Here and Now...What's Happening?

[PurpleLama]

This explains everything....


http://www.decibelmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/BZrYo-572x546.jpg

[Ernie Nemeth]

Got erased again. Why oh why is there a button so close to the space bar that closes down the internet window? Insane. Happens so often it is maddening. Urrr.

Okay, little setback.

Was at court today. Second appearance. Maybe next court date (April 16) they'll let me go free, I'm told, since they really have no case anyway. Just circumstantial stuff not worth a wit in actual court.

Michelle Marie, I feel for you. You are very brave. Such individuals cannot be defeated or deflated. Hang in there, my dear.

Lisab, hope you got your email accessed, I did.

Another evil entity bites the dust, no sympathy from here for the Iron Lady. Although I wonder how she's gonna excuse herself up there in the afterlife - hope she does not even get the chance to. Just re-incarnate her as a slug or a cadavre bug or some such - no insult intended to insects...

Holding my breath until next Tuesday...

[ulli]

Yukondiva has been dealing with both Costa Rican bureaucracy (Dept. of Immigration)
and US bureaucracy (social security) and needed some comic relief.
She had never heard of The Twelve Tasks of Asterix before, so this was her inauguration.
Here it is...
I'm pretty sure there are few here who can't relate to what went on in this government building in ancient Rome

kg-HNYCJQ1U

[ulli]

This explains everything....


http://www.decibelmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/BZrYo-572x546.jpg


What are you saying?
My sources on another thread (Reptilian Quotes)
informed me earlier today of this:

"The reader must understand that reptilians detest CATS.
CATS are the best reptilian detectors and reptilian busters known to mankind.
They have been known to wake up female abductees
moments before the onset of a reptilian abduction or rape."
UNDERSTANDING THE REPTILIAN MIND By James Bartley

So THERE!

[araucaria]

Yukondiva has been dealing with both Costa Rican bureaucracy (Dept. of Immigration)
and US bureaucracy (social security) and needed some comic relief.
She had never heard of The Twelve Tasks of Asterix before, so this was her inauguration.
Here it is...
I'm pretty sure there are few here who can't relate to what went on in this government building in ancient Rome

kg-HNYCJQ1U

A lot of red tape is based on stats. If you don't have a cash register checking what you are doing, it is tempting to think up some likely numbers to make a pretty pie chart. All this junk then gets injected into planning and policy, and eventually the whole pile of cards will come crashing down. Oh dear :cool:

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This explains everything....


http://www.decibelmagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/BZrYo-572x546.jpg

What are you saying?
My sources on another thread (Reptilian Quotes)
informed me earlier today of this:

"The reader must understand that reptilians detest CATS.
CATS are the best reptilian detectors and reptilian busters known to mankind.
They have been known to wake up female abductees
moments before the onset of a reptilian abduction or rape."
UNDERSTANDING THE REPTILIAN MIND By James Bartley

So THERE!

His image is upside down

[ulli]

Got erased again. Why oh why is there a button so close to the space bar that closes down the internet window? Insane. Happens so often it is maddening. Urrr.

Okay, little setback.

Was at court today. Second appearance. Maybe next court date (April 16) they'll let me go free, I'm told, since they really have no case anyway. Just circumstantial stuff not worth a wit in actual court.

Michelle Marie, I feel for you. You are very brave. Such individuals cannot be defeated or deflated. Hang in there, my dear.

Lisab, hope you got your email accessed, I did.

Another evil entity bites the dust, no sympathy from here for the Iron Lady. Although I wonder how she's gonna excuse herself up there in the afterlife - hope she does not even get the chance to. Just re-incarnate her as a slug or a cadavre bug or some such - no insult intended to insects...

Holding my breath until next Tuesday...

I really think she was ok when she started out, wanted to reduce government, get people to empower themselves.
She probably had no idea of what was awaiting her once she started mixing with TPTB.

So she had Alzheimers, like Reagan....hmm...
Apparently, right until the end there are brief moments of clear memory, which can't be easy.
With that agony of knowing that one is only heading deeper into insanity.
Her last years must have been hell already.

[PurpleLama]

His image is upside down

I saw that, too. Then I realized, no, this cat has no butt. So, it must only be buttless cats who are worshipping the dark lord, mine all have butts, so that's a huge sigh of relief.

[araucaria]

pretty powerful post #30000 from Paula on her phone :)

[donk]

V was driving her girls around Saturday, and was strongly compelled to stop and take a picture of this tree:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=21087&d=1365454418

I've never known her to take a photo without a being in it--usually human or animal, occasionally when she feels/sees something in the house...but she is not a landscape photo-taker...

In fact, the only other pic she ever showed me without a being is my avatar!

[RunningDeer]

pretty powerful post #30000 from Paula on her phone :)

Hee, hee. I feel like I won the lottery. That must mean it's worth repeating.
“I’m as mad as hell, and I’m not going to take this any more.”


http://www.pic4ever.com/images/bliss.gif
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[Sierra]

His image is upside down

I saw that, too. Then I realized, no, this cat has no butt. So, it must only be buttless cats who are worshipping the dark lord, mine all have butts, so that's a huge sigh of relief.

That can't be Reilly! It simply can't! One of our favorite sayings for McKnao was "YouAin'tGotNoButt" (he was soooo skinny when we first got him twenty some years ago). (Even during his beached whale stage, he had no butt...)

Must be something else we're not seeing lol.

<turning laptop upside down ... > Oh yeah! That is how it goes!

[eaglespirit]

Momma always told me not to look into the eyyyeeees of the sssuunnnnnn...
butt Momma,
that's wwwherrree the fuunnnn iiisssssss : ) : : )

[donk]

What a great movie Network is...I associate it with my old favorite website when I was into liberal politics...bartcop.com (http://www.bartcop.com/), he is hilarilous and does a radioshow that starts with that. He's great, but he is mired in red-red-red Oklahoma, and is extremely anti-religion to the point of extreme anti-anything spiritual--it's a shame.

It was a funny reminder, he's all about Mark Perkel and his Church of Reality (http://www.churchofreality.org/wisdom/welcome_home/), of which I was once a "member"--EXTREME atheism completely locked into the miundane/3D...

[Michelle Marie]

Got erased again. Why oh why is there a button so close to the space bar that closes down the internet window? Insane. Happens so often it is maddening. Urrr.

Okay, little setback.

Was at court today. Second appearance. Maybe next court date (April 16) they'll let me go free, I'm told, since they really have no case anyway. Just circumstantial stuff not worth a wit in actual court.

Michelle Marie, I feel for you. You are very brave. Such individuals cannot be defeated or deflated. Hang in there, my dear.

Lisab, hope you got your email accessed, I did.

Another evil entity bites the dust, no sympathy from here for the Iron Lady. Although I wonder how she's gonna excuse herself up there in the afterlife - hope she does not even get the chance to. Just re-incarnate her as a slug or a cadavre bug or some such - no insult intended to insects...

Holding my breath until next Tuesday...

That IS maddening. I wrote a message that never went today...It was on my friend's blogpost. Google wanted extra profile info in order to post. I opted out. I close windows whenever they keep asking for more information for my account.

You are FREE. Claim it!

One time these mechanics were fixing my air conditioning and they had indicated that there might or might not be a charge depending on the issue, and I stared at this sign that said: FREE something. I stared at that FREE word with the intent that there would be no charge. There was NO charge. It was FREE!!!

MORE GOOD NEWS: Not only is my car fixed, but it is FREE!!! It turns out that it was a connector instead of a fuel pump and my Angel friend Kelley fixed it and is not going to charge me. (I didn't even realize how it was going to relate to this post.)

My audio on my computer and phone have been dicey, but working now.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[donk]

My friend and I had a game we'd play, where we'd determine/guess where the moon would fall and how much damage it'd do if it came straight down from where it was at the relative size it appeared whenever we saw it (its fun, you should try it)

Anyways, I am now watching a sickening (but fascinating, and awesome--not in the good sense--spraying above: there's 4 deluxe sprayers in parallel lines just dicing up the sunset sky.

One perpendicular trail was already up there. If the spot where the first plane crossed that one came straight down (the center of the X), it would engulf my house and yard. Yuck.

[donk]

Does anyone else say to themselves (in a. Dr Evil voice) one meal-ion views, every time they see the H&N thread stats?

Anyway I went back and read the old liberal "comedy" site I remembered loving so much about a decade ago. I wondered why it made me feel bad, like really effected me emotionally. I thought at first it was the anti-religion, they are zealously devoutly hard core atheist over there, on top of the anti-religion thing. But that wasn't it...I see zealotry enough that I know what it makes me feel like.

I thought maybe it was the buying into it thing, but I'm well aware of and still constantly around people who don't see the hyppocracy and waste of immersing yourself in the bull**** and news and analysis of a system you yourself point out over and over is sick twisted lie. We run into that even here sometimes.

Nope...it was the ol' pogo cartoon, the "liberals" had become everything they claimed to hate. The bullying righteous peeing on any opinion other than what WE KNOW. And I realized, "we" (liberals) were always that too. It's just a reversal on the victim/abuser relationship (each really being both at the same time). Liberals were never different, we just got to play the victim (in the whole political blogging/activist/soap box artist "sphere" I'm talking about). And all it is a battle. An argument. "Being right".

Ugh...I need to go take shower

[Michelle Marie]

Does anyone else say to themselves (in a. Dr Evil voice) one meal-ion views, every time they see the H&N thread stats?

Anyway I went back and read the old liberal "comedy" site I remembered loving so much about a decade ago. I wondered why it made me feel bad, like really effected me emotionally. I thought at first it was the anti-religion, they are zealously devoutly hard core atheist over there, on top of the anti-religion thing. But that wasn't it...I see zealotry enough that I know what it makes me feel like.

I thought maybe it was the buying into it thing, but I'm well aware of and still constantly around people who don't see the hyppocracy and waste of immersing yourself in the bull**** and news and analysis of a system you yourself point out over and over is sick twisted lie. We run into that even here sometimes.

Nope...it was the ol' pogo cartoon, the "liberals" had become everything they claimed to hate. The bullying righteous peeing on any opinion other than what WE KNOW. And I realized, "we" (liberals) were always that too. It's just a reversal on the victim/abuser relationship (each really being both at the same time). Liberals were never different, we just got to play the victim (in the whole political blogging/activist/soap box artist "sphere" I'm talking about). And all it is a battle. An argument. "Being right".

Ugh...I need to go take shower

I'm not a liberal. I'm just FREE without a label.

Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Watch out world! I survived the trials and tribulations and I feel like a PowerHouse!

A friend told me his son who is messed up on meth pushed him down and yelled awful things to him and injured him. His son is renting a house from him. The sheriff came over and made my friend, the dad, leave the premises. WTF I know it was because of tenant rights, but now....

I called every Sheriff that went there and left a message. I created a 24 hour eviction notice with the statute that says if there's violence the lease can be terminated. I called witnesses, got their name, number, and statement. I called the son and left a message for him that he better get that energy off the property (the methheads)!

I called in some friends to support him; he was too embarrassed to tell them, but I told him his behavior has been stellar. It's his son who should be embarrassed knocking his father down (has bruised ribs and can't breathe without pain).

Prayers to dad and son. Clearing old energies...

Lotsa love,
Michelle Marie

If something isn't right, I'm calling Bullsh*t and doing something about it.
The energy has shifted in the situation already, but should be fine by the end of the week.

[ulli]

Time travel, anyone?

http://i.imgur.com/mHYxBAn.jpg

[1inMany]

It's almost 11pm. I am watching Em rest. We are staying the night in a small town hospital room. The doctors do not think she has appendicitis, she might have ovarian cysts, and has some inflammation that I cannot pronounce. Her fever hit close to 104, highest it has been so far. Morphine has kept her comfortable along with an anti-nausea med. She has had two or three bags of fluids, and is excited to be drinking cold water.

She appears to have had a slight reaction to the dye used in the scan, still they want another one tomorrow.

M and little one are home, mike is there. Little one will not see me before school, hoping he will be okay.

Anyway, I am grateful this does not appear to be serious. Not that anyone has a clue what it is. I think antibiotics are coming her way.

I'm hoping, though, most of all, that we do not catch something in this small town hospital that we didn't come in with. Seriously.

Tonight I humbly ask for strength, so that I may continue to care for everyone else. And maybe a shield so I won't catch anything.

And I ask for the highest good be served for Em, that this be as painless and uneventful as possible. And I hope she returns to her silly self in the best health ever...by tomorrow ;)

Much Love,

[ulli]

It's almost 11pm. I am watching Em rest. We are staying the night in a small town hospital room. The doctors do not think she has appendicitis, she might have ovarian cysts, and has some inflammation that I cannot pronounce. Her fever hit close to 104, highest it has been so far. Morphine has kept her comfortable along with an anti-nausea med. She has had two or three bags of fluids, and is excited to be drinking cold water.

She appears to have had a slight reaction to the dye used in the scan, still they want another one tomorrow.

M and little one are home, mike is there. Little one will not see me before school, hoping he will be okay.

Anyway, I am grateful this does not appear to be serious. Not that anyone has a clue what it is. I think antibiotics are coming her way.

I'm hoping, though, most of all, that we do not catch something in this small town hospital that we didn't come in with. Seriously.

Tonight I humbly ask for strength, so that I may continue to care for everyone else. And maybe a shield so I won't catch anything.

And I ask for the highest good be served for Em, that this be as painless and uneventful as possible. And I hope she returns to her silly self in the best health ever...by tomorrow ;)

Much Love,

How did they rule out appendicitis? It sounds rather serious, and I am concerned.
You and Em are in my prayers, and Im looking forward to good news.

[meeradas]

[Reversed] hunting season's open.

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[eaglespirit]

Good Morning Villagers...The Best and Highest Goodness to All!!!

I am meeting some of the most wonderful People here...finding Their Way and Mission as these Earthly/Cosmic Changes continue to Flow and Accelerate : )

[RunningDeer]

Message: Gio from “Up At the Ranch”


Also please note, just heard from our beloved Calz, who unfortunately (and currently) is having major (home) computer problems ...
As you will notice, he can view activity here on the forum while at his workplace... But is hindered in being able to freely post from there ...


Sending in a bot and a portal buster, for our Beloved Calzie's computer. :wave:

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Bryce/36_zps8bc090d8.JPG

[RunningDeer]

For Em and 1inMany

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/angel-cloud_zps52c2c9be.JPG

Love,
Paula

[donk]

I really like this site:

http://www.peacefulself.com/

Speaks to this thread for sure. The 4/4 post is brilliant, the art he chooses is always great.

Thinking of you 1inmany, sending love...

[1inMany]

Ulli, they think they ruled out appendicitis with a cat scan. Blood work is basically normal except elevated white blood count. Want to do another cat scan for comparison. Honestly, they don't know what is wrong with Em, so they are treating each symptom. Her symptoms don't fit an one thing. She could have a severe stomach bug, but the fever is too high and the pain doesn't fit for that. Might be appendix, but there are stomach bug symtpoms that don't fit for that. Thought it might have been the other strain of the flu, and that she was one of the unlucky ones who just get both back to back, but she has no sore throat or congestion, so that doesn't fit.

Thank you for the prayers, and thank you Paula, too. Thank you to anyone helping behind the scenes. We need healing help. I can't do it this time, I am now worn out and have a sore throat and a cough :/

I don't like it that em has so many meds in her system, so much "stuff" that is not natural, foreign to her body and nature. But at least she is comfortable. Doesn't appear there are any choices at this moment.

Going back in, now. Love you all, and many thanks.

[1inMany]

Thanks, donk. I have a personal belief that each time someone so much as sends even a good thought in our direction, it helps.

Much love,

[astrid]

Thinking of and sending to Em

Strange times , our bodies are showing all sorts of
symptoms that don't fit any label .

I'm sitting in emergency tonight after eating something
I have eaten before but this time my throat started to
close up ... So the body has decided to become ultra
sensitive all of a sudden . Never had food allergies in my life
I'm fine , just sitting here waiting for a jab to work
My breathing is not impacted , Just my mouth lips and throat
swelled up . It was getting worse and my dogs are smart
but not smart enough to call am abulance , so hear I am
One downside of living alone

Anyways,'all is good, I'm calm and have a very nice doctor
called Mohamand

[AwakeInADream]

I really like this site:

http://www.peacefulself.com/

Speaks to this thread for sure. The 4/4 post is brilliant, the art he chooses is always great.

Thinking of you 1inmany, sending love...

Cheers Donk!:) That's just the right sort of artistic inspiration I needed today.:)

I liked this one:
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-4WF6VVHMYC4/UT9C9W0hG6I/AAAAAAAABdM/TcclAvSoK10/s400/seratoninand+dopamine.gif

[RunningDeer]

I'm sending a matching energetic to You, Astrid. It assists to power-up what's You.

Your comment about the 'downside of living alone'. Yes, I feel that. I remind myself that to be with someone for the wrong reasons is worst than the physical pain, inconvenience, and vulnerability.

For me, the symptoms I’m experiencing is the body fighting with the integration of Soul at 100% capacity [within the body]. The inconvenient symptoms are an opportunity to forge with the inner healer so it can take on the higher frequency. The ‘old me’ resists change of the ‘unknown’ which from my experiences has always-always been better.

Goal: to bust through what’s not.

Love,
Paula


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/fire_woman.JPG


Thinking of and sending to Em

Strange times , our bodies are showing all sorts of
symptoms that don't fit any label .

I'm sitting in emergency tonight after eating something
I have eaten before but this time my throat started to
close up ... So the body has decided to become ultra
sensitive all of a sudden . Never had food allergies in my.
I'm fine , just sitting her waiting for a jab to work
My breathing is no impacted , Just my mouth lips and throat
swelled up . It was getting worse and my dogs are smart
but not smart enough to call am abulance , so hear I am
One downside of living alone

Anyways,'all is good, I'm calm and have a very nice doctor
called Mohamand

[Ernie Nemeth]

Geeze 1, doesn't seem at all fair, these illnesses. Going to bust them up in my head for you. Hang in there!

Calz, electronic system buster headed your way. Don't forget to duck.

Astrid, I know exactly what you mean. Refuse to allow it space to fester, just like I do. Each morning I remove its reality from my world and sore throat goes bye-bye for the rest of the day. Day 4 now...

My sore shoulder is resisting my efforts, though - and spreading down my arm.


I used to dream of a monster that would chase me all night. It took everything I could muster to keep ahead of it. The last dream I had it was climbing in my bedroom window when I woke with a start. I was only six. Then my youngest sister was born and I was shipped to the basement. My parents built me a bedroom down there. Then the dreams became more diffuse, with real fears from being alone in the basement fueling my dreams. I never dreamt of the monster again.

Last night I had a dream like none I have ever had before. A war with, I think, off-world entities just over the horizon. There were bombs and fires and terrible noises. All my family were in this house together, including those who have in real life already passed over. My grandfather was providing the narrative. I was cleaning the house for some strange reason. But we were all very scared and apprehensive. The police arrived and began removing the house's windows and piling sandbags in their place. Then people were running through the streets ahead of the invading army. It was time to flee. Everyone piled into this car but I had to go back upstairs to get my tablet computer - of all things. The advancing army overan our position and...I woke up with a start.

My first thought was - look in the corners for the critter. Sure enough this shape slithered into the darkest corner of my room. I was too unnerved to command it to leave. I snorted a laugh of derision, turned over and went back to sleep.

WTF could it have meant?

[ulli]

Geeze 1, doesn't seem at all fair, these illnesses. Going to bust them up in my head for you. Hang in there!

Calz, electronic system buster headed your way. Don't forget to duck.

Astrid, I know exactly what you mean. Refuse to allow it space to fester, just like I do. Each morning I remove its reality from my world and sore throat goes bye-bye for the rest of the day. Day 4 now...

My sore shoulder is resisting my efforts, though - and spreading down my arm.


I used to dream of a monster that would chase me all night. It took everything I could muster to keep ahead of it. The last dream I had it was climbing in my bedroom window when I woke with a start. I was only six. Then my youngest sister was born and I was shipped to the basement. My parents built me a bedroom down there. Then the dreams became more diffuse, with real fears from being alone in the basement fueling my dreams. I never dreamt of the monster again.

Last night I had a dream like none I have ever had before. A war with, I think, off-world entities just over the horizon. There were bombs and fires and terrible noises. All my family were in this house together, including those who have in real life already passed over. My grandfather was providing the narrative. I was cleaning the house for some strange reason. But we were all very scared and apprehensive. The police arrived and began removing the house's windows and piling sandbags in their place. Then people were running through the streets ahead of the invading army. It was time to flee. Everyone piled into this car but I had to go back upstairs to get my tablet computer - of all things. The advancing army overan our position and...I woke up with a start.

