it's back to normal, 3 members, 4 guests...
I was wondering what would have caused such a spike....

Sorry about that. The black Cadillac Escalade crew is following me around again.

http://imganuncios.mitula.net/2002_cadillac_escalade_base_black_in_mesa_arizona_94407442662481453.jpg

(Not my photo, but i could have taken any dozen just like it over the past few days)


But you weren't even around when the spike happened.

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So cool having all my favorite Avalonians
posting here feel very.blessed to be
part of such an amazing group of people.

Meanwhile sleep still elusive dammit
Dogs happily snoring
But me nada

Enjoy being conscious.
I used to select a small faint spot of light in my dark bedroom, and force myself to stare at it.
Not allow my eyes to close.
Keep staring at that boring spot of nothingness....
That's when my subconscious went into rebellion overdrive.
Wake up hours later, no memory how sleep overtook me...

[starsha]

Here now ... sitting in my kitchen feeling love and gratitude for Dawn. Just read her post in another thread about 'coming out.' I was moved to tears of gratitude for her willingness to share. I have been pushed lately to 'come out' also ... and there has been some reluctance to do so. Something about this place makes me feel like there is 'back up.' Even if it's in a totally different location on the planet :) and the reluctance is fading. wow.

[Carmody]

I edited my post to add the video bit. this indeed may be the reason. I can't quite see my own reasoning... but due to how videos and links work, it may be possible to commit some act of subterfuge (content mis-link) within the concept of video link posting, so I'm guessing that they may need to enter the thread proper.

As well, Liebermann (USA), a vampiric slave/serf worm who is among the pantheon candidates for 'dirtbag of the century' award, has been pushing for a law in the US which makes for a punishing level of a racketeering charge for the posting of any video of copywritten content. Data gathering, possibly, or the above, original reasoning out of potentials.

[Calz]

Anyone still contemplating cannibalism might now be put off eating you, once and for all.



Oh yes ... we are inching back into the fun that helped broaden the scope and appeal of this thread.

That said ... pulling up court records of course ... I jumped on the "cannonball" topic ... cannot take credit for that one (although I am certainly guilty before my peers of turning it into a "food fight"???)

Hey ... vegan is a *good thang* ... ask the wiz of the :mod: mod :mod:

[Calz]

Here now ... sitting in my kitchen feeling love and gratitude for Dawn. Just read her post in another thread about 'coming out.' I was moved to tears of gratitude for her willingness to share. I have been pushed lately to 'come out' also ... and there has been some reluctance to do so. Something about this place makes me feel like there is 'back up.' Even if it's in a totally different location on the planet :) and the reluctance is fading. wow.


Dawn's contribution is really ... beyond words ... here and now ... there and then ... or whatever timeline or dimension you chose to check yourself into ...

:yo:

all joking aside ... thank you for some serious contribution to Avalon Dawn :thumb:

[ulli]

When there are Mars /Saturn angles, and you have both now, with Saturn also squaring your Mars,
then the universe throws out images that have to do with menacing Kafkaesque authority,
just as a reminder that those powers are out there.
Helps you chose your path.
Safety is assured, despite doubts. Thousands upon thousands of spirit beings full of light streams surround you.

[Lisab]

And a massive thankyou for Dawn from me too. Im getting alot out of her thread, especially the grounding technique which Im going to give a go. Im sure the lack of earth on my chart probably gives me that lack of grounding i suffer with. Sorry not posting, migraine again today Im afraid. Its starting to lift now. Ive got stuff that I want to post on re. my chart. Will get back to that soon.x

[starsha]

Does anyone here have active kundalini? I was thinking yesterday about starting a thread about that.

It's rare to find places to talk openly about all that stuff. I love this place. :)

[starsha]

i was born on June 11, 1975 at 3:44 am in Calgary alberta ... in case anyone wants to understand me better. ;)

if i remember i am gemini sun, tauris rising, and moon in cancer. Also my son is a cancer, with a moon in cancer ... lots of cancer energy in our house. ;)

[Calz]

Does anyone here have active kundalini? I was thinking yesterday about starting a thread about that.

It's rare to find places to talk openly about all that stuff. I love this place. :)


Jumping into the thread we were talking about from Dawn ... and looking at the last post (here and now) I expect you have already been supplied with a good answer.


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?34696-Breatharianism-and-living-on-Prana-a-how-to-guide


Other members, of course, can add.

[starsha]

Does anyone here have active kundalini? I was thinking yesterday about starting a thread about that.

It's rare to find places to talk openly about all that stuff. I love this place. :)


Jumping into the thread we were talking about from Dawn ... and looking at the last post (here and now) I expect you have already been supplied with a good answer.


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?34696-Breatharianism-and-living-on-Prana-a-how-to-guide


Other members, of course, can add.

Thanks :) i did share there about my 'kundalini' awakening on Dawns wonderful thread ... and tried my best to articulate what it is like. I did a search for kundalini on this forum yesterday, and found lots of references to it on this very thread. So now i am throwing it out here today to see who all here has experiences with it. :) I am excited to talk about it. woo hoo :)

[ulli]

My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994
that year also found the first conspiracy sites, which then were still genuine...no disinfo yet that sprinkled rhine stones amongst the diamonds of truth.
Now I hardly worry about what to do...try to have fun and see who and what appears next.
Then share the formula I was taught.
Stopping rain? Stopping quakes?
I keep forgetting that it can be done, yet when it has to be done, one word from me and, Hey!
Is it Gaia listening to me. God?
I have no clue. One day I will find out.
The agenda is what's best for the big plan....
which to me is "carrying forward an ever-advancing civilization."
Pass on whatever knowledge I can share, empower individuals I meet, the poor, the rich, anyone that comes along. It's all so simple.

[Carmody]

i was born on June 11, 1975 at 3:44 am in Calgary alberta ... in case anyone wants to understand me better. ;)

if i remember i am gemini sun, tauris rising, and moon in cancer. Also my son is a cancer, with a moon in cancer ... lots of cancer energy in our house. ;)

I'm guessing that the sensitivity and reactions of your child ... of and to the undercurrent of the message that pours through and out of you...is a direct challenge for the mutability and changeability of the Gemini, as processed and channeled through (both directions) the passion of the bull.

Meaning, that the tendency of the flitting and duality of the Gemini, as produced, processed, internalized and sublimated on the world stage of the bull's passion, then the child reflects this, shows the Gemini that they must be more careful to have their inward and their outward more in line and in sync with one another..than they may desire (and natural flow) to have.

To extend a further method of analyzing what I'm trying to say...Librans and Geminis both... are both excellent debaters, politicians, or frontmen, who are good at sharing, fairness and justice..but the Gemini has the capacity for a bit of duality in the process. Which can be immensely useful and 'key' under the right circumstances. The Gemini has a more fluid capacity for duality, which can be used for nefarious reasons, if the Gemini is not of good internal standing.

The twins, sometimes the light and the dark. And a child very much tends to need them to both be on the same page. Triply so for a cancer child.

I have not looked at your chart, but merely at the above comment. those points could be a near obvious conclusion, regarding the astrological potentials.

then the both of you having the cancer moon allows for a common orientation in the reflections of the interactions, in order to straighten out the missteps. which would possibly and naturally evolve into the sync point which might become the undercurrent of interactions, at their initiation and flow. Ie, the moon keeps check on the whole wrecking crew potential in the interactions of such a pairing of beings.

[9eagle9]

I think Earth relationships or how we percieve ourselves in relationship to the earth has a lot to do with it as well. If we constantly view the earth's expressions as something out to get us they probably will eventually. I understand that people are grossed how I walk through chicken guano infested henhouses barefoot, or scratch a pig's back and then dig into a back of chips or eat a sandwich using that same unwashed hand. The extreme polar end of germophobia.

Provides a sort of non physical immunity.




Same here, but what about the ticks? Don't you have them Over there? Can cause borrelia and meningitis.

They can cause, is a conditional phrase. I can kill.

So far, ticks and I go our separate ways without incidence. I believe my relationship with our Mother, Gaia, has a lot to do with this. I actually feel bad for mosquitoes. They have such a sh!tty job.

[Calz]

I have not looked at your chart, but merely at the above comment. those points could be a near obvious conclusion, regarding the astrological potentials.


Short note to those not well versed in astro ... notice the information that can be gleaned just on a tidbit of information.

Looking at a whole chart (and as Carmody has warned elsewhere ... be careful in what you reveal) so very much can stand out.

Astro energies are not a "set in stone" sort of thing. Think of the "river flowing" metaphor.

My 2 cents.

[ulli]

i was born on June 11, 1975 at 3:44 am in Calgary alberta ... in case anyone wants to understand me better. ;)

if i remember i am gemini sun, tauris rising, and moon in cancer. Also my son is a cancer, with a moon in cancer ... lots of cancer energy in our house. ;)

Starsha, you have the best of all worlds...
whatever I looked at that could be worrying, there was a balancer.
Like you have a Mars Jupiter conjunction
whoa...fiery energy.
YET in the 12th house, Kundalini comes to mind
Then that conjunction is squared by Saturn in Cancer...
so that also means your impulses are under check. By what?
Well, Cancer is motherhood. Saturn is fatherhood.
So parenting is the thing that grounds you.
Plus Saturn makes a nice sextile to your Ascendant, so you accept those obligations willingly.
Venus in Leo, trine Neptune...leading people (women) to spirituality.

[Calz]

I understand that people are grossed how I walk through chicken guano infested henhouses barefoot, or scratch a pig's back and then dig into a back of chips or eat a sandwich using that same unwashed hand.




On a serious note ... the crowd hushes in stunned anticipation ... I envy that lifestyle, that connectivity to life, to Gaia, to all.

Me I am surrounded by about 30 computer screens every night.

At the end of the day ... which lifestyle would avalonians think is most beneficial???

[ulli]

I understand that people are grossed how I walk through chicken guano infested henhouses barefoot, or scratch a pig's back and then dig into a back of chips or eat a sandwich using that same unwashed hand.




On a serious note ... the crowd hushes in stunned anticipation ... I envy that lifestyle, that connectivity to life, to Gaia, to all.

Me I am surrounded by about 30 computer screens every night.

At the end of the day ... which lifestyle would avalonians think is most beneficial???

Coaching a family man through a life style change is not easy.
First he has to break the news that he would like to make a big change to his wife and family.
Take stock of assets. Work out how little one can live on. Give up all those "goodies".
Possibly look into home schooling. A new language.
Stare in the face of negative comments like 'it's too hard, now that countries are shutting down the hatches.
It's like jumping off a great height...feeling of freedom, and discovering there is always support.
I would never have found my mystical confirmations living in a city, working in an office.
It's when you live in third world chaos that miracles become really noticeable.

[Carmody]

I understand that people are grossed how I walk through chicken guano infested henhouses barefoot, or scratch a pig's back and then dig into a back of chips or eat a sandwich using that same unwashed hand.



On a serious note ... the crowd hushes in stunned anticipation ... I envy that lifestyle, that connectivity to life, to Gaia, to all.

Me I am surrounded by about 30 computer screens every night.

At the end of the day ... which lifestyle would avalonians think is most beneficial???


Both are necessary in their context. Both are needed. It's a rainbow of experience, gleaned one drop at a time.

in one life I've got the whip, in the next one I'm moving the rocks.

Com se, com sa.....C'est la vie, meh....

[9eagle9]

I AGREE, Cal! No where in my astro chart is the comatous-like laid back, rather lazy person that I really am or anything about my inante gulliblity.

MERCURY IN ARIES
You are an independent thinker. You talk quickly, and like to think up new ideas. You
may experience flashes of intuition.
MERCURY IN THE 1ST HOUSE
You are an independent thinker with the ability to network information and ideas. You
are also curious, constantly seeking information and data on the world around you.
DISPOSITOR'S SIGN: ARIES.
Initiating, pioneering energy. Independent, bold, courageous, assertive, fiery,
inspirational, direct, decisive. May be given to forthright and overly blunt expressions.

DISPOSITOR'S SIGN: AQUARIUS
Humanitarian, innovative, group conscious, progressive, serving others. Can be
rebellious, eccentric, aloof.

DISPOSITOR'S SIGN: SCORPIO
Intense, magnetic, penetrating perception, power to confront.

CONJUNCTION MARS Orb 5°24' Separating
You are a forthright and powerful speaker. You enjoy a thought-provoking discussion.





I have not looked at your chart, but merely at the above comment. those points could be a near obvious conclusion, regarding the astrological potentials.


Short note to those not well versed in astro ... notice the information that can be gleaned just on a tidbit of information.

Looking at a whole chart (and as Carmody has warned elsewhere ... be careful in what you reveal) so very much can stand out.

Astro energies are not a "set in stone" sort of thing. Think of the "river flowing" metaphor.

My 2 cents.

[9eagle9]

... and since 9eagle9 is in dah house ... we need to spill the nuggets to the village about her revealed secret in the shaman thread.

Her power animal is a chicken!!! (or chicken hawk depending on how many margaritas she has already had for the day).


Edk4b83a2MU

chickens indeed. But...are they......

Scrying chickens? Self Reflective Chickens or plain old just vain chickens?

[starsha]

i was born on June 11, 1975 at 3:44 am in Calgary alberta ... in case anyone wants to understand me better. ;)

if i remember i am gemini sun, tauris rising, and moon in cancer. Also my son is a cancer, with a moon in cancer ... lots of cancer energy in our house. ;)

Starsha, you have the best of all worlds...
whatever I looked at that could be worrying, there was a balancer.
Like you have a Mars Jupiter conjunction
whoa...fiery energy.
YET in the 12th house, Kundalini comes to mind
Then that conjunction is squared by Saturn in Cancer...
so that also means your impulses are under check. By what?
Well, Cancer is motherhood. Saturn is fatherhood.
So parenting is the thing that grounds you.
Plus Saturn makes a nice sextile to your Ascendant, so you accept those obligations willingly.
Venus in Leo, trine Neptune...leading people (women) to spirituality.


Wow Ulli ... thanks! i love the last line. That feels so very true for me. :) Esp. women.

Also i am pretty firey ... but i do think it is manifested through the kundalini, so it is powerul, yet blissful at the same time.