My first thought was - look in the corners for the critter. Sure enough this shape slithered into the darkest corner of my room. I was too unnerved to command it to leave. I snorted a laugh of derision, turned over and went back to sleep.

WTF could it have meant?

It means that it is time to face your demons.
Pisceans are the ultimate escape artists,
and like slippery fish will always manage to "slither" out of the net of reality.
And now somehow reality is chatching up, and there is no way out.
And when faced with one's last fears one can finally wake up...the monster dissolves.
All is well.

[astrid]

Back now, i feel fine, mouth and throat less swollen,
it seems that my body has an allergy to barley, maybe,
or at least it does now, and for the moment.

Possibly .

Need to sleep now, thank everyone for your thoughts

[sleepy]

xxxxx xxxxx

[1inMany]

Update 1. Saw doctor. Says he thinks it is either appendicitis or some stomache bug that is going around, a bacteria not virus. Okay, this is the same thing everyone else has said. He says he has not seen the scan, but he has never seen appendicitis that did not show on one.

He is sending another doc this afternoon, supposed to be a gastr intestinal guy.

Meanwhile, fever went from normal to over 103 in one hour, and she is dry heaving, that's a new thing.

The doctor said something they said last night, too, that back in the olden days, they would have just gone ahead and taken out the appendi guess this new doc is making the call.

At any rate, we aren't going home today.

Check in when I can. Sorry about all the typose I am probably leaving...

Thanks for helping, everybody. She appreciates it, too.

Much Love,

[1inMany]

Thank you, sleepy. And thank you astrid. And thank you, honestly for those of you who are helping and not saying so. I know you are there, and appreciate you very much.

Dang, I miss the thank you button...

Much Love,

[Lisab]

Thank you, sleepy. And thank you astrid. And thank you, honestly for those of you who are helping and not saying so. I know you are there, and appreciate you very much.

Dang, I miss the thank you button...




Much Love,

Just got back from a walk in the woods where I sent out loving intent for Ems imminent recovery. Hope your both back home soon 1. Hugs and kisses to you both xxx

[1inMany]

I feel like a ding dong because I didn't thank you, ernie. Sorry about that. Thank you, sweetie. And thank you, Lisab. I appreciate you all very much.

Third doc has now looked at Em. Ruled outappendicitis. Again. Back to a bug. He mentioned that same inflamation that I cannot pronounce, and two stomach bugs. He is turning the show back over to doc #2.

Fever back down to 101.6. Two rounds of antibiotics done, her poor system. One was broad in spectrum, on targeted a particular thing.

She is resting now, thanks to all the help from you guys.

Still looks like one more overnight. Will see for sure when a doc comes around in a couple of hours.

Much love,

[eaglespirit]

Everybody...get well now : ) : ) : )

[PurpleLama]

One, take that baby home and put a castor oil pack on her belly. To hell with western medicine.

Going the anti biotic route, do make sure she gets lots of good probiotics afterwards.

[ulli]

Rock formations in China

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9GhDkpVJZPM/UWN78yyWz2I/AAAAAAAAJm4/55PYJVEV1jo/s1600/7200186576_8eb20a3cba_c.jpg

[donk]

I saw that not too long ago, nice pics ulli, they are more impressive than the ones they remind me of.

I have family out in the painted hills of Oregon (Ochoco Mts), but no pics on my phone, will get some more if I get to go back this summer...this is from web:

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-P5K8I00_Kts/TctLf-ZimxI/AAAAAAAAAE8/gal3ncgxQI8/s1600/Overlook.jpg


Ansel Adams got a couple better shots, my phone is a pain though.

I have some great ones, maybe I will be able to dig them up...

[1inMany]

Maybe this will be the last update from the hospital. We can hope. The doctor and Mike won, wanting Em here another night. I am pretty sure we go home tomorrow, and yes, Reilly we are going for the caster oil pack when we walk in the door.

The doctor is going on a hunch of sorts that this is a specific bacteria that he has seen before, so Em is on the only antibiotic that kills it. She will be on it for a few more days. I am trying to be okay with staying here, in this environment, another night. I honestly think that I can because of what you all have done to help us. Em is taking anti-nausea medicine that she uses at home, and it works really well. Also knocks her out. So her body is at least resting.

Thank you all, Much Love,

[yukondiva]

Update 1. Saw doctor. Says he thinks it is either appendicitis or some stomache bug that is going around, a bacteria not virus. Okay, this is the same thing everyone else has said. He says he has not seen the scan, but he has never seen appendicitis that did not show on one.

He is sending another doc this afternoon, supposed to be a gastr intestinal guy.

Meanwhile, fever went from normal to over 103 in one hour, and she is dry heaving, that's a new thing.

The doctor said something they said last night, too, that back in the olden days, they would have just gone ahead and taken out the appendi guess this new doc is making the call.

At any rate, we aren't going home today.

Check in when I can. Sorry about all the typose I am probably leaving...

Thanks for helping, everybody. She appreciates it, too.

Much Love,

I hate to admit it but here it goes, when I was leaving to come down here I felt like I was coming down with something. By the time I landed I was feverish. That night was hell. I was sick four days could not eat or drink and finally asked to be taken to the hospital. The first thing I saw as they wheeled me in (by this time I couldnt even walk) was a dead child about seven months old, over the next fifteen hours I sat on a wooden chair as they pumped, who knows what into me( they don't tell you, they just start an iv.).

For a moment I just want to go into the subject of socialized medicene, I used to be really for it. Medical care for everyone! But in the hours I sat in that emergency room, with no privacy, with screaming physicians ( talking in english by the way so people couldnt understand them) I saw more accident victims, and yes even more death, than I have ever wanted to see in my life. There were so many accident victims coming in, the beds were right up to each other and right next to me and about fifteen other people sitting in wooden chairs against the wall. When someone was screaming or moaning in pain, they would shove the rolling bed into a room with a door.The nurses and Drs were rude in the extreme, like robots no compassion whatsoever, the walls were dirty, with peeling paint. The cart the iv prep was kept on was a old wooden cart that had peices of duck tape holding it together. The odor was unbelieveble the floors dirty with age and god knows what else.

As I was sitting right in front of the operating room, I watched at least twenty people wheeled in and out, with every kind of injury you can imagine. After 15 hours I could stand up and I was determined to leave, the smell of death was in the air, litterally you could smell the stench of rotting flesh, plus the young guy next to me in my iv chair ( who was there before me) had a flesh eating bacteria on his hand. It was oh so lovely to be rubbing his elbow the whole time I sat in that wretched room.

After 15 hours no blood work had been done. I went to the Drs desk and I asked to be released. Oh no you cant leave your too sick, you could die! Well I said i will take that chance. Oh no you must have someone sign for you. No problem family is waiting outside for me. So I call to the family member and when she got there, they told her that if she signed me out and I died it would be her fault. She was very freaked out by that, so I turned to her and said, " I am an adult, I take full responsibility for what happens" convinced she signed the paper.

I was still very ill and three days later I decided to go to a private hospital in the big city an hour away. The first thing they did was run blood test. I had a very high white blood cell count and my pancrease was inflamed. This took less than two hours. The hospital was clean, the Drs compassionate, the equipment state of the art. But they wanted to keep me over night to run more test and give fluids and antibiotics. They wanted two thousand dollars upfront.

The relative who signed me out of the hospital from hell was like, you cant afford that, we will take you to another hospital. Now I had already spent about two thousand already and was in no condition to argue. So we loaded up in the car and drove to the other hospital.As it turns out my relative took me back to the first hospital, this time I was on the other side in a waiting room. There were hundreds of people. I was in a wheel chair, after waiting five hours I saw a Dr, as I was near hallucinating and did I mention that when your sick it is impossible to understand another language? Well this guy starts yelling at me, I am so out of it I don't even realize he is talking to me. My relative says "she doesn't speak spanish" so he stops yelling, looks at me ask me five questions and I am sent out to the waiting room. So an hour or two go by, and someone comes and takes me to get x-rays. Back into the waiting room.

A guy walks in moaning in pain, goes up to the window, the woman says, youll have to wait like everyone else, the guy gets nasty, the guards are called, then the police come. Next thing you know twenty women are screaming about how they have been there twenty hours without seeing a Dr. I did notice though if you fell over while you were waiting they would take you to the emergency room. So another couple hours go by and they wheel me into the Dr with my x-rays. The Dr holds them up to a dim light bulb and says " your full of ****". Since I had uncontrollable diahrrea for the last seven days, and didnt have the mental facilities to explain anything to anyone, I just turned to my relative and said take me home.

So after that big long speal two things. A thought on how socialized medicene can go very wrong. And I had the same symptoms of em never found out what it was. But I did eventually get better. I believe it was a very nasty stomach virus, and possibly food poisining on top.

I will keep her in my thoughts and prayers and hope for a speedy recovery. And if you hate the hospital scene just think how much worse, it could be. I will never be able to erase from my memory what happend the two days I spent in that hospital.

[sleepy]

xxxx xxxxxx

[1inMany]

Holy sh1t yukondiva! I'm feeling terribly thankful for this small town hospital now.

Yes, and thnks sleepy too, the have seen her pancreas. That scan with contrast allowed them to look at everything in there. I was asking Mike about it, he was in the room with her watching the whole time. Saw ovaries with no cysts, saw all the organs, saw that she has two kidneys. They were not specifically looking, but I have some confidence that they would have looked for abnormalities in general.

I will ask about it specifically if she is not bettter in the morning, and I so not think it is weird, sleepy.


Thank you all for sharing yourselves in this Village.

[Flash]

We have socialised medecine in Canada and I have seen some horror, by never to that level yukondiva. Treatments are still quite good here. Aren't you Canadian anyhow in origins? So you know.

It seem the doctors are overworked in Costa Rica. For them to scream like that, they must be.

I have been in socialized medecine in Turkey, - in fact even relatively poor countries have socialized medicine, only the US do not - much poorer than Canada, yet, the care was good but the floors real dirty. I asked why and they told me because floors are not important, we put money where it is (ex: eye department very clean, EEG department dirty - you can't get any infectitious - please help with this word, i do not know how to write it - disease with EEG).

I have been in private hospital in Turkey, the fees are similar to those in Costa Rica it seems, and I have been to private hospital in USA, the fees are much worse (700$ for a simple ear infection, no hospitalization, no anything, but just 2 hours of waiting lol)

Despite everything, socialized medicine still beats the awfully expensive medicine and denial of service because of insurance clauses encountered in the USA. Socialized medicine somewhat helps keep the cost lower overall and in developed countries, the service pretty much as good. In my opinion. Albeit, it is socialized, so we could say it is in favor of globalisation, but where is the difference with private and in the owners pockets direction???


1Many, truly sorry for your daughter. Hope she will get better in the morning. Love to her and you.

[Dennis Leahy]

I have been AWOL from this thread... mostly because I just am so freakin' busy, and have not had time to read and even get close to catching up. So sorry to hear about little Em, One. It is awful to have a sick child. Speedy recovery!

Yukondiva's tale of the Costa Rica not-so-marvelous hospital's ER could be expanded into a short story - by Edgar Allen Poe. That is, if she would want to try and remember all the details and set the stage further. Unbelievable. I am of the opinion (delusion?) that socialized medicine could be awesome - IF run by the right people. That nightmare in the ER sounds like chronic understaffing and that it had already destroyed the compassion of the staff to be that overwhelmed.

Reilly, I'm hoping your new baby and your wife are doing great - and that you are all getting some sleep!

I know this is trite and trivial, but I'll add a couple of videos: one for a couple of giggles, and one that is just one of those blends of art and science.

Les chats ninjas

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWhU4toTBgA

-and-
Pendulum Waves

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVkdfJ9PkRQ

Dennis

[Carmody]

I just recovered from eating half a bag of dark chocolate covered almonds. They were good going down. Yum!

But, when I woke up the next day..migraines. So bad I nearly lost eyesight in my right eye at the peak of it. Which was a full day. Took over 48hrs to finally go away.

Ouch. No more almonds, I guess.

[araucaria]

I just recovered from eating half a bag of dark chocolate covered almonds. They were good going down. Yum!

But, when I woke up the next day..migraines. So bad I nearly lost eyesight in my right eye at the peak of it. Which was a full day. Took over 48hrs to finally go away.

Ouch. No more almonds, I guess.

You have my sympathy Carmody, almonds work this way on me too now, and I guess the dark chocolate didn’t help either.

Talking of allergies, I had a peek in A Maurice Chatelain book I bought over 6 months ago – put it in a polythene bag: not ideal but I got about ten minutes worth. He takes his Niniveh constant (70*seven times 60 seconds) in days, a multiple of 2268, which he says is a nuclear atomic number, and applies it to all the pyramids. It turns out they all have geodetic features that incorporate this number, particular in relation to volume. In other words their volumes are all different harmonic fractions of the Earth’s volume. I also saw something interesting about the indents on the sides of the Great Pyramid pointing to what would be a useful geostationary orbit from a Martian perspective.

It makes sense that such a powerful number should produce so many effects as he describes. What I like best about Chatelain’s work is how he relates the myriad weights and measures used around the world to local latitudes, the ultimate proof that ancient civilizations knew as much as we do in these areas.

1inMany, I guess if the whole solar system, and no doubt galaxy, is running exactly on time, you and your lovely family will get back home exactly on time too – may it be soonest.

[Swan]

Holy sh1t yukondiva! I'm feeling terribly thankful for this small town hospital now.

Yes, and thnks sleepy too, the have seen her pancreas. That scan with contrast allowed them to look at everything in there. I was asking Mike about it, he was in the room with her watching the whole time. Saw ovaries with no cysts, saw all the organs, saw that she has two kidneys. They were not specifically looking, but I have some confidence that they would have looked for abnormalities in general.

I will ask about it specifically if she is not bettter in the morning, and I so not think it is weird, sleepy.


Thank you all for sharing yourselves in this Village.

Hi 1inMany,

Glad things seem to be better.

My son had a really bad stomach bug 1,5 years ago. Unfortunately I didn`t take as much care as I should have with his diet when the infection was over. Apparently the diet should be pretty restricted for several months after: No dairy, and cooked food, rather than fried.

Keeping Em in my heart!

[Samsara]

I'm hoping that Em feels better this morning and released from the hospital, and that Astrid is back to her normal self.

Love to All.

[ulli]

Astrid is better, and Modwiz now has a blog http://modwiz125.wordpress.com/

[donk]

Reilly, I'm hoping your new baby and your wife are doing great - and that you are all getting some sleep!



Dang, missed that...Congratulations and best wishes!!


I echo Samsara's sentiments as well.

[ulli]

This is really sweet
http://www.forbiddenknowledgetv.com/videos/animals/blossom-the-bat.html

[Flash]

Reilly, I'm hoping your new baby and your wife are doing great - and that you are all getting some sleep!



Dang, missed that...Congratulations and best wishes!!


I echo Samsara's sentiments as well.

Dang missed that too.

Reilly, that the river of love developing from your heart to your baby's heart continues lifelong, this is the most wonderful soul experience one can have, giving life and taking care of it, in all its aspects.

[yukondiva]

We have socialised medecine in Canada and I have seen some horror, by never to that level yukondiva. Treatments are still quite good here. Aren't you Canadian anyhow in origins? So you know.

It seem the doctors are overworked in Costa Rica. For them to scream like that, they must be.

The Drs are overworked and wayyyy underpaid in Costarica. I live in Alaska. I have never been denied care due to lack of insurance, but I have been in debt due to the high cost of care there. I know some places socialized medicine works like in Europe for instance.

Yes Dennis I could write a story about my experience, I left out really bad parts for those of delicate constitution. I do have to say a couple of positive things came out of my visit to that hospital. One was even though I was really sick, I felt grateful that I was not terribly injured like alot of people I saw that day, and I met an increadible group of healers and Drs that helped my recovery along at an accelerated pace.

[PurpleLama]

Yes, the latest addition arrived on March 18th, on Edgar Cayce's birthday, and this is another Ed, Edmond. He and lotusblossom and the two older children are all doing very well. One newborn, one potty training, one in college.

I have just completed garden bed #7, I think. Have I ever mentioned how difficult it is converting lawn into garden space by hand? Anyhow, many thousands of plants are healthy and happy as are the kitties and family.

I admit, I've taken Mod's dismissal from our presence harder than the ones previous. Perhaps I'll revive my interest in Av one day, but it's taking longer this time, we shall see. I still check in here a few times a day, but I haven't much to say.

Love to the Village.

[Ernie Nemeth]

I miss Mod too. And many others...

Feeling like a rebel today - more than usual.
One of my favs.

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[Ernie Nemeth]

Drugs in my pocket - The Monks (cover too sacriligious for me)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXARaoXHYMI

[Ernie Nemeth]

Northern Pikes:

TaoQh9Ak3Rc

and my personal fav

UG3ExHB133k

[Ernie Nemeth]

last one

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[Ernie Nemeth]

i lied...

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[eaglespirit]

I hope Your Daughter, 1inMany and Everyone and Everyone's Loved Ones are getting better that were ill...

and Congrats REILLY : )

There is tremendous energy around, don't know whether it is intensified in these mountains or not...
but this spring and summer are going to be one heck of a ride, imho!

We're riding an escalator to the Stars : )

[1inMany]

Home. And Grateful. Thank you All. Very, very much.

Love,

[astrid]

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A friend of mines cat, just brought one of these in her house,
thats a serious moth.

[astrid]

wAJKTFLXvBU


Thanks Tom !!

[Michelle Marie]

Everybody...get well now : ) : ) : )

Please include my son, J.!

Couldn't get on the internet for a few days due to stormy weather. Picked up my van in N.Mexico, caught and lost in snowstorm, but found my way.

My son, J, has been sick with infection and fever. He went to a clinic due to the severity of the pain and symptoms. Keeps getting puss drained. He has a surgery consultation on Monday. No!

I just moved to another state a few months ago. I felt like I should go and I was going to, but too many other challenges. He asked me to come today and that made me know that this was serious. Later, he said he felt better and that I didn't need to go back to Oregon to see him. OH, what to do!

I'm going to sleep on it...so much is up in the air.

He has a cyst, but I feel like it's part of the big energy releases we are going through. I asked him to do a life review and process any emotional pain that comes up with forgiveness and mental dialogues. He's going to try that, too. What we are going through is multi-dimensional.

I intend to remember and develop my psychic healing abilities. Healing with light and color, and Benjaman Bibb's Amazing Psychic Healing techniques, and all other information to synthesize into new advanced healing modalities.

I feel like we are in a healing process. What is coming up is leaving. We are bearing it through the changes with mutual support.

Please apply this cooperative Spirit healing to my son. Thank you all for your prayers and energy for J. I love you all.

Pray he does not need surgery.

Lots of love,
Michelle Marie

[astrid]

The health issues just keep rolling out..

I had an allergic reaction to a drug - long story, and i shall not
dump it on the thread. But I ended up on a heart moniter for an hour.
I'm ok, but was a little freaked out

More 6th house fun... ( not)

[astrid]

Wow... this is so powerful,

scroll down to the last one,

no words, chilly even


http://listverse.com/2012/12/03/10-images-of-where-children-sleep-around-the-world/

[eaglespirit]

Power of Higher Healing to Your Son, Michelle Marie ....

Healing to All...vanquish the disruptions, and move on to Higher Ground : )

Thanks Astrid, Thanks Tom...Right On!!!

[RunningDeer]

Everybody...get well now : ) : ) : )

Please include my son, J.!
Please apply this cooperative Spirit healing to my son. Thank you all for your prayers and energy for J. I love you all.

Pray he does not need surgery.

Lots of love,
Michelle Marie

If it’s J’s desire to allow all that no longer serves
nor needs to serve
be diffused into no-thing-ness,
then be that NOW.

Peace and Love,
Paula
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[eaglespirit]

A "re-broadcast" of mine, Here and Now...because it is oh sooo relevant,
Here and Now!!! The 'pin hole' has blown wide open : )
Step Up and Into Your Own Unique Spiritual Powers!!!
...

My energy is extremely high and is prompting me to give another brief outlay that reveal this time as unique and powerful beyond words...I must simply do my best to put it forth to you beautiful people.

I was given a gift of being placed on a spiritual conveyer belt of synchronicities five years ago and have been shown things of endless beauty...and yes, I have been through tribulations and tragedies(as have many of you) in life and came out of it and have worked hard embracing and using this gift which I must give away freely.

A pin hole has been opened in the living fabric of the cosmos that is letting in the light of an extreme higher source of help that has not penetrated here until these times...as these days pass this connection is going to aid us and our own higher orchestras in changing it all once and for all...our awareness and engagement and activity are the keys and are now unlocking it all for all to experience...we are the direct conduits of this for those that are newly awakening.