Thanks for looking for me! (hugs)

[starsha]

i was born on June 11, 1975 at 3:44 am in Calgary alberta ... in case anyone wants to understand me better. ;)

if i remember i am gemini sun, tauris rising, and moon in cancer. Also my son is a cancer, with a moon in cancer ... lots of cancer energy in our house. ;)

I'm guessing that the sensitivity and reactions of your child ... of and to the undercurrent of the message that pours through and out of you...is a direct challenge for the mutability and changeability of the Gemini, as processed and channeled through (both directions) the passion of the bull.

Meaning, that the tendency of the flitting and duality of the Gemini, as produced, processed, internalized and sublimated on the world stage of the bull's passion, then the child reflects this, shows the Gemini that they must be more careful to have their inward and their outward more in line and in sync with one another..than they may desire (and natural flow) to have.

To extend a further method of analyzing what I'm trying to say...Librans and Geminis both... are both excellent debaters, politicians, or frontmen, who are good at sharing, fairness and justice..but the Gemini has the capacity for a bit of duality in the process. Which can be immensely useful and 'key' under the right circumstances. The Gemini has a more fluid capacity for duality, which can be used for nefarious reasons, if the Gemini is not of good internal standing.

The twins, sometimes the light and the dark. And a child very much tends to need them to both be on the same page. Triply so for a cancer child.

I have not looked at your chart, but merely at the above comment. those points could be a near obvious conclusion, regarding the astrological potentials.

then the both of you having the cancer moon allows for a common orientation in the reflections of the interactions, in order to straighten out the missteps. which would possibly and naturally evolve into the sync point which might become the undercurrent of interactions, at their initiation and flow. Ie, the moon keeps check on the whole wrecking crew potential in the interactions of such a pairing of beings.


shows the Gemini that they must be more careful to have their inward and their outward more in line and in sync with one another..than they may desire (and natural flow) to have. For sure this is an ongoing thing for me .... thanks Carmody :)

I often have a hard time articulating my 'inner space' mostly because i can't find the words, but also because i tend to say things that are not always well received like "everything is so perfect." Which is very much a genuine experience of how i perceive reality. I am still working on how to find the balance between the inner experience and the outer expression of it. Any advice?

[PurpleLama]

"May be given to overly forthright or blunt expression"

Hmmm.... Nope, nothing about nine there....

Two nights ago, dreamtime, I was trucking around some city in the hills in a black esculade-esque suv, visiting a very posh condo type apartment where I changed clothes and examined closely the contents of my luggage, all mundnane objects. On the way out I observed all these really high tech grills in the communal type patio area in the center of the condo. Leaving, my wife was driving, although I had driven us there, this being incredibly clear by the way she had whipped around a roundabout at high speed, and she hates driving around those things in real life. Another dream last week, playdo and I were in the "white house" and our most beloved member joined us there, apparently dealing with plans and contracts of the mass consciousness relating to individual consciousness. Apparently I am stalking him in my dreams, ha!

[ulli]

"May be given to overly forthright or blunt expression"

Hmmm.... Nope, nothing about nine there....

Two nights ago, dreamtime, I was trucking around some city in the hills in a black esculade-esque suv, visiting a very posh condo type apartment where I changed clothes and examined closely the contents of my luggage, all mundnane objects. On the way out I observed all these really high tech grills in the communal type patio area in the center of the condo. Leaving, my wife was driving, although I had driven us there, this being incredibly clear by the way she had whipped around a roundabout at high speed, and she hates driving around those things in real life. Another dream last week, playdo and I were in the "white house" and our most beloved member joined us there, apparently dealing with plans and contracts of the mass consciousness relating to individual consciousness. Apparently I am stalking him in my dreams, ha!

PurpleLama
Dreams are encoded messages.
Who these people represent in your life is for you to find out, only then can you take nutritious food for your growth.
So if you dream of Obama it means the dream is sending a signal about your decision making faculty.
If your car is being driven by your wife and not yourself it means you have allowed part of your feminine aspect to shine through, and controlled your male ego.

[Calz]

According to DW (who has been doing dreamwork for many many years) all subjects and aspects of dreams has to do with yourself.

[ulli]

According to DW (who has been doing dreamwork for many many years) all subjects and aspects of dreams has to do with yourself.

And he got it from Fritz Perls, founder of Gestalt Therapy.

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[ulli]

Here is Gloria, a Saturnian-looking woman I identify with, during a session with Fritz.

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[eaglespirit]

Here and Now...

Maa heads goin' off like a symphony of Tibetan singing bowls : )

Are we there yet??? : ) : ) : )

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[astrid]

Go figure this one out.
Both my hair and nails are growing
like crazy on fast .
I did hear of one man on a long
fast who's grey hair turned back
to its natural color so for sure
serious healing taking place .

[starsha]

I feel so quiet inside today ...

[astrid]

Haha @'eagle I'm chatting to someone this secound
online about singing bowls .
He has a friend in Nepal and he's going to
get me some mala beads and a singing
bowl sent out for Xmas .
Love my online friends. I might be a hermit
but I can still acess the world .

[Sierra]

I've been in hell for three days. Feel as if I've died and been reborn. You know, the usual spiraling in and out of purification to divine joy. I have performed ablutions, dressed and pretty'd up with makeup (yeah I'm Libran, so sue me), earrings and a lapis ring... I haven't worn jewelry in so long ... , saged the air, lit the candles, filled the bird baths, scattered seed, put Tom Kenyon on ... gave thanks and gratitude.

Chickadee in the Rose tree above the walnut bowl is blissing out on Budy Rub by Tom Kenyon with me. He heaved a big sigh and his tiny chest went way out, then he settled down to listen as I rocked to the music. He rested for at least two minutes, constantly checking the sky in all directions. It is so unusual when a bird will rest, usually it is just the babies on their first visit.

The granite bird bath has four sparrows and a goldfinch, three of sparrows are in the bath (getting crowded in there). The goldfinches may be the tiniest of the visitors but they are the fiercest, and fearless as well. There are four goldfinches on the finch sock, chickadees and nuthatches and titmousies on the walnut express, landing and taking off on the walnut bowl every four seconds. The dove is head ducking on the ground with the three juncos and seven sparrows. I am in ecstasy when the garden is crowded with bird life and I don't know where to look next.

I'm getting better at yelling at my entourage when it is too much. Course, they don't know what to do, because I immediately yell at them afterwards, bring it on, don't stop, let's do it, I want to get this done...

I am feeling good. I've finally put in enough sequential days with the MSM, that I am picking up speed. Pretty soon, back to the yoga and pilates.

Browsing and grazing in the palmistry section again, my lines are doing strange things ...

[ulli]

I've been in hell for three days. Feel as if I've died and been reborn. You know, the usual spiraling in and out of purification to divine joy. I have performed ablutions, dressed and pretty'd up with makeup (yeah I'm Libran, so sue me), earrings and a lapis ring... I haven't worn jewelry in so long ... , saged the air, lit the candles, filled the bird baths, scattered seed, put Tom Kenyon on ... gave thanks and gratitude.

Chickadee in the Rose tree above the walnut bowl is blissing out on Budy Rub by Tom Kenyon with me. He heaved a big sigh and his tiny chest went way out, then he settled down to listen as I rocked to the music. He rested for at least two minutes, constantly checking the sky in all directions. It is so unusual when a bird will rest, usually it is just the babies on their first visit.

The granite bird bath has four sparrows and a goldfinch, three of sparrows are in the bath (getting crowded in there). The goldfinches may be the tiniest of the visitors but they are the fiercest, and fearless as well. There are four goldfinches on the finch sock, chickadees and nuthatches and titmousies on the walnut express, landing and taking off on the walnut bowl every four seconds. The dove is head ducking on the ground with the three juncos and seven sparrows. I am in ecstasy when the garden is crowded with bird life and I don't know where to look next.

I'm getting better at yelling at my entourage when it is too much. Course, they don't know what to do, because I immediately yell at them afterwards, bring it on, don't stop, let's do it, I want to get this done...

I am feeling good. I've finally put in enough sequential days with the MSM, that I am picking up speed. Pretty soon, back to the yoga and pilates.

Browsing and grazing in the palmistry section again, my lines are doing strange things ...

All I can say is YAY!!!
You are such an inspiration, Sierra!

[Syl]

5EEKig_9lP0

after, 2:35.. thats bad... isnt it?

[ulli]

Haha @'eagle I'm chatting to someone this secound
online about singing bowls .
He has a friend in Nepal and he's going to
get me some mala beads and a singing
bowl sent out for Xmas .
Love my online friends. I might be a hermit
but I can still acess the world .

All of us crazies have suffered for so long....mostly all of our lives.
Oh the isolation, and the pretending to be like them....just to stop the attacks.

In the bible there was the story of Joseph and the multi colored dream coat...
the talented brother who got thrown down the well by his jealous brothers...
that's what happened to many of us here, metaphorically speaking.

So now the tides have turned, thanks to the Internet, bringing us Crazies together in one Village.
Everywhere I look I see someone wearing a multi-colored dream coat.

Anyone here saw Fahrenheit 451? NOT the Michael Moore movie but the original Ray Bradbury story.
And at the end of all the book burnings he finds his community, and each and every had become one book, which they had put to memory.
Thus the stories were preserved.
We honor each and everyone's story here.

[starsha]

All of us crazies have suffered for so long....mostly all of our lives.
Oh the isolation, and the pretending to be like them....just to stop the attacks.

In the bible there was the story of Joseph and the multi colored dream coat...
the talented brother who got thrown down the well by his jealous brothers...
that's what happened to many of us here, metaphorically speaking.

So now the tides have turned, thanks to the Internet, bringing us Crazies together in one Village.
Everywhere I look I see someone wearing a multi-colored dream coat.



This made me cry Ulli. Thank you, so very true.

It's about time. :) :)

[WhiteFeather]

Mines a little tight on me. Hope You Like Ulli! I dressed up for you! LoL : )


http://image.guardian.co.uk/sys-images/Guardian/Pix/pictures/2008/07/07/joseph460.jpg

[ulli]

5EEKig_9lP0

after, 2:35.. thats bad... isnt it?

I have never seen them before...but then I live in the third world where they don't bother to spray.
Come on down here, folks, the climate is warm, the produce is fresh,
and there are a lot of happy smiling people who would love to practice their Eengleesh.

[ulli]

Mines a little tight on me. Hope You Like Ulli! I dressed up for you! LoL : )


http://image.guardian.co.uk/sys-images/Guardian/Pix/pictures/2008/07/07/joseph460.jpg

Stunning!! Beautiful!!
But I'm still not quite ready to wear it next time I have to be herded through the US immigration booths at the airport....
although the kind of world I envision for my grandchildren has everyone wearing the colors and shapes that really really express their current mood.

[NeverMind]

I love this thread! :)

It's not so much about the "mindfulness" thing - I am "mindful" enough as it is - but it's like being offered intimate glimpses into other people's unique lives, and I can never get enough of those.
Lovely. : )

OK, I suppose I should share my highly uninteresting (but satisfying) current moment...

It is 00:43, November 16th is less than an hour old. I hear the quiet hum of my PC, and nothing else.
Everything is quiet outside. The temperature is slightly below C, a very quiet and slightly foggy mid-week night.

I feel pleasantly warm but not hot; can't feel my body at all, except for the strand of hair brushing against my lips.
I should be working, and it's a project I really like, but I am too busy enjoying the anticipation of work.
(Yeah, go figure - this one has pestered me since childhood.)

I am thinking about making yet another Earl Grey with a little cream. I've been thinking about it for more than an hour now.
I suppose anticipating the tea is a greater pleasure than the tea itself, too. :-)

And now, I'll get up, make that tea and run a hot tub.
I am getting up now. :)


P.S. And now, I am going to edit out some of those hideous smilies from my post...

[Carmody]

The thing that drives me crazy, is I can't figure out the reasoning.

You see, from my understanding, human body capacity to hold IQ and EQ, ends at about 250-270. Beyond that, there is no reason to be physical in a human body anymore.

After that and within that, it's a case of 'cloud computing', ie, spiritual connection.

It's as boring as ****, even at the 200IQ or so mark..and it's incredibly difficult to look at, and incredibly painful to feel what is happening to all those people. It's like watching pigs in a slaughterhouse. Most unaware, some aware.

now, any entities that can enter this space and attempt to 'take over', would necessarily have similar capacities and compatibilities.

And if they have that, there is no reason. They have access to everything that is being held back from us.

So, this is entirely a contrived purposeful situation, a farce and a sham.

So, why am I and everyone else... having the crap tortured out of us...for a farce and a sham?

I can make or design or create anything physical even dimensional transfer, etc....but I'm not allowed to and I'm prevented from doing so. Then in that case, why the **** am I even here?

And the people in black ops? What can they do? why are they so dangerous, such animalistic killers? I don't see the point. what? to feed some dimensional vampires? Bull!

And reptilians from another space may exist, but once again there is no point, whatsoever.

as it circles around back to the point that..after a certain IQ/knowledge attainment, a certain point/position in understanding is reached....there is simply....no point to the violence or the animalism. It simply serves no purpose and is not reasonable, in the physical manifestation rationale. It simply is not there.

So then it all circles around back to the potential for Micheal Newton to hold the right answer, which is that this whole thing is a giant stage play and we are here torturing the crap out of ourselves.

As a NATURAL situation... it could simply not evolve or come to be ---where we are right now. It has to be a FORCED situation. Purposely held.

I remember other lives, I remember dimensional contact and similar realities, but the rest is blank.

Of course, I've got 26 square transits on me right now, and that's just the squares. It tends to make the idea of terminal irritability look like some sort of simple walk in the park.

And Right now, Kafka can just kiss my ass.

[modwiz]

Haha @'eagle I'm chatting to someone this secound
online about singing bowls .
He has a friend in Nepal and he's going to
get me some mala beads and a singing
bowl sent out for Xmas .
Love my online friends. I might be a hermit
but I can still acess the world .


I love hermit life. Online friends nice and manageable.........and a delete button. :eyebrows:

[Marianne]

My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994


Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

[Carmody]

My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994


Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

The 'Pluto square', depending on the chart, can be a real monster for kundalini awakening.

usually something to do with Pluto. (I'm being polite, almost Pluto without exception)

[ulli]

Drove home in my tiny Suzuki in a thunderstorm.
Thought about you, Carmody all the way....the way a young man might feel while his wife is in labour with their first child..
helpless. Powerless. Yet I know there is energy streaming out of me in support.
'Hang in there, Carmody, hang in there.' Prevail, endure. Something great will come out of this is the end.
It is never without purpose, hindsight has taught me. I know, I know, at this moment that is the last thing you want to hear.
Anyway, you are surrounded by friends who are sending you love and strength.
Providing cushions to ward off the blows.

[ulli]

My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994


Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

The new life of springtime bursts forth when Saturn (winter) finally moves away.
Kundalini is that same force of life and growth.
When negative thoughts and emotions are cleared away, and replaced by pure faith.

[ulli]

My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994


Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

When it first happened to me I had never heard of Kundalini. Had not studied astrology, either. All those things came later, as I was being guided from one faculty to the next, like I was attending a huge university.
Even while I was studying astrology, everyone I met for one month would be Aries,
next month everyone I met was Taurus...in an orderly fashion, yet they appeared as chance encounters.
I was meeting lots of people in those days, still living in London, and a social butterfly.
Now I am a hermit, except for a few close family members and my online friends.
The less one tries to coerce destiny the better. It has a way of unfolding in perfect fashion.
Later on that guidance was withheld. That's because there came a point when I was supposed to use my own will,
and step out into my sovereignty.
That was the scariest part I must say.
The dark night of the soul.

[Carmody]

My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994


Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

When it first happened to me I had never heard of Kundalini. Had not studied astrology, either. All those things came later, as I was being guided from one faculty to the next, like I was attending a huge university.
Even while I was studying astrology, everyone I met for one month would be Aries,
next month everyone I met was Taurus...in an orderly fashion, yet they appeared as chance encounters.
I was meeting lots of people in those days, still living in London, and a social butterfly.
Now I am a hermit, except for a few close family members and my online friends.
The less one tries to coerce destiny the better. It has a way of unfolding in perfect fashion.
Later on that guidance was withheld. That's because there came a point when I was supposed to use my own will,
and step out into my sovereignty.
That was the scariest part I must say.
The dark night of the soul.

I still get that, the monthly thing, the cyclic thing. When I try to guess the astrology sign of people via pictures. They come in by the month, just like that.

[Guest]

The helicopters have become active again this past week more so for the past couple of days. At least they are not flying so close to the house like usual. They are so blasted loud. Tears me up. I'm done here in SoCal -there have been delays for my move -weather in the mid west & mercury. Spirit isn't done with me here yet. A cloaked figure has been around me of late -not revealing itself to me yet. Do not feel anything ominous or malevolent from it only a keen awareness -perhaps it is a meeting I am going to have with someone on this plane. An inner guide also revealed itself to me today.... took me off guard for a minute -so loving & gentle and such beautiful sound.

A beautiful fire going in the stove cold again tonight there was frost on the ground this morning. It's been windy here, now the calm then another storm brewing up -the way it is here. Many early storms this year.

Nora

we are all related

[Marianne]

'You've got a friend in me' Randy Newman
LXARdPb4YBs
My buddy T sent me this today.

[Carmody]

Drove home in my tiny Suzuki in a thunderstorm.
Thought about you, Carmody all the way....the way a young man might feel while his wife is in labour with their first child..
helpless. Powerless. Yet I know there is energy streaming out of me in support.
'Hang in there, Carmody, hang in there.' Prevail, endure. Something great will come out of this is the end.
It is never without purpose, hindsight has taught me. I know, I know, at this moment that is the last thing you want to hear.
Anyway, you are surrounded by friends who are sending you love and strength.
Providing cushions to ward off the blows.

I was feeling kind of powerless, and well..just a few minutes ago, I recalled some other bits of life from first 10-15 years after the civil war. (which I had recalled previously)

Some of those southerners..they just refused to put it down. They'd burn down houses, murder, rape, kill, destroy crops, etc of the newly free people.

Well, me specifically.... we'd get all dressed up..wait by the road, in the dark of a moonless night.....

"Hey, did you hear about John so-and-so, he was riding home the other night and some thieves did him in, it appears. Too bad, he was a good southern man."

"Yes, he was. Really too bad about that. We're going to have to clean up those roads somehow."

One less problem.


Not saying it was a good thing (I throw bugs outside now), but after 4 years of killing during the war, it's not entirely unexpected. I was French Creole. We treated our slaves like family. In the south, at that time.. it was hard to get any better than that without getting noticed.


I feel better now.

-TxHInkyNpg

(I feel better not due to the specific 'act' of the memory of actions of the past..... but the knowledge of those actions gives perspective)

[Carmody]

One has to consider the environment of the south at the time. Imagine the problems for anyone seeking justice, if they happened to be born of black skin. It would never happen. To add, all those who were rotten and doing those evil things, there would be nothing to stop them. If one was black of skin, and tried to do something themselves, that would be even worse.

The situation was untenable. there were no answers, and it would continue. Those men, they had lived through the violence of the war and then they came home to ruin, in their minds..so they just perpetuated it. They created something new, that was almost as bad. There was only one kind of person who could make the worst of it stop.

This does not justify such actions, it merely explains their context.

It is a very odd case of adhering to the 'here and now' thread rules, as this is recall now, of the times of 'back then'. And how the now brings recall -forward.

I speak on this, as each of us carries such things forward, into the next life, to one degree or another. Your new lesson ---is a carry over from the old. Finishing old things, starting new.

right now, I have Chiron(and neptune) conjunct Saturn, which is known as a 'transit'.. My 'original wound' the planet or asteriod (Chiron), is Conjuncting and affecting my 'limits' (Saturn in the position it was in when I was born, my 'natal' chart).

Under the superconscious-subconscious block... of being born in an avatar or as a duality human, on earth... the same is playing out in your lives, right now. It follows your astrological cycle, which is tied to your birth chart (natal astrological profile)..and how the motions of the planets in the skies now..meets and works with your original pattern (natal astrological profile).

That, is what a 'transit' really is. One does not get this happening 'consciously'. For most people, they just have to deal with the energy pattern.

This is why the PTB want astrology to die, die die, yesterday would not be soon enough for them. The PTB know all of this stuff, inside and out. They use this knowledge of such as a weapon against you.

If you understand this ----you step from ignorance...into knowing.

[starsha]

Was watching this, but Internet here very slow again.
Anyway, the fractal animation is very beautiful
and the music is not as dark as it used to be 7 years ago.

w6RfZC3SAyM

wow! This is so beautiful ....

[ViralSpiral]

Good mooooooorning

In Zurich, singing the company tune. It's VERY brrrrrrrr.
Carmody made me cry
I want to head for the hills and play with sheep.


Anyone dishing free hugs?

[Calz]

Good mooooooorning

In Zurich, singing the company tune. It's VERY brrrrrrrr.
Carmody made me cry
I want to head for the hills and play with sheep.

Anyone dishing free hugs?

:flock::flock::flock::flock::flock::flock::flock:

:grouphug:

[Guest]

The helicopters have stopped for the night finally I am able to rest.
Chased a fairly large raccoon off my porch tonight. Stoked up the fire & put more wood in it.

Hugs ViralSpiral & Carmody :hug:

Have good dreams Avalon

Nora

we are all related

[astrid]

Day 12 and doing well. Had a fellow hermit
come over and help me today with some
gardening swaped him for some fresh eggs and
some gardening supplies that he needed .
We planted out 6 different types of potatoes .
I'm going to grow them in a towers , you get
very high yields that way .

Was surprised with my energy levels today,
felt really good, high almost at times .
Sending some extra good vibes out to those that
need it at this time i have heaps to spare .

I had to deal with hard core 3D briefly when I
went to the supermarket and at peak busy time .
I thought I would have been stressed but i
was surprisingly calm in all the hyper stimulation .
It normally l knocks me flat .
Then I realized it was because I was on a totally
different plane, pretty cool. I'm practising " walking
between the worlds" and today I think I got it .
Wondering how much of this i can hold onto
when i go back to eating again .

Driving around was a bit trippy.colors
brighter , smells more intense and noticing
details more. Mind so much shaper less mindless
chatter more silence and peace .
It's very much a here and now state .

[ulli]

What a brilliant video....feeling better than James Brown...and all because of perspective. Empowerment happens when all those absurdities of our crazy lives blend into coherent answers...and to find those answers via Neptunian mind expanding means unfortunately means they are short- lived, and soon after become blurred and forgotten. That's where math and symbols come in...they are so simplified that one doesn't forget as easily. Math...the ultimate mind-tool.
When entering the Here and Now in a disciplined and honest manner....even if not always reporting the actual happenings...but the conscious awareness of the now can have these transcendental results.

No meditation positions or protocols are necessary...just that attention to what's happening at the mundane levels...and that may well open our old wounds, and give us all a chance to gently place the balm on ourselves and each other...for those ancient wounds to be healed and gone forever.

[ulli]

Good mooooooorning

In Zurich, singing the company tune. It's VERY brrrrrrrr.
Carmody made me cry
I want to head for the hills and play with sheep.


Anyone dishing free hugs?

Been thinking of you out there in the cold...but also know that you are having fun.
How are Swiss German relations these days? When I got together with school buddies many years ago
who like me had gone overseas we compared where Germans were hated more, the UK or Switzerland.
I guess it was a tie.
Now I 've been cosmic so long I no longer think about these things, all identification with being of a specific nationality has been worked through ages ago, or so I thought.
But Carmody's sharing must have done something and perhaps this brought my attention to some wounds of my own I
thought were healed long ago.

[ulli]

Day 12 and doing well. Had a fellow hermit
come over and help me today with some
gardening swaped him for some fresh eggs and
some gardening supplies that he needed .
We planted out 6 different types of potatoes .
I'm going to grow them in a towers , you get
very high yields that way .

Was surprised with my energy levels today,
felt really good, high almost at times .
Sending some extra good vibes out to those that
need it at this time i have heaps to spare .

I had to deal with hard core 3D briefly when I
went to the supermarket and at peak busy time .
I thought I would have been stressed but i
was surprisingly calm in all the hyper stimulation .
It normally l knocks me flat .
Then I realized it was because I was on a totally
different plane, pretty cool. I'm practising " walking
between the worlds" and today I think I got it .
Wondering how much of this i can hold onto
when i go back to eating again .

Driving around was a bit trippy.colors
brighter , smells more intense and noticing
details more. Mind so much shaper less mindless
chatter more silence and peace .
It's very much a here and now state .


My attitudes to the environment of the supermarket
over the years have been a very good indicator
of my level of consciousness or LOC.
You just shared stage three...
How to do it when on a high...
Here in Barbados it is where I can run into people I have not seen in over twenty years
So that adds another dimension...memory triggering.

[ulli]

The virtual Windows xp which I had installed on my new Macbook for some reason no longer open.
That means I can't access my astrology software. Mars is approaching my natal Saturn, too.

[ulli]

The thing that drives me crazy, is I can't figure out the reasoning.

You see, from my understanding, human body capacity to hold IQ and EQ, ends at about 250-270. Beyond that, there is no reason to be physical in a human body anymore.

After that and within that, it's a case of 'cloud computing', ie, spiritual connection.

It's as boring as ****, even at the 200IQ or so mark..and it's incredibly difficult to look at, and incredibly painful to feel what is happening to all those people. It's like watching pigs in a slaughterhouse. Most unaware, some aware.

now, any entities that can enter this space and attempt to 'take over', would necessarily have similar capacities and compatibilities.

And if they have that, there is no reason. They have access to everything that is being held back from us.


They don't have access to one thing we do have and that is heart and love.
Which in turn is the gateway to the divine worlds, from which they are banished, for whatever 'reason', of their own making?.

“When pure sincerity forms within, it is outwardly realized in other people's hearts.” - Lao Tzu

[Calz]

Speaking of Sun Signs ... here is an interesting look ... (take link for much bigger hi res shot).


11306


Powerful sunspots and gauzy-looking prominences can be seen in Alan Friedman's photo of the sun, shown in hydrogen-alpha wavelengths.

Alan Boyle writes

Photographers are having a field day chronicling the hot flashes on our increasingly active sun.

For the past couple of weeks, astronomers have been tracking groups of sunspots as they move across the sun's disk. Those active regions have been shooting off flares and outbursts of electrically charged particles into space — signaling that the sun is ramping up toward the peak of its 11-year activity cycle. Physicists expect that peak, also known as "Solar Max," to come in 2013.


11307


Copyright Alan Friedman / avertedimagination.com

A prominence big enough to engulf our planet loops up from the edge of the sun's disk in this photo by Alan Friedman.
A full frontal view from New York photographer Alan Friedman shows the current activity in detail, as seen in a particular wavelength known as hydrogen-alpha. The colors have been tweaked to turn the sun look like a warm, fuzzy ball, with lacy prominences licking up from the edge of the disk.

Friedman focused on one flare in particular over the weekend: In the picture you see at right, the colors have been reversed to produce a dark sun and dusky prominence against the light background of space.

"The prominence was huge (approximately 150,000 miles long from our perspective and more than 50,000 miles high) but it was a little faint," Friedman told me in an email. "I found that the subtle structures showed better when the image was reversed. I was holding a public observing event at the Buffalo Museum of Science on Saturday when this was taken, very late in the afternoon. It took all my strength to peel the eyes from my telescope and put in the camera for a few minutes. The sun was putting on the most spectacular visual show I can recall in quite a few years."

Another spectacle took place on Monday, when a powerful magnetic filament — rippling more than 600,000 miles (1 million kilometers) across the sun's disk at one point — snapped off a huge flare. SpaceWeather.com offers an animated image of the event, courtesy of NASA's Solar Dynamics Observatory, and here's a YouTube video that shows the filament in action:

k-A3HkduCOI

A filament is flung off the sun's edge in this view from NASA's Solar Dynamics Observatory.