Most of us here are down in the trenches, so to speak, exactly where we're suppose to be for this all to work out so powerfully...from here on in and out most everyone you come in personal contact with will be lit up and will catch up to your higher state of being in their own unique ways...each of us has our own vibration/gift and we are about to have the ability to combine it all in a worldwide symphony.

I have had countless intense personal experiences that have energized and informed me in ways that details need not be given to those here, for you all know me pretty well.

This is it...I am honored to be with you 'gifted' people fully using your hearts in these times of monumental higher changes.

Love! Love! Love!

[Wind]

I'm feeling the universal love now!

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[RunningDeer]

A pin hole has been opened in the living fabric of the cosmos that is letting in the light of an extreme higher source of help that has not penetrated here until these times...as these days pass this connection is going to aid us and our own higher orchestras in changing it all once and for all...our awareness and engagement and activity are the keys and are now unlocking it all for all to experience...we are the direct conduits of this for those that are newly awakening.


Thank you, Dan the Eagle Man. xo

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[donk]

Nice message eaglespirit, thanks! Love to 1, J (and Michelle) and astrid. Per haps a musical interlude:

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[Michelle Marie]

Wow! I feel such a shift today! Yesterday I felt grounded with heavy energy and back pain. Today I feel lighter, energized, and ready to take flight.

Yesterday, upon awakening I heard: "the eagle flies" coming with the meaning "payday." My other message was just focus on How may I serve, and don't worry about the money.

Today, I don't have much money for gas, but I'm inspired to go promote my book: "It's A New World After All." I'm going to a local bookstore to see if they will carry my book and set up a book signing. I feel like I've been working under cover and it's time to come out! Thanks eaglespirit. Thanks Paula, Lisa, donk, all on this thread.

I had terrible infertility problems and finally adopted this child with my first husband. He left me for a married pregnant woman out of the blue, and I raised this wise and precious soul by myself. He is so amazing!!! He's a wise one, for sure...an Indigo.

So much love and appreciation for these times and all of you.

It IS a new world!

Love love & more love,
Michelle Marie

[Lisab]

My little home town has been all over the news here in the uk, all for the wrong reasons. We have a measles epidemic, it's spreading like wildfire and guess who opted out of vaccinating her little one? The booster anyway, he had the first mmr as a baby but not the second. And that's the only vaccine I've allowed, much as it killed me at the time, I figured one shot and that's it. And now the pressures on. People are queuing round the block to get the jab and clinics will be in the school after the holidays. Reported cases are up to 700 and 70 of those just in the last 2days.
I've taken some comfort in an old Kryon q and a, regarding vaccines. Kryon answer... First know that vaccinations are a God-given science that humanity earned. You were probably vaccinated yourself and it worked.

Kryon goes on to talk of modify and reworking DNA. Sorry I can't type it all. Head in my hands here. So confused. I feel defeated, almost. Anyway you can look up Kryon q and a. Sorry for rambling. I just don't know what to do. Pray I guess
L

[Lisab]

To clarify the channeling seems to be for vaccinating of the basic diseases but not the new ones. Trying to convince myself here!

[RunningDeer]

To clarify the channeling seems to be for vaccinating of the basic diseases but not the new ones. Trying to convince myself here!

Hi Lisa,

My heart goes out to you.

Love,
Paula


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/Archangel_Michael.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/Archangel_Michael.jpg.html)

[Ernie Nemeth]

As a child, I had every single disease on the books: mumps, measles, german measles, scarlet fever, you name it, even double pnemonia, - and I'm still here.

But then again, I had all the shots as well, got the immunization certificates to prove it - so go figure...

Sometimes it is just best to tune out and turn off to gain perspective and balance. All this fear mongering on these alternative sites can lead to unhealthy and self-destructive thoughts. It is good to know the other side of the establishment's propaganda but the other side is also wrought with its own propaganda.

I've received instructions to stay away for a bit. I'm going to heed that advice starting now...

Peace out everyone - and take care.

P.S. Respect your own counsel. Don't take another's word as the truth, it always has a prejudicial slant due to vested interests. Everyone has them. No one is immune to them.

[Conchis]

I got a smallpox vaccine every year from 1st grade to 4th grade because every year they would ask us to show our scar, and I never scarred....sooo...they kept on giving me the vaccine. Record keeping wasn't like it is now. This week-end I am putting together an aquaponics system. I've really excited about this. I already garden quite a bit, but this is so much cooler. The idea of growing fish and plants symbiotically has so much appeal to me.

[RunningDeer]

Stepping out to process stuff. Know that I am with you in stealth mode.

Love,
Paula

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[Michelle Marie]

Followed my inspiration: I just left a copy of 3 of the books I wrote at a local book store. (It's A New World After All, Clothing of the Soul, and The Value of Love.)
I was also encouraged to leave a copy of each on the coffee table of a local coffee shop/restaurant. The owners encouraged me and I left some business cards, too.

I had an amazing revelation regarding my work as I sat by a river today. Too profound for words at this point....Sacred with a capital S!

I don't know what to say about this energy, other than I feel deeply grateful and it feels like the magic will never leave now.

The love and support from everybody here has been my strength and courage for one of the most challenging times in my life. It's over. I landed on my feet and I'm on my way.

Know that the depth of my appreciation is flowing through my love tears.

Love,
Michelle Marie

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Stepping out to process stuff. Know that I am with you in stealth mode.

Love,
Paula

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Likewise.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[thunder24]

TORNADO WATCH.... east tennesee and west north carolina....here we go again....here and now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rIVqGtgDHBo&feature=player_embedded
feed the world

[WhiteFeather]

Here and Now i thought to stop in to this village and say hello to all. Havent dropped by in awhile and it seems theres so many posts i have missed......
Anyways........All my Love Peeps.
Hope All are doing extremely well. And content in your vortex. ;)

W.f.

[ulli]

Been busy for the last few days, planning the next trip to see my Barbados family.
Booked our flights, found an apartment at a great rate, skyped and emailed with relatives there
Grateful that various doom and gloom visions have not materialized and more than ever I see that being informed of alternative events is only important up to a point.
It must be balanced by one's own creative thinking and vision efforts.
Also one's antenna should reach out for the collective direction, as the greater reality is being created by all combined. As an individual I can't even begin the fathom what that greater reality entails. Neither MSM news nor alternative media come near the bigger picture, which is vaster than anyone can understand.

But I have said all this before and Im getting weary of repeating myself.
Here it is dawn, birds are singing and cats need feeding, lest they go after the birds.
Astrid needs healing energy, and so does Yukondiva. My micro mat has done wonders for my health, but Yukondiva has a pinched nerve in her jaw, and so far the bio frequency treatments have not removed her considerable pain.

[RunningDeer]

A reminder of Nora’s post (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?30405-Here-and-Now...What-s-Happening&p=658030&viewfull=1#post658030). It begins today. I’m using this time to eliminate what holds me back. I bolded some working points for myself.


Pluto in Capricorn is going retrograde on the 12th of April - to September 20th

In the natal chart, Pluto tends to operate even more Plutonian when it is retrograde. It is far more intense, it possesses a higher degree of concentration and it, therefore, gives greater insights into the subconscious. Because of this intensity, the individual can see much more than normally possible and it is easy to become suspicious of the motives of others.

The powers of regeneration are far greater when retrograde. People with a natal retrograde Pluto have a tremendous ability to overcome major illnesses that might otherwise cause permanent disability. Remember, retrograde motion is always directed toward inner activity such as the psyche or psychological patterns that affect the physical body. Direct motion, on the other hand, is directed towards external circumstances.

Under any Pluto transit, we feel pressured to eliminate and release the old, outworn, outdated and obsolete in our lives. When Pluto is transiting retrograde, we are urged to let go of attitudes, thinking or communication patterns, security drives, rigid emotions; a time to undergo an internal form of house cleaning.

It is a good time to research into our own Souls in order to determine exactly what we do or do not need. Because Pluto retrograde imparts an intense power for investigation, we should use this time to assess what reoccurring patterns in our lives make us feel out of control, where and why do we continually give our power away, and under what circumstances do we react so defensively that we elicit attacks from others. Pluto retrograde marks a time wherein we should seek to gain greater control over our personal life; Pluto direct is better for gaining control over professional and financial areas..... Read on for dates of Pluto transits this year. http://www.lynnkoiner.com/astrology-...uto-retrograde

Thanks again, Nora. :wave:

Love to All,
Paula

PS I will continue to be an active part of our healing gang.

[David Trd1]

You know everytime i venture in here and do some reading i get a nice warm feeling like my backs to a nice fireside whilst sipping on a hot drink......or something like that....

A very jolly man from dublin once said to me with a tinwhistle in his hand and a smile on his face ''may every step you take be a step in the right direction''

to you all.:)

[ulli]

You know everytime i venture in here and do some reading i get a nice warm feeling like my backs to a nice fireside whilst sipping on a hot drink......or something like that....

A very jolly man from dublin once said to me with a tinwhistle in his hand and a smile on his face ''may every step you take be a step in the right direction''

to you all.:)

It made me feel happy to read this post. You may come back anytime.
The thing that many don't realize is that an atmosphere of warmth is not
something that happens by accident, but must be nurtured and maintained with great care.
There is a harsh world out there, but the real world is the one we create in our togetherness.
Like a good marriage...it needs constant work, but I can always sense our connectedness in spirit.

[astrid]

Ok guys I need your help
I think there is something weird going on with my heart
I'm on no pain but it's just feels weird , erratic
So I need some thoughts here

Thanks Astrid
Xx

[Michelle Marie]

Paula, I can't imagine things getting more intense. I'm Capricorn, but I don't know much about astrology. I do get astrological reading though, and they are helpful guidance and tools to understand myself and my experiences.

On regeneration, though: I've been directing energies withing with affirmations around this healing. I'm given to use four R's.

I am restored, regenerated, rejuvenated, and revitalized.
I imagine perfect health and vitality.

I'm feeling worn out and I have some skin affliction. I intend to be healthy, because I have much work to do in the world. I am going to complete my mission. I am determined to overcome all obstacles (with loving support from the Universe; this group being the most powerful boots on the ground force I know:cool:.).

When I was 8 I was reminded in a vision when my soul was longing for "Home" that I came her to "Understand" and "to Help." Yesterday, when I was by the river reflecting on a couple of people who had wreaked havoc in my life. When I thought of them I felt deep compassion, realizing that they really did not know better than to be how they are and do what they do, and further, through my work with psychology, child development, and soul development, I truly understood deeply where the pathology, or lack of wholeness and attunement, had sprouted from. The Revelations around everything fill in the rest.

I've been blessed. I understand.

Now how can I use my gifts and skills and talents and all the work I've developed to most help humanity?
I know my intention has activated the response from the Universe.

I know we all have had our developmental experiences and reflections and are helping each other right now.
I really appreciate our togetherness. I hope I can help each of you as much as possible.
Feel free to send me a message lending or requesting support.

Today is a day of candles, soft music, solitude, reflection, and some reading.
Maybe I'll be inspired to write...we'll see what the day brings.

Sending clouds of pink Divine Love and peaceful Rainbows of healing light.
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Ok guys I need your help
I think there is something weird going on with my heart
I'm on no pain but it's just feels weird , erratic
So I need some thoughts here

Thanks Astrid
Xx

Hi! Astrid,

I'm resonating with you now. We are One, so I'm intending to bring peaceful energy to your heart first of all.
I'm breathing Peace. My heart needs this too, so it's mutually beneficial to have this focus of healing energy.

Releasing pressure. Breathing. Using colors.
Regulating process that is causing the distress.
Reminding intelligence of the heart of immaculate blueprint for its perfection.
"Be in a state of perfection."

A Mother Mary type supervisor assigned to the healing process for ongoing healing and support.
Archangel Raphael called in.

It is done!
Thank you.

(I was just applying some healing techniques from the Amazing Secrets of Psychic Healing - Benjamin Bibb and my own intuition.)

I trust this helps.

Lots of Love,
Michelle Marie

[astrid]

Ok so I managed to drive myself to emergency

Not yet seem anyone

But waiting

[Wind]

Feeling just a bit sad for no apparent reason, maybe Pluto is affecting me too.

However, all is well. No worries.

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcpd76EpW31r35qroo1_500.jpg

[Jean-Marie]

When my heart goes into Afib, I ground myself with mother earth and breath deeply. Always brings it back to normal rhythm.

[eaglespirit]

Ok so I managed to drive myself to emergency

Not yet seem anyone

But waiting

We are with You, Astrid!

[ulli]

Ok guys I need your help
I think there is something weird going on with my heart
I'm on no pain but it's just feels weird , erratic
So I need some thoughts here

Thanks Astrid
Xx

This Village cured my husband's arrhythmia attack within minutes of my reporting it....
even though he had had it for over 24 hours. As soon as he announced he was going to the hospital
I wrote on this thread and asked the members here to send healing.
The result was truly astonishing, from one beat to the next his heart was back to normal.

So we can and will get you out of there before they do anything drastic.
But I still suggest that you get an EKG, and if the problem persists, that you get a Halter...
which is a 24 hour EKG test.
Stay away from anyone who is sick for now, and take good care of yourself.
Here is the sound of a healthy heart:
xS3jX1FYG-M

[1inMany]

Ok guys I need your help
I think there is something weird going on with my heart
I'm on no pain but it's just feels weird , erratic
So I need some thoughts here

Thanks Astrid
Xx

I'm with you, Astrid.

With Love, healing, highest intent....

You, too, yukondiva.

J, too.

[donk]

Was tooling around with the antipode map:

http://www.antipodemap.com/

...since you are about as far (physically) from me as a human being can possibly be astrid, I'm sending love both through the earth and around (the long way)...just in case I missed you (and Bright Garlick, and anyone else down under that needs some) the first time.

[RunningDeer]

We're All with You, Astrid. xo

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/astrid2_zpscb74855f.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/astrid2_zpscb74855f.jpg.html)


Ok so I managed to drive myself to emergency

Not yet seem anyone

But waiting

[Michelle Marie]

I love the above reminder about dancing. I just changed the radio station on Pandora, and I'm going to dance with the intent of grounding myself and Astrid's heart and energy field.

Gone dancing...

Dire Straights, Money for Nothing FIRST SONG

Michelle Marie

[donk]

That was the first music video I ever saw, first tape I ever bought, my first favorite song:

lAD6Obi7Cag

[astrid]

Bloods and ECG
Waiting

I'm ok , calm

Just thought it wise to get looked at
Heart wise due to this mouth infection

Please also send to Ozzie and Louis
They are worried

[donk]

Here's my second ever for tape and fave song:

0UIB9Y4OFPs

[RunningDeer]

Warm, healing tingles upon your face, Yukon Diva. xo
http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/yukondiva_zpsce116212.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/yukondiva_zpsce116212.jpg.html)

[RunningDeer]

Bloods and ECG
Waiting

I'm ok , calm

Just thought it wise to get looked at
Heart wise due to this mouth infection

Please also send to Ozzie and Louis
They are worried


Before finishing the sentence, Ozzie and Louis had already received.
They understand you are in good hands there, too.
http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/doggie.GIF (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/doggie.gif.html)

[Michelle Marie]

Here's my second ever for tape and fave song:



Thank you. I just turned Pandora off and danced to this!

Feels good.
Love, MM

[Michelle Marie]

That was the first music video I ever saw, first tape I ever bought, my first favorite song:



Cool. I watched the video and danced to it again! Thanks.

Now for Huey Lewis "Hip to be Square."

Dancing,
MM

[eaglespirit]

Beacon Food Forest

We are integrating a Food Forest into the current designs for the area adjacent to the west side of Jefferson Park. Located just 2.5 miles from downtown Seattle, Jefferson Park hosts a variety of recreational opportunities, one of which could be community gardening. In 2010, a $20,000 City of Seattle Department of Neighborhoods Small and Simple Neighborhood Matching Fund (NMF) grant was provided to hire a design team to come up with a design based on input from three public design workshops. The design team selected included Margarett Harrison, a landscape architect with Harrison Design, and Jenny Pell, a permaculture designer with Permaculture Now!. In December of 2011 the project received $100,000 from the Department of Neighborhoods to begin phase one of the food forest plan.

http://beaconfoodforest.weebly.com/

[RunningDeer]

Paula, I can't imagine things getting more intense. I'm Capricorn, but I don't know much about astrology. I do get astrological reading though, and they are helpful guidance and tools to understand myself and my experiences.

Thank you, Michelle Marie. I’m using this time to bring into the Light blind spots. It helps raise the frequency vibration. :wave:

Man, for someone that's stepped out, I've got loads of posts here. Have a great weekend, Everyone!


http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Lighthouses/1a.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Lighthouses/1a.jpg.html)

[RunningDeer]

That was the first music video I ever saw, first tape I ever bought, my first favorite song:



Cool. I watched the video and danced to it again! Thanks.

Now for Huey Lewis "Hip to be Square."

Dancing,
MM


Gweneth Paltrow & Huey Lewis - Cruisin
U_HaoZ73wWg

[araucaria]

Astrid, during my Dad’s last illness, my heart started playing up: bradycardia (missing every other beat). I had a Halter test for 24hrs, nothing special. Gastric reflux, which turned out to be an anatomical anomaly. And intercostal pains, which I learnt years later could be caused by pains in the back of the neck (e.g. too much computing) and cured with an aspirin. What I’m saying is, it could be psychosomatic, i.e. requiring a different approach. You’ll be all right I’m sure :)

In France, we often wonder, if I was in a World War II situation, would I have joined the resistance, been an informer or just done nothing. Tonight, my daughter, who is a historian, presented the question in concrete terms: someone knocks at your door, a British airman, a Jew or whoever, and you have fifteen seconds to decide whether to take them in, slam the door in their face, or phone the police (Gestapo).

Stated in these terms, you instantly realize who you are and that bravery and heroic behaviour are not only for other people. Many have heroism thrust upon them.

My daughter is someone who would do well in politics: a brilliant mind and an answer for everything, held back by a sense of ethics that is non-judgmental of individuals but has nowhere to go in terms of the current political spectrum. The current situation is extremely volatile, with so-called leftist budget minsters fighting fraud and at the same time admitting to secret Swiss bank accounts. I am trying to nudge her towards a position in a situation that does not exist yet, but which will do in the very near future, against extremists also waiting to dive into the vacuum.

News from inside the polythene bag. Maurice Chatelain a) sees the Maya as much, much older than generally viewed (true, a civilization with a calendar whose start date precedes it by several millennia makes little sense); and b) sees the Long Count as a count, as opposed to a calendar, just as you might say June 2008 to June 2010 equals two years, hence the start date is not 4 Ahau 8 Cumku but 1 Thingy 1 Whaddyecallit – comes up with a start date that coincides with an astronomical event (rather than nothing in particular): namely a relatively rare conjunction of Saturn and Jupiter behind the Sun, and an end date of 30 April 2020. While developing an allergic reaction, I got the idea that 4 Ahau 8 Cumku dates a cataclysm in the 4th millennium BC (i.e. the start date of the 13 baktun cycle just ended), and also a previous cataclysm 5 millennia before that, which would correspond to the Atlantis disaster as experienced in those parts.

This I find satisfying in that it explains the worry for the future catastrophe on a particular date, given that this date had seen not one but two previous cataclysms; and yet it leaves room for a different scenario to play out this time around.

[Michelle Marie]

That was the first music video I ever saw, first tape I ever bought, my first favorite song:



Cool. I watched the video and danced to it again! Thanks.

Now for Huey Lewis "Hip to be Square."

Dancing,
MM


Gweneth Paltrow & Huey Lewis - Cruisin
U_HaoZ73wWg


I LOVE this!

We ARE crusing together, aren't we?

I felt a big warm feeling in my heart from all the love. My cup runneth over...tears of Unity.

Love you,
Michelle Marie

Light is coming into the blind spots. It's so painful sometimes, but permanent Bliss on the other side. Joy Joy Joy
It's for Humanity, Mother Earth, the Universe, All.

[yukondiva]

Beacon Food Forest

We are integrating a Food Forest into the current designs for the area adjacent to the west side of Jefferson Park. Located just 2.5 miles from downtown Seattle, Jefferson Park hosts a variety of recreational opportunities, one of which could be community gardening. In 2010, a $20,000 City of Seattle Department of Neighborhoods Small and Simple Neighborhood Matching Fund (NMF) grant was provided to hire a design team to come up with a design based on input from three public design workshops. The design team selected included Margarett Harrison, a landscape architect with Harrison Design, and Jenny Pell, a permaculture designer with Permaculture Now!. In December of 2011 the project received $100,000 from the Department of Neighborhoods to begin phase one of the food forest plan.

http://beaconfoodforest.weebly.com/

Interesting. Just got an email from my local garden club, this year they are asking all businesses to plant herbs and veggies and all land owners with vacant lots to allow gardens to be raised to donate food to food banks. A grass roots garden with all plants and work donated, love the idea and will be volunteering this summer. You live in Seattle? One of the nicest cities in the U.S. Very cool.
Thanks everyone for the healing and thoughtful post. Jaw is better:-)


On another note sending Astrid healing calming vibes.