More pictures of the sun's flare-ups are available from the SpaceWeather.com website, and there might be still more to come. "Readers with solar telescopes are encouraged to monitor developments," SpaceWeather.com's Tony Phillips says.



http://photoblog.msnbc.msn.com/

[eaglespirit]

Speaking of Sun Signs ... here is an interesting look

Good Morning Calz...Good Morning All!

I'm kinda a walking/talking/breathing/seeing sun sign, haha!!!
And all I can add is the energy of the sun is helping us all 'step up' to a higher dance : )

[ulli]

Astrologically speaking Leo rules the heart and the sun rules Leo, also the 5th house.
Here is a brief astrology lesson.

HOUSE#....BODY PART.....SIGN............ PLANET
1...............Head...............Aries............. Mars
2...............Throat.............Taurus...........Venus
3...............Lungs..............Gemini...........Mercury
4...............Breast.............Cancer...........Moon
5...............Heart...............Leo...............Sun
6...............Intestine..........Virgo.............Mercury
7...............Kidneys............Libra.............Venus
8...............Genitals...........Scorpio..........Mars
9...............Hips/Thighs......Sagittarius.....Jupiter
10.............Knee................Capricorn.......Saturn
11.............Shin.................Aquarius.........Uranus
12.............Feet.................Pisces.............Neptune

Note how orderly, the patterns and parallels...
particularly the connection with the human body.

Then make some mental notes of how many elderly Pisceans you know whose feet cause them endless problems...
check for yourselves how true these statements are.

Also Pluto is an equivalent energy to Mars, but at one octave higher
Neptune is Venus, one octave higher
Uranus is Mercury, one octave higher


Sun , Moon, Mercury , Venus Mars, Jupiter, Saturn
form the seven notes of the main scale.

[Calz]

10 Knee Capricorn Saturn

kneecap ... I get it :haha:

[ulli]

10 Knee Capricorn Saturn

kneecap ... I get it :haha:

and you are Kid Knee Libra...just kidding knee caps, right?
I meant just kid-kneeing.

Back to my editing job of connecting the dots up there...
should have stayed with my PC and done an Microsoft Excel sheet

[Calz]

While on the topic of a sunny day in the village ... check out this very handy info distributed by James Gilliland.

Good stuff Maynard!!!


http://www.buycontacthasbegun.com/support-files/solarstormsnov152011.pdf



"Awesome Solar Information, Read the whole article."

Solar Storms – 2012 – How Bad? What To Do.

Greetings From Michael Knight, Editor, Preparedness News. This Is A Special One-Subject Newsletter.

After the national alert test (that failed in some respects) on November 9, I decided to check out what a real national, and possibly global, emergency might be.

My research indicates that this could well be a series of solar storms in coming months and throughout 2012 - hence this newsletter, which is intended to give you an understanding of how serious these could be, and that's according to some very good scientists...and what we should be doing to be prepared.

You may find some of this quite shocking at first - but once you are informed, you are also able to make much better decisions because you'll have a clear understanding of what this is about, and how it can potentially affect you, your family, and your very important preparedness plans.

In fact, you'll understand WHY it is important to be well prepared, well ahead of time, for what's coming our way - and that's just from the sun.

Please take the time to follow the links in this newsletter so you have it all in context.

Much more: http://www.buycontacthasbegun.com/support-files/solarstormsnov152011.pdf

[ulli]

While on the topic of a sunny day in the village ... check out this very handy info distributed by James Gilliland.

Good stuff Maynard!!!


http://www.buycontacthasbegun.com/support-files/solarstormsnov152011.pdf



"Awesome Solar Information, Read the whole article."

Solar Storms – 2012 – How Bad? What To Do.

Greetings From Michael Knight, Editor, Preparedness News. This Is A Special One-Subject Newsletter.

After the national alert test (that failed in some respects) on November 9, I decided to check out what a real national, and possibly global, emergency might be.

My research indicates that this could well be a series of solar storms in coming months and throughout 2012 - hence this newsletter, which is intended to give you an understanding of how serious these could be, and that's according to some very good scientists...and what we should be doing to be prepared.

You may find some of this quite shocking at first - but once you are informed, you are also able to make much better decisions because you'll have a clear understanding of what this is about, and how it can potentially affect you, your family, and your very important preparedness plans.

In fact, you'll understand WHY it is important to be well prepared, well ahead of time, for what's coming our way - and that's just from the sun.

Please take the time to follow the links in this newsletter so you have it all in context.

Much more: http://www.buycontacthasbegun.com/support-files/solarstormsnov152011.pdf

He forgot to mention one important point here:
what YOU can do to affect IT....to make the whole prediction pointless and keep life going smoothly....
but then again...he doesn't know yet about The Village, does he?

[ulli]

I love this thread! :)

It's not so much about the "mindfulness" thing - I am "mindful" enough as it is - but it's like being offered intimate glimpses into other people's unique lives, and I can never get enough of those.
Lovely. : )

OK, I suppose I should share my highly uninteresting (but satisfying) current moment...

It is 00:43, November 16th is less than an hour old. I hear the quiet hum of my PC, and nothing else.
Everything is quiet outside. The temperature is slightly below C, a very quiet and slightly foggy mid-week night.

I feel pleasantly warm but not hot; can't feel my body at all, except for the strand of hair brushing against my lips.
I should be working, and it's a project I really like, but I am too busy enjoying the anticipation of work.
(Yeah, go figure - this one has pestered me since childhood.)

I am thinking about making yet another Earl Grey with a little cream. I've been thinking about it for more than an hour now.
I suppose anticipating the tea is a greater pleasure than the tea itself, too. :-)

And now, I'll get up, make that tea and run a hot tub.
I am getting up now. :)


P.S. And now, I am going to edit out some of those hideous smilies from my post...

Hello Nevermind...I totally missed your post somehow...I guess the thread is moving too fast for me these days...so happy to see you here, and about you adding your special moment. I know all about that anticipation thing....and holding off...
In my case I found the answer or explanation in astrology...as a Capricorn I have a strong Saturn factor which is about self deprivation. By depriving myself I guess I am piling up future joy, or so my Saturnian inner whisperer wants to have me believe.
When joy comes with great force it can sweep one to heights where enlightenment is possible...or at least the glare of the sun is not so strong any longer that the stars and infinite cosmos are veiled by sun glares/flares.

[Maria Stade]

I just got a mail saying that they like to sencor the world internet !

Dear friends,


Right now, the US Congress is debating a law that would give them the power to censor the world's Internet -- creating a blacklist that could target YouTube, WikiLeaks and even Avaaz! Now if we stand with key members of the US Congress, we can defeat this attempt at global Internet censorship. Click here and help build an unprecedented global petition for a free and open Internet:


Right now, the US Congress is debating a law that would give them the power to censor the world's Internet -- creating a blacklist that could target YouTube, WikiLeaks and even groups like Avaaz!

Under the new law, the US could force Internet providers to block any website on suspicion of violating copyright or trademark legislation, or even failing to sufficiently police their users' activities. And, because so much of the Internet's hosts and hardware are located in the US, their blacklist would clamp down on the free web for all of us.

The vote could happen any day now, but we can help stop this -- champions in Congress want to preserve free speech and tell us that an international outcry would strengthen their hand. Let’s urgently raise our voices from every corner of the world and build an unprecedented global petition calling on US decision makers to reject the bill and stop Internet censorship. Click below to sign and then forward as widely as possible -- our message will be delivered directly to key members of the US Congress ahead of the crucial vote:

http://www.avaaz.org/en/save_the_internet/?vl

For years, the US government has condemned countries like China and Iran for their clampdown on Internet use. But now, the impact of America's new censorship laws could be far worse -- effectively blocking sites to every Internet user across the globe.

Last year, a similar Internet censorship bill was killed before reaching the US Senate floor, but it's now back in a different form. Copyright laws already exist and are enforced by courts. But this new law goes much further -- granting the government and big corporations enormous powers to force service providers and search engines to block websites based just on allegations of violations -- without a trial or being found guilty of any crime!

US free speech advocates have already raised the alarm, and some key Senators are trying to gather enough support to stop this dangerous bill. We have no time to lose. Let's stand with them to ensure American lawmakers preserve the right to a free and open Internet as an essential way for people around the world to exchange ideas, share communication and work collectively to build the world we want. Sign below to stop US censorship, and save the Internet as we know it:

http://www.avaaz.org/en/save_the_internet/?vl

In the past months, from the Arab Spring to the global Occupy Movement, we've seen first hand how the Internet can galvanize, unify and change the world. Now, if we stand together, we can stop this new attack on Internet freedom. We've done it before -- in Brazil and Italy, Avaaz members have won major victories in the fight for a free Internet. Let's take the fight global, and mobilize to defeat the most powerful censorship threat that the Internet has ever seen.

With hope,

Luis, Dalia, Diego, Emma, Ricken, Aaron, Antonia, Benjamin and the rest of the Avaaz team

More information:

Op-Ed: Blacklist Bill allows Feds to remove websites from Internet (Digital Journal)
http://digitaljournal.com/article/313463

Disastrous IP Legislation Is Back – And It's Worse than Ever (EFF)
https://www.eff.org/deeplinks/2011/10/disastrous-ip-legislation-back-%E2%80%93-and-it%E2%80%99s-worse-ever

Silicon Valley legislators oppose online piracy act (SFGate)
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2011/11/15/BUO81LV0KI.DTL

House Hearing on Stop Online Piracy Act Scheduled (PC World)
http://www.pcworld.com/businesscenter/article/243659/house_hearing_on_stop_online_piracy_act_scheduled.html

Growing Chorus of Opposition to "Stop Online Piracy Act"
https://www.cdt.org/report/growing-chorus-opposition-stop-online-piracy-act

The stop online piracy act: summary, problems, and implications
https://www.cdt.org/files/pdfs/SOPA%202-pager%20final.pdf

Why Is Justin Bieber So Pissed Off?
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/timothy-karr/why-is-justin-bieber-so-p_b_1071055.html


:mad2:

[jorr lundstrom]

Im watching chemtrails. They have been spraying the sky here for 6,5 hrs today.

Ive never seen it happen here before. I called the local newspaper and asked a

reporter to go uotside and have a look. I had to spell chemtrails to him, he had

never heard of this before.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2hhNC1nzls

[ulli]

@Jorr...that must be a strange feeling...do you feel alarmed? Angry?
Aren't you in the north of Sweden?
I would really get worried if they did that to the pristine skies of non-industrial countries like Barbados or Costa Rica.

[Carmody]

Day 12 and doing well. Had a fellow hermit
come over and help me today with some
gardening swaped him for some fresh eggs and
some gardening supplies that he needed .
We planted out 6 different types of potatoes .
I'm going to grow them in a towers , you get
very high yields that way .

Was surprised with my energy levels today,
felt really good, high almost at times .
Sending some extra good vibes out to those that
need it at this time i have heaps to spare .

I had to deal with hard core 3D briefly when I
went to the supermarket and at peak busy time .
I thought I would have been stressed but i
was surprisingly calm in all the hyper stimulation .
It normally l knocks me flat .
Then I realized it was because I was on a totally
different plane, pretty cool. I'm practising " walking
between the worlds" and today I think I got it .
Wondering how much of this i can hold onto
when i go back to eating again .

Driving around was a bit trippy.colors
brighter , smells more intense and noticing
details more. Mind so much shaper less mindless
chatter more silence and peace .
It's very much a here and now state .

it is awesome to be the purity of the child again..but.. this time... in a state of greater knowing. Growth is fast in those moments and times.

I too am doing the same.

For example, I understand the why now, of the recollection of the two prior lives.

this is due to me taking two new lives very fast, with no time to process them in between.

newton says that his hypnotism subjects say..that.. the average time to process a 'life' while between lives is something akin to 50 years. Fifty earth years, before one is born again, on earth.

My time, between these past two births..was very short.

This means I did not fully process the prior lives. Which is why I received them as a download while as a human. this is my guess. One is allowed to do this thing, if they think they can handle it. Lives are presented as choices, and I took this one.

In the process of this whole thing, or process.... I drag the whole world behind me, like a cloak of entanglements. Others, less so..as they have processed their knots, and released them, before they moved on to the new.

If one does this thing i have done...they end up being both the instigator of correction, and the cause for the need of correction.

Thus the birth chart of psychic sensitivity, and complex transits that tend to have much to do with the world's condition.

Although, I get the impression that part of this...is the thing we all end up aiming for, which is the mixing or involvement of both worlds, which is the motion toward a conscious connecting of the two.

In such a scenario, I get my catharsis and healing in the moments and ways that others gain the swirl of life and color that gives them the opportunity for lessons.

So, indeed..one can be a 'bigger player' on the world stage.... but the cost is higher -as is the responsibility.


Essentially, I have hurried too fast (hold the door!) with unprocessed meals within me...to the elevator..and then... farted within it.

This song is playing right now:

sBpyuSPqWvU

[ulli]

and then you made up for it by being born with above average analytical capacities...
so ALL comes out in one wash....as they say.
Once the Virgo mind uses the
(he)art of the artist, to step back and contemplate the BIG picture...from a distance....
see details yet not get lost in them...

[Carmody]

and then you made up for it by being born with above average analytical capacities...
so ALL comes out in one wash....as they say.
Once the Virgo mind uses the
(he)art of the artist, to step back and contemplate the BIG picture...from a distance....
see details yet not get lost in them...

Yes, this time I'm grimacing and holding the mal-air in until the elevator stops. Processing during the ride. Unlike some others around here on this planet....

[Carmody]

And if you look at this whole thing in that way, what does that make a Jesus, a God, Allah, or a given Buddha?

Same as before.

Different perspective.

And the child in me humorously asks: Does that make god and the rest of the wrecking crew... fart-knockers?

I'm sure they would laugh and agree.


edit:

point is ...that all conditions exist within a multi-verse environment. There is room for the universe, which some might call god, to be the ultimate problem and the ultimate solution, and to be a fart-knocker, along the way. The universe's grace and the universe's fall is one and the same, as is the universe's innocence and...guilt. One and the same. Inescapably, both and all, are true.

And as the single point of awareness, connected to all..and then as the single point again...one can then understand, to grok, to recognize... that they have in front of them... the black and the white point, in order to be as one, be the point of understanding... of recognition... of the differential between the black and the white. There must be three. The singular, and then the two, in differential.