[eaglespirit]

Beacon Food Forest

We are integrating a Food Forest into the current designs for the area adjacent to the west side of Jefferson Park. Located just 2.5 miles from downtown Seattle, Jefferson Park hosts a variety of recreational opportunities, one of which could be community gardening. In 2010, a $20,000 City of Seattle Department of Neighborhoods Small and Simple Neighborhood Matching Fund (NMF) grant was provided to hire a design team to come up with a design based on input from three public design workshops. The design team selected included Margarett Harrison, a landscape architect with Harrison Design, and Jenny Pell, a permaculture designer with Permaculture Now!. In December of 2011 the project received $100,000 from the Department of Neighborhoods to begin phase one of the food forest plan.

http://beaconfoodforest.weebly.com/

Interesting. Just got an email from my local garden club, this year they are asking all businesses to plant herbs and veggies and all land owners with vacant lots to allow gardens to be raised to donate food to food banks. A grass roots garden with all plants and work donated, love the idea and will be volunteering this summer. You live in Seattle? One of the nicest cities in the U.S. Very cool.
Thanks everyone for the healing and thoughtful post. Jaw is better:-)

On another note sending Astrid healing calming vibes.

......You live in Seattle?......

No Yukondiva...I did live near there for a while in 2010 and 2011, two different times.
I am now in Peru for a while.

Glad You are better and glad Astrid is ok and all is well with all : )

[Dennis Leahy]

Important news for those waiting on Kim Jong Un to fire a misssile at them:

http://www.newyorker.com/online/blogs/borowitzreport/2013/04/north-korean-missile-test-delayed-by-windows-8.html

:~)

Dennis

(Paul, Ilie, and others who have been involved with "op sys" issues over the years will enjoy this)

[Conchis]

Just got through watching a great movie with the best music evah!!!! There is a strange grace/compassion/passion/calm that goes with this movie and the end just makes it all the better..... All my friends are funeral singers....

UNkd3BlncFk

[RunningDeer]

Now that I’m in a synchronous partnership with my Higher Self, I experience blind spots as just an imbalanced, energy surge, that is in need of immediate release. It comes from free flow reflection and silence. There’s gratitude and sometimes annoyance when I’m pissy. That's all.

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif And then, there’s the happy dance.


Hitch Dance lesson
2bH0OXsmsbQ

[thunder24]

radishes, beets, turnips, sprouting... and nothing but rain last night....lots and lots of rain....
astrid hope ur feeling well... and everyone else with friends family and urselves that are feeling sickly or blue...give a geniune smile...

feed the world

[Dennis Leahy]

We had a late snowstorm over the past 24 hours. Hard to tell how much came down because it was blowing steadily at over 25 mph and gusting to over 45 mph (over 70kph) - so we got snowdrifts. 4 foot tall at the peaks (and no snow in some other areas) I'd guess we got nearly a foot of wet, heavy snow. Did I mention that the snow was heavy?

Man, am I sick of snow!

Dennis

[Dennis Leahy]

Beacon Food Forest

We are integrating a Food Forest into the current designs for the area adjacent to the west side of Jefferson Park. Located just 2.5 miles from downtown Seattle, Jefferson Park hosts a variety of recreational opportunities, one of which could be community gardening. In 2010, a $20,000 City of Seattle Department of Neighborhoods Small and Simple Neighborhood Matching Fund (NMF) grant was provided to hire a design team to come up with a design based on input from three public design workshops. The design team selected included Margarett Harrison, a landscape architect with Harrison Design, and Jenny Pell, a permaculture designer with Permaculture Now!. In December of 2011 the project received $100,000 from the Department of Neighborhoods to begin phase one of the food forest plan.

http://beaconfoodforest.weebly.com/

Wooooo hooooo this is excellent!

Sepp Holtzer had a workshop (I was unable to attend) in my city, but I got to see him, meet him, and hear him speak at a one evening talk he gave yesterday. Had to brave a snowstorm to get to it.

I'm starting to really get 'lit-up' about permaculture.

Dennis

[thunder24]

sorry to hear about ur snow den dennis, sounds like ur snow din...hopefully the sunshine will leave u with some lasting warmth soon up there... peace


feed the world

[Kimberley]

We had sleet (frozen rain ) today on and off just north of Boston...I too have had enough cold weather...however I really do not ever like cold weather although I have made my peace with it because I am the only one responsible for my decision to have moved her in 1982.. So looking forward to my move to Jamaica ASAP!!

Much love! Much peace! To us ALL!!!

[thunder24]

We had sleet (frozen rain ) today on and off just north of Boston...I too have had enough cold weather...however I really do not ever like cold weather although I have made my peace with it because I am the only one responsible for my decision to have moved her in 1982.. So looking forward to my move to Jamaica ASAP!!

Much love! Much peace! To us ALL!!!ehIcKpIGXP4


man i gotta find a place south of here i can go chill at in the winter... Jamaica sounds nice... wonder how TargeT is getting along down there in the virgin islands....

[Marianne]

Astrid asked me to post to let you know, she's home and she's fine. But exhausted and needs rest.
Too many messages for her to answer now, but she wanted to say thanks, to let you all know she appreciates your good wishes.

[WhiteFeather]

Astrid, Glad to hear your home. ;) Hope all is well in your vortex. Sending my Love to you.
Hello Villagers some weird weather we are having here in the east. Brrrrrrr its cold. Good time to snuggle and recharge the batteries.
Getting ready for some Incoming Solar Flares to hit Gaia soon ehhh. Damn they do make me a lil tired. Hope all is well with all.

Peace

W.f.

[Michelle Marie]

Now that I’m in a synchronous partnership with my Higher Self, I experience blind spots as just an imbalanced, energy surge, that is in need of immediate release. It comes from free flow reflection and silence. There’s gratitude and sometimes annoyance when I’m pissy. That's all.

http://www.pic4ever.com/images/computer3.gif And then, there’s the happy dance.


Hitch Dance lesson
2bH0OXsmsbQ


I've been getting intense energy surges, too. I might have to jump barefoot on the ground, do yoga, I've had to scream a few times, and just do grounding exercise. I didn't know it was related to blind spots.

My blind spot that I've been exploring is seeing only the good in people to the point where I'm not protection by awareness of potential ill intention or downright danger. But it's like I go "where angels fear to tread" because of the power I feel of unconditional love.

Sometimes I know I'm processing. Other times, I feel I'm being processed. Does that make sense?

I observe the energy shifts and transformations taking place and just tune into the senses, vibrations, and revelations. Allowing...it's very healing.

It seems to me that ancestral patterns are up for healing. Healing the balance of the male and female within. My current issue is self-reliance and independence. I was put in a position where I have to be the receiver instead of the giver. Being a single parent, I was used to carrying all the weight, or responsibility. I'm simultaneously accepting a receptive, receiving state of being with reconciling my need to be completely independent and self sufficient.

So in the past, women were sometimes trapped in a marriage due to dependence. Then they became superwomen. Now, it seems we are coming around full circle, but back into balance. Instead of two forming a complete whole, two wholes are being formed that will bond in a more organic, and harmonious way. Anyway, that's a combination of my intuition, experience, and intention.

Oh, Paula, where did you get that graphic of Archangel Michael? That is awesome as well as all of the graphics you post. I resonated so well with it, I put it on my desktop. THANKS!!!

Lotsa love,
Michelle Marie

[RunningDeer]

Hello Michelle Marie,

The challenge of responding to posts are that we all see things from our perspective and it’s hard to know how another defines their experiences. So I’ll share some of mine. And suggest to consider this post like “potato, potahto, tomato, tomahto”.


I've been getting intense energy surges, too. I might have to jump barefoot on the ground, do yoga, I've had to scream a few times, and just do grounding exercise. I didn't know it was related to blind spots.
Intense energy surges aren’t alway related to blind spots. Take one example of a blind spot that I often check: 'the need to help others'. Does it come from a place of integrity, or from a place of control, or my own insecurity?

I know better than you.
‘Your way must be MY way.
Help can be a way to control another.
Help may prevent another to discover for themselves.


My blind spot that I've been exploring is seeing only the good in people to the point where I'm not protection by awareness of potential ill intention or downright danger. But it's like I go "where angels fear to tread" because of the power I feel of unconditional love.

Sometimes I know I'm processing. Other times, I feel I'm being processed. Does that make sense?
I receive the most benefit when I’m aware and actively processing. If I felt I was ‘being processed’, a red flag shoots up. If it’s in partnership with Higher Self, that’s great. If someone or something is processing me, that is not welcomed nor accepted. My Higher Guides do not process me. We are a team. I am the driver. They are the support staff.

If you mean ‘being processed’ like a metamorphosis in these changing times or energy surges from CME’s, I’d say, me too. I’d add, it’s a welcomed process and I receive it by pulling it in.


It seems to me that ancestral patterns are up for healing. Healing the balance of the male and female within. My current issue is self-reliance and independence. I was put in a position where I have to be the receiver instead of the giver. Being a single parent, I was used to carrying all the weight, or responsibility. I'm simultaneously accepting a receptive, receiving state of being with reconciling my need to be completely independent and self sufficient.


I was put in a position where I have to be the receiver instead of the giver.
For me, being ‘put in a position’ implies I have not chosen the experience. I’ve relinquish my free will. If someone or something else has chosen it for me, I’ve allowed myself to be controlled. When there’s conditions attached, I must do ‘X’ because they did ‘Y’, then that comes from a place of lower frequency. Self-reliance and independence is good but even that can tip into unbalanced state of being. The fear of not feeling worthy to accept from another.

Whereas, an exchange of giving and receiving is balanced if from a place of humanity at it’s best. We’ll see more and more of that with this higher frequency shift. Another point of view, I work with the higher frequencies within. Which in turn streamlines the manifestations not as a cause and effect, but as what’s called forth as needed in this experience process.


”...where did you get that graphic of Archangel Michael? That is awesome as well as all of the graphics you post. I resonated so well with it...”

Thank you, Michelle Marie. I Goggled ‘angels’ and clicked on images. Tons of them pop up. Some graphics I make, others from the web, I play around with them.

“potato, potahto, tomato, tomahto”...

With Love,
Paula

[Samsara]

This is for a man I love. I met him last Saturday at the home. Instant love, some people just get to you that way. He is such a beautiful soul and so grateful for everything we do for him. Today is a hard day for him. The end is near and he wants to go die in his home country, Nigeria. Well, that is not going to happen, unless he falls into a dream where he can be there. I'm hoping some of you will help me create this for him.

I was told that my friend went into a semi-coma for a couple of days. In a semi-coma, part of you is away somewhere and part of you stays in contact with what is going around your body. He went quietly during the night Tuesday/Wednesday.

I will never know for sure if our African dream worked for him or not. Part of me likes to think that it did.

Now, my prayers go to his only daughter who is quite unsettled by his departure.

Thank you All

http://www.new-art.be/foto/Going%20home.jpg

[Carmody]

found this one:

hyrb992Xucc

Be sure to load it in HD quality for the first listen.

[Carmody]

It is my direct experience that what he needed will have been there for him.

[Carmody]

Here's my second ever for tape and fave song:

What I did is I moved away from all of that, by the time I was 21..I was moving away from all of it. Calming myself, calming myself..slowly removing the internal noise..day after day. it took a decade. i didn't know what I was doing, I was just wandering... and the noise slowly wound down. the dynamite monkey began to calm itself. The societal reflections where no longer there to re-enforce it into continuing like some sort of eternal teenager, with parts that poutingly refused to grow.

I didn't loose anything. I gained clarity and freedom from the screaming noise, the sheer agitation... that was blocking signal and subtle sending and receiving.

The meaning of that, did not settle in for almost another decade.

[Michelle Marie]

I've been seeing 9:11 on the clock recently and I thought of bringing it up here. I came outside right after I woke up (now) and when I sat down and turned on my phone it was 9:11.

"Be aware." Something is coming up.

Last night I got the information that Tuscon declared martial law and are now under military control. The facts were checked to be proven true. I'll post some links when I go inside and turn on my laptop computer.

I thought David Wilcock and Sean David Martin may want to know this since they mentioned it on Kerry"s panel discussion. Well, David chided Sean saying he was right and there would be no martial law.

I had to go outside to get fresh air, but I'll go in to post the links to the Tuscon martial law info...

What else could the 911 message be about? The earthquakes?

I feel we are guided and protected in every realm.
I'm thankful to all of our protectors from Archangel Michael to the Oathkeepers.

Love all ways,
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Tucson MARTIAL LAW

http://fellowshipofminds.wordpress.com/2013/03/06/tucson-declares-state-of-emergency-effective-martial-law/#respond

“In other words, the resolution gives no say to the people of Tucson or their supposed representatives in the city government, but instead “the City of Tucson Mayor and Council” is leaving the decisions that may impact the city’s “community needs” entirely to “the leadership” of Davis-Monthan Air Force Base. In so doing, the City of Tucson Mayor and Council are ceding their authority to the military authority — “the leadership” of a U.S. Air Force base.”

( See more on this story here: http://fellowshipofminds.wordpress.com/2013/03/06/tucson-declares-state-of-emergency-effective-martial-law/#respond)

“Despite Tucson not being in a natural disaster, nor are its citizens in imminent danger, Resolution No. 22006 declares a state of emergency for the sole purpose of making the ceding of civil authority to the military authority at Davis-Monthan Air Force to be effective immediately.”

I was going to take an exploratory trip to Tuscon soon to see if I wanted to live there in the winter. I will not do either. I appreciate this awareness.

Love,
MM

[Michelle Marie]

Thanks, Paula!

"The challenge of responding to posts are that we all see things from our perspective and it’s hard to know how another defines their experiences. So I’ll share some of mine. And suggest to consider this post like “potato, potahto, tomato, tomahto”.'

I love ALL perspectives. It increases my awareness.

"Take one example of a blind spot that I often check: 'the need to help others'. Does it come from a place of integrity, or from a place of control, or my own insecurity?

I know better than you.
Your way must be MY way.
Help can be a way to control another.
Help may prevent another to discover for themselves.


Nice. I've explored this one too. Tricky deceptive ego! I caught 'cha!! (mine)

"If you mean ‘being processed’ like a metamorphosis in these changing times or energy surges from CME’s, I’d say, me too. I’d add, it’s a welcomed process and I receive it by pulling it in."

This is exactly what I'm talking about. I honor my own free will choice as well as that of others. FREE WILL is the law.

I'm aware of the states of consciousness of the atom: neutral (observer), positive (transmitting) and negative (receiving). The processing and integration is direct from my Higher Will and the conscious intentions that result from deep conscious attunement. Feeling processed is being in observer mode. Like you make a cake and you are aware that it is baking...you smell it, sense it.

"For me, being ‘put in a position’ implies I have not chosen the experience."

My life is lived "on purpose" so my experiences are directed by my soul that is in attunement to Higher Will. I rarely perceive victim consciousness because I process the purpose according to my soul and receive download of explicit information. I'm living (down in the trenches) and observing my process and progress (looking from above/within). If I do perceive victim consciousness, I have to take my awareness out of the trenches and understand it fully.

"Whereas, an exchange of giving and receiving is balanced if from a place of humanity at it’s best. We’ll see more and more of that with this higher frequency shift. Another point of view, I work with the higher frequencies within. Which in turn streamlines the manifestations not as a cause and effect, but as what’s called forth as needed in this experience process."

This perspective is helpful.

*Just saw 9:11 again on a clock that is on hour behind!*

Thanks so much for your insightful reply, Paula. You are such an ANGEL!!!

Love,
Michelle Marie

[Carmody]

found this one:

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Be sure to load it in HD quality for the first listen.


I'm kinda diggin' this tune, as I like voices like that. For example:


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[Carmody]

Sound, as we know it, acoustical sound, music, harmonics, frequencies..these are essential understandings that have taken us from animal to human expression into this 3d space.

Essential to knowing, to being, to be able to manipulate and work in the 3d realm.

Aether,
Plasma,
Gas,
Fluid,
Solid.


For Gas-Flud-solid existing, as we are now, vibration, sound.... is essential as a integration and manipulation point. The 'lever' of existing. (fulcrum, lever..work done, energy transferred)

Music is new for humans, a new part of the brain, that came on line at the end of the Neanderthal era and the opening homo sapiens era.

Our music, our verbal record. our dimensional key for being in this space, this 3d linear timespace.

If you don't know and enjoy music at it's finest, then one is not moving into being a 'human'.

The discordance of screechy in-harmonic metal and the like, the worst of the worst, really is all that they say it is. It is destructive parasitical projection. It seriously is.

Not necessarily negative, but a reflection of the personal space. It serves notice of the level of the development of the self, what state and place it is. Different levels, different places, different widths, different narrowings, and so on.

[ulli]

Sound, as we know it, acoustical sound, music, harmonics, frequencies..these are essential understandings that have taken us from animal to human expression into this 3d space.

Essential to knowing, to being, to be able to manipulate and work in the 3d realm.

Aether,
Plasma,
Gas,
Fluid,
Solid.


For Gas-Flud-solid existing, as we are now, vibration, sound.... is essential as a integration and manipulation point. The 'lever' of existing. (fulcrum, lever..work done, energy transferred)

Music is new for humans, a new part of the brain, that came on line at the end of the Neanderthal era and the opening homo sapiens era.

Our music, our verbal record. our dimensional key for being in this space, this 3d linear timespace.

If you don't know and enjoy music at it's finest, then one is not moving into being a 'human'.

The discordance of screechy in-harmonic metal and the like, the worst of the worst, really is all that they say it is. It is destructive parasitical projection. It seriously is.

But this also opens up a whole new train of thought...about youth rebelling against the dogma imposed upon them by boring teachers, and possibly abusive parents...which is then immediately capitalized on by an industry that knows how to press teen's hormonal buttons, to the point that there is no appreciation left for sounds that can trigger higher feelings.
Some people have to be tricked into such states where they open up to real music.


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[Carmody]

The scream of metal, is the scream of 'stop!' I must find my own control, my own voice.



The problem is that it can continue in the vein of being the steamrolling ego monkey eating all in it's path. To find the balance of shutting it down in the self when it has brought about the state that it is intended for. The ability to have a voice. To put down that stick of extremes and find one that is less destructive. To not be the reflection of the reason for the rebellion as a form of rolling thunder.... that is ultimately as negative as the thing rebelled against.


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The very point of metal, one might say. to find the sword, the space, the place in the self and bring it up to match the load on the self. But go no further in that direction.

The trick is to know that is it's point. Then, to not live it anymore. To find the way past it. To not remain in the projection of force as a method and way.

Some continue the quest, they don't get trapped in the moment.

As one commenter for the short little 'song' said:

I would like to give everything I have for only 30 more seconds of this song.

I don't romanticize my past. I recall it when necessary... and shed it's cloak, as the step, the period of being - that it is.

[eaglespirit]

Are we there yet?

Ohhh Yaaaaa...We're Here and Now : )

[ulli]

The basic nature of what you call the ego monkey is all about mechanical, repetitive behavior.
Nothing other than a desire for something better can replace that.
Only when one becomes sufficiently disgusted with other people's ego monkey is there even a chance of noticing that one might have one, too.
Even then, for the majority this means becoming more tolerant of other people's ego monkey, rather than go actively out of one's way to change all that.


Anyone who wants to start on that narrow uphill climb (worth it in the end)
might like to look at this list, which comes from a book by Sheldon Kopp
called 'If You Meet the Buddha on the Road, Kim Him."