Alrighty, then.

So.... the universe can count to three. Goody.

This is the reason, the very point, of a timeless being..getting involved in a time or 3d based particle driven universe.

The single point and then the differentials. And then the shades in between.

[ulli]

and then you made up for it by being born with above average analytical capacities...
so ALL comes out in one wash....as they say.
Once the Virgo mind uses the
(he)art of the artist, to step back and contemplate the BIG picture...from a distance....
see details yet not get lost in them...

Yes, this time I'm grimacing and holding the mal-air in until the elevator stops. Processing during the ride. Unlike some others around here on this planet....

The grimacing and self-control are the equivalent to the pain grape juice experiences behind the cork of a wine bottle.
At the end there is wine, not just vinegar. The longer-lasting the process of holding in the mal-air, the better the wine.

[ulli]

Alrighty, then.

So.... the universe can count to three. Goody.


And because it can count to three
the creation can spiral forward,
rather than run endless circles.
That notch makes all the difference...
it represents the third force...new life.

¤=[Post Update]=¤

Computer got fixed...son dropped by and did it.
Good boy! Mummy grateful.

[jorr lundstrom]

@Jorr...that must be a strange feeling...do you feel alarmed? Angry?
Aren't you in the north of Sweden?
I would really get worried if they did that to the pristine skies of non-industrial countries like Barbados or Costa Rica.

No, Im in the southern of Sweden. But Im out in the countryside. We had a

clear blue sky today and no wind. They sprayed from 9 in the morning to

16.30 in the afternoon. And they flew back and forth so the whole sky was

like a spiders web. And I spoke with my sons 40 kilometer to the south and

it was the same there. Angry, mostly regarding what the perpetrators do to

us Im in a state between sacred anger and transpersonal rage. I would like

to buy some Stinger robots, but it seems the Talibans sold those they had

got from the US military when there was no more Russian helicopters to

pick down. So Im afraid I feel helpless according those planes that are

spraying the chemtrails. LOL

[ViralSpiral]

And if you look at this whole thing in that way, what does that make a Jesus, a God, Allah, or a given Buddha?

Same as before.

Different perspective.

And the child in me humorously asks: Does that make god and the rest of the wrecking crew... fart-knockers?

I'm sure they would laugh and agree.


edit:

point is ...that all conditions exist within a multi-verse environment. There is room for the universe, which some might call god, to be the ultimate problem and the ultimate solution, and to be a fart-knocker, along the way. The universe's grace and the universe's fall is one and the same, as is the universe's innocence and...guilt. One and the same. Inescapably, both and all, are true.

And as the single point of awareness, connected to all..and then as the single point again...one can then understand, to grok, to recognize... that they have in front of them... the black and the white point, in order to be as one, be the point of understanding... of recognition... of the differential between the black and the white. There must be three. The singular, and then the two, in differential.

Alrighty, then.

So.... the universe can count to three. Goody.

This is the reason, the very point, of a timeless being..getting involved in a time or 3d based particle driven universe.

The single point and then the differentials. And then the shades in between.



This being awake is a biatch. Some rungs of the ascension ladder are missing, mere shades of differentials. Bloomin fart-knocker!!! Let the dance of the veils begin! .......



;)

[Calz]

This being awake is a biatch. Some rungs of the ascension ladder are missing, mere shades of differentials. Bloomin fart-knocker!!! Let the dance of the veils begin! .......



I just luv it when you talk like that :luv:

Telepathic insight from your morning romp with the sheep??? :flock::flock::flock:


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[Calz]

'You've got a friend in me' Randy Newman
LXARdPb4YBs
My buddy T sent me this today.

xEkIou3WFnM

[eaglespirit]

Astrologically speaking Leo rules the heart and the sun rules Leo, also the 5th house.
Here is a brief astrology lesson.

HOUSE#....BODY PART.....SIGN............ PLANET
1...............Head...............Aries............. Mars
2...............Throat.............Taurus...........Venus
3...............Lungs..............Gemini...........Mercury
4...............Breast.............Cancer...........Moon
5...............Heart...............Leo...............Sun
6...............Intestine..........Virgo.............Mercury
7...............Kidneys............Libra.............Venus
8...............Genitals...........Scorpio..........Mars
9...............Hips/Thighs......Sagittarius.....Jupiter
10.............Knee................Capricorn.......Saturn
11.............Shin.................Aquarius.........Uranus
12.............Feet.................Pisces.............Neptune

Note how orderly, the patterns and parallels...
particularly the connection with the human body.

Then make some mental notes of how many elderly Pisceans you know whose feet cause them endless problems...
check for yourselves how true these statements are.

Also Pluto is an equivalent energy to Mars, but at one octave higher
Neptune is Venus, one octave higher
Uranus is Mercury, one octave higher


Sun , Moon, Mercury , Venus Mars, Jupiter, Saturn
form the seven notes of the main scale.

Pretty darn interesting, Ulli! I being Pisces/cusp Aquarius...and having been on my feet all my life building.
My 3rd and final session with a re-connective healer in 2007 entailed intensive energy at my feet and shins...my legs went numb and feelingless from the knees down....as though floating. An important note also is that I took more extensive walks in nature and the jungle and..and...moreso than my entire life in the past five years...miles and miles The healer, Debbie...was one of the most purely giving people I had ever come across...She actually left the room a few minutes into the healing as She saw 'light' at my feet and intuitively knew "they"? would be busy for a while there at my lower body. After that third healing I was going to schedule another one...because I said to Debbie I wanted to stay Connected...She said, Dan, you're Connected, you're Connected : ) All 3 sessions with Her were oh so powerful and unique ...and of course...exactly what I needed at that time for propulsion : )
Thank You!

[Ernie Nemeth]

My flippers, oops..I mean feet have always been my weak link. Starting with my flat feet, around the age of ten my grandmother thought it wise to tell me that by the time I was forty I would be in a wheelchair (geeze, she loved the scare tactics, that one). She said my knees would give out and my chest would eventually collapse, silly woman.

Over the years, I have sprained both ankles numerous times (over twenty each, easily), sometimes severely. I have broken my left ankle three times and my right twice. I can turn my ankles on the smallest of rocks on the pavement. This I do almost monthly. But the swelling goes down within hours. My feet hurt when I walk too much - and I walk too much every day, almost.

So, for me at least, yeah, I have feet complications.

[astrid]

@ Carmody, I'm a big Newton fan also , in fact his
Work was a HUGE turning point in my life. Understanding
the bigger picture to me has always a big part of
my seeking . And it's always been so curious to me
that most people don't think this important .

Even though from birth ( this time round ) I had a
stealy resilience , I was simply getting tired and
saw no point to all the struggling and I had actually
planned In detail an early exit .
Then spirit dropped Newton's work into my lap
and it changed everything and fast .
I went back over my 40 or so years and rewrote
my perception of everything -which included not
only forgiving all the players but also thanking
them for their roles in my growth . The rest is history.
but it was a total death and rebirth moment .
And the start of a whole new life .

Since then I have been happy , honored even to be
here and just deal win whatever is in my path .
It was also pretty interesting how after i " got it "
the lessons I was given changed completely ,
no more major traumas . The last major trauma saw
me yanked out of the work place to be sent to a period
of study and solitude .
Since which of course I have never looked back .
It's pretty clear , to me anyways that when one
acknowledges the lesson/ concepts you are being
dealt you get upgraded and things speed up
even more .

I remember the 50 year processing time from
Newton , but the thing that jumped out and hit
me from that same book was the consecutive
lives concept . Souls can choose to have
more than one life at time although it's not
advised as it means your energy is much thinner .
Being one to say yes to things first and think
about how iim going to pull ithem off second,
I can image me putting up my hand for
" incarnation extreme style" lol . But I have
always been aware of having loads of extra
help when I get into sticky situations, i still
had to go through my life lessons but the back drop
was always loads of support .

At one point I got tough with the upstairs crew
and made some demands on what I needed here.
In exchange I was more than happy to be in
service . Just basic things, enough money to
survive somewhere half decent to live, to be able
to keep my dogs, and eventually find some others
here doing the same type of work . Oh and no more
vampire men, lol . So far they have
kept up their end and me mine .

Most would say I have no "life " in the 3D sense,
and that's true, but that's fine by me as I'm able to
work 24/7 at what I'm really here to do .
Also what most call " life " I would call going
backwards and living totally upside down to the flow
of creation, no thanks .

Sp yes being in the flow of the cycles of nature
everyday is something else . And I have been trying
to get here for the last 6'or so years . So finally im
fortunate to have arrived
It's been a bit like being sent to a Rand R
Planet after you have had a tough life .
I starting to feel like I'm getting to the end
of my incarnation cycles here. I wonder what
comes next after earth school .

Oh and one more thing -responsibility
Even as small child I had this massive sense
of responsibility, for everything and everyone .
it's always been such a weight and still is .
But these days I have learnt that it's ok for me
to work on myself first and make sure im well
centred, grounded and clear before helping anyone .

Understanding that it was ok to say no to things
if i didn't have the resources took me a long time
to learn. But now I know that there are so many
others doing the same work I'm in no way special
if I can't someone else will . BUt yes coming in
with that weight of feeling you have to fix the whole
World is a big clue.

[starsha]

I have a confession to make. I came to Avalon because i was very specifically guided to. I had no idea why at the time, but i felt it was important, so i did. I really have very little interest in conspiracy theories. Most days i am just in love with life, aware of the preciousness of this gift of being human, and i feel that love and appreciation overflow to most people i meet and connect with. I live moment by moment and 'go with the flow' almost always.

Interestingly about 6 months ago i was given strong guidance that it was going to soon be time for me to 'go public' with my personal life's story. I am looking back now and seeing that this forum was a perfect place for me express myself openly to 'strangers' and to see how people would respond. I have learned so much here, and met so many wonderful people, wow, i can't even express the gratitude for you all in words.

I am starting to feel that my time here is almost done. The only places i feel pulled to post to are this thread, Dawns thread (breatharian one) and the little group i started when i first joined. I think i have mostly met the people i was supposed to meet, and i am feeling a sense of wanting to drift into the background now. I can be tracked down though on skype @ starsha.zesoma if anyone wants to keep in touch.

Though i should mention that I drifted into the background once before and Nora pulled me back :) so perhaps i wont stay away forever this time either.

So much gratitude for this thread, and all of you

(hugs)
Starsha

[ulli]

I have a confession to make. I came to Avalon because i was very specifically guided to. I had no idea why at the time, but i felt it was important, so i did. I really have very little interest in conspiracy theories. Most days i am just in love with life, aware of the preciousness of this gift of being human, and i feel that love and appreciation overflow to most people i meet and connect with. I live moment by moment and 'go with the flow' almost always.

Interestingly about 6 months ago i was given strong guidance that it was going to soon be time for me to 'go public' with my personal life's story. I am looking back now and seeing that this forum was a perfect place for me express myself openly to 'strangers' and to see how people would respond. I have learned so much here, and met so many wonderful people, wow, i can't even express the gratitude for you all in words.

I am starting to feel that my time here is almost done. The only places i feel pulled to post to are this thread, Dawns thread (breatharian one) and the little group i started when i first joined. I think i have mostly met the people i was supposed to meet, and i am feeling a sense of wanting to drift into the background now. I can be tracked down though on skype @ starsha.zesoma if anyone wants to keep in touch.

Though i should mention that I drifted into the background once before and Nora pulled me back :) so perhaps i wont stay away forever this time either.

So much gratitude for this thread, and all of you

(hugs)
Starsha

Please don't drift out of here. Your place here is always assured unless you leave the forum for good.
Something I would not recommend.
I'm dying to hear your story, but it has to come from you, when you are ready.
When you get a clear idea of what it is that you wish to express remember there are few platforms as amazing as this one. This little group of sensitive people has become a refuge even for those who never post...just look at the numbers. Nearly 55,000 views in two months. I can't think of a forum nor speakers corner where you could espouse your views as effectively as here and be assured of imtelligent and sensitive feedback.
But member that of all the people you are supposed to meet here the most important person is yourself. The rest of us are only reflections of you.
I'm not asking that you reveal secrets that might get you into trouble. But if you have something to share and would like some feedback please stay and have your say.

[dan33]

Thanks starsha and astrid.

peter sellers, whenever he could ,enrich his characters with accents :)

Many times i though about this scene like a metaphor of .... any forum



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkLj7aJmeaI

[starsha]

I'm dying to hear your story, but it has to come from you, when you are ready.
When you get a clear idea of what it is that you wish to express remember there are few platforms as amazing as this one. This little group of sensitive people has become a refuge even for those who never post...just look at the numbers. Nearly 55,000 views in two months. I can't think of a forum nor speakers corner where you could espouse your views as effectively as here and be assured of imtelligent and sensitive feedback.
But member that of all the people you are supposed to meet here the most important person is yourself. The rest of us are only reflections of you.
I'm not asking that you reveal secrets that might get you into trouble. But if you have something to share and would like some feedback please stay and have your say.

Thank you Ulli :)

you are amazing, this forum is amazing, i agree with all you say here. I did share the start of "my story" on one of the threads a while ago, so i will paste it here. I am in the process of sitting down to write my book, which will be like a 'dairy' of sorts starting from when i was six till now. Here is what i shared so you get an idea ...

This took place when I was about 5 or 6 years old:

I woke up one morning and everything seemed foreign to me, I had no memory of ever being in that room before, and I had no knowledge of who I was. I would say I knew myself as something, maybe consciousness (for lack of a better description), but I didn’t know myself as a person. It was like everything was empty, and everything was new at the same time. The first thought that came to me was “who am I?” It took a while (like several days) for the memories to flood in; though it didn’t feel like they were coming ‘back’, as much as they were being ‘accessed’ by me somehow. After a few days things normalized, and I just went along with being a person, even though I felt like I was somehow faking it.