An Eschatological Laundry List



1. This is it.
2. There are no hidden meanings.
3. You can't get there from here, and besides there is no place to go.
4. We are already dying, and we'll be dead a long time.
5. Nothing lasts!
6. There is no way of getting all you want.
7. You can't have anything unless you let go of it.
8. You only get to keep what you give away.
9. There is no particular reason why you lost out on some things.
10. The world is not necessarily just. Being good often does not pay off and there's no compensation for misfortune.
11. You have the responsibility to do your best nonetheless.
12. It's a random universe to which we bring meaning.
13. You really don't control anything.
14. You can't make anyone love you.
15. No one is any stronger or any weaker than anyone else.
16. Everyone is, in his own way, vulnerable.
17. There are no great men.
18. If you have a hero, look again; you have diminished yourself in some way.
19. Everyone lies, cheats, pretends. (yes, you too, and most certainly myself.)
20. All evil is potentially vitality in need of transformation.
21. All of you is worth something if you will only own it.
22. Progress is an illusion.
23. Evil can be displaced but never eradicated, as all solutions breed new problems.
24. Yet it is necessary to keep struggling toward solution.
25. Childhood is a nightmare.
26. But it is so very hard to be an on-your-own, take-care-of-yourself-cause-there-is-no-one-else-to-do-it-for-you grown-up.
27. Each of us is ultimately alone.
28. The most important things each man must do for himself.
29. Love is not enough, but it sure helps.
30. We have only ourselves, and one another. That may not be much, but that's all there is.
31. How strange, that so often, it all seems worth it.
32. We must live within the ambiguity of partial freedom, partial power, and partial knowledge.
33. All important decisions must be made on the basis of insufficient data.
34. Yet we are responsible for everything we do.
35. No excuses will be accepted.
36. You can run, but you can't hide.
37. It is most important to run out of scapegoats.
38. We must learn the power of living with our helplessness.
39. The only victory lies is in surrender to oneself.
40. All of the significant battles are waged within the self.
41. You are free to do whatever you like. You need only face the consequences.
42. What do you know for sure...anyway?
43. Learn to forgive yourself, again and again and again and again.

[eaglespirit]

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[donk]

So my brother just texted me this:

The northern lights of the aurora are suppose to be visible to you guys tonight in about a half hour

And last night people in my area were texting about seeing "3 moons".

[RunningDeer]

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L,
p'er

[ulli]

Looks like the computer mouse will soon be obsolete. Your eyes can now be tracked and can move the cursor.


http://www.bitrebels.com/technology/eye-tracking-kinect-accessory-startup/

The mouse has long been the primary device with which we interact with our computers – the mouse, and of course the keyboard itself. But with new technology comes new opportunities to further increase our interaction with the computer, and at the same time, make it a whole lot more relaxed. There have been countless numbers of people who have gotten injuries from using a mouse. A far better solution would be to let an eye-tracking device help us move the cursor on the screen.

That is at least what the people over at 4tiitoo in Munich, Germany think. They have been working on eye-tracking devices for over 2 years, and they finally managed to find a solution that we can all afford and use. It’s a kind of Kinect accessory, that with the help of advanced algorithms, helps the Kinect track your eyes and convert them into cursor understandable data such as x and y movements. It then feeds the computer this data which enables you to move the mouse cursor on the screen by just using your eyes.

It sounds almost too good to be true, but the technology works, and it could mean a huge upgrade from the old computer mouse. Not only that, but this eye-tracking solution will actually prevent injuries from using a mouse, which is something I am sure will mean a lot for people with mouse arm injuries that prevent them from using a computer at all.

The eyeCharm (as it is dubbed) eye-tracking Kinect accessory is a stratup project looking for funding through Kickstarter to enter the final stages of production and promotion. The startup is looking to raise $100,000 within 27 days, and by the looks of things it doesn’t seem impossible. By pledging just $50.00, you will get the eyeCharm, the accompanying apps and the SDK in order to create your own apps and functions. If this product takes off, we could be looking at a whole new revolution where we’ll use our eyes to interact with our computers instead of our mice. The question is whether or not we are ready to make the switch yet. What is your opinion?

[sheme]

More wifi no thanks- The eyes the window to the soul.

[Samsara]

It must be spring because I'm shedding like crazy.... LOL!

It is time for me to get ready for the fiesta. We're celebrating my grandson's 6th birthday today! It's a good day!

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[Michelle Marie]

Looks like the computer mouse will soon be obsolete. Your eyes can now be tracked and can move the cursor.


http://www.bitrebels.com/technology/eye-tracking-kinect-accessory-startup/

The mouse has long been the primary device with which we interact with our computers – the mouse, and of course the keyboard itself. But with new technology comes new opportunities to further increase our interaction with the computer, and at the same time, make it a whole lot more relaxed. There have been countless numbers of people who have gotten injuries from using a mouse. A far better solution would be to let an eye-tracking device help us move the cursor on the screen.

That is at least what the people over at 4tiitoo in Munich, Germany think. They have been working on eye-tracking devices for over 2 years, and they finally managed to find a solution that we can all afford and use. It’s a kind of Kinect accessory, that with the help of advanced algorithms, helps the Kinect track your eyes and convert them into cursor understandable data such as x and y movements. It then feeds the computer this data which enables you to move the mouse cursor on the screen by just using your eyes.

It sounds almost too good to be true, but the technology works, and it could mean a huge upgrade from the old computer mouse. Not only that, but this eye-tracking solution will actually prevent injuries from using a mouse, which is something I am sure will mean a lot for people with mouse arm injuries that prevent them from using a computer at all.

The eyeCharm (as it is dubbed) eye-tracking Kinect accessory is a stratup project looking for funding through Kickstarter to enter the final stages of production and promotion. The startup is looking to raise $100,000 within 27 days, and by the looks of things it doesn’t seem impossible. By pledging just $50.00, you will get the eyeCharm, the accompanying apps and the SDK in order to create your own apps and functions. If this product takes off, we could be looking at a whole new revolution where we’ll use our eyes to interact with our computers instead of our mice. The question is whether or not we are ready to make the switch yet. What is your opinion?

LOL Mouse related injuries. I'm cracking up!!!

Oh how dangerous!!!

I've taught computer classes for decades and never have I witnessed a mouse-related injury.
Ok, some people have had to deal with carpal tunnel syndrome, but that's rectified with proper ergonomics.

What I HAVE witnessed is pixel triggered seizures - eye-brain discognizence. A grand mal seizure occurred right on the floor of my classroom.

This is a ridiculous premise from my perspective.

Even though my education and career revolve heavily around technology, I still think it can be thought of as training wheels. WE are the technology.

My Inner Net is my Life's safety net. If I can't get online, I go inline and feel the connection. I know our telepathic skills are being reactivated. We are supporting each other energetically - prompted by our communication on this forum.

If the lights went out tomorrow, we'd still be connected.

If this technology is backed by pure intent to go good, it may be helpful for awhile.
If this is another attempt to usurp Spiritual power, woe to the ignorant attemptor.

I intend to know the whole Truth around this. If I get any intuitive impressions I'll let you know.

Until then, I'm going to laugh as my imagination takes me on different scenario trips of how dangerous the mouse is!

Lotsa laughs,
Michelle Marie

[ulli]

Lots of funnies here from Jon Stewart
Let's see if he can finish Monsanto off.

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[Flash]

Michelle marie, my question is why don't they use the eye tracking for learning speed reading instead, it would be very useful for this but hey... we would be developing more of our visual and mental abilities this way

I am presently in a professional studio having my daughter songs taped and arranged for future contest. Her voice is ok but her compo are quite nice. A real experience for me more than for her

Hum.... Interesting life adventure. It is a very difficult time for her at the moment. Hopefully this will change her mind a little.

All her pain from a difficult start in life are surfacing. Full of sadness she does not quite understand and the desire to die is there. Ouf

[Michelle Marie]

Michelle marie, my question is why don't they use the eye tracking for learning speed reading instead,it would be very useful for this but hey we would be developping more of our visual and mental abilities this way

I am presently in a pro studio having my daughter songs tape and arranged for futur contest. Her voice is ok but her compo are quite nice. A real experience for me more than for her

Hum.... Interesting life adventure. It is a very difficult time for her at the moment. Hopefully this will change her mind a little.
All her pain from a difficult start are surfacing. Full of sadness she does not quite understand and the desire to die is there. Ouf

Hello! I really don't know anything or have any experience regarding eye tracking for learning speed reading. I'd put more emphasis on comprehension, though, rather than speed.

How old is your daughter? I love working with old souls in young bodies. Her pain is her gift. What is revealed in the energy when she processes it adeptly with her soul, will lead her to her life's mission.

I'd like to put it out there that we hold the immaculate vision of her soul's perfect expression. She will be in Joy.

I'd be happy to communicate with her if that is her wish. :-)

Lots of love to you and her and ALL,
Michelle Marie

[Flash]

Michelle Marie, I do have experience with speed reading, I teach it sometimes. The eye has to follow something, like a finger, to facilitate speed reading, in a book. On computer, if the text sychronizes with the eye instead, it would make it much easier for speed reading. When one thinks speed reading, one has also to assume that comprehension is retained. In fact, once the techniques are practiced and mastered, comprehension is better in fact. Slow speed reading (our average usually) tires the fast brain and is an impediment to understanding.

What do you do Marie Michelle when working with old souls in young bodies (lol, mine is old in an old body, doesn't make it)? I know you wrote books for younger ones, never even crossed my mind to ask, but hey, why not. She is very smart, very nice and sensitive and has suffered a real lot, morally and physically, more than most adults in their lifetime.

Well, thanks

Flash

[ulli]

Was just looking at this, Flash...so beautiful..
made me think of you.

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[Flash]

Was just looking at this, Flash...so beautiful..
made me think of you.

http://media-cache-ec4.pinterest.com/550x/eb/29/3d/eb293da1b719dcb00fd2d162ba54e141.jpg

wow Ulli this looks like the tea room of a hotel I was in for a vacation years ago, on the Egean sea. Very similar, wow, old coming back. We were precisely talking of Turkey my daughter and I in between songs take in the studio. The room I was in at the time was a bit darker and in the middle was a big old fashion earth "ball", tea and coffee table on the side as in the picture here. My daughter was 4 and she said in her few words: "here mommy, very dark, down here very dark - well, in French lol" while showing me the planet.

My husband was in the hotel but not talking to me, even having dinner at a separate table in the restaurant, to make us ashamed, because I had not taken care of him 100% when he had an intestinal misadventure (soiled his pan with diarrhea). He made a huge crisis, and did not speak to us for the rest of the week. Really, down here may be dark and with him was darker. I can't understand why I stayed with him, I used to be very strong of character and strong will. He is a huge part in my daughter's sadness, because she had to remain in contact, plus the handicaps she surpassed.

Believe it or not, I still find Turkey very beautiful and reaaaaalllly worth visiting. Usually Turks are nice and hospitable, also quite occidental in thinking with a definite oriental tint however.

[Michelle Marie]

Michelle Marie, I do have experience with speed reading, I teach it sometimes. The eye has to follow something, like a finger, to facilitate speed reading, in a book. On computer, if the text sychronizes with the eye instead, it would make it much easier for speed reading. When one thinks speed reading, one has also to assume that comprehension is retained. In fact, once the techniques are practiced and mastered, comprehension is better in fact. Slow speed reading (our average usually) tires the fast brain and is an impediment to understanding.

What do you do Marie Michelle when working with old souls in young bodies (lol, mine is old in an old body, doesn't make it)? I know you wrote books for younger ones, never even crossed my mind to ask, but hey, why not. She is very smart, very nice and sensitive and has suffered a real lot, morally and physically, more than most adults in their lifetime.

Well, thanks

Flash

Oh, that's interesting about the speed reading. I use my finger to focus sometimes when I'm reading, just naturally. I can see how comprehension could improve because with more speed there is less space for alternate thoughts to wander in. Hmmm...makes sense. Thanks!

I've barely gotten started, but I created a program called Rock My World (http://www.visionarysolutions.org/programs.html). It has four parts: open heart sharing, truth communication skills, reading energy (understanding perceptive abilities), and creative character development (this is where my books come in). It is intended for sensitive souls. Any age can participate.

Currently, I'm re-organizing Visionary Solutions, the non-profit org I began to support teachers and healers, since I've moved to Colorado.

Anything I can do to help, I'm willing. When I was a 6th grade teacher, I used to have an advisory period called "Teen Talk." They love to talk...let 'em. LOL But really to have a safe and confidential group of other sensitive people who understand...whoa, what a great support.

The books that I wrote, although in children's book format, are for youth to be the teachers to retrain adults. They really are for all ages.

Love talking about my passion!

Joyful Light,
Michelle Marie

[Wind]

I just noticed the rating-feature thanks to Marianne so I rated this thread too...

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[Guest]

A quiet misty night in the forest. There's a slow cold front moving through the mountains.

Caught up with the village today. I've had a lot of computer and Internet problems lately with the phone and computer. Checked in when I could and am keeping everyone in my heart and prayers.
Good to see Sierra is back.

Busy week for me with hospitals, doctors and vets too. A friend hurt themselves at work, little relatives with colds and allergies. The cat was injured fleeling from an animal or bird of prey. Her stomach lining and fascia were perforated, but fortunately her internal organs were spared. She made it through surgery and is recovering over night. The vet said she is going to be okay. I was worried, she's a tiny lovable calico cat.




Love

Nora

[Michelle Marie]

Just spoke to my son, J in Oregon. He has surgery consultation tomorrow am.
Both of us have some anxiety about this and the fact that we are in different places for the first time ever when something this serious is occurring. He is 26. Our family consists of he and I and we are very close. He is concerned about missing work and falling behind financially, primarily rent.

We had a great conversation, great encouraging pep talk and memories with laughter (jokes about me singing).
I'm leaning on my Faith/God knowing all is well.

Just made dinner for my angel - the guy who fixed my van and gave me a place to stay until I get my RV back.

It is still weird living in a new place/area far away from friends and relatives, but things are getting better overall.
I have a few new friends and I went downtown this weekend to discover new stores and restaurants.

J is sick and tired of being sick and tired. Down with pain and fever, and most likely surgery.
I appreciate any energy work and prayer support for him.

Thanks love gang,
Michelle Engel

[araucaria]

Lots of funnies here from Jon Stewart
Let's see if he can finish Monsanto off.

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Thanks for that Uli. Jon Stewart gets flak like everyone else, but I think he is doing a pretty good job - if it makes you laugh, he has got to be doing something right.

Tonight I have something I think is important that I want to get progress on, only swimming way out of my depth in many respects. Wish me luck folks.

[meeradas]

if it makes you laugh, he has got to be doing something right.

It doesn't. Though he does ev'rything right.

[araucaria]

if it makes you laugh, he has got to be doing something right.

It doesn't. Though he does ev'rything right.
On one level he makes me laugh, on another it doesn't, on still another it is hilarious, on yet another level it is tragic, and so on (bathmology). Bottom line, I'd go for the cosmic guffaw.

[ulli]

Lots of funnies here from Jon Stewart
Let's see if he can finish Monsanto off.

2K4pfiYK2IQ

Thanks for that Uli. Jon Stewart gets flak like everyone else, but I think he is doing a pretty good job - if it makes you laugh, he has got to be doing something right.

Tonight I have something I think is important that I want to get progress on, only swimming way out of my depth in many respects. Wish me luck folks.

Not just wishing you luck, but swimming alongside, with extra life vests and gear...
if you think it's important then so do I.

[ulli]

if it makes you laugh, he has got to be doing something right.

It doesn't. Though he does ev'rything right.

Then you either know too much, or not quite enough.

[ulli]

Astrid just sent me a Skype message.
She asked me to inform everyone that she will be off-line fot the next three days.
Wishing you well, Astrid.

[spiritwind]

Epic move is basically done. Alcoholic son now on his own again (of course he had quit drinking when we agreed to let him move in). Whew. Daughter broke her foot jumping out of a moving car and just had surgery on Wednesday. Other son and daughter-in-law are having another baby.

Traded Wally the wether for Cry Baby (we were going to change her name but decided not to), the Nigerian Dwarf doe in milk. Persistence was the name of the game there (had never successfully milked a goat before and only milked a cow almost 50 years ago). My husband actually had to admit that it did not taste at all like he thought it would. Nigie’s milk has very high butterfat and it tastes slightly sweet. Plus we now have little Firefly, a possibly pregnant mini-Lamancha that is too cute for words. And last but certainly not least we have added the rooster, Elvis, to look after my three girls, Fifi, Bella, and Cleo. It’s like watching animal planet out our front window. The other day I pull the Prairie Dog card (again) and look out the window to see a gopher pushing dirt out a hole with his head. Then I pull the Squirrel card yesterday and later look out the window to see one. Plus I got a special card I added to my deck about 4 times in one week, Ganesha, Remover of Obstacles. I found out I got the job I applied for at the KOA campground on Friday (11 days for a background check – really?). We also have a mama deer and her baby, plus 2 others she stole, that came within about 25 meters of that window we like to look out of (she hangs out frequently I guess). They seemed curious about the chickens, which by the way I thought there was something wrong with the first day I brought them out to their new home. By the end of the day their front chest feathers were sticking out because I guess they ate so much by free ranging in the pine forest around there. They were fine the next day so I guess they just gorged themselves.

No more nights soon. The last few days we’ve had more people trying to scam/get over on the hotel than I’ve seen in the 2 years I’ve been here. I even had someone come in to supposedly see if we had an ATM machine tonight, then went to the bathroom and ditched the taxi outside to the tune of $250. Life just keeps rolling along, rather quickly I might add. I may not be popping in much as I haven’t had much internet access for some time now and soon to be less but know that I am with you all in spirit and thinking of you. Astrid, hope you are feeling much better. Love and blessings to all you fine people.

[ulli]

Epic move is basically done. Alcoholic son now on his own again (of course he had quit drinking when we agreed to let him move in). Whew. Daughter broke her foot jumping out of a moving car and just had surgery on Wednesday. Other son and daughter-in-law are having another baby.

Traded Wally the wether for Cry Baby (we were going to change her name but decided not to), the Nigerian Dwarf doe in milk. Persistence was the name of the game there (had never successfully milked a goat before and only milked a cow almost 50 years ago). My husband actually had to admit that it did not taste at all like he thought it would. Nigie’s milk has very high butterfat and it tastes slightly sweet. Plus we now have little Firefly, a possibly pregnant mini-Lamancha that is too cute for words. And last but certainly not least we have added the rooster, Elvis, to look after my three girls, Fifi, Bella, and Cleo. It’s like watching animal planet out our front window. The other day I pull the Prairie Dog card (again) and look out the window to see a gopher pushing dirt out a hole with his head. Then I pull the Squirrel card yesterday and later look out the window to see one. Plus I got a special card I added to my deck about 4 times in one week, Ganesha, Remover of Obstacles. I found out I got the job I applied for at the KOA campground on Friday (11 days for a background check – really?). We also have a mama deer and her baby, plus 2 others she stole, that came within about 25 meters of that window we like to look out of (she hangs out frequently I guess). They seemed curious about the chickens, which by the way I thought there was something wrong with the first day I brought them out to their new home. By the end of the day their front chest feathers were sticking out because I guess they ate so much by free ranging in the pine forest around there. They were fine the next day so I guess they just gorged themselves.

No more nights soon. The last few days we’ve had more people trying to scam/get over on the hotel than I’ve seen in the 2 years I’ve been here. I even had someone come in to supposedly see if we had an ATM machine tonight, then went to the bathroom and ditched the taxi outside to the tune of $250. Life just keeps rolling along, rather quickly I might add. I may not be popping in much as I haven’t had much internet access for some time now and soon to be less but know that I am with you all in spirit and thinking of you. Astrid, hope you are feeling much better. Love and blessings to all you fine people.
What a great post.
By the way, I want want want that card, badly.
May all continue smoothly for you and yours.

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Was watching this video just now...thought it was worth sharing.

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[1inMany]

Good morning. Keeping J and Astrid in my thoughts.

At my house, it's M's turn. Doctor this morning after having been on all the natural remedies I know of for three days. Sinus infection, and hopefully bronchitis and not pneumonia.

No school today, Em will be pushing hard to finish all her make up work, Little One will be pushing hard for me to play all day. Such is life.

K and Chris moved into a new apartment this weekend, lower rent.

Mike finished the raised beds, 3 of them so we planted like crazy yesterday, seeds and plants both.

Just another day in paradise.

Much Love,

[Michelle Marie]

if it makes you laugh, he has got to be doing something right.

It doesn't. Though he does ev'rything right.
On one level he makes me laugh, on another it doesn't, on still another it is hilarious, on yet another level it is tragic, and so on (bathmology). Bottom line, I'd go for the cosmic guffaw.

I actually posted the video on FB and shared both sentiments. He raises awareness with humor. The gist of the awareness and the repercussions of the action is not funny. AWARENESS, the Light, has been served.

These antics getting past our supposed leaders is ATROCIOUS. I had my laugh and I'm thankful for the awareness.

Now, I call BULL****!

The credibility of our government (insidious factions thereof) is so low because of corruption and deception, no wonder they are the "PTW" - Powers that Were.

I'm putting my whole life into making things better. I'm not a complainer, but a solver, and I will keep on trekking...for the Light. (WE are doing this together.)

Lots of love and laughter while bringing in the Light to make changes.
Michelle Marie

[1inMany]

I feel like a kernel of popcorn in a covered pot over high heat.

[Michelle Marie]

Praying for M, too. :-)

Getting 911s still. Got $9.11 store credit when returning a few things yesterday. Saw 9:11 on the clock this morning. STAYING ALERT AND AWARE

Called ex-husband's family to request support for J. Spoke to ex-brother-in-law for the first time in over a decade. It was nice. He was very supportive and will have his mom and my ex give J a call. Ex is not Jason's biological father, but who I was with for over 10 years after #1 left soon after adoption. I'm the dad AND mom, really, but I SO appreciate their love and support and continued inclusion of J in their family. Love them.

Called my family, too: mom, sister, brother. They will pray and call. Great angels in this world! Thank you, God!!!!!

I pray for everyone on this site. God knows who you are and what you need. All of our prayers are SO powerful.

Sending love around the world to everyone who needs it today. Get those legions of angels working. LOL!!!

Loving the moment,
Michelle Marie

¤=[Post Update]=¤


I feel like a kernel of popcorn in a covered pot over high heat.

I SO resonate with that!

Love you 1inMany.

MM

[Michelle Marie]

NEW UPDATE:

Just got text from J from the dr's office. GOOD NEWS thanks ta YOUS!!!

"Everything looks good, gonna wait a month and then they want me to come back to be sure. But looks like I won't need surgery."

WAHOO!!! I told him I was going to go do a happy dance. (It will be a gratitude happy dance with blessings for all.:grouphug:

Lotsa love,
Michelle Marie

[Wind]

The number of this page is significant to me... :rolleyes:

[Flash]

Boston Marathon has been plagued with 2 bombs 2 hours ago with some very much injured it seems.

False flag or stupid people?

[ThePythonicCow]

Boston Marathon has been plagued with 2 bombs 2 hours ago with some very much injured it seems.

False flag or stupid people?

For those interested, this thread is following that: Explosions at Boston marathon (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?58170-Explosions-at-Boston-marathon).

[donk]

My dentist office just sent out an email informing us he didn't run the marathon today (he usually does it)...which is nice.

When all this went down, I was looking into Euler (honored by a google graphic thingy today), and learned that the largest known prime number (he held record back in the 1772 with a 10 digit one, with pencil and abacus, I guess)...is 17,425,170 digits long.

Here and now I pray for those directly effected, as well as the rest of us...as life goes on...

[donk]

Boston Marathon has been plagued with 2 bombs 2 hours ago with some very much injured it seems.

False flag or stupid people?

OR??...can't be both?

[Michelle Marie]

Boston Marathon has been plagued with 2 bombs 2 hours ago with some very much injured it seems.

False flag or stupid people?

That explains the warning signals (see posts 30135 and 30172).

I kept seeing and getting 911, clocks, receipts, etc. really close together. I mentioned that it felt like: be alert, be aware - something is up! Since the number is 911, False Flag feels definitely correct

Thanks to my angels for the warning. Praying for those affected.

What will follow in the problem- reaction - solution? What is the agenda?

Love to all,
Michelle Marie

[Wind]

Hmm... I'm just so tired of all the drama & chaos, no matter where or when it happens. My emotions are quite neutral at the moment, but it still feels wrong that the rogue elements of the US government (or the ptb) are constantly causing pain and misery to innocent people by acts like this. My thoughts and prayers go to all of those who are affected by this event... Stay strong, the night is darkest just before the dawn.

Warriors of light are needed more than ever.

[Michelle Marie]

Boston Marathon has been plagued with 2 bombs 2 hours ago with some very much injured it seems.

False flag or stupid people?

That explains the warning signals (see posts 30135 and 30172).

I kept seeing and getting 911, clocks, receipts, etc. really close together. I mentioned that it felt like: be alert, be aware - something is up! Since the number is 911, False Flag feels definitely correct

Thanks to my angels for the warning. Praying for those affected.

What will follow in the problem- reaction - solution? What is the agenda?

Love to all,
Michelle Marie

[Carmody]

When groups practice their scenarios, they need a target. A designated patsy to pretend to be the mad bomber. So yes, it can be both. Both - in multiple directions.

[meeradas]

What this really shows is
that their "patriot act"-surveillance-galore policy does not work. At all.
I think somebody should point that out to the policy makers, who'll cry "more", again.
Molto ridiculoso, and "see-through".
IMO.

[ulli]

Finally, someone put up the full album on YouTube:

Avalon

LOVadLMh9Mw

[ulli]

I'm always wondering what these beautiful creatures are thinking....

http://i.imgur.com/zoPGdru.jpg

[Guest]

I've been seeing double, triple and quadruple numbers too for weeks now.
111, 1212, 3333, 4444....etc.

I live in an area where there are a lot of different species of birds. Usually there is a mix of hawks, crows, blue birds and black birds flying around. Once in a while I see a Golden Eagle or two. Lately quite a few crows and black birds but none of the other birds. The forest has been too quiet. When this happens I pay attention.

April is also one of the ptb & co months'.


Love


Nora

[gripreaper]

This is kind of ironic, and don't know what the implications are, but here goes:

I went to the dentist last Thursday for my quarterly teeth cleaning, and the dentist found that an old gold crown needed to be replaced. This started a discussion about gold, how this crown would offset the cost of the new crown, etc.

Well guess what. As I was eating my dinner tonight, this alleged crown falls off, and it's just a gold cap, kind of like a tungsten filled gold bar, if you know what I mean. All these years I thought it was a gold crown, but it's not.

Last night I was real restless and could not sleep, which is very rare for me. All coincidence? Why did the discussion about gold begin just before the gold crash, and why did the cap fall off tonight, after the crash was finished?

[ulli]

This is kind of ironic, and don't know what the implications are, but here goes:

I went to the dentist last Thursday for my quarterly teeth cleaning, and the dentist found that an old gold crown needed to be replaced. This started a discussion about gold, how this crown would offset the cost of the new crown, etc.

Well guess what. As I was eating my dinner tonight, this alleged crown falls off, and it's just a gold cap, kind of like a tungsten filled gold bar, if you know what I mean. All these years I thought it was a gold crown, but it's not.

Last night I was real restless and could not sleep, which is very rare for me. All coincidence? Why did the discussion about gold begin just before the gold crash, and why did the cap fall off tonight, after the crash was finished?

So it was you that caused all of this. Figures. I knew it had to have come from an Avalonian.
Well done for spotting the connection. ;)

[Mikelodium]

I had a weird dream last night, most like a nightmare:

"I'm with my father and his girlfriend in their home and she is a bit worried because some frames are not in their place, she says that some entity or being have moved them. She speaks like "I told ya, now look, it is real...".
I feel scared and I can't understand why they are so calm. I begin to approach my hand to one moved frame slowly and suddenly I start to feel a huge flow of low vibration energy through my body and some spasms start."

Then I suddenly woke up.

The weird thing about this dream is that I was able to distinguish between both low and high vibration energy in it, being low vibration the "bad" one and high vibration the "good". I don't know where this came from, maybe I've read about it somewhere or listened about it in some documentary before...

Peace from Spain and best wishes for Boston victims.

[Samsara]

7.8 in Iran this morning. Healing thoughts going there.

Sadly ...

[Michelle Marie]

I had a weird dream last night, most like a nightmare:

"I'm with my father and his girlfriend in their home and she is a bit worried because some frames are not in their place, she says that some entity or being have moved them. She speaks like "I told ya, now look, it is real...".
I feel scared and I can't understand why they are so calm. I begin to approach my hand to one moved frame slowly and suddenly I start to feel a huge flow of low vibration energy through my body and some spasms start."

Then I suddenly woke up.

The weird thing about this dream is that I was able to distinguish between both low and high vibration energy in it, being low vibration the "bad" one and high vibration the "good". I don't know where this came from, maybe I've read about it somewhere or listened about it in some documentary before...

Peace from Spain and best wishes for Boston victims.

Our perceptive abilities are being activated and refined. These are YOUR perceptive abilities -- waking up in a dream!

Good job! Enjoy the process.

Love, love, love,
Michelle Marie

[Taurean]

Does this sound familiar ;-

Caste discrimination: MPs to vote on ban


The House of Commons is set to vote on whether to ban caste discrimination in the UK.

Victims say legislation is badly needed as thousands of people are suffering abuse and prejudice.

Campaigners say caste divides society unfairly, with those at the bottom - often called untouchables - expected to do dirty, poorly paid work.

They complain they are also expected to - and forced to - look up to and respect higher castes.

Those arguing for action say such discrimination is outlawed in India and they want similar protection in Britain too.

A young mother from the Midlands called Harjit (not her real name) told the BBC she regularly faced problems from higher castes.

She said: "On one occasion there were a load of young guys, They had such yobbish thuggish behaviour and it was so intimidating.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-politics-22163269

[PurpleLama]

Yes, MM, my thought exactly.



I had a weird dream last night, most like a nightmare:

"I'm with my father and his girlfriend in their home and she is a bit worried because some frames are not in their place, she says that some entity or being have moved them. She speaks like "I told ya, now look, it is real...".
I feel scared and I can't understand why they are so calm. I begin to approach my hand to one moved frame slowly and suddenly I start to feel a huge flow of low vibration energy through my body and some spasms start."

Then I suddenly woke up.

The weird thing about this dream is that I was able to distinguish between both low and high vibration energy in it, being low vibration the "bad" one and high vibration the "good". I don't know where this came from, maybe I've read about it somewhere or listened about it in some documentary before...

Peace from Spain and best wishes for Boston victims.

Our perceptive abilities are being activated and refined. These are YOUR perceptive abilities -- waking up in a dream!

Good job! Enjoy the process.

Love, love, love,
Michelle Marie

[Mikelodium]

I had a weird dream last night, most like a nightmare:

"I'm with my father and his girlfriend in their home and she is a bit worried because some frames are not in their place, she says that some entity or being have moved them. She speaks like "I told ya, now look, it is real...".
I feel scared and I can't understand why they are so calm. I begin to approach my hand to one moved frame slowly and suddenly I start to feel a huge flow of low vibration energy through my body and some spasms start."

Then I suddenly woke up.

The weird thing about this dream is that I was able to distinguish between both low and high vibration energy in it, being low vibration the "bad" one and high vibration the "good". I don't know where this came from, maybe I've read about it somewhere or listened about it in some documentary before...

Peace from Spain and best wishes for Boston victims.

Our perceptive abilities are being activated and refined. These are YOUR perceptive abilities -- waking up in a dream!

Good job! Enjoy the process.

Love, love, love,
Michelle Marie

Hey Michelle Marie, thanks for your reply.

Here is another weird thing that happened a few months ago:
I was taking a break in the office and I started to think about a friend. She sent me a Whatsapp message a few minutes later. Same day I was walking near home and started to think about an office mate who is also my neighbour and a good friend, something like "Now I will see her and I will give her a great hug!" Guess what? She apeared just turning the street...

Coincidences? Maybe, but who knows... My father said something about perception also when I told him what happened that day.

Peace! :)

[Michelle Marie]

Does this sound familiar ;-

Caste discrimination: MPs to vote on ban


The House of Commons is set to vote on whether to ban caste discrimination in the UK.

Victims say legislation is badly needed as thousands of people are suffering abuse and prejudice.

Campaigners say caste divides society unfairly, with those at the bottom - often called untouchables - expected to do dirty, poorly paid work.

They complain they are also expected to - and forced to - look up to and respect higher castes.

Those arguing for action say such discrimination is outlawed in India and they want similar protection in Britain too.

A young mother from the Midlands called Harjit (not her real name) told the BBC she regularly faced problems from higher castes.

She said: "On one occasion there were a load of young guys, They had such yobbish thuggish behaviour and it was so intimidating.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-politics-22163269

Yes, this sounds familiar.

Domination and control by the wealthy who vastly impacted our world's governments with the help of other worldly entities infected by impurities of motives and minds. The global Plutocracy (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plutocracy) is exposed.

In Howard Zinn's 2010 documentary with Matt Damon "The People Speak" the real truth about our American history and the suppression of the poor by the wealthy comes to light. The light that did not shine through the history books presented in the schools.

May We the People of the world unite in the truth and rise victorious! It's Phoenix time (I like your image.)

Lots of empowering Light,
Michelle Marie

[donk]

Chris is my favorite performer to see live, he used to keep his 100+ piece drum set in my friends basement in college, and him playing by himself was listening to a concert.

He found two guys as talented as him (the keyboardist plays bass with his left hand, the lead dude is quite the showman) and they just started playing out after playing together for a couple years and putting 9 tracks down on a disc they give away at shows.

This is a performance from World Cafe Live, a decent venue in Philly (Philadelphia PA) that I unfortunately did not make it to...at the end he shows off a little, it's amazing to see how what he can do with them sticks:

PSI4fFxxg-I

[Michelle Marie]

I had a weird dream last night, most like a nightmare:

"I'm with my father and his girlfriend in their home and she is a bit worried because some frames are not in their place, she says that some entity or being have moved them. She speaks like "I told ya, now look, it is real...".
I feel scared and I can't understand why they are so calm. I begin to approach my hand to one moved frame slowly and suddenly I start to feel a huge flow of low vibration energy through my body and some spasms start."

Then I suddenly woke up.

The weird thing about this dream is that I was able to distinguish between both low and high vibration energy in it, being low vibration the "bad" one and high vibration the "good". I don't know where this came from, maybe I've read about it somewhere or listened about it in some documentary before...

Peace from Spain and best wishes for Boston victims.

Our perceptive abilities are being activated and refined. These are YOUR perceptive abilities -- waking up in a dream!

Good job! Enjoy the process.

Love, love, love,
Michelle Marie

Hey Michelle Marie, thanks for your reply.

Here is another weird thing that happened a few months ago:
I was taking a break in the office and I started to think about a friend. She sent me a Whatsapp message a few minutes later. Same day I was walking near home and started to think about an office mate who is also my neighbour and a good friend, something like "Now I will see her and I will give her a great hug!" Guess what? She apeared just turning the street...

Coincidences? Maybe, but who knows... My father said something about perception also when I told him what happened that day.

Peace! :)

YES! (I mean NO to coincidences. LOL!) Yes to validate your father:wizard:. I've been experiencing this for a long time and it is just beginning to seem like the new normal. We are one in Spirit and this is the experience of our telepathic and heart connections.

It's good to share this stuff.

My phone may ring and my mind may just know, that's Dawn, and when I answer I say, somehow I knew it was you before I got to my phone.

We are discovering our true perceptive abilities. Our vibration is rising along with the vibration of the whole planet. Our inner work and outer resolve HAS changed us and the world. We are empowered with these abilities.

In two previous posts on the "Here and Now...What's Happening" thread I had received repeated 911 warning signals. Then the Boston marathon bombing occurred. We need to pay attention to our perceptions. They may save our lives.

Keep sharing! This is fun!
Love,
Michelle Marie

[PurpleLama]

"The prevalent superstition of the modern age is the belief in coincidence"

A favorite quote from Robert Anton Wilson.

[Mikelodium]

I had a weird dream last night, most like a nightmare:

"I'm with my father and his girlfriend in their home and she is a bit worried because some frames are not in their place, she says that some entity or being have moved them. She speaks like "I told ya, now look, it is real...".
I feel scared and I can't understand why they are so calm. I begin to approach my hand to one moved frame slowly and suddenly I start to feel a huge flow of low vibration energy through my body and some spasms start."

Then I suddenly woke up.

The weird thing about this dream is that I was able to distinguish between both low and high vibration energy in it, being low vibration the "bad" one and high vibration the "good". I don't know where this came from, maybe I've read about it somewhere or listened about it in some documentary before...

Peace from Spain and best wishes for Boston victims.

Our perceptive abilities are being activated and refined. These are YOUR perceptive abilities -- waking up in a dream!

Good job! Enjoy the process.

Love, love, love,
Michelle Marie

Hey Michelle Marie, thanks for your reply.

Here is another weird thing that happened a few months ago:
I was taking a break in the office and I started to think about a friend. She sent me a Whatsapp message a few minutes later. Same day I was walking near home and started to think about an office mate who is also my neighbour and a good friend, something like "Now I will see her and I will give her a great hug!" Guess what? She apeared just turning the street...

Coincidences? Maybe, but who knows... My father said something about perception also when I told him what happened that day.

Peace! :)

YES! (I mean NO to coincidences. LOL!) Yes to validate your father:wizard:. I've been experiencing this for a long time and it is just beginning to seem like the new normal. We are one in Spirit and this is the experience of our telepathic and heart connections.

It's good to share this stuff.

My phone may ring and my mind may just know, that's Dawn, and when I answer I say, somehow I knew it was you before I got to my phone.

We are discovering our true perceptive abilities. Our vibration is rising along with the vibration of the whole planet. Our inner work and outer resolve HAS changed us and the world. We are empowered with these abilities.

In two previous posts on the "Here and Now...What's Happening" thread I had received repeated 911 warning signals. Then the Boston marathon bombing occurred. We need to pay attention to our perceptions. They may save our lives.

Keep sharing! This is fun!
Love,
Michelle Marie

There is no much more to share, because I started to pay attention to this kind of stuff not so long ago... But I remembered another one with the girl of the Whatsapp message I said before. We were at home, she was in the kitchen making some tea and I was in the bedroom changing my shoes or something else when I thought she said something and I screamed "Whaaaaat???" then she came and said "I didn't say nothing, but I was about to do so..." Maybe we have a special connection.

I've read the 911 signals you mentioned, maybe Gaia is talking to you. My father always says that we should pay attention to signals, perceptions, impressions...

Sorry about my "maybes", my skeptical part of me keep trying to deny what I can't understand... Jeez, there's a lot of things that still sound like gibberish to me! :P


Peace!

[Mikelodium]

Finally, someone put up the full album on YouTube:

Avalon

LOVadLMh9Mw


My mother and father used to listen Roxy Music. When my sister and I where children we had a german shepherd called Roxy!
Sadly Roxy was hit by a motorbike and died, she was pregnant... It was the first time my heart broke into pieces.

I know there are some photos of her somewhere, if I find'em I'll post'em.


Peace! :)

[RunningDeer]

I'm always wondering what these beautiful creatures are thinking....

http://i.imgur.com/zoPGdru.jpg

New desktop picture. Nice, nice.

[AwakeInADream]

That is a beautiful picture!:) It makes me want to paint something out of light!:):):)

[Michelle Marie]

I had a weird dream last night, most like a nightmare:

"I'm with my father and his girlfriend in their home and she is a bit worried because some frames are not in their place, she says that some entity or being have moved them. She speaks like "I told ya, now look, it is real...".
I feel scared and I can't understand why they are so calm. I begin to approach my hand to one moved frame slowly and suddenly I start to feel a huge flow of low vibration energy through my body and some spasms start."

Then I suddenly woke up.

The weird thing about this dream is that I was able to distinguish between both low and high vibration energy in it, being low vibration the "bad" one and high vibration the "good". I don't know where this came from, maybe I've read about it somewhere or listened about it in some documentary before...

Peace from Spain and best wishes for Boston victims.

Our perceptive abilities are being activated and refined. These are YOUR perceptive abilities -- waking up in a dream!

Good job! Enjoy the process.

Love, love, love,
Michelle Marie

Hey Michelle Marie, thanks for your reply.

Here is another weird thing that happened a few months ago:
I was taking a break in the office and I started to think about a friend. She sent me a Whatsapp message a few minutes later. Same day I was walking near home and started to think about an office mate who is also my neighbour and a good friend, something like "Now I will see her and I will give her a great hug!" Guess what? She apeared just turning the street...

Coincidences? Maybe, but who knows... My father said something about perception also when I told him what happened that day.

Peace! :)

YES! (I mean NO to coincidences. LOL!) Yes to validate your father:wizard:. I've been experiencing this for a long time and it is just beginning to seem like the new normal. We are one in Spirit and this is the experience of our telepathic and heart connections.

It's good to share this stuff.

My phone may ring and my mind may just know, that's Dawn, and when I answer I say, somehow I knew it was you before I got to my phone.

We are discovering our true perceptive abilities. Our vibration is rising along with the vibration of the whole planet. Our inner work and outer resolve HAS changed us and the world. We are empowered with these abilities.

In two previous posts on the "Here and Now...What's Happening" thread I had received repeated 911 warning signals. Then the Boston marathon bombing occurred. We need to pay attention to our perceptions. They may save our lives.

Keep sharing! This is fun!
Love,
Michelle Marie

There is no much more to share, because I started to pay attention to this kind of stuff not so long ago... But I remembered another one with the girl of the Whatsapp message I said before. We were at home, she was in the kitchen making some tea and I was in the bedroom changing my shoes or something else when I thought she said something and I screamed "Whaaaaat???" then she came and said "I didn't say nothing, but I was about to do so..." Maybe we have a special connection.