I somehow intuitively knew to never tell anyone the experience, and I just kept it to myself. When I hit my teen years I started having more ‘experiences’ that I never really could explain. But every time something weird would happen, I would think back to the day that everything was empty. There was (well has always been) something about the feeling of that day that I have never been able to shake. I have never really made sense of it, though I have had lots of people tell me what they think it means. I have heard several versions of it from psychics and healers, (which has all been somewhat of a help to me in some way or another) but I honestly to this day don’t know for sure what it was.

When I was about 28 I went to a psychic and up to that point I had never told anyone (except my best friend) about this event. The first thing he said to me was “I want you to tell me about what happened when you were 6”. It kind of startled me, and I shrugged it off as a good guess, but then he said “you need to understand what happened to you that day, something will happen soon to you, and you will need to be able to put it all together”. I still wasn’t 100% convinced, but about 2 weeks later something very weird did happen (which would take me another 300 words to share, so I’ll leave that for another time) and I started to realize that the weird things that happened to me, were somehow connected to the event that happened when I was around six years old.

[astrid]

@Starsha- the self expression thing it is hard . Everytime
I post I want to hide . I'm working pretty hard on this
right now . I have felt unsafe around people since birth
and for many lifetimes before that . All with valid
reasons .'the trick is to find a place where you are
supported and feel its ok to speak with no fear
of being judged or ridiculed . Which is a very hard
thing for most of us there are not many such
places . But this is one.
You are loved and supported more than you know .

[starsha]

This is the thing that happened when i was 28, a few weeks after my visit to the 'psychic' i spoke of in the first post:

I had been meditating and contemplating, and at some point the contemplation starting moving into “what is this thing that i am?” During my contemplation i started becoming aware of a sensation in my spine, i have often described it as liquid bliss. I continued with my contemplation, and at some point the realization hit, that what we are is so much bigger, so much more amazing than a limited single body/mind. The sensation of liquid bliss got more and more intense until it was rushing up my spine like a waterfall and bursting out the top of my head. The feeling expanded and expanded until there was a feeling of vast open space, silence, and something like a simple pure 'knowing.'

Over the years of meditation i have had many peak experiences such as this, states of higher consciousness, but always the experiences would fade over time. For whatever reason this sensation in my spine never did fade. There are times now where the sensation is more subtle than others, but ever since that day the 'liquid bliss' has always been there. At times it can be very intense, like a whole body orgasm that is random and spontaneous, and at other times it is like a low level of subtle bliss running in the background like a radio playing in the distance.

About two years ago, after six years of living with very active kundalini i had an experience in the middle of the night. i felt like i was going to die, and there was a strong 'sucking' sensation as i slipped into a silent void. There was nothing in there at all ... just stillness and silence, i really have no words to describe the experience, any label i can put on it feels like tainting it somehow. When i came back to the room after that i felt like the body was a pea sized little toy, and i was this huge giant trying to remember how to work it again. For about three days i couldn't eat, or sleep, but not in a bad way, it was just like there was no need to. The energy that was flowing freely was enthralling and sustaining completely, so there was just no need to reach to anything in the world for sustenance. I was simply self sustained in every way.

I also felt a profound sense of love for everyone and everything and a strong realization of how precious life is. My time in this state has not been without external challenges in fact if anything the 'life' challenges have increased during the last 8 years, yet no matter what happens i always have a higher perceptive, or 'lens' to see it through, and i know that what i am can not be harmed. It is hard for me to buy into fear or worry, (it can still happen, but it's very rare) but i still see that changes need to happen on earth right now and i feel a strong pull to help people.

¤=[Post Update]=¤


@Starsha- the self expression thing it is hard . Everytime
I post I want to hide . I'm working pretty hard on this
right now . I have felt unsafe around people since birth
and for many lifetimes before that . All with valid
reasons .'the trick is to find a place where you are
supported and feel its ok to speak with no fear
of being judged or ridiculed . Which is a very hard
thing for most of us there are not many such
places . But this is one.
You are loved and supported more than you know .


Thank you Astrid, this really touched me *tears*

[ulli]

Starsha
Wow, this is the thread for you...this is where we congregate...people who have had those experiences.
By the way, anyone seen Jake lately?
Jake had written a book about his OOBEs...Avalon's out of body man.

[ulli]

Thanks starsha and astrid.

peter sellers, whenever he could ,enrich his characters with accents :)

Many times i though about this scene like a metaphor of .... any forum



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkLj7aJmeaI

Oh Dan, what have you done!
Now I have to watch that whole movie.
He obviously studied Gestalt under Fritz Perls, the accent is perfect.
And Peter Sellers as the fashion magazine editor....nearly as perfect as Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada.

[starsha]

Starsha
Wow, this is the thread for you...this is where we congregate...people who have had those experiences.
By the way, anyone seen Jake lately?
Jake had written a book about his OOBEs...Avalon's out of body man.

Yeah i shared many OBE stories on that thread. Jake's a sweetheart :)

Thank you for opening your thread to me Ulli, i feel really supported.

[ulli]

Feeling physically tired this evening, although mentally alert and awake.
My mouse batteries died and I don't like using the touchpad.
Sent pictures of my pretty grandnieces in Germany to hubby
who is already marrying them off to several of his 8 siblings' kids.
I must say my huge Costa Rican family is amazing and are all very keen on meeting foreigners.
All are fluent in English. Such a hyper culture, the Latinos have.

[modwiz]

Feeling physically tired this evening, although mentally alert and awake.
My mouse batteries died and I don't like using the touchpad.
Sent pictures of my pretty grandnieces in Germany to hubby
who is already marrying them off to several of his 8 siblings' kids.
I must say my huge Costa Rican family is amazing and are all very keen on meeting foreigners.
All are fluent in English. Such a hyper culture, the Latinos have.

My son's mother is a Latina. I guess that makes him one half Latino. I speak more Spanish than he does though.

Here and now it is raining. No problem for me as long as it isn't snow. Rain means mild for this time of year. I'll take it. I think my Mother loves me. :kiss:

[astrid]

Went back to bed three times before i finally got up,
getting into my day now though.
Fed chickens, collected eggs and watered my food garden.
I 'm blessed to have some fruit trees here, an established Lemon
and a Pear tree, and some other stone fruit that are a bit younger.
Is the perfect "now" house for me, i could easily stay here, but in reality
i need more land and a better orientation. North- South is always much better for gardening and living, much more passive solar heating, and easy to
cool in summer by opening both front and back doors
and flushing out the heat.
This house right now is cold inside and we have a lovely sunny day.

So i'm guessing this is a haven to rest for a while, a transition home.
I'm really loving gardening though, such good nourishment for the soul.

[Carmody]

unfolding

good morning to you, where ever you are.


J3sAt6LADNM

(some images to peruse while listening to the tune) (http://www.flickr.com/photos/dcsl/3262973906/lightbox/)

(yet more-a stunner) (http://www.flickr.com/photos/labimposter/1743934125/lightbox/)

and the tune I've been looking to share for over a year, it finally arrives on yutoob. but the pitch is all wrong.. but it's the only choice. However, it's still a good introduction. this is the cover photo from the album:

http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/514WnuWJVTL._SL500_AA300_.jpg


u6MWKNOCE20

[astrid]

last night i was dreaming of eating Peking Duck, lol.

Ok my mission for the day, and this is how silly my social phobia gets at times.
My front "nature strip" as we call it here in Aus, the strip of grass between the foot path
and the road, is 2 ft high. But i'm freaky out about mowing it, Why (And it makes no sense,
as i walk my dogs all the time, so i can leave the house), but it's a "being seen" thing, being exposed.
Which i guess is based in vulnerability, or something, not sure, but whatever it is
it has to go. I had the same issue in my last place, even worse, because all the land was
at the front very showy Victorian garden, but i hardly ever went out there.
Irrational fears, time to say goodbye to them, me thinks.
So i hereby pledging to the village that i will tackle this one today.
Deep breath, first step is see if the mower starts.
I have a push mower, which i love, but that means more time out there.

[astrid]

Problem half solved.
Cordless headphones,
music, no more stress.
Simple.

But have to complete task tomorrow,
push mower not much use,
need to use nasty petrol one.
About to rain, so i got let off the hook this time, lol

[ViralSpiral]

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LOVE IT!!!! ;)




I think my Mother loves me

Why only think?



Another short night behind, with a loooooooong day ahead.
3 hour train trip to Geneva. My favourite trip!

http://www.exploringsouthindia.com/Geneva/Lausanne1.jpg

[Guest]

Another cold clear night -stirring the fire.

I have what feels like a detox headache and I am not doing a cleanse of any kind right now. Drinking a lot of water. May be related to the events since last Friday. I feel like I am on fire & total reorganization is going on inside of me. Feel super super sensitive to everything.... also feel like the energy wants to take over -doing my best to go with it. Time for me to get some rest.

Nora

we are all relate

[Carmody]

Found this photo of my home town. This lake is in the middle of the town. There, in the background, is the tower I climbed, high on blotter acid, and meditated as the sun went down. Warm light wind, summer breeze. Acid will increase the connectivity in your neutral complex by an average of 20%. I was in this space, this place, young... and a full life of mystery and unknowns in front of me. A place of desolation, but also of breathtaking beauty. One could walk nearly 500 miles in any direction, and never meet a single person. In some directions, over 4000 miles. knowing me, I was probably thinking of this tune (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkJNyQfAprY), at the time. I was 16 years old. it was a bizarre combination of being about 140+ years of experience of both conscious and unconscious connection as child - and overlay. My friends shortly afterward had nicknamed me 'the librarian' due to my extensive knowledge. (compared to theirs, for their age). I tend to not, as you may have noticed :p ...let on my location, and such. I thought you might like this photo. I know I'm grateful for it.

In the lyrics it says,"When I was a child, I had a fever, and my hands felt like two balloons".

Well, I had a fever just like that, where reality kept fading in and out, non stop rushes, for days. That fever broke loose my Kundalini, besides the mediation of the void, the highest form of meditation... that I had accidentally come to, the stilled breathing method. The ones the monks use when they leave a non-decaying corpse. I was 8 years old. Later on, in reading, as I read quite a bit, I found that this was the age that they tended to have the new Dali lama's (or monks, specifically) 'active' themselves (I can't quite remember the context). Always an interesting thing, that. What about that age is connected to such things? What part of development brings that out?

"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone."

I had already, at age 16, spent 3 years as a holy terror tearing down my life, twisting everything, tearing everything down, trying to find that starting point that would bring something new, something like that - back. I was numb. You have to be at the bottom to find the desire, the direction, for the top. Clean slate, I reckoned.

I spent the rest of my life up to the age of 36 trying to get that back, chasing it down, through every kind of stress and pressure I could bring on myself.. And I finally did find it again.

[ulli]

last night i was dreaming of eating Peking Duck, lol.

Ok my mission for the day, and this is how silly my social phobia gets at times.
My front "nature strip" as we call it here in Aus, the strip of grass between the foot path
and the road, is 2 ft high. But i'm freaky out about mowing it, Why (And it makes no sense,
as i walk my dogs all the time, so i can leave the house), but it's a "being seen" thing, being exposed.
Which i guess is based in vulnerability, or something, not sure, but whatever it is
it has to go. I had the same issue in my last place, even worse, because all the land was
at the front very showy Victorian garden, but i hardly ever went out there.
Irrational fears, time to say goodbye to them, me thinks.
So i hereby pledging to the village that i will tackle this one today.
Deep breath, first step is see if the mower starts.
I have a push mower, which i love, but that means more time out there.

This is the 12th house thing....nearly everyone I ever did charts for and who has a prominent 12th house or Neptune... already in their childhood had their secret hidey hole places...under a table, in the attic, or tree house...they had to find that sanctuary.
The 9 th is the opposite...they are the street walkers.

[astrid]

Astro update from Tom.....

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[astrid]

This is the 12th house thing....nearly everyone I ever did charts for and who has a prominent 12th house or Neptune... already in their childhood had their secret hidey hole places...under a table, in the attic, or tree house...they had to find that sanctuary.
The 9 th is the opposite...they are the street walkers.

Totally.
Tree houses, in cupboards, under houses, anywhere i could
get some solice.

Once when i went shopping with the family as a child,
large department store type place, i went missing.
I was found asleep curled up in a dog kennel.

I had a habit of going walkabout, i was once a missing person for 4 days.

[ulli]

Found this photo of my home town. This lake is in the middle of the town. There, in the background, is the tower I climbed, high on blotter acid, and meditated as the sun went down. Warm light wind, summer breeze. Acid will increase the connectivity in your neutral complex by an average of 20%. I was in this space, this place, young... and a full life of mystery and unknowns in front of me. A place of desolation, but also of breathtaking beauty. One could walk nearly 500 miles in any direction, and never meet a single person. In some directions, over 4000 miles. knowing me, I was probably thinking of this tune (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkJNyQfAprY), at the time. I was 16 years old. it was a bizarre combination of being about 140+ years of experience of both conscious and unconscious connection as child - and overlay. My friends shortly afterward had nicknamed me 'the librarian' due to my extensive knowledge. (compared to theirs, for their age). I tend to not, as you may have noticed :p ...let on my location, and such. I thought you might like this photo. I know I'm grateful for it.

In the lyrics it says," when I was a child, I had a fever, and my hands felt like two balloons".

Well, that fever broke loose my Kundalini, besides the mediation of the void, the highest form of meditation... that I had accidentally come to, the stilled breathing method. The ones the monks use when they leave a non-decaying corpse. I was 8 years old. later on, in reading, as I read quite a bit, I found that this was the age that they tended to have the new Dali lama's (or monks, specifically) 'active' themselves (I can't quite remember the context). Always an interesting thing, that. What about that age is connected to such things? What part of development brings that out?

"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone."

I spent the rest of my life up to the age of 36 trying to get that back, chasing it down, through every kind of stress and pressure I could bring on myself.. And I finally did find it again.