I've read the 911 signals you mentioned, maybe Gaia is talking to you. My father always says that we should pay attention to signals, perceptions, impressions...

Sorry about my "maybes", my skeptical part of me keep trying to deny what I can't understand... Jeez, there's a lot of things that still sound like gibberish to me! :P


Peace!

No apologies necessary. You are raising my awareness regarding my communication connection with Gaia.

I'm going to contemplate this...

Feeling earthquake energy, like it's inside me, the messages...hmmmm.

I sure love our planet. I used to work at the Energy in Michigan and I've always had a holistic philosophy about our expanded essence being in harmony with the planet. Always interested in implementing clean and free energy, solar and wind, and otherwise raising awareness that positively affect the harmony and balance of Life. My educational programs include true environmental awareness. I bet she knows! Of course she does. Oh boy!

I'm going to pay more attention. I wonder what I can do to help her by using this communication?

Thank you so much for your perceptions. You are right on.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Right here right now...

I feel this BIG pain in my heart.
Processing by giving myself Divine Mother compassion.

Just extended a note of forgiveness and offer of Divine friendship to the one who kicked me out and left me homeless in a new area. I'm just applying my own essence of unconditional love and understanding. It was rejected. The offer came from a place of true soul caring and remembering the resonance at some critical levels of awareness that are rare. Letting go...

I accept and love this energy that feels like intense pain in my heart. Let it serve in some way.

Love in tears,
Michelle Marie

[Mikelodium]

Right here right now...

I feel this BIG pain in my heart.
Processing by giving myself Divine Mother compassion.

Just extended a note of forgiveness and offer of Divine friendship to the one who kicked me out and left me homeless in a new area. I'm just applying my own essence of unconditional love and understanding. It was rejected. The offer came from a place of true soul caring and remembering the resonance at some critical levels of awareness that are rare. Letting go...

I accept and love this energy that feels like intense pain in my heart. Let it serve in some way.

Love in tears,
Michelle Marie


Human relationships are sometimes hard to handle, the good thing is that we learn on every tear, on every pain we feel.
So my wish is for you to learn the most you can and I hope this pain is gone as soon as possible.

Peace and best wishes for you Michelle Marie.

[Michelle Marie]

Right here right now...

I feel this BIG pain in my heart.
Processing by giving myself Divine Mother compassion.

Just extended a note of forgiveness and offer of Divine friendship to the one who kicked me out and left me homeless in a new area. I'm just applying my own essence of unconditional love and understanding. It was rejected. The offer came from a place of true soul caring and remembering the resonance at some critical levels of awareness that are rare. Letting go...

I accept and love this energy that feels like intense pain in my heart. Let it serve in some way.

Love in tears,
Michelle Marie


Human relationships are sometimes hard to handle, the good thing is that we learn on every tear, on every pain we feel.
So my wish is for you to learn the most you can and I hope this pain is gone as soon as possible.

Peace and best wishes for you Michelle Marie.

I'm consciously transmuting this energy for the benefit of Humanity. We are breaking patterns and cycles that no longer serve our highest good.

I was attempting to establish a Divine relationship based on Universal unconditional love. That's where I'm at. It was the confusion regarding the human relationship conditioning and overlay that is challenging. I have an expanded sense of Self where nothing can stop me from loving no matter what anyone else says or does. I prayed for and received the gift of Understanding. I have compassion. It all starts and ends at Home. (HeartHome) I'm clearing my old patterns and doing the energy work in the depths of my Being.

Brave Heart! to hold such owies and transmute them. We are all doing this. Every one of us.

Thank you so much for your warm sentiments. It means a lot to me.

Loving ALL Ways,
Michelle Marie

[RunningDeer]

Two fer one sale: Dan33 & Dan, the Eagle Man.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/phone_Dan_zps12bbbaba.GIF (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Photoshop/phone_Dan_zps12bbbaba.gif.html)

:wave:

[Marianne]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/phone_Dan_zps12bbbaba.GIF (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Photoshop/phone_Dan_zps12bbbaba.gif.html)

:wave:

Cute graphic, Pauler.

I was wondering the same about our Eagle. I like to think he's just really busy with construction in Peru.

And that we'll hear from him soon, with a post reminding us to love, love, love.

Let's just remind ourselves until he's back.

And while we're waiting, here's a funny I hope Ulli will like:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=21153&d=1366153524

Love to all.

[ulli]

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Photoshop/phone_Dan_zps12bbbaba.GIF (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Photoshop/phone_Dan_zps12bbbaba.gif.html)

:wave:

Cute graphic, Pauler.

I was wondering the same about our Eagle. I like to think he's just really busy with construction in Peru.

And that we'll hear from him soon, with a post reminding us to love, love, love.

Let's just remind ourselves until he's back.

And while we're waiting, here's a funny I hope Ulli will like:

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=21153&d=1366153524

Love to all.

Thanks for that Marianne.
I'm feeling at odds today...

http://i.imgur.com/oAhD3wj.jpg

[ulli]

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[Gemini]

Hello to all!

I just read an interesting article by Inelia Benz and thought I'd share it here (and now). I don't know about myself but perhaps others have been sensing what she's describing below.


http://ascension101.com/en/home/ascension-blog/75-april-2013/340--have-you-felt-afraid-angry-or-stressed-recently.html


Have You felt Afraid, Angry or Stressed recently


On Friday the 5th of April 2013, I felt a rumbling ANGER in the collective vibration. The anger built up quite dramatically and drastically, bringing chaos and fights to many sensitive people around the planet, and peaked on Tuesday the 9th of April.

Looking into it with other intuitives and seers, we saw that it was a powerful energy of "doing" and "achieving" that had been somehow artificially piggybacked by our shadow selves to turn it into anger and a "I've had enough of this" energy <read "I've had enough of this", with your right fist punching the sky, a deep frown, and frothing at the mouth>.

The artificial waves were huge and hit the collective very badly. They were further amplified by the media with anger generating stories coverage.

But it was not over. The rumblings continued after Tuesday, and built up into a different "flavor".

On Friday the 12th of April 2013 we were artificially hit again, but this time it was FEAR. It has been building ever since, and peaked on Tuesday the 16th of April. Again, they were amplified by the media with fear generating stories coverage. It is manifesting as stress, irritability, watchfulness, feeling like someone is about to hit you over head, or stab you in the back, kill you, torture you, or an energy of "something terrible is about to happen".

As I allowed the fear energy to exist, while processing it, I noticed something very, very interesting. Again, the vibration of fear was artificial, like the anger vibration of the previous week. But this time I realized that the energy, the chi that it was riding, was independent from it. This energy of chi was powerful, strong, very "hot", filled with light, it was pure and unflavored. And it was in every cell of my physical body. In every genetic strand, and even molecule.

I realized what has been happening is simply the intent we had last year, and the intent we have this year. Last year, to download the new operating system (joy/light/love), incarnate our higher selves on these bodies, and this year to BE joy/light/love, be our higher self at a physical level.

It's happening! The power, the chi, is pure. The piggy back artificial vibrations are resonating on our own physical body as "terror of the change" in it's molecular and genetic structure. Our physical bodies are FED UP of the pollution and physical hardship on the planet and now are AFRAID of the change they are undergoing. They are like beautiful racing horses who experience something they have never experienced before, they get confused, fearful, they kick and try to bolt.

What can we do?

First of all, we allow our bodies to express to us that anger and fear. We allow the high vibrational "chi" to exist in our physical bodies. And simply observe it. Soon, it starts separating, the chi becomes a buzzy energy, and the fear or anger, simply that emotion. The emotion, as we allow it to exist, dissolves. The buzzy energy we allow to grow, all the time letting our bodies know that we are here for him/her, and that she/he is safe. Any thoughts of being conned, fooled, trapped, used, enslaved, and taken for a ride we allow to exist and we observe them. We thank them. We process them.

Look see where the chi is "coming from". If it appears to be external, then process the projection of your own power to a "higher being". If you externalize your own power, that externalization can be used against you. If it's coming from your own body, then you have tuned in. It might appear to be coming from every cell, every molecule. Or from your heart center. It's not external.

Remember, power is not corrupted in and of itself. It is only we who can either use that power ourselves, out of our own free will, or can hand it over to something or someone else to do with it what they want.

And that's the core of that shadow self fear. Our physical bodies are simply afraid of unlimited Chi because we have let others use it for our detriment. And also used it ourselves for our own detriment. And any time in the past when our body elementals have incarnated this purity of chi, they have been burned at the stake, tortured, drowned and murdered in many other painful ways.

We can either choose to BE that chi, without flavors, or shadows selves dictating it, or we can say we are not ready to go there, and demand that chi to stop existing, staying physically as we have been up to now.

For the time being let's not "use" that chi, but simple BE it. Allow our physical body molecules to exist as pure, unflavored, free, CHI. Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, breathe out. Exist as high vibrational, unflavored, undefined chi.

If you have forgotten how to communicate or connect with your physical body, use the Reconnecting with the Physical Body Exercise, in the Ascension 101 Course so you can make that reconnection with the body and work with it freely through this transition. You can also use any other tools you have that reconnects you with your physical body, or look for new ones on the internet. Make sure, if you do look around, that what you choose is a stand alone tool that is not dependent on a guru, master, teacher, or belief system and doesn't claim to be "the only solution"!

I can't wait to see what flavor piggybacks next Friday! Whatever it is, remember that by sitting with it, and allowing it to exist so you can observe it, it will disentangle from your true energy/power.

Share this information with others too, as many people think they are the only ones going through these waves of powerful negative emotions. Let them know they are not alone, and not helpless. As we become aware of what is happening, and how our bodies are reacting, we take our power back and no artificial or media generated negative emotional wave on the human collective can stop us from physically becoming who we truly are. Empowered, eternal, divine beings.

[Michelle Marie]

Right here, right now...I wrote a poem.

BRAVE HEART

Innocent, authentic
Raw to the core
Powerful Love
Saves Life once more

Pain is transmuted
No one to blame
Heart is freed
From duality game

Compassion for Self
With all Life included
No longer deceived
Or self-deluded

Appreciation for process
Divinity revealed
Joy of purity
Releases love that was sealed

Letting go now
Getting on with the show
Shining forth Light
With Divine Love glow

Michelle Marie Angel
April 16, 2013

Processing through poetry of the soul...

[Michelle Marie]

"Thanks for that Marianne.
I'm feeling at odds today..."

Love to you Ulli
Lots of love to Ulli
Lots of appreciation to Ulli
Lots of peace and joy to Ulli
Lots of blessings poured all over you, Ulli

:hippie:

[Samsara]

For Ulli

nPJWadX3l-U

[RunningDeer]

Thanks, Marianne :wave: It's a 2 fer one: Dan33 & Dan, the Eagle Man.


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Cute graphic, Pauler.
I was wondering the same about our Eagle. I like to think he's just really busy with construction in Peru.
And that we'll hear from him soon, with a post reminding us to love, love, love.
Love to all.

Thanks for that Marianne.
I'm feeling at odds today...

[ulli]

Ok, getting there. Thanks, girlfriends.

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[Michelle Marie]

Ok, getting there. Thanks, girlfriends.

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Cute! Cute! Cute!

We're in it togedder. :grouphug:

[Ernie Nemeth]

I was attempting to establish a Divine relationship based on Universal unconditional love. That's where I'm at. It was the confusion regarding the human relationship conditioning and overlay that is challenging. I have an expanded sense of Self where nothing can stop me from loving no matter what anyone else says or does. I prayed for and received the gift of Understanding. I have compassion. It all starts and ends at Home. (HeartHome) I'm clearing my old patterns and doing the energy work in the depths of my Being.

Brave Heart! to hold such owies and transmute them. We are all doing this. Every one of us.

Thank you so much for your warm sentiments. It means a lot to me.

Loving ALL Ways,
Michelle Marie


Thanks Michelle, could not say it any better.

Court today was a disaster. Processing all weekend and then this, today - nasty stuff. But I let it all flow out of me, giving a voice to the deepest "core of me".

I Am strong. I Am holding the light. I Am healthy and whole. I Am worthy. I Am on track.

I too am working on unconditional love. I will not let others tell me who to love and for how long or under what conditions. I have chosen this path and I will succeed!

Damn, I wish I did not see it as being soooo hard but I know that is my perception. I Can do this. I Will do this. I Am that work in action.

Hugs and blessings to all.

P.S. Could use a little love,love,love right about now. :-)

[RunningDeer]

P.S. Could use a little love,love,love right about now. :-)

Psssst...
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[Sierra]

I am presently in a professional studio having my daughter songs taped and arranged for future contest. Her voice is ok but her compo are quite nice. A real experience for me more than for her

Hum.... Interesting life adventure. It is a very difficult time for her at the moment. Hopefully this will change her mind a little.

All her pain from a difficult start in life are surfacing. Full of sadness she does not quite understand and the desire to die is there. Ouf

Tell her, please tell her, it gets better. :) Tell her, if she were to die, her energy would go. We need her. We will need her even more. She is on an accelerated training course. She chose it. The lower energy goes after her. Tell her it is real. Being by Self is where the training takes place. Take advantage of the shunning by the lower. She needs to find good people, and she won't find them in child hood. Well, not very many. A few memories of a few people, will shine like diamonds later in her life, when she is old, and she will find herself praying for them. Thanking them. Glad for them. And she is one of them, those that make shining memories for others. Love when needed, hope when lost.

Courage dear heart, courage. Being sad down here at times, is only sensible and sane.

I can hardly wait to hear her music.

Love, love, love, Sierra

[Sierra]

I’m still working (integrating) my way through this, but here is hopefully a chronological story of events that happened while I was gone for … four months.

Last November, my husband said I need help, I’m going to get help. So he got leave from work, got adhd and bipolar drugs straightened out, got a therapist, and got in group therapy. This lasted four months. As you can imagine, the marriage structure became extremely fluid.

At around the same time (August through November 2012), too much of my energy was getting sucked up by the 9E drama, and it was clear it was important to put my focus on the changes coming up in my marriage. I could no longer hear myself either since I was in a polarized position, which meant it was time to go be a hermit (within the constraints of my 3D environment).

Every fantasy I ever had about how good the marriage could be if only this and only that came true. Well it did. Miracles. Days of hours and hours of bliss, as if the sun was in the room. It got so I really looked forward to him sharing when he came home.

This part I keep forgetting, my mind REALLY doesn’t want me to say or remember. Dammit. It will come back. There were two hard parts for me:
1. I got bitter that I had to wait 25 years for this bliss. I expended so much energy holding things together. I did it in absolute I don’t know where it came from faith and trust that my waiting in free will, leaving him his free will, was going to cause a transformation. But … I got tired, and resentful of the drain, started to wonder if it was worth it, though it was clear as a bell to me, that this is where I was supposed to be.

2. It was now safe to express rage, at all the times over 25 years that he invalidated me or put me down or ignored my information. It wasn’t safe before, because he’d threaten suicide or just plain get mean if I got too honest. 25 years is a lot of rage stored up and I choked a bit on it. I was able to say one night, I’m feeling rage, and I know you’ve talked about it in therapy, how it feels to the “rest of the family” to see the asshole get happy while they are left holding the basket of **** so to speak. And that I was feeling that way, and to give me space, which he did.

We are learning new ways to cope with one another in a conflict. Fights are over quickly now, I can nail him efficiently, when he gets out of line, partly from Ulli’s astro-training, and partly because he is very aware of the need for a change in his behavior to have a happy marriage. When he has an issue now, I don’t get the kitchen sink filled with blame thrown at me, just a simple declaration of how he feels about what is happening right now. All through the months of therapy he’d come home and apologize for this, apologize for that, it was oh boy, he sees me now. My husband sees me.

I pray a lot, because it keeps me focused on where I want my energy to go. During the hard parts of this process, the most important thing I learned is that my thoughts are real, my thoughts create, and I have a lot of clean up of bad mental habits, and repointing of my mind to do. Don’t ask me how I got there, I don’t know. It was just there, experientially rather than intellectually. It is both emotional and mental. Doing ho’oponoopono helps a lot.

After four months of self work, my husband has been back at work for a month plus, and his work is going extraordinarily well. Excellent review from his old boss, a new manager who happens to be a very old friend… As he said, walking out the door to go back downstairs to work, ‘Life is good.’

My marriage is on new ground, a new field. It is awesome.

So now I worry, things are TOO good, my husband is happy, my home is wonderful, my sister is close and happy too … heck it is time for the world to end lol.

It is awesome to be back at Avalon too. I’d forgotten how intelligent the conversation can be. And how compassionate The Village is.

Thank you for your warm and loving welcome home to the Village. I felt so good reading y’all.

Love, love, love, Sierra

[donk]

I'm happy for you Sierra, and can relate to a lot of what you went through. Love love love to you too!

[Ernie Nemeth]

God Bless Sierra. Thanks for sharing.

One Heart, One Love, One Spirit.

Many souls, many stories, many lives.


Heaven weeps as we rejoice.
We Are One.

Peace to the villagers, Avalon and all people of good heart - we shall prevail, it is so ordained.
And so it is. So it is. SO IT IS!

hugs

[Samsara]

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[eaglespirit]

I was wondering the same about our Eagle. I like to think he's just really busy with construction in Peru.

And that we'll hear from him soon, with a post reminding us to love, love, love.

Let's just remind ourselves until he's back.



Love to All..just been busy, that's all...Onward and Upward and Beyond : )

[RunningDeer]

As he said, walking out the door to go back downstairs to work, ‘Life is good.’

My marriage is on new ground, a new field. It is awesome.

So now I worry, things are TOO good, my husband is happy, my home is wonderful, my sister is close and happy too … heck it is time for the world to end lol.

Love, love, love, Sierra
Hello Sierra,
I love happy endings that turn into happy beginnings. "new ground, a new field"...delicious. Glad you are back!
Love,
Paula :wave:

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[Mikelodium]

Hi Avalonians!

I want to share a band I discovered the first day of 2013 on youtube, when I arrived home after giving 2012 a farewell with some friends. I can't remember how I arrived there, just browsing related music videos I suppose.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tnl-dDgCBk


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWneUac1Kv8

Since I discovered this band I've been feeling something new with some kind of songs, its the top of my head tickling! It is new for me because I usually feel the music in the top of the stomach or the chest, more like an emotional feeling, but this is different... I know it is related with chakras, I want to do some research about it!

I hope you enjoy this band as I do. Peace! :violin:

[araucaria]

Lots of funnies here from Jon Stewart
Let's see if he can finish Monsanto off.

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Thanks for that Uli. Jon Stewart gets flak like everyone else, but I think he is doing a pretty good job - if it makes you laugh, he has got to be doing something right.

Tonight I have something I think is important that I want to get progress on, only swimming way out of my depth in many respects. Wish me luck folks.

Not just wishing you luck, but swimming alongside, with extra life vests and gear...
if you think it's important then so do I.

Thanks Ulli and everyone, and my apologies for my chronic underuse of the thankyou button, especially since the Internet went dead slow (still a problem here).

A few thoughts on the notion of important. Generally speaking, I take it to mean things that go beyond little me. There is a time component involved – when important things seem to become urgent. Sometimes they only seem that way because an opportunity is seen as a make-or-break affair when it may just be pointing to a further, possibly more interesting stepping-stone. This happened to me on Monday, and the disappointment wore off on reaching that realization. Being normally patient to a fault, I am learning impatience; but not to a fault, that would be impetuous and inconsequent: studied impatience. Timing is everything; not easy, because synchronicity means synchronizing with the unknown.

Metaphorically, the important event is the pivotal point or fulcrum that takes the strain and provides leverage. A hinge can be brought into operation to open a door and a whole new dimension, with no going back. Disclosure with a small d, finding yourself in a way that can be shared more widely. You cannot do more and you cannot do less.

No more swimming dangerously, I’m heading for the next stepping-stone - mixed metaphor, never mind :)

[ulli]

Astrid needs our prayers, right now.
Her heart is racing for no apparent reason, and it is midnight there...
Lets all pray, please.

Ten minutes later...it appears that things are normalizing.
Basically I told her to drink lots of water, since she has no baby aspirins in the house, listen to the most beautiful music to help her relax, breathe deeply, and if by tomorrow things aren't better see her cardiologist.
(Better still..see one even if things are better)
There are definitely astrological indications here, like Mars (rules iron, rules red blood cells) in Aries (Mars' own sign), currently transiting opposite her Libra Ascendant (which rules the physical body)...
So perhaps, like paint is thicker on some days than others, due to the moon, Mars caused the molecules in her blood to expand, causing stressed heartbeat.

The astrologer Ray Merriman who was also a metallurgist, did a study with hospital nurses, and discovered that blood transfusions were harder to administer during days of a Mars Sun conjunction...once a year.

Astrid, you will be ok. You can rely on us to be there for you.

[RunningDeer]

In the last 6 days, I’ve had dreams of lots of different animals. Last evening a cow asked me to assist in the birth of her young. (one leg was already out.) There was a flood of sheep and goats jumping over stone walls, that took my attention away in another direction, all talking at once.

The scenery in the dreams is one of beauty and diversity. I usually spend dream time in buildings teaching and learning. Some of the animals are not of this world.

A couple of nights ago there were dolphins and chimps, and people sharing their accounts of ETs. I’m glad I wrote the dreams down because I’m reviewing them and totally forgot them.

My favorite dream was two birds were on my bed conversing with me. I don’t know what they were saying. That dream recall kept popping up the next day.

My hunch is that the animals are interdimensionals. They know I relate to critters. Which was what kept me sane amongst the insane growing up. What’s changed is that I’m excited to go to bed because of the dreams. I wake up rested. Though, I’m questioning the times I go from wide awake to have lie down for a 10 minutes nap, only to wake 2-3 hours later.

Another thing I’ve noticed is loud sounds going off just as I’m going off to sleep. Like the preverbal door slamming or a loud popping. What surprises me is that I don’t flinch nor does my stomach jump. Those noises happen while I’m awake, now.

Oh, I just remembered this. Crazy. Yesterday, a person with a three wheel bike with flashing lights drove by into the other driveway. S/he got off and rummaged around in the storage section in the back and shouldered a brief case. Then went in to the new neighbor’s place. What’s unusual is that I live in the country. Those bikes are not meant for the roads. If it was a service person, it’s certainly not the way to run a thriving business.

Then for some weird reason, I wondered if s/he was an ET. I went back to work, checking for the next 10-15 minutes to see if the bike was still there, even though there is only one way to come out. It’d have to pass right by my window again.

Natured called. The bike was still there. While in the bathroom, that’s when I had a flash to hurry and check. I was away from the window no more that 45 seconds and the bike was gone. I used my binoculars in the three possible directions s/he could pick from. Nothing 1/2-1 miles down the roads.

Maybe it was just a biker doing an honest days work. If I had a relationship with the new people, I could ask. The reason why I questioned it was because I wondered it s/he was ET, not the usual train of thought. I’m feeling like I’m on alert. (and don’t know what that even means) And the noise in both ears is louder and more frequent.

PS Just logged back on here to add a post. Sending to Astrid...

[Michelle Marie]

In the last 6 days, I’ve had dreams of lots of different animals. Last evening a cow asked me to assist in the birth of her young. There was a flood of sheep and goats that took my attention away in another direction, all talking at once.

A couple of nights ago there were dolphins and chimps, and people sharing their accounts of ETs. I’m glad I wrote the dreams down because I’m reviewing them and totally forgot them.

My favorite dream was two birds were on my bed conversing with me. I don’t know what they were saying. That dream recall kept popping up the next day.

My hunch is that the animals are interdimensionals. They know I relate to critters. Which was what kept me sane amongst the insane growing up. What’s changed is that I’m excited to go to bed because of the dreams. I wake up rested. Though, I’m questioning the times I go from wide awake to have lie down for a 10 minutes nap, only to wake 2-3 hours later.

Another thing I’ve noticed is loud sounds going off just as I’m going off to sleep. Like the preverbal door slamming or a loud popping. What surprises me is that I don’t flinch nor does my stomach jump. Those noises happen while I’m awake, now.

Oh, I just remembered this. Crazy. Yesterday, a person with a three wheel bike with flashing lights drove by into the other driveway. S/he got off and rummaged around in the storage section in the back and shouldered a brief case. Then went in to the new neighbor’s place. What’s unusual is that I live in the country. Those bikes are meant for the roads. If it was a service person, it’s certainly not the way to run a thriving business.

Then for some weird reason, I wondered if s/he was an ET. I went back to work, checking for the next 10-15 minutes to see if the bike was still there, even though there is only one way to come out. It’d have to pass right by my window again.

Natured called. The bike was still there. While in the bathroom, that’s when I had a flash to hurry and check. I was away from the window no more that 45 seconds and the bike was gone. I used my binoculars in the three possible directions s/he could pick from. Nothing 1/2-1 miles down the roads.

Maybe it was just a biker doing an honest days work. If I had a relationship with the new people, I could ask. The reason why I questioned it was because I wondered it s/he was ET, not the usual train of thought. I’m feeling like I’m on alert. (and don’t know what that even means) And the noise in both ears is louder and more frequent.

PS Just logged back on here to add a post. Sending to Astrid...

This is fascinatiing, Paula. I was told in a reading a couple of months ago that I could communicate with animals. Then one day, I was at a friend's house who has 3 dogs. One of them communicated to me!!!!!

It let me know that it was getting old and did not like this one other dog picking on it all the time. She wants to rest more and be left alone. She's suffering from old age. Her name is "Rosie." I told her owner, but I don't know if she did anything about it. At least she got the communication.

"Not the usual train of thought"...I understand these impressions. Kind of like apparitions, very vague, makes you wonder...

Being on alert...that seems right for some reason.
I saw/posted all those cloudships and have been feeling kind of excited...hopeful.

I love critters, too. I'm looking forward to having a home again and having some pets. I've been wanting a kitty for awhile now. I used to have a golden retriever. He was so special to me. He went to live with my ex-mother-in-law when I got divorced. I guess he got the dog and I got the baby. Sad loss. He was my pal for 10 years. Apollo Maximillian Golden Angel - I called him Max.

I've had soul communication with him. I've seen signs with golden retrievers right after I thought of him.

Love lots,
MM

[Sierra]

Praying for you Astrid ... and loving you dearly. :hug:

[donk]

2nd day in the row my girl's oldest (high) school locked students IN on a bomb threat. Ugh

I would think they'd get them out. Obviously they don't take the threat seriously. Guess they have reason to...though they are stingy with details.

[Michelle Marie]

Astrid needs our prayers, right now.
Her heart is racing for no apparent reason, and it is midnight there...
Lets all pray, please.

Ten minutes later...it appears that things are normalizing.
Basically I told her to drink lots of water, since she has no baby aspirins in the house, listen to the most beautiful music to help her relax, breathe deeply, and if by tomorrow things aren't better see her cardiologist.
(Better still..see one even if things are better)
There are definitely astrological indications here, like Mars (rules iron, rules red blood cells) in Aries (Mars' own sign), currently transiting opposite her Libra Ascendant (which rules the physical body)...
So perhaps, like paint is thicker on some days than others, due to the moon, Mars caused the molecules in her blood to expand, causing stressed heartbeat.

The astrologer Ray Merriman who was also a metallurgist, did a study with hospital nurses, and discovered that blood transfusions were harder to administer during days of a Mars Sun conjunction...once a year.

Astrid, you will be ok. You can rely on us to be there for you.

That is a yucky scary feeling. I've had it. I've had intense stress on my heart and I've had to greatly reduce stress and recover from all of the physical labor stress on my heart. Sometimes I felt like if I didn't take it easy, I would have a heart attack. I've been watching over my heart, too. My grandfather died of an enlarged heart.

:angel:I'm praying for you, Astrid. Soothing peaceful energy to you.

Yesterday I had intense pain behind my heart chakra. We are transmuting energy for the Hearty of Humanity.

I feel like a regulator would be beneficial. There is transformation taking place.

Archangel Raphael, please assist Astrid now. Thank you.

Lots of caring love Astrid, (thanks Ulli)
Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

2nd day in the row my girl's oldest (high) school locked students IN on a bomb threat. Ugh

I would think they'd get them out. Obviously they don't take the threat seriously. Guess they have reason to...though they are stingy with details.

American High schools are dangerous.

I was a high school teacher until recently. I had to quit when I saw/experienced what was happening.

BLUNTLY PUT: They've been usurped and infected with the military industrial complex and their antics. I would NOT send my child to such a place.

MM

[Orph]

While most of you have been contemplating the meaning of life, or who is God, or why does chocolate ice cream taste so good, I've been contemplating the meaning of Avalon member "enfoldedblue" website name -- mysticalchemyarts". Now, we all know that web addresses don't use spaces between words, they just scrunch everything into one long list of letters leaving the reader sometimes befuddled or scratching their head wondering if they've come across some ancient language or something. So what-the-devil is mysticalchemyarts?

The brain tries to make sense of this stuff by ignoring the belly's plea for chocolate ice cream while it analyzes the string of letters. The first thing my brain sees is "mystical chem yarts". It's mystical alright. My brain is spinning in circles. What's a yart? Had a neighbor once who came from Sweden. All that green grass outside his front door, .... well that was his yart. Neighbor on the other side of me came from the backwoods of Kentucky. He'd say stuff like "Yart consider washing yer truck". So what does enfoldedblue mean by "mystical chem yarts"? Things that make you go "Hmmmmmmmm".

But, we have to consider another possibility. Maybe it's "mystical chemy arts". Maybe she's mixing chemicals to create art. Makes a little more sense. But if ever there's an accidental ignition of the mystical chemy's, the worlds going to see one of the most beautiful and dazzling expulsion of sparkling globules of color such as never has been seen before.

Then of course, there's the third possibility. Took me six weeks for my brain to figure this one out, but it could be "mystic alchemy arts". Haven't got a clue what that's supposed to mean, but that's okay. I'm kind of way down at the bottom of the ladder when it comes to this enlightenment stuff. Problem is, that's a bit of a tongue-twister. Just try to say it out loud, -- mystic alchemy arts. Phoooey on that. It's a whole lot easier to say -- mystical chem yarts!! :sarcastic: :wave:


EDIT by Orph: This post was not meant to be disrespectful to our Avalon member "enfoldedblue". I was merely having some fun with a phrase I found to be funny.

[ulli]

Today we had Suzie spayed.
She is sitting very still right now as she must be in quite a lot of pain.
She is bigger now than in this picture, but still not fully grown.
Dare I ask for healing energy for Suzie?
I know there are more pressing issues in this world, but she means a lot to me.


http://projectavalon.net/forum4/attachment.php?attachmentid=20736&stc=1&thumb=1&d=1362518929

[WhiteFeather]

Astrid. May you find calm and rest right now. Incoming stream of Lavender Thoughts your way my friend.

Sierra Its Good to hear your bliss. ;) Asquali for sharing.

Id like to share this video with The Village. Its special.......Enjoy


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cOOvMB0R2M

All my Love Village XOXO

Vince

[astrid]

Thank you so much everyone
now i am suspecting its a Thyroid issue,
caused hopefully just by too much iodine or
an iodine sensitivity.

Now that i read up more this sounds like more like
what i am dealing with.
Not being person that gets sick its all freaking me out somewhat.
But as terrifying as it is, it nears a full blown panic attack at its worst.
at least now i can look i the right direction.
Will order some blood work and an ultrasound today,

Thanks again everyone.

Love to all XX

[RunningDeer]

While most of you have been contemplating the meaning of life, or who is God, or why does chocolate ice cream taste so good, I've been contemplating the meaning of Avalon member "enfoldedblue" website name -- mysticalchemyarts". Now, we all know that web addresses don't use spaces between words, they just scrunch everything into one long list of letters leaving the reader sometimes befuddled or scratching their head wondering if they've come across some ancient language or something. So what-the-devil is mysticalchemyarts?

The brain tries to make sense of this stuff by ignoring the belly's plea for chocolate ice cream while it analyzes the string of letters. The first thing my brain sees is "mystical chem yarts". It's mystical alright. My brain is spinning in circles. What's a yart? Had a neighbor once who came from Sweden. All that green grass outside his front door, .... well that was his yart. Neighbor on the other side of me came from the backwoods of Kentucky. He'd say stuff like "Yart consider washing yer truck". So what does enfolded blue mean by "mystical chem yarts"? Things that make you go "Hmmmmmmmm".

But, we have to consider another possibility. Maybe it's "mystical chemy arts". Maybe she's mixing chemicals to create art. Makes a little more sense. But if ever there's an accidental ignition of the mystical chemy's, the worlds going to see one of the most beautiful and dazzling expulsion of sparkling globules of color such as never has been seen before.

Then of course, there's the third possibility. Took me six weeks for my brain to figure this one out, but it could be "mystic alchemy arts". Haven't got a clue what that's supposed to mean, but that's okay. I'm kind of way down at the bottom of the ladder when it comes to this enlightenment stuff. Problem is, that's a bit of a tongue-twister. Just try to say it out loud, -- mystic alchemy arts. Phoooey on that. It's a whole lot easier to say -- mystical chem yarts!! :sarcastic: :wave:

Hello Orph,

I find enfoldedblue to be insightful. In fact, I have a folder for some of her posts. They often synch up with insights I've had days or hours earlier. The most recent one was on discernment. Here's her thread called, "Discernment (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?57947-Discernment)."

I had a look-see at enfoldblue's mysticalchemyarts.com (http://mysticalchemyarts.com). She's multi-talented in not only in the 3D arts, but written expression as well. The sample below is from her "Inspirational & Share the Love (http://mysticalchemyarts.com/inspirational-share-cards.php)" card collection.


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Christina2_zpsffa80d45.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Christina2_zpsffa80d45.jpg.html)

Peace,
Paula :wave:

[Orph]

I find enfoldedblue to be insightful.

Sorry. I meant no disrespect. I was j just having a bit of fun.

[astrid]

rjoTP6P83Ko

Hopefully Tom has some good news for us.

[RunningDeer]

http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/suzie_zps44e7b8ee.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/suzie_zps44e7b8ee.jpg.html)

You betcha!
Love-Light for your Suzie.
So glad You are in each other's lives.

http://avalonlibrary.net/paula/Angels/Little-angel-98482.JPG (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Angels/Little-angel-98482.jpg.html)


I ask for healing energy for Suzie?
I know there are more pressing issues in this world, but she means a lot to me.

[RunningDeer]

I find enfoldedblue to be insightful.

Sorry. I meant no disrespect. I was j just having a bit of fun.

I figured you were just having fun or your were nuts. Oops, did I just say that out loud? http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/smileys/wet-kiss-smiley.gif?1292867699

[Sierra]

Had a tooth pulled Monday. Blissing out on a banana and homemade tomato broth. Candle lit on the table, house is clean and tidy, lights on dim. Quiet. Babies fed. David downstairs completing his last hour of work today. Think I'll go out on the deck and watch the stars with music.

I feel amazing. And amazed.

Suzie darling, here is some love and care for you.

Love, love, love Sierra

[donk]

I hops you feel better astrid!! Love & prayers to you & suzie & everyone...

[Michelle Marie]

While most of you have been contemplating the meaning of life, or who is God, or why does chocolate ice cream taste so good, I've been contemplating the meaning of Avalon member "enfoldedblue" website name -- mysticalchemyarts". Now, we all know that web addresses don't use spaces between words, they just scrunch everything into one long list of letters leaving the reader sometimes befuddled or scratching their head wondering if they've come across some ancient language or something. So what-the-devil is mysticalchemyarts?

The brain tries to make sense of this stuff by ignoring the belly's plea for chocolate ice cream while it analyzes the string of letters. The first thing my brain sees is "mystical chem yarts". It's mystical alright. My brain is spinning in circles. What's a yart? Had a neighbor once who came from Sweden. All that green grass outside his front door, .... well that was his yart. Neighbor on the other side of me came from the backwoods of Kentucky. He'd say stuff like "Yart consider washing yer truck". So what does enfolded blue mean by "mystical chem yarts"? Things that make you go "Hmmmmmmmm".

But, we have to consider another possibility. Maybe it's "mystical chemy arts". Maybe she's mixing chemicals to create art. Makes a little more sense. But if ever there's an accidental ignition of the mystical chemy's, the worlds going to see one of the most beautiful and dazzling expulsion of sparkling globules of color such as never has been seen before.

Then of course, there's the third possibility. Took me six weeks for my brain to figure this one out, but it could be "mystic alchemy arts". Haven't got a clue what that's supposed to mean, but that's okay. I'm kind of way down at the bottom of the ladder when it comes to this enlightenment stuff. Problem is, that's a bit of a tongue-twister. Just try to say it out loud, -- mystic alchemy arts. Phoooey on that. It's a whole lot easier to say -- mystical chem yarts!! :sarcastic: :wave:

Hello Orph,

I find enfoldedblue to be insightful. In fact, I have a folder for some of her posts. They often synch up with insights I've had days or hours earlier. The most recent one was on discernment. Here's her thread called, "Discernment (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?57947-Discernment)."

I had a look-see at enfoldblue's mysticalchemyarts.com (http://mysticalchemyarts.com). She's multi-talented in not only in the 3D arts, but written expression as well. The sample below is from her "Inspirational & Share the Love (http://mysticalchemyarts.com/inspirational-share-cards.php)" card collection.


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Christina2_zpsffa80d45.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Christina2_zpsffa80d45.jpg.html)

Peace,
Paula :wave:

I'm glad this was highlighted. I might have missed it. What AWESOME work and beautiful ESSENCE energy.

The message is so right on and so beautifully written.

Great and glorious work, enfoldedblue!!! Really useful messages and information...and beautiful art.

And, Paula, thanks for putting that post together.

It makes me feel so much better and so optimistic for our future when I see such creative genius flowing from love.

I'm deeply touched by your work, enfoldedblue.:bounce:!!!

In appreciation,
Michelle Marie

[astrid]

SO.. unfortunately i bit the bullet and am now on a beta blocker,
cant say I'm that impressed with the idea, but even less impressed
with these panic episodes.

Thyroid blood drawn, results maybe as soon as tomorrow.
It's all totally bizarre.
I can't say that i even know how to do "sick",


If the thyroid comes back normal, then we have a mystery.
massive psychic attacks, or some sort of major shadow work
has been triggered that i am not aware of.

life is weird, lol

XXXX

[Sierra]

Yikes Astrid. That is bizarre. Panic attacks suck. Asking Pippin to guard your sleep tonight. Don't be surprised if a black panther shows up lol. (He is enormous.)

Asking for your thyroid to come back to normal too.

Love, Sierra

[araucaria]

While most of you have been contemplating the meaning of life, or who is God, or why does chocolate ice cream taste so good, I've been contemplating the meaning of Avalon member "enfoldedblue" website name -- mysticalchemyarts". Now, we all know that web addresses don't use spaces between words, they just scrunch everything into one long list of letters leaving the reader sometimes befuddled or scratching their head wondering if they've come across some ancient language or something. So what-the-devil is mysticalchemyarts?

The brain tries to make sense of this stuff by ignoring the belly's plea for chocolate ice cream while it analyzes the string of letters. The first thing my brain sees is "mystical chem yarts". It's mystical alright. My brain is spinning in circles. What's a yart? Had a neighbor once who came from Sweden. All that green grass outside his front door, .... well that was his yart. Neighbor on the other side of me came from the backwoods of Kentucky. He'd say stuff like "Yart consider washing yer truck". So what does enfolded blue mean by "mystical chem yarts"? Things that make you go "Hmmmmmmmm".

But, we have to consider another possibility. Maybe it's "mystical chemy arts". Maybe she's mixing chemicals to create art. Makes a little more sense. But if ever there's an accidental ignition of the mystical chemy's, the worlds going to see one of the most beautiful and dazzling expulsion of sparkling globules of color such as never has been seen before.

Then of course, there's the third possibility. Took me six weeks for my brain to figure this one out, but it could be "mystic alchemy arts". Haven't got a clue what that's supposed to mean, but that's okay. I'm kind of way down at the bottom of the ladder when it comes to this enlightenment stuff. Problem is, that's a bit of a tongue-twister. Just try to say it out loud, -- mystic alchemy arts. Phoooey on that. It's a whole lot easier to say -- mystical chem yarts!! :sarcastic: :wave:

Hello Orph,

I find enfoldedblue to be insightful. In fact, I have a folder for some of her posts. They often synch up with insights I've had days or hours earlier. The most recent one was on discernment. Here's her thread called, "Discernment (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?57947-Discernment)."

I had a look-see at enfoldblue's mysticalchemyarts.com (http://mysticalchemyarts.com). She's multi-talented in not only in the 3D arts, but written expression as well. The sample below is from her "Inspirational & Share the Love (http://mysticalchemyarts.com/inspirational-share-cards.php)" card collection.


http://i1262.photobucket.com/albums/ii610/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/Christina2_zpsffa80d45.jpg (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/WhiteCrowBlackDeer/media/Christina2_zpsffa80d45.jpg.html)

Peace,
Paula :wave:

Hello Orph
Try mystic(al) - alchemy - arts :)




Edit: Sorry, my eyes must have glazed over before I got to the end of your post - looks like I'm not the only one either ;)