Good for you, Carmody.
Just yesterday I was thinking about the times I did acid and how beneficial it was. The last one was the weirdest..I was in Hongkong, had just finished discussing a design with a manufacturer, who had a sample whipped up for me to see in what appeared to be minutes, and which I didn't like at all. I felt really too shy to express it...only 25 years old at the time, with my own company, traveling alone, and I kind of caved in at that point, emotionally. Felt more alone than ever, I stood there, staring out of the office window over an expanse of water...on the other side there were 4 huge storage tanks hundreds of feet apart, each had an enormous letter on it, ESSO, that was before it became Exxon. I remember it clearly. I had on a jacket and rummaging inside the pocket I found a tiny pill...I had totally forgotten...it had been there for months, and that was when I decided to take the acid...it was to be my last time. It was March 1974 and I had become straight a couple of years earlier, but some old friend had presented me with this little gift...and now was the time. My Hongkong agent whom I had met in London was driving me around in her little car, an orange coloured open MG, a sports car, and I remember being stared at by millions of Chinese people looking down at us from their bus windows... I saw what was then called the NewTerritories, and the distant mainland China, on my last acid high.
Yesterday morning was watching this documentary which triggered those memories
http://www.forbiddenknowledgetv.com/videos/drugs/inside-lsd---full-length-documentary.html

[Carmody]

This is the 12th house thing....nearly everyone I ever did charts for and who has a prominent 12th house or Neptune... already in their childhood had their secret hidey hole places...under a table, in the attic, or tree house...they had to find that sanctuary.
The 9 th is the opposite...they are the street walkers.

Totally.
Tree houses, in cupboards, under houses, anywhere i could
get some solice.

Once when i went shopping with the family as a child,
large department store type place, i went missing.
I was found asleep curled up in a dog kennel.

I had a habit of going walkabout, I was once a missing person for 4 days.

wow 4 days.

My hidey hole is..music and books.

Astrid, I'm thinking right now, that it probably takes you..oh...3-4 hours to 'prepare' to get out and be with 'people', to relate in that 'normal' way we call normal. Then a few hours, at least, to take that layer off, when you get back home. That is the way it was and is for me, when the kundalini and such is as high as it is in you right now.

Finding a quick or shortcut to 'the space', a meditative preparation method that can gain strength from being used often, can shorten that spin down time. Once you find the path within, and exercise it.

[Carmody]

Good for you, Carmody.
Just yesterday I was thinking about the times I did acid and how beneficial it was. The last one was the weirdest..I was in Hongkong, had just finished discussing a design with a manufacturer, who had a sample whipped up for me to see in what appeared to be minutes, and which I didn't like at all. I felt really too shy to express it...only 25 years old at the time, with my own company, traveling alone, and I kind of caved in at that point, emotionally. Felt more alone than ever, I stood there, staring out of the office window over an expanse of water...on the other side there were 4 huge storage tanks hundreds of feet apart, each had an enormous letter on it, ESSO, that was before it became Exxon. I remember it clearly. I had on a jacket and rummaging inside the pocket I found a tiny pill...I had totally forgotten...it had been there for months, and that was when I decided to take the acid...it was to be my last time. It was March 1974 and I had become straight a couple of years earlier, but some old friend had presented me with this little gift...and now was the time. My Hongkong agent whom I had met in London was driving me around in her little car, an orange coloured open MG, a sports car, and I remember being stared at by millions of Chinese people looking down at us from their bus windows... I saw what was then called the NewTerritories, and the distant mainland China, on my last acid high.
Yesterday morning was watching this documentary which triggered those memories
http://www.forbiddenknowledgetv.com/videos/drugs/inside-lsd---full-length-documentary.html

I'm thinking, that well, what kind of person does it take to be where you are now? Well the kind of person who would be in such a place, and situation.... then be under that stress and strangeness..and then somehow find a way.... to turn the dials to "11" .

Why not.

Indeed, why not.

[Calz]

Well I confess to a bit of experimentation myself when I was young.

First visual effect (in my college dorm room) was looking at map taped to a closet door. The borders started to "shift". Then the door seemed to "breath" through the wood grain.

Turning to my roommate (who was about as baby faced as a college boy could be) I saw him growing hair all over his face. Sort of like a werewolf but not nearly as dramatic.

Needless to say, I became more "open minded" to the seemingly solid structure of "reality" ... so yes I consider that beneficial.


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[Carmody]

My mother helped us grow up fast, when I was 13 and my sister was 14. she used a simple method. She, over a period of 4 days or so, committed an act of catharsis and 'doubled down' by this catharsis being an act of explaining her difficult childhood to us in explicit detail. the doubling down was the part where she showed us what childhood experience can do to shape the person she was, and in this act gave us the opportunity to understand that adults were not a higher entity, but a child with more extensive experiences and more time under their belt. One where barriers, issues, life, and conditions had taught her more ways to understand herself and the world. To have 'experience' to temper her responses and enlargen her thought range. How her childhood, had shaped our upbringing. Or something like that. It had the desired effect of changing our behavior, understandings, origins of our analysis of the world, and directions. Fast.

It was around the time I then had these two 'other life' downloads.. and I told her one day,

"Do anything -Be Anything. Go anywhere - Be anywhere. No limits. And now, I move, I become." (I moved one step forward, purposely, spreading my arms).

I began my teardown, to begin again.

[astrid]

I feel like i really missed out not doing drugs when i was younger,
but those i did try, had the opposite effect on me.
So i didn't bother getting into them.
That and the parental programming,
" We would forgive anything but that"
I did have alot of druggie friends and boyfriends though.
I must admit, since being on this path i have much more of a curiousity
and with no fear attached.

LOve that Pink Floyd track Carmody,

[ulli]

I feel like i really missed out not doing drugs when i was younger,
but those i did try, had the opposite effect on me.
So i didn't bother getting into them.
That and the parental programming,
" We would forgive anything but that"
I did have alot of druggie friends and boyfriends though.
I must admit, since being on this path i have much more of a curiousity
and with no fear attached.

LOve that Pink Floyd track Carmody,

I think what took my fear away was that I was far from family and their inevitable judgement. Changing country and culture may turn you into a lone wolf, but you learn early to trust in providence.
The people who had bad trips, in my experience, were those who still were strongly connected to their roots, and so their inner conscience was plaguing them.

[astrid]

Astrid, I'm thinking right now, that it probably takes you..oh...3-4 hours to 'prepare' to get out and be with 'people', to relate in that 'normal' way we call normal. Then a few hours, at least, to take that layer off, when you get back home. That is the way it was and is for me, when the kundalini and such is as high as it is in you right now.

Finding a quick or shortcut to 'the space', a meditative preparation method that can gain strength from being used often, can shorten that spin down time. Once you find the path within, and exercise it.

Yeah that's about right, and for the most part i can do that.
Its when people just show up out of the blue that i go into shock.
I try really hard to relate, and be polite, etc, and i am, but it takes a few days to get over .

I used to force myself to just deal with it.
And once in the house i just moved from,
i had a friend, her partner and one, or maybe two of her kids stay for the weekend.
They are all very loud and hyper verbal.
I was really looking forward to it, but it was too much for me.
One night over dinner, there were too many people all taking at once,
i was trying so hard to listen and engage, even though i was really getting
stressed. Next thing i know i was shaking, and crying and i had to remove myself
and go and sit in a corner somewhere quiet. It was a real wake up call to
what happens when i keep pushing beyond what my body is saying i can handle.

So i have to have an out, a quiet place i can go and re-centre myself, them I'm ok.
For every hour i spend with people i need 2 hours alone to re group.
Luck I have always been a good sleeper, so i sleep as long as i need too.

This study trip I'm planning next year is 8 days, 20 people and shared rooms.
I think i might see it there is a way i can have my own room.
I know that's kind of part of the whole experience, but i cant see me
being able to sleep with someone else in the room, especially
someone I don't know. I'm in contact with the trainer ,
who is aware of Aspergers, and ultra sensitives,
and she is really supportive of me wanting to go.
I think im handling it better by letting her know a bit about me,
and my challenges, so she can help me during my stay.

And its a far way off, but I'm for sure going to be doing a lot of work
in this area before then. It's closing too many doors for me,
to not at least to have the choice to go out if it want to.

[Carmody]

The interesting part is that this can go two ways.

Once you realize that you are sensing an envelope of energy of their presence..and that theirs is like a sprawling Verklempt (http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=verklempt) mongrel of a psychic presence that has never been trained or trimmed, you can address it, through exercising your own. While in their presence.

Due to theirs being totally unaware, as it is the component of their higher self that is attached to their conscious state, you can help train or organize it, like dealing with a puppy. Gently, of course. however, you CAN take command. But command is no what it is about, they are their own expression, as it should be.

Then, as you have this ability, via the sensitivity, you realize you can take control of an entire room. Then, an entire building, an entire gathering.....

For if the sensitivity is strong, IMO...it works both ways, both directions. A highly sensitive input or door, can be not just in, but outward, as well. Some sensitives work it wrongly, by using the heady rush of ego and their original fears to regain control of others. An egoic version of the psychic vampire, is one way of expressing it.

this, I began to teach myself, at the age of 20 or so. In the context of conscious understanding of what I was doing. Before, it was not really a conscious understanding. the good soul never uses it unscrupulously, or wrongly. That is the realm of the satanist and the black magician. The psychic sensitive gone bad, lost in the ego expression of their fears and the sense of safety and control that comes to them when they do such things. Which only multiplies in their life when their desires work into this as a form of success that they egoistically desire. I realized the danger of that , quite early and never went there.

The problem is teaching yourself how to do it correctly, for it can be an invasion of space, the kind you do not wish on yourself, and thus do not wish on others. The kind of understanding that the empathetic have. The trick is in starting to find the sure footing of strength in the self... that such a thing is real... and that you can actually do it. The real part to understand is that it has always been there in you, in everyone. It is there to be developed...if you ponder this..and decide that it enables you, and it is a direction you wish to pursue. it is a point of understanding. I believe the potential for the skill exists within you. empathy would be your guideline for correctness of expression. One has to watch for the ego getting in the way, for it can be a heady thing once found to be real... especially for the males of the human species, IMO.

I can be on a busy street, for example, in the middle of a city, and I can concentrate on a given stranger in that unspoken, deep way..two blocks away... and have them turn and look at me. The danger is that if it is improperly applied, like a untrained loose cannon, one can disturb the unconscious envelope of the area or grouping, and cause accidents, as one is touching unrealized bits of people. Bits they don't even know they have. This should not be done in complex environments due to such dangers. My dogs never had leashes or collars, as I communicated with them on that level -as a way of life. Besides, dogs are wired for it in the first place.

For example, to stand above, on a busy overpass of a main multi-lane highway..and punch out a huge psychic pulse of uncontrolled energy, and cause a massive pile up. To distract people's minds by and through uncontrolled expression. This would be the behavior of the foolish and the dark. The egoic animal, and very likely male.

There was a film about such, in a way, it was called 'The Medusa touch', starring Richard Burton. Those who do not know what it is, fear it as a deep unknown, thus the existence of such movies, and the seeming power of the darker people in this world.

And this tune plays again, right now, as I finish this post.

AT0_mEDHUfY

[meeradas]

J3sAt6LADNM

and the tune I've been looking to share for over a year, it finally arrives on yutoob. but the pitch is all wrong.. but it's the only choice.

u6MWKNOCE20

Carmody, I'm sittin' here, listenin',
and still tryin' to hit the "thanks" button one more time (in time with the tune)...
can't thank you enough for this wonderful (and new in my life) music!

Man, the strings are playing my heart...

Grand.

[normally, i'd remove the vids from an answer to a post - this time, no!]

[Lisab]

Wow Carmody I love Lamb thankyou.

I'm actually grateful to those old, long gone trippy drug days. I wouldnt be half of who I am today.

Astrid I understand not being able to be around large crowds. I just cant do it anymore. I get really anxious. Ive got to go into town now but typically woke up not quite back in my body again. Floating round like a space cadet here!xx

[astrid]

@ Carmody ..Yeah, i did with my ex house mate, a Navy Vet, who had constant nightmares,
and many uncrossed dead attached to him, which is what happens, if you kill someone.
He was waiting on a huge payout, so wanted to stay as unwell as possible,
so i had not the permission to move in and clean things on his behalf.

But it was my house, so i had the right to keep that clear, so what i ended up
doing was making an etheric structure, so his stuff was just with him, and no where else,
It was a good work around. And it worked well.
He is actually a big part of my current "growth spurt"
He was still a housemate until recently, but he was hardly ever here as he had a girlfriend.
I thought i was on a good thing, half my rent was paid and i was for the most part alone,
or so i thought.
Recently they both moved to start a new life in another state, and the
relief and freedom i felt was amazing. I figured out what it was, he came and went
random times, as his dog was here, and i never had any warning.
Even meditation/ journeying was hard, as in the back of my mind
i was worried he would come home. But i didn't realize how big an
impact it was having on me, until he had gone.

So yeah, it's only been this last month i have finally been able to have a peaceful, safe space.
A lot of the energy work you mentioned i have done bits and pieces of, and i don't have an
issue with power or ego, as i totally understand that we are very much just conduits.
And well.. all the trauma has left me with way too much empathy to ever use it the wrong way,
not really my thing.
But no question I'm coming into at phase of better focus and honing of
skills. I have really needed this space alone to move to the next level. So its no
surprise i was guided to go straight into a fast. But I have no intentions of forcing a
full Kundalini activation, if it happens great, if not, it's ok too.
For sure i have loads of energy running up and down my spine non stop,
more so when i just wake up it seems. I think my throat is still
a tricky spot, why I'm just allowing my self to opening express here
even if its not something i would normally do.

[astrid]

My fav lamb song,
Don't play it much as it reminds me of a certain someone.
Oh well.... while we are opening doors, might as well
keep going.....

PILJRHjUVEw

[astrid]

@ Carmody ... I think I'm better at working remotely,
my focus suffers when I'm doing face to face work.
A friend recently had major surgery, i worked with
him for 4 weeks prior then i was "in" the surgery
and worked a lot with the energy in the room
to increase focus, etc. It was an 8 hour
operation, and tricky. The surgeon said to him after
that it was the best one he had ever done.

And recently with my Mother, i knew that this time it
was serious. I had a dream, where there was three knocks,
knocking dreams are always big warning
dreams. She was bleeding internally, and they couldn't stop it,
then when they did her veins all collapsed. Her body was black
from the bruising. She has been in hospital for 6 weeks ,
and she comes out on Saturday. Both her specialists told my
Father that they don't know how she did it.

Now as part of the daily intense work i was doing on her
i located an ancestor, my great great grandmother, who had
never crossed over, not one part of her. She was still attached to
the female linage, and creating quite a lot of power loss
and depression for us. So i helped her cross.

I had spoken to my Mother previous to this and
she was her usual negative, complaining, always focusing on the bad stuff, self.
After i did that cross over, i called her and she was in great positive spirits.
Now.. it gets even more positive, she is coming out on Saturday,
still walking on sticks, and is going to see a Andrew Llyod Weber thing
in Melb that night, which is a Bus trip and lots of people.
Very out of character of her. And also very ambitious
seeing she has been so ill. But, hey.. its pretty good news.
If that's not full power back, i don't know what is.
My Dad is a bit taken aback, but as i said to him today,
its great she is so optimistic.

But yeah... remote work, easy. Live 3D is where i need to
sharpen up.

[9eagle9]

I want to hear more about this. Is this something you've always had a sorta of social phobia as you referred to it or did it begin to develop when you started to live in a more highly expressed way?

last night i was dreaming of eating Peking Duck, lol.

Ok my mission for the day, and this is how silly my social phobia gets at times.
My front "nature strip" as we call it here in Aus, the strip of grass between the foot path
and the road, is 2 ft high. But i'm freaky out about mowing it, Why (And it makes no sense,
as i walk my dogs all the time, so i can leave the house), but it's a "being seen" thing, being exposed.
Which i guess is based in vulnerability, or something, not sure, but whatever it is
it has to go. I had the same issue in my last place, even worse, because all the land was
at the front very showy Victorian garden, but i hardly ever went out there.
Irrational fears, time to say goodbye to them, me thinks.
So i hereby pledging to the village that i will tackle this one today.
Deep breath, first step is see if the mower starts.
I have a push mower, which i love, but that means more time out there.

[astrid]

@ 9eagle9 , i have a long history of trauma, both at home and bullying at school. Then a string of abusive relationships.
I'm working with this right now with a Shamanic practitioner, so far we have found one past live origin for it,
conducted soul retrieval for that, and other one from around my birth when i was unsafe because of my
Fathers raging. So I'm getting there, I'm in a position now where i can really tackle these things more head on.
Fasting is helping to with my clarity.

But for sure I'm getting more sensitive, which is what I'm aiming for anyways, i just need to get a bit better at
opening and closing the gates when i need too.

So its a bit multi-faceted, and as such I'm tackling it from a few angles.

Having long periods where i don't leave the house also, gets me out of practice
for dealing with 3D, especially over winter.

[ulli]

I think most of us agree that we are here to be of some kind of service. The trappings of this planet aren't that fantastic that one would want to get stuck here.
I have looked at some pretty paradisical places and they all still have their plumbing problems.
So if you have an ability to do energy work from a distance, yet still be this dimension I would think there is a need for that.
Because forcing yourself to go deeper into 3D might cause some of your abilities to be lost.
Anyway, if you ever do have to you can always call on me for help, and I'll be zapping you with energy from my little hideyhole. Equally, I get nervous before I travel so I might be calling on your services.

[astrid]

@ Ulli, I know i will never be an extrovert, nor do i want to be.
I'm more aiming to be able to walk more between both worlds,
rather than just being stuck in one. I know that way i can connect
more with like minded others in the physical, and also be able to
help more in 3D.
It's more about finding a balance rather than being so extreme in one direction.
And as you know i am wanting to go off and study next year ,
so this is partly towards that aim. And that is a big step, traveling without getting
lost, working in a group for 8 days, and eating an sleeping with them,
including shared rooms.
-That part i might have to chicken out on, i can't see myself getting any
sleep with someone else in the room. Which means i won't
get the most out of the course, without sleep I'm a wreck.

I have been talking to the trainer about my challenges, and she is
very encouraging an supportive of me going. I just want to do the most
between now and then to maximize my chance of success.

[eaglespirit]

Moreso than ever I feel and see Us at a Spiritual Roundtable passing Energy back and forth and around and Helping...Above and Below and Beyond!
Everyone is opening up to Helping...Those silent Watchers too!
The Waters all around and through Mother Earth are flowing purer and purer carrying Higher Messages...Everything IS Becoming more integrated!
I Love You All!

[ulli]

Moreso than ever I feel and see Us at a Spiritual Roundtable passing Energy back and forth and around and Helping...Above and Below and Beyond!
Everyone is opening up to Helping...Those silent Watchers too!
The Waters all around and through Mother Earth are flowing purer and purer carrying Higher Messages...Everything IS Becoming more integrated!
I Love You All!

That is my dream EagleSpirit, because a united group is so much more than just their number.
Nine individuals who no longer argue, debate, not even do just innocent, friendly banter,
but send each other energy, honor and love one another, share their reality and build new ideas on top of the inspiration received...
such a group can become in strength like 81, which is 9x9.
And that is what true integration is about. Become as one.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Geeze, stay away a single day and so much happens, here - and now.

Carmody, your story is amazing. Ulli, what a gift you are! Astrid, incredible sharing you are doing.

But so sad to hear Starsha might be leaving us. She has helped me alot. We spoke on the phone yesterday, and she is as genuine in real time, let me just attest. I look forward to many more talks with her. She has presence. I will miss her, here.

I love all you guys.

[Calz]

Anyone in the here and now up for a few UFOs??? Short clip with some *super sized* objects of interest around the Sun ...


Gl0Y-um5Qn4

[starsha]

Geeze, stay away a single day and so much happens, here - and now.

Carmody, your story is amazing. Ulli, what a gift you are! Astrid, incredible sharing you are doing.

But so sad to hear Starsha might be leaving us. She has helped me alot. We spoke on the phone yesterday, and she is as genuine in real time, let me just attest. I look forward to many more talks with her. She has presence. I will miss her, here.

I love all you guys.

awwww

I'm always here for you Ernie :)

*hugs you*

[ulli]

Anyone in the here and now up for a few UFOs??? Short clip with some *super sized* objects of interest around the Sun ...


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I believe there is more going on around the sun than just Mercury. My Internet connection is too slow today to be able to watch that video.
Maybe someone else could comment. The thing to remember is the enormous size of the sun, so often these objects are planet-sized themselves.
I studied James Horak's work and believe his theory that those huge intelligent objects are there for our protection and benefit.
Not all higher intelligence is from evil aliens or from oppressive conspirators.
There is a balance behind all the goings-on. Or else we could not even exist.

[ulli]

Geeze, stay away a single day and so much happens, here - and now.

Carmody, your story is amazing. Ulli, what a gift you are! Astrid, incredible sharing you are doing.

But so sad to hear Starsha might be leaving us. She has helped me alot. We spoke on the phone yesterday, and she is as genuine in real time, let me just attest. I look forward to many more talks with her. She has presence. I will miss her, here.

I love all you guys.

awwww

I'm always here for you Ernie :)

*hugs you*


Grouphug time. :grouphug:
I'm not a huggy huggy type
but love virtual hugs.
They smell much better.

All my 3 D life I got hounded after meetings
by scratchy-beard guys who stuck their sweaty faces into mine
without checking first for my consent.
Old age is going to be one way to feel safe in a 3D environment
as being ignored is nearly a given. One of the only consolations of being over 60.

[PurpleLama]

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[Calz]

I studied James Horak's work and believe his theory that those huge intelligent objects are there for our protection and benefit.
Not all higher intelligence is from evil aliens or from oppressive conspirators.
There is a balance behind all the goings-on. Or else we could not even exist.

Horak :thumb:

What you said yesterday regarding our influence on the Sun :thumb:

Don't even think about geting Libra started on balance ... :juggle:


Caveat ... bad boys know these things quite well and are pushing the envelope to create fear and misery (ie adding to intensity of sun activity).

2nd Caveat ... what if a nice burn-off is what is needed for Gaia to cleanse (followed with her bath of course)???

3rd Caveat ... if we are going to experience a "split" do the gemini twins get seperated???


Balance :decision:

[Carmody]

I think most of us agree that we are here to be of some kind of service. The trappings of this planet aren't that fantastic that one would want to get stuck here.
I have looked at some pretty paradisical places and they all still have their plumbing problems.
So if you have an ability to do energy work from a distance, yet still be this dimension I would think there is a need for that.
Because forcing yourself to go deeper into 3D might cause some of your abilities to be lost.
Anyway, if you ever do have to you can always call on me for help, and I'll be zapping you with energy from my little hideyhole. Equally, I get nervous before I travel so I might be calling on your services.

Therin lies the trap for me.

I try to give the people I meet what they need, or what they feel they need. Most of my contacts now with strangers are mini psychotherapy sessions. But then again, I drove cab for 5 years. and THAT is one 10-15 minute session, one after another. My contacts are designed to push forward the issues within them to bubble them to the surface. If not today, then... tomorrow.

To push the idea of simple and honest opening of the self via doing it as a 'natural act' of 'normal communication', as if everyone does this at all times. Perfectly normal and only weirdos would not get my undercurrent, is the feeling and flow I give them. I give the a window of understanding that type of living and being...as a human norm. Some think I'm being severely self affected or egotistical. However, they cannot fail to get the message, it is only a matter of time before it percolates out of them. For if the idea exists in their mind, via 'monkey see' (they have witnessed)..it is literally only a matter of time, before subconscious recall and subconscious gearworks ends up bubbling this to the surface, within them (monkey do). I've been doing this since I was a kid... and consciously, since about the age of ..14? Or so. Monty Python, for example, forces people to 'witness' via the hook of humor.

Only when I withdraw does the deepest aspect come out. Otherwise I'm stuck doing the job in 3D, which is frustrating, due to delayed response. Saving souls from loss and destruction, directly, 'In situ'...well, I'm not sure that there is a more powerful form of doing such, regarding gaining 'instant gratification' for a given job done. To meet another's pain and loss, on has to go there and be there, then have the strength to pull both out. Thus the price, which is, over time, less of an issue than one would think.

[Carmody]

Geeze, stay away a single day and so much happens, here - and now.

Carmody, your story is amazing. Ulli, what a gift you are! Astrid, incredible sharing you are doing.

But so sad to hear Starsha might be leaving us. She has helped me alot. We spoke on the phone yesterday, and she is as genuine in real time, let me just attest. I look forward to many more talks with her. She has presence. I will miss her, here.

I love all you guys.

awwww

I'm always here for you Ernie :)

*hugs you*


Grouphug time. :grouphug:
I'm not a huggy huggy type
but love virtual hugs.
They smell much better.

All my 3 D life I got hounded after meetings
by scratchy-beard guys who stuck their sweaty faces into mine
without checking first for my consent.
Old age is going to be one way to feel safe in a 3D environment
as being ignored is nearly a given. One of the only consolations of being over 60.

"Don't wash, Josephine, don't wash!" -Napoleon Bonaparte

[Calz]

Carmody ... you have my vote for the most interesting soul on the rock ... fwiw

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After scrambling my brain trying to follow some of your amazing threads ... it warms the heart when you hang out here in the village and give us simple villagers a taste of what you are experiencing.

:yo:

[dan33]

Found this photo of my home town. This lake is in the middle of the town. There, in the background, is the tower I climbed, high on blotter acid, and meditated as the sun went down. Warm light wind, summer breeze. Acid will increase the connectivity in your neutral complex by an average of 20%. I was in this space, this place, young... and a full life of mystery and unknowns in front of me. A place of desolation, but also of breathtaking beauty. One could walk nearly 500 miles in any direction, and never meet a single person. In some directions, over 4000 miles. knowing me, I was probably thinking of this tune (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkJNyQfAprY), at the time. I was 16 years old. it was a bizarre combination of being about 140+ years of experience of both conscious and unconscious connection as child - and overlay. My friends shortly afterward had nicknamed me 'the librarian' due to my extensive knowledge. (compared to theirs, for their age). I tend to not, as you may have noticed :p ...let on my location, and such. I thought you might like this photo. I know I'm grateful for it.

In the lyrics it says,"When I was a child, I had a fever, and my hands felt like two balloons".

Well, I had a fever just like that, where reality kept fading in and out, non stop rushes, for days. That fever broke loose my Kundalini, besides the mediation of the void, the highest form of meditation... that I had accidentally come to, the stilled breathing method. The ones the monks use when they leave a non-decaying corpse. I was 8 years old. Later on, in reading, as I read quite a bit, I found that this was the age that they tended to have the new Dali lama's (or monks, specifically) 'active' themselves (I can't quite remember the context). Always an interesting thing, that. What about that age is connected to such things? What part of development brings that out?

"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone."

I had already, at age 16, spent 3 years as a holy terror tearing down my life, twisting everything, tearing everything down, trying to find that starting point that would bring something new, something like that - back. I was numb. You have to be at the bottom to find the desire, the direction, for the top. Clean slate, I reckoned.

I spent the rest of my life up to the age of 36 trying to get that back, chasing it down, through every kind of stress and pressure I could bring on myself.. And I finally did find it again.


Nice! Thanks Carmody :)

...and i love this song

"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone."


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9936-P2YhKw

[ulli]

As you know, Carmody, I have a full 6th house. Which is the Virgo equivalent. Service and helping are a compulsion one is born with, and the first hard lesson is that not everyone wants to be helped.

My second lesson came from the MC in Aries, (MC is the mid-heaven of the chart, the indicator of one's professional attitudes)
Having MC in Aries doesn't only make me want to have control of my work, i.e. no more bosses after age 21, but impatient about results.
I went from knitwear (slow production) to beading necklaces and bracelets (fast production).
But the main problem is the impatience I feel when people don't get what I have to offer.
Unlike Cancerians who don't mind repeating seventy two thousand times 'don't put your dirty shoes on the sofa...'

The taxi driver as therapist...that reminds me also of hair dressers...the limited time at one's disposal to get heard.
I always had cool taxi drivers in NY, even though people had told me they were so rude...not my experience
Once I was taken from Manhattan to JFK by an Iranian lawyer who had become a taxi driver in NY.... a real thinker,
and who shared lots of good advice freely.

[Calz]

Here it is here and now.

A song for the village.

Amazing people are pouring out their hearts in the most remarkable ways.

What is it about this thread???


